Morning losers!💕
7:43am EST
The 80s rang they want their hair back 😂. Daylight savings is here and of course that’s when I get the best sleep lol.
The question is am I well rested or manic 🤔
I get to see one of my best friends today-she’s taking a lesson on my horse and then we are going to get Mexican food and wander around target
I hope you all have a fun, relaxing or productive Sunday 💕
Remember
You are loved
You are wanted
Drink your water
Take your meds
Be kind to yourself
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Me writing a new chapter: oh this one is gonna be SHORT
Me, at 3336 words: alright now we're slowly getting to the part I actually wanted to write about...........
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i need someone to just like.. sit with me and talk thru my sys flip and the alters that are popping up i am simply lost and going in circles 😵💫
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I can't tell you the last time I've stayed up till midnight reading.
I don't know what this means for me.
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today, it started normal. i woke up, showered, made coffee, etc.
i then proceded to sort through and tidy everything i owned in under 3 hrs, got rid of half of my clothes, went for a run and was baking cookies and dancing round the kitchen once everyone else was in bed. i have to be up in three hours, and i still can't sleep. i feel like i need to get up and be doing something, but there is nothing left for me to be doing
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i just listened to vienna by billy joel through a $300 pair of headphones and it was actually the closest thing i’ve ever felt to euphoria or heaven like y’all i just experienced the afterlife in a pair of headphones i needed billy joel to tell me i’ll be okay and i believed it and it was like i was suspended in space with zero gravity (net?) so all i was experiencing was me and vienna and my breathing. sensory deprivation but with billy joel. and it was magnificent yall i gotta do this again - y’all GOTTA stop doing that
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I’m trying to get my mind off my depressive episode, or am I manic now? Wtf is happening to my mood?
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The Update
The past couple of days have been busy for me. Not only did i do things, I did everything. And I'm not certain if this is a bout of mania or if I'm actually getting my shit together and my ducks in a row.
-Deep cleaned my bedroom -rearranged my room -reorganized everything in my room -changed my bedding -caught up on laundry -went through my clothes -renewed my expired car tags -renewed my drivers license -finished my teeth whitening treatments -baked 2 cakes and cleaned up the mess -made a previously avoided dr. appointment -sun bathed at a park -took my dog on a 5k walk per/usual -decided on a career -found a metal box spring and bed frame and will be picking it up /soon/ -played with my dog often -cooked myself meals -showered daily
I mean, I am killing it. It is also, however, killing me. Oh dear god, there is soo much pain. But I am pushing through it! I know it's good for me, and it'll get easier, I just have to keep going. After all, a body in motion stays in motion...right?
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pov you're me facetiming my boyfriend to tell him I went on 3 hours of sleep each night for 3 days, deep cleaned the house, rearranged my room, organized over 2,000 beads in my craft kit, started 2 new video games, had several panic attacks/nightmares and a depersonalization episode all while he's sick and stuck at home
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im off early today for the firsdt time in a long time?? and i have confirmation from my bosses that im going to be getting my promotion for sure?? and im just like
am i
in a good spot soon? are we so back? can we please be so back this time?
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bro is NOT listening to Gale's dissertation on the mechanics of the underdark tunnel system
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*you get two tonight because I like both and can’t decide*
Night check
8:00pm EST
Today wasn’t so bad. I’m annoyed our shavings delivery hasn’t come yet when they said they would. But other than that today was pretty chill despite the wind.
I made a really yummy parmesan crusted chicken that I put on top of my bacon  Caesar salad. Now I’m just in bed talking to some of y’all and doom scrolling.
Compared to yesterday I’m like a whole new person. Never want to be unmedicated ever again.
1 more day until the weekend!! Hope y’all got some fun plans!
*idk why I’m saying y’all I’m from New England lol)
Remember
You are wanted
You are loved
Take your meds
Drink your water
Be kind to yourself
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˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪⭑made by me:) ˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪⭑
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the most iconic "they don't know they're about to fundamentally change each other's lives" moment in yaoi history
young holmes/watson designs partly inspired by @contact-guy's incredible comic adaptation of canon which i am obsessed with!!
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