when you think about it plankton's screams of "i went to college!!" is so so real and depressing
-as well as the overzealous quirky gogetter demeanor of spongebob who is manipulated into overwork and underpay by mr krabs also catering to his over-perfectionism in his job but like a mask and when the underneath comes overboard it often rather spills out as unwanted obnoxiousness trying to get it together but he can't he knows it (it's himself) he knows it better than anyone else *because* it's himself and there's always the underlying anxiousness / he tell no one ofc but every day he's so, so grateful that no one talks down to him talking pretty as if he needs to be talked down like a child and instead very much treats him like a normal being a normal person and every time he fears himself slip up he covers himself more with face maybe faux of positivity / everyone except for
squidward and mrs puff (more intially than later on, some days it's better than others) no he doesn't blame them (he does never) but he's afraid every time and it feels like it's peeling him off and over and that's why he tries to appeal to them so much but of course. it doesn't work because standards. eventually he learns how to deal with it but it still hurts. it's not their fault he's so obnoxious, he thinks, he knows, he feels the guilt towards them every time & messing up even further every time he tries. so suck it up, he does, he knows that wallowing in those guilts only makes his conditions worse.
So he just holds on to dear to those that keeps his shreds of sanity the lifeline alive, he learned to survive. appreciating the mundane (every bit of it that he can), the amusing antics of plankton and mr krab's rivalry and enthusiastically going along with it (it helps him take his mind off of himself) the little trickles of knowing care from his friends here and there he finds keeping closure cherishing (& saving them to remember to physical objects such as little pebbles and stuffed animals on the time intervals he also finds the spark of breath to keep him stable), all the little pep talks to keep himself standing, being able to easily brush off the angry comments of the customers (bc their shits are nothing compared to whenever the waters too heavy for even him to be kept held under and the sinking hole quells up from his throat to log his eyes to his suffocation and he sinks below the surface) and they don't really get onto his nerves no matter their attempts to do so ( most of the time)
(when all the antics go overboard he's grateful that squidward always manage to pull him back down he learns)
he ties himself to everything he holds dear he makes sure to secure all the ends of the ropes a firm pictures make it into almost permanent visions in his mind for when he fall he'll be firmly nestled in the safety net he built - all the strands he've chosen weaved and put up by himself
he will never let himself lose that part of his mind
(because he knows what will happen when it do break again)
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*Playing FGO*
*Sees the new banner with Astolfo Saber and Rider*
Me: Yeah, I need another Astolfo (Rider)
*YOLO summon*
Me: Astolfo Astolfo Astolfo (Rider)
Thought: What if it ends up being Saber…nah
*Golden Card appears*
Me: Yes, another Astolfo (Rider)
*Turns to be Saber*
Me: Aw, at least it will be a Four Star- wait.
Me: I guess I have both Astolfo’s now.
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I don't think my hands are hot to be honest but alright, one second Darling
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omg no way r u actually gona
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noticed a dip in posts about palestine on my dash, so i think it deserves to be said again: palestine is not a trend. caring about genocide is not a trend. there are still reports about humanitarian aid trucks intentionally blocked off from gaza, meaning so many fucking gazans, a big portion of them children, are just bleeding out with no help. it just came out recently that israelis disguised as women and medics infiltrated a west bank hospital, at which point they killed 3 palestinians (whom they claim were militants. right). these people are living day to day without even the most basic utilities. anyone who claims to have “activism fatigue” needs to question why they’re so severely lacking in the most basic forms of compassion. you don’t get to just grow bored of talking about palestine. please never stop calling attention to the genocide happening full force in front of us.
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was fucking around on google images and i ended up stumbling on a reddit post from three yrs ago with a picture of iroh grabbing azula during a fight scene...
this is the only time i can think of when azula seems completely terrified.
he grabs her and she's scared shitless
but he just redirects her lightning and she's just bewildered.
i wonder what she was thinking there
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Celebrimbor: i have learned from my grandfather’s mistakes! When I craft these ridiculously OP magical objects like this strange hot Maia told me to do things will be different. This will mean nothing but good things for the eldar!
(One century later)
Celebrimbor: By Eru this cannot be happening
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There’s like a 90% chance that q!pac will forgive q!cellbit again once he’s back and eventually calmed down but what im more interested in at this moment is how q!fit and q!cellbits relationship will change
Especially if q!cellbit takes awhile to get out of the purgatory/cell mindset and tries to hurt q!pac again while q!fit is there.
Because i do believe that if q!pac forgives q!cellbit, q!fit will do his best to as well but i can’t see q!fit ever not being wary of him especially around q!pac and i wanna see that play out so badly just because of how tense scenes involving the three of them could be
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