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bitches will be like "i'm fighting demons" and the demon is their own appetite.

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i wanna f/cking end it

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this is the best inspo i’ve seen in a while

#mental illness #@nor3xia #male @n@ #ftm ed #@n0r3xia #@na trigger

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can’t believe i’m actually panicking over this i feel fucking sick. because she won’t let me take a walk i have to compensate with working out and starving my fucking self which literally does more damage. i just wanted 10 steps an hour walk wont fucking hurt me. the rest i didn’t go either is bc i couldn’t get out of bed until now.

#mental illness #male @n@ #@n0r3xia #@na tips #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #@n@ diary #@na vent #@nor3xia #@tw edd #ed not ed sheeran #pro for me not for thee #trans ed #malespø #male ana #ana male #male ed

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not getting as many calories burnt tdy. in need of meanspo thanks

#meanspø #m3ansp0 #m3anspo #male thinspi #thinspø #thin$po #male @n@ #@na trigger #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na tips

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actively crying because my mom won’t let me outside so i can get my 10k steps

#i feel fucking disgusting #now i have to do a workout #@nor3xia #male @n@ #@na trigger #@n0r3xia #@n@ diary #@na tips

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ed (recovery?) updates since i’ve disappeared LOL

- i’ve been getting 8-10k steps a day compared to the average 4-5k i used to get

- i’ve been using gua sha to slim my face, seems to be working

- i’m gonna start going to planet fitness soon <3

- i’ve been trying to eat more but some days i still fall back into restricting or i forget to eat (since im so used to not eating the hunger cues don’t bother me anymore)

- been trying to drink way more water so i’m not dehydrated + it slims your face and clears my skin. also helps with bloating

- been planning on buying vitamins :3 really excited abt that

#@nor3xia #male @n@ #recovery #mental illness #pro for me not for thee

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honestly i love being an workout obsessed ed bitch. i can’t WAIT for volleyball season

#@nor3xia #actually bipolar

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sorry i haven’t been active. i need to come back here more cs my body isn’t gonna look good on its own

#mental illness #actually bipolar #@nor3xia #male @n@ #male ed #boy ana #ftm ed #boy ed

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might start being more active. makin more bad decisions recently yk

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The hypomania experience is everyone thinking you're on drugs because of your behaviour

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Being manic/hypomanic is like being drunk sometimes. The amount of shit that sounds like a good idea or reasonable solution to a nonexistent problem I swear.

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im so exhausted

#mental illness #actually bipolar #$uicidal

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we argue like every night please put me out of my misery i need sleep again

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me and my mom r gonna start working out tg 🫶🏾

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not my proudest moment

Wanting to be skinny to look good during sex >>

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it really does get to that point.

reached that point where even sh is to much effort. the thoughts stay but the energy to do anything just evaporates. i just want to do nothing, rot away into nothing