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Like okay, there were a lot of pacing issues this season, and the editing wasn't great, but there was order to be found, there was an internal logic the show was following, but it all became completely undone in a half hour. Everything we were shown told us that Ed and Stede had a lot of growing to do before they were ready for each other, only for that growth to never happen and for them to end up together anyway. Everything we were shown told us that Izzy was figuring himself out and finding a new life, a new family and sense of belonging, only for it to become Ed's family, Ed's belonging and Ed's life, and we never got to see Izzy find himself.
#ofmd spoilers#our flag means death#I am distraught I am in distress#David Jenkins really said Gaslight Gatekeep Girlboss#Gaslight (people into thinking Izzy was going to have a fulfilling arc#and that anyone was going to experience any growth at all) Gatekeep (queer joy from older disabled people) Girlboss (they're opening an inn
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On Monday, the Lynch brothers stopped being friends…
…on the seventh day, the Lynch brothers discovered they were friends once more.
THE LYNCH BROTHERS, THE BROTHERS LYNCH
(call down the hawk // kyoto — phoebe bridgers // mister impossible // interview with jazmine hughes // greywaren // jewish literacy — rabbi joseph telushkin // greywaren // unknown // greywaren // the raven king)
#omfg i am so distraught#genuinely paralyzed from distress#lynch brothers#the brothers lynch#greywaren#greywaren spoilers#mister impossible#cdth#the dreamer trilogy#declan lynch#ronan lynch#matthew lynch
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gunwook i am not your strongest soldier :(
#this post is literally not about anything specific at all#but the brainrot for him is really really bad im so distraught rn#why am i in distress over a man ive never met#being a kpop stan is so weird cuz wdym#anyways wookie :(((#imma answer asks cuz the universe is tryna tell me to get to those zb1 asks i asked for#i doubt anyone is even reading this
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Thaiticketmajor’s live stream link going down 40 mins before I can watch Lost in the Jungle fan meet feels distinctly homophobic to me.
#I am UPSET#i am sobbing#i am distressed#i am distraught#I AM EVERYTHING THAT IS NOT HAPPY WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CANNOT ACCESS#the sign#the sign the series#the sign 1st fan meet#lost in the jungle#billy patchanon#babe tanatat
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the juxtaposition of cellbit dressed in all black with eyebags sitting between forever and pac smiling and in all white
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hi!! i got 87 from biology
#it went much better than i expected for being on my period + not having studied anything whatsoever except this morning#and!! the presentations been delayed to /after/ the break! i am free until ramadhan is over#and also my god........ after friday i am free forever. what a beautiful life to fantasize about(<-will happen tomorrow)#on the terrible news side though i got a 58 from math. aheem heem whimper etc it was very distressing but im fine now (too tired to be/#/distraught)#🌙rambling
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I just realized that since Henry wasn’t at the valentines ball, he never heard Simon’s song.
Henry never heard the song. HE NEVER HEARD THE SONG.
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SUZUKI GUN IS DISBANDING AT THE END OF 2022
#BULLET CLUB OUTLIVING SUZUKI GUN IS SO FUCKING SICK#MISU SAY SIKE RIGHT NOW#NO ABSOLUTELY NOT NO I CANT NO#YOURE JOKING RIGHT?? WEVE ALL HAD A LAUGH HAHA NOW SAY SIKE PLS#BUT BUT THAT IS MY MURDER FAMILY YOU CANT BREAK UP#I AM BROKEN IN PAIN DISTRAUGHT DISTRESSED CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR SOBBING#IM GOING BACK TO SLEEP THIS DAY IS OVER IT CANT START GOODBYE AND GOODNIGHT BABANG#suzuki gun#njpw#njpw lb
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THE SINGLE MOST DEPRESSING MESSAGE I’VE EVER GOTTEN
MY BABIES...
#ghostie mumbles#DISTRESSED... DISTRAUGHT...#Tumblr plz make the crabs a permanent feature I am BEGGING YOU.
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WHY IS TUMBLR WHITE.
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Ace Attorney Chronicles Spoiler
MOTHERFUCKER
#the great ace attorney#great ace attorney#kazuma asogi#great ace attorney spoilers#ace attorney spoilers#ryunosuke naruhodo#asogi kazuma#naruhodo ryunosuke#i am distressed#i am distraught
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I care a lot about the opinion of my sister since she basically raised me, this is a really hard hit because now i know that she finds issue with everything i do and say, she thinks of me as a person who thinks about myself like morally superior to her and others when I just feel helpless, there's nothing much else i can do but to share with her the information available on the internet about the several crisis's happenings all around her, she thinks that i talk to her about things that matter to me to shame her somehow or that i express opinions to criticize her all the time, and I don't know how to feel about this at all. It's not like i talk about world issues all the time, but when i do, I don't do it out of a desire to make her feel bad. I don't open my mouth with the intention of hurting her in any way, but now I know that when i speak to her all i say she will take it the wrong way because she sees me like i operate specifically to say mean things to her. Like all I say the assumes i do in bad faith. How can I be at peace knowing that she has such a poor image of me?
#I'm spiraling a little bit#I'm pretty hurt about this but i see where she's coming from#i act without restraint with her because i felt comfortable to do that#i did not know this was causing her distress#now the only thing left to do is to act more carefully around her and watch my words and actions more meticulously#it pains me to feel this way because i thought i could freely be myself with her#but my intention is not to be an asshole and i guess i care about our relationship more than i do about my authenticity#sometimes i am harsh and i know it's a character flaw I'm not proud of it#so i guess all that's left is to try and change my behavior#i still feel pretty distraught#i felt attacked but not in the way that i would respond angrily but more like i feel ashamed and guilty#And I'd like to get on my knees and ask for forgiveness#i don't want to be hated by her
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Me when swallow song starts playing:
#vashti#vashti bunyan#swallow song#*sobbing*#THEY COULD HAVE BEEN HAPPYYYYY#*distraught wailing*#vashti why#god why#fuck man#“and there's a sunset brimming over the-”#lemme stop you right there#let me tell you something- LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING-#i am very distressed#love it#👍🏻😃
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Nonono stop he said for a full hour he couldn't remember his sons name 😭
#I AM BROKEN IN PAIN DISTRAUGHT DISTRESSED CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR SOBBING#kissing him on the forehead and wrapping him in bubble wrap#never taking this man for granted ever again#hangman adam page#aew#aew lb
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Sailing against Fate
(Alabasta Saga)
Synopsis: If you want to survive on this world, you have to lean on to the strongest, to your luck, you somehow ended up with the Strawhats.
Pairing: Strawhat Pirates X Isekaid!Fem!Reader
Pre-Timeskip! This takes place during the Alabasta Arc. I planned on making this into a mini series with other scenarios.
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It has to be a dream...
One moment ago, you were just studying for your college midterms and the next thing you knew, black spots covered your vision causing you to pass out on your desk. Well maybe passing out was your fault since you stayed up for a whole two days straight with nothing but caffeine to keep you energized.
But how did it comes to this?
"Oi...Are you dead?"
A pair of curious eyes poked your form the moment you started to wake up. A somehow familiar face greets you. Tan skin with a noticable scar on the lower left side of his eye and a straw hat. Unlike him, His crew had a look of suspicion as they surround the two of you.
'No way....'
How come you found yourself staring face to face with the Strawhat pirates?!
"What...?"
You can only gawked in shock. There in flesh were Luffy, Sanji, Nami, Zoro, Usopp, Vivi and Chopper. All staring back at you with a mixed of bewilderment and cautiousness.
"Where....Am I...?"
"Hey....Are you okay?! Stop that! Your hurting yourself!"
You questioned yourself, slightly distraughted.
Sweet Chopper got worried seeing how tightly you started gripping your hair with both of your hands. Because of his natural caring nature as a doctor, he immediately approached and grab your hands to stop you from hurting yourself further.
"Nooo! I can't take my exams now!"
Seeing that Vivi and Karoo are with the crew, you concluded that you were transported during the Alabasta arc. With Chopper already being there, that means that they had already been to Drum Island and are now on their way to stop the war brewing in the sand nation.
The Strawhats were somehow nice enough to let you stay with them for a while, although deep down, you knew it was because of seeing you in your most pathetic state.
Well most likely since you're a woman and Sanji is the type of man that will never deny a damsel in distress.
But ofcourse, you didn't want to end up on any of their bad side, and since they allowed you to stay with them, you decided to atleast try to be useful to help around the ship.
Only to find out that you have zero experience in managing a ship. You can't tie knots nor lift heavy equipments, Chopper had to help you out when the Going Merry's cannon accidentally fell on you.
All you could do was learn by observing others do their tasks, respectively.
Zoro was far more suspicious along with Usopp who was wary of you, so you couldn't ask any of them for any pointers. Nami, tried to teach you how to stir the ship but you somehow managed to get off course, so she had to step in, not after yelling at you ofcourse.
As much as Chopper helped you out whenever you were struggling, he was a bit too afraid to actually talk to you. And you like Sanji, but you hate how he treats you like a delicate and fragile glass to the point that he never let you help out whenever he's nearby.
Luffy and Vivi were the only ones who are normal around you. Luffy being somehow curious with your mannerism and weird habits. You were slightly glad that he was still the Luffy you knew in the show.
"Where did you came from, (Name)?"
He would often ask the most random questions about you. And whenever you answer, you could feel the eyes of the crew lingers your form.
"Some where really far away..."
"But I doubt that I can return back..."
You answered honestly. It had been a few days since you got sent into this world and you still don't understand how you managed to get here. You knew that you don't belong here, and without the Strawhats, you would probably be dead by now.
The Grandline is indeed a terrifying place, so you have to do what you must if you want to survive in this world.
Luckily for you, you read a few isekai mangas along with those popular korean manhwas back in your world. So with your One Piece knowledge, you have a slightly advantage of knowing what will happen next. However, you kept silent of that, as you were still trying to figure out what you were suppose to do.
In the world of pirates, a sane person would ask the crew to drop them off to a nearby island, however you were far from sane.
You are in the One Piece universe, how can you miss all those major event, nor miss the opportunity to meet some of your favorite characters.
There were two options for you, To become a pirate or marine. You did considered trying to join the revolutionary army, but you didn't like people bossing you around as you go on missions.
As much as you want to see the adorable Captain Koby as a marine, you weren't that keen to get beatened up by pirates. What if you meet those famous characters of the series, you'll definitely die.
So your only option is to become a pirate, being already on board the Going Merry. Besides, you doubt Luffy will let you go now that he has taken an interest on you, not that you know what he saw on you anyways.
You stayed up a few nights, trying to recall the future events that might happen soon. You wrote them down on a notebook that Nami gave you, not before giving you an interest of paying her back. She was slightly suprised on how you just smiled and told her that you'll somehow find the berries for it.
And now, your habit of not sleeping came back. It's like your studying your notes for an upcoming quiz again. You wrote down everything you remembered regarding the current arc you were in right now.
But first, you have to earn the crew's trusts. So you made a lot of effort to get to know them.
Their personalities were still the same like how it is on the series. There was also somethings that weren't mentioned yet you were able to notice small details while being around them.
Whenever Luffy goes feral at the sight of meat, he would let out small growls when someone approached him. It became noticeable whenever he's really hungry.
You were never a threat, Zoro saw that. You were just a weird helpless woman who somehow just ended up in their ship. Surely he was cautious around you, but seeing how you trip on your own two feet made him rethink of his assumptions that you were a spy sent by baroque works.
"Please...! Teach me how to fight...!"
At your most desperate tone, you plead Zoro to train you. If you have to survive, then you need to learn how to fight.
"Worry not, Mademoiselle! For I shall be there to protect you from those filthy trolls that dares to lay a even a finger on your delicated skin...!"
Sanji straight up told you with hearts on his eyes as he fawn over you having him as your Prince charming on a white horse. You won't learn anything from him.
"Sorry, (Name). I'm not exactly an adept brawler like Sanji, Luffy or Zoro."
"Fighting is not really my expertise. Just ask the guys about it."
Nami and Usopp aren't really much of a fighter, so they wouldn't be able to help that much. And Luffy is out of the question.
"Fighting? Just throw hard punches like this! Oh wait, you can't stretch..."
As much as you like Luffy, his fighting style is a bit too reckless for your liking and you doubt that he can teach you without getting side tracked.
And you can't just ask Vivi, like Nami, she's more of a dictator rather than a fighter. Surely she can fight, but you doubt using whip like weapons is fit for you.
So Zoro was your last hope. Watching anime for as long as you can remember, swords is something you were familiar of and You always wanted to learn how to use a sword, and Zoro being a skilled swordsman could maybe teach you a thing or two to atleast defend yourself.
"If you're asking for my help, you must have a good reason. But why should I help you..?"
Zoro was still wary of you, yet you can see that he was less hostile than he was when you first ended up at Going Merry's deck.
"Unlike any of you guys here, I'm the most vulnerable...! I'll die the moment the Navy or another pirate ship appears!"
Okay, you could have sworn that you sounded and look like another Usopp in his eyes.
"If you're serious about learning to fight, you'll have to prove your dedication. Show me you're worth the effort, and maybe, just maybe, I'll consider teaching you a thing or two."
Zoro was dead serious. But it also look like he's willing to teach you how to weild a sword if your resolve was strong enough.
"I'll do it! I want to learn how to defend myself. I can't rely on you guys all the time."
Seeing him suddenly grin, you knew you were about to experience hell.
#one piece x reader#one piece x you#one piece x y/n#one piece x female reader#isekai reader#one piece#x reader#straw hat pirates x reader#luffy x female reader#luffy x you#luffy x y/n#vinsmoke sanji x reader#sanji x reader#roronoa zoro#tony tony chopper#nico robin#cat burglar nami#god usopp#zoro roronoa x reader#luffy x reader
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Happy Anniversary *ANGST*
December 4th, 2018
It’s been a few weeks since you’ve noticed.
It’s been a few weeks since you noticed how he comes home late smelling like alcohol and…. Vanilla? It’s been a few weeks since you’ve noticed how he doesn’t embrace you like he used to or hold onto the kisses longer like he used to…... you just started noticing. Which makes you think how long this was going on until you only realized a few weeks ago. You question yourself that when you realize his side of the bed is empty again this morning.
You sigh getting out of bed and starting your day as usual. You don’t have to work tonight; you took off for this day a couple of months ago with hopes of doing something today to celebrate with your husband. Today is you and Satoru’s 1st anniversary being married, and you most definitely didn’t expect to wake up not being in your lovers embrace. Trying to get rid of the negative thoughts creeping in your feet takes you into the kitchen to prepare for breakfast. Normally you wouldn’t eat breakfast but it’s not about you anymore…... you got to eat for 2 now.
Rubbing your 6-month belly you open the fridge to take out the eggs and bacon. You lick your lips and grab 2 slices of bread before putting it in the toaster. ‘Today most definitely feels like a bacon egg sandwich day’, You thought to yourself. As you’re cooking the bacon and eggs you begin to feel restless. With no calls or texts from Satoru about his whereabouts you decide to take matters in your own hand and reach for your phone to call him.
Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. “The number you are trying to- “
You hang up sighing feeling frustrated. You just decided to let it be and talk to him about it when he gets home. After you got done cooking your breakfast you sat down on the couch with your plate. Reaching for the remote next to you, you decided to watch tv to past time.
2:30pm
You were napping on the couch when the sound of the front door closing woke you up. Getting up from your position you walk towards the front of the house to see an empty-handed Satoru taking off his jacket looking distressed. Normally you would ask what was wrong or offer to run him bath water so he could unwind but that was the furthest thing on your mind right now.
“Where were you? I tried calling you earlier because you didn’t come home last night, and I had to wake up to my husband not being here.” You tried to keep the attitude from slipping through your voice, but you were losing patience. Satoru sighed before looking at you. He opened his mouth trying to think of a last-minute excuse but closed it when he realized he was getting tired. Tired of everything and the news he received last night wasn’t making things better.
He sat down at the kitchen table scratching his head motioning towards the seat next to him. You sat down and took his hands into yours caressing the back of his hands. He was scaring you, and the way he looks so distraught was making your anxiety run haywire. A few minutes passed like that, but you didn’t know how longer you could take sitting in this suffocating silence. So, you got up and went to the room to get your anniversary present for him.
“Um... Happy Anniversary!” you sing as you placed the present in front of him trying to lighten the mood. “You know how I am with my memory, so I want to give this to you now before I forget…...” Satoru looks from you to the present placed before him. At this point it was like talking to a roman statue. He didn’t move a muscle and his face expression was unreadable. You sat back down next to him “You don’t have to open it now I just wa- “ “She’s pregnant”
He was still looking at the present before him, his heart was drowning out his hearing and he didn’t have the courage to look at your expression. He didn’t have the courage to look at how your pain would paint your face and he didn’t have the courage to wipe the tears that was adding the final touches to the canvas. Your world went silent and all you could hear was the ringing in your ears. You felt stuck and didn’t wipe the tears that was flowing down your cheeks because you refused to believe this was real.
“What are you talking about Toru?” You asked weakly hoping this was some sort of prank or misunderstanding. You were desperate for his reassurance and love to make you feel like the past few weeks have been nothing but your imagination. But what he said next did nothing but smothered the flame your heart was trying to keep alive.
“I think I love her.” He said under his breath as he looked at you with his ocean eyes. “Utahime came back to Tokyo like 5 months ago and we reconnected. It was friendly at first, I swear it was (y/n) ….” He looked back at the present like it was calling his name and rubbed his face with his hand. “But as a few months went by we would meet up for lunch around my job or after work for a quick bite and…. I started falling for her again... I had sex with her 3 times and last night she told me she was pregnant. I think I want to be with her (y/n). I am so sorry for this… I… I also still want to be there for our child… I just can’t do this with you anymore.” He turned his attention towards you once again with an expression that made it seem like he was the one whose heart was getting put through the shredder. His blue eyes were tearing up, but he refused to let them fall knowing he didn’t deserve that right.
This was all too much for you, for you and the baby. Your breathing was starting to pick up and you could feel the baby kicking. “Satoru. What. The. Fuck.” You exasperated. “Satoru… Toru” your breathing got louder and quicker making Satoru try to reach out to you but you swat his hand away as you placed a hand on your chest trying to calm down. You got up trying to create distance between you and him. It was all too much. You never felt so betrayed in your life. You regretted 5 years wasted on a man who this whole time could be so easily swept away by a ex in only a few months. 5 years gone. Just like that.
As you’re processing this you glance at his empty ring finger and scoffed in disbelieve “Does she know you’re married? Do she know I am your wife?!” You yelled at him still breathing heavy. At this point the tears that kept flowing down was starting to irritate you. The way he’s sitting there looking like ‘Woe! Its me!’ was starting to irritate you. The thought of you wasting 5 years, going through the process of getting married, and getting pregnant by a weak-minded man was starting to irritate you. He nodded avoiding eye contact as usual.
You went silent. You didn’t want to hear anymore. You didn’t want to feel anything anymore. The tears came to a stop, but your heart was still weeping. His phone started ringing and you could see her name in bold font. You could see the way he twitched almost like he was stopping a reflex to answer it immediately. You took off the metal that was burning your ring finger and dropped it to your side.
“You’ve made your choice right? Go to her, she might need you right now.”
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Finale
#gojo satoru#gojo x reader#gojo x you#gojo fanart#angst#gojo angst#gojo saturo angst#jjk gojo#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu gojo#jujustsu kaisen x reader#oneshot
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