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#and how the relationships people cherish affect them and make them better in the long run.
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Hi! I would love to request some cuddling scenarios with Lucifer, Alastor, and Vox!
SOFT MOMENT OF NON SEXUAL INTIMACY?! IN THIS HOUSE?! Yes, please!
It's implied romantic but could be queer platonic or a queer/nontraditional couple.
Lucifer
This man wants snuggles. Any way he can get them any time, he isn't required to not be physically attached to you. He really struggles with derealization/depersonalization. His depression gets bad, he isolates, and time has pretty much lost meaning to him after being around so long, so he just kinda, wastes away into sadness. It's how he and Charlie fell apart the first time, and he really doesn't want it to happen again.
Having you around to just talk to, hold hands with, sit on your lap, or you in his, it helps. It's like a reminder that he's still alive and someone wants to be around him. Someone wants to spend time with him. That you care. It also motivates him to stay in contact with Charlie instead of convincing himself she's better without him.
He still loves Lillith, regrets they aren't together, but he doesn't blame her for leaving. He's more upset with how it affects Charlie. So he makes extra effort to spend time with you, to acknowledge how important you are to him. He's so paranoid about ruining this relationship. This man has centuries of being told everything is his fault, everything wrong with the world, and is forced to face that supposed truth every day he rules Hell.
His favorite thing is just pulling you on top of him like a weighted blanket, wrapping his wings around the both of you, and laying in a dark, warm, cocoon. He'll take deep breaths, pet your hair, and just let himself finally relax. The first few times you'd stayed quiet, assuming that's what he wanted, but it just makes it easier for him to disassociate.
Now you talk to him, softly, about your day, ask about his. You slowly get him to open up about his favorite things, good memories he has of Lillith, baby Charlie, the sins, times before the Fall. It's a long process to get him to talk about it. Please be patient and gentle with him. He likes when you play with his fingers while he talks, just holding his hand and twisting and turning it, moving his rings around, just don't touch his wedding ring please, maybe you even manage to do his nails in this position.
His second favorite is when you help preen his feathers, gently massaging his wing joints, polishing each feather with the oil from his glands, using your thumbs to work out knots in the muscles around the base. It always turns into a full back massage that leaves him purring, making happy sighing sounds and little moans. He usually falls asleep like this. Don't worry though, once he wakes up, he's definitely returning the favor. He does head massages too! He prepares a little personal spa day for you.
He isn't really looking for anything more intimate when he's in one of sadder moods and is cuddling with you to feel better, he wouldn’t turn it down, he's too afraid you'd be upset, but he really just wants to be held or to hold someone. It's the little things that really make you special to him, and he cherishes every second you guys are together.
Alastor
We all know Alastor isn't a fan of being touched unless he initiates it. There are very few exceptions to this, so you have to be pretty close to him to even get the option to cuddle him.
You'll have to start slow, like holding his hand. A lot of people think he's the type to not want to do too much PDA, but like, look at how he is with Rosie and Mimzy in front of everyone. He doesn't care. Not for small things like hand holding. This eventually leads to him putting his arm around your waist as you're walking together, or around your shoulders if you're sitting next to each other so you can lean on his shoulder.
Now more intimate gestures, like cheek kisses, forehead kisses, petting his ears, those are private. He will resist at first, preferring to lavish you with attention, but be stubborn, match his energy, especially the witty banter, and eventually you'll wear him down.
It's canon that Alastor's hardly ever sleeps, so I imagine if you're a motherly type, (regardless of gender), or someone he genuinely trusts (because its not about if he's safe. He's the Radio Demon, very few sinners are a threat to him, so being a little vulnerable with you is safe no matter the level of trust) he's going to pass out.
You're in his room (or yours, but he prefers his) and he agreed to let you pet his ears. You settle on the bed, his head on your chest or lap, and he closes his eyes, soft jazz music playing from some unseen source, and maybe you're watching something on your phone, (he allows it only if it's something he can enjoy as well, but he usually winds up listening more than watching because screens hurt his eyes after awhile) more likely you're listening to a podcast, Alastor likes listening to true crime with you.
Your fingers gently run through his hair at first. You tease him about the bob sometimes, but understand that he's prone to pulling his hair out otherwise. Eventually you notice the music has stopped and Alastor's fast asleep, the smile on his face is so small it nearly doesn't exist, and his breathing is slow and even. His ears twitch when you stop petting them, and he stirs a bit, so you quickly resume playing with them and he falls back asleep.
(His tail is sensitive too, if you ever wanna fluster him, just run a finger down his spine to that cute little tail and give it a gentle tug.)
Alastor is also prone to play biting, so if you're an excited nibbler who gives noms, expect your cuddles to end up with a few bite marks.
Vox
It's really hard for him to sit still long, so if he's working late and you want to spend time with him, just crawl yourself into his lap and get comfy. He'll grumble and complain about the distraction, but it's all for show. He'll put his arm around your waist and trace your hipbones with his thumb, or play with your hair, run his fingers up and down your back, just small fidgety things.
He understands his head is inconvenient for snuggles, and he may not be the most comfortable. (I headcanon his body is built like the Detroit Become Human bots, with like silicone padding to appear/feel like skin, but it's hard plastic and metal and wires underneath with biomechanical parts inside.)
He is warm, though, and has the constant hum of his internal fans and electricity, so he's great for sensory snuggles. He's great for when you're sore or have migraines (surprisingly, but he can turn his brightness down at will). He likes to do more traditional forms of PDA.
He walks with his hand on your lower back. (He and Alastor both absolutely do the subconscious walk with their partners on the inside and them closest to the streets or alleyways. Lucifer would, but he probably isn't even aware it's a thing.)
You're cooking/baking/doing anything with your back to him, he puts his hands on your waist and leans against you. He's 7ft tall so he probably won't lean his entire body on you, but enough to feel close to you.
His favorite snuggles are disgustingly domestic. Like, his all time favorite, is when you're both sitting together on a couch, enjoying a movie or show, or maybe you're reading or on your phone or gaming, and he's working, just anytime you're occupying the couch together and existing, he'll pull your feet into his lap and massage them.
It's not like, a fetish thing, he just thinks it's sweet. A nice gesture to show how much he appreciates what you do, how hard you work. He'll massage your ankles and calfs too. He's also prone to trying to play with your hair and massage your scalp when you're laying on his chest at night, but his claws get tangled easily. Settles for rubbing your shoulders/back.
He likes when you rub his back and neck too. The man spends way too much time hunched over his desk at work. His back aches from doing the gremlin hunch over his desk to standing ramrod straight in front of cameras, sitting properly and confidently, stiff as a fucking board. You once teased him about how he could just use one of his cardboard cutouts as a stand-in, and no one would know.
Other times, he likes to lay on you. The first few times he sprawled across your lap seeking affection and reassurance for his fragile ego, you'd been so nervous to crack his screen. But now you're more used to it and will even playfully try and poke it/tap it. Between you and Valentino, Vox has had to rule out ever getting a touch screen for a head, because neither of you will stop fucking with it. It does make him laugh, though, adorable little giggles he'd rather die than let the general public hear. It usually turns into a playful wrestling match and aggressive cuddles with a side of petty static electricity from Vox.
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noriakicatkyoin · 2 years
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The thoughts i hv about fujimoto and his characters one day ill be able to put them into words
#for now i reread his look back one shot and cry ab it#that one post saying how kyomoto reads as autistic and i go oh. screams.#godddd look back is like peak. its like the embodiment of my thoughts. the way that no matter the way the content is dressed at its core is#the inherent grief of knowing other people and having limited time in every relationship you have with everything and everyone around you#and how that time while you may grieve when its over it shouldnt be regretted and should push you to keep going#like i love how he writes relationships so much#its not oh everything is all about love oh we all need romance and love it is the core of our being how will we live without it#and instead its just he just shows all these varied and changing relationships and what they mean to different people#and how the relationships people cherish affect them and make them better in the long run.#and the majority of these relationships that he shows as actually beneficial being platonic. oh im just crazy now huh#look back is about 2 friends. csm centers on a friend group/family dynamic. goodbye eri is about 2 friends and a family#like yknow. its. its WEIRD its refreshing to me like its not groundbreaking maybe but like#i dont see relationships explored so casually so normally and made so important and theyre friends and platonic every single time#i dont like watch romance linger on the horizon and it turn into that and become some mess of tropes like#a lot of ppl i dont think really explore nuance in friendships. the weight and different kinds of friendships there are#aki has an older brother dynamic w denji and power. denji and power VERY easily read as qpps. kyomoto and fujino are best friends#and yet all these stories about their ties to each other are so heart wrenching and make u so invested in their relationships#i enjoy it !!! i just enjoy it. who cares how technically good it is. i dont. i like it and its fun and new to me and feels great#screaming in the tags#youve given me unnecessary feelings#im not putting this in any main tags i dont need ppl trying to communicate with me about things#rohan rambles#ig#yeah bc i need to find this later
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victoirey · 1 year
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— smart phones & shimmyflies . . .
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SYNOPSIS !
you find yourself, a 21st century citizen— in Pandora. what will you do ?
gn!human!genz!reader / " im sorry , do you guys have any chips ? "
taglist / @loaqi @mylovelo-ak @somerandomweeb2 @stomach-bugg09 @cheari @lo-aksgf
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hi guys!! this is a prologue for a project I've been planning for a long time! I'm so glad to say that I am putting it in action! woopwoop! I have commitment issues though. I don't know why I'm doing this. the official tag for this series will be 'primitive person in pandora' , and smartphones and shimmyflies will be the official title <3
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you slapped on a bandaid to soothe your papercut as you flipped through another page of questions— to be greeted by more questions. there you were, sat in your room— music fading in and out as you did your homework. every question was harder than the last , which was reasonable — as the subject was science , for God's sake. how the hell do you wrap your head around science? or atleast, what you're learning in science right now. what the fuck is an optical phenomenon?! what the fuck is a sonorus?! why the fuck am i learning this, you think, when I could be running free? I could be hanging out with my friends , making silly tiktoks and actually living!
your head drops onto the wooden table, as you groan. "why can't we learn about aliens?" you ask yourself, "aliens are actually interesting. and some may even be hot." you say, "most aliens are hot." honestly, you don't even know what you're saying. you just want an excuse to not do this homework. whether it be by sleeping, watching a movie, hell- maybe even writing fanfiction and posting it on some deadbeat app would be better than this! anything would be better, you concluded.
you raise your head, fast— too fast, that you can't calculate when to stop. you forget the affect that raising your head quickly has on you— and you begin to get a bit woozy.
then your head hits the wall.
blobs of black follow after.
you don't know what to do, you don't know what to say— God, you've been needing a break for so long. as more blobs cloud your vision and as more of your thoughts overlap eachother— your eyes start to get heavier. damn, you didn't know simply hitting your head on a wall could do that shit. atleast you don't have to do your science homework. wait, will you still have to do it even though you blacked out? you should ask Ms. M about that..
out of all the thoughts, however, one seems to be a constant.
i hope im out long enough to be absent for the rest of the week.
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the lab was always a constant for norm. it served as a way to get lost in himself, in his work— and right now, he really needed it. they were in the process of building a lab some where near awa'atlu, somewhere near the sullys. it was almost done, but the natives thoughts on it weren't. every time norm stepped out of that lab, unwelcoming glares from the metkayinan people. still, he went on. he tried to better his relationship with them, to learn their ways, to adapt— just as jake and his family did. it was still a work in progress, but it was going good. he was doing good.
being so dedicated to adapting and learning these past few days, he cherished these moments of calm. he was back in his human hold— reading over metkayinan books. his five fingers turned the page of the book, gently; his five fingers— calloused, tired, and yet still... they were relaxed. all of him was relaxed. he felt like he was floating, like he was in a sensorial deprivation chamber — from back on earth. he felt just that. he felt like all of his senses were sucked away temporarily, with all he could feel being the slow pace of his thoughts as they skimmed through a book.
he cherished these moments. he cherished this moment.
you, however, did not. you think you're about to wake up in your pretty little bed but NO. God has other plans for you because apparently hell is too merciful and you feel like you're about to puke. suddenly, you're in a fucking... rainbow or something. maybe it's the bifrost. it's probably the bifrost. when did thor exist? you didn't know and didn't care. you're seven seconds away from absolutely deteriorating and you feel shittier knowing you didn't even get a chance to shower one last time before drowning! then again, you showered yesterday but you wanted to feel that sprinkling water on your skin before you fucking died! what the fuck, universe?! you thought— the universe didn't answer.
you feel like you got thrown off the roof and these are your last moments before you eventually splat on the floor and die. like literally, bones broken and all. your whole life fucking flashes before your eyes, pictures of you and your friends, of your family— the tears you shed because of them, because of school, because of everything.
you think,
perhaps this is mercy.
still, The Great Mother has other plans.
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you splat face first into norm's desk.
he jolts away from you instinctively, the book in his hands discarded as he looks at the fellow human that just came out of nowhere. did the wind carry you here? he didn't want a part in this. you, on the other hand, don't know how the fuck you aren't dead — all you know is that you have a raging headache. you push yourself up, weakly, and criss-cross your legs on norms desk— hand on your head as you let out a big sigh. "fuuuuck..." you say, and your voice is so weak, quiet, & pained. it tugs at norm's heart strings.
then again, he's always had a soft spot for kids like you. even if they ruined his desk.
he coughs to get your attention. your eyes look up at him, and he awkwardly waves "hi?" he says, not sure how to react, "why are you on my desk?"
the headache is long forgotten now, as you jump off his desk and try to grab at anything to use as a weapon. he raises both his hands up— trying to show you he means no harm, and you near hiss, survival instincts kick in. "you are absolutely INSANE. CRAZY. APESHIT. BALLISTIC. if you think I am trusting anyone that lives in a mad science LAB !" you yell, gesturing to your surroundings. this was the most mad scientist core place of your life. "where the fuck am i?!" you ask, tears near. you don't know where you are. you don't know the people here. you don't know what these devices are. you just want to go home already.
norm pities you.
"hey, hey— listen, 'm not gonna hurt you. 'm not gonna hurt you." he reassured, as gently as possible— you back away from him, but that only encourages him to take one step closer to you. his arms remain in the air, "I mean no harm. my name is Norm Spellman. I'm a scientist here at Pandora, and I'm also an operator. I got no experience with weapons. none at all." he tried to joke in his intro, tried to reassure you once more— and you hate to admitit, but it worked. now , you were just confused. you stepped towards him, tears dripping down your cheeks— voice shaky, and yet you stepped towards him— some part of you felt gravitated towards him, for it seemed like the universe had deemed him safe. safe for you. "my name is y/n." you replied, he smiled. "nice to meet you, y/n."
you nodded, eyes still blurry with tears. norm didn't say anything, he just patted your back & beckoned you to sit down. for a while, you stayed like that.
you stayed like that, until finally, you licked your chapped lips and — getting through multiple voice cracks & loads of tears, asked,
"what year is it?"
it wasn't a question you'd ask usually, but faced with guns that could aim themselves— with phones so advanced that your phone couldn't compete, god forbid you don't ask. norm looks at you, your obsolete clothes, your worn out phone that did not look like a phone at all— and your reactions to the environment that surrounded you. he knew that you were not from here, and in the most literal way possible. you were not from this time period. norm pursed his lips, "twenty one seven-ty..." he replied, dragging the y. your eyes bulged, and you slowly looked toward the floor to calculate how far into time you've gone.
it was 2170 here. you were in 2023.
2023 minus 2170.
one hundred fourty seven.
your face contorts into an expression so shocked, so horrifically terrified— that norm can tell from eight hundred miles that you're scared.
you look at him again, and say, to his utter horror—
"do you have a gun on you?"
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worriedvision · 23 days
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tighnari x reader where the reader cries a lot, over small things and over small sad stuff. (not quite crybaby but emotional) one day reader is going to like the tavern place in sumeru (yk the place where everyone was in alhaitham's demo?) and hears tighnari complaining and talking bad about reader and a time where they cried over something small with his friends (like cyno, kaveh, haitham) and then the reader well (cries over that, and just avoids him for a while) BUT its gonna be a fluffy ending where he apologizes and everything he said after the reader tell him the stuff they heard. you recently did one of my requests, i was very pleased with it, so, thank you very much, lovely!
As someone who cries a lot over small stuff, this is so me lol! Gender neutral reader, sad ending unfortunately. I was going to make it a happy one, but it felt right to make it a sad ending lol
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There were times that you didn't know how you managed to get with Tighnari of all people. He was the one who didn't try much, in fact at the beginning of your working life with him he couldn't stand your weeping over small problems. Any minor problem that you caused, anything that could be easily fixed, anything that someone else was going through? You'd cry at the drop of a hat, there were times that you'd be embarrassed after thinking about. He was the one who asked you out, and you landed up crying before saying yes as if it was a damn proposal.
You'd try to get better with grounding yourself a bit, distancing yourself mentally from things that would make you cry, but you'd still cry at small things. You suppose that was your 'superpower' that was actually a pretty pathetic power.
Your most recent crying episode was from some idiot who had consumed a mushroom that caused them to hallucinate - the hallucinations being scary. You couldn't help but cry when seeing them distressed, which was what alerted your boyfriend to find the poor person quicker. When you apologised for crying yet again, your boyfriend brushes it off and states that it's just part of who you are.
You thought he was past the point of being angry whenever you showed these emotions, so you decide to meet up with your friends for drinks. As you get to the bar early, you decide to wait outside for your friends. Kaveh happened to go in, waving and giving a cheery hello as he nips in to hang out with friends. Shortly after, a friend shows up and you both enter.
Upstairs, you can hear your boyfriend huffing to himself.
"What's wrong?" Cyno asks, Tighnari instantly ready to reply.
"I'll tell you what's wrong, my partners a crybaby!" Tighnari tuts, Kaveh clearing his throat as he knows you're no doubt hearing this.
"You knew about that part of them long before you were dating." Alhaitham states, crossing his arms at the same time that you get up to leave.
"Well, I thought they would calm down with their feelings by having a partner, and I am attracted to them physically." As he finishes the statement, you've left the bar with tears in your eyes.
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The next week, you don't give Tighnari any affection. It was clear to you that he didn't like one of the most obvious things about you - how overly empathetic you are. He didn't have the time to think too hard on this, which gave you more time to reflect on the state of your relationship.
It becomes increasingly clear that you just were not right for him. You were lucky to get some time with him as a partner, but you had the impression that he saw you as someone he had to babysit whenever you started to cry. It didn't matter that he was physically attracted to you, he wished you weren't so emotional about everything.
With him also being the boss, you knew you would need to find work elsewhere as soon as you could. As much as it hurts you, you two were like chalk and cheese.
He deserved someone he didn't need to be on eggshells around, and you deserved a partner that cherished the fact you could put yourself in the position of others and really feel how they felt.
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When your boyfriend asked you to meet him at the bar, you were ready to tell him you were breaking up with him, and you had been mentally preparing yourself to not cry.
"I hope you are well, I'm afraid I have some bad news." Tighnari states, pushing a paper and a pen towards you. "You are fired. I am also breaking up with you - your empathy is something I cannot work with as an employer, as well as a boyfriend."
It was like a slap to the face, you were ready to just cry a little bit at the conversation.
But instead of being sad, you're angry. Grabbing the pen, you feel several sets of eyes on you as everyone around you is seeing and hearing everything. Signing the paper aggressively, you slam the pen down as you make direct eye contact with your now ex-boss and ex-boyfriend.
"You did this to embarrass me. You did this to emphasise something I already know - I cry too much." You spit out, not a single tear leaving you as you got straight to anger.
"Fuck you, Master Tighnari. I hope I never see you again."
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ria-ragdoll · 6 months
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how does mike (fnaf) show affection / love in your opinion??
small showtimes
small things mike does ..
cw: fnaf movie spoilers!!! underlying narcissism (i just now he has something wrong with him i mean like— [insert movie spoilers]
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michael "mike" schmidt.
first of all, he was previously relentlessly haunted by the past of garrett's abduction, it broke mike, knowing that he was right there and could have done something if he had just gotten up a moment before, or maybe if he didn't pick up the frisbee would he then be able to get to him in time. still, even after dealing with freddy's, that doesn't mean that the guilt is gone fully, just slightly. helping the dead children no longer be confused about their deaths gave him his own sense of peace seeing william 'die'.
but, i'll stop beating around the bush, with what i just mentioned there, it feeds into mike cherishing the littlest things. seeing death has changed his perspective on the world, making him more open minded then most people, yet more possesive at the same time. he's going to show that he cares using his voice and body, scarce touches throughout the day, or small mentions that he loves you along with a quick peck. but then it's going to take a long time for him to warm up to you, while you two might already have a relationship started, he wouldn't see much of it other than a special label on the friendship you both have. probably the only way he'd actually have a significant other is before freddy's, he's going to be kind of iffy in the start of your relationship, but still trying when he could, but then once the animatronics start to go after him is when you two actually have a breakthrough and start to have an actual heartfelt relationship. he'll start to open up by telling you his troubles, but when he tells you most of them but don't piece it together for you to understand is when he then admits about his dream idea and garrett. hearing and noticing you actually listening and wanting to help him through it actually makes him realize that his own feelings for you aren't just a subconscious way of him using you for affection, and that you aren't doing the same either.
once you two actually have a breakthrough and have an actual relationship that wasn't just believed momentary feelings, it definitely feels way more natural, but awkward in a way. mike doesn't want to weird out his sister at all so probably all affection will probably be done in the comfort of his large yet empty bedroom or somewhere private when it's just the both of you. he's definitely going to do faint touches throughout the day, he isn't the right person for public displays of affection and he'd probably make that known a little while after you two started to date. but that doesn't mean that he'll sneak in a kiss once or twice like when he's making food or about to leave for work. while in the privacy of his bedroom, he'll try not to cling too much but ends up doing so either way, his room is his safe space, a place where he doesn't have to worry about responsibilities or anything. he becomes kind of childish as well, kind of viewing himself as the king in his room, the bigger and better person, he's not going to be as reserved and closed off as he is anywhere else. but that also means that his room is also your safe space, you could do or say anything you wanted to, it's not going to leave the room nor is he going to judge, as long as you don't judge him.
i totally didn't do this at like midnight although i desperately needed sleep :3
— r
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mazeinthemiroh · 11 months
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Oooh, idk why I didn't realize this before, but you also write for txt!!! Do you have any thoughts on how txt realizes they're in love with you??
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txt when they realise they're in love
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genre: headcanons; romance, fluff
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please like and reblog if you enjoy <3
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soobin
when he no longer feels awkward around you.
it takes a lot for soobin to settle down with people
the transition from crush to something more has been a bit of a long process
soobin has had to reflect and figure his feelings out on his own which can take time. but when he finally realises and understands his feelings are real for you, a relief takes over him
he feels comfortable around you. he relaxes instead of tenses up. he's not as shy as he was before and looks forward to your visits
he finds your presence warm and welcoming. there are no awkward silences or miscommunications. just comfort and ease, which is something he strives for in his life.
yeonjun
when he can't remember his life without you.
you are so very important to him that you have become his favourite person. his top priority
he spends every minute of every day thinking about you in some capacity. not in an obsessive way. in a gentle way - "oh y/n would like this cafe" or "i wonder what y/n is doing right now, i hope they're okay because i know they were tired before..." stuff like that
he's more thoughtful than he lets on. he loves spending time with you, even the precious spare time that he doesn't get a lot of
and that's how he knew he was falling for you
because he wouldn't give up his free time with just anybody
and you weren't just anybody. you were the one.
beomgyu
when he feels like he's shared his soul with you.
beomgyu likes to joke around but in more personal relationships he craves deepness and intimacy.
he's probably the quickest out of the other members to realise he's in love because i see him as being in tune with his own thoughts and feelings.
he lives for the moments when your both lying on the living room floor together, staring at the ceiling, talking about life and dreams and everything in between
times like these he feels so incredibly in love.
because it feels like an exchange of souls.
vulnerable moments that he isn't used to... he gets emotional when reflecting back on them because they are so precious to him.
because of this, he just wants to give you his whole heart.
taehyun
when he finds himself caring more for you than anyone else.
not that he is neglectful of his friends or anything. he's still very much a balanced human being.
but he is finding himself to be more motivated with love and affection purely by his feelings for you.
in other words, you've helped him become a more healthier version of himself.
the way he treats others has improved dramatically. he's looking out for them more actively and is more observational instead of staying in his thoughts.
and he takes care of himself better too, making sure to eat properly and stay hydrated.
all of this self-improvement stuff all comes down to his lovey-dovey feelings for you. he doesn't know what to do with all this love he now has so he starts expressing in ways he hasn't down before.
hueningkai
when he feels absolutely accepted.
he feels so comfortable being himself around you, not feeling the need to hold himself back as he does with other people
there are only very few people who really get him. he's unique and a precious boy that should be cherished, and some people don't appreciate him the way you do.
that's why he's so, so grateful that he has met you. it genuinely feels like a fairytale to him, how this all happened. because he often questions why you hang out with him and why you love spending time with him so much.
at one point, he guards his heart, becoming distant because he feels that it's all too good to be true.
but he's able to see that you love him just as much as he loves you. and life could never be more sweeter to him than now.
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d10nsaint · 1 year
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DAPHINE
secretive plotter, kim dokja, yoo junghyuk, yoo sangah x gn!reader [separate]
another request from @rouecentric 😦⁉️🤯 so surprised rn. Anyways i love od but he’s not here because i don't wanna make them all have a romantic setting then have od be the only platonic one bcs he’s like 12.also tagging @elychee bcs they're AMAZING and wrote abt the lcf trio with a plus sized reader and you should really check it out [wink wink] i really tried to make this gn pls tell if it isn't THIS IS ALSO JUST ME SAYING NONSENSE BTW IT MIGHT NOT MAKE SENSE
ʚɞ Kim Dokja;
DOKJA is just happy he has a lover.
Really.
He also loves hugging you after a warm day—you’re just so soft and sweet to him (like anybody would be. hes so
He loves touching you. Hes just such a sucker for affection because he had none when he was younger, and he'd be elated to have someone who could handle his touch and affirm him throughout the day that its okay and they dont mind.
When it comes to your body,he really likes your chest.He lays on it when you both are lying down on the couch or even in bed. But once, one thing led to another on the couch and his head ended up on your thighs. he was literally shaking. His mind was going a million miles per hour and his face went beet red, and it was to the point where you had to make sure he was okay.
ʚɞ Yoo Sangah;
SANGAH is so naturally sweet and was raised in a way that everyone is the same—and thats how she sees people! Of course, not until she finds an s/o whos plus sized. She finally realizes the beauty of plus sized bodies !!
after a long day of work getting harassed, she just wants to go home and settle down in her lovers arms with a book and some detox tea !!
once, she was laying atop you reading a book with your back against the armrest of the couch and her back against yours, and then she realized something—you were very soft. Well, to her, atleast. Ever since, you’ve always been the big spoon!!
Shes never really had impure thoughts about you or your body….in fact, you’d have to bring stuff like that up to her in a conversation because of how little she thinks of it, so i cant really do the thigh thing
ʚɞ Yoo Junghyuk/Joonhyuk;
JUNGHYUK would just be happy that you’d survive a situation where he can't get you both food. ( Idk why i wrote that,i can't go 5 hours without getting hungry)
He’d usually carry you around as a form of training—and never admit it. He also does it just to be able to hold you, but whatever.
He'd be very fond of you (in his head) and try to be very subtle with it-he'd throw you a high grade item and say,'here,you're weak' and if you call him out, he'd glare at you and do nothing else.
By the time that you both are dating, he'd have opened up and really cherished you,hoping to make you happy and give you a life like him of the past would have.
If theres a point where youre dating and not fighting for your lives, he'd love to [secretly] just hold you in his arms and cherish you. It doesnt matter if he's standing up or laying down.He's just so happy to have you in his empty regressor life.
ʚɞ Secretive Plotter;
PLOTTER really doesnt care about body types, even when they come to his s/o UNLESS its very unhealthy.
As i’d suppose that you and plotter would be in a nice,loving and healthy relationship, he’s seen your body—no matter how insecure you are. He loves you no matter what, and nobody should ever dare to talk bad about your body and your habits or else he’d (as I said in a previous post) reign hell upon that person.
Putting the reassurance aside, hes very glad to have a thicker/ plus sized partner, due to how much his body is developed. He wouldnt have to see you as a doll and try to hold back his natural strength with all his might (i mean he still has to hold back) but its better than nothing!
he LOVES to put his hand on your thighs. He can't go a DAY without putting his hands on them, if its meant to be a reassuring caress or a more intimate touch. Male? Female? Something in between? He doesn’t care.
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greatpestilenz · 10 months
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A Tale of Two - Earth 42 Miles Morales x Reader x Miles Morales
 You never thought you'd find yourself in such an extraordinary predicament. Here you were, caught between two versions of Miles Morales, each vying for your attention and affection.
  In your universe, you were in a loving relationship with the Miles Morales you had known for years. He was your anchor, the person who understood you better than anyone else. He was the one who made your heart skip a beat and filled your life with joy.
  On the other hand, there was Earth 42 Miles Morales, a version of him from a parallel universe where, tragically, you were no more. He had lost you, and it was evident that he still carried the pain of your absence deep within his heart.
  The two Miles' were now standing face to face, arguing over you as if you were an object to be claimed. It hurt you to see them fighting like this, as it was clear that both of them cared for you deeply. But you couldn't deny the fact that you were drawn to the version of Miles you had always known.
  "Stop it, both of you!" you finally exclaimed, stepping between them. "This is not how love works. I can't be shared like some prize. I have my own feelings and thoughts, and I get to choose who I want to be with."
  The Earth 42 Miles looked at you with sadness in his eyes. "But I lost you once already. I can't bear to lose you again."
  "I understand your pain, but you can't force someone to be with you," you said gently, trying to reason with him. "I'm here, in this universe, because this is where I belong. My life is here, with the people I care about and the memories I cherish. I can't just abandon everything for another reality, even if it means being with you."
  The original Miles stepped forward, his voice tinged with hurt. "Am I not enough for you? Don't you love me?"
  Tears welled up in your eyes as you looked into his familiar gaze. "You know I love you," you said softly. "You are my world, my heart. But this isn't about choosing between you two. It's about choosing the life I want to lead, and that life is here, in my own universe."
  The two Miles' fell silent, realizing that they couldn't change your mind. They both cared for you deeply, but they had to respect your decision. It was your life, and you had the right to make your own choices.
  "I'm sorry," Earth 42 Miles finally said, his voice cracking with emotion. "I just... I miss you so much."
  "I understand," you replied, reaching out to place a hand on his cheek. "But you need to find a way to heal, to move forward. Holding onto the past will only bring more pain."
  Earth 42 Miles nodded, his expression softened. "You're right. I just got scared of losing you again. But I'll try to be better, for you."
  You smiled, feeling the weight of the tension slowly dissipating. "Thank you," you said, turning to face the Miles you knew and loved. "And as for you, I need you to trust me. Trust that I know what's best for me and that this is where I want to be."
  Original Miles pulled you into a tight embrace, burying his face in your hair. "I trust you, Mc," he whispered, his voice filled with love and understanding. "I'll always trust you."
  You wrapped your arms around him, cherishing the feeling of being held by the person you loved most in the world. You knew that there would still be challenges ahead, but as long as you had each other, you were confident that you could face anything.
  In the end, you chose to stay in your universe, the one you had always known and loved. The two Miles' eventually returned to their respective realities, each carrying a piece of your heart with them.
  Life went on, and you and Original Miles continued to build your future together. The love you shared only grew stronger, and together, you faced the challenges that life threw your way.
  As for Earth 42 Miles, he eventually found a way to heal and move forward. He never forgot you, but he learned to cherish the memories he had and find happiness in his own universe.
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ts4ritsa · 8 months
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hello!
if you write for her, may I request a fluff alphabet for Mukuro Ikusaba? Have a good day/night
₊˚ପ⊹ fluff alphabet ;
ft. mukuro ikusaba from danganronpa * ˚ ✦
tags / cw: fluff, gn!reader
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a | attention: how much attention do they want in the relationship?
- mukuro has been used to not being given the time of day ever since she was a child. therefore, she isn’t the type of girl to expect or demand you to give her certain amounts of your attention
- however, she may find herself wanting to explore the concept more. it’s all pretty new to her, okay!! but she won’t pressure you or anything — she’ll cherish just about any time you spend with her, even if it’s just a moderate amount
b | baby: would they want a family?
- she isn’t certain if she want’s to have a family yet. she’s always been focused on her duties as the ultimate soldier and isn’t sure being a mother is the right path for her. she may be open to the idea in the future, when she’s older
c | cuddle: what are they like when they cuddle with you?
- mukuro isn’t naturally inclined to be affectionate through stuff like cuddling, but if it’s what you like to do, she’ll happily be willing to try and accommodate to your preferences
- when you’re holding each other close, you both can’t help but feel a sense of security. mukuro tends to pull you a bit closer, wanting enjoy being in your presence to the fullest
d | dates: what are dates with them like? what do they like to do?
- calm, low-key and private. she isn’t very keen on doing anything fancy. a simple dinner and movie is enough for her. she just wants to take a break from the draining responsibilities that come with being a soldier and spend quality time with you
e | equal: do they prefer to be more in control or laid-back in the relationship?
- she wants a balanced dynamic in the relationship. she values equality and doesn’t like when things are one-sided. so she wants to share the responsibility of making decisions with you
f | fights: how do they handle fights?
- peacefully and rationally. mukuro wants to understand your feelings and would make compromises to solve conflicts so you both can move forward
- on a rare occasion where she loses her temper, she can be very fierce and stubborn. after all, she has yet to be completely used to expressing her emotions in a healthy way
g | gratitude: how grateful are they to have you? what do they think your relationship is worth in comparison to other things in their life?
- mukuro is incredibly grateful to have you in her life. she may not show it well verbally, but she likes to show you in other ways
- she considers your relationship to be one of the most important things in her life. it’s something she wants to keep, nurture, and take care of. in her eyes, it’s something worth sacrificing for
h | honesty: are they honest with you? how important is honesty to them?
- mukuro is generally honest, but she does have a tendency to hide her true feelings. she’s been used to keeping to herself for a long time, and there are some things she believes you’re better off not knowing
- honesty is important to her but not exactly in the way one would think. she’s alright if you aren’t open about certain things involving your past, but she doesn’t want you to lie about your current well-being. she wants to protect and care for you, and knowing there might be something bothering you and her not being able to help you deeply upsets her
i | insight: how easy is it for them to read your mind and tell how you are feeling?
- pretty easy. she is very perceptive and she is often able to read other people's emotions and thoughts. she is able to notice small changes in behavior and can use this insight to improve her relationships with people. this can come off as being almost mind-reading at times
j | jealousy: what makes them jealous? what are they like when they’re jealous?
- despite the fact she doesn’t mind not always being showered with affection, she may feel jealous if she sees you giving someone else more attention than you give her. it just doesn’t make sense to her
- when she does feel jealous, she tends to not let it show. she may become a bit quiet and reserved, not wanting to let her thoughts consume her and just letting it go away on it’s own
- however, if notices that there is someone who is blatantly after you, she will not hesitate to make herself known to them. she’ll hold your hand or arm with a firm grip in front of them and propose that you two should go somewhere else because she “wants to explore and be familiar with the area” (but really, she simply believes nothing good can come from a place with that person around. she will perceive them as an actual threat)
k | kisses: what are their kisses like? who kissed who first? where do they like to kiss you?
- gentle and tender. you most definitely initiated the first kiss between the two of you, because she wasn’t brave or certain enough if she should do it herself. but she generally prefers it that way — whenever you initiate physical affection
- her favorite place to kiss you is on the lips or cheek, as it feels most right to her. she also enjoys it when you kiss her on those places, but she also has a liking to shoulder and neck kisses, as it makes her feel loved and wanted
l | love language: what’s their favorite love language?
- mukuro wants to show you she loves you through acts of service. she will do simple things for you like bringing you a snack, making sure the place is tidy and comfortable enough, and giving you massages
- she loves it when you spend quality time with her. since she knows that she can’t always be the center of your attention, she deeply holds all the time you spend together close to her heart. whether it be a romantic date or just a small conversation, knowing that there are times where you give her your full undivided attention just make her heart flutter
m | marriage: would they want to get married? if you were to get married, who would take whose last name? what would the marriage be like?
- mukuro doesn’t care about getting married or not. she would not be opposed to the idea as your relationship grows further and if it’s what you really want, she’ll do it without any questions asked
- when you two get married, she would keep her last name. while she does love you, she sees it as an important part of her identity and wants to maintain her individuality
- your marriage is based off mutual trust, respect, and understanding. she’ll aim to create a stable, happy, and supportive relationship, and she’ll encourage you to pursue your dreams and provide comfort and reassurance in your shared home whenever you need it, hoping you’ll do the same in turn
n | nicknames: would they use nicknames on you? do they like when you use nicknames on them?
- mukuro would not use any nicknames or pet names on you because she thinks it’s childish and prefers to call you by your given name
- she doesn’t mind you giving her simple nicknames, but she doesn’t want anything cheesy or cutesy. she might cringe and not take you seriously if you were to unironically use a pet name on her
o | open: how long does it take for them to open up to you for the first time?
- it takes time for mukuro to open up to you due to her past traumas and experiences. however, with patience and understanding, she gradually becomes more comfortable sharing her thoughts and bits of her past
p | pda: thoughts on public displays of affection?
- she is not that keen on public displays of affection. she might hold your hand on a rare occasion where she feels comfortable or feels she needs to, but she generally prefers to keep intimate moments and affectionate gestures for more private settings
q | quality time: what do they like to do when they’re with you? how affectionate are they behind closed doors?
- mukuro likes calm and quiet time where you both can have simple yet meaningful conversations and just enjoy the peace and silence
- she is much more comfortable showing affection through subtle gestures like kisses and hugs behind closed doors. she is attentive to what you have to say and generous with compliments and affirmations. she is not overly touchy but shows love and support in any way she can
r | realize: when did they realize they fell in love with you? why did they fall in love with you?
- she realized she had developed feelings for you when she found herself trying to pretend they didn’t exist. at first, she had just grown a particular liking to you, and didn’t see how much it grew over time. she wouldn’t notice how she started looking forward to seeing you, spending time with you, and thinking about you until she was directly confronted about her feelings by junko or something
- mukuro was in denial for the longest time and even tried to downplay her feelings and gaslight herself into thinking they were never there, but ultimately failed. she also wasn’t sure if she wanted to pursue a romantic relationship or not, given her duties as the ultimate soldier
- but when she saw how much you valued and cared about her, she realized just how much love you had to offer. how could she turn away now?
s | sad: how would they cheer you up when you’re sad?
- mukuro would do her best to be understanding and comforting. she may offer comforting words, small surprises, or just a shoulder to cry on
t | thrill: would they do any new things to spice up your relationship?
- mukuro thinks your guys’ relationship is fine just the way it is, but she won’t mind experimenting and trying new things to liven the relationship up every now and then. together, you both can explore and embrace the thrill of the unknown
u | unwind: how do they like to unwind and relieve stress when with you?
- as stated, she likes to spend quiet time with you. in a situation where she wants to relieve stress, she’d turn to you and ask if you’d let her sleep in your arms. she isn’t sure why but it helps her every single time. she feels put at ease and safe in your arms, and she wouldn’t want to let go of you for a while
v | vouch: how would they vouch for you in any situation you might be in trouble?
- mukuro is a very loyal partner and she would always stand up for you if you were ever in a difficult situation or if someone was being unfair to you. she would make sure to support and speak up on your behalf. she wouldn't hesitate to go to great lengths to protect and defend you
w | wild card: random relationship headcanon!
- her favorite type of date to go on with you is stargazing. she likes the feeling of the cool breeze that comes out at night and enjoys watching the stars. she finds solace and peace in the vastness of the night sky
x | exes: how would they handle situations with your exes? how are they like with their exes?
- mukuro has a very distant and standoffish attitude towards her exes. she might not speak of them highly or even speak of them at all. she would be cordial and polite to them when necessary, but wouldn't want to be involved with them or to associate with them more than she has to
- she would feel uncomfortable and weird if you were in contact with your exes. she would definitely feel protective and possessive of you if your ex was still not over the break up. she generally doesn’t want you to have contact with your exes because she views them as potential threats and will not trust them until they can prove they’re not up to anything
y | yearn: how would they cope when you’re away? what are they like when they reunite with you after being gone for so long?
- she’ll feel a quite sad and lonely when you’re away for a long time. she’ll find herself actually craving your presence and missing your company
- however, she’d try to not let this affect her too much and she would try to remain strong and independent while you’re not there, burying herself in her duties and responsibilities instead
- when you reunite, she would be very happy and eager to see that you’re safe. she would insist on making up for lost time, letting you chose any activities you’d like to do with her, even some things she normally wouldn’t do
z | zzz: what are they like when sleeping with you? what are some habits they have?
- mukuro is a light sleeper and tends to stay alert, but with you by her side, she feels safe and relaxed, allowing her to drift into a peaceful slumber
- she has a tendency to murmur a few random things and snuggle a bit closer to you if she feels unsettled, but that’s all that there is to it!
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a/n: omg thank you so much for requesting danganronpa I love you MWAAH!!! and I totally didn’t prioritize this request since it was dr… anyways this took way longer than it should have tbh. send more dr requests my way tho ^^ enjoy!
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kamoontwe · 5 months
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Peace at the farewell
Hello everyone! This is my first story and it had been published before but something didn't convince me so I edited some parts. I want to mention that English is not my native language, so I did my best with my language skills. I hope you like it, and feel free to leave me any suggestions or opinions. ❤️ Link to Ao3
The sound of crashing waves sound become my favorite had over the last few months of living on the beautiful shores of Pandora. Although the sight was captivating, the feeling of sadness would not leave my chest. This had been my secret place, where I would go when I needed to escape from the world and its cruelty. No matter how hard I tried, I would never be accepted by the people I loved. From my earliest memories, Neytiri had never loved me.
Even after sixteen years of enduring her harsh stares, it still pained me how she still couldn't see past the blood of the man who had devastated her home and taken her father's life. I understood it was not an easy thing to forget, let alone forgive, but I hadn't even known about him until I was six, when I heard her talking to Jake about how I looked more and more like my demon of a father. Try as I might, I could never win her love and approval. Jake tried to reason with her, to make her understand that I was not responsible for my father's sins, but she would not agree, and no matter how much it hurt, she would never accept me. Oh, how I longed for Neytiri's motherly love. I longed for her to embrace me like a son, to see the goodness within me that I so desperately wanted her to recognize. But as much as I longed for it, her heart remained closed to me
But those dreams were dashed by the harsh reality of her indifference.
I longed for Neytiri to see beyond my outward appearance, to understand that I was not my father, that I carried the weight of her actions as heavily as she did. I longed for her to recognize the pain I had endured, the scars that marked me deeply. I ached to see the bond between Neytiri and her own family, the tender moments shared between mother and child that I could never experience. I saw how she adored her children, showering them with love and protection, while I stood at a distance. In my quiet moments, I couldn't help but wonder if there was something wrong with me, something that made me unworthy of love and acceptance.
The pain in my heart deepened, eclipsing any sense of hope. And even my relationship with Jake was no better. To him, I was not a son, not even a real part of his family, but rather a friend of his children who had found his way into their lives, as he put it, a stray cat who had entered their lives, an intruder in their sacred circle. From a very young age, I saw Jake's treatment of his children, how he showered them with love and attention. And I loved him too. But I understood that it was reserved for his own flesh and blood, and well, maybe an exception for Kiri. Still, I couldn't help but watch from a distance. I absorbed every moment, every word of teaching and instruction as Jake taught Neteyam the use of the bow.
Through countless attempts and failures, I learned alongside Neteyam, etching every technique and strategy into my memory. Jake's loving guidance of his children reflected his deep love for them, and sometimes without realizing it, I imagined myself in his place. But I would always be an observer. As the years passed, I continued to watch from the shadows, witnessing the Sully bond grow stronger. Every show of affection, every gesture of love, served as a painful reminder of what I could never have. I knew deep inside me that my longing for his love was futile, but that didn't make the pain in my heart any less real. Spider, eternally the outsider.
I was forced to accept this fact. It was a painful and bittersweet realization. So, I continued to exist on the periphery, never really part of their family, but always connected to them in some way. I cherished the moments I spent observing the family. In those moments I could pretend, at least for a while, that I belonged there. I thought of my father, Miles Quaritch, the man who had destroyed a part of Pandora's beauty and waged war against the Na'vi people. He was a monster, a man who had offered me nothing but pain and abuse. And though I knew not I should feel guilty for their sins, I carried the weight of their wickedness on my shoulders.
I belonged. My abduction was something I would never forget. It was a time when I was forced to suffer at the hands of my so-called father's ruthlessness. For months, I lived in silent terror, not knowing if I would ever return home. When I expected my supposed family to come to my rescue, I cruelly realized after an hour of torture with the light machine that tried to extract my thoughts that the Sullys had abandoned me. It was the general who confirmed it.
After bleeding from my nose and ears, almost unconscious, I managed to hear his conversation with Quaritch. Apparently, they had left and didn't know where they were. With a shudder, I realized that no one had cared enough about me to come looking for me. Disappointment and bitterness had consumed me ever since, and my last glimmer of hope was extinguished in an instant. I felt betrayed, abandoned by everyone I had ever known. As I sat there, gazing out at the ocean, I realized that I was doomed to suffer for a lifetime.
Then came the great battle. Lo'ak and Neteyam came to rescue me from the clutches of my father's minions. They were so happy, so glad to have rescued me. But I wasn't. I didn't feel happy, I didn't feel grateful to be alive. But I wasn't. I didn't feel happy; I didn't feel grateful to be alive. In fact, I felt nothing at all. As we escaped from the ship and the Sullys had a family hug on the tulkum's fin, I watched everything and knew that I would never be part of anyone's family; no one loved me enough to be my family. I was a stranger in every sense of the word, alone in a world that would never accept me for who I was.
Days after the battle, I still didn't feel like myself. Physically, I was sore and bruised, but the psychological pain was most unbearable. The loneliness and isolation were overwhelming. All I could think about was how bad it was, how I didn't want to be there anymore. I longed for an escape, a way to free myself from the pain that had become a companion in my life. And then it hit me: death. It was the only solution. Somehow, it seemed like a divine plan. No one wanted me, so no one would miss me. I would end my pain and finally stop being a burden to others.
In a few days, I prepared gifts for each of the Sullys: bracelets and necklaces with small parts of some of my belongings, like stones from my own bracelets. It was my way of saying goodbye. I wrote a letter to each of them. To Tuk, I made it clear that I loved her very much, that she was the best little sister, and that I would always be with her if she understood from the spirit world. For Lo'ak, Neteyam, and Kiri, it was much the same. I thanked them for the times they accompanied me, loved me, and accepted me. I hoped they would remember me as the best human brother they ever had. As for Jake and Neytiri, the letters were not filled with words of love and farewell, but with all the information I could remember from my months on the human base: duty schedules, maps of the structure, routes, passwords, etc. I hoped that with this information, they would be able to defeat the war and prevent Pandora from ending in destruction.
The day I decided to end my life was the quietest I had felt in months. I slipped away and left the gifts outside Sully's cabin in the dark of night, hoping that they would bring a little happiness to those I was leaving behind. Then I returned to my secret place, where I settled down on my blanket, held my breath, took off my mask, and took my pills. Slowly, I began to fade until my head rested on the pillow. I began to feel tingling sensations throughout my body, and my eyelids became heavier with each passing moment. Unconsciousness enveloped me, and as I drifted away, I felt a deep sense of peace.
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The sun rises over the horizon, slowly illuminating the Sully family hut. But today there is none of the usual enthusiasm. Jake, restless, wakes everyone up. Neytiri asks the children to help prepare breakfast. Jake leaves the cabin, laughing at some comment made by Lo'ak and, without looking where he is going, he trips over a bag and almost falls to the ground. Confused, he looks at the bag and picks it up. What he sees inside only adds to his confusion: letters, each addressed to a member of his family, all from Spider. He calls out to Neytiri in a loud voice, but without shouting. She comes out bewildered and looks at what he's holding. "What's going on, Jake?" They feel confused.
They open the letter addressed to them and become even more confused. After a moment of reading, Neytiri understands what is happening and covers her mouth, surprised and scared. She asks Jake where Spider is, and he doesn't know. Then reality hits him. They rushed back to the hut and asked for Spider, but no one knew where he was. They began searching for him and, with the help of the tribe, they found him hours later. He looked so peaceful, as if he were sleeping. The scream Kiri let out when she realized that her best friend was gone shook the whole family. Everyone gathered around Spider's body, unable to believe what he had done. Slowly, the tears began to fall, then the sobs, then the cries of pain. It wasn't until he was gone that anyone realized what they had done. But even in death, he knew he had finally found the peace that had always eluded him in life.
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bluesummers57 · 2 years
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ricky did not treat gina as a backup !!!!
i've been on twitter a lot these days, & someone said that ricky treated gina as a backup emergency option for whenever nini ditched him. and since i have nothing else better to do (actually i do im just procrastinating) and don't feel like having people yell at me on twitter, im going to talk in here about how i don't agree with this and WHY i don't agree with it, while talking about how it's not even true in the show . this is gonna be a long post because this really got me intrigued
okay so the reason this got me thinking is because i actually do think ricky blew it with gina. like i do think he didn't do right by her because that's what the show tells us and shows us. there's no room for interpretation when it comes to that. ricky hurt her but it wasn't because he saw or treated her as a backup. he also never came to talk to gina when nini ditched him or whatever, like people have been saying he did. they just met when he and nini were going through something. but the first time they bonded was purely out of relating to what the other was going through, getting each other in ways no one else in their lives really has. that's why ricky found himself closer to gina more and more. what he had with gina had nothing to do with her being a backup for nini
we keep talking about the same thing over and over again (and people still don't get it), but when ricky was hanging out with gina in season 1, he didn't think about going back to nini. we actually don't know how things would've been if gina never left. maybe ricky would've moved on from nini more early on, and they wouldn't have had such a bad breakup, or maybe not. but there is still no way of knowing. during gina's confession, ricky looked extremely affected by everything that she was saying but it wasn't like he could act on anything or reciprocate the feelings, he was already back together with nini.
in season 2, ricky crossed a line in asking gina for advice in his relationship with nini, he was oblivious and in the wrong to think him and gina could pretend like nothing happened between the two of them on opening night. that was something he did that hurt her! but he never saw her as a backup. he saw her as a friend he cared deeply about, & who he felt seen with. it was easy to talk to her. she's pretty amazing. it's hard not to fall for her. why people are always trying to prove ricky never had feelings for her like it's this very unlikely thing to happen is beyond me. plus the thing w ricky and gina is that they make each other better people. she helped him deal with change & understands him. that's how he sees her, and one of the things he cherished in their relationship. ricky makes gina vulnerable and he was literally the person who helped her open up & let her guard down. he was her first real friend at east high. that's how she sees him. she's not his backup nor his second choice. she's his second chance at the love he truly needs.
it took a while for ricky to admit to himself his feelings for gina because like the shownrunner of the show said (I've read the interviews 😓) there is this "forbidden aspect of ricky and gina's relationship". ricky felt guilty. he connected and bonded with someone else who wasn't nini while he was trying to get her back. makes sense for him to be conflicted. not to mention his whole thing regarding change... people still refuse to acknowledge how strong that was. staying with nini meant nothing would change, going for gina would mean everything would, and worse - it would mean it's okay for things to change! and ricky didn't really wanted it to be okay just yet. but he's better now, it took him a painful break up, spending time with his mother who emphasized yet again that sometimes people change, dating someone completely questionable (someone who parallels gina in a lot of ways, but who he soon realises is nothing like her), to reflect on that. he evolved and season 3 shows it. he got a second chance with gina and he took it. if you don't like them as a couple, that's fine i guess, but saying ricky treated gina as an emergency backup for when he couldn't have nini is completely incorrect because it wasn't the case at all. okay im done now! 😪
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queentala · 2 years
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Amren from ACOTAR and Lidia from Crescent City plz 👀 (honestly there's a lot of others but those are my top 2 to date XD)
If you have more, gimme more. No need in limiting ourselves 😏
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I'd say your relationship is pretty confusing to other people
It's hard to riddle whether the three of you are best friends, enemies or lovers
Both Amren and Lidia are not really into pda as you know, reputation... but they make sure to mark the fact that you are most definitely someone important to them and it's better to don't mess with you
Behind closed doors however there's a lot of touching and affection
Lidia loves cuddles, kisses and cherish every second she gets with you
Amren also likes to have you near her, but in the way that shows she's the one in charge
Sometimes however with Lidia you conspire against her and her cold countenance, and cage her between your bodies in a long cuddling session
She pretends she hates it but deep down she cherish those moments as much as you
This relationship gives me the rich, elegant and badass aesthetic
The most fashionable trio in the city
Your bathroom is stocked with every shade of red lipstick
Also there's no such thing as "my clothes", everything is shared. None of you complain though, all of you love creating different outfits and seeing how it looks on each one
You have a separate wardrobe for lace which is often the only thing wore around your house
Jewelry shops' income is mostly your money, and there's no gemstone you don't own
The whole house is lavishly decorated in general, especially your bedroom which is sinfully cozy
Amren is hard and mean dom while Lidia is switch but preferably soft dom
During sex there's absolutely no mercy but the aftercare is out of this world and everything is definitely worth it
Both of them are really protective of you but it's the "my baby can wear whatever she wants but make her uncomfortable and you're dead"
It's like owning two dobermans
In short, you have the relationship everyone gossip about and are jealous of
And there's nothing you love more than showing people that they have a reason to do so
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inkykeiji · 8 months
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searched ur whole blog but could not for the life of me find the ask i was looking for so im wondering if it was a figment of my imagination😭😭
ANYWAYYY if reader had an older brother, like an older biological brother from her dad, that moved in with her when rei and readers dad got engaged, how would that go down with touya-nii? he’s very protective of his baby sister and even says so during the wedding when he points out that reader is *his*, not anyone else’s - so how would he handle reader having an older brother who’s hellishly overprotective over her and was there before him? would it affect the plot at all??
hey!! i believe the ask you’re looking for is this one right here! <3 but since you’ve specified that the biological older brother would be fiercely protective over reader, there’s definitely a little more detail i could go into here!
tw: stepcest, toxic relationship
touya’s behaviour in the situation would more or less be the same as the ask i linked you to, just dialled up to eleven. to touya, there’s nothing better than a good challenge, and this would be one of the best challenges of his fucking life. he lives to crush other people beneath the soles of his big black boots, and getting to crush reader’s biological brother—to ground him down to nothing but bone dust and pulsating flesh, to wear him fucking ragged—and prove once and for all that touya is the superior big brother in this family, in her whole life, would have his eyes alight with tiny sapphire infernos and his heart racing with heady exhilaration.
it would only change the plot in the sense that touya’s manipulation tactics and all that would be more aggressive in direct response to bio big bro’s increasing concern and attempted protection over you. as i’ve said before, touya doesn’t mind playing the long game if the prize at the end is worth it, and playing with his prey is half the fun—making them fall for him etc—but in this particular case he’d definitely have to ramp up his strategies to match those of bio big bro’s to ensure that touya wins.
but ultimately, touya would fucking relish in the fact that lil sis was falling for him despite bio big bro’s desperate attempts to put a stop to it.
watching the fight, the light, fade from bio big brother’s eyes as touya entrenches you further and further in his nasty little scheme is almost as beautiful as watching the love and admiration that brightens your own any time touya pays you a shred of attention, any time touya calls you his good little sister, any time touya pays you one of those cherished compliments or precious praises.
witnessing bio big bro go from vibrant and headstrong to exhausted and resigned is so delicious touya almost wishes you had a second biological big brother to take on, too, just so he could experience it all again. every wound to bio big bro’s pride restores more and more strength to touya’s: every sharp inhale/exhale of breath when touya puts his hands on you—a palm pressed to your lower back as he herds you wherever he wants you, slender fingers splayed, tips just shy of the swell of your ass; an arm thrown lazily over your shoulders when you watch television together or read beside him, offering the perfect little nook to snuggle into; a chaste kiss pressed to the crown of your head as he says hello or goodbye—and every flex of his jaw with each grind of his molars when touya murmurs secrets and commands to you in that silky smooth voice, deep and dark as decadent chocolate, evoking the sweetest little bubbles of laughter to erupt in your throat, such girlish giggles all shy and sugary, whole conversation always just a hint too low for bio big bro to comprehend...it all makes touya feel that much more powerful <3 he really is a fucking god, isn’t he? <3
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whereiselsewhere · 2 years
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I am back! Sorry to bother you again 😂
Death Note boys with a reader who is like Gojo Satoru? Not powerful or strong but personality wise, likes to annoy people, push people's buttons and generally a menace to society XD Is also actually smart in a way but acts childish. So, like, reader likes to call them nicknames and insults them and argue with them a lot so they think reader hates them but actually it's how they show affection? Someone insults the boys or threaten them and reader just go full on confident, sadistic, scary mode?
I'm so sorry if this was long. Thank you for accepting these, I hope you'll have a lovely day/night! 💗
“A Fun Hell Awaits”- Death Note boys
Headcanons: The boys with an s/o with a similar personality to that of Gojo.
Characters Mentioned: Mihael Keehl, L Lawliet, Mail Jeevas, Touta Matsuda
Category: Crack / Fluff
Author’s Note: HI SYL!! You’re never a bother, don’t worry 💪 Some parts of this request are a little bit like me and you requested my four boys, so this was lowkey self-indulgent to write. I’m here for it! >:) As always, I hope this is to your liking!
Mello:
•Mello has his defences up high when you first meet. If you make a wrong first impression, it may take a while to salvage things, but it’s definitely possible. Although he doesn’t match your act initially, his mindset and manner is the same, if that makes sense? So once he allows it to happen, you totally click, and neither party ever takes an insult to heart unless one of you really crossed a line. If you ever did say something out of order, he’s quick to call it out due to his hot headed nature, so you’ll know about it.
•He’s a little less outwardly childish than you, however, aside from how petty he can get in arguments with people. So naturally, he’s a little surprised when you turn out to be kind of smart.
•A romantic relationship is not unlikely to come from this, but there might be some communication work to be done as things get more serious.
•Considering you’re a total agent of chaos, he might ask for some help in a few plans here and there, but he’ll never ask anything of you that might put you in harm’s way. He knows better than that. Sometimes he even scolds himself later for the little things he does let you do, despite the fact nothing bad happened from it.
•If you’re the type to steal things and run with them, he’ll fully just chase you and tackle you to the floor or sofa, ending up with both of you just struggling to get up in a fit of laughter.
•He’ll try to shrug off any stupid nicknames you give him, insisting he’s not into that sappy stuff. He’s lying; if you stopped he’d soon be questioning what happened to his s/o.
•Mello adores the fact that you have a sharp enough tongue to defend yourself when you feel like it, whether you’re actually mad or just hitting back with something witty for the sake of it. As much as he likes to feel all strong for stepping in now and again, he doesn’t think he could cope with someone who needs him to do that 24-7. He would if he had to, but it would just get on his nerves fast.
•Mello is massively insecure over his scar. It only brings back bad memories, and he thinks it makes him look super unattractive. You’re the first to reassure him he looks hot as hell, though he never really buys it deep down. It’s hard to just undo something like that, after all.
•When he’s insulted over it by a stranger when you’re out together one evening, your mouth opens before you even have chance to think, cussing the guy out, and Mello swears he can feel his heart melting then and there.
•And you’re going IN on this guy, like more than he’s ever seen you do before. He’s like…honoured that you care so much for him, really. He doesn’t see himself as worthy to be cherished that way. Maybe you should do it more often.
L:
•To be honest, you’re gonna have to give him some time. L is a very reserved person who spends most of his time in his own company. Although energetic people aren’t a foreign concept to him, as we’ve seen him warm to Misa to some capacity, he can’t exactly match up to you. You’ll have to be persistent with him and show genuine care at times. Take an interest in what he’s doing, yet not so much that you’re in danger or it’s all you talk about. L needs a break from working more often than he’d like to admit, after all. It’s more just about making him feel seen, if you will.
•That being said, your bright personality becomes like a bit of a breath of fresh air once you’ve been around long enough, and he might just find himself subconsciously falling for you. You’re not around and something feels off, empty in a way, and he just can’t put his finger on it. It’s actually probably Watari or one of the task force who has to call L out on his feelings, which brings on a bit of a lightbulb moment.
•He panics initially. Despite your fierce nature, there’s almost like an urge to protect you from any and all harm. A relationship with L is not only high risk, but the things he’s seen have taken a mental toll on him over the years. The last thing he wants is for you, especially positive and confident as you are, to see and experience the same things he has. He’ll most likely initially push you away due to this fear, then realise he can’t take it and blurt out a confession as if it’s no big deal, just to get it done and over with.
•Staring contests. Don’t ask me why, it just happens. You’re always talking big about how you’re going to beat him next time, and you never ever do.
•Your unpredictable nature keeps him awake, and that’s something he grows to love over time. The sugar may start failing to work, but you come in clutch bestie. 💪
•I don’t think anyone would get the opportunity or have the guts to straight up insult L, but he’s already thought of the scenario anyway. He seriously advises against you going off on anyone, and so there would probably be an argument if that scenario did happen, because he directly told you not to. I’m sure you can win him over with some cake after, though.
Matt:
•He’s definitely a little put off and confused at first. Matt’s generally a very chilled person, and he’s somewhat disoriented by your lack of a filter when you barely know him. He won’t exactly say anything, but he’s often questioning to himself if you’re actually making fun of him or not.
•He does eventually grow to be used to and enjoy your sense of humour, however, and will start doing things back to you.
•Matt would probably love to set up pranks either with or for you. Nothing massively high effort, but really simple ones like the cling film in the doorways. If it’s not for you, it’s probably for Mello, and he’s going to film his reaction every single time.
•If you give him stupid nicknames, he’ll give you them right back. Two can play at that game, my friend.
•He still thinks you’re genuinely trying to argue with him sometimes, so you’ll have to clarify so he doesn’t get pissed.
•Matt isn’t really the type to want to make a huge scene out of small things, so when you stick up for him he’s mostly trying to quietly drag you away. Matt’s good at being able to just roll his eyes and ignore things without them getting to him the majority of the time. So, as much as he appreciates it, he doesn’t need you to defend him. He won’t get mad, exactly, just embarrassed (of himself, not you) when people start looking. Do they think he can’t defend himself? Do people think the situation is worse than it actually is right now?
•He’ll still thank you, because it’s reassuring to know you care so much about him. Matt doesn’t have a deep connection with anyone besides you and Mello, so reaffirming that you’re not going anywhere, whatever form that may come in, is something he is grateful for.
Matsuda:
•Oh he’s really not gonna get it at first. He thinks you totally despise him and starts avoiding you at all costs for a good while. The last thing he wants is to be in your way, after all.
•If you’re on the task force he’s going to have an especially hard time telling apart your loving insults with their serious ones until you outright tell him.
•I think he takes to the nicknames thing specifically, though. He finds it really funny and you’re always trying to see who can up with something more witty or weird than the other.
•I thought specifically a few days ago of calling him tote bag instead of Touta, and now I can’t stop doing that in my own head 💀
•Matsuda can be a really sensitive person, so don’t go too overboard with what you say to him. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not a complete no-go, he can take a joke. It’s just that if it’s too often or too personal he might start to distance himself again.
•People tend to come down harshly on him at work, and don’t always like to hear what he has to say. Make sure you don’t completely override all conversations and give him that space to talk. It makes him feel appreciated, despite it being a bare minimum type of thing.
•If you defended him, he’d be yours forever. Like this man would be SO in LOVE. You’ve got more guts than him, and he thinks the absolute world of you for it. He wishes he could stand up for himself though, still.
•He’ll brag about you all the time, including for your charisma. You’re all “cool and smooth” to him. He’s practically starstruck by you no matter how long you’ve been together.
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web-spinning · 2 years
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Sooo uhm...
J
Jane 😳
Any... hcs of him with a polyam s/o? Asking for myself
A / N- Jane indeed ✍(◔◡◔)
I am going to level with you, I never wrote anything for a polyam reader. And I've tried to do my research, but I'm still scared I will write something wrong and it will make people uncomfortable. Instead, I decided to do basic relationship headcanons. I'm sorry, I promise I will do actual headcanons for a polyam reader when I get better at it. Hope you don't mind, anon ://
General Soldier relationship headcanons.
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- Jane loves you, my dear, 
 -  more than his rocket launchers and heavy military boots, 
 - he might seem like an absolutely heartless dumbass, but he’s actually a very sweet dork, 
 - he’s very expressive with his affection, everywhere, 
- he’s also loves giving you gifts, even if they’re not always the most ordinary, 
- they might not be diamond rings, but they’re made with love, 
- he’s all in for pet names. Cupcake, sweetheart, enlisted, his private, the list goes on, 
-  will ask you to patch him up after battle. Definitely trusts you more than he trusts that Deutsch Fritz, 
- he leaves you compliments often, as he likes to cherish you, 
- he loves fiddling with your hair, and if they’re long, he will even try to make you a ponytail or a simple braid, 
- Soldier is definitely one for physical touch. He absolutely adores it, 
- his favorite are cuddles, 
- during those, he tells you about work, 
- “ And then me and Demoman sent those maggots right to Hell! “, 
- he also loves to listen to how your day was, 
- days out of his work are the most interesting, 
- he can’t sit in one place, will constantly beg you to come for a walk with him or watch him practice, 
- he might sometimes hold your hand without realizing, 
- if you tell him he’s doing it again, he will become a red mess, 
- even if you’re ten sizes smaller or bigger than him, he doesn’t care. He will wear your clothes, 
- in return he will give you his, 
- he loves taking photos with you, and then showing them off to the other mercenaries, 
- he will also do something that can end up real badly, which is cooking for you, 
- this idea seems lethal at first, but turns out he’s surprisingly good at making pancakes, 
- additionally, he also enjoys watching action movies with you, 
- if you’re as strong or stronger than him, please carry him around, he loves it, 
- if you’re not strong enough to do that, he will carry you around.
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Can I request part two for the post "How would they react finding out their S/O cheating on them" for Floyd, Lilia, Idia and Silver
lol I had fun with Lilia’s and Silver’s part. I don’t have a lot of info on them and I think that should change, so it gave me a chance to do a little research on them The previous Cheat scenarios  cw: mild angst, mentions of violence in Floyd’s part
Floyd 
Do you literally have a deathwish? Floyd isn’t someone to be trifled with (like a lot of other characters), and it’s pretty obvious what the outcome will be. Don’t think for a second that you deserve or will even receive an ounce of compassion. 
Floyd isn’t stupid. If anything, the stupid one is the one who misjudged him and what he is capable of. I’m not talking about temper tantrums, or a mood swing, or yelling. I’m talking about a stare more icy that the waters of his homeland, I’m talking about fists tight enough to shake and blood splatters on clothing and a voice so calm that you’ll know that death must speak in that same dull tone.
You’ll make it out alive in that moment, but that’s as far as your luck will take you. Hell hath no wrath like the Leech twins, and time itself isn’t long enough to wait out their fury. There is no escape. No one would dare to extend a hand, lest they also wish to be a target.
Floyd is emotional, to an extent. The only reason you aren’t dead in that moment is because he has so much worse planned, and the second he doesn’t find your torment fun anymore? Well, surely you can guess what comes next. Consider yourself lucky if it’s quick. It’s his final mercy.
Lilia
 Hate to say it but Lilia is old. Like, very old. It’s not to say he takes it well, but he takes it better than most (Lucky you.) He’s probably experienced lovers when he was younger, and undoubtedly he’s experienced betrayals. Doesn’t mean it will hurt any less.
You’re young, he won’t blame you for living fast and dumb. He won’t torment you or have someone else bother you, in fact, he acts as if your relationship was just... nothing. Because that’s how you treated it, didn’t you?
The type of guy to still play Connect Four with your dad on game pigeon two years later and it really pisses you off and if you ask him to stop he sends you ‘Let’s play 8 Ball’ and then never responds after. And don’t try going through anyone else in Diasomnia to talk to him, they care for their father figure too much to let a lowlife like you talk to him.
Lilia will still date, of course. When the time is right, he’ll open his heart again. He’s never expected any relationship to last anyway. With his lifespan, he’s drifted apart, watched those he loved die, and more. If he let everything affect him, he wouldn’t have had any fleeting, delightful moments in the first place. Cherish what was. 
Idia
There isn’t much that Idia can say except that he expected it. It’s obvious enough with his demeanor that no one would want him, or want to stay with him. He’s a nerdy shut-in, a loser in every sense of the word, and your actions only reaffirm everything he knows about himself. 
He’s a genius, didn’t you know? He may be a shut-in, but he can see the way you look at people who aren’t him, even through a screen. What can he do about it? Nothing. He didn’t deserve you. From the beginning, he knew he wasn’t enough. He knew he would never be enough. 
He cannot grieve your loss. He won’t allow himself to wish for your return and your love. He’ll throw himself into his hobbies. He’ll tinker with his computer until his fingers won’t function anymore, and he’ll blame every failure on you, on your cruelty and your fickle, dark heart.
Anger is a great mask, but you don’t have to be a sentient AI to see how much it’s hurt him. Ortho almost obliterated you if not for Idia’s intervention, and as much as you can say Idia programmed Ortho to almost kill you, everyone knows that isn’t the truth. He’s blunt, but he cares. Too much, some may say.
Silver
Why would you- like what compelled you- Silver is a very pretty and smart boy who’s just a bit out of touch with the world, but I’d argue that he has superb emotional intelligence. He would notice if you were getting distant or unhappy with the relationship and try to fix things.  If you choose to take advantage of his kindness, then he’ll have no choice but to end things.
Sebek is the angriest at the decision. As abrasive as he is and acts to Silver, he does care to some degree about someone he’s grown up with, human or not. Lilia however, is someone with a lot of wisdom. It is he who assures Silver to not turn back, and it is he who’ll make sure you do get your rightful punishment. Don’t ask why your reflection scowls at you, it’s your imagination.  
As one of - if not the most - mentally stable students, he isn’t going to need something to help him cope. He isn’t here to seek revenge or key your car. He’ll just return to the days before you. It may take a little, but he managed once, and he will manage again. 
Silver will find himself too busy with his duties to find love again. He’ll fill the time that was once for you with other things. And soon, you’ll leave his dreams too. It may not be for a while, but there will be peace. He just needs time. 
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