#I wish i felt loved

[uncanny-tranny]

Amatonormativity has destroyed so many people's understanding and acceptance of themselves, and it's heartbreaking.

Yes, it is normal to be in your 20s, 30s, or older and not have lost your virginity, had a first kiss, or a partner. It is normal to say that you aren't ready for those things, too! It is normal if your life doesn't follow the "college graduate -> engagement -> buying a home -> 2.5 kids and a dog" trajectory that so many people have idealized.

So many people associate maturity with losing your virginity, or having a first kiss, or a serious relationship, and I think that's a dangerous association. Maturity isn't gained through those things, and you don't have to have those experiences to be considered "mature" or "grown." It is not a bad thing to go at your pace. Nobody else can live your life but you. If you end up having those experiences, that's great! But it should be done because you want to experience them, not because you feel "broken" and "immature" without them.

#amatonormativity #ask to tag (genuine) #i honestly *wish* conversations like this were things i was exposed to when i was younger... #...maybe then i'd've felt less of a need to surpress my aromanticism and asexuality... #...the feeling of brokenness still trails behind me sometimes because so many of us are taught that this all WILL happen... #...we WILL fall in love. we WILL have a nuclear family. we WILL be satisfied with this... #...and that this is the IDEAL for cishet patriarchal structures... #...and that /any/ deviation to the SLIGHTEST degree is that fault of the *individual*. who WOULDN'T want this life? #there's this idea like i said that maturity is gained as you almost... adhere to expectations... #...and that's genuinely dangerous to associate maturity with that and i hope you can fill in those gaps because it can get dark fast

[mienar]

stillness in these waking hours

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#artists on tumblr #animated illustration #2d animation #backgrounds #digital art #animated gif #environment illustration #myillust #cozy #office #workspace #rain #gifs #this was inspired by how i've been having to stay up all night to get some stuff done and one day #i was just looking out the window and watched the sunrise through the grey rainy clouds c': #everything felt so quiet and still - it took a lot out of me to not animate more things in this one heh #i love how it turned out - the serene-ness and stillness of it all really captured the feeling i wanted to recreate :') #(also this isn't my irl workspace lol maybe the blinds and as usual this is just my character not me) #but i nonetheless hope you'll like this! <3 wishing you a lovely day or night ahead!

[pinkopalina]

constantly I am reminded

#i wish someone would just stab me in the skull 482 times while i was sleeping #i wish someone would cut me open and hang up my organs like party decor #i wish someone would pull out my teeth one by one and then grind them up and pocket sand me in the eyes #i wish someone would take hold of my flesh and rip it off my bones as if i wasnt worthy of wearing it #i wish someone would squeeze me until my head popped off #i wish people would hurt me physically instead of killing me from the inside out #i wish i was as dead outside as i feel inside so i wouldn't have to keep going through this #a slap in the face would probably feel better #i wish people cared about what I said and i wish i had something worthy to say #i wish i was more than my emptiness and depression #i wish i wish i wish #i wish i hadnt spent my life wishing #i wish i had something more than sharp metal to turn to. dull even. plastic even. who cares #I wish i felt loved #i wish i was loveable #i wish it mattered if i disappeared #i wish i would stop making stupid posts like this #i hope you all enjoy living my dream i hope it fills you with joy and happiness i hope you love life i hope you never feel such sorrow

[kulvefaggoth]

.

#i wish i wasn't so melancholic #i wish i didn't feel this void in my heart constantly #i wish i felt loved #i wish i was loved

[kimtaegis]

LILACS BY THE SEA a music collection curated for @cordiallyfuturedwight Lilacs (Kayla) Playlist • Sea (Seokjin) Playlist song notes

cr. mahoneysuga, rawpixel, bts-trans, Diana Zviedrienė

#btsgif #btsedit #btsgfx #bangtan #bts #kim seokjin #usergif #gfx #tuserandi #usersan #userines #userkelli #usersky #tuseral #underbetelgeuse #usersevn #userzaynab #*sj #*gfx #*gifs #one day late :( #again - happy belated birthday my darling angel baby kayla #I really wish you nothing but happiness and joy and health and great memories and many smiles and of course LOVE LOVE LOVE #you're irreplaceable darling and I hope we all were able to show you how immensely appreciated admired and adored you are (triple a!) #this set here wouldn't have been created without 15 wonderful people (you can see who by clicking the 'song notes' link) #who love you so dearly and sent me songs for this little music collection #we all know what music means to you so this just felt Right. this is you! this is your essence! #I hope that when you listen to the two playlists you will be reminded of how many people you positively impact on the daily #we love you so much

[onlymagpie]

Hanza :) Trying a different rendering technique.

(Angoulême design inspired by @kashuan 's artwork!!)

#the witcher #wiedźmin #hanza #hansa #i wish to give them all a hug.. i love them sm........ #this started as a series of doodles but spiralled way out of control #no regrets tho it felt so good to draw them #also i did not forget zoltan and percival!!! they are in the works i promise 🙏🙏 #geralt #dandelion #milva #cahir mawr dyffryn aep ceallach #emiel regis #angoulême #magpie draws #fanart #art #the witcher art #the witcher books

[gunstellations]

In the world I love

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In a different world

#vanitas no carte #vanoé #doomed yaoi save me...save me doomed yaoi #play on the opening song + visual sequence + the fact that vanitas could only ever be happy in an alternate universe also #+ the other fun little fact we learn about him from episode one #i have complex feelings about this anime #its pretty damn fucking good #but im a leeeeetle iffy about the way it developed the female characters.....they had potential and i was actually excited to #to see some good solid female characters even the respective romances with their l/i's felt good at the start #not jeanne obv. they fucked up a perfectly good woman and her whole dynamic with v could have gone sooo well without the reall #really forced flirting behaviour.... i liked the more serious relationship they had it made me actually not hate what they had at the start #but yknow. whatever. sorry about going off about another ship on this but im just....i love jeanne a lot. i wish they didnt do her so dirty #my girl deserves better than this asshole #you want white/black dynamics??? let her get married to domi and then we can talk #i enjoy this show and i enjoy vanoe a lot #very yuriyaoi if you ask me #my art

[krikzilla]

PONYO ZORO OH MY WORDDD😭💫💖

Ponyo Zoro indeed!

#Using this as opportunity to thank you all so much for love on my latest posts!! I wish i could thank each of u individually. #All the sweet words in ur reblogs make me oh so happy! I felt overwhelmed with joy for last few days #swear people on tumblr are kindest people on earth #i hope everyone has a great day/night #AJSGKAGSKSHW💞💞💞 #im crying #so happy #one piece #vinsmoke sanji #roronoa zoro #zosan #zoro x sanji #sanzo #zoro #sanji #studio ghibli #ponyo #ask #doodle

[crismakesstuff]

acceptance

#hi I loved the finale so much and it hurt #i had to make something #fionna and cake #fionna campbell #cake the cat #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #golbetty #adventure time #adventure time golb #fanart #adventure time fanart #fionna and cake spoilers #the fact that the realization that their relationship wasn’t healthy because they were just so obsessed with one another #and simon didn’t realize how much betty was sacrificing for him #meanwhile he was ready to sacrifice his own sanity because he felt he had no purpose #this show rly hit home #i wish the finale wasn’t kinda rushed but that’s my only gripe with it #crismakesstuff

[writhe]

really fighting to accept & make peace with the ways i will never find the things i lost, or never again have them in the same way. also trying to be liberated by this

#THE TOWER #i wish i could crawl back inside memories and be held by everyone #& laugh with everyone again #& play the role i played as the person i was #but now it’s like. okay i am without all of this #i am without these people these places etc #we are not friends anymore #some people i loved do not know me anymore #i do not have to drag their dead weight forward i do not have to drag their dead weight forward #i do not have to hold onto the warmth i once felt it is no longer mine #WHAT NOW WHAT NOW WHAT NOW #I WANT TO LIVE AS FULL AS I DID BEFORE I KNEW HOW EASY IT WAS TO LOSE EVERYONE!

[shqrkdud]

Every time I feel insecure about how I draw I just look back at my old drawings from almost 4 years ago.

#I think I drew that around April of 2020 #I'm still trying to develop my ideal art style but my improvement allows me to draw more confidently without worrying about it #And I'm still drawing springtrap to this day (I've only drawn him twice in 2020) #I wish I drew more fnaf back then cuz I would've loved to see my progress but I felt insecure back in 2014-17 #All my older fnaf art was digital but I lost my old phone along with the drawings </3 #SAVE YOUR OLD ART I PROMISE YOU'LL LOVE THE IMPROVEMENTS #fnaf #five nights at freddys #springtrap #william afton

[uncanny-tranny]

Good news! You aren't required to make your hobbies and passions "marketable." In fact, your crafts, hobbies, and passions don't even need to be public if you so choose. You don't have to spend all of your energy becoming perfect if you aren't enjoying the process. You are not a product, you are a person, a creative, and your work also does not need to be a product.

#positivity #yet another post that's like... thinnly-veiled as being for myself #i find myself freezing with anxiety when i think about the things i used to do (writing especially) because... #...i had felt this force to make it ~content~ and ~marketable to an audience~ and it was so fucking daunting... #...it felt like being a gladiator in a coliseum #even now i fight the urge to equate being marketable to being acceptable and worthy of admiration and praise #i wish i hadn't burnt myself out of writing by doing this because i'm simultaneously grieving my writing and hating it #and it sucks the life out of what makes you feel like a person and it takes the art out of art #so be free! pist your art or don't! you are beholden to nobody!!! #(obviously this is not the case for professional artists who rely on their art to keep them alive) #(and i criticize heavily the idea that audiences are entitled to an artists labour) #(i understand that this isn't universal and if it doesn't apply to you then you don't have to take me seriously) #(if you are a professional artist or what have you i hope you are able to feed and house yourself off of that career!) #(i hope you are able to live a happy life and be able to keep loving what you're doing)

[alena-draws]

Little snippet from a vashwood reincarnation comic that I do not have nearly fully fleshed out in my head with written down text that would surely be 50+ pages and which I will probably get to draw never aaaah

#you know I would LOVE to draw this comic someday #but I can not start another one while having 2 to finish and I need to work on portfolio stuff for after uni D: #this comic would be much more vw centered than my other au cause it would just be vash meeting wolfwood reincarnated about 200 years later #and then they slowly acclimatise to each other's proximity with this thing hanging in the air between them #this thing being all that was left unsaid and unfelt but can be felt now without the looming threat of battle and a free future ahead #sighs #I wish I could show you and for once have the thing fully drawn out #this scene being the start of probably my favourite scene from the end #trigun #trigun spoilers #vashwood #vash #wolfwood

[prettycoolducks]

Fav father daughter duo ✨️❄️

#art #resident evil 8 #resident evil #re8 #resident evil village #i think they should've done a face reveal for Ethan in the dlc btw #i know we already know what his face looks like but i feel like story wise it would've made sense for him to be able to show his face #in the mold dimension. like. he's already dead. his things over #he has sparkle powers now he's not fucked up anymore #kind of #anyway #ethan winters #rose winters #the dlc felt a bit short but like. its a dlc. so is to be expected #i wish we got more rose content tho. i hope we do get more rose content #im excited for whatever comes next either way though #i like that they let rose be a little gross and scary like her dad. they're both sooo stupid too <3 #i also LOVE that Ethan has sparkle powers in the afterlife.or well. mold. memory. whatever #I'm just imagining all the lords in the mold being like. damn well i guess this isn't so bad. then miranda shows up #and heisenburg is like fuck! and then Ethan shows up and everyone is like fuck!! #like what do they do? kill eachother again? they're already dead #i guess miranda like. killed all the other lords kinda and used them to make the evil duke?? unless i completely misread her notes #I'm gonna go check. then I'm gonna stop typing whole paragraphs in the tags. see ya #art of duck

[steppesliver]

gay people cannot break up normally it always has to be something like "it was me. i called the cops. but you're still in charge, benson" and get like four women and cops involved

#GODDDDDD i enjoyed the movie so much. so so much. i loved how tense it was #seeing the caption (OMINOUS MUSIC) and knowing shit was about to go down felt like when playing games & you get close to an enemy #and the battle theme activates lol #the ending had me so tense though. for whatever reason i thought benson was gonna come out of the closet at any second #and it was just the silly plushies😭 #i wish we had learn more about benson's circumstances but maybe he was just fucked up. good enough for me #randy bradley #the passenger 2023 #the passenger

[ryllen]

penny alex is a good ship, i feel it in my bones - - - - - [ the real fuel is of penex is @ stardewsally ]

#penex #i find it so funny how sam's secret notes includes penny; but penny's secret note includes alex's grandparents but no sam #sdv #stardew valley #sdv alex #sdv penny #stardew alex #stardew penny #if farmer doesn't exist; i wish both of them happiness #stardew valley alex #stardew valley penny #fanart #penny just loves the warm atmosphere in mullner's household #she felt appreciated there #thanks to grandma evelyne #she is such an angel #but they both longing for a warm family & home #they are made for each other #just need a little push of fanarts from us is all #they are very connected emotional level #alex would want to protect penny from whatever pam's doing to her emotionally #and penny makes alex realizes he wants loving home more than fame & fortune #while he would still try to achieve his dream