#I feel like that would clash with his eyes tho lol

[random-ideas-artblog]

Just finished watching the first detective Conan movie!

So I just finished it, and I was taking notes as I went through. I’m just going to post them below. It’s pretty rough because I typed while watching so these are real time thoughts. Overall I enjoyed it though.

Conan’s adorable when he gets the letter (blushing is cute)

Can’t believe the dork forgot his own birthday but remembered some Holmes trivia instead lol 

Ran is a such a sweetheart omg 

Mori really read through the dudes whole Wikipedia page lmao

Never mind I mean biography I forgot this was like 1997

Does this dude have OCD is that supposed to be the implication 

Garden party is cool but where are the bombs and skyscrapers what I sup 

Damn he can cook wow

I feel like the do everything myself is going to be Important

Ok he’s kind of sinister know idk why  

Yo why is he so interested in this teenage girls love life??? 

Conan you are so screwed 

Oh ok I see where the bomb and skyscraper are coming into play now 

Grudge against the architect maybe 

Wow that was a big explosion

Ok this whole situation is very weird why is he helping Conan 

What is the cat the fucking bomb???

There better not be any cat death in this movie I will cry 

How did the old woman not notice the bomb???

That old woman and driver are having very tame reactions to this insane kid 

Oops and he’s passed out. In the hospital too uh oh

Aw that cute Kogoro is by his bedside 

Wow Conan without the glasses really looks like a  shinichi copy  how has no one noticed 

You can’t use phones in hospitals what is this common knowledge I never learned 

Ok this looks really bad for Shinichi I pity him a bit lol now Kogoro things he’s scum 

Ok I have a theory: For whatever reason  architect is bombing stuff for an unknown reason. The guy shown has a beard but that’s probably just a disguise, architect said he likes to do things himself so that’s why I think it’s him. He doesn’t what there to be casualties or just wants someone to stop him.That’s why Shinichi was contacted he’s a well known detective. The password thing was a test for Mori to see if he can replace shinichi, but Conan figured it out and got a tour of the gallery. Which, COINCIDENTALLY, has buildings that have been bombed before (the mansion) and will be bombed (presumably the skyscraper based on info so far). It’s a deliberate clue. That’s also why the bomber is accepting Conan as a legitimate detective because he passed the test, but also giving hints because this js a kid he doesn’t want to kill him. It’s also just occurred to me that the architect was implied to have severe OCD or perfectionism. He could be bombing past builds because he thinks there’s some thing wrong with them and can’t stand to have their design be under his name. Something like that idk. I’m only 36 minutes in so we’ll see

Wait a minute maybe the reason architect was interested in the birthday date was because he wanted to know when and where Shinichi would be so he could plan the bombing around his schedule! Ran provided practically all the details too 

That’s cute the kids drew a picture (I know it’s a suspect but still)

He’s happy with it??? Damn Conan can’t draw at all 

That was a lot of damage to the car wow 

Rare Kudo shinichi appearance I missed you!!! Conan’s cute but shinichi as himself looks pretty cool haha 

Damn that’s a strong father son bond 

Laughing then hating that’s kinda of funny

Genta is going to shout out the word bombs isn’t he

…I knew it 

Wait no ones noticed these kids screaming bomb on the train?

I am so confused by the motivation pretty sure this means my theories are wrong damn 

Sick burn Ran lol 

Wow this whole diverting sequence is seriously dramatic and I love it 

Poor Ran she’s getting stood up 

The bridge! The architect doesn’t want to blow up that bridge because he’s actually happy with that work! That would fit with my previous theory 

Ok shiratori is being kind of suspicious. Kinda confirms my theory tho 

Conan dude that suggestion was not subtle at all  

Ok now what Mori has said it’s someone else I’m more convinced than ever it’s the architect 

Ok there’s a lot of emphasis being placed on him lighting the pipe same as the beginning 

Ok did the dad steal his kids designs or did he steal his dad’s?? Probably the latter 

Was I actually on to something with the pipe????

Uh new theory he’d bombing all the architecture that doesn’t fit the New Tama symmetrical city to try and get the building approved after the Mayors arrest 

Just saw the architect has a painting of a horse above the fireplace I don’t know why that’s amusing to me 

Mori you are so wrong it’s funny as hell 

That reaction was funny as hell 

It’s kind of creepy how the architect is just standing and staring down 

Go after him Shiratori hell yeah 

So the skyscraper in the tile only shows up in the last 20 minutes 

I was actually right with my theory?? Kind of. I got the reason he wanted Kudo to take the case wrong(it was revenge) but the motivation behind the bombing and who was bombing them was correct. 

Ok but now that it’s been proven it had nothing to do with the case, why was he so interested in the date it’s a little bit creepy ngl 

Oh damn the bombs actually went off that’s a lot of power 

Ok wow this dude is an asshole 

Wait he wanted to know about the date so he could plant a huge bomb that would kill Ran and Shinichi wtf 

Ok Ran is taking this very well wow she’s cool 

I wonder what everyone else in the lobby is thinking right now 

Wait did they do it wrong. Wait nvm that’s someplace else 

Seeing Kogoro so worried about Ran is kind of heartwarming, although the circumstances aren’t great 

Oh god it’s the classic red wire blue wire 

My bet is on red wire. It’s Ran’s favorite color and the couples lucky color for the month 

Bruh wtf is with this edgy commentary from the architect about love you’re such a loser Christ.I’m getting a bit heated haha 😅

Not the happy Birthday this is really sad 

We’ll be together when we die??? What the hell this is depressing but kinda sweet 

I just realized I started off a bunch of my comments with ok so. It’s not important or anything I just noticed that while reading through. I’d give this movie a 7/10. There were some interesting parts and it was fun theorizing but there are still some things I’m confused about. Why did he accept Conan as a detective? Why did he provide clues to the bombs??? If the motive was revenge wouldn’t it be better to have Shinichi fail? Maybe I missed something idk.

#detective conan case closed #dcmk #movie review #conan edogawa #shinichi kudo #i really want to see shinichi in the red polo shirt now #I feel like that would clash with his eyes tho lol #Time bombed skyscraper #Movie 1

[cosmo-watches-movies]

Wilde (1997)

Triggerwarning: Homophobia, Sex (in the movie, not depicted in this blogpost)

Plot: A part of Oscar Wilde’s life story.

Spoilers beyond this

Michael plays Robbie Ross, a good friend to Oscar Wilde and, delicately put, his first male lover.

Following are my incoherent thoughts as I was watching the movie: (some gifs for context, for the other parts watch the movie and you'll get it)

starting out chill with Oscar meeting his future wife

oh who might this dashing young fella be?

lol that didn’t work did it?

Nevermind it did work

I was so not prepared for this

This guy has a lot of thoughts in his head and none of them are holy

Bitch what

If someone looked at me like that I’d instantly fall for them too. Man brought his A-Game

Oh my god this is going too fast even for me and I’m just watching

Why would you give him lines like that?

(I refuse to clip the next part, I don't know who might read this)

What in the what I barely got into the movie, why would you do this to me

I have questions

I have so many emotions at once right now I actually feel a bit sick

I’m 16 Minutes in and my heart is breaking at the thought of where this might be going

Okay, I got used to the fact that I am actually watching a movie about gay men

Me watching a movie about a gay author: （☆ω☆ ）

Me when theres actual portayal of intimacy between men: （○ □ ○ ）

I swear I’m so normal about this.

Wtf Oscar why would you drop Robbie like that. I get that this was an affair, but like this? He picked that other guy up like an apple from a tree.

Watch Robbie take this like the king he is

Oscar met yet another guy (Bosie) and seems to fall in love with him and guy #2 litterally wants to khs and/or Bosie, while Robbie has only respect, acceptance and love to give.

lol taste of your own medicie, huh?

I hate Bosie

I love Robbie

Drama between Bosie and Wilde, which results in Oscar being sentenced to two years in prison

Oof that speech Oscar held in court tho, right in the feels

Robbie is an absolute treasure of a person. Get yourself a man like him. Don’t settle for less.

Wtf all this stress and heartbreak for Oscar and Bosie to break up after three months, the world is a cruel place

- End of incoherent thoughts-

That was heartbreaking in so many ways. The main story obviously is unbelievably tragic but we shall focus on other things. There are a lot of strong performances in this movie, the whole cast was quite good. You can strongly feel the love Robbie has for Oscar, he has this soft tone when he talks to or about him, he wants him to be happy even if it means that he himself wont be. He accepts that Oscar doesn’t love him the same way and still supports his friend under any circumstances. It's not just in the dialouge, it's also in the way Robbie talks to and looks at Oscar. He’s pure kindness, love and devotion.

He cares so much for him it's breaking my poor little heart :c

On a less serious note, my guy really went ahead and had his first on-screen kiss be a gay kiss!?! Fuckin hell! And he did so well! Icon, king, legend, right from the start!

Because there aren't enough gifs in this already, have some more little moments I enjoyed :3

✨Puppy dog eyes✨

Good save xD

Why would you hold it like that?

I don't even know why, just thought he looked dashing in this scene

Me too, Robbie, me too.

I probably could've written more, but that wouldn't do the movie and characters justice. Bosie's full brattiness alone is something I couldn't even capture in gifs. Kudos to Jude Law, he really made me hate that character. He's the exact opposite of Robbie. They had only two scenes together I think, but it's awesome to see their personalities clash.

I’d say you should check this movie out, especially if you’re lgbt+ yourself obviously. And then go ahead and read Oscar Wildes works, they're queer history and in general important literature anyone should know.

At the end of this I have learned that I, in fact, don’t hate love drama, I just like it if it's gay. And preferably has a certain actor in it.

#Don't you come at me telling me Oscar Wilde wasn't actually *just* gay #I know he loved his wife very much and everything but for simplification purposes I used the word gay #We good? #We good. #oscar wilde #wilde #michael sheen #filmography #queer history

[thoughtspresso]

Hello, sorry I just need someone to voice my op to since none of my circles read or watch OnK :'(

It's so weird to me how Akane's fans interpret that scene when the girls are filming an MV as Akane only having good intention and care for Kana, 'cuz imo even if there is, what she said was still one of her attemps to get Aqua to stay with her. Look at how things played out to her: her business bf wanted to break up, he even straight up refused sex when she offered, and now she found out that right after that he took Kana on to a proper date, Akane's chances were close to zero. She was grasping at straws when she said that and played it under the guise of being considerate about Kana's safety, just like how she said she's okay with breaking up with him yet cried - showing that she wanted the opposite. Because if she only cared about Kana's safety, then what's with the side comment about how actors have it easier? It's like she was saying "Choose me, I'm the safer choice!". I'm not saying Akane didn't have good intention, but it's more like a two bird one stone typa thing where she wanted Kana to be safe and Aqua to continue with dating her (her own selfish want). It was kinda a dirty move from Akane, consider how she knows very well what happened to Ai and how much that'll affects Aqua. Akane always strike me as a good in nature yet also self-absorbed character: She decided what's best for both Kana and Aqua that also benefits her selfish wants regardless of how the other two would feel (& we all know how miserable both Aqua and Kana was during that ghosting period); She decided what to do to Aqua's father without thinking about how he might feel (again); The signs were as early as the LoveNow arc where she tweeted the apology thinking it was the right solution without consulting with her manager first because she thought she knew what was best for her to do in that situation. Even her acting method also kinda reflect this, where if the character's portrayal clashes between her and the director/scriptwriter, she already has a concrete image of the character from her own interpretation and thus has difficulty compromising and adjusting with the production team.

I might even take a wild guess that she was in love (obsessed) with the idea of saving prince charming rather than Aqua himself because to her, their story literally went/was gonna go like the old classic story of prince charming saving the girl -> the girl learns about the prince's past, decides to help him to repay him saving her -> prince charming defeats the bad guy (his dad in this story) with the girl's help -> happily ever after. Akane being a teen + Aqua saved her + it's her first dating experience caused her to have an idealistic view of dating and probably why she tolerated Aqua dating her despite having his eyes on Kana for he did act like the perfect bf on the surface, and that to her was enough to fulfil her prince charming fantasy. Akane is, actually, not that mature in her relationship with Aqua like how her fan keep praising her for, tbh imo it's more akin to what teens think "being mature" is. I know this is one of the appeal of her ship with Aqua, even though some might deny it. As oppose to Kana who might be a potential obstacle to Aqua's revenge whether good or bad, Akane is narratively there as a bonus reward for Aqua after finishing the main quest of avenging his mom if the ship ever be canon again. Akane and Aqua have unfortunately became perfect self-inserts for those who are into revenge and/or trophy girl fantasy (nothing bad about this itself tho). But perhaps because of looking into those fantasy fulfilment rather than the actual context of the manga/anime, they accuse Kana of not understanding the "real" Aqua (I have alot to say about this, maybe 3 paragraphs at least lol) or how she's useless for not helping him kill a person and ignore the entire other half chunk of the story about showbiz problems, where Kana's own story entangle more.

If you've read this far, thank you so so much.

P/s: My wild guess no.2, rather than being a damsel in distress (being Kamiki's target) for Aqua to come rescue, Kana already has a close relationship with Kamiki prior to reuniting with the twins (maybe a mentor-student relationship?). I've always find it weird how Aka just glossed over Kana's past, like he's holding back important info regarding her past that he can't show the readers too soon. So that's why I have this guess. This explains why Aka's been keeping her out of the revenge plot for so long + better than Kana just being a damsel in distress + raises the stakes for Kana (will she choses the mentor who helped her through her dark days being abused by her mom or the twins who she can see the light and bright future in?) + makes Kana a key player in the revenge plot.

Hey Anon! I'm happy to talk to you about some OnK Character Analyses anytime. Sorry to have taken so long to respond, I really wanted to sit down with your question. I've been thinking about this a lot. And I'm afraid my response might be even longer than your ask hahaha!

I want to summarize your main points for everybody else, so that we're all on the same page:

Akane was manipulative when she reminded Aqua that Kana was an idol, and pushed him to choosing her.

Akane wants to reverse the damsel-in-distress and Prince Charming trope, and decides on behalf of others.

Akane fans accuse Kana for not knowing the "real" Aqua

(Bonus) There's a possibility that Kana already knew Hikaru Kamiki.

So, my responses:

#1 Was Akane being manipulative in Ch. 76?

Well, yes. And no.

I actually had a short discussion (argument?) with Skania (who I will not tag for the sake of their mental health, but mentioning here to credit them.) about this very topic. (And I want to thank them for their time and also apologize to have annoyed them!) We have really different interpretations and disagree each other on this part.

To get the fast answer out of the way: Yes, I believe Akane was wholly aware of what she was saying.

She already knew from the Tokyo Blade arc how badly Aqua can get triggered on the topic of Ai's death.

Put it this way: imagine being a teenage girl who was depressed or bullied, and the boy who saved your life started dating you but admits that it isn't because he likes you that way. You start offering him sex if that would fulfill his wants in a relationship, but he tells you that your relationship is about to end soon. You find out from another girl that they went on a date--shopping for suitcases and Brazilian barbecue--a kind of date he never did for you. Then when he invited you to go on a trip, most of what he did was walk you around his hometown to look for something else, and then watch this other girl be really cute in a dress he was stunned by.

Akane is allowed to be a teenager who would want to nudge her boyfriend to stay with her and away from his other crush.

Akane fans like to argue that she was being completely selfless, and was just looking out for Kana's safety too.

I really dislike this reading of Akane's character, because it strips her of agency. Of course she has personal goals, wants, and flaws. She's allowed to be a teenage girl who wanted her love to be reciprocated. She's allowed to be a teenage girl who gets a little jealous, and try as she might to be professional and civil because all of these people are her work colleagues too, she still does things that fulfill her goals. She is allowed to be self-interested, and act on opportunities that align with those self interests.

I also think that if Akane's fans want to believe in her intellect and her masterful ability in understanding people's psychology and detective work, then it stands to reason that they should also believe that Akane was deliberately aware of the effect of what she said to Aqua. She doesn't always make 100% correct bets, but it's reasonable to conclude she made this bet hoping that it could get him to stay.

Akane and everyone else is already aware that Kana is actually not a person who needs scolding on the dangers of being under public scrutiny:

Under any normal circumstance, if Akane simply cared for Kana's safety, she would have simply responded to Kana when she was bragging about the date. Like, "hey be careful about dating in public spaces okay? I dont want you getting in trouble." Or, if she would talk to Aqua about it, she might say, "Please remember to book a private room next time you eat in a restaurant."

But no. If Akane would remind them of safety tips of dating as public figures, it would just lead them to the advice to do Home Dates:

And she doesn't want that now, does she?

She didn't say something as straightforward as that, and neither did the author write it in a more neutral tone. It was deliberately written with Akane implying that if he didn't want Kana killed, he should just date a fellow actor. (Preferably one that the public is actually cheering on to be together, because they were already in a Love Team due to the show.)

I just don't like ignoring what the Author and the Illustrator clearly put on the page for me to absorb the way that it was. I think pretending she was being wholly selfless is an insult to the writers.

#2 Is Akane motivated by the want to Save Prince Charming?

This is the "and no" part of my answer.

When I think of Akane, I don't think of an outright evil person who manipulated Aqua into doing things, wanting to be a hero for that reason. And just like how Tokyo Blade serves as a parallel for the show, it in turn informs us that it is an incorrect interpretation of Saya-hime (or Akane) to think that she outright wants the violence herself.

This part I agree with Skania on: Akane's main flaw is her low self-esteem.

Akane doesn't personally believe that she is inherently worth any value, and any value that she holds is attributed to her hard work.

People have taken notice to the fact that, unlike Kana's experience of abuse and abandonment, Akane had a really good support system behind her when her suicide attempt happened during the LoveNow arc. She had a loving mother and a really kind-hearted manager that believed in her. Yet she clung onto the validation from the agency President more. She ascribes her personal value to the approval of other people, especially positive feedback from her superiors in the industry, her theater troupe calling her a genius, her fans applauding her.

And, on the opposite side of the same coin, she has immense Rejection Sensitivity that makes her extremely defensive when she received cyberbullying, leading her to want to make a public apology right away and appease people.

This leads Akane to be an extremely hardworking person, but also seeking validation and direction from other people (like the LoveNow crew), unable to voice out her views unless it is supported by an authority figure (like when she wanted something changed in Tokyo Blade), and also why when meeting her personal hero and idol Arima Kana in person, when Kana lashed out at her, instead of simply thinking, "okay she's a terrible person, I'm done with being her fan forever", she rejected that idea and went on to study Psychology in the hopes of understanding people like Kana.

All of this manifests in her relationship with Aqua being okay with receiving bare minimum from him, not complaining when she realizes he has feelings for someone else, and also doing anything and everything for him, whatever he needs whether he asks for it or not.

I'll go a little further into my interpretation of her (which I know Akane fans might be resistant to or disagree with, but I hope you stick with me here.)

I also think Akane has a co-dependency on Aqua, and herself has Inverted Narcissism, with Covert and Cerebral Subtypes.

I agree! I sound nuts! This interpretation is crazytown.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) has several subtypes, including Inverted Narcissism, which is a subtype where the person craves the co-dependency on another narcissist. They are self-sacrificing to their primary narcissist, feel they are not entitled to anything, but seem emotionally level-headed and highly attuned to the primary narcissist's needs but not much empathy for anybody else.

Because of how little they think of themselves, it gives them a feeling of power and control to be with a person who believes himself to be so special, to have a crucial mission whose victory she can partake in. In a sense, Aqua was someone Akane looked up to so much for having saved her from her suicide attempt, and for turning the public's view of her from negative to overwhelmingly popular.

Akane definitely thought, "I want to be useful to him! I want to make him happy!"

And this man had his own amazing detective mission going on in his mind and trauma to solve. And so Akane thinks, "Let me solve that for you! Let me be useful to you even if it kills me! Use me as you need!"

They say true love is unconditional and self-giving so I will aide my enabler in patricide to prove my worth to him!

According to Professor of Psychology Sam Vaknin, the DSM gives us 9 criteria to diagnose an Inverted Narcissist, and you need to have at least 5 to qualify. Here are some that he mentioned that I think fit Akane:

The inverted narcissist is emotionally stable, but her self-esteem is very low. The inverted narcissist devalues herself as an offering, as a sacrifice to the narcissist in her life. The inverted narcissist is compelled to filter all her narcissistic needs through the primary narcissist in her life. The inverted narcissist feels amplified by the primary narcissist's own accomplishments. The inverted narcissist is pre-occupied with fantasies [...] of an ideal love to be accomplished through the narcissistic partner.

The inverted narcissist feels like she is undeserving and not entitled to anything.

The inverted narcissist is indistinguishably selfless. She is sacrificial. She is anxious in her interpersonal relationships. She avoids assistance of others at all cost. She can only interact with others when she can be seen to be giving, supporting and expending an unusual effort to assist. So she is sacrificial, she sacrifices herself, but ostentatiously, in full view.

The inverted narcissist lacks empathy like a classic narcissist. She is intensely attuned to others needs, but only insofar as it relates to her own need to perform the required self sacrifice. She needs to self sacrifice in order to obtain her narcissistic supply from her primary narcissist. But to do so, she must be attuned to his needs. So this is her restricted use or leverage of empathy.

The inverted narcissist displays extreme shyness, lack of any real relational connections, is publicly self-effacing, is highly moralistic and critical of others, is a perfectionist, engages in lengthy ritualistic behaviors that can never be perfected.

I also mentioned that Akane has Cerebral subtype, in that she believes she has superior intellect, and the Covert subtype, where she seems altruistic and selfless on the outside but internally she is driven by a self-serving need to be useful, to be wanted, because she chases after this external validation to fill in the gaps of her own self-esteem and call to perfectionism.

There is room to argue that Aqua is actually the inverted narcissist and she's codependent on Akane who is the altruistic/communal narcissist subtype. I reviewed it, but it seems she's the codependent one in this scenario.

I think this answer entails that Aqua himself also has NPD, and I think he does have Vulnerable Narcissism with Cerebral subtype. Kana actually picked up on it pretty well:

He does tend to think that he is the sole person who can accomplish this mission of revenge, even though it took him 4 years to crack a passcode and he actually didn't solve anything himself. Like, ever.

He thinks that he has some superior ability to read people and manipulate them (and it's not necessarily true, he just believes so).

And he likes bringing it up out loud a lot, like I used you, or haha she's so easy to manipulate, regardless if he actually did anything.

When Ruby points out he hasn't made any friends, Aqua deflects and becomes defensive.

He also initially thought that he was going to make it big as an actor after the one time he did well as a child, and entreated Gotanda to take him in, but when his PTSD was getting in the way of his acting, he just chalked it up to saying no actually I was never talented in that, because he doesn't want to admit to others that he doesn't have the supernatural inhumane acting skills he thought he did. (Note: He's not comfortable showing those old acting videos to Kana, but is okay with showing it to Akane for this reason.)

He truly believes he's everybody's savior. Unprompted he just thinks he's some main character that caused everybody's suffering. His Behavioral Self-Blame (BSB) about the death of both of his mothers is a manifestation of his wish for control over the situation, which is a known coping mechanism for those with PTSD or Major Depression Disorder (MDD)

Vulnerable NPD subtypes also feel uncomfortable being praised, which is why he reacts that way with Kana.

Vulnerable NPD subtypes also hate being asked to compete, which is why during both LoveNow and Tokyo Blade arcs, he keeps out of the way.

Vulnerable NPD subtypes really really hate rejection, and that's why Aqua says that he can't confront Kana without a Pieyon mask because he's too weak to be shot down by her again.

Vulnerable NPD subtypes are quite anti-social, but again if you confront them about it, they'll just deflect you and say things like they had no intentions to make friends or they're busy observing or something like this.

I mean, look at this dumbass intellectualize having feelings for girls his age like Akane and Kana:

Kana gets it though:

ONLY A NARCISSIST WOULD (half-joke)

This is of course a reminder that people with NPD aren't inherently bad people, they also don't come in one shape or form as there are many subtypes, and they can swing in severity. Most of them are a by-product of either a traumatic childhood or an overly doting one. Akane and Aqua just simply happened to be both of these.

I just came to this interpretation when I kept thinking of why was it that it felt like both Akane and Aqua were using each other. They both felt miserable and yet felt necessary and dependent on each other's emotional comfort. They both lie to each other too. I think a lot of people have picked up on the "feeling" that the two are using, manipulating, abusing each other, there's something dysfunctional about them together, and yet they also genuinely care about each other a lot. And people couldn't pick the right words to describe that. Co-dependents and their primary narcissists can heal together into a healthy relationship, they don't have to stay that way forever. But for the most part, nobody really recognizes that that's what was happening, because the dance they do together looks completely synchronized as a relationship. Who ever says no to a sweet and completely self-giving girlfriend? Who would leave their boyfriend to die alone in a revenge plot?

ONLY A NARCISSIST WOULD (not joking)

#3 Does Kana know the real Aqua:

I think a lot of Akane fans love to cite that Akane knew about the revenge, the trauma, the using, the manipulation etc. She also knows what he's like when he's being silly and playful.

And I don't deny that Aqua and Akane cared for each other.

But I also think that Kana knew Aqua even when he was being unpleasant, making crude jokes about her when they were kids. Kana observes Aqua's acting meticulously and understands the fine details of his style. Kana also has actual conversations with him about his interests too. They read the same books and they jog together, and they're very comfortable arguing with each other about anything.

Most of all, of anybody, only Kana has pointed out that Aqua has chuunibyou/grandiose thinking, narcissistic tendencies, and that Ruby has a co-dependent relationship with him (even when she didn't know about their past as Sarina and Gorou, she just picked it up as the core reason for their clinginess).

#4 [Bonus] Does Kana know Kamiki?

I don't think so.

When Kamiki opened his production company/agency, Kana would have been about 11yo. It was around this time that she had been recording Full Moon and her other songs, and her career had been on a decline. Then her company left her and she started freelancing instead.

Kana's acting style is also diametrically opposed to Kamiki's acting. Which as Akane has pointed out is similar to Ai's acting style. Kana's acting is very emotionally honest and is rooted in her personal understanding of her own emotions, whereas Kamiki and Ai act to deceive others based on the calculated perception they know the audience wants of them. Given this, it's unlikely that Kamiki mentored her in any form.

Lastly, I think Kana would have been the first person to point out that Kamiki looks like Aqua if they knew each other, even if he was acting as the Miki-san persona.

But I did joke before that I think if Kana and Kamiki met each other, they'd just traumabond and be friends until the cops haul Kamiki away. And that'd be the funniest thing ever.

That's it! That was a very long rant. Thanks for the question.

#Oshi No Ko #Oshi No ko Spoilers #oshi no ko fan theories #Arima Kana #Hoshino Aqua #Kurokawa Akane #i didn't originally think that akane had inverted narcissism #actually i first did think she was being manipulative #skania was right about some stuff about how akane didn't really think she was doing anything selfishly #but that in and of itself was a problem like she was just so willing to help aqua commit patricide and happy to be geotracked and offer sex #it was so dysfunctional and anybody calling it out has a good reason to feel that way #even if my diagnosis of them was incorrect it's still true that their relationship was extremely unhealthy

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FLUFF:

likes waking you up early

for no reason too he's just your alarm clock cuz he’s loud as hell in the morning

clashing shit around n bein loud

he takes longer than you to get ready

you are ready to leave in sweatpants and he’s got a full outfit on and you’re like come the fuck on

wants to buy you expensive things so you two can be the stylish couple instead of the trashman and the hot guy

you like being the trashman tho so it’s ok

swings your hand that he’s holding while u two are walking n starts skipping n shit cuz he thinks it’s cute while you’re like :| what

ties your shoes, buttons up your coat, puts on your scarf, etc. loves taking care of you

loves laying his head on yours when yall are on the bus or train

he also likes sharing earbuds with u!! he just does it to be physically closer to u tho lol

writes gross poems out in the notes app in his phone for you and they physically make you ill because of how cheesy they are

*some odd interpretative dance in the middle of the street* “this represents my love for you”

you: 🧍 “take it back pls”

u both are just very chaotic

copies people that he sees on the street bc life imitates art

tries to say profound things but they end up coming out sounding like tongue twister

sends up just telling a story from ten years ago that you’ve already heard before

but you’d never tell him that

likes to take the scenic route even though it’s far longer because he loves taking photos

speaking of which, he has more than 10k photos in his camera roll, half of them being of the sky and the other half being memes from twitter

is a big fan of trashy reality tv—sometimes more than you

i hc him as a huge love island fan

he likes ordering you both large coffees from starbucks and sitting down on the couch and gossip about the love island contestants

always somehow roots for the couple that gets eliminated the fastest

is very passionate about voting on reality television shows

tries to imitate their accents (he is convinced he could be Australian)

also is someone who yells at the tv, but also stops it every five seconds to talk about what’s going on in depth bc no one else would understand

loves doing karaoke so u guys have karaoke nights

he buys the goddamn microphones too

he just loves doing the things he loves the most with you

as long as he’s with you :)

SMUT:

loves touching u more than anything else 

loves getting on his knees to look up at you while you run ur fingers through his hair

loves loves loves praising u but only if u reciprocate it back

just very very sensual and does everything slow just to take it in

french kissing/??!?!?!?!?

yeah

puts your hands everywhere on him

rlly likes handjobs???

he just wants ur hands on him

he loves getting off on the thought of u

loves when u sit on him facing each other just bc he wants to see ur pretty face as u get off on him

mutual masturbation!!!!!

does that thing and pulls u closer to him by ur legs

likes when ur on top of him just cuzzzz

it’s the best seat in the house

he likes seeing u in control thats all it makes him feel loved and wanted

loves putting ur foreheads together so he can feel ur breathing against his lips as u slowly fuk him👀

his eyes are way too much to handle

slightly hooded and pupils dilated so much it’s like he just got back from the eye doctor

“lemme show u what i've always wanted to do to u”

wants to know he’s making you feel good

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hii, so i’ve been meaning to write this one myself, but never get the time to, i really like your writing so, hey, give it a go! it’s a bit long tho lol

jareth gets iron poisoned (feels really sickly and weak, has to stay in bed), which means only a human can get near him without getting poisoned as well. unfortunately for you, dear reader, you are the only one around, and although you and the king don’t get along well you agree to help. obviously jareth is needy and keeps demanding absurd things just to spite you. one night while you are watching over him he is in a lot of pain, and says that skin to skin contact may alleviate it. your immediate response? strip all your clothing and big spoon him. he gets all flustered, but it does feel better so…

i hope this makes sense! 🤭

jareth x reader - the power of the human touch

a/n: y'all i am so excited this is SUCH a good plot holy shit

The clock struck midnight as you trudged wearily through the labyrinthine corridors of the Goblin Kingdom. It was a realm of shadows and twisted paths, where every turn seemed to lead to another dead end or a maze of confusion. Tonight, however, your journey was not guided by the whims of the maze, but by a more pressing matter – the urgent summons from the Goblin King himself.

Jareth, the enigmatic ruler of this surreal domain, had fallen gravely ill. Rumors whispered of iron poisoning, a malady that afflicted fae beings when exposed to the touch of cold iron. It was a rare affliction, one that left even the mighty King vulnerable and weakened. And now, it seemed, fate had cast you as his reluctant savior.

As you approached the grand doors of the throne room, guarded by two stoic goblins with sharp spears, you couldn't help but feel a sense of apprehension. Your relationship with Jareth was anything but amicable. Ever since your accidental arrival in the Goblin Kingdom, you had clashed with the arrogant monarch on numerous occasions. But now, faced with his dire condition, you had little choice but to set aside your differences and offer your assistance.

With a deep breath, you pushed open the doors and stepped into the opulent chamber beyond. The room was bathed in a soft, ethereal light, emanating from the glowing crystals that adorned the walls. At the far end of the chamber, upon a throne of gleaming silver, sat Jareth himself, his regal attire a stark contrast to the pallor of his complexion.

"Ah, you finally decided to grace us with your presence," Jareth remarked, his voice tinged with annoyance as he regarded you with cold blue eyes. "I trust you haven't come empty-handed?"

You suppressed a sigh, steeling yourself for the inevitable confrontation. "I'm here to help, Jareth," you replied, trying to keep your tone neutral despite the rising tension between you. "What do you need?"

Jareth waved a dismissive hand, his expression growing more strained with each passing moment. "What I need is irrelevant," he snapped, his voice betraying a hint of weakness beneath its usual arrogance. "What matters is that you fulfill your duty as my loyal subject and attend to my needs."

You resisted the urge to roll your eyes, knowing that any display of defiance would only worsen the situation. Instead, you forced yourself to adopt a more conciliatory tone. "Tell me what I can do to help," you said, taking a tentative step forward.

Jareth regarded you for a moment, his gaze searching yours as if trying to gauge your sincerity. Finally, he relented with a resigned sigh. "Very well," he conceded, his voice softer now, tinged with a vulnerability that you had never seen before. "I require a remedy – a potion to counteract the effects of the iron poisoning. It will require rare ingredients, ones that can only be found in the darkest corners of the kingdom."

You nodded, mentally steeling yourself for the task ahead. "Consider it done," you replied, determined to fulfill your duty no matter the cost.

With that, you turned on your heel and made your way out of the throne room, leaving Jareth to his own devices. As you ventured deeper into the labyrinthine corridors of the Goblin Kingdom, you couldn't shake the feeling of unease that gnawed at the edges of your consciousness. The task ahead would not be easy, but you knew that you had no choice but to persevere.

Hours passed as you scoured the kingdom for the rare ingredients that Jareth had requested. You encountered countless obstacles along the way – from treacherous traps to mischievous goblins intent on thwarting your progress. But despite the myriad challenges that stood in your path, you pressed on with unwavering determination, driven by the knowledge that Jareth's life hung in the balance.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, you returned to the throne room with the ingredients in hand. Jareth lay sprawled upon his throne, his breathing shallow and labored as he struggled against the debilitating effects of the iron poisoning. Without hesitation, you set to work, mixing the potent concoction that would hopefully save his life.

As the potion bubbled and fizzed in the crucible before you, you couldn't help but steal a glance at the enigmatic figure slumped upon the throne. Despite your animosity towards him, you couldn't deny the pang of sympathy that welled within you at the sight of his suffering. For all his arrogance and cruelty, Jareth was still a creature of flesh and blood, vulnerable to the same frailties as any other being.

At last, the potion was complete – a shimmering elixir that glowed with an otherworldly light. With trembling hands, you approached Jareth and offered him the potion, praying silently that it would be enough to save him from the brink of death.

To your relief, Jareth accepted the potion without protest, downing it in a single gulp with a grimace of distaste. For a moment, there was silence as you waited with bated breath, unsure of what the outcome would be.

Then, slowly but surely, color returned to Jareth's pallid cheeks, and his breathing steadied as the effects of the potion took hold. With a deep sigh of relief, he slumped back against the throne, exhaustion etched upon his features.

"Well done, mortal," he murmured, his voice hoarse but filled with genuine gratitude. "You have saved my life."

You nodded, a sense of satisfaction swelling within you at the knowledge that you had succeeded where others had failed. But even as you basked in the glow of your accomplishment, you couldn't shake the feeling of unease that lingered in the air.

For though Jareth's life had been spared, the rift between you remained as wide as ever. And as you gazed into the depths of his cold blue eyes, you couldn't help but wonder what trials lay ahead in the tumultuous journey that lay before you.

———

As the night stretched on, you found yourself seated beside Jareth's bed, keeping a watchful eye over the slumbering king. His breath came in shallow, ragged gasps, his brow furrowed in pain even in sleep. Despite his regal facade, it was evident that he was still suffering, his body wracked by the lingering effects of the iron poisoning.

"Are you awake?" you whispered softly, breaking the silence that hung heavy in the air.

Jareth stirred, his eyes fluttering open as he regarded you with a mixture of irritation and exhaustion. "What do you want now?" he grumbled, his voice tinged with annoyance.

You sighed, ignoring his brusque demeanor as you leaned in closer. "I know you don't want my help, but you're clearly in pain," you replied, your tone firm but gentle. "I can't just sit here and watch you suffer."

Jareth scoffed, a hint of defiance flashing in his eyes. "I don't need your pity, mortal," he retorted, though the strain in his voice betrayed the facade of indifference he tried to maintain.

You shook your head, refusing to be deterred by his stubborn pride. "It's not about pity," you insisted, your voice unwavering. "It's about doing what's right, no matter how much you may despise me."

For a moment, there was silence as Jareth regarded you with a mixture of frustration and grudging respect. Then, with a resigned sigh, he relented, his shoulders slumping in defeat.

"Fine," he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. "I admit, the pain is... unbearable."

You nodded, your heart aching at the sight of his suffering. "Is there anything I can do to help?" you asked, your voice soft with concern.

Jareth hesitated, his gaze flickering uncertainly as if weighing his options. Then, with a reluctant sigh, he spoke, his words hesitant but sincere.

"There is... one thing," he admitted, his cheeks flushing slightly with embarrassment. "Skin-to-skin contact... it may alleviate the pain."

You blinked in surprise, taken aback by his unexpected request. But before you could formulate a response, a mischievous grin spread across your lips as an idea took hold.

"So I should….strip my clothing and coddle you?," you suggested, mischief dancing in your eyes.

Jareth's eyes widened in shock, his cheeks flushing an even deeper shade of crimson as he sputtered incoherently. "Wh-what?!" he spluttered, his voice rising several octaves in disbelief.

But you paid his protests no mind, already shedding your clothes with practiced ease. With a devilish grin, you climbed into the bed beside him, wrapping your arms around his trembling form in a tight embrace.

"Relax, Jareth," you murmured, your voice a soothing whisper against his ear. "I'm just trying to help."

For a moment, there was nothing but the sound of Jareth's rapid heartbeat pounding in the silence. Then, slowly but surely, you felt the tension begin to melt away from his body, his ragged breaths growing steadier with each passing moment.

To your surprise, Jareth made no move to push you away, his body yielding to your touch with a vulnerability that took you aback. And as you held him close, you couldn't help but marvel at the unexpected intimacy of the moment, a fragile truce forged amidst the chaos of the night.

"I... I suppose this isn't so bad," Jareth admitted, his voice tinged with a mixture of embarrassment and relief.

You chuckled softly, a warmth spreading through your chest at the sound of his admission. "Just close your eyes and rest, Jareth," you whispered, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. "I'll be right here beside you."

And as the night wore on, you held him close, the boundaries between you blurring in the darkness as you navigated the fragile balance between duty and desire, hatred and healing.

The air between you and Jareth grew thick with tension as he hesitated, his gaze flickering uncertainty between you and the bed. Finally, with a resigned sigh, he began to shed his clothing, his movements stiff and awkward as he stripped down to nothing but his bare skin.

You couldn't help but feel a pang of sympathy at the sight of his discomfort, the vulnerability of his nakedness laid bare for all to see. But before you could offer any words of reassurance, Jareth climbed back into bed beside you, his expression guarded as he tried to maintain a facade of indifference.

"I'm fine," he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper as he settled himself against the pillows.

You nodded, though a part of you couldn't shake the feeling that he was anything but fine. But rather than press the issue further, you decided to let it be, knowing that sometimes silence spoke louder than words.

For a while, you lay in silence, the only sound the steady rhythm of your breathing mingling with the soft hum of the night. But as the minutes stretched on, you couldn't help but notice the subtle shift in Jareth's demeanour, the tension in his muscles gradually giving way to a more relaxed state.

"You don't have to pretend, you know," you murmured, breaking the silence with a gentle whisper. "I can tell when something's bothering you."

Jareth's eyes flickered open, his gaze meeting yours with a mixture of surprise and apprehension. "I told you, I'm fine," he insisted, though his voice wavered slightly with uncertainty.

You offered him a small, understanding smile, reaching out to brush a stray lock of hair from his forehead. "I know you are," you replied, your voice soft with sincerity. "But sometimes it's okay to let your guard down, even just for a moment."

For a moment, there was silence as Jareth considered your words, his expression unreadable in the dim light of the room. Then, with a resigned sigh, he relented, his shoulders sagging with the weight of his exhaustion.

"I suppose you're right," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. "It's just... been a long night."

You nodded in understanding, offering him a reassuring squeeze of your hand as you snuggled closer to him in the warmth of the bed. And as the night wore on, you felt the tension begin to melt away between you, replaced by a newfound sense of intimacy that transcended the boundaries of pride and prejudice.

But just as you began to drift off to sleep, a sudden movement from Jareth caught your attention, his body tensing beneath your touch as his breathing grew shallow and erratic. With a sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach, you realised the source of his discomfort, the telltale signs of his arousal unmistakable even in the darkness of the room.

You bit back a sigh, knowing that now was not the time nor the place to address the elephant in the room. Instead, you chose to ignore it, snuggling closer to Jareth until you were sure he was asleep, his breathing steady and even against your skin.

With a silent sigh of relief, you slipped out of bed and began to dress yourself, the cool air of the room a stark contrast to the warmth of the bed you had shared. And as you made your way back to your own quarters, you couldn't help but wonder what the dawn would bring, and whether the fragile truce you had forged would hold in the harsh light of day.

———

The next day dawned with a sense of cautious optimism as you continued to tend to Jareth's recovery. Despite his protests, you insisted on monitoring his condition closely, administering potions and remedies to alleviate his symptoms and ensure a swift recovery. It was a delicate balance, one that required both patience and perseverance, but you were determined to see it through to the end.

As the day wore on, you found yourself growing increasingly weary, the weight of exhaustion pressing down upon you like a leaden blanket. But even as your eyelids grew heavy with fatigue, you refused to abandon your vigil, knowing that Jareth's life hung in the balance.

And so, as night fell once more, you found yourself seated beside Jareth's bed, a book in hand to keep yourself company as you watched over him in the darkness. The room was bathed in a soft, ethereal light, the glow of the crystals casting eerie shadows upon the walls as you settled in for another long night.

At first, Jareth slept peacefully, his breathing steady and even as he lay sprawled upon the bed in a tangle of limbs and blankets. But as the hours passed, you noticed a subtle shift in his demeanor, the restless stirring of his body betraying the turmoil that raged within his unconscious mind.

You watched him carefully, your heart aching at the sight of his restless slumber. But just as you were about to reach out and comfort him, a sudden movement from Jareth caught you off guard, your eyes widening in surprise as you watched him turn over onto his stomach and begin to... hump one of the many pillows that surrounded him on the bed.

Your breath caught in your throat as you watched, unable to tear your eyes away from the mesmerizing sight before you. Jareth murmured softly in his sleep, his voice a breathy whisper that sent shivers down your spine as he writhed and squirmed against the pillow in a desperate frenzy of desire.

"Please... more... don't stop..." he whispered, his voice thick with longing as he continued to grind against the pillow with increasing urgency.

You felt a flush of heat rising to your cheeks as you watched, torn between the instinct to intervene and the overwhelming desire to simply let him be. But as Jareth's moans grew louder and more desperate, you knew that you couldn't just stand idly by and watch.

"Jareth," you whispered softly, reaching out to touch his shoulder in a gentle gesture of reassurance. "Wake up, it's just a dream."

But Jareth paid no heed to your words, lost in the throes of his own desires as he continued to hump the pillow with abandon. And as you watched him, a part of you couldn't help but wonder what fantasies danced behind his closed eyes, what forbidden desires drove him to such reckless abandon in the dead of night.

For a moment, there was silence as you watched Jareth, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he neared the peak of his arousal. Then, with a sudden cry of release, he collapsed against the pillow, his body trembling with the aftershocks of pleasure as he finally succumbed to the darkness of sleep once more.

You couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt as you watched him, knowing that you had invaded his most intimate moments without his consent. But even as the guilt gnawed at the edges of your conscience, you couldn't deny the undeniable thrill that pulsed through your veins at the sight of him, vulnerable and exposed in the darkness of the night.

As Jareth's eyes fluttered open, his gaze met yours with a mix of confusion and embarrassment. His cheeks flushed crimson as he quickly realized the compromising position he had been caught in, his arousal evident even in the dim light of the room.

You felt a pang of sympathy for him, knowing all too well the awkwardness of being caught in such a vulnerable moment. But before you could offer any words of reassurance, Jareth spoke, his voice tinged with a mixture of defensiveness and embarrassment.

"I... I can explain," he stammered, his cheeks burning with shame as he struggled to find the right words.

But you silenced him with a gentle shake of your head, your own cheeks flushing with embarrassment as you tried to find the right words to ease the tension between you.

"It's okay, Jareth," you murmured, your voice soft with understanding. "There's no need to be embarrassed."

Jareth hesitated, his eyes flickering uncertainly as he regarded you with a mixture of disbelief and relief. "But... what about... this?" he asked, gesturing awkwardly to the obvious evidence of his arousal.

You sighed, knowing that there was no easy way to address the elephant in the room. "You need to stop being embarrassed and let me take care of you," you replied, your voice firm but gentle. "It's nothing to be ashamed of."

With a reluctant nod, Jareth acquiesced, his body going limp with relief as you settled yourself on the bed beside him. Without a word, you reached out to touch him, your fingers trailing lightly over the sensitive skin of his arousal as you began to stroke him with slow, deliberate motions.

At first, Jareth tensed beneath your touch, his muscles coiling with a mixture of anticipation and apprehension. But as you continued to work your magic, his resistance melted away, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he surrendered himself to the overwhelming pleasure that washed over him.

And as you watched him, a sense of satisfaction washed over you, knowing that you had helped to ease his suffering, if only for a fleeting moment. For in the darkness of the night, amidst the tangled sheets and whispered secrets, you had found a fragile truce, a moment of intimacy that transcended the boundaries of pride and prejudice.

As Jareth neared the peak of his pleasure, his breath hitched in his throat, his body trembling with anticipation as he teetered on the edge of release. You could feel the tension building within him, the pressure mounting with each stroke of your hand as you worked him towards his climax.

And then, with a sudden cry of ecstasy, Jareth reached the point of no return, his body convulsing in a powerful orgasm as he spilled his seed into your waiting mouth. You felt the warm rush of his release flooding over your tongue, thick and salty as it coated the back of your throat with its sticky sweetness.

But before he could fully succumb to the pleasure, you acted on instinct, swallowing him down your throat in one smooth motion, the heat of his arousal filling you to the brim as you took him deep within yourself. Jareth's eyes widened in shock, his body tensing with a mixture of surprise and disbelief as he watched you with wide-eyed wonder.

"W-what are you doing?" he gasped, his voice hoarse with arousal as he struggled to regain his composure.

You met his gaze with a knowing smile, the taste of him lingering on your lips as you spoke. "Just enjoying the moment," you replied, your voice a playful whisper against his skin. "After all, what's a little indulgence between friends?"

Jareth's eyes softened at your words, a hint of vulnerability shining through the mask of arrogance and pride that he wore like a shield. Tinged with awe and admiration, he reached out to touch your cheek with trembling fingers.

"You truly are something else”.

#jareth x reader #jareth fanfic #jareth smut #jareth fluff #labyrinth fanfic

[virtuous420]

can i pretty please with a cherry on top and a sprinkle of meth, have yandere diluc and yandere kaeya fighting for reader?

They chose me they don't want you.

A/N; you nasty for this one... but whatever🤪

Diluc x reader x Kaeya

fem reader

Warnings; blood, yandere's ofc, probably knife fighting, maybe some gore?

Diluc and Kaeya don't like each other. They don't like sharing things, and they don't like sharing you. When you're with Diluc, he hugs your waist tightly whenever he sees Kaeya nearby. When you're with Kaeya, he leans closer to you, almost to an uncomfortable degree.

You don't know how you got into this position, of course you're beautiful, and yes you have an amazing personality. But how in the fuck did you manage to pull these men? You try not to think about it a lot. You just wanted to live your life to be honest, you didn't need the drama. But the Archons did not hear your prayers, and now you're the reason they're fighting. fuck.

in the dawn winery, Kaeya draws first blood. His sword slashes Diluc's cheek, normally Diluc would've been able to dodge that but he didn't. Kaeya has a glint in their eyes, and a slight tremor in his bones. He had no idea why he's acting like this, and why he likes it so much.

They stand still for a moment, probably debating on going through with this. And they go, fast as the wind. The fire from Diluc's sword is as hot as you can expect it to be, and it burns Kaeya's hands.

He clutches his hands in pain, "so? is this how we die? fighting over a woman?" he laughs, "well it doesn't really matter anyways, we both know we would do anything for her."

There is truth in his words. Diluc would give you jewels, the prettiest kinds. He would drown you in flowers, if you so wish. He would exhaust all of his wealth just to please you. He would kill every man or woman (equality!!) that dares look at you. Just don't leave him.(abandonment issues hahah loser)

Kaeya is the same. He worships the ground you walk on, he would follow you even to his death. He would pretend to be the happiest person in Mondstadt, to keep up the pretense he was content without you by his side. To keep you close that is all he wants. All he wants.

The ground before them trembles as their blades clash with one another.

I forgor abt this 😱💀 this was a joke fanfic tbh. Maybe I'll write more serious stuff in the future 🤔 JK LOL I CANT EVEN FINISH A FANFIC I ACTUALLY LIKE 😹😹

feel free to request, I dont write smut tho

#diluc x reader #kaeya x reader #genshin x reader #diluc ragnvindr #kaeya alberich

[canayams-art]

the immortality concept in tgcf is always interesting to think about, especially with the age range that the human mind cannot really comprehend... but maybe it's best for me not to think too much about it at midnight when i have uni early in the morning 😞😭 there are a lot of thoughts tho

you described the dynamic i had in mind for them perfectly!! mq's way of showing care by scolding and nagging and teasing that at time could come out as a touch too sharp. lqq's of being loud when defending and engaging into banter but keeping it light and not taking the teasing too close to heart unless it comes to his morality stands. they just weirdly compliment one another, especially with the way you said lqq takes the spotlight on the stage while mq is more "behind the curtain" type when dealing with things. you're so right, thinking about them makes me deranged as well

i do feel like the gods would be more vocal about the dislike towards mq when he was still a young god, and yeah especially those 33. while mq we see is well respected, and still very much disliked and distrusted, it is mq of 800+ years of presence in the heavenly court, and i do think many would be tight lipped around him regarding whatever his business are. but thinking about the backlash he would be facing during their earlier years/ centuries of friendship, i think they would be more vocal about it, if a bit sneaky with the way they would talk considering mq's temper with fx and general reputation that has been following him. 🤔 and well... there's also the broom throwing thing that has been going on apparently :'))

and he would definitely be on the bigger receiving end of it than lqq, especially considering their backgrounds and what the heaven considers "right". while lqq may be considered naive, he is still a noble that technically belongs in a way mq never could in their eyes.

but lqq still not standing by the bullying, even during the 'fight' is ekejjejejeej especially because i lqq knows that bullying is wrong no matter who's at the receiving end and, parallel to the mulian situation, there would be no shielding behind the higher authority to make it stop, just a very straightforward way to handle it. and i feel like mq, even if he is somewhat even struggling to admit he's miserable without lqq, would feel extremely touched knowing the way lqq would handle it 🥹🥹

no shade at mulian, literally my fave ship ever! i talk about them so much to my friends i feel like all of our brains are fried at this point lol they can fit so much angst and there are honestly dozens of ideas for fics that would likely never see the light of the day but we have the hope cuz we're all delusional 😔✊

just the parallels between them make me absolutely crazy, especially since i always kinda pictured mq as a type to get particularly adopted by the idealistic "sunshine type" people around him and get dragged around while he scowls and acts like he doesn't enjoy it, and then eventually ending up genuinely liking them, no matter how much they would clash at times with their ideologies. xl, sqx, i have an ongoing rants about mq and qyz friendship every other week. kinda pissed off that i didn't remember lqq until recently but it's never too late to start the brainrot anyway

i also went and checked the extras qianqing interaction, and it was actually mq seeing that lqq was in an awkward position being both the victim and the culprit and trying to send him back to heaven (it was the extra chapter where xl felt pain bcs of the guoshi mask he melted into a key?? i only searched for their names so again i have no idea/) but that was enough to have me covering my mouth and squealing

no at this point i will have to write *something* about qianqing, it would literally eat at me alive if i don't. life is busy and hard rn, but it will have to be done in this lifetime 😭

Mq has always given me the sense that he seeks out people with more emotional freedom than he feels he has. He spends so much of his time showing restraint and being distant that whenever I read sections of the book where Fu Yao makes an appearance, I see the way he lets his personality come out more. Maybe choosing the name “Fu Yao” was (among other reasons) mq’s way of literally saying he’s giving himself more freedom.

So like— it makes sense that mq has a pattern of associating with people who express themselves so freely— even if he sometimes takes shots at those people (mostly fx but also occasionally xl). Lqq is entirely unrestrained in a way that’s familiar but still unique. He’s one of the few gods who would step in or stand up for another without any ulterior motives— there’s nothing lqq would want to gain by standing up for mq in their early years. Whether he’s still angry with mq or not— it’s the right thing to do and that’s enough for him.

Meanwhile I feel like mq hates feeling like he’s once again being seen to hide behind another prince for protection. Mq likes to be in control of his circumstances— even if he could ask for help.

“I don’t need anyone fighting my battles.”

“No— but someone should have your back.”

Maybe that’s what it is about them actually? Lqq is so quick to jump up and declare injustice that mq thinks lqq would be trying to shield him when lqq is actually trying to advocate for his better treatment. Lqq learned the importance of unity and he practiced it well before ascending, so his type of support might be less about defending mq personally and more about shaming the gods for not setting a better example. Maybe he doesn’t even give mq the option to hide behind him.

(Related note, I can’t help thinking this type of tension would rise if lqq caught mq throwing a broom or snapping it in half— like ofc lqq is still mad but ofc he’s gonna try and connect the dots— maybe he even heard some of the gods laughing about their “gifts” to the young General.)

But okay now I’m thinking about the extra you mentioned and oooooooo

Mq confronting lqq in the mortal realm and failing to convince him to return to heaven. It’s a side of lqq mq has never seen. He’s not driven by a sense for justice anymore, now lqq wants revenge— maybe mq tells him that. Maybe it only angers lqq more. Either way, lqq doesn’t return.

(I actually have a similar scenario in my brain between lqq and newly-mortal pei xiu, which was actually the idea that got me started in qianxiu rarepair hell but that’s a separate space altogether LMAO)

Anyway—! If writing is too exhausting given life’s demands I am always happy to keep exploring these deranged (affectionate) scenarios. Life persists, but so does the brainrot!

#yams uncans #at this point I’m not even sure if I’m being coherent anymore but I sure am thinking still! #qianqing #tgcf #lang qianqiu #mu qing #apologies for the qianxiu cameo now back to qianqing \o/✨

[invinciblerodent]

What are your thoughts on God Gale?

What was Arvid’s opinion and how did he react to Gale’s persistence to use the crown to become a god?

Ah, thank you for asking! ❤️ I've not actually gotten to the end yet personally, so I'm not entirely certain how exactly I'll feel about the whole god-business (so far? 100% not a fan from the epilogue clips I've seen from the corner of my eye, I'll have to see how exactly tho), but I feel like as a cleric, Arvid in general has a.... a pretty hard time, shall we say, with this whole matter. Specifically with reconciling the ideas of what's considered "good" for a single mortal, and what'd be "good" for the world.

In general, the way I see it, his thoughts on this whole thing are pretty intrinsically tied to the fact that he is a worshipper of Tempus, a neutral entity and war god: specifically the god of righteous, honorable combat.

At its core, in Tempuran belief, whether divine favor befalls one side or the other in a clash is decided not on the basis of whose heart is the most pure, who prays hardest, or whose cause is the most moral, but more based on their commitment, their willingness to fight for their genuine belief. (This does cause some weirdness in his feelings about the cult of the Absolute early on, but finding out about the manipulation at the core of that specific thing sorts that out quickly lol.)

Arvid too, because of that doctrine, usually tries his absolute best not to pass value judgement, and instead tries to respect all who stand up for what they believe to be right. But, being mortal (and generally just... well, a good person), that does prove difficult, so his dedication to a "greater good" does color his decisions with a pretty heavy hand as well. His overall cause and belief system is essentially a kind of... tolerant utilitarianism, I guess, a "let all may love their own god and fight for their own cause" with a side of "I'm singularly dedicated to putting the most possible good out into the world, and am willing to fight to the death for it", which is... not an easy tightrope to walk, especially while holding a pretty specific "let's at least try not to die, shall we" agenda as well, lol.

His first, kneejerk reaction upon hearing about Gale's desire to ascend was definitely an "ABSOLUTELY not, no way, no, that's not possible, nor is it a good idea even to attempt, this is a repeat of a terrible history with no winners", but... the more they see and experience, the more that certainty.... wavers. Because Gale's commitment is not only true and as ardent as it could be, Arvid also can't exactly disapprove on the basis of his own morality either, only on the basis of selfish desire.

Vlaakith, Shar, Mystra, the Dead Three's Chosen, even Raphael, Mizora, and the Emperor in a way... everywhere he's looked outside of his own little bubble in which honor in battle is sacred, the Divine (and those comparable to- or approaching it) have time and time again proven to be capricious, petty, deceitful, corrupt, and world-ending power congregates in hands that are entirely unworthy of even being mentioned in the same breath with alarming frequency. All things considered, both in his definition of objectively, and in alignment with the teachings with which he was brought up, he can see that someone as principled, trustworthy, and, yes, ambitious, as Gale, if he put his mind to it, would not exactly be a... a bad choice for a fledgling god. So the thought that Gale might actually (painfully) be right, does worm its way into his head, and it... it kills him a little bit inside.

He can philosophize and try to explain it away all he wants, but deep down he knows that his best reasons for trying to dissuade Gale from this potential folly are, at their core... probably some of the first genuinely selfish things Arvid has thought in his life. It's simply that he wants Gale, as he is, to stay safe, happy, and -yes, limiting as that sounds- someone he can hope to reach and live up to.

From then, the internal conflict is a pretty classic one that's between what he desperately wants (happiness for the both of them, while mortal and content by the side of the man he loves), and what he believes to be right (aiding the rise of a potential balancing force in the world), and because it's some excellent character-development opportunity to have him veer away from the self-sacrificing ways he's had his whole life, he'll eventually reprise his impulsive reaction from the end of act 2, and selfishly implore Gale to choose him, despite the sense and potential for good that he sees in the opposite.

Years later, watching Gale sleep beside him, human and happy, the thought will enter his mind again, about whether the world would be a better, more just place with such an incredible man in its pantheon... but, seeing as the world is nevertheless still standing, and that no terrible tragedy has befallen them or Faerun based on the selfishness of imploring his love to choose this, what's real and certain, over an abstract chance for something that could have been, he's willing to live with that.

#(sorry tumblr didn't eat anything lol i just knew this was gonna be long) #(i've been a bit under the weather so I was stewing on it a little) #(poking around on mobile was fine it was just the sitting up to actually put thoughts together lol ❤️) #squirrel plays bg3 #oc: arvid trygg

[sewercentipede]

Bamayo - Paul Ngozi

Coffin Maker - Chrissy Zebby Tembo

Strange Dream - WITCH

I bet your brain smells good - daughter bat & the lip stings

When it comes to you - dead ghosts

Sing of Mary - st pius x seminary choir

Holly Hobby -casiotone for the painfully alone

A mothers last words to her son - Washington Phillips

The orchids - psychic tv

To all who say goodnight - the music tapes

Cornflake eyes - foot ox

Abigale - foot ox

18 wheeler - the prettiots

Some special - bratmobile

To Fail is not to fall - dear Nora

Ass hole, I’m not your baby - hang on the box

Powerful man - hop along

She’s losing it - belle & sebastian

We’re only in it for the drugs no.1 - ebba grön

Safe & sound - delicious pastries

Mad head love - kenshi yonezu

Gogatsu no hae - radwimps

Go go yureisen - kenshi yonezu

This is 23 songs. That is 2 albums worth of music. Wayyyy too much. That it is overwhelming. So here’s what I’m gonna do I’m gonna roll 4d20 (sorry the last 3 songs get excluded by this) and listen to whichever 4 songs the die tell me to. (And if I like them all a lot I might come back and listen to the other ones lol)

I rolled 6, 8, 10, 3

6. Sing of Mary - I like this a lot in principle but I feel like the choir and the guitar clash in some parts and give a confusing feeling of what sentiment it’s trying to express but anyway I’m curious about the other versions cuz I see a lot of them

8., a mothers last words to her son - I like this a lot!!! may possibly be adding this or another song of his to a playlist

10. To all who say goodnight - I like this but wouldn’t listen to it of my own volition, I think I would really have been super into this when I was a teenager though. It reminds me of like if Neutral Milk Hotel and Tame Impala had a baby and the baby was friends with Ben Gibbard

3. Strange dream - YEAH 👍 yes. nice

Reluctantly I really enjoyed most of these so I will have to come back to the rest of the songs and listen to them :P probably not all at once tho I may do another dice roll thing lmao idk

#music #sorry I’m being MEAN but I’m having a hard time rn

[sunflower-butch]

1, 3, 12, 13, 15, 19, 23, 24, 25, 27! Or I’d say any 5 from this list that you want lol because this is a lot

Oh boy [cracks knuckles]

1: favorite fic you wrote this year

Definitely the Christmas fic! I just enjoy the fluff so much and I worked really hard on it.

3: favorite line/scene you wrote this year

I answered this one with the ao3 wrapped asks forever ago but I’ll say it again! I like the imagery in this scene and this is where I think my descriptive writing and sense of metaphors really fell into place, from bad idea!

The girl in front of Robin moved back and forth, alcohol strong on her breath. She laughed as Robin spun her and pulled her close, her breath hot on the stranger’s ear. She made pointed eye contact across the bar, watching as Nancy was illuminated in soft pink. It matched the shade of her lips—the blush Robin wanted to put on her cheeks.

Blue light shone down on Robin and the stranger, gleaming in the former’s stormy eyes as they met with Nancy’s ocean.

Waves crashed and lightning struck, filling the room with unbearable electricity. The lights met and flared in an intense clash of violet sky, and Robin knew she was doomed to be lost at sea. Her heart was racing with exertion and excitement, drawn against her will to the other girl—the girl who wanted to kill her. The girl who was probably planning her demise at this very moment. The thought was exhilarating.

12: favorite character to write about this year

Nancy Wheeler my beloved <33 She’s just such a complex, malleable character. I love writing her personality and trying to figure out how she would respond in certain scenarios—and since the Duffers won’t let her explore her trauma, I will!! Also as an eldest daughter burnt out gifted kid… She’s very projection shaped

13: favorite writing song/album/artist of this year

Stick Season by Noah Kahan for sure! I still would really, really like to write a string of one shots for each song, but especially Growing Sideways, Northern Attitude, and The View Between Villages. I love his music and his voice and I think it’s very easy to ronancify this album lol

15: something you learned this year

Oh this one is fun. Imma be cheesy about it. I learned to stop letting what other people think of me get in the way of having fun. I was so against ever writing fic because “I don’t want to be cringe and get made fun of.” Fuck that. I am cringe and it’s FUN. I will own it with pride. I like my silly little self indulgent fics.

19: any new fics to start next year

Oh god so many. I’m not kidding when I say I’m past 30 on the WIP/idea list. I’ll toss some favorites tho:

say you’re gonna come back: one shot based on Sports Car by Valley, Ronance reunite and fall in love all over again years down the road

there in the garden, she looked my way: beauty and the beast au multi chapter featuring vampire Nancy and just so much pining

she will pull the trigger: monster hunter Nance and werewolf Rob and they’re both GNC ft toxic lesbianism because wanting to kill each other is sexy

23: fics you wanted to write but didn’t

I’m still thinking so hard about run, devil, run, which was a Wild West au featuring werewolf Nance and vampire Rob but I don’t think that one will stick. I go through a circle of phases of really stubborn hyperfixations and the wild west pops up as one of them but never stays for long. Was feeling it for a week, wrote one scene, then sort of dropped it to lowest priority

24: favorite fic you read this year

Oh god there are so many. I refuse to pick just one, but I’ll stick with 3 I think.

One of them (surprise) is you! a never ending story changed my brain chemistry. dungeon master rules lawyer repressed furious mega nerd comphet religious guilt traumatized Nancy my beloved!!!! Not saying I’d get a tattoo based off a fic but I am saying a d20 on 13 would be so cool… (also special shout out to DITM, I love that one dearly too, especially Martha) I also ADORE when you can tell a writer is into poetry and it shows in their word. Flowery prose and heart shattering metaphors my beloved

I have sung praises about this fic and I’ll fucking do it again. Bloodletting my beloved. I am once again in awe of the way @lavenderlevetan weaves the story and connects all the pieces. I love the dynamic and the way the tension builds. I am feral about vampires and biting, sue me.

And I have to say put me in the movies (on a king sized silver screen) by @sapphicriley is also one of my all time favorites. I love the back and forth banter and it’s sweet and fluffy and it’s just a feel good fic and I like to reread it when I’m feeling down. Another example of poetic writing as well <33

25: a fic you read this year that you would recommend everyone read

Well all of the one from above ofc. Also dancing in the moonlight. Also,,, Raise Dead by @eskawrites killed me and healed me. If you can handle the angst, this one is an incredible read and I cannot recommend it enough. I don’t really cry when reading, but this one actually had me in tears in the best way.

27: favorite fanfic author of the year

This is like asking me to pick a favorite child. God. I’m terms of writing, I have to say it’s between a few, but there’s this one rando who wrote this D&D fic and also one about monster fucking. You might have heard of her? I think her name is summersociety or something.

I also adore @lavenderlevetan (I will continue to scream about Bloodletting forever!!!) and you guys are in for a treat with some of the WIP sneak peeks I’ve gotten from @suwunnysideup

And I have to say every single one of my mutuals are just such incredible, talented writers, and such amazing friends. I love you all. 🥺

#ask game #fic rec #ronance fic rec #ronance #lo answers stuff #candle lion #I think I got them all

[writinandcrying]

Bayverse TMNT matchup please. I am a 5,3 female with brown hair, brown eyes and I wear glasses. I like horror movies, HP, Marvel and DC.I am a tomboy, in my spare time I listen to hard rock music, read, embroider and watch youtube and movies. I have a slight anger issue and I bottle up my feelings. I stay up late watching paranormal videos even though I am a skeptic. I tend to accidentally scare people. I collect action figures, movies and books. Thank you for reading this, stay safe. ☺

Hi! I’m so sorry I took so long to reply your match up :(

I match you with…

Donnie!

I almost matched you with raphael not gonna lie, but you two are way too similar, you would def be besties tho!

Usually when I ask for descriptions, I’m not extremely interested into physical appearance, honestly more for me to “imagine” the match up, buuuuuuut I Headcanon that Donnie (specially bayverse and rottmnt) likes people who are not following any trends or “the norm” regarding beauty standards, so goths, punks, tomboys and so own are his thing, people who like to “defy” those norms show they have some spunk into them and he’s heavily attracted to that, as he sometimes feels he’s an outsider from his own teammates and brothers, he feels he will be understood between the “underdogs”, plus: those are aesthetics are hot. So your looks might be the first thing that attracted Don at first glance, your glasses as well, he can finally rant on about how he would love to actually go to a ophthalmologist properly, he might not like his glasses on him sometimes, but on you? He loves it, he learns to see the whole glasses look differently, he hates how both of your glasses sometimes slightly clashes when he goes for kisses tho, Donnie encourages you to open up, won’t pry into it but will let you know he’s always there for you (might ask for alternatives for Raph how he unwinds his anger out, and that’s how you and Raph got a bit closer and so own, specially with knitting and embroidery, it’s kinda funny seeing you two together, Bc those are usually looked down as “old ladies activities” and you both def do not fit the look lol) if you ever did anything for Donnie he would cry his out and treasure it forever, I can def see you both binge watching paranormal shows (calling out which ones are faking it or not) and discussing Headcanons and theories of your shared favorite fandoms, Raph might dive in as well on DC topics; and Mikey on the marvel ones! Heeee doesn’t really understand why people enjoy horror movies at first; but for you he will give it a go! He really enjoyed it part one, for a horror movie wasn’t expecting to be so funny! Eventually he will learn to like some of it, the ones who are unexpectedly funny are his favorite (like the visit from Netflix, the sibling dynamic is so on point and he laughs is ass off every time) also I know you didn’t comment much in your romantic preferences or how you display affection, but I hope you like it cuz Donnie might be a bit shy on the first weeks of dating, but after receiving a green light he loves giving hugs, kisses and snuggles (actually craves it)

Hope you liked it! Match ups are closed

#tmnt #tmnt x reader #giulia writes #bayverse tmnt #tmnt headcannons #tmnt match up

[ninawolv3rina]

I know Javier (the crab guy) is technically for a futuristic/sci-fi thing but I was wondering if you've ever thought about repurposing him into a setting like Duffy's, or Look Into Her Many Eyes.

Also, a broader version of that question is, how do you know when a character isn't meshing well into a story/setting and whether you should scrap them entirely or find another way to repurpose them?

What helps you determine if a character is necessary or can be replaced by someone or something else? Especially if you're attached to the character and/or something the character does in a scene or in the story.

These are REALLY good questions!

RE: Javi. I have TOTALLY considered dropping him into Duffy’s world. I think the biggest clash would be that he and Duffy are very similar characters and her universe might not have the room for two egos if that magnitude. That said, if I ever think of a brief enough plot for them, I’ve thought about how that would go. Look Into Her Many Eyes is gonna be far too low tech and contained for someone like him tho lol.

Character meshing: There’s a lot of factors for this. The biggest time it ever happened to me was with Harriet - in draft one, Harriet was a man. Her character really wasn’t working out for me, because i felt like he was repeating a lot of the same themes found in Marlowe and Arvin. I had to take a step back and think about exactly what you’re asking - what’s not working here? Is it something I can change? Would it be better to remove it entirely?

For Harriet, the answer was No, I can’t take her out. To divvy her lines to Marlowe and Arvin would completely change their relationships with Quincy, and to remove her entirely would be to remove a neccesary part of the narrative - that not everyone is willing to open themselves to change, not everyone CAN be redeemed. So, i needed to change it. But how? What wasn’t working? I think i had two options - change his personality, or change something else. And idk when exactly it hit me, but i realized the tone of Quincy and Harriet’s relationship would change DRASTICALLY if Harriet was a woman. Like, the tension became less predatory (Male!Harriet came off like a sex pest in some scenes), and there was a sense of wry amusement and mutual respect that hadn’t been there before. Also, her relationship with marlowe became less brotherly and suddenly I had a whole new relationship - Marlowe and Harriet have a mother/son bond without me changing almost anything other than the pronouns in those scenes.

Idk if that answered the question. I wasn’t particularly attached to Harriet as a character, more to what she accomplished in the story.

There ARE characters I’ve been attached to that don’t work perfectly. Usually I can just feel that they don’t work before I even get past drafting. Eyes, for instance - I Knew I had to have a priest character for the story to work, but every version of a priest i tried to slot in mentally just didn’t work. that happens a lot - it’s never the character that’s the problem, it’s the Way That They Are. I more often find a hole where i need a new character to move things forward than i find one just taking up space that needs removed. Idk why that is, maybe I’m more efficient than i give myself credit for. I get pretty brutal about what I feel does/doesn’t work before I even start writing (see: my post on headcanons where i talk about axing Quinlowe as a concept)

Anyways! sorry for the ramble and thank you for the question!

#asks #kalposting #i think one other thing is that rn I’m dealing with this with Book 3 #i have a character I NEED to be there but something about him isn’t quite working #i can’t get rid of him and i can’t change too much about him because he’s a recurring character from book 1 #but I’m really in the midst of this right now and idk the way I’ve crafted this series it’s really really really hard to take things out #it’s too enmeshed #so usually it’s a change thing not a removal thing #and usually it’s really obvious when something isn’t working cuz i get stuck on things that should be easy #or i just feel dissatisfied or repetitive

[starlooove]

Batfam and their fave Jem characters:

Ok first Im gonna split it into the batfam and who their fave member of the holograms would be, and then I’m gonna split into fave character overall.

Alfred-Aja: OK HEAR ME OUT: I think that he’d appreciate Aja’s tough but polite thing going on. She’s never rlly the first to start a fight but she’s also not soft on others and will call bullshit out when she sees it. From what I can remember she’s a very stable presence in the group, if not the rock of it, and I think he’d like that l.

Bruce-Jem: Listen I KNOW it’s cliche but c’mon?? The double identity, the relationship issues, the dead parents; it all hits for him. And the plane episode made him break into full blown out sobs. I think his fave songs would be can’t get my love together and everybody wears a mask.

Dick-Shana: I think Shana would be Dick’s favorite because of her arc where she left the band to pursue her career. I think the fact that she WAS jealous of the new drummer but her feelings were validated and still loved her new profession and found a way to do both in a way that benefited her with the help of her friends would make him ugly cry. His fave songs would prolly be Like a Dream and I believe in Happy endings.

Jason-Roxy: The reading episode could honestly say it all, but I also think the way Roxy IS insecure in the Misfits and defends her place with the “I deserve it I’m a REAL misfit” attitude when Jetta is introduced would hit him hard. His fave songs would prolly be it takes a lot, nightmare, and congratulations.

Cass-Stormer: LISTEN LISTEN I think she’d enjoy how Stormer is kind and ultimately acts for the greater good but is still very much a misfit at heart. Even in the breaking of the bands, Stormer goes for an insult first and makes her demands to the misfits and she’s absolutely firm with it. Her leaving in the first place was out of love and respect for herself. I also think she’d like Pizzaz’s attitude lol. Her fave songs would be who is he kissing, midsommers night madness, and making mischief.

Steph-Jetta: Her parents were absolutely shitty to her and she came out strong. Whenever she was disrespected she actually swung (even physically in her debut) back 10X harder. Roxy questioned her spot on the team and Jetta was ready to defend it immediately, despite her just getting it. She was a misfit and she knew it, Fuck what anyone else says even if it’s a senior misfit. I think Steph would actually admire that attitude and she’d wish she could’ve channeled it when Bruce and Tim were being absolute assholes to her. Like even though she did talk back she still Bruce be the ultimate authority and took what tim said to heart and Jetta would never take it lying down. She hates clash bc of her desperate attitude and a small part of her mind feels like everyone thinks that’s her. She’s right (that they think that) and it’s terrible :( Her fave songs would be I am a giant, there aint nobody better, and take a hike Jack.

Tim- Pizzazz: LISTEN! I think it’s be another admiration thing. I thing he’d really fuck with her attitude and the way she’s not afraid to take what she believes is hers? Like not in an evil way or whatever but he was rolling his eyes whenever the Holograms just so happened to get offered XYZ for being in the right place at the right time. The misfits are lowk right! Sometimes you have to set things in motion for yourself and if that requires a little bit of murderous intent…so? Seriously tho I think he’d relate to her issues with her dad but I also think he wouldnt take it that seriously. Like pre Jack trying to connect with him more, I don’t think he took the absence that deep so when he sees pizzazz it’s more of “look at u doing all this and u don’t even fw horses I’d take the money tbh 🙄” the entire family is sideyeing tf outta him. His fave songs would be scandal, gimme a gimmick, and there’s a melody playing.

Duke-Raya/Jetta; NOT JUST BC THEYRE NEW I think he’d find raya’d relationship with her dad super sweet and he’d relate to how she felt being the new kid on the block. Stuff like when she first fully interacted with the misfits and didn’t really get the big history between them and the holograms, or other moments where past stories are talked about that she doesn’t fully get would prolly hit hard. I think the scene where she realized Jem was Jerrica and was terrified but also completely willing to help hide her secret immediately just screams Duke finding out about Bruce and Batman. And he thought it was funny when she ripped the flower out of Jetta’s hair. Speaking of I think his would be less of an admiration thing with Steph and more if ‘she is me’ thing. Like idk Duke being an awful flirt and getting into a fistfight is screaming equal opposite to Jetta lying about being royalty like honestly it’s less that he likes Jetta and more that he knows she’s him and he’s her and they’re eachother. fave songs would be who is he kissing, I like your style, and it could be you.

Damian-Minx: LISTEN! I think he’d relate to Pizzazz a lot but as much as I hate to say it, Pizazz’s very valid feelings about her father and his lack of relationship with her were very much played as a joke in the show and I think Damian would feel pathetic for relating to her like that. Like I think post therapy Damian would openly love pizzazz but for now? Minx. The thing with the Minx is that she TRIED the whole being nice thing and nobody believed her. They thought it was weird or fake and only started to trust her later on. But that’s not the appeal of it, the appeal is that Minx went back to being bitchy and had a real support group there. It’s not that Damian wants to be the way he was, God forbid, but the fact that she did and had people who not only accepted her but were ecstatic to have her back? The fact that they weren’t glad she ‘reverted’ because they wanted to use her for anything but because she was their friend and they knew her? He ugly cries about it to this day. His fave songs would be who is she, destiny, and get outta my way.

#I’m not checking for errors btw #jem and the holograms #batfam #Duke Thomas #dick Grayson #I’m not tagging them all idc #wait do ppl filter specific characters out? #this isn’t hate to any of them it shouldn’t matter #wait I am tagging all of them I ate with this lowk #bruce wayne #tim Drake #jason Todd #cassandra cain #Stephanie brown #Alfred pennyworth #i won’t clog main Batman tag #Im not letting y’all forget that they still mostly treat steph like shit when she’s in character 💔 #anyways this was from awhile ago #i disagree on some #mainly on this feels less like who’s everyone’s favorite and more who does everyone relate to #and i hate inaccurate phrasing like that #i do nawt care enough to change it tho god bless #anyways #i think i ate with some of this Idk #if u disagree KYS

[fox-buried-in-maple-leaves]

all of this for mortem caelorum. :3

Ask Game!

I cant believe you sent me 50 questions.

1. Describe their first date.

It wasn't really a date per se... more like hunting down a rogue vampire.. Anyway.

2. Who wakes up early/Who sleeps in late?

They both wake up late, they're night owls.

3. What was their first impression of each other?

As children or as adults? As children, Ajax looked up to Sulien. Sulien always found Ajax a bit childish, you know, until he wasn't.

4. Who initiates affection? Why does the other not initiate affection as much?

Ajax mostly. Sulien doesn't really know how to handle relationships. He's a bit awkward and standoffish.

5. Do they argue often? If so, what do they argue about?

Yes, mostly because of Sulien. They just have differing views of the world, that's just how it is.

6. How do they make up/apologize after an argument?

Uhm. Intimacy...

7. How often do they say “I love you”?

Ajax says it frequently, Sulien only says it in return.

8. What do they love most about the other? Why?

Sulien: He loves Ajax's smile. He also admires Ajax's ability to take things in stride.

Ajax: He loves Sulien's eyes. And he appreciates Sulien's devotion and dedication.

9. What do they dislike most about the other? Why?

Ajax: Sulien is SO fucking stubborn.

Sulien: Not serious enough when he should be.

10. Do they share any hobbies or interests? How do these things bring them together?

Chess and cooking (,: <3 they share other hobbies, but these they often partake in together.

11. How do they feel about nicknames/pet names? If they like them, what pet names do they use? If they hate them, why do they feel that way?

Sulien isn't big on them, but they do fluster him, so Ajax uses them frequently. Ajax LOVES petnames, he wishes Sulien used them more often,,

12. Do they have a difficult time when separated from each other, or are they fairly independent?

Very independent, they're fine. Ajax will get a bit sad tho.

13. How do they keep in contact when they’re apart? Do they write letters, talk on the phone, or simply wait out the time?

Write letters!

14. Do they enjoy PDA, or are they more private with affection?

Sulien is VERY private, Ajax loves pda. Theyy try to find a balance..

15. What songs remind you of their relationship?

Ruin - The Amazing Devil

16. Would they ever get matching tattoos? If yes, what would these look like?

They wouldn't lol

17. How well do they communicate? Are they open with their feelings/thoughts or more reserved? Why?

They're both AWFUL at communicating, it leads to a lot of misunderstandings.

18. How do they care for each other when one of them is wounded/sick?

Ajax will find the nearest doctor, he's very afraid, worried. Sulien will do his best to treat the wounds himself. Sulien is a huge baby when hes sick though lmao..

19. Do they wear each other’s clothes/jewelry?

Yeah Sulien will wear Ajax's clothes to bed, and Ajax steals Sulien's jewelry when he can

20. How do they comfort each other when one of them is upset? Is this method of comfort effective?

Ajax will hold Sulien and tell him it'll be okay. Sulien will try to solve the problem but ultimately hug him when hes upset. It works for them.

21. Do they enjoy domestic life?

Neither feels they deserve it.

22. Are they comfortable joking around with each other and being silly/playful?

Its a bit awkward at first, but eventually they find their rhythm.

23. What are the defining characteristics of their relationship?

Childhood friends to enemies to reluctant allies to friends to lovers.

24. How do their personalities affect their relationship? Do their characteristics compliment each other, or clash often?

A bit of both, they both complement and clash. But they help each other look at other perspectives.

25. Do they share a room/house? If so, what does it look like and how does it compliment their personalities?

Ajax is just kinda freeloading in Sulien's room at Ohm's house lmaooo

26. What sacrifices do they make for the other?

They'd sacrifice anything for each other tbh but you didn't hear that from me.

27. How do they say “I love you” non-verbally?

Sulien memorizes all the drinks and how Ajax likes them. Ajax always cooks for Sulien even though he can't taste the same way his lover can.

28. Who’s the better chef? Do they cook for the other?

Ajax is better at it, but they do cook for each other yeah<3

29. Describe their nighttime routine.

They're usually out hunting, their work is best done at night!

30. What are their respective love languages? Do their love languages work well together?

Sulien, giving: Gifts, acts of services. He's well off and he'll show it for his love. He also likes feeling useful to his partner, do what Ajax might need. Sulien, receiving: Gifts, physical touch, words of affirmation. He likes physical shows of their love in the shape of presents and touch and verbal affirmation.

Ajax, giving: Gifts, physical touch. Also well off, loves to get Sulien the stupidest lil trinkets. AND HES CLINGYYYY Ajax, receiving: Physical touch, words of affirmation, quality time. Clingy. That's all.

So I think they work together well!

31. Do they often go out on dates? What are these like?

Not very, Sulien claims hes too busy (,: but Ajax will cook and bring food to Sulien at the museum to share in front of the exhibits...

32. Do either of them drink? If so, who’s the lightweight, and how does their partner care for them?

Both heavyweights!!!! Ajax less so though,,, hes very uhm. touchy... Sulien j kinda gives him water and puts him to bed

33. How do they flirt? Who’s the worse flirt?

Sulien sucks ass at flirting. Ajax is VERY BOLD.

34. Do they have any inside jokes?

Yeah, shit that makes no fucking sense. But also "Nice eye." "Thanks hows your arm?"

35. Is their relationship a secret? If so, why?

Kinda? Sulien's catholic guilt yk. Also gay.

36. How do they feel about having kids? Are they in agreement?

Ajax wants a family, he always has. But uhm well, its unlikely. They disagree on this topic.

37. Who’s more emotionally sensitive/cries more often?

Ajax lol

38. Who’s got a quicker temper?

They both do in different ways. Ajax's curse literally makes him more prone to rage and losing control. Sulien is just an aggressive person who likes to instigate.

39. When and how did they admit that they loved each other? If they haven’t yet, why?

Its so hard to admit. Its painful, you know? Their lives haven't been easy and they haven't been kind to each other. But Ajax is willing to say it anyways, even if its like poison to Sulien.

40. Do they have any regrets in their relationship?

Everything that happened in the past.

41. What would they do if they lost the other?

Its a very real possibility, they know this. But Ajax can't fathom it, he can't lose Sulien. Sulien is ready to lose everyone he loves, he has a duty, he HAS to press on. Even if his heart grows cold.

42. What’s their relationship like with each other’s friends/families?

Ohm doesn't like Ajax. Ajax's family always loved Sulien.

43. If they picked out outfits for each other, what would they look like?

Sulien would be in a suit. Ajax loves him in a suit!!!!! Ajax is decked out looking like a bloodborne hunter.

44. Do they cuddle often? Why or why not?

YES BECAUSE THIS GINGER WON'T LET HIM GOOOOOOO (Sulien secretly loves it, he snuggles closer)

45. How do they support each other? How do they rely on each others support?

They will always have each other's backs, in battle and out of it. That's how!

46. Do they consider their relationship casual or serious? Is the answer different depending on who you ask? Why?

Serious, answer is the same for both of em

47. Do they sleep beside each other? Why or why not?

Sulien sleeps partially pinned underneath Ajax.

48. Do they talk about their future together? Why or why not?

No, because its scary. Ajax tries but Sulien doesn't want to hear it.

49. Do they keep secrets from each other?

Yes.

50. Would they ever break up? If so, why? Who would handle the breakup better?

Its possible but unlikely. Neither would handle it well, they'd both be fucking devastated.

#☾*✲⋆. essence of myrrh #from the fate ; rowan #⋆｡°✩ sulien #⋆｡°✩ ajax #⋆｡°✩ mortem caelorum

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license and registration | modern au.

art credit: asagizuisen on twitter.

pairing: reader x childe x zhongli

summary: it was just to your luck to come across two police officers after a night of drinking. however, when your drunk state allowed you to be brutally honest about your lust, you get a once-in-a-lifetime uppertunity to spend the night in their vehicle.

warnings: threesome, dom!zhongli, very slight switch!childe, sub!reader, oral(receiving), a bit of zhongchi, choking, praise kink(and a bit degration), penetration, edging, overstimulation, zhongli and childe are literally fucking your brains out.

word count: 3715

A/N: this is my first work! i do hope everyone enjoys this tho <3 i did proof read, but there could be some mistakes so bare with me lol

You laughed as you drove yourself home, still thinking of the events that took place tonight. Of course that led to consequences like driving home in a very drunk state, but you weren't about to keep two horny couples company, so fastest route out of there it is. You were aware of your current state, and tried your utter best to focus on the road, but you had to admit how hard it was getting. With tired eyes, you drove past the dark road. But your eyes widened almost immediately as you spotted something a few miles away.

A police car.

Dozens of curses left your lips as you drove closer and closer, blaming your friend for bringing you in this state. If it wasn't for them, you wouldn't even be at their house, or drinking. You knew you needed the break more than anything, but blaming someone seemed easier to you. You bit your lip, trying to think of ways to escape, but there weren't any side roads, and if you took a turn now, they would definitely notice. Maybe I could flirt my way out, you thought, but you shook your head. You knew better than to flirt with police officers.

Your drunk self seemed to disagree.

You gulped as you saw a hand lift up, motioning for you to stop. You did what was asked, trying not to sink in your seat as your eyes met one of the officers. His sharp glare made your stomach twist, wondering in how much trouble you must be in.

You rolled down your window, watching in the rear view mirror as another officer leaned against the car casually. He seemed different from the one you just saw, just as beautiful but with a touch of color. You thought it was his ginger hair that seemed to look almost too perfect on him. He wasn't glaring, but seemed to be hiding a smirk. You wondered why. But your thoughts were cut off when the dark haired officer made his way towards your car, his piercing eyes catching your attention almost immediately.

"Miss, are you aware of fast you were driving just now?"

Fuck. That's all your mind said. His voice was unlike anything you've ever heard, so deep to the point where you questioned your sanity around him. You knew that this was your drunk state talking, but something about his voice really made you feel a certain way.

"Miss?" The officer called out, and you broke out of your dirty thoughts, blinking twice as his eyes glared at you. "Not really." You managed to breathe out, your honesty almost causing you pain. You watched as the officer's eyes narrowed, leaning down to your window. You let out a shaky breath as he stared at you, your stomach twisting when his golden eyes took you in. "Miss, are you drunk?" You let out a chuckle at the officer's question, watching as he raised his eyebrow at you. "Is it that obvious? Thought my attraction for you might've covered it up." You slurred, almost cringing at the words that left your lips just now, but the other officer seemed to enjoy it, his joyful laugh catching your ears from all the way to their car. The black haired officer sighed, standing up straight. He glanced at the other officer leaning against their car, who seemed to take the hint.

He walked towards your car, biting the inside of your cheek as the elegance of his walk made your stomach twist. Something was wrong with you, and it was beginning to show. You tried to compose yourself when the ginger haired officer reached your car, leaning down with a smirk plastered on his face. "Trying to tame a beast, aren't we?" You blushed at his words, nodding your head. "He's hot." You exclaimed, the ginger haired officer chuckling at your words. The dark haired officer rolled his eyes, snapping at the ginger haired to focus. You heard his name, something like Childe? You found it strange, yet pretty in a way.

"I'm gonna need your license and registration, darling." His smooth voice rang through your ears, and you immediately grabbed your bag. You gave him what he needed, watching as the dark haired officer looked over Childe's shoulder to check your information as well. He gave you your essentials back after a few moments, and you wondered what they were gonna do with you. You were drunk, apparently racing, so you definitely had to expect something. "What are you guys gonna do to me?" You slurred again, realizing how flirty you sounded. Your eyes widened, watching as Childe's eyebrow raised. He smirked, leaning closer to you. "We were gonna let you off with a warning, but is there anything more that you need from us?" Childe returned the flirty tone, watching as you squirmed in your seat. You knew you couldn't deny it the wetness in between your legs, craving for two guys you just met. You were convinced you reached insanity at this point. You couldn't want this, and yet, you did.

"Yes.." Your voice sounded small as you spoke, looking up to the two incredibly hot police officers. Childe glanced at the dark haired officer, whose jaw was evidently clenched. "I'm not fucking a drunk." He spat, his arms crossed as he gave Childe a stern look. You groaned as his words sunk in, squeezing your thighs together to stop the sensation you felt between them. "I'm not drunk!" You exclaimed, growing desperate for a bit of friction. You knew you were starting to grow sober as the situation you were in caught up with you, but still, you found a voice in the back of your head almost dying to be fucked. "Please." You heard yourself beg, looking up to the two officers with pleading eyes. You knew what you were begging for, and that there was probably no turning back. But that didn't matter to you.

"Please what?" The dark haired officer pushed, his head raising a bit to take you in. You felt intimidated by his gaze, but you didn't let that stop you. "Please take me, both of you." You breathed out, staring at both of them to look for any sort of reaction. Childe seemed to be pleased, while the dark haired only clenched his jaw. You wondered whether that was a good or a bad thing.

But you soon got your answer as he hurriedly opened the door of your car, pulling you out of the car before slamming you against it, his lips on yours in a heartbeat. You gasped at the sudden movement, trying to recover but the dark haired man really wasn't letting you. His hands slid around your waist, his tongue clashing with yours in a delicious frenzy. You tried your best to keep up, but your body felt so electric under his touch to the point where you couldn't focus. You finally felt your hands move, going around his neck to pull him closer, running out of air but you honestly couldn't care. His lips were heavenly and that's all that mattered to you. Your eyes opened, locking them with the ginger haired man who stared at you in awe. It was then when you realized that you guys were literally on the side of a street. Panic settled in you, finally pulling away from your new found addiction.

You were out of air, your breathing ragged as you spoke; "W-We're in public."

Childe smirked. "No shit, darling. But I bet that excited you." You blushed, unable to deny that fact. You looked up to the man who's lips were on yours just a second ago. "What's your name?" You asked out of curiosity. "Zhongli." He answered curtly, leaning into your ear. "Remember it well." Your eyes widened, knowing exactly what he was referring to. He grabbed your wrist, pulling you away from your car to theirs. It was understandable since theirs was way bigger.

Zhongli opened the door to the backseat, practically pushing you inside. He walked away, Childe climbing in after you. He had a smirk plastered on his lips, closing the door behind him before making his way towards you. His eyes seemed to be on your lips, causing a burst of confidence to surge through you, pushing yourself up to capture his lips. The taste was intoxicating, your mind going blank when his tongue collided with yours. The other door opened behind you, Zhongli's body catching yours almost immediately. A slam was heard, Zhongli pulling your body up to lean into his. His warmth caused a moan to escape your lips, Childe's lips trailing down your neck, his open mouthed kisses leaving you breathless.

Zhongli's hands trailed down your waist, pulling at your shirt. Childe pulled away to let Zhongli take it off, not wasting a second before clashing his lips with yours again. You felt light headed, the feeling of Childe's lips and Zhongli's hands feeling so damn heavenly. Zhongli pulled your bra off with ease, his hands immediately feeling your breasts in his hands. You moaned into Childe's mouth, pushing yourself into Zhongli's hands. He eagerly accepted your offer, his fingers teasingly trailing around your nipples, causing you to feel desperate. Childe's hands trailed down your stomach, smoothly undoing the buttons of your pants. He pushed them down impatiently along with your underwear, putting you on full display for him. "Wet already?" He exclaimed, his grin almost making you lose control. Your eyes closed when Childe's lips met one of your nipples, a small whine leaving your lips at the sensation. Zhongli massaged the other breast, your back slightly aching against his body when Childe's teeth bit down on your nipple. You let out a quiet moan, your mind blank, Childe and Zhongli being your only remedy at that moment.

You reached for Childe's uniform, eager to take it off. Childe seemed to be feeling the same way, letting you take his clothes off with a grin on his face. "So eager, aren't you?" He whispered, capturing your lips as you continued to take off his remaining clothes from head to waist. You had to keep yourself from gauging as you saw Childe's body, he wasn't too muscled but he definitely worked out, that you could tell. It was then when you felt Zhongli shift behind you, hearing fabric being thrown on the ground with a thud. You couldn't understand how they wore those uniforms all day, they looked so uncomfortable. You were glad they took those off.

You felt Childe's hand travel down your navel, your breathing growing ragged as Zhongli made soft love bites on your skin. Childe teased you, his fingers trailing up and down you thighs, making another whine leave your lips. "Please.." You heard yourself whisper, practically fucking the air at this point. You needed something, anything. The feeling was too much, they were too much. "Patience, darling. You'll get what you need." Childe's voice rang through your ears, placing soft kisses on your skin as Zhongli's love bites turned harsh, causing you to yelp. Childe's fingers itched closer to your clit, playing with the skin on your thighs. You found yourself begging again, your hands moving to grab Childe's hands. But Zhongli didn't seem to like this, instantly grabbing your hands roughly to hold them behind you. "Childe told you to have patience, you are going to listen, aren't you?"

You instantly nodded. "I will." You answered, Zhongli's hands turning your head to capture your lips. You eagerly kissed him back, your tongues meeting each other once again. The feeling felt addictive to you, your mind growing hazy as he sucked on your tongue, small moans leaving your lips at the feeling. "Such a good girl." Childe exclaimed, cooing at your obedience.

A gasp left your lips when Childe's fingers finally touched your clit, your juices making it easier for him to create a pattern. You moaned, relishing in the feeling of finally getting what you needed. Childe teased your entrance, slightly pushing his thumb in. You whined, Childe seeming pleased with your reactions. He pushed one finger in, another gasp leaving your lips. You looked at him, his mischievous smirk almost taking your breath away. He pushed another one in, his fingers beginning a pattern inside of you. You felt relieved, satisfied moans escaping your lips as Zhongli kissed down your neck, his hands finding your breasts once again. A familiar feeling started forming in your stomach, your moans getting louder when Childe's fingers started a faster pace. Your breathing was ragged, your hands finding their way around Zhongli's neck as Childe continued pleasuring you. "F-Fuck, I'm gonna come." You breathed out, a yelp escaping your lips when Childe added a third finger.

The feeling was overwhelming, your legs shaking, your head spinning from both of these men having their hands on you. You were thrown over the edge, aching your back against Zhongli's front as Childe's name left your lips in a loud moan. Your head was thrown back on Zhongli's shoulder, your breathing uneven as you came down from your high. You had to admit how amazing it felt. It seemed you were liking this a bit too much.

You were a mess, but Childe was enjoying it, a sickening smile on his face as he brought his finger over to your mouth. You eagerly sucked on his fingers, making sure to keep both Childe and Zhongli satisfied.

"Turn around." You heard Zhongli speak from behind you, immediately doing as he asked. Once again, you were met by another incredible body. You had ask yourself how you landed here, between two of the sexiest men you've seen in your life. You had to thank your drunk self when you woke up later.

Zhongli grabbed your chin, his lustful lips meeting yours. You felt high as Childe kissed the side of your neck, moaning into Zhongli's mouth when he pinched one of your nipples. You heard shifting behind you, more fabric being thrown to the ground. You didn't expect to feel anything yet, until Childe suddenly pressed himself against you. Your eyes widened unexpectedly .You didn't expect Childe to be this big, starting to wonder how big Zhongli must be then.

Your curiosity got the best of you, leaning down to take off Zhongli's remaining clothes. He let you, watching as you licked your lips. Zhongli's bulge was evident, and it made you excited.

You felt Childe's hands roam your body, slightly pushing you into his chest. You let him, sighing as he placed soft kisses on your neck. You felt high, feeling yourself drowning once again. Zhongli leaned down, capturing your lips with his. Your tongues clashed, gasping slightly when you felt Zhongli press himself against you. "Might be a little rough."

That was all you heard when Zhongli entered you, a little harsher than you expected. Your eyes widened, hands pressing against his shoulders as his length stretched your walls delicously. You whimpered, feeling yourself clench around his cock. Zhongli barely gave you time to get used to his size, immediately pushing his cock further in. You gasped, his sudden pace making you see stars. He seemed to be going in a faster pace than what you had in mind, but for some reason, it only made you more excited.

"Zhongli!" You gasped, your eyes squeezing shut when he fastened his pace. When you felt Childe's hands on your body, you reached behind you, grabbing another unfamiliar cock. Your hands moved up and down his shaft, your pace faltering the more Zhongli plunged into you.

Childe's hands traveled down your navel, your body flinching slightly when he pressed a finger against your clit. "That's right, darling. Take him, take him like the dirty girl you are." He whispered, his bites on your skin making you gasp. Your breathing was a mess as Zhongli continued his torture on your pussy, his hands gripping your waist as he started ramming inside you. Your legs were jelly at this point, thankful that Childe's body was keeping you from falling.

"Yes, yes, yes.." You heard yourself whine as Childe's fingers joined Zhongli's rough pace. You felt a familiar feeling building in your stomach, starting to get desperate for a release. You found yourself meeting Zhongli's thrusts, matching his aggresive pace as your moans grew louder. "I think I'm gonna-"

You heard a grunt. "Don't you fucking dare." Zhongli spat, his eyes trained on his cock entering you. His jaw was clenched, making him look even more ravishing than he already was. You heard Childe chuckle behind you, one of his hands harshly grabbing onto your hair. "So, so pretty." He breathed in your ear, your eyes widening when you felt something poke your behind. "W-wait-" Your sentence was cut off, a yelp escaping your lips when you felt Childe enter you from behind you.

You shook your head a bit violently, Childe's grasp on your hair tightening when you did so. "You asked for this, remember? Take it." He grunted, your breathing ragged as the two men just abused your pussy. In, out. In, out. Your mind chanted, almost missing Childe's hands sneaking around your neck. His grip tightened slightly, barely giving you tme to process what was happening. You found yourself almost chocking on air, your hand flying to Childe's with surprise. He only chuckled, his hands tightening around you. You couldn't breathe, but why was that just turning you on even more?

"She's gonna come." Zhongli stated, and he was right. Childe was barely inside you, and yet you already felt yourself slowly breaking. Zhongli's pace fastened even more, breaking the rhythm he and Childe had created. His thrusts were messy, but powerful. Childe met his thrusts quite quickly, making a sobbing mess out of you. Zhongli suddenly leaned in, your eyes widening when you saw him grab Childe's face, their lips clashing in the most sinful way possible. You lips were parted, watching the scene unfold in front of you. Their tongues clashed, Childe's soft whine reaching your ears when Zhongli harshly sucked on his tongue. Just when you thought this whole thing couldn't get any sexier.

Whatever you just saw, you wanted to see more.

The lewd noises of skin slapping against each other made you whine, the car filled with the sounds of your loud moans and choked cries, as well as grunts from both the guys. The sounds that left your lips felt embarrassing, but you barely had time to focus on that when Childe pushed himself deeper, hitting a certain spot inside you. "Ah, Childe! Slow down!"

You heard him chuckle, pushing your head back to meet his lips. "I could, but I bet you'd cry if I did."

You whimpered, knowing that those words were very true.

Your cries continued, zhongli leaning down to kiss your neck while he whispered sweet nothings in your ear.

You're so wet, is it all for us?

Do you like this? Want me to go faster?

Louder, I want to let everyone passing by hear your sweet moans.

You were sweaty, sandwiched between two guys that were making you get a taste of heaven. That thought alone would be able to send you over the edge. "Please!" You managed to choke out, tears running down your eyes as you begged. Childe only chuckled. "You wanna come? Go ahead, darling. Come for us."

You didn't even think twice as you came on both of their cocks, screaming as you came down from your high. Childe released the hold he had on your neck, your body practically falling on Zhongli's chest as you tried to process what just happened. You were completely out of breath, gasping quite loudly, your pussy growing sensitive when both cocks continued thrusting inside you. You whimpered, shaking your head weakly. "N-No more." You cried, but they completely ignored you, Childe's hands wrapping around your waist. He chuckled at your pathetic cries. "Look at you, what a mess, hmm?" He cooed, catching Zhongli's small smirk. You whimpered, hands clutching whatever they could find as both guys overstimulated you.

You couldn't even pull away, completely stuck between them with no escape. You could smell their scents with sweat, hear their heavy breathing and aggressive grunts as their skin slapped against yours. It only seemed to build your second orgasm faster, tears running down your cheeks as you felt their cocks completely destroying your insides. "F-Fuck!" You managed to breathe, your hands finding their way on Zhongli's shoulders again as his thrusts began to fasten even more than before. You could tell he was close, desperate for a release. Childe seemed to be as well, his groans becoming louder with every thrust. "A-Ah, I'm gonna come!"

Childe chuckled in your ear. "Right with you, darling."

You found yourself bouncing on their cocks, ignoring the throbbing pain of being overstimulated as you continued chasing your second orgasm. Both cocks met your thrusts, you just couldn't stop moaning and whining at the roughness of their cocks.

Childe came first, the sounds escaping his mouth almost sounding like a growl as he released his semen on your back. You were second, whimpering as the pain increased. And then Zhongli, the sexiest groan had left his lips when he came on your stomach, completely painting you with their juices. You fell straight onto Zhongli, your legs barely working as he laid down with you on top of him. You tried to turn around and face Childe, calling him over to lay on your stomach. He happily obliged, his head laying a bit too comfortable on your chest.

Your harsh breathing had filled the car's silence, Zhongli playing with the strands of your hair while you wondered how on earth you were going to get home.

"We should do this again." Childe breathed out, looking up from your chest with a mischievous glint in his eyes. For some reason, your cheeks flushed.

They wanna do this again? With me?

Zhongli chuckled from behind me. "I would love having her sprawled across the sheets of my bed."

A/N: tbh.. i only started writing bc of this

#genshinimpact #childe #zhongli #childe smut #zhongli smut #genshin smut #genshin zhongli #genshin childe #tartagalia x reader #zhongli x reader #rex lapis #genshin impact modern au #Youtube

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Can I ask about what shizusumi means by 'that suffering of yours is alien to me' to uenoyama? I don't really get it. Or do already have an explanation about that but I just didn't find it? And also, I am curious if uenoyama falls in love at first sight with mafuyu. It's true or maybe not.

Hello fren! Yes, I did sort of cover this in my Chapter 42/Mix_12 Initial Thoughts! Shizu is using music as a means to stay beside Hiiragi. Like if Hiiragi said to Shizu "oh, let's disband tomorrow". Shizu would be like "cool no worries as long as we get to stay together". While Ue is suffering from Mafuyu's hesitation towards music because music is Ue's life passion. Why Shizu feels the need to stick to Hiiragi like glue is talked about in more depth in this post here.

Does Ue fall in love at first sight?

Hmnnn..... I read your question and I was thinking about it the WHOLE way home from rehearsals about how I was going to answer this and the thing is....it depends on how you define and whether you yourself believe in

"love at first sight".

So I define love as being something a little more complex and comprising of several stages:

a) physical attraction: I think yes you can find someone cute when you first see them

b) emotional attraction: you develop a crush and you feel something stir in you, you feel emotionally moved by that person.

c) companionship: but to truly fall in LOVE, like GENUINE HEALTHY LOVE, you want the person you crush on to share the same needs, wants and values as you do. That's when you can envision a life together.

KEEP THIS IN MIND I'LL BE REFERRING TO THESE POINTS. I just want to recognise that there are so many different forms of attraction but for the purposes of this meta, I'll just be referring to these two forms of attraction, I hope that's ok with everyone.

Ideally, all three aspects need to be fulfilled in my opinion for someone to be IN LOVE. Therefore, love cannot be achieved at first sight so I don't really believe in "love at first sight".

So personally I think Uenoyama didn't fall in love at first sight, in fact I think Ue actually was annoyed at Mafuyu (LOL) for:

stealing his napping spot

rusty guitar strings

But then Mafuyu has those sad-ass puppy dog eyes that no one can resist so Ue, because he's inherently a really kind bean, was like "OH MAH GOD STOP LOOKING SO SADDDDD" and fixed it for him.

Ue was just annoyed, like "bruh, look after your expensive-ass Gibson plzzz".

BUTTTTTTTT 🍑

Then just out of habit, Ue played a quick chord after tuning the strings and Mafuyu did this "PLEASE TEACH ME MUSIC!!!"

Ue didn't know it at the time but he just had

c) companionship: his core need of wanting to do music with someone fulfilled.

Remember Haruki mentioned in Chapter 13 that:

Ue always seems to clash with his previous band members. Ue's life passion is music so I think whether he knows it or not, he actually really wants someone his own age (Akihiko and Haruki don't count because seniority is a thing in Japan), whether it's a friend or a partner, to be able to share his life passion with.

Ue REALLY freaking enjoyed the attention he was getting from Mafuyu following him around like an excited puppy, Ue would never admit it tho HAHAHHAHAHA. But we could definitely tell from his bored ass face when Mafuyu stopped following him HAHHAHA. But that's because @deep-fried-brain-cells both agree that HAHAH, Ue is a bit of an Tsundere LOL

So when Mafuyu says that even though, he went to the light music club, he still found Ue to be "cooler". This subconsciously fulfilled Ue's top needs and wants of finding someone that he can share his love of music with by guiding them. This really appeased Ue's core attribute because

Ue's an ~Ore-sama~ 😆😆😆

But I don't think he's in love at this point. Yes Ue did seem mindblown at Mafuyu's response but Akihiko and Haruki were also shooketh so the explosions were more shock rather than a sign of love.

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Fast foward to when Ue heard Mafuyu sing. That's when

b) emotional attraction: Ue felt something stir inside him emotionally. Mafuyu's singing SERIOUSLY moved Ue!

From a young age, Ue found an oasis, a safe space in listening to music which then turned into a passion for composing. But somewhere along the way, he felt a bit lost and lost his passion for music. Honestly, I think Ue went through a bit of depression. (A clear symptom was how much he was napping at school T_T)

But seeing how well Mafuyu expresses himself through music (remember Mafuyu only thinks he expresses himself badly) through his singing REMINDED Ue of how much he himself used to LOVE and care for music.

Mafuyu's music shook Ue to his core.

Which is why after that moment, c) potential companionship actually finally registers in Ue's brain and he realises that maybe, JUST MAYBE,

Mafuyu's needs and wants and his own needs and wants could be aligned!

Which is why he asks Mafuyu to join the band! He wants to do music together with Mafuyu! He wants to share his life passion with Mafuyu!

Ok ok ok, so it could be interpreted that THE VERY MOMENT THAT Ue heard Mafuyu sing and asked Mafuyu to join the band,

Ue fell in love. <3

At least Akihiko noticed it.

Akihiko does that crazy 🤖robotic 🤖laugh LOL but he knows EXACTLY how overwhelming it is to fall in love FOR THE FIRST TIME. Not only that, remember Akihiko fell in love with Ugetsu not because he simply saw Ugetsu, but he heard Ugetsu play the violin and overtime understood why Ugetsu was such an amazing player. It was because like Mafuyu, Ugetsu expresses his emotions through his music. Akihiko and Ue are very similar in this way that they are incredibly moved by Ugetsu and Mafuyu who express their raw vulnerable selves through music.

Are Aki and Ue music-sexuals LOL? Is that an orientation? 😂😂😂 (honestly super relatable tho! My friends and I were literally talking about how the cohort at our music Conservatorium seem so normal and then the moment they pick up their instrument, sing or play, they all become so attractive 😂😆)

Three other hot clues as to why I think Ue fell in love the moment he listened to Mafuyu sing are:

In the anime when Mafuyu first declined to join the band, Ue first asked Yayoi about how she’s still hanging out with Akihiko even though Akihiko turned her down and Yayoi smacked him with a cushion 😆😆😆

Ue fricking searched up “how to ask someone out even after they have rejected you” on his phone 🤣🤣🤣 as a reference to try and pitch to Mafuyu again about joining the band LMAOOOOO

We hear Mafuyu’s singing in episode 2. Episode 2 is titled “Like someone in Love” 🤭🤭🤭 LERCHE studios knows what’s up.

Ue was so moved that he couldn't help but try to process his feelings but composing a song for Mafuyu <3

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Chapter 5, Ue finally noticed Mafuyu laughing out loud for the first time and makes a mental note of it!

I honestly believe this is ACTUALLY the first time it registers in his dense-ass brain that "Mafuyu is kind of cute when he smiles????" But Ue's still thicc-headed HAHAHA

After, Ue learns about Mafuyu's past and we get the whole:

"It's Jealousy"

scene where Ue feels the need of wanting to be someone's No.1 for the first time. BUT EVEN THEN, he doesn't realise it until finally finally finally

Akihiko has the talk with Ue and makes him realise that a) he is physically attracted to Mafuyu, Mafuyu is freaking cute! Ue FINALLY REGISTERS that "holy shit"

❤️"I may be in love with MAFUYU!"❤️

lmao then Akihiko did this with his hand

TRUST ME THIS IS THE MOMENT when Akihiko made Ue's virgin self desperate for graduation HAHAHHA! Previously our nerdy composer boi was too busy doing music and napping! So it was only AFTER that conversation with Akihiko that it actually registers in Ue's brain that in addition to wanting to have some sort of c) companionship with Mafuyu and music and b) feeling emotionally attracted to Mafuyu, he is ALSO a) physically and sexually attracted to Mafuyu and then starts to FULL BLOWN ~GAY PANIC~ when he is in physical proximity to Mafuyu hahahahha. ------

So this is interesting....

For most heterosexual and heteroromantic people (I am generalising here to make a point), you'll have things happen in the linear order of a), b) then c), but for Ue it was backwards. Some may attribute this to just Ue being dense AF and while that is partially true,

CODE chapters is the story of Ue essentially coming to terms with his sexuality and navigating the bombshell of a confusion that is his first romantic relationship.

Or as @a-voice-of-my-own puts it, Ue's a BABY GAY. Humans as a whole filter reality through the way we are brought up, our experiences, decisions, what media we consume and how society reacts to us.

The lack of LGBTQIA+ representation means that LGBTQIA+ individuals lack the resources to help them easily identify sexual/romantic attraction compared to cis hetero individuals.

Furthermore, societal and political marginalisation of the LGBTQIA+ community, especially in a conservative country like Japan means that internalised homophobia and trauma make it even harder to recognise feelings of love and attraction.

So following my definition of love, I don't think Ue fell in love at first sight. Ue may have found Mafuyu subconsciously cute from the beginning (who can resist the lost puppy AWWW) but he processed that as a feeling of ANNOYANCE and WANTING TO CHEER HIM UP rather than as a feeling of romantic or sexual attraction. Even then, at first Ue just really enjoyed the attention and teaching Mafuyu music. Uenoyama and Mafuyu were becoming good friends. However, slowly he realised that Mafuyu shared the same values, needs and emotionally touched him in a way that no one else has ever before.

Mafuyu touched Uenoyama with MUSIC🎵❤️

Ue is by no means perfect as he is a growing teenager and navigating his overwhelming feelings but it's been established by everyone around Ue that he's a really honest and standup guy. The reason why Mafuyama is so good for each other is because they both value honesty.

In summary, perhaps Mafuyama chemistry was there from the beginning but to me, falling in love is a slower process than “at first sight”.

What I absolutely adore is that the moment Ue recognised his love for Mafuyu and realised that Mafuyu loves music as much as he does,

UE IS TRYING TO AIM FOR A FUTURE WITH MAFUYU AND MUSIC IN IT AND THAT'S TRUE LOVE 💕

-> For further reading, I don't know if you've checked out this post where I pinpointed exactly when Mafuyu falls in love with Ue.

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