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3m0g1rlyyy · 26 days

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realizing that you can never be truly loved by someone and will always be the 2nd choice.

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littlelillycatsworld · 2 months

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once again I didn't die in my sleep

#네네 #su1cide #su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #$u!c!d3 #$uicidal #$hblr #$elf h4rm #$elf harm #$h tumblr #s3lf harm #s3lfharmm #tw s3lf harm #depressing shit #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation

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cowgirlp1xie · 21 days

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Someone get me away from this fucking family I’ll need either a flat on the other fucking side of the city or a gun

#girlblogger #tumblr girls #im just a girl #just girly things #just girly thoughts #girl interupted syndrome #this is a girlblog #this is what makes us girls #girlblogging #manic pixie dream girl #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #$lut #$uicidal

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sex-cigs · 1 month

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!!TW!! ($h questions)

Is there any pro-$h websites left?? Years ago I used to visit a few websites and chat w/ people but most of them are banned nowadays :,(

Please tell me if you know any<3

#$h tumblr #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #$elf h4rm #$h tw #$u!c!d3 #hitting styro #styr0blr #suic1de #$uicidal

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poeticsadthing · 4 months

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genuinely starting to believe that if I killed myself tonight no one would give a fuck.

#vent #self h@rm #tw sui ideation #$uicidal

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numberonebeardbear · 18 days

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Most people are born with a candle inside them lit by flame.

The tiny flame perched atop the candle in their mind is determined to devour the oxygen around it and continue,

This is a person’s will to live.

I don’t have that inside of me.

I don’t have that desire to continue,

And so fluoxetine is my flame. It burns for me.

#self harming #tw self destructive behavior #self h@rm #tw self destruction #self mutalition #tw cvtting #cvtblr #cvtting #sh cvt #healing cvts #i wanna cvt #baby cvts #thigh cvts #i want to cvt #deep cvts #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #$uicidal

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gazniet · 2 months

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i hate my goddamn life

#$u!c!d3 #$uicidal #$elf h4rm #self mutalition

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kundel-bury · 2 days

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i feel like I'm not meant to live in this world, like it makes sense

no matter what I do I'm always unhappy, wherever I go I'm always miserable, I don't work even though I need to because even thinking about it makes me feel like I'm about to pass out from the dread and anxiety

meds don't work, therapists say I'm not mentally ill and send me away, my whole body aches and I feel sick all the time but nothing shows up on the tests and doctors shrug their shoulders

I don't even feel like cvtting anymore, I mean I want to but I can't bring myself to actually do it, besides it's summer and I only do my arms

I don't feel like eating, I don't really like eating, my body doesn't like it but still craves it and I need to do it because I don't want to faint and land in a hospital, I'm surprised I haven't ended up there already

I'm a burden for everyone around me because I can't get a grip on myself and leave this self pitting hole I dug for myself, I know they are loosing their patience, I don't blame them, I would too

is it possible to will yourself away? like, detach yourself from your body and let it di3 while you float away? just drift off in your sleep, nobody would blame me for this, it would look like random sudden d3ath, nobody could call it a svicid3

I wish for that, it would be even better if deleting my existence entirely was possible, as if I never was there in the first place, it certainly would be easier for everyone around, it would save them the grief of my d3ath because I know they love the parts of me they see, not ME, but at least better this than nothing

I really wish they would know just how much fucking sorry I am for everything, for myself and my actions

but in the end it's all just wishful thinking

#d3pression #anxi4ty #s3lf harn #3ating d1sorder #$uicidal #tw self destructive behavior #im tired

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3m0g1rlyyy · 19 days

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the urge to push everyone away.