#Jk I have a lot more to say in the tags as per usual

[spiderlilyserendipity]

JK x Reader: Patience 🔞

A/N: No thoughts, just CEO JK brainrot. As always, minors DNI.

Genres: smut, slightttt angst, fluff

Tags: Rich!CEO JK, insecure reader, plus size reader, jk and reader’s first time together, lingerie, communication!!, oral (m and f receiving), multiple orgasms, soft dom jk, aftercare!!!

WC: 1962 (1.9k)

One thing about Jungkook is that he is perpetually busy. As the CEO of Decalcomania Studios, he spends a lot of time in the office meeting with actors, checking in with his directors about how projects are going, etc. Jungkook is the epitome of a self-made man, using his brain and his charms to make his studio stand out in Hollywood.

You used to work as a receptionist at the gym Jungkook used to work out at. The two of you met many times before you worked up the courage to ask for his phone number. You were a hundred percent sure he would turn you down, but to your surprise he said yes, and took you out on the first of many romantic dates. 

Fast forward a year, and you’re looking for a job that aligns more closely to your degree. Jungkook has been nothing but supportive to you, even letting you move in to save money on expenses. 

One thing about you is you love giving back to the people you love. You put special care and detail into things for the ones you love. For Jungkook, you already know what you want to give him for your anniversary — yourself, donned in stunning black lingerie for your first time together.

It’s early evening when Jungkook returns from the office. The chef has already come and gone, having made all of Jungkook’s favourite dishes as per your request to make dinner tonight special. Now, it’s just you, donned in a black silk robe with only the lingerie underneath. 

You expect Jungkook to smile and hug you tightly when he sees you, since it’s your anniversary and all. But instead Jungkook stops to kiss your forehead, then walks directly to his study with his laptop case in hand.

Heart sinking, you realize he must be busy. I guess I’m the only one making a big deal of this. You think, looking down at yourself, where the robe covers the lingerie you’re wearing.

Trying to be optimistic, you arrange a tray for Jungkook to be able to eat dinner at his desk. 

You knock twice on the heavy wooden door to the study.

“A-Are you busy, babe?”

“Yes. Do you need something?” Jungkook looks up from his computer, looking tired. 

You bite your lip, thoughts starting to churn in your mind. Jungkook is busy. He probably forgot what today is. You think, then a more negative thought slips in past the careful wall of confidence you usually have up. Not like you’ve got anything he wants to see anyway.

“No.” You squeak out. “Nothing at all, haha. Just wanted to bring you dinner.” You say, stepping forward to place the tray on the edge of the desk.

Jungkook grabs your wrist as you start to turn away. “I’m sorry, baby. I know it’s our anniversary today.” Jungkook’s eyes brim with sincerity. His thumb gently strokes the inside of your wrist. “I just need another twenty minutes, then I’m all yours.”

You smile at him. “It’s okay, take your time. I wasn’t doing anything important anyway.” You laugh nervously, your inner fears coming out to play at the mere sight of Jungkook’s love. “Being unemployed and all.”

Jungkook frowns. “Babe.”

You try to pull your hand away, breaking eye contact. “Sorry. You’re busy.”

Jungkook holds onto you tighter. “No. I want to know. Is that how you see yourself?”

You hesitate. “Jungkook…”

Jungkook doesn’t waver. He closes the laptop and pushes it away from him. “This can wait. Sit on my lap.”

You look down at his thick thighs then at yourself, a little too round to fit on his lap comfortably. God, what if the chair broke?

“What are you thinking about, baby? I told you to do something, didn’t I?” Jungkook lowers his voice, barely a whisper. Jungkook has never been this authoritative with you. You press your thighs together, feeling something drop in your stomach. 

“I-If you don’t mind. I mean, not to trouble you.” You ramble, blushing hard. Jungkook chuckles, then tugs you onto his lap. “Jungkook! I’m–I’m heavy.” You stutter, but Jungkook won’t have any of it. He manhandles you until you’re straddling him.

“I lift weights double your size.” Jungkook retorts, making you even more flustered. You place your face in the crook of Jungkook’s neck, embarrassed. Jungkook laughs, then his fingertips find their way into your hair, playing with the strands gently. “You can’t get embarrassed now, baby. You haven’t even shown me your lingerie yet.”

You pull back and look at him, stunned. “How do you know I’m wearing lingerie?”

Jungkook smiles, eyes crinkling. “When was the last time you walked around the house in just a robe?”

You groan, realizing Jungkook has known since the start. “This is terrible. Act like you don’t know.” You pout. Jungkook looks amused.

“How could I possibly do that when my girlfriend looks so fucking good?” He says, then pulls one side of your robe to expose your shoulder. His tongue bulges against the side of his cheek when he sees the bra strap. “Black lingerie?”

“It’s your favourite colour.” You say in a small voice.

Jungkook tilts his head up slightly to look at you. He purses his lips, then speaks. “You’re really testing my patience, baby.”

You lean forward and give him a kiss, slow and sensual. “Don’t be patient.”

Jungkook takes your advice, and within seconds has complete control of the kiss, and you. “My perfect girl. Fuck.” Jungkook curses, breaking the kiss to kiss along your neck. You tilt your head back, moaning softly. 

Jungkook scoops you up into his arms bridal style, making you squeak out. You protest for him to put you down, but he simply carries you out of the study and down the hall to the bedroom. You don’t realize exactly how much you’ve riled him up until Jungkook kicks the bedroom door shut with his foot, then sets you down on the bed.

“Y/N. I’ve had enough. Take that damn robe off.” Jungkook orders, stepping back to pull his tie off. 

You sit up onto your knees, pulling the robe off. Jungkook’s eyes run up and down your body hungrily. You see his eyes stop at your belly, and instinctively try to cover it. Jungkook arches a brow. “What happened to the girl who told me not to be patient just now? Did she get shy?” Jungkook teases in a low voice.

“That’s not it!” 

“I didn’t ask for back-talk. On your back.” Jungkook orders, rolling his sleeves up. You watch as he kneels in front of the bed. He takes one of your hands and intertwines it with his own. “I’m going to eat you out. If it’s too much, say something or squeeze my hand three times. Okay?” He checks. When you reply okay in return, he kisses your thighs.

With his other hand, Jungkook pulls aside the thin black material of the panties. He smirks when he sees how wet you are from his small touches. “Has my baby been eagerly waiting?” He asks. You’re about to reply when Jungkook slips a finger in your entrance, cutting you off. He waits until the tightness dissipates to curl the finger inside you, making you whine and grind down for more. Jungkook chuckles. “And here I thought I was the only one going fucking insane sleeping next to you every night, wanting to strip you down and have you under me like this.”

You shudder at the thought of Jungkook doing this to you every day. “All yours, baby.” You manage.

Jungkook replies by leaning in and sucking your clit. You jolt, but Jungkook holds your hips down with his free arm. Then, like a starved man, Jungkook starts eating you out. You whine and try to grind down, but Jungkook doesn’t let it happen. “Jungkook, baby.” You complain, but Jungkook slides another finger inside you.

“What’s that? Does my baby girl need more than my fingers?” Jungkook looks up at you, grinning boyishly.

You glare at him. “Need you.”

“What part of me?” Jungkook teases.

“Babe!” 

Jungkook chuckles, then returns to eating you out like nothing happened. Soon, you feel the familiar tension building in your stomach, but you don’t want to come without Jungkook. “Babe, I need to come. Please.” You beg. 

Jungkook’s lips leave you. “Come.” 

At his permission, you come so hard your thighs shake.

Jungkook kisses your inner thigh. “Good girl.” He says, then raises himself up to kiss you. You pull him down on top of you and he cups your face in his hands. “So perfect.” He praises, pulling back to look you in the eye.

You smile at him. “Now your turn.” You giggle.

Jungkook smiles back. “That’s okay. I know you’re shy about things like this. We can go all the way next time.”

You pout. “No. I wanna make you feel good now.”

Jungkook laughs. “Ugh, you’re so cute. What do I do with you?” He asks, climbing into bed with you. He sits on the bed, then motions for you to come sit on his lap. When you do, you realize how hard he is. 

“Can I?” You ask, and Jungkook nods. You unzip his pants and pull his cock out of his boxers. 

You pump his member up and down a few times, then lower yourself to suck it. Jungkook groans, tipping his head back in pleasure. He strokes your hair as you pleasure him, and you can feel him resisting the urge to dig his fingers into your hair. Even at his most vulnerable, Jungkook thinks of you.

“Off.” Jungkook breathes, and you obey. You sit up, ready for him. Jungkook pulls you in for another deep kiss. “Do you want me to stretch you again, baby? Or do you think you can take it now?”

“I can take it.” You say confidently.

Jungkook kisses your cheek, but looks worried. “We’ll go slow.” He promises. He lays you down against the bed, helping you get comfortable by placing a pillow under your hips. Jungkook lines himself up to your entrance, watching your expression as he enters inch by inch. He gives you a moment to adjust, running his hands up and down your sides and murmuring sweet nothings in your ear.

“Okay.” You breathe after a minute. “I’m ready.”

Jungkook kisses you and starts moving.

Even though his thrusts aren’t fast, Jungkook’s stamina is no joke. He thrusts deep inside you, and holds you close against him. You sigh with every thrust, content with being close to him. It feels so good in a way you’ve never experienced — loving and meaningful, passionate but not too fast. You feel cared for. Safe.

“Come.” Jungkook orders, and you’re gone.

The two of you are panting when Jungkook lays on top of you. “Love you.” You say, exhausted.

“Love you more.” Jungkook returns, kissing the crook of your neck.

You lay there for a few more moments before Jungkook carries you into the bathroom. The two of you wash up together. While you do your skincare routine, Jungkook changes the bedsheets, airs out the room, and re-heats dinner for the two of you.

You meet him in the dining room once you’re ready.

“I’m sorry I’ve left you alone for so long.” Jungkook apologizes over dinner. “I don’t want you to ever feel I put my work above you.”

“I’ll forgive you on one condition.” You say, a smile playing on your lips.

Jungkook smiles. “Anything.”

You pretend to think deeply. “A ring on my third finger, a baby, and a destination wedding.”

Jungkook laughs, leaning across to kiss you. “All of that is coming soon. Patience, babe.” He vows, intertwining your hand in his over the table.

#bts x reader #bts x y/n #bts x you #jungkook x reader #jungkook x y/n #jungkook x you #jungkook smut #bts smut #jungkook fluff

[hollyhomburg]

Before I Leave You (Pt.44)

(Sneak Peak) (Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: You should have come to jungkook about your predicament with the pack alpha sooner. He’s got solutions and a box full of sex toys. “There you go- oh my god you're soaking the pillow- guess you really like this one a lot huh?”

Tags: Sub! M/c, implied switch! jk, jk has a small dick, Pillow princess m/c, Dildos, Use of Sex toys, Penetrative sex, Pussy dilation, Size Kink, cuteness kink,  Humiliation kink, voyeurism, Biting, Rule Breaking, Pain kink, dumbification, dacryphilia, Referenced blood, referenced passed eating disorders, a dusting of Mafia shit as per usual, this is a little closer to crack than usual. 

W/c: 10.5k 

A/n: i really really tried to give you guys this chapter all in one go, but unfortunately i had to split it into one very big part and one smallish part, but you know me my brain melts after about 12k~ words. 

Chapter 44: Slow Love (sneak peak)

“I shouldn’t even be upset, it’s so fucking stupid- I'm so-” Hobi can’t help the urge to get a hand on your back, stroking down your nobly spine. You tip your body towards him- looking for some soothing. 

“Hey, you’re not stupid, I’m sure it wasn’t so bad.” Namjoon you've got some fucking explaining to do he thinks as your sniffling continues, his hackles raised.

Jungkook’s voice is as gentle as you’ve ever heard it. And he ticks his chin to the side, trying to pull your hands away from your face, “ah pup- did he-“

“Namjoon didn’t do anything” you cry. “he couldn't-” Your cheeks are on fire as you pull back, you and Jungkook might have had this sort of contact before but you and Hobi- you don't talk about this.

Ever.

"Pup," Jungkook seems to understand, his words come out hushed, but he still needs to confirm it, "Did Namjoon, did he not- fit?"

You bury your head in his shoulder and nod wetly.

Heat creeps up the back of Hobi’s neck and he covers it with a sweaty palm. Both of them are well of how Namjoon’s a literal pain in the ass at the best of times. Unfortunately (or fortunately depending on if you've got a size kink or not) not being able to take the pack alpha at a moments notice is something they've all had experience with in the past. 

The alphas deal with it more so than the omegas. Quickies just aren’t a thing when you’ve got a dick that most porn stars would swoon at. 

But neither Jin nor Jungkook have ever needed to take more than an hour or two of prep to open up. Omegas are usually more limber than alphas or betas. They’re made for taking knots and keeping them safe and snug inside of them. 

But not you apparently. Apparently- your body is as stubborn as an alphas. 

You turn your tear-tracked face on Jungkook like a weapon, the most heartbreaking pout on your face. Jungkook really really shouldn't be thinking of his habit of crying while taking the pack alphas knot either- how pretty Namjoon says he looks when he's so full he can't do much more than sob and take it.  

While looking at you, Jungkook gets why crying might be a kink. 

He blinks away his own arousal as you sniffle in his lap. So Ernest and eager, Hopefull as you look up at him completely unaware of the effects you have on him.  “How do you take his knot kookie? Please, can you show me?”

Jungkook's scent bursts sweet and Hobi flushes darker than his hair, “okay! I think it’s time for me to leave!” But Hobi doesn’t, chest tight and watching the two of you as Jungkook hums, considering it. Understanding and sad but also hiding his grin. His scent breaks into something happier betraying him, and he cups your ribcage, pulling you to sit more properly in his lap.

His smile is just a bit past mean, “That’s what’s got you so upset? That’s-“ the slight laugh to the edge of his voice conjures heat to your cheeks, both flustered and ashamed. 

“I know it’s dumb. You don’t have to be mean-”

“No- I’m not judging you that’s just-“ his laugh is a little bit jumpy, like it’s unexpected for both of you. “It’s just so fixable.”

You blink. That certainly wasn’t what you were expecting. But of course Jungkook thinks it’s easy. You’ve seen the way that Jungkook takes Namjoon’s cock and almost took his knot, the same way he looked when he took the spanking- like he was born to take it. Like his body knew that it had to part for his alpha. Of course, it seems easy to him.

You swat at his chest lightly, "Don't make fun of me Koo- it's not nice" you try to squirm out of his lap but he holds you down.

“I’m serious- I’ve got a bucket of dildos and enough lube to fit a small swimming pool. I’ve got dildos as large as Namjoon if you want them. i’ve even got one molded from his dick to be fair. A long time ago Jin had one made from all the alphas knots so we could-”

Hobi shoots to his feet, cheeks as pink as the skirt that Tae wore to work this morning. “Okay! I think I’m gonna go find a shoe rack to clean or something- you guys uhm“ his gaze flickers down to your pressed fronts, then back up at your faces. Jungkook’s wicked, yours sweet. 

“Have fun!” he squeaks. 

Coming Saturday Dec 3rd at 5pm EST (Time Zone Adjustments below) 

#bts omegaverse au #bts a/b/o #bts x reader #bts poly au #bts gang au #bts mafia au #bts polyamory au #bts au #bts fluff #bts hurt/comfort #bts werewolf au #bts angst bts omegaverse fic #bts hybrid fic #min yoongi fic #kim namjoon fic #kim seokjin fic #kim taehyung fic #park jimin fic #jeon jungkook fic #jjk #pjm #myg #knj #kth #ksj #jhs #jung hoseok fic #min yoongi x reader #kim namjoon x reader #kim seokjin x reader

[urwendii]

OC game

tagged by @crysdrawsthings THANK YOU you just made my evening with this omg !!! I have a LOT of bg OCs but these ones are the one with actual fleshed out stories:

under the cut because i wrote a lot as usual

Favorite OC | Dumbest (Affectionate) OC | OC I would be best friends with:

-> [Original Story] LUKAN. L U K A N. listen sorry, Aryn knows why, we talk abt him a lot. Luk, he's just the best, he's that dumb part of me that likes to tinker with everything and gets electrocuted because why checking if the power is still on when you can solder that component right away? he's a Prince in a fantasy world, but he has ADHD with the Hyper streak at 200%, he loves to make things but most of his inventions would end up blowing up at some point, he's totally clueless about some social situations, he is helplessly in love with Cyra but goes about it in the utterly wrong way and def has a kink in getting rejected / sassed away.

He's the type to get distracted mid-battle because Would you look at this great invention in the enemy's new catapult system!! while his poor soldiers are holding on for dear life trying to defend their Prince.

he's meme material but he's the very best and has his moments.

Newest OC:

-> [Tolkien] AMARËA !!!!! i love Amarëa she's my new Maia blorbo and I love her. Bit spoilerish but I think by now everyone interested in reading All The Fire Bright have read the Reveal so... She's Arien's daughter (andmairon's). Sung into being, and just about as annoying as a child of these two can be. Jk. she's a child. Children are of course delightful :) She however has the annoying tendency to revert to her spirit form - a ball of fire when upset. children amiright...Ossë is her favourite uncle but no one is surprised. She had a child crush on Finrod before the exile of the Noldor. I like irony as you can see. Thats a difficult conversation she will have with her dad later :)

Oldest OC:

-> [SWTOR] That would be Althia I think. She was my 1st Marauder with a terrible past (like most of my OCs ngl), young babey Jedi who got kidnapped by a Sith and raised in the academy on Korriban and ended up being the Emperor's Wrath (while still being light side because take that!)

Now I miss swtor...

Meanest OC

-> [Tolkien] I don't really have mean OCs as per say, just really sassy ones but maybe the rudest would be Aramírë, one of Aulë's Maiar. She's featured in PYL as one of the few Maiar joining Ossë in trying to bring Mairon back before he does something stupid (again). She's bold and confident and doesn't take shit from wannabe-emo-dark-lord sulking away on Númenor.

-> [SWTOR] edit: Actually my meanest OC would be Marha. She was my Jedi Knight. Jedi with a complicated relation with the Republic, was Fallen at some point, ends up as the Alliance Commander against Zakuul. Aurea's Twin sister although they grew up separately when Marha and her mother fled the invasion of their native planet by Zakuul. (Altathea - a planet of the largest community of Miraluka in this region of the galaxy.) Hates the Emperor with her whole being. Mostly a neutral Jedi, have seen too much war to be unaffected and doesn't hesitate to make the tough calls. Definitely has a cold demeanor but captivity + possession + forced leadership after second captivity by your first jailor's son will do that to you.

Softest OC:

-> [SWTOR] Aurea. my Miraluka babe, part of Zakuul's Force army and Thexan's betrothed (well before Arcann rudely nuks him) She's the softest, and goes through SO MUCH emotional horrors. She's gorgeous though and a skilled Force healer. Has an unbreakable tight bond with her Scion teammate, Elhaan. Might end up in an ot3 with him and Thexan at some point.

Most Aloof/Standoffish OC | Smartest OC:

-> [Original Story] Cyra. Lukan's L.I. My autistic child <3. About the smartest person in the room at all time. She loves books more than she loves people, hates wearing shoes and loud noises, emotions are ...complicated and there are so many of them to try to guess in others. She's of dragon kin and wears some recognisable features as such. Will bite you with poisonous fangs if you try to kiss her. Princess of The Old Times(tm), has a huge memory and will weaponise it against you. Cursed. Secretly lonely.

#tagged thingies #cassy.write #ok but now i will go back to redraw all of my stwor ocs bc i miss them !!!!

[vynnyal]

One year and 2000 (2000??) whole followers later, and I'm still here, drawing bugs like a maniac. As a lil celebration I compiled a few pics of the sibs, just to see how their designs evolved over time :)

Poor Hornet became more and more rounded and short, lmao. Still plenty spicy tho!

Lil thk, despite drawing them so often I made a 3d model for their head, hasn't had a full-body pic since 2019. Sweats

And then theres ghost, who has really just become happier and more expressive in general. Tis the fate of ghost 😔

Till next year! \o/

#Blabbing.txt #long post #Jk I have a lot more to say in the tags as per usual #Hilariously after scrounging around my blog for good example photos I realized just how little art I've actually posted #Especially recently! This weird animation bug has been plaguing me for so long I work on them almost exclusively #But because I so rarely see them through to the end y'all never get to see it #Like hot damn do I draw ghost and thk a lot but I couldn't find any good pics within the last half a year #Also I'm curious : does anyone remember or care when I first made this blog #and had that angst/tw disclaimer right smack in the middle of my description? #And then followed it up with multiple gifs of just ghost dancing? LMAO #The reason I did that was because 1. I did actually sketch multiple very sad if not outright dreary comics exploring some tough themes #And 2. I had no intention to go full cartoon pastel barbiedoll mode. My og style is seen with the first pics for ghost and thk #But guess what: before this I ran a pokemon blog starring a literal pink dog for four whole years #whose primary purpose was to be a cartoony pastel barbiedoll baby boy #Also it was just kinda draining to draw sad stuff. So now I never draw sad stuff HSBDHJBFJF #But to finish this off: dspite not really growing over the past year I'm really happy with what I've been able to accomplish ^^ #And interacting with this strange little community and drawing these bugs that I love so so much has really brought me a lot of joy #Also I think Im finally gonna sit down and address the multiple asks I've collected over time that I was too much of a spaz to answer before #not that im any less of a spaz hfdjhfsdksd

[seventeensarmy]

(1) Stuck With You (OT7!Hybrid Au)

Pairing: OT7xReader, Jungkook x Reader, rest will come in the course of the story

Warnings: Toxic parents that lead to toxic relationship to food, reader isn´t eating good, character death (But not in detail), angst, fluff, some technical ballet words (but i explained them and they aren´t that important), tell me if i missed something!

Words: 4.750

Summary: In your society, hybrids are seen as pets, nothing more, not having many rights. You meet the bunny hybrid Jungkook, deciding not to follow the norms of society you befriend him and fall in love. On your journey to a happy life, you meet six other hybrids, who tag along in your journey. (The summary will get better as soon as i know where to go with the story, i promise xx)

Hybrids: New Zealand red rabbit!Jungkook, Black panther!Yoongi, Birman cat!Jimin, Tundra wolf!Namjoon, Red fox!Hoseok, gerberian shepsky!Taehyung, sugar glider!Jin, human!reader

Chapter one

“I´m Jungkook, but I don´t mind you calling me Kookie”    

15 years ago (Reader is 6, JK is 7)

How is a child supposed to know what right and what’s wrong? You would expect the parents to teach their child basic human decency, but sometimes it´s the parents who teach their child the exact opposite. You see, hybrids were weren´t a rare sight in your society, a lot of wealthy people owned some. While children loved to play with them, it wasn´t really a secret that adults, who could afford breaking the laws, had other plans with them. It is highly frowned upon, using hybrids, who still didn´t have the same rights as humans, to one’s gain, but at the same time, no one really did something against it. There still are a lot of people that believe that hybrids are just abominations and don´t deserve to be even alive, let alone have rights. Those are the people who want nothing to do with hybrids, who look away when a hybrid is being abused. Those are the people you´ve come to hate.

Those people are your parents.

“But Mother”, you whine, following her through the house, “I wanna go play with Hei Ryung, not with her hybrid. I won´t even look at her, I promise.”  Your mother shakes her head before she turns around, making you almost run into her, but you manage to catch yourself. Her gaze almost makes you flinch backwards, but you stand your ground, though you´re not looking up to her. “If you want to play with your friend, you´re going to have to wait till you see her at school, that way I know for sure no animal will come near you.”, you bite back the urge to correct her, saying that hybrids aren´t animals, like she makes it appear. You´ve met Hei Ryung´s hybrid before, a cute Pomeranian girl, just a bit older than you, but your parents could never find that out, the risk of you and the staff at home being punished was far too high. The last time you got punished you were not only grounded for two weeks, but you also weren´t allowed to attend your ballet classes, which was the only thing, other than school work, you got to do in your spare time.

Sensing that you aren´t going to argue back, your mother puts a smile on, “See, waiting till school isn´t that bad. Also, you need to train more, you´ve got a competition coming and I´ve seen you dance, you still need a lot of practice if you even want to attempt to win a medal.”

Ouch, you swallow. Your mother has always been your strongest critic, always finding something you could´ve done better. Still, you nod, knowing that with her last words the conversation was over and you should go practice.

Practice always ended with your muscles hurting, you weren´t dancing on pointe, your teacher saying you are still too young to dance like that, much to your mothers dismay. If it were up to her you would probably have started wearing pointe shoes as soon as you could walk and you were thankful, that none of your past teachers let her have any say in your training. You were training every day, four times a week with your teacher, the rest of the week alone, sometimes the staff came to watch, but now you think they might have been a bit worried about a six year old girl spending most of her time either in school or the practice room.

.-.-.-..-..-.-.-.-.-..-.-.-.-..-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

You were alone again, both of your parents not being at home wasn´t something new. In fact, you hadn´t seen your father in almost three weeks, some business trip to Europe, though he promised to come to your competition in a week. You weren´t sure what your father was doing to earn as much money as he did, you just knew it had something to do with a lot of deals and signed papers, that made him swear in his study upstairs.                                                                                   

As for your mother, you really weren´t sure what she was doing, other than spending your fathers money, though she always said “our money”, but you weren´t asking, you learned fast that, if you are a child, people don´t really care about your opinion (or you in general) and therefore don´t feel the need to talk to you. You overheard her talking to kitchen staff, explaining that she was going on an important trip to Bali for a few weeks (as you grew older you learned that her trips to Bali weren´t really of important nature, more of needy and lying nature, but that´s a different story).

It was always the same; your parents leaving you alone with the staff at home, you´ve come to see them more as your family than your actual family.

Your nanny always took pity on you, when you were training the whole day, letting you watch some TV in the evening, something your parents never allowed you, telling you it´s a distraction, though you found yourself more at ease the next morning as when you would have gone straight to bed or studied some more instead. The kitchen staff also had a soft spot for you, always receiving a strict diet for you from your mother, which left the cook speechless. You never really knew if your diet plan was different than your usual plan, seeing as the chef never made it when your parents were gone. You overheard him talking to you nanny once, complaining how you would become too skinny and weak if he were to actually cook what your mother planned for you.                                 “Sometimes I think she´s crazy”, you once heard them whisper, “That´s not a diet for a child, not that a child should ever be on a diet. The portion size she wants me make is ridiculous, if I would make one dish and give everyone this portion I bet you I could feed half the street!”, the chef raged, he had been your cook since you could think and you sometimes think of him as your father or uncle by the way he cared for you. Your nanny agreed quietly, it wasn´t a secret how the staff thought about your parents, but the chef wasn´t done, you heard paper rustling and figured he was showing her the plan your mother made for you. “Two dishes per day. That woman has no clue how to feed a child. She wants her to eat only two times a day and then compete at a competitive sports competition.”

Needless to say, the staff took better care of you than your parents ever could. Which is why you were now sitting in the far back of the garden, with a box of cookies and a bottle of soda on your side. Today had been your dance competition, you won, but neither your mother, nor your father were there to witness, only your nanny, who gave you a tight hug after you came down. Your nanny was always there for you, always praising you and giving you little rewards for your good work. She and the kitchen staff saw, that though you won, you were still upset over your absent parents, so they told you to go enjoy yourself in the garden and they would bring snacks for you.

After they arrived with the cookies and the soda, you went off to your secret hiding spot in the garden.  You knew no one could see you there, leaving you alone to your upset thoughts and snacks that you still didn´t touch.

You remember thinking, that maybe your parents were upset with you and decided not to come as a punishment, or maybe some important business hindered them from coming and they would call in a bit. Your six year old brain couldn´t accept the possibility of your parents simply not caring, it had to be something you did. Your thoughts were interrupted by a rustling coming from the bushes, you sit up straight, “Hello?” you call out. The rustling stops and a figure starts to rise, the first thing you see are... bunny ears? Then a head and in front of you stands a boy, not much older than you. A hybrid. In your garden? You quickly turn around, looking back to the house and let out a relieved breath when you see no one.

“What are you doing here?” you ask the boy as you turn around. He looks at you with big eyes; he looked scared, ready to run if danger should approach. “I was walking around” he explains and you raise your eyebrows, “In my garden?” The boy turned red, “I didn´t know that was your garden, I´m sorry, please don´t call the police”, he begs, suddenly in full on panic mode. Your eyes widen and you take him in, he was skinny, his clothes were dirty and he looked like he hadn´t had a good night’s rest in a long time. He´s a stray.

You raise your hands in surrender, letting him know, that you didn´t plan on calling the police or anyone on him. “Don´t worry”, you promise, “I´m not calling anyone. Are you hungry?” You offer him your unopened box of cookies. His eyes grew even wider and he surprises you by sitting down across from you. “You don´t mind?” he asked and you shake your head, opening the box and putting it down in front of him. “I´m y/n” you grin at the boy, who already had one cookie stuffed in his mouth. He replied, but you didn´t understand a single word, causing you to giggle, “I´m sorry, I don´t speak cookie or is your name cookie?” you giggle again, causing the boy in front of you to turn red, he swallows and speaks again, “I´m Jungkook, but I don´t mind you calling me Kookie”, he grins.

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The following days were probably some of the best in your life so far, thanks to your new friend. Whenever you could, you would sneak out loads of food and drinks, concerned by Jungkooks small figure. But he always insisted on you joining him eat, to which you only replied with a small smile, saying you already ate. You couldn’t risk your mother finding out that you ate something other than what´s on her diet plan for you or even worse, her seeing that you gained weight. The training she would then put you under is one you never want to repeat.

You saw that Jungkook didn´t believe you when you said you ate, he could probably smell if you ate or not, he once told you, that your house never really smelled of food, you only shrugged, not really knowing what to say. But he never said anything, not till the day he saw you almost faint on your way to your secret hideout in the back of the garden, where he was already waiting for you. As you arrived you let yourself fall back against the tree. “y/n”, Jungkook´s voice asked worried. You looked at your friend and smiled, “I´m alright Kookie, just a bit tired from practice. Don´t worry.” Your friend looked unconvinced and he got proven right, as he heard your stomach rumble. “You should eat   y/n-ah. When did you even eat the last time?”  You wave your hand, “You worry too much. I ate this morning and my mother comes home tonight, so I´ll eat with her this evening.” The bunny hybrid looked confused in your direction. “But what about lunch, didn´t you eat something now? You can´t just eat two times a day” he exclaimed.

The concept of you eating lunch is so strange in your mind that it´s your turn to look confused. You later realised, that even when your mother was gone, the staff gave you only two dishes a day, so you wouldn´t get used to eating three times a day. If your mother were to find out you would eat more times a day than she liked, the staff and you would be in big trouble. But your six year old you didn´t understand that at this time, eating three times a day was something you never did. Why eat lunch, when you could´ve also practised at that time?

“My mother says I don´t need to eat three times a day, I would get fat and then the judges won’t like my dances at the competitions anymore” you explain with a shrug, missing the way Jungkook tensed, he decided in that moment, that he doesn´t like your mother. How would you get fat? You first had to stop being underweight and from what he gathered, the only things you do are study, dance and meet up with him.

The sun started to go down and you knew you had to leave your friend soon. “Listen Jungkook”, you started and his ears straightened up, as you addressed him by his name, not the nickname you called him since your first day, “My mother will arrive today, my father probably too.   They are pretty strict-” “Are they gonna lock you away for talking to me? Are they gonna lock me away?!” You quickly took his hands in yours, calming him almost instantly. “No no no, nothing’s going to happen to you”, you promised, “My parents, they, they can never know about you, okay Kookie. They are not nice”, Jungkook frowned, not liking the idea to leave you alone with the mean people who don´t feed you and apparently don´t like hybrids, he remembered his first question. “y/n. Are they going to look you away?” You shrug, “Maybe, I don´t know if I did something yet.” You don´t look at him, you can imagine what he looked like, probably mad, he was the scariest seven year old you had ever seen. “What do you mean, you don´t know yet, wouldn´t you know if you did something?” You give him a wary smile, “Sometimes I don´t know what I did until they tell me, Kookie. Maybe I gained weight; maybe my dance is not good enough. They would want me to fix my mistakes. That´s why you maybe won´t see me for a while. I just wanted to tell you, so you don´t worry even more” you giggle a bit and poke his cheek, “If you keep frowning like this, you´ll have wrinkles as soon as you turn ten.”

If it were up to Jungkook, he would grab you and bring you as far away from those people as he possibly could. He didn´t have a family, never had, the streets are all he ever had and remembered, but even with no knowledge about family and love Jungkook knew, that what you had in this house, was neither. Before you left, you told him, he should keep the snacks and eat them, he shouldn´t wait for you and Jungkook didn´t understand how you could be so concerned about him eating enough, but still neglected your own needs so much. He wanted to help you so bad, but he was only seven.

And your worries came true, you didn´t see Jungkook for two weeks. The next time you were allowed to go out, he noticed that you were skinnier, but he didn´t say anything as you koala-hugged him.

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Five years ago (Reader 16/ JK 17)

It was a bit past midday when your parents left, leaving you alone once again. The only difference, this time, not even the staff stayed with you, this was a first, but it left you buzzing with excitement. It meant that you had could have Jungkook staying over for two weeks. Over the years your friendship with the bunny blossomed into one of the best things you could´ve ever asked for.

Your parents never noticed the teenager living in the small shed in the back of the garden. You both quickly realised, that it would be way too risky sneaking Jungkook into the house with your parents present. Their distaste for hybrids only grew over the years, since the government gave them more rights, giving the hybrids at least a bit of independence, though they were still nowhere near having the same rights as humans.

This wasn´t the first time Jungkook stayed over, over the years you tried to let him stay over as often as possible. It did help a lot that the staff in your home found out and decided to help, no longer questioning why to took so much food with you whenever you went to the garden.

Though, this was the first time they ever left you completely alone, you didn´t know why, but you didn´t question it, relieved to be able to spent time with your best friend, without having to worry about him. Your mother had given you a detailed plan of your diet, which you couldn´t help but follow, not having realised yet, that all those diets weren´t really as healthy as your mother claimed.

You were eating an apple, a snack you allowed yourself to enjoy, seeing as your next real meal would still have to wait a few hours, though you weren´t even that hungry yet. You just needed something to focus on while waiting for Jungkook and you knew it made him happy to see you eat.

You sat down on one of the garden chairs, waiting for the bunny to show up, though you didn´t need to wait long, as you saw his tall figure already approaching. “Hello little dancer”, he grinned, pulling you into a bone crashing hug, he eyed the apple in your hand with a satisfied smile. Over the years Jungkook grew up quite well, he was now towering over you and you couldn´t deny, that he was getting more and more handsome.

You smiled and pulled him into the dining room, “I figured you´d be pretty hungry by now, so I prepared some food for you, then we can relax for the rest of the day.” You had prepared some steamed vegetables and chicken, knowing that Jungkook loved your cooking. He frowned as he saw that you wouldn´t be eating with him, but he choose not to say anything, it was your first day and he wouldn´t want to argue with you immediately. He started to dig in, almost scoffing at how much you prepared for one person.  “You don´t need to practice today?” he asked confused, normally you would be training every day, especially seeing as you had a show in a few days. You smiled a bit sheepishly, “I got up earlier today and did my hours”, already knowing how Jungkooks face would look like you chose to study the picture on the wall in front of you. Your training hours were absolutely ridiculous in Jungkook´s opinion. Sometimes practicing up to ten hours if you didn´t have to study for school, he dreaded thinking about the hours you spent training today.

He finished eating and you started to clean the table, while Jungkook went and took a quick shower. You also started to look for movies on Netlix that he would like, both of you loved movies, but Jungkook never had the opportunity to watch them and you never had the time.

Jungkook came back, letting himself fall down next to you, arm around you shoulder, pulling you close. His was hair slightly wet and he had changed into new clothes, which you had bought for him. You stared at him, he really was handsome. You blushed at your own thoughts, but you couldn´t help but feel attracted to him. He noticed you staring at him, seeing as he was also busy staring at you, the chosen movie in the back forgotten.

“Kookie?” you asked quietly and he looked at you waiting for you to continue. “Do you want to come with me on Tuesday? To my show?” A smile broke out on his face, his ears straightening up, eyes wide. “Are you for real? Yes I´d love to”, but his smile fell as quickly as it came. “Do they allow hybrids there? How could I get in?” You frowned, you hadn´t thought about that. Then an idea plopped in your head and you took all your courage to speak it out loud. “We´ll just say you´re my boyfriend. They won´t question you if you cover your ears and you´ll be backstage with me.” The bunny thought about that idea and his smile returned, though there was mischief sparkling in his eyes. “Only if I get to give you a well done kiss after you´re done. Like a good boyfriend would.” Never has the usually shy bunny been so forward about anything and your breath stocked, but you found yourself nodding. No matter how shy you were, you couldn´t let the chance to kiss your crush and best friend fly away. He grinned and pulled you closer, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek, causing you to hide yourself in his chest. “Watch out mister” you warned, poking his chest. The bunny only laughed at your flustered state.

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Nervous. That´s the word that would describe you the best right now. You had already thrown up in the morning, leaving Jungkook worried, asking if you were really in the condition to perform. You had waved it off, telling him that´s how you are before every show, which didn´t seem to comfort him at all. Though your best friend and maybe boyfriend or fake boyfriend (who knows) stayed with you for the last couple of days, you didn´t really find any more time to relax, spending most of our days practicing. Jungkook didn´t seem to mind though, he started using the gym next to your dance room. Your parents never seem to use it anyway, so it wasn´t really a problem and Jungkook came to love having an outlet for all his energy. In the evenings both of you were too tired to cook, meaning empty take out containers were piling up in the kitchen.

“You got this” Jungkook murmured, warm hand lying comforting on your lower back. You were backstage already, wearing your plush bathrobe to keep you from freezing in your dance outfit. It wasn´t as hard as expected to take Jungkook with, a beanie covering his ears, his tail comfortable tucked away in his pants covered by a nice dress shirt you had bought him a while ago. You stood on your pointe shoes, still not being on eye level with the bunny but close, and hugged him.

“What if my mother finds out? Oh I shouldn´t have done this, maybe I can-“ you were interrupted by a pair of lips on yours, you felt yourself sinking into his strong hold. Jungkook smiled at you with the softest smile you had ever seen. He knew you were worried about your piece.

It was contemporary ballet, a form of ballet your mother despised. She was all for classical ballet, often making you train with the Cecchetti method, which Jungkook found out to be really hard on the body, no longer surprised why you were so drained after your lessons. But you had told him one day, that though you do love this form of ballet, you had started to fall in love with neoclassical and contemporary ballet. It was more modern, allowing you to bring more of yourself in your dance, Jungkook didn´t really know anything about ballet, so he had just nodded, but after seeing you dance in both, a classical and modern way, he understood why you liked the modern form so much.

“Hey, calm down, little dancer” he tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear. You looked up to him with big eyes, he had just kissed you. Jungkook kissed you, and you found yourself craving his kiss again. “You worry too much, stop thinking about if something is a mistake. Maybe this kiss was a mistake, who knows, but it didn´t feel like it, I liked it and I know you did too. You like dancing contemporary, so do it, your mother isn´t here to support you or critic you. I´m here and I´ll support anything you do.” Touched by his words you found yourself hugging him closer than before. “Oh, what would I do without you?” you asked, playing with his hair that wasn´t covered by the beanie.

“y/n y/l/n! Ready to perform in ten, please move to the curtains!” came the loud voice of the director. Slowly Jungkook let you go, “You´ll do great, alright? Just have fun” the bunny smiled at you. You decided to collect all the courage you had and looked into Jungkook´s eyes, “Don´t I get a good luck kiss?” The male’s eyes twinkle and he can hardly contain a smile, “You get a well done kiss when you´re done, little dancer” You pout, but you know arguing with bunny won´t work, so you just sigh in defeat. Jungkook chuckled as he realised that there will be no arguing, he pressed a kiss to your forehead. “Go on little dancer, show me what you got. I´ll be right here when you get back.”

With those last words you moved towards the stage, ready to dance your heart out, but you felt oddly calm. With no doubt thanks to the bunny who was cheering you on from the side. The music started and you have never felt so free dancing.

And as promised was Jungkook waiting for you after your performance, you jumped into his waiting arms, “You did so well, you are amazing” he pressed little kisses all over your face, till he finally reached your lips. Needless to say, today was a good day and something told you, that it could only get better with Jungkook next to you, holding you close.

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The past one and a half weeks had to be the best you’ve ever had. Life with Jungkook couldn´t have been easier and dread filled your chest, as you thought about how your parents would be arriving today and some part of you wished they wouldn´t.                                                                            Jungkook noticed your mood change too and tried everything he could to make you feel better, not even complaining about how you skipped breakfast this morning, which you knew took a lot for him. You were stood in the kitchen; the bunny had his arms wrapped around you, hugging you from behind, watching as you were gathering the ingredients to make you guys a shake. Occasionally he would sneak a kiss to your neck or cheek.

But all that froze, as you both watched a police car park in your driveway. “Hide”, was the only thing you said, as the doorbell rang and Jungkook didn´t have to be told twice, as he hid in the guest bathroom next to the front door. He was a bit confused, seeing as normally hybrid control would come to collect stray animals and these cops didn´t even have dogs with them, but he didn´t want to risk it, almost holding his breath as you opened the door.

“Good evening”, you greeted politly, though Jungkook could hear the slight tremble and smell your panic. He wanted to jump out of the bathroom and hold you close, never wanting you to feel scared if he could prevent it.

“Good evening, Miss y/l/n, can we come in, we have some bad news for you?    It´s about your parents.”

Time slowed down as you received the news. Your parents died. The blood in your ears rushed, you had trouble making out what they said. You heard that they were asking if they should call someone, but there wasn´t anyone you could call. You had no family here; the only person you wanted was hiding in your guest bathroom down the hall, probably hearing every word.

The police told you, that in the next days a lawyer would stop by to explain to you what would be happening next, you were still underage with no family. They were asking you, if you would want to sleep in a supervised home today, but you shook your head, explaining with shaky voice that the staff would be arriving tomorrow morning and you wouldn´t be alone. After the police left you sank to the floor, “Kookie”, you croaked, vision blurred with tears. You felt strong hands pulling you into a hug, “I´m here y/n. I´m here.”

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Getting to know me tag!

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Now it’s your turn!

@luminois @dilutedpondwater @crispy-chan

(You totally don’t have to at all! If you don’t wanna be tagged I would be more than willing to remove you!)

1. When is your birthday?

February 8th!

2. What is your favorite color?

Purple and blue

3. What is your lucky number?

8!

4. How tall are you?

5’6

5. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

I think it’s safe to say like four!

6. Favorite song?

Honestly don’t have one atm I’ve been listening to a lot of different songs and it’s messing with my choices

7. Favorite movie?

Doctor Sleep!

8. What would be your ideal partner?

To be perfectly honest someone who can be my best friend and we have those relationships where we skipped the awkward stage and we started farting and burping and crying around each other when we first started being together! We have fun every days a new adventure we watch anime together, they indulge me in watching k pop stuff where We can talk about anything and everything we watch vines and memes and I can take them to my family and they’ll play with my baby cousins and to me that’s ideal. I’ve always wanted to someone who can just be fun and genuine with me and someone who won’t judge me for my weirdness but joins in.

9. Do you want children?

Yes I do I’ve always been that child who carried around babies in a cart and I do a lot of babysitting and I picture myself being a bad ass mother one of these days… who knows?

10. Have you gotten in trouble with the law?

Nope I drove without a license when I was fifteen for the longest though and never got caught 😎…. Don’t do that tho that’s very bad!

11. What color socks are you wearing?

Bold of you to assume I wear socks to bed 😩 jk they are white with a black heel

12. Bath or shower?

Realistically I usually only take showers but if I had the time I would take a lot of baths

13. Favorite kind of music?

Alt., Rap, Rock, Kpop, Cumbias and Corridos (😩😩😩 for blasting in the car🤪🎉 ) but other than that I like practically anything

14. How many pillows do you sleep with?

One but sometimes I’ll grab another to put in between my thiqq thighs 😩 cuz it gets uncomfortable and I like having my leg elevated

15. What position to you sleep in?

On one of my sides with one leg tucked practically into my chest lol

16. What don’t you like while sleeping?

When someone takes my blanket cuz tbh I love being like a smoll bean and I’ll borrow myself into my blanket like a rabbit so if so much as my head meets the surface i get pissed like don’t touch my blanket bitch Im hibernating😩 OHHHH or when I’m sleeping and you shake me awake like EXCUSE YOU when you’re driving ima shake yo ass too 😭 I swear I got so grumpy when I’m sleepy

17. What do you usually eat for breakfast?

Chorizo or huevos con weenies y frijoles (Eggs with weenies and beans)

18. Have you ever tried archery?

Yes I have! I used to be on my schools team i was pretty good but it’s been years

19. What are your favorite fruits?

Watermelon, cherries, and pomegranate seeds😩🥴🤤

20. Favorite swear word?

Fuck or bitch

21. Do you have any scars?

Yes a lot unfortunately a few on my legs cuz I would fall off my bike a lot and more than I can count on both of my forearms but rest assured I’m better now :) ….didn’t mean to make that dark

22. Are you a good liar?

Yes but I don’t need to like lying at all but if I had to then I am good at it

23. What is your personality type?

I took the quiz thing a few times and I either got ENFP and the other times I got INFP so I guess I’m both intro and extroverted! I am the definitely the therapist friend! But I love making new friends and the only downside I have is that I have bad social anxiety so I don’t have great social skills. But when I do make friends I get excited too fast or I like skip small talk and start getting close and personal and everyone I met finds me to be too much and overbearing because I’ll rant for hours about things I love and people cut me off cuz my eyes get big and I talk louder and I start talking fast and it throws people off? But I’m fun I have a range of interests I’m family oriented. I love kids and have an ambition for teaching! I am a big risk taker and throw any rollercoaster my way and I’ll do it:)

24. What is your favorite type of girl?

A genuine girl and that doesn’t necessarily mean like pure and sweet but I mean they can have their spunk and attitude and their own shit going on but I mean the intention like if you intend to be genuinely real with me and not bullshit with me or waste my time then I’m game to be in a good friendship with you! And someone that has my back and someone I can have a laugh with because humor is one of my biggest turn ons in any friendship or relationship it sparks a connection for me!

25. Left or right handed?

Right handed!

26. Favorite food?

Enchiladas :)

27. Are you clean or messy

Clean!

28. Favorite foreign food?

Japanese food for sure!

29. How long does it take you to get ready?

On a simple day 10 minutes but when I have plans then like 45 minutes

30. Most used phrase?

I have a few that I say daily:

“What in the frick frack?”

“No you dumb bitch”

“The fuck is that supposed to mean?”

“I’ve seen everything, satan I’m coming down!”

And

“Really your mother pushed you out of her vagina just for you to do this shit?”

31. Are you a good singer?

Not to be narcissistic but I think I’m a really good singer!

32. Do I sing to myself?

Yea sometimes

33. Biggest fear?

That there is no afterlife cuz I’m not afraid to die I’m just afraid that ima die and all the things I’ve heard are lies and I’ll really never see my relatives that passed again.

34. Do you like long or short hair?

Long I love growing out my hair

35. Are you into gossip?

No I don’t care for drama at all. But if someone wants to vent to me then I’ll let them but I’m just not going to put my opinion out there cuz it’s not my place

36. Introvert or Extrovert?

Both it depends on the atmosphere

37. Favorite school subject?

Science

38. What makes you nervous?

People and crowded spaces

39. Who was your first real crush?

My boyfriend lmao deadass I met him in highschool

40. How many piercings do you have?

Currently three: two on my lobes and a nose piercing! But I’m planning on getting a belly button piercing, another nose piercing on the right side (cuz I already have one on the left) two helix piercings, an eyebrow piercing, and two more lobe piercings (one on each ear) all in due time of course!

41. How fast can you run?

Uhhh last time I checked my mile time was 9:54 seconds so like ten minutes per mile!

42. What makes you angry?

Racists, homophobes, r*pists, bullies… basically people who don’t have respect for others and things they can’t change. Ohhh narcissists I hate people that thrive on thinking their better than anyone I love knocking them down a peg! But other than that I don’t tend to get mad often!

43. Do you like your own name?

Yes I do but I recently started going by my middle name Dayzee! The reason behind it is honestly because why have a middle name of you don’t use it? Like why is it just sitting there lmao!

44. What are your weaknesses?

I have horrible social anxiety!

45. What are your strengths?

Honestly I think my strengths are that I’m a loyal friend! I’m also very caring and compassionate and I’m always supportive! What I’m saying is PLEASE BE MY FRIEND I NEED FRIENDS LOL 🤪

46. What color is your bedspread?

Navy blue

47. What color is your room?

Beige but I put led lights so it looks cool!

Thank you for tagging me this was honestly so fun!

#tag game #this was a ride #this was fun #plz be my friend #thanks #thanks for the tag! #moots⭐️ #precious moots

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thanks for tagging ella ✨ @kirakirasaku

tagging: @chibishae34 @lovelytarou @mjoork @brazil-hinata @kanbayashis @starsakura17 @tangerinefluff @ everyone who wants to join

Why did you choose your url? coz of bokuto's famous hey hey hey (just inserted my name on the last hey haha)

Any sideblogs? this is my side blog :) my main is @howcanisey and i have a doodle archive @sey-doodles

How long have you been on tumblr? been here since 2011? but this sideblog is already one year old yey

Do you have a queue tag? yes...it's days gone q sometimes it just says on q hehe

Why did you start your blog in the first place? always wanted to start an anime sideblog and i dont wanna annoy the people who follow my kpop blog with anime content and vice versa so here we are

Why did you choose your icon? kuroo cutie

Why did you choose your header? aizawa is a mood

What’s your post with the most notes? ohh probably this one? the jjk comic haha

How many followers do you have? 1.2k (づ￣ ³￣)づ thank you for enduring my messy blog hahaha

How many people do you follow? around 200? if its the anime content but total of 300+ if i'll count the blogs i follow for the kpop contents :))

Have you ever made a shitpost? go check my sey rambles tag haha yeah i think i do that a lot

How often do you use tumblr? i used to be here for more than 8hours a day in total? but now im just checking in and out like 3-4 times per day?

Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? nah i keep all the hate inside me or just unfollow them ahahha jk i dont like fighting/arguing.

How do you feel about “you need to reblog this post”? usually i ignore them because im here to have a good time. sometimes i reblog stuff coz i like to get myself educated about whats going on

Do you like tag games? yes. especially picrews i enjoy the cool art styles also mix and matching of what i look like haha

Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? ohh im not sure if you can call us mutuals 🥺 since i barely interact with people here but there are some blogs who i know are big/famous coz they're content creators and i see them a lot too with nice contents. i think most of them create gifs and arts :)) tbh i feel shy seeing them follow my blog (♡˙︶˙♡)

Do you have a crush on a mutual? i dont know how to feel about this question but i love all the blogs i follow :) ❤

#🌻: tag games

[rawrroarart]

Diakko!Odyssey AU

Most recent update: 8/28/2020 I added the comic of them meeting and also wrote a little snippet under the Diakko section

Welcome all. This post will officially be my master post of the Odyssey AU which will be updated as time moves forward so that I can link all of my related art to it. Yes I will not be posting multiple separate Updates in text posts how it’s traditionally done, but instead there will be information with each art and then a link back to this post. This is to avoid clutter since I hardly post on this blog anyway so it wouldn’t be fun having to scroll through all of my “OH ALSO THIS HAPPENS!” to get to art. Also I keep changing my mind on a lot of things in the AU so disregard information under the arts anyway as I will be posting here what is actually relevant.

Another key thing: I will be avoiding spoilers as much as possible until they are either shown in art or stated explicitly like I do in posts because I am the absolute worst at surprises. But anyway fear not for spoilers. Things said here are things that should be hinted at/known already. (and also I hardly know anything but maybe I will in due time)

Without further ado..

Introduction

What is the Odyssey AU?

The odyssey au is an alternative universe combining both Assassin’s Creed: Odyssey and Little Witch Academia into this (very random) adventuring story that takes place in ancient Greece. I guess I can’t say that it’s random since one of my favorite things about both ACO and LWA is the ties/references to mythology with the former obviously more rooted in the mythology and the latter just fun easter egg references. 

The general premise is that Diana is a misthios(mercenary) who travels with Akko, a shapeshifter, across Greece to find the answers pertaining to her origin.

The first art post: Diana and Akkoros

While living her life as a misthios, Diana searches for the answers pertaining to her origin and superhuman (described as “magical”) abilities along with Shapeshifter Atsuko, who commonly uses her powers for flight, but is not shy to switch to animals more suited for combat.

But I don’t know what Assassin’s Creed: Odyssey is?

That’s fair and understandable. Honestly my AU diverges a lot from the game so I don’t think knowledge of ACO is exactly necessary it’s just fun to understand the connections if you know them. Basically the key things you need to know from ACO as of now is: 

Kassandra (the protag) is known as the Eagle Bearer because she has an eagle that is known as the “eagle of Zeus” throughout the game. And they adventure together and Ikaros (the eagle) can hunt n kill things and See things and tbh he’s rly just a cool eagle but not a shapeshifter or anything lol

Kassandra is a Mercenary (misthios) which is basically a for Hire fighter/person who will p much do anything for money (if they want to do it) 

Kassandra is usually referred to a demi-god because of her powerful fighting abilities in which I mean yea she literally has powers and can blast people like a billion miles away (im jk but-)

Kassandra can tame animals (which ones depending on your skill level). You can tame uhh wolves, lynx, leopards, lions, bears. This is where my ‘shapeshifter’ idea began and it pretty much fit perfectly since Akko’s favorite spell is the shapeshifting one. 

Other than this, the most important things to know for this AU is just,, general mythology,, I guess? Or history? General history of mythology and how people worshipped/acted in accordance to the gods. And I’m not saying im going to be historically accurate obviously, nor even mythologically accurate (if that’s even a thing lol), I’m just here to have a good time and enjoy my gay mercenaries while talking about gods/goddesses as if I even know (thankfully I have my gf who is way more interested in mythology than me to help me)

I’ve only played like half of the Atlantis DLC after beating the game so whoopsie. I honestly really wanna replay everything now that I have this AU just so I can focus more on details and what I can yoink.

Characters

Diana

Art: 

Diana’s sketch-dump though she really needs a new one.

Diana in wheat field

Diana is the main protagonist of the story, but they pretty much both share the spotlight anyway. Her goal is to find out why she has certain powers (which I have officially decided, finally...) that aren’t exactly human. Since being a misthios was an easy way for her to travel and make drachmae, she chooses to do it while on their journey. Dammit I came up with her lore but as per the rules of this masterpost I can’t write about it until it’s out smh.. Ah I forgot that I already spilled that she is a goddess/demi-goddess (haven’t decided which yet) so yea that’s the Tea.

Described as very beautiful, there are rumors of her that state she is a pathway to Elysium (despite many people not deserving to go to Elysium). She is also known for her stoic face and a red bird that follows her around.

Diana is only found smiling with Akko and keeps buying Akko clothes despite her outer grievances each time Akko destroys something.

Diana was there with her mother at Chariot’s speech/performance.

Diana is skilled with any weapon.

Akko

Art:

Akko sketch-dump

Akko is a shapeshifter who travels with Diana across Greece in search for her idolized Chariot. Trusting both Diana’s skills and powers, Akko decides that Diana is the best choice to help achieve her goal as they adventure together.

Orphaned at a young age, Akko is, at first, very unfamiliar with how exactly to use her powers because there was no one around to teach her. She uses a bird most often because it is her first and most skilled transformation, but eventually learns to use stronger animals over time. Also eagle-vision is much more useful to Diana when they’re scoping the grounds anyway.

Like all shapeshifters, Akko has a symbol on her neck that signifies what she is. Due to the high prejudice against shapeshifters, Akko stays an animal to avoid being known, and also does not transform in front of others unless to kill them. If she has to be a human, Akko commonly wears a hood to hide her neck. 

Akko is one of the last shapeshifters to exist, and, despite Chariot being rumored to have finally been murdered, she still believes Chariot is alive. 

Akko was with her parents when they all attended Chariot’s final speech/show and here began her dream.

Akko can use a dagger if she needs to.

Side-characters

Akko’s Parents: Shapeshifters who were murdered when Akko was a young age.

Chariot: A shapeshifter who somehow had a voice and power that even normal people listened to. Akko idolizes Chariot because, despite the hate against shapeshifters, Chariot was well known and was an activist for shapeshifters despite the danger upon her head. Chariot mysteriously disappears one day for reasons unknown, and everyone but Akko assumes she was finally murdered.

Shapeshifters

Shapeshifters are defined as humans who possess the ability to transform to any animal at will. Unfortunately, because animals were seen as less than human, shapeshifters were defined as “punished by the gods” and so many decided shapeshifters needed to be removed from the world for sin. This causes a massacre of shapeshifters to the point that they are instead a rarity.

Shapeshifters do not transform with their clothes, and so either destroy them or lose them depending on their transformation.

All shapeshifters have a symbol on their neck which is what is used to find them. They can also be found by their human personalities/characteristics when they are an animal. 

If weakened, shapeshifters return to their human form and cannot transform until they are stronger.

Diakko

Art:

Meeting (Comes with a 500 word story!)

Misthios!Diana and Shapeshifter!Akko Sketch-dump

Diana and Bear!Akko

Fancy Diakko (the first continuity error lol)

Diana and Akko adventure together and do all of their quests together as a rag-tag chaotic duo. God I’m so excited for this section I wish I could make art FASTER but anyway:

They meet at about 17 years old but the main story takes place when they are 18+

The two get off to a wrong start when Diana saves Akko’s life. Because Akko is a shapeshifter, she’s high in value to kill probably by some cult idk but there is always a bounty on her head. When Diana saves her, Akko assumes Diana only did so to steal the drachmae from the original perpetrators, but Diana really just leaves her alone afterwards. Confused, Akko legit just starts tagging along LMAO she finds Diana interesting and so follows her and Diana’s just like what the fuck but eventually she gets over it. They become powerful assets to each other as Diana can now scope the skies with Akko and Akko is pretty much protected under Diana. Then when Akko gets much stronger Diana gets extra manpower and protection too. 

Akko enjoys staying in her human form to spend time with Diana.

Diana keeps buying Akko clothes just because it makes Akko happy (and also, despite Akko uncaring because her transformations are so frequent anyway, Diana doesn’t want her to be naked??)

Diana is easily persuaded by Akko and puts Akko’s interests first (feeds her first, considers what Akko would want, etc.)

#lwa #lwa au #odyssey au #odyssey masterpost #my writing #odyssey!diakko

[fencesandfrogs]

cloudtail’s daughter: cinderheart

alright well third character: cinderheart.

i'm going to be honest, i don't care enough about cinderheart to have a lot to say about this. i'm finishing it in the morning, and i'm starting it in night, so watch this be longer than dovewing's (fat chance i wrote like 4k words about dovewing because, and i can't say this enough, i lovewing dovewing), but i'm not feeling particularly inspired at the moment.

ohhh wait i changed my mind this is the one where i get to talk about cinderpelt again, isn't it? yeessss i take it all back i've been waiting to write this since i first wrote cinder back in dovewing's character

anyway as per usual, this is part of an au where dovekit and ivykit are born to brightheart and cloudtail. go ahead and click the cloudtail's daughter tag if you want to see more about this. this is probably pretty dependent on knowing what happens to dovewing in the au, but i'd say compared to lionblaze, its still more self standing because it's significantly more verbose, so it's not reliant on filling in the gaps as much, because this is filling in the gaps.

[3k words, 10 minute read. section headers. a little bit jumpy.]

section one: cinderpelt and cinderkit --- an exposé on reincarnation

you don't need me to tell you warriors reincarnation is weird. to make my life easy, here is how it works:

true reincarnations -- jay's wing/jayfeather, dove's wing/dovewing, lion's roar/lionblaze. only one soul exists. half moon will reunite with jayfeather. or ig he can decide to go by jay's wing. dovewing and lionblaze may or may not regain their memories on death; it's not important to this story so i'm not decided

starclan induced reincarnations -- cinderpelt's soul gets shoved into cinderkit. they now share. this was, ah, very dangerous, because cinderkit and/or cinderkit's soul could have died. but she didn't. as cinderkit grows into her own person, she and cinderpelt will grow either increasingly intertwined (i.e., cinderpelt weaves into cinderheart, and is never fully awakened.) when they die, idk what happens. it's not very nice.

luckily, that didn't happen. instead, cinderheart grows apart and cinderpelt basically is a voice in her head. eventually, at some point, idk, cinderpelt frees herself. i'm sure i'll figure that out in this post, but i don't know yet.

so that's their deal.

section two: cinderheart and lionblaze

alright, cinderheart and lionblaze are not going to be a conflict thing, because of destiny. i'm just, that's. well it's a step up from the standard romance drama, but i still hated it. so anyway, cinderheart knows lionblaze is in L-O-V-E with her, but she's kind of holding out until he's more mature/responsible.

she's also not ready for kits, and that's the only way a warriors romance can be officially codified.

jk, but in seriousness, they're already close, similar to sandstorm and fireheart in books 2-4 or so of TPB. she's just not ready to take him as a mate yet, and he's kind of funny as a bumbling fool. that said, she does care a lot about him and if he pushed her, or circumstances pushed her, she'd be willing to be upfront about it.

cinderpelt is happy cinderheart is finding love, but she does kind of wish it wasn't with lionblaze. not because he's an idiot, after all, cinderpelt had a crush on fireheart before he finished growing a brain, but because she is worried about the prophecy. and lionblaze dying and leaving cinderheart alone. so cinderheart has some internal conflict about this, but she has internal conflict over whether she wants thrush or mouse some days. side effect of having two souls in one body. she keeps it wrapped up because she's pretty sure she's into lionblaze and cinderpelt is unsure, and she doesn't need to confuse the situation anymore.

yeah, by the time this series begins, cinderheart and cinderpelt are really two separate entities, and cinderpelt is getting ready to leave. she's just sort of waiting. it's until cinderheart and lionblaze confirm they're mates. why? because that's when it happens in the original and i can't think of a better time. also, it kind of completes cinderpelt's small crush on fireheart.

(it really wasn't that big. sandstorm just made a big deal out of it because she was jealous.)

section three: dovepaw

right, so cinderheart is hype for dovepaw. the dovepaw is real sweet and quiet and cinderheart feels good about that. so they're excited.

cinderheart and dovepaw go out for territory and cinderheart is like "she's on top of shit this dovepaw" and dovepaw catches a mouse or two and cinderheart is super proud and supportive and everyone is happy.

and then cinderheart starts to feel like she's failing dovepaw, because dovepaw just can't get anything else down. lionblaze and ivypaw, on the other hand, are having basically no issues. so she feels like she's failing dovepaw, and she's a little insecure about that, so cinderheart and dovepaw tag along with lionblaze and ivypaw a lot.

as you can guess, this makes everything worse.

cinderheart realizes dovepaw is sneaking out at night and is like "well this is a problem i'm not equipped to deal with" and frets over it for a while, unsure of who to talk to without geting dovepaw in trouble. (lionblaze also snuck out as an apprentice, he's an unreliable source.)

so she doesn't tell anyone at first, just makes sure dovepaw is still getting sufficient rest for a young cat. (she isn't.) eventually, she lets it slip to hollyleaf who talks about it with lionblaze who ivypaw overhears, but ivypaw is the last character i'm covering in this set of essays.

dovepaw gets trapped in the tunnels for three days, and cinderheart feels like she's failed her charge. also, brightheart is kind of mad at cinderheart because she feels that cinderheart didn't really do anything to stop dovepaw from feeling like she needed to prove herself and like, brightheart's not wrong, but it's also unfair to cinderheart. so cinderheart blames herself a whole lot because dovepaw is dead now and it's her fault.

when dovepaw gets back cinderheart only barely punishes her, and dovepaw has had enough exploration, so being confined to camp is only barely a punishment anyway. cinderheart vows that she's going to do better, do right, by dovepaw (although she's really been doing pretty okay no one is really blaming cinderheart, even brightheart has gotten over it now that dovepaw is back and safe and alive.)

section four: can you hear what i hear?

so when dovepaw gets back, cinderheart takes her out once she's recovered, and dovepaw is like "so where are the creatures with the clicky-clackies?" and cinderheart has no idea what's going on.

but cinderheart, despite being lumped in the "two braincells" category that the first three pov characters have (seriously if you haven't read my breakdown of this au as a whole you may want to because i've written so much for it that i'm definitely skipping details. now that my pace has slowed from "about 10k words in one weekend" to "2k words a day" it's better but still), is not an idiot. she's seen the lake get smaller. times are getting hard. there was a gathering while dovepaw was in the tunnels that cinderheart went to and it was real rough. so she's like. hm. maybe. dovepaw is starclan chosen or something? it would explain why she's spacy all the time.

cinderheart gets all the info she can from dovepaw and then has to figure out whether she's taking this to firestar or jayfeather.

i'm not 100% how this resolves, but eventually, cinderheart and dovepaw go to firestar to discuss the beavers. cinderheart does most of the talking, dovepaw is just kind of there nodding along.

so the standard canon thing happens and they all get ready for the trip. i feel like i've done a pretty in-depth breakdown of this for dovewing, and hollyleaf will get one too, so i'm just going to say, other than hollyleaf also coming, it's pretty much canon.

section five: the tribe

oh man it's the cinderheart book and whoo boy am i excited for this one.

alright alright alright so dovepaw is doing the Late Nights again, but its to see tigerheart. so cinderheart is uh, not very aware of it this time?

dovepaw is older and smarter (barely) and more importantly knows she can’t get caught again.

so dovepaw real tired, real close to tigerheart at gatherings, and cinderheart is like “hm maybe something is up” and cinderpelt is like “yeah keep an eye on that”

(an aside: so cinderpelt’s presence is kind of a nagging one in cinderheart’s life. it’s not that she’s not the same cinderpelt we know and love, but she’s a kind of omnipresent authority figure, so she reads a bit differently. but she’s still our wonderful cinderpelt. no fear.)

and ivypaw tells lionblaze that dovepaw is sneaking out (see here for lionblaze, literally 0 awareness) and he tells cinderheart and cinderheart is like “well that checks” and cinderpelt is like “hm remember fernpaw and dustpelt”

“ferncloud is like a second mother to me no i don’t know the details of her romance”

“yea well...”

you know, cinderheart's almost worried dovepaw is going to have kits real soon after becoming a warrior and there are approximately 0 thunderclan toms she's close enough with for that to be applicable.

(for the record, they are not that close. cinderpelt is concerned not just because forbidden romance, but also because of how young leafpool was. not impossibly young by any means, but still fairly young.)

so then through uhhh who knows memory? convenient stormfur is convenient? haven't decided yet, but anyway, cinderheart decides the tribe can help them. (the real reason is because i want the tribe to solve a clan problem for once. the stated reason is probably something like "dovepaw feels too much pressure after the beavers" or "long journeys are good for apprentices" i mean look brambestar dgaf about where warriors are going so why should i?)

lionblaze and ivypaw come along and cinderheart is like "great i just told this guy that i don't want to change anything between us until i'm done mentoring dovepaw and now he's tagging along with this? where's a hollyleaf when you need her?"

(hollyleaf is living with her ghost boyfriend, cinderheart, she is no longer a reliable source of buffering between you and lionblaze. also, cinderheart, this isn't coming up in this au because again ending in step with canon but please consider: lesbians.)

anyway, the four of them set out and dovepaw and ivypaw still aren't talking which is getting really old, really fast.

eventually, after a day or two of travelling in basically silence, ivypaw and dovepaw do start to talk again. one goal down. (my conviction that travelling books are good, actually, remains untested, but i'm determined to prove it.)

okay, so i've been reading all my notes in detail as i start actually drafting this, which means my essay content is morphing further into writing notes. you can tell because i'm skipping bigger sections, or adding notes about purpose in story, etc. this is just a warning that since i last worked on this, i've actually begun writing the book this stuff takes place in (the first book only matters if you're dovekit or ivykit, so the fact that i'm writing it doesn't really have an effect. i just wanted to start with something low-stakes.) so like, on one hand, i should have more figured out, but on the other hand, my comments are going to be a lot looser and i wouldn't be surprised if i just straight up contradict something i already said (i do edit my posts but not heavily and only if i think they're something i'm going to point people back towards. i'd rather point people to my archive once i start posting, so.) anyway, this is just a warning for this and anything else in the CTD essay series (hollyleaf, jayfeather, ivypool, as well as the books, growing shadows, fading echoes, distant whispers, and whatever the canon names are but switch book 4 and 5), that it's going to be less "here's a summary of what i'm going to do" and more "here are my thoughts about what i'm doing"

right that note aside, the travelling party makes it to the mountains. there's drama, probably? none of them have been to the mountains IIRC? i know jayfeather has but i don't think the others went with him (bramble did? hm i'll have to research) but okay so the point is, they make it to the tribe as the mountain is getting colder and this is where i have to deviate from my trend of realism the most because they're going to stay on the tribe for much longer than they should. my timeline has ivy/dove born in leafbare at the beginning of the season (easier math), so this is early-mid leaf fall, and the mountain would be unpassable really soon. but i don't want that, so we're going to pretend they have 2-3 moons before it's truly impassable, or the story flows a lot worse because i really want the drought to be in green leaf because it just sets up a hard hitting winter which is a good tension/drama fodder machine.

unfortunately, i'm limited in who i can kill off, but what can you do?

right so anyway, they're in the tribe and cinderheart present dovepaw and stoneteller is like "huh ig this could work sure why not" and dovepaw is enlisted to be a tribe to-be. she's not given an offiical whatever the tribe word for mentor is, (does the tribe have individual mentors? i can't remember off the top of my head), but she's more or less the same as any othet tribe to-be. the fact that she's so fluffy is a bonus. keeps her warm.

cinderheart is less at-home in the tribe, but she works with the prey hunters and generally gets along. i'm not sure. maybe she makes friends? (this is literally her book she definitely does interesting things i just don't know who lives in the tribe off the top of my head. her life does not revolve around dovepaw like 100%. she has to sort out some cinderpelt stuff in this book it's just very internal and i'm not entirely sure how it goes yet.)

so cinderheart and dovepaw are doing their thing for a bit. they get a good chance to explore tribe culture. it's good. everything is good. cinderheart is still definitely mentoring dovepaw, but what that means right now is a lot of modeling how to be a good learner, rather than explicitly teaching. cinderheart herself is preparing and thinking about how to transfer these skills to thunderclan.

uh yeah so anyway it's getting close to winter so they gotta head out, and the tribe is like "off u go food is tight in leafbare/whatever-they-call-winter" and the four of them set out.

okay so i'm going to skip to cinderheart's second book, because honestly, arc one narrators all get thrown in BGCH until they're needed in arc 2. (i mean, tbf, jayfeather has done literally nothing in all of arc one. nothing. he's just there, occasionally being like "no firestar, don't make dovepaw my apprentice!" and that's pretty much it.)

and basically so while jayfeather and hollyleaf are off having ghost romances (that's the entire plot of their book it's ghost romance), cinderheart and lionblaze are just having a relationship. dovewing and ivypool are warriors now, so cinderheart does have background drama of being worried because dovewing is still seeing tigerheart ("we took her on a whole mountain vacation and she's still obsessed with him?"), but like, it's very chill for a while.

and then sol comes back.

oh man, sol comes back and it's gonna be a big deal. yeah. it's a big deal for cinderheart, and hopefully this will be an interesting section, because cinderheart is a very different character from the OG oots crew, and she's going to handle problems in a different way, and this is the first chance we get to see that. the beavers don't count she was j chilling with whatever dovepaw said and the tribe is certainly a good example of her character (caring, resourceful, outside the box), but that's the set up. sol is the pay off.

so cinderheart is pleased by sol, but also generally wary. you gotta remember, cinderheart has been on a lot of extra curricular field trips. she's met a lot of cats. (note to self: include more loners.) she's a quick judge of character. and sol, you know, he's a lot.

so she keeps an eye on him, and she expresses her concern to hollyleaf, and hollyleaf is like, yeah, sure, i'll help.

so hollyleaf is like "so by the way, sol is in the tunnels." and cinderheart is like "this is going to be a problem" and cinderpelt who is now in starclan is like "oh she's finally learning."

so i'm not entirely sure on the details here because i haven't plotted out the ending three books in nearly as much detail (i mean on the blog i have but in my head where i keep all the plot lines i haven't) but cinderheart is going to solve the problem and she'll do it in a different way.

thunderclan definitely still learns to fight in the tunnels because they need to for battle purposes. (oh, to be a windclan tunnler, looking down in sadness from starclan about what my clan has lost.)

and yeah leaving cinderheart here because she retreats to BGCH after completing her duty of being a meanful character.

cinderheart? done.

#lionblaze #dovewing #ivypool #hollyleaf #cinderheart #cloudtail's daughter #mine #q #txt #27th #February #2021 #February 27th 2021 #essay #long #lovewing dovewing #not really but also yes #28th #February 28th 2021

[chimchimsauce]

Hit or Miss (3)

In a desperate attempt to rebuke the advances of her overly energetic coworker, YN asks her quiet roommate Jungkook to pretend to be her boyfriend until Taehyung lays off. But YN comes to realize that there’s more to the quiet man than she could have ever imagined.

I guess they never miss, huh?

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Chapter Two

Chapter Three - Just One Day

The Sociology professor's words are slow and boring, the middle-aged man having the inflection of a robot. Regardless, YN tries her best to pay attention, scribbling down anything that might be useful for the upcoming final.

The rest of her classmates don't seem to share her intense desire to do well in his course. Half of them are blatantly knocked out, one guy a few rows ahead of her even snoring loudly. One girl is dazed all the way out, chewing loudly on a piece of bubble gum and blowing a large pink bubble every so often.

But the most distracting people to YN's concentration have to be the three girls right behind her who are not so subtly whispering. At first, YN wasn't paying them any attention but she perked up a bit when she caught Jungkook's name coming off of one of their lips. Normally, she wouldn't really care, but now that she's apparently dating him, she can't help but be curious.

YN still doesn't know much about Jungkook at all so gossip could give her a bit of an idea of how he usually carries himself around people.

Still taking notes but now half paying attention to the lesson, Yn ever so slightly leans back a bit and moves her hair out of the way, listening in as best she can.

"Really? He's really dating now?" One girl asks.

Her hair is pulled tightly into a sleek ponytail that must have taken half a can of hairspray to achieve. She looks like she's just stepped out of the hottest new beauty guru's glam makeup tutorial. A bit much for just a day in class, but who is YN to judge?

"Yeah, the whole music department's been talking about it ever since someone saw Jungkook and his band with this girl last week," girl number two says.

She almost looks like a clone of the first girl. Their faces are identical but that has more to do with contouring than with relation.

"But I thought Jungkook didn't date. He doesn't even hook up at parties and stuff," girl three says.

She's dressed a lot more like YN who wears a simple shorts and t-shirt combo. It is beginning to get hot.

"You think that they're just friends?"

"No, Jungkook doesn't have friends. Well, none that aren't part of his band,"

"Damn, I wish that were me. Jungkook could honestly step on me and I'd apologize for messing up his shoes," Ponytail says.

"Oof, true. Have you seen his body? That boy is so fine," Clone says, fanning herself.

"He could come up to me right now and get me to do anything, honestly," T-shirt says.

"That's cuz you're a hoe,"

"Where's the lie, though?"

"I wonder what made him choose her of all people. JK has girls throwing themselves at him everywhere he goes,"

"I don't know. From what I've heard, she isn't all that pretty. Not ugly, but definitely not on his level. He could do so much better," Ponytail says with her nose up in the air.

YN feels a quick flash of hurt, not having expected to be insulted.

"Oh, like you?" T-shirt retorts.

"Obviously,"

"Well, apparently he isn't interested since he turned you down at the last frat party,"

Ponytail huffs and YN decides not to listen to them anymore, not wanting to hear anything else these girls have to say.

She's distracted the rest of class, thoughts drifting off to Ponytail's comment. YN knew Jungkook was on another level but did she really look so out of place next to him that people felt the need to comment on it?

YN is startled when everyone stands as class is dismissed, the girl too lost in her thoughts to notice that it was winding down. She packs up wordlessly and leaves, walking home by instinct.

YN hasn't seen much of Jungkook since she hung out with him and his friends in their practice room. His schedule clashed with hers entirely, meaning she only interacted with him right before she leaves in the morning as he's just getting back home.

So nothing's really changed since they've made their agreement expect that Taehyung doesn't bother her anymore. As a matter of fact, he hardly speaks to her at all, only giving her a courtesy smile whenever they pass each other between the shelves. Even though YN's glad to be free of his annoying babbling, she is a bit concerned by the complete one-eighty his personality has taken.

Maybe she and Jungkook can already "break up". Even though he insisted that he genuinely likes her, YN doesn't really believe him. She doesn't think that he's lying, per se, but she doesn't think he's being truthful either. How can you like someone without really knowing them? Even if you count the time they spent together last week, that certainly isn't enough time to develop true romantic feelings.

YN sighs. All this thinking and over thinking is beginning to make her head hurt. She'll take some aspirin and lay down for a nap before tackling homework and getting up for her shirt at the library.

The air conditioning is welcome against her slightly sticky skin. YN plops her bag on the floor haphazardly, not caring enough to place it in her bedroom. A quick trip to the bathroom and YN finds the bottle she's looking for, shaking out two white pills. She'd take them in the bathroom but she detests tap water, instead traveling back into the small kitchen and rifling through the fridge for something cold and refreshing. She's confused when she sees a bottle with a bright green sticky note attached to it.

Pulling it out, YN is pleasantly surprised to realize it's her favorite drink. She'd run out of them a few weeks ago and hadn't had the chance to go pick more up from the grocery store.

Make sure to stay hydrated - JK

YN can't help but smile. She takes her medicine and sits on the couch, intending on finishing it before she heads to bed. She's almost done, maybe one or two more swallows left, when the front door beeps, Jungkook stepping inside.

"Hey,"

"Hey," she replies, watching as she brushes his hair out of his eyes and adjusts his backpack on his shoulder.

"You're home early,"

"Yeah, the professor canceled class,"

"Oh," YN says, suddenly feeling kind of awkward.

She's not sure how to act around him and his confession did nothing to help.

"Have you eaten yet?"

"No, not yet. I was planning to grab something before my shift started,"

"That's hours from now, though. Let's get something together,"

"Okay," YN says, not seeing any real reason to deny him.

Now that she thinks about it, she is kind of hungry.

"Just give me a minute to put this away and then we can go," he says, flicking his head at his bag.

"Yeah, sure. Me too," YN says, picking up her backpack and awkwardly smiling at him before retreating into her room to put it away.

Jungkook's constant cleanliness had never motivated her to keep her own things tidy before, but now YN finds herself wanting to make a good impression on him even though they've technically known each other way past the good impressions phase.

Jungkook chuckles, still in the living room, before shaking his head and going to his own room.

"Cute,"

Not even three minutes later, the couple leaves their apartment, walking down the sunny sidewalk.

"Any clue where you wanna eat?" Jungkook asks her standing so close that their arms bush as they walk.

"Not really. I'm good with anything, really," she says.

"Burgers?"

"Yeah, that'd be good!" YN says.

It's been a while since she's had a really good burger.

The two of them take the city bus downtown where there are more restaurant options available. The somewhat stinky bus is mostly empty, only a little old lady and someone just getting off the graveyard shift the only other people inside. YN and Jungkook sit in comfortable silence, watching the buildings go by. YN gets the feeling that Jungkook isn't much of a talker, that he's more the type to simply enjoy another person's company without feeling the need to fill the space between them with chatter.

It makes it easy to relax around him.

Before long, the bus pulls up to their stop, YN and Jungkook exiting to the busy streets.

"Where are we headed?"

"You've never been here before?" Jungkook asks, surprise evident.

"I haven't been most places," YN says, feeling slightly embarrassed.

"Well, it's just a cluster of shops and places to eat. A lot of students come here on the weekends or after class,"

YN nods her head, stepping closer to Jungkook due to the large number of people going by. The last thing she needs is to get lost in a place she's never been at before. After nearly being separated after a man rams straight into her, Jungkook takes YN's hand, squeezing it in reassurance. Thankfully, Five Guys isn't as packed as the rest of the shopping center, the couple is able to find a table without a problem.

Once food is ordered, they fill their soda cups and sit on the hard bench. Jungkook props his head on his hands, watching her silently as she sips her soda.

"I've missed you," he says.

"I haven't gone anywhere,"

"Still. I've missed you. I hadn't realized how little I actually see you,"

YN's heart flutters slightly and she feels herself begin to blush. She clears her throat.

"Well, we'll be on break soon, so I guess we'll see each other more often," YN says, voice quieter than she'd like it to.

Jungkook's smile is instantaneous and bright.

"Yeah, I guess we will,"

"So, uh, how have your classes been going?" YN asks him.

"Fine. I'm just waiting for them to be over,"

"Yeah, me too. This semester has really been exhausting. I'm ready for the sweet, sweet, release of summer break,"

"Mm. I'm excited to be done with school but I'm not too sure that I'm really ready to be out in the adult world,"

Before YN can ask him to elaborate, their order is called, two beautifully silver foiled burgers and a cup of hand-cut fries shoved in a brown paper bag. Jungkook stands up and retrieves the food and they both dig in, occasionally brushing fingers as they eat their shared fries. For a moment, YN just watches him, watching the way he seems so natural here, less like that untouchable stranger he was only weeks ago.

It's not that he's any less gorgeous or unknown to her, but this is one of the first times that he seems normal, like he really might be just another young man instead of the sexy enigma she's always believed him to be.

"Do I have something on my face?" Jungkook asks.

"What?" YN says, slightly startled, "No, there's not. I just . . . got distracted,"

Jungkook smiles slightly.

"So when are you going to prove it?" YN asks in a sudden bout of unexplainable courage.

He lifts an eyebrow before smirking slightly and taking her hand.

"Just you wait," he says, winking at her.

Somehow they both know that he's already begun.

#networkbangtan #bts x reader #jungkook x reader #bts fluff #bts angst #jungkook fluff #jungkook angst #kookie x reader #kookie fluff #kookie angst #hit or miss #chimchimsauce

[beenpole]

I’ve seen a lot of talk about authorial intent and death of the author after some too many jk rowling tweets and some lindsey ellis videos on the topic (here are the videos) and i have seen people try to apply this to their personal roleplay blogs without explicitly using the terms and directly applying the theories. usually when getting called out on something. i’ve made it clear before (in my blog rules, mainly) that every word you write as a writer or author comes from you and means something to you and says something about you. the main term that would apply here is paratext. paratext is basically anything ‘surrounding’ a text itself. for traditional print or ebook ...books, the paratext includes an author themselves, the actual presentation of the text including forwards, dedications, ads, the description on the back cover or cover insert, and especially what the author says about their work. at least with writing for mass production, with editors, agents, and a general need to appeal to a certain audience or the masses, there are multiple hands that touch a text and change it from ‘what the writer wanted and intended’ to ‘what the author created to be appealing’ that roleplay lacks. so paratext in rp is yourself, your history, your theme, your about pages, your rules, your post tags, your musings, your ask memes, etc. for the most part, you are at least appealing to yourself, and at most your writing partners. most of us are not writing things and tagging them up hoping they will be discovered and shared en masse. so if you write something problematic or worse it does say something about you. this isn’t to press judgement on anyone but i am simply saying there is no such thing as death of the author (ignoring paratext, authorial intent, and other’s already existing interpretations including fandom) when you write for yourself.  people like to toss these terms around to seem smart and educated but it simply does not apply to work you are creating to appease yourself that hardly anyone will see (relative to mass publication). at least with authors being published to mass markets you can claim they only made those works to include whatever themes to give airport readers and kindle moms what they want. i don’t really think the 40 yr old stay at home moms who churn out ‘asshole billionaire sex god’ novellas on Kindle Unlimited honestly like that shit. Most of them are trying to get easy money (KU works by authors $0.005 per page read, so there is a ton of garbage on there, because it doesn’t have to be good, it just has to be read). And then that goes into the whole fantasy fulfillment vs reality thing which I could expand upon later, but that’s only semi related to this topic. basically, i’m saying you are your own audience in this hobby. this also isn’t like fanfiction where people are driven to use certain tropes because it gets more clicks. no one goes onto your blog and looks for tags like on ao3. there is much more freedom to do what you want here, because you are not beholden to anyone. engagement is not always the dividend in rp. if you write something problematic, just because you didn’t intend to, doesn’t mean its not problematic. if someone says your work needs some work when dealing with sensitive issues, it’s better to listen than it is to claim you somehow had nothing to do with your own work and its contents.

#ooc #uhh #idk im bad at putting my thoughts together

[mariahwrites]

Ten Questions

Thank you @writer-on-time for tagging me! :D Super nice of you. ^_^

The rule is to answer the ten questions given and then create ten of your own. (and also tag ten people!)

1. How did you start writing and why?

It all started when I was nine years old. I was super into Harry Potter and I guess that just made me want to write. Beyond that I don’t know. Strangely enough I hated writng before that, something just sort of changed when I got into 4th Grade lol.

2. What is your favorite line from your own work?

Good question. XD Uh, let’s see. Not exactly a favorite but I made my self chuckle a little:

Huffing, Lena gestured at herself. Well, more at her clothes, a peach tank-top and violet, plaid sweatpants. She’d planned on moping and wallowing in self-pity for a good hour before actually drawing. Perhaps followed by a break of blogging, reading fan fiction, and gorging herself on rice pilaf.

3. Who is your writing idol and how have they influenced you?

Originally it was JK Rowling. Like I said I loved HP and that’s what made me want to write. Currently though? I wouldn’t say I have an idol per-say, more just some authors I enjoy.

4. Which OC has the best family life, found or otherwise?

This is a tough one, but I think at this point in development, Vivian from When Magic Returns has the best family life. Or had as the case may be. I mean if we’re talking found family then I’d have to list more than one.

5. Which OC has the most satisfying ending to their story?

I don’t know yet, I haven’t finished anything D:

6. If you’ve gotten feedback on your writing, who is your readers’ favorite character? If not, who do you think your readers will fall in love with?

I haven’t gotten any feedback yet. Then again I haven’t gotten very far, so...But if I had to guess I have a feeling either Milo or Andy would be popular. Or Vivian maybe, she’s pretty fun (says the person who has yet to actually write for her).

7. Which tropes (e.g., friends to lovers, fake death, white-haired pretty boy) do you always find yourself wanting to write?

Hmm, I don’t know. Maybe Enemies to Lovers? Or friends to lovers could work. Then again I really don’t put a lot of romance in my stories unless it’s fanfiction lol.

8. What goes through your head as you’re writing a scene?

A lot of screaming? Nah, but for real, usually it’s just me wondering if the scene is good, if it’s worth putting in, trying to remember the words I’m looking for, that sort of thing. Maybe jokes here and there.

9. How specific is your idea of your characters’ appearance, usually? Have you drawn any of them before? (and if so, can we see it?)

I tend to get pretty into figuring out how my characters look. While I haven’t drawn any (yet) I have made them on the Sims 4. When I finish the others I might put them up on my blog, but here’s Lena:

Even with that, though, it’s never exactly as I picture. But this is pretty close. And if anyone ever reads my story, it’s cool if people picture my characters differently. :)

10. What are you proudest of as a writer?

I would say maybe the relationship dynamics between my characters? I feel I manage to make them pretty realistic while also having some fun. The dialogue always comes pretty naturally. But that’s my opinion. I have no idea if anyone who reads my stuff feels the same, lol.

Here’s 10 questions:

1. Do you have theme songs for your characters? Care to share one?

2. Which OC is most likely to enjoy memes?

3. Which OC is least likely to lie about themselves?

4. Do you hope people will one day make fanfiction and fanart for your story? Which one in particular?

5. If your Main Character was deserted on an island and could only have three things with them, what would those be?

6. Would your OC ever make a deal with a devil (up to you whether this is literal or figurative)? If so, what for?

7. Are any of your OCs super fans of something?

8. What’s the most ridiculous fear an OC has?

9. If you had to nominate an OC for a show like Survivor or Naked and Afraid, which one would it be? Do you think they’d win?

10. If your OC could choose any animal in the world, real or fake, for a pet, what would they choose?

And I’ll tag: @wchwriter , @writtenhastily ,  @dantedevereaux , @perringwrites , @diva-needs-a-stop-button , @boothewriter , @brynwrites , @no-url-ideas-tho , @marigoldwritesthings , @aschenink and anyone else who wants to do this

#tag thing #writing #ocs #lena shaw #Vivian

[astraveler]

Writer/WIP Meme

This was really fun to do! I was tagged by @kanafinwhy ;  I tag @insistent-dreams , if you want!

1) How many works in progress do you currently have?

Right now I have ~15 ideas ready to be written; most of them are short stories/poems (I usually write poetry and flash fiction in one sitting - it varies more for my long short stories - so they're never really "in progress.") I just finished a short play, and right now, I'm working on an original story about pacifism vs. justified war (I thought it would be a lot shorter, but it's already 6,000+ words and I'm only ~1/10 of the way through!)

2) Do you/would you write fanfiction?

I don't really, but I would write it as per request :D It's especially fun to write background characters (or for the Silmarillion, TOO MANY CHARACTERS >:| [jk, jk]) - the author only provides a few sentences to work with, and it's cool to look at how many interpretations of the character there are.

3) Do you prefer paper books or ebooks?

In general, I prefer paper, especially with old books or paperbacks/used books with writing on the title pages or margins - it's nice to see physically how the book has aged but the story hasn't, and sometimes the binding/covers are so beautiful <3 (and also the people writing on the book have hilarious commentary, sometimes.) For convenience, I prefer e-books.

4) When did you start writing?

I can't think of a time when I haven't been imagining stories, although I didn't write most of them down when I was younger (it hasn't improved over time; now, I just leave myself a few cryptic phrases for future me to interpret in a [probably] totally different way . . . ) One of the first things I remember writing was a Redwall fanfiction in first or second grade (for some reason a character was screaming, and I wrote 8 full pages of cursive "e"s and enlisted a few of my friends to fill the rest of the booklet.) In fourth grade, I wrote the "first book" in this really intense fantasy world that remained my longest piece (~9,000 words) for five years. I still have the plots of the next four books and some short stories regarding the mythos XD

5) Do you have someone you trust that you share your work with?

I've posted some of my writing on this site, but I share/discuss it more often with a couple of friends. I'm open to sharing my writing or talking about writing in general with anyone who wants to, though!

6) Where is your favourite place to write?

According to my late-at-night-surviving-solely-to-finish-writing self, sitting on the floor by my bed (specifically when I've just finished cleaning my desk off.) When I'm more sane, I write at my desk, and sometimes in a green armchair with a few cushions by a window which lets the perfect amount of sun in. If I'm up early, I like to write outside on the front porch, where I can watch the sun rise.

7) Favourite childhood book(s)?

If I had to choose one, I'd say Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card - otherwise, anything Tolkien (I read The Hobbit around kindergarten/first grade, somehow managing to skip the Battle of Five Armies; in fourth grade, I read Lord of the Rings and used to call myself Dernhelm among the small group of people who spoke "the secret language of randomness" - really more of a code, but I didn't know the difference at the time :P) , The Chronicles of Prydain (by Lloyd Alexander) , and the Divine Comedy (I entered a Dante/classics phase around eighth grade and haven't left, lol.)

8) Writing for fun or publication?

Mostly just for fun (or for my friends' birthday presents :P that sets quite a harsh deadline) but I hope to be published some day. 9) Pen and paper or computer?

i usually write/outline on my computer, but when I'm traveling, I write in a green mini-notebook and retype it later. I keep adding or re-arranging things in my writing, so if you read in page order, it probably won't be chronological (although most of my stories aren't linear, either XD)

10) Have you ever taken any writing classes?

Nope!

11) What inspires you to write?

My friends and other people around me (in regards to relationships/dynamics/characteristics that are interesting and I want to try to write); other books/authors (thematically and in style/form), and my faith (both thematically and in dynamics/relationships between people.)  

#my writing #astraveler writes #(just realized that wasn't a tag haha)

[my-happy-little-bean]

92 things :)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag people.

i was tagged by lovely @themessafterthemarty​ who is pretty lovely have i ever said that okay here we gooo

last:

1. drink: water, i think. how exciting. 2. phone call: my mum, who called me to listen to ‘tequila’ that was playing in wherever she was. what an angel :D 3. text message: her 💕 4. song you listen to: ‘supermassive black hole’ from muse ✌️ 5. time you cried: last night, heh #findgabbie’smentalstability2k17

have you:

6. kissed someone twice: yup and it was lovely  7. kissed someone and regretted it: i haven’t really regretted the kiss above yet, but i feel like i should (it was all consensual though; it’s just that we are both trying to move on and i  c a n ‘ t) :’D 8. cheated on: i haven’t even in a position to be cheated on :P 9. lost someone special: everyone’s special in their own way (i want to keep @themessafterthemarty​‘s answer because it’s really nice and i can surprisingly relate) 10. been depressed: no medical proof to back that up, but i would say what i have been feeling for at least 3 years or more has been pretty close :P 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i haven’t gotten drunk, but i have thrown up multiple times in my life (i say that as if i should be proud of that lol)

list 3 favourite colours

12-14: pink, blue, mint green (all pastel because i have an a e s t h e t i c (or at least try to)

in the last year have you:

15. made new friends: i have :) 16. fallen out of love: more like fallen in love lolololololol 18. found out someone was talking about you: i mean, i am so popular. everyone is obviously talking good shit about me and not trash or anything because everyone likes me right of course right (i am kidding) (unfortunately( 19. met someone who changed you: yes, and i am v thankful for them :) 20. found out who your friends are: i mean, yeah. though no one has proven they aren’t a friend of mine because i like my friends (for now) (jk) (i hope) 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: i has no fac-e-book

general:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: still no fac-e-book.  23. do you have any pets: two birds (chubby the third and skylar) and a dog named kiko ^-^ 24. do you want to change your name: not really, to be honest. gabbie’s pretty cool.  25. what did you do for your last birthday: i think i went to school, went out to fortinos with some friends and had potato wedges and red velvet cake, and lied down in my bed at home, doing homework, and ate cupcakes with my fam. also got a uke. good times :) 26. what time do you wake up: well as it is summer, i have been waking up later than i usually try to (6 am), so 8 am - 10 am-ish? 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: crying/sleeping. huh.  28. name something you can’t wait for: thomas sander’s part 2 to his newest sander sides video (because who leaves me on a cliffhanger on youtube how dare he) (kidding he’s amazing), but i can’t wait to be happy (aka never? i hope not) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom?: like, a few hours ago. she just went to work.  30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my obsessive perfectionism. let’s just say that and carry on before this becomes 92 regrets :P 31. what are you listening to right now: there’s a tv in the background, and my sister is listening to “almost is never enough” on her phone.  32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: …have i??? *has a crisis* 33. something that is getting on your nerves: being criticized for my decisions and what i look like by my freaking family. like, seriously?? 34. most visited website: tumblr, youtube, or fanfiction.net. i am too lazy to check :’) 35. mole/s: i have been told the mole (is it a mole or a birthmark i am not too sure) on my arm resulted in my mum drinking a lot of bubble tea during her pregnancy, resulting in a tapioca-shaped mole on my arm, lol. i have one on my nose as well, and probs more, but those are my significant ones :P  36. mark/s: quite a few good ones. i earned ‘em at school. pretty solid tbh. (lol i have some body marks, i guess. depends what you mean by marks).  37. childhood dream: i wanted to be an author or a princess. one out of the two are still possible for me (tho ya never know) 38. hair colour: dark brown 39. long or short hair: short, but desperately trying to be dodie-esque short 40. do you have a crush on someone: yupppppppppppppppp. 41. what do you like about yourself: i am an strong advocator of human decency. i think that’s pretty good :) 42. piercings: just ears. not cool enough for any other ones (aka i am too much of a wuss) 43. blood type: my dad said my mum knows. i am too lazy to call her up for the sake of this, so je ne sais pas.   44. nicknames: gabbie is short for gabriella, but i also go by gabs, gabster, and really cool person, and trash can. 45. relationship status: single pringle.  46. zodiac: sagittarius  47. pronouns: her/she :) 48. favourite TV Shows: friends *claps four times* 50. right or left hand: right or left hand wot 51. surgery: never had one *knocks on wood* 52. hair dyed in different colour: i really want toooo 53. sport: never. of course not. why would i ever try to. dat’s hard stuff. (where is 54) 55. vacation: i like vacation! im on summer vacation rn, but not going anywhere extravagant soon other than ottawa, i think. 56. pair of trainers: wait wot do you mean sneakers idek know anymore

more general:

57. eating: what a good thing. i love eating. i just had spring rolls and rice and adobo flakes with an egg ✨ 58. drinking: SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS of water, 59. i’m about to: go pee. also i should be working on pbb, or at least some kind of writing.  62. want: my wifi back. stop being 90% used and just reset already. also happiness; or at least, satisfaction. 63. get married: “I mean, I need a partner in crime someday” @themessafterthemarty​ wins the award of being the most awesome  64. career: something in psychology or creative writing? who knows :P

which is better:

65. hugs or kisses: i might say kisses, but hugs are nicer and cozier and i can’t screw up a hug i think 66. lips or eyes: i like looking at eyes, but like eyes in general kind of freak me out. i like kissing lips? i dunno what even is this question 67. shorter or taller: a healthy mid-height. of whatever this means. 68. older or younger: what are you on about 70. nice arms or nice stomach: how do these become nice things every part of the body is nice i guess 71. sensitive or loud: like in volume or personality? be a lil’ more specific, game. 72. hook up or relationship: “you go from bros to hos, but like, good hos” @themessafterthemarty​ how are you not an motivational speaker yet 73. troublemaker or hesitant: if you mean which one is better, i would say hesitant. a little bit of hesitancy means careful, i guess. maybe that’s just me.

have you ever:

74. Kissed a Stranger: not a stranger, no. 75. Drank hard liquor: i like my water hard, ya know 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: not permanently — contacts on the ground once they’re out and i can’t see = hell on earth 77. turned someone down: both close romances have turned me down i know that wasn’t the question but i crave sympathy 78. sex on the first date: you talk as if i am good at getting/having either 79. broken someone’s heart: i am not too sure. 80. had your heart broken: unfortunately it hurts more when you knew there was nothing to be broken 🙂🙃🙂 81. been arrested: of course not. 82. cried when someone died: i didn’t expect myself to, but tears was just an automatic response when my godmother died. 83. Fallen for a friend: unfortunately it hurts more when you knew nothing could happen with them 🙂🙃🙂

that was the worst game of have you ever ever my poor heart

do you believe in:

84: Yourself: not usually, lol 85. Miracles: “per definition this means divine interference and i just think any possible god is a bit too busy, the world’s just full of glorious coincidences” i am yet again stealing @themessafterthemarty‘s response it’s just too good. 86. love at first sight: not completely, no. 87. santa claus: OF COURSE I BELIEVE IN SANTA HE IS REAL 100% I WILL FIGHT WHOEVER SAYS OTHERWISE 88. kiss on the first date: not on a first date, no. maybe it’s because i have technically never had a social outing when both members of the party considered it a date. 

other:

90. Current best friend name: sierra 💕 91. eye colour: like a black hole. or really really really dark chocolate.  92. Favourite movie: for now, i’m going to say la la land. mainly because i can probably watch it tons of times and still feel amazed by it. 

i tag @evermoredeath @lovelylilaclester @troyescacti @lovelyfrankway @sleepyphanfics and anyone else who wants to spend time on these questions (you’re gonna have to choose what 54 is though because i dunno what it is) :P

#about me #aren't i interesting #i am forcing you to read this. #mwhahaha :)

[iwastoldthisisgoodforme]

9.1.19

Today was quite a day at Lentils. It was Mio’s last shift and last day in Australia before heading to Japan tomorrow. I was hoping to run into Valerie today since I hadn’t gotten her contact info. Hilke was floor manager and gave the briefing. She asked if there was anything she forgot and I mentioned to her the cutlery and one drink per person.

The kitchen started late so we had to give out some drinks while waiting. People definitely seem to light up when you offer them the chai/juice. Saki came in and that made me even more excited since I wanted to tell her I wouldn’t be coming here as often. When Saki sat down, Mio and I both greeted her and her friend with some water. I said “hisashi buri” to her and she introduced me to her friend Rei. I also spoke with Shunta a little bit before we started taking orders. Shunta saw me eating some of the dessert early on so I told him I’m hungry and he laughed.

Because the kitchen was late, it caused everything else to be backed up and the restaurant got quite busy since there were so many people outside. Valerie came in during the rush as I had hoped and helped out. She asked if Hilke was the floor manager so she introduced herself to her and Hilke asked if she had volunteered before and let her do her thing.

Once things had calmed down, I decided to take lunch since it was a good opportunity. Before eating, Saki was paying and leaving so I told her that I will start my job tomorrow and wouldn’t be here as often. She showed me some event that she was doing on the 11th and 12th for her art showcase and I told her I would go. She thanked me and I went to go eat lunch.

I told Valerie to take lunch too since it was settling down so she ordered the same thing as me (pasta and sloppy joe) and we had lunch together. I asked if she did anything for New Years and if she was still working at the cafe but that was just on weekends. I told her that I was starting work tomorrow and that I wouldn’t be here as often so I added her on Facebook. I told her about the trial work and how it was different from working at Lentils. She said she interviewed for a Malaysian shop/food stall but the pay was too low so she didn’t go for it. We had a fairly long lunch but afterwards resumed our shift.

Valerie and I talked more while we dried/prepared cutlery and I noticed Shunta took a late lunch and Mio later joined him. Hilke asked if I wanted coffee and I asked if I could make my own. It was definitely harder than it looks and although Hilke hasn’t had much experience, she is much better at making it than I am. Later Valerie asked how do we get coffee and I told her usually the floor manager will asks if anyone wants coffee. Unfortunately, Hilke was too busy and wanted to clean up so Valerie said it was okay.

There was a point where Chloe trapped me in one of her long talks even though I wanted to wash my hands. I eventually said fuck it and went and brought her over to Valerie where she started rambling on to her. Poor Valerie looked so confused.

There was another time where Mio and I were drying cutlery and I was asking her about the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory musical she saw. She said she didn’t like the old one because it was a bit scary, especially the tunnel part, and I told her how most people in the US like the old one better. I also told her how I used to be scared of the Lion King when Scar sings but I realized later it’s a good song. Valerie and Shunta had joined partway through our conversation so I felt a bit awkward since I didn’t know how to include them in the convo but Valerie did ask Mio if she was leaving tomorrow.

After we counted the money, Hilke wished Mio a safe flight home and me good luck on starting my job tomorrow. Valerie asked if we were going home but Mio told her we were planning to get ice cream. I asked Valerie if she was going home and Mio and her got into a conversation since Mio was leaving. Shunta also caught up with us and I asked him what he will do but he said nothing just chill. Valerie left to go to the train station while Shunta walked a bit with Mio and I. At first I thought he was trying to tag along with us but he left when he got to his bus stop so we said goodbye.

There were many different flavors to choose from and Mio said she was willing to share. We picked turkish delight, baklava, and banana/cinnamon. She ended up paying for it although I would’ve preferred she didn’t. We sat down and talked for quite a while about lots of things such as:

- working at Lentils and all the different people there. We talked about how customers light up when you remember their name like “You’re Mio right?”

- I said how I want to learn languages because I volunteered at my mom's work and saw people lose their minds and how learning a language or instrument keeps your brain young. Mio laughed and said I was far too young to be worrying about that

- Learning languages: “kiten ga kiku” meaning something along the lines of quick-witted, considerate. Mio said this is something all employers explain to students when job searching that they are looking for, someone with initiative. Also “tsubo ni hamaru”, which literally means fitting into the pot. Basically means you find something really hilarious. Mio experienced tsubo ni hamaru when I told her how this Chinese comedian who spoke at a White House dinner (Joe Wong) said he was driving around a car with a bumper sticker that said, “If you don’t speak English, go home!” and he didn’t realize it for two years. She also said how working at a restaurant is good because for the most part it’s pretty structure for practicing English although you’ll occasionally have someone try to customize the order so it’s good for mixing it up. Also at Lentils, a lot of the customers already know what they want so it’s quite easy. I told her that’s why I would struggle trying to do it in Japanese though because I couldn’t do the keigo. Although I can certainly ask people what they would like, it would probably come off as rude and Mio agreed and said keigo should just be abolished and that she already forgot how to use a lot of keigo for her internship.

- cultural differences in Japan/Australia/US. We talked about honne and tatemae and I told her how as an American who’s more straightforward, I would prefer people are also honest with me and they don’t need to compliment me if they don’t believe so. I also said how Australians are more willing to make fun of themselves compared to Americans and showed her that picture that Yingying took of that Facebook review from that hotel. Mio found it pretty funny.

- Mio was saying how she was glad nobody pronounced her name like my-oh and I told her how people would always mess up my name like “Andrew” and “Andres”. Mio said she overheard when Hilke thought I wasn’t coming in since someone said Andrew wasn’t coming so she automatically thought it was me and thought I was seriously sick.

- We talked about how I did 10 shifts at Lentils in a row and she mentioned how she saw my name just constantly on the roster and I told her it was because I was trying to get into the cafe program. Mio said she used to feel so tired after the shift and just wanted to relax when she’s home.

- Talking about tensions between Asian countries and how Mio had many Korean friends and also how a lot of South East Asian workers in Japan are taken advantage of and Japanese tend to turn a blind eye.

After a while, Mio said her friend was originally supposed to meet her at Central but instead was coming to the Turkish ice cream place to get ice cream also. She said she didn’t think she would mind and if I didn’t mind, I could stay. I told her it was okay with me but I didn’t want to intrude and she said it was okay since this is her last night anyway. I needed to use the toilet though so I went to Lentils since the ice cream shop didn’t have any. When I got back, Mio’s friend Saori was there eating ice cream. She didn’t really look Japanese nor did she have a Japanese accent and if she hadn’t told me her name was Saori then I wouldn’t even think she is Japanese even though I had seen Mio texting her through LINE. Even then, despite her accent she was very fluent in English and if she hadn’t started speaking to Mio in Japanese I still found it a little hard to believe. We stayed and chatted for several more hours talking about their internship and some weird boy there (Yamada-kun) and people at Lentils such as the guy who ordered a sliced banana and about Chloe and how she would corner people at the cup washing corner. I also told them about my first experience with Chloe and how she told me to apply for the cafe program but somehow the convo steered towards DNA. Saori had studied in Vancouver and said she liked Canada more because they were more polite and she preferred cold weather. I told her we were “onaji” and I said that I was “atsugari” which seemed to impress Mio and Saori since not a lot of learners know that word. Saori even said that a lot of Korean learners, who are the people most likely to learn Japanese, don’t know that word they only know atsui. We also talked about sweets and I told them how Mai and them had many nicknames for me, one of them being JK since I like chocolate and dogs like a Japanese schoolgirl. We got on to the topic of selfie sticks after Mio mentioned she didn’t like areas with too many tourists like the Eiffel tower in Paris (I mentioned the street hawkers trying to sell selfie sticks and how Keegan ended up picking one off the street) Mio said she would never buy a selfie stick. I told her I found it funny how some selfie sticks were made to look like an arm so it looks like you are not alone when taking a selfie and she mentioned to me the daito now hash tag that became popular in Japan. Apparently people liked to show off that they were on a date right at that moment on social media. Mio mentioned that she wouldn’t be getting home until early morning and she hoped her parents would come pick her up. I asked if it took a while to get through security but Saori said she is a Japanese citizen but I pointed out that even in the US, it takes a long time for even citizens to get thru. We also talked about how intimidating US security is and Saori mentioned how the first time she went to the US and didn’t know any English, she was really scared talking to security. Mio and I also talked about how we both thought we would need to show more documentation when going thru Australian security but just showed our passport. Apparently Japanese domestic flight security is stricter than Australia’s but not as strict as the US. We also talked about how I learned Japanese from Terrace House since the way they speak is different from the dramas and they mentioned how a lot of Japanese would watch American dramas like Gossip Girl to learn but Saori loved watching Suits.

Mio had mentioned this to me earlier when it was just the two of us but she told Saori that after having the ice cream she was so satisfied that she could die tomorrow. I laughed when Mio said it but Saori just looked a little confused. I suggested to them they also watch Aggretsuko since u thought they would find it funny but they hadn't heard of it. I said it was from the Hello Kitty makers and they said they didn't get the obsession with Hello Kitty. I showed them the Hello Kitty plane I took with EVA.

Later on, we were feeling hungry and Mio wanted some Lebanese/Middle Eastern food. She invited me along for dinner but I said I didn’t want to intrude but she said it was okay and she was just concerned I was too tired. I had told her since I had done the 10 shifts I no longer felt so tired after the shift. We first checked out an Afghan restaurant nearby that had some croquettes or something but it was a long wait so we headed towards the CBD. As we were walking, Saori commented on the size of my shoes and Mio said she had noticed also. Mio apologized for not being more prepared but I told her it was fine. On the train, Mio asked where I got my tan and I said it was from waiting all day for the fireworks on NYE and also from Watson’s Bay. We talked about Pancakes on the Rocks and she said there is a place in Japan called Bill’s Pancakes where it is a long wait for these small pancakes. I said I probably saw it on Terrace House but she confessed she’s never actually seen it. I said I know but I think it was on there from what she described, it sounded like the kind of place two of the people went. We ended up going to Pancakes on the Rocks and had sharing a bunch of dishes. As we approached the restaurant, Mio and Saori mentioned how Japanese love to use guidebooks when traveling and I said I noticed that whenever Japanese friends visited. We got the smoked ham pizza, chicken and mushroom crepes, chicken caesar salad, and apple crumble pancakes. I actually enjoyed these dishes the most out of all the times I’ve eaten there since the other pancakes were too sweet and the ribs were okay. Saori said Mio should try the pancakes but I asked if they would be too much since Mio doesn’t really fancy sweets but she said since they’re really famous pancakes she didn’t want to miss out on trying them. I suggested that we try the apple crumble pancake since that was probably the least sweet (she later said she liked it and that was the right amount of sweetness) and I also told her she could order the banana pancakes and ask them to slice the bananas but leave out the pancakes which made go into a laughing fit since she totally forgot about the incident.

While we were eating Saori asked me if Mio had an Australian accent and I said yeah she did. Saori said she didn’t realize Mio is so good at English since this is the first time she actually heard her speak it a lot. Saori told me a lot of people didn’t think she is Japanese, even other Japanese back in Japan and they think she’s Filipino because she’s a bit tan. I told her that her accent is unique but she didn’t have a Filipino accent. She also mentioned that back at home, she would go to Shibuya just to talk to the foreigners that would stand in front of Family Mart drinking just to practice her English. There were many other things we talked about at dinner: 

- We were talking about currency in the US and we agreed how annoying it was that US shops didn’t put the after tax amount and also how annoying it was to deal with pennies. I mentioned to them how I have many 2000 Yen bills and it wasn’t til later that I realized they were actually quite rare and that I should keep them. Mio suggested the Japanese government tries to give them away to other countries but Saori didn’t think the government is not that smart and would be impressed if they actually did.

- Saori and Mio added each other on Instragram and Saori asked if I have it too. After adding her, I asked if she has LINE and Saori was quite surprised I have LINE. Saori asked about my Baymax icon and I told her that was another one of my nicknames my friends gave me so they asked why. I told them it’s because they said Baymax is a mass of kindness and they said I am also a mass of kindness. They then both agreed it is fitting.

- Saori complaining about her sales job. She only gets $20/day if that and she has to pay for her own meals and transportation around. She wants to quit but she doesn’t know if she should stay until she find another job.

- We talked about NY and how people there were kinda rude except for new immigrants. Saori preferred Canada over Australia cause she thought people were nicer.

- Talking about how many Japanese backpackers working on farms get taken advantage of since we mentioned how Shunta is currently living in a hostel but he paid for some program to put him in an internship through Lentils. Mio said the agency should be taking care of him and gave him proper housing the whole time. Saori also said how Japanese backpackers are a bit strange since normal Japanese wouldn’t do that type of thing

- Saori trying to find a new place and possibly moving into Mio’s spot and asking how much it was. She was comparing the prices but I was actually able to follow the conversation a bit.

- We talked about our favorite Japanese dishes. Saori basically hates healthy foods. She hates nuts, tofu, and beans but she likes natto. Doesn’t like multigrain rice. Mio loves tofu.

- Saori and I both said caffeine didn't wake us up and we needed energy drinks like Monster or Red Bull to wake us up. Mio said she used to have a coffee addiction in Melbourne. She regretted not taking up Jason's coffee offer cause it would be her last coffee at Lentils that she never got

- Mio told us how she was telling her mom about working at Lentils but she realized that she had been a bad daughter while in Melbourne because she never talked to her parents except when she needed money. She started texting her mom more when she moved to Sydney because she started feeling lonelier. Saori asked if I texted my parents often and I said no because I don’t want them to know what I’m doing. Mio had mentioned that she went to New Zealand by herself but she had told her mom that she went with friends but her grandma mentioned something about travelling.

- Saori commented on how Mio had so many notifications especially on LINE and how that would drive her nuts. Saori was the kind of person who had to clear it, even on email. I told them how my aunt had to read through every email

It was getting quite late and Mio mentioned she still needed to pack. She only had one suitcase and I asked if that was all she brought to Australia but she said she had already sent a lot of stuff back home like the winter clothes.

When it came time for us to go, we left for Circular Quay station. Mio and Saori both had to take the train but I had to take the bus that was close by so I said goodbye to them there. I told Saori it was nice to meet her and had a pretty emotional goodbye with Mio. Her eyes were a bit teary and she moved in closer as she was saying goodbye to me. She said she was really grateful for me and that if I hadn’t been around, Sydney would not be so enjoyable for her. When I told her “ki o tsukete”, Saori said my Japanese is good. Mio wished me luck in my future and told me to do my best at my job tomorrow. Since she kept moving closer to me I gave her a hug and she gave one enthusiastically back. If she had stayed, I think I would have really fallen for her. When I told her goodbye I also told her not to die tomorrow since I still wanted to see her and she laughed and said she wouldn’t. As I left, I kept turning around to wave back and she and Saori kept looking at me as I left and waved back when I did. I made my first real friend in Sydney but just as always, it was time to let go. I listened to “Kataomoi” on the way home.

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