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the-covens-collection · 2 years

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Q, R, S

-📞

Quit;

There is not much that could make me stop loving one of my darlings. One of the only things would be to refuse my love repeatedly for a long time. Even then my heart would never fully be over them. It would merely grow into a rage that would burn with the same intensity as the love. Perhaps I could even love them again if they proved themselves to me. -🫀

It would be very difficult to make me fall out of love with my darlings~ My darlings could do anything to me and I would always love them~ The only way I could "quit" is if one of my darlings d*ed. Then I would go through the pain of loss. Basically a withdrawl~ I am addicted to the love from my darlings after all~ -💉

I flicker between love and rage quite easily! I could never quit my darlings! Not even death can take them from me! -🕊

I can give up once I am hurt enough. However that much pain would be very hard to bring. If you hurt me so much that I quit you. My heart will have built walls up around itself. The love I felt will have withered and died. Do not do so to me. -🦷

Regret;

I regret very few things in life. This is not one of them. I am well aware that perhaps one should not be so willing to kill for or to hold those they love so tightly. However I am not others. I never will be. -🫀

Sometimes maybe I do~ If I could love without the addiction it brings me perhaps many things would be different~ However I cannot change the way I love~ So I must accept it~ -💉

I do not regret loving as intensely as I do! Never! I do wish sometimes I could love more gently. Maybe my darlings can teach me! -🕊

My only regret with loving as I do is that it has hurt me before. However I do not regret the love I feel now. It is a beautiful thing why would I ever feel shame from it. -🦷

Stigma;

Perhaps the way I was all my sister had in our youth. I have always longed to be free but never alone. I have that now. I will not let it go. -🫀

Oh I know my childhood has something to do with it~ After all my mother loved my father so much that she was never the same after he d*ed~ I am very much the same~ My darlings are my everything~ I would never be the same if something were to happen to any of you~ -💉

I don't really care how! I know I love like this and that is enough really! -🕊

I was always raised to revere a God who was supposed to love me with the intensity I love. I never felt it. When I found those who gave it to me I never wanted them to leave. -🦷

#death tw #family death tw #religous trauma tw #hoard around the carrion #🫀bleeding heart #💉love addict #🕊blackened dove #🦷bloodied teeth #yancore

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persephonesp0megranates · 2 years

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#🏨 SHE’S ALWAYS BEEN HERE ( starters )#🏨 Front desk bell DINGS ( ooc )#🏨 DARKNESS IS THE UNIVERSES NATURAL STATE ( hcs )#🏨 HOTEL GIGGLES ( illiterate / crack )#🏨 POWERS THAT BE NOISES ( reblog dump )#🏨 LIVING MUSHROOMS EAT DEAD PEOPLE ( promos )#🏨 THAT’S LIFE BABE ! ( threads )#🏨 The Cosmic Heart BEATS . . . ( feed / tl banter )#🏨 DING DONG ! ( memes / dash games )#🏨 THE ROOMS ARE FILLED ( musings )#🏨 I just think people look so nice when they die. ( asks )#🏨 THINK I’LL GO WHERE IT SUITS ME ( Serious threads )#🏨 BLOODY DISGUSTING ! ( Madam Hotel )#🏨 The Hotel theme plays #🪶 WINGS FLAP ( The Owner )#🪶 The Owner’s music begins #🛎️ CHECKING IN ? ( The Manager )#🛎 The Manager’s music begins #🫀 From the supply closet ( The Lobby Boy )#🫀 The Lobby Boy’s music begins

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warwicked · 5 months

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#🗡 ooc 🐆 | out of knives #🗡 about 🐆 | gem eyes; lightning strike knives; cold smiles #🗡 memes 🐆 | only fools hesitate.#🗡 musings 🐆 | underestimated all my life; yet none of you is a rival to what l can do #🗡 answered 🐆 | deceptive rose mouth; petal lips hiding the thorn fangs #🗡 visage 🐆 | fear not of those after the crown; but the one coming to burn the kingdom down #🗡 personality 🐆 | brilliant; ruthless and d̶a̶m̶a̶g̶e̶d̶#🗡 skills 🐆 | knife to meet you. 𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒊.#🗡 ic 🐆 | too early for a surrender; too late for a prayer: ��'𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆.#🗡 aesthetic 🐆 | crimson dawn; blood soaked sun reflecting from the glinting blade #🗡 body claim / valentine lequeux 🐆 | beautiful brutality sculpted by old gods #🗡 singing voice / gabi sklar 🐆 | even my tongue is a weapon; loaded with safety off #🗡 shitpost 🐆 | afraid you don't quite 𝒄𝒖𝒕 above the rest; so l'll be quick to take a 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒃 at it instead.#🕯candlewxcked 💀 | grew up in the shadows & they are still watching you; lone wolf how does it feel to be both the hunter and the hunted?#🫀 john wick (candlewxcked) x raia 🥀 | devil's sanctuary; hitman's redemption: bared hearts on the sacred bloody altar #🗡 crack 🐆 | 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆; l rise up from the dead; l do it all the time.#🗡 promo 🐆 | you look familiar. have l been hired to kill your family before?#🗡 wardrobe 🐆 | style with a cutting edge #🗡 weaponry 🐆 | just girl things ✨#🗡 self promo 🐆 | you've got a problem. l've got a price.

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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year

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it's almost 4am i can't get this out of my head holy shit.

reader whose original body is a literal eldritch forest deity and speaks in hymns (bonus points: after we isekai into said og body, we mix slang into it).

the acolytes have to break their fucking necks just to talk to you eye-to-eye, and the only thing they can make out of what you say is something equal to tablets bajillion years old already.

or that reader is constantly cussing and the acolytes just nod along not understanding whatever this 15ft tall eldritch horror is saying.

-🫀

ELDRITCH HORROR READER. I LIVEEE, NONE OF U UNDERSTAND, THIS IS SO DEEPLY AHHHHHH

I LITERALLY JUST SHIMMY STIM IN MY SEAT WHEN I THINK ABT THIS TOO LONG LMAO

i LIVE AND BREATHE for when we look like eldritch horrors but are just people lmao

IF I HAVEN’T RUN U OFF, 🫀 MY HEART, MI CORAZON <3

U HAVE A BEAUTIFUL MIND DESPITE BEING A BLOODY HEART

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Sun: Gender Neutral Reader (they/them only), Eldritch!Reader

Planet: Misc. Genshin AUs

Orbit: some headcanons, tiny scenario

Stars: a little bit of Zhongli, Xiao, Ganyu, Ningguang, Keqing, and the adepti

Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: Light Description of Body Modifications/Body Horror-esque, Light Description of Eldritch Horror Creature, Reader has a Non-Human Body,

& Trigger Warnings: Eldritch Monster, Light Body Horror, Non-Con Body Modifications (Wake up as a monster, described as positive).

FUCKING LOVE THIS GIF, AND THIS SONG AND ARTISTTT

hey so here’s a song to listen I was listening to while writing this, chose the instrumental bc it was less distracting!

👉👈 hope u like :)

you just come into Teyvat from either Enkanomiya, the straight up Abyss/Dark Realm or even Celestia/Light Realmunder that glowing mushrooms tree in the Chasm, or like, ooo even by the upside down Barbatos statue 👀

and its great bc ur like- “omg Teyvat ooooo, ahhhh”

meanwhile the animals/magical creatures/beings nearby like shakin in their boots

literally no matter what land type their in, water, air, etc. they’re all bowing (despite the hooves, the paws, the flippers, the wings,) hell, even the bugs?? Might be bowing???

and you were slow to wake up wherever you were, so it took you a second to really process-

plus it just felt so weirdly, natural?

Not like walking on 2 legs no, but more like, how swimming feels but without the act of doing it?

you realize you’re… hovering.

wow, guess you can do that now,

your pretty much crowned with every flower from the regions of Teyvat, and a few from other Realms like Celestia, Abyss, and Enkanomiya, etc.

you have extra limbs, you feel them shift like you’ve had them all your life, even tho you do smack urself a few times with them lmao (new hand-eye coordination is hard)

and you realize u can see elemental traces/elements of beings, even plants, all the time now?

It isn’t until you look into a pretty still pond that you see what you look like,

you’ve got more eyes

I mean u thought you’d just be one of the twins, or ur own person if somebody asked u what youd look like isekaied to Genshin Impact, not what looks like the elemental god of the fucking continent

but you don’t look bad! actually you think you look kinda neat!

You’ve got like this coat of many draping vines and plantlife, glowing coral poking out near the top that’s around your throat, and- is that- tiny waterfalls?? Running down your nature cape too??

the many gemstones and ore of this planet form your legs, strong and taller than even regular human guys back on Earth, you’re like what? Eight? Nine feet? (about 245cm, or 2.5 meters)

You’re head… it’s like a dragons skull?? You’ve got these black horns flowing out from the top too that fade to a golden glow, like a crown nearly, theyre draped with what looks like strings of primogems??

oh and your extra eyes are symmetrical that’s good!

tho it does seem like you got this handy hood included into your cape of much nature to flop onto your head

where your heart should be, there’s two bursting stars circling one another, one of pink, purples and light blues, the other of gold and blue, oh hey, the wishing stars for standard and character banners!

and if you like mushrooms, at least one of every kind in Teyvat’s countries/regions is looking cool on ur cape, and if you like bugs, the cool ones like the rhino beetles from inazuma are being cute little buddies on ur stuff too

and like in the gif, every step you take overfills with life, except it stays and doesn’t wither like above, and it also does that glow bit that some places in Sumeru do/Enkanomiya

You CANNOT be missed no matter where you walk, and your sort of constantly feeling like you’ve drank 3 energy + 5 espresso shots of coffee

but in a way that makes you sort of full? like full on life… and like you could be even bigger, and taller, if you willed it

♤

k but the adepti felt ur presence coming in hot from literal mountains away

Cloud Retainter, and Guizhong, had set up inventions long ago to sense the Original of Teyvat, just in case, because some signs of prophecy of your return had begun to show in their lands

Zhongli especially knew you were close to come after another major sign was met, the corruption after the Archon War, and the ravaging of the land by the fall of Khaenri’ah’s “metal beasts”

So when you finally walk your way into Jueyun Karst, the adepti are already waiting, Xiao, Ganyu, and Zhongli as well,

Luckily Ganyu, with Zhongli’s help or advice, convinced the adepti to share this meeting with the Qixing as well like Keqing, and the Tianquan herself

It was a momentous occasion after all, but you were just now feeling the need to maybe nap a little after nearly, what was it, 2 weeks worth of constant walking?

wow this new body had literal stamina for days

you arrived late into the night, around midnight, under a full moon, and they’re relieved all the signs are being met

◇

honestly the only reason you headed to Liyue was bc you knew it was the closest (the map of Teyvat was both familiar in the way it had been in game, but also on a deeper level, like walking around your house in the dark)

and u rlly wanted to be able to talk to somebody, bc u had no idea?? wtf you were??

honestly you thought the adepti/Zhongli would be a good bet bc they’d maybe tell u what creature u ended up as,

u did suspect maybe you’d ended up as some kind of god, but like?? none of the other gods looked like this???

and u see them all! up ahead in Jueyun Karst! Oh no! You really, really, really, hope they don’t think you’re a walking talking evil tree dragon thing-

…maybe you should wave?

◇

As you get closer,

Xiao’s back straigtens, Ganyu nervously looks at the ground, Keqing is trying to figure out where to look bc ur so tall, Ningguang has her hands respectfully folded in front of her and her facial muscles looks tensed for a fight almost, the adepti are shuffling nervously bc they’re not used to being the magically weaker/younger creatures in the area, and Zhongli-

Zhongli is no longer the mortal Zhongli.

Amber horns curl up from his head, long brunette hair with glowing gold tips flowing and loose, claws on display, as he stands in his finest and oldest lóng páo, black with gold detailing embroidered throughout, it details his deeds as Rex Lapis and Morax, the spears of his vanquishing gods across the front and back, he looks like a living painting

and although he looks as serene as if he’s about to sit down for some tea, the adepti can see the tremoring hands, the same he used to hide in his sleeves when he was genuinely intimidated by another god, usually the older ones he’d had to fight

but for the first time since the archon war, this was one he was going to welcome with open arms, and utmost respect, despite his position as archon forfeited

there’s a strange music in the air of the night as the animals and the bugs and creatures of the realm subtly make the beat, the god’s feet (of ore Rex Lapis hasn’t seen since he was a child, it was so rare to find) shake the earth of his land with each step, a deep quiet booming like a drum of war as they get closer

The God of All stops some distance away from them

…and the Huangdi of All, just waves. 💀👋

at Zhongli, the adepti, Xiao, the Tianquan, and the Qixing.

A long black limb with a rainbow shine like a crow’s wing raises, gives an ironically tiny wave of their clawed black hand,

and tilts their head, though a sort of greenery hood covering it

and speaks,

“ ˙˙˙ʎzɐɹɔ sı ʇıɥs sıɥʇ ¿ʍou ʇɥƃıɹ ɯɐ ı ʞɔnɟ ǝɥʇ ʇɐɥʍ ʍouʞ sʎnƃ noʎ op uɯɐp”

your voice is like singing, deep, high, like a choir trying to sing all at once to them

Xiao cringes a little in surprise, he was braced for your older speech just in case but it still caught him off guard, and unfortunatly, he gives a quick glance to Lord Rex Lapis,

he can’t understand any of that, and Ganyu and Keqing are in the same boat, but while the Yaksha’s only done passive studying in hopes of understanding you, the Lord of Geo had gone much further back in trying to make sure he could understand your words, should the day come, his library, even now living as a mortal, is extensive

the other adepti and Ningguang catch a few words, but it’s too,, simple really, to understand

the words have no context, they need more, but such is the ancients, they’re meanings simple and all-encompassing

Lord Rex Lapis bows deeply,

“We welcome you with open arms, our Huangdi. Please, feast your eyes upon the land with which I have wrought with mine own talons, for all is ever truly yours.”

the adepti announces for them all, voice giving away no nerves, Xiao can still understand him luckily, though he has greatly simplified himself for the sake of being understood by the ancient god of creation,

“ ˙˙˙ʞɔıʇs ɐ uo ʇsıɹɥɔ snsǝɾ ¡¿ılƃuoɥz noʎ uǝʌǝ ¿noʎ oʇ poƃ ɟo puıʞ ǝɯos ɯ,ı 'ǝʇnuıɯ uɯɐp ɐ ʇıɐʍ”

your voice is an energy through the air, and makes the trees nearby lean in to hear you better, the creeks and ponds of the area leave their beds a little to get closer, geo crystalflys emerge and begin to swirl around your natural body, perching on your horns, making it look even more like a crown

Xiao gulps.

Rex Lapis’ and Ningguang’s spines straighten further if they even can from the impeccable posture they were before, They share a quick glance…

…neither of them caught that one, only a few words, and Ganyu feels her shoulders drop as she gives up trying to hear you and understand as well,

you make a strange sound, a high humming, a deep confusion with some worry, the crystalflys buzz around you a little faster,

then point to yourself

...and make a peace sign. ✌️

it was going to be a long night.

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idk if this made any sense, and I sincerely hope that you at least liked what I wrote a little bit, sorry about the over description 😭 I just felt like it was very important but then I realized I hadn’t even talked about the language yet… anyway here u go LMAO

I hope it was alright, and I seriously love your idea, even if I didn’t take it in the direction you wanted/as cool as you meant!! :/

Thanks for the badass idea, i fucking love eldritch shit <3

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Safe Travels,

💀 ♒

♡my beloved♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist / @thedevioussmirk

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lilybug-02 · 7 months

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[Heart Shaped Object]

Thoughts and Drawing progression below 🫀

[this is one without a glow effect on the heart. I like both equally.]

Holy cow, am I glad to finish this! I’m really proud with how it turned out :))) I had a strong feeling for what I wanted out of this with the realistic human heart, blood, and perspective.

I tried going realistic for 30 minutes but 🤡umm I’m not very good at realistic. Kris almost looked like a middle aged punk rocker which is NOT what I wanted.

I always feel like my sketches come out better than my final, but so is life. Can’t be perfect. Also this image is so cursed it almost got corrupted and I almost lost all of my progress 😳🫀🥺🤡

(and then Tumblr basically blocked this image from most of my followers because one of the images and video weren't compatible? Very annoying..)

Anyways I haven’t seen a full render of Kris holding an actual human heart. There’s a ton of versions of them just holding a bloody cartoonish heart, but I WANT MORE. Thought I may change the status quo ❤️ This was also my first time trying to do blood, so it was a fun learning curve. I was planning for a Halloween release, but I got busy. Hope you enjoy!

Here's the link to the speedpaint!

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screaming-flxwers · 11 months

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please please please let me give you my heart i promise it’s really nice and bloody and it goes really fast sometimes 🫀

#actual yandere #unhealthy obsession #irl yan #obslove #yandere girl #yanderecore #sh #obsessive #yandere blog

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iwaasfairy · 5 months

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bones and all +hq! (anyone) just something super fucked up with lots of blood 💋🫀

this was so sexyyyy idk I’m very into gross icky blood stuff rn

tw murder, gore, yandere

Red coats the walls. It splatters out into grasping hands with each brutal blow, baseball bat full of nails shattering the bone below it until the whining dies down. Along with the frantic screaming, and you sink to your knees at the sight. Within seconds, your housemate has been reduced to a heap of meat and bone and sinew, leaving her coppery tang in the air. Your legs have buckled, and now you’re on the cold floor, there’s nothing you can do but watch and shake.

The blood pools under her legs, because those are intact -upper body too. But gunk and brain matter is spilled on your floor, and the puddle of red gains surface the longer you stare, trying not to hurl your guts out. If you could look away you would. If you could run, you would. A low puff of air sounds, before the invader turns on his heel and stares you down. “There she is.” It’s faint, almost apologetic in its delivery. He pulls the mask down his mouth as he wipes the back of his hand over his face.

Your hands shake uncontrollably in your lap, and the stinging in your face surges through your bones. Atsumu.

“Ya missed my entrance,” he’s got a grin on his face - but his eyes are so blown out it’s hard to believe it really is him. For a few moments, he looks entirely, sickly unfamiliar. Not long enough to give you time to collect yourself before he approaches though, dragging the bloody bat along with him. “Sorry ‘bout yer little friend. Came at me with scissors… The bitch’s almost as wild as you are when yer upset.”

He has a frown on his face when he looks back, but the slightest curl to his lips doesn’t slip. His hands come up to hold onto your shoulder as he sighs. “So,” he lets out a soft hum, and then thumbs along your cheek with his hands still stained, bloodied as he touches you, “r’ya ready ta go?” You can’t help but feel bad. Even moving your eyes up to look at him feels like it’s taking all the energy you have.

This is all your fault. Atsumu came for you. You’d signed the papers and found a friend to live with, and you had hoped that would’ve been enough - but you didn’t think… you- Nao tried to protect you, and now she’s gone. There was a time you would’ve trusted Tsumu with your life. “Y-you,” your throat locks up when you say it, and the wobbly vision gets too much, spilling over, “wh-what did you do? Why?”

The blond barely pulls up his nose, before giving you a look. “Didn’t ya hear me? I came in through the window an’ she came at me. Couldn’t be helped.” The way his hand is still around the makeshift weapon somehow doesn’t convince you of his perceived innocence. Almost as soon as you think that, he follows your gaze, and slowly starts chuckling as he realizes the same thing. “Baby doll…”

You scramble. Atsumu drops the bat to crash himself into you and grab at your arms, but one well aimed kick onto his knee has him wincing, and it gives you just enough time to get up and dash towards the door. That also means running through the pool of liquid slowly drying on the floor, but your vision’s so blurry that you don’t even register it. You slip as you slam the door behind you and Tsumu curses— your heart’s pumping so hard you don’t hear it.

Not until someone gets a fistful of your hair and yanks you back so hard you think your scalp might come clean off. Until you land in the cold gravel and a foot pushes into your soft throat. Tsumu’s able to make it out narrowly before your vision starts blurring at the edges, and you claw at the limb for air. “Samu, ya’ll hurt ‘er.” As soon as you get a tiny bit of leeway you’re grabbing at the skin and hacking up spit, painfully tight airways burning.

Osamu only glares back at the blond. “‘I got it covered, Samu. Don’t be a bore, Samu,’” he mocks, before crossing his strong arms over his chest. “Yer sloppy, ‘n lucky I was ‘ere ta stop ‘er.”

“Yea, yea,” the other man sighs, before he crouches by you and lovingly brushes your hair away from your face. “Yer cute when ya try so hard, y’know. Gets us going.” He snickers, then raises a brow. “Samu won’t admit it but it gets him goin’ too. But next time ya get caught… we’ll take one of yer fingers. That’s only fair.”

#monkey fun.event #tw.murder #tw.gore #tw.yandere #miya atsumu #🍯honey.pot #💫ch.atsumu #💫ch.osamu

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fg083nrt · 7 months

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day 1 BLOODY KISSES 🫀😘

"eat your heart out or smth"

#kakuhidaweek2023

@kakuhidaweek

#kakuhida #my art #hidan #kakuzu #cw: organs #yes its hannibal inspired

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buntress · 9 months

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[No spoons for IDs, help appreciated]

🖤 Horrorsime 🖤

[PT: Horrorsime]

Horror + Datesime A DATIN [link] gender related to dating sims with horror qualities. Examples could be DDLC, Boyfriend To Death, NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD, etc. This gender has themes of gore, violence, love (any kind), obsession, lovesickness, yandere tropes, etc. Not exclusive to pwBPD / OLD / OCD or any other ID that can reclaim these tropes, but one may feel it differently because of these things.

[PT: Horror + Datesime

A DATIN [link] gender related to dating sims with horror qualities. Examples could be DDLC, Boyfriend To Death, NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD, etc. This gender has themes of gore, violence, love (any kind), obsession, lovesickness, yandere tropes, etc. Not exclusive to pwBPD / OLD / OCD or any other ID that can reclaim these tropes, but one may feel it differently because of these things. End PT]

For :: @gender-mailman's 1466 Coining Event [link], though this will probably be the only one I do for the event, sorry friend! /low spoons

Possible Pronouns under the cut

If you enjoy what I create, consider leaving a tip on Ko-Fi (link)! /nf

Tagging: @radiomogai @variant-archive @accessmogai @gamegenders @hartl-ss @kiruliom @acetrappolaswife @jiiamp @bpdette @yourdarlingness

Possible Pronouns

[PT: Possible Pronouns]

♡/♡s

Adore/Adores

Cy/Cyber

Dar/Darling

Digi/Digital

Knife/Knives

Love/Loves

Need/Needy

Vir/Virtual

Yan/Yans

💘/💘s

🫀/🫀s

💔/💔s

🩸/🩸s

🖥️/🖥️s

Possible Titles

[PT: Possible Titles]

Their Digital Love // Xe Who Is Adored // Yans Who's Pupils Are Hearts // The Beloved One // The Possessive One // His Needy Lover // Just [Name] // Zeir Devoted Darling // The Obsessive Lover // Luvs Bloody Valentine

♡ All pronouns can be replaced with the users preferred pronouns

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wolf-who-rips-throats · 2 years

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A light in the room

It was you who was standing there

Tried it was true

As your glance met my stare.

But your heart drifted off

Like the land split by sea

I tried to go, to follow,

To kneel down at your feet

[Run To You — Pentatonix]

#🥁wolf #lyrics #worshipful yandere #🫀bloodied heart

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hongzhizhu · 1 year

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🫀🥰

Maraschino cherry flavored agar-agar forms the outer layer of this bloody heart dessert. The interior is crumbled homemade vanilla cake mixed thoroughly with buttercream frosting and a frightening amount of red food coloring gel. Strawberry jelly bleeds out of the center of the cake once sliced.

#my bloody valentine #harry warden #homemade food #dessert #hzz photography #human heart #gore #happy valentine's day #hzz feast

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the-covens-collection · 2 years

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E, I, J, K

-🐶

Exposed;

I can have a tendancy to dance around the speaking my feelings. I do believe my actions are very honest however. I do not truely care if anyone else knows. The only ones who need to know are my darlings. -🫀

I can tend to be overly flattering according to some~ However everything I say is entirely true when it comes to my darlings~ I would shout to rest the world if you wanted me to~ If you wanted me to only keep it with us I would whisper in your ear~ For you all are my world~ -💉

I don't lie about anything especially how I feel! So you don't have to worry about that! Haha! The world may not know now but I will make it know one day! -🕊

I do not speak many words. So perhaps you may not be aware of the full extent of my feelings. However, I will show you one day and you will never be able to forget. -🦷

I have a lot of issues with telling you guys how I really feel. However I hope my actions show it as I learn how to. I have always feared the way my heart shows love. This time I don't have to hold my feelings back. You have promised never to leave so you won't be scared when you know how deeply I love you. I hope. -🐍

Ideals;

My perfect world is one where I and all my darling live free and unchained by the expectations of society. Where we only have each other as time continues forever and that is all we need. -🫀

I would have have to say a world where all the pleasures of life are ours without restraint~ That we are all together with all we could ever need~ -💉

A place where no one has control over us! Where we follow the way the wind blows! Nothing holding us back! -🕊

A world where we are at peace. Where none may trouble or harm us. Where you are mine and I yours. Forever. Until time itself stops. -🦷

I think my ideal for us is a place away from everyone else. Where it's only us. Where we are all we could ever need. We live off the land around us. No other contact but us, the animals and nature. Our own little commune. Our own little piece of the world. -🐍

Jealous;

I can be quite jealous over those I care for. It is not often that one may come along that I have allowed to live for long after attempting to get close with my darlings. When I do find them I must have them. In whatever way they may grant. If you are enough to capture one of my darling's hearts I must know you. -🫀

I am more free spirited~ I understand the joy of finding pleasure everywhere you may look~ However it can take a lot to capture my heart~ So once you do I must have you~ I will need you oh so terribly~ -💉

I don't like it when others touch what is mine! If I had it my way I would tear the throats out of all who looked at those I care for! You're mine remember that! -🕊

I know I cannot control my darlings as much as I long to. That does not make the rage that boils within me any less when I see those with less than pure intentions approach. I would keep you with me at all times if I could. Never letting you leave. -🦷

I never want anyone near my darling except those I approve of. However I also want my darlings to make friends. It is a hard line to walk. If I could I would rid the world of anyone but us keep you all safe. All mine. Only mine. -🐍

Kisses;

I act quite differently to the rest of the world in comparisson to my darlings. They know me deeper than any other will ever have the chance to. I can bear my heart to them and know they will not break it. -🫀

I do not believe I act too much different~ However I can say that I do know how to make my words hit much more sweetly for my darlings than for others~ I would not have it any other way~ -💉

I suppose in some ways I do! I go much lighter in fights with my more delicate darlings than I do with others that would have the same vulnerabilites! However I do not have a very soft form of emotions! I care with all I am, roughly and obsessively! -🕊

All would say I do. Not that I care what others think. All that need know me are my darlings. They are the only ones that deserve to see the way. -🦷

I know I act differently certianlly. I have issues with anxiety. How would I not. However even amongst those I know amd have grown comfortable around vs my darlings the difference is huge. I can be who I am without restraint around my darlings. -🐍

#yancore #darlingcore #horde around the carrion #🫀bleeding heart #🕊blackened dove #💉love addict #🦷bloodied teeth #🐍venomous words

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romanoffsbish · 2 years

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Natasha Romanoff Masterlist

Angst 🩸 | Fluff ☁️ | Smut/18+ 🥵 | Dark 🕷️ | H/C 🫀

Top R! ⬆️ | Bottom R ⬇️ | Switch ↔️ | Has a Penis 🍆

Personal Favorite ✨

Main Masterlist | Natasha Romanoff ML #2

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Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader

Oneshots (Switched POV’s | Older Style)

Thanking my Lucky Stars

Flirty Natty 🩸 | ☁️

Your Sister's Hot ☁️

It's Okay.. | No It's Not.. | It Will Be ☁️|🩸

The Forgotten Triplet 🩸 | ☁️

Dirty Secret 🩸 | ☁️

Loved You Sooner 🩸| Never Too Late ☁️

Die For You 🩸 | Live for Me 🩸|☁️ | Story of Us ☁️

Burnt Out 🩸 | Magical Night Away 🩸| ☁️

Series

The Mystery Stark ☁️|🩸| 🥵 (✅)

Oneshots (2nd Person | Current Style)

You’re Still Mine ☁️ |🩸| 🥵 | ⬇️

Mama's Baby 🥵 | ⬆️

Sad Beautiful Tragic 🩸|☁️|🥵 | ⬇️

Labor Pains 🩸 | ☁️

Anything for You 🫀

To Be: Cherished | Mine Forever I A Family |🥵|🫀| ⬇️

Everything Comes at a Cost 🩸|☁️ | ⬇️ | 🥵

Forever, Always, and All my Days After That... ☁️ | ✨

My Body, My Choice ☁️ | She Will Be Loved ☁️

Unwelcome Surprise 🩸| 🥵 | ↔️ | Lessons Learned 🩸| ☁️

Wrong Choice… 🫀| 🥵 | ⬆️ | ✨

Starts With Goodbye ☁️ | 🥵 | 🫀| ⬇️

Ready to Run 🫀

Oh How You Brighten up the Night Sky ☁️

Shall We Play a Game? ☁️ | 🤏🏼🩸

A Warm Hand, and Your Loving Touch… ☁️ |🥵 | ⬆️

I’ll Be Home For Christmas ☁️ | 🩸🩸 | 🥵 | ⬇️ / …If Only In Your Dreams 🩸| ☁️☁️

Kiss Me Beneath The Mistletoe ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️ |✨

Never Alone With You ☁️

How to Mend What’s Broken 🩸| ☁️

Mind Games 🩸| ☁️

Cuddle Bug ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️

Take it All… 🥵 | ☁️ | ⬆️

My Heart—It Beats For You 🩸| ☁️

A Blooming Love ☁️

Liho to the Rescue ☁️ | Meet The (Fockers) Bishop-Belova’s ☁️

Through the Eras 🫀| 🥵 | ⬆️ | ✨

Do I Know You? 🩸| ☁️

A Fools Errand ☁️ -> 🩸

Clandestine Meetings 🩸| ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️ | 🍆

You Could Never Hurt Me 🫀| 🥵 | 🥩 | ⬇️

In a Summer Haze ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️

Teach Me Mommy 🥵 | ⬆️

Unconditional Kind of Love 🫀

I Can’t Lose You 🥵 |🩸 | ☁️ | ⬇️

Attachment Issues 🥵 | ☁️ | ⬇️

I Love You / I Know 🩸| 🥵 | ⬆️

You’re so Prettyyyy 🩸-> ☁️ | 🤏🏼🥵

Stripped Bare 🩸| ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️ | 🍆 / Shelter me From the Storm 🫀| 🥵 | 🍆

A Vintage Taste ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️

Roles Reversed 🥵 | ⬆️

Perfect Timing ☁️ |🩸| 🥵 | ↔️ |

In Your Corner ☁️

Pretty Princess 🩸-> ☁️ |🥵 | ⬇️

Love Me ‘Til I’m Black and Blue 🤏🏼🕷️| 🩸| 🥵⬇️

Hear Me Out ☁️

Easy to Love 🤏🏼🩸 | ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️

The Perfect Muse 🥵 | ⬇️

Don’t Worry, I’ve Got You 🩸|🫀

The One That (Almost) Got Away 🩸| ☁️ | 🥵 | ↔️ | 🍆

Short Series

Symphonic Journey ☁️ |🩸| 🥵 | ⬇️ | 🍆 |✨

Blurb (2nd Person | 1.9kish or less)

Chaos Ensues 🤏🏼🩸| ☁️ | ✨

Roadside Assistance ☁️

Bloody Hell of a Mess ☁️

A Simple Cat Nap ☁️

A Never Ending Nightmare 🩸| ☁️

My Lipgloss is Poppin’ 🥵 | ☁️ | ⬇️ | ✨

Big Bad Wolf 🕷️|🥵|🩸| ⬇️

Desperate Times… (A/B/O) 🥵 | ⬇️ | 🍆

Winging It ☁️

A Twisted Web of Lies 🩸

Tension 🤏🏼🩸| ☁️ | 🥵 | ⬇️

Whiskey Lullaby 🩸

A Master Lesson in Patience 🥵 | ⬇️

Who Are You People ☁️

Married to her Craft 🥵 | ⬆️

The Tournament 🥵 | ↔️

Dance the Night Away ☁️

1 vs 5

Fineapple

Broken Promises…

Flustered Mess

Elsa

Chickens

Lost in Battle

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(This is all about ''Something (just like this'' :], i apolagize in advance)

Theres an auther (you, i'm thinking of you) that has given sutch weight to the simple human pains everyone has, let them cary a greaf in every breath they're mentioned, i can't help but ache with the mc as one because i get it, i understand and even if i handn't felt the same pain that crushes your hope of ever being loved in the same way you do, if i hadn't though myself cynical and bitter the way she does i still think i'd get it.

I still think i'd be able to see myself cradle my heart like an infant, even though it's an old ugly, terrable creature.

The plots so ritch it's unbalivable that i get to read your works for free, like i knew it was her bestfried the second our artist glaced over her sholder and saw her drawing kids with guns in masks. But it was her best-fucking-fried, who dies without answering her livid questioning.

It's her constant self awair bitternes to the person she is that just-

Chefs fucking kiss.

Like the way she views herself and everyone else she thinks threatens the few things she sees as good in her with a sort of cynicalnes, but through herself that is bloody perfect.

Shes insane for the shit she pulls, Gods i love her.

I cannot expres enough of my love for the way you craft your words, the story and the way you put so mutch care into it makes me ill.

Izuku is caprured so well, his whole being being intertwined with Katsukies-....i am going feral as we speak.

Also her being an artist so acuretly presented, it's insane, the way she is about her skill, her talents, her works and her instuments and the way there are these little moments she wants to capture is so stupidly accurate to how i see the world as a creative. Always hungry and always craving to make, even when im no where near a peace of paper or even the shittiest of pens.

Im grinning and in fucking tears. (As i was writing all of this in my notes i wasn t even that far into the last chapter.)

Holy fuck, god i fucking despise Hana. And i get why, and im amazed at how her resoning, her pain and anger dosn't justify(?) shit when i've seen a lot of things where someones inhumane actions get swept under the rug cus they were hurting quietly, or something.

She was like a quirk nazi. Nothing redeams(?) that, y'know?

Auther i am shaking you by the sholders, and im sorry if my nails dig in too deep but holy fuck. Breathings hard, fic so good my rib cage has started to feel too small for my heart, and my lungs, and the hole your story has carved inbetween all of it.

Fic so good i haven't even gotten to the end and i want to thank you for, for all this has done to me. I'm shit with fics where there are a lot of words, no matter how mutch i love the characters and yet, and yet somehow this is one of the 100k + fanfics i have enjoyed every gut wrenching second of.

I feel like vomiting

In fact

I might.

They all need therapy after this, methinks.

(I know this is long and loopy, and my english (my second language) is not great, and that ultametly i kinda said nothing but i needed you to see (at least a little bit of) how insanely wonderful your craft is)

Anywho, i still haven't finished, and that was a lot of words, but i hope you have a lovely 24 h, i wish you the best with all of your future works. "Something (just like this)" has...given me brain damadge i'm guessing.

Blue, there is nothing to apologise for, I think you are wonderful. 🥺 You said everything. 🥺 From this message alone—from you taking the time to write it, and send it, I can tell you that there’s nothing about your heart that’s old or ugly or terrible. If anything, I think it’s golden—like the afternoon sun, reflecting all that good light back until it’s too much to hold. 🥹🫀✨

But okay, lemme try and do the thoughtfulness of this ask some justice. 🥹💕 God, to be honest I kinda worried about Hana, and her place in the story. Like—knowing how it was going to end. I think a lot of us will end up parting ways with people in our life that were important—and some, unfortunately, for ugly reasons. Hana’s betrayal is like, so extreme, so dramatic and terrible. And it doesn’t just hurt Reader, it hurt other people, kids. Like sure, Hana was hurt—but then she turned around and hurt others, willingly. And there’s no justice for the ones she directly affects. You’re right, Blue. You can’t redeem that—you can only pick up the pieces around it.

Tbh, I think Reader’s bitterness would’ve made building a life after it all that much harder, if it weren’t for other people. 🥹 Like—Scribbles cynical nature was such a fun part of writing the fic, lmao, and it absolutely would’ve made life that much harder for her in the aftermath if she didn’t have support. 🥹 I think someone like Scribbles, who barely trusts themselves, was a good match/contrast for Izuku who—like, even in canon is learning to overcome the worst of his most fear-driven habits. It gives him the ability to see Scribbles in a way that—that she needed. 🥺

Bluey!!! You’re an artist too??? Like our Reader. 🥹 The need to document everything is so real lmao. Like—it’s constant!! An insatiable way of looking at the world. 🥹 How do I capture this, how can I do this. I literally just had that feeling the other night, driving home under a perfectly straight trail of cloud like a comet’s tail. The sky was that perfect, indigo glow, and there was a single star alongside of it and it genuinely looked like the trail of a meteorite streaking over the sky and I wanted to remember everything about it. I wanted to draw it, write it, anything to keep it.

Blue, you have said so many kind things about my writing. 🥺 Either in this ask or in the tags of other things. And!!! It means so much to me, every time. 🥺 This is what I mean when I say you have a reflective, golden heart. 🥹💛🌿 I’m always going to be glad that like, I could write something that made you wanna reach out and say hello, lmao, but mostly I’m just glad you’re here. ☀️

(Also, as an aside—you mentioned a song, in the tags of one post a little while ago. I wanted you to know that I immediately ran to spotify to try and find it, lmao, and listen to it and like, now it lives in my likes and every time I listen to it I think of you and also of maybe trying to write a Bakugou worthy of the association, lmao. It’s such a sweet song, Blue, thank-you for the new music 🌷)

#ofmermaidstories-asks #something just like this — fic

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