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monards · 1 month

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So!! have you ever thought about how Sucrose's greatest desire is to build a separate world for herself and how she found herself a conscious, near perfect, creation of the Great Sinner to teach her? How she is shown very specifically to study hilichurls, crystal marrow (physical corruption of a dead god's blood), the breath of someone who had a dead god locked inside them (last Windblume, when she got Collei to breathe into a tube) in her official art? have you thought about how the "Harmless Sweetie" seems to be following in the Great Sinner's works as a self help guideline? bc I'm thinking about it

OOUGHHH MY GOD I HAD TO WAIT TWO DAYS TO RESPOND TO THIS BECAUSE. THIS!!!!!!!!!! THIS POINT EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUUUARE SO RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even BEFORE i was. knee deep in rhine lore. sucrose's personaility has always felt sooo off to me; and it wasn't in the typical 'hoyo messed up writing a woman again' way because its just SO clearly feels uncanny??? in the sort of 'you seem very sweet and act that way, but there is WAY more beneath that.' and now. oh my god.

oohmmygoooodd... the point about the hillichurls and crystal marrow AND COLLEI TOO?????/ IM GOINNG INSANE I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THAT. This actually reminded me a lot about that one line she had about dvalin, and whether or not he dropped anything after our fight she could 'test' ; especially given that was while he was corrupted, hoyo is. REALLY. lathering on the idea of her interest in corruption or defilement in some form ^ plus, especially considering the rhine references; given her. extensive history of dragons and such. the idea of her wanting to study dvalin (who would be the only known dragon to her,) REALLY screams a million red flags like. hello.!!!! sucrose!!!!!!!!!! babes what are you doing!!!!!!!

With the albedo point you made especially,, it made me think about how it was always really interesting that, in one of her voicelines about him, she pointed out his thought process, rather than him just being a 'genius' like most of the other mond citizens, including himself, do. But now that your pointing out the fact he's the perfect creation of rhine -- it sort of clear he likely *inherited* that thought process from her (as we've seen with most the other hexenzirkel kids and their masters/moms,) which adds. A LOT. more meaning behind why she'd be so willingly to work with him despite the fact it's repeatedly establish he's not the easiest of people to work with (due to easy disinterest in a subject, and all of that)

Even more on the idea of her creating a 'wonderland' ,, (its probably just a very weird comparison my mind made BUT) you just made me think about the way the theme of 'dreams' and all of that is. SO. prevalent in all of rhine's creations especially; with both elynas & durin 'dreaming' (or better worded, hallucinating) what was really happening, and just all of her creations percieving things differently,, it connects SOSOOOO well to her wanting to create that wonderland... dear lord.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GRACEFULLLLILY HOW COULLD YOU DO THIS TO ME. YOU JUST UNLEASHED. SO MNAY THOUGHTSSSSS

#SUCROSE... RHINE..... ALBEDO....#DIES #see. this actually makes me go insane #especially with the mond x khaneriah parallels #if sucrose ends up being. any paralell. or similiar in any capacity. to rhine #i will EXPLODE #EUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #THIS WAS SO BIG BRAIN.. SOOO BIG BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GRACEFULLILY TAG #rhine #sucrose #rhine & sucrose

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smndragon · 3 years

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HEYYYY IM THE ASKER SO AT FIRST IM NOT TOO CONFIDENT ABOUT MYSELF BUT I PULLED THESE CARDS SO ILL TRY MY BEST (SORRY IF IT DOESNOT RESONATE YOU😔

So for the cards.....

The star

The Strength of the Relationship

Help is on hand from your guardian angel.You only need to ask.Hope, joy, protection, good fortune, and spirituality are available on request. A bright star can be a guiding light. The heavens are offering all the guidance and assistance needed - or simply desired. With the cosmos poised to pour blessings, now is the time to ask for help with your endeavours.This is a particularly good card to draw if difficulties and set backs have been experienced in the recent past. Sometimes it can be difficult to see and expect improvements in situations of turmoil, depression or unhappiness. If this experience is relevant, smile broadly. New options and ways out of problems should be expected.Ask your guardian angels to be with you and your world may improve quickly and dramatically.

DEATH

The Weakness of the Relationship

Major transformation: The form of this subject may change completely. New job ? New home ?Momentous change may be daunting, yet also liberating. When we have the courage to leave the past behind, the new cycle of renewal brings with it the dawning of a new era. Think "reincarnation", but not necessarily in the same form. One of the most feared interpretations of this card is that of a physical death, either ones own death or that of someone known/was known to us. This is a possible interpretation as it is certainly a major transformation. However, it is just one of mnay possible interpretations - depending on the question asked before drawing the card, the position of the card in the spread, and many other factors. Call on your intuition for further help understanding this message.this card sometimes causes people to wonder if there is anything they can do, especially if they would prefer to resist the change - such as when it implies the end of a romantic relationship or moving away from a much-loved home or area. The answer is that there are always things we can do to influence the future ,in the long, medium, and even short/immediate term. Rid yourself of thoughts, attitudes, and emotions that have now served their purpose for you. Remember The Law of Attraction :)

The Reality of the Relationship

The moon

Having difficulty seeing "the wood for the trees" ?This card suggests the involvement of illusions, delusions, mysteries, the unknown, and possibly even deception surrounding the situation. Consider the motives of everyone involved - including yourself. Also ask yourself if the situation has just become far too muddled ?Perhaps it is simply a case of disorganisation that needs to be put right. In that case buying new files, folders, and index cards and spending a few hours organising study notes, financial documents, or other records could help.Is there some insincerity involved ?Especially if the above suggestions don't seem to help,look for truth deep within yourself. This card can indicate some form of self-deception. What don't you want to see, believe, or face up to ? Is past conditioning affecting your present thoughts or behaviour ? Remember that it is your present thoughts that project forwards to create your future experiences !!!🥚

The Happiness of the Relationship

The tower

destruction, sudden and unexpected catastrophic change ,possibly involving a significant "fall from grace".Here is the swift, shocking, unexpected, sudden change ,the bolt from the blue , that happens only very rarely, but makes a major impression when it does ! Plans may collapse. Career prospects may fall at a stroke of bad luck or judgement (such as when politicians are caught in an ill-judged situation or indiscretion). Beware ! Be careful. Apparently solid structures and circumstances of life may crumble. In any case, someone may need to start over again.Milder interpretations may include minor emergencies concerning property or buildings. The problem may not be severe or expensive but it is likely to need swift attention ,such as roofing tiles disturbed by a storm, a gas leak, or plumbing emergency. These examples are all matters that may disrupt other plans but can be completely resolved reasonably quickly.Remember, you can always ask your guardian angel for help with the challenges in your life.(I DONT KNOW WHY THIS CAME HERE MAYBE YOU MAY KNOW, BUT FOR MYSELF IM BLANK AS WHY THIS CAME)

Judgement

The Key to the Future of the Relationship

Here is a major milestone in progress.Accounting for ones actions and being assessed and evaluated by others may be involved. Important tests or examinations bring an old situation to a conclusion. Major life changes and improvements often involve self-appraisal, self-improvement, facing new challenges with courage and making crucial decisions - as well as reaping the rewards earned by past actions.This is a dynamic time. At best, look forward to passing examinations, receiving good news after medical tests, securing a new and better career opportunity, a reward for bravery or good conduct, or other well-deserved new opportunity.

Take care

And please give me a feedback as how much it resonated out of 10

I'm not that confident and I'm trying to improve and your question when I read it it was a little sad I don't know why??

(AND ALSO SOMEONE PUT A SPELL ON ME?WHY AM I SO ACTIVE AT 1 AM IN THE MORNING)*types with half shut eyes*and you don't know how many times I dropped my phone on my face🥰😡🥺

This song came in my mind💕

Some songs I like to begin that I listened to writing this (sorry for typos)

Alright let's see!! My phone is not the best for reading such long things right now but I love the color scheme and detail here it's beautiful! Towards the end when you talked about my question being sad, yes it is partially for me as this is something I greatly feel connected to. Late nights are my friend lol my schedule is fricked. The song was very calming I loved it thank you!

For the star I do understand some bit where weird going. I've been talking to my patrons a lot or have been trying at least, to figure out exactly what they wanted from me with my intuition and this tells me I may need to try and talk to them again on a deeper level. Something I've always wanted is time and the ability to do things with my life and so far this seems to be somewhat showing through! Relationship wise to the question it seems they may actually be where I think they are. Which makes me kinda depressed but happy to know that they're hopefully fine. Either that or they do happen to be waiting for me wherever my patrons lead me.

For death it's possible I know exactly what it means. I took a kind of big step with this person and it made me feel unsure at first. I feel as if things are changing and moving but not exactly in the best ways. It feels like this person has finally moved on and I'm happy for that but I also hope not because I'll miss having them here forever. There's no guarantee we won't see each other again but it's still bittersweet. So I am trying to resist a change I feel. On reincarnation it could be related to knowing them from the time and now, or how they've transformed me (to anyone reading this you probably know who but I'm not saying shit).

For the moon I did feel this resonated quite well, I am technically deceiving and creating delusions for myself trying to hold on. But it's also because they're not here physically that creates these things for myself. I have no way of talking fully or ever speaking to them so a lot of the conversations are in my head or open ended. I do also need to organize certain things in my life currently.

The tower I feel this was something probably coming from a few feeling I had. It is very possibly going to be that something big may happen for me soon. Also with certain behaviors of mine that are personal to me that may need to stop for me to move on from things.

Judgement I feel this resonated quite well and brought some things to light from the other cards. Based of the past I feel these cards could have meant something big to me also. Currently I have many things I'm improving on and am seeing as well as I can from this person and my patrons who have aided me.

I feel it was very vague how I said thing about for the matter it was hard to explain. You did very well, sometimes when we feel unconfident with what we chose or get it turns out well!

It means a lot that you did this thank you and rest well!! Out of all this is a 7/10 or 8/10. Ways to improve may be like I said in messages to pay attention to smaller details that randomly come to mind, as it always happens to me and is correct often. This doesn't work for everyone but it's possible. I loved reading this and am glad to have gotten a reading from you!💕💕

TO ANYONE ELSE WHO HAS READ THIS FAR I RECOMMEND GOING TO CHECK THEM OUT if they don't do these for free then please understand that.

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dealingdreams · 4 years

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i miss cursed so much and your blog give me so much feels!!! I’m hoping the series will be renewed for a s2 so we can explore the WP’s backstory and redemption arc— I’m copping with the void by reading fics but I’m still looking for good ones diving deeply in his backstory :) do you have any recs ?

hey lovely!

Cursed really snuck up on me and how invested i’ve become in it so im hoping sooo much for a season 2...i need answers...need more lancelot just...more please lol

as for fics there are honestly so many lovely ones so far but a song of ash and sky by AllGrirlsArePrincesses was the first one i thought of when mentioneding lancelot’s backstory.

i’ve only ventured into nimulot fanfics as of right now...but seriously i think so mnay of them are just perfect.

Accursed Salvation by Thrill_of_Hope is amazing. and I just started reading In Pursuit by them as well!

#my cat stepped on my keyboard and hit enter before i was finished #nimulot #seriously...im not being nice like 90% of the fics are beautiful

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dianapana · 5 years

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SH Month 2019 Day 1- Living together

Hey guys Dia here, after what feels like 15 years. So i know i am late with almost a week but i was away for a music festival; i am still away so i wrote this on my phone in notes so plz excuse the mistakes, but i really really wanted to try again and do all the prompts for SH month. Last year was a bit of a failure i cant even remember how mnay days i did, i think like...3(?) But this year i wanna do what i did 2 years ago and do every prompt! They will probably be late cuz im still away, as i said, for a week and than i'm home for 2 days and i leave for the seaside. August is a bit hectic for me but i still wanna give all of this a shot

Aaaaaanyway i really hope you enjoy! And most important HAPPY SASUHINA MONTH EVERYONE 💖💖💖💖💖

Hinata

“Don't you think it's a bit too soon to be living with him? I mean…you've been dating for only a month" I can hear the frustration in my best friend’s voice, and I can't blame her. I would be worried and quite mad at her if she packed all her things and moved in with a total stranger to me. Sadly Ino is far away in Italy and hasn’t been back in Japan in almost a year so there was no way for her to meet Sasuke, my new boyfriend.

“I know you're worried Ino, but what else can I do on such short notice? You know I don’t have the means to stay in an hotel until the flooding in my apartment is fixed. Sasuke offered to let me stay there and it's the mist sensible solution…”

My apartment isn’t in top condition so it shouldn’t have been such a surprise when some of the pluming failed and water started running down my walls and from the ceiling. It wasn’t all that bad the first 2 days; I was able to somehow contain the water but on the 3rd night a pipe that was above my bedroom broke and I woke up with water dripping on my face and my bed soaked. I don’t even want to think about how I should replace the mattress. Since before the flooding I’ve been considering moving to a better place but there was always something that appeared and got in the way of my search so I never got around to doing that. Maybe this is the sign I needed to move, maybe this is also the sign I needed to be certain that Sasuke is serious. With the risk of sounding cliché I’ll go ahead and say that I have never felt this comfortable in a relationship, it just feels right.

“I know that but I still think you are moving too fast. I wish I were there than we could be roomies like we were in high school and college, those were fun times…” I hear the longing in her voice. I know Ino loves being a model and Italy is amazing for her career, but there are times like this when I see how much she misses home. “Did you try to talk to Hiashi? Maybe he'll be an ok father for the first time in his life and lend you some money to move in a new place.”

I roll my eyes even though I know she can’t see me. “Really Ino? You think he will help? He literally kicked me out of his house for no apparent reason, when I was 16. Remember that? Of course you do, because I lived with your family for the last two years of high school. He did not help three years ago when I was in the darkest place of my life. He will not help this time; nor will I ask him. I am actually in a good place now. The only sucky think is the apartment but Sasuke offered a solution so that is taken care of"

I didn’t mean to go all over the list of why Hiashi sucks but it just happened, like it usually goes when his name is brought up. I hear Ino sighing on the other side and I know I won this argument. “You are right, I'm sorry. I just worry because for the past month all you do is talk about Sasuke I feel like you are jumping in the deep end of the pool and I won’t be there to help you pick up the pieces when and if he breaks your trust and heart"

I decide to not say anything about that comment. I hate it when she talks about Sasuke as being temporary. I haven’t let myself admit it yet but I am hoping he will be in my life for a long long time.

Sasuke

“This could be called slavery y'know?”

“Please Naruto, this is hardly that. All I ask is for you to take time off your very busy day of doing nothing at all, to help me move Hinata's stuff in my place. Considering all the times I came to pick up your drunk ass from places, how many weekends I spend listening to you bitch around about one of your hook-ups I think I earned this favor”

“Yea, yea, yea, whatever. I am in your debt forever . My life is yours and all that. But why, oh why, did this move have to be at 7 a.m. on Sunday?” Naruto says with a prolonged yawn. I roll my eyes for the 10th time today and considering it’s barely 7:13 I would say a long day is ahead.

“Because it may take a few hours to move everything and than she'll have to unpack and I would like to be done before mid-afternoon so we could go out and eat something and be back home at an ok hour since we both have work tomorrow. Unlike you.”

“I still can’t believe you asked her to move in with you"

“I didn’t ask her to move in"; “yes you did"; “no I did not. I offered her a place to stay while her apartment gets fixed"; “I mean we all thought you were joking when you said that you will live together” We both talk at the same time. Its frustrating that he, and apparently, all my friends think that Hinata will be moving in. I mean, I do see that happening in the future, but this is just a solution to a problem. We don’t have to make it a big deal.

Sasuke

It took us less than 2 hours to get her stuff, transport and put them in my apartment. Naruto left and Hinata is back home unpacking. I went to the mall to pick up some more things she needed and to get food as well.

I walk up the stairs and unlock the door. The moment the door opens I clench my teeth. Hinata is on the floor looking though a box, I see small changes in the apartment such as her brush on the dresser near the mirror in the hallway, her shoes in the entry way, her favorite band is singing in the background. And it hits me. We're living together, she moved in with me after only a month if dating. I feel myself freak out for a moment but she looks up at me and smiles and the weird feeling in the pit of my stomach disappears, it feels right for her to be here.

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weaselyrn · 4 years

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THE BASICS:

Full Name: Ronald Bilius Weasley

Label:The King

Nicknames: Ron, Ronnie (molly), Ickle Ronnikins (the twins),Wheezy (dobby)

Birthday: March 1, 1980

Birth Place: Ottery St.Catchpole, Devon, England

Gender: Cismale

Sexual Orientation: Straight

Occupation: Hogwarts Student

alignment: the order

INTERIOR:

Blood status: Pureblood

House: Gryffindor

Wand: 14 inches, willow, and has a unicorn hair

Boggart: Spiders

Patronus: Jack russel terrier

Pets: previously a rat, now an owl named pigwidgeon

Moral Alignment: choatic good

Tarot Card: ( test here ) the fool

Goals / Desires: to defeat voldemort, his family’s (including harry and hermione) survival, to be successful and happy

PHYSICAL:

Height: 6′0

Weight:152lbs

Eye Color: Blue

Hair Color: Red

clothing style: it has to be comfortable and easy to wear, handmade and hand me downs most likely

Left handed or Right handed: right-handed

Distinguishing Features:freckles

Tattoos or scars: a scar on his leg from when he got injured at the shrieking shack

FAMILY:

parents: molly and athur weasley

siblings: Bill, Charlie, Percy, Fred, George, and Ginny Weasley

children:n/a

FAVORITE:

Book: Quidditch Through the Ages

Movie: He doesn’t watch movies as it is a muggle thing but if he did have a favorite movie, it would be a comedy movie

Food: Anything his mom cooks

Flower: Roses because that’s only one he knows

Season: Spring

Animal: Dogs

Memory: The first train ride to Hogwarts and meeting harry and hermione.

THIS OR THAT:

Cats or Dogs: Dogs

Mornings or Nights: Nights

War or Love: Love

Smoke or Drink: Drink

coffee or tea? Tea

writing or reading? Reading

THOUGHTS:

Death Eater coming back: He hates that there is death eaters coming from the woodworks and he wants them to rot in azkaban and see justice done.

Enemies coming back: same as above

Loved ones coming back: He’s really happy that there is people he loves coming back.

Love At First Sight: He wants to believe in it but he does think that it’s more attraction at first sight than love

One True Love / Someone You Will Always Love: he believes that there is one true love for everyone as he sees it everyday with his parents.

QUESTIONS:

What is their family history like? How does it affect them? How do they feel about their family? How does their family feel about them? His family is happy but since there is so mnay of the weasley children, ron tends to feel overshadowed by his siblings. he is the last boy and sometimes he feels like the discarded weasley as molly wanted a daughter and instead had him. this gives him some insecurity issues and all he wants is some attention and wants to be more successful. His family though does love him despite what he thinks.

who were their first love and do they feel the same now as they did then? He hasn’t found a first love yet.

Do they believe that a person can redeem themselves from mistakes of the past? Yes he does but there is some lines that they cannot come back from.

What scares them? Spiders, failure, being a disappointment, having his family die

How do they feel about death? Have they been significantly affected by it? ron hasn’t really encountered death up close and luckily so far, his friends and family are still alive. But he is scared of waht could happen to them in this war

What is one thing in their past they’re ashamed of? One thing they’re proud of? He is ashamed that his jealousy got in the way of supporting harry during the triwizard tournament and also that he wasn’t there for ginny during her first year with the diary. He will forever be proud of the way he stood up to sirius for harry and he will do it again a thousand times.

Pride, envy, gluttony, lust, anger, greed and sloth. If your character was a seven deadly sin, what would they be and why? Envy because he tends to get jealous about other people.

What is their goal? to defeat voldemort and do something that would make him happy and successful.

Do they believe Voldemort is back ? YES HE DOES. he believes in harry and dumbledore

PICK THREE:

lyrics that describes your character best: You just call on me brother, when you need a hand We all need somebody to lean on I just might have a problem that you'll understand We all need somebody to lean onLean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on “ - Bill Withers

quotes that your character lives by: “kill me if you must for i shall not bow my head to a king who has it’s treasury stunned with jewels of every soul he has ripped apart.” - sanskriti sharma

fictional characters that your character can relate to: Finn Hudson from glee, Peter Parker, Sokka from ATLA

people who have changed your character’s life immensely: his mom, harry, and hermione

#hqc:task

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ethrinityskullz · 5 years

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I have so many times in the last few days Thought about making a whole other side-blog for quotes and pieces from books I’m reading I’m reading Brisingr right now, and it has so mnay poerful moments and quotes that I would love to document I might start doing this, and maybe even re-read some books I found powerful in order to do the quotes Idk if anyone would care about that, but I might do it :0

#erambles #ideas

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frazzledsoul · 6 years

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The Walking Dead?

Since I am 99% sure I am about to give up on this show, why the hell not.

my all-time ultimate fave character: Queen Michonne, with Glenn and Rick tied for a close second.

a character I didn’t used to like but now do: Father Gabriel! Who thought we would ever be sad that he might die?

a character I used to like but now don’t: Eugene. OMG EUGENE SHUT UP ALREADY.

a character I’m indifferent about: Most of them. There are way too mnay frigging people on this show. The only interesting ones are the ones they kill off.

a character who deserved better: Um, ALL OF THEM?!? Carl tops the list right now, but I’m still internally sobbing over Glenn and Abraham.

a ship I’ve never been able to get into: Aaron and his boyfriend whose name I totally don’t remember.

a ship I’ve never been able to get over: Glenn and Maggie. The best OTP.

a cute, low-key ship: Enid and Carl. Sob.

an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it: I didn’t mind that time when it looked like Daryl and Beth might get together.

a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened: Negan and the dumbass writers who can’t seem to stop worshiping him.

my favourite storyline/moment: RICHONNE!

a storyline that never should have been written: Carl’s upcoming demise. Beyond that, Negan’s continued survival.

my first thoughts on the show: REDNECKS KILLING ZOMBIES?! I am so there.

my thoughts now: It would have been nice if they could have stuck to that.

ask me about TV shows!

#cassopeia-chasing-the-moon #memes #the walking dead

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theday · 6 years

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all for the ask memes k thnx, im looking forward to the quality content 👏👏👏👏👏👏

falen already asked me some and i answered those here thank u so much 4 asking jen i hate u but also i love u

OK! Ready: are you looking forward to anything at the moment?

oh worm the new pokemon game lads

Innocent Love: do you remember your first crush? what was it like?

this made me laugh oh fuck again so i was like. 10 and i got a crush on this guy and it lasted for 3 years bc we were in the same class for the next 3 years rip me! but i was so fucking annoying honestly im so glad i managed to Not be like that again with my next few crushes though ofc i was still annoying 2 those and thankfully i am a changed person and honestly i just shouldnt have any crushes bc ill be annoying even if i have learnt from my Bad Past ufhfhhis

god this is is so embarrassing but when i was like 12 someone told him i liked him and i was like bitC????? and u kno normal drama shit my best friend at that time also liked him and i was like !!!!!! wow!!!!! ok!!!!!! and shit happened u know thank fuck i graduated from primary school and i never see them again

i would send him like o*e dir*ct**n songs bc they had the [redacted] songs and essentially i would send him songs that made me think of him but we werent even friends so he never replied its so fucking funny im gna die i hate that im never talking abt it ever again

Morning Call: what time do you usually sleep and wake up?

its the holidays but i still sleep at 11pm lmofsinwij and i wake up slightly later at 9am it used to be 10am but i hate waking up later than 9am so

Puss in Boots: do you have any pets? (if you don’t, which animal would you want as a pet?)

i want a bird or cat or dog or fish or that!!! one!!! x animal i forgot the name but its kind of like a frog but flatter??? and it has like fins on the sides of its face??? its like :0 ?????? whats the animal someone hmu

Breathless: name the last thing that took your breath away

dare i say it?????????????????? minhyuk which one??? who knows

Polaris: name a place you’d like to go to and an idol you’d like to go there with

omg i instantly thought of amusement park bc i keep remembering the first episode of monsta x’s right now gdhidnnj so id like 2 go with with hrmrmrmrmmm……… im gonna cry the first person i thought of was minhyuk

Growing Pains: how tall are you?

. 154 cm……….. sanha cant relate

Confession: imagine your ub confessing to you - how would they do it?

this question is cancelled i dont have an ub and im not gonna list 18 whole scenarios

Lonely: would you rather be alone with your ub or surrounded by your bias group?

surrounded by my bias group aka all 3 i love living the no bias life

Star: what’s your star sign?

capricorn same as chae hyungwon and i will never shut up abt that fact bc it makes me happie

Again: top astro ships (doesn’t have to be romantic)

binu

socky

binjin???

Cotton Candy: compare any idol to a dessert

rocky is warm like lava cake :-0 idk lmfao

You & Me: favourite line from any astro song

oooo weEEEEEEE

but for real umMMmm i havent actually watched any lyric videos for astro lmao um,,,,,,, so easy to love you??? from csc idk its nice and i wanted to change my bio to that but thats 2 mch effort

Baby: if you could drink out of any of the dream bottles, which would you pick?

give me a second to watch th e baby mv agani

ok itll be the aroha one bc its probably grape flavoured and the safest 2 consume

Dreams Come True: what do you wish for the most at this point in time?

have i answered this … i want day6 to win that best band performance award BLEASE i thought about how hard they worked and then saw that theyre losing and i almost cried idk much about cnblue so i cant say for sure but i know day6 and theyve worked so fucking hard this year with everyday6 and just?? holding concerts every month and!!!! fuck please if they dont win ill cry and now i just feel so fucking bad bc i couldve voted everyday but i didnt

Every Minute: you’ve only five minutes left to live. which astro mv would you watch again?

csc bc i need to stream it…….

Lie: if you could watch astro perform one song live, which song would it be?

AGAIN

butterfly: what song do you relate to each member of astro and why?

hRMM (based on the nature of the song itself since i dont know the lyrics also assuming we use astro songs)

myungjun - cat’s eye bc of the the egg……. (also cant believe that video was a year ago tf) also dreams come true bc of his oWWEOOWOOWOoo

jinwoo - confession bc whenever rocky and jinjin rap together i live 2 see another day?? and you smile bc i love jinjins smile :_) and he was jamming out 2 it during the jincha radio 2

dongmin - who is this dreams come true because during the most recent jincha radio didnt jinwoo say smth like… eunwoo this is ur song…idk….

bin - crazy sexy cool since it was said the song was originally meant to be his solo song oh confession for bin too bc every time he says “Hey baby geu ael ijeo” i hear jelly instead thanks jinjin

minhyuk - run because rocky!!! singing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and fireworks bc he choreographed the dance?? iirc…. fuck lets not forget every minute.. iconic.. i love his rap in it

sanha - baby bc hes a babie and he always does the soda sound and dances its so funnie and cute what a loser lmao oh or cotton candy bc the song is rly soft and cute in general???

ok thats all bc if i dont stop now ill never shut up….. but searching for the links made me realize how mnay songs they have that have the same title as justin b*eber like… bin please calm urself

run: who do you turn to / what do you do when you’re stressed?

when im stressed i just dont think about it LOL so in the end i dont rly talk abt the reasons for my stress????? if i do itll be 2 falen

crazy sexy cool: attach your favourite meme of astro

i,,,,,,,,,,,,?????????? my minds blank this is too much its not rly a meme but jinwoo saying its me during that one thing is always so funny 2 me and bell wont shut up abt it so i think abt it like every day

#if u read thru all of these thank u and have an awesome day #also jen thank u so much 4 askin i caant wait for urs lmao #lvoemoonbin #asks

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mintcrash · 7 years

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ok so I haven’t written anything in many mnay years, but procrastination and too Many Comics can do strange things.

Just some drabble which forms some coherent one-shot I guess.

Damian never liked Tim,but after this, he will never forgive him.

Basically Tim has to monior Damian in some ‘mandatory dress training’. Damian is cute and angry, Tim is a good brother, and Dick is less so.

~1800 words, literally don’t know what I’m doing, mindless fluff and poofy dresses.

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Damian doesn’t know what to do. Damian Al Ghul: Robin, son of Batman, heir to the League of Assassins is absolutely stunned. He’s faced assassins, demons, beasts of unfathomable proportions. He has come so far in his few short years that immortals would be seething with jealousy. He came back from the dead, and he doesn’t know what to do. Trained by the world’s greatest, and here he stands, Tim Drake having frozen him in his tracks.

“You want…I’m sorry Drake, but what?”

“You heard me.”

“Drake, of all thi- this is ridiculous-“

“Yeah, well it’s a compulsory part of the training, and now you’ll fit into it, so get over here and put this on right now or I’m calling Dick.”

“-Tt-,” he scowled as he eyed Tim, glancing between his brother’s innocent, amused expression and the object of questionable origins in his arms, “You would enjoy this, you-“

Tim’s hands went up defensively, a film of glitter gracing his forearms. “Nuh-uh you stop looking at me like that right now demon child. This was definitely not my idea and I just want to get back to my case so if you wouldn’t mind-”

Damian snatched the pile of hoops and fabric from him. Honestly. What kind of family is this. “Well then, whose idea was it?” He struggled to turn the pale pink mess over in his arms, barely catching glimpses of the layers of tulle sticking out from what was presumably the bottom.

“Nobodys! I swear, this is actually a part of training,” Tim grimaced, ignoring the laugh building in response to Damian’s disgusted face, “Bruce makes all of us do it, but seeing as he’s overseas, Dick’s busy, and Jason’s who-knows-where, I’m in charge of…this.”

Damian wasn’t convinced. He could see Tim’s mouth twitching in that insufferable face he made whenever he had something to do with something unpleasant. He’s lying. It had to be some kind of sick Tim Drake joke. After all this time, he should be forced to wear, well, this. Despicable.

“For what possible reason – “

“Hey - don’t get me started runt.” Tim sauntered past the table, grabbing his coffee before planting himself in the nearest armchair with great satisfaction, falling into what looked like the least comfortable position any human being could manage. “I had to learn how to walk in it. Dick had to learn how to dance in it. And – holy cow- Jason knows how to seduce anyone in it, so I’m sure that you, with your mighty mind can master all of that and more. Hey, I have to say though, it is easier than sitting in a pencil skirt, but doesn’t make your butt look nearly as good.”

Damian stared as Tim serenely sipped his coffee. He’d been through heels, and the cursed pencil skirts, but this? He stared at the pile in his arms with distain.

“Why does it have to be pink.”

“Hm? What was that?”

“I hate you Drake.”

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Two hours, a torn underskirt, a snapped hoop, a broken zip and four fake bras later, Damian Wayne finally came into the lounge so that Tim could assess him.

“Finally, took you - woah”

Damian’s cheeks flushed. He was used to being critiqued and hunted by his insufferable brother, not flattered.

“Well? Stop staring you trout, do I pass?”

His mouth just hung open. What used to be his little demon brother actually looked, well, really good. His hair had been ruffled from wrestling with the dress, which somehow made him look even better. The dress managed to frame his lithe, false-breasted body exceptionally. Alfred was probably the only reason it was still in one piece, and the old, pristine fabric of the training gown caught the fading light perfectly. A river of fuchsia sequins rippled like a tail down the centre, framed by black velvet stripes. A black collar complemented dark sleeves, flowing from a high-waisted pale pink centrepiece, ending in a thick black ribbon. From this stemmed a pink hoop gown, the rich satin glistening in the fading light from the half-open curtains.

Dang, his brother looked better than he ever did in that thing.

Snapped out of his musings by a sharp -tt-, Tim hastily responded, “It, uh- the colour…really, brings out your eyes, I guess.”

“Really Drake? Am I that good that I don’t require any real critique?” Damian swished, hands falling in a naturally petite manner to his hips.

Tim had to hold back a snort. “Well, if you really want to know, you’re as ugly as ever, and need a wig. Your hair is shocking. And your shoulders – I can tell you’re a little self- “

“I am n – “

“Don’t interrupt me, princess. As I was saying, you’re self-conscious. You’ve got to hold your shoulders back, puff out your chest a little - no not like – agh wait, lemme, more like this, see?” Tim stood as close as he felt was a safe distance to the dinosaur in a dress, but pulled himself into a ballerina stance. “It’s like someone’s drawn a string up your spine, yeah that’s a little better, but don’t be so tense, relax your shoulders a little. Yes. Much better.”

Tim continued to give instruction and Damian let himself relax a little. The dress wasn’t all uncomfortable. Besides, there was no denying Drake thought he looked good. At least a little.

After learning to walk, especially up and down stairs holding the length of puffy fabric, Tim called for Alfred to bring in the shoes. Combining them with the dress proved to be…difficult, but he only stepped on the hem twice, and that was because he was trying to stand up and the dress just got everywhere once you sat down.

Dancing was a lot harder.

“You know-“

“Yes, of course I know the waltz, you dimwit. And I am not dancing with you, no matter how much ‘practice’ anybody insists I need.”

“I wasn’t planning on it.” Tim sat back into his observing station, nursing his third coffee of the day, taking note of his brother’s movements.

“You’re doing the girl’s part, remember.”

“Shut up”

“…Keep your back straight, you’re losing-“

“Mm”

“…Relax those shoulders princess.”

“-tt-“

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Asides from the occasional misstep in the heels, which left a few new holes in the first layer of the skirt, and his tense shoulders, Tim thought Damian was more of a natural in the dress than any of them had been, except maybe Dick.

“Are we done now?”

Turning his head from a fresh brew, he sighted the pile of fabric sprawled on the furthest armchair. The second pair of heels had been kicked off and a light sheen of glitter rested with them on the floor nearby.

“Sadly, no.”

“What?!” The pile twisted as Damian almost fell on the floor, “You said one more dance-“

“Until I’m done, you still have something else to do.”

Damian’s face could probably boil water, but Tim wasn’t finished. “After this, you can remove the beautiful dress and reclaim your natural demon state. Besides, a normal gala usually goes for at least another twenty minutes. Put on that one pair of heels which you actually liked, and I’ll give my final assessment.”

Damian tutted, pulling on his shoes and staring daggers at his brother before finally straightening up and twirling one more time.

“Fine. Just…hurry up.”

Then Dick walked in.

He froze. Damian stiffened. Tim grinned.

“You…little…”

“DAMI!”

Dick spread his arms wide, soggy hair from his after-work shower flicking drips behind him as he bounded up to his little brother. Damian braced himself for whatever was coming.

“Damian it…you…it’s perfect! You look amazing!” He turned to Tim, “How’d you-“

“With a lot of patience.”

Both smiled like maniacs as Damian suffered their compliments.

“Oh Darlene, your dress is stunning tonight.”

“Oh Diana I love your shoes!”

“Dmitri, that colour really brings out your flawless skin.”

“And your eyes!”

“Did he get the posture right?”

“Most of the time”

“Dami, relax your shoulders-“

“So. I’ve. Been. Told.”

“Oh you have to give me a walk. Come on, just one? I promise I will never talk of this –“

“Shut up. I will, only because I want this torment to end sooner.”

So, Damian did. He glided flawlessly up the room, twirled liked only the finest of socialites, then turned to see – Grayson’s Phone. Abandoning any hints of walking, Damian pulled up the dress, revealing a half-on shoe. With a quick and expert flick of his ankle, it flew off and landed violently on the camera. Tim snorted, sharing a quick smile with the youngest. Dick just looked hurt.

“Aww, come on Dami! It’s compulsory for everyone to have documented photos of all important training events. Besides, Bruce needs photographic evidence of this occasion.”

“Shut up, Grayson. I swear if you show those to anyone I will slice your hand off.”

“Well, I think that about covers everything now.” Tim interrupted before Damian actually attacked anyone. He stood, and with the straightest face and most serious voice he could muster, said, “You have my permission, as your supervisor for this training session, to get out of the dress, until such time comes that it is needed for mission purposes. Also, I’ll have to write all this down, but you really need to work on relaxing your shoulders.”

Damian’s sour expression turned to Tim, “Drake, if you mention this to anyone, I will have a good reason to cut off your coffee supply for a week.” He turned with great flair, radiating an attitude fitting for his outfit, and stormed into the next room.

“Oh, and Damian?” Dick called before he slammed the door behind him, “Just remember, with the whole relaxing your shoulders thing, think of it like swordplay – you only tense before you strike. And if you do ever have to wear one of those, at least you’ll be prepared. Plus, Bruce had to have this training too, so-“

“Wait, what?!? Father had to- “

“Ohohoho yes he did.” Dick’s phone was back up as he searched for the ‘compulsory photographic documentation’.

Damian stalked over as fast as he could, hoisting the dress. Tim rolled off the couch too. He was not going to miss this.

“He thought he should try it out when he made me do it. Justified it as ‘needing practice’ and ‘learning from a woman’s perspective’, but I don’t think anybody his size needs to put themselves through something they obviously can’t pull off. Now where’s…ahah!”

The room fell silent. The air was concrete as Dick held in the fiery laugh building in his chest.

“Is that-“

“Yes.”

“Gets me every time.”

“In pink-“

“Oooohhh yeah.”

“You know it.”

Damian was disgraced. Tim was choking back his laughter. Dick was…well, Grayson was beaming in the background of the photo, wearing the same dress Damian had on now. It…complemented his Father’s.

“Oh he really cannot pull that off.” Tim commented.

“I KNOW, right?! He kept telling me it was for experience but honestly I think he was just enjoying himself.”

Damian snuffed, “-tt-, he needs to relax his shoulders.”

Tim and Dick shared stunned glances before Dick mumbled, “Guess it runs in the family.”

#batfam #short fic #damian wayne #tim drake #dick grayson #on shot #drabble #text #long post #help I don't know #procrastination #honestly I had too much fun #I just read son of batman v1 so damian's on my mind #the evolution of writing is amazing #who needs grammar

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greenpaladinofnature-blog · 7 years

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people don’t think i notice the way you low key aviod me, aviod my questions short stop my asks, you dont want to plot you just want to move on and pretend everythigns allright but I can tell its not. i can tll because I am sitting here looking at how My activity plumits, how no matter what I try to escape another perosn turns their back on me. how i try to aviod it but it comes back to haunt the people I interact with.

instead of blockign them becauseyour afriad you know how is behind it bvut you never stopped to see how that person treated me.

they may be your freind but they were no freind to me. and if htey cant respect a person enough to leave them alone do you really want tobe freinds with them?

My problem iunderstand now is I never made you choose but I SHOULD HAVE!

you need to choose the BULLY or the VIctim! because they will not let you go form teh drama eather way woudl you rather drama with someoen who tried to walk away but was denied their human rights in the end or the BITCH that did it?

is this the answer you all wanted? ios this what you wanted to hear form me me confrintong you about how your firend ABUSED ME LIED to you about abusing me and even wheni tryed to get away they STALKED ME!

how many peopld have been involved now? how many? how mnay users were turned into sheeple because they didnt wantthe drama but the drama has only continued. and you blame me?

I TRIED TO WALK AWAY

I AM A VICTIM OF ABUSE

YOUR FIREND IS ABUSING ME!

are you goignto stand by and turn your back on everythign you ever said you were because of a friend that is being no friend to you?

if they are presureing you because of me how is that my fault.

why shoudl I endure more of their abuse and thrugh you no less someoen i thought was my firend.

Im not loke you guys I will walk away, and I have been but a good lot of you choose to be too fuckign blind to see it now I cant trust anyone but two people and they will know where to findme so why why should I be misplaced only to beabused again?

I have done everythign in my power but I cant do it alone, you defend your firend but you never stoped to see what they were doing!

you called me TOXIC and a buncha horrible things and it still fuckign HURTS!

I try to walk away like you SCOLD ME TO DO, im denied my rights AND YOU ALLOWED IT, how can you sit there and tell me these lies all these outlandish crule bastards lies are turth enough to make you question and can you look me in teh face when you say that?

I cant hold oout forever but I can have fayth Karma has my back, can you say it has yours?

#random rant #not about anyone spesfic #just general feeligns at the moment #this too shall pass (tbd)

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rochellemkeiser-blog · 7 years

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My final Letter to Him

For 8 months now, you haven’t treated me right. You wanted to use me in the beginning and then something happned where you said wow this girl is actually cool. Still now I feel im not being treated right, even as a friend. I have expressed how I fele about you so mnay times. Im constalty asking you to hang out, sticking by you thru all of this, and yet I still feel like im being used. I know this may seem selfish and immature but god forbid in another 8 months, this is still going on and I delvelop real feeling for you or start to fall for you and you up and tell me that you don’t want to be with me or ever see me again and I really get hurt. I cant go thru that because I thinks its going to happen anyways. You mean more to me even though you don’t treat me re right, then I will ever mean to you. You have never told me im pretty or I look nice, even though, I get dressed up or do my hair because I know you like me with my hair down, You never ask me how my day is going,you stopped asking me to hang out. I know your going through a lot and its not the right for even saying anything abou this but it will never be th e right time, your never going to want to talk about this and im never going to be happy if this stays the same. I feel like your still using me and I hate myself because I am letting you. I am leaving in 3 weeks for a couple of month and it breaks my heart knowing that I cant visit you for that long or theres a chance you could meet someone else, or I could.

I was going to ask you if we could out this on hold and when I come back we can try a real relationship, where we care about eachother and are nice, sweet and lovable but I don’t think you actually ever wanted to be with me at any point. Maybe you tried a little harder because I tunred you on and wanted to have sex with me more than in the beginning or you liked that I came back and saw that as a weakness, so it was a better opportunity for you. I don’t think you could love me

If anyof this is wirng, which I highly doubt, you don’t talk, you have gotten better at opeing up to me but I am the one getting hurt. And for ever will I be the ine getting hurt. This is how I have always been treated and its whats normal to me. I don’t want to go on with this if you don’t see this going anywhere.

I know what your going to say, maybe we should stop, your not going to elaborate or say more. Odds are your not going to know what to say. Its already breaking my heart writing this because it already feels like its over and trust me I dint want it to ever end. But you and I are toxic for eachother. Im chaos to your life and qyour poison to my heart. Like I said, I got attached and this love is one sided again. I have to go before I get hurt more because these feelings the more they grow, I wont get them back. I have gotten zero emotion from you so its impossible for me to know what yoru thinking at any time, and I cant ask you because I feel ucomfortbale. I hate walking on egg shells with you. I did this whole situation once again with someone I thought I woul d never have to say goodbye to and it almost broke me, so I had to leave.

Just to make things clear, I was or still am falling inlove with you, very slowly, which Is the worst. You feel it more and theres more time to think, which is teribel beacseu your poesin for me. It doesn’t seem like you like me or want to me with me. You told em you cnat give me what I need which is a very nice way of telling em I never want to be with you. You didn’t say yes, I want to be with you I just cant right now. I have to move on with my life.

Ill keep my promise. I will be here for you whenever you need me but I cant be here as your “special friend”. Or what ever I am to you or I was. Im sorry im leaving again but you have given me no choice. I wihd you told me what you were thinking when you figured it out. We have never had good timing but everything happenes for a reason or that’s what I keep telling myself to make this all seem like it will be better In the end. Why cant you tell me how you feel, if you ever cared aboue me, why was that so hard, or why is it so hard? Could you see yourself loving me?

I don’t know what to sign this because obviously its not always or forever anymore because I am leaving again, its not love because you don’t feel the same way so I am going to sign this from the only person that would ever tell you their true feeling in a word doc.

-Rochelle

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