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xshyhana · 6 months
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My @dokidokistart flag was signed by Carlos Sainz🥹🫶🏻🏎️❤️ (thanks to social media found the girl who was standing next to me and she filmed it!)
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Unclouded Days, because I'm not an idiot and I definitely remembered this story exists, part 3.
Part 1 | Part 2
"If I wanted to have a family... I'd have it with Alyx... Or Barney... But for right now...."
Gordon looked up from his journal. Taking a glance at his clock, he noted the date and time. 6:37 a.m. on a cold Thursday, April 13.
It had been a whole 2 months since he last visited Alyx and Barney. Gordon could remember the chill of the incoming blizzard as he trudged through the snow, and he remembered the chill coming back home afterwards.
His cabin was a safe haven away from the chaos of the society he helped create. Gordon wanted nothing to do there. He wanted to be by himself, for all too long he had been surrounded by people and he couldn't stand it. He thoroughly enjoyed the moments spent being away from everyone, where he was on his own, doing whatever. Nobody would boss him about. He wouldn't have to fight.
Barney had brought up a good point, but by accident. Gordon had mocked Barney by making such claims as having a family. And with Barney asking if he had one, Gordon spent long nights thinking about it.
No, he didn't have one, but Gordon couldn't deny that he had thought about having one, and having some kids of his own. He was still young enough to, but with whom? Barney would say yes, he and Gordon were always intimate with each other and would be asked constantly at Black Mesa when they'd marry. But it'd rule out children, as niether of them could reproduce with each other. Alyx would be uncertain about getting married, probably, mostly because she didn't know to the fullest what it meant. And niether of them felt a strong attraction towards each other, so would it even be considered a real loving relationship?
Gordon took another look at the clock. 7:15 a.m.. Temperature dropped a few degrees in the cabin. He sighed.
Another night wasted.
Closing the journal, Gordon stood up and stretched before opening the window to let it the sun and some fresh air. He stared outside, some animals crossing in and out of his vision, the leaves from last fall stuck down under the remaining snow. It was cold out, but the kind of cold one craved for in the spring. A nice and peaceful morning with a slight chill, the forestry just now waking up with snow melting around, providing nutrients to the life nearby.
He felt tired. Not unusual, as he lost quite a bit of sleep since that week in February. But Gordon couldn't fall asleep.
It was the entire point of that journal. To write his thoughts until he felt as though he could sleep. Some nights he considered heading back over to Eli and Kliener, maybe chat a bit. But being 40-something miles away would mean he'd arrive there sometime by noon. Other nights he considered working on some projects he laid out. But that would mean Gordon would have to turn on the other lights- all that artificial light would keep him up more than the red-light alarm he used to write in his journal. More often than not Gordon would just sit at his desk, writing away from 8 in the evening to 7 in the morning. The rare nights were when he didn't write in his journal, but instead bathed in the pitch black darkness.
Writing in the journal helped though. Gordon wouldn't have to worry about making sense to anyone, as long as it made enough sense to him. No need to appropriate a sentence, give it structure. It was a place where he could write what he was feeling, with no worry of harming anyone else.
Though sometimes Gordon wished he could actually tell someone, get advice or some help. It would have been useful as hell for him.
To ask for help gave Gordon the feeling of uselessness, a feeling he had been trying to avoid hard. To be told to do a thing gave him a purpose. So he did things that made him feel useful- took care of alien enemies for those that couldn't, provided backup to those who could, saved humanity, rebuilt society. Gordon did it all. There was no way he was going to ask anyone for help. He'd feel guilty as hell.
Gordon decided that he was done thinking such thoughts. And he had also decided that he would relax with a nice, warm shower, taking some time to ease off some stress.
Silence had been filling the lab. It was as if quiet things could become quieter, if it didn't make sound then it would start making other things stop making sound.
Alyx and Barney found it uncomfortable. The silence was deafening, and they could hear their thoughts much too clearly. It also provided a sort of laziness, a feeling of boredom, to the lab. A place once bustling with life and loud noises now only inhabited by two people with nothing better to do that they hadn't done forty times before.
"What if we went out of town for a bit?" Barney broke the silence, startling Alyx, who had been slowly falling asleep.
"What do you mean? To where?" She stretched.
"To Gordon's."
"I don't know, would he even like visitors right now? We have no way of asking him."
"Surprise visit?"
"We can't ask him, Barney! We've got no way to talk to him." Alyx rested her head on the table, letting out a drowsy sigh.
"I know where he lives." Barney said, causing Alyx to look over at him. "He had told me an approximation, he lives east near the giant trees."
"In the shack?"
"Yeah."
"Barney, thats forty miles away. We'd have to start early morning to arrive at his house with some daylight left. And besides, there is no way we'd be able to spend the night there, it has four rooms- a bathroom, a tiny bedroom, a kitchen and a main room."
Silence filled the lab once more. Alyx had a point, it was already too small for one person, much more with three. And there would be no way of confirming with Gordon if they could even get there- if anyone else saw them leave, and it would be a given that many people would see them leave, then Gordon's privacy would be violated by everyone else knowing where he lived.
It'd be rude to arrive uninvited, and unpleasant if he wasn't there or was too busy to let them in.
"Can't you talk to him?" Barney stared at Alyx, who sat up with exhaustion.
"How do you think I would be capable of that?"
"With that weird vort-connection-thingy you two have."
She took a moment to think. "I'm... Not entirely sure. I don't think I can."
"Should we ask a vortigaunt?"
Gordon finished dressing and took a seat on his bed. He was disappointed. His bath hadn't helped to relieve any stress whatsoever, instead he was convinced it added more and made it worse.
Which... Isn't good when you are a sleep-deprived physicist who has just been to a version of hell and back at one moment and wiping the enemy off the face of the planet.
His clock now read 9:00 a.m. exact. He could take a walk around the forest, or maybe cook up something.
Or, instead, he could lay in bed, the window open, the covers over him. Which is what Gordon did.
It made the annoying sleeplessness much worse but one could not deny the relaxing comfort it brought. And slowly, just so slowly, Gordon began to drift off to sleep.
"You can communicate feelings and pain without words, but you cannot talk to the Freeman directly." The vorts had answered, causing a sigh from Alyx and Barney.
"Well, then, fuck how are we supposed to get him now?" Barney huffed.
"We wait until he decides to come over." Alyx replied, getting up to go back to the lab.
"Have either of you decides to meet the Freeman yourselves?" A vort inquired, walking up to Alyx and Barney.
"No." The both of them responded.
"It'd be rude to walk up to his house uninvited, seeing as others could follow us." Alyx look over at the vortigaunts, who gave the appearance of understanding.
The two left the vortigaunts and returned to their eerily quiet lab, where boredom struck again.
Gordon shot up, panting hard. Beads of sweat trailed down his face, his heart and mind racing. He glanced at the clock.
5:21 p.m. on a now warm April 13.
Gordon took a second to calm down. He couldn't remember what had caused him to be so hyped up. Was it a nightmare? Bad memory?
What ever it was, it was gone now. Gordon could be thankful for that at least.
Chest still pounding, Gordon took a second to gain his bearings and calm down. He found it extremely difficult to do such on his own. As a result, he went out on a walk. He found it best to take in the nature, listen to the trees and wildlife.
As much as Gordon would have liked to hunt, a gun would raise back past feelings of fear, anger and pain that the Resonance Cascade and the Uprising caused. He couldn't stand to hold such a weapon nowadays, the only reason he'd have one anymore is for safety purposes. But even then, Gordon would much rather fight with a knife.
Bored with his little house and, unfortunately, the forestry around him, Gordon set out to the lab. It was best for an escape, as he wasn't feeling all that great by himself.
It was daybreak by the time Gordon arrived at White Forest. He had taken some time to visit Eli and Kleiner, and had also gone for a bit of shopping in the main town. Once done with that,he made his way to the lab.
"Hey Barney."
Barney turned around and was greeted by Gordon.
"Gordon?"
"Yeah, I'd hope so. How have things been?"
Barney smiled. "Its been good. And you?"
"...not good." Gordon sighed and looked down a bit. "Haven't been getting good rest."
"Would you like to spend a few more nights here? At the lab with Alyx and I?"
"Yeah... I'd appreciate that thanks..."
Barney took Gordon's hand and led him to the lab, where Alyx greeted them both with an excited smile.
Gordon got set up in his old room again. Sitting upon his bed, he stared at the ceiling in silent contemplation. Closing his eyes, he began to silently cry, for no reason he could find.
When Alyx stepped into the room, she caught a glance of the tired and teary-eyed man. She took that as a moment to sit next to him and offer weak support.
Gordon glanced over to her and wiped off his eyes. "S-sorry..." he muttered weakly, his voice shaky as hell.
Alyx smiled. "No need to be sorry. Just let it all out."
END OF PART 3
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wokestraightpuffy · 3 years
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Hallo, i hope you are alright and that my ask aren’t annoying but I wanted to ask do you have any c!puffy headcannons? —🤡
YOURE NOT ANNOYING AT ALL !!! NEVER THINK THAT ILU VERY MUCH. MUAH /p
as for c!puffy headcanons, i am not the best person to ever organize their thoughts properly but ill try my best >:’D
ahaha. this got. super complex and way too long and more of like an introspective study to puffy now instead of harmless fun headcanons so, uh. under read more <3 (also reminder this is all /rp and /dsmp)
* i like to think that she has a hero complex, but its a bit different since she never really sees herself as an ‘important’ part of the story, not the main character but a support one, hence ‘im fine with being the side character’ or how she’s said she doesnt care what happens to her and would gladly sacrifice(?) herself if there werent other people she had to protect. girl u need therapy urself <3
* though very open with how she feels and never afraid to say when someone/something is upsetting her, ‘opening up’ is still a whole mountain climb for her, apparently. like, she’d rant about the egg, get mad at the eggpire, let off some steam by committing arson or exploding stuff, she’ll rarely ever talk about how much the stuff that upset her actually HURT her. does that make sense? LIKE, she’ll lash out, she’ll get mad, she’ll take NO SHIT thrown at her face, but to show the kinda vulnerability of dealing with that? to cry about it talk about those feelings with someone? I think she’d rather eat her own foot lol
* adding onto the thing above, she doesnt necessarily actually realize this about herself. less of actively doing it and rather growing... used to the ‘cycle of violence’ in the smp as they call it. and the fact that rarely have people really asked, that no one’s actually available for that, w her losing her closest friends, bad and ant, sam being busy w the warden stuff... and niki. yeah. there’s foolish, but i doubt she’d ever see venting to someone she considers her son appealing
* also. puffy is just sometimes... really bad at conveying sadness. i think she’s a rare crier. id go as far to say that shes even more emotionally constipated than dream, lol (but maybe not while the guy’s in his prison arc) and that she’d be the type of person to tell you its okay to cry but beat herself up over something if she let a tear slip in a heated moment
* speaking of sadness. she’ll only ever actually Be Sad if she’s alone or with someone she doesnt necessarily care the opinions of. yknow how she mourned for tommy and blamed herself? those dialogue bits? yeah, those are only times shed actually be vulnerable
* puffy’s go to response to the egg and how its fucked up her relationship w her friends is pure fury. but, going off of her line about ‘failing bad and ant’ i like to think that she probably hates herself the most about it. THAT IS A STRONG WORD LOL BUT YEAH. she yells and curses and gets mad, but sometimes i wonder if the words she had spat before were more directed to herself
* THIS GIRL HAS SELF-IDENTITY PROBLEMS. CAN WE GET A HELL YEAH FOR THAT CHAT? outside of having no goddamn clue about where she came from, how she got here and who she even is, scrounging up a role for herself in a server with a war on the background and traumatized kids got her resignedly coerced into thinking that she is only a Parent. Only good enough when she’s actually doing something Useful for people. SO. when she finds that ship? of having a crew and having a curse? OF FINDING OUT SHE MIGHT HAVE/ HAVE HAD A MOM THATS WAITING FOR HER?  the sense of control she has on herself is absolutely crushed. shattered, and she’s left to pick up the pieces w no one to talk abt it with <3
* adding onto the above, it’s why the line ‘I’m supposed to be mama puffy. me.’ hurts me so much! so yes! please cry with me :D
* also to add more on the fact that she thinks she’s only worth something when she’s being useful, puffy literally contemplated leaving the server, thinking that it wouldnt matter leaving since no one really needs her anyway, since she’s failed so many people. bad and ant, tommy, dream. shes said how foolish can take care of himself on how tubbo and ranboo have each other, how she and niki have drifted so far away from each that it might as well be a break up.
HOOOOOOOOOO OBOY . anon youve really given me the perfect chance to ramble huh? sorry for the rather incomprehensible brainrot, here’s more lighthearted headcanons about puffy asdhfkd
* she cannot stand still sometimes. she always has to be doing something extra, walking when the prime path is right there? shed rather go through tedious little holes or hop and balance onto fences to get where shes going. she’ll mindlessly fix up the path when there are holes or mismatched wood, and one time went on a long, long LONG journey cleaning up the paths tommy purposely DESTROYED near lmanburg and even added cobblestone sidings which werent there before
* puffys a bit of a sentimental person. writing in her log to clear her thoughts sometimes and cared enough to try and preserve lmanburg with the glass sheet and trying to find possible surviving artifacts of history to respect it, even though she’s never been a part of it. its also why, when doomsday happened and lmanburg got permanently poofed, she began to appreciate the buildings that are still standing and began taking more pics 
* she’s not used to being... what do you call it, um, cared for? she’d deflect compliments sometimes, when shes having a particular bad day, like, she’d laugh nervously and change the subject, sometimes she’d outright deny it, most days she’d jokingly say ‘staphhh it’ and add a very genuine thanks. my point being is, do something for puffy that is mildly nice and she’d keep that moment in her heart forever. 
* also funny story regarding the above. u know how karl is notorious for stealing her materials? and how puffy was contemplating doing something in retaliation for them? karl says hi for once when she joins the server and she goes ‘alright fine youre safe for saying hi’ LOL THIS WAS PROBABLY A BIT META WISE but something about this implying that the bare minimum or LESS is enough to make puffy forgive someone is very sad and funny at the same time for me. girl really said ‘oh you said hi to me? thats nice all the crimes youve ever done towards me is now forgiven. <3’ (this is a bit of an exaggeration on my part, ofc, i just think its funny LMAO) 
* ironically, despite being the ‘captain’, whenever riding a boat with someone, she prefers being on the backseat and letting them drive. ig shes just there for the ride i suppose, her and her uber drivers :3
 * she either has a rather unhealthy obsession with baked potatoes or she just doesnt wanna waste eret’s massive potato farm
* idc what cc!puffy says is c!puffy will always and forever be 5′2″ in my HEART. u are the shortest member, u cannot change this <3
* shes really fond of animals/ neutral mobs. she often baby talks to them and they help boost her mood a lot when shes having a bad day :D
* up to this day, the little secret rooms she’s created around the server have all been yet to be discovered, unless the one under bad’s house has been found. she rarely ever really keeps tabs on them, and more often than not they are just collecting dust. she still visits sometimes and cleans them up ofc
* she still genuinely thinks dream can change. cc!puffy’s line about that, ‘i’m his last hope.’ really makes me think about this a lot. 
* ive seen people talk abt it a bit but the headcanon that puffy acts as the server mom to fill the ‘void’ of her missing her mom makes me cry at night /hj
* she really likes her rainbow onesie! i headcanon that eret gave her that along w the sunglasses, but she started wearing that less when she found her old captains uniform. shes never really said why, though, and nobody ever really bothered to ask
* god bless this woman but sometimes the server members get on her nerves sometimes so she goes out of her way to traverse along far away from the main community to maybe commit a few crimes. let off some steam. these take a few days but she always returns
i probably have a lot more hcs but i cant remember them >_> THIS IS A LOT ANYWAY. HOPE U ENJOYED MY BRAIN VOMIT. IF U READ THIS FAR ILU THANK U
if there are mistakes it is bc i am crying and cannot see my keyboard and also i am sleep deprived /hj
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vampire-fuckers · 4 years
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Taking Notes(Yan!Isaacxreader)
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TW: This fic will mention kidnapping,self harm, abusive situation.
Entry number 1
6/18/1476
                      It was only 3 months since I first saw her, I knew even then something was different about her from the moments I first saw her. She seemed perfect, the perfect face, perfect hair, and smile... I hated all of that. Couldn't stand it. Yet here I am, doing everything in my power to protect her from the very creatures I create... Even leaving gifts for the woman. I want to stop myself, but I can't. I know she's human, can't be trusted. Thats why I hate myself for wanting to save her, occasionally find myself thinking of taking her away from this cruel place.                   
                      I've been using the whip a lot more since she came into my life as well. It keeps me focused, and my thoughts away from her. For the most part it helps, but it usually doesn't last long. Why do I feel like this? Why must this woman consume all my waking thoughts? Perhaps seeing her again will calm me down...    
 Entry number 2  6/19/1476   
                        I went to see her last night, I shouldn't have.  I saw things I wish I hadn't. The audacity of that woman- I'm the one that's been protecting her all this time, and she goes, running into the arms of another man. Just another reason people aren't to be trusted. I should've left it at that, but I couldn't. I wouldn't allow her to get away with betraying me, and I wouldn't let him get away with taking him from me. 
That's the night I knew I had to take her... First however, I made sure to punish her and her lover. Made her watch as I killed him. I told her I'd do this again, and again if she ever dare try to leave me again. Then she said something that confuses me... She keeps insisting she doesn't know me. Thats a lie, how could she not? The gifts I left! The notes I left warning her of attacks, just so she would be safe! She's a liar... Maybe she needs more punishment. I'll do what it takes, will whip out all of these human flaws if I need. She will submit to me, one day.                
Entry number 3 
7/3/1476
                    I haven't been keeping up with my journal  as much as I would like. Me and Y/N have been quite busy the past couple weeks. We've made slight progress, but she's still doesn't seem to understand her place here. 
She tries to speak out, and has tried to run on two separate occasions. I'm starting to think she does this on purpose, so that I'll use the whip. Perhaps my pet truly enjoys her punishments. I wouldn't put that past her. I even tried to confront her about this- it was cute to see how defensive she got. How red her face turned as she tried to deny my allegations... Yet deep down we both know what she truly is.
 Entry number 4
 7/6/1476
 She slowly but surely is learning how to behave, she's been more obedient the past couple days. She's starting to remember to refer to me as her master. Shew starting to do as told without question. She's improving, I'm proud of how far my pets come.
                    Because she's started to behave more,  I've started allowing her to sleep in my room with me. She was surprisingly pleased with this... Poor thing was so touch starved she adored my attention. Maybe I should deprive her of touch more often, seeing as its proven to have such good results. 
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ssvgawara · 4 years
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Haikyuu characters as things said in the hhcu
a/n: this is pure humor and just something fun, the hhcu is wild and says stupid shit more than once a day so i complied a ridiculously long list of quotes and put them together in this list to share with yall so please enjoy, read more because again this is so long also pt 2. some of these r pretty nsfw so uh yeah <3
Oikawa: When he gives up his torso 😍 
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Nishinoya: Fisherman daddy
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Bokuto: I trust no condiments
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Osamu: YELLOW BAD OIKAWA IS NOT ALLOWED IN MY KITCHEN
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Tendou: Give ass in shiratorizawa?
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Atsumu: Garlic air freshener
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Nishinoya talking about his sex life: ITS THE GOOD OL FASHIONED POW POW GRUNT GRUNT WINDOW WASHER ULTIMATE FRISBEE DICK CONNECTOR 
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Hinata: thank you!! also my oven melted??? and caught on fire 😰 
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Yaku probably thinking abt kuroo while saying this: not gonna front im terrified of the live action grinch and if i ever see him its on sight
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Kageyama: Except that one mustard faze I had
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Lev after yaku kicks him yet again: NO INCH ACTIVE INCH VERY ACTIVE
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Suga after Kiyoko holds his hands: premarital eye contact is already a sin
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Iwaizumi realizing Oikawa probably wouldn’t know the difference between hawaiian rolls and milk bread: when he says hit it till it breaks, he means the packaging of hawaiin rolls
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All of Seijoh to Oikawa: You know whats really sexy? Self care.
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Hoshihumi: like a three year old. still baby but also evil at times🤡 
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Oikawa right before his death: "MORNING HAJI!~" slaps tiddie
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 Anyone falling on love with haikyuu boys: hey a good reverse harem never hurt anyone
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Idk who says it but terushima would do this: places his hand to my heart but then hes like heh heh boob squishy
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Tendou: centrepical force saved my bag of chocolate!!
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Lev thinking it was a literary masterpiece: *reads about a fourth of the bee movie*
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Hinata making fun of Kageyama: milk is better than the feeling of the ball touching your fingertips during a perfect set
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Hinata and Kageyama failing tests: thats just the dumbass in me babey!!!
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Atsumu simply trying to annoy Osamu: Are y’all meaning to tell me you DON’T take your raw chicken on walks through the city?
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Yahaba: PUSSY ALWAYS LEAVES
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Mattsun just to annoy everyone: yall ever think about how in the 50s and 60s they just put raw hotdogs or shrimp into jello and ate that shit and enjoyed it???
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Suga: i am now crying and my boyfriend is concerned and i can’t tell him that I’ve lost my husband and children
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Kenma; Smh my head
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Bokuto: Sorry not all of us can have double decker extra stuffed bottoms up extra large super sized t n a like me🥰🥰💅💅
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Everyone to bokuto: titty enthusiast ✨✨
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Me to kuroo: sorry babe youre a scorpio you dont have any rights anymore
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Tendou: i accidentally lit a  baby on fire
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Atsumu: This feels real human centipede
Bokuto: theyre not ass to mouth
Atsumu: Close enough
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Bokuto when a minor inconvience happens: Why are we still here? Just to suffer? Every day, I wake up....
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Sakusa: Remove your lips from my penis
Atsumu: I use a gluestick as chapstick i cant
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Goshiki: Arson or boot in my book, set fire to something live a little
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Tsukishima: I don’t like recieving pain. It hurts
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Kenma annoyed w kuroo: Put your dick in the fucking catfish’s pussy then
Kuroo being annoying: How deep is catfish pussy
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Makki to Mattsun: Ayo babe what if we fucked on the catfish tank
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Kiyoko tiredly, to Tanaka: I’m not putting salt and pepper on my pussy lips
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Saeko: I’ve got that Deep dish, super soaker, wet, succulent dripping honey suckle like sweet marinated mooseknuckle, extra thick, slip n slide, water park, waterbender, extra ribbed, the seven seas, gorilla grip, flex tape, primordial soup Dwayne the Rock Johnson, Cardi B, Megan Thee Stallion pussy
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Atsumu not really knowing what cooch means: I got the body builder cooch
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Oikawa after not sleeping to train, extremely sleep deprived: youre got unending
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Goshiki; Commit arson
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Akaashi: I leave for 10 minutes and Bokuto is 240v (mouth edition) fuckmaster pro 4000 with semen drip collection tray, automated self-lubricating 6 speed pulsating pussy and built in Polycrystalline floatable silicon
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Oikawa; I’m coming to murk your ass xoxo
Iwa: I will literally shiv you bitch
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Kindaichi: ✨ bob duncan exterminates you asmr✨
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Makki: I’ll try to find my favorite about Jacob sartorius vampire babies with Hillary Clinton
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Kenma after playing some obscure video game: also i can’t sleep😔 too busy thinking about human sized bats
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ME fuck yall im carpetting my bathroom: you already put rugs in the bathroom might as well carpet that bitch
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Kuroo talking abt something sciency idk: LIKE A BODY WIG
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Seijoh when iwa throws balls at oikawa: spousal abuse right in front of my salad
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Hinata making up some new stupid song: Ants on a log ants on a log
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Atsumu to piss off Osamu once more: world f amous allegra chicken
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Semi: Gay little Ushijima’s left hand
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Bokuto: Are you disagreeing with the fact that I am thicc as phuck
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Kiyoko: Guys is it uh... is it possible to sprain a titty cause.... Uh....
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Terushima: He laughed at the end of his own joke what a fuckin chad
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Bokuto: IS THAT THE DOG FROM ZOOTOOIA
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Kageyama: milk is kinda like organ paint huh
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Nishinoya: i don’t think socks taste good
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Tendou: out of your mummy, into my tummy
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Hinata; shout out to me who thought chickens had four legs until last summer
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Oikawa Hanger: I WANNA HANG MY CLOTHES ON HIM 
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Kenma: What a little pissbaby
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Yamaguchi: i am literally so curious about what it's like to kiss a boy that it's almost killing me
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Daichi about Suga: he may be cute, but istg there’s some kind of raging devil trapped in him
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Saeko: fuck society my titties are out
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Hinata after getting lecture by everyone for sneaking into the training camp: GOOD NEWS MY DAD IS NOT GOING TO PUT ME IN THE OVEN
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Just me thinking abt any first years: children. toddlers. Tikes.
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Me waiting for the fever: When is malaria?
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Uhhhhh probably tendou his vibes: Ill electrocute his cock
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Akaashi just go w it probably about bokuto: Why is he shoving cheese up the pussy
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Osamu tiredly: Ooey gooey cheesy chicken vagaina
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Nishinoya trying to catch a very large fish: Dom the Crab
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Bonus crabagraph: The crabs death reverberated and struck fear into the hearts of all crabs in existence because of this one 60+ year old mans volatile universe-crunching swing. Dude defied the laws of gravity by simply getting pinched by the crab. Man just reinvented the laws of physics and all of science due to the sheer force of will and untapped wellsprings if potential unleashed by the crab. If aliens show up it’s because the supersonic radio waves released by the banging of the crab against the cabinet are the first ever created in the universe. Man could cause a ripple in space-time with his crab launching abilities. Guy probably opened a gateway into another universe when he launched the crab. You see how the cabinet door opened and stayed open? It’s because this elder tore a hole through the fabric of reality to the Other Side simply because he experienced a minor bit of pain. The way he released a defeated roar of agony. The ancient gods awoke from their deep slumber and this old man single-handedly revived all his ancestors. New wars are about to start because of the way this man broke the barriers containing this reality into one fixed area. This universe is now expanding at such a rapid rate the the geosphere will now be reshaped. This man probably unknowingly blasted a hole in the other side of the planet because the shockwaves of the aggressive rippling effect of this poor crustacean slamming at lightning speed into a small wooden frame. The crabs insides were probably fused into the shell because this man’s angry, rage filled, pain filled battering ram of an arm throwing him through every known dimension and re-arriving in this one at the mere moment to experience the most pain a crab ever has or will in the rest of the existence of crabs. This elderly man probably has phased through and broken every human limiter known to man just because he got a minor pinch by a crab. He probably is bio-medically fused with crab DNA at this point. A legend.
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headcanon-cafe · 4 years
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Day 2- Hitoshi Shinsou
Prompt: Public Sex
Character(s): Hitoshi Shinsou
Warnings: Exhibition, Grinding
A/N: Not full blown sex this is just a smutty scenario.
Also Day 1 Isn't finished so here is Day 2!
'I swear to god, this man will be the death of me.'
You were pissed, the only thing you asked him to do this morning was to take a package to the post office on his way to work. Well not only did he not do that this morning but apparently this man was so sleep deprived that he left the package, his lunch and his paperwork that he was o so stressed about last night all on the table. You sigh and start to get ready so you can do everything your dunce of a husband forgot to do. Okay so maybe you were being a little hard on him but still as a Pro-Hero he shouldn't forget the paperwork and the stuff that gives him energy.  Wearing jean leggings, a black long sleeve and one of the many scarves he owns, you were on your way out.
'There goes my lazy day... might as well go grocery shopping and get a new cat bed for slayer.' you look at the clock on your phone seeing 8:40 flashed, once again drawing a sigh from you.
Turning on your Spotify playlist and putting your earbuds in you start walking, God what you do for this man.
First dropping off the package at the post office you slowly start to make your way to your husbands Hero Agency. Upon nearing the agency your eyes widen at the mob of people that not only crowded the outside but obviously the inside as well. Covering your face you quickly get inside using your card for quick and easy access without much of a problem. Other than one reporter who kept trying to grab at you. Entering the building you notice the overcrowding of not only many employees of this agency but many employees from other agencies as well. Quickly trying to get to Hitoshi's office unnoticed, you skip by, no one but a few sidekicks and Endeavor taking notice of your presence but all ignoring it.
'Something's obviously going on but what could it be that they don't kick me out, it can't be that bad then, could it?'
Right before you actually get inside his office you get pulled into someone's arms. The suddenness caused you to struggle and panic but quickly came to the conclusion that it was just your husband, and that no one would dare touch you especially in the building he worked at.
"Kitten... what are you doing here... and why didn't you send a text..?" You look down, the nickname causing a slight blush to coax your face, it being a nickname he selectively and strictly used in the bedroom, no one seeming to mind you two despite the hallway being filled with anywhere to 10-15 people at a time.
Though going back to the matter, you suppose sending a text beforehand would have been useful. "Uh yeah, sorry about that Hitoshi, I brought your lunch as well as that paperwork you were stressing about last night." He smirks at you, despite this being a gentle moment.
"Awww look at my loving wife... always pick up after her... messy... husband" he pulls you into a hug. You blush instantly pushing away "HITOSHI! What has gotten into you?!" You hissed out in what tried to be a whisper but ended up speaking way louder than meant. He quickly grabs your wrist and pulls into his office locking the door behind him. While walking up behind you and grabbing onto your waist.
"I don't know kitty, I've been... in a weird mood today. But if you're here you might as well stay for a while. Right?" His grip tightens slightly, you gasp inwardly at the grip and the nickname simultaneously. By weird you instantly knew he meant horny, despite his crude word choices horny wasn't something he always felt comfortable saying, like how some people cringe at the word moist or like a trigger word of some sort.
Despite being married for 4 years, he still managed to bring butterflies to your stomach. Your blush filled face and trembling legs all leaned against him as he started to kiss along your neck leading to your shoulder. You instantly go quiet and every sound around you instantly becomes 10x's louder, the voices in the building and the steps in the hall flooding your ears. You pull away from Hitoshi. "Babe! We are in your agency! The building is flooded with people! What are you thinking?" you hiss, the thought of it exciting you yet not willing to risk the embarrassment as well as the thought of him being called out in the middle of his career. He'd never live it down unless another insane couple decided to fuck on the job.
"I'm thinking... Why not?" You gasp at his words almost echoing in your ear. He then starts to grind you against him, each grind getting slightly rougher.  You start mumbling into his chest “H-Hitoshi… I don’t think we should…” As well as him grinding, at that moment he ruts himself into you. HIm letting out a grunt and while you let out a high pitched squeak. At that exact moment you happen to open your eyes to see a sidekick staring at you, he flushed and quickly walked away. You pushed on Hitoshi’s chest “ H-Hitoshi! Someone just saw us! Oh my god someone saw us, Hitoshi!” He still didn't pull away though. Quite the opposite actually. Sucking on you shoulder harder, the speed of the grinding picked up too. “‘Toshi s-stop.”
“Thats not my name, Kitten”
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buginabog · 5 years
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Am I Dreaming or Dead? Ch. 2
Summary: sanders sides fantasy story.
Pairings: remile, loceit, royality
Warnings: character death, sympathetic deciet, body horror, cursing
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Remy slammed against the wall, pressing his hands against his mouth to suppress his sobs. He slid down the wall slowly, curling into fetal position.
"Well I finally got Kai to slee- Remy? Hon are you ok?" Emile fell in front of Remy and tilted his head up to meet his eyes. "Remy baby, what happened?"
Tears slid down Remys face, "Emile... I fucked up."
Emile pulled Remy into a hug, "hush baby, hush... wanna tell me about it?"
"Logan got mad at me because I didn't warn Virgil about how my eyes feel... and then I told him that Roman-" his breath caught in his throat, "I told him Roman wouldnt want to see him. Because he said he'd find Roman on his own, and I said he wouldnt want to see him."
Emile rubbed his back, "what were you feeling?"
"I was... I was angry."
"At who?"
"...I dont know" he voice broke, "I dont know Em, and I- I couldnt-"
Emile rocked him back and forth, "hush honey, hush. Tomorrow? You go to his house, you try to apologize. And you try to start again. Ok?"
Remy laughed weakly, "where would I be without you?"
Emile kissed his head, "I think we both know the answer to that."
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The car was silent as Logan sped towards home, his face grim. It felt like hours before Virgil was brave enough to speak up. "Dad? Does Remy blame you for Roman... leaving?"
Logan sighed and relaxed his grip on the steering wheel, "I- yes. Virgil. Yes he does." He laughed brokenly, "they used to be... the best of friends you know. Roman and Remy, you never saw one without the other. And me and Roman, well. We were like oil and water. We were so different. And we fought so much. Remy used to think Roman went to the woods to- ...never mind. And he blamed me for that."
Virgil frowned and looked away, "thats... kind of dumb."
Logan laughed a little, "people do and think dumb things when they're grieving."
Virgil looked out the window for a while before speaking up again, "why didn't you tell me we were moving to the town my birth father died in?"
Logan started, "he died here?"
Virgil nodded, "yup. In those woods."
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Eleven Years Ago
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"Poppa? How long are you gonna be gone?"
His Poppa smiled and ruffled his hair, "oh not long, a week or two. Three at most. Ok? And I'll call you every night. Ok Virgie?"
Virgil smiled "ok Poppa!"
Patton gave him one last hug, then stood up to hug his best friend, "thanks for doing this on such short notice Em."
Emile smiled, "not at all! We are best friends after all!"
Patton smiled, "still, thank you."
"What are you doing in that town anyway?"
"Oh, you know, I got an offer to do a logging job." Patton frowned, "its weird though... no one in town wanted the job."
Emile smiled, "well that's a good thing!"
Patton smiled, "yeah. I guess you're right."
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Two weeks later
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Someone knocked at the door, Emile ran to open it. Virgil couldnt see who it was, because he was in the living room. He could hear voices, though he couldnt hear what they were saying, the voice that wasnt Emiles was deep, and sounded like thunder. And like thunder, it was carrying a message of danger since past.
Emile brought the man into the living room, "hes in here sir."
The man reached out to shake Virgils hand, "hello, I'm Mr. Sanders, what's your name?"
Virgil tentatively reached out his hand, "Virgil."
Mr. Sanders smiled sadly, "do you know why I'm here Virgil?"
Virgil shook his head.
"This is going to be... big news... for a grown adult, even. But for a six year old especially..." mr sanders sighed, "I hate this part of my job, but, it needs to be done." He took a deep breath and looked at Virgil, "your father, Patton Hart, was in a logging accident."
Virgils eyebrows knit together, "what do you mean?"
Mr Sanders sighed, "your father... wont be coming home."
Virgils world froze. Mr Sanders kept talking, but Virgil didnt hear a word. He just... sat. Not thinking, not feeling, not hearing, all he could was sit. Not even a single tear ran down his cheek, all he did was sit.
When he finally came back, he could say one word. And one word only, "Poppa?"
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Present Day
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Roman walked into the clearing that he had called home for ten years now. "Morality my dear!"
Morality perked up and smiled, "ah, Prince."
Roman sat next to Morality, "do you ever wonder what happened in the outside world? While we stayed frozen in time... what happened out there?"
Morality sighed, "well, sometimes I do." He looked at the river, "you know... I left behind a son. He was only six when I... when this happened. I... I wonder what would have happened if I had never taken that stupid, stupid, STUPID logging job."
Roman sighed, "yknow, I saw... I saw my brother. A little older, but here, at the edge of the forest."
Morality frowned, "why?"
"His son was about to walk into the woods." Roman frowned, trying to remember, "what was his name... Vi-"
"DONT SAY IT!"
Roman started, looking at Morality, who was breathing wild-eyed and panicked, "...Morality?"
"Remeber what I told you? That day? Names have power in the forest."
"Right. Apologies."
Morality relaxed, "its alright my prince. But if that boy has not been taken yet... then we should try our best to keep him free."
Roman nodded, "yes."
They sat in silence before Roman spoke again, "how long has it been?"
Morality sat, "that is three different questions, but I'll answer all three. The woods have been infested ever since, oh, a long, long time back. Look at the height of these trees, they've lived long lives. I'd say this tree has been here for maybe a thousand years, probably more." He looked at Roman, "as for me, ah, I cant tell, and I cant tell how long it's been for you either. While we stay frozen, the world keeps spinning." He laid back, "maybe it's been two years, maybe twenty. Maybe it's only been a month. Who knows who knows indeed."
Roman smiled at his partner in death, "you're rambling again."
Morality sighed, "perhaps. But I'll ramble and ramble till the world ends, if only to fill the silence."
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Declan woke up to feel Logan sitting in his bed, "so, you decided Virgil wasnt going to sneak out? Or did you stay out there all night?"
Logna sighed and laid back, "I... I went to the forest. Then I went to Remy's."
Declan frowned, "why?"
"Virgil saw him."
"Saw who? Where?"
Logan turned to Declan, and Declan started to see the tears pouring down his normally stoic husbands face, "He saw Roman. In the woods. And then I did too."
Declan pulled his husband into his lap, "Logan? Are you ok?"
Logan sighed and rested his head on Declans shoulder, "if I found Roman. Do you think he would want to see me?"
Declan frowned, "of course he would, why do you ask?" He sighed as the answer came to him, "Remy?"
Logan nodded mutely.
Declan kissed his forehead, "Remy was warped by anger and frustration, surely you can understand."
Logan sighed, "I know, but... it's hard not to take it to heart."
Declan rocked back and forth, "I know. God, I know." He smiled down at his husband, who was half-asleep, "why dont you get some sleep, ok?"
"I dont-" Logan was interrupted by a huge yawn, "I dont need it."
Declan smirked, "uh-huh. Even though you were up all night?" Logan stuck his tounge out and Declan laughed, "you, sir, are a hypocrite."
Logan rolled his eyes affectionately, "alright, I'll take a nap. Wake me once Virgil wakes up?"
Declan kissed his forehead, "not a moment sooner or later."
Logan yawned, "ok, good. I love you Dee."
Declan smiled, "I love you too." He whispered to his already fast asleep husband.
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Virgil sat in his bed, thinking about Remys eyes. His kaleidoscopic eyes that reached into your soul and pulled out every emotion, ever thought youd ever had, and then laid them out for everyone to see.
He had felt so exposed.
Like... like Remy had laid him out on a table for everyone to see.
But he wondered what Remy saw.
So he ran.
He ran through town all the way to an old, dilapidated house with an overgrown yard and pounded on the door.
The door clicked open to reveal Emile, "Virgil? What are you doing here?"
"I need to talk to Remy."
Emile nodded, "ok, come in."
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Emile knocked on the doorway to the living room, where Remy was sitting, looking dully at the TV, "Remy dear? Someones here for you."
Remy looked up at Virgil, his jaw dropped and he ran to the teen, "Virgil! I'm sorry. I should have warned you."
Virgil looked up at his uncle, "why did you need to do that?"
Remy stepped back, "I... I just wanted to make sure. Make sure he wasnt lying."
Virgil frowned, "why would he do that?"
Remy sighed, "I dont know."
Virgil nodded, "what did you see?"
Remy frowned, "I saw... a crystal."
"But I never saw a crystal?"
Emile gasped, "crystal...?"
Virgil frowned, "what?"
Emile turned around, "I had a friend who moved here, well he didn't move here but he worked here for a period of time. Well, he died in the woods, but the day before he died, he was...off."
Virgils eyes narrowed and he tensed, "off how?"
Emile gestured around vaguely, "he kept... rambling... I couldnt make it out but I heard something about a crystal and traps and thorns."
Remy frowned, "I think... I think if we looked I could find it... yeah I could find it if we got close."
"Then what do we do?"
"Destroy it." Remy sighed, "I dont know why but... I get the feeling that's what we need to do."
Emile nodded, "so that's what we'll do. Tonight."
Virgil rubbed his arm, "I dunno... I think we should get Logan."
Remy shook his head, "I have been deprived of my best friend for ten years. I'm not waiting another second."
"Logan waited ten years for his brother! He should be here!"
"Logan is the one who got Roman into this mess in the first place!"
"How do you know that!? You never took the time to ask Logan what happened!"
Remy blinked, taken aback, "well, I-"
Virgil huffed, "we go with Logan." He glared at Remy, "I let you dissect my soul. The least you can do is let my dad on the quest to save his brother."
Remy snarled at Virgil, his eyes flashing behind his glasses, "Hes. Not. Coming."
Virgil stood his ground, "why not?"
Remy sighed, "because, smartass, only people who are part warlock can go without, yknow, dying."
"Then why are you letting me go?"
Remys eyes widened, "he didnt tell you..."
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Logan sat in the clearing. He had never seen it before. It was beautiful. A stream thread through the meadow, and the skys were clear, oh so clear. He could see every distant galaxy and star.
The faint sound of creaking wood filled the dream.
It came from every side, surrounding him. He looked for the source but saw trees. Only trees. For miles and miles nothing but trees trees trees!
His breathing quickened and he looked around, terrified.
His eyes stopped on a familiar figure.
Roman.
He tried to call out to his brother, but there was a burning in his throat. A petal flew out of his mouth, then a white chrysanthemum burst out of him. Flowers sprouting from every place they could. They writhed around his body, chained him to the earth. His hearing faded as flowers sprouted from them, his sight became clouded with white white white.
When his sight returned he sat in a clearing with a beautiful iridescent crystal in the center. He looked up and saw branches and vines in a writhing dome around the clearing.
Roman sat next to him and rested his hand on his. "Hello Logan."
Logans voice cracked as he whispered, "Roman."
Roman looked at the crystal serenely, "I understand if you're angry."
Logans eyes filled with tears. God. He was crying more in the past three days then he had in years. "I'm not. Just tell me what is happening!"
Roman sighed, "there are... hunters in the woods Lo. And they..." he started crying, "they got me Lo! And I'm so cold and tired and I just wanna go home!"
Logan tried to touch Roman, but his fingers went through, "tell me what to do..."
Roman gestured at the crystal, "send Remy and Declan into the forest, have them break this. Then me and Morality are free."
"Morality?"
Roman smiled, "my partner in death."
Logan nodded, "of course."
Roman looked to the side and frowned, "odd. Theres two warlocks here... Remy and another."
Logan frowned, "Declan?"
"No... " Roman's eyes widened and he clutched Logans hand, "Theres a child! Wake up!"
-
Logan shot up in bed, panting.
Declan rose up halfway groggily, "Lo? What's going on?"
Logan grabbed his husband, "Declan. Go get your brother. I think hes done something stupid."
Declan frowned, "when has he not?"
Logan growled, "Declan! I think hes gone to the forest!" He looked down as he remembered Roman's words, "theres a child..." his eyes widened, "Virgil!"
Declans eyes widened, "oh my god." He jumped up and ran to the car, dialing Remy.
-
"Didnt tell me what?" Virgil frowned at his uncle.
Remy sighed, "SO. Me and Declan are Warlocks. That's why my eyes are weird and why Deceit has scales."
Virgil frowns, "...no. he has a skin condition. Looks like he has scales but it's really weird ass skin."
Remy shook his head, "nope. They are most definitely scales."
Remy sighed, "oh my god. You're at least a little bit warlock."
Virgil smirked, "you remember I'm adopted right?"
Remy growled, "well, Declan sensed some warlock blood in you. So suck it up and follow us to the forest."
"I'm WHAT?"
"A warlock." Remy turned and kissed Emile, "love you sweetheart." He looked back at Virgil and walked out, "now come on! That crystal ain't gonna break itself."
Virgil followed him blankly, waving to Wnile, "uuuuh, bye uncle Emile..."
Emile giggled, "oh dear... bye Virge!"
-
Virgil and Remy arrived at the forest. "You ready kid?" Remy looked over to the shocked teen.
Virgil barely nodded.
He took a breath and sat up straighter, "yes." He looked over to Remy, "I'm ready."
-
Taglist cause I guess I'm doing this now:
@burningpersonflapsuitcase @an-absolute-failure @lucifer-in-my-head @fury-of-rome @nonbinaryblossom
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mysticwhatnow · 6 years
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Can you make RFA + v + saeran cheats on MC than she knows but they don't know she knows. She take everything she owns and wipe her existence from their home ( takes everything she put and the photos she's in ) than leaves her phone so they won't track her and leave them without a word just a proof of what they did. How would they react to it / how it'll end. I'll leave it to you ^^ thank you :3 bounce is MC was pregnant and didn't tell them.
Oh, jeez, this was slightly difficult! But I hope this is to your liking!
Yoosung
he didn’t know how it happened, honestly??
one day he was at college and the next he was in a bed with another woman?
he felt so bad, he wanted to tell MC but he knew she would probably leave
he couldn’t lose her
so he kept it a secret, and continued the affair with the woman
only because she was helping him study,, uh-huh, sure yoosung
but of course, MC does find out
and b o y is she angry
she’s so upset and she’s so angry with herself for not finding out sooner and upset at yoosung
especially with the baby she just found out she was having with him
and she was so excited about that too!! 
but now she doesn’t know what to do
she ends up wiping everything clean, going incognito completely
she leaves her phone and takes the photos and everything
she doesn’t want any trace 
when he comes home he loses it, he knows what happened and what he just lost
months pass and they’re still hoping she might one day show up again
yoosung ends up seeing her at a market and drops everything
he rushes to her and stops dead in front of her when he sees the stomach bulge
had she moved on?? 
she tries to ignore him and move on but it’s so painful and she’s trying not to cry
he keeps explaining what he did was a mistake and it was reckless and he’s sorry and he won’t do it again
it’s just a lot of frantic apologizing and rambling that she had grown to love
so she gives in, but it’ll take a long time for her to forgive him completely
surprised, he asks her about the baby thinking she was with another guy and stuff 
she doesn’t say anything for a moment and speaks softly
“it’s your child” and he’s d e a d- his child?!?! seemed like the guilt doubled at that 
she had to deal with a child on the way and the fact the father cheated on her
he hugs her close and apologizes more saying he’ll never do that again
in the end, the two end up happy again, plus a tiny little bab!
Zen
it was with one of his co-actors
mc was coming to give him his lunch and walks in his room/thingy ma jiggy
finds him making out with a actor against the wall 
she drops the lunch and doesn’t give it second thought, running off
zen sees her, going to chase after her but the directors and others are getting in the way
when he reaches home, he’s to late, everything it gone
the pictures, the phone is left, and her clothes are gone
how did she move so fast?? 
he ends up alerting the rfa fast, begging for seven and jumin’s help
he needs to find her, he needs to apologize
they search for her and search, but they don’t seem to have any clue where she might be
he’s completely heartbroken, but never gives up
until one day, he gets a call
“are you related to MC?” 
his heart drops because he knows how this works
he explains how he’s her ex, and leaves it at that
“sir, i’m afraid she’s passed away from a car accident.”
just when he thought it couldn’t get worse
losing her? forever?
the doctor also explains how she was pregnant and they delivered the baby before she died
and explained how he was the father
he doesn’t hesitate, he figures it all out, signs papers, whatever. that baby is his and he won’t hurt it
he ends up raising the child and always tells he/she how great mc was
but he still cries as night, because he knows he won’t ever see her.
mamamystic is not a nice person
Jaehee
i can already hear the cries
“jAEHEE WOULD NEVER!!! SHE’S SO INNOCENT!!! PROTECC!!”
please she’d probably be staying at work late right and just is so fucking tired
so this one girl slithers right on up like “hey you need a place to crash?”
and i don’t know about you
but i make the worst mistakes when i’m sleep deprived
so she could’ve easily mistaken this chick for mc 
so she goes, right 
easily submissive, tired, got some of that good puss ya feel
of course, mc being the generous person they are, goes to Jaehee’s work
also to deliver the news that hey, the sperm donor thingy was successful. she was preggo. 
but she gets there, and to her surprise, no jaehee
so she asks around, blah blah, and one person explains how jaehee went home with another chick
now, mc isn’t one to assume, so she calmly leaves and just goes home 
doesn’t even call
she trusts jaehee, maybe she was doing work at the chick’s house
so morning comes, ye?
and jaehee comes home, super early, super super fucking guilty
but oh me oh my mc was there
she was w a t c h i n g 
mc ends up speaking from the couch, all calmly and startling the shit out of jaehee 
“so where were you babe?”
jaehee ends up telling her, furiously apologizing
mc doesn’t really know to react because she?? trusted jaehee??
but she does know what she’s gonna do 
she just,, fucking leaves 
not even saying anything
just out the door
jaehee knows better to stop her so she just
collapses on the couch
doesn’t show up on the chat
neither does mc so both are extremely worried
jaehee leaves for work (jumin forced her), and when she gets back, all of mc’s shit is gone
she doesn’t know how to react, but she buries it well 
she hides all the emotions, she just says “mc left” if anyone ever asks
it got to the point the whole rfa was worried sick 
they couldn’t find mc at all
so they eventually just.. gave up
she became nothing but a distant memory
(hahaha get it i made this ending sad)
Jumin
breathes in. breathes out. 
okay so jumin,,, tsk tsk. he would never ever hurt mc, but a few slip ups happen here and there
im sure something happened at his work, or the dude just fucked up
he probably ended up banging some girl while drunk in a cat suit for god sakes
anyways, he probably would tell mc right away, because he loves her and can’t lose her blah blah
anyways, i’m sure when she found out she was devastated because knowing jumin
she was informed of this over phone while he’s on a trip
the call goes well, she pretends it’s okay but inside she’s breaking
and what’s worse is she was just about to tell him the results came back positive
thats right. mc is pregnant fuckers. 
and she’s just, broken and she doesn’t know what to do except to run
so she does, she packs her shit, everything into the multiple suitcases 
it’s not hard to bypass everyone, if she explains she’s off on a trip to the spa or something
she manages to explain how she’d rather walk to said ‘spa’ to relax 
but really she’s just, leaving
nowhere else to go
she ends up disappearing though, and whenever jumin calls and doesn’t get a answer, he panics and calls the guards
but there’s literally no sign of her, all her pictures are gone
jumin freaks out more because 1. he knows what he did and it’s his fault and 2. he’s worried mc will get hurt
he ends up bringing out the big guns, goes crazy to search for her 
he comes home straight after, alerts rfa and everything. 
everyone’s on a wild goose chase to find her
eventually they find her, thanks to seven finding her friends’ places and doing a big ‘ol search, even if she left her phone
which she obviously did, she’s not stupid
by this time a couple of months has passed, because ya know, i said so
when they find her (she had been staying at a distant cousins house a few states away)
they knocked on the door and it wasn’t the guards or anything, no it was jumin
he looked like a mess, for once in his life
he was acting just like when he lost elizabeth
he begs and begs and apologizes (professionally, ofc)
just kidding
he notices the baby bulge too and it doesn’t take an idiot to do the math and realize
it breaks him even more because she kept it and he didn’t even know
it takes a lot of persuading and a lot of lost trust needed to be rebuilt, but she eventually does come back
she loves him even if he fucked up
many months later, things are back to normal- somewhat
they now have a little tiny munchikin :oo
Saeyoung
big big oof
see now saeyoung,,, saeyoung just fucked up really
he knows it too when he wakes up the next morning and he’s not in the same bed and you aren’t around
and the girl next to him is totally unregistered in his mind and he knows nothing
but unlike the others, saeyoung would probably say something and knowing him, make a small (or large, depending on how he views the situation) deal out of it
either way, mc would be pissed
because last week she found out she was pregnant with his child
so tears running down her face, she actually begins to pack right in front of his eyes
now he’s breaking down, begging her to stop and beginning to cry
he even goes to grab her hand but she yanks it and slaps him right across the face
“don’t fucking touch me, who knows where those hands have been.” she most likely snarled under her breath because WOO she’s upset. 
they don’t have a lot of pictures to begin with, so she doesn’t worry about those. she doesn’t even bother with his phone
as she’s leaving she turns, goes to grab his hand
he thinks she might change her mind or something to keep her from leaving 
but it’s actually just her phone and a sad and broken smile
me rn: nsgrejghkjfjhdfkhdk
and then she just.. leaves. and he can’t track her, he can’t do anything
saeyoung goes… completely opposite
he grows distant with the rfa, and he gets harsh and more cold
jaehee is a CONCERN MOM
thankfully, she has her ways, and her and mc were always close
so she finds where mc is staying (with her parents) and calls
basically she explains and like, begs mc to at least come over
mc can’t really say no. she loves saeyoung and she adores jaehee
so she does, arrives to his place and everything
before she can enter the arabic thing, it opens and seven’s there with tears and almost trips when he bends over and apologizes
like. a lot.
mc got to like 100 before she told him to stop
they talk, obviously, about them and about her baby
yes, saeyoung it’s yours
he’s mixed with sadness and so much joy
months down the road, you guys are better and with a little baby
mc doesn’t regret coming back to saeyoung thank god
Jihyun Kim
oh boy.
now, see here
jihyun probably just did a small fuckity uppity.
basically, he went to a photo contest and won, so a lot of girls were on him 
and drinks were there
and it went from 1 drink, to 2, to 5.
it didn’t go well, especially when mc had traveled all her way to surprise jihyun with her pregnancy test
so when she arrives at his hotel and finds it unlocked with clothes scattered everywhere, her heart drops
then switches to angry like nu-uh hunny no one cheats on me
she walks into the bedroom and tosses clothing at v, giving him a startling wakeup
she’s yelling and ranting and then finally tosses her phone and pregnancy test 
“hope you’re happy” is the last thing she says before slamming the door and leaving
v is.. DISTRESS.
he chases after her, lotsa stumbling and half nakedness too.
but she’s already out of the building
she thankfully gets a ride and manages to find a hotel to stay at
she doesn’t talk to anyone, so v has to suffice for the explanation
it doesn’t go so well either with the group
just like the previous ones, they’re upset and angry
mc definitely never deserved that
and v knows that
so he takes it into his own hand. he doesn’t return, but literaly S E A R C H E S for mc
day and night
it’s becoming draining, and he’s using her phone and only the memories of her to help him
and eventually he finds her
and he’s just, so awful and distressed mc has to double take
“what are you doing v?” and he just, breaks down apologizing
he’s crying, it’s some nasty crying too
he’s begging for her forgiveness, down on his knees and grabbing his hands
mc doesn’t really know what to do,,, honestly
she’s so conflicted? but she knows he loves her and she loves him
so with hesitant moving, she bends down and just,,, hugs him
and if you’ve ever seen someone breaking down worse but because they’re so happy
yeah that’s v lole
they end up staying at the hotel a bit longer to detress and later on, have their baby!!! its very cute and i love v thanks
Saeran
why.
okay so,, i imagine he met them from mint eye? just a friend that also got out of mint eye too?
(oops spoilers)
so anyways they start messaging after saeran and mc start dating and saeran is a bit clueless
until she shows up at their literal house and comes and is like
“mmm yes saeran” and he’s like “nOoOoo!” 
but for plot yea it happened
can you tell im tired
anyways so he wakes up and he realizes and he’s just,,,so guilty
but like saeyoung he’d tell mc
but he’d make it very blunt, yet very emotional so mc is a very big ????????????????
she’s so hurt and so angry, especially after coming back from the doctors
but she can’t just,, leave the two siblings alone
so she ops for the couch, even though saeyoung is confused
when he finds out though he’s so concerned, especially because later during the night he sees saeran occasionally pop his head out to stare at mc who was asleep on the couch
“dude, you fucked up” “it wasn’t my fault?” “????????????”
so saeyoung and him talk about it 
yes, saeran was guilty for going through it, but saeran hasn’t exactly been used to all this 
mc had to understand this, and saeyoung was sure she did
but despite his efforts, saeran and mc can just... not talk 
mc’s to upset and bothered about something, and saeran doesn’t just understand
so when saeyoung finally forces them (with a bit of exasperated yelling)
mc blurts out “im pregnant”
silence.
saeran just... stares? “is it mine?”
“of course it is you dimwit.” 
that breaks a bit of tension because she laughd and saeran cracks a much needed smile
so they do talk
saeran explains his point and mc explains her point
they eventually understand, and comfort each other
mc goes over to hug and saeran’s just... smiling and saeyoung feels proud 
and proud of himself but yknow
later on they have a cute little brown haired baby with orange eyes and theyre so cute!!!!
HEY GUYS!!! IM BACK!! I took a severe long hiatus because I lost interest in Mystic Messenger, but recently got the game again and here I am!! I hope you all haven’t missed me to much. 
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uta-no-knb · 6 years
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Part 2 part 2! For the stuttering s/o please...
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Guess the people have spoken!! Here’s part 2!!! And there will be some returning guests ;)
If you haven’t read part 1, click HERE
Let’s begin!!
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Ever since Shining had lift the “no dating rule” (technically, he altered the rules, that anybody the idols wanted to be with would have to be approved by him), partners of the idols got to stay in the Master Course, as long as their boyfriend remained there. Even though QUARTET NIGHT had moved out and are currently living in a penthouse that Reiji owns (he insists on “team bonding”, which hasn’t been successful), the group of males sometimes stayed at the Master Course when their projects are a bit further away from their residence.
So for you, this meant that you could come and go from the Master Course as you pleased; plus that meant you can see the other idols as well.
It had been a few days since Ranmaru was taken to the hospital and you couldn’t help but feel guilty. Not once had you gone to visit him-while everyone else has-including Camus and that’s saying something right there. At the moment, you were lying down on a couch in the main common room, covering your eyes, trying to relax; you were trying to avoid going to the “QN Headquarters” (the name that Reiji called their residence); with how you were feeling, you really didn’t want to see anything that had to do with Ranmaru.
“Look who’s finally out of her room,” a voice said from behind the couch that you were currently lying on.
Removing your arm away from your eyes, you looked up and found Ren, sitting on the top of the couch, with his head looking at you over his shoulder. “Hi R-Ren,” you started, your voice a bit raspy.
“It’s good to see you out of your room for a change,” another voice said.
This time you got up into a sitting position and saw that, STARISH was gathered all around this main sitting area; Cecil was sitting in one of the arm chairs with Syo sitting on the opposite one; Otoya and Natsuki were sitting on the couch directly in front of you, and both Masato and Tokiya were leaning against the back of that sofa.
“W-was I taking up too much space?” you asked. “I’m sorry! I’ll move out of y-your way-”
“No, you’re fine, (L/N)-san,” Masato reassured.
“We just wanted to make sure you were okay, since no one has seen you these past few days.”
“I’m fine,” you started. “I r…really am. I’ve just been focusing all my time on my artwork.” You picked up the sketchbook in front of you to confirm your claim. “I just dozed off is all.”
“This is a common room, after all, (N/N)-chan,” Otoya said, “So you’re more than welcome do do whatever you’d like-”
“Not everything, Icchi,” Ren said, with a slight perverted grin.
You looked back at Ren confused, only to flinch when you saw a pillow hit him right in the face-courtesy of Masato.
“You’re disgusting, Jinguji,” Masato said. “You shouldn’t say things like that in front of a lady.”
“Anyway,” Tokiya piped up, “Have you heard anything from Kurosaki-san?”
You looked away from the group, guilt in your eyes. You really should’ve gone to visit him, but at the same time, you didn’t. While he never officially broke up with you, the words he spat at you still stung-even if the incident was days ago.
“I don’t blame you for not visiting him,” Syo said, grabbing your attention. “Based on what we were told, you didn’t deserve for him to talk to you like that.”
“I know but, I know that the reason he snapped at me was because he was sleep deprive-”
“That’s still no excuse-”
“Has he texted you or anything?” Cecil asked.
Grabbing your phone, you looked and saw that you had indeed missed a call from him. “Oh, h-he left a voicemail,” you stated, as you tapped on the voicemail button.
“Put it on speaker so we can hear what he has to say,” Natsuki started. “Maybe it’s something cute!!”
“Doubt it,”
“Stop being so negative, Ochibi-chan.”
The moment the sound of the rocker’s voice was heard, everyone quieted down.
“Oi, its me,”  Ranmaru started, letting out a sigh, “Listen, we need to talk. Can you meet me at the park right next to the arena where they’re going to hold the Triple S at 6? Uh, thanks.” And with that, the voicemail ended.
Slowly putting the phone on your lap, you felt your heart sink at the fact that he “wants to talk”. From what you’ve read (and from what you’ve heard) those are the words that are going to lead to a break-up.
“I told you he’s cruel,” Syo said, only to have a pillow be thrown at him by Otoya.
“I don’t think you’re helping (N/N)-chan any, Syo,” Tokiya said, as everyone turned towards you; noticing the pale look on your face.
“I…I don’t think I w-want to go,” you whisper, “I don’t know w…what would happen; Syo’s right, h-he is unpredictable.” You could feel tears on the corner parts on your eyes, as your throat started to tighten. “W…who knows what h…he would do to me-”
“Now Ran-Ran might be blunt, but he’s not cruel.”
Everyone turned and saw Reiji and Ai there. “When did you get here, Rei-chan and Ai-senpai?”
“Just now,” Ai shrugged, “We were on our way to meet up with Camus to go to an interview-”
“You said we were going shopping because you wanted me to help you with  your wardrobe!” Reiji exclaimed, a bit hurt. “You’re a liar, Ai-Ai.”
“I’m not a liar, you’re just too gullible. Besides, you wouldn’t go if I told you the real reason.”
Before Reiji could reply, a chorus of “don’t deny it,” came from STARISH.
“You guys are cruel,” he fake whined, only to regain his composure. “Back to Ran-Ran, he’s not a cruel person. Hard-headed? Yes. Stubborn? Thats a given. Blunt? Unreadable? That’s Ran-Ran.”
Ai walked over and sat down next to you. “You’ve been with him for a while now, (F/N)-san; you’re still with him, even though he is all those things that Reiji said and more. Why would you be afraid of him now?”
“Because the voicemail he left-”
“We know about the voicemail he left you,” Reiji said, “We were there when he sent it.”
“”While we don’t know what he plans on saying to you, or what’s going to happen, don’t  worry too much about it.” Ai paused and using his thumb, he wiped away the tears that were about to fall. “Just go.”
“Thanks Ai-senpai,” you said, hugging the idol, before getting up and leaving, Reiji protesting about how you didn’t hug him, with Ren replying with “guess she has more respect for someone younger than her”.
“And (F/n)-san,” Ai said, causing you to pause in your tracks, “Just know that we’re here for you…and if anything bad happens,” Ai’s voice suddenly took a darker tone, “on behalf of Quartet Night, we will make sure that he regrets it.”
With a small smile and a giggle, you left through the doors and headed towards the park where you two were to meet.
Meanwhile, STARISH and Reiji just stared at the youngest idol in shock; never having heard his voice take that kind of tone.
“Damn, that was a scary threat-”
“It wasn’t a threat,” Ai said, getting up and walking towards Reiji, “It was a promise.” Grabbing Reiji by his upper arm, he dragged him off. “Now if you’ll excuse us, we have an interview to go to.”
“SAVE ME!!” Reiji whined, leaving everyone impressed that the shorter male could drag the oldest idol.
STARISH all looked at eachother.
“How the hell is he the oldest, yet acts like a kid?”
All of the males shrugged, unsure of the answer themselves.
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Location: Park
Sitting on a bench, Ranmaru let out a sigh. He couldn’t believe that he actually allowed Reiji and Ai to listen to him leave the voicemail on your phone.
Those damn, nosey idiots, he thought to himself.
He looked at his phone, that was sitting on his lap, waiting for the screen to light up with a message from you, saying you were on your way. Yet, after hours of sending you the voicemail, there was no reply. Moving his phone, he rested his elbows on his legs, head in his hands.
Why hasn’t she replied? He asked himself.
Guess now you know how she felt when she was trying to reach you for those fews days that you went off the map.
Looking up, he once again, saw his “Anxiety Side” standing in front of him.
“You’re back again?” he asked, only to pause when he noticed Anxiety’s hands start to twitch. “Are you alright?”
Anxiety shrugged and sat next to him. I’m never truly gone ya know, he started, I’m apart of you so you can’t really get rid of me; and yes, I am just fine. Just as Ranmaru was about to reply, Anxiety got briefly distracted as a cat approached Ranmaru and rubbed up against him. So…you really ARE a cat magnet-
“Shut it,” Ranmaru growled, as Anxiety grinned a bit. “But honestly, I think I know why you’re here.” Ranmaru leaned down and scooped up the cat, placing it on his lap; the cat instantly started to rub up against him.
Well I would hope so-otherwise I’d be concerned about your intelligence.
Before Ranmaru could emit a response, he heard yet, another voice that sounded similar to his, from his right side. Turning to look at who he assumed was another part of his personality, he was indeed right. This version of him was wearing a black polo equipped with a dark crimson tie and black jeans. To complete that look, he had on a pair of glasses.
//I don’t think we need to worry about that, Anxiety,// this other Ranmaru said.
“And you are?”
//I’m your intellectual side// he started,  //You can just call me Logic//
Ranmaru just stared at Logic, inwardly admiring how attractive he looked. “Damn, I might have to invest in some glasses,” he mumbled.
No you don’t, Anxiety said. Look, Ranmaru, I need you to please calm down; you being anxious is making me anxious.
//Isn’t that kinda ironic// Logic grinned, only to get a growl from Anxiety. //And this is why I’m here; to help both of you come up with logical outcomes to this…predicament that we’re in.//
“Okay then,” Ranmaru sighed, “What do you two have for me?”
//Scenario number 1,// Logic started, //She comes and listens to what you have to say. A possible reaction could be-//
She doesn’t listen to what he has to say and just ends it all together
Logic’s eyes narrowed at Anxiety’s response. //OR another outcome would be that she comes and listens to what you actually have to say-//
And then end it all together.
//Anxiety please, you’re not helping here.//
Anxiety stared at Logic, What part of ‘anxiety’ do you not comprehend? Its my job.
Ranmaru just sat there continuing to pet the cat in his lap while his two other sides argued.
//Option 2; she comes and listens to you and you explain…whatever it is that you wnated to explain and she listens….and she takes you back.//
Or option 3, she doesn’t come, goes to the ‘Quartet Night’ headquarters-which you guys have really gotta change that name btw- gathers all of her things and moves out, completely forgetting that you two were ever together.
Logic and Ranmaru were silent at Anxiety’s words.
Ranmaru could feel his heart sink in his chest; the thought of you actually leaving him.
FALSEHOOD! Creativity exclaimed, popping out of nowhere, startling the other three.
//I’m sorry but did you just use-//
Yes, yes i did, so suck it Creativity said, answering Logic’s question. (F/N) loves you; nothing could ever change that! I mean look at you-us, he started, gesturing towards the original Ranmaru, You’re handsome, athletically toned, great hair, stunning good looks-plus you have great hair.
“Are you supposed to be my creativity, or my narcissistic side?”
He’s both.
Before anyone else could add a comment, Ranmaru’s phone, that was next to him buzzed, indicating that he had a text message.
See? It’s from her! Creativity said, making a grand, ‘princely’ gesture, Her heart is calling out for you!! She’s coming here to rekindle your lo- Creativity paused when he saw Ranmaru’s eye narrow.
What was that you were saying there? About how her heart is calling out for him through-
Hush up, Anxiety! He pouted, Who’s it from anyway? By the looks of your face, it’s not her?
//One point for Gryffindor// Logic said sarcastically. //Who’s it from?//
“Reiji,” he replied, sliding his thumb to the right to unlock his phone so he can read the text.
Ran-Ran
I don’t know what you’re planning on doing, but just wanted to let you know that (N/N)-chan is on her way. We didn’t want you to be mopey. Also, fair warning, be care-dsjfghosdfiugnbsdfjoghsob
Ranmaru, its Ai. To basically sum up what he was saying, (F/N) is on her way over. Good Bye
Ranmaru and the others stared at the phone, all four wondering what the hell they just read.
//See? She is coming; so calm down anxiety//
Just because she’s coming, doesn’t mean that she’s not going to break up with us.
Before the original Ranmaru could utter a reply, all three of them suddenly vanished, leaving him confused. Looking straight ahead, he saw the familiar mop of you hair walking towards him. He could feel his heart flutter in both excitement and nervousness. As you got closer to him, he felt his anxiety start to kick into full gear
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Meanwhile, in Ranmaru’s mind
“Stop making him anxious, Anxiety!” Creativity exclaimed. “They haven’t even started talking!”
“I. Can’t. Help. It.” Anxiety growled, annunciating each word.
“Both of you, shut up!” Logic exclaimed. “Let’s see what happens.”
“$10 says she dumps us-”
“YOU’RE ON!”
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There was silence as you stood before him; both of you waiting for one another to initiate conversation.
“I-I’m glad you came,” he finally said, his throat a bit dry.
You nodded and looked away, not able to really make eye contact with him. “Can I join you?” you whispered, looking away in partial embarrassment.
Instead of a response, Ranmaru abruptly got up, the cat on his lap jumping and walking away, and with a gentle hold of your wrist, he started leading you down a path.
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“What the hell are you thinking, Creativity!? A guy and girl going on a walk in a situation like this usually results in a break-up.”
“Relax Logic,” Creativity said, “I know what I’m doing.”
“You’re making Anxiety sick.”
Creativity looked over at Anxiety, who was currently holding a puke bucket to his face. “Not my problem.”
Anxiety replied by giving Creativity the finger, until he actually threw up.
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“W-where are we going?” you asked, finally breaking the awkward silence . Before you could get an answer, Ranmaru had brought the two of you to a more secluded area of the park.
“The last thing I want is for someone to see this,” he mumbled to himself, not wanting you to hear him; unfortunately for him, you ended up hearing it.
Upon hearing this, you yanked your arm out of his grip. “Look,” you started. “If y-you’re just going to break up w-with me, just do it!” You raised your voice, completely startling the rocker; not once had he ever heard you yell like that-and quite frankly, neither had you. “Get it over w-with,” you concluded. “I get it! I don’t measure up to your qualifications!” By this point you were just furious with him; just letting out all of the anger you’ve had bottled up for so long. “I’m sorry that I’m not perfect for you, but I’ve put up w-with so much of your shit, Ranmaru,” you noticed how wide his eyes got when you said his name without stuttering, “and I’m tired of being treated as if I’m nothing to you!”
The one thing that you never wanted anyone to know about you is that, while you do have a stutter, the moment you get mad and all hell breaks loose, the stutter somehow goes away.
“I’m a fucking human being with emotions, Ranmaru, and you clearly don’t have any-”
You were cut off by being backed up into a tree; Ranmaru’s hands on either side of your head-a good gap between the two of you. Realization hit you; he had kabedoned you to a tree. You glared up at him.
“Are you done?” he asked, finally having the chance to speak. The moment you gave him a nod, he was about to talk but hesitated.
It’s now or never he thought.
Letting out a sigh, he relaxed his outstretched arm-to relieve some of the tension and looked at you. “I…I-”
“And now y-you’re mocking me?!” you howled, pushing against his chest to get him off, only for him to not budge.
“I’m not mocking you!” he exclaimed. “Look, I know I’m an asshole! I know I’m blunt, hot-headed-hell, I’m pretty much the exact opposite of you,” he started. “But I would never mock anyone with disabilities-”
“Are y-you saying that I’m disabled?!”
Fuck me-what the fuck am I doing?
“No! Look, I’m not good at this so please, understand,” he said, his tone softer.
You leaned further away-or as far back as you could-against the tree.
“I’m sorry,” he said, looking away. “I’m so sorry, for everything. I’m sorry for everything that i’ve said, for the amount of times I’ve ‘disappeared off the grid’ without a trace. I’m sorry for everything.” The usual harsh glint in his eyes vanished, and revealed a softer look; more sincere. “I’m sorry for not trusting you; I know most, if not everything about you, yet you know nothing about me, and that’s fair at all. And if you’re willing to listen, I will tell you.”
“R-Ranmaru,” you whispered, “I can tell that it makes y-you uncomfortable to talk about-”
“But you deserve to know!” he yelled, causing you to flinch a bit. “I’m new to all of this, alright?” he said. Bending one of his arms, he was leaning against the tree, using that arm to support him. “When I was at the hospital, I had a lot of time to think, and I realized that I’m stumbling, hard, in this relationship, however if there’s one thing that I know for a fact-” he paused and brought his free hand up to your face, slowly caressing it, “is that I found you; the only one-the only person who help me overcome some of the burdens of my past; and while I was too blind to see it, you rescued me with your love.”
YOu couldn’t help but just stare into his heterochromatic eyes, a mixture of worry, surprised and sympathy mixed in. “R-Ranmaru-”
“I realized that the reason I kept pushing you away, was because I was scared…..that I love you, (F/N).”
You couldn’t believe your ears; the cold, rocker from Quartet Night dropped the “L’ word.
“I love you so much,” he started, stroking the upper part of your cheek with his thumb, “And I hope-no, I don’t want you to stop loving me.”
You brought one of your hands up, gently placing it over the one on your cheek, and gave it a gentle squeeze. “I don’t think I could, even if I w-wanted too.”
Hearing you say those words, he quickly brought his hand away from your face and brought you into a hug; startling you, to the point that you let out a giggle as you returned the hug, wrapping your own arms around him.
“I’m really glad I was able to meet you, (F/N)” he whispered, bring one of his hands to the back of your head, pulling you as close as possible to him, “From now on, for as long as we shall live, I’ll always be by your side.”
You felt single tears, trickle down your face, as you smiled.
“Y-You better be, after all of the shit y-you’ve put me through,” you said, ruining the moment.
“…way to kill it,” he chuckled, holding out his hand in front of you. “Let’s go,” he said with a smile. “I’m hungry.”
“Fine, but you’re cooking this time,” you said with a genuine laugh.
He looked at you with a chuckle and as you accepted his hand, the both of you started your journey back.
What the two of you never noticed were the two pairs of eyes, watching you from a distance.
“Aww! They made up,” Reiji said. “So it looks like he is finally out of the dog house.” Reiji looked over to his companion sitting next to him, who had a look of what appeared to be disappointment on his face. “What’s wrong Ai-Ai?”
“Don’t worry about it,” he said with a disappointing sigh, which Reiji caught onto.
“Were you hoping that things went bad between them?” he exclaimed.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Ai replied walking away from the older idol.
“…How prepared were you if this went horrible, Ai-Ai?” he said to no one, before he too, got up and went back.
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BONUS
“See? You were anxious for nothing, Anxiety,” Logic said, patting him on the shoulder.
“Shut it,” he growled back. “This was a scenario that could’ve gone in either direction, Logic. We’re just lucky that it went the positive direction.” Anxiety paused in realization. “Shit, we were so preoccupied with this that we completely neglected the fact that we need a song by tomorrow! Where’s that annoying Creativity!?”
On cue, Creativity came walking in, humming and writing somethings down in a notebook. “Again, don’t be anxious, Anxiety,” he grinned, loving the fact that he can keep making these ironic comments. “This situation has inspired my creative juices.” He held out his book in front of them. “See? Already have some of the lyrics!”
Logic and Anxiety read the words on the page, smiles appearing on both of their faces.
🎵Let’s become like the bright road to the future!Leaving behind a lingering warmthWe’re connected together, my heartbeats songThis, I’ll send to you🎵
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Wee! Part 2 done.
Now we met Ranmaru’s logical side. It was hard to distinguish the three since there’s no “underline” option on here; so I improvised. 
There are some parts in here that are translated from one of his songs; kudos if you can find it.
The lyrics used at the end are from Ranmaru’s song “Bright Road”
It’s a bit rushed, but I really wanted to publish it ^^
Lemme know what you think guys!!
Until next time
-Orca
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bluemoonlagoon94 · 2 years
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So here you are.
You’ve moved mountains, gone to hell and back again to make whatever it is that you wanted work.You sacrificed almost anything and everything to achieve your dreams that started from a place inside you that started with a simple love for whatever it is that you now would give your left arm for to make it work.
Because, lets face it, do you even really need the dumb arm?
It can’t really do much anyway in the realm of dexterity. mostly because you didn’t give it the time and attention it needed to be as good as your right hand.(sorry lefties, I’m sure you would give up your right).
You fought so hard to make it work for so long. Avoided grocery shopping, laundry, visits to family & friends to practice just a little more, do just a little more.
I’m sorry but....thats exactly why it’s not working. Thats why you haven’t come up with any new ideas.That’s why the thing you proclaim to love so much is now something you now feel on the same level as you do about your job. If you feel like you’re swimming against the current, don’t worry, you probably are. 
You’re suffocating it, because you love it SO much...
Why? arn’t you tired after so many years of pushing your way through all the BS? you can just stop anytime you want you know, there is nothing wrong with just stopping. Stopping isn’t the same as quitting.
But no, here in the U.S. if youre not always working, slaving, giving it all you have...you’re worthless, lazy, offer nothing to the rest of society. Why should he/she get a break when I’m over here busting my butt to accomplish my dreams. (which only means that they’re suck in the same mindset you are)
RELAX. seriously. Life is only as serious as you make it. Don’t get me wrong, life is pretty lousy at times, it sucks a lot on occasion. But that thing you love? that’s the ONE GIFT that is allows an escape, an outlet to redirect stress and enjoy your life for what it is. 
I feel like a lot of us find enjoyment in an interest or hobby, then immediately offer it up to the world for money, fame, vanity, pride that gains us power and respect from others. 
Did you know that there is currently 7.9 billion people living on planet earth at this point in time? (RIP the casualties from covid19 and now from Russia’s unnecessary war they waged on Ukraine.) #FuckPutin.. But I digress... 
You first offered a part of yourself to 7.9 billion people.Then as time went on you redirected the energy from other areas of your life into this thing to make it work. IT HAS TO WORK. You tell yourself or scream into the vacuum beyond our earth’s meger atmosphere.... nobody can hear you, and honestly nobody really cares. Because we’re all selfish and self absorbed to think that people think about you 3 hours after your exhibition or performance. Statistically speaking, there is a very low chance that more than 3% of the people there are really thinking about you. Why hasn’t my pursuit been successful? I’ve given everything I have to this thing which I now hate. 
(except for those that love and care about you, those same people that have wanted to see you because they’re worried you haven’t been outside your house in 3 days. or visited the bathroom.)
You wonder, “why has my efforts been rewarded? why have a nothing to show for my hard work?!?!?” Which is a lie because
#1 you got better at your craft
#2 STFU b/c chances are you still have more than most Ukrainians atm, everyone living in a 3rd world country, or even the homeless people sleeping on skid row over in California at this very moment. 
You sir/ma’am are being a complete brat, and you sold your love, kindness and something that was once so pure, honest, genuine, and innocent.....So you could trade everything you are for wealth, fame, or glory of some sort. 
No shit it hasn’t worked out...
No significant other, your sheets haven’t been changed in god knows how long, your laundry is about the size of mt. everest, you haven’t seen your friends in how long? and you’re on the point of hallucinating from sleep deprivation, starvation or both. It’s not worth it. 
All your defenseless house plants died 3 weeks ago btw, but you wouldn’t know that because all your energy gets dumped into the vacuum... And if you didn’t know a vacuum isn’t designed to multiple or dump things back to you. A vacuum takes, and sucks energy until there isn’t anything left.... chew on that.
The things that give, keep giving by the multitudes which started as a small seed. Without an expectation of what that seed might be one day,you cared for that seed. Gave it what it needed to grow. It grew into a tree, a fruit tree that gave beautiful fruit as repayment for your kindness. You have all the fruit you could ever need or want, so much so that you decided to share it with the world. But the world took, and took, because 7.9billion people is a lot, and everyone is hungry for what you have. So you forced it to bloom, quit your job, bought synthetic lights, a greenhouse, and stayed home to give/sell the fruit that now doesn’t quite taste the same as it did when the fruit was originally a gift that was just for you. You did this over and over again until one day, your beautiful fruit tree just stopped giving you anything because you wanted more than it had the capability of giving, you took when it was not ready to give. You did this, probably, for the reasons I listed before about wealth, pride, blah blah blah.... 
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The Giving Tree: Written and illustrated by Shel Silverstein. 
First published in 1964 by Harper & Row
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chaoticsissy-blog · 7 years
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Perfect metal collar and the pink chastity lock
So well its been almost 2 weeks now since i have locked my girlfriend in a metal collar. It was expensive but totall worth every dollar of it. It fits her neck perfectly, shiny and minimalistic. The day i locked her, she was scared but excited. But i told her keep it on i love it. It took her awhile to get used to it but at that moment, she was fabulous, the collar look so beautiful on her.
The day went by and sunday arrived. Ohh did i mention im in a pink chastity and pink butt plug? Hahahha yup i am, she bought it for me and locked me in it since "locktober". Feeling so horny and excited at the same time. I kept her in the same butt plug too for the night and made her wear my fav pink ball mittens. Its such a simple bdsm equipment but makes the wearer so fustrated and hot. She licked my dick this morning to wake me up from my dream, my dick was begging for a realise and im horny as fuck! Someone save me! I asked if i could get unlock and she said no. I kept her collar, butt plug and mittens on while i went to make breakfast. My chastity with a bell, ring as i walked around the kitchen. It turned her on. I make scrambled eggs and french toast. Yup you guessed it i didnt unlock anything on her. I added a padlock to get those two hand to the back and fed her.
She went back to the room after she was done and i joined her after im done with the dishes, hearing my bells approaching she sat om the bed in a sexy manner. I tied her hands onto the bed frame and wore a sensory deprivation hood on her and yes its pink. She moaned and groaned as i locked all 3 straps on her. It was so tight that her veins were popping out. She begged, i wore my straped on, yes pink. And started teasing her so bad that she wanted me to anal her. I refused. I wore anklets on both of her legs which has bells and watched her squirm and spasm and the anklets just kept ringing. I loved it. I fucked her with my strapon till she couldnt breathe and made her body numb to the touch. I kept the strap on inside her pussy and wore it over her pelvis.
I left her on the bed locked and alone, soon she fell sleep with the hood on and all the other things i put on her. I went out and played my playstation till 5pm and did some chores. I felt so horny, i want to cum but i cant. My dildo is betting so tight and putting pressure on my prostate every sec as im writing.
I heard bells again later and there she was finding her way to the living room and moaning towards me, i held her and she hugged me with her head on my chest, with a muffled voice " im hungry". I knew i could leave my baby hungry. I washed her up, unlocking her hood and taking out her plug to give it a wash before i put it back on again, i did the same for mine. I bathed her while her mittened hands are up and we kissed under the shower.
I dried her up and wore fresh clothes for her. She wanted to wear my sweatshirt so i allowed it. I guess because my sweatshirt covers half of the wearer's neck. She knew i wont take it off and took the initiative to not ask me at all. I love her! I kept her mittens and anklet on and off we go. Ohh i made her wear a pink fbt shorts. And her dildo can be seen when she bent down. It was almost 7pm and we went out to get food, she held my arm and hid her mittens.
I teased her while we are out purposely leaving her alone and making her run to find me, she didnt want to eat out so we had a takeaway, we shopped for some groceries before we went home. I lifted her collar up and put it over the sweatshirt so its visible. She was shy and wanted me to keep it inside and i refused. We walked home with some eyes staring at her. She was embarrassed but excited at the same time. When we got home she rested awhile and had dinner.
It was soon bedtime, before we slept i told her how beaitiful she was today and how brave she was. She begged me to unlock her mittens because she hasnt feel herself for a day. I refused and put her to bed.
Monday came and well the blues.. arghhh i hated it. I woke her up and unlocked her mittens before she went to take a shower.
Since the beginning of october till today, she is still locked in the collar, she wore to work everyday together with her plug and anklets. She told her work friends the collar was an accessory, a choker. God that made me laugh. I had been humiliating her outside when we had the chance. Locking her in her mittens and bringing her out for walks.
Im waiting for the inflatable plug which im planning to put it into her pussy and inflate it. Im also planning to get a pink ballgag and pink ballet boots for her. Everything was going well, she got used to the collar and plug as well as the anklets, so i threw the key somewhere inside the storage room, it will be a hassle to find it. I means thats the point right? I really loved the collar that fits just nice on her neck
Alright i shall stop here and hit the sacks now, she is waiting for me
Stay tuned for more diary of my and my gf. Im secretly hoping to be turned into a sissy by my gf.
Goodnight sissies
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chatuoir · 7 years
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catastrophic affairs, truly (chap 5)
chaps 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / on ao3
hello it has been 500 years since i last updated but the lovely AmelineAmira on ao3 wrote a fic inspired by this one? omg? and that reminded me that i needed to update (i had the chapter ready i was just being lazy)(thank u <3) so yall should definitely check that fic out but in the meantime here is another chapter lets get LIT (its like midnight goodnight)
Marinette is smothered in hugs as soon as she steps into the bakery. Her parents apologize to the customers before pulling her into the living room, clearly scared about her well-being. They'd heard about the attack on the news and keep inspecting her to check for injuries; she assures them that she's fine.
“Really, Maman, I'm okay. The broken glass didn't even cut me. I promise.” She says. Her parents exchange a glance before turning back to her.
“We’re glad you're okay,” Her father starts, “But what about the stuff we’ve heard about this Chat Noir business?” Marinette silently curses. Shit. The attack had distracted her from thinking of a good way to bring it up.
She takes a deep breath. Well. “I know this is going to sound really weird, but I can explain. The truth is... Chat Noir is my fake boyfriend.”
Her parents stare at her for a few moments, eerily quiet. Marinette stands there waiting for a reaction, but there isn't one. Finally, she starts again.
“So... Chat asked me to fake date him so Ladybug wouldn't think he was lying to her about him having a girlfriend; I felt bad for him, but I also thought it was really funny, so I agreed. We set up some conditions so this doesn't go too far, and I can opt out whenever I want.” Marinette sees her parents visibly relax a little, but they're still confused. At last, Tom speaks up.
“I think the only question I can really ask is... can I meet this Chat?” Marinette hesitates in answering. Fortunately, she's saved by a bell ringing from inside the store. Sabine goes to check and brings back a plate of cookies and friend- in fact, she brings back a plate of chocolate chip cookies and a superhero friend.
“Hi Mr and Mrs Dupain-Cheng,” Chat greets after inhaling a couple cookies, “I'm Chat Noir, but I think you knew that. I just wanted to say that everything that's happened to your daughter today with the akuma was my fault and I apologize. Did she tell you exactly what's going on?” He says in one spurt. Marinette gestures for him to calm down and breathe.
“It's fine, I told them.” She says. He looks noticeably relieved.
“I didn't want you two to stress out or anything, I mean, Marinette was safe during the attack, if you count being trapped inside a glass cat head safe. Which, by the way, I'm really sorry for-- I didn't think people would overreact to something like who I'm dating. Or, you know, in this case, fake dating.” Honestly, this boy doesn't know when to stop talking; Marinette’s almost embarrassed for him. Luckily, her parents smile at him warmly.
“Thanks for letting us know, Chat.” Tom says. “We trust that you and Marinette can handle this, but if anything starts to trouble you, don't be afraid to come to us. Both of you.” Okay, dad. We can't just adopt every guy I (fake) date. Marinette thinks.
Chat grins, nods, and takes a few more cookies. “Thank you for everything. Can I speak to Marinette for a couple minutes?”
“I'm really sorry about everything that happened today. If you want to call it quits right now, that's fine with me. I can ask Alya to take all the pictures off her blog.” Chat says.
“No, no, really, it's fine! You wouldn't believe how many times I've been in serious situations like today’s, especially with the amount of attacks that happen in my school. Seriously. I forgive you. And if it had really bothered me that much I’m sure I would’ve asked Alya myself. Really, I’m okay.”
“So... we’re still fake dating?”
“Duh. You literally just met my parents. I'm not gonna break up with you right now.” Chat breathes out a sigh of relief. Then he rubs his temples before speaking up.
“You know what I just realized? I don't have any way to contact you besides like this, face to face. Can I have your phone number or something? Wait, no, you might know the civilian me. What about IM? I'll make a new one just for you. Maybe something like, small x - big x - Mari’s - underscore - true - underscore - love  - big x - small x’, just to keep everything fresh.”
Marinette jokes. “Who are you, a scene kid from 2009?” They both snort at that.
“Like you have any better ideas.”
“Yeah, I don’t. Mine’s just my name.” Chat makes a big show of committing that to memory, as if he’s going to mix it up and find a different Marinette Dupain-Cheng somewhere on the internet. Marinette has to admit that he’s a pretty funny guy, even if he tries too hard to be cool sometimes.
A few minutes later she's shooing him out the bakery door while he salutes and blows a kiss. A couple customers smile; Marinette catches a few of them sneaking glances and laughs to herself. The fun has only just begun, she thinks.
It's past midnight, and Marinette knows she’s supposed to be on her rounds right now, except she isn’t really sure what to say to Chat as Ladybug after the day’s events. Technically, there was no way she could’ve helped him during the attack since she was quite literally trapped, but she still feels kind of bad. They’re supposed to be a team.
Marinette lays in bed for a while and listens as the city settles. There’s usually a couple cars left at this hour, and of course Paris is still ablaze- they don’t call it the City of Lights for no reason- but it feels eerily quiet and dark. I’m probably sleep-deprived, she thinks. Suddenly, her phone lights up and nearly blinds her. She fumbles for it and reads the notification.
New IM chat request from xXmaris_true_loveXx
Marinette has to smother herself with her blanket before she laughs too hard and wakes the entire city. She accepts the request and sees that Chat’s already sent a couple messages.
xXmaris_true_loveXx: hello my false lover (i hope)
i have a question
do you happen to be friends with lb or can you contact her
if so where tf is she?
oh shoot it's like 12:17 im sorry if i woke you up
She frantically types a message back, whispering for Tikki to get ready to transform her.
Marinettedcheng: hi chat no u didnt wake me i do in fact have a way to contact her i will tell her ur waiting & congrats on finding the right mari
xXmaris_true_loveXx: ok good i was just worried cus she wasn’t answering. get some rest you need your beauty sleep
Marinettedcheng: cant tell if thats an insult or compliment but thx i will see u 2mo
xXmaris_true_loveXx: wow i would never slander my fake gf </3... goodnight
“He certainly is a character, isn’t he?” Tikki says. Marinette rolls her eyes, her face shining from the glow of the city.
“Sure. Let’s get going. Tikki, spots on!” Marinette transforms at 12:20 and heads out to the Eiffel Tower.
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It’s quite relaxing to be above the city in the dead hours of the night, with everything sparkling and the cool breeze rustling through the air. Ladybug finds her partner sitting on a ledge, lost in thought. She settles down next to him and they silently greet each other. It's awkward for a while before she speaks up.
“Hey.. so. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. Again. For not showing up earlier today? But I was in a sticky situation.” He smiles softly and Ladybug catches it, his face lit up by the moonlight.
“I forgive you. Again. It's okay, my Lady. I promise.” It's still a little awkward.
“Okay. I just feel guilty. Like, all these people were looking up to me to help them and be their hero, but I wasn't even there.”
“But your trusty sidekick was there,” Chat says with a grin.
She gently shoves him. “Chat, we talked about this. You're my partner, not my sidekick. We're equal. We balance each other out, that’s kinda the point. Duh.” He lets out a short laugh.
“Yeah, yeah, you're right. Team Miraculous, am I right?” She nods, glad that the slight tension in the air is gone. The two fist bump before settling back into the silence of the night.
A few more moments pass.
“We should... uh... patrol now?” Ladybug whispers. Chat’s eyes widen.
“Yeah, yep, you're right, I’ll do the north side of the city,” He raises his baton and helps Ladybug to her feet, “See you in 30.” Then he does an Olympics-worthy dive off the side of the tower, extending the pole to vault to the next building. Ladybug snorts as he leaves. Show-off. Again, she thinks.
--
Ladybug catches a couple thieves before finishing her patrol; they’re some sneaky tourists who wanted free souvenirs, but they at least have the dignity to look guilty when she turns them in.
Chat is sitting on the building across from the Dupain-Cheng bakery. Ladybug wants to laugh; he probably thinks his fake girlfriend is in there, asleep, not at all thinking about the crazy day they just had like he definitely is. She suddenly realizes he’s speaking to her and snaps out of her trance.
“So... did you hear about what happened to me and Marinette?” Ladybug snorts. She’d read his mind.
“Yeah, someone told me to check the Ladyblog, like, a half hour after you confessed to me.”
“Hmm. Seems awfully suspicious. You sure you didn’t expose me?” Chat interrogates, but he’s smirking. Ladybug rolls her eyes.
“Pssh. You probably submitted that post yourself, because you thought I didn’t believe you or something,” She jokes. He freezes for a moment, but she doesn’t notice. Biting her tongue to keep from laughing, she grins and adds, “But you do like Marinette, I can tell. I mean, why else would you be dating her?”
He nervously laughs but tries to play it off. “Yeah, she’s great. It’s going well. But hey, that’s enough about my love life. What are your plans for tomorrow? I never got to ask.” Shit. Uh, I’m going on a fake date with you in civilian form, while trying to keep it realistic enough so other people think we’re actually dating- but only until your plan of making me, as Ladybug, jealous finally works- which probably won’t ever happen, so, honestly, you tell me.
Later, she would wonder if it was the sheer amount of exhaustion from the day, the huge billboard right in front of her, or the curiosity of the cat (especially a certain Chat) which made her difficult situation a whole lot worse. But at the time, all she could think was to say something as ridiculous as possible so he wouldn’t ask any questions.
“I’m, uh, also going on a date. With.. um, the one and only, uh...” Ladybug drops her gaze from Chat’s eyes (which turns out to be an accident) and says with confidence, “Adrien Agreste.”
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goddess-complex · 7 years
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8/29: first day back, long ass personal journal entry
my first day back at school has been amazing. i procrasstinated packing (of course:P) so i was up all night stuffing suitcases and at some point, i put on a channel called METV cause it was playing an episode of alfred hitchcocks show and ended up losing the remote and spent several hours in a sleep deprived, early AM twilight zone of packing while weird old sitcoms kept playing?? like the facts of life, and this weird show about a teacher and the donna reed show and one show about a train?? a family who runs a hotel near a train? then at like 5 am i love lucy came on, by that point, i was practically delirious. but i went shopping with my mom and got shoes and wine and hair stuff and then came home, my brother made eggs and my sister made sausage and we just ate breakfast and i said bye to everyone and left with my dad. i was feeling a liiiittle sentimental and eating my leftover frozen cookie dough custard in the car but then i knocked out while we were in NYC and woke up in CT. getting to hartford and getting back to campus was actually so nice. 
unloading the first bags, i saw the CUTEST, TINIEST LITTLE CORGI PUPPY!!!! SHE WAS SO SMALL!! the guy walking her was a fuking angel or smthn idk and i was so happy to just pet her!! two of my roommates (the two im closest friends with sarah and matt) were home when i got there and we said hi and my dad helped me unpack. then my dad took me to walgreens to pick up some stuff (i realized i forgot my toothbrush and showercap while we were ten minutes away from home) and he gave me some money and left. its always a little sad, initially, being left without all of ur family?? like you know? even if they bug you, like, you spend so much time with them thats its a little disconcerting to suddenly be 2.5 hours away in another state without any of them. and im very attached to familiarity (taurus rising, cap moon!!!) so being at home where i spent 16 years of my life is very natural and comforting to me, idk. im trying to get over it a little, bc its limiting to me, i wish i felt as comfortable in new places as i do at home, anywayyy
i really love the apartment. we only have two folding chairs for living room furniture lol but we’re going shopping soon. the kitchen is full of food and appliances already cause everyone else moved in before me. theres two full bathrooms, the upstairs on has a tub! we have SO MUCH fucking closet space its amazing. im rooming with sarah and the room has 3 decent sized windows, plus one full floor to ceiling one near my bed! its cozy and it lets in a lot of light. we’re close to the campus market and subway and not at all far from the academic buildings, its like, perfect. i half-assed unpacked a little, my other roommates, ryan and chris came back and everything was just really chill.
 so then, sarah and matt were talking about smoking and our friend liam came through because he happened to see sarah through the window. so the 4 of us grinded up liams weed and made tea and just chilled listening music. theres this big ass bag of mini chocolates that i have eaten like 7 giant handfuls of. i hit up my bud guy, and went over to get a dub (a hugeee dub) and got lost trying to find his apt lol. i stopped to say hi to my drama club friends and find out THEY ALL LIVE 2 APARTMENTS DOWN FROM ME!! its literally 3 apartments in a row thats all my friends!!! i live so close to my favorite people on campus its so cool. 
but i got back and matt had gone to bed cause they have an early class. so me sarah and liam smoked in our room. then liam left, and sarah went to bed but my OTHER friend kaia came through! she dropped out to go to a community college but she lives near the school so shes on campus a lot. and ryan and chris were up, so i poured everyone huuuge glasses of the wine i brought and ryan gave me some mac and cheese and we just hung out. i was really obviously high but like it was ok?? theres so much freedom in the village (the dorms where i live) i love it, its amazing. so kaia brought her dog lilli and it was so fun. we ended up going outside to smoke a cig and drink boujie wine spritzers i made with like, 7up and white wine (which were surprisingly good?) and ran into some of my drama friends, (different) chris and katey. so 4 of us just sat outside and chatted then MORE people came by, a DIFFERENT liam who kaia’s good friends with and his gf jackie who i know from a club we have together. and this kid andrew from rugby. so liam invited us over to his to smoke (again!!) and we went and he had flavored papers and we just chilled with his roommates and smoked in his room. so im SLUMPED at this point, remember i only slept for like 2 hrs in the car, so i go back to mine with kaia and we hang out for a bit. she has work at 6am (shes like, the captain of a row team or smthn?? but she gets paid? idek) so its like 12 or 1 and shes gonna sleep for a bit over in our living room until she has to leave. so i went to bed. it was SUCH  good first day, i just KNOW its gonna set the tone for the year!
so today is the first official day of classes and i still have to finish/ (start) registering..... i dont have a schedule yet....i figure ill do it today and start tomorrow, which is only one day late, so its not that bad right?? lol. i mean i KNOW its bad, but the consequences aren’t dire, i just have to find classes that are still open, which i registered late last time and it wasnt so hard to find open classes. thats my dirty secret of the moment lol, i have NO CLASS. so today i woke up early a little weed hungover (foggy brained ugh) and its such cool, gray weather. its almost 10 am.
i had a cup of coffee and my adderall and when im done writing this, im gonna shower and wash my hair. then i have to go around to different spots on campus to ask if they’re hiring. hopefully ill get a couple job applications. then/or before that, i have to go to housing and get my apartment keys (they were closed yesterday) then i figure ill probably come back home, hit up some of my friends i havent seen yet, and do some more unpacking/ laundry. 
around 4, im gonna take my stuff and go to starbucks for lunch and register for classes. then ill probably do some quick food shopping at the campus store. i have 1000 dining dollars for the semester so thats about $250 food budget per month, which is cool. i also have 100 dining hall swipes, but im probably gonna save those for eating with people. i feel like all the bad things about last year are gone. like, living in an apartment is so much better than a dorm. i just like living with people i actually like, know and can talk to. vs my roommate last year who got really fucking weird like 3 weeks in and we dead just stopped talking at all to each other whateverrr though, its a new year! 
after shopping im probably gonna come back, finish unpacking/ decorating/laundry and find out dates and times for club meetings and auditions cause i missed the club fair.  kaia’s coming over later bc i left my ipad in her bag, so we’ll probably do something or at least smoke. i have a really fat dub lmaoo. kaia knows so many people she just always has something going on. its gonna be a good day and a good year im optimistic, but realistic!! im gonna MAKE it a good year
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