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millepara · 1 month

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bye for now...

I DIDN'T cry in the arcade, I swear I didn't, depending on what your definition of crying is. lmao. I knew my eyes were less dry than usual but no one else would have.

I'm surprised, shocked even, that all three cabinets were still working. as mentioned here and there, I haven't been able to play for various reasons for a long time, so I have no idea how many people are still playing here. all I knew is from Luna posting about her trip where she encountered various defunct cabinets. I assumed that the ones at my home arcade would be the same. I guess that's the difference between tokyo and osaka at work... admittedly my arcade is hardly the top pretty series arcade in osaka, though. it's closest to the station so it's frequented by a lot of tourists etc passing through to spectate, which means it gets loud/a little unpleasant sometimes, which probably drives away most of the serious (?) primagi players (and those of other games too). but I can handle that if it means I'm not having to pack up all my cards and eject my usb and move after every single game.

anyway, none of that matters because I'm moving out of osaka and primagi is moving out of existence. the whole 3ish? hours I played today not a single other person came to play primagi until I was packing up to go. I was able to play and record everything I wanted to without being rushed or distracted or whatever. I almost didn't go at all because I'm moving next tuesday and it feels really irresponsible to go to the city and play at the arcade for hours this close, but... while packing I found a lithium ion battery that had swelled up into a mouse-sized pillow and the only place in the goddamn prefecture that will dispose of sick batteries happens to be a 20-minute walk away from my arcade. so I had no choice but to go!

luckily I set aside some coords & MAGIC☆VITAMIN's ids just in case back when I packed my pretty series box, so I already had that ready in my bag! kind of wish I'd gone over all of my coords a little better or picked coords that matched each other better, but I was focused on packing quickly at the time, and I didn't even use one of the coords I brought, so that doesn't even qualify as a regret. a little closer to a regret is how my larger usb did that thing where it gets too excited and stops recording in the middle of my game, so I spent the the last half of my arcade time muttering please please please PLEASE keep recording dont freak out you can do it come on come on--but it always does this so in a way, it was just like old times. back in the arcade with my wretched usb at my side. I got everything I wanted to record in one piece, at least, though it took a couple tries sometimes.

I was planning on only getting friend cards because I love looking at them and I don't need to start collecting coords on my final day of playing the game lmao, but!! I forgot or didn't know there are pretty rhythm coords in primagi!! I knew about the pripara and prichan ones, but other than Mirai's they were mostly stuff I don't care abt seeing on my idols... but the pretty rhythm ones!! they added so many details and definition to update the coords for primagi, and I love looking at that sort of thing!! I only did extra shopping one time when pure premium wedding and rainbow 7th coord showed up in the same game, and then with the random cards you get at the end of the game I managed to finish both, as you can see at the beginning of this post :)

I ended up playing an extra game with Milk because I wanted to see her in the wedding dress, and I was planning on playing one final game with Biscuit, but then... well, I'm totally unaware of the new songs aside from Miruki's Puzzle Buzz one, so I just chose the Himeme/Mychara Girls duet because I wanted to see a Milk/Biscuit pretty rhythm duo, and.... oh my god. it was the cutest song in the world, even (impossibly!) cuter than Buzzle. my idols got engaged......... in pretty rhythm wedding dresses..... . it seemed like too perfect a place to finish my primagi career (and I had to record it twice bc of my usb) (and I didn't particularly have any coord/song in mind to use for Biscuit after that) (and right after hearing morning and gift in the arcade after so long it was a direct hit to my idol emotions) so I finished up and went home.

I'm really glad I got to play one last time. I had already resigned myself to the fact that I just wouldn't get to, that's how it had to be and it sucks that I'm moving at the same time, and I figured it would be fine because I haven't been able to play regularly. but I feel so relieved since I went! I'm going to the middle of nowhere so I won't be able to play aipri verse regularly even if I want to (tbd), so I think this nice long farewell concert helped me feel ok about primagi ending and moving away and whatever aipri is going to be instead of just like... it's inevitable, so oh well.

I haven't had time to check the vids yet. fingers crossed that they turned out fine...

#more of a diary entry and less abt primagi specifically. its my blog i can do anything #milk idol diary #primagi arcade

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bereft-of-frogs · 2 months

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friday roundup + a list

I follow a few people who do monthly reading/etc updates and I have always enjoyed reading them and been slightly jealous that I couldn't seem to stick too it, it always felt too overwhelming for the end of the month and I'd put it off, but! idea! combine with my little friday list posts which I'd also stopped doing because I was afraid they were boring so...combo might be interesting enough for me to keep doing them!

reading:

Cabin at the End of the World - Paul Tremblay: I liked this one, especially how, similar to The Pallbearer's Club, you end the novel not really knowing what was real or not and the point is it doesn't matter what was real, only how the characters understood reality.

Bloom - Delilah S Dawson: For book club. It definitely had it's issues (it didn't start off super well), but it was short and captured that fun Hannibal-like energy, where the foreshadowing is super obvious and you're just like noooo nooooooooo girl don't eat it! (I was gratified to get to the acknowledgments and find it was indeed inspired by Hannibal.)

(in progress) Lord of the Rings: Keeping on track with the one-chapter-a-day read through for Lent! We just finished The Two Towers today, onto Return of the King tomorrow.

(in progress) (phone book) Light of the Jedi - Charles Soule: So I'm trying to keep one book going on my phone (a 'phone book' lol) to prevent doomscrolling, and right now I'm rereading the High Republic series and continuing on. I fell behind after Phase 1 ended, but I'd really like to catch back up. Light isn't my favorite of this series and it's not my least favorite -- tbh I stopped reading after Phase 1 because I hated Midnight Horizon that much, I'll be skipping that one on this reread -- I read a review when it first came out that said it felt like the whole novel was inciting incident and I think that's exactly it, it has to do a little bit too much to establish the setting and characters, and never really feels like it gets going. Besides, I tend to like things a little crunchier, so some of the optimism of the start gets kind of grating for me personally. Much prefer the followups and the aftermath, but this isn't bad and it's certainly better than doomscrolling!

(in progress) Notes on an Execution - Danya Kukafka : This is so good. It's so good. I waited a while for the library hold and it was 100% worth the wait, it has that literary fiction style that I really love in my genre fiction on occasion.

watching (tv):

The Bequeathed (Netflix): Didn't live up to my expectations, but that might be on me because I read a review that erroneously called it a 'creature feature' and I was like 'damn, there's going to be a creature, that's crazy, when's the creature showing up??' There was no creature. And the solve to the mystery wasn't that interesting either. Meh.

(in progress) Silo (AppleTV): This show is surprisingly good, as I posted early this week. Like. I heard about it from a true crime podcast ad read, and just kind of watched it because I have a free AppleTV trial and a crush on Rebecca Ferguson. It wasn't meant to actually be good, but...it is??? It's really engaging, and I think shows how much good acting and direction can elevate a script. The ending of the last episode I watched was objectively kind of silly, but it was so well done you felt like it was super serious. Damn though, this is totally going to be the thing that gets me to keep paying for AppleTV because there's going to be another season. Damn. This is how they get you.

watching (film):

Dune Part 1 (2021): I made everyone watch Dune Part 1 in preparation and also it was my birthday and they could not say no. I think my mom made it....15 minutes? but my dad and I had a great time

Dune Part 2 (2024): I was so on top of the IMAX tickets for this, I refreshed that page a hundred times last monday to get the perfect seats in the mid-center and then I did not BUDGE for all 3ish hours of this movie. It was. So good. There was one shot that legit made me feel like I was on a roller coaster. I think I'm going to go see it again next tuesday. It was so good.

video game update: Still stuck on Dead Space. Still stuck on Cult of the Lamb. I'm figuring out how to balance side quests and the main storyline with KOTOR, which is progress, and on my perpetual Fallen Order playthrough I just did the sad Venator side quest and then got to Dathomir for what would have been the first time if I was not always so set on immediately getting the double-bladed lightsaber upgrade.

craft update: I'm two short rows away from being done with the short row section on my sweater vest. Infinity scarf has been derailed because I tangled a skein of yarn so badly it's probably going to take hours to fix it and I need that color to keep going. So. Tabled.

weekend list:

work (boo) - but work has been pretty slow and fridays are my wfh day so the below items will probably partially get done while I'm on the clock

laundry (also boo) / tidy

it's going to rain all day so the secret goal of friday is really just not to leave my house

work on current long wip which, yes, I did end up restarting -- or rather just starting the second draft earlier than I expected. I was going to push through and have a full rough draft before I started the second but it was really rough and I think now that I have 1) the most self-indulgent scenes, 2) all of the 'plot exposition' scenes written it was time to start going in order and straightening out inconsistencies and repetition.

I finally got an HDMI splitter so I can use the PS4 and get un-stuck on Cult of the Lamb (I haven't checked on my cult in so long!!), I just need to reorganize the wires

maybe untangle yarn. maybe. but I think that's going to wait for sunday at the earliest. I need some cooling off time, but once I can look at it without rage, I think it's just a matter of putting on a movie and being patient

go for a run

I hope this is....mildly interesting at least, if not feel free to block the lists tag XD have a good weekend! <3

#lists lists lists #long post

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boydepartment · 1 year

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Pizza Parlor- Lee Felix: Chapter 6!

Description: Y/n is a stressed-out college student who has no idea what she is doing with her life. She is always wrapped up in nostalgia and her friends seem to know exactly what they're doing. Feeling insecure one night she decides to go on an old website. Club Penguin. Little does she know; she would encounter a certain penguin who was also having a rough night.

Stray Kids are idols, TXT is not.

Partial smau, mainly written.

Warnings for chapter 6: cursing

WC- 2.4k

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Song for Chapter 6: Elton John - Hello Hello (ft. Lady GaGa)

Chapter 6: HARD BOILED

You rolled over when you heard your phone buzzing, groaning you answered it, “hello…?” You had no clue who was calling you this early in the morning!

“Oh, shit y/n did I wake you up? I’m really sorry, I just walked into my hotel room…”

IT WAS FELIX, you quickly scrambled up fully awake AND fully aware, “hey! It is totally okay actually! I um have work today so you being my alarm helps!”

Felix let out a slight chuckle and then you heard him shuffle around a bit, “I was a little nervous to call you via phone number…”

Your brows furrowed and you pulled the phone from your ear. Oh well would you look at that, “I didn’t even notice if I’m being honest.” You yawned and started to get up. You might as well start to get ready for the day.

“What time do you have work today?” Felix asked, you put him on speaker.

“In like…” You eyed the clock on your wall, it was 8:14am, “I’d have to leave in like 3ish hours because walkiiiing.”

“Great actually because I am super jetlagged, oh god y/n I HAVE to tell you about this dinner I had to go to…!” He started rambling on how his friends and a couple coworkers teased him about you now since his one friend has a bad blabbermouth. Felix did mention that some of his other coworkers seemed mad at him, but he brushed it off so quickly you decided to think nothing of it. You did think though that it was so cute that he seemed really flustered when it came to his friends talking about you. He even mentioned how is Moshi Monster loving friend was astonished that Felix became that close to someone he met on Club Penguin. As he talked you started to brush your teeth and wash your face, you took a careful comb through your newly bleached hair and dyed hair.

“Ugh literally Jisu- I mean my friend was SO annoying about it too.” Felix sighed and you heard him start to brush his teeth. You walked out into the kitchen and started to make some coffee. Being abruptly woken up was a little tiring but you didn't mind, Felix himself was almost like a cup of coffee.

Felix spit his toothpaste out, “anyways, what are you up to right now?”

“Making some coffee and then probably some breakfast, you know I would have been researching that popular group especially since people keep coming into my work asking about them buuuut SOOOMEONE informed me of things.” You teased him.

“I had to make sure you KNEW y/n!” Felix spit again, “what are you making for breakfast?”

“Probably… An egg sandwich... again.” You said, you weren’t planning on making a full-blown continental breakfast.

“I haven’t had one in FOREVER! All I can eat is chicken…!” He fake cried. You laughed.

“Bulking up?”

“Yes! Actually!”

You smiled at the sound of his enthusiasm. Digging through the pantry you found the bread and set it by the toaster.

“I can hear you shuffling around.” Felix giggled. You laughed and rolled your eyes; any laugh or giggle really did make your heart leap a bit.

“Should I hard boil or scramble my eggs?” You mumbled to yourself.

“HARD BOIL!” Felix yelled and it was LOUD because he was on speaker.

“ARENT YOU IN A HOTEL!?” You whisper-yelled while laughing, not wanting to wake up Kai. His room was the farthest from the kitchen but still.

“Oops yeah…” He let out a sinister giggle then stopped kind of abruptly. You furrowed your brows when you took out the eggs.

“You okay BinsHusband?” You wanted to lighten the mood in case something was wrong.

“Are you comfortable with facetiming me by any chance? I just kinda realized I was comfortable enough with it. We don’t have to I just, I dunno. I know its sort of quick and...” You could tell part of him was doubting himself especially because he kept talking after that. You felt your lips curving into a smile, walking to the mirror in the living room you made sure you looked okay, then you walked back to the kitchen. Of course, you were nervous and still in your pajamas but your curiosity of him just overtook any nerves.

“Felix.”

“Yeah…?”

You pressed the facetime button and set up your phone against the fruit bowl, you crouched down and peaked over the counter just so everything above the tip of your nose was showing. You didn’t even realize your heart pounding as the little clicks of the ring flew into your eardrums. Then it stopped and connected, you were met with everything above the tip of his nose as well. You burst out laughing, you didn’t know if it was out of nerves or because he did the exact same thing as you. You fell back on your ass and still was laughing. You heard him start laughing.

“DID YOU JUST FALL ON YOUR ASS!?” He asked, now losing it. You scrambled up and now he could see your full face, you saw his eyes widen.

“What am I gross or something?” You joked and stood up, now turning to your pots and pans. The man said hard boiled, so looks like hardboiled egg sandwich is what you will be having for breakfast. You started to fill the pot with water.

“NO, YOU’RE NOT YOURE JUST REALLY BEAUTIFUL!” You felt yourself freeze then smile a little. You started to turn to where your phone was set up.

“I’d say the same to you if you showe-“you stopped, he was showing his face. He was leaning against his pillows, his hand holding his head up, resting on his cheek, “your face…”

He was smiling at you.

Felix was, you didn’t even know how to describe him. He was truly such a gorgeous looking human, you stepped closer to your phone to get a good look at him. He was the same guy as the photo he sent you, the silver-grey dyed hair, you saw his freckles too. He was wearing glasses now, but you knew it was him. Felix was-

He stuck his tongue out, “what am IIIII gross?”

“No not at all holy shit. You could be a model!”

“Oh, staaaaph it!” Felix spoke in a dumb high-pitched voice and swatted the camera like a little old lady. He did look a little familiar, like you’ve seen him before, however you just shrugged it off. There was no point in digging, even if the little voice in your head was telling you to do so.

“Y/N THE WATER!”

You quickly went to the pot that was now overflowing, “oops!”

“Y/n tell me about your work I want to hear about it, plus I already talked your ear off.”

Having to wait for the eggs to boil you sat on the counter, “well as you know I work at a music store. I work with my friend’s sister. I really love music a lot, I feel like connecting with people through that form of media is so special. When I was a middle schooler… random shit was everything to me. I was kinda weird and so were the bands I liked so I gravitated to yaknow… being odd.” You moved hair out of your face then continued, “of course there’s nothing wrong with being weird, I think its more fun. It’s not boring and it made middle school and high school bearable. Oh, wait I am so sorry I totally got off track.” You hopped off the counter and walked over to the phone again the eggs still had to boil a bit.

“Nono its fine, I really like it when you talk if I’m being honest. Makes me feel normal.” He spoke, lowering his voice just above a whisper.

“You know sometimes you are very cryptic. But I trust you.” You let out a small huff of a laugh.

“I try not to be, it is just hard sometimes. I trust you too… a lot actually. I don’t really have a lot of friends outside of my roommates.” You saw him flip over.

You walked back to check on the eggs then turned to him again, “at some point, do you think you’ll tell me about your life a little more like the more important details?”

Felix thought for a moment and rubbed his eyes under his glasses, “I do, I really do.” You felt special, then again even being around him you felt special. There was just something about Felix.

“It’s just really complicated, I will figure it out though I swear, can you promise me one thing though? Just for right now?”

You got a bowl and put ice and water in it then turned to your phone, “of course, anything.”

“I know this is a weird request but please just trust me.” He sounded really serious, you quickly dumped the boiling water and put the eggs as carefully as you could in the cold water. Then you walked to your phone, now giving him your full attention.

“Hey, I said anything, what’s up?” You squatted by your phone again. You saw Felix turn to his phone again now making eye contact with him through the screen.

“Can you promise to still stay away from that k-pop group? I know they’re popular at your work but just please try?” Felix looked and sounded serious. You wanted to make a joke but something in your brain told you that now was not the right time.

“I pinky promise.” You put your pinky up to the camera and he did the same, “I can tell you’re serious about it. I may not fully understand why because clearly there is another reason rather than them just being ‘evil’ as you said, but I trust you.”

Felix let out a small laugh, “I really forgot I said that.”

“You said WAY more than that.” You laughed, “but its fine I thought it was cute.” You stood up again and went to go peel the eggs.

“You thought it was cute?” Felix asked, you could tell he was smug due to the tone change.

“Well yeah, you were saying how they were crazy, but you were crazier.” You felt yourself laugh at the memory. You were also really struggling with peeling these damn eggs. Felix let out a laugh and you thought it was because of you.

“What?” You asked, now grabbing the toast to toast it.

“Oh, I am just on TikTok, it’s funny seeing you in the corner though struggling.”

You turned and put your hand on your hip, “wooooooow!”

Felix let out a loud laugh and you saw he was still on TikTok from the reflection of his glasses, “Y/n do you have TikTok?”

“I do! I mainly just watch stuff, sometimes I will post things like though when my roommates and I do fun stuff.”

“I wanna follow it text it to me pleaaaaase…! I wanna send you TikToks when I have free time.” Felix flipped over again, he really moved around a lot.

You plated your now finished food then went back to your phone, “yeah sure.” You texted him your username and almost immediately he followed you and made you follow him back.

When you were eating you were also looking at the TikToks he sent you. Soon though you did have to get ready for work.

“Felix, I have to start getting ready for work.” You said as you shut your bedroom door behind you.

You heard him groan then saw him go back to the FaceTime, “okay…”

“I might be a little busy this week too, so I dunno when the next time I will be free and have energy.” You said and started to get your clothes ready.

“Me too, wait why are you gonna be busy? Is it cause of school or work? Are you gonna be okay?” You had a feeling this was going to be common of Felix. He asked you so many questions now. It wasn’t annoying through. It was really sweet. Especially when he asked about your birthday while sending you those 50 million tiktoks.

“I just have to pick up extra shifts for a trip I am joining with my friends and their family, my roommate and then his sister who is also my coworker.” You flipped phone down so you could get dressed.

“That sounds fun! Where are you headed?”

“To visit his other sister! She works a lot, but I am guessing she has some time off. Kai is really close with her, and I am sure they really miss her, it was kind of Lea and Kai to want me to come.” The thought made you smile.

“They sound like great friends Y/n.” Felix said, you could hear his voice getting tired.

“They are.” You picked up your phone, “now get rest I can hear you getting sleepy.”

Felix let out a little hum in protest, then he yawned.

“Goodnight, Felix.” You were about to hit the end call button.

“Goodnight beautiful.”

YOU ENDED THE CALL, WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?

Oh god how were you supposed to focus now!? You quickly got your phone, wallet, and keys. Frantic you went to Kai’s room; he had his headphones on and was playing Club Penguin.

“Hi Kai, gotta go to work, I am gonna kick your ass at Cardjitsu when I get home!” You yelled then rushed out.

At work while restocking Lea was talking about the trip, she was trying to convince you to go until you told her Kai beat her to it and you already agreed. The way her eyes lit up made you feel like you really did belong in your environment.

“You know Y/n, Kai told me that you have been a little happier lately.” She said as she sat by the register.

“I actually have been better; school is still school but I think I am really starting to realize that my experiences here are important. Even if I don’t know what I want to do I think I have accepted that it’s okay to be unsure.” You turned around with a smile on your face.

“You are so right, y/n! I didn’t know what I wanted to do either! I still don’t and that is okay!” Lea said.

“I think I will just knock out my generals to get my associates, then I will figure something out.”

Lea hummed acknowledging you, then started to organize the counter behind the register. Today was a really slow day.

“Oh, I also saw Kai’s new hair on my Instagram! He posted about it giving you credits!” Lea turned around abruptly.

“Huh?” You walked over and started to fold the empty box you had just finished unpacking.

“Yeah! Honestly maybe you should go into hair or makeup! I would let you do my hair for practice too!” Lea was serious about that, even though her tone was upbeat.

It wasn’t a bad idea at all, maybe you should try that… It couldn’t hurt! There was also a serious industry for it, people are always going to need their hair and makeup done... After this semester you think you'll research it!

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Taglist is always open! ------------------------------------------------------------ Author's note: YOU GUYS CAN THANK MY HURT ARM AND ALY SENDING ME A SELFIE FOR THIS BEING POSTED LIKE AN HOUR EARLY LOL ANYWAYS! I hope that everyone is having a fantastic day! Today is my math class day which is sucky but it is all good! I had a yummy breakfast today though hehe a pumpkin muffin and a rice cake with some cream on it! Remember to eat and take vitamins today! It is still chilly so you can still catch colds! I have even heard summer colds are a thing! Anyways! My dms and ask box are always open :) if you guys ever need to talk, vent, need advice I will always try my best! I am always thankful to everyone who supports my writing and I want to give back in any way I can! I love you!

totally off topic, i think if i was a stay back in 2018/2019 i would be hardcore chan biased and would never like bias hop. THERES JUST SOMETHING ABT HIM BUT I NEEED TO SHUT UP BC THEN I NEVER WILL!!!

HAVE A GOOD DAY AND A GOOD GIGGLE TODAY LAUGHING IS HEALTHY

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protectingtulpas · 26 days

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am currently working on forcing/helping my tulpa (achlys) become more sentient/able to communicate with me and just wondering if you had any sources? and also any help to try and confirm that achlys isnt just a character that ive created and interacted with in my head

only time we can really communicate is if im in the iw and i usually try to set time aside (2-3ish hours in the evening) to force and hang out and passive forcing isnt that helpful to me :(

any resources tips or exercises on how to get him to communicate with me via head pressure or anything of the like would be helpful !! <3

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Heyoo! As for sources, the tulpanomicon is chock full of guides on forcing and helping your tulpa develop skills. Lots of people talk bout head pressures in there. But imo you're going pretty great with getting time to force, sounds like you're just dealing with some self doubt. When my host first made me, they kept wondering if I was real- I finally kicked that worry to the curb when I had an opinion on something they totally hadn't expected. So try showing your tulpa different things! Expose him to stuff and get his opinion. You never know what he'll answer with

#tulpamancy #pluralgang #tulpa #endogenic #tulpamancy advice

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babycatlix · 8 months

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i really couldn't seem to calm down tonight. i was so overstimulated that when my parents would talk to me, it was the MOST™ irritating thing... and that doesn't often happen. they weren't saying anything out of the ordinary either, "have you eaten?" "can i get you anything?" totally normal things and i just found it SO irritating.

i did sit in my room for a good 3ish hours with my noise canceling headphones on, listening to music, and every time i felt a little better i'd get up for a drink or go pet toothless... and as soon as my parents spoke, i was irritated all over again.

idk... laying with toothless is helping and hopefully i can fall asleep and tomorrow will be better 💖

i did manage to get 6/7 prompts nailed down, cut clips for a few sets, and i even started on one of my planned sets 🥰

#🐱 rambles

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blmpff · 1 year

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Reveal Your Watch & Rewatch List

Thank you for the tag @lelephantsnail 🥰

(the tag was on my main @asdfghjklmpff but I'll answer here as it's mostly bl)

Watching:

Ai Long Nhai - it's a trash watch (affectionate) that covers topics I don't mostly see in shows like this. Huge props for not including homophobia (other than selfhomophopia of one of the leads but it's handed nicely). I have a tiny issue with time divided between the couples in the show as the sides don't get any? Genuinely, the total time of 2(?) sides doesn't come up to more than 10min in the 11eps so far. Ep 12 this Monday is the finale.

War of Y - no comment. I acknowledge the hypocrisy of the show but I just love ToruFirst. Even tho I don't feel Achi's love for Most, feels like it's just business to him. Luckily it ends this Tuesday.

Choco Milk Shake - I'll kill and die for any of them, such a genuinely pleasant little thing. I wonder what we'll get in the finale in two weeks.

Happy Ending Romance - it's clearly a me issue, because the opinions I see are positive but I'm not enjoying it as much as I thought I would. I will finish it out of curiosity tho.

Oh! My Asistant - 2 of the comedy scenes are not entirely up my alley but overall I am enjoying it very much, I loved the bi realization this week. We love established gay characters and supportive friends (that friend needs to check up on his feelings tho, leaving his fiance every chance he gets to help his bestie).

My Tooth Your Love - Wonderful, amazing, finally a bl with adult characters and problems and navigating getting together when you're both working and dealing with more life baggage. Again, weird time division between the side couples. I am mostly invested in the mains tho. And I love when Bai Lang and Alex slip in english when they talk.

Catch Me Baby - it's a straight rom-com with Inspection M from MOD, with a bl side (JamesNet with upcoming series of their own). I was unexpectedly drawn into it from the start, even the straight part of it, but some of the choices let me down (again, a me issue) and now I'm watching it on 2x slowing down for TanFoei.

My School President - I didn't want to watch it becasue it seemed like another school comedy I've had my fair share of right now, but everyone and their mother on here was praising it and I watched the 1st ep few days ago and I don't feel it. I'll give it an ep or two more, maybe it'll grow on me.

Between Us - I love the love Win and Team have for each other and how they help each other out because they have and can and want to give the other what he needs. I love the friend circles, even the comedy relief ABC gang.

Remember Me - initially I didn't want to watch it at all because of the wigs (understandably) and Mean (a me thing) but I gave it a shot, and it had me in a chokehold up until 3ish eps ago. I am here for Name and Em and what the show did to them feels messy (derogatory) and it simply doesn't make sense. I don't buy it that Em was so busy that he would not message Name at all for that long. And then he was communicating through the mother?? And then disappeared completely to let the mother take over?????? Miss me with that bullshit. I'll finish it but only because I want the show to redeem itself, if it doesn't it will be one of the biggest let downs of the year.

I will keep you updated @lelephantsnail ❣️

Recent Binges

Bastard Son & The Devil Himself - I JUST LEARNED A FEW HOURS AGO IT GOT CANCELLED AND I'M MAD. It had magic and violence, and beautiful power of decimation. And a poly relationship (not just fans' wishfull thinking). And I love the characterisation of Gabriel, that since he's an alchemist he has his fingertips constantly colored with the powder his working with. I admit to being a tad lost with the plot but I loved it! Having recently seen Wakanda Forever with all the Marvel's fancy editing and swift multiple camera movements and angles, this felt more raw and down to earth. And like, genuine, they didn't make the magic some bright and glowy thing, it did feel like a part of that world.

Weak Hero Class 1 - I have not read the novel(?) it was based on so I can't comment on that, but I did love the show. I loved the reluctant friendship that formed, I loved how the 'calm and reserved' top student beat the bullies (a head taller mind you) with his knowledge of physics and ominous pen clicking (and smashing noses with books and stabing the pen in the bullies arm and smashing an ankle with gym weight, amongst others). It's raw in its violence and warm in the friendship, and fuck that rich kid for taking his home problems out on his new friends. Therapy for all! But it's a show so they resolve their problems in more interesting ways. I did love how the two main guys became ride or die friends. Also there need to be more seasons because I need more pen stabbing and SooHo to wake up stat.

Rewatching

Avatar The Last Airbender I'm slowly but surely making my way through it, a few eps at a time. I'm currently on s03e06, I love it.

There's this upcoming BL called The Promise and they released 2 30mins episoded of...? Prologue...? I don't know exatly how they're related to the main story, but it's with the main actors and when I tell you it had my full attention. Childhood friends to university students sharing dormroom to running away for the other's sake, and the 2nd ep ends with their reunion after 9 years. The pining!

Plan To Watch:

I'm not rewatching anything atm with the amount of airing shows I'm currently watching and having two jobs lol, but I want to rewatch More Than Words so bad.

I did recently rewatch Restart After Come Back Home because it's on Gaga now, and yep still love it.

Also I've been thinking about rewatching Under The Skin, but it is 20 eps so I'm going to have to wait when there are less shows airing. Highly recommend! It's about a young artist joing police force to help them catch criminals with his portraits. But wait! The painter and the Captain have ugly history! Is what the Captain thinks right tho? I loved that there are no forced relationships, no relationships at all in fact, even between male and female detectives. And the cases they have to solve are interesting and convoluted! (sometimes overcomplicated imo but shh). And yes, the painter and captain felt bromancey, it's China afterall.

From the shows that are already out: More Than Words, finish ATLA.

The upcoming shows I'm most looking forward to: I Feel You Linger In The Air, Only Friends, Moonlight Chicken, Never Let Me Go, Bed Friend, Middleman's Love.

Confirmed, TBA: Blueming 2

Shows that were confirmed and seem to have vanished: Art Adore En (mmm poly side), Just Say Yes (I just loved their chemistry in Don't Say Not and was curious how they would do in their own series).

Well that got long again, thank you if you've made it to the end <3

Tagging @seung-sung @varis-world @thequeenofsastiel @idberinging only if you feel like it <3 and if anyone else wants go go for it <3

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whentherewerebicycles · 6 days

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dude i am super stressed about logistics for this stupid choir concert. we have to take a FERRY to an ISLAND but the ferry is like an hour's drive in minimal traffic and i am totally unfamiliar with that part of town and also apparently the parking is really bad because of how the area is zoned. but i think i will just like... leave at 1ish, arrive at 2ish, ferry is at 3ish so that should leave me plenty of time to park, walk over, and find my ride onto the ferry (or buy a walk-on ticket if for whatever reason i can't find them easily). i am just scared of forgetting my dress, my music, my shoes, etc etc and also i think i am just a little emotionally frazzled at the moment. this will be fine it will be fine it will be fine. literally the worst thing that could possibly happen is i miss the concert and that would be annoying but not catastrophic.

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WHAT idk if this is up to date but i saw comm prices you posted in the summer and are those prices real?? it says a piece like the one in charlie's pinned (b'elanna's three weed smoking girlfriends) would cost 40$?? possibly even australian dollars which would bring it to only 24€????? what!?!?! you are severely underpriced, i would've guesstimated that piece to be like 80€ or 100usd (which i'm aware is more but i usually expect slightly higher rates from usians since they have a higher cost of living esp if they have health problems which so many on tumblr do) and you're telling me it's twenty four euros??? if i were not literally struggling to buy groceries without accruing further debt rn, i would pounce holy shit

so first and foremost, THANK YOU for saying nice things about my work!! i really hope ur financial situation improves soon too, i know how much of a struggle it is

and also... it took me so long to answer bcuz i was overthinking it. as per usual. feel free to skip the below though lol

so i really wish i could say something about how i really considered the Artistic Worth(tm) of my work when pricing it, but, well... my main actual consideration was, how low could I go without making it just a total waste of my time? fact is, the two main factors in pricing for me are:

1- i work full time, so any artistic work cuts into my free time... which i'm kind of reluctant to give up... haha!!

2- we are on tumblr. this is the only website where i really have an audience, and it's the donation post website. (to be clear, no hate to donation posts- emergency comms are just donation posts for people who can't accept money without offering something in return even if they would be better off not doing that).

so factor 1 pulls the price up, because i can't be dragged away from my precious sitting around doing nothing time without a financial incentive, and factor 2 pulls it down, because receiving small amounts of money is still better than receiving no money at all, especially in times of financial distress.

on the subject of financial distress, though, i will admit i'm thinking of opening them again- dental work and car work aren't free SADLY, and there's a lot of that going on in my life right now. the only reason i haven't already is that it hasn't hit the point where i need money that i don't have RIGHT NOW, which was the case the time my old job screwed me right before rent was due and the time i turned out to owe the government taxes. is what it is!

final note- another factor, which is secondary to the other two but still influences my decisions somewhat- i'm fast. this is an adhd cliche, i know, but my 1-4 week turnaround time consists mostly of... trying to get myself to work! since you mentioned charlie's pinned, i might as well be real with you and say that was probably only about 2-3ish hours of actually working. i've streamlined my process down a lot over the years, because if i don't get things finished in one sitting it's very, VERY hard for me to finish them at all... so speed is key. At a rate like that, you're looking at between $13-$20/hr, which is a decent enough tradeoff that i feel it's worth it.

#again i really appreciate the kind words #the arts are criminally undervalued in society at large so its always nice to hear someone appreciate it...!#answer tag

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k9jocks · 5 years

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Prowl playing disc with a not-Sal adult: *plays tug instead of giving the disc* *grabs discs from their hand* *lopes back instead of runs* *runs out without tracking the disc from the throw* *does laps around the human because it is fun*

Prowl playing disc with a kid: * drops the disc right at their feet and backs up in a play bow to give them room to get it* *waits in a playbow for their throw before running* *comes right back at a run and drops disc again* *still a bit of a dick when the timer starts counting down, but does let go before time runs out*

#he loves kids so much #when he was young he played fetch woth my nephew for 3 hours straight #my nephew was 3ish so it was more like passing a ball back and forth #but i think the cemented kids are awesome in Prowl's mind #but he still thinks every kid can throw 25 yards until proven otherwise #oh and he would totally pull that adult stuff with me #but the games stops when he does #and stopping the game is he worst thing ever

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imaginepirates · 3 years

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Announcement!

ASK BOX: CLOSED

After many months, I’m back! I know that many of you wonder where I’ve been all this time, and probably feel a little put out by the fact that I haven’t said anything. I’m sorry for all the time that I’ve been away, and that I didn’t explain my absence. For those of you who are worried, I’m alright, but life hasn’t treated me particularly well lately.

Most of my time has been eaten up by schoolwork. I was not able to go back to school full-time due to the pandemic, but all the exams I paid a lot of money to take (about 400 USD in total) were not shortened at all. This left me scrambling to cover content to get the exam scores I need for further education. I ended up teaching myself large amounts of classes that never got finished. This ate away at my time and energy, leaving me with little left in the tank to write.

Even worse is the chronic illness I developed within the last 8 months. I am in and out of the doctor’s office nearly three times a week. In the beginning, I sat there for upwards of two to three hours at a time, after school, leaving me heaps of homework to do back at home. The content and consequences of the disease are depressing, and the mental/emotional energy I’ve had to put towards it have crippled me in every sense of the word. My entire family is feeling the effects of the illness, with my parents knowing that it’s harming their only child. It takes a lot for me to do anything anymore, let alone write. I can barely make myself eat. I won’t be posting about it, and don’t wish to be asked about it for the time being. Don’t get too concerned; the disease is serious, but there is hope for recovery.

That being said, I’m looking at a little more free time on my hands, given that my school is officially out for the summer (not counting extra classes I have to take; you can thank the incompetence of my school’s administration), I’d like to get back into writing a little. I will be posting everything that’s been sitting in my ask box for the past few months. Some asks got eaten, but not to worry: I have everything saved elsewhere, so everything requested has been written. I think that by overlapping what I’m posting now and taking some requests, I can produce a more steady stream of content.

There have been a lot of really positive comments and tags on my work lately, which I’m super glad to see. It’s a good motivator to come back, even if not at full force. You guys continue to be super sweet, and the regularization of commenting will work wonders for content creators.

Requests are back to being closed. Y'all got a lot in there, though, and I'm excited. I have a week long university course next week that goes 10-12 hours a day on a rigid schedule. I don’t even have time to cook between lectures. I doubt I’ll get much done. But you’ll be getting content from months gone by, so that should make up for it a little.

Also, if anybody would like to be added to my tag-list, this is the post to comment on. You can be added to a general tag-list, or just for a certain character. I keep separate lists for all needs.

Tldr; the ask-box is now closed again.

#me #personal #I know I've been gone a long time #but I've had my reasons #thank you all for your continued support though!#I'm back #back by unpopular demand #bet you thought you saw the last of me

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I’m sorry if this is too personal. I was really late for work today and now i feel like a total lump of trash.( first real job). Any words of advice besides don’t oversleep?

I mean, don't oversleep is the best way to avoid feeling like this in the future. Not being late is the best way to avoid the feeling of shittiness, over being late.

I’m not sure whether you want advice on not being late, or on not feeling like a piece of shit, so we’ll double prong it. At least half of the “stop being late” advice, you and anyone else reading this won’t take, but at the very least I can say I put it out there.

I have ADHD, and so a lot of those tips are based around what works for me, but certainly you don’t have to have ADHD to use them--inattention is a sign of a million different things, as is executive dysfunction, and sleep disruption is basically normal in our constantly connected culture. You don’t need any pedigree to use this.

On Not Being Late, With Special Attention to Sleeping.

Go to bed at a decent hour.

Figure out how much sleep you need in a night to move quickly in the morning, and move your bedtime back so you have a certain amount of cushion in the morning, depending on how far you live from work. It may annoy you to go to bed at 9, 10, etc, but you want to be a human being who does well at your job, and that takes certain sacrifices.

Don’t just lay in bed, sleep

Here’s the one no one will listen to me on: TURN OFF YOUR FUCKING PHONE AND PUT IT ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROOM. PUT IT THE FUCK DOWN. Not only does it keep you awake for longer, but you’ll roll over at 2 am to “check the time” and end up on it for at least another half hour. You can keep it next to you if you legit have the willpower not to pick it up--I am not allowed to pick mine up from about 11:30 to 6 am, and I’m fine with that--but most people especially starting out, just don’t. Our addiction centers have been hijacked by technology in a ton of ways. If you need a transition, I really highly recommend getting a real, physical book and reading for about an hour before you go to sleep.

But I can’t sleep, I just lay there! Well, just lay there in the darkness!! Have some meditation and alone time! When I was a kid, my mom always used to tell met that I didn’t have to sleep, but I did have to rest. I still wake up every night about 3ish and stay awake for about a half hour/hour, but I don’t grab anything! I write stories in my head, I think about things, and eventually I go back to sleep. Meditate, recite poetry, whatever, but DON’T GRAB YOUR PHONE.

Get a very loud alarm clock and put it on the other side of the room.

When I was in high school I literally had this:

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With the volume turned ALL the way up, playing reveille. It was the only way, really, to get myself up and get moving. I’m a lot better now, but in initial training, it was really tough for me. Putting it on the other side of the room means you can’t hit snooze. Don’t. Snooze is dead to you now. Snooze isn’t helpful and half the time you go back to a fitful sleep, and for what?

Leave your phone alone while you get ready.

I wake up early so that I can do my morning routine of reading the NYT on my phone. If you need “phone time” in the morning, make it a specific, laid out thing, not come endless scroll while you’re supposed to be doing other shit. My alarm goes off, I grab my phone and read, another alarm goes off, and it’s time to set down my phone and get dressed. Set multiple alarms for yourself, ONE MINUTE APART, NOT FIVE, if you have trouble setting down your phone. Annoy yourself into compliance. Set it down, and leave it at your bedside table. If you forget and pick it up, correct yourself, set it down, and keep getting ready. I find it useful if I’m having a rough time of it to put it by the door, or something, somewhere inconvenient.

Lay stuff out the night before.

Clothes, breakfast, etc. Then you can basically run through like a whirlwind. I can be ready in 30 minutes or less, generally, which ALSO gives me some slack.

All this has helped me IMMENSELY over the years and I do pretty well now!

On Not Feeling Like a Piece of Shit

I am a big believer in the useful qualities of guilt! Guilt is often a good guide for ourselves about the things we probably should be doing. We feel guilty blowing our entire afternoon refreshing tumblr/fb/etc because it’s a dumbass way to waste a lifetime. That being said, like anything in life, it has its limitations.

Are you working toward doing better next time, in a real, concrete way? Have you put things into place to try and make it less likely to happen? Than the guilt has served its purpose. You can release it. Even go all Marie Kondo and thank it for having shown you more of the person you’d like to be, but then let it go. Clinging to it out of some desire to self-flagellate without purpose is a kind of self-centered behavior. Who benefits from you stewing in your own natural juices?

DO we all do it? Of course we do, we’re only human, after all. But I want to encourage you that when you think, “I was really late for work one day, I’m a stupid piece of shit” you answer, “I made a mistake because I’m new to the workforce, and that sucks, but I’m taking steps to make sure it doesn’t keep happening. What more can I ask of me?” and if the answer comes back, “Well, you’re not putting your phone down/going to bed responsibly/etc” then recommit yourself to doing that! But I think, if you’re working, and you are sincere with yourself, you’ll find that sometimes the answer is, “I think I’m asking all of me that I can” in which case, you have no responsibility or even right to hate yourself over it.

It involves a lot of level of honesty with ourselves, but I believe that you’re capable of it. Be FAIR to yourself. And being fair is neither permissive nor cruel. If you’re doing your best, you hav to give yourself permission to forgive yourself. A mistake isn’t worth castigating yourself over. It’s really only repeated patterns of behavior where I think you’re allowed to give yourself a little bit of a spanking, and I’ve been on that side, for sure. But always think, “Is this FAIR to me? Would I consider this FAIR to someone else?”

I mean if I had an otherwise good employee who was really late once, I would think of the times I’ve completely fucked up my schedule. Once is nothing! I’d probably ask if everything was okay, and as long as it wasn’t a repeated thing, no big deal.

#Anonymous

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deeeelightfuldee · 3 years

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surveys 057.

what was the last thing you ate? a piece of chocolate do you have a cat? two.

what's the last book you checked out from the library? I was just thinking about how long its been since Ive done this.

got any fun plans for the weekend? well I’m traveling so does that count?

do you have a twitter? I do not

if so, what was the last thing you tweeted? ----

who was the last person you talked to on the phone? probably mom or mario

has it snowed recently where you live? not recently, no. its been a few months

what gift would you love to receive? someone telling me that this whole thing with kile was just a bad dream and surprise, I have my life back. ..... or a golden retriever puppy.

who are your top 3 actresses? oof. i dont know

how do you feel about elephants? I like ‘em.

what's the last thing you cooked on the stove? veggies

have you ever been to Australia? No.

what color is the cover of the last notebook you used? no idea

last time you saw your best friend, what did you do? went out for my bday :)

who was the last person you know to have a birthday? henry’s :) hes 8!

what's a musical instrument you think sounds really beautiful? Piano, cello, drums

do you play that instrument? I frgn wish

do you consider yourself religious? faith.

how many times a day do you brush your teeth? 2 hopefully more.

do you always use proper grammar? ALWAYS ? no. most of the time? Yes.

what's the last play/musical you saw? uhhh shoot i cant recall. I went with sam but I can’t think of the name.

who sent the last e-mail you got? zillow. reminding me of places i was viewing for kile.

where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now? tjmaxx

should you be doing something else right now? sleeping.

do you know any sign language? Oh yes

what song is currently stuck in your head? I can make your hands clap -.-

do you have a favorite shape? uh nope.

what color are the sheets on your bed? The ones back home are teeny tiny florals with black and white colors. here, its some floral set up.

do you have a string of lights in your room? Yep

what shoes did you wear today? my comfy adidas. helps my arch

how do you feel about bookstores? I lovelovelove them

when was the last time you saw a squirrel? like every day

did you do anything to observe groundhog day? No. For a long time I used to watch groundhog day on groundhog day but I’ve lost the desire for that habit.

what time do you usually go to bed? I sleep for about 1.5 hours total and it’s getting old. but usually I fall asleep around like 3ish

do you ever use coloring books? I love to color

how do you feel about instrumental music? I like it. Especially if its like classical are you wearing a necklace? If so, describe it. I have two on. one is like a thick gold chain and the other one is a dainty gold chain, longer, has some detail to it and a round gold disc pendant.

does it annoy you when you have a song stuck in your head but you don't remember the words? I am notorious for remembering words to songs.

when was the last time you got a haircut? yikes.. like 6 years ago

are you planning on watching the olympics? I am watching it but HARDLY at all compared to my normal watching. ugh.

do you pronounce the word often with or without a t in the middle? With.

what's the last thing you received in the mail? makeup

have you ever been on a trapeze? No.

do you know how to use chopsticks? No. I keep trying though

what's your opinion on the oxford comma? I use it and am in full support of it.

do you buy chocolate after valentine's day when it goes on sale? heck yea

what's a song you like that starts with the first letter of your name? dangerous

speaking of that, what is your name? Diana

have you ever locked your keys in the car? yep. only 2x in all the years Ive been driving.

do you know anyone who celebrates Hanukkah? Yeah.

who is someone you aspire to be like? a better version of myself.

do you think bunnies are cute? Yeah.

do you have a preferred brand of toothpaste? not yet.

do you enjoy popping bubble wrap? sometimes. other times I’m just like eh the loud pops...

are there any waterfalls near where you live? not super close by

do you own a denim jacket? Yes.

when was the last time you went to the beach? uhhh like a month ago.

do you like seafood? Nooo.

have you ever had to wear a uniform for anything? if so, what did it look like? work. awana. leader.

how do you feel about birds? I like them

do you personally know anyone who is an author? yes. an ex boyfriend of mine

do you own a polaroid camera? No but I would like to! if only the film werent so expensive

do you enjoy baking? I LOVE it.

what's your favorite type of flower? peonies

last time (if ever) you were on an airplane, where were you going? to where I am now on my vacation

do you know anyone who is left-handed? goodness.. a lot of people.

what is something you think is underrated? stretching

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What did you realize yesterday? Hmm. Nothing comes to mind.

Who was the last person to drive you somewhere? My mom drove me to my doctor appointment a couple weeks ago and to pickup takeout and Starbucks afterwards.

Do you want someone you can’t have? I don’t want anyone.

When was the last time you cried? Last night.

When was the last time you totally broke down? About a month ago.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be? Nothing really at this exact moment. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not? It’s been a few years now, but yes.

Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with a L? Nope.

What will you be doing in the next 2 hours? I’ll be in bed attempting sleep.

This time last year were you happier then or now? I was still going through my shit, but at least this time last year I had a Disneyland trip coming up to look forward to.

Are you angry with someone right now? No.

Do you get stressed easily? Very.

Do you have any problems? Doesn’t everyone? If not, I have a load of them if anyone wants any.

Do you have any plans for the weekend? Nope.

Be honest; name of the last person to text you? It was my mom.

Have you told anybody you loved them today? No.

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? Well, my roots are quite overgrown now cause it’s almost been a year since I last got it colored, but there’s still the red as well. Has anyone ever broken your heart? Yes.

Do you want to see somebody right now? Nah.

Have you been under the influence in the past 24 hours? No.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed? The hotel bed last year on my vacation.

What color hair did you have when you entered high school the first time? I had my natural hair color with blonde highlights.

Did the last person you kiss have piercings? Nope.

Is there a certain eye color you are drawn to on the opposite sex? I think blue and green are really pretty.

What is the closest thing to you that is red? The bag of Walkers shortbread cookies near me.

Will you be seeing your ex any time soon? Nope. I haven’t seen or talked to him in like 6 years now and have no plans to.

Have you talked about marriage with another person? No.

Do you remember who you liked this time 3 years ago? I didn’t like anyone 3 years ago.

Do you know anyone who has been to rehab? Yes.

Do you think you’ll make a good parent? I don’t want to be a parent.

Do you think you’ll make a good husband / wife? I don’t see myself ever getting married.

In order to fall asleep, do you need the conditions to be perfect? I need my fans on, my pillows propped up just right, my blanket, the TV on, and listening to ASMR until I feel sleepy enough to attempt going to sleep. I usually end up falling asleep with my headphones on.

If so, what conditions need to be met in order for you to fall asleep? ^^^

Do you get excited or annoyed when the phone rings? I never get excited when the phone rings. I’m only annoyed when it’s a scam call or my doctor’s office calling with like the 5th appointment reminder call.

Do you prefer writing poems or stories? I used to love writing short stories when I was 13.

Do you have a Tumblr account? (If so, what is the URL?) ...

Were you ever in Boy / Girl Scouts? I was.

Is there anybody you're really jealous of? Jealous? No. I experience envy more.

What were your grades like in high school? A’s and B’s.

Do you prefer to be monogamous, or are you more a casual dater or swinger? I’m into monogamy.

Have you ever had a crush on more than one person at once? Do you now? I have, yes. I don’t currently.

Are you a happy person? No. Describe your hair. It’s up in its usual messy bun and in serious need of a dye job.

How bad is your temper? It takes a lot to make me angry. I get irritated and frustrated easily, but anger takes a lot.

Who is your favorite relative? I don’t choose favorites like that, but I am closest to my mom and younger brother.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? The receptionist at my doctor’s office to cancel an appointment. They keep taking it upon themselves to schedule me an appointment for this procedure they insist I have done for some reason (that I think is completely unnecessary) and it’s like, uh you can’t just schedule an appointment for me and then call to tell me about it a couple days before. I need to make arrangements and plan ahead first of all, but also I just really don’t want to do this procedure. It bugs me that they’re being so pushy about it and now scheduling the appointment for me, like no. I’m just worried I’m going to end up having to do it because they’ll take away my medication or something if I don’t, I don’t know. It’s just ridiculous.

Ever kissed in the rain? No. As cheesy as it is, it’s something I’ve always wanted to do.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No.

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now? Nope.

What were you wearing when you last kissed someone? I don’t remember, that was 8 years ago.

What's the greatest thing that happened to you yesterday? My mom brought me breakfast from one of my favorite places to get breakfast from and a Starbucks. That’s the only time I don’t mind be woken up, haha.

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing? It’s black and has the Mario Bros and the rest of the gang on it.

How many kids do you want? Zero.

Did you speak to your father today? Not yet, it’s only 5 in the morning.

Could you see yourself with someone forever? It’s hard to imagine myself with someone at all to be honest.

Have you ever broken someones heart? My first ex said I did.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night? Like 3ish. :/

#personal #text #survey #surveys

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