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chaifootsteps · 4 months

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Hi, hi! I've been a longtime follower of your blog, but this is my first time sending in an ask because of anxiety. You're the most consistent blog that keeps up to date with Viv and her work. As someone who first saw Viv through the Die Young animation, and watched the HH pilot when it was first released, I grew disillusioned as s1 of Helluva Boss slowly aired. It was mostly because I didn't really enjoy the Stolitz ship and I believe the Erin Frost drama had come out (god bless Erin - she, Ken and everyone else deserved so much better). Plus the world-building and character development was just so off.

I know people have said this before: the concept Viv has is good, but the execution sucks. There's a vision but the product is so damn juvenile. I'm ace, and I became attached to Alastor due to him being ace as well, but we all know how Viv responded when the ship wars were happening. I couldn't stand the constant sex jokes or swearing in HB since when was it required for an "adult" show to have that?

Thank you for the episode leaks. Only got to see ep 1 before they were removed. The only thing that made me laugh out loud was the Niffty gag where she stared dead into the camera. I also liked Adam a bit? Sure the "original dick" thing went on way too long, but he was funny too. I surprising enjoyed his song - the lil fist bump he did with Lute was cute, and I like Lute but knowing Viv's record... eh. There was this cool shot where Adam flew up and Lute and those golden angels go behind him and spread their wings making Adam look like the biblically accurate angel. Except Adam himself ruins the effect because what the ever-loving heck is he wearing? I hate it.

In terms of shipping, I wasn't into the Huskerdust interactions. Angel wasn't flirting, that was sexual harassment. In the pilot it was okay because their interaction was brief and Husk pushed Angel off. Chaggie was... something. I genuinely feel that Chaggie could've worked had they not been established as a couple in the first place. The reason why Charlastor (and I guess Charlentious?) happened is because they had chemistry and their interactions could be read as a romantic interest. Since Chaggie was already established, there was an expectation for them to have those, but they weren't delivered and we know well that they weren't supposed to be a thing in the first place. Have Vaggie still be her bff and bodyguard, but show those moments where she genuinely cares for Charlie's well-being that indicates she's in love with her, yet Charlie is completely oblivious to everything. Actually, reverse harem Charlie sounds pretty funny to me.

Btw, armchair psychology anon, as a person studying psychology in my final year of college, dw about people taking issues with your speculations. NPD and other personality disorders are ego-syntonic, which means that the individual's behaviours line up with their beliefs, hence why PDs are only diagnosed during adulthood once brain maturation and personality development is reached. The only exception to this is ASPD (which NPD shares a category with called Cluster B along with histrionic and BPD) as you can diagnose a child with conduct disorder that can become ASPD when they're adults. Cluster B PDs are terribly demonised by media and the public despite the volume of research (I blame misunderstanding and ignorance). Viv could have it or could not; it's just that she shows signs of having it, and that's it. Even if she doesn't, she's still an awful person. Idk what happened in her childhood or some point in her life for her to become like this, but it doesn't excuse treating people like crap - oh wait, ain't this her characters in a nutshell?

That's all I gotta say for now. I hope it's okay to send more like this in the future; I'd love to be a specific anon but idk what's already taken lol. Take care, Chai, and I hope you have a good day/evening.

By all means, send as many as you've got! Because this was a delight to read.

Let me know when you come up with a name. I'll give you a placeholder one for now.

#Anonymous #to be named anon #viv stuff #actual blog post #vivziepop critical

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blessedarethebinarybreakers · 1 year

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Do you have any suggestions on how I could start to come out as aroace-spec at my affirming Lutheran church? Everyone is very pro LGBT but I have no clue how they feel about a-spec identities and don’t know how to ask… I want to be my authentic self but even supporters of same-gender relationships and trans people can be aphobic.

Hey there! My first suggestion to you would be to seek out the help of a pastor there, if there is one you trust. The job of a pastor is to support and guide the people in their congregation, so hopefully they will support you, and guide others in doing the same.

You might send them an email asking to schedule a private conversation. When you arrive to talk, let them know that what you're about to tell them is said in confidence. Then tell them!

If they have never heard the term aroace, or asexual, or aromantic, they might have questions — that doesn't mean they're not supportive, just that they want to understand.

You could bring along a couple simple resources defining asexuality and aromanticism, if you would rather they read or watch a brief thing instead of you trying to articulate it on the spot. The simpler, the better, to start out with.

For a faith-specific resource, here's an article on the wonderful Queer Grace website: "What does it mean to be asexual and Christian?"

There's also a whole hour-long workshop you can watch on YouTube titled: "Ace-traordinary Love Workshop: Asexual and Aromantic Identities and the Image of God"!

Hopefully, your pastor's response will be the support and affirmation you deserve. If it is, the two of you can discuss how you'd like the topic broached to the wider congregation. For instance, perhaps the pastor can bring aroace identities into education or worship, to help prepare the congregation!

If the pastor's response is less than ideal, ask them to please pray over their response, to research the matter a little more, and heck, tell them to contact me at [email protected] and I'll have a conversation minister-to-minister with them about why in order to be fully queer affirming one must be fully aroace affirming.

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That first suggestion is my main one, but if for whatever reason you're not comfortable going to one of your church's pastors with this, another option would be to test the waters more casually: attend educational events held by the church and bring up asexuality when it's pertinent, see what people say. Or if your church does any Pride events, or has any signs etc. that list off a lot of identities in the LGBT acronym, suggest they consider putting asexuality on the list.

This is my personal less-preferred option, because in any church, you're going to have a variety of opinions — I would hate for you to try and test the waters by bringing up aromanticism casually, and being shut down by, like, one of the only anti-aro individuals in the whole congregation. So if you do try this way, and are met by one or two negative responses, please don't lose hope — it's still very possible that many more people in your church are fully on board with aroaces, or would be after learning about them!

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I wish you well, anon! Please feel free to update me with any progress. I pray that God's Spirit of Love will uplift and encourage you, however things go.

#asexuality #aromanticism #coming out tag #suggestion request

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catgirl-catboy · 1 year

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It's been a bit since I rewrote my intro post, so here we go.

My name's Tenko and I go by He/She/Any neopronouns!

I'm Sapphic, Genderqueer, Asexual, and Autistic.

I don't share my age, but I am an adult.

I take commissions, which you can read about here! If you have the spare cash, please consider commissioning me. (The money will likely go to a fund for in case my family's medical issues get bad again.)

If you're reading this, commissions are OPEN!

This blog posts about a lot of heavy shit, including but not limited to abusive ships, fandom discourse, and problematique fandoms. If any of that isn't your cup of tea, the exit is to your right! I also am shit at tagging, so consider this a TW: everything for stuff you might see on these blogs.

I don't have a solid DNI, but here is the cardinal rule of this blog: I don't like control freaks and harassers. If you think it is okay to mock and bully people over fandom, my content isn't for you. Ship and Let ship is the standard of this blog, and if you don't follow it, I will actively troll you.

I welcome friendly anons (and non friendly anons too, since I love a good trolling!) If you want to talk, send something in! I try to answer all asks quickly, but sometimes I procrastinate.

Shit you should totally ask me about:

Toxic ships

Non-toxic ships

Character Analysis

How certain plotlines should be improved.

Fandom wank

Any ideas for angst you have. >:)

My fandoms:

Danganronpa, (including Danganronpa another fangames!), Ace Attorney, Warrior Cats, One Piece, Homestuck, Total Drama, The Owl House, and South Park.

I'm into all of these full time, so if you see me just posting one fandom, don't be afraid to send others in.

While I'm not actively in the fandom anymore, I still read Harry Potter fic on occasion and hate antis for it. If that bothers you, byeee!

Here's my ao3! (I am irrationally proud of my ao3 bookmarks, check them out!)

If your blocked and you are curious as to why, see if any of these qualify!

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clovers-adventures-in-hyrule · 1 year

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You don’t like sidlink because you’re a pathetic homophobe who only likes bland and basic het ships

Oo look baby's first hate anon.

For the record I also don't like zelink or miphlink either, I headcanon Link as ace. But I don't want to get into an argument over shipping here; people can ship whatever the hell they want I do not care, and I appreciate good ship art and fics even if they're of pairings I don't particularly like. You shouldn't attack someone for shipping or not shipping something.

frankly you don't deserve me answering this ask if you're going to go on anon and call me a homophobe - which I'm obviously not, have you seen the amount of midzel content I post on my main. I'm quite happy to have a reasonable discussion about why I like or dislike certain ships, but sending people anonymous personal insults is not the way to go about doing that.

#asks answered #ooo look theres a hate anon #ive never gotten one of these lol

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haysprite · 1 year

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OH MY GOD I'M SO SORRY ABOUT THE ASK ABOUT THE TYPES OF FANFICS, I WAS MENT TO SEND THAT TO ONE OF MY FRIEND 😭

HAHLKFDSJFDSJLK LMFAO YOU'RE ALL GOOD ANON 🙏🙏🙏 I don't have to post the ask if you don't want me to, I'll just address it here teehee

NAH BUT YOU RIGHT THO, I READ IT THIS MORNING (couldn't respond cause i had class) AND WAS CRYING CAUSE EVERYTHING WAS ABSOLUTELY CORRECT AND IT MAKES ME SAD

Like hahlkfdklfdjs WE NEED MORE FRANK/JULIE FICS!!! PLS!!! Also people need to 👏 STOP 👏 CROSSTAGGING 👏

If I look up "Frank/Julie" shit, I DONT WANT THIS GH*STFRANK BULLSHIT GET IT OUTTA HERE >:( Like on god I just hate crosstaggers, I don't get why you have to do that shit ??? Like do you really think someone that's looking a certain thing up wants whatever you made? Good lord, grinds my gears

I won't go into this much, but I heavily dislike x Reader fics as well :/ Ik a lot of em are very self indulgent n shit, but most of the time they're either written v weirdly or I just cannot connect to Y/N at all that it takes me out of it entirely 💀💀💀 Also I just can't get behind Killer x Reader fics, but that's just cause I hate Killer x Survivor as well, so they tend to mush into one for me

I honestly just don't bother looking for fics or fanart anymore and just pray I stumble upon something, cause I just find the opposite of what I want (aka Frank/Susie, another discomfort ship of mine, and Gh*stfrank) :( Its such a delight when I actually manage to find Frank/Julie art, makes my day every damn time <3 And Joey/Susie, but I find that a lot more often in terms of fanart

God and finding SFW shit is hard as well :( Like I don't mind N$FW existing, I know it's out there and I can handle very ***MILD*** shit (PG13 basically), but I'm ace as fuck and don't wanna read/see it pls and thanks 😋

I've said this a lot, but istg one of these days I'll start writing a fic !!! Even if its just a oneshot or two, I need to help out my fellow Frank/Julie sillies! I gotta spread the propaganda !!! I get stupid insecure about my character writing, its not the best part about my writing, but considering the fact that we have basically nothing to go off of character wise besides a lil bit in Julie's tome, I think I'm good 😭 Don't think I can mischaracterize them much considering there's very little there LMAO

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soleilnomoon · 2 years

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HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO!! SO: JUST If you're comfortable with this, could you tell us about yourself? Your personality? Where you're from? How did you "discover" One piece? What do you really like about the anime? Your favorite characters and why it's Zoro?????? and YES THIS IS A FREAKING INTERVIEW!!! CUZ I THINK IN MY humble OPINION THAT YOU'RE SO COOL AND DESERVE AN INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!

sending love~ ♥╣[-_-]╠♥

this is terribly cute (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝) idk how to deal, but ok yes i'll answer your questions 🥰😊 (i'm not sure i'm that cool, but who am i to question your taste.)

i go by kaia on here, and yes it's close to my real name. i honestly am so bad at describing myself but! i'm from south florida (born and raised), i hate it here, yet it's the only life i know (tragic, poetic, i know, i know).

people say i'm funny - and sometimes i'm inclined to agree (ask @strawhatsoraya she'll tell you) - and i'm friendly to a certain extent, i like to think i'm creative too (but even that's subjective, so you tell me anon) as i've been writing and telling stories for as long as i can remember.

in this stage of my life i try to live as stress-free as possible. i'm very vocal when it comes to things of importance, especially when it's in defense of people from marginalized communities.

i'm black & i'll remind people of it as many times as i can; i find that nonblack people leave us out of fanfic/fanart, conversations in general, etc. a lot, so i write to indulge in a way that makes me feel represented. i also won't tolerate or entertain any sort of disrespect towards black people (even black fictional characters)

let's see... i'm multilingual! i speak english, haitian-creole, used to speak spanish fluently, i don't anymore but i understand it mostly; same thing with french. i'm also learning japanese (slow process, duolingo is kicking my ass yk).

my younger brother actually got me into one piece 8ish years ago, i haven't looked back since - oda really sucked me into his world, i can't believe him. the anime is a testament to time, honestly; i love the voice actors, they're so funny and fit their characters perfectly. i also am so impressed with the quality of the animation as the years have gone on, it's really fluid and beautiful.

oh gosh, my favorite characters are (i have so many, forgive me or don't): the straw hats, law, kid, killer, shanks, ace, sabo, marco, doflamingo (he's such a bastard), katakuri, king, aokiji, rayleigh, yamato (my beloved), & rob lucci (the ultimate bastard).

#asks.#i'm awkward as hale it's a problem #i'm also just a goofy silly bitch most days

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aio-rya · 3 years

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Heartslabyul Kabedon Headcanons

Fem!Reader SO x Heartslabyul

「Requested by: Anon」

Ace ♥️

・You know this boy is a mess. He's always in a rush, not necessarily because of school but to make disaster along Deuce and you; the trouble trio. And finding a way to avoid punishments. That's exactly what's getting on your way for this plan.

・You have tried many, really, many times to do it and each one of them you fail or fall or get caught by Deuce. You must make Ace being quiet and that's an impossible task; until today when he was feeding the flamingoes alone.

・You jumped into him on his way back to the dorm building, clinging onto his tired back, falling over him and pinning him down to the floor. Yeah, you caught him into the less conventional way, somehow the angle you chose was perfect to make him unable to move —almost.

・He could swear he heard the flash of a camera between the sound of your laugh. As you made fun of him, he spotted a weak point in your position and used it to turn positions, holding you against the floor as you stopped laughing to realise he won this round.

・"C'mon, sweetie, keep on laughing", he mocked with a cocky smirk, though you could keep on laughing just by the sight of his pink clothes, you pouted. You started complaining about how hard was to catch him off guard and alone just to fail, not just that, to be humiliated by him!

・Successfully, you made him feel guilty. Even so, he wouldn't move, he will just keep you there and apologise –unfortunately for you, he knew very well how your mind worked and he knew you were not really sad. So, Ace assure it would be very easy for him to catch you off guard now that he used your own move against you.

・He can be a bitch when he wants to, that's why you asked Deuce to send you the pic he took of Ace on his pink clothes with you. Every single time he tries to pin you into a wall, you show him the evidence and blackmail him with that. You'll post it on Magicam if he dare to do that again.

Deuce ♠️

・You expected him to be shy, flushed, quiet, speechless; to get red as a tomato as you mischievously giggled at him and talked about your intentions with a teasing tone even though these were completely innocent. Oh, how wrong you got it! You did it with your best intention, unintentionally awakening his badass mood.

・You didn't even got the chance to make his back touch the wall, you had barely gripped his hands when he escaped from your touch, held your waist and pulled you against his chest, turning around to slam his free arm into the wall. The shocked one were you.

・Well, that doesn't mean he weren't surprised. In fact, he blushed when he realised it was you who tried to attack him from behind. Deucey is not a rough or teasing person, but the way you reacted to your own trick was too much for him, you looked so cute and defenseless. The mischievous was him, smirking at you after the impression.

・His payback was sweeter than you could have imagined, a torture though: thickles. Yeah, he pressed you against the wall and started moving his fingers on your sides ans your stomach, sometimes messing with your neck, but never letting you take a break. Laughter after laughter until some small tears fell from your eyes, he stopped to hug you.

・"Make some noise next time, just your steps or something like that. I don't want to hurt you with my defensive reflexes", he says with soft voice, lending you a handkerchief to dry your eyes and clean your sweat. It was so romantic, you were surprised he was one of those guys. Don't get fooled by his kindness, you still owe him an explanation.

・That's exactly what you do, explain. Yes, some way because you wanted him to know what was the original plan on surprising him all of a sudden. Also, there was the fact that he was not letting you go until he knew the reason why he almost hurted his SO.

・Rest assure. He will keep in mind what you have done today. He's not the kind of person who seeks for revenge, he is actually the kind of person who enjoys learning from others and helping others learn from him. And now, my dear, you are going to learn why is bad teasing on Deuce's bad guy side.

Cater ♦️

・Nice moment you chose to take your phone out for a selfie, Diamond! Your movements were perfect, silent, extremely well planned to be ruined by his phone camera! But, of course, you didn't realise about it and that's why things ended up like this...

・How? You may ask. Well, you're sitting over one of the Light Music Club's stools, leaning your back against the wall as your lover's arms lay at each side of your head, hands on the surface behind you. A huge, pleased smile on his face staring at your blushed self, holding his phone on one of his hands.

・"My, my! How daring of you! Jumping into me from behind~", he laughs melodically, winking at you as cheerful as always. His method for making you talk is just asking. Yeah, easy, right? And you bend. He's just so lovely.

・You confess to him that you waited patiently behind the door until Lilia and Kalim left to surprise you. He has been so busy to visit you, so it was time for you to come to him. He just laughs and agrees with you, it was a nice movement he will definitely keep in mind.

・But you are both cheerful and playful with each other, pranks are never missing in this relationship and this moment deserves its own reminder. The photo he took when you were about to jump into him —let's just say it wasn't your best angle. And it was indeed his payback.

・Ace and Deuce will make fun of you for a long, long time thanks to Cay's post. Specially since he catches your body against the wall every single time you visit his dorm... Without failing.

Trey ♣️

・You over thought about attempting it, there wasn't a chance you could catch him, at least not without a sense of silence and discretion. Your lover was a clever and wary man, every movement must be precise and flawless —in fact, they were. Until you stumbled.

・There wouldn't have been any trouble, unless you have chosen the worst possible location: the kitchen. So, maybe your fall could have been stopped by the imminent weight of Trey's body on the wall helping you to trap him perfectly between your arms but now, he was holding you since you tried to pin him into the kitchen's bar. You felt even smaller.

・"Are you all right?", he will ask with concern. Your affirmative answer relieves him, slowly letting you go until he realise you are not supposed to be in his dorm, or in the kitchen. His grip around you strengthen as he "gently" ask what brought you there; he knows you as well as you know him, there's no way you could lie to get out of this. He discovered immediately you were planning something.

・The interrogation was not completely necessary, Trey's eyes had that power of persuasion which made you speak immediately. Yes, you could try resisting but it would not be a very smart alternative; so, when he took his glasses away and placed them behind you, there was nothing to do on it. You started explaining the situation, giving him and advantage since now you were the one between his arms.

・Oh, no. You are being pressed against the fridge door now without any option than looking back at him, that was a dirty move of him, wasn't it ? He has now another good reason for scolding you, not only the place but the true intention behind your deeds. With a deep breath and severe voice, he asks for an excuse for not applying any punishment on you.

・You beg to him not to forbid you of entering to that room of the Dorm, he knows how much you love baking with him on your free time, or helping him with the food for Unbirthday Parties. He could not be so evil with you, less when you use that puppy eyes of yours, a weakness he have always had on you.

・He seems to forgive you, becoming insistent about giving you a farewell kiss. It's not like him to be that insistent on affectionate greetings but you give in... Just to get an awful, still hilarious surprise: he used his Doodle Suit on you to change the taste of the kiss into the food you hate the most. Sweet revenge.

Riddle ♔

・His immediate reaction would be flushing. An intense crimson staining his face as he was looking for an answer inside his memory, searching over the 810 Rules of the Queen of Hearts in vain since none of them stated how to react when your lover trapped you over a wall.

・To be honest, you though you have broken him. He just stared into the void as you blushed in front of him, retracting your arms to set him free. Did you scare him that much with your sudden action? Well, not really since he held your arms before you could separate from him. A smirk slowly appearing on his face.

・You didn't even realise when he made you give an elegant turn so now you were at his mercy. Still, the blush remained on his skin as he found your actions lovely, but now he was delighted with your confused expression as your move resulted against you.

・He lifted his head, watching from above, leaning over you dangerously near to your lips, passing off them to whisper in your ear. "Where you trying to misbehave, my beloved rose?", he ask with a teasing tone as he pronounced your nickname. "You know my beliefs about breaking the rules", he continues, placing his finger under your chin and his hand behind your back to make you straighten and avoiding you looking away.

・For a second, just a second, you are truly intimidated. He's always a gentleman, though he loves games and that was the reason why you did this in first place —you're aware that he was teasing you. From one second to another, you giggled and your eyes softened, throwing your arms into his neck, burying your face into his coat to silence your laughter.

・Well, you knew he had been busy and worried so you tried to surprise him. In the end, you made him get a bit relaxed, he followed your game as you tried to turn places, he kept refusing to let you go. The fun of the moment relied on how you managed to make him laugh.

・"It's off with your head, darling", he laughs in a mischievous tone, caressing your cheek before walking away. Oh, no, he was planning his payback. Yes, he would never "chop" off your head, as a couple, that sentence was part of your intimate code and you knew that meant... You had to be careful and watch your back. Riddle will pin you into the wall when you less expected so and he won't be "gentle".

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bowl-of-shortness · 3 years

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*Sending this anonymously since I'm not out* (please don't try to out me, I will cry. If you think you might know who I am, pls don't ask if you're right. I have anxiety and I'm scared to share this as is)

So what you said about being asexual and demiromantic and not feeling like you can contribute to conversations, I FELT that.

I feel like the only way to join conversations about attractive people is by lying. I feel so guilty because I have never figured out what else to do. They all just look like people?

I've literally created a checklist in my head of society's standards because I have no idea what else to judge on. Calling everyone beautiful feels so fake but to me they just... are. People are only "ugly" to me when they're mean. Like to me, beauty is based on personality and I dont understand how other people do it. How can you rate a face without a story? (Like I can only do that when I assume things about people's lives based on their looks??? And it's normally wrong assumptions because "don't judge people based off looks alone" is correct??? Yet people just... do this? Like "they're hot" but isn't that what you're not supposed to do, like???)

I recently came out to my best friends as ace, and even then, they still bring it up every time they're rating people or talking attractive characters, as in the "we know you have no opinion or whatever" and I hate it. Like now that they know I'm ace, it feels like they're actively pushing me out of conversations or want to see what an ace rates them as. (They wouldn't if I asked, but it's kinda fun to participate, I feel more normal. Even if I am just lying) I feel a bit uncomfortable rating people because they think it's based of asthetics but to me I'm just making up numbers. (Its less lying now that they know I'm not sexually attracted to people, but it still hurts. It's nice that they recognize I don't relate and I'm not banning a conversation topic, it just hurts and I'll just take it silently instead of making a fuss. I guess this is just what I was just born to endure, huh.)

Literally, people used to ask me if my ex (SO at the time) was cute or whatever and I always said yes. I was making it up because ya know, I didn't feel that way. I had NO sexual attraction to them but I sold that lie to be normal. I finally came to terms with the fact that I am asexual recently, almost a year to the date I broke up with the only SO I ever forced myself to have. (That tale is a tragedy and I have massive amounts of guilt for the lies I told them to sell that I was a normal hetero cis person. I did so much wrong by them and I hope someday I can forgive myself for it.)

I thought I was bi when I first let myself belive I'm not a normal straight because I felt the same level of attraction across the gender spectrum. (I accepted how I felt about the person of the opposite gender was a crush and then realized I felt the same way about someone of the same gender. That was a crisis) Zero equals zero, wasn't really lying.

Anyway, all that to say that:

You are valid and realateable AF. Conversations about attraction is so uncomfortable and isolating and I'm so thankful you're brave enough to bring it up

I'm also really trying to figure out if I'm panromantic, or demiromantic, or whatever and I'm unsure what to do. Why can't there just be an accurate uquiz.... :(

Like, I think I may be demi something because I have literally only ever had "crushes" on my best friends. I'm not 100% sure what a crush is, but I'm assuming that when I tell myself "don't think of your friends like that, that's wierd" that I'm just mad at myself for acquiring a crush on my bestie.

I have no one to talk to about this because they are firm believers in not dating friends (both have been burned) and I am terrified they'll find out that I can't imagine a relationship with anyone other than a best friend. Like what do I do? I'm so tired fam. I don't think they will be mad if I tell them I'm demi romantic (I'm currently going with panromantic since that just seems easier) and I'm scared they'll find out I realized my sexuality through crushed I had on them, since they're opposite genders and I've had the same "crush" on both of them.

Only wanting romance with friends is so hard because to most people, friends aren't for dating but for talking about potential dates and I hate it.

It's nice to know that I'm following a fellow ace person who gets the romantic struggle. I think you're an icon, and I'm glad that you're in a place where you can be out.

I know we're not close or anything, but I'm really happy to know that there's someone else out there who I can relate to when I can't say a word anywhere else. I hate keeping up the charade, but I'm not in the kind of place where I can drop it. If you're interested in my situation and why I'm forever closeted, I've got quite the tale. but I've ranted enough here. (I won't force my life story on you, I know you want a positive blog and this ramble isn't very positive. I can shut up and vanish if you never want to hear from me again)

Thanks for having your anons on <3

I wish I could dm you and just chat (if you were even interested) but I can't (IRL people know my Tumblr and I dont want to make a new one unless it's necessary.) If there's anything you wanna chat about, I hope I stumble across it on my dash. I hope its okay if I hide behind anon asks.

Thanks for representing people like me. Sorry for the ramble, I guess I needed to get more off my mind than I realized. Thanks for being a safe space to vibe for a while. It's nice to be around other, perfectly valid people like me. I look up to you in a sense ♡

(But seriously, if this is too much drama and you don't want me to do this again, you don't even need to post this I won't bother you again without your consent)

I- wow.

That’s really all I can say.

I’m very glad that you feel just as recognized here as an asexual as you should be. And I know what every single one of these struggles is like. Personally, I never Liked to force things onto myself which has been Both a blessing and a curse.

It’s great because I don’t have to deal with a relationship but over time people stop wanting to be around you for it. But eventually, I found a friend group who respected what I did and didn’t want to talk about. And unfortunately even though some people may be nice and friendly to you, that doesn’t mean that you and that person are going to click.

I think you might want to start being more open about not wanting to talk about these things when you’re around them, and if that’s scary and difficult, start small. I get it. But the more you stay quiet and the more morning is going to change.

So yea, I don’t mind the ask! I guess I didn’t even realize that me just openly existing as Aspec was a huge thing to a lot of people, so I’m glad I could help, I hope everything gets better for you anon. Have a lovely day/afternoon/evening 💖💖💖

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If you're still doing fanfic requests, do you think you could write a sterotypical villain monolouge for Nova to give to the renegades? I really love your writing, you do a great job with the characterization and dialouge. Hope you're having a good day :)

yo I am all for being dramatic. also this ask is old and I apologize for taking 10 years to respond, anon! I wrote this out pretty quickly, and its part self indulgence so its a little rushed and I apologize for that!

side note: I do NOT want Danna and Nova to be ultimate enemies. I hope that in the end, if all ends up okay, then they can develop an iconic friendship. but seeing as nova...trapped her and all, and Danna’s disdain to anyone who doesn’t follow the law, I dont think Danna will be very friendly to Nova when she gets out of swarm mode.

Bang!

Nova hit her target again. She lowered the gun in her hands and sighed, bored. The Council had issued more training with Agent N after the events not a week before when Genissa’s team was almost completely taken out. By Nova’s hand, too. The Council wanted to take new measures to make sure the Renegades could be better prepared against Agent N, as they hadn’t expected Nightmare to have hold of it.

And because of the failed mission to bring Ace back to power that night, the Council ordered an investigation in the Renegades headquarters for any signs of Anarchists interference. So far, they had found nothing, and Renegades were growing suspicious of one another, believing that there was a traitor who was leaking information to the Anarchists.

Nova was on edge, to say the least.

“Hey, guys,” Adrian called from a station not far from Nova’s. “I just got some news on Max.” Nova’s heart lurched for a moment, but she couldn’t detect any strain or sadness in his voice. Perhaps that meant good news.

Nova set her gun down and followed Adrian off to one of the walkways. When their whole team, minus Danna, was there, he took a deep breath and read the message on his wristband.

“He’s in stable condition.” Nova’s shoulders relaxed, not even realizing that they were tensed up. “It’ll be awhile before he can walk again, but they say he’s going to live.” Adrian looked up, eyes twinkling and a grin on his face. It was the first one Nova had seen in what felt like forever.

Ruby clapped her hands excitedly, and Oscar clapped his hand on Adrian’s shoulder.

“That’s great,” Nova said, really and truly meaning it. She reached for Adrian’s hand and squeezed it. “Do you know when he’ll be allowed visitors?” Adrian looked back down at his wristband, but before he could answer, one of the doors to the training hall slammed open, the sound echoing loudly across the already loud hall. Nova’s eyes widened and she let go of Adrian’s hand with a curse.

“Where is she!” Danna yelled, stalking across the many rows of stations. Every step she got closer, Nova’s heart sped up. She knew she needed to run, that it was over, that she was about to be arrested, no doubt, but she couldn’t move.

“Danna?” Ruby gasped. Danna whipped her head in their direction. She looked like a feral animal, filthy from head to toe and hair a mess. There were cuts across her face, as if she had just come from a fight.

“You!” she growled, breaking into a sprint and slamming into Nova. They fell screaming. Nova hit her head against the floor, stars erupting in front of her face. Danna threw a punch, but Nova narrowly missed it. They rolled over, wrestling for control.

“Danna! Nova!” Ruby yelled from somewhere miles away.

Nova kneed Danna in the stomach just as Danna got her nose. From behind her, someone attempted to pull her away from Danna, but she shot her head back, knocking them in the chin and sending them backwards.

“You bitch!” Danna twisted Nova’s arm back, and she screamed in pain. “To think I trusted you!” Nova rolled onto her back. Danna pinned her down, breathing hard. “This is what traitors get!” From somewhere on her side, she pulled out a knife and raised it. But she was yanked off of Nova with a yelp before she could bring it down. Nova struggled up to go after her, but she was restrained by a pair of strong arms.

“Enough!” Hugh Everhart, Captain Chromium, had his arms locked around Danna, who struggled in his arms.

“What is the meaning of this?” Evander Wade, Blacklight, boomed against Nova’s back. Nova whipped her hair out of her face. She felt something wet and hot dripping down her chin. Off to the side stood the rest of her team, Ruby with tears in her eyes and a hand in her mouth, Adrian and Oscar frozen in shock.

“She’s not who she says she is!” Danna tried to get out of Captain Chromium’s hold, but his arms tightened around her. “She’s Nightmare! I followed her, and she trapped me in a pathetic jar. But I saw everything. She’s an Anarchist!”

Only then did Nova notice that everyone in the training hall had their eyes pinned on the two of them. She also noticed the group of security standing by. Commotion broke out, and Nova attempted to bite Blacklight to break free. It didn’t work.

“Is that true, Nova?” Blacklight asked, disappointment lacing his voice.

But Nova ignored him. She glared at Danna, who returned it with just as much hostility. “How’d you get out?”

There were gasps from all around. Danna smirked. “My monarchs helped me. You didn’t seriously think a jar could hold me back? Really, Nova, I thought you were smarter than that.” She shook her head mockingly. “Is Nova even your real name? Or is that another lie?”

“My name is Nova Artino,” she growled, “daughter of David and Tala Artino, and niece of Ace Anarchy.”

People yelled at Nova, throwing weapons and their powers at her, but she was shielded by Blacklight.

“Why, Nova?” Danna snarled, still trying to get away from Captain Chromium, who was looking at Nova in disbelief. Nova didn’t dare look at her teammates, especially Adrian. She didn’t think she could handle it.

A tear dropped to the ground. “Because the Renegades promised my family protection!” She turned her gaze to Captain Chromium. Years of built up anger and hate flooded out at once before she could think twice. “My father went to you, trusted you! But the Renegades weren’t there to save my family when they were shot to death! I had to watch them die and protect myself from their killer!” A cruel, bitter laugh burst from her chest. “You know who came? You know who rescued me and gave me asylum? Ace Anarchy. The Anarchists are and forever will be my family. We will rise again. The Renegades will cease to exist. A proper government will be-”

“That’s enough,” Captain Chromium snapped. He nodded to the security guards, who stepped forward. One had handcuffs. “Nova Artino, you are under arrest for the multiple murder attempts on Council members and Renegades and for affiliation with the Anarchists. You will be furthered questioned at a later time.”

“I’d like to see you try,” Nova retorted, fighting as restraints were placed on her wrists. Immediately, she was exhausted, nearly tripping over her feet. A sharp pain flooded her body, and she panicked. “My power!” She whipped her head back to Captain Chromium. “What happened?”

But she was kicked behind the knees, and dragged backwards. “To make sure you won’t try and knock anyone out, traitor,” someone explained to her ear.

The last thing Nova saw before the doors closed behind her was Adrian Everhart, staring at her with a mixture of hurt, confusion, and anger in his eyes.

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