#Tw suicide

[doodlebloo]

He built a dead man's switch into the nuke. He was fully prepared to blow himself to pieces again if it meant taking out c!Dream.

c!Tubbo wanted that hero's death. He was obsessed with the idea of protecting his loved ones and in his eyes that would have been his ultimate final act of protection. Can you hear me

#his need to serve and protect is endless. he is such an acts of service person. he wants to do things for his loved ones and keep them safe. #this is why he even agreed to work alongside ctechnoblade in the end. it was to protect michael_b. ctubbo realized he couldnt protect his #son on his own and so his own feelings on working alongside ctechno became irrelevant. #if i had to guess id say protecting his loved ones became his no 1 priority when he saw The Tower. #doodle.txt #tw suicide #kind of

[frownyalfred]

eye in the sky has captured my ENTIRE brain and i was thinking back to how in an earlier ask you were imagining bruce eventually blowing the watchtower out of the sky like holy shit

bc like for bruce to blow the whole thing up with himself inside, he’s gotta distract the other regime members yeah? like j’onn and hal and diana and everyone - but especially kal. between the super strength, telepathy, super speed, super senses, laser eyes, etc. he Has to incapacitate them or they will be able to physically stop him from exploding the base and duke from escaping.

cause i imagine that after so many years it’s not like bruce can just pull out some kryptonite or lead or red sun lamps or whatever, kal would’ve destroyed those long ago. and now i have this image in my head of superman being weakened for the first time in actual years, unable to reach bruce to stop him, and the two of them screaming at each other over the comms system all of the grievances bruce has been unable to say

bruce (and especially batman) is a character defined by hope and his faith in people, but the hostage situation is so perfect for engineering him losing that faith in clark being so so resentful over all the abuses he and his family have suffered at clark’s hands. he reminds me of that mountain goats line “i hope you die i hope we both die” and it’s making me crazy they are SO unwell in this au

Mhmmm. I’m not sure if it fits but this made me think about what that scene could look like. And I think it would hurt extra special if Bruce managed to capture Kal in a chamber of energy field of some sort in the Watchtower (maybe something he was painstakingly building from scratch pieces over the years in secret) and he starts the detonation sequence and just…locks both him and Kal in the room together, with Kal in the chamber and Bruce sitting with his back up against the wall, holding the remote to trigger the final sequence and slowly bleeding out (maybe he was injured trying to trap Kal? Help the kids escape?)

And Kal is SCREAMING at him. Pleading with him. Begging him not to do this. Because Kal will live — even weakened and in the chamber, he’ll probably survive the explosion. But Bruce won’t.

#late night rambles #with that it’s time to pass out #brought to you by 50 mg of trazodone #bruce wayne #batman #dc #myfic #asks #theresurrectionist #anon #clark kent #superbat #superman #eye in the sky #injustice #tw suicide #tw death #that’s how Duke leaves him #he recognizes real #and that’s old old beef #it needs to happen

[mistninja]

Committing double suicide in front of our daughter >>>>>>>>> coming out

#fitz is a role model for messy bisexuals everywhere #tw suicide

[ink-yy]

ive always had a fondest for bareness and bleakness!

#crumb #warm ups #ot au #tsams au #the sun and moon show #the sun and moon show au #tsams sum #tsams lunar #the sun and moon show lunar #lunar tsams #sun tsams #cw suicide #tw suicide

[fanfictionroxs]

Louis hallucinating just like Paul used to.. the fact that Paul is the beginning of his depression most probably, the death he never even got to properly grieve, much less heal from. But now Louis is displaying the same 'symptom'? as Paul which makes me wonder if he will also try to kill himself like Paul did.

#interview with the vampire #iwtv amc #iwtv 2022 #louis de pointe du lac #paul de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #loustat #tw suicide #jacob anderson #sam reid #louis x lestat

[ikamigami]

MY THOUGHTS ON SUN'S CURRENT STATUS IN SAMS AND WHAT HINTED THINGS MAY BE IMPLYING

I'm stating this just in case so no one could say that I'm saying it's canon or that I'm trying to say that the show is done if nothing from what I'm about to say will happen because that's not what I'm doing here. All I'm doing is posting my thoughts on my own blog.

Sun is doing better compared to last year, that's for sure.

But the thing is that Sun never sounds convincing when he's saying that he's fine - he isn't confident when he's saying this.

Ofc it's obvious that Sun isn't fully okay. But like I explained several times already - even if he expressed having suicidal thoughts several times (not so long ago even) he won't leave his family. He lives for them. But show recently repeatedly showed us that Sun is willing to throw away his own life to protect his family.

The show might be hinting to something with Sun's line "I wonder if it'd be better if Moon and I never separated" - which is obvious callback to episode with dimension where they never separated and Moon killed Sun - and with Molten mimicking Sun's voice - which might be a callback but is definitely a reminder of short arc with Mimic who was pretending to be Sun (coincidentally or not it's also the same episode where Sun told computer to shoot the lasers at him).

It's a bit sad to see that not only characters in the show (Earth) but also fans are ignoring Moon's concerns about Sun. Whether if there's a good reason for Moon to be worried or not, Moon's concerns should be treated seriously not because "oh something will happen to Sun" but for Moon's sake..

Have anyone wondered why Moon is keeping everything a secret?

It's obvious that he want to keep his family safe. But it wouldn't be surprising that Moon may also not feel comfortable with talking with his family about it - especially Earth - when his concerns were previously dismissed..

We can see that Moon is still scared that he may lose Sun. That's why he was dreaming that Sun died. Which whether we like it or not is partially Earth's fault because she didn't try to comfort Moon but she denied his worries in very hard way that doesn't allow a room for any objection..

Why am I pointing that Moon may not feel comfortable to talk with Earth about his secret?

Because even if he lied to Sun, he opened up to him about his thoughts regarding bringing Solar back - that if Ruin was still around would it be okay to sacrifice him to bring Solar back - which tells us a lot about how much different New Moon is from Old Moon..

Old Moon would never say anything to Sun. He wouldn't utter a single word to Sun about his possible plans..

New Moon is different. Even if hides from Sun the fact that he holds Ruin captive, he very much shared his thoughts about his plans with Sun. Even if Sun doesn't know that Moon actually plans to do it, he knows what is plaguing Moon's mind..

It shows us that Moon trusts Sun. He deeply cares about Sun's opinions.

I'd be very angry if Monty won't tell Sun about Moon's weird dream and that Moon is acting in very concerning way..

Sun will be devastated if Moon will sacrifice Ruin to bring Solar back. But not because Moon hid the truth from him but because Moon is hurting so much and decided to do something bad instead of reaching out for help..

I think that Sun will be devastated more by Moon being reckless - which will definitely remind him of Old Moon (and I'm not saying this to say that New Moon is no different from Old Moon but I'm saying this because for me it always looked like that Sun was always worried about Old Moon - who was acting very recklessly most of the time - and seeing New Moon being reckless would bring Sun these painful memories that Moon was acting reckless and Sun wasn't able to stop him, to help him..)

And knowing that Dazzle is July 16th victim we may get a glimpse on Sun's trauma from that day..

Which reminds me what both hallucination of BM and new BM told Sun - about taking over him and causing chaos once again..

Which reminds me of my theory that Sun may have depressive psychosis and delusions centered around guilt and unworthiness..

Sun being scared that he may create another AI to cause havoc for him and feeling guilty and responsible for Old Moon's state wouldn't surprise me..

And if Moon will do something bad.. I think that Sun may feel as he failed New Moon just like he failed Old Moon..

Maybe what I'm saying is a huge stretch but for me it makes a lot of sense..

Sun once tried to sacrifice himself for his family, for Moon when he decided to be conduit for star's power. He survived then. In Moon's dream he died sacrificing himself to protect Lunar.

With Moon heading in the wrong direction I feel that we may have a third and final "Sun sacrificing himself to protect his family" moment..

With history repeating itself so much - and knowing that Sun is the most affected by that because he's the one who remembers everything - and with Dazzle being confirmed July 16th victim, show may finally touch on Sun's trauma and mental issues some more..

I don't know what show have in store for us but I'm hopeful.

#sun and moon show #sams #sams sun #sun and moon show sun #sams moon #laes earth #laes dazzle #sams july 16th #tw trauma #tw suicide #tw hallucinations #tw mental health

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is: i know youre suicidal but you cant leave me here. please please please please. dont go donr go dont go. my heart beats for you and my blood pumps for you and everything i do is for you. i dont know what ill do when youre gone. you say youve only got a couple more years left in you. i need more i need more i need more. you cant leave me because once youre gone ill have nothing left. there is nothing else i want: i just want you to be happy and i want us to be happy because even though its not a romantic thinh we're meant to be together

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#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #tw suicide #cw suicide

[its-target-official]

Thought you are do it😭 kys

thought you are do it?

wait

oh

because i'm queer?

hate to break it to you buddy, but i'm also polyamory, asexual, autistic, adhd, a therian, depressed, and i have severe anxiety

and gay

quite obviously

anyways

y'all ain't special, this is what i deal with on a daily basis from my school mates

#anon hate #tw suicide

[wu-sisyphus-gang]

Jaune: Found a cure for insomnia.

Ruby: That’s great!

Jaune: *Pulls out a twenty two revolver*

Jaune: Here’s the handy applicator for the pills. It’s so simple an idiot could operate it. And indeed many do.

Ruby: Jaune this isn’t funny.

Jaune: This isn’t a joke.

#rwby #rwby incorrect quotes #jaune arc #ruby rose #lancaster #tw suicide

[ghost-in-a-cup]

Of course we have all talked down a friend from committing suicide of course we never told this to anyone, not their parents not ours. We cannot tell the people who are supposed to care about it the most because they won't help, they don't know what to do and do the exact opposite. Of course you can't call a friend's mother "aunty I'm scared for them please talk them down." No. That will only lead to worsening the situation. They will scream, shout and beat their child before offering a kind word. They will say how can you do this to me? And never answer the questions how could they do this to their child. They will blame the phones, their friends when the phone is the one where they called a friend to stop them from ending it all. They won't understand that isolating them is a surefire way of making it worse, because they don't care about the child as much as they care about another aunty's opinion on what's going on. They will hide it they will never talk about it cause this society doesn't see children as people. Children are just puppets to their parents who are puppets to society. I hold each and every adult responsibile. I hold every teacher who said why won't you think ofyour parents, of every aunty who doesn't care about us gossiping in guise of care i hold each and everyone responsible for you have failed your child when you were supposed to protect them

The only ones you are protecting is society, those in power. You won't let your child say that the syllabus is shit nor will you let them say a bad word against teachers who deserve it(cause teachers are gods, don't you know? I guess even demons seem like gods to the blind)

You think of your child not as a person but just an extension of you therefore you never understand that your child had individual emotions you don't understand they are not you and not everything they do is about you

You Have never once considered what your child thinks or feels you have never once centred them in their life's decision. You expect them to follow your will, yyour desires. You say 'i gave them food shelter education ' congrats you fulfilled your duties. Congrats you are providing the basic needs of a child who you conceived of your own will. If you think they should fawn over you for it you should've stuck to dolls.

I blame you. I blame all those who have never been a safe space for someone to confide in, i blame you for not being there when your child is about to jump and instead for blaming their friends who are the ones who talked them down in the first place.

Think of your child as a person for once in your life.

Note : every "you" here is not the reader. You is referring to adults, parents who failed to provide a safe space, who centered themselves in a child's hurt.

#vent ig #desi #desiblr #india #tw suicide #cw suicide #i am not talking about my life that much this is in general #i am one of the lucky few who got thwir parents to get them psychiatric help #but some of my friends did not thwy are still suffering cause their reputation precedes the child's well being

[desire-mona]

been thinking about the catholic guilt around committing suicide. also been thinking about neil perry. so i victimised my copy of of mice and men about it

#desire mona #media #dont laugh at me DONT LAUGH AT ME DONT LAUGH AT MR #i rly like blackout poetry this was a pain in the ass tho #i dont like the last line too much but whatever #dead poets society #neil perry #poetry #tw suicide

[doodlebloo]

We are all in agreement that this song is undeniably c!tubbo coded right.

A heart that's full up like a landfill: Self-explanatory A job that slowly kills you: Soldier, Spy, President, Fry Cook, Father Bruises that won't heal: Self-Explanatory, special emphasis on fireworks scars You look so tired, unhappy: Emphasis on c!Tommy's perception of him during Pogtopia through Doomsday and beyond Bring down the government: Self-Explanatory, Dawn of 16th They don't, they don't speak for us: Doomsday I'll take a quiet life: Snowchester, Adopting Michael_B A handshake of carbon monoxide: Constant desire to earn the right to quietly and peacefully die

And no alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises Silent, silent: To me, this chorus pairs extremely well with the Snowchester nuclear weapons programs. No alarms as in no one will be warned when the nukes are launched, no surprises as in c!Tubbo always knew it was going to end with him using his dead man's switch

This is my final fit My final bellyache with: c!Clingy finale stream

No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises, please: "No Surprises, Please" going along with c!Ranboo's death and c!Michael's kidnapping being an eventuality that c!Tubbo never planned for and therefore short-circuiting his logicbrain

Such a pretty house And such a pretty garden: The empty, unused mansion that sits abandoned in Snowchester

No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) No alarms and no surprises, please (get me out of here): In the moments before the nuke hits, a reflection on the desire to die quietly, or to stay alive in order to protect loved ones, or to leave and never come back, or to return to a place that is unreachable...

#this song came on shuffle and then i went crazey. youre welcome everyone #doodle.txt #tw suicide #kindof. dead mans switch mention sooo

[bugbashir]

When I was a very suicidal trans activist in Texas, Benjamin Sisko saying “sure, you would [die for your people]. Dying gets you off the hook. The question is: are you willing to live for your people?” changed and possibly saved my life. It’s up there with “if we are going to be damned, let us be damned for who we really are” from Picard. Star Trek not only shows us a better world, it teaches us how to make it there

#tw suicide #I’m still a trans activist in Texas I’m just not suicidal anymore (yippee!)

[mistninja]

If I was 60 years old and I still didnt know what is my relationship status with my best friend / coparent of my child I would just kill myself in front of them (he did exactly that)

#actually fitz could have killed the worms but he knew this was his chance to die with the fool so they didnt have to label the relationship #and he took it #tw suicide

[fairycosmos]

instead of killing myself i will watch documentary about the ocean

#tw suicide

[intersectionalpraxis]

A six year old wanted to be run over by a truck so he could be with his family, but he ended up dying from hypothermia... if that isn't one of the most heartbreaking statements to read I really don't know what else to say, because this is just a child. A six year old boy. The world has failed you. The world truly has failed the children of Gaza in so many ways.

#feminist #social justice #free palestine #palestine #free gaza #settler violence #settler colonialism #war on gaza #gaza news #gaza strip #gaza #gaza genocide #end the genocide #end the occupation #ceasefire now #ceasefire #tw child death #tw suicide #children of gaza