#I’m just trying to survive

[thebibliosphere]

I really don’t understand some people who tell you to “chill out” or “relax” when you’re expressing enthusiasm or happiness about something. Like yeah, sure, maybe my excitement seems misplaced to you, but maybe I’m just a happy person. Or maybe I’m trying to engineer some sense of whimsy and relief from the relentless horrors of daily existence so I don’t kill myself.

Either way, you’re being a dickhead.

#suicide mention #tw suicide #I’m a deeply depressed individual #I’ve been suicidal for the last 3 years #telling me I’m too happy or too excited is so ducking funny to me #like sorry bud #I’m just trying to survive

[christowitch]

Healing Potion of the Day

Monster Energy Ultra Peachy Keen.

#don’t judge me #I’m just trying to survive #christian witch #witch #witchcraft #pagan #wicca #christian witchcraft #wiccan #paganism #christianity #the lord my god #witchblr #mori kei #christopagan #christopaganism #green witch #cottage core #cottagecore aesthetic

[lewmagoo]

goodnight my darlings 😇 hope you all had/have a wonderful day

#wooo we’re halfway through the week now #kind of getting monotonous though ngl 😵‍💫 #i’m just trying to survive

[eduurun]

I’ve been feeling physically very good lately and it is helping me with the workouts. Today was the fifth session in a row since friday and there are still two more sessions this week. I hope I to meet the objectives.

Sleeping enough hours, eating well, planning trainings and resting well is paying off. There are still two more training sessions this week, I hope I crush them 💪🏻💪🏻

#I think that time of the year has come when it's time to start not showering in the gym and do it at home #Walking back from the gym only makes me sweat so it's not very logical that I take a shower right after training to keep sweating😅😅 #gymrat problems #personal #how people is able to take selfies at the gym? #i’m just trying to survive #how I am supposed to take a selfie with all that sweat

[lauryn-order]

I may be moving in with my abusive ex and his horrendous girlfriend. So. That’s fun.

#I literally don’t know what to do #I’m just trying to survive #but at least I’d get to be with my cat there

[jake-kiszkas-smirk]

Bitch what are you doing?? (I ask myself)

#literally what even is going on #I’m just trying to survive

[sapphicslut777]

i hate this. i hate all of this. maybe i don’t feel like enough to anyone else bc i’m not enough for myself.

#why do i have to ooze insecurities #into the ether #i crave the feeling of being good enough #i’m just trying to survive #why am i not good enough for you

[ghost-bxrd]

Prompt:

It’s not that Jason forgot, per se.

But between smuggling a toddler out of the League of Assassins, trekking halfway across the world, and finding a suitable hiding place that’s also child friendly… well, it kind of slipped his mind that he’s supposed to be… dead.

Something that comes back to bite him in the ass when he takes Dami out for some ice cream and just so happens to run into non other than Brucie-fucking-Wayne

#look I’ve found a new fave trope and it’s Brucie Wayne having to keep up his act while internally LOSING HIS SHIT #Jason isn’t very into the whole revenge thing here #his mind is 85 parts ‘keep Dami safe’ 5 parts ‘kill joker asap’ and 10 parts ‘avoid bats at any cost’ #Jason doesn’t know who Damian’s father is #dealer’s choice if Jason establishes himself as Dami’s dad or older brother #his build certainly makes him look old enough #if you don’t look at his baby face lol #Jason runs into Brucie and goes straight into survival mode #Damian who is very observant for a toddler immediately clocks Brucie as THREAT based on Jason’s reaction #Brucie blue screens and desperately tries not to lose Jason in the crowd #jason is absolutely trying to lose Brucie in the crowd #while clutching Damian like his life depends on it #for all he knows it does #the visceral terror that your pseudo dad will take away your little brother/baby #Bruce who just wants to know if he’s hallucinating again: W A I T #jason who is terrified of being put in Arkham for killing people: no FUCKING WAY #hm maybe Jason plays the ‘I’m not Jason’ game again #it’s not gonna hold for long #but Bruce absolutely thinks that Damian is Jason’s bio child for a while and he’s on the WARPATH #Jason was sixteen when he died and never showed any interest in dating so literally every red flag is waving in brucie’s mind simultaneousl #or maybe Jason manages to get away and all Brucie is left with is the memory of his supposedly dead son #running away from him #and clutching a tiny kid #prompts #jason todd #batfamily #Damian wayne #batdad #brucie wayne

[turbourbo]

Has this been done?

#I keep thinking of that textpost about which Hargreeves would survive the Hunger Games #and Klaus is like #And I’m dying second #because I’m not roughing and touching it in the woods #sleeping in trees and eating squirrels #like he’s not even trying to survive the apocalypse #he just won’t stay dead #and ben’s gotta deal with all his whining and complaining #actually how has ben not noticed Klaus dying and reanimating? #the umbrella academy #tua #tua spoilers #the umbrella academy spoilers #klaus hargreeves #five hargreeves

[bakudekublogblog]

katsuki dragging his battered and broken body trying to be at izuku’s bedside side is so so so fucking romantic it’s blowing my mind and he’s doing all this while multiple classmates are trying to restrain him too !! let alone that his first word after waking up in the hospital is a soft, worried whispered “deku” to himself I can’t fucking believe how romantically charged this all is it’s just so clear that he’s in LOVE with izuku he LOVES HIM

#i fear I am not surviving this season Jesus Christ #BKDK #bakudeku #IF YOU DIE ON ME I’LL KILL YOU #HES SJDBEKNDKDBDKSAJS #HE’S LIKE DONT YOU DARE DO THIS TO ME WHY ARE YOU ASLEEP WHEN I’M AWAKE #fighting his body and his classmates furiously trying to be at his side like it’s so LOADED it’s so CHARGED #JUST LET HIM SEE HIM #hhhhhhhhhh this season is so fucking gay I can’t believe it

[seeminglyseph]

I think it matters a lot that a) everyone who has seeming offered to help Karna has done so *after* she needed it. And b) was in some way using her and therefore needed her.

In the eyes of a child, if you weren’t there when she needed you, and can’t even help yourself, what good are you to her?

#seph watches the ravening war #the ravening war #d20 the ravening war #karna solara #dimension 20 #dimension 20 spoilers #the ravening war spoilers #I just have so many Karna feelings right now #I’m sorry I don’t mean to just ramble endlessly #I’m not just trying to get attention but I do giggle like a small bashful child if I do catch the eye aabria #I was not anticipating the first time and I’m not sure if I’m supposed to acknowledge it or not? hello if you read this I’m flattered #mostly I’m just going giddy over an angry literally rotting and starving warlock assassin #the idea of rotting befor she ripened is turning me literally feral #‘be careful with that one love [she] will do what it takes to survive’ #is a lyric that ends up describing some of my all time favourite characters #though not actually the guy it’s about… Oop. #scavengers and survivors and damaged children with hungry eyes who learn how to be whoever you need #just to stay alive one more day to make it long enough #to outrun you so they can outrun the bear #the kid who learned that you can’t count on anyone so be everyone

[vvitchering]

I think maybe everyone should cool it with the “weird cult” comments regarding the covert, honestly. It wasn’t that funny to begin with but now that it’s the popular describer it’s starting to become a little uncomfy. No one is forced to join, no one is forced to stay. There’s a ton of parallels between them and real world cultures and religions and I just think MAYBE we need to be a little more aware of what message we’re sending when we say “haha that group of people who are in hiding because their lives were/are at stake and who practice anonymity to survive and follow certain rules that I don’t personally understand or like are a weird cult”.

#maybe we should lay off that word #I’m not the first person to say this obviously but now it’s starting to make me a little 😬 #really wish this season had done what it should have and explored Din’s relationship with his faith #then maybe we’d learn more about the covert and Mandalorian culture and people wouldn’t feel the need to use this kind of language #they’re not a cult they’re just a group of people trying to survive in a universe that would prefer they did not #and that hits home for a lot of real people watching #anyway there’s that #the mandalorian #everyone a Din stan til we talk about how his faith is still a huge part of his character and his life #although the show really really needs to address how all of the events so far have changed his mindset #personally I don’t think he wants to leave his creed behind #but I think he would benefit from reevaluating what it means to him Now as opposed to when he took it as a child #the fact of the matter is: the covert and the creed are Important to Din on a fundamental level #would he enjoy you running around calling his family a cult? probs not #mine

[ash-and-starlight]

throwing this into the void but who knows. tumblr knowledge is vast and mysterious. is anyone here good with plants?? i have a little monstera deliciosa in a vase with water, it was thriving before but a couple of weeks ago its leaves started yellowing and dying and idk what to do, light and temperature conditions haven’t changed and i change the water + clean the vase once a week blease my son…. he’s very sick.,,,

#plant tumblr if u out there 😔😔😔 #i fear it might just be my Vibes i’m horrible with plants no matter how hard i try #so far the only things i’ve managed to keep alive are a pothos and a snake plant #but afaik those shits can survive nuclear warfare so. #not a good parameter #and i tried to google the symptoms but i didn’t find anything helpful!!!! #‘yellow leaves mean an excess of water’ #bitcH IT IS /IN/THE WATER!!!!! #send post

[figofswords]

wow I didn’t think reblogging that tea post and then seeing people’s tags would deal me such strong psychic damage. come over I can fix you I can find a tea you will like. “I don’t like tea” how can you say that as a blanket statement when there are so many vastly different kinds of tea. head in hands

#‘it’s like coffee but not good’ #while a cup of black tea does have a great deal less caffeine in it than coffee #it also has a stimulant called l-theanine which is NOT found in coffee #and the more complex combination of the two stimulants hit your system much more slowly #which is why tea doesn’t give you jitters like coffee does #anyone who’s like wow I need my coffee to survive but I hate that it makes me nauseous and gives me heart palpitations and bad breath #to you I say. wean yourself off coffee and onto tea!!!!!!! #but WAIT I can keep going. nauseous? ginger tea. sore throat? peppermint contains menthol which works as a numbing agent #green and black teas are both very high in antioxidants #chamomile and lavender do both have a calming affect #BUT WHAT ABOUT THE TASTE I hear you say #IT TASTES LIKE GRASS. try a floral tea or a black tea or chai or Thai tea #ITS SO BITTER you’re either steeping it for too long or the water you’re using is too hot #not to sound like I’m fucking uncle iroh or something I just apparnerlt have strong thoughts and feelings about tea #I can’t handle ppl going ugh I hate tea and it’s like. overbrewed lipton in microwaved tap water. #anyway MY favorites are jasmine and lavender earl grey #and currently I’m really into this corn silk tea my brother bought me at h mart #it’s like gen mai cha but even more #congrats for making it this far into my tea rant tags. if you comment your tastes I can give you a personalized tea recommendation

[applbutter]

“THIS VIDEO IS SPONSORED BY” “BEFORE WE GET INTO IT I’D LIKE TO TALK ABOUT THIS VIDEO’S SPONSOR” “THIS VIDEO WOULDN’T BE POSSIBLE WITHOUT”

#rambling train car #I know it’s usually just small content creators trying to survive but I’m so so tired

[professorsta]

People calling Oj stoic and boring are we talking about the same man? Who only went back to defeat a whole ass alien cus he loves his horses and survived because he was able to live near Jean Jacket without pissing it off for 6 months? We talking about the guy who could face a 100 feet tall jellyfish but got scared by a bunch of children playing a prank on him? The guy who opened his truck door when he didn’t have to just to make sure his sister and Angel were safe first? Who loves his sister so much he made sure she knew that he saw her before sacrificing himself for her? He went back for the ranch because he said they’d be homeless if they didn’t try and get it back from JJ! You’ve ever heard some movie logic like that? Otis has to be the first horror movie protag to go back and defend their home because they’d straight up having nothing to their name if they didn’t. He locked his door after JJ broke his car windshield you wish you were that funny! He’s brilliant! He’s sentimental! He’s a good brother! He believes in the supernatural at a drop of a fucking hat! JJ respected his weird ass just enough to give him extra time to survive. Otis is a lovely character y’all just don’t Pay Attention

#the guy who responded to Jupe’s story about gordy #with #‘shouldn’t have used chimps then”’ #iconic #he said my principals and love for animals won’t even let you off in this convo #Otis I love you #he went back for his hooorrsseeess #I wouldnt have! I’m sorry but I would have been too scared #and too focused on my survival #but Oj has enough love and strength in his heart to not only think of the horses #but to try and fight to save them too? #fuck oooffff #nope 2022 #Jordan peele #good big brother #non judgy too in a mean way #just kind stares at you like #did that just happen #and then he moves on #oj haywood #otis haywood #emerald haywood #daniel kaluuya #keke Palmer #nope #also you’re lying if Otis wasn’t attractive #when you knew he was scared as fuck #but because of who he is #he handled it in a very Cowboy Way #and calmed your nerves a bit while Angel and emerald were losing their minds