#aku is slowly growing up

[ssaraexposs]

The way he wants to prove WRONG to Atsushi. The way he wants to prove that he's not like Dazai. He knows Kyouka deserved better from him and also knows he actually owes her. After everything they've been through, he saw the change in her eyes. He's seen how much she's grown, and how much she worked for become the girl he saw in that right moment.

#my baby my baby #babies actually #kyouka deserves all the praise she can get #she worked hard to get free #she wanted to change and she's actually changing for better #she broke the abuse cycle #aku is slowly growing up #he's not just a mad dog #he actually can acknowledge people's strenght #he knows he wasn't being fair to kyouka #he appreciates her personal growth #he just wants to be loved and appreciated #my poor boy #if dazai doesn't hug him i will #ok maybe i'll the be the only one #why couldn't chuuya mentor him ffs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #akutagawa ryuunosuke #kyouka izumi #bsd manga

[osaevsky]

heyyy congrats on 100 followers ! for your event may i request prompt n° 5 + akutagawa ? nsfw if possible but it's okay if not !

niko's 100 followers event.

love me till my lips turn blue ⠀⠀⚝ included: akutagawa ryunosuke.⠀;    ♡

🥮⠀⠀·⠀⠀⚝⠀⠀⠀;  word count: 1.2k + warnings: gn reader, nsfw, mentions of the build up of the relationship, possessiveness, needy aku, rough sex, one use of darling, veeery mild degradation, coming inside, and not thoroughly proofread.

🥮⠀⠀·⠀⠀⚝⠀⠀⠀;  author's note: heyyy, of couse you may! i'm so glad someone asked me to write for my husband akutagawa, a kiss for you nonnie. i also kinda wrote this with my cunt so i got carried away lmfao, hope you enjoy it.

Intimacy was something rather new in Akutagawa’s life. Maybe even then since the smallest of touches could make him flinch if your hands wandered a little lower, catching him off guard, which was unusual in itself. But that was a step he took already, to let his guard down and relax under your presence. 

After years of abuse, it was expected of him to act this way, and both of you knew. Mostly you, since he would rather not acknowledge it, regarding it as a matter of his own personality instead of actual trauma.

Still, patience was your best companion in your entire relationship, and Akutagawa had decided a long time ago he was going to learn what it meant to be in a relationship, learning as if it were a simple manual to follow through and through. But he needed someone to be there for him, to remind him why they were staying and why he was doing such things for, or rather for who. 

He began to let his guard down after months of spending company with you, a mere friendship that slowly began to make him grow more and more comfortable, making him go from the listener to starting up some conversations. Slowly looking for more, asking for more: more hangouts, more about yourself, more dates. 

Akutagawa did not even call them dates before Tachihara told him how close you too looked, how calm he was around someone for the first time in many years, to the point where Ryunosuke could not connect the dots on where the conversation was going, and Tachihara had to break the news for him, making him blush slightly and earn a giggle from his own sister Gin. 

Akutagawa’s touches were rather awkward and sometimes rough, but he felt the need to touch you nonetheless. In those dates, when he finally began to call them like that, he used his hand, placed on top of your shoulder to guide you through crowded places, or to move you closer to his body when walking on the sidewalk, if only for a few seconds, excusing himself on the car that opportunely passed by and got dangerously close. 

His way of asking you to be his partner was just as awkward, but at least, more straight forward than his lingering touches or his gazing over your body. A rather simple text asking you to go out with him, and finding Akutagawa waiting for you close to your house, with a flower in his hand -advice from Tachihara and Hirotsu, you thought- and his body pressed against a wall, while his eyes were focused on his watch. 

The rest came smoothly, the question rolling off his tongue like nothing the moment he saw you and gave you the flower, but the blush that creeped over his cheeks could not be hidden by any means. 

As the relationship progressed, Akutagawa began to grow needy. After months of denying his own desires, not going past touching you over your clothes for the first few months of your relationship, or just trying to learn your body but not his after the first year, pleading you with such lust that made you wonder how long he had been putting off his own needs. 

And as he slowly progressed into his learning, ignoring the rough side that love could bring into his life sometimes, as you stood there next to him and did not let go, he began to yearn for you more and more. The kisses that followed after the realization always had a purpose in mind, always making sure to satisfy you, to leave you breathless.

His hands did not shy away from exploring your skin, traveling right under your shirt, or fiddling with the buckle of your belt to let you know what he wanted. Imagining you bent over any table he could find, or just getting your legs spread enough for him to kneel down and pleasure you for hours on end. 

Now, as he found himself above you, thrusting his hips into yours, the sounds of skin slapping against each other echoing in the room next to your soft moans, he was sure he could not have asked for anything better, anything that could bring him this. 

‘’You’re making a mess of me, fuck.’’ One of his arms suddenly twitched, and he bent his elbows down to the floor, placing them next to your body to make sure he would not follow on top of you accidentally. ‘’You don’t even fucking know it. You’re too cockdrunk to even realize it, shit- that’s right, that’s fucking right, keep sucking me in, yeah?’’ 

Akutagawa could already see some tears forming on your lash line, as you nodded all too eagerly, making him bite down onto your jaw for an instance. ‘’Love you Ryu, love you so much- you make me feel so good- I love this, fuck, don’t stop, please-’’

Another much harsher thrust had stopped your blabbering, a breathy laugh coming out of Akutagawa as he heard a whine from you. ‘’Too much, huh? Bet you can handle some more, for me, right, darling?’’ 

How he loved to throw in those sweet, endearing pet names while he finished you off, feeling your walls clamping down onto his cock and barely letting him get away. But in reality, it only helped him to fuel his desire to keep you close, and so he continued to thrust as close as he could, letting you ride your own orgasm while he chased his. 

Amidst the moment, realizing you tried to lift up your head from the floor, as it had slumped back from the exhaustion, one of his hands moved to rest right below the crown of your head, his fingers gripping your hair for a better support. He thought you would kiss him, and so he followed your lips by ducking his head into your direction.

In between some pecks, Akutagawa began to slow his thrusts, wondering what you were whispering, concerned if he was taking it way too far now as you had already cum. He did not want to overstimulate you too hard today, it wasn’t the plan. Some words that came out slurred finally made his mind click when he realized what you were saying: please, keep going, I’m not going anywhere. 

He was shaking by that point under your teary eyed gaze, wondering if he was about to burst inside of you, already having to resist the urge to bring your knees up to your chest. His other free hand came up to wrap itself around your throat softly, keeping you secured under him as his thrusts became more clumsy, more desperate and way harsher. 

But he loved you for taking them so well, corresponding his kisses as softly as ever, even as he asked you to repeat yourself a million times just to hear ‘’I’m not going anywhere’’ over and over again, for his own sickening satisfaction to have you next to him for much longer, getting to have all of you and your body.

And he came, buried deep inside you, head hid into the crook of your neck as tired pants filled now the silence that was left behind, while your hands took the left over work to caress over his back, and push some strands of his hair behind his ear, whispering sweet nothings before he drifted off to sleep.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd x reader #bsd x you #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd smut #akutagawa bsd #akutagawa x reader #akutagawa ryunosuke #bungo stray dogs akutagawa #akutagawa smut #akutagawa x you #bsd akutagawa #bsd fanfic #bsd fic #bungou stray dogs smut

[mncxbe]

Hi please could you write some comfort for aku? i need it after this episode 😭😭

Yes get it I literally bawled my eyes out all evening after watching that episode. Like I knew it was gonna happen but still😭😭 Ok so enjoy♡♡ it's a bit angsty at the beginning but bear with me. it gets better

00:01☆

𝑨𝒌𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒘𝒂 𝒙 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: comfort♡/ angst

𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: soft Aku

The bruises on Akutagawa's body have already turned purple by the time he got back to the headquarters. But he didn't care about the cuts and marks that now adorned his pale skin, nor about the fact that he almost lost his life in battle; all that mattered was that he came victorious in a fight against one of the most powerful ability users in Yokohama.

Despite the sense of pride he felt as he was leaving the fight scene, anxiety rooted itself in his mind and soul. Because he knew you weren't going to be happy with his current dishevelled state.

But why would he care about your opinion? After all you were... what? A colleague, a friend maybe, someone he occasionally went on missions with? The boundaries of your relationship were not clearly set; even so, Akutagawa knew you cared about him and although he failed to admit it, he cared deeply about you too.

The mafioso could make out your figure under a streetlamp; you were sitting on the stairs in front of the building, hunched over a book. The light of the lamp pole fell upon your frame, enveloping you in a golden mist.

Upon hearing his footsteps your head slowly turned in his direction.

"You're back" you stated in a plain tone as you closed your book and rose to your feet.

"Yea. I just have to write the report and then I'll leave for the night."

Akutagawa cursed himself for how weak his voice sounded. With a blank expression on your face, your eyes scanned his body; lingering on the deep cut on his cheek and the crimson patches on the sleeves of his blouse.

"Everyone left already. You can turn in your report tomorrow, now you're coming to my place"

"But I don't need to-" he tried to protest but you quickly cut him off with a swift motion of your hand.

"You're not in any position to object." you said codly, voice laced with seething anger.

Without waiting for his reply, you hailed a cab and as soon as the yellow car pulled over you yanked the back seat door open and motioned him to get inside.

The ride back to your apartment was marked by a heavy silence. He didn't dare utter a word, opting to spare you quick, fearful glances. It was obvious that you were enraged, but your anger was of a cold nature; the unspoken words stinging like an ice burn.

The tension between the two of you kept growing as you nimbly made your way up the flight of stairs that led to your condo; but as soon as the door shut behind you, your cold facade crumbled.

"You idiot how could you put yourself in danger like that? You could've died." you screamed, throwing your hands up in a desperate gesture.

"Don't worry, ok?" he replied in attempt to ease your mind "All it matters is that I defeted him and-"

"No, Akutagawa it's not just about surviving fights. You need to be more careful. Why do you even accept such dangerous missions?"

"You don't get it, Y/N. These are all trials. If I manage to triumph over the enemy Dazai will surely deem me worthy. My life won't be lived in vain."

Although he spoke those words in the most gentle voice possible, the truth behind them shattered your heart. Pearly tears began to cloud your vision as you spoke in a harsh voice.

"Did it ever occur to you that maybe Dazai is just using you? You're putting your life on the line for someone who doesn't even care about you. And your reckless actions don't only affect you, you know?" By this point your whole body was trembling but your fierce gaze still held his as you continued talking:

"They affect the people who actually care about you. You're hurting us, Ryu. You're hurting me."

Akutagawa wasn't an affectionate person; you knew that very well. That's why the moment you felt his arms wrap tightly around you, your body froze.

"Shhh" he said in a hushed voice, gently caressing your back "I'm here now, so don't cry."

Akutagawa himself was surprised by his soft-hearted behaviour. Normally when people spoke badly about his former mentor he'd lash out, but when you said those things all he felt was... guilt? Pressing you closer to his chest, he held you until you managed to regain your breath.

When you eventually pulled away, his dark coat was stained with your tears. You wiped your running nose with the back of your hand, earning the smile from your colleague.

"Look, Y/N" he began gingerly, taking one of your soft hands in his "All I can do well is fight. I was born and raised a weapon and this is what I love doing, it's my purpose in life. You cannot ask me to give up on that."

His gaze softened as he heard your breath hitch again. Giving your hand a reassuring squeeze, he continued talking.

"But for the first time in my life I'm driven not only by the need to prove myself to Dazai. I fight for you too. And so no matter what, I'll come back to you. I swear."

A soft smile rose to your lips upon hearing his confession, your eyes glimmering with hope.

"You promise, Ryu?" you asked in a mellow voice as you took a step towards him; he was now mere inches away from you.

Suddenly, Akutagawa became aware of the closeness between your bodies and attempted to retreat, but your arms hurriedly snaked around his neck to keep him in place. As your gaze traced along the fine features of his face you could see his cheeks turn a dark shade of pink.

"Are you perhaps blushing, Ryu?" you giggled, playfully raising a brow.

Your friend shifted closer to you; his lithe fingers digging into the plush of your hips as he pressed your frame flush against his. His sudden, daring actions caused a blush to spread across your face too.

"Who's blushing now, huh?" he huffed, bringing his lips close impossibly close to the shell of your ear. "And not to mention that you got so worked up about me dying that you cried. So don't start teasing me when you're no better. Ok dear?"

As he uttered those words in his usual, low voice a wave of heat washed over your body and you shuddered lightly. Your reaction didn't go unnoticed, his lips curling into a smirk.

"You look pretty when you're flustered" he babbled out before meeting your gaze again. "But really now, I hope you know I meant every word I said to you. And I know that may not be enough to ease your mind. After all actions speak louder than words, so I'll prove you"

"You don't have to prove me anything, Ryu" you replied in a reassuring tone "Just keep your promise, ok? And let me patch you up, you look terrible"

With a warm smile on his face, Akutagawa leaned slightly forward, his forehead pressing against yours; a pledge of devotion to you.

"Okay. But let's stay like this a bit longer" he whispered as he closed his eyes, relishing your presence and the brand new feeling that was blooming in his heart.

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd x reader #bsd fluff #akutagawa x reader #akutagawa #bsd akutagawa #bungo stray dogs akutagawa #fluff #bsd comfort

[downbad4fyodor]

Could you write some vanilla smut for aku pls?

Pairing: Akutagawa Ryunosuke x Reader Genre: Smut Summary: You took it upon yourself to teach your boyfriend how to be more exciting in bed. Warnings: smut, still trying to improve my writing with smut, so it's probably not as good, so feel free to leave suggestions. Other notes: Hopefully I did this right because I'm slow af and literally had to look it up because I've heard & read vanilla, but somehow still had no idea what it was. Correct me if I'm wrong, please.

Teaching your boyfriend how to be more exciting during sex wasn't at all where you were hoping to be right now.

You sat there with him, showing him a few videos and trying to show him what you like and things you'd like to try, but he wasn't quite sure about doing such activities with you for fear of hurting you or making you uncomfortable.

He sat there, stiff as a board with an obvious boner you could feel, poking through his pants as you sat on his lap. You couldn't help but smirk every once in a while when he'd have to change positions in an attempt to get comfortable--which was nearly impossible with how tight his pants were. And it definitely wasn't helping him to have you constantly teasing him by 'accidentally' grinding against him.

When your video was over, you decided to take advantage of the situation.

"You understand it now, Aku?" You asked in a teasing tone, trying your best to hide the smirk forming on your lips.

Akutagawa looked at you, clearly unamused.

"What exactly is the point of this?" He snapped, glaring at you with his piercing silver eyes.

You bit your tongue to keep from laughing. "I'm trying to show you how to do it, silly."

The closer you got to him, the more cautious he became. It wasn't until you were nearly face-to-face and leaning in for a kiss that he began to get very uncomfortable.

As you leaned in for a kiss, you noticed a shift in his behavior. His body language became tense, and you could see a hint of discomfort in his eyes. He pulled back slightly, creating a physical distance between the two of you. His reluctance was evident, and it was clear that he wasn't ready for the intimacy you were seeking.

And that's when you realized that he wasn't backing away because he didn't want to do anything with you, but because he was uncomfortable and embarrassed from the bulge in his pants.

You gave him a reassuring smile.

"Aku," you spoke softly, your voice barely above a whisper, "it's okay, love. I didn't bring you to my room for nothing."

He knew exactly what you were saying. His look of discomfort quickly shifted into a lustful look. He pulled you back in for a kiss, this one more passionate than the others you shared throughout the night. His lips crashed against yours, igniting a fiery sensation that spread through your entire body. The world around you faded into insignificance as you lost yourself in the moment, consumed by the intensity of the connection between you.

His hands gently caressed your face, his touch both tender and electrifying. Every brush of his fingertips against your skin sent shivers down your spine, further fueling the growing desire within you. The kiss deepened, and you could feel the raw passion and longing coursing between you, as if the universe had conspired to bring you together in that very moment.

Time seemed to stand still as you explored each other's lips with a fervor that bordered on desperation. The taste of him lingered on your tongue, a delicious blend of desire and familiarity. The world around you ceased to exist, and all that mattered was the intoxicating connection you shared.

Breathless, you finally broke apart, your foreheads resting against each other as you tried to catch your breath. His eyes bore into yours, filled with a mix of desire, adoration, and an unspoken promise of more to come.

Akutagawa decided to finally take control, pushing you against the bed and slowly peeling off your shirt. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this."

"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for you to finally do this."

Akutagawa kissed his way down your neck until he reached your breasts, earning a few soft moans from you here and there. Usually, you two'd just jump into it, but for whatever reason, he wanted to take his time. You enjoyed the feeling of his warm lips on your nipples as he made his way down to your stomach and back up again.

Your moans and heavy breathing were making him harder by the second, but he didn't rush it. He kissed his way down your stomach until he reached your thighs, kissing and licking your pussy in the process. You were about to move your hips up to meet his face when he decided to stop.

"What's wrong?" You asked impatiently.

"Just. . . Let me take care of you," he insisted. "I don't want to do anything that would hurt you."

"You won't," you assured him. "My ex fucked me with a gun before, I like it rough."

With that, he grabbed your legs and began to gently nibble and kiss his way up your thighs as you let out a few pleasured moans. You were about to move your hips again when he grabbed them tightly, holding you down on the bed.

"Not yet," he nearly whispered, "I want you to stay still."

You nodded slowly, fighting the urge to yell at him to just go ahead and take you, you were ready for it. Akutagawa slowly kissed his way up your thighs until he finally reached your pussy. He began to lightly kiss and nip at your pussy, earning a few months in response. He kissed his way up your wet folds, stopping at your sensitive clit. He flicked it a few times with his tongue before going back down and using his fingers to stroke you in long, slow circles.

Your hips started to move unconsciously, craving more friction. You could feel your wetness, and you swore you were going to cum right there, but he wouldn't let you.

He continued to tease you like that until you were writhing and squirming on the bed. Your orgasm was so close, you could feel it, but he wouldn't let you cum just yet. He continued to eat you out until you couldn't take it anymore. You reached down to give him a hand, vigorously rubbing your clit while he inserted his tongue inside you.

He let you do it, not stopping you, but making sure that you had an orgasm. When you were done, you rested against the headboard and sighed in contentment as he licked you clean.

Afterward, you lay there, still a little bit sticky and exhausted. You had a huge smile on your face.

"I love you, Aku."

"I love you, too," he replied. "More than you'll ever know."

#bungo stray dogs manga #bungou sd #bungou stray dogs #bsd anime #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo sd #bungo stray dogs spoilers #bungo stray dogs season 4 #bungo stray dogs akutagawa #bungo stray dogs chuuya #bungo stray dogs smut #bsd x reader #bsd smut #akutagawa ryuunosuke #akutagawa x y/n #akutagawa smut #akutagawa x reader #the inner demons #demons

[zukkaoru]

For the 5 sentences: Aku siblings + "it's your turn or mine?"

“Is it your turn or mine?” Ryuunosuke asks, returning to his spot across from Gin. He sets the takeout they ordered for dinner down beside him. “Yours.” Ryuunosuke nods slowly. He picks his cards back up, then carefully selects one to play. The determined expression he wears is a little funny to Gin, because of the cards still remaining in their hand are draw fours and draw twos. He never stood a chance. At least their dinner won’t grow cold while they play.

send me a sentence + a ship (romantic or platonic) and i'll write the next five(ish) sentences

#gin: draw sixteen or admit you're in love with the weretiger #aku: .....................do you seriously have that many draw cards in your hand #ty for the ask!! i adore them #akutagawa ryuunosuke #gin akutagawa #ask game #grace's writing tag #clau tag

[sepiamestus]

gifting you akutagawa and atsushi for character ask game🎉🎉

YAYYYY💥💥💥

Aku

My first impression: inverted atsushi. Edgy. Probably gay.

My impression now: My love my light my everything i am holding him so close and also squashing him a little bit as enrichment

Favorite thing about that character: he CARES he CARES he CARES SO MUCH and hes not supposed to

Least favorite thing: his character arc being so often reduced to dazai 😐

Favorite line/scene: ""death"" scene. studio bones i am COMING for your ass

Favorite interaction that character has with another: probably when he told kyoka he was happy for her ORRR when he forced atsushi to give him a tiger ride hfhnn

A character that I wish that character would interact with more: GINNNNN I NEED MORE SIBLIMGS... also chuuya

Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character: i dont really know?

A headcanon about that character: he eats raw coffee beans (if you get the reference im kissing you)

A song that reminds of that character: hardest of hearts by f+tm. Blows myself up

An unpopular opinion about that character: his character arc better be about him finally gaining respect from dazai or w/e it NEEDS to be ab him realizing he has worth outside of his usefulness

Favorite picture

Atsushi

My first impression: can someone give him a hug please

My impression now: hes literally everything to me. Hes such a good character hes multifaceted hes interesting and he deserves all the good things iam wrapping him in a blanket giving him a hot cocoa and fighting everyone who comes near him

Favorite thing about that character: the way he grows over the series is soooo. Him slowly learning that there are people who care about him and that he has worth as a person and becomes stronger and more confident. I loave himb,,,

Least favorite thing: idk?? Im sure theres smth but im blanking rn

Favorite line/scene: him saving kyoka 💕💞💞💗💖

Favorite interaction that character has with another: every scene w him and kyoka and the aforementioned aku teamup

A character that I wish that character would interact with more: kunikida. Thsyre everything 2 me....

Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character: hes so amy rose coded

A headcanon about that character: he's a cat thats a dog person

A song that reminds of that character: i talk in my sleep by the crane wives

An unpopular opinion about that character: hes not a bad protagonist yall just have bad taste

Favorite picture:

#THANK YOUUUUUU i love themb #Asks #Bsd #Soda👽

[mystical-strawberry-sheep]

Aku's only friend was having the time of his life. He had witnessed once before what happened when someone thought to hurt one of Aku's guests, had witnessed the sheep at work. But he has quickly sorted out what caused it, and how he might get away with exploiting it.

Now he had someone in arm's reach that he could kill over and over again and never suffer any consequences for it. She did not open gates, she did not have guests, and she was not protective of herself. And anyway, it was good for both of them. He would tell her as much if she asked. As long as he was free to do whatever he wanted to her, he would never have a need to prey on other mundane little people. He liked to watch suffering, and if he could literally relive his experience of murder over and over again, all the better.

He grinned as he hoisted Aku's mangled body up and impaled her on the larger crystals of one of her little underground dens. Her scream was beautiful, and it echoed down all of the halls and back again. The crystals sang beautifully with every drop of blood that struck their glowing surfaces. He could see now why so many people had laid the sheep's victims here as an alter. The choir was just heavenly.

"You're so beautiful like this, my dear," he said softly, cupping the bloody, tear-stained face of the little goddess. "Don't you see now that this was your true calling? Sacrifice yourself to protect the masses. Trust me, I'm your friend."

Aku didn't respond, dead eyes gazing down at the floor of the crystal cave. He couldn't read minds like she could, but he wagered she was in a lot of pain. It was satisfying to gaze at his mounted work, like a painting in a museum, where her body was riddled with cuts and burns from his previous torture.

"I have to go, but I'm taking one last trinket. I think you have just the prettiest little tail, and I think I want to take it with me. Don't worry, I already experimented with your fingers. It'll grow back."

He drew a small knife from his pocket and guided it to Aku's tail, his whole body burning happily as she screamed again. The blade cut cleanly through, slipping between two bones and making short work of the wool, skin, and muscles.

And then he tucked the bloody stub of pink wool into his pocket, along with the knife, and left the world altogether. It took Aku a full minute to pry herself from the wall of the cave, and after that she couldn't muster the strength to climb back to her home in the tree. Instead she curled into a ball in a pool of her own blood and closed her eyes hoping to be unconscious quickly. Just as her friend had said, she knew she would wake healed from any injury, but that didn't mean she wouldn't suffer as she slowly bled to unconsciousness in the floor of her own meadow.

At least she wasn't alone...

#ooc: princess aku #fanfiction: storybook #spirit aku: dream a little dream of me #angst tw #violence tw #torture tw #blood tw #mutilation tw #knife tw #cutting tw #impaling tw #puncture tw #gore tw #ask to tag

[whorefordazai]

wiping off their kiss

pairing; atsushi | aku | dazai | chuuya x gn!reader

genre; fluff | wc; 1.6k

warnings; cussing, mentions of making out ? that’s pretty sfw right

notes; requested by @atsushiscocksucker thanks bae for the sexy request 😏 hope you don’t mind i added in dazai and chuuya ;D also these became more of scenarios rather than hcs so sorry abt that 🤔 but enjoyaaa <3 most of this is crack AHAHJS this is what happens when i write at 4am

atsushi

well shit.

why would you do that? you should know he already has trouble simply touching you, much less going in for a whole kiss !! he’s struggling to form the right words to say what he wants to say (he’s actually speechless, so no, frankly there are no audible words coming out his mouth)

the kiss wasn’t even planned, he actually just did it in the spur of the moment. it’s the end of the day; you and atsushi are walking home. hand in hand, he steals glances at your face every once in a while.

this is the perfect time, he thinks. i can shoot my shot now. finally. i’m finally growing some balls!

and so he calls out your name, making you trail your eyes up. very gently, he takes your face between his hands and brushes his thumb across your cheeks, admiring your looks for a moment. without thinking another thought—he kisses you smack dab on the lips 🤭

he smiles a bit against your mouth when he feels you kissing him back. slowly pulling away, there’s an evident flush on his face when he nervously breathes out. “s-sorry. i couldn’t help myself. that was alright…right?”

shooting him your biggest smile, you nod. only a second goes by before you use the back of your hand to wipe away at your lips. “yup! it’s all good !!”

and then you turn around and walk away like a little five year old kid who just stole some candy 🍬 all while he’s standing just—completely dumbfounded.

“wait…HAH?!”

he chases after you. “did you…did you…” he’s blushing like real crazy right now. fiddling with his suspenders, he pulls on the two straps trying to come up with a way to say this without actually saying it 💔

“did you wipe off my kiss?! i’m sorry, i shouldn’t have done it in the first place! but don’t worry—i’ll never try anything like that ever….hmph!!”

yes, his words are definitely interrupted when you clamp his mouth shut with you hand. “AAJSBIS ?!&$! i’m sorry it was prank 😔”

mf now he’s embarrassed cuz he didn’t get the joke hELP but it’s okay cuz you gotta make sure to give him extra head pats and rewards later on !! he forgives you

akutagawa

PFFFTT do you have a death wish 😊

his brain is already head empty not a single thought when it comes to relationships, so this prank just messes with him in great amounts of massive gigantic confusion.

he doesn’t kiss you in public, so instead he sometimes very rarely initiates it in the comfort of privacy. by initiating, i mean he quite literally grabs you with rashomon and rips away the food you got for dinner that night. yes. i suppose that’s his love language 🤔

his lips are kinda cold. you once suggested kissing the burning hot wood in the fireplace as a joke. um well lol he definitely did not appreciate that lolslols…when he saw how salty you were about him not being able to take a joke, he was all like “well forgive mE for not unDerstaNding your superior sense of hUmor”

but he felt a bit embarrassed cuz he literally did not get the joke and as we know, aku loves proving dominance so he took a chance at this foreign concept called flirting. or kissing. or whatever the fuck it’s called.

see, in his head, he had this totally well thought out plan. ‘after kissing them, i’ll simply say it was a means to warming up my lips. they’ll get embarrassed and i’ll win. yeah yeah. good plan 🤔 very good plan 🤔’

and so he swiftly grabs your chin, making you look up at his face with wide eyes. he kisses you—and not even a few seconds later he pulls back. about to say the words he planned on saying, he’s interrupted by you.

“wow…damn…” you marvel out. just like that, you wipe off his kiss. he stares at you in shock, not expecting his plan to fail so miserably 🤥

once you explain that it’s a prank, he just begins contemplating his whole life. just sits there on the sofa with a blank look on his face. basically he looks like his wan counterpart whenever his head is empty 0_0 🤔

“it’s okay, aku.” you pat his head, handing him the cup of tea. he doesn’t answer, but takes the tea. he has known defeat. he has known humiliation. but none quite like this. he WILL get payback.

his payback is just ripping apart more of the meals you bring home btw 🤝

dazai

he is !! a big drama queen !! almost too big help !!

it’s just an ordinary day. the both of you are working at the agency. he kisses, hugs, and drags his tall lanky body on top of you all the time, right? right. so he’s not expecting you to wipe off his fucKing sMooch.

he gently tilts your head to the side, making you face him. when you’re unaware of what he’s about to do, that’s when he attacks and smushes his lips onto yours! 😣 they’re soft. he smells nice for once. and you definitely don’t want to stop kissing him but unfortunately pranksters cannot backdown from pranks.

so when he pulls back with that dreamy look in his eyes, so full of flushed adoration and love, you can’t help but accidentally wipe off the kiss from your mouth <3 oops i guess!

he covers his own mouth in shock. first off, a million questions are swirling around in that stinky beautiful head of his. why did you do that? did i forget to use chapstick? should i have eaten a mint before? why do you look so unbothered? should i make scene? no…i should definitely not make a scene.

he makes a scene, of course.

cue dramatic, earth shattering gasp. “huUHAH?! why did you just do that?!”

he pretends to be distraught (—to ignore the fact that he’s overthinking this and it’s probably just nothing except his head being a bitch and not shutting up ughsjsj—)

“do what?” you act innocent. he definitely doesn’t like how you’re playing tricks with him, but he prods on anyway. pretending to sulk a bit, he flops his head on your shoulder. he makes sure to let his hair brush against your cheek (because he knows how much you have a weakness for that).

“did i do something wrong? why did you wipe off my kiss 😔?”

godDAMMIT his floofy HAIR and soft voiCE fucking fucKER ?!$&! you have no choice but to surrender !!

“jeez i’m sorry, it was joke. calm down.” you gently pat his head in an attempt to get him back to his usual mood. and it works, of course. faster than you can blink, he’s up again with a cheerful smile on his face.

“i knew it! thanks for clarifying 😊!”

thanks for…thanks for clarifying ?!$&!! dude. think back immediately. why are you with this man again? pspsp look over here. i’m breaking the fourth fucking wall to get you a ride OUT!

chuuya

he’s dumb of ass and emotionally constipated number two. number one is dazai.

he’s had to deal with a lot of pranks while working with dazai during their double black days. but dazai has never tried to wipe his kiss off. wait does that imply there was kissing going on in the first place help 🤔

when someone pranks him, his usual facial expressions before he realizes the joke are 🤨🤬 but then after he finally understands, they’re more like 🤔😟😧😐

he doesn’t like being pranked. he’s menace #2 but it’s more like “i can prank the hell out of you but if you do it back to me, i’ll beat the shit out of you” kinda type of menace.

it’s morning, right before he leaves to go off to another one of his missions. just like an everyday routine, his gloved hands grasp the side of your face to pull you into a kiss. it’s supposed to be easy, quick, and over within a few seconds. is it? well yes, but you have something planned.

just as he’s about to turn away, the corner or his eye catches you wiping off his kiss. his body immediately does a 180. scoff leaving his mouth, he cocks an eyebrow. “excuse me? wow, bitch. what did i ever do to you…”

“hm? what?” you try playing the innocent card. chuuya furrows his brows, trying to remember if what he saw was a hallucination of some sort. he tips his hat lower to hide the growing blush on his face. “nothing, except you maybe wiped off my fucking kiss. that’s all.” he adds in a bitter smile at the end, mocking your tone.

you choke on a laugh, playing it off cool. but he knows something is up from the way you’re covering you’re mouth, masking giggles and the tears springing from your eyes. wow. you’re so good at keeping a secret. omg go bestie 🎉

“what’s so funny?” he taps his foot on the ground like an expectant parent trying to discipline his kid. he’s obviously not laughing or understanding shit, so you let out the laugh you were holding in.

“it was a prank. chill.” you dab the corners of your eyes and pat him on the back. he jerks back in shock. “hah?! what kinda—”

you shut him up with a kiss. because knowing chuuya, he’ll simply take his time to uncover the root of the prank and end up ruining the joke. butttt since you’ve kissed him, he’s all fine and dandy to go to work 😉

“wait wait, we still need to discuss this joke—”

“unfortunately, sweetheart, you’re running late for work so nah 💯”

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[nameless-shrimp]

TWO GHOSTS || OSAMU DAZAI

↳ PAIRING: Osamu Dazai x GN! Reader

↳ TYPE: one-shot

↳ WORD COUNT: 1.6k

↳ WARNINGS: mention of reader's depression, Dazai's unhappy thoughts, mild angst and hurt/comfort, heavy grammar errors

↳ SYNOPSIS: Dazai prepares a treat for you, but once he realizes you're not in the happiest mood, he tries to help. However, he feels the same.

↳ AUTHOR'S NOTES: i haven't been feeling well so i needed to release my emotions through writing, and i wanted some dazai comfort. so this came out in the process. i challenged myself to use apple pie and ghosts in one fic for an autumn-themed fic, and i hope you guys like it. :)

↳ AUTUMN PROMPT LIST

He dances along to the music softly blaring from the old radio. A gentle strum of guitar echoing across the kitchen. The scent of freshly baked apple pie rests on the marble counter; he smiles in pure delight. Pride. Dazai feels proud knowing that his finished dessert has been completed to an elegant mouth-salivating piece—and he chooses not to let Kunikida take full credit for stopping by his semi-clean apartment to take care of the prepping.

Rather so, Dazai will thank him later by saving a slice.

The door clicks open. His eyebrows raise in a giddy manner. He unties his messy apron, fully ready to swing his arms wide open. Soon, the grin falters to a frown, seeing your face look down at the floor below you. Droplets of rain drip from the bits of your clothes. With the way your body nearly stumbles from one step in; the bag settles down to the floor in a flash, and you walk past him. Nose dipping high to the air; adrenaline at its peek from the apple pie.

Dazai remains still for a moment, watching the ghost deep within your soul, hoping to try to find a moment of existence within the act of living. A mind reader, he’d call himself, and he smiles, understanding the tension that arises from your slumped figure. You almost limp your way to the kitchen—exhaustion overtaking your shoulders before you push yourself onto one of the high chairs.

He walks in the kitchen with a trail of his fingers on the counter. Tap after another. The rain still dies down to its steady beats of pitter-patter from the outside. Dazai keeps a smile on his face; inhaling the scent of pie that arouses the air, and he throws his arms around you in an instant. His sleeves pick up rain droplets, but he pays no mind to this.

“One of those days, my love?” He asks; you remain quiet. Dazai doesn’t push it further. He holds his head back—kitchen light washes the room to a mellow white. Instead, he departs for a brief moment. A click of the plates remains audible to you, though your head remains low. And he returns back, with a fork and a—somewhat—properly cut slice of apple pie on the plate. “Kunikida and I made this for you.”

“More like Kunikida made it,” you force a chuckle. He stiffens, aware of your unusual change of displeasuring nature, yet his heartbeat remains to match with yours. “Right?”

“Yeah.” Dazai responds. “He did.”

He cuts a small bit and offers to feed you. Of course, you give in; sweetness hitting your peak, lost in the sugary adrenaline high. And Dazai leans in to kiss you, lips tied together into a gentle connection. Lips taste so sweet; looks remain real to his eyes, almost lost in the hazel-lit structure of his irises while indulging the bittersweet of dessert and empty emotions.

He takes your hand with his before you can try to take another bite. Dazai wails a finger around, shaking his head. “Dance with me, my sweet,” he laughs; you frown. And you insist on fighting back, though you decide to soothe his words with your everlasting glow.

The two of you start to sway along to the simple guitar music that continues to echo in the background. Ambience noise of nothing but faint strums; the moon dances on Dazai’s good side, head resting close to your head. He keeps his heart steady, closely matching yours, with the genuine taste of sugar that dwells upon his lips. The ghost remains in your heart—an empty, hollow figure, where he recalled that you both shared the same stories; tongue-tied feelings that were left to be hidden from amongst the crowd though you bestowed these emotions to each other—galaxies hidden across the irises of one another.

Two shallow spirits standing amongst one another in hopes of finding what it would be like to have a heartbeat once more. Dazai allows himself to be mindful of his heart—now racing its pace once your smile rises. He closes his eyes, lips pressing against your forehead; warmth radiating from the skin. Body close to the shallow atmosphere of your heart, ghost trapped underneath the ribcage, with both of you dancing underneath the kitchen light. Maroon souls swirling in half-empty glasses; apple pie as a side.

Despising the world as Dazai did, he recalled every moment you shared with him together. The amount of degradation he put upon himself was unfathomable, no surprise—a list led to infinity. Though if a world were to call a man to be hopelessly in love with a similar paranormal empty spirit such as his, it would’ve been him, for the relationship that he cherished with you. Hand connected with yours—in spirit, and through the hardships of what life had offered through the plentiful seasons of the year, even around the time of the colored leaves on the trees.

“Osamu?”

He opens his eyes, continuing to sway his body as you follow along. His palms are met with your cheeks; tear-stained eyes noticeable to him. Dazai places more kisses along your forehead in hopes of easing the mental burden—to wash away the hurricane, as he always hopes. And he tilts his head, eyes lost in a hazel of orange. “Yes, my love?” He responds.

You sigh deeply, closing your eyes. The dam breaks, and the tears sprinkle. “Do you love me?”

He blinks mindlessly before shaking his head. “Of course I love you. With all of my heart. You’re important to me, forever,” he chuckles before kissing your forehead once more. “Why would you ask something like that?”

“I’m sorry,” you sigh, wiping away a few tears. “You seem so quiet today. That’s all. I got worried.”

Dazai remains silent—ironically. For a moment, he glances at the apple pie resting on the marble counter along with your barely-touched piece on the table. He licks his lips; sweetness on the tip of his tongue, yet his throat still stung. And he continues to grow his usual smile, allowing you to be engulfed by his arms. Trapped. Yet it was home. A comfortable gesture he always did in hopes of having the moon twirl around your figure; this time, slowly and closely inching towards the kitchen window.

“Don’t worry, my sweet,” he says, tone so honey-like. “I will always love you…”

He puts his head down, sighing deeply. A ghost deep within him, cravely so desperately for a type of joy when your presence was not around, regardless of the immense suffering that he’d go on the daily. Yet he was reminded that his presence was not alone, and Dazai allowed his own walls to crumble down for that moment—he squeezes your body close to yours, matching your beats along with his; chest to chest. Rather than fortifying his walls, instead, he gives his emotions to you—an open desire. Yours. His. Together—tied as forbidden spirits.

“I’m just trying to remember how it feels to have a heartbeat.”

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[dreamkidddream]

hello!

can i request a hc on being best friends with dazai, chūya, oda and akutagawa (platonic and separate) and also maybe being in the pm or ada? thank you! :)

My first BSD request! When I tell you I fell in LOVE with the anime, omg. I binge watched the entire show and the movie within a couple days and can’t wait till they release more! So in these hc’s, I focused on both how you guys became friends and what you guys would do as best friends. Also, Akutagawa’s part got kinda long and more focused on how you guys became friends, hope that’s okay. Reader is gender neutral and hope you enjoy! Also after posting this, I saw that these got realllyy long. Hope that’s okay too!

Possible TW: mention of suicide, but nothing too heavy, and it’s in Dazai’s part

SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2/DARK ERA ARC (I think it’s episode 13-16 if I’m not wrong, but if you haven’t watched it yet, skip Oda’s part)

Being Best Friends with Dazai, Chūya, Akutagawa and Oda HCs

Dazai

Can you say CHAOTIC ENERGY

Imagine just having a nonstop sugar rush

Actually, remember how he was after eating the mushrooms? That’s the kind of energy y’all radiate together

If you’re both in the ADA, you both goof off so much that you have to sit at separate desks alll the way on the other side of the room so that you can try to get your work done

The keyword being try

It doesn’t work

Poor Kunikida is going to pop a blood vessel at any second and everyone is so used to now that nothing even surprises them anymore

Oh, Kunikida is yelling at Dazai and (y/n) with smoke practically coming out of his ears? What else is new

Always going to the little cafe to slack off too

Messing with Atsushi also the highlight of both of your guys day

You guys have a mini competition going on which is: who can get/convince Atsushi to do their reports the most without getting caught?

You both get caught all the time (duh). Kunikida foams at the mouth for tricking poor Atsushi and the poor sap himself is ready to pass out 

If you guys are both in the PM, imagine goofing and slacking off but on a darker scale

“Hey (Y/N)! Wanna know how many bones are exactly in the human body? ”

“Hm, I’m slightly disgusted but intrigued..continue.”

Also, pranking Chūya any chance you can get

You and Dazai together = the bane of Chūya’s existence

Surprisingly, no matter in the ADA or PM you don’t join him on the suicide attempts and you try to deter him from doing it in your presence at least

“Dazai, do you mind not trying to drown yourself in the river while we’re working a case? Besides, you already tried it before and it’s a pretty stale method.”

Cue dramatic gasps and antics from him again

He did try to convince you to join when you first met him, but changed his mind overtime when he started to enjoy your company

He’s smart enough to know what you’re saying, and he understands. At first, he wanted to leave this world by any means, but since you came into his life as once of the closest people to him since Oda, he perhaps doesn’t want to leave you just yet

He doesn’t stop the attempts but he does slow down on them

You still have to pretty much save him all the time still though

“Oh (Y/N)! My hero of a best friend, what would I do without you?”

And he wasn’t lying. He feel like he would be lost again if it wasn’t for you to help him keep grounded. Sure, you guys may create chaos together, but he would always keep you safe no matter what. He would put his life before yours, because you deserved it

You’re his best friend after all, and he’s not ready to lose you by any means if he can help it

And he’ll always have your back 100%

Chūya

Drinking buddies!

I mean seriously, you guys have left the bar or restaurants way past tipsy more than once

You guys definitely have impromptu fashion trips together (no matter how much he denies liking them)

“Hey! That was my last good vest! You’re buying me a new one, and I’m going with you to make sure you’re not being cheap with it either.”

Chūya if you just wanna spend some time together just say that lmao

If you’re in the PM, you guys are always working together. You might even be an executive working alongside him, but no matter what you guys are always on missions with one another

If you’re in the ADA: you guys bonded over Dazai. You were complaining about him while facing Chūya and he happened to agree and add on to the complaints

Boy was he holding onto some grudges

While you both understand that you have your own obligations and loyalties to worry about, it didn’t stop the friendship from growing

If you do have to fight him, he doesn’t go easy on you (he does have a job to do like you) but he doesn’t go out the way to try and kill you either

And you don’t let anyone try to kill him either

Low key turns into a competition

“You fight like an 86 year-old shortstuff!”

“Who are you calling shortstuff?! You weren’t saying that last time when I whooped your ass!”

Regardless, you definitely become like a diary to him, especially after you find out about Arahabiki (which he tells you about over time)

You make him feel human, and he’s forever grateful for that

Being best friends with Chūya can be difficult at times (if you’re on opposite sides) but regardless, you both look out for each other

No matter how annoying you are can be, Chūya cares for you. You’re one of the only people that he doesn’t have to worry about betraying him (what happened with The Sheep still gets to him from time to time)

He begrudgingly calls you his best friend, but never in front of you or other people because 1. If he did you would never shut up about it and 2. he doesn’t want to be seen as “weak” or “soft”

And 3. you don’t need to be put into anymore danger than you’re already in

But you already know that you’re his best friend, cause he’s yours and nothing is changing that

“You’ll be a dumbass if you think I’ll let anything happen to you. Besides, the only person who’s allowed to kick my best friend’s ass is me, and if anyone else tries to they’ll have to deal with me!”

“*GASP* you’re finally admitting that I’m your best friend?!”

“DON’T RUIN THE DAMN MOMENT (Y/N)!”

Akutagawa

Oh man, being his best friend is like a hard to unlock achievement

Congrats (Y/N) on even getting close to this man, let alone enough to build a bond

It’s easier on being friends with Akutagawa if you’re in the PM. Bonus points if you go on missions all the time

But I will say if you are in the ADA, the easiest way to bond with him is to show that you are a force to be wrecking with, and maybe if you hate Atsushi or something too lol

But: think of Pinky and the Brain, but with Aku threatening to kill you every day (spoiler alert: he never does)

The only way that I can see you guys building your friendship is if he sees you in action and how you constantly have his back

He hates it because he knows what he’s doing and he’s been doing it for a while. He’s not an incompetent child (Y/N)!

But as time passes, he slowly gets over it. Don’t get me wrong, he still claims that he hates you asking if he’s okay and telling to “watch out” and things of that nature. But he starts to realize that you know what you’re doing too, and that he also sees that you care about the other subordinates too

He still sees if a sign of weakness, but you came to the realization that he wasn’t purposely doing it to be an ass (but don’t get me wrong, he still has his moments) but that he truly didn’t understand. He never had someone show him that they care for him, and it made you heartbroken

So, you made it your own personal goal to become his friend. And he hated it

At first

It seemed like wherever he was, you were there like his shadow. Going to hunt someone down that didn’t pay his debt? You were there in the background. Walking with Gin to the dry cleaners? You were already there, holding their readied clothes. Going to try and kill the weretiger? You were waiting for him with the car ready to go.

Higuichi started to hate you, until you told her that you did not want him. You just saw that he needed a friend, and you even came to an agreement of sorts. Once you and Akutagawa become strictly friends, you could try and hook them up

You knew it wasn’t happening anytime soon but you didn’t want to crush her dream and you didn’t want a target on your head

You really had to pat yourself on the back, (Y/N). It took some time, but you finally did it! Akutagawa didn’t totally hate you anymore! 

You came to this conclusion after one of your missions went south. Not only did you not get the information that Mori needed, but you came back with a bullet wound. Granted you got reprimanded, and after you got out the meeting, he was waiting outside. For you 

“Maybe if you would stop acting so careless and focus on the mission, then you would have both succeeded and came back uninjured. It’s obvious that you need someone to watch over you like a child. Don’t embarrass me or I will end you myself.” 

Shocked wasn’t the word. He was going to accompany you on all your missions now? Oh wow, is he finally-

“Stop standing there with your mouth open like an idiot (Y/N). You’re bleeding all over the place. Come, so that someone can dress your wound. We have more work now that I have to go behind and clean up your mess. And you’ll be coming with me, so hurry up.”

You smiled. Even though this bullet wound was hurting like hell, you were happy. Happy that, even in his own Akutagawa way, that he was starting to accept you and your friendship.

It would take a while for you to become best friends, but the way your partnership is now, you were fine with that. As long as he knew that someone was standing in his corner no matter what, you were happy.

And he would support you too, in his own Akutagawa way

Oda

(AGAIN: SPOILER ALERT FOR SEASON 2/DARK ERA ARC. SKIP ODA’S PART IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED IT)

Okay, this man is loyal no matter what 

He has a good head on his shoulders, he’s understanding, doesn’t have a crazy temper like some people do, and he doesn’t kill anymore

Oda would be one of the best people to be best friends with

I personally believe that it doesn’t matter whether you’re in the ADA or the PM, he only cares about what type of person you are.

Curry buddies!

Also, just imagine telling each other book recommendations and just talking about books in general

You would even look at some of the writing he did have and just UGH

He just wanted to be a writer he deserved a happy ending

If you’re in the ADA, you guys met at the little curry spot he likes so much

You were on a case local to the area when you stopped to grab a bite to eat. You saw him eating the spiciest curry you ever smelt (seriously, you could smell it from where you were sitting!) without making a single face

When he saw you just gaping at him, he was...very confused. Until you finally asked how the hell he was eating that with no issues

“It’s not that bad, it’s pretty good really. If you want to try some I’ll pay for it.”

You took him up on the offer, cause it did look really good. And you have never made a bigger mistake than that

You had to drink so much milk afterwards

And the cook was damn near laughing in tears at you and Oda managed to crack a small smile at your exaggeration

“It’s not that bad.”

“WHAT- *COUGHCOUGH* EVER”

And that was the start of your wonderful friendship

He definitely is worried about the conflict of interest because of being in the PM himself and working directly with one of the most vicious executives to ever exist

Seriously, Dazai was still his friend but damn could he do some things that even he couldn’t stomach

And he couldn’t imagine what Mori would make him do if he found out he was being buddy buddy with the enemy

So he kept his distance at first until you saw the kids. His guard was up at first but when he saw how you interacted with them, it melted his heart (on the inside, he was still stone faced on the outside)

So you guys met up a couple of times each month in between jobs and missions

If you’re in the PM, you worked alongside him and related to his stance on not killing anymore. Granted, you both were working on the other side of justice, but if you guys could help it you wouldn’t create bodies if it didn’t have to be any

If you guys weren’t meeting at the curry spot, you were meeting about Bar Lupin

You supported him through and through, especially with his dream of becoming a writer. You even went out to the bookstore a couple of times to try and inspire him to write something for you to read

It didn’t matter if you were in the ADA or the PM, you encouraged him to follow his dream. And when he would look at you confused , and asked why you were doing this, you would always reply:

“I wouldn’t be a good best friend if I didn’t tell you to follow your dreams, now would I? You deserve it, Oda. You’re a good man, and that can’t be said about a lot of people, especially people in the Port Mafia.”

He really did care for you, and in his last final moments before Dazai got there, he thought about you, and how terrible he felt for leaving you behind.

He wanted you to know that he always appreciated you. You reassured him always, never doubting him, and there wouldn’t be enough thanks in the world for that

When you found out about his death, you were devastated. You didn’t want to believe it at first and you kept blaming yourself that maybe you could’ve convinced him more to leave the dangerous life behind and to pursue his dreams

Until you found a letter in your door, which was actually a short story written by him attached to a letter.

“Thank you for being the best friend a man could ask for. I will always appreciate you (Y/N), no amount of words can tell you how much I will. Thank you for letting me live out my dream, even if it was for a short time.”

It really confirmed it when Dazai arrived outside to tell you Oda’s fate, but he stopped once he saw you crying and clutching the letter in your hand

Much time has passed, and Oda’s death still haunts you. But, you continue to live for the both of your sakes. You even try to eat the spiciest curry at restaurants in his memory, but you can just see him shaking his head and cracking a small smile at your silliness

And you also remember his motto: limit to one curry meal per day (it’s silly, but it makes you feel better because it’s his silly motto and how serious he took it)

You even start to read more (and to specific, the series that he wanted to finish)

You see your life in brighter eyes now because of Oda. He was- actually still is- your best friend, and you will continue to live on in his memory

You just hate that you didn’t have the time to tell him how much you appreciated him being in your life, and how much of a positive influence he’s been as your best friend.

But that’s okay, because you think he already knows how much you do

#dazai x reader #bsd #bsd x reader #chuya x reader #bsd reader insert #akutagawa x reader #oda x reader #odasaku x reader #bsd odasaku #bsd dazai #bsd akutagawa #bsd chuuya #bsd chuuya x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs imagines #bungou stray dogs drabbles #bungou stray dogs headcannons #chuuya x reader

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Hihi!! I'm not sure if my request already went it, I sent it without wifi but incase it didn't id like to request a fic where reader comforts aku after a rough day and he starts crying and about not being good enough for her!! love your work 💗

thank you so so much nonnie and this is so hhhh I loved writing this😳😳 I hope you like it too♡♡

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Kiss my tears away♡

𝑨𝒌𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒘𝒂 𝒙 𝒇𝒆𝒎! 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

𝑮��𝒏𝒓𝒆: light angst/ comfort♡.

It was around 12:30 when the thud of the front door closing woke you up from your slumber. You turned your head to the side and watched as your boyfriend quietly stepped into the bedroom and started undressing; a foggy, shadowy figure observed by your sleepy eyes.

"Hey Ryuu. How was today?" you inquired, voice dripping with langour but he gave no answer. He simply lay in bed beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist to bring you closer to him.

"Ryuu dear can you~" you began again but were immediately cut off by the sound of heavy sobs. Akutagawa's hot breath dripped down your neck as he buried his face in your hair, chest heaving against your back.

"Ryuu baby what's wrong?" you asked again in a concerned voice, reaching a hand to turn on the lamp on your nightstand but he quickly seized your arm.

"Don't, please". His voice was weak, a mere shaky mumble "I don't want you to see me like this."

Sighing softly, you turned to face him; you couldn't clearly make out his features in the darkness but you noticed the faint quiver of his lower lip, the light furrow of his brows.

Without a word, Akutagawa shifted closer to you and leaned his head on your chest, pearly tears tracing their way onto your heated skin. On cue, you slid your fingers through his hair, pulling him closer to you. His muffled sobs echoed through the gloom of the bedroom, your heart twisting in a helpless knot.

"Hey..." you began, gently threading your fingers through his dark tufts "What's wrong? Did something bad happened at work?"

Without raising his head from your chest, Akutagawa started rambling on about how burnt out he felt, about the mission Dazai assigned him today. You knew how desperate your boyfriend was to gain his former mentor's respect and appreciation, the lengths he'd go to just for a simple "good job, Akuatagwa" and a pat on your shoulder.

"I just don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I gave it all I got and it's still not enough, never enough." His nails dug painfully into your hips, as if he were trying to crawl under your skin, to find a safe space far away from all the doubt and pain. "I feel like a fucking joke. How can you even love someone like me? How can I be good enough for you when I can't even-" Akutagawa's breath became erratic, words getting stuck in his aching throat.

You gently traced your nails along his scalp, fumbling for words. Truth was, you'd never seen him like this before, so torn by his own emotions, so vulnerable and you were afraid to say the wrong thing.

"Ryuu, my dear, you're not a joke. You work really hard and I'm so, so proud of you for what you've accomplished. If Dazai doesn't want to acknowledge you that's his problem, not yours." A choked sob left his throat at the sound of your words and you softly shushed him, scooting lower under the crunchy covers so that you were face to face with him.

Lovingly cupping his face with your hands, you traced your thumb over his cheekbone, wiping away his tears. "You're so amazing Ryuu, even if you don't always believe that. I love you so much" Your lips pressed feathery kisses all over his face as you held him closely; his fierce grip on your hips slowly growing weaker.

Your saccharine affections lulled him into a hazy state, as if his brain had shut down completely. there were no more thoughts, no more doubts and worries, only you- his loving partner, soothing him the best way you could. The tip of your nose brushed against his and you finally kissed his lips, a sweet, tender kiss that conveyed all the love you had for him.

"You're very dear to me, baby. I hate seeing you like this" you whisper against his mouth, words spilling from your lips to his as he weakly returned the kiss.

By this point a warm, mellow weariness took over his body and he felt his eyes slowly closing. His arm grew limp, draping over your hipbone and he leaned his forehead against yours; his breath steadying by the minute. He truly couldn't recall the last time someone has made him feel so worthy and taken care of.

Loving, sugar sweet words and praises kept rolling past your lips, completely replacing his dark thoughts with bliss. In that moment, Akutagawa knew all his worries about you were pointless. He uttered a low "thank you dear" before losing consciousness, forcefully put to sleep by sheer exhaustion; but even after he fell asleep you refused to let go of him. You continued your ministrations, tucking a strand of wild hair behind his ear and kissing his cheek.

"Anytime dear, anytime."

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd x reader #bsd fluff #akutagawa bsd #bungo stray dogs akutagawa #akutagawa x reader #akutagawa x you #akutagawa fluff

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hold me through the storm, and i promise i'll be back tomorrow — akutagawa ryuunosuke

akutagawa x gn!reader

genre: hurt/comfort, angst but not really

warnings: subtle mentions of suicide if you squint, but nothing explicit

a/n: whew, i haven't written anything semi-serious in a good two years so im sorry for the rusty quality. there's not enough aku content so i had to take matter into my own hands

tiny droplets fell onto the exposed skin of your arm as you helped akutagawa put on his pajama shirt.

he had just finished bathing, you helping him wash his hair as he tried his best not to doze off; he came to your apartment to be with you, after all, and he wanted to stay awake for as long as possible, though his eyelids, tired with accumulated lack of sleep, were screaming at him to let them cover his silver eyes.

a light tug on his hair broke him out of his daze, and he looked up to see you smiling softly at him. you knew he had had a specially draining day today, not only having to attend two intense missions straight, but also having met dazai and atsushi coincidentally in one of them. chuuya had informed you about the whole ordeal, and your heartstrings tugged at your soul, aching, for you felt akutagawa's pain as if it was your own.

you hated the frustration swimming in his eyes whenever he came home to you after days like today— his cheeks glistening with brushstrokes of rage and heartache. your heart broke a bit more each time akutagawa silently put his head on your shoulder, forgetting greetings, lost in his painful and too familiar turmoil in his head. every time you held him close, whispering sweet affirmations against his hair, and every time you felt his trembles grow ever so slightly.

you finished buttoning his shirt and gave his nose a sweet, short peck as he held you close, cold hands gripping your waist as if it was his anchor in the vast sea that were his self-deprecating thoughts. "it's okay", you murmur, trying to ignore the sting in your eyes for you wish you could take all his pain away, tug it out of him and throw it far, far away. holding his face and rubbing your thumbs over his cheekbones ever so softly, so careful that one would think you were holding the most delicate of porcelain in your hands, you whisper, "it's okay. i'm here, and i'm not leaving you alone". akutagawa closes his eyes, sighing shakily but slowly relaxing under your touch. "you did great today, ryuu. i'm proud of you", kissing his cheek, his heart jumped violently, never fully getting used to your loving affection.

in the silence of your small bathroom he opened his eyes, one of his hands slowly resting behind your head, stroking the back of your neck. looking into your eyes, he had one thing clear: he may face the devil himself, he may surf through the deepest pits of the hell that was his own mind, he may fall many times under his demons, but at the end of the day, he knew you'd always be there to hold his hand, tug him away from the burgundy hands trying to claw at his neck and hold him tight. he might have to face all of that tomorrow, and the day after, but knowing he had you waiting for him at the end of the journey gave him enough strength to make it through the day.

#imma just drop this and dip #if u saw this no u didnt #bsd imagines #bsd blurb #bsd scenarios #bsd fanfic #akutagawa x reader #akutagawa imagines #bsd akutagawa #bsd angst #idk #tw suicide mention

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lol finally decided to just post the Soukoku headcanons:

- Chuuya is an awful cook. Not because he doesn’t know how but because he tries to rush it a lot and makes mistakes like using sugar instead of salt or not cooking it for long enough. Because of this Dazai has to rush home from work everyday so he can get home and cook dinner before Chuuya can, Chuuya just assumes Dazai has more free time at ADA than he does at PM. Dazai gets home everyday early except for Friday’s and Saturday’s because they made it a tradition on Friday’s to get takeout from the first restaurant they ever went on a date to and Saturday’s are date days if they get free time. So since Dazai doesn’t have to rush home on Friday’s he stops by a flower shop and buys Chuuya a rose or something every week

- Since they go on dates every Saturday they go to a lot of places. Their first date they went to go see a movie or something common for a first date and afterwards Dazai asked him if they could like make it official and was like “hey, so, do you wanna like, be my boyfriend?” and Chuuya said yeah and then next Saturday they went on another date. Since dating was still kinda new to them Dazai got really like nervous and excited and he kind of forgot that he had already asked Chuuya to be his boyfriend so he asked again after their second date and Chuuya just made fun of him for it, so now every Saturday after their date Chuuya asks Dazai to be his boyfriend so he can make fun of him. After one of the dates Dazai’s expecting Chuuya to say it but he doesn’t and Dazai’s just like ???? so he turns around cuz Chuuya fell behind and when he turns around BOOM Chuuya’s proposing and instead of asking Dazai to be his boyfriend he asks him to be his fiancé.

- They each have their little quirks and one of those include the TV volume. Chuuya likes it when the volume is a multiple of 5 (10, 15, 20) and Dazai likes it when the tv volume is an even number (18, 20, 22). So usually they settle on the TV volume being 20 but if the movies too loud or too quiet and they have to change it they argue over it because Chuuya will put it on 25 and Dazai will put it up to 26 so it’s even. Instead of just settling on it being one of those Chuuya uses his anti gravity on the remote after turning it to 25 so Dazai can’t reach it and it turns into a game of chase because if Dazai touches Chuuya he’ll be able to get the remote. So, they miss like half the movie because they’re just sprinting around their apartment basically playing tag

- Shin Soukoku are their neighbors but they didn’t know for a few months and they only found out because Chuuya and Dazai were arguing over the remote and making a lot of noise, so Aku and Atsushi came over and were gonna complain to them about how loud they were but they opened the door and everyone just kinda stared at each other. Since then whenever they’re being loud Aku just sends Rashomon under their door to bother them

- Chuuya wanted a dog and Dazai didn’t so they compromised and got a dog, on the one condition that Dazai could get a (talking) bird. He teaches it to say mean things about the dog and uses it to insult the dog whenever Chuuya’s around, Chuuya hates it and teaches the dog to bark at the bird whenever it starts talking, it’s a very loud house. Despite not wanting a dog though Dazai does come to love it lol

- For a little while they tried to hide their relationship but Rampo was able to figure out what was happening so instead of just telling Dazai he knew he told all of ADA and they hatched a plan to get Dazai to tell them (because they’re bastards). Fukuzawa called an “emergency” meeting at like 2 am and Dazai had to rush over, but in the pitch black bedroom he ended up grabbing the wrong coat and he showed up at the ADA headquarters in Chuuya’s black coat and everyone just laughed at him, including Chuuya when he got home

- Before they started dating they tried really hard to ignore it and kind of refused to acknowledge their feelings. Chuuya was scared Dazai would leave again one day and Dazai was scared he’d hurt Chuuya on accident somehow and it only came out during a mission they worked together on where Dazai got hurt and Chuuya rushed over to help him and Dazai was all like, “ahh don’t worry about me it’s fine if I die here just focus on finishing the mission” and Chuuya just loses it and ends up confessing everything. For a few moments they’re just kinda staring at each other until they remember they’re literally in the middle of a fight, thankfully there were other members on the mission with them that were able to finish it and then get Dazai to a hospital. After he’s done Chuuya walks over in and sits down next to his hospital bed. Then Dazai starts quoting Chuuya and Chuuya thinks he’s mocking him so he gets up to walk away because I mean, who wants to deal with being mocked for your feelings? But when he goes to walk away Dazai realizes that him repeating it probably felt like mocking and he grabs his hand and they just suddenly have a mutual understanding of their feelings and the relationship slowly grows from that moment.

#soukoku #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #bungou stray dogs #soukoku headcanons #lol <3 love them #I was supposed to post these like 3 weeks ago

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Crash Bandicoot the Series Episodes

52 Episodes; To stop N Tropy and Cortex’s Plan Z that puts reality in jeopardy, Crash and Coco must travel between dimensions to gather crystals necessary. Along the way, the duo meets familiar faces and it’s a guess of whether they’re friend or foe. Then again for Crash, an enemy’s just a friend you haven’t made yet.

Method of the Marsupials: Spelunking down an ancient temple, Coco slowly feels inferior compared to Crash’s spontaneity always lucking out. Then again, Crash has never been one without his sister.

The Titanfields and Mucoltants: A chase after a baby mutant leads to a universe where two different clans have been feuding for generations and it’s up to the Bandicoots to finally put an end to it, or make the fighting feel different.

Crash Cultivation: Our siblings split up momentarily and Crash’s adventure involves helping a farmer confront a curse that prevents anything from growing on his land.

In My Element: Coco’s adventure is a puzzle room, literally a room full of puzzles she has to solve to get out. She’s having a blast, but comes to realize that the joy could be endless.

Breakfasticoot: Taking a break from gathering the crystals, Crash decides to go into the morning wilderness to get his sister breakfast in bed. Needless to say, it isn’t easy for our unbreakable hero.

Tense Theory: In order to get the next crystal, Coco needs to show that she can relax like her brother.

Tales as Old as Tiny: The Bandicoots encounter Tiny Tiger, depressed and very lacking in muscle. Crash wants to help, leading to the two entering the wildcat’s mind.

Minuscule Madness (Part 1): The Bandicoots reach a dimension that has everyone in it out to kill them. The problem is that the “everyone” are too small to be noticeable by the duo.

Minuscule Madness (Part 2): Crash’s body has been invaded by the small people and Coco must figure out how to save her bro before he dies or the small people die first due to Crash’s surprisingly volatile insides.

Jake and the Crashman: Crash is split from Coco and is thrust into a noir story involving wumpa fruit, cars, and a hidden conspiracy.

War the Game: Crash and Coco face off against a supercomputer possessing a crystal where losing will mean the end of that world, the heart and mind of our Bandicoot siblings truly at unity this episode.

Coco Kaijuu: The next dimension our siblings enter have them transformed into giant monsters and while Coco wants to be peaceful towards the civilians, Crash is having fun with his new form which unleashes a force trying to stop them.

Rip Roo Ca-Choo: Ripper Roo is alone after his original defeat from Crash, rejected by Cortex and with no direction. He then sees Crash again and becomes determined to exact his revenge.

Crash the Bachelor: A hopeless romantic Skunk finds love when Crash is the one being that isn’t driven away by his putrid stench. And while Crash enjoys being friends, our bandicoot doesn’t care about getting closer.

Tawna Comes to Tango: Dimension hopping Pirate Tawna shows up to help our Bandicoots win the crystal at a casino but her love of risk soon gets in the way.

Bookbrain: Our new trio visit the library where a crystal’s hidden and the former two decide to get Crash into more advanced reading. Crash loves it at first, but when the three discover the comic book section, it’s a challenge to keep that and Crash separate.

Animal House: Crash, Coco, and Tawna have to strengthen their teamwork to face a chicken, a monkey, and a shiny jellyfish in order to get the crystal.

Ghostdusters: Tawna doesn’t believe in ghosts, but a trek through a haunted house suddenly has her scared sneezing. The three try to make their way in and out, but finding the crystal will mean cleaning things up.

Crashket Ball: A game so complicated for Tawna and Coco leads to Crash helping them understand things his way.

Why Love Him: Tawna is separated from her friends into another dimension and stumbles across a dejected Crash that’s been through what she went through long ago in her dimension. She tries to cheer him up, and comes to realize what she saw in him originally.

The Messiness of Music: Our trio have to confront N Gin in a music contest in three days but instruments aren’t their forte, Crash and Tawna can’t and won’t sing, and Coco is overwhelmed in making the best song. However, music doesn’t have to be flawless to feel good.

Crashcading Fury: Crash wakes up angry and on destructive rampage for the next crystal. A scared Coco and Tawna do what they can, desperately trying to get their more cool, easy-going buddy back. 

Lunchtime: Crash, Coco, and Tawna have the chance to relax and get sandwiches and the Komodo brothers are sent out to kill them.

Ahoy Baby: A young group of aliens claim Tawna as their mom and she joyously comes to teach them how to live her way.

The House of N (Part 1): Knowing the trio’s progress, Cortex comes up with the idea of bringing multiple versions of himself to come up with ideas in stopping them.

The House of N (Part 2): A battle of the one true Neo Cortex ensues, leading to our main scientist at odds with himself of where everything went wrong.

Aku Uka Alone: Uka Uka and Aku Aku mentally link and argue over the faith they have in their hero/villains.

Dream Reaper: In this silent but musical episode, N Tropy sends a villain capable of killing people while they’re dreaming to the trio, only for our villain to underestimate all three’s imaginative capabilities.

Pace and Test: Crash is challenged to a simultaneous physical and academic exam for a crystal which is where his sister and bestie put their all into making him the best of both worlds.

Ferally Feud: Crash and Tawna get into an argument, leading Coco to try moderating and sees why she loves them both.

It Takes a Bandicoot to Save a Village: Former chief Papu Papu asks Crash to help rebuild his village after Cortex’s meddling might force them to leave the island.

Crate Minds Think Alike: Cortex manages to weaken the trio to the point where they can’t bash crates anymore, leading to them pushing each other to get stronger in the real way.

Dial D for Dingo: Meeting up with an old chum at his “established” restaurant, the Bandicoots take a stand when health inspectors have come to shut down the place by ANY means.

Two Times Tropy: While Cortex is out, N Tropy and his female alternate are working on repairs but are ignorantly making things worse with their constant ego stroking.

Crash The Banditoon: The trio reach a blank dimension where things feel different, more animated and that’s saying something. Crash isn’t complaining though.

Juicy Juiced: A special wumpa Crash finds gives the trio enhanced ability but at the cost of sleeping for days. So they keep eating it in order to come up with an antidote to null the effects at the risk of an eternal sleep.

Lab Rat Revolution: The trio arrive at a place populated by a majority of Brio’s rejects and helps them get revenge.

Wayback Brio: An encounter with N. Brio has him and Coco stuck in a cavern. While Crash and Tawna figure out a way to their freedom, the two inside are forced to rewalk their former relationship.

The Skinner (Halloween Special): Crash is possessed by an evil spirit that’s known for desiring the skin of its victim, unbeknownst to Tawna and Coco though, an unstable spirit can’t control an unstable body.

You’re a Bad Man, Dr. Cortex: Cortex arrives in a dimension where he’s the leader of the world, only this version is a good guy. Naturally he replaces the other Cortex and tries to spin the world into his image, but is conflicted that he’ll destroy a utopia he technically made himself.

Nurse Bandicoot: Coco catches a high fever after a trip through the arctic dimension, and the others do what they can for her. Crash surprisingly takes things slow while Tawna is frantic in making things better.

Do Mursupials Dream of Magic Sheep?: Crash suddenly gets nightmares and it affects him while awake. One night, a figure appears in his dream and the two adventure to found out how to resolves these bitter feelings.

Cocomotion: A trip to the future has Coco visit a successful version of herself. As such, it’s the age old case between future versus family. 

Crunched Kindness (1/2 Hour Christmas Special): Infiltrating Cortex’s castle, the trio frees a disheveled Crunch Bandicoot and helps him see the beauty of the world.

High School Bandicoot: The Trio are stuck in a video game dating sim where Crash has to win in one go or get deleted forever.

Fishing for Crystals: A fish eats a crystal, a bigger fish eats the little and so on, forcing our heroes to fish differently in the effort to get it back.

Continue?: Crash finds himself alone in a dreary world where it turns out he's dead. He meets a little possum girl and her big bodyguard as they help him uncover a way back to life.

The Trials of Crash Bandicoot: Crash is framed for multiple interdimensional crimes in space court, all of which are Cortex’s doings, and while Coco and Tawna play defense, everyone he’s encounter over the series comes to either his aid or prosecution, and Cortex has something up his sleeve, Crash himself is seemingly out cold during everything.

The Dimmer of Hope: After the events of the previous episode, Cortex has all the crystals and the trio’s banished to the end of the universe. All feels lost, so all that’s left to do is reminisce of the adventures the three got to have.

The Dimensional Dance (Part 1): Cortex and the N Tropys have everything set for multiversal domination but argue over how they want to do things. Meanwhile the trio get back to reality and figure out a way to destroy the crystals. 

The Dimensional Dance (Part 2): Crash has absorbed all of the power of the reality machine to make a universe in his own image. Tawna, Coco, the N Tropys, and Cortex are aware and find out that this won’t be stable for much longer and have to save Crash to reverse the effects.

The Never Ending Story (Series Finale): Crash is alone again, not dead, this time in a plane outside all existence and, given the chance to speak for the first time, reflects on his life and everything he got to have to a being he’s familiar with.

#crash bandicoot #coco bandicoot #tawna bandicoot #crunch bandicoot #neo cortex #n. brio #crash bandicoot 4 #crash 4 #video games #cartoons #long post #fake episodes #fanfiction #dumb

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P R E F E R E N C E # 3 - D R U N K S H E N A N I G A N S

A K U T A G A W A

“If you ever return her to me in less than perfect condition again...Well, Y/N, wouldn’t really appreciate me finishing that statement. Just don’t let it happen again. Understood?” The seriousness that his face illustrated was even more frightening than the inflection in his voice. The two friends nodded in agreement, unable to muster up the words and courage to apologize again. Furthermore, they thought it might be better to not say anything at all at this point. Which is why after a few awkward seconds they began to back away slowly before scurrying down the porch, almost tripping over each other to get back in their car. Aku could hardly hide his chuckle as he turned to enter the house where he could hear you fumbling around in the kitchen. “Now, what am I supposed to do with you?” He muttered to himself, amusement flitting to his face. “I’m so hungry.” You pouted, arms crossed, lip jutted out. “Did your mean friends not even feed you?” Aku inquired, beginning to pull out a pan and fill it with water. “No. They took me straight home. They knew you’d probably be mad and they didn’t want to make matters worse by getting me home later. I think they’re frightened by you.” Akutagawa couldn’t help but to smirk at this, turning the heat on the stove as he began to prepare your very late dinner. “Smart friends. How does ramen sound? The carbs will be good for you, soak up some of that alcohol.” Aku explained, biting his lip to avoid the smile that was fighting it’s way through. You had curled yourself around his backside, your arms wrapping tight around his waist. He could feel your warm cheek pressing to his shoulder blade, your hot breath sending internal shivers down his spine. He was so thankful you couldn’t hear his thoughts, let alone see his face; he was completely smitten by you and it was particularly hard to control when you were acting like this. “Mmmm. Sounds good. Though, Aku, would you mind giving me a kiss first please?” He rolled his eyes, but smiled nonetheless. Sober Y/N was never this forward. “Of course,” Turning around to embrace you in a tight hug, he leaned down and brushed his lips against yours, electricity shooting all over his body in an invigorating frenzy. Your hands found their way to knot in his hair, his hands slipping to your lower back. Unlike most of your kisses that were typically very controlled and romantic, this one was wild and unpredictable. He almost let out a moan when you bit down on his lip, granting entrance for his tongue, your hand trailing down his chest slowly...“That’s enough for now.” Aku breathed, trying to recover from the whirlwind his head was currently in. “Woah,” you agreed, almost losing your footing as you stumbled backward. Aku was just in time to catch you in his arms, steadying you before leading you to a bar stool, forcing you to sit and rest. As he cooked your food, he couldn’t help but to thank the lucky stars that he could do this; that he could take care of you and be a good partner. It was a great feeling for him, being able to do this, knowing that he could be there for you when you needed. That is until he looked up and noticed you had already passed out there, head slumped in your arms. “You drunk little fox,” were his last words before draping a blanket over your shoulders while he finished cooking.

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D A Z A I

“Careful, my love.” Dazai chided softly, his arms reaching to steady you after he threw an oversize t-shirt on the bed for you, as you fumbled to get your heels off. “Allow me,” He smiled politely, lifting you gracefully so that you were sitting promptly on the bed now. You both had just gotten home from a celebration party with the agency and you had ingested one too many glasses of champagne. “There you go,” He sighed, chucking your shoes behind him before massaging your swollen ankles. He never really understood why you wore such poor choices in shoes when they hurt you the way they did, but he couldn’t deny how irresistible your legs looked when you wore them. Then again, you looked irresistible all of the time to him. “Dazaiiiiiiiii, help!” you whined, scratching at your back trying to unzip your own dress. It took Dazai a moment to pick up on your endeavors, the soft kisses he was peppering on your ankles halting. “Of course, yes.” Dazai obliged, scurrying from the ground to join you on the bed. Slowly unzipping the back of your dress, Dazai tried his best to be a perfect gentlemen, failing miserably as he took in your nude back, clad in only your matching bra and panty set, lust twinkling in his eyes. He swallowed the lump in his throat, letting out an exhale as he stared at the ceiling desperately trying to distract himself. ‘She’s drunk, she’s drunk, she’s drunk’, Dazai chanted to himself internally, trying his best not to touch what he so badly wanted to. “Much better.” You stated, standing to your feet, allowing the dress to drop around your ankles, leaving you nude right before his eyes. “Yes, indeed.” He bit his lip, his brain clouded when you walked over to him on the bed and straddled him. Fingers running through his shaggy locks, you leaned in and began to kiss him on the mouth with vehemence and passion. Dazai was shocked at your newfound confident nature, but wasn’t about to argue it as he reciprocated with the same fire and energy. Arms wrapping around your waist, he pulled you even closer deepening the kiss as he slipped his tongue in your mouth while you were attempting to catch your own breath. Untangling your fingers from his hair, your hands reached to unclaspe your bra clumsily. That’s when it all clicked for him. His head had been so full of excitement, that it took him a quick second to remember what was really happening. He could taste the alcohol on your breath, see the disconnect in your eyes; you weren’t all there. This was wrong. “Belladonna, I love you and I typically love when you try to undress yourself, but this isn’t right. You’re not all here at the moment unfortunately and I can’t in good concience do anything with you without your full, sober consent.” He spoke slowly so you would understand, but you only let out a huge puff of unsastisfied air in response. “This is me giving you my consent,” You leaned in for a kiss, but Dazai intercepted kissing your forehead instead, forcing your arms up as he tugged the oversized t-shirt over your head. “Y/N. You know we can’t.” Dazai reasoned, pulling the covers back as he pat the open space beside him. “But I can hold you until you fall asleep? How does that sound?” His words were like melting honey. How could you deny that even if you were drunk? You were never one to turn down Dazai cuddles. Collapsing against his chest, you let out a small ‘hmph’ in a disatisfied pout, trying to ignore how good his arms felt around your body. “I know I’m no fun, but I love you very much.” He said after a moment. You had attempted to say it back, but the drunkness was already taking over and you were already growing very tired. He laughed at your attempt nonetheless and smoothed your hair back lovingly. “You sure are a riot when you drink.” Were his last words before allowing him to fall asleep with you happily in his arms.

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C H U U Y A

You had gone completely silent. Chuuya thought you had simply fallen asleep because typically car rides did that for you when you were drunk. Furthermore, he didn’t think much of it. That is until he heard the sniffling. And the fidgeting. And the ragged breathing. “Y/F/N.” He would say calmly, sneaking a glance over your way. He could already tell just by looking at you that you were trying to hide your face from him. You were an emotional drunk and you were definitely crying. “Y/N. Look at me,” He would demand, grabbing your hand in his and kissing your knuckles gently. Chuuya had witnessed this on so many occasions that he had grown desensitized to your overdramatic actions while under the influence. In fact, it was one of his favorite things to talk and joke about the next day because he knew it was simply just the alcohol taking its toll. That didn’t mean, however, he still wasn’t going to bust his ass to at least try and cheer you up. Your smile was priceless to him after all. “Baby, why are you crying?” He would sigh as you finally peaked at him through your hair. “Because I just-I just-I just love you so much, Chuuya!” You would gasp in between hysterical sobs, your crying becoming progressively louder as you threw your fists over your eyes. “You don’t even know how hot you are, it’s awful. I just want to kiss your stupid face all of the time.” You wailed miserably. Chuuya was quiet for a moment and then suddenly he broke out into a loud guffaw. Were you seriously crying over how much you loved him? And how hot you thought he was? Oh, how he was going to LOVE to remind you of this in the morning. Mortified wouldn’t even begin to touch on it. “And now you’re-you’re laughing at me! Do you not love me back anymore? That would suck a lot.” This made him laugh even harder, though he was making a genuine effort to calm down to comfort you even if you were being ridiculous. “My sweet, silly, beautiful girl. If only you knew how much I really loved you. Words cannot even begin to make a dent on the love I have for your very drunken self.” The car came to a halt as he pulled up to your shared apartment, turning to look at you with complete sincerity. “Why are you laughing then?” You would ask timidly, your tears now drying against your puffy cheeks. “Because It’s funny to me that you would even have to consider asking me if I still love you. I will always love you till my last breath and so on. Of course, I love you. I’ll scream it and wake up the entire neighbor hood if you want me to,” He offered opening his car door and slamming it before coming to the passenger side to get you. When you didn’t budge, he cocked his head to the side in confusion. “Well, aren’t you going to tell the neighbors?” He rolled his eyes, lifting up your unwiling body as he kicked the door shut with his foot. Oh, how he loved his very stubborn girlfriend. “I really do love you Y/N. More than I’ve ever loved anything in my life.” He soothed you, kissing the space in between your eyes as he walked you through the threshold of your apartment. “I love you Chuuya.”

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[sasorikigai]

“  I’m here. And I’m not going anywhere.  ” ( Aku to Scorpion/Hanzo )

comfort starters || @swordsxandxshadows || accepting

▬▬ι═══════ﺤ 🔥 || A raging wildfire burning everything in its path perpetuates, leaving nothing but ash. Like an uncontrollable hatred, bombardment of winds and gusts of air causes a hellstorm devastation in Scorpion’s perturbed, shallow slumber, tearing the very roofs of houses in the reserve of his subconsciousness; uprooting and knocking down trees Like an unquellable anger. Raging ocean and tiding waves swallowing anything and everything, pulling Scorpion to the depths of the depths. And like a never-ending sorrow, his earth would continue to shatter and shake, splitting the ground open and consuming whatever stood on it like a deep rotting fear. 

It is always his wretched visceral emotions which will cause devastating effects when left unchecked, as nothing could quell the harshness of his own damned guilt and powerlessness, as the unconscious web, weaved fortification after fortification, will leave him hollow beneath the darkness that seek the fire and the souls. Scorpion would dive into the primordial ocean of time, because tending his hellfire is blinding. Its dualistic, all-consuming light and darkness is demanding and precise; it is as devouring as the despair, albeit diametrically opposed as far as intention (ouroboros, as he would continue to ravage and devour himself whole). 

The light emitted from Aku is direct, most often singularly purposeful with a machine-like efficiency. The light is the hive-mind and the being Scorpion is looking at in the eyes of such tormented and suffering is the same being that controls all of them. Aku also wears the dichotic manifestation of light and dark, halcyon angelic warmth and demonic and dark mercilessness, operating in desire and liminality. All he wants is to be wrapped up in the shapeshifter’s arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it; but the radiating vibrations of his Arcana seeks to be tightly clutched upon his beloved’s being, as Scorpion’s being transforms to be this delicate moonlight, seeping into Aku and kissing in the comforting embrace of darkness. 

“All I want is for our bodies to be intertwined, sleeping between two exclamations, and breathe slowly but steadily, as anger, grief, and despair melt into solace and relief. Our coalescing mouths, and the words that dwell within them belong to us to obliterate our respective and shared trials and tribulations,” Scorpion finds himself gazing down, warmed by Aku’s reflection on his skin. Even in the ephemeral silence and cadence of their beating hearts, he could fee it. No longer, the wraith is a lone stargazer; but rather another soul bound to the universe who will continue to grow, expand, and consume everything to become one, two, and three; from seed, to sapling, to tree. For Scorpion will dream of fields of lush skin, travelled by miles of deep chasms. Like a brush on a canvas, his plump lips latch onto his beloved’s own - for no stormy waters will drown him whole, as long as he held Aku in the stronghold of his arms. 

“As you stir my defeated spirit lingering in my heart and swishing in my soul, I yearn to do the same for you. Urge your heart in the direction of exquisite euphoria as we will quell our pains like healers.” ▬▬ι═══════ﺤ 🔥 || 

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