#I AM SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY FUCKING LUNGS

[access-point]

"YOU'RE BETTER THAN THIS" HE SAYS AS A HAND SLAPS MY FACE AND I STAND AND SAY "NO GOOD MAN GRACE" I CAN'T DO THIS (YOU CAN) I CAN'T DO THIS (YOU CAN) I CAN'T DO THIS (YOU CAN) I CAN'T DO THIS, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

#I AM SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY FUCKING LUNGS #JOEY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BRO IM BREATHLESS #the old witch sleep and the good man grace #the amazing devil #tad the old witch sleep and the good man grace #joey batey #why does no one else go insane at this part???

[autisticlancemcclain]

ever get to the point in the fic that’s so goddamn hard to read that you have to use any other app for long periods of time

#i’m literally reading one sentence then screaming then dicking around for an hour then repeat #this chapter is taking me forever bc i want to yell at the top of my lungs #use your GODDAMN WORDS #YOU FUCKING SELF IMPORTANT BULLHEADED DUMBASSES #i am having a day. #i say as if i did not search for and click on the fic 🤡 #personal

[carry-on-my-wayward-gays]

STACY MOTHERFUCKING PLAYS IS ON NEW LIFE!!!

#shadow says a thing #I AM. SO FUCKING EXCITED. #BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS #SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS #RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE CAN ANYONE HEAR ME DOES ANYONE CARE #stacyplays #new life #new life smp

[hjartasalt]

I. may have anger issues

#grief really does bring out the worst in people huh #decided I didn't feel like cycling to work today #checked the bus time table and of course the app wasn't working because it never does #whatever though I can remember what time my bus usually leaves #ended up being like 2 minutes early and just fucking drove past me like thanks man it wouldn't have killed you to stop and catch up #on the actual schedule #anyway being the well adjusted individual that I am my instant reaction to this was to just start screaming at the top #of my lungs some things I will not repeat here because I am not proud of them #nothing like a good public meltdown to start the day am I right

[shesunety]

I miss Mao Mao and I feel miserable, which led to me drawing this.

#everyday i wake up against my will #is the fandom alive #i miss him #i miss him a lot #i love him #dear god help me #i don't fucking know #screams at the top of my lungs #i am tired #i am losing my mind #i am losing my sanity #absolute insanity #i am not strong enough #everyday i wake up #everyday i suffer #anyhow #i love this show very much i love all the characters in it #my comfort show that i watch a million times #mao mao fanart #mao mao heroes of pure heart #mao mao #lmaoo his name is mao mao mao #my meow meow #purrrr #😍 #mao mao: heroes of pure heart #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #digital drawing

[beananium]

oh its all so painfully real

#vent #transphobia #fuck. #i can barely compose my thoughts. im so upset and pissed off at my family #my grandmother screams my deadname on top of her lungs to call for me when i need to do something for her #and idk tonight i just got set off by it and started crying #eventually i composed myself only to be met with 'thats your name. its what i gave you' by my dad and... #idk i feel like i'll never be fucking accepted for who i am at all #it feels like i'm wearing a heavy mask that just wants to snap my neck if i move wrong #like i'm in the wrong for wanting to change my name due to it not reflecting me anymore #like everyone sees me as a basket case just waiting to be 'fixed' or whatever #its so... ..... i can't stop crying #my grandmother also said she cant change her ways and its making me want to bash my head into a wall until my brain turns into paste #IMAGINE IF I CALLED YOU DENNIS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. WOULD YOU LIKE THAT? WOULD YOU FUCKING LIKE THAT??? #i'm so stressed and upset i don't want to do this anymore #im probably just going to listen to music to de-stress. don't have energy to do anything else

[howtotrainyouragents]

Anyway, finally catching up on ml s5, and

I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE THIS IS HOW ADRIEN FINDS OUT MARINETTE WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM

#ALL CAPS DOES NOT SUFFICE #I AM SCREAMING ON TOP OF MY LUNGS #LIKE OF ALL THE OBVIOUS WAYS HE COULD'VE FOUND OUT #OFC IT WAS FUCKING ANDRE #TRUE VILLAIN OF THE SHOW #lmao #also ya'll had me so worried about ladynoir being dead #when literally this episode had them affirming their friendship care and devotion to eo #the way he was feeling so guilty and sad and she immediately comforted and assured him #their love (as in lovesquare) goes so much deeper than just romantic love #and that is why ladynoir/lovesquare is elite supreme #does your fandom have one? I didn't think so #ml #ladynoir #adrienette #lovesquare

[skitskatdacat63]

Sorry guys for being completely unhinged this weekend 🙏 but I can't help it and I refuse to be normal about it

#its been a good weekend what can i say #but like seriously i think this has been the most exciting and insane wknd of my life #like in terms of my interest and hobbies it has been fucking nuts #ive been so deranged thank you mutuals for putting up with me ilysm <3 #ive screamed like actually fully screamed at the top of my lungs at least three times this weekend #(the end of that quali session and then josef winning the 500 and then the tomgreg moment) #but i feel like ive just been on crack this whole weekend #its just been insane event after insane event and ive just been completely unhinged ! #but its been so much fun i dont think ive had this much excitement and fun in my life in so long #(bahrain probably hsjdjfkf) #okay anyways i need to have like at least 24 hours to calm down so bear with me #AND I STILL HAVE TO WATCH BARRY'S FINALE FUCK #but then after ive recovered from this eventful wknd ill be back on my bullshit!(gifing old stuff lolol) #okay just need to scream bcs i really just dont feel normal at all at the moment #like so many times this wknd ive had so many moments where ive been shaking and heart pounding and sweating #took like 50 years off my life but in a pleasant insane way #great fun i am having :D #again love you guys <3 #catie.rambling.txt #oops must add: #succession spoilers

[musashi]

look maybe its just me being a mikey girl but i don’t think we talk about this enough. god 

[x]

#my chem #mcr #my chemical romance #mcr return #the person at the end who screams MIKEY FUCKING WAY at the top of their lungs. same #i feel like a lot of people probably think i am a gerard girl because i relate to him the most #he was my celebrity look alike in high school i always joke if he was a fictional character id kin him #but part of relating to gerard means i am mikey's biggest fucking fan #once a mikey girl always a mikey girl

[aq2003]

I NEVER KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LOSE

#obi wan kenobi #star wars #JUST KNOW I AM SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS. I HAVE WON. I HAVE PERSONALLY WON THE STAR WAR #MY BOY IS CANON QUEER LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #THANK YOU STAR WARS FOR BEING GOOD JUST THIS ONCE I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY #OBI-WAN ASPEC REAL. OBI-WAN ASPEC CANON. I CAN NEVER FUCKING LOSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bulletsfrank]

being online makes me feel so isolated because i cant reach out to a single soul without feeling terrified of the rejection. im too tired to be any kind of meaningful friend or even mutual, but i have absolutely no one in real life. i come online for my crumbs of socialization and human interaction that i desperately crave, but once i have it i just feel more lonely. like people talk to me out of pity, out of feeling sorry, or just that they will always have people they like more. i feel like a baby. i feel like someone who will always be watching everyone else live the life i desperately want through the lens of social media while i rot alone in the house that killed me before i was born

#honey's words #this is dumb. i will probably delete. but who else could i even tell #writing in my virtual diary today... #and i am soooo fucking stressed. being with my mom in the same house is literally killing me #i screamed at the top of my lungs and shattered my phone throwing it at the ground yesterday and i juzt feel so much shame #i keep crying i keep having episodes its all going to kill me if i dont leave #my car needs fixing but my mom only wants me to make money for her as always #i just. oh my god can i just actually kill myself #and she legit juzt texted me asking for a carton of cigarettes. haha . just another $50 i need to scrounge up #by driving doordash with my car that desperately needs fixing but i can't!! BECAUSE I HAVE TO GIVE HER ALL MY FUCKING MONEY!!! #please... no more. literally no more. i have to go back to sleep bc thats the only time im not wanting to die #im scared for myself genuinely. i dont think i can make it through this time. i dont think i will survive .. i wasnt made to. god i am #two steps away from begging the lord to help me and im an atheist ahiwjsjs. there has to be some kind of relief.

[emilyjunk]

Oh it's not the first time, but this one really carved it in

Tell your new friends that no one knows you like I do

It's over

I wanna see you again

I wanna feel it again

#personal #mayday parade #oh well oh well #pop punk #i cant wait to scream this song at the top of my fucking lungs in two weeks babey #Spotify #this was apparently in my drafts #i love past me about to see them in 2 weeks #that has passed now but i am seeing them in august

[linklethehistorian]

BTW I just wanna say 2015 Linkle was based as Hell, actually; Evanescence is lit af and, in the nicest way possible, all those people who tried to tell me otherwise back on Zelda Universe can choke on a cactus

#linklethehistorian #bungou stray dogs #bsd #my thoughts #thoughts #non fandom #evanescence #music #in my soul I am screaming the lyrics to so many song at the top of my lungs #so many albums in their entire are just. Absolute bops #absolutely FELT #rediscovering them after having not listened to so many of them for years is such a fucking high how did I ever get by without them #I mean I know I was distracted with other things but like #DAMN this shit is good

[the-incorporeal-sandwich]

Can't believe Loki Laufeyson just had his F1X TH1S moment go white boy go

#literally JUST finished watching season 2 episode 5 #and let me tell you as someone who has been homestuck for the past 7 years #i have been internally screaming LET'S FUCKING GO since the first four minutes of this episode #fucking. character-based time-space travel on a metanarrative level unlocked by a character at the end of a disastrous unraveled #doomed timeline unlocked by his desperation to bring his friends back as character development brought to his attention #by another timeline-branch-aware female he has an extremely complicated love-hatw relationship with? #girl dealing w the implications & consequences of character-driven metanarrative manupulation acknowledged by the people in-universe are my #J A M i am vibrating out of my ssskkkkiiiiinnnnnnn #homestuck #loki laufeyson #loki season 2 #loki spoilers #screaming into the void at the top of my fucking lungs

[btsfan15]

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP SHAKING PULLING OUT MY HAIR BASHING MY HEAD INTO THE WALL CLAWING THE WALL DESTROYING MY ROOM WANTING TO JUMP OUT OF A WINDOW PUNCHING THE AIR MINYOONGIWHATTHEACTUALGODAMNFUUUUUUUUCKHRFOIUSHEIUFSUIWASDHFESOIUFUWOIQNFOIGVJRBFJEIWHRFIGJGJWOWAIXNFKGJHGOIWJQEPOGJVNWJRITGHJWJEDJGDHDHDFGHJ

#btssuga #minyoongi #yoongi #suga #minsuga #agustd #dday #I CAN'T FUCKING BREATHE RIGHT NOW #I CAN'T FUCKING FUNCTION PROPERLY #I AM HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN NO ONE FUCKING TALK TO ME #I AM GOING TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS #WHO'S THE KING WHO'S THE BOSS *KOREAN LYRICS I DON'T KNOW* #AGUST D IS BACK TO FUCKING KILL ME AND SEND ME TO MY COFFIN Y'ALL 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[botanicgrrl]

Really excited to finally leave this goddamn state and no longer be reliant on my parents good will so I can finally start screaming without restraint.

#spaghettitalks #god fuck this shitty cult state #“oh Oracle it can't be that bad there surely you're overeacting” #buddy I am going to scream at the top of my lungs about this someday and maybe then you'll listen