#also I have other stuff but that will be...for chirstmas

[webonchin]

Thinking about Tv Girl coded Cablepool and the divorce arc

GUESS WHO'S BACK AT IT!!!

When the hyperfixation is hitting the brain hard once again, can't escape them ,never think I will

(pd this is not a end of the year kind of stuff is more of a starting the year kind of stuff ,you get me)

#WHAT A YEAR HUH #(it's 12/22) #never told y'all but I brough the first volume in physical form of C&D a few moths back yay also deadpool pulp so I was kinda already shaken #I'm in a lack of sand content so I am old man yaoi infected #also I have other stuff but that will be...for chirstmas #anyways #cablepool #deadpool #cable #wade wilson #nathan summers #my art #me rambling in the tags

[dirtyvulture]

😎 I have been listening to a lot of songs ( Let me know if you want a full song analysis in regards to Wolvie R) and so many of them just screamed Wolverine R . They were “ Daylight” “ Dead Man” both by David Kushner and “DNA” by Lila Marie Johnson . Now the last song I haven’t listened to in full but there is a distinct part that just screams our dear Wolvie . It’s called “ Northern Attitude” by Noah Kahan Ft Hozier .

There is the long awaited reaction from the Hudson family members who found Esther’s secret box . Jane and Rose Hudson ( they could be sisters or cousins that is your choice but I think that they are close in terms of age and relationship) were probably up in the attic looking at and through all the old stuff and boxes until they both stumbled across one odd one that they had never seen before ( they are both in their early twenties but they grow up looking at all of the past Hudson clan things as Hudson children do. The box was of a decent size and was once a brilliant Red now dulled by age and collecting dust while gorgeous intricate detailing designs and on the lid was engraved with EVH ( Esther Victoria Hudson) . Now Jane and Rose are digging through everything and at one point Rose just shots “ I KNEW IT …. I FUCKING KNEW IT !!!!!! Great Grandma ( or adjusted accordingly to how many greats it is) Esther was FUCKING FRUITY and was in love with Wolvie !!!!!!! God damn …… wait a second . Hey Jeff around up all the cousins and siblings and fuck it around every body up the betting pool is FINALLY RESOLVED and Janey and I FUCKING WON !!!!!!!” Jane digs deeper and finds Esther’s ✨ fantasies ✨ and was blushing profusely ( this is why I had them be both in their twenties, didn’t want anyone under eighteen to see that) but then notice the evidence that this was Esther expressing emotions but not that They( Esther and R ) were in a relationship. It hits Jane Hudson that it was a one sided love affair and those writings , letters/ Notes were just fantasy ( well as far as Jane / the other Hudsons know) and then called after Rose Hudson “ Rosie they weren’t together!!!!! It was just Esther exploring and releasing her own romantic feelings but to Wolvie they were just best friends!!!!!!” Then Jane hears a chorus of Rose Hudson and all the other Hudsons that won the betting pool “ GODDAMN IT !!!!!!!” “ No !!!!!!” “ They would have been so cute together” “ Wolverine deserved her more than Great grandpa Will ( his name was William) !!!!!” And lastly 🎶“ History Hates Lovers” 🎶

I would imagine that some time later on that Esther’s writings / letters/ notes/ her ✨fantasies ✨ were made into a period piece novel or some other story that is super popular ( one that storm , Jean and all the other girls or students of the school just eat up and swoon for . With out knowing it is about Wolverine, but R feels a a strange sense of  déjà vu ( Esther had put in WORD FOR WORD CONVERSATIONS and other interactions that Esther and R had . She also had the Chirstmas Truce of 1914 written down where they danced , R sang her heart out and Esther being so drunk but R took care of her tucking her into bed and they cuddled to sleep that night) .

Ok so I maybe I conveyed or worded something wrong because I read your reply Vulture and you seem to be under the impression that I believed that R was just looking at Nat with lust or thought that she was an object. That is not the case at all and I would never besmirch R’s honorable name to suggest that and I love Natty too much to ever do that to her. R be a player or compulsively brings people into bed but R is NOT A ✨FUCK BOI✨, she is a gentleman Casanova who  respects the people she is with and just respects ( she has no respect for people who harm anything that is defenseless or people who views others as objects or tools rather than people) people in general. I agree that R did genuinely want to help Nat and all the other great points that you Vulture brought up. What I was trying to get at was when R realized that the warmth and feelings in her chest and body wasn’t just her usual protectiveness or sense of duty to help and it’s not the same feelings she gets from watching over and looking after children ( or the feelings she has for her own child Rogue) . The first thing she thought of was it was lust or physical attraction ( R wouldn’t have acted on it because she knows Nat is EXTREMELY VULNERABLE right now and she would never take advantage of that ) because I mean Nat is a very beautiful person but then R realizes that it goes deeper.

Now Listen to Daylight and that is R’s ( Young R when her mutation activated and she is in the church covered in dried blood praying and begging for mercy and forgiveness, when she was in the church after hearing the news of Esther’s death still covered in dried blood and everything in between) feelings of her self , her mutation , her supposed “ sins” but also her talking to Nat . I can do a whole ass analysis but I will stop right now because if I don’t this will run off on me .

Listen to Dead Man and that is R telling of how she has been here before ( “ dying” in battles and wars over and over again) and how there is beauty hidden in the gore ( life and love and good people amongst the horrors ,  atrocities , bloodshed of war) . She is also talking to the people behind her witch hunts and attempt executions  . At one particular moment of “ I screamed as your smile was growing wider” could be she was burning at the stake and she saw them smiling wider or because Vulture teased Sabertooth or a sabertooth counterpart ( will it be a male or female version) and we all know what Sabertooth did to Wolvie’s love ( or what Wolverine THOUGHT was done) . So what if Sabertooth had caused R’s old friend’s death ( they actually did it because A) I think our Wolvie would be smarter and figured out it was a ruse where her male counterpart didn’t and B) I don’t think Wolvie’s old friend would actually do her dirty like that and betray her .) and R screams as Sabertooth smiles wider from where ever they were at. Possibly both because I fully believe that R was burned at the stake in one of her witch hunts/ “ trails” . The line “ Do you remember September ?” Could have been Sabertooth taunting and asking because that is the month the old friend died / when they had killed the old friend or this could be R asking herself because that was the month that activated her mutation and all that went with it. The line of “ Wait on” and “ Give me back my old salvation” R is asking ….. begging for her angels back , her salvation in this purgatory of existence. Esther Hudson and Old Friend as well as all the people who R cared about.

DNA isn’t a exact match but this is R talking to / about, arguing and fighting with Thomas Logan or rather the memory of him . Making sure she isn’t like him and her being so afraid that she is going to turn into to him when she “ Erupts” just like he did and that people will look at her like she looked at him ( when he was being a violent drunk before and how she looked at him before the RAGE and Mutation took over THAT NIGHT…… in absolute horror and fear). You see while she mostly looked like her mother Elizabeth ( Elizabeth sure got lucky with her affair love child being a daughter that looked like her and that both John and Thomas had matching figures in the parts that R didn’t get from Elizabeth like the color of R’s eyes. That way Elizabeth had no explanations that needed to be made. ) but R had her father’s eyes and while she thought they were John’s she loved them but now she can’t even look at them. Because all she can see is that night and looking at Thomas after he had murdered John , “ Eyes like yours can’t look away” . That night was “ Dark as Midnight” and it was “ Past my Bedtime” , it was a pitch black night of the new moon and it was overcasted so the was no stars. So it was even darker but Because of R’s mutation and newly heightened senses she was able to get around. It was also very late and R was asleep when Thomas broke in, that and yell the yelling woke her up and as she was getting up that is when the gun shot rang out. R has constantly been shakily asking if the pieces of Thomas Logan are in the pieces of her but deep down she is afraid that she already knows that answer and that answer being yes there are. Thomas was a drunk and had violent temper and disposition he also smoked and he hurt people . R’s coping mechanism is drinking ( I don’t know if R is an alcoholic or could be addicted to substances because of her healing powers affect every part of her but addiction well not completely a hereditary condition it can be made so a person is genetically susceptible or have a genetic disposition to become a addict ) and She smokes and she also hurts people ( she hurts bad people who do bad things and also protects people but she isn’t seeing that). She has this constant RAGE inside of her and is always begging to be unleashed and she has done far …. far worse things than Thomas Logan has done and that fear that she has of being just like him when she erupts just like he did already happened and people already looked/ looks at her like she looked at him. It’s like Thomas is standing there hovering over her as it’s sinking in as she says while his  condescending voice echoes “ But you can’t stop DNA , no you can’t stop DNA” . After all R isn’t John Howlett’s angel , she is the groundskeeper’s bastard fallen .

The whole song is a huge internal struggle and fight for R .

Lastly the small bit of “ Northern Attitude” that just screams Wolverine R . “ If you too close and i am not how you hoped , oh forgive my Northern Attitude I was out in the cold . And if the Sun don’t shine till the summertime forgive my Northern Attitude I was rise on little light .” It’s obvious that R is Canadian so “ Northern Attitude” and “ Rise out in the cold and If the sun don’t shine until the summer time , being rise on little light” is very very obvious. Plus R is afraid but letting people too close and not being how they hoped, that if she wasn’t what they wanted they will leave. Like her mother forced R to go. But I think that it’s more to that , maybe the men in the First World War had made a comment about R and her “ Northern Attitudes and How the sun doesn’t shine till the summer time ” to describe she cold and distant attitudes to people and how she isn’t bright / bubbly enough and she only marginally gets warmer and happier is when she is tending to children or local communities .

So when Esther was trying to befriend R and R was trying to convince her that she is dangerous and unworthy of love like you said vulture( just lashing out like a wild animal really but with out actually hurting anyone or being problematic) R sarcastically said while rolling her eyes “ If you get to close and I am not how you hoped , OooHhh forgive my NORTHERN ATTITUDE , I was Rise OUT in the COLD. And if the SUN Don’t shine Till the SUMMER TIME , OooooHhhhh forgive my NORTHERN Attitude I was RISE On LITTLE LIGHT.” But then as time passes and Esther Hudson broke down R Mannnnny walls and was starting to be let in . On day R stood before her with shaking hands out stretch and reaching for Esther as she shakily saying with her voice breaking “ If you get to close …… and I am NOT how you HOPED , forgive my northern attitude I was rise out in the cold. And if the SUN DON’T Shine till the summer time oh forgive my northern attitude I was rise on little light.”

This time it means if R lets Esther in but she isn’t what Esther wanted or hoped R is essentially begging her not to abandon her and she was explaining why she is cold and not always able to do or say the right things and why she isn’t good with people. She was rise without people caring about and for her , that she rise herself. R is also explaining why she isn’t exactly a outwardly happy and bubbly person and shows a lot of a emotion and that is because she never had a safe place to feel ANY TYPE of emotions good or bad . Even Before R was finish saying “ If you get too close and I am not how you hoped” Esther had pulled her in a close and tight hug and R buried her face into Esther’s neck and shoulder.

In the beginning when Esther hug R she would roll her eyes and eventually tap Esther’s arm three times to be get go off but when Esther hugged and held R during this R tensed up but then relaxed and totally collapsed in Esther’s arms after speaking and was sobbing . That night Esther tucked her into bed and held her to sleep . After that R was more welcoming to her touches.

Well I had more thoughts but that is for next time and I hope I cleared up that misunderstanding Vulture. Also I know I was going to wait on you before doing a full song analysis but it turn to that anyways 😅😅😅 my bad sorry .

Ooo and now we get some song recs now 🥰 You really are going all out for me anon, and I am enjoying it

I wonder why no one had found the box in the attic before. I love how they just got the entire family around to read Esther's private thoughts about R lmao.

I bet Storm has tried getting R to read the books, and even though R doesn't really remember Esther as much because of the amnesia, she definitely has a weird feeling that the inspiration of the story hits too close to home.

I did not mean to offend you anon, I think I was just trying to make a general point but my apologies if I seemed I interpreted it a different way. And I know what you mean now! You'll get to see more of their relationship blooming in the next part(s), don't worry. :)

Honestly, I never even considered a gender swapped Sabertooth. 👀 If I ever decided to introduce the character, that might create an interesting dynamic with Wolvie!R, but we'll see. I always saw Sabertooth as just an extremely unhinged, wildly feral version of Wolvie (a.k.a. how Wolverine would have been had he not learned to live in a normal human society and gave in to his instincts), so that could open up a lot of opportunities for new plots.

I think R can be considered an alcoholic even though it takes an extreme amount for her to become intoxicated. But like you said, it's definitely a coping mechanism, along with the smoking, because along with the decades of mental trauma, she still feels physical pain like any normal human and even though she heals very fast, the phantom pain can still bother her for weeks or even months.

It's also probably good that R hardly remembers her childhood because man it is rough lol.

Thank you for all the thoughts and even including some songs with excellent analysis! You've really kept this blog alive while I try to finish the rest of the series, but I promise it will be worth the wait!

#😎 anon #vulture answers #darkest knight au

[outcastedang3l]

Blind Channel advent calendar

Day 16: „Christmas is the time of love??? Right???“

Almost a year had passed now since the angels had been cast out of heaven and onto earth. Earth was a confusing place, and the earths inhabitants… well let’s not even start with those. But Tommi, Niko, Joel, Joonas, Olli and Aleksi did their best to get used to the new situation and their life as fallen angels. And as sad at they were about this whole situation, at least they had each other again now, and the earth also had some pretty cool things to offer it seemed.

Right now they were in the middle of discovering what the earths inhabitants, or at least a part of them called Christmas. They learned about the story behind Christmas (or rather what the humans thought was the story behind Chirstmas) and the human traditons that came with it. They baked christmas cookies, tried christmas related foods and snacks, got advent calendars, visited christmas markets, watched christmas related movies and bought a christmas tree already.

Today they were out to get christmas decorations, because the people in the movies always had them, and the houses in the city they lived in all had special lights on them now. Joonas especially was pretty hyped up about this whole thing, because he had taken a liking to the human way of celebrating christmas...

„Niko put that ornament back!“ said an already annoyed Tommi.

„But it’s the Titanic. Come on Tommi. Christmas is called the time of love right?. And there was definitely some love happening on that ship…“ Niko tried to argue.

„You know that’s just a movie right“ Olli chimed in.

„Based on a real story. Olli I already told you this. What is so Christmas related about Lord of the Rings by the way?“ Niko asked, mainly to get the attention off of himself to sneak the ornament into their shopping cart.

„Hey you traitor“ Olli immediately protested.

„He is right though. Olli put that back please“ Tommi now tried with Olli.

„No please Tommi. You know how many love and friendship storys there are in the Lord of the Rings?. They wouldn’t have been able to destroy that ring without the power of love and friendship. And that’s the spirit of christmas right?“ Olli tried, using Nikos tactic.

„Also look at the others Tommi. Joel is over there getting every single black ornament that the store has to offer it seems, Aleksi is looking at dog ornaments and Joonas… Joonas has disappeared“ Niko chimed in this time.

„I am right here Niko!.“ Joonas said coming down the aisle with his hands full of stuff. „Look what I found!. They even have advent calendars for pets here. How have we not seen those before? Do you think Rilla and Rommi will like those?“

At the mention of Rilla Aleksi came back with an ornament that kind of resembled her and began to examine the dog and cat advent calenders together with Niko and Joonas. Because only the best for their furry babies right?

Meanwhile Tommi had given up on arguing, and was simply staring at the others with an incomprehensible look on his face.

Maybe he just didn’t understand Christmas…

- 🦋 butterfly wearing a santa hat

When I looked through your stories and thought about which one to use for an advent calendar story, I suddenly remembered the angel story lnights giftet to you once. Originally I only planned on reading it again because I really liked it, but then my little butterfly brain had an idea with it. I am not sure what to think about it to be honest, and I would completely understand if you dont like it. I can do another one for you if you want...

Ah thank you so much!! I love this so much

#🦋 #ty answers asks #blind channel

[rukkiya]

hello lovely’s! hope you’re all having a good day, I have some exciting stuff to share with you all so please do read if you’re interested!! (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

hehehe soooo…… I was thinking of writing something in theme with the holidays!! (✧ᗜ✧) (yes I am a christams freak sorry if it’s annoying lol) I’ve has this idea for quite some time now and I really want to try it to get into the spirit! so I was thinking of picking random christmas songs and any genshin character and writing small one shots for them!! and the exciting part is……YOU GET TO CHOOSE THE SONGS AND CHARACTERS WOOOOO!!! ∩(・ω・)∩ I thought it was a good way of getting you all in the spirit along with me hehehe :3 and a good way of letting you pick what you want lol also I just want to interact with y’all bc you’re all so sweet please- so, I’ll write down a couple of Chirstmas songs and characters and you can chose which song and character you want along with any prompt your heart desires, does that make sense? lol ( ´ ▽ `)ﾉ an example for one I am going to write soon is to the song “Last Christmas” by wham and the character I chose to go along with this song is none other than master deelook :3 the oneshots can range from angsty, tooth rotting fluff, hurt/comfort, hurt no conform (ouch), but anything! If you’re interested you can comment or send in my asks the song, character and prompt you’d like! I’ll choose three to write throughout the month of December (plus the one I’m writing) :D! sorry in advance for only getting to do so little though （◞‸◟） work is especially busy around this time of year and I sadly won’t be able to write as many one shots as I’d like to but I’ll squeeze three in perfectly for sure!

christmas songs to choose from! (or any christmas song u think would fit better with ur prompt and character!)

I’ll be home for Christmas

Silent Night

My favorite things

Baby it’s cold outside

Santa baby

White Christmas

Christmas (baby please come home)

characters:

Kaeya

Ayato

Zhongli

Childe

Scaramoche

Albedo

Tighnari

(again any character or christmas song is fine! these are just ideas!)

ok announcement is done hehe (๑ ˃̵ᴗ ˂̵)و thank you for reading if you did and please feel free to leave your ideas if you have any! ok now bagel needs to explode real quick so please just give me a quick second to say- LOOKAT KAEYASJSJS I JUST WANT TO *SQUEEZE* he’s so skrunkly I love him so much ohmygoshplease-ヘ（。□ °）ヘ I’m so sane for him hehehe <3 genshin Christmas fan art has my WHOLE HEART (I don’t know who the artist is but if you do please tell me who they are so I can tag them or give them credit bc this fanart is just cheifskiss!) ^~^ <33

#bagel speaks #genshin impact #genshin impact oneshots #announcement #christmas time #christmas spirit #excited

[happynapper69-writes]

Ship: BakuDabi

Setting: No quirk, High school AU, Baku is a first year and Dabi is a third year (he got held back though due to illness when he was young so he had missed a lot of school and so he is a year older than his classmates)

Baku is incredibly popular for a first year. At first everyone was afraid of him but when he showed off his intellect by scoring really high on his first term accessments and his athletic ability in the sports festival. As Uzui-sensei says, fast legs will get you all the girls in high school. A lot of people in school started to get charmed by Baku and then a third year, Dabi, who was famous for going through a lot of lovers, both girls and boys, heard about this interesting underclassman, he started to visit the classroom using his younger brother as a pretext.

Dabi started to approach Baku, mainly from behind and as a surpise, casually looping his arm over the blond’s shoulder and quickly dodging the swinging arm that goes after him. However despite Baku’s venemous words and and swinging arms, he never actually rejects Dabi. Baku mostly yells and swipes at Dabi because he keeps popping out of the floorboards and scaring Baku. In fact if Dabi approaches Baku from the front there is much less yelling and hitting that occurs and he is able to easily touch the blond without violence. 

Baku is actually pretty accomodating of Dabi, he lets him talk his ear off (used to it because of Deku) and is actually able to give solid advice. However Baku does not allow for distractions when he is doing his school work because he is a good apple. Baku will even make Dabi do some of his homework so that he doesn’t flunk out of his classes. The teachers praise Baku because he has been helping them with this known problem child. They’ve been trying all they could to get Dabi to apply himself in school because he has incredible potential and smarts and yet his bad attitude has made him a terror to the other students. 

Since Dabi has been hanging around Baku a lot, he hasn’t been hooking up with other people. Some of those jilted lovers tried to attack Baku, but Baku-the king of Kabedon and in your face confrontation- instead charms them with his good looks. They soon join his fan club. And start thinking that Dabi isn’t good enough for Baku, no one is good enough actually.

Regardless, Dabi and Baku still steadily go on with their somewhat relationship. This is a bit of a slow burn. They start meeting outside of school more as Dabi tries to get them to go to more and more date-like places. Although he does often have to follow Baku to the grocery store, book store or library. They will also occassionally eat out together. Baku also eventually starts making Dabi a bento which is a huge milestone. 

After some time, Dabi confesses to Baku. Probably during Chirstmas with the snow fluttering all around them and Christmas lights sparkling too. And so they start going out. 

But Dabi has a problem, and that is Baku doesn’t do anything physical with him. As a condition to getting together, they won’t do anything until Baku is 20. Dabi is 18 but turning 19 on Jan 18. and So it wouldn’t really be go for them to be intimate. Of what I understand of Japanese conscent laws Tokyos minimum age is 18 and I imagine Musutafu is in that prefecture or something near. And so while they could wait till Baku is 18, Dabi would be 21 (Baku is older than his classmates, being 16 when the year starts so theres only 3 years difference). And Baku is going to be doing a lot of things to get accepted into college and being a first year college student will be a lot of stress so he doesn’t what to have to juggle all of that romantic stuff at the same time. Because for all his baggy pants and loud attitude, Baku is a good nerdy student on the inside. 

And so it practically kills Dabi to have to be able to waitbut Baku’s cute smile to him when they just hold hands while walking and his warm, contented gaze towards Dabi when they just sit and watch a movie together is just so precious and pure and innocent that Dabi can only scream internally while basks in the warmth of Baku’s affection. Although there are times in which Dabi has some bad days and he almost seeks physical comfort from other people, one time taking someone to a love hotel before regaining his reason and leaving. Dabi used to sleep around due to lots of emotional trauma and he used it to cope and feel good so old habits die hard. Going to therapy to address a lot of those issues and meditative exercises go a long way to helping Dabi become a more balanced person and so Baku’s 20th birthday finally comes one spring day.

And so yea, they bone.

#fanfic idea #bakudabi #high school au #no quirk au #the main emphasis is just the nonsexual relationship that they develop #i got the idea from thinking of a baku who is happy just to hold hands #meanwhile dabi is at war with himself because teenage hormones and he just wants to kiss his boyfriend #and just touch him all over and yet he CANT #cause he promised and he will not mess this up #and baku not realizing his boyfriends inner struggle just going about like this date is so nice #im happy just to be with him #bnha

[chibisnowfox]

(Over) Analyzing Pokemon Hints (8)

Busy week! For announcements and for personal stuff.

Indigo Disk releases tomorrow! In Pokemon Masters EX there were still evee evolution events ending on the 7th, the same day the final Indigo Disk trailer was released. On the Pokemon Masters EX Twitter/X account there was some promo with screenshots of Nate’s new event, which I’m hoping is hinting at what will happen soon. (Because it involves spoilers, I won’t go into it for now).

Viola has just gotten an event. It’s most likely a just because Winter event with Viola. I am wondering if it has anything to do with Perrin, who I’m assuming we’ll be seeing in the DLC. It could also be a hint to Perrin being added soon, but I don’t think that will happen for a while yet. Probably not until we get a few more Hisui character events (like maybe Calaba and Palina?).

Pokemon Cafe Remix will be getting a special event where you can get a Holiday outfit Torterra. Maybe this has to do with the Sinnoh Legendary events in Scarlet and Violet?

Pokemon GO will be getting a Wyrdeer Raid event on December 23rd. I know it’s probably because Wyrdeer is a reindeer, so Chirstmas themed, but I’m still wondering if it’s hinting at something else.

The final episode for Paldean Winds was released today. I didn’t expect it to come on the day right before Indigo Disk comes out.

In my Indigo Disk trailer post I didn’t realize the code for the Mystery Gift Darkrai is “new moon is coming”. ...For some reason that scares me. I’m… I’m sure it’s just because Darkrai’s Mystery Gift Sinnoh events took place on New Moon island, and it’s because there was a new moon, but I feel like this is hinting at something big.

If it is hinting at some sort of connection to the Sinnoh games, something like a follow-up to PLA (whether this is in the DLC, the anime, or hinting something for next year). I’ll be really happy if it does mean something, but this still scares me.

The UK Pokemon Twitter/X account posted a gif of the Sitting Cuties plushie line, two of which were Hisuian Voltorb and Hisuian Electrode.

The UK and US Twitter/X accounts posted a countdown promo for Indigo Disk’s release tomorrow, featuring the Unova starters. I wonder if this is hinting at Unova characters appearing in Indigo Disk or if it’s hinting at Unova remakes next year. It’s most likely just what it is, countdown with Unova Starters, but I still find it interesting they specifically chose the Unova starters for this one.

The Japanese Pokemon Twitter/X account has promoted really cute iPhone SE cases. One is pink with Pikachu and Eevee, and the other is black with Espeon and Umbreon.

Possibly hints to Johto remakes. I just wanted to mention them because they’re really cute.

PokePark Kanto was announced. I don’t know if it’s like a special event or if it’s something more permanent. From what I’ve read on Serebii it seems to be part of an amusement park where you can find wood carvings of Pokemon in their natural habitats. PokePark Kalos and Paldea have also been trademarked, but it’s unknown if they’re placeholders or will be happening. I’m wondering if these parks will be appearing in their real world equivalents.

I don't plan on posting a review or anything for Indigo Disk. I'm going to try to avoid the internet as much as possible so I don't see spoilers, because Youtube really likes recommending them, lol.

[ramblingsofadragon]

It's been a year since I've been let go from my previous studio and was forced to stay at home. Then I got sick then I got covid. Then was the chirstmas party with the crew where I was getting my first dread that I'm going to be alone.

On that party I've talked a lot with my supervisor and it also was getting my hopes up that I may have some future, he also hugged me when we were saying goodbye but since then everything has become so strange.

I was barely scraping by financially and by spring I had a full blown depression I didn't think I was going to make it.

Then my supervisor started to work on the new movie too and I wasn't feeling alone so much we also worked through screenshare and then he offered me a place at his studio and I thought that I'll belong. I was wrong.

It makes me so sad that all that I hoped for might just been a mirage. I really want to stay there but he's been so cold to me lately and I keep thinking it's my fault. Like I've disappointed him somehow. I know full well that he has other problems and stuff he has to worry about but I can't shake this feeling that he's just doesn't want anything with me anymore.

I'm so afraid to do this without him, he thinks I'm talented and I need his guidance, and I need him as a friend. I don't know how to fix this. I don't want to be alone.

#ramblings #delete later #idk I'm sick and depressed rn

[icewindandboringhorror]

idk if its just having learned too much about efficient conflict resolution/healthy communication or simply that I’m a boring silly person or etc. etc. but I often run into the issue of having to pause shows/movies and walk away for a while because I am SO annoyed by the way characters handle things in the most nonsensical way imaginable.. 

It’s weird since I actually always find it very difficult to relate to any characters, so it's not out of emotional attachment/personal stakes (more the opposite lol, I usually view them all neutral or negative, am only there for the world lore or sets/costumes) yet despite my overall detachment from anything that happens (often have no investment in how the plot actually turns out, etc) -  it’s like... just the sheer act of witnessing blatant easily solvable miscommunications or situations that go SO poorly is enough to gradually grate at my nerves 

(maybe it’s also that I'm a very problem solver/solution oriented type of person  so my brain may be a bit more rigid about that - like I don't ever really ENJOY seeing stuff go wrong, it’s not intriguing or interesting to me, usually just stressful because I can imagine all the ways it could have easily been avoided/want to solve it/, etc. As opposed to others who are maybe able to turn that part of their brain off and see it as entertainment, etc.)

And, I understand that for plots to happen, generally something has to go wrong, I mean usually plot is based on conflict (in SOME form), so I don't know how to articulate why exactly SOME plots bother me so much and others don't, but for some reason there's just a very specific type of story event where the things that are apparently meant to have stakes seem SO forced and completely irrational or senseless that it's like.. legitimately impossible to watch lol 

(I don’t mean in a overly nitpicky cinemasins style criticism way but just.... you don’t even have to be nitpicking details to see that it’s like... why do NONE of anyone’s actions or motivations make any sense and half of you resolve conflicts like a 5 year old... HOW is this meant to be interesting to watch in any way..?? like Flawed characters can be fun!! I’m not saying everyone must have 100% perfect communication skills, but there’s a difference between having well established repeated patterns of behavior due to character flaws and “Oops! The Story Demands That We Lack Common Sense At Random”)

#maybe it's the type of conflict also? I seem to not mind conflict as much if it's like 'character vs outside factors out of anyones control' #or the conflict is that characters need XYZ thing and don't have it or complex ideological disareements between characters that aren't clear #cut so they keep butting heads over it. etc. etc. but when it's stuff like ''character who SUPPOSEDLY implied to be a master strategist #routinely makes the WORST decisions imaginable' or 'two chars have a conflict that could be easily resolved with a simple 5 minute convo' or #character who is supposedly mistrusting and cold falls into traps and is easily manipulated by person who might as well be wearing an 'I Am #Evil And Will Betray You Immediately' t-shirt.. like.. hello?? i hate all of you #and it's often this on TOP of other things that already annoy me - like straight romances or etc. etc. #It’s not that I necessarily inherently have anything against cishet (straight romance specifically between a cis woman and cis man) relation #ships in media but I think it’s just something you get tired of seeing since forced romance (especially of that kind) is in #EVERYTHING.. kind of like with All I Want For Chirstmas Is You - like I don't think anyone thinks it’s an objectively awful song the #vocals are good. music itself is fine. etc. - BUT still it’s SO overplayed around holidays that when it #comes on most people groan and whine and moan and wish they’d play ANYTHING ELSE. Media is sort of the #same way when I start a new TV show and in the first episode cardboard cutout stink ass Male Main Character gives his first glance to boring #underdeveloped Female Main Character and you just.. know.. that there’s going to be some annoying romance or something you groan and whine a #and hope that they both blow up #OR WHEN i FINALLY actually like or relate to a character in ANY way and they ruin them by forcing them into a straight romance #any character I've ever had even moderate care for (which isn't many lol) is usually more like.. aro ace coded or at least usually #like the weird hermit nerd unemotional genius sociopath detached from society isolated whatever etc. etc. - you know the character #archetype I mean. and they ALWAYS are like 'aww but actually they're lonely.. some poorly written other character that they have #zero chemistry with must finally get through their Icy Exterior and finally they can feel Happy and Loved' liek guiejnhjknJKGBHRJGBEJHBTH #listen you KNOW this man (it's usually a man) is NOT interested in anyone and even if he WAS he would be some eccentric #old gay wizard or evil scientist or something but you KNOW IN YOUR HEART he would not date a cis woman.. ESPECIALLY NOT #THIS ONE *points at the generic romantic interest character that literally has nothing in common with them at all and is only there to be #The Opposite Of Them and Teach Them Humanity * .. let him be isolated in his wizard tower and HAPPY ABOUT IT you cowards #now look at what you've done to him.. you've tried to make him a Normal Human With Normal Emotions and you've RUINED him #BUT ANYWAY jhgibhj that's another pet peeve but not the main one I'm talking about right now lol #This is another reason I rarely watch stuff lol.. like i WANT to see the costumes and the world and maybe get aesthetic inspiration but.. #god... sitting through the plots and characters.. There's definitely a scale like some shows are actually reasonable OR are completely nonse #nse and every character is a dumbass but in a fun actually entertaining way.. but ..hhh.. so many times it's just like No.. I Can't Do This #long post

[noodlepai]

[digs through clip board] [places it down gently] this lived in my head for three days and i loved it okanywaysso: Todd just becomes nice to his employees, like absolutely nice once it's a holiday and what not, set of examples are: -Birthdays. -Valentines day. -April fools day. -Chirstmas. -Halloween. -New years. -Thanksgiving. -Someone being sick/overworking. and ect here's what he does at those certain stuff: -once it's someone's birthday at the office, he'd plan a surprise party and all with the rest of the employees for that person. -on Valentines day, he'd give everyone a break to spend time with their beloved's- but if their single pringles (like he is/hj), they could either go back to working or spend time with family, friends, or the entire office. (well, half office since most of them would possibly be with family or other friends) -he would absolutely let everyone prank each other and all on April fools day, and sometimes he'd pull off his own pranks at them. -on Christmas, mans would let everyone go outside to cause chaos with playing in the snow and what not, then after a few hours, they'd all open presents at the office, play around for sometime, then start working or spend time with family/friends. (it'd be spend time with family/friends bc mans would be too nice) -on Halloween, Todd would let everyone go to the office with their Halloween costumes for a contest on who has the best one, and the one that wins would either get a break or choose who the next winner is. Todd also would join along but won't let himself get a prize or anything, which leaves the entire office to make him a surprise for winning the contest. -on New years, he'd celebrate it with everyone at the office and let it be a day off so everyone could enjoy their time with family 'n all. -on Thanksgiving, him and everyone else would have a day off to enjoy time with family. everyone would just either do work at home or go to the office at some point to also work and enjoy time with everyone else. (fun fact: they'd also bring some food to the office to celebrate Thanksgiving with everyone else there too) -when he notices someone overworking and/or sick at the office, he'd ever so force them to go back home to get much needed rest. ok that's all of my Todd one's for tonight this is so out of his character, but this would fit him somehow too at some point

JWNDDJDJ THESE ARE SO SWEET AND I LOVE THEM, wholesome Todd content that I didn't know I needed at first but I am very happy to see, it does things to my heart when I naturally despise the man jdhdjJSJ I love these

[ceasari]

🎄CHRISTMAS SPECIAL🎄

spending time with the bucci gang random HCs

✨Trish loves Christmas, she used to always celebrate with her mom and friends and really wants the others to feel the spirit. She is the first one to go up to Bruno and beg that they celebrate!

✨Bruno doesn’t love Christmas that much but he thinks it’s gonna be a new experience with the gang. Everyone thinks Fugo is the definition of CHRISTMAS HATER but he SECRETLY likes it. Mista is fine with it and Abbachio HATES it.

✨Narancia is the CHRISTMAS PARTY lover! He hasn’t celebrated since he was a toddler and begs Bruno with Trish! He reminds them everyday of the holiday and refuses to wear normal PJs at home.... he is such a kid...

✨Giorno has never celebrated but honestly won’t debate, he is gonna try and get into the spirit, after some days he will really like the atmosphere!

✨The kitchen is now a f***ng warzone, basically Bruno baking all sorts of sweets while Narancia comments and plays with the flour like it’s snow on the floor, The Sex Pistols are stealing all the chocolate chips for the cookies, Trish tried to have Abbachio dance Christmas songs with her, Giorno is sitting somewhere and Fugo is, unsurprisingly, screaming at Narancia.

✨Abbachio buys a but-load of wine with the justification that it’s for the holidays but ends up getting drunk, which is hella funny.

🎄Bruno has given everyone chores:

Giorno decorates the whole place with flowers and Christmas trees with the help of Fugo who was forced to help (he is glad he is grouped with Giorno).

Bucciarati is in the headquarters with Trish, baking and singing (Mega father-daughter moments) and Nara, Mista and Leone went shopping. Narancia really loves going Christmas shopping, Mista and the Pistols better stay out of the kitchen for good and they sent Abbachio in the hopes that he will start feeling the vibes and hold their money away from Narancia before he buys the whole city of Napolis.

✨Christmas music starts playing at 8:00 in the morning and stops at midnight. Now one knows but Abbachio is the one putting it on and he always says it was Bruno.

🎄They all buy gifts for eachother:

Narancia loves gifts! He receives a little Chirstmas tree from Giorno, a CD from Abbachio, a new hat from Mista, a stuffie from Bruno, some cake from Trish and socks from Fugo.

Bruno loves giving and doesn’t want the others to buy him anything! But of course he gets stuff! A scarf from Trish, some book from Fugo, a cute decorated card from Narancia, a pair of shoes from Mista, some kind of decoration like a fancy holder from Abbachio and some really pretty hairpins from Giorno.

Fugo hates gifts in general but deeply likes buying them. He gets books from everyone except Trish and Narancia, Trish gets him a new strawberry themed jacket and Nara a card like Bruno’s and some chocolates!

Mista really enjoys buying gifts and receiving them, he gets a stuffed animal from Narancia, a pack of dioderent from Trish who is laughing her head off, a book from Fugo, a headset from Leone and a bunch of his favorite expensive foods for the Pistols from Bruno and Giorno.

Abbachio secretly likes buying gifts but doesn’t expect to receive any. Fugo gets him a good book, Narancia a card with cute pictures he drew, Trish gets him a bunch of makeup, Mista buys him some CDs he likes, Bruno a new tea set with white and gold glasses and Giorno a really good quality, 40year old wine bottle.

Trish ADORES buying gifts! She also likes receiving them and is really interested in the gangs taste! She gets a really nice fluffy rag from Bruno, fabulous eye makeup set from Leone, a beret from Mista, a foe fur coat from Giorno, a nice book from Fugo and a bunch of chocolates and a cute card from Narancia.

Giorno has never bought or received a gift and asks Bruno to help him with everything cause he is too anxious about what they like. He receives a huge plushie from Narancia who is in a mission to make him love Christmas, a book from Fugo, nice pins from Trish, some fabulous accessories from Bruno and Abbachio (Abbachio bought them but didn’t admit it ) and a nice coat from Mista.

Merry Christmas! happy holidays to those who don’t celebrate! Thanks!

#jojos bizzare adventure #jojo headcanons #jjba #jjba part 5 #jjba vento aureo #vento aureo #jjba giorno #giorno giovanna #jjba bruno #bruno bucciarati #jjba mista #mista guido #jjba narancia #narancia ghirga #jjba fugo #pannacotta fugo #jjba abbacchio #leone abbachio #jjba trish #trish una #bucci gang #team bucciarati #bucciarati gang

[demonicintegrity]

You know what after Prahm Kipo would totally try to introduce the mutes to holidays. I would imagine that holidays such as Chirstmas and Halloween stick around, though the religous aspects would probably be removed.

I'm guessing that the mutes doesn't really understand Halloween at first, but would absolutely dress up as each other and make fun of each other. All that pent up agression and prettiness didn't exactly go away over night. But it's still all in good fun!

"Ohhhh look I'm a timber cat I like stealing science equipment and eating nothing but pancakes!"

"Well I'm a humming bomber and all I care about is throwing bombs at buildings!"

Etc, etc.

But chirstmas? Omg would Kipo adore chirstmas! It's like her birthday, but she can get EVERYONE gifts! She definitely has to start present hunting a month before chirstmas so she can actually get everyone gifts. The mutes think it's a little early to celebrate another holiday with how close it is to halloween, but they give in with just how excited Kipo is.

Also mistletoe? That's the good shit.

It probably gets brought out by Lio as a cute way to kiss Song, and Benson asks what it is. Once it's explained to him he makes it his Mission To Kiss Troy Under The Mistletoe. He gets dave and Wolf to help because they have helped him before, and Kipo is still busy getting presents for everyone. At the chirstmas party Benson spends the entire time trying to lead Troy to the Mistletoe, only to get interrupted or a different mute butts in. At the end of the night it's revealed that Troy had a similar plan, but Bensin kept leading him away. The two actually end up under the Mistletoe Lio placed for him and Song, so they do get to finally kiss under the Mistletoe.

Also, Harris and Jamack kissing under the Mistletoe? Golden. Jamack actually spent the whole night trying to avoid it, only to be tricked by Harris and end up under it. At first Jamack is like "hey! It's not a rule, we don't have to!" But the entire party is already yelling at them to kiss already. Harris would be all smug about it, till Jamack rolls his eyes and actually goes in for a kiss, because wait what? He was joking! He thought Jamack was gonna chicken out!

Back to presents, Kipo is one of those people who can give really personal and thoughtful gifts, but you have literally no idea what to get her. And of course literally everyone wants to get her a gift, she's Kipo! Lio and Song probably gets asked a million times what Kipo likes. Hugo would probably want to give her the world, but he can't think of anything she would like. He could just get her what he likes, fancy items and clothing, but he knows that only *he* likes that stuff. Finally he settles on painting a family portrait, with Him, her, Wolf, song and Lio in it.

Jamack?? Jamack literally never gave anyone a gift in this life! What does Kipo even like? Braiding people's hair? Changing people's heart? Getting people kicked out of their gang? He doesn't know! Jamack spends not a subtle week shadowing Kipo trying to figure out what she likes.

On, and on Christmas day? You BETTER believe that Kipo has a mountain of presents for her. It actually takes her all day to open them all.

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@amanda-519 omggg this is so precious and adorable. I love mutes taking Halloween as the chance to make fun of each other and good fun. To add onto it I think the adults are doing it to make fun of each other but the kids are doing it “cuz I wanna go as my best friend!” Mute kids doing terrible animal impressions of each other sound hilarious.

And ohmigosh Christmas presents??? Mistletoe?????? That’s some good shit. I love Jamack trying to subtle and Hugo actually doing something really meaningful. I love Benson and Troy being gay dorks too.

And Harris and Jamack under the mistletoe????? And trying to play it off as a joke??? Good shit good shit good shit

#submission #kataow #kipo and the age of wonderbeasts #long post #Kipo oak #jamack #hugo oak #kataow au #jamack x harris #benson x troy #kataow benson #kataow troy

[pbandjesse]

I am not feeling so great right now and I am frustrated that this month is already so busy and packed when I just need to let myself have a cold or something and sleep for a few days. Like I cant even say oh just make it through the next day then you can take a break. Because I am basically completely booked. I have Monday off. I am looking forward to this. 

I still had a really good day but it was hard. It was hard to be in a good mood. It was hard to stay positive. But it was still a good day. 

I slept okay. And let myself just sleep in. But even that didn't work so great. I kept waking up worried I was late for something. But it was okay in the end. 

James was just getting back from a bike ride when I woke up and took a shower while I just laid there until the bathroom was free. I felt really cute. I wore the new wool sweater James got me and it was great. It is very itchy but I had a long sleeve under so it was all good. I was able to be comfy and warm all afternoon. Which was good because I forgot my coat. 

But it was a beautiful day, Me and James loaded up the car. Said goodbye to sweetP and Mr Will. And we were off. 

We got to the spot a little early. Which was fine. It took up a bit to figure out where we were supposed to park. But we figured it out and we were the first ones at the tent. 

Everyone was great though. The staff running it. The other vendors. Everyone was just so nice. We did forget a couple little things. But because we didn't take long to set up and had come so early we actually had time for James to run home and get the couple things I hadn't packed.  So I was really thankful for James doing that. 

It was an excellent market day but it was a long day. I think they should have made it a little shorter (as we all left an hour early at the end of the day) but it was still a good time. 

We sold a good amount. People were really sweet about our stuff. We did get to do a few build a bears and sold some prints. I was very excited when someone bought a totebag!! Finally!! I would love to do more totes this year so these ones have to go. 

I would take a walk in the afternoon to go over to Lush, since we were over in that area. I got my shampoo bar and was disappointed they didn't have the chirstmas lotion I like that smells like Banana Fosters. So I got the sugar plum one instead and its nice. Not as nice as the other one but it is okay. I will live. I still have half a bottle because I only want to use it until Christmas. 

I stopped at Whole Foods to use their bathroom. And then back to our table. I would pick up a few things from the other venders. James got a couple gifts. I got a wooden wick candle. I also got a body balm from the girl running the apothecary that she says it good for psoriasis. And my psoriasis is super bad on my back and legs right now. So we traded a bear for a balm and I was really happy about that. 

The day would go in waves. Busy, calm. Many people. many dogs. I had some time to do some work on my laptop. I had great chats with the people around us. I loved hanging out with James. We kept knocking into eachother but it was all good. No one got to damaged. 

I was starting to lose the little bit of energy I had as it started to get colder. James let me wear their coat but my torso was fine, because of the wool. But my face and hands were getting so cold. 

So everyone talked and we all decided it was time to pack up, as the sun set we packed up our stuff and headed out. 

Except we only sort of did that. We packed up quick. It never takes long. I love that almost everything fits in our wagon. We walked down the hill to the car. James had ordered us tacos from the fancy taco bar we were given a coupon for. So we had to wait in the car for a few minutes. But James would go get our food. I hung out in the car. Had to move some stuff around because our trunk wasn't closing correctly. But it was all good. And James brought our food and we headed home. 

I started feeling worse and worse. I held my self together all day. But  I was starting to fall apart. My face was very hot. I hadn't eaten enough food today. I had been to cold. I was not having fun. 

We got back and I held sweetP but we would eat pretty quick after that. And it helped a little. I laid on the couch and tried to just rest. Then moved to the bed and thought maybe I would close my eyes. But I decided soon after that that it wasn't working so I would take a very hot bath and try to deal with my terrible skin and hopefully go to sleep earlier. 

So now I am in bed. Covered in various oils. Watching a scary. Video. I hope that I sleep good tonight and I can feel like myself tomorrow. 

Goodnight everyone. Take care of yourselves.

  

[kazuwhora]

hi i'm kei and i'm 23 yr old and a she. i'm a gemini, an INFJ personality and my enneagram results is me being a deep person??? (idk how to read enneagram yet 😭)

im a bit shy around people and even friends and family that a lot of them mistakes it as me being "maldita or snobby" i only talk when i want and if im comfortable with the person or people. my love language are, maybe grocery shopping and late night talks with cheetos and the stars or just cuddling while watching animes or reading law books

i'm a bit chubby with brownish hair and eyes, 166 cm and 49 kg with a bunny style teeth.

i'm looking for a partner, someone who's not afraid to correct my mistakes, loves to read books or watch any shows, a little pervert but a softie one that can't cook but will cook for just for u and understanding of my traumas. i hate partners who's past always ghosts him like a chirstmas past and i also hate it if he don't study and do his best in anything that he's good at be it at sports or academics. and lastly i hate it if he dont know how to do laundry and messy 😭 i mean l lived my entire

in a dorm and i do my own chores anf everything is never messy so i hope he's not as messy as anyone since i'm little bit OCD

can you write the match up in fluffy yet kinky nsfw??? please???

that's all 😍💗

p.s: this is the edited and final one thanks muchooooooo 💗💗💗

hi hi hehe! just bc of how many requests I have (plus my assignments) im just gonna do sfw for now but feel free when my requests open again to request more stuff!!!

honestly I think you and baji would make a rly good match

baji ticks off a lot of your boxes in what you're looking for in a partner tbh. he's DEF not afraid to correct your mistakes or put you in your place, he's a softie for the one he loves, his past struggles don't define or trouble him, and he might not be GOOD at academics but he sure tries 😌

I don't want to say that baji is messy, because it's not that he's messy. I think his mom would have yelled at him too many times for being messy. but he does much prefer someone else to do the work for him. he'll probably give you a really sweet look hoping for you to pick up the slack for him.

personality wise, I think the two of you have a nice harmony. as an INFJ you're pretty adaptable when it comes to working well with others. but with baji it isn't really something you have to worry about. he blends really well with your socialization methods, and honestly is probably pretty protective of your emotions too. like nobody is allowed to make u sad but him.

[jasasvimmojimmanama]

A cry for help...I need some advice, please

Hi. So, I am really in a difficult situation, that is I don’t know what is going on with my boyfriend and I’m afraid we’re going to break up. I know it may seem silly, it something that happens all the time, but I feel so exhausted and I need to tell somebody my story, and maybe to have a second opinion. 

I’ve had a difficult life, full of illnesses and losses. I have depression and some anxiety attacks, but I stopped seeing the therapist years ago because my family thought it was stupid. Now I am afraid to start again (plus I felt awkward) and I could not afford it. Anyway, I tried to manage it. I had ups and downs, but in the last two years I kind of started seeing some results. That is mainly because of my boyfriend. 

On the one hand, I felt as if it was finally my time to be happy. I felt as if it was time for me to have a family, because my real family...is not a family. I have no contact with my family except for my dad and granny but I do not have a good relationship with them, especially not with my dad who is the main source of my mental illness. My bf gave me hope: he seemed to be in love with me, he talked about family, having kids, even kind of proposed, living together....and his family loved me. 

On the other hand, he is quite focused on his life and his life only. He loves his family very much and he never seemed to include me fully in his life, not like he does with his family. He put me (it seems to be) in the last place. family, fake friends and work were more important. he preferred being with his friend the day of our anniversay than with me, he wanted to stay with his fam and not me on Chirstmas and his bday, when we started living together he went back home every weekend. he decided everything on his own or with his family.... 

I gave up my dreams and twisted my life for him because he didn’t want to move away from his city and he wasn’t ready to change his plans to see me. I did it because I believed in us, in his words and promises.

I kind of suffered a lot for his behavoir but never truly spoke to him. Well, I told him something, maybe how i felt but not everytime and not everything, but the things that made me upset were always the same and i was worried that if i would insist and repeat myself, he would leave me and i would be once again alone. 

i always hoped that after he would move in with me, things would change and get real. they didn’t. i spoke to him, openly and honestly, not to reproach him, but to make him understand that i was suffering and that i couldn’t carry the whole relationship on my own and that i felt as if all the promises were just words. he sais he finally understood, he thanked me and said he couldn’t live without me. 

then, he started to act weirdly. he didn’t talk to me much, he stopped asking me how my day was or to tell me his day, he texted me differently, he didn’t want to make love with me. then he told me a girl tagged him on FB. i overreacted, but because i connected his strange behavior to that girl + it wasn’t a friend of his and he sweared thet have NEVER spoken etc.  so i didn’t understand how come she tagged him. then months later (It may seem weird, but sometimes i have like premonitory dreams) i dreamt of him texting this girl. in the morning i looked through his phone and found a conversation with her, nothing special but still, he lied to me and hid the convo. I am ashamed of what i did, i thought i would never do something like that, but i wasn’t thinking. when he came from work he packed his stuff. eventually he stayed and the morning after he said he agreed to be still together. he said he did it to protect me, but he never apologised nor said he was sorry hor hiding the chat, he said he didn’t know whether he would ever again be honest and that he was kind of relieved i discovered him. 

he went back home because of a job. 3 weeks he said. in 2 and a half weeks he didn’t do anything. i was upset and said it wasn’t right. he said he doesn’t know how he feels about us, that he feels as if i don’t support him (i can give u 1000 examples it’s not true). He said to cancel the papers. 2 weeks before that i told him that maybe i was pregnant. during that call he said (in response to what i told him) that yes, he won’t come home to see me, but he would if i’d have an abortion. then i didn’t hear from him even though he said we would. he texted me for easter and after a week i decided to call him. he hasn’t asked me about the pregnancy, nor how i feel. he didn’t answer me (if we are on a break or if it’s a break up) but he said he was confused, that he doesn’t know what his feelings are etc and that he thinks that i’ll suffer with him and he won’t change and that he won’t be able to keep the promises but that he believed in them when he promised me those things. i told him to forget those promises but he said it wasn’t possible because if we do it, the first time he won’t do something i, i would think also about the past promises etc. 

i still do not know wheter we’re together or not. i am crying all day and night. i cannot sleep properly, if i fall asleep i dream about him and i wake up, i cannot focus on work. i feel destroyed. i do not know what to think. i don’t know how to deal with it. how can it be that he went from “i can’t live without you” to a “idk how i feel, i don’t see a future” in less than 2 months? 

i haven’t said a lot of things, it would take too much time. but i though of suicide, he knows it, he saw that i was looking something about it on the net. he knows i am not fine, that i am willing to continue our story, that i love him a lot. why does he not love me back? has he ever loved me? how can i deal with it? how can i start a life after him? for the first time i thought  i could be happy and now i feel as if i’ll never be happy because i don’t deserve it. sorry for the mistakes  but english is not my first language and i am really too tired.

#advice #advise #psychology #relationship #relationships #breaks #breakup #help #depression #anxiety #delusion #illusion #helpme #crying #cry

[popculturebuffet]

Loud House Reviews: The Loudest Thanksgiving

It’s almost Thanksgiving! And a vastly diffrent one than in recent memory: Most of us are slimming down family gatherings to just whose in our house, you know because theirs a pandemic going on and it’s not worth risking your life for it. To those either guilting their families into it or doing so because MAGa or some such I only have this to say. 

Speaking of Black Friday i’ts spread over a week and it’s cyber deals mean I got a ton of graphic novels for a dollar a piece and my christmas shopping almost done. So in other words, boo Maga, yay safe and responsible captalisim.  But while the holiday may be diffrent, as well as the pseudo holiday attached that spawned a wonderful musical and many many injuries, one thing stays the same; Holiday Episodes. And despite being the less popular of the three holidays, Thanksgiving still produced tons of great holiday episodes and specials. And with everything being so busy I simply didn’t put too much thought into what to do for Turkey Day.. well okay the day proper i’m going to eat, spend time with family and watch a bunch of mystery science theater 3000, stay the course even in these troubling times, just with only the 4 other people who live in my house. But in terms of episodes I thought i had nothing.. then I started actually thinking on it and what do you know I have three things I want to do for the holiday, though one might wait till next year, and possibly a fourth. But given my workload currently, i’m not one to back away from a challenge, so welcome to a three or four course meal of reviews. First course: The Loud House thanksgiving special, the loudest thanksgiving.  I originally wasn’t going to do this one, mostly because due to my large workload and constant battle with procastination, I keep having to push back the latest episode review, and I have to do that one soon, as there’s a new episode in december and a christmas episode i’ve put off watching for far too long , as I INTENDED to watch eleven louds a leapin for every chirstmas up till now and never got to it before the season was over.  But just like elven louds.. Nick forced my hand.. and by that I mean the SPINOFF got a thanksgiving episode that’s also a sequel in some fashion to this episode. If I wanted to cover that episode this thanksgiving or the next I had to at least watch the original. And frankly, this close to the holiday there was no reason not to review it. So with that out of the way. 

Let’s Get At Er. This is The Loudest Thanksgiving... after the break

The Loudest Thanksgiving takes place during season 3, and still pre-casagrandes spinoff launch despite the christmas special taking place earlier. This is actually easy to explain: The Loud House runs on Comic Strip time... i.e. the characters don’t age unless the writers decide they do. But while the spinoff was in motion at this point, it was still a season off airing wise, and ill advised raitings stunt mini series wise, so in order to keep the Casagrandes fresh in people’s minds presumably, they did a crossover that at this point wasn’t a crossover but now technically is because the show exists but this existed before the show. 

It’s just a show, and I should really just relax. Point is this is a pre-crossover crossover, the two families meet for the first time, the man already said pitter patter, let’s get back at er.  So we open with Flip serving as our magical snowman narrator and regaling us with the tale of steven. Every compastionate can you imagine it... and i’m fucking with you, it’s of course abotu that time the louds and the casagrandes tried having thanksgiving together. 

We then cut to Lori and Bobby being all cute, as usual, and both talking over the phone as each show off their thanksgivings to each other and the enusing family shenanigans. On Lori’s side Lynn is wearing baggy pants so she dosen’t miss the game or the meal by going to the bathroom.. because that’s how pissing yourself works. Look if your going to do something that gross, stupid and broish just woman up and wear an adult diaper. The twins are guarding Lynn sr and the food, poorly, and Lisa has invented a Gravy Squriting robot. I can only see this ending one way. 

Yeah those single function robots really get useless once the exestnetial crisis kicks in. 

On the casagrandes side, Rosa is likewise guarding her kitchen, Frida is painting and Hector plans to sernade eveyrone because Hector is the best and you all should know that. Even with the recent Bobby Abuse he’s still awesome. As for the Mercado, CJ and Ronnie Anne are running the annual canned food drive because CJ is better than the best and should really be used more often.  Both wish they could be there.. and both honestly talk about possibly spending thanksgiving with each other and just one of their family. It’s not a wild proposition: Both are going to college soon, both are in a longterm relationship.. they plan to get married down the line for now. If things hold they will eventually have to figure this out. Of course rather than fate let them figure this out themselves, Hector overhears on Bobby’s end and Lincoln, whose busy A Clock Work Oranging himself so he can stay awake during dinner, overhears on Loris, leading to an emergency family meeting for both sides.  Both families are worried their prospective teenager going to another house of their longterm significant other for one year will mean they get all the holidays. Having never had a relationship last long enough to worry about this, I don’t quite get it as in my experince watching couples juggle this.. they usually just alternate years, spoilers the solution the episode goes with, or trade off christmas and thanksgiving, both fair solutions. Buuut as much as this bothered me at first the more I thought about it the more it actually made sense: People.. aren’t always rational and won’t always do the smart or correct thing, especially when it comes to their children. And with Lori leaving college and the casagrandes being togehter for thanksgiving for the first time in about 5 years, with both ronnie anne and her mom not having had a proper one in some time due to her mom needing to work thanksgiving, presumibly because of the eternal curse of gravy chugging contests, they have valid emotional reasons to go a bit nuts and do some irrational and assholish things. They just don’t want to loose their big sister and big brother, and that’s fair. It may not be at all accurate but it’s fair. 

So thus began the great Guilt Off of 2018. ON the Loud side they START with a fairly soft pitch, the twins simply offer her food early, and she takes it because honestly I would too. Then again, i’d also take free food in just about any situation, so i’m not really a good gage for this. As long as it’s not poision i’ll probably eat it if it’s free. The next two are a little.. less subtle, with the kids talking about Lori’s roll in the annual thanksgiving skit.. which I’m assuming is soley for Lynn Sr. as no one else seems to be going to their thanksgiving. Which granted theirs valid explinations for why their neighbors didn’t go, the mcbrides and mr grouse have their own families and while Mr Grouse rarely gets to see his, he now has neighborly friends after the last holiday special happy to help. But Pop Pop.. makes no sense as his girlfriend, the only plausable reason he wouldn’t be there, was said to not have much family in her debut. So he’s just.. absent from thanksgiving for no reason. Thena gain we later find out this play is movie length, so maybe he was just trying to escape that which in that case, who can blame him. Rita almost reigns things back in with the mother’s trump card: parental guilt. Almost. She then almost crushes lori’s hand but it’s funny enough.  At the Casagrandes, their opening move is largely the same only Rosa wins in terms of execution, cooking up some of bobby’s faviorites to specificially target him. Frida paints him into a painting, again the Casagrandes win his one in terms of effort. They do tie in the last bit, as Maria and Ronnie Anne try the same sort of guilt slining with the same bone crushing.  Eventually both teens get fed up with the next bit; For Lori, Lucy gives her a long overdramatic poem about an empty chair which is easily tied with one bit later for best bit of hte episode.. which granted when I can only think of two or three gags that really made me laugh...

Bobby likewise gets Hector telling the story about a realitvie not going to thanksgiving. Both get angry.. which for Lori, isn’t all that suprising, if entirely warranted. For Bobby though? It’s like pissing off a dolphin. IT’s hard to do and very much not something you want to actually pull of. Both families are forced to admit they eavesdropped, and are incredibly worried about this whole situation, with Lynn Sr selling lincoln up the river for telling them... this man’s capacity for selling out his children is as awe insprising as it is truly pathetic. 

So the two teens go back to their rooms to figure something out and come upon a reasonable solution: just have one of the families host and both come to it. That’s more than fair. But given we still have a full special to pad out, both families are still treating this like a competion: while the louds win the coin toss, both sides are determined to win thanksgiving. IT’s far from the most insane contest i’ve seen this month, x of swords was happening and i’ve seen a russian yank a goblin out of the demonic alligator skin he was using as a puppet. And we don’t know for sure Arrakoa and Krakoa didn’t have a trial over a baby turkey being adorable as one of the challenges. Other challenges included getting drunk, an eating contest, telling someone to murder a kitten and a wedding, all of this is actual stuff that happened in this recent crossover, I have made up nothing. 

So after the break and Flip realizing oh shit the audience is back, the war begins. The Louds are preparing for war, with Lola putting out a picture of herself instead of bobby and laurie because of course.. still not a half bad gag. The Casagrandes arrive and in in a passive agressive move that was already done a year before this special by Brooklyn Nine Nine and better, brought their own food.. though the roast pig is a nice and unique touch. Points for that.  And this.. is where the special gets tedious. Yeah while the IDEA of this episode was really good and I was excited to cover it in practice it’s just similar gags on both sides done for both halves: The first being “let’s guilt them into staying” and the second being “Let’s one up each other” with only two bits really working: Frieda having a painting and the louds annual skit.  And the skit is because it raises a LOT of questions: Why is it 90 minutes, who played the adorable turkey in the years between babies? Was it just whoever was youngest? Who wrote this? Who is this for besides Lynn Sr and Pop Pop? Who all has sat through this thing at some point? Is that why the mcbrides don’t come over for thanksgiving? It’s just.. fantastic is what i’m saying.  

But otherwise this part is just the family trying to one up each other with food, or toasts, or song, before devolving into a big fight. What makes it not work is.. there isn’t a lot of personality there. You have these two big, plentiful, intresting casts, even at this stage with the Casagrandes far less established and fleshed out. And instead of finding interesting ways for them to play off one another meeting for the first time, and to use that to also flesh the characters out more for the inevitable spinoff, it’s just 

For most of the second half. Thankfully it DOES manage to bring things around as after things degenerate into a food fight, the families decide to just ASK the two of them where they want to go.. and find them entirely missing.  It then turns out, in a nice twist, this is where Flip came in. Since his place is the only place open 24/7 and 365, barring fishing season, Bobby and Lori fled here to flee their insane families.. who then follow them there because Carlos and Lisa have them chipped. I was suprised at first Carlos had a tracker on bobby but honestly, i’ts just common sense. The man is like a golden retriver in a man’s body. Here’s an artists interpretation

Both families breifly bicker before Lori and Bobby announce their starting their own family thankgiving with blackjack, and hookers. They really shouldn’t of let Flip in on the brainstorming session. Both families don’t want that, and apologize, admitting they just didn’t want to loose them and both genuinely offering to let the other have them next year. Flip, who despite having a “pay for my colonoscopy jar” with a picture of his ass on it, is somehow the voice of reason and just suggests trading thanksgivings every year, everyone accepts, and we do get a genuinely heartwarming ending of both sides gathering everything for a gas station thanksgiving. Honestly reminds me of king of the hill’s airport episode, but in a very good way and still unique enough circumstances to work.Also Flip, of all people, donates the cans needed to finish the can drive.. granted i’m not sure if they WANT any of that meat, but hey, he meant well and it made me really like the character.  We get a heartwearming duet between hector and luna and sono the whole family and we’re out. 

Final Thoughts: This was disapointing. I’ve listed most of my complaints already, but overall it wasted a good premise of two families coming together, and even the feud parts could’ve been funnier. As it is it’s just.. ehhhhhhhhhh. It has some good parts, and bobby is an angel here on earth as always. But the whole just feels padded. Like this was SUPPOSED to just be 11 minutes, got bumped up, and thus here we are. It’s not the worst Loud House has done, i’ve seen and heard of muccch worse, but for a holiday special it just feels stale and i’ve seen way better thanksgiving specials. And i’ll be getting to that.  If there’s an episode of a cartoon you’d like me to cover, just pop in my ask box or dms and you can comission a review for 5 bucks a piece. Discounts on bulk, 15 for movies. Until then , happy thanksgiving.

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Title: I’ll Make You a Deal Pairing: Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou + implied Kenma Kozume/Kuroo Tetsurou Word count: 1704 Rating: Teen and Up Potential Trigger Warnings: sexual innuendo (Kuroo makes one joke)

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“Welcome back Kuroo,” Akaashi calls, pulling another tray of cookies from the oven. Placing the tray on rack he leaves the cookies to cool as he turns to greet Kuroo.

The black-haired man was in the process of taming his bedhead, the black strands splaying everywhere. Akaashi snickers to himself---he’d missed Kuroo, even though he’d probably never admit that out loud. “Hey, Akaashi. How’s the place been without me?” Kuroo wiggles his eyebrows, golden eyes gleaming with renewed energy.

“Oh, you know, not too bad. I just had my best baker ditch me for a week to go on a last-minute trip to Hakone.” Akaashi turns to check on his batch of muffins before adding, “So, it’s been just the tiniest bit busier.” They looked a little more done than he liked, perhaps he’d take them out of the oven early.

“The honeymoon was great by the way!” Kuroo shouts from the lockers. Akaashi rolls his eyes before opening the oven. The blast of warmth wafts through the air, the scents of melted butter and blueberry mixing with the rest of the delicious aromas floating around the bakery. Emerging from the locker room, Kuroo dons an apron over his white attire. “I’m ready to go boss. Your lead baker, refreshed from his vacation, enlightened by marriage, and ready to please the people.”

Akaashi chuckles at Kuroo’s dramatic pose. “Alright, oh enlightened one, how about you bless me with some of your danishes and croissants,” raising an eyebrow as he pointed towards the seating area, “Before opening time?”

“First day back and you’re already putting me back to work. Sheesh Akaashi, you really are a slave driver.” Kuroo turns towards his counter, flouring the surface before heading to the fridge to find the pastry dough Akaashi had made the night before.

“You’ve always been better with pastries than I have,” Akaashi reminds Kuroo. “God, I swear I almost just took them off the menu because they were turning out all kinds of weird without you here.”

“Mhm.” Kuroo mumbles in response, already focused on rolling the dough into the buttered layers Akaashi knows will turn into golden and fluffy pastry under Kuroo’s talented hand.

Akaashi taps Kuroo on the back. “Hey, congratulations. Really. I’m so happy for you and Kenma.” Before he can turn back to his own work, Kuroo grabs his wrist.

“See, that’s the thing. You call my husband,” Kuroo says while grinning widely, “by his first name because you two have been friends since childhood. Now that I’m married to Kenma, shouldn’t you also call me by my first name? You know, what’s Kenma’s is mine, including being on a first-name basis with you.”

“Kuroo I swear--”

“And in the spirit of helping change the habit, I will only--”

“--be responding to ‘Testurou.’ Yes,” Akaashi sighs in exasperation. “Kenma warned me about it when you two got back last night. I was just seeing how long I could push it before you actually insisted on this ridiculous idea.”

“Oh betrayed, by the man I just married! How can I ever recover?”

“Could you please focus on baking your damn pastries Ku--Tetsurou?”

“Of course, Keiji.”

“You are a conniving bastard Tetsurou, I hope you are aware of that.” Kuroo laughs at that, before returning to his pastry.

Things only really went south once the bakery opened. Between stuttering over Kuroo’s (No, Testurou’s, he reminds himself) first name and coming in an hour early instead of two to bake in Kuroo’s place, he was flustered. It didn’t help that Tetsurou’s brief vacation had allowed Akaashi to forget about his constant snarking, but now that the lanky baker was back, he’d have to get used to it again.

“So, Keiji,” Keiji pinches the bridge of his nose, hoping that at some point it won’t feel weird to call his employee by first name. “Anything happen while I was gone?”

“Nothing much, other than my failure to re-create half of the pastries we sell.”

“C’mon Keiji, you may be better at dessert stuff, but you’re way better than a lot of other pastry chefs out there. I saw how you do pastry in school, and trust me, student you could outclass half of the other bakers on this street.”

“Alright, my perfectionist self was not satisfied because my amazing pastry lead was off on his honeymoon. Other than that, it’s been a perfectly normal--”

“AKAAAAASHI!” The two bakers hear the short before they hear the auditory carnage of the door being pushed through their windchimes to slam against the wall.

“Crap. I forgot,” the green-eyed man hissed as he ran for the front of shop. “Bokuto-san! I’m over here!”

Kuroo peeks out from the back, hoping to catch a glimpse of the person who might owe them a new set of windchimes, and potentially a new door. A white-haired man approaches the counter. “Bokuto-san, what have I said about the door?”

“Sorry ‘Kaashi,” mystery man suddenly looks sheepish, “I missed our coffee dates. I’m not mad or anything, I mean I get it, you were missing your head baker, it’s like if I was missing one of my baristas, but I thought we said we’d meet up today?”

“No, it’s my bad. I guess I got so used to coming straight to work that I didn’t stop by your place today.”

“Hey, hey, it’s fine ‘Kaashi. I even got you your favorite.” Kuroo eyes this ‘Bokuto -san’ with interest as he raises up a carrier. “An iced black coffee with agave.”

“Why don’t I take a half-hour off. We can just sit in the corner here and have our date Bokuto-san.” Akaashi gestures to the table in the corner, “I’ll be right back with some pastries.”

The white-haired man suddenly bursts into a megawatt smile. “Thanks ‘Kaashi!” he says, pressing a quick kiss on Akaashi’s cheek and zooming away towards the back corner table.

Turning around, Akaashi gestures for Kuroo to come out of his hiding spot.

“Is that? Are you two? How?” Kuroo grabs Akaashi by the shoulders. “Why didn’t you tell me you had a boyfriend?”

“I mean, it only became serious a few weeks agao. We took things slow--”

“Keiji, as your head baker and best-friend-in-law I am incredibly hurt that I did not know you had found yourself a man--”

“A man that is waiting for me to bring him our breakfast, now if you’ll excuse me Kuroo. I’ll be back in about half an hour, I’m sure you can handle things until then.”

“Oh hush, there’s no one coming in for a while, now that opening rush is over. I think I’ll go say hello to your boyfriend.”

Akaashi glares at Kuroo, a slight blush tinging his cheeks. “Fine, you can meet him, but I expect you to be manning the counter and checking stock after five minutes.”

“You got it Keiji,” Kuroo replies, shooting finger guns at his flustered boss.

Keiji reaches into the display case and snags two of the blueberry muffins he baked from his batch in the morning. Slipping them onto a plate, he turns to leave the counter but is stopped by Kuroo.

“Woah, woah. Aren’t you going to put that in the register? Pay for the goods?” Kuroo knows Akaashi is serious about not giving out freebies until closing. Heck, half the time the man charges himself if he snags a cookie between rushes.

“Nope,” Akaashi replied while walking towards Bokuto. “He gets them for free, on the house.”  

“Bokuto-san, this is Kuroo Tetsurou, my head baker. He wanted to…meet you. Tetsurou, please…just don’t be an idiot,” Akaashi introduces the two, sits down and prays that the two will get along without embarrassing him.

“So, how did you and my boss meet?” Kuroo asks. “And what on earth did you do to him? I’ve never seen him give out free goods, even to me, his head baker and pastry savior. If I snag a piece of bread he’ll take it out of my paycheck.”

“Oh, we have a deal!” Bokuto replies, handing Akaashi his coffee.

“Ohohoho, what kind of deal? Does it involve anything…interesting?” Kuroo wiggles his eyebrows.

“Oh it’s nothing like that,” Bokuto replies. “’Kaashi and I are taking it slow. I just bring him free coffee, so he gives me free baked goods and pastries.”

“You forgot the part where you chased me down the street screaming about free coffee when you tried to ask me out,” Akaashi teases.

Kuroo looks at Bokuto confused. “Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, I own the coffee shop down the block, Fukurodani. ‘Kaashi had been coming around for coffee for a while and I thought I might try to bribe him into a first date with free coffee.”

“Which I thought was an unfair trade so I brought some of our pastries to that date,” Akaashi adds. “I’ve been getting free coffee from Bokuto-san ever since.”

Kuroo is silent, staring at the couple. “’Kaashi, is he okay?” leans in to whisper, looking at the baker with concern.

“Keiji, what about Lacy? What did you do with her?” Kuroo asks, looking at Akaashi with pleading eyes.

“She’s still sitting in my kitchen, pristine as the first day I put her there.”

“So you mean…you mean. You haven’t used her? AT ALL??” Kuroo wails. “Keiji, how could you? This is Lacy we’re talking about!”

“Yes, but Bokuto-san actually knows how to make coffee. And I find his coffee much better than Lacy’s.”

“Why? How could you do this to me?” Kuroo flails his arms before storming into the back.

“’Kaashi?” Bokuto says, eyes flickering between Akaashi and Kuroo. “Who’s Lacy?”

“Lacy? Oh, that’s the ridiculous name Kuroo came up for the Keurig he bought me a few months ago. The guy invested a lot in that present, trying to get my ‘blessing’ to marry Kenma.”

“Oh, your best friend from high school?”

“Yup. Just…ignore Tetsurou for now. I’m sure he’ll come around.”

“I heard that Keiji!” came a shout from the kitchen. “And I feel very betrayed right now!”

“Like I said Bokuto-san, just ignore him. Besides,” Akaashi smiles, “we have some coffee and pastry dates to catch up on.”

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