#actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder

[autisticselves]

#actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #autisticdid #autisticselves #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #mentalhealthawareness #dissociation #dissociativeidentitydisorder #autismacceptance #autisticadults #frienship #social rejection #social exclusion #no friends

[the-strawberry-system]

what we look like on the inside at any given time: *frantic shrieking,* *bakugou calling someone a dumb bitch,* *somethings on fire,* *someone is crying,* *more frantic shrieking*

what we look like on the outside: *perfectly neutral, composed expression* im going to commit a felony

#teef #system #actuallydid #actuallysystem #system memes #did memes #dissociative identity disorder #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #dissociative identity disorder memes #dissociation memes #dissociation #fire mention #swearing

[nebula-system]

Sound Systems Discord

Hello everyone!! We, along with @housesugarpunk and another system have created a new system discord called Sound Systems. It’s meme-y and vaporwave themed. Sound Systems mainly a place for systems to hang out and chill, not necessarily have a uwu therapeutic environment. We’re people too and we just want to be treated like we’re not fragile. Anyway, click here to join

#actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #discord #system discord #actuallytraumagenic

[thedigitaliscollective]

12/5/18

Arson keeps coming to front. She has renamed herself Ariel Arson and has been expressing her feelings in pretty extreme ways. She burned her house down, although she seems unaware of it. Suggesting to her that she did brought her to tears.

She really wants a family and has been pushing for people to take on the role of parents in her life. Phantom offered to, but this really upset Fritz. Fritz eventually agreed to be her father. He is building her a new place and replacing her things. He is starting to be more open about her, although it is very hard for him to talk about so its still like pulling teeth.

She doesnt know what consequences are and she believes that she is untouchable. The vacuum that she has been living in, hyper insulated by Fritz, has not necessarily been good for her. Love and caring are just as foreign to her as indifference. She doesnt get that someone who is fully capable of hurting her could choose not to. She doesnt understand that the things she does could affect other people. Shes so very new at all of this... and hopefully we can help the both of them for the better.

#dissociative identity disorder #dissociativeidentitydisorder #gwendolyneidolon #gwenspeaks #onthefrits #actuallydid #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #actually did #actually dissociative #actually dissociative identity disorder #actuallymultiple #actuallyplural #actuallytraumagenic #multiplicity #dissociation #actuallydissociative #didsystem #systemlife #systemmates #headmates #our life with did #alters #child alters

[jennajsw]

Plugging this again for anyone who didn’t catch it the last time: I’m actually multiple (DID) and doing vlogs surrounding that and trauma on patreon under my real name. It’s $5/month to access generally (because MUCH vulnerability) and $10 for me to give you the link from this account since it’s in my real name and I don’t want the two linked and would be trusting you a LOT just giving you it <3

#actuallydid #actuallymultiple #actuallydissociative #patreon #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder

[goblinofthesun]

I don't want to front anymore. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm scared of my own mind and what it contains. I wish I could just disappear.

#star stuff #actuallytraumatized #actuallydid #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #actuallydissociative

[autisticselves]

I am responsible for caring for 2 children. Although everyone in my system is supportive, not everyone has a parenting role. #actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #parenting #parentingonthespectrum #mentalhealthandparenting #mentalhealthandparenthood #autisticselves #autisticDID https://www.instagram.com/p/COdvwNQMk6v/?igshid=13j3prpxcm9ke

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[autisticselves]

We describe ourselves as having autistic DID because we feel our DID is different to typical DID because of our underlying autism. It may have developed due to childhood trauma but it is also possible we developed it to cope with growing up as an undiagnosed and therefore misunderstood and unsupported autistic. We found life overwhelming because of our autism and unconsciously created alters to cope with this. #autisticselves #actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #autisticDID #growingupundiagnosedautistic #autism #dissociativeidentitydisorder #multiplepersonalitydisorder #pluralliving #autismacceptance https://www.instagram.com/p/COlgp2EsJmx/?igshid=1qc22eml20986

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[autisticselves]

Running grounds all of us and makes us feel more regulated and less stressed.

#runningtherapy #autisticselves #autisticdid #actuallyautistic #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #autismacceptance #mentalhealthawareness #dissociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #actuallydid

[autisticselves]

Each of us have different roles and skills and we try to match the right alter to each situation. But what happens when life is too overwhelming for any of us? What happens when none of us have the skills that are needed? #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #overwhelmed #exhaustion #dissociativeidentitydisorder #dissociation #autisticselves #autisticdid https://www.instagram.com/p/COSoXVPsbPH/?igshid=ilgrm8ua78uq

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[autisticselves]

Like many autistic females, I didn’t receive my Autism diagnosis until adulthood. I spent years not knowing I was Autistic and neither did the mental health team treating me. It’s important to fully understand a person when trying to help them - obtaining an accurate diagnosis as early as possible is so important. #actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #autisticselves #autisticDID #diagnosis #earlydiagnosis #femaleautism #misdiagnosed #misdiagnosis #mentalhealth #accuratediagnosis https://www.instagram.com/p/CNx7QOLMfIm/?igshid=plf248uj5j2b

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[autisticselves]

We are a group of autistic people who live together like a family. Our family home is the body we all share. All of us matter; we can’t get rid of anyone to make more space or give people more time to be out. All of us are important members of our collective family. #actuallydissociative #actuallyautistic #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #autismacceptance #autismawareness #autisticwomen #autisticselves #autisticDID #autistic #livingwithmentalillness #camouflagingautism #autismspectrumdisorders #arttherapy #autismlove #family https://www.instagram.com/p/CNZpPJ5Mc4z/?igshid=1afebty8wk8wp

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[autisticselves]

Looking after a newborn baby requires many skills. I had to work really hard to learn them - meeting the needs of a tiny, dependent human being is all-consuming and, being autistic, I needed the space to concentrate solely on looking after my new baby. Now my children are older, parenting is not as intense and it is possible to meet their needs as well as the needs of myself and my alters. When they were tiny babies I think having alters actively fronting would have made parenting complicated. That said, I think it is perfectly possible for people with autism and/or DID to parent children whatever the child’s age. The important thing is the ability to put the child first and to meet their needs. For us, it worked to integrate all our alters until our parenting skills and relationship with our children was fully established. Now that my children are older, having alters actually enhances and strengthens our family. #actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #autisticselves #autisticdid #parenting #newparents #newbornbaby #family #children #parentingskills #parentingsupport #mum #mumsofinstagram #mummyblogger #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthweek2021 https://www.instagram.com/p/COyLm6kM5if/?igshid=7jh5y2yy7sjs

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[autisticselves]

In many ways it was helpful to fully integrate all my alters prior to becoming a mother - it enabled me to focus purely on my baby and enabled me to meet my baby’s needs. However, it also meant I literally lost my self (or selves) and I was literally only a mother. It also wasn’t necessary as I am able to parent now with alters so my belief that full integration was necessary to parent effectively was wrong. #actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #parenting #parentingonthespectrum #autismandmotherhood #motherhood #motherhoodjourney #autisticselves #autisticDID #autismacceptance #autismawareness #autism #pluralparenting https://www.instagram.com/p/COsP2r0sBc6/?igshid=4j1hzde7g804

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[autisticselves]

My children love that I have alters and enjoy getting to know them. They love playing with my Littles and this is great for my Littles too. Whenever a Little is fronting there is always a Big in the background just to make sure everyone is safe. #autisticselves #autisticDID #actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #actuallydissociating #parentingwithdid #parenting #differentfamilies #differentperspective #differentfamily #multiplepersonalities #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #beyourself #okasyouare https://www.instagram.com/p/COn4iJGM53v/?igshid=6kaihdnfn8j2

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[autisticselves]

One of my alters is called Laura. She is 10 years old and likes hiding under blankets with her cat, where she can feel safe and cosy. She is autistic and very shy. #actuallyautistic #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallydissociativeidentitydisorder #meetthealters #feelingsafe #cattherapy #autisticselves #autisticDID #multiplicity #plural https://www.instagram.com/p/COi2XHJM3rl/?igshid=1t10ci7oh92w1

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