#i wish someone would just stab me in the skull 482 times while i was sleeping

[pinkopalina]

constantly I am reminded

#i wish someone would just stab me in the skull 482 times while i was sleeping #i wish someone would cut me open and hang up my organs like party decor #i wish someone would pull out my teeth one by one and then grind them up and pocket sand me in the eyes #i wish someone would take hold of my flesh and rip it off my bones as if i wasnt worthy of wearing it #i wish someone would squeeze me until my head popped off #i wish people would hurt me physically instead of killing me from the inside out #i wish i was as dead outside as i feel inside so i wouldn't have to keep going through this #a slap in the face would probably feel better #i wish people cared about what I said and i wish i had something worthy to say #i wish i was more than my emptiness and depression #i wish i wish i wish #i wish i hadnt spent my life wishing #i wish i had something more than sharp metal to turn to. dull even. plastic even. who cares #I wish i felt loved #i wish i was loveable #i wish it mattered if i disappeared #i wish i would stop making stupid posts like this #i hope you all enjoy living my dream i hope it fills you with joy and happiness i hope you love life i hope you never feel such sorrow