A Letter For You
SUMMARY: Azul writes a letter to you.
WORD COUNT: 500+
WARNINGS: Book 3 spoilers (just adding this in case), Azul hating his old self/being fatphobic, Azul overthinking, basically if you know Azul's backstory it talks about that
A/N: Okay so I wrote this in three different languages, I did this one last, and since it's translated from the original (which I wrote in Japanese, the language I'm struggling in most with writing (somehow even though it's my mother language wtf)) it looks so formal and blocky and Idk- I'm proud of myself for writing it in three languages but when I say I hate translating-
(My summaries gradually starting to suck more and more-)
Also yes of course I wrote about Azul he's my favorite <3
English (this one!) - Japanese - Spanish
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Dear kantokusei-san,
I always had a lot of struggles.
Every day, voices in my head would tell me that I was ugly. That I was just a dumb, hideous octopus.
I can't do anything.
"I want to smile always." "I want to live happily with Floyd and Jade."
But voices are always running around in my head, making me overthink.
Are you really my friend?
Even if you saw me as a kid, would you still be able to say that I'm different from him?
You wouldn't be able to, would you.
Because no matter how you look at it, I'm just a stupid mer that wants to be human.
I'm a horrible person who can't even accept himself.
"I can't be a human."
This is the truth. No one can change it.
I thought that I had accepted these words, and yet… I couldn't.
"I don't want to be a mer again."
"I want to stay as a human forever."
"I don't want to return to being that fat, ugly octopus that I was before."
And I also wanted legs. Human legs - /real/ human legs. Legs that I could have without drinking a potion or creating a contract. Legs that I could walk, run, play and dance with. Legs that I could do anything with.
Why? Why was I born as a mer, and an octopus mer at that?
I had been living like that my whole life.
Until you arrived, that is. That was when everything changed.
The first time I met you, I wasn't sure what to make of you.
"A different world? That can't possibly be true. Are you joking around?"
That was what I thought, and I was wary of you.
However… Even after the Overblot incident, you were nice to me for a reason I couldn't explain.
How could you be so nice to a person like me? I almost killed you, didn't I? Are you insane?
I told you this thousands of times. yet you still spent time with me.
Floyd and Jade teased me a lot for it, but you always defended me against them. Do you remember doing that?
That honestly made me really happy.
"You aren't such a bad person."
And before I knew it… I was in love with you.
I was surprised at first, you know? That I could feel this way.
What made me even more surprised was the time when you told me that you felt the same way.
If you say things like that, it'll only make me fall for you more, since I'm not used to words like that.
You are such an important person to me. I wouldn't want to live in a world that you're not in.
So… Would you like to stay in this world, with me?
I know that you most likely have ambitions, a family, a good life in your previous world. But if you could leave all of that behind to stay with me… I would be overjoyed.
I'll understand if you don't want to stay here; it's not your world, after all. However, I still wanted to ask this of you. Maybe I'm too greedy, asking you for this.
Either choice you make, I'll love you, forever and always.
With love,
Azul Ashengrotto
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Yeah so, replaying Fates, nothing changed EXCEPT... I got a new fav character...
Until now my fav for Fates were limited to 3 considering that most if the Fates cast did not awaken my interest : Leo (who will forever remain my favorite royals because character wise), Corrin (I tend to be a lot more nicer and tolerent to character who have a terrible writing if they are actually enjoyable to some extent) and Kanna (do I really need to explain why ?).
But, now if you ask me who my favorite character is .... the answer is Laslow...
I MEAN.... he has a good writing, most of his support conversation are absolute masterpiece (kof, kof with Azura, kof), he is one of the few character who has an impressive inferior amount of bad support in Fates, and that’s one improvement compared to Awakening where his only relevant support where the one he had with his parents, the very end of his support with Lucina when they are not siblings (support that shoud’ve been used when he was her brother in my opinion) and the only support that have some romantic build up where the ones with Severa that I don’t like at all and are inferior to the Selena/Laslow support, to the point that the only conversation he has with a woman character that I consider to be written correctly is the one with F! Robin.... HE SURE CAME A LONG WAY OK ?!!! That really made me ask question, did the Fates staff was more focused on giving my boi the proper writing to make him the 3 dimensional character he was not in Awakening since he was more of 2 dimensional ?! HE IS WELL WRITTEN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! MAYBE THE CHARACTER THAT HAS THE BEST WRITING WITHOUT EVEN EXAGERATING!! (at least, from the side cast )!!
I always really love the Time Travel Trio, but clearly he beats them here! The worst part is that I ALWAYS have enjoined his character. He was husbando material in both Awakening and Fates, easily top 3 (with Owain). SERIOUSLY INIGO I WAS ALREADY A SIMP FOR YOU HOW DID YOU EVEN MANAGE TO GROW ON ME THIS MUCH?!!
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