#3000 on a bad day

[crystalann5]

I think my only saving grace to not being obese again is that I'm so active and love veggies, otherwise I still can't give up eating excessively

#I'm still overweight by 15lbs and average 2500kcal/day #3000 on a bad day #both these things are opposite of my family and yeah I'm throwing shade

[thatoneweirdo14]

Breaking news: I am a massive simp for hua cheng

#everything this man does makes me scream #he single handedly raised my expectations for men #like i need a guy who lights 3000 lanterns for me and humiliates at least 33 heavenly officials bc they hurt me and fills a cave with pic #ture perfect statues of me and treats me with more love in one day than most people receive in their entire life and kills anyone who even #slightly annoys me #otherwise whats the point yk #“wdym you can only defeat 22 heavenly officials and arent the ghost king” #“and you think youre good enough for me?” #i say whilst binging tgcf for the third time in the jp dub having done nothing productive during my summer break #with my most important career deciding exams next year #not even joking im rewatching all of tgcf in the english dub and im kver halfway through #once im done jp dub is next #👍👍👍👍👍 #mxtx tgcf #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #hua cheng #tgcf hua cheng #i am down bad #a

[marcholasmoth]

OSRR: 3465

today i woke up just fine. stayed in bed a little before getting up. went to work, which was fine. work was fine, really, honestly it was pretty good. we got an alert at the end of the day which i took care of.

my real issue today was when the imposter syndrome and intrusive thoughts reared their ugly heads while the RSD kicked me in the ass.

i've been spiraling most of the afternoon.

i'm trying to keep it from spiraling. i'm trying really hard. but it's so easy to want to give in to it. i just want to wallow and be miserable. but i know if i do, ill stay there. like fuck, dude. i'm so far from the smartest person i know. and that bothers me? me?? with a subconscious that has long drawn worth from intelligence??? never.

that was sarcastic.

so much of my brain's attacks today were about how i'm not good enough for this and how i shouldn't be in this job and how im not good for going back to school and all i can do is... is what? make things? things that other people can make way better?? why bother, yknow??

it's the "someone's better at that/that/x/y/z than i am, why bother?" that's getting me today.

luckily joel has been sensitive to how i feel so he could actually hear that something was off today in my voice when he called asking me what i wanted from chinese for dinner.

he's so good to me.

sigh.

#tw intrusive thoughts #tw self deprecation #tw bad mental health day #molly rambles #operation srr #osrr #3000s #3400s #sunshine boy

[hearties-circus]

Ohhhhh you know what would be fun for pokemon xy? If we got a legends game like a legends zygarde or something that'd fucking rock

#gamer txt. #i wanna see my man AZ wandering around!! i wanna actually talk to him ! #also right its odd that theres so few pokemon that actually have megas right? seeing as every pokemon esp those killed by the ultimate- #-weapon have the opportunity to get a mega and even stranger that no kalos pokemon get megas #so im thinking since the ultimate weapon went off 3000 years ago and no one nowadays really knows much it wouldnt be surprising if a bunch- #-were lost. either like buried over time or under debris #people picked em up thinking they looked cool and they never thought more of it yknow #so! if we do get to go back in time i would want us to see more megas. more stuff that hasnt been lost yet #also maybe like. see more ppl with a sort of lys mentality? #cause the fact that hes Like that and everyone just lets it slide is odd right like wouldnt it make sense if a (much tamer) version of- #-lys' mentality is somewhat common in kalos and even more common back in the day. yknow. the french and guillotines and all that #because the fact no one really questions him and so many ppl are willing to join team flare and spend that much money on it makes no sense! #if it turns out that lys just has a bit more of an old fashioned mindset (esp since he already is more old fashioned) that would make sense #anyways #i want to see an augustine relative whos better at battling #i want him to be good at battling so bad!! and he isnt!! #i think it would be funny if he was the runt of the family though

[strixcattus]

Little voice in my head that gives me bad ideas just told me I should alphabetize the list of gods on my WorldAnvil world by in-universe alphabetical order instead of English alphabetical order and I don't have an argument against it

#little voice in my head that gives me bad ideas is also the reason yvelse has a P sound and three irregular verbs #complete impulse conlanging. #that reminds me I should get back on posting about that conlang #after worldember. I've... neglected that. #by which I mean I have 3000 words written all of them from the first couple days

[disneydreamlights]

The way people on this website hate Disney adults and people who like theme parks like idk man imagine hating people who have fun doing things they like. Couldn't be me I'm a cringe Disney adult. :)

#personal stuff #I've since learned to embrace the title of Disney adult #Like whatever I am one I'm 27 and still like Disney and the parks #Saw that post circulating about the guy who did the 3000 day Disney streak #And how people were saying he was a creep and idiot and being real mean #When like...seems like he was just a guy who liked walking around Disney and befriending the passholders and CMs #Like yeah I like Disney. I am an adult and still get excited to meet Mickey and ride Spaceship Earth and all that #I don't think we should be making it a bad thing like that's all

[seancamerons]

i'm not letting anyone ever make me feel bad about me, my choices, things and people i love/care about, hobbies whatever, ever. respect me, or (kindly), kick bricks🧱 i'm just done with that "letting things happen" or niceties if you're not nice to me or others. you gonna disrespect me, i won't respect you and i just won't talk to you. life is too short to be a mean person. i don't wanna be a pushover. i'm not gonna let people make me feel bad anymore no matter who they are. i cried my last tear over that stuff. not gonna be hostile, or mean but assertive, because it's a new era and i want positivity. i want good things, i like my peace and anyone who threatens me with that i don't want around me. it's just bs. 💩 i don't want any negativity, so if you're gonna be mean or whatever do not interact w/ this.

#personal #ugh #i literally cried myself to sleep with my stomach in knots over this shit #like my bfs aunt is so mean #she's been saying these little things and she's really getting to me #all week long giving me shit about everything i do #i'm so thankful for my boyfriends family and i love them all but she i can't with #its a good thing she lives 3000 miles away regularly #his mom was so upset when my bf and i were discussing things last night bc the aunt has a habit of doing this stuff #and she didn't know it was as bad as it was between her sister and me #so all this is spurred by her #and like generally #his grandma was mad too bc i have literally done nothing to this woman #and i'm newly moving in and i'm overwhelmed and chaotic these days with that #i'm tryna stay positive #i'm a lil nervous bc they're gonna have a convo with her #and let her know that she's being a lot rn and i'm like afraid of her #i also don't wanna make her madder than she is already #if she's even mad or its just how she is #idk the whole thing #but it really hurt me bc i looked forward to meeting her and then when i did we do not jive #i thought we would #never meet your heroes kids

[allucka]

i rlly dont mind being a person who has a very low social battery EXCEPT for the fact that it makes me kind of . a shitty friend 💔.. i mean i only have one day a week where im not obligated to go to work or school but i typically use that one day to 1. sleep and 2. still do schoolwork.... but then i have a lovely dear friend of mine ask if im available to hang out during the weekend and its like.... technically, yes, i am but mentally? NOOO 😭😭💔💔💔

#like i feel so bad but genuinely if i dont have at least one day where im not around ppl i become megabitch 3000 #AND i need all the time i have to read bc i just dont have my own entertainment time anymore 💔 #its taking me over a month to read ONE BOOK..... i averaged like 6 books/month jan-march..💔💔

[hyunubear]

I just love how unbothered wonho is

#every other day the fandoms (mbb and wenee) go nuts over something one of them did or bashing some random person with 20 followers who said- #-something negative about wonho making it sound like someone wrote a bad article on him and sold 3000 prints of it #meanwhile wonho be doing his own thing no caring abt shit kdjdjdjdj #i love that for him

[tardis--dreams]

11:45pm, sitting here with my ridiculously large tomato-mozarrella sandwich and crying to bad and crazy. I love life.

#I have to write through the night thanks to my immaculate time management skills #but i haven't eaten a lot throughout the day and I figured it would be sensible to eat something even if it's technically night #since i will be staying up for a While (probably until tomorrow night tbh ahaha) #so i took a break from 'working' and continued the rewatch and that one scene in ep 4 again made me ugly cry #which feels ridiculous when you're eating tbh #aw man #I'm too emotionally attached to this show #I'm not even kidding this is on one level with tdj and beyond evil #(well. #beyond evil is kinda unbeatable. but still it's definitely one of my absolute favorite shows now. so I'm very happy i watched this in the #first place because i wasn't sure if I'd like it and almost didn't give it a try) #sorry for rambling #i will continue working now i guess #only have 3000 words left #i can't believe I'm not even feeling stressed after procrastinating this for 4 weeks and now having to write the entire thing in one night #something really is fundamentally wrong with my brain #(or maybe i just got more chill about doing a bad job. i guess i realized it doesn't really matter anyway so why stress about it #bullshitting is fine when it doesn't affect anyone or anything but you. and i would not benefit from doing well anyway so what's the point #yeah good grades are nice but in my position ultimately meaningless since I'm not gonna get a job anyway and also won't stay in academia #for much longer. so whatever. just do whatever ahahaha) #shut up amy

[the-mechanisms-system]

Sleep deprivation + binge guilt = level of self hatred and self destructive thoughts that is not for the faint of heart

(Un)fortunately, I'm not faint of anything atm because I have enough calories in my system to feed a small nation and that weak dizzy starvation high is long gone :))

#it was like 4000 max for the whole day #honestly probably closer to 3000 #its not Horrible #like its really bad but it can be fixed #but i still want to go batshit insane and rip myself apart piece by piece #god i wish i was at home i want my blades

[burned0ut-star]

guess who made silly little character playlist/pinterest boards instead of writing? this guy☝🏾

here are Kits playlist/board and Jades playlist/board

#making a mess of the space we've created #tanthamore #jade claymore #kit tanthalos #only ​​ten days to go🥳🥳 #we’re nearly at 3000 words written let’s gooo #struggled bad with making jades playlist but it’s whatever #willow 2022 #willow

[miracleon63rdstreet]

I was just beaten, stabbed, and shot all in just the matter of a few days, each day a different incident or attack by an individual in my family and outside of my family by ppl around me, I had to get several stitches in my legs, arms, hands and even some in my face after being jumped and beaten and stabbed, I had a bullet pulled out my leg and my side, I was shot 8 times, 4 times in the legs and 2 times in my right lower abdomen and another 2 times in my left lower abdomen, I been in and out of the hospital including the mental hospital for suicide attempts as well as being harmed by transphobic ppl, I've been struggling paying for costs of a vet visit after my kitten was killed by my moms dog after she had her dog kill her, I've been raped, molested and abused by my family and ppl in my schools and neighborhood and I just get tired of being in this same situation surrounded by poverty, I live in a neighborhood where I'm constantly threatened for being a black trans woman and I have NO ONE TO TURN TO, I've tried getting help finding a new job but it's harder after constantly being fired for molestation at work and sexual harassment and constant work abuse I've been thru whether it was employees or managers targeting me with harassment and bullying within the workplace and it's been hard in general trying to get help with financial situations, paying for medical bills and get med assistance from the government and the city as well as mental health help for therapists, psychiatric help, and safe space havens or shelters, I've also been from mental health facility shelter to homeless shelters and been harassed, abused, raped and molested in EVERY SINGLE ONE, i am currently living in a rundown home surrounded by poverty and bad conditions, rusted bursted pipes, i have no plumbing, no water, no way to get anything to drink, to clean stuff with, i dont have water for dishes to be cleaned, laundry to be washed, or to bathe or shower in or to take a piss or shit in either and there are several dead cats in my basement as well as raccoons from all the holes in the walls, I had to freeze in the winter and was trying to get help from the city with some government assistance and I'VE YET TO GET ANY HELP, ANY THERAPISTS FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH I'M STILL ON A QUEUE, I HAVE NO HELP FOR MENTAL HEALTH MEDS, OR PSYCHIATRIC HELP, I can't seem to afford to get help with much even after succeeding my Gofundme goal because I had to use most of that money for food for me and my cats and keep cleaning products to get my home clean WHICH IS STILL A MESS. so what i need anyone to do for me if yall POSSIBLY CAN, is reblog this as much as you can and please share my links to donation help with pet food, water, meds, med help, mental health help, finding an apartment, getting a bed or mattress, and any daily needs and necessities IF YALL CAN.

My goal is to get at least $2500 to $3000, I know it's alot but rn I need as much as I can possibly get, yall can send anything, nothing is too small it's ALL APPRECIATED. IF PPL CAN SEND AT LEAST 25 OR 30$ EACH IT WOULD HELP OUT SO MUCH, BUT AGAIN ANY AMOUNT IS APPRECIATED. THIS is REALLY IMPORTANT!!....I'M TRYING MY BEST TO SURVIVE RIGHT NOW!

Cashapp: $Slasherstan91

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[operationblanketfort]

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#I feel so so bad what on earth is this #cannot tell if this is illness or burnout #I’m not sniffly or coughing and my stomach’s fine #but I cannot breathe properly and I’m just really uncomfortable in my body #so I’m just gonna try and treat this like a sick day #play some sims drink a bunch of water #very light work later #:)))) trying so hard to give myself permission for this bc I have a 3000 word project due in SHIT FUCK 12 DAYS BAD BAD #oh I rly thought I had two full weeks shit #okay anyway yeah I rly need this so permission!!! #I’ll work better when I don’t feel like this #I’m just worried that I won’t feel better but that’s the bad feelings talking!! #okay thanks for being my journal im gonna rest now #mine

[signedkoko]

Could I get a Mammon, Vox and Husk with a S/O who gets harassed on the street and their reaction? You can have full creative control over what type of harassment!

I love your fics- if this isn’t getting the creative juices flowing just let me know and I’ll request something different <3

🦷 anon

Husk | Mammon | Vox [Romantic]

In which some loathsome idiot thinks they'll get away with harassing their beloved s/o.

One of your favourite date nights is spent bar hopping

Pop a drink or two in each one, sometimes sharing one cocktail, his wing draped around you, your head leant on his shoulder, humming to the music surrounding you

Both of you had a preference for the less popular spots, the kinds of places you got the weirdest combinations, where he could be inspired and you could give him thoughts

The plus side of the smaller joints was that the music was never too loud, drinks were cheaper, and there was always a few spots free at the bar

Downside was that most places had their regulars, the kind of people who couldn't get in anywhere else

The kind of desperation that builds and spreads like mold in the corner of a dark room next to a leaky pipe

On a few occasions, someone would harmlessly ask to buy you a drink and would turn tail when Husk gave them his usually 'fuck off' look

But this time, the guy would just not get the hint

" What? Already claimed dibs on the bitch? "

Yeah- no, that attitude towards you is not going to fly

Not even three seconds and there's a bottle smashed on the drunk demons head, and three cards flying back into Husk's hand

That's when the bleeding starts

You slap a 20 down for your bill and jump straight up, already being dragged by Husk out the door

Insists if he stayed there you would have both gotten banned anyways, and he likes that spot

You guys don't really go out so casually without a good reason, or just for old times sake

A sin and his spouse on a city street in greed was just asking for bad things to happen

But still, if you asked and he had nothing that day, Mammon would always rather get quality time with you and people watch

Thats most of your conversation, pointing out demons and joking about what you think they are like, what the do, how they speak

It's always a fun game, until some newcomer saw you laughing at him and marched right up, clearly on something and clearly ready to have a go at someone

The moment he reaches for your wrist, his thumb falls to the floor, a messy and jagged cut the only sign of attack besides one of Mammons spider legs now revealed

Before he can even realize the pain or what's happened, Mammon lets out a menacing laugh

" Every extra inch towards my broad is another finger. "

That demon was already screaming and running away, most the crowd on the street that was watching now hurrying in any direction opposite of you and Mammon

" I'm only worth one finger? "

" Nah. Just being generous for once. "

Not really a street guy, but unfortunately some press conferences and events require mingling and interacting with others, which he never liked

Thankfully, with you he has an excuse to stay away from others, or show you off

He usually goes for the latter

He's all 'Have you met my wife?' 'My wife loves x and y!' 'Isn't my wife absolutely gorgeous?'

You are the first topic he speaks of after his company; you'd be the first if he didn't have to waste so much time being a salesman, but that is how the cookie crumbles

Sometimes when there's specific press releases, he has to send you off for a moment, where you usually go and mingle with some of the others in his industry you befriended

During one such interview, he couldn't help but spot out the corner of his eye, some lousy business woman drape her arm around your waist and grab at your hip

" Sorry yeah, this interview is over. "

Literally shoves his way over, sparks and electricity flying, to rip you out of her arms

" Baaabe, is this a friend? Whatever the case, we really gotta get going! "

Jealousy 3000

He's glad he stepped in after he overhears that lady had a habit of harassing other attendees

New clause in every interview; they have to include you or provide security over you while he is busy

Author's Note - Tooth anon comes in for another PIPIN HOT request!! I actually feel so bad because every time I take a break form writing is on yoru request and that really makes it look bad I am so sorry 😩

#koko writez #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #hazbin hotel x reader #helluva boss x reader #reader insert #x reader #mammon #mammon x reader #vox #vox x reader #husk #husk x reader

[hamsamohammad]

🚨Help save my DISABLED Grandmother and my family from Gaza

I am Hamsa Mohammad, a 24 years old Engineer, I just graduated when the war occurred ! My mother and I were very lucky and escaped 5 Months ago .. but we left our hearts in Gaza! We didn't mean to leave them behind .. we feel guilty every single day that we're safe while they're not ! We tried everything but couldn't collect the funds, my mother is a single mother and we are barely managing to cover our expenses and sending them as much as we can to help them survive in Gaza . Until a friend I met here in Cairo, told me that hopefully you will help us ! 🙏🙏🙏 Help Me Rescue my Family of 4 from Gaza : • MY 83 years old DISABLED GRANDMOTHER (ستي فوزية) right before this war she suffered from a broken pelvis and a broken left hand, and she cannot walk or even go to the bathroom. She also suffers from severe heart muscle weakness and needs many medications, diapers and a urinary catheter ,they can't even find or afford proper drugs and painkillers , everything is extremely expensive PLEASE WE NEED TO GET HER OUT ASAP !! • MY SISTER AND HER FAMILY - Lamis and her husband Malik (29 and 32 years old) They're both sick and suffer from Hepatitis type A.

•Karma 3 Months Old: She is 3 months old , she was born through this terrible war in a tent .. She is malnourished , gets sick ,intestinal catarrh and fevers all the time ! •Ghaith 3 years old: He suffers from severe allergic reactions and he vomits, get sick all the time from polluted water and bad food They're all cramped up in a tentwith other people .. Please I PLEAD to you help them escape

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