Going to bed feeling like shit then waking up feeling like shit when will this fucking cycle end
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Still alive, a silly lil fic
[spoiler for in stars and time after the cut, up to the end of act 4]
Loop 1020
You can barely move anymore... Barely speak. Your throat is sore, sharp, you feel a hundred needles constantly piercing into your flesh. Your body hurts, shakes like it's about to fall apart every time you try to walk, and when you do, you usually collapse within a few minutes. You've been stuck in that clearing for, how long?... you can't.. remember.. but if you had to guess, you'd say you haven't got up on your feet in around a week.
You haven't made them happy, in a long, looong time.
You can't.
They don't believe your smile anymore, your act, but you can't blame them.. Have you looked at yourself recently? There's no way anyone would believe you're fine, because you're not....
You're not.
YOU'RE NOT! YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE!!
YOU CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER !!....
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You breathe. Try to, at least. It doesn't work as well as before but... It does the trick, It... calms you down, a little.. Just enough.. To keep going...
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You can't make them happy anymore, they can't become stronger.. So what? This script didn't work anyway... And all you can do now is worry them, every time they see you... They ask what is wrong, why you're so tired when, "yesterday", you looked fine as usual...Why you speak even less...
It’s pathetic.
You've become quite the bad actor, Siffrin.
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Nadie te tiene envidia, no estudias, no trabajas, no tienes ningún talento ni has logrado nada importante en tu vida…
Deja de crearte enemigos imaginarios.
De mi, para mí
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is it possible to be in love with two people at once?
*me thinking about nick valentine and hancock*
at least one of them can love me back
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