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albonify · 3 months
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Nevermind, Let’s Hard Launch ! - Lando Norris
SUMMERY: Y/N has been reluctant to go public with her and Lando’s relationship, until she builds up enough courage to soft launch, but she gets bored.
WARNINGS: none, reader can speak french
french mon amor - my love, ma vie - my life
Y/N scoffs, putting her phone down. She is currently sitting on a yacht off the coast of Malta, curled up with her boyfriend, Lando, looking out at the water as she gently plays with his hair. Lando, hearing her scoff, looks up
“What’s up baby?” “Articles talking about how you have a new girlfriend this weekend, her names Alice by the way.”
He chuckles and opens his mouth to speak but Y/N cuts him off.
“She’s a brunette and totally your type!” she smiles as she mocks the article.
Y/N fakes a gasp, “Lando, ma vie, did you know that you apparently have a thing for tall brunettes? Because I sure didn’t.” she feigns shock before laughing. Lando just softly laughs at the girl’s antics.
“Baby, you know not to listen to those articles, because i’m pretty sure they’re wrong anyways. Im don’t think I know an Alice” he says, jokingly putting his thumb and index finger on his chin to feign thought.
“Oh i know ma vie, but they are quite funny to look at”, she laughs, “Besides”, she smiles and leans in, kissing him, “I know the truth”.
She smiles at him and gently intertwines their fingers. Lando smiles back at her and kisses her pinky finger, interlocked with his. It’s become a common place for the boy to kiss, having fallen in love with it when he first saw her freckle there.
“Just say the word and i’ll post us Y/N , you know i’ve been dying to let the the world know about you.” he states, looking at her.
“I know mon amor but I i’ve seen how girlfriends get treated online, and i am in no way ready for that.”
She sighs as she snuggles her head into the crook of Lando’s neck. Lando puts on a sad smile as he gently brushes through her hair.
“i know baby, but i promise, when we do go public, anyone who has hate to say will be dealt with, i wont let them get in the way of me and the girl i love.” Lando says softly.
Y/N smiles into his neck and leave a soft kiss to skin, she loves kissing his neck, its her sign of affection, totally nothing to do with the fact Lando just has a nice neck…
Lando, in return, moves her hair and kisses behind her ear, another common place for the boy to kiss, before his smile turns into a grin and he starts to gently tickle Y/N.
Y/n shouts softly “Lando no! stop!” inbetween her laughs.
Lando just start tickling her more adjusting their position so he is above her making it easier to tickle her, this time less gently as it prompts more laughs.
God how he loves Y/N’s laugh. he could listen to it all day.
It’s not until she starts kicking her feet against the couch that he stops.
Y/N looks at Lando, his grin still prominent as he catches his breath, his messy hair asking to be played with, and she thinks she falls more in love at the sight.
At the same time Lando just looks at her, her hair all disheveled, slightly out of breath, her cheeks pink, and her smile still beaming, its at this moment Lando knows it’s her forever.
“I love you so much baby” He says as he kisses her softly.
Y/N kisses him back saying, “I love you too mon amor, more than you could ever know”. She smiles before her eyes drift and Lando recognizes that look, she’s in thought.
He lays down softly kissing her cheek before looking at her, “What you thinking about baby?”.
Y/N looks up at the sound of his voice, “What if we soft launch?”.
Lando lights up at the idea of finally being able to show her off, “Are you sure love? we dont have to if you dont want to”.
“Yeah im sure mon amor, t we’ve been dating since our teens and i know it’s you Lan it always has been and it always will be, not even the internet will change that. so yes Lan, im ready.” She smiles softly reaching up to touch his hair.
Lando smiles brightly, slightly blushing at her comment, “Im glad because I feel the same way” He leans down and kisses her. When he comes back up his grin has become a smirk.
“Well what are we waiting for?” he asks “LET’s SOFT LAUNCH” Y/N laughs and grabs her phone.
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🎶 High by the Beach - Lana Del Rey
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It’s been a few days since you and Lando soft launched. You were happy to see most people were supportive but you were still nervous.
“What you looking at baby?” Lando asks.
Right now you where tanning on the beach with a book in your hands, lando was soaked, having just came from the water. “Reading and thinking my love.” you reply.
Lando moves to lay on you, “what are you thinking about pretty girl?” he asks as he closes his eyes, joining her in sunbathing.
“Our soft launch” Y/N replies. At that Lando eyes widen, “is something wrong with it?” he asks worried.
“No my love, I was thinking about what if we did more.” “more?” Lando asks confused.
“Yeah like what if we hard launched?” Y/N said nervously picking at her cuticles.
Lando grabs her hands to stop her and looks at her, “You… want to… hard launch?” he asks her confused, knowing that she loved the privacy they had. “Yeah i know its you and i know the internet wont get in the way of us, so i want to hard launch”
“OMG OKAY im gonna go do that right now i love you” Lando quickly kisses her and runs to get his phone.
Y/N laughs at the boys excitement and grabs her phone waiting for whats next.
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🎶 Cupid’s Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes
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yyunari · 8 months
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CHESHIRE ! — Nishimura Riki (TEASER)
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SYNOPSIS. Y/N Cheshire lived her life carefree. Being the daughter of the Cheshire Cat made her more inclined to not take anything seriously and to just have a little bit of fun in everything she does. Whether it was pulling pranks, sneaking up on people, or making jabs at her friends- Y/N kept a Cheshire’s smile on her face. Because of that, she just couldn’t take Chaehyun Cupid seriously when she claimed that Y/N had a crush on Riki Wonderland.
PAIRING. Kitty Cheshire! Y/N x Alistair Wonderland! Riki
(btw im not shipping kitty and alistair i just based them off the characters)
GENRE. Ever After High AU, High school AU, Fluff, Slight Angst
WARNINGS. bad parental relationship, ooc riki umm, expected word count is like 15k yea ik. long fic.
RELEASING. published!
NOTES. if u haven’t seen ever after high it’s ok u can still read this all u rly need to know is that the students of eah r the children of fairy tale ppl like snow white or cinderella and they have to follow the paths of their parents and stuff Yassssss
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After sometime, Riki opened his mouth. “I know I already asked this earlier, but why did you come here? You know, to stargaze.” As if he wasn’t satisfied with her answer.
He was right in thinking that her answer wasn’t what she truly wanted to say, but it just felt awkward to give an exact reason. Her relationship with her mom was something she could barely tell her only 3 friends about, let alone someone she barely considered an acquaintance.
But Y/N knew Riki was a reliable guy; she had heard it often from Soul, Rei, and Giselle. And maybe for once she would let herself put faith into another person.
“I’ll only tell if you tell me why you like stargazing.”
Riki blew out a breath in thought. “Hm… I don’t know if I can give an exact reason for that. I was just bored one day and ended up coming across this place. That’s what made me stargaze, but something about it just felt so comforting to me that I wanted to do it more often.” He answered, a soft smile gracing his lips. “But that’s not exactly a good reason.”
“I think it suits you.” Y/N whispered out. “I’m sure you have your own stresses with being the son of Alice in Wonderland. It would make sense that having a hobby like this to come back to is something you enjoy.”
He pondered on it for a moment. Maybe she was right. He then chuckled at this side of her he had never seen before. “You’re a lot more poetic than you let on. Anyways I answered your question, can you answer mine?”
Y/N considered answering it, she truly did, but as much as she wanted to open up there was the side of her that wanted to keep everything inside. Her mother had always told her that vocalizing your feelings does nothing good and only makes people pity you.
One thing Y/N despised was being pitied. It only reminded her of how her mother referred to her as a ‘pitiful girl’ and how she would amount to nothing.
So she slowly shook her head. “No, I don’t think I can.”
Riki felt himself beginning to sit up to look at the girl. There was something off about her. The way she spoke to him and the way that she carried herself… she wasn’t acting as she always had. Normal Y/N would be more playful and even mischievous. But now, there was a certain sadness in her entire being that seemed to be throwing her off her rhythm. And it only made Riki more and more curious about her.
“Okay, I get it. You don’t have to tell me.” Riki smiled, before continuing. “I just hope it doesn’t take away your chaotic spirit. You know, I kind of like that about you.”
A sigh left Y/N’s lips at his words. “You don’t mean that, Wonderland.”
“I mean every word, Cheshire.”
Y/N could only roll her eyes before slowly evaporating into the night, using her invisibility and teleportation to finally go back home.
Left lingering in the air was her Cheshire’s smile, which disappeared last and left Riki staring at the wisps of where she had sat only moments prior.
Maybe it made sense that Riki enjoyed stargazing. In a way, there was something about him that was made of the stars. No matter what he did, he always seemed to shine brighter than all the others. There was something about Riki that felt that he belonged up in the sky, giving life to the night and adding a certain glimmer to the auras.
Riki had his own place amongst the sky, and she wished she could be like that too. But after speaking to him, maybe there was nowhere she could have her own place in. Y/N could only wait for the day that she could contribute to a bigger picture, and take a larger part in his story. After all, she had always wanted her own place within the stars.
But for now, all she could do was hope she would become more than just the Cheshire Cat’s daughter.
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authors note. postinf this after jay noticed me on his weverse live i am not well. anyways it’s coming 🤓🤓 those 10k words sitting in my drafts r waiting to be released don’t worry babies mommys almost done
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theship-thewalrus · 2 years
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can i request the alternate ending to this fic
considering in my thoughts after reader died i don't think aegon will even let rhaenyra touch a strand of the baby and im also want to see jace and luke reaction jejdjejejj
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Hi anons! I put both of these together, hope you don't mind! I must say I love some sadness. Hope its what you are looking for :)
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aegon ii targaryen x niece! wife! reader
pretty much the ask
word count: 1034 words reading time: about 6 minutes warnings: death, le sadness
Part 1 || Part 2 || Ending 1 || Ending 3 || Ending 4 || Headcanon 1 || Headcanon 2
The hurried footsteps of the small group echoed through the hall. Unlike before it was deathly silent, no more did your screams bounce off the walls, your voice was no longer heard and it was as though the world stopped moving. Not hearing you anymore made Aegon speed up, jogging past Rhaenyra and her sons.
The doors were thrown over with little regard to whoever may be close to them. Aegon's eyes roam around the room before they finally land on his wife. The first thing he noticed was the dark red blood that covered the white of the sheets. His mother's sobs filled his ears next, his eyes drifting to the side of the bed where her face was covered by her hands. But it was clear she was crying by how her body moved with each cry. He then registered how pale you were, almost the color of the sheet.
No words were uttered for him to understand what happened. The maesters had failed you, they allowed you to die. The man flew to your side, hands clutching yours as though his will alone would bring you back. But you were cold to the touch, your usual warmth had left you. Tears began to well up in his eyes as his brain began to realise what happened. "no...no, no, no, no," the words poured out of his mouth like a string of prays.
When Rhaenrya saw the scene in front of her she broke, tears welled up in her eyes but they did not fall. Her fists clenched by her side as she takes in the two cryings next to you. Her sweet child, her little girl, was gone. She remembered the day you were born, how she held you in her arms as you wailed. How she swore to protect you from all the worries and pressures of the world. Yet she had failed you, her only daughter. You died thinking she hated you, that you no longer held a place in her heart. All because she was too stubborn to speak to you.
Jacaerys was beside himself with grief, like his mother he had not spoken to you since arriving. He believed you slighted them in some way, siding with his mother instead of his little sister. He should have not cared about this stupid rivalry, you were his sister above all else. He felt like he failed you. Tears streamed down his cheeks, unlike his mother, he held no reservations about crying in front of these people. He would come up beside Alicent, not wanting to get caught up in Aegon's grief.
Similarly to his older brother, Lucerys was distraught. He stood there frozen in place, simply looking at your pale and bloodied body. Despite being so young the boy had witnessed so much death, yet it never got easier. Especially when he gazed at his sister, only adding to the bodies.
Alicent lifted her head from her hands to see Jacaerys standing there. The woman sniffled softly, standing up from her stead before moving over to the other side where her son sat. Jacaerys took Alicent's seat, grabbing onto his sister's cold and limp hand. A delicate hand began to rub Aegon's back, trying her best to comfort her distraught and broken son.
A high-pitched wail took everyone's attention away from the bed for a moment. The door opens and shows a timid and frightened maid holding a newborn child. It had been washed and wrapped up in a blanket, the maid trying her best to calm it. The Maester instructed her to show the child to the Queen and its father, but there was no indication that so many people would be there. The little boy in her arms was crying his heart out, little face contorted and fists balled up. Whisps of white hair adored his little head, the hair was still slightly damp.
Rhaenyra was the closest to the maid and the first person to move. Wanting to see her grandson, to hold him in her arms and maybe even take him away from here. To raise the child herself and away from the claws of the vultures here. But Aegon shoot up, face pulled into a murderous glare. "Don't you dare touch him!" His voice shocked everyone, the maid nearly jumping out of her skin. Rhaenyra stops in her tracks, her hand returning to her side. Turning to her half-brother she spoke loudly, in order to be heard over the small child. "He is my daughter's son, my bloo-" Aegon marched forwards anger blazing in his eyes. "He is my son! My blood! My wife's child!" He screamed, the fire inside him burning brightly.
Everyone was taken aback Lucerys moved to his mother's side, not only to get a better look at his nephew but to also support her. Jacaerys took longer to move to his mother's side, not wanting to leave you just yet. He was not ready to let you go just yet, to leave you cold and alone. But he joined his brother and mother. Alicent moved to her son's side, standing behind him just slightly.
Rhaenyra's eyes burn at Aegon, but she would not fight him right now. Not in front of her daughter's body and certainly not in front of your child. Glancing at you she moves across the room quickly, bending down slightly and placing a small kiss on your forehead. A wordless goodbye and display of the affection she should have been showing you all along. A single tear slips past her eyes and lands on your forehead. "My sweet child, I have always loved you. I pray to the gods you knew that." Her voice was soft and kind, pouring her grief into her words. Wishing her words could bring you back, even just for a moment so she could tell you how much she loved you.
"I will see my grandson. Perhaps not today, but soon." The woman says power is portrayed in her voice. Moving to the door her sons follow. Leaving Aegon and Alicetn along with you and your son. There was an underlying threat in her voice, one that may come soon.
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YOOOOOOOOO! FIRST YOU GOTTA BE ONE IF THE MOST TALENTED ARTIST I HAVE EVER SEEN!! SECOND YOUR GHOST OF CHRISTMAS FUTURE IS GIVING ME BRAIN ROT! And it got me thinking!
This being inspired by art that I just literally saw a minute ago by alice angel12x! With their idea of ghost of Christmas present yn!
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Frank could only look at the ghost with fear as he watched them grow older by the minute. The once bright and cheerful spirit that stood tall among the crowd now appeared centuries older, their wooden skin was chipping and rotting away like an ancient oak that had been left to grow on dying soil their labored breaths showed how tired they had became but their hood hid their face from the puppet leaving his blind to their appearance but he was certain that it had changed as well. His heart ached for the spirits well being, it was thanks to them that he was able to see the warmth of the town surrounding him for so many years, a warmth that soaked deep into his bones that he never wished to forget.
He knelt down by the spirits slumped formed worry and fear filling his eyes " spirit? Please say something! Is there anything I can do?" He asked, he begged, for as much as he knew the truth, he wanted to remain naive for a little longer.
" I'm afraid cough! There isn't much you can do for a spirit dear frank, my being is far beyond your control. Its my own fault really, I saw hiw happy you were seeing everyone that I had forgotten my own limits and now I fear my time has come"
You spoke as if it was the most obvious thing in the world as tears slowly stared to fill franks eyes. "N-no please please this cant be! There must be something I can do!" For the first time in years frank is willing to put someone else's well being above his, the idea made you smiled weakly underneath your hood.
"Theres a heart underneath that all that doom and gloom after all huh? Thank you dear frank but im afraid im already gone" you glance up at the swirling snow that surround the both of you. While frank paid no mind to it, you watched as the wind grew more aggressive causing the most beautiful sight before you mixing with the cruel glow of a blue haunting light.
" My darling, you're already here? Im afraid im worst for wear" you spoke to the air it seemed as you forced yourself to stand up. Frank tried to get a hold on your arm to held you steady yourself only for your arm to shattered into dying splinters that blew away with the wind.
Frank finally noticed the blue glow when it suddenly became like a large bonefire at the destruction of your arm but you could inky laugh as you walked on shaking legs, knocking your hollow knees together with each step.
"No there's no need for that! You cant blame a boy for not knowing, there is so much for him to learn and it is best that you take me place dont you?"
You spoke with confidence as you pulled down your hood causeing frank to lose his breath. Your once beautiful hair made of leaves had disappeared and wilted into brown dying vines that left you into a balding state, cracking lines spread across your face their source was from the now empty socket that once held one of your bright warmth filled eyes.
You look up at the hooded figure without any source of fear or worry in your entire body, something that frank was envy about as he felt fear shake his entire soul at the towering figure.
Your remaining arm reached up to the figures face, reaching into the inky blackness of the hood with some effort revealed the soft gaze of a yellow felt face that looked down at the spirit of christmas present with warmth and sadness within his eyes.
" what-what is this?" Frank asked in a shaking voice but you only could chuckle.
"No one can help who they love frank, be they a puppet or a spirit such as us. There will always be something that will block then from one another" it was almost like you were speaking with the wind, your voice rising and falling with each sound.
You slowly turned your body more fragile than a porcelain doll would as your body slowly splintered and cracked more but a smile filled with warmth still remained on your face, as if he wasnt the cause for your breaking state.
"My last kindness and his warning frank frankly, this could be your last Christmas."
You shattered, bits of wood and cloth blew through the raging wind turning into small sparks of light that were swallowed by the darkness of the winter night. Frank could only stare in awe at the sight of your dissapearing form unaware of the tears that slowly left the hooded figures eyes.
I GOT REALLY INTO THIS AND I DONT CARE MY BRAIN JUICE WAS FLOWING! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND I HOPE YOU DONT MIND THE SMALL ROMANCE I GAVE TO GHOST WALLY AND YN! THANK YOU AND GOOD NIGHT!
IM GOING FERAL OVER THIS HOLY JESUS THIS IS AWESOME I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF READING THIS LIKE- AAAAA AND THE LIL’ MOMENT BETWEN GHOST OF CHRISTMAS PRESENT! Y/N AND GHOST OF YET TO COME! WALLY BEFORE Y/N SHATTERS IS SO UNDENIABLY SWEET BUT OH MY GOD IT PULLED AT MY HEART STRINGS 😭💕💖
@alice-angel12x ALICE GET OVER HERE YOU GOTTA GET OVER HERE AND READ THIS BRO 👏
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ilovemilfsthings · 8 months
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──── ✰࿒࿎྇ ༃࿐ ‘meet the character’
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ೃ࿐ ANGEL TARGARYEN prologue of her life
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« laughing on the outside, crying on the inside »
… … … angst ; shit parenting ; i love angel sm
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༶•┈┈⛧┈♛ ANGEL was the youngest child of viserys & alicent. for almost all of pregnancy, viserys hoped that it would be another boy, all kings always wish for healthy sons that could eventually replace him after his death and become a good king. but unfortunately, alicent gave birth to a girl. it’s hard to have a good relationship with your father when he didn’t want you from the moment you were in your mother's womb, im right? anyway, the first years of angel’s childhood were okay, the alicent seemed to care about her, and viserys didn’t mind having her by his side almost all the time. but it all dramatically changed when she turned eight. then her father started to expect more and more from her, even the things that no eight-year-old could do, but he wanted all the best for angel, didn’t he?
then she started to grow up, and nothing changed, it only got worse. she cannot remember one day without fighting with them, mostly with her dad. it seems like he finds it entertaining to try angel’s limits, but she never shed a single tear in front of him, she didn’t want to give him satisfaction. the worst part of these days were moments when he acted like nothing happened; he didn’t care about her mental health. let’s be honest, in this world, it doesn’t matter. 
but it wasn’t only viserys who slowly ruined his daughter. maybe alicent wasn’t like her husband, and she never screamed at angel, but she also let him humiliate her youngest daughter in front of everyone. she never checked on her, and when she ran to her chamber, she didn’t do anything. she would just close her eyes and sigh with sadness, but she wouldn’t tell her husband anything. 
angel seems to hate her parents, but deep inside she was still a little girl who wanted her parents to love her, hug her and tell her that everything going to be okay. 
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✧. ┊so this is kind of sad ‘prologue’ of angel’s history. i wanted to start it like this. you guys can give me ideas with who you wanted me to pair angel with, because i have not idea for this (firstly i thought about aegon, but idk) I would write series and just random imagines with her, and you also can request some ideas to plot etc. i would definitely needed your help. but i hope that you will like this oc (personally i love her, but you can have different opinions) i think that’s it, bye!
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vcnillazelda · 2 years
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maybe it’s my fault
jasper hale x reader
summary: after a misunderstanding, you leave your current relationship in a messy place
tags: getting back together kinda, musician! reader, school dances, slow dancing <3, human! reader, jasper is kinda stupid but we love him anyway, good friend alice <3, based on <maybe> it’s my fault by willow <33, angst with a happy ending
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jasper was so excited. he was going to hang ot with you today. the two of you had agreed to have a little getaway during the weekend in a secret spot the two of you found. you two had just become established so this was the closest thing to a date the two of you have had. he had your favourite foods and everything. the blonde truly wanted to spoil you.
“i know. he’s so adorable.” he overhears; and jasper freezes. “so you really like him, right? you should totally ditch your plans and go hang out with him.” edward responds. that was weird… you normally barely spoke to edward. was he referring to your date with jasper? his dead heart sinks as he listens closer. “mmm, i dunno.” you sound rather joking. he can hear your heartbeat, it’s pumping fast. “c’mon. it’ll be fun. you two can get to know each other more.” edward advices. “he doesn’t like me like that yet, now shut up. jasper will be here soon.” he furrows his brows, dropping his backpack with a light thud. what were you two talking about? were you cheating on him? jasper can feel the pure adoration in your emotions talking about this mystery person and he wants to scream. taking off, he heads in the opposite direction. so much for that date.
you were so worried. after edward had left, jasper hadn’t turned up at all. you were anxious he might of gotten hurt or had stood you up, you knew he was a little odd but you didn’t think he’d do that. you had blew up his phone, terrified of the worst.
jas??
jaaasssss??
where are you? :(
are you late?
come on silly i miss uuuu
those were left on read; the rest were on delivered.
jas im seriously worried.
are you okay?
did i do something wrong?
im sorry :(
please let me know you’re okay.
i’m so sorry please just let me know if you’re okay
now you were sat up late at 3 am terrified of the worst. had you upset him? did he not love you? was this all a sick joke? was he put up to it? your mind was racing and your heart was hammering. you sob to yourself, slamming your phone down onto your mattress, it bounces and clatters to the floor but you don’t care. curling into a ball, you cry to yourself, clutching your body to attempt to soothe yourself, yet nothing could compare to how jasper held you. sitting up, you snatch your notebook, maybe some songwriting would help you vent.
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jasper was now sat in alice’s room. she was looking unimpressed. “you seriously think she’s cheating?” she asks, deadpan. “yes! i overheard her and edward and she was talking about someone else.” alice runs a hand over her face. “alice i’m serious!” jasper whines, his heart was aching. “have you spoken to her?” alice asks, looking at him. “no..?” he mutters. alice gives an exasperated expression. “seriously, jasper? you ghosted her? she’s probably worried sick.” his friend scolds, and jasper sighed. “should i go see her..?”
“yes, dummy! go talk to her. if she is cheating, which i doubt, then you can talk about it; find the truth.” alice gestures to her door and jasper sighs. “alright. you’re right. i’ll talk to her.” he mumbles, getting up. “good. don’t come back until you’re back together. i don’t want my favourite couple breaking up.” alice teases, pinching his arm with her sharp nails. “okay, okay.” jasper smiles a little, leaving his friend’s room.
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jasper slips into your home through an unlocked window. he was hoping you were still here and not somewhere being sad. as soon as he walks upstairs, he can feel your presence. it was sad, overwhelmingly sad. carefully, jasper peers into your room. you’re fast asleep, back turned to him, yet your emotions were devastated. stepping into the room and closing your door, jasper rounds your bed, examining you for any signs of distress. you had dried tears upon your face, and jasper sighs. “oh, sweetheart…” he mutters, cold thumb making your face scrunch up as he wipes them away. he glances down, your song book had fallen from your hand, a mess upon the floor.
curiously, jasper scoops it up carefully.
maybe it’s my fault?
scrap song (probably)
rough idea:
met him at a party, i said he seems nice / every time i think about it i get butterflies / and i done told you we agree that he’s alright / never thought i’d be tripping / over the lost time / i said it was fine, laying down six feet under it’s sublime / should of saw the signs / now we’re in a fight
chorus??:
it’s all on my mind, all on my mind / i try to rewind / and all the while / i’m hurting inside / it’s your fault / maybe it’s my fault?
jasper runs his fingers over the ink, smudging it a little. examining the bottom of the page, he spots a smaller piece of writing.
said i can handle this / that was your one request / said i would be there / be there in your distress / instead you just feel dispensed / i don’t know / if i’m worth forgiving.
jasper sighs, closing the book and looking from it to you. you looked so idyllic, so peaceful. carefully, he places the book upon your bedside table, moving around the bed to lay down with you. his arm curls around your waist and you shuffle a little, exhaling calmly. jasper sighs, resting his forehead to the back of your neck. “you okay?” you mutter softly, and jasper hums. “yeah… are you?” he responds. “i’m alright.” that was a lie, he could feel your sadness. “wanna talk about it?” you ask him, and jasper sighs. “yeah… i uh- i overheard you and edward.” you let out a soft ‘oh’. jasper feels ill. “are you… are you cheating on me?” he adds on, voice tiny. “no..! no, of course not. why would you think that?” you ask, and jasper exhales shakily. “i just- i heard edward telling you to ditch your plans and go with some other guy and you sounded so happy-“ he mutters, choking up. rolling over, you hug him back. jasper clings to you, burying his face into your neck.
“jasper, we were talking about you.” you explain, and he feels incredibly stupid. “what..?” he pulls away. your hand gently cups his cheek. “he was telling me to cancel my plans next week so i could do something for you. it was meant to be a surprise but uh… it seems it’s been spoiled.” you smile sheepishly. jasper exhales with relief, all his negative emotions venting from his body. you smile at him a little and your boyfriend immediately snatches your lips in a kiss. your hand slips into his hair, cradling him close. “i would never cheat on you.” you mutter against his lips. “i know- i know, i’m sorry.” jasper responds, kissing you again.
“i really wanted to surprise you next week. i’ll have to get you some other time.” you joke as the two of you finally pull away. “sorry, sweetheart.” jasper smiles, brushing his nose against yours. “it’s okay. i was planning to take you out to the park late at night like some weird picnic type thing. there was gonna be cheesy music and edward was planning on setting it up.” you explain, jasper laughs softly. “thank you for the thought sweetheart. we can still do it considering our actual date has been… ruined.” you smile sadly, kissing his nose gently. “i dunno, jas. the nights still young.” you suggest, sitting up. jasper follows you. “what are you suggesting?” he asks, smiling at you. “come on.” you stand, tugging his cold hand. jasper huffs out a soft laugh.
you pull him flush to your chest, arms wrapping around him. jasper immediately hugs you back, squeezing slightly. “what are we doing?” he asks, voice quiet. “dancing, silly.” you respond, kissing his shoulder. “i see.” jasper chuckles, leaning his head against yours, swaying with you slowly. “this is much more romantic, if i may say so.” you giggle, squeezing him. “we’re like the modern romeo and juliet.” he muses, and you laugh. “totally, except we won’t die at the end.” jasper smiles. “no?” he humours you, and you hum. “no. we’ll have what they couldn’t have.” his heart almost beats again. “and what would that be?” he mutters, kissing your head softly. “a happy life, together. no more stupid situations where one thinks the other is cheating.” you pinch his side playfully. jasper laughs a little. “i’m sorry.”
the two of you stand in silence, relishing the moment with each other. “i love you.” jasper mumbles, you smile. he can feel pure love and adoration radiating off of you. “i love you too.” you respond, yet he already knows that. “i didn’t mean to pry, but i read your song.” he admits and you gasp, gently slapping his back. “peeper.” you smile into his neck. jasper laughs. “it’s beautiful, but i want to assure you that nothing was your fault. i jumped to conclusions. i shouldn’t of ignored you.” jasper closes his eyes, palm slipping into yours. “thank you..” you mumble, and jasper smiles, kissing your head once more. “your feelings were valid too. i would of reacted the same way.” you add on, and jasper exhales through his nose. “i never thought i’d hate anything more than falling out with you.” jasper huffs out a laugh. “i know.” you giggle, squeezing his hand. “i love you.”
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Absolutely feel free to not answer but I was wondering how you grew more comfortable being aro/ace? I’m 22 and ace (maybe aro too idk) and I recently ended an on again off again relationship and I am questioning if I ever felt anything towards him in the first place. Im kinda scared bc I love romance but idk if I’ll ever experience it? I wish I was as secure as you seem to be. Thank u in advance 🙂
hey anon :) thank you for reaching out! it's a really hard feeling to come to grips with so i hope i can help in at least a small way.
id'ing as aroace has been quite the journey for me. i've known i was ace for the longest time, but there was a period of several years where i denied even that (thanks 2016 tumblr discourse). eventually i realised that certain feelings would just never happen to me and that was ok - because i could still have romance, right? well!
i think it was around 2021 i kind of thought hold on. i've lived 23 years on this goddamn earth and don't think i've ever had a real romantic feeling/urge for someone who wasn't a fictional character/someone i didn't "force" myself to like because everyone in high school has crushes, right? so i thought about it and just went oh. oh! and it almost felt as though a weight came off my shoulders. like, yes, i was fucking bummed to realise i would probably never fall in storybook love. but there was this sense of a burden i could unshoulder because suddenly i wasn't beholden to the need to find that love, you know? i could just. be me. and even though it might make me sad sometimes, it's enough.
since then i've been up and down about it, absolutely. i even had a brief period last year where i convinced myself i actually did like this guy in real life! through a comedy of errors i realised that romance in my head was fine but any kind of real life interaction in that vein made me sick to my stomach fr lol. (for real! he had to drive me home in my own goddamn car bc i felt so ill.) i still get upset about it sometimes too. i mean, all i write is romance. i read and watch a lot of romance too. romance is every fucking where and it is so ingrained to be a part of everyone's lives that to try and distance yourself from it in order to feel more comfortable not feeling it is. virtually impossible.
where i am right now, 26 years old, 10 years into my ace journey and about 3 into my aro one, is here: i like my life. i love my friends. i can't force myself into a feeling that i will never have. and maybe at times i will be lonely and sad about it, but building a community has helped so much. whether that's with other aro/ace people, or just your friends or family or anyone else you trust with this. because romantic love =/= personal fulfilment, happiness, success. we've just been told it does. it just takes work to make yourself believe otherwise.
and it's ok to be sad about it. but even if you feel lonely, you're not alone.
also, because i'm nothing if not a girl who loves a bibliography, i would recommend checking out these sources:
loveless by alice oseman
ace: what asexuality reveals about desire, society and the meaning of sex by angela chen
this essay by k.a. cook
and pinging a couple blogs with some good aro resources, though i'm sure there's more out there! @aroworlds @arowitharrows
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-> -> -> 2AL playlist drop!
Answered all the music related asks under the cut!
Question reference btw!
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@teainthesnow
4 - a lyric you like
"Triangles are my favorite shape" From Tessellate by Alt-J !! Do I know why? Nah. I just also like triangles :)
11 - a popular song you think is Good, Actually
On Time by The Disco Biscuits !! Its not popular more than it is mainstream? Its one of those songs you swear you have heard everywhere, because its very much played everywhere, but like its actually good! Either its played everywhere or it just gives me loads of nostalgia? Eh whatever, its still good and im bestowing it upon you.
13 - a playlist name without context
"To Enter The Beyond" Past Human City Soundtrack
18 - a song or lyric that reminds you of the asker
Oh this for sure belongs on your AMW playlist!! Gives some absolute Tea vibes!
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@dandywonderous
5 - ramble about a song
FORGIVENESS BY ALICE GLASS!!!!!!! OUGHOUGHOGH I LOVE THIS SONG WITH ALL MY HEART god something about it just vibrates my insides and tickles my eyes. I dont know how to describe it other than each time I hear this song I feel nothing but pure power and hopelessness at the same time. Drifting along in never ending darkness, and the only thing you have with you are the spirits and memories of those who have passed. The spirits call for freedom. You should listen to them. This song gets real for me alright?
7 - a song for which you like a cover more than the original
Not really a cover moreso than it is a remix!? But im counting it! Silk by Giselle, the original, somber and sweet but just sorta missing something you know? This remix by Favored Nations though? SLAPS. Its so upbeat and I am so here for it!
11 - a popular song you think is Good, Actually
Honestly literally anything by Electric Light Orchestra. Though to be more specific, Evil Woman!! Alright is also a good one, but less popular!
16 - do you sing or play any instruments?
No instruments here! I actually have one really nice/complex song memorized that I can do on the piano but unfortunately thats about it whoops~ As for singing apparently I actually sing good when I try!?
23 - a song you remember liking as a kid
You are going to laugh at this one. Actually. I still like it. But damn was I a weird kid. I once had a solid 150 digits of pi memorized because I would just play this stupid song on loop for like a whole ass hour every now and then???? I think I still have about 50 memorized thanks to this song.. whoopsies
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@thimbell
5 - ramble about a song
YESSSSS YESSSSS I GET TO RAMBLE ABOUT ANOTHER SONG The World Is Ending by Matt and Kim !!!!!!!!!!!!! good GOD this song is so dear to me. Not because of the song really, but because of what the song means to me? The connections I have too it?????? Longish story short, someone made a killer AMV using it? The AMV using clips from the show Final Space! No clue if you have seen the show but no matter. Final Space is definitely up there as one of my favorite shows, not only because its good but because it actually helped me get closer with my dad, we watched it together! In other words I associate this song with just so much joy. The AMV if you were curious btw!
14 - an unpopular music opinion
Glass Animals is overrated <3 <3 Dont get me wrong I love their music! It just gets so tiresome hearing them everywhere!??? Probably just a me problem though
24 - a song people often misinterpret
I dont think I have much an answer for this one, apologies! Mostly because its not too often I pay attention to lyrics, and even then I think its cool that everyone has their own interpretations of someones song!
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@wraenata
17 - a song that has made you cry
... honestly? Any song in a tv show that is played during a sad scene! A REALLY sad scene... one that comes to mind is Enter One by Sol Seppy (would recommend skipping to about 2:30), because it is played in the death scene of one of my all time favorite characters... alright im going to weep about that death scene more now because listening to this again is NOT helping pfft... oughh honestly now im tempted to add it to the 2AL playlist... maybe.
24 - a song people often misinterpret
Answered above!
30 - a song that makes you nostalgic
Divinity by Porter Robinson, listen this used to be my favorite song for the longest time... and it might even still be my favorite song?? Either way, I DARE not listen to it anymore for the sake of I fear for the day where this absolutely nostalgic gem gets tiresome for me...
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@unfortunate-songbird
17 - a song that has made you cry
Answered this one above! Though for a less serious answer, any of the finale songs in Centaurworld... oops.
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1 - which artist(s) have you listened to the most lately?
The Asteroids Galaxy Tour has been a fav in the past month! Heres a good song by them if you would like~
I am going to use this ask as a chance to also say how much I love Hugo Kant!! He makes great stuff to chill too when working! If I could log hours on youtube, my most listened to videos are so just listening to the guy live!
21 - favourite album
Not to pull out my inner cowboy, but Harlequin Dream by Boy & Bear. I fear for the day I get sick of this album its such a trip for me!
28 - rank the songs in an album
THATS IT IM RANKING ALL THE SONGS IN PAGANS IN VEGAS BY METRIC. I love this album.
#1 - Celebrate. This is the song that introduced me to the band and gives me SUCH a blast of nostalgia each listen, and it shows. Best song in the album by far. Its so weird though since I knew this song before I knew about the rest of the album, so when I finally discovered the whole album each time this song comes up its so out of place pfft! Still such a bop though!
#2 - Blind Valentine. This is just one of those songs I love singing too whenever it comes on alright!?????
#3 - Lie Lie Lie. This is the first song in the whole album, and honestly? What a knee slapping way to start an album too god damn!!!!
#4 - Cascades. I am begging you to skip to about 3:15 in this song, its a little on the plain end before that end, but THAT ENDING??????? SLAYS.
#5 - Too Bad, So Sad. ITS SO GRINDY I LOVE IT. I FEEL LIKE A PUNK IN A DESERTED WASTELAND
#6 - For Kicks. The beat is just so unique here!!!!!!???????
#7 - The Face Part |. Just some funky cool down beats at the end of the album that are very enjoyable!
#8 - Fortunes. A decent enough second song in the album, helps sets the tone for whats coming!
#9 - The Shade. Its actually a good song, just nothing special about it you know??
#10 - The Governess. vibes are there, the vibes are sure there
#11 - The Face Part ||. Just more cool off tunes to end the album with
#12 - Other Side. No. Why are you here. your ass does NOT fit with the rest of this god-tier album. goodbye.
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Edit: @kiaxet Thought I should add you to the masterpost here!!
5 - ramble about a song
Ok. Adventure Time by Yoann Turpin. I am usually not too big on 16 bit video game sort of vibes but this??? Is such a MASSIVE exception. Holy????? THE HEART THE GUY PUT INTO THIS SONG MAN. The beat is just so unique, its impossible to try and guess whats going to happen in the song next, you strait up feel like you are on an ADVENTURE. I am so here for this song, god and its so upbeat I am in LOVE.
By the way, I linked the whole ass album because the whole album overall is so nice to listen to to pump you up when doing dishes or something lmaooooo, the first song in the album is also an amazing trip!!
8 - an artist you think underrated
HUGO KANT!!! God!!! mentioned above as well, I love Hugo Kant with a passion! He makes such good stuff just to chill too, and him live is absolutely incredible!
With the ask above I linked a video from him preforming live, so this time around I bring you two favorite albums of mine!! Far From Home and Out Of Time
I get in SUCH a zone listening to his stuff!
9 - a song you think is underrated
Phleps by C418!!! C418, the producer of the original music behind minecraft, but the guy has so much underrated personal music that is SO underrated! This song in particular, is vastly different from his usually stuff and I love it for that. Definitely underrated for being overshadowed by his work on minecraft and his work that isnt minecraft but sounds like minecraft..
29 - what do you look for in a song or artist?
I always look for something where you can tell it has genuine love and heart put into it! That + something that just sounds truly unique in its own right!
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I know you talk about this a lot but im curious about what you'd like to see from Aegon in s2 vs what we could get?
This is a good one 🤭🤭🤭
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Okay, so my expectations of Aegon...if you ignore the rape and child fighting pits storylines that Sara and Miguel cooked up to make Rhaenyra more favourable as a claimant of the Iron Throne to the audience (because the writers are petty and clearly biased as hell), these are some of the things I'd like from Aegon in season 2:
1. Aegon pushing back against Alicent and Otto's manipulation. I want to see him become his own man, questioning his mother and grandsire and just giving them hell with his justified rage after Blood and Cheese happens. He needs a personality other than Mommy's and Grandpa's puppet and show them that.
2. Aegon regretting his neglect of Helaena and his kids. Alright, we don't know for certain if he neglects his kids, just that Helaena spends time with them and that Aegon ignores her. I want to see what Aegon will think of himself after the B&C tragedy. Will he try and step up? Will he be sorry? Will he try and fail to console his young family? Will he take full charge of his young family now and see to it that they're cared for and tended to? Or will he draw away in guilt and grief?
3. Aegon and Aemond's relationship. How will he react to Aemond after Blood and Cheese, the cost he's forced to pay for Aemond's actions at Storm's End? Will their relationship become more tempestous afterwards? Or will Aegon grow closer to Aemond?
4. Aegon and Sunfyre's bond. That's self explanatory. I need at least 3 scenes of Aegon and his dragon before they go down together in the battle of Rook's Rest. 10 points if we also see Dreamfyre and Sunfyre's bond. Can you imagine if Dreamfyre sort of lords it over Sunfyre like Helaena totally busted Aegon's balls in front of everyone at the dinner party with her spicy toast? Messy Helaena for the win!!
Added bonus: to add to Aegon's agony, I would like it if he visits Helaena as her sanity starts to slowly slip away. Imagine if she utters unintelligible warnings to him before he leaves for Rook's Rest and he assures her, without knowing what she means, that he'll avenge their son and her. The warning never leaves Helaena's eyes, however. And he soon understands after his fall from the sky, that maybe his sister-wife knows and perceives things he had ignored all along. Unfortunately, he's snuck out of KL the next time he's awake and aware of his surroundings so he never gets to see Helaena again and tell her he now understands her.
OKAY, NOW TO WHAT THE SHOW WILL GIVE US:
Aegon is still a sad puppy, needing Alicent's love.
Alicent still controls Aegon and rules through him throughout the season except for when King's Landing falls (which is speculated will happen this season).
Aegon feels bad about Blood and Cheese but pretty much chooses to sink into rage and battle plans without ever seeing his kids or Helaena. His coping mechanism will be to ignore them entirely and Aemond, Daeron and everyone else will be more concerned for Helaena and the children than Aegon is.
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Hiii! This request might be a bit odd lol but can I request Beidou, Diluc and Arlecchino (if you write for her) finding out their fem s/o is a survivor from Khaenri'ah expect they don’t find out from s/o but from someone else? (Ex: Diluc finds out from Kaeya, Beidou from Traveler by accident, and Arlecchino from Pierro)
hello!! okay so im sorry this took so long this was a hard request but i think i did pretty good also im sorry arlecchinos isnt that good i dont know much about her character or personality so i didnt know what to do for hers T^T
Finding out you're from khaenriah
~ feat. diluc, beidou and arlecchino (traveler, paimon, kaeya, klee, alice and pierro are also mentioned !!)
!!WARNINGS!! -> dilucs one is angsty with a bit of fluff, overall quiet a lot of fluff, gn!reader/pronouns not mentioned
Diluc !!
when he found out diluc didn't believe it
you were from khaeriah? were you going to betray him like kaeya did? why didn't you tell him yourself?
questions flooded his mind and he immediately went to look for you
he was hurt, he wanted to believe it wasn't the same as what happened with kaeya but how could he be sure you weren't a spy either how is he supposed to know you wouldn't betray him and everyone else when the time came
when he found you he was out of breath and panting from running frantically whilst looking for you
you looked at him with worry and before you could ask him if he was okay he started spewing out questions
he was talking so fast you couldn't make out what he was saying but you heard the words khaenriah and kaeya come up
oh,, so that's what happened
it took a while but you eventually managed to get him to calm down
once he was calm you carefully explained that while you were from khaenriah you weren't sent as a spy like kaeya
your guardian (whether its parent or caretaker is up to you) took you to mondstadt with kaeya's father and left you at a random doorstep that happened to belong to klee's mother, alice
from there she raised you as her own but did tell you about where you came from and the history of khaenriah
you weren't sent as a spy you were just sent for your own safety
after hearing the full explanation diluc was relieved but something still bothered him
why didn't you tell him yourself?
when he asked you you hesitated but explained that you wanted too but you found out about what happened between him and kaeya
this was when you found out about kaeya being from khaenriah as well
he warned you then that telling diluc might not be a good idea based on his reaction to kaeya's origins
after this you decided that it would be best to not tell him about your origins
after hearing all this diluc felt a wave of guilt wash over him
he started apologizing profusely he felt terrible
even if it was unintentional he hated himself for what he had done
you comforted him and told him it was fine and he didn't mean too
after this you two decided to return to the dawnwinery and cuddle for a bit :)
Beidou !!
so when beidou found out about you being from khaenriah from the traveler she was confused
not much was known about khaenriah as many of the texts relating to it were destroyed during and following the events of the cataclysm and the few that were remained were kept and sumeru academia
so she was intrigued and wished to know more and began questioning the traveler
hesitant at first the traveler didn't initially tell her much but did tell her vaguely what happened to khaenriah and its destruction
after finding out about what happened to khaenriah she realized that your family most likely perished during its destruction she was immediately hit with a wave of sadness
she had asked about your family a few times and wished to meet them but it seemed like a sensitive topic so she dropped it
now she knows why this was a subject you wished to avoid
she wanted to talk to you about it but she didn't want to make you upset or uncomfortable
eventually paimon let it slip to you that beidou knew about where you came from
you knew you'd need to talk to her about it no matter how painful the subject may be, besides it has been a very long time since it happened so you thought you'd be able to handle it
so you went to find her at the crux to talk to her about it and as you were talking you ended up breaking down and crying
she hugged you tightly as you cried into her shoulder
you two ended up sitting there in silence as beidou gripped your hand comfortingly
Arlecchino !!
you being from khaenriah wasnt something you aimed to hide
you were proud of your origins but you didnt go out of your way to tell everyone you spoke too
so although many people knew there were also many who did not
one of those people was arlecchino
you never told her because you assumed she already knew
one day pierro mentioned it in passing and she happened to be passing by and heard him
she paused and turned to ask him what he was talking about
he was confused since he too thought she knew about your origins
he repeated what he said but before he could say anything else she left to look for you
when she found you she started interrogating you about the subject
you were ofcourse confused as you assumed she already knew
you confirmed that you were indeed from khaenriah and asked her why she was so confused
she was upset you didnt tell her but didnt show it
she simply asked why you didnt tell her and to that you responded saying you thought she already knew
after clearing up that whole mess arlecchino didnt let go of your hand for the entire day
she took you everywhere she went and if you needed to go somewhere she would abandon what she was doing to accompany you
i just realized that these got progressively shorter and diluc's was very long but his whole thing with kaeya made that much longer by default so-
anyways i hope you liked this !! <3
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My evil dad
Summary: You’re Eddies pregnant girlfriend during season 4 of stranger things. Eddie is not gonna die at the end tho!
a/n: I just came up with this idea a week ago so now I started writing it! (If you find any type of faults or anything else please mention!)
warnings: fluff, hospital, blood mentioned, a little angst (mention when I forgot something 🛐)
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Chapter 10 ~ happy end
It was early when Alice decided to cry, you got up and walk over to her crib, she’s probably hungry. It’s been two days after your boyfriend got in the hospital. “Are you hungry baby.?” You talk silent, still being really sad from what happened two days ago. (obvious). You pick Alice up and lay on your bed again. “Let’s feed you then” you take your shirt off being naked, well ofcourse you had still your panties and shorts on. Your mom probably heard you so she knocks on the door.
“Come in” you look up, hoping it’s Eddie ofcourse, hoping it was all a nightmare and it’s just a normal day like you had before..
“hey, made breakfast” your mom smiles and walks over to the bed. “How are you feeling?”
You give her a lil smile back taking the plate “tired and sad..”
“I can understand..” your mom sat down next to you. “The hospital called 10 minutes ago… he had gotten a room, he’s in a coma..not sure how long that will take, and they stitched the wounds, he’s not bleeding anymore, if that boy survive this it’s a wonder”
“Im already happy he’s alive, had Wayne visited him yet?”
“yes he’s been there the whole time…” your mom cleared her throat “I would be happy to tell you can wait with him in the room until he wakes up… but only Alice can, we are not family…” she sighs.
“How can people be like that…”
“Can’t tell you.. but if you want to we can go there to see Wayne and maybe drink something there?”
“what time?” You look down at Alice listening to you two talk.
“Lets say around 4? So you can sleep longer? I will watch the little one for you so that from won’t wake you up”
“Fine by me” you nod and take a bite of the cereal your mom got for you.
“And…” she looks down “don’t be mad, or worry about anything, but your dad and I broke up, he’s gonna look for another house… but we’ll, we didn’t want Alice growing up in the same situation as you did..” she kisses your head.
“does he still wanna have contact with me.?”you look up, you already saw this coming, it doesn’t even surprise you, your parents probably didn’t even loved each other since you were born, you growed up in fights.
“ofcourse” he’s gonna talk with you sometime about it.
“Okay” you nod.
You came out of the shower and put on the clothes you picked out the night before. You put them on and then the rest of your routine: hair and makeup. After you’re also done with that you walk downstairs, you look around for your mom and Alice but can’t find her in the living room or the kitchen. You decided to look in the backyard and yep there they were.
“hey” you smile sitting next to your mom in the grass. Today was a warm day, sun was shining the leafs were green and flowers where everywhere. Alice is laying in the grass and grabbing it with her hands.
“oh hello” your mom smiles.
“I slept good, I’m less tired now..” you smile a bit.
“I can drop you off at the hospital or I can go with you but I have some stuff to talk about with your dad also..”
“oh then it’s okay, you can drop me off” you smile. “I will just pack a lil bag for the little one.”
“sure mention when we can leave” you nod while getting up to grab a bag, once you found one you packed it with diapers, a pacifier, a plushie, and wipes. You take the bag downstairs with you and set in down by the frond door.
“ready?” She asks.
“yep I think so” you nod and walk over to her to take Alice.
“Lets go then” your mom walks over to the door and grabs Alice her bag. You sit on the ground with Alice on your lap putting your shoes on.
“don’t need the baby carrier?”
“no I’ll just lay her with her daddy” you smile at her.
“alright then” your mom shakes her head “she’s like the vip of us, she’s the only one who can enter the room”
“Yeah basically”you chuckle. When your shoes are on you pick Alice up and get up yourself, you follow your mom to the car and get in.
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You walk to Eddie’s room, your mom dropped you of 10 minutes ago but you got a chocolate bar in the little shop. When you arrive you lean in the door frame, you see Wayne in a chair next to the bed holding Eddies hand. Eddie wasn’t awake. He rather looked dead. He was white as hell blue under his eyes and thin.
“hey…” you swallow. Wayne turns around to see you.
“hello” he tries to smile, you could see he cried before.
“Im sorry about it..” you look back at Eddie.
“we can’t do anything for him huh? Pretty sad..”
“I miss him..”you mumble.
“you can come in”
“oh..no, they still think he’s a murder so I can’t… Alice can”
“You saved him so yes ofcourse you can come in. Just say your his sister or somethin’” he sighs.
“Yeah I can try that..” you walk into the room, you give Wayne a hug at first, then you walk over to Eddie.
“hey sweetheart..” you kiss his forehead “look who I brought..” you lay Alice neck to him, she’s awake and looks at her dad. Alice takes her dads hand (just one finger) and holds it.
“Awh, you missed him.?” You started crying, Wayne gets up and holds you.
“Its okay kid.” He rubs your back.
“He’s…” sob. “-He’s gonna wake up” sob. “Right.?”
“I hope so.. but I know he’s fighting.. mostly for you and Alice because he loves you.” Wayne calms you down a bit, but the only thing you can do is nod.
“I have his guitar..” you look up at him with wet cheeks.
“you got it?” He smiles a little bit.
“Yeah.. and s-“ sob “some clothes..” suddenly you hear some baby chuckles and you both look at Alice playing with her dads hand.
“that’s definitely Eddies kid..” he shakes his head and walk over to her.
“oh yeah, she’s definitely” you sit down in another chair.
“come hire” he picks Alice up and rocks her a bit.
“Did you eat already?” you take the chocolate bar out of your pocket and open it.
“you know I love chocolate.” He smiles and gives Alice a pec on her head before laying her back by Eddie.
“I knew that.” You smile and give him a piece. Wayne take sit and sits back down. That moment a doctor walks into the room.
“oh hello, all family?” She smiles friendly, you know her from somewhere.
“all family.” Wayne says.
“Mhm” you lie a bit.
“so this is the daughter?” She looks at Alice.
“Yeah” you nod.
“you’re the mother aren’t you?” Oh no. She knows.
“Yeah..”
“i helped you with the birth” she smiles “she’s pretty, looks like her dad a lot. Now he’s hire I can see it”
“I already knew I saw you before” you smile.
“ill keep my mouth shut, you’re family.” She nods.
“Thank you”
“do you know what happened with all the murders.?”
“Well one thing I know is it wasn’t him. It was something way worse then that.”
“Tell me about it..” she checks some of his IV and heartbeat. “Well….” She looks up and you and Wayne.
“what.?” Wayne looks at her.
“he might wake up today.. everything seems better then yesterday” she smiles.
“that’s amazing” you smile also.
“Thats is for sure” Wayne agrees.
“Well, Its busy so I need to keep going, see you around”
“I understand, thank you!” You wave at her and she waves back and walks out.
“You’re hungry?” Wayne asks.
“Its dinner time isn’t it?”
“Yeah we can order pizza?” Wayne asks.
“sounds good.” You nod.
“What pizza do you want?”
“uhhhh, just with pineapple” you grin
“oh yeah, you and Eddie love that pizza, you’re strange.” He chuckles.
“let me look for a phone, will be right back”he gets up.
“okay” you watch Wayne walking out of the room, and close the door behind him. Then you turn back to look at Alice and Eddie. You get up and take Eddies hand.
“I miss you baby…” you kiss his knuckles.
“Im worried…” you look down at Alice sleeping against her dads waist.
“she misses you too, she love you.” Suddenly something squeezes your hand lightly. You look up with big eyes, and you kiss his knuckles again.
“Are you waking up baby? Can you hear me?” You smile a bit. Eddie groans a bit and squeezes your hand again. You twirl some of his curls around your fingers, giving him some time to wake up.
“I should give you a shower when you wake up” you see his brown eyes opening slowly. You smile big, really big.
“hey baby.” You’re still going with your fingers through his hair. He looks at you but not with a expression he just looks at you. But it’s enough for you to see him awake. It makes your happy.
“your remember me.. right?” You’re afraid he might have lost his memory or something. But nods what means he does remember you.
“good.” You kiss his cheek. “I missed you really much, Alice did too” he tries to smile but it cost him much energy.
“Wayne is ordening pizza, you want a piece of mine? Pineapple pizza” you chuckle. He nods again.
“you were gone for two days can you believe that?” He shakes his head.
“I bet you’re not tired anymore” you smile and rub your thumb over his cheek softly.
“I ordered the piz-… Eddie.?!” Wayne looks at him. “Why did you wake up exactly when I’m gone. I been sitting hire for two days straight” he smiles and walks over to him. Eddie looks at him and smiles weakly.
“How much does it hurt?”you rub your thumb over his cheek.
“h-hurt” Eddie mumbles.
“I feel so bad for you.. I wish we could switch places..” you kiss his nose again, he feels something on his hand and he looks down to meet Alice holding it.
“A-…” he sobs “Alice..”
“Awh.. don’t cry.. did you miss her?” You pick her up and lays her on his chest. Eddie nods and lays a hand on her back. Alice smiles at him she holds a piece of his hair and plays a lil with it. Wayne smiles while watching you.
“get some rest okay? You need it” you kiss his cheek and sit back down on the chair.
——- 10 days later ———
“Are you exited to go home again… well my home”
“yes, I’m happy you wanted to share a room with me” Eddie kisses your cheek. After the trailer is not able to live there anymore, your mom said Eddie and Wayne can live with you and your mom, your dad had moved to another house already so your mom and Wayne have both another room now and you and Eddie share one.
“ofcourse, If im done with you I can always lay I the baby room” you giggle, you help Eddie get into your moms car. The police talked with Eddie and he’s free now, doesn’t have to go in jail luckily. Ofcourse people will probably give him weird looks but he won’t mind.
“can I hold her miss L/N?” Eddie asks your mom.
“ofcourse” she gives Alice to Eddie.
“come by dada” Eddie takes her carefully and lays her on his lap. You get in the car also and close the door.
“Can we?” Your mom asks.
“yep” you nod, your mom starts driving to your house.
“it’s weird we actually made this creature” Eddie looks down at Alice. “Yeah..” You laugh a little.
“she’s so sweet” Alice lays in Eddies arms almost asleep. “how is Hawkins?” Eddie looks out of the window to the still ruined town.
“boring. Much people moved to another town..” you look outside also.
“I’m so happy I can live with you” he kisses your cheek.
“but Alice still sleeps in my room, do you mind?”
“does she cry?” He looks down at her.
“yeah absolutely” you chuckle.
“maybe I can make her a bottle sometimes and you can do breastfeeding so you don’t have to do it all the time” he smiles.
“would be amazing” you lay your hand on his leg and watch them together.
“What for dinner tonight?” Your mom asks with her eyes still on the road.
“uhhh spaghetti” You smile.
“alright” she nods.
“sounds good to m- EY” you look down at Alice biting her dads thumb.
“Yes go girl bite your dad”you laugh, Eddie pulls his finger out of her mouth “lucky its only gum right now”
“Yeah you need to get teeth first pumpkin” he kisses her face.
———-
“I missed this place its so cozy” Eddie grins while laying on your bed watching tv. You’re doing some laundry while your mom is cooking the spaghetti.
“Yeah but next time you will help me with the laundry.”
“ the doctor said I can’t do too much yet”
“fine, but when your better you’re sure as hell gonna help me” you point a finger at him.
“EY we don’t do pointing” He gets up and tickles you. You laugh while sitting on the ground folding some clothes.
“Eddieee stop it” you try to slap his hand away.
“fine fine” he stops and kisses your head “promise I will help you” he smiles and lays down again.
“thanks” you smile and continue folding the clothes.
“Did you get my guitar?” He smiles while looking at his guitar in the corner.
“yep cause I know you love that thing more then me” you laugh a bit.
“well… the guitar and Alice both on first place and you on second” he says, you look at him with your eyebrows raised up but he starts laughing. “Just a joke love” he blows a kiss, the only thing you do is flip him the bird. After you’re done with the clothes you get on the bed also next to Eddie, he pulls you into a cuddle, you try to cuddle back as much as possible but not touching his wounds. “I missed this too” he rubs your waits.
“my waist?” You joke.
“you know what I mean dork” he kisses your head. You smile while watching tv.
“Is Alice still sleeping?” He looks at her crib.
“Probably, she’s a easy kid” you look at it too.
”I love her so much and you too ofcourse. My favorite girls” you smile and look at him hoping you could get a pec. He noticed and gives a sweet pec on your lips.
“Ey love birds, dinner” your moms smiles and gives you two plates of spaghetti. “What can I do with Wayne’s food?”
“is he not hire yet?” Eddie takes the plate.
“no he’s still with Sandra”
“Don’t wanna know what they are doing” he chuckles.
“don’t act so innocent now, you made my daughter pregnant sir” your mom jokes. “Yeah we were just holding hands and suddenly she was pregnant” he grins.
“Maybe you’re getting some kind of step brother” you joke too.
“then it will be younger then my own daughter, hell no” he laughs. “Besides Wayne is way too old to have a kid.”
“Talking about dads and men.. Im going on a date tomorrow”Your mother looks at you and you look back at her.
“why?”
“I’m bored, need a man”
“why don’t you gonna be a sex worker, way easier then a new boyfriend who will break your heart again” you tease.
“okay now. I’m going downstairs, you be a sex worker for your boyfriend yeah?” She waves and walk out of the room. You laugh and start eating the spaghetti.
“I love your mom” he eats also.
“Never say that again” you push him playfully.
“sorry miss” he kisses your nose and you both continue eating.
——- two months later ——-
“I” kiss “love” kiss “you” Eddie continues kissing your belly after a make out in the morning.
“I love youu” you smile and sit up.
“Let me feed her yeah?” He points at Alice “you gonna take a bath and chill pretty mama” he kisses your shoulder.
“after that you can too I’ll cuddle with her on bed so you have some time for yourself too” you kiss his head. He smiles and you get up, you put a shirt on because you were almost fully naked, the only thing you were wearing was your panties. You grab your outfit and walk out of the room. At that moment Wayne walks upstairs, he just came home from work.
“hey wayne” you smile while walking into the bathroom.
“hey kid” he smiles tiredly. “Eds in your room?”
“mhm” you nod.
“alright” he walks into your room and you close the bathroom door and do the lock on it. You hear your moms bed creaking. Her room was next to the bathroom so you could also hear the fucking moans.
“oh my lord” you whisper with a sigh. You undress yourself and while the bath is filling you did some skincare like a little face mask.
“babe…” Eddie was standing in front of the door.
“I’m naked”
“it’s just me don’t worry”he says, you laugh a bit and open the door.
“hurry” and he does. You lock the door behind him. He sits down on the counter.
“Well… Wayne just told me, my dad got set free from jail.. he wants to meet me and also you.. I thought maybe a family dinner tonight.?”
“I don’t want our kid close to him after he did this all to you. We talked about that.”
“I know but Gareth can babysit her maybe or Jeff” he smiles.
“Well then fine. Who do you want to be there?”
“your mom.. maybe her new boyfriend..who I’m absolutely try to ignore right now” he holds his laugh back.
“I want another mom..” you sigh and shake your head. “But who else?”
“Wayne and Sandra” he smiles.
“uhh.. it’s okay for me, gotta ask my mom too” you nod. “Where is Alice by the way?”
“Thanks, and Wayne wanted to babysit her so we could have a bath together” he takes his shirt off.
“no sex. We did that last night” You frons.
“no just chilling together” he smiles while taking his boxers and sweatpants off.
“okay, okay” you get into the bath and so does Eddie.
“Put the bubbles on” he looks around for the button.
“okay” you push a button and the bubbles came, now it basically was a bubble bath. You two talk and he washes your hair and you washes his. After everything was done you get out. You put on your outfit also a bit makeup on and did you wet hair into a simple bun. You ate some breakfast together with Eddie Alice and Wayne. After that Wayne went to sleep and Eddie was watching Alice again.
“I will be back around 5 then, dinner at 6:30 with your dad. Feed Alice and clean our room. Don’t forget that all” you kiss Eddies cheek and you get your car keys going to your work. Your mom agreed to the dinner. You started working two days a week since last week, it actually went well and your baby bumb was mostly gone, your stretch marks not but you loved them. When you arrived at your work you changed into your work costume.
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“Oh yeah. I like that.” Eddie smiles, you’re wearing your new black dress, you could see the curves of your boobs and it was a bit short but not too short. Your red heels matched your lipstick and you had done smokey eyes.
“I like ur outfit too” you look him up and down. He was just wearing back jeans a white shirt with his leather jacket over it.
“I’m exited” Eddie smiles “I’m also a lil nervous, I mean he didn’t tread me and my mom well in my child hood and I will still never forgive him for that.”
“I understand” you kiss his forehead and pull him into a hug. “it’s silent without a kid”
“I know, Gareth has a sleepover with jeff so she has two dads for a night” he hugs back while he chuckles and rubs your back.
“we’re they exited?”
“they absolutely love her” he smiles and plays with your hair.
“How could they not” you kiss his cheek and walk over to the door.
“Where are you going?”
“Help my mom with cooking” you take his hand al while opening the door.
“Okay I’m coming with you” he smiles and walks behind you downstairs.
“hey love birds” you mom looks at you while placing some plates on the table.
“Hey other love birds” you look at your mom and her new boyfriend named John
“and the others” Eddie sticks his tongue out to Wayne and Sandra.
“much love in this house huh?” You mom smiles.
“go help your mom, I can’t handle her anymore” John walk out of the kitchen.
“I bet” You smile and you walk into the kitchen. Your mom pushes John playfully and walks back into the kitchen while Eddie walks behind her.
“A beer please” he grins.
“okay” you grab one out of the fridge and throw it at him.
“thanks ma’am” he catches it and opens it.
“ofcourse sir” you kiss his cheek washing your hands. He smiles and walks to the living room.
“can you finish this?” Your mom points at some potatos.
“sure” you continue making the potato’s and other things ready, Wayne, Sandra, John and Eddie are talking together in the living room in meanwhile.
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“the doorbell rings” Your mom shouts form the kitchen.
“come on Eddie open for your dad” Wayne says.
“Nuh uh.” You hear them discuss and it made you giggle.
“I’ll get it pussy” you walk over to the door and open it. There was standing a big man with brown eyes, light brown hair, muscles and tattoos in his neck and probably more places.
“hey” you smile friendly “Im Y/N”
“I’m Alan.” He looks around in your house and then he walks in. You step backwards to let him in, but you bumb into Eddie accidentally.
“Oh sorry Eddie” you stand next to him, Alan looks immediately your way when you say Eddie.
“it’s okay” Eddie wraps his arm around your waist.
“You’re Eddie.?” Alan looks at him.
“Yeah..”
“you’re…. Uh-..Different.” He looks Eddie up and down
“Maybe he would look like you want him to if you treaded him well.” You snap.
“you’re his girlfriend?” He raises his brows.
“yes. So?”
“feisty.” He grins.
“yeah sure.” You walk to the dinner table and and the others already sad down by it, so did Eddie. You sits down next to your mom and Eddie. “Take a seat” you smile.
“hey all, full house I see” Alan sits down next to Wayne and Eddie.
“hey man.”Wayne smiles a bit.
“Welcome, Im Y/N her mom, it’s actually just me Y/N, Wayne and Eddie normally.” your mom smiles.
“Nice to meet you. I heard what happened to Hawkins, something happend to one of you?” Alan asks.
“Yeah” Eddie lifts his shirt up to show his scars.”I almost died and the trailer didn’t survive it” he puts his shirt down again to put some good on his plate.
“oh.. not so good then” Alan looks at it.
“so now we live hire” Wayne says. “And sometimes I stay over at Sandra her house I’m gonna move there soon”
“nice house” Alan nods.
“thank you” your mom smiles.
“How long have you been dating?” Alan looks at you and Eddie.
“two years” Eddie thinks.
“a little more” you nod and agree.
“They grow up so fast” your mom smiles “Eddie is a nice guy perfect for my daughter”
“hm” Alan eats.
“did you know you’re… uh a grandpa.?” Wayne interrupts. Eddie almost chocked in his food and coughs. You had the same reaction.
“I’m what?!” Alan looks at you two.
“Nothing.” Eddie mumbles. Sandra whispers something in Wayne his ear.
“oh uh.. I didn’t mean to say that.” Wayne continues eating, Eddie and you were ashamed and it was silent for a while.
“Is the food good?” Your mom breaks the silence after a while.
“yes babe” John nods and kisses her cheek.
“mhm” Sandra agrees. You guys talked a bit more and a couple hours later Alan decided to go home.
“Uh. See you again.. maybe.?” Eddie looks at his dad.
“Mhm.” He didn’t seem to like his son, it hurts to see.
“Bye” you smiles closing the door behind him. Eddie sighs and walks to the living room. Sandra and Wayne had left earlier and John is gonna stay the night with your mom. You follow Eddie into the living room and sit next to him. He’s smoking a joint and watches tv.
“did you like it?” You asks taking the joint from him and taking a drag.
“no.” He shakes his head no.
“that’s what i thought” you blow the smoke out and give the joints back “if you don’t wanna see him again then you don’t have to” you shrug your shoulders.
“I know… let’s just watch a movie and forget about this night.” Eddie cuddles you.
—— 5 years later ——
“mama Kassie is eating something again” Alice says with her high voice. You walk out of the kitchen to the carpet in the living room.
“what’s he eating?” You sit on your knees.
“I don know. Maybe a chippie I accidentally let fall earlier.” She looks at her little brother.
“You can eat that kind of chips yet” you pick Kas up and put your finger in his mouth to get it out, when you did you get up and throw it away while still holding Kas.
“no.” He says.
“Yes Kassie you can’t eat that” you walk back into the living room setting him back.
“You gonna watch him for mommy?” “yes” Alice nods.
“you’re the sweetest” you kiss Alice her cheek and walks back to the kitchen to continue the dinner you were making.
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“Daddy!” Alice gets up and runs to her dad hugging him. Eddie smiles and picks her up.
“hey princess” Eddie picks her up and kisses her head. “How are you? Been good for mommy?”
“good for mama.” She nods Eddie smiles and puts her back down. You live with Eddie in a nice apartment it’s big and had 3 bedrooms, one for Eddie and you, Alice and one year old Kas.
“how is my wife?” Eddie hugs you from behind.
“good, how are you baby?” You give him a sweet kiss.
“long day with the band, the show was amazing” he smiles.
“that’s good then” you smile while walking to the kitchen Eddie follows and grabs two of the plates and you did the other two. You brought them to the table and place them down.
“looks delicious” Eddie smiles. “Dinner is ready” he says looking at the kids in the living room.
“Yippie” Alice runs over to the table and climbs on the chair. You sit down too while Eddie grabs little Kas and places him down in a babychair. Eddie starts eating and helps Kas eating too.
“ew don’t wanna eat vegetables” Alice looks at it.
“if you don’t eat vegetables you get those big scars your dad has” you two used to say that.
“not true I asked the teacher that, not true. You guys are lairs” She looked mad.
“okay okay fine. But it’s healthy for you you can just eat your potatoes meat and just….” You put some of her veggies on your own plate so she has less “…this much veggies, yeah?”
“Okay… but dad how come your scars?” Alice had started eating and you did too.
“We’re mommy and daddy met everyone was mean to dada and thought I was a murder, but then I saved the world from demons in another dimension.”
“like dragons and evil animals?” She looks at her dad.
“Sort of” he nods
“did they bite you there?”
“yes your mommy and Dustin saved me, but I almost died”
“kinda like dnd” she smiles eating some of her potatoes.
“yeah” he smiles and continues eating. From this moment Alice never would shut up about demons and asking her dad or you questions about it, sometimes she even says; he’s my evil dad.
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This was officially the last chapter sorry it took longer but my petsnake just died.. it was just a baby and i was really sad about it..
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AAAAAAAAAAA IM FINALLY DONE WITH CHARACTER SHEETS FOR MY ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE KIDS WHICH IVE BEEN WORKING ON FOR AGES NOW😭😭😭
Although i couldnt fully finish quinn and alice because school is starting literally tomorrow for me so i had to cut down on the expressions and poses 😭 and also i want to work on something different now HAHA
BUT YEAH!! if you wanna see me ramble abt em and know more abt their lore and some additional sketches of em together, ill put em below to save your scrolling fingers!! :]
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OKOK SO!! The designs on the character sheets are actually a bit of redesigns!
Like for example, Alice was supposed to have a bunny mask like the pic below, but i changed it because i couldnt think of a solid reason WHY shed have the bunny mask so unmasked it is! (although, a bit sad to lose the bunny mask because it was a cool design, but i can always use it in another oc i suppose!)
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(Although i put a lil bunny design on her sneakers in her post apocalypse design, as a lil nod to this!)
OKAY SO THEIR LORE!! AHEM AHEM
Carmen : Shes the typical rich kid that comes from a prestigious rich school that few can get in, although their parents pressure them alot especially in how she presents herself and in her studies :(
She often gets forced to do things she doesnt want to do, but because of her parents high expectations and harsh judgement, they do it anyway even if theyre unhappy abt it :( [thats the reason why she looks so sad in her pre apoc. design!]
And in one of those things she doesnt want to do but does anyway because she was forced by her parents was Ballet!! And in that ballet class, they meet Darcy. She absolutely hates him in how much he trashtalks her and in every mistake they do, making her even more miserable. But even so, shes actually really good at ballet!! she just hates it HAHA <3
But ohoho!!! The apocalypse comes!! And she finds that with no society judging her every move, she finds freedom to be themselves!!! Mischievious and sly, as well as loving beating things up!! <3
Post apocalypse time! They realize that life is too short and precious to constantly worry about what you look like and to always cower under her parents gaze, so she goes #girlboss and lives her life the way she always wanted to be >:] She gets so good in fighting zombies that she becomes an instructor in self defense!! B]
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Darcy : ALSO a typical rich kid thats also very annoying and pompous in every way, loves belittling and trashtalking others for his own benefit <3
Hes also brothers with Anthony! Although they have a very strained relationship (to the point he wont talk to him) because Anthony never defended Darcy against their parents whenever they chastised him for wanting to be a ballerina because that aint a 'boys' thing and that fact he never was 'manly enough'🙄
But how does Darcy get these prestigious ballet lessons you may ask? Well he gets funded by his way cooler uncle B] in who he lives with!
Hes top in his ballet class, being the star pupil even, until Carmen arrived that changed everything. She was just as good as him, and maybe even more. And that shook him to the core. He had to be better than everyone, he just has to! Because what else was his effort and fight for?
So yeah, WOOHOO RIVALRY!!!! He made fun of her at every turn, talked shit behind her back, just anything to maker her miserable so they would stop attending classes.
Untillll the apocalypse came :]]] AHEHEHEE he was sure put in his place, as he had to begrudgingly team up with Anthony and Carmen of all people to survive. Although, they do get to bond, and becomes a better person during and after the apocalypse.
POST APOCALYPSE YAYY OKAY SO hes achieving his dream and training to be a ballet instructor!! >:D
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Anthony : Hes a super duper kind sweetheart, very much contrasting to his brother, Darcy! Hes the captain of his schools soccer team too! Combined the fact that hes very kind and also very good at soccer, no wonder many other kids get crushes on him, but he never really returns the feelings.
But at the other side of the coin, hes afraid of making other people sad or disappointed, to the point where hes non-confrontational and self-sacrificing, and wants to be useful to others.
And why does he and Darcy have a complicated, strained relationship you may ask? Well hes afraid of confronting his parents that he ends up betraying Darcys trust and hurting his feelings because hes too afraid to defend him, even if he really wanted to. He feels really guilty about it everyday, but he cant bring himself to say a word against their parents.
At the start of the apocalypse, his first thought was to find Darcy. And with the help of Carmen and Quinn, he does! And during the apoc., it was hard to try to rebuild their relationship, but through understanding and trust, they become close again as they were when they were little children :]
And uh,, youre probably wondering why he doesnt have a post apocalypse design? To simply put it, he sacrificed himself for everyone to get out safely <3
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Quinn : The typical mean delinquent girlie who always gets in trouble in school along with her squad of bullies as they like bullying other kids and messing shit up that gives their school a constant headache😌😌😊
But sometimes, in the back of her mind, she knows that what shes doing and what her other 'friends' are doing can get too far. But that gets overlapped be her squads pressure to do shitty things. She cant turn back now, can she? She has no one except for her squad of 'friends'! 😔 So better do what they ask so she doesnt disappoint em! Plus the fact her family life is just... not good!!
[One person in particular got bullied so much that they moved schools because of them, which is Alice]
When the apocalypse hit, all her 'friends' left her to die, but was saved by Carmen! Hooray!! And during the apoc., with no squad to pressure her on, she doesnt know who she is without them. But she cant help but feel like she can breathe more as well. Plus the fact that shes teaming up with Alice, and has to confront her complicated feelings of the past with that.
after the apoc., she never goes back to her previous way of life, and goes to study to become a therapist so she could help troubled youth, as she was never given the help she needed before.
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Alice : A very shy, quiet girl whod prefer to be in the corners to not be noticed by anyone. Very low confidence in her self as well as very self consious- as she was bullied in her previous school.
When the apocalypse came, she was saved by Carmen, Anthony, Darcy, and...Quinn??? One of her previous bullies from her previous school??? Gasp!! But yes During the apocalypse she slowly finds confidence in herself again, letting all out her feelings in smashing zombies heads!! >:D You go girl!!
And with Quinn, although she may never forgive her, she slowly gets along with her along the way.
After the apoc.,,,,, well honestly i have no idea ill just have to think about it more HAHA
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monards · 4 months
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Currently obsessed with thinking about Rhine and Alice meeting as teens... Alice watching her friend growing older and older than her until the cataclysm. Then she caught up to her... And then started surpassing her.
As much as it hurts her, she's long accepted that losing friends quickly is part of being around humans, but she never expected to have to be the first to die, and she knows rhinedottir won't take it as well as she would've.
(there are two wolves inside of me one wants to spoil rhinedottir and see her happy and the other one wants to see her break)
anon. oh my god. ANON WHO HURT. WHOM/. WHAHT AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i had to take a like. 15 minutes break after getting this, it hurt me so bad. but. we're back now.!!!!!!
I think the ambiguity around both rhine and alice's pasts is what makes them so fun.,,,, but oughhh boy does this take the cake. oh my god. head in hands as i scream.
I'm always sosooo weak to the growing old trope,, and this is just repeatedly stabbing and twisting blades into my heart. i think one of the most horrific things about the curse to me is ALWAYS gonna be the fact they're just stuck in time. they're always gonna be the same,, they can change their style, or whatever,, but they're always gonna be the them they were at the cataclysm... and the way that contrasts SO much which Alice and her almost ever changing enviornment,,, oh fuucjkkkk. Rhinedottir is her constant. Somebody shoot me in the head. I can't even BEGIN to imagine how horrific it'd for Alice to be the only one changing. for once. If they had meet as teens,, i wouldn't doubt Alice would've already been preparing to lose rhine (assuming that, if elves have 'elongated lives' that means they age weird or whatever that entails, and she would've already been through a few things by then to warrant her being a little more. well thought out) and then out of nowhere, after all this mental prep. everythings flipped upside down. and bam. she's not gonna lose rhine; rhine's gonna lose HER. Considering how sympathetic Alice clearly already is,,, that would've messed her up SO bad. oughhh boy i can't even imagine how unhealthily attached in some ways rhine could've grown during the cataclysm itself,, since when literally everything you have and loved is ripped away from you when you're hardly even a fully grown adult by then, i wouldn't blame if she sort of grew into thinking of Alice as the one thing she still had; so i can't even imagine how SHE'D react finally letting it sink in that Alice wasn't gonna be there eventually. ^ And if this actually WERE the case in canon sense (which. for my mental health im desperately gonna pretend it isn't.) ,, it'd make soo much more sense why Albedo goes to Alice with a letter, instead of Rhine communicating herself. Her trying to distance herself from Alice... because she's scared to lose alice while loving her and having her be sooo engrained in Rhinedottir's routine.. so she's trying to distance and separate herself... oughhh boy.
I'm. The entire second paragraph too,,, just about Alice herself being used to it, but not Rhine,,,, it's gonna KILL me. This is reallllyyyy feeding into my rhinedottir-humanization rants,, but dear god does it have to be horrific to experience every thing that humans were never designed to; and only adding to that list of scarring traumatic events its like, hey!!! you know the person you love???? who you sorta prepared to be with for the rest of your life?? well BOY do i have some news for you!!! -- and that makes me. So sad. so indescribably sad. Because realistically,, the average person can only go through SO much. And considering the fact I doubt rhine has really anybody who cares for her in that regard- especially after celestia effectively antagonized her to hell in back, and stuck a big red "sinner" sticky note on her head- i doubt she ever WILL again.,,, so uoghhhh her losing Alice... my heart... she'd be so fucked up after that. Like if anyone thought she went bonkers after elynas and durin got destroyed,, boy do they have something to learn. Especially with how embedded Alice is in her life already as much as she may not FULLY realize it,, they literally have a FAMILY. imagine how horrific it'd be for her to watch klee grow up, and then die too.??? the last part of alice in this world. gone. Oh my god. JEsus CHRIST. I can't emotionally recover from this idea head in hands.
anon you've officially ruined my mind. I will be thinking about this for next week. month. year. the rest of my life, actually. I will lay on my death bed and SOB over this. Thank you
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aejiee · 5 months
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hi! you asked for marauders fic recs so im here to give you some :)
idk if you’ve read these or any yet, so they might seem kinda basic. they’re just to introduce you to this world/the characters. i wish i had a list like this when i first got into the marauders fandom ngl
also these are only gonna be marauders era fics, if you want golden trio era fics as well, i can give you some!
anyway:
all the young dudes by mskingbean89 (completed, 527k words, wolfstar & jily): this is THE marauders fic for most ppl, and i just think of it as what happened canonically. no fic is perfect, but this should be every1’s first marauders era fic imo (you might’ve read this already cuz it’s SO popular). its from remus’ pov and it follows him throughout hogwarts and until (i think) poa or ootp
the wolf’s tail by myheadsgonenumb (wip, 457k words, no ships yet but prob wolfstar & jily): this one’s pretty underrated imo, and it’s SO WELL WRITTEN!!! this also follows remus throughout hogwarts. however id say the diff between this and atyd is that (so far at least) it focuses more on the war side of the marauders era, even when they are still young and at hogwarts. so if you’re interested in how actually dark and dangerous the times were back then, even for children, you will like this one! the only thing ill say for this is that its kinda very descriptive at points (ex. there’s a lot of newspaper clippings, book quotes, interview transcripts etc) but you can just gloss over them if you think they’re not that important. rn i think their 5th year just started, so keep that in mind (its gonna be a long one)!
the cadence of part-time poets by motswolo (completed, 980k words, wolfstar & jily): AAAAAAHHHH this one is my ALL TIME FAV (marauders era) FIC <33333 this is a muggle au, so no magic! this is also a remus pov (😭) and he goes to hawkings (which is basically hogwarts) in his (i think??) 4th year? or younger? smt like that :,). this fic also has my fav oc (tomny) hehe. as the tags say, its a band fic/au, but i’ll spoil no more!
the making of the map by fox_pitch (completed, 79k words, wolfstar & jily): this is a shorter one, but its also rlyyy good. pretty sure this starts and ends in their sixth year, but as the title suggests, its how the marauders map come to exist! its also how wolfstar gets together and its very cute and wholesome. the ending is kinda ambiguous in the sense that it doesn’t give any hints as to if anything changes in this fic’s universe’s future, but id assume not.
choices by messermoon (completed, 624k words, jegulus, wolfstar & jily): i kinda assumed you wanted the “canon” ships (aka jily and wolfstar) but if you’re interested in jegulus (james potter/regulus black) then this one is prob for you. i personally haven’t finished this fic, but ik its a jegulus classic/canon, just like atyd is for jily (& wolfstar). this one follows james, and it doesn’t start on his first year i think. it has alternating povs as well! however, as the tags warn, it is canon compliant, aka reg dies in the end, so do w that what you will :,)
only the brave by solmussa (completed, 646k words, jegulus, wolfstar, dorlene, rosekiller & pandalily): this is another jegulus fic! it has started being considered a classic and if you read it, you’ll understand why. this also does not start from their first year, and this one also has alternating povs! i love the writing and just general concept/plot of this one; i don’t love jegulus but i was still HOOKED w this fic, so yes. its rly good. and as you can see w the tags, this is a happy ending (aka, reg lives)!!!!! mwah love those.
art heist, baby! by otrbs (completed, 219k words, jegulus, wolfstar, dorlene, alice/frank longbottom - idk their ship name): i also have not read this fic, but ive only heard good things about it (and some sobs but that’s what you get for “major character death” : ) )! i know the ending of it tho, and it is kinda sad, so prepare yourself. it is a muggle au, and they basically wanna pull an art heist? yup lets go w that simple explanation.
that’s it for now bahhaha, and its a LOT, so enjoy! if you want shorter ones, i also have some i can show you, and if you’ve read these, lmk if you like them! <3
OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH 🙏🙏🙏 Ur my savior bro. I'm abt to finish ATYD and I started reading The Making of the Map per your suggestion because it was short enough to download a pdf to read in class 💀💀 I really like both of them!! I need to psych myself up to read some of the 500k+ fics tho bc atyd took me so long 😭😭😭 I'll let you know how I find the rest of them ^^ TYY!!!
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adairossiu · 4 months
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(taps mic) hiii is this thing on
i didnt feel like making a 500 tweet thread so here is my rambling.
you know like the thing about “genderbends” is to change things like i get it you know. like all criticism of how bioessential people get about them like its just about seeing your blorbo but like. sexy in a different way a lot of times.
and i dont really care for all that usually but i have strong opinions on shu itsuki so maybe i do care.
bc i absolutely get why you would design her incredibly rich young lady right. ohohoho and all. with the drills. but im also compelled by like. what shu idealises about dolls is androgyny right. and you can argue this is because his reference point for wearing dresses and expressing himself in a feminine way was childhood and he “got away” with it due to the nature of children. you know. being pre puberty. and that this fixation stems from like, not allowing himself to think as himself as feminine bc of his body. since he is like tall and has a deep voice and its like you know. he is like well if i looked neutral enough i could get away with it. etc.
but tbh i do wonder bc like. would going through the opposite leave no mark. would he still desire the youthfulness and innocence and androgyny of dolls.
i think it does remind me of how like. girlhood or whatever feels like such a distinct gender from being a woman right. and people think it ties into peoples immaturity and they dont want to grow up and how women aging is demonised and im sure all that plays a huge role but like. as a girl you get away with much more usually. like. as an archetype. like heidi (heidi) or lyra hisdarkmaterials or alice in wonderland or that girl in secret garden whose name i forgor. they have these spunky adventures right and theyre not supposed to be proper ladies yet.
and i feel like shu kind of falls into this similar category of like. well off kid that is allowed some freedom of expression during youth right. and its like. then the expectations shift. and obviously shu specifically has never like. really been accepted for the way he does things. like its kind of central for the character that he received massive pushback on the dolls and the frills and everything. but like he definitely holds this idealised vision of childhood freedom. right.
anyway i am rambling here is my tl;dr sadstuck. shu itsuki takes estrogen in paris and then shu itsuki big naturals becomes real and she would learn about a different type of doll dysphoria and it would be very sad and i would support her top surgery.
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