#and exams are now beginning

[a-dotrivenitupontop]

i just need a wooded glade a megaphone and a few pounds of cocaine laced spaghetti

#technically just had my last day of school #and exams are now beginning #but also i just spent today doing absolutely nothing in my photography exam #plus we don’t even get study leave for exams so normal lessons are continuing (no i don’t get it either) #so it’s like neither the beginning middle or end right now #and i don’t have the emotional strength rn to consolidate it all but also it’s the only thing i can do

[smoothshine]

𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗

#royai #roy mustang #riza hawkeye #fullmetal alchemist #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fanart #fma fanart #smoothshine draws #yaaaay i am alive for a bit again and i still can draw! #i am having my exams in the beginning of July so i needed a distraction between studying and eeh not studying x)) #but hey it's angsty royai hugs time!! #i wasn't quite able to take part in the royai week this year (which i feel kinda bad about btw) #but i still wanted to draw something involving my favourite war criminals during June and here it is! #tbh i just wanted to work with messy traditional stuff again and i ended up liking it #i have quite a lot of older sketches by now and maybe i'll post them with time if they grow on me ahah

[that-was-anticlimactic]

no but like can we talk about how jun'ichiro is like... an amazing actor? i mean... atsushi's entrance exam, the whole lets himself get taken hostage by the port mafia in cannibalism arc thing... jun'ichiro has RANGE. and like if you think about it, he acts more than he realizes. like... his ability kind of requires him to act and pretend. or he'll need to pretend he's not using it or that it's real... idk i just think jun'ichiro is such an interesting character ahhhhhhhhh

#he's so blorbo shaped #like he's not even my favorite but is definitely up there and like sometimes i look back and watch atsushi's entrance exam and am just. #(sorry for the pun but) blown away. he's screaming he looks terrifying... the 'fight' with kunikida to grab the button... UGH and then the #scene where the port mafia uses him as a hostage... like the plan from the beginning was for him to go after mori and none of them had a #CLUE until he escaped like... bro he is so so so talented and prolly doesn't even realize it #ugh i have a lot of jun feelings #also i resent the fact that big brother jun'ichiro is not a tag on ao3 #like not just to naomi bUT TO EVERYONE like kenji and kyouka and atsushi... even tho atsushi is older... UGH #anyways imma make it a tag istg <3 #okay done ranting about my love for jun now lol #bsd #junichiro tanizaki

[pupcha]

I'm sorry. I'm missing again 🤓

I have very little free time right now due to exams (+my birthday), so the drawings will be around the middle of June 😔🥄🥄🥄

#I'm scared because I haven't had the strength all year.... and I prepared for the exam in a week 🦧🦧 (i'm so dumb) #I'm well prepared anyway #From the good news: I got better at English (it's not my native language) 💥💥💥 #tnh I really consider this an achievement because before that my grammar was bad and I used a translator so as not to embarrass myself here #Well #don't forget to drink enough water!! especially now summer is beginning and our body really needs water #shitpost

[averlym]

HI I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE INTO ADAMANDI HOLY SHIT. Can’t believe so few people know about this masterpiece of a musical

:OOOOO hai i agree it is criminally (haha yknow bc there are crimes..) underrated!! and really brilliant!!! discovered it literally midway through the week and akdfjgsjhdsjhjgdf

have a doodle of the saints :3

#this is kinda because on someone's insta i saw one of the saints doing a peace sign dksajh have smth silly #adamandi #ask me stuff??? #realising i have to put my tags at the beginning before rambles or tumblr won't catch it #i am into adamandi. now. this is terrible timing because exam season but hMM the academic grindset really resonates now huh #the moment i caught myself in the ao3 tag i was like ''oh.'' #i have so many thoughts. so many many thoughts. im so insane about this musical actually. also the fandom so far seems so nice #also yeah! the number of people who know about it is quite small huh.. it makes me kinda feel like im infiltrating the group... ? #late to the party as ever. but it's. so so good. such a musical ever the brainrot is real #also the way the creators themselves are active on tumblr :OO rly cool. ngl the tags they left under my posts had me #giggling screaming kicking my feet etcetera... and bc apparently i thrive off positive reinforcement that sparked the whole cut fruit art.. #i am itching to know about the track thing with portia. also portrix real the lesbians keep winning!! also also i may have spent half a day #internet stalking ><. secret pinterest boards where :O #anyway thank you for the ask anon idk how to answer concisely but yes. adamandi. oh my god. #miscellany: can we appreciate ambrose's high notes.. also i was on wiki reading about ''apollonian vs dionysian'' it's insane #on yet another note. im entering my lin era rn i think. what a time. where can i run so true + vincent's surname my beloved. forest imagery #side note? tiny little detail i'd love to do smth about in the future: in word to the wise there's smth about “appraising your rings” and i #the one who pulls the strings beatrix mentions “bought my classmates rings” like. kjdfhsgjkhd???? thinks. #.. but new fav musical unlocked is all #between this and watt i am maybe into my murder musical era. confession that i don't do horror much because i have an overactive imaginatio #but like those two hit the spot. and i think organic imagery.. blood visuals.. is very cool// and the moment you start looking at literal #life and death situations then the dramaticness especially comes in and that's fun!! // also i read smth today about tragedy making you #appreciate irl stuff more. like ''wow thats messed up im sure glad that isnt me i love life''. and lowkey?? yeah

[chloeseyeliner]

help, now that i have stopped tearing up at every mention of the series, the young royals forever documentary and the bts videos have brought my past obsession with film-making back-

#beware: rambling ahead!!! #so when i was in high school a secret dream of mine was to go to film school #because i was mesmerised by the whole process of writing and directing and everything the crew typically does during filming #and i was reading so much stuff about all the different angles and symbolism and the like #but of course my mother wouldn't let me #(very neil perry of me lmao) #and i mean i was trying to be realistic too #because i don't come from money and greece is not exactly a great place to be an artist #(since i wouldn't be able to go abroad and chase my dreams or something like that i am not the main character in a disney movie) #so like i threw this dream into the bin along with being an astronaut (i was bad at physics because no one ever explained anything to me- #-before last year of high school i still don't know how i technically aced my uni entering physics exam lol ANYWAY) #and don't get me wrong #i like the path i have chosen now (which was at the beginning at least also against my mother's wishes but she thinks it 'has money' so- #-she 'allowed it' as if- i won't say anything worse i'll regret later i'll just leave it be) #i like it very much because i can help people and maybe contribute to making this world a better place #i just... #i watched the documentary some days ago and it's all i can think about (along with the show of course) #like i LOVE the cast #but the crew is magnificent as well #what they create is like magic #anyway #young royals #filmmaking

[yugiohz]

imo one thing that bnha does well is implicit characterization of the UA kids by setting up all these mini exams

#horikoshi dedicating much of the (early) manga to these moments and very lighthearted moments pays off #even though it can sometimes be too much esp towards the end like there’s so many things that need a proper conclusion #but now that I’m skimming it from the beginning the mini exams and training units are good

[occasionalsnippets]

I don't want to be too annoying,but can be doctor MC from amnesia au be victim of scp 6208- amnesia was her name?I like your retrograde motion story and make fanarts about it , so can I ask you to add new headcanons about doctor MC to make them more detailed,please?Sorry if I just bother you or you are too busy for that. I wish you have a good day and don't overhelming yourself;) (I hope you don't mind that I add some of my old and new arts )

ASdlkajhsd just because the SCP has the same name as the song doctor amnesia AU was based on, I'm going to say it's a possibility. Thank you for the fanart!!

Doctor MC stuff:

doctor mc gives off the impression of someone who’s difficult to approach. but since no one ever tells them that, they think that they’re not particularly interesting which is why people don’t speak to them first

although doctor mc has significantly more morals than some other aus, they’re nowhere close to being an actual “good person”. a lot of things that they let happen (especially after being hired) are to further their own agenda or maintain a relative level of safety for themselves

they’re more similar to original retrograde motion mc in terms of personality than the others

uhh i’m not sure what else to say about them. still literally just some guy but they’ve got a job now

#mumblings #answered #ask #coolglases #Anomalous AU #Doctor AU #ASdklajsdh!! i'm not busy at the moment!! i got my exams back and i did pretty well!! i'm just sort of eh~ with writing right now #scp #scp 6208 #i'm sort of? working on a pet project w/ ocs but i really haven't fleshed a lot of the overarching plot yet #sorta just chugging along the beginning which is slow and lowkey boring #anomalous fanart

[bruhstation]

senja. Are you still alive

#asks #anonymous #YES! I AM VERY MUCH ALIVE! SENJA CANNOT BE TAKEN DOWN THAT EASILY. #I've been preparing for college entrance exams since the beginning of april!!!!!! #and I've been really busy doing mock exams/attending prep courses/talking with teachers #because I do not want to lose #and I want to get into this college and pursue med school so people can taste my WRATH #this will be a turning point in my life and I won't trade it for anything #it's better for me to drag my half-dead body around NOW instead of crying and whining later when I failed to pass #casa tidmouth activities will resume when the results are out and my victory is secured #anyways thanks for the check anon

[mrtheinsatiable]

Go Won is my favorite character forever and ever amen

#alchemy of souls #crown prince go won #he's so happy to be friends with Jang Uk #stay still so i can stand next to you to demonstrate that we are bffs now #he just wanted to be friends with everyone from the beginning #you can tell from the exam episode when he's helping everyone help Mu Deok #just so happy to be included #and so sad when everyone leaves him behind #best boy 100%

[benoits-neckerchieves]

Trying to study for my virology exam and literally the only thing I’ve learnt is that there’s an animal called the ✨ Graceful Catshark ✨ How does this have any relevance to hepatitis, you ask? I have absolutely no idea, but awww Graceful Catshark 🥰 🦈 🐱

#chaotic academia #if i was a Taskmaster contestant this is what i’d bring for ‘most elegant thing beginning with G’ #this has nothing to do with anything #but it’s the best thing i’ve heard all week #going to fail but at least i know abt sharks now #student problems #selective memory #studyblr #finals week #student memes #med student #procrastination #exam memes #university #animals #random facts #sharks #marine biology #taskmaster #taskmaster series 12

[onceuponamillennia]

@new-november-moons guess who watched ep 3 of Boiling Point? Its me :D I watched episode 3 of Boiling Point last night!! I have a Lot of thoughts of this episode /pos, it was epic :DD

I shall be making some more boiling point posts later on hopefully ^^

#boiling point #boiling point bbc #boiling point series #Nick is annoyin but in the pick me kid kinda way #i think i'll wamr up to hm like i did with bolton tho #bc i found bolton annpyign in the beginning but i think hes alright now ig #camile is so sweet btw did i mention that #🫶camille🫶 #also carly and holly <3 i ship it #alas no jamie content :(( ik he got a lot of screen time last ep but i wanna see how hes doing!! #ALSO ALSO DID I MENTION EMILY #CAN I GO INTO THE SHOW AND GIVE HER A HUG #SHE NEEDS A HUG #anyways emily also has my whole heart <3 #lmao imma come with more boiling point posts later #and ill prolly watch ep4 after 2 weeks bc its exam season soonish so i need to revise #so pls no ep4 spoilers 🙏🙏 #emily #camille #nick #jamie

[sso-montana]

Part 2 Act II: Blooming Petals And Morning Dew

Pinning paper wings on problems Hoping that they'll fly away Turn our backs, ignore the truth If they can't support the weight Destiny is overrated So I think I'll write my own I don't believe it's complicated

We Are the In Crowd: Reflections

#sso #ssoblr #montana opalheart #sso moodboard #I found out a cosplay reseller website is doing flash sales on 9 days and 3 of them are exam days for me #the flash sale starts at the exact time my exam begins so if those three days are the days the cosplays I'm interested in get put in there #I will cry #also found a fabric store where I can buy fabric that's actually affordable and now I want to see if they have anything I could use for sive #because yes I do want to make a cosplay for her her design is fucking cool #buuut there are 2 other cosplays I have planned and I do need to make one for a con in August and the other needs repairing #so sive is like 3rd in line #and I also have to figure out just how the fuck I'm gonna sew that

[dustofthedailylife]

🎤 *tap tap* Hello? Is this thing on? I AM BACK!!

Just came home from my last exam!! Remind me to never do this again. 6 each 5 hours long exams in the span of 1 1/2 weeks for the second time in six months. All because I hope to get a better grade this time. Fingers crossed it works and wasn't for naught!

I'll tidy up at home now before I start prepping my 2k follower event. Hopefully should be able to post it tomorrow. I can also finally write and draw and play Genshin again, guys. I'm so happy and in desperate need of some recharging. 😭

I missed you all. Hope you've been well! 💕

#🍁 dust updates #🍁 dust draws #FREEDOM ARC CAN BEGIN NOW #I legit wrote 60 hours total of exams over the past six months #12 exams #I... why did I do this to myself #I'm so dead rn istg #dust tired #dust sleep #actually I'm gonna play the new archon quest now

[hella1975]

im being so serious besties i am not cut out for academia

#like yes i know ive had a very uniquely shit experience in doing a degree i actively not only hate but also am BAD AT #but also i just. cannot hack it #'but hella you go mental and pessimistic every single exam period' i know that but. im right also #like the other day i said to my mum how much ive just been enjoying my job recently #and how huge a deal that is bc i HATE my hometown and ive never ever considered my time here as possibly being good #and my 20s will hopefully be a lot of travelling but in between that to save easier im gonna live at home #so i dont have to worry about rent so alas that means when im saving up for my next trip I WILL BE IN MY HOMETOWN #and as excited as i am for my twenties that is one huge downside to me but i was really cheerfully saying to my mum #that literally for the first time ever ive considered it might not be too bad bc lately i have just enjoyed my job #like i enjoy the people and the work and the lifestyle of it and while it's never gonna be ideal as a means to an end it's actually good #and instead of focussing on that she went OFF on one about how she wants me to stay in education and keep getting qualifications #and she was like 'you could do an english degree you've always wanted to do english or how about open university-' #and i was just sat there blinking at her like girl.... no #like i could FEEL myself shutting down like the terror of having to return to this environment when ive got my sight so set #on that 'one more year and im done one more year and im done' mindset like that has been the only thing getting my through #is that im halfway through the course now so im closer to the other end than i am the beginning and if i can just push through #ill be free from it for the rest of my life. so the thought of immediately returning to academia even for a subject i adore? i felt ILL #and my mum apologised the next day without me even having to say anything bc she realised she kinda bulldozed me there #but i just know whether it's the adhd or ive actually been traumatised by this econ degree #(<- and im being serious there like ik 'traumatised' is a big loaded word but idk what else to use #and this degree has done so so much damage to me like it has convinced me that i am fundamentally a stupid person #to the point i refuse to add up bills when with friends or do answer any sort of intellectual question even if i KNOW i know the answer #bc ive just gone so so long of being bad at the only subject im studying like just SURROUNDED by it and being bad at it relentlessly #and i dont think people realise how damaging it is to very simply just... feel stupid all the time. but oh my god i used to be so confident #and bright and now i wont even do basic addition in front of people) #i really truly dont think i can do this again in any capacity. like the constant exams and studying and assignments #i just cant do it. maybe i just need a year or two away from it after this degree but my goddddd rn i cant see it #yes it's exam time for me can u tell. it always makes me existential and on the verge of vomiting at any given moment #i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i dont care about iterated deletion of strictly dominated strategies shut the fuck up #hella goes to uni

[pallases]

my prof giving us an exam on content he can’t even do himself <3

#every time he does an example problem w this stuff he fucks it up somewhere and we never reach the correct answer and he’s #just like okay well. moving on! #like hello??? i still have barely any idea how to do this #also im sick of the hw in this class. it’s on a program where the prof can reveal the solutions after the deadline but not every exercise #actually has solutions to reveal and he keeps assigning problems like that so there’s no way to check our work. and when he himself grades #the stuff he does it purely on participation like he just looks to see if we did it and doesn’t tell us where we went wrong so again no way #to check or even know if we were incorrect. it’s so bad and this guy somehow has like a 4.5 on rate my professor which im pretty sure is #only bc he majorly curves exams but he wouldn’t need to curve them sm if he taught the material right to begin with 😐 anyway wish me luck #personal #the engineering chronicles #okay hold on while i was typing that a comma somehow found its way in there and i deleted it bc i didn’t want a comma there but now im #wondering how i got it in there to begin with ? like it didn’t start a new tag it was just a comma there that you could see plain and clear #what did i do to allow that… secret comma keyboard shortcut on mobile keypad??