#Digital Info Space

[digitalinfospacesblog]

The worldwide automobile market is consistently evolving and Gmc car price in India is no exemption. GMC is popularly recognized for its rugged SUVs and pickup trucks. The company has manufactured a range of models with attractive features. The car models with various features and modes make driving more convenient and comfortable for users. For instance, a model has a camera system that gives a 360-degree view of the surrounding area while going which makes it easier for drivers to ignore accidents.

#gmc #gmc sierra #gmc terrain #gmc terrain supercharged #gmc ca #gmc canyon #gmc adventurer #sierrasierra #terrain #canyon #adventurer #roadtrip #car #cargram #roadtrips #carphot #Digital Info Space #digitalinfospace

[doodlboy]

Hello, Neighbor!

[Transcript Below]

Pallomine

"The tiniest neighbor in Welcome Home, Pallomine Playful has plenty to learn! They never grew out of their baby-face, nor the curious and excitable attitude that came with it. While they may not always be able to sing along with their neighbors, their trusty crayons are there to spell out the rest."

According to uncovered scripts, Pallomine seems to be an infrequent visitor to Home. Something akin to a special guest character, not much is known so far.

In the show, it seems Pallomine was introduced to cover more sensitive topics such as getting hurt or a fear of thunderstorms. It is also of note that they are often depicted having a sweet tooth.

#pallomine playful #welcome home oc #welcome home #digital art #elliot doodles #hehe here they are!! #every1 say hello 2 Pallomine #4 folks who didn't catch it pallomine is a play on words of “pal of mine” :] #I'm really bad at writing and i had a tiny amount of space 2 write their info so I'll ramble here a little! #pallomine is selectively mute! when they aren't speaking they will use cards or paper to communicate #i would have made them use sign language but they only have 4 fingers and that wouldn't be the best at accurately signing #also! #yk how in sesame street & stuff where they have a “child” puppet play roles that a kid watching can moreso relate to? #like if they're talking abt divorce or saying goodbye or getting hurt? thats basically pallomine's role in the neighborhood #bc even tho they r an adult they never rlly grew out of lookin like a little kid so they get cast for that kinda thing #anyway i love them sm i hope all of you love them too #also that hello piece only took like half an hour im proud of myself 4 that #elliot rambles

[mjhartwork]

2,000 year old Protean vessel lid, depicting three Proteans from different stratums of Selhadro. Considering the open mouths pointing towards the lid's handle, it was most likely used to store food. This artifact was dug up, alongside many others, during a mining operation on Lagopus that broke into the remains of a museum.

#important info: the planetoid Lagopus is the same celestial object as the moon Selhadro... there was just a... Warp Accident. #and the surviving Proteans didn't (or couldn't) claim ownership of Lagopus after it #i figure that this artifact was carved from... well i cant say 'wood.' it was like a lightless ocean-moon's radiotrophic tree-equivalent #these hunks of free-floating radiotrophs form giant floating clumps convecting through the ocean forming an ecosystem's basis #the reason they don't root in the ice layer or oceanfloor is because higher stratum on the planet-facing side have the most energy... #...but those can be damaging to tender flesh and seedlings! so they germinate when they've drifted deeper or to the space-facing side #but anyway they (and Selhadro itself) are all dead now. because of the Warp Accident. It's Lagopus now. #Proteans didnt look like this lid much anymore even before the accident. They went hog-wild when they discovered gene editing #digital art #rendering #speculative biology #sci fi #aliens #proteans #artists on tumblr #olm

[yotter-otter]

History of Animation Zine

So, I made a zine about the history of digital ink and paint in American animated film for an art class this semester. I figured I should share it because not a lot of people know about the topic. (More about the illustration process after the images btw)

Every illustration I made myself. I also used the method that the film or show used. The traditionally inked ones, Daffy Duck and Ariel, I inked and painted traditionally using acrylics on cels. The ones that were made with digitally ink and paint systems, like the rescuers or the dinosaur, I sketched traditionally then scanned into krita and inked digitally. I also 3d modeled Mike wazowski in maya.

#digital ink and paint #art #illustration #animation #history of animation #disney #dreamworks #hanna barbera #zine #cel animation #the little mermaid #prince of egypt #Sorry my sources got crunched lmao they are also in the alt text #my art #Feel free to ask me questions about this topic #I find it really fascinating #And I had to cut some info for the sake of spacing

[perrap-art]

Hey besties, I'm 90$ below what I need for bills and this aint even including money i need for gas and food ,, please comment here if you're interested in a commission !! Anything helps !!

#digital art #my art #commission #commissions open #art commisions #commision info #fan art #one piece #milo murphys law #the lorax #the onceler #oc #ocs #original character #original characters #final space #but i can draw for other fandoms

[xsunnysoftx]

custom coloring page commission by anon <3 (love ya sweetheart)

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!!!!!

#sunny speaks #art #sunnysoftsart #alansartx #oc #oc art #self insert oc #oc artwork #art commissions #commission #commission art #commision info #commissions #commisions open #digital commisions #art commisions #agere little #sfw little post #little space #little cutie

[fraznik]

Okay I’ve had this account for a lil bit now and I wanted to just kinda introduce myself now that I have some mutual followers just in case anyone ever wanted to know general stuff about me!

I’m getting kinda old so I’m just gonna put it in bullet format, lol

Name: Fraznik, Kaleigh

Age: 24

Pronouns: she/her

- married to a man 😔 but, previously only into women and still a strong ally, this is a safe space for LGBT+ friends 🩵

- digital, multimedia, and plush artist(the plush are still bad but I am working on improving my skills!) I also do tattoos but only on myself 😂

- storage facility manager(unfortunately I am forced to be a slave to the capitalist hell of the US to pay bills but I hope n pray that eventually I’ll be able to just be a regular starving artist)

- Jesus freak but in the way that we’re supposed to be, I just do my best to show love and kindness to others. THIS IS A RELIGIOUS SAFE SPACE. It’s one thing to discuss differing beliefs and to respectfully disagree, but I will NOT try to make converts of anyone or be hateful towards others for their beliefs and I will absolutely NOT tolerate people doing so on my posts, regardless of the religion. Period. 🩵

- diagnosed autistic at 19 and working on figuring out whether I also have ADHD, or if I just have something else going on in my noggin(after being misdiagnosed with bipolar ii so like who rlly knows). Also have been dealing w/ chronic fibromyalgia for several years, oftentimes debilitating. This is a safe space for neurodivergent friends as well as friends with other disabilities- ableism in any form will not be tolerated on my posts. UPDATE AS OF 11/13: I was diagnosed with Trigeminal Neuralgia on Nov 10, so a new thing :’))

- biggest dreams: #1, to have a little plot of land and have a homestead where I can grow food and maybe have some livestock and just try to be as self-sustaining as possible! #2, to be able to make a living from sharing my art, plush, and maybe one day(if I’m brave enough LOL) tattoos!

- LOOOOVE The Chosen from Angel Studios. So so so good even if you’re not religious or a Christian. It’s cinematically beautiful and the music score is PHENOMENAL. 🤩

- clown lover

- still obsessed with MCR in 2023

- fave movie of all time is Scream (1996), I can, do, and WILL talk about how it changed the horror genre AT LENGTH if anyone ever asks and YES it’s a hyperfixation and YES I’ve been obsessed since I was way too young.

- loves true crime podcasts (Morbid and Rotten Mango especially)

- always listening to the Midnight Sun audiobook and not even embarrassed about it. Only “Chapter 10: Theory” can put me to sleep at night 😔

Also last but absolutely not least, because it’s current events and I want my stance known, I am PRO PALESTINE. I just try to educate myself & do my own research, and share resources and good information where I can.

That’s basically it I hope u all have a lovely day 🩵

#just like some general info #intro post #scream 1996 #midnight sun #autistic adult #late diagnosed autistic #autistic woman #fibromyalgia #jesus freak #jesussaves #digital artist #neurodivergent #disabled #safe space #tattoo artist #multimedia #multi medium artist #mcr #my chemical romance #small artist #artist #twihard #twilight sewerposting #twilight #team edward #true crime #plush artist #the chosen #rotten mango

[endofherwildsideau]

🌌~🌟GΛᄂӨ🌟~🌌

His Voice by Pina

| Animal Mode | Bioluminescent Mode| Cosmic Mode | Old-Self | His weapons | Sleepwear | Tail Feather | His Books |

Deadname: Braiden Bright

Name: Galo the Space Peacock Harpy

Name Meaning: From Gaul

Nicknames: Girlfriend stealer, cheating peacock, smooth talker, ugly feathers, and purple birdy (by other male alphas)

Birthday: August 24

Cause of Death: fall off the cliff

Age: 181 (Dies at the age of 15)

Species: a hybrid of human, Harpy, Indian & Indonesian Peacock.

Race: Indian-Indonesian 🇮🇩🇮🇳 & France 🇫🇷

Gender: Male ♂

Relationship status: Single

Sexuality: Pansexual

Home World: Earth (Formley) Miracle Region (Formley)

Home: Nightfall Palace (Formley) & Peacock Shrine (Formley)

Role or Job: Peacock Alpha. God of Cosmic & Galaxy. Spa Owner. Keeper of Night Palace's Library.

Facts: Galo's death was caused by falling while protecting his little brother from a robber nearby. He is a womanizer who loves to flirt and steal his 'friend' girlfriends/crushes only if they are very beautiful and fashion-conscious. He either spends time on Earth, stays in the Palace's library to read books, or visits the spa.

Parents:

Unnamed parents

Siblings:

Unnamed little brother

Lovers:

5 unnamed girlfriends

3 unnamed ex-girlfriends.

Abilities:

Alpha Physiology

Galliform Physiology

Human Physiology

Harpy Physiology

Hybrid Physiology

Mythical Avian Physiology

Peafowl Physiology

Aerial Adaptation

Ally Empowerment

Animal Companionship

Animalistic Vocalization

Astronomy Mastery

Astrology

Atmospheric Adaptation

Avian Companionship

Bioluminescence

Claw Retraction

Companion Allegiance

Danger Intuition

Declaration Aging

Enhanced Agility

Enhanced Balance

Enhanced Endurance

Enhanced Lung Capacity

Enhanced Reflexes

Enhanced Senses

Expressive Ears

Fan Proficiency

Feather Attacks

Feather Generation

Feather Manipulation

Feather Projection

Glowing Eyes - only when the power is active or glows in the dark.

Hair Growth

Halberd Proficiency

Hollow Skeleton

Infinite Digestive System

Jian Proficiency

Kyoketsu-Shoge Proficiency

Mind Control - to control other peacocks & peafowls.

Mind Link - to control other peacocks & peafowls.

Mode Switching - Companion Form, Animal Mode, and Constellation

Object Summoning

Omnilingualism

Pointed Ears

Prehensile Feet

Prehensile Tail

Prey Instinct

Regeneration Healer Factor

Seduction Mastery

Seismic Sense

Tail Manifestation

Telescopic Vision

Throwing Knife Proficiency

Unique Eye Coloration

Unique Hair Coloration

Weapon Summoning

Zoolingualism

Zoological Mastery

Powers:

Astro-Psionics

Astrokinetic Combat

Black Hole Creation

Black Hole Manipulation

Constellation Creation

Cosmic Accumulation

Cosmic Artillery

Cosmic Attacks

Cosmic Aura

Cosmic Awareness

Cosmic Concentration

Cosmic Constructs

Cosmic Conversion

Cosmic Creation

Cosmic Defense

Cosmic Deformation

Cosmic Destruction

Cosmic Earth Manipulation

Cosmic Element Manipulation

Cosmic Empowerment

Cosmic Energy Absorption

Cosmic Energy Manipulation

Cosmic Fire Manipulation

Cosmic Generation

Cosmic Immunity

Cosmic Manipulation

Cosmic Medium Manipulation

Cosmic Pressure

Cosmic Projection

Cosmic Radiation Generation

Cosmic Solidification

Cosmic Storm

Cosmic Telekinesis

Cosmic Warping

Cosmic Water Manipulation

Cosmic Weaponry

Cosmic Weather Manipulation

Cosmic Wind Manipulation

Cosmic-Electric Manipulation

Cosmological Force Manipulation

Esoteric Cosmic Manipulation

Galactic Energy Manipulation

Galaxy Attacks

Galaxy Creation

Galaxy Destruction

Galaxy Manipulation

Gyrokinetic Combat

Heliokinetic Combat

Infernal Manipulation

Interstellar Travel

Levitation

Lunakinetic Combat

Lunar Energy Manipulation

Lunar Manipulation

Magic Books - contain Spells, history of Gods & Goddesses, Star Constellation,

Magic Portal Creation

Magical Telekinesis

Meteor Summoning

Moon Creation

Moon Destruction

Nebula Manipulation

Nucleokinetic Combat

Planet Creation

Planetary System Creation

Planetary System Destruction

Planetary System Manipulation

Plant Destruction

Platform Creation

Solar Energy Manipulation

Solar Generation

Solar Manipulation

Space Energy Manipulation

Space Wind Defiance

Star Creation

Star Destruction

Stellar Energy Manipulation

Stellar Generation

Stellar Manipulation

Stellar Manipulation

Stellar Pillar Projection

Void Manipulation

White Hole Creation

White Hole Manipulation

#Pan #pansexual #end of her wild side au #end of her wild side oc #eohws #emilythehybridwolf #sketchbook app #digital art #artists on tumblr #oc info #my art style #my art 2023 #reference sheet #my ocs do not steal #Galo the Space Peacock Harpy

[star-crossed-system]

We’re doing art commissions! The prices are flexible, and we will give a quote and send you progress photos so you can make edits. Dm us on any of our socials if you’re interested!

-🐠

#osdd #actually osdd #system #anti endo #endos dni #digital art #art commissions 2023 #digital commisions #art commisions #commisions open #commission #taking commisions #commision info #I also write if you want a story :3 #safe space

[clownstho]

Jock-Goth Disney Princess attracts the spiders hiding in the rafters, more at 11

#Falkner Bankbuster (oc) #thoth.art #digital art #artist on tumblr #black artist #Imagine him sitting in class and being surprised by a spider falling from the ceiling onto his desk #he picks it up. his new class pet #If you're scared he playfully bullies you a little that's his character flaw #He's a knight of space. deal with that info #Fantasy oc #half elf #His lore is so dramatic i'm just glad i can make him happy #even if i'm the one who gave him his lore. just felt a little goofy

[digitalinfospacesblog]

Thursday morning blessings are an attempt to find the good in the world. It's an inspiration at the start of the day, a way to focus on what's right, a message that we all influence our world every day by everything we do and don't do.

#goodmorning #goodmorningpost #morning #thursday #thursdaymorning #blessings #thankful #blessed #blessedlife #blessedmorning #blessedmorningpost #motivation #Digital Info Space

[violetnintendo]

fire emblem engage, persona 5 royal, and kirby's return to dream land deluxe are all avaliable for digital pre-order on the nintendo eshop right now!

the eshop also has a new trailer and new screenshots of persona 5 royal!

#fire emblem #kirby series #nintendo info tag #fire emblem engage #persona 5 royal #kirby's return to dream land deluxe #i think im gonna try to get physical games more often since im starting to learn to drive more- i do love getting to play games the Second- #-they release but. physical games are very nice!! and dont take up storage space!! #i am definitely getting pokemon violet digital though i really want this game asap- but the rest of these im gonna try and get physical!

[ech4560]

hello hello! emergency art commissions are open - in desperate need of $40 rn to pay someone, don’t hesitate to dm me if interested! details down below ^^ (do note that im only doing greyscale portraits as of now!)

#art comms open #art commission info #art commissions open #art commission prices #open for commissions #art commission sale #digital arwork #emergency #emergency art commissions #markiplier #in space with markiplier #fanart #googleplier #markiplier fanart #celine #celine wkm #who killed markiplier

[garaks-padded-bra]

Its good that i have a blog now cuz I used to write all this bullshit down physically in a diary and my mom found mine and read it when i was 15 and i got in so much trouble cuz i drew goku with a boner so foreboding frightening it cleaved his jorts clean in half down the crotch seam and she threw it in a dumpster but then i crawled inside and retrieved it in the dark of night to preserve the archives of my mind but I lost it the very next day cuz i dropped it into the wave pool at Wild Wild n Wet (waterpark). Nowadays relying on digital spaces we have no guarantee of our eras information being preserved for futture generations tho and as the lights go out The silence will be suffocating and we will all be boner goku at the bottom of the wave pool at Wild Wild and Wet lowkey so u might as well start an nsfw twitter with ur government name and credit card info in bio tbh

#fuuck #goku

[xitsensunmoon]

HOW TO GLAZE YOUR WORK WITHOUT A GOOD PC(or on mobile)/TIPS TO MAKE IT LESS VISIBLE

Glaze your work online on:

Cara app. It requires you to sign up but it is actually a good place for your portfolio. Glazing takes 3 minutes per image and doesn't require anything but an internet connection compared to 20-30 minutes if your pc doesn't have a good graphic card. There IS a daily limit of 9 pictures tho. Glazed art will be sent to you after it's done, by email. It took me 30 minutes to glaze 9 images on a default setting. Cara app is also a space SPECIFICALLY for human artists and the team does everything in their power to ensure it stays that way.

WebGlaze. This one is a little bit more complicated, as you will need to get approval from the Glaze team themselves, to ensure you're not another AI tech bro(which, go fuck yourself if you are). You can do it through their twitter, through the same Cara app(the easiest way) or send them an email(takes the longest). For more details read on their website.

Unfortunately there are no ways that I know of to use Nightshade YET, as it's quite new. Cara.app definitely works on implementing it into their posting system tho!

Now for the tips to make it less visible(the examples contain only nightshade's rendering, sorry for that!):

Heavy textures. My biggest tip by far. Noise, textured brushes or just an overlay layer, everything works well. Preferably, choose the ones that are "crispy" and aren't blurred. It won't really help to hide rough edges of glaze/nightshade if you blur it. You can use more traditional textures too, like watercolor, canvas, paper etc. Play with it.

Colour variety. Some brushes and settings allow you to change the colour you use just slightly with every stroke you make(colour jitter I believe?). If you dislike the process of it while drawing, you can clip a new layer to your colour art and just add it on top. Saves from the "rainbow-y" texture that glaze/nightshade overlays.

Gradients(in combination with textures work very well). Glaze/nightshade is more visible on low contrast/very light/very dark artworks. Try implementing a simple routine of adding more contrast to your art, even to the doodles. Just adding a neutral-coloured bg with a darker textured gradient already is going to look better than just plain, sterile digital colour.

And finally, if you dislike how glaze did the job, just try to glaze/shade it again. Sometimes it's more visible, sometimes it's more subtle, it's just luck. Try again, compare, and choose the one you like the most. REMEMBER TO GLAZE/SHADE AFTER YOU MADE ALL THE CHANGES, NOT BEFORE!!

If you have any more info feel free to add to this post!!

#xit shh #anti ai #fuck ai art #fuck ai #ai art is not art #ai art is theft

[white-poppie]

PILLOW TALK ⎯ f.toji x reader

SYNOPSIS ⎯ You and Toji have been friends with benefits for months.But your find yourself breaking the very first rule that Toji had set. Beneath the surface of laughter and stolen kisses, a storm of unspoken emotions brews. You have to leave this fragile arrangement...to save yourself from getting hurt from the one sided longing (or so you thought.) GENRE: angst to fluff! INFO: fem reader!, a lone '.' indicates a short timeskip!, Non jujutsu au!, Megumi doesn't exist yet (sorry 'gumi!) WARNINGS: fwb dynamics, situationship, brief mentions of Getou x reader, Gojo being a boy bsf, reader is a university student living alone, age-gap, mentions of seggs (obv but nothing happens cause we holy here.). reader feels guilty, a lot of flashback between the lines, screaming, toji being emotionally constipated, so many metaphors, "Cause I love you!" angry confession. WC: 3k+ (get comfy lol)

Your breaths come in short, hallow gasps, that familiar ache settling in your lower body as you sigh, looking at Toji who rolls down to the space next to you. Both of your breaths fogging the nipping cold.

Seconds turn to minutes, the air in the room thick with the smell of sweat and pleasure. Your frayed breaths soon return to normal, your eyes start drooping in exhaustion.

“Toji..” you mumble turning to face him. He’s lying on the bed with his hand behinds his head.

“Hm? he hums, his gravely voice knocking on the ventricles of your heart.

You don’t reply, just silently stare at his the chisel of his face, the arch of his nose, the thin lines of his lips and the scar that adorns the surface.

“What’s up?” His voice interjects your train of thoughts. He tilts his head over to look at you.

Your eyes feel heavy. Limbs are cold and his heat⏤is a magnet. "Cold." you whisper out, your fingers mindlessly pressing on the pads of his larger, thicker digits.

His onyx eyes are fixed on you. Not a twitch on his face when you play with his fingers. Toji sits up for second. Grabbing the hem of blanket that rests on both of your waists and draws it up until your shoulders, before lying down.

You could only faintly make out his expression from the nightlight. His eyes softening a sliver. But it’s gone before you can comprehend it. Makes you wonder if it ever existed at all or if it was your weary, exhausted and post dopamine rush brain playing tricks.

“You’re starin’ a lot today.” He smirks, an uncouth remark of 'did I do you so good?' Or 'I know I’m hot' just sitting on his lips, but he decides against saying it.

"Sorry." You mumble. The apology cascades down your lips so easily you wonder if it was truly for the staring or something more.

Toji nods slowly, deciding against saying anything, but flinches when your fingers brush against his forearm. He doesn't shift away repulsuvely (to your surprise).

Lays still, starting at the ceiling while your hand is just barely resting on hand⏤ for the faintest human contact. And before you know it, the exhaustion of all the physical exertion tonight, lulls you into sleep quickly.

Toji stays awake for a little longer, shifting to his side as he silently observes you. The way your lips are parted a little, hair tussled from before. He reaches to brush a strand of your hair behind your ear, before he catches himself midway. His eyebrows furrow and he stares at his own hand at the strange instinct that had bubbled in him.

He gulps deeply as he stares at your sleeping self for a couple of seconds longer before he sits up, wearing his clothes that were tossed onto the floor. He stands still in the centre of your room, taking a deep breath, pushing his hair back. He looks back at you and leaves, closing the door behind him, slowly but making sure its locked.

Toji sighs and takes his phone out of his pocket, walking into the street, his dms flooded with messages of girls.

He frowns and closes his phone again, not bothering to read them. Until recently Toji would have replied to most of them...nowadays he doesn't find the energy or the will to do it.

"How did my life get so monotonous?" he says to himself as he walks home. He wonders what happened that he so fixated upon one girl. he says its monotonous, but oddly he's not complaining.

"Must be the age catchin' up." He thinks. His face and body are intact to the wind of aging, everything the same as it was a few years ago except the few greying hair on his head. Not that he minds, its bound to happen one day.

Toji closes the door of his house behind him as he flops down on the couch. Its cold. He wonders when he got used to the warmth of your bed. Its dangerous for him. He has to end this before it gets out of hand. He won't go to your apartment again he decided.

.

The night drowned and the day arose, the sound of your 3 consecutive alarms rang loudly in the studio apartment.

Reaching out your hand instinctively to the other side before a shiver ripples through you at the cold mattress brushing against your skin. Ah, he left again.

Getting up you decide to finish your chores, getting ready for university.

There's a faint emptiness that lingers in your chest throughout the day. The time ticks and hours continue to spend. Its uncomfortable and yet you are unable to point out where it is coming from.

"What's wrong?" A voice interjects. You look over to Gojo, sitting on the desk behind you as the professor continues in the background.

"What do you mean?" You hum mindlessly.

"Don't hit me with that bs, this is the 8th time you have sighed in the past two minutes." He huffs, crossing his arms over his chest. You don't reply.

"Toji left you high and dry last night?" he snickers and you pass him a sharp look.

You and Toji first met up through Gojo on New year's eve. And it was impossible not to be drawn in by Toji's aura : scalding fire in a desolate winter. And you were moth, a moth to the flame.

"Oh so it is about Toji." He whistles lowly, looking around before he leans in. "What happened?"

You sigh. How are you supposed to explain it to him when you yourself don't know what you are feeling. Its just a sickly feeling that is leaving you so confused.

"Dunno." You whisper out and he crooks his eyebrows, wanting you to elaborate. You look at him, "Its complicated."

"Hell yeah it is," he scoffs, "I told you not to get involved with him." 

“I know, Satoru.” You huff in annoyance. You did not want him to chastise you further with his words. 

“But what exactly is the problem?” He ushers.

"I- don't know how to explain it, but I feel empty? I hate when it ends like I know he put on the rules and stuff about how no cuddling, no kissing...but its feeling meaningless. Its supposed to be no strings attached but now there's a ball of yarn." You groan, burying your face in your hands.

Gojo's eyebrows furrow for a second before he looks at you. "Get out of it."

"What?"

"Get rid of this dynamic before its too late." He murmurs.

"Why?"

"Y/N." He says incredulously. "You are catching feelings."

Catching feelings? Entirely impossible. There is no way you were catching feelings for Toji. There was no way you yearning for an embrace post coitus, or wanting him to tenderly caress you, to want a kiss actually meant you were catching feelings, right?

... shit

"Shit, Satoru..." you gape, slapping a hand to your mouth as your heart beat sped up. What you thought were feelings like empathy and just care, were much deeper⏤ Satoru helped you have this epiphany.

Gojo's eyes soften before he sighs, "Move on. You should go on some dates, that would help you actually get a view how many better guys are there." He pauses, "You should go on a date with Suguru."

"Suguru?" You ask quizzically. The guy was in the pol.sci major of your university⏤ him and Satoru go way back, best friends forever.

"He always seems interested in you, I can set you guys up, I’ll give him your number.” He says and you nod, almost defeatedly.

The lecture soon gets over. You pack your things and leave the campus, but your mind is adrift down the memory lane.

The first time you and Toji hooked up is a vivid memory. It was a summer night, sometime in Feb. Gojo had invited you over to his house for a party. The music was loud, the liquor pounding in your ears, your body swaying to the beats.

And his eyes.

His eyes, oh my god, they embraced you- undressed you. They called to you and you couldn't resist like Orpheus couldn't help but look at Eurydice. And before you knew you it, the two of you had ended up behind closed doors.

The way his hands burned upon your flesh, that smirk that gutted you inside out and the butterflies that erupted when he said in his hoary voice, hovering over you. “This isn’t going to be a one time thing sweetheart.” He had whispered, “But let’s set rules for this time and all the fun times to come:”

He had said and you had whined at how he started talking leaving you half naked at which he had obnoxiously laughed.

“Rule 1: no falling in love.” He murmured, the cicatrix decorating the corner of his lip, raising slightly when he spoke the words you have now come to dread.

How did it come to this, you wonder. How did you end up catching feelings for a man so brutish in his ways, so twisted in his deeds?

It must be because of how he restraints himself every time...no it must be cause of the little convos you have when you are all wound up. If you try to remember there were so many days affection and warmth for him had erupted from you.

The day he told you the story behind his scars. The way your heart cracked at the fogginess in his eyes, the coldness in his words. And before you knew it, your fingers were tracing them. He had looked at your finger, unblinking, unflinching, almost leaning into your touch before a smile graced his face that had you flushing red.

The day you somehow broke into tears in his arms after a bad day at college. How mortified you had felt when fat tears rolled down your cheeks. How he suddenly froze, asking what was wrong, the way his eyebrows had slight furrowed, worried that he had somehow hurt you. Before you shook your head and apologised, spilling everything out. Toji had sighed, his eyes softened before his hand reluctantly moved to pat your head

There were too many such incidences that you could go on listing, but it only made you realise that you had sunk a little too deep in this quicksand

You sigh closing the door of your apartment leaning against the wooden contraption.

Ping!

You sigh and check the notification on your phone

(Unknown) Hey Y/N, this is Suguru. Satoru gave me your number.

Are you free this Sunday? I was thinking do you wanna hangout? There's a really good restraunt that just opened in the city.

You bite your lip, knowing that leavin him on seen would be so goddamn rude, but you don't know what do...

(You) Hey Suguru! Sounds good, give me a little time to think about it.

(Suguru) No problem, I'll be waiting

You feel terrible, like a sick twisted woman who is playing with both Suguru and Toji and at the same time. You keep a hand over your mouth, sucking in sharp breaths to let go of the nauseating feeling.

"What am I even doing?" You laugh unhumourosly to yourself.

What do you want? You don't know what you want. Do you want a man like Toji⏤ to be irrevocably in love with you? To cherish you? A man⏤god you don't even specifically know what he does for a living, whatever it is, its not good.

His knuckles are often battered, body bruised like it suffered an impact. You had asked him before and he had said something along the lines of "A man's got to make money doll, sometimes even through dangerous work."

Do you want someone like that to love you?

No. (yes)

A soft cry leaves your mouth as you grip the flower vase next on the table, 'in a crazed female hysteria' as the books say, smashing it against the wall before it shatters into pieces, and so does a little skin of your palm.

You wince and decide to shake it off, returning to the more important work. Your uninjured hand reaches to your phone once again. Someone wise had once said, "Sometimes holding on hurts more than letting go." And what are you holding onto? Some delusions in your mind that are bound to pain you when Toji gets bored?

(You) Come over?

(Toji) I'm on my way

.

Toji had learned too much about you within this little span of a few months, your likes, dislikes...your body's likes and dislikes. Your tone, mood, expressions; he had observed enough to know your state of mind despite how paradoxical you can be. He knew something was wrong.

It made his stomach churn at the thought of you in discomfort. Despite how much ever he tried to deny it, you had softened him around his edges.

And despite how he had told himself otherwise, he was back in your apartment once again.

It awkward. The way he is just standing there, taking in the mood before actually doing anything. His eyes are searching yours for a signal.

What is he supposed to do? Should he just latch himself onto you wordlessly like he used to? Thats animalistic. He is not an animal.

You take a deep breath, just staring into his onyx eyes, surprised at how he is being considerate? Perhaps he all along was, you just failed to notice before.

You wordlessly walk close to him, standing in front of the behemoth man. His eyes mover to your wrist that you are clutching. Its bandaged. He looks up and sees your bottom lip trembling and his face just drops.

His hand movs to grip your wrist and he looks at you with those fricking murderous eyes. "What the hell happened?" He asks and the sudden depth of his voice startles you.

You try to free your wrist from his grasp but its too tight. "Nothing- nothing happened I just cut myself by mistake, I swear." You say and his stiff shoulders soften before he nods and lowers your hand, still holding it.

You take a shaky breath, looking at your hand and then back into his eyes. He is not helping. Acting all concerned like he wants to hurt you. Like he enjoys playing with your heart

"I am going on a date with Getou." You drop the bomb and his eyebrows furrow, grip on your hand slipping out before he nods softly, wordlessly.

You're growing annoyed at his lack of reaction. But maybe it doesn;t effect him like you want it to. It makes you all more mad. "Say something. Toji"

"What am I supposed to say?" He says out, his voice wavering so slightly that you don't notice it, but inside he feels as if someone kept a boulder on his chest. Toji was old enough to know what this was, he didn't need to be denial because he had learned that care—not the fleeting kind that you think you vibe with a person— but the kind that your hearts beat in synchrony, the painful kind.

You take a shaky breath and chuckle a bitter laugh leaving your throat, "What are we Toji?"

And Toji swears he feels like the scummiest man on earth wehn he sees those fat tears brimming in your eyes.

And he knows he's going to hurt you if he says it out loud so instead he opts for saving both of you from the hurt.

"Fooling around, we’re fooling around, that’s all. That’s what we’ve been doing all along, right?" He says but its not convincing.

"Bullshit." You scoff. "Then why are you looking at me like that?"

"Like what?"

"Like...its something more than these stupid rules in this stupid mess we've gotten ourselves in." You shout out and Toji's jaw clenches.

"Fuck, what do you want me to do?" He grits out and you freeze for a second. He sees your reaction and his jaw unclenches, tone a lot softer, "You want me address this and make it worse? You want me ruin your life, baby, I can do that. I can do that well enough that why I set those rules. I set them for my sake and now I am keeping them up for your sake."

You grab the collar of his shirt, "Why are you caring?! If you want to kiss me, kiss me! Why do you care if I get hurt!"

"Cause I love you!" He shouts, his voice echoing in your apartment. "And I don't want you to get hurt. I know I have dug my grave, I don't know where it went wrong, alright? I cannot be bound to a thing, a place heck even a person and somehow, here I am, so weak for someone, its going to get me killed."

"Toji..." you whimper out, your voice cracking, you are killing him.

"You can't fix me, Y/N. I am going to hurt you and myself." He whisper and before you know it, his thumb is tracing your jaw so tenderly you feeling like its a dream.

"I don't want to fix you." You mumble out, leaning against his hand, "You are a good person Toji, deep beneath all that, I don't need to fix you, if I needed to, you wouldn't be right here."

Toji breaths out deeply, leaning his neck down to place his forehead against yours, "You make me wanna be a better man." He whispers, pressing his lips against yours.

.

Getou wakes up at 2 to his phone ringing. Without checking the caller he picks up the phone irritated at who disturbed his sleep.

"Hello?" he mumbles out sleepily.

"Forget about her." Says Toji's voice that makes him flinch. He checks the caller Id ihis eyes widening when he sees the name 'Y/n' on his phone...looks like Satoru clearly forgot some details.

- FANFICTIONS

A/N: My longest fic yet, phew. Guys I spent so long on this, please show some love?

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