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vuulpecula · 9 months
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@alootus inquired: ❛  22 .   a  kiss  on  the  forehead .
the overwhelming desire to kiss | come & get y'all kisses
How could this happen. Padmé, once so vibrant, so full of life, practically glowing with it, was growing cold. Around her, the medical droids hung back, taking care of the infants that cried for their mother. The mother they would never meet, never know. When they grew older and looked in the mirror, would they know it was her eyes staring back at them? Her smile gracing their lips? Her laughter in their throats or her spirit in their hearts? No. They never would. They would not be told of the sacrifices she made or how she fought for their future, for the future of every child born under the stars of their galaxy.
"Do something!" Fox begged. "Save her! Please! Don't just hover there, help her!" She was fighting back sobs as she reached for her friend, grasping her arm, shaking, trying to rouse her. It hung so limply in her hand that she could feel her knees weaken beneath her with the sickness of it. It wasn't fair. It wasn't right. "Help her," she begged again, her words coated with a sob. They fell on deaf mechanical ears, for there was nothing they could do to help her. Padmé was dead.
"It should be me, not you." Tears were streaming down her face. "It should be me! Take me instead! Take me instead of her!" Fox begged whatever soundless gods might be watching. She reached out for the Force, tried to grasp it within her hands as if it took could do something, but it was too late. There was nothing within her hands except her friend's limp arm.
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"Don't leave me, Padmé," Fox whispered, the devastation choking her. Gently, so, so gently, she pushed the wet strands of hair from Padmé's forehead. Over and over again, as if she was somehow soothing her instead of looking down upon her expressionless face. It was almost as if she was only sleeping. "Please. Don't leave me, Padmé. I can't do this without you. I--I don't know how to live without you." Fox's tears fell, splashing against the skin gone cold beneath them. Quickly she tried to wipe them away, not wanting even the symbol of her grief to touch her friend. Her Queen. "I don't know what to do without you," she sobbed. Gasping for breath, ribs shuttering beneath the cracking of her heart. "Please, wake up, Padmé? Please? I love you, I need you, the galaxy needs you. Wake up! Padmé, wake up!" Again her words were lost to sobs as she leaned against the table, hardly able to hold herself up. Feeling the droids standing nearby, waiting for her to finish so they could pull the too white sheet over her body.
Fox stayed there for what felt like hours, alternating between the howling sobs of an animal and the quiet weeping of a wraith. All the while brushing back Padmé's hair, coiling it around her fingertips until Obi-Wan entered and said it was time. Time for what, did not matter. Once she left this room, she would be leaving herself behind. A ghost would follow the Jedi, but her heart would stay where it was. In the hands of the woman she loved.
Standing, Fox looked down upon her one last time. Forcing a small smile as she bit back more tears. She leaned down, pressing her trembling lips to Padmé's forehead, unable to stop the quiet sob that followed, again shaking through her body. "Sleep well," she whispered. "May we meet again in dreams...May we meet again."
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notmytraumablog · 1 year
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Me smiling maniacally in order to remain professional when my boss informs me that an heirloom virgin wool blanket with sentimental value (red with lots of white embroidery) has been dropped off for cleaning and should probably be fine in the washer if I use two cups of color transfer reducer and lots of color catcher sheets!
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Me still smiling maniacally 37 years later because that’s how long it takes to remove all the red dye from the white thread at the spotting table with triple strength color run corrector and the compressed air gun because IT NEVER WORKS. I want to grab him by the shoulders and say “LISTEN, IT NEVER WORKS WITH RED AND WHITE WOOL. EVER. IT WORKS ON A LOT OF STUFF BUT MY BUDDY, MY BRO, MY MAN, MY SWEET SUMMER CHILD, THIS IS AN HEIRLOOM VIRGIN WOOL BLANKET. THIS IS NOT PENDLETON. THIS WAS MADE BY SOME WOMAN NAMED PHYLLIS WHO DIDN’T EVEN KNOW ABOUT PH OR DYE SETTING. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT MAKE ME WASH THIS. THIS IS NOT A “learning experience, sometimes things work and sometimes they don’t, the important thing is to learn from our mistakes, I’ll contact the customer” EVENT. WE ALREADY HAVE LEARNED ABOUT THIS AND WHAT WE LEARNED IS NOT TO WASH THIS STUFF FOR THE LOVE OF GOD OH MY GOD TYLER.” But he’s my boss, even tho he’s a very nice boss, so yknow, I smile like a maniac and follow his instructions to ruin another blanket.
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Based on this Headcanon list (x) : Part 1 Here! / Part 2 Here! / Part 3 Here! / Part 4 Here! <This is Part 5!>
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* It’s your third year at Hogwarts, Harry Potter’s second, and you’re having a pretty good year so far
* You’ve made your house team, and you’re doing pretty good in school, in fact, you’ve got a knack for potions and herbology
* “Good thing too or we’d be stuck up a creek without ya” Fred says grinning as he watches you show him how to make the simple “cure for boils” potion
* “And not sooner either, these things hurt more than you think” George complains, wincing every time he touches one
* “Well what did you think was going to happen when you tried to go into the girl’s changing room?” You ask with a sigh
* “In our defense we didn’t know it was the girls changing room, we just wanted a shortcut to the pitch”
* You hide a smile, that sounds about right
* Life is pretty good
* Until it isn’t
* “Enemy’s of the heir beware” the words leave your mouth in a murmur
* Your eyes trained on the blood-coated words on the wall
* You think you're going to be sick
* “That’s right you’ll be next mudbloods!” Draco shouts and immediately you feel two hands clasp both of your shoulders
* One is Fred’s and the other is George’s
* They insist on walking you back to your dorm
* “Really I’ll be fine, you should go check on your brother, Ginny was looking a little pale too” you insist but they keep pushing you forward
* “We can do that after you get back to your common room safely”
* If you’re Muggle-born they’re really protective of you over the next few months
* You’ve woken up to taping on your window more than once, yawning as you walk over to see who it is
* Only to see your favorite red-headed pair of doppelgängers
* “Couldn’t sleep” Fred says with a yawn
* “We were too afraid the heir of Slytherin would kill us in our sleep” George adds
* “Best we sleep here, so you can protect us and keep us safe” they finish in unison
* The next morning your dorm mates wake up to see them sleeping on the floor at the foot of your bed, drooling all over each other, wands clasped in their hands
* They absolutely refuse to let you stay in the castle for Christmas
* “Nope, no, no way in bloody hell,” George says defiantly
* “But I want-“
* “If you’ve got a death wish, you can just come home with us and eat mum’s cooking-”
* “So good you’ll go to heaven”
* They’re tugging you to the station before you can even protest
* “What about Ron?” You ask
* “What about Ron? He’s a big boy, besides it looks like those three are scheming-“ George starts
* “Schemings best left to the young ones, us old-timers have no place in it, best for us to go home and have some Christmas pudding, isn’t that right Percy?”
* Percy, who was only passing by gives you three a quizzical look before turning away with a shake of his head
* “Whatever nonsense you’re up to, leave me out of it”
* Fred turns to you with a grin
* “See even Percy agrees, leave the nonsense to the youngins’”
* Percy just keeps shaking his head
* “Come, Ginny, let’s sit somewhere away from them- don’t want you to be around bad influences”
* Their parents are thrilled to meet you
* “So you’re (Y/N)! We’ve heard so much about you-“
* So the twins talk about you at home huh?
* “- from Percy, he says your next in line to make prefect in your house,” she says patting you affectionately on the shoulder
* Percy nods from behind her
* “Cedric’s been recommending you to Sprout” He adds
* Your face burns and the twins grin behind you
* “Prefect (Y/N) I like the sound of that” George says with a mischievous grin
* “Don’t forget us when you’re rich and famous, soaking in the prefect bathroom like a big shot”
* You roll your eyes
* “Well since I’m such a big shot I guess I can overlook when you explode a toilet or two”
* The Weasley’s stay up until well past midnight for Christmas
* Molly knits you a matching scarf for the sweater she gave you last year
* “Well doesn’t it look dashing on you!” She says with a smile and she wraps it around your neck
* George and Fred are nervous you might not like it but you grin
* “I love it”
* George scrambles over
* “You want my scarf too?” He says already unwrapping his from around his neck
* “Take mine too, you look awfully cold,” Fred says
* There’s a Polaroid somewhere of you swaddled in five scarfs while Ginny and the twins laugh
* Percy is in the background looking disappointed- but one of those scarves is how
* At night, when the sleeping arrangements are all drawn up you’re with Ginny
* You lie side by side in her bed, you’re half asleep
* “Can I talk to you about something”
* You yawn and nod, not moving
* And then when she doesn’t say anything you say-
* “About Harry?”
* There’s another silence, but this one feels heavier somehow, and it wakes you up a bit
* “Just send him some chocolates for Valentine’s Day” you yawn patting her shoulder
* “Sign it with ‘your secret admirer’ if it makes you too nervous” you yawn again, feeling your eyes droop
* Is that why she’s been looking so sick lately? Too many nights lying awake at night thinking about a boy who doesn’t share her feelings
* “You know Ginny if something does nothing but cause you pain, and I know it’s not very Gryffindor-like, but you can just walk away from it yknow” you’re slurring, barely awake.
* “I can’t just walk away?” She asks and you nod
* “Of course you can”
* And then you fall asleep
* Completely forgetting about the conversation until it’s Valentine’s Day and you see Harry followed around by a singing valentine
* “So this is the fantastic advice you gave Ginny?” George asks, a teasing smile lifting onto his face
* “I told her to give chocolates! I don’t know a boy alive who doesn’t like sweets”
* “Well where’s our chocolate then?” Fred asks expectantly
* You look to George for some support, but he’s looking at you expectantly too
* “Oh I get it, all your chocolates are saved for pretty boy Diggory”
* You roll your eyes and shake your head while walking away
* What’s up with them and thinking that you have a crush on Cedric
* They do come back to their dorms with small bags of chocolate on their beds, just two pieces each
* But they smile like you gave them a lump of gold
* “Did you make them by hand?” One teases
* “Tasted like they were made with love, and all those warm fuzzy feelings” the other finishes
* You roll your eyes
* “You should just be glad the house-elf I found didn’t mind me taking a bit of chocolate”
* It surprises both of them that you actually did make them by hand
* They were really just teasing
* George is the one to make the first move
* “Well next time you go invite us too, I think it would be fun to learn how to make chocolates”
* George wraps an arm around your shoulders
* “We could give them to Snape and make him think he has a secret admirer,” Fred says with a grin, wrapping one of his arms around your shoulders as well
* “Send him a singing Telegraph and everything” George grins
* You shake your head and laugh, what a couple of bozos
* It is pretty funny to see Snape get all flustered though
* They get even more protective when Muggle-born students start getting petrified
* You’re never without one, or both of them
* “Looks like your bodyguard is here,” Cedric says with a teasing smile when he sees George waiting in the corridor outside your class for you
* You nod, moving to go meet him when you feel a gentle touch on your arm
* “Let him know that if he’s ever looking for a career change, I’ll gladly fill the spot” he ruffles your hair before you leave and you can see the teasing coming from a mile away
* But George doesn’t say anything when you walk over to him, walking together to transfigurations in moderate silence
* “So you and Diggory are pretty close” he finally says, breaking the silence
* You look up at him, his eyebrows are threaded together and his mouth is pinched into a frown
* It makes you think about the time you thought that maybe they wouldn’t spend as much time with you anymore when you were brewing the amortentia potion
* “Yeah but we’re closer,” you say bumping your shoulder against his arm, he laughs
* “That’s true”
* The mischievous glint in his eyes returns
* “I doubt he’ll feel the same once he finds out you drool in your sleep”
* You roll your eyes shoving him lightly which earns a laugh
* “I mean really (Y/N), it’s just a bit excessive innit? Most mornings your pillow is more drool than Cotten at this point, you should really get it checked-“
* You shove him harder laughing when he starts laughing
* “Big words from the boy who snores so loud his dorm mates left him floating on the lake”
* “It wasn’t my dorm mates, it was Fred and he did it to because I pretended I was him when I said something that upset Oliver Wood”
* Your eyebrows thread together
* Haven’t seen much of Oliver around now that quidditch has been canceled
* “What did you say?”
* George turns bright red and turns away
* “You’ve been spending an awful lot of time around that keeper for Hufflepuff lately” Wood was especially cranky as of late now that quidditch was canceled for the rest of the year
* And George doesn’t know why, but he gets so irked by it
* What does Wood care who he spends time with off the pitch? It’s not like he’s been taking it easy on you during matches or anything
* “It’s not my fault you don’t know how to talk to someone you’re attracted to”
* And then realizing how it sounded, and flushing red George claimed he was Fred
* He sounded like he was a jealous boyfriend or something
* It’s almost mortifying
* Almost
* “Nothing, don’t worry about it”
* And it’s the first sign for George that someone might have seen something in him that he hasn’t noticed
* But for now that doesn’t matter
* Because you’re here telling jokes like nothing’s changed
* When Ginny gets taken to the chamber you’re sitting with George and Fred in their dorm hugging them close
* You showed up outside their window on your broom, tapping on the glass until they opened it and enveloped you in a hug
* “Maybe it’s just one big mistake, and she’ll pop out any second saying she got lost on her way to the loo”
* “Maybe,” Fred says, but he doesn’t sound like he believes it
* “Everything’s going to be fine,” George says
* And you nod, because you really hope it does
* And by morning Ron and Harry show up covered in dirt with Ginny behind them who looks like she did at first
* With color on her face and vibrancy you haven’t seen on her all year
* “So good old Gildy was a fraud all along huh?”
* “Coulda fooled me”
* And then just like that you’re on the train home
* Joking with Harry, Ron, Ginny, Fred, and George about Percy’s secret girlfriend
* “It feels like it was just yesterday we were getting off the train and starting the year,” you say slightly wistful
* “Speak for yourself, Oliver Wood nearly killed me at practice with punishment drills for something I said apparently” Fred groans
* “Best to leave the adventuring to the young ones” George grins teasing you as you step onto the platform
* And just like that, it’s over
* And just like that it’ll be a new school year
* And the beginning of a new adventure
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mangomochi-yn · 4 years
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[pretty setters tie your hair]
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all of haikyuu’s pretty setters x reader
g. v self indulgent fluff wc. 9-12 bullets/ea
contains. sugawara k., kageyama t., atsumu m., oikawa t., semi e., akaashi k., shirabu k., kenma k.
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sugawara
starting with this sweetheart ✨
will use pink or baby blue elastics!!
yknow that one mom that does rad hairstyles but you can literally see the child’s scalp?
yeah thats him
he’ll do like a two half ponies that meet into one big pony
but then you feel like your hairs gonna rip off 💀 (yeah this for sure won’t come off throughout the day)
you don’t have the heart to tell him cause he looks so satisfied and happy with tho so 😔
but bear with it and he’ll give you a sweet smile and kiss to your (now very clean) forehead!!
all in all 8/10 and a hug where you nuzzle his neck (hard enough to loosen some strands hopefully) 😁
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kageyama
😬 awkward baby!
very very hesitant when you ask and is for sure like nah no thank u
but a few pouts and puppy eyes and he’ll give 😉
and boy suprise suprise!!
he’s actually decent
pretty good actually 👌
(maybe cause he has a big sis that he might’ve seen tie her hair a few times)
so he would’ve been perfect even but alas... the boy’s awkwardness degrades it a bit
this boy he literally avoids touching your neck for some reason
and ur like wat
so 7/10 dont forget to give him thank you kisses 😘
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atsumu
ugh love this man but bitch right of the bat 2/10 and maybe a punch to the face 👊
this boi is the devil i tell ya
“eh? ya can’t even tie yer own hair? lol what a scrub”
“fuc u tsumu it’s supposed to be cute” 😠
so. many. loose. ends.
and you don’t even get how cause hes so harsh??
he accidentally tugs your ear and laughs as he “apologizes”
clowns you so much too sayin your hair strands look fat 😪 (like not thick but fat)
literally you look like a clown in the end
and you didn’t even know you could look that sloppy
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oikawa
then we have pretty boi... 🙃
could’ve been a solid 7.5 but bitch
does the u g l i e s t hairstyles
(you should’ve known when he agreed so easily and excitedly)
like boy you really do your own hair so nice but no justice for me?? where is the love..
says he’s “experimenting” 🤦‍♀️
and uses 15 different colored elastics and makes you look like a sprinkler (little did you know he was going for an alien look)
like his ties were actually nice and neat but cause of the ugly hairstyle they end up messy and youre just agshdhshshd
laughs manically the whole time 😑
6/10 and a harsh pinch to the waist (boi even had the auDaciTy to complain when u re-tie it)
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semi
this babe 💔
he’s... not very good
but does his best!!
gets a bit frustrated too cause like when a strand falls and he goes to pick it up another that was already in his hand falls and hes like 😠 ??? (that one pout he makes)
(so maybe dont ask him again cause poor thing)
(he ties with his fingers wide open like he tryna toss your head or sumn)
compliments a lot tho so you’re like 🥺 ily
“your hair’s really soft babe” “your shampoo smells good too” ughh big phat uwu busted 💕
takes his time choosing the cutest accessory to make up for how its.. not looking too nice
so 6/10 and his fave tuna rolls cause baby deserves it!!
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akaashi
ah. here he is
the perfect one™
basically suga but so much more gentle
no hesitation when you ask him too (mama im in love 🥰)
styles aren’t too intricate unlike suga so theres that
theyre v simple but like he still makes them so nice
and the way he softly threads his fingers as he brushes your hair to untangle them before starting?? 😭
idek what else to say man is perfect just 💍
smiles softly when you turn around to face him
so yes 10/10 and my whole heart forever thanks 🙏
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shirabu
ma big brains boy 💜
tough part is to get him to do it
he’ll literally sneer and youre like 🙂 bitch
so bug him some more and he’ll give (or if you pretend to ask someone else lol)
then youre ready for the tugs and pain but actually you’re met with... pure gentleness?
👁👄👁 “r u starting already?”
“uhm yeah duh”
soft touches here and there and you literally melt
(sometimes u think he’s being a lazy tease but nah he just doesn’t wanna hurt u)
sadly though this makes it a bit sloppy but like the experience by itself was just👌
try to ask him to redo it and he’ll just roll his eyes
so 8/10 do not ever try to redo it yourself cause if you do he will never do it again after
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kenma
ashdhfjskkl lastly our bby boi!! 🥰
lemme tell u 9/10!!!
baby boi has long hair himself so he will be good!
has perfected the messy but cute and effortless look
(cause that is literally him— effortlessly cute)
only tough part is finding an opportunity to ask him
like he won’t say no but whenever hes gaming (aka 24/7) hes just so 🥺 how do you interrupt that
so ya gotta wait till hes walking back from the bathroom or something!!
and he’ll be like oh okay sure
very nimble and soft movements
though it ends too quick cause boy knows what hes doin already 😔
overall, anytime you get him to do it is a blessing in itself. a literal slice of heaven. so never take it off
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a/n. all these boys are all the dream boys just saying and i would gladly sell my soul to have hair my tied by any one of them thanks
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many-gay-magpies · 3 years
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@honeyseungz @loabivey so that uh. that mini au that you had like a very small rb thread about yesterday (well over a few days ago now that im posting this). well uh. um . actually you know what im just gonna let you read it yourselves
so. heeseung, jay, and sunoo are all brothers. wether its actual brothers or just "brothers" by blood bond or whatever idk. but, regardless, they're brothers. im thinking that like, at first they aren't vampires, theyre just regular dudes yknow? (and just a forewarning, a lot of this isnt gonna be as compliant with the enhaverse theorizing we've done so far, it's just a little brain worm i wanted to play around with, throwing a little bit of enhaverse crumbs in here and there)
but anyway. they're not vampires, im thinking theyre just like... adopted/found family brothers, probably orphans or something. regardless they love each other a lot and its great. personality-wise everything is super different, but just for plot conveniences, heeseung, jay, and sunoo are the yunmeng trio (heeseung as wwx, jay as jc, and sunoo as jyl respectively), and jungwon is lwj.
the three brothers meet jungwon, probably brought together by this Big Fantasy Evil, maybe something involving the vampire queen as a character? idk. there's some big evil shit going down, and the three brothers somehow end up with jungwon and HIS big bro, who im imagining is jake (basically the lan xichen in this situation—very soft, kind, gentle; the vibes are right). both of them are vampires, not that our three orphan bois know that. they get caught up in the danger, and vampire bros jake and jungwon coms to the rescue.
now, a little bit of personality-mapping here: jay is outwardly very loud, fun, temperamental, and sarcastic, generally very much like he is irl; but inside, he's intensely loyal, protective, and loving, with a HUGE soft spot for the people closest to him. sunoo is very sweet, sensitive, and kind—the walking hug of the three brothers, who is certainly not without his bite and wont hesitate to talk back to anyone who hurts them. aggressively and without mercy. also he makes them soup for comfort and is generally best boy. heeseung is very goofy, playful, free-spirited, and bright, but insecure and sensitive underneath it all; generally a loud annoying mess of a boy. pure chaotic neutral and a gremlin if there ever was one. jungwon, on the other hand, is... not. he's nervous, quiet, cautious to a fault and intensely righteous, always standing up for what's right and refusing to waver from his chosen path. very lawful good vibes. he, naturally, is more than a little put off when jay, sunoo, and heeseung's chaotic ass come crashing into he and his brother jake's once-peaceful (ish) lives. and it doesn't help that heeseung is a... huge flirt, and apparently deadset on making jungwon his friend. fuck.
jungwon... doesn't know what to do. and it would all be so much easier if heeseung were dumb or stupid or unattractive or just a total asshole—but he isnt any of those things. he's beautiful, smart, insanely witty with a brain faster than any jungwon's ever seen—he can't help but admire him. but on top of that, he's wreckless as hell, unpredictable, and pushy, and gives jungwon heart attacks way too much for his liking. he doesn't even have a heartbeat. he's fucking dead.
it eventually comes out that jake and jungwon are vampires; the brothers are surprisingly cool with it. not the craziest thing that's happened to them.
the five boys get closer, staying together as they fight their foe (which im becoming increasingly inclined to make the werewolves), and through a series of convoluted events, jungwon learns that heeseung is not only gorgeous, smart, talented, and funny as all get-out, but also sensitive, caring, insecure, and thoughtful... and heeseung, who's only goal had been to break through the nervous and straightforward outer shell of his young dongsaeng, does just that. and jungwon, naturally, starts to fall in love.
somewhere along the line, though, things go wrong—as they were bound to do in an au loosely based off of the untamed. something happens to heeseung; he's fatally wounded after saving jay's life, and disappears, nowhere to be found. his brothers eventually assume the worse; that he's gone forever. but the queen finds him, takes care of him, nurses him back to health. turns him.
when he comes back, nothing's the same. the war is still going, and his brothers thought he was dead—but he isn't. but he's... different. jungwon and jake are quick to realize that he's been turned, how, they dont know—but they talk to him, teach him, try to help him, jungwon especially. of course he does; he's in love. heeseung, of course, is dismissive; doesn't take it seriously. ill be fine, whats so bad about this? or, perhaps, he doesn't let on just how hard he's taking it; fearing vulnerability more than he fears being a vampire.
inevitably, though, heeseung's wrecklessness leads to doom—he lets his bloodlust overtake him, relishes in it, no matter how much jungwon had warned him against it, pleaded with him to take caution. he says it's usefull—says he can help them take out enemies, help them win this war. jungwon warns him that he could end up getting more than he bargained for. heeseung doesn't listen.
heeseung helps them win the war; practically wins it for them. hes happy, bitterly, until he isnt. he's happy, until he sees his brother—sees sunoo. blood-covered, pale-skinned, drained.
no.
heeseung is broken. jay even moreso. jay yells at him; yells and yells and yells and yells. curses him out, tells him he hates him, tells him he's nothing but cruel evil—he doesn't mean it, of course, but no one knows it then, not even him. now he is only angry; so, so angry. heeseung, wrought with guilt and shame and grief, flees—hides himself somewhere secluded, does the closest thing a vampire can possibly do to death, the equivalent of a thousand-year hibernation. none can find him, he's made sure of that. in his guilt and shame and anger he stews, asleep, for hundreds, thousands of years.
after the anger passes, jay is more than anything in mourning—for heeseung as well as for sunoo. he has a realization, that being that, when, inevitably, heeseung comes back, he doesn't want him to be alone: even if he'll have jungwon and jake, it won't be the same as having his brother. so jay pleads, cries, begs for jungwon to turn him—so that they can search for heeseung together, so that when heeseung comes back, he'll have jay waiting for him, too. so, reluctantly, jungwon gives in and turns jay—after which he helps him deal with his newfound immortality and vampiric status—helping him handle his bloodlust and helping him learn how to feed. over the centuries that heeseung is gone, jay, jungwon, and jake grow even closer (j line eyyy), inseparable as they search for heeseung and even outside of that. jungwon and jay are the closest, jay growing a colossal soft spot for the boy and not hesitating to take him under his wing and protect him with all he has (initially, sort of as a replacement for protecting heeseung, but eventually jay's affection for jungwon grows into something all it's own). to be clear, no love triangle bullshit here, only sickening-sweet platonic soulmates jaywon and a jungwon that is still achingly in love with heeseung.
(okay for anyone thats actually watched cql/read mdzs, yes i KNOW lwj and jc did not get along at all and kind of hated each other but. this is my au i do what i want, and if i want to add soft jaywon into the mix then im fucking going to, goddamnit)
OKAY TIME FOR SOME WACKY SIDE-PLOT MADNESS
so. sunghoon. how does he fit into all this? how does he end up being the one to trigger heeseung's "resurrection"? how does heeseung GET resurrected in the first place? well, not to worry, you're about to find out! and i am too because i'm just figuring this out as i go along baybyyyy
sunghoon, im thinking, is a friend of jake's (lets throw some jakehoon in here too bcs why not), either from before everything went to shit and heeseung went and isolated himself, or sometime during the numerous centuries jakewon spent looking for heeseung with jay. either way, sunghoon is this boy who jake is friends with and cares about a lot, and is also maybe kind of in love with. while jaywon spend most of their time looking for heeseung, jake spends his with sunghoon—finding himself often alone, now that his little bother is going off on his own adventures.
in a situation quite similar to heeseung's, sunghoon probably gets fatally injured somehow and is near death, but jake, not wanting him to die, decides to turn him instead. niki is also involved, and it's a sort of package deal, because before meeting jakewon, heeseung, and everyone, they were their own little thing; not unlike jay, heeseung, and sunoo's brother's triad. they were both probably orphans, niki being the much younger one, and as such sunghoon took him under his wing and never looked back. when jake turned sunghoon, niki was basically like "m8 what the fuck" and demanded he be turned too, not wanting his sunghoon-hyung to live on forever while he grew old and died. jake, also having a soft spot for niki, was like "fine alright" and turned him too. so, now their little vampire coven numbered five, and all was (moderately) well.
or not.
the thing was, jake hadn't anticipated how powerful sunghoon would be—there's nothing in life that anyone's found yet that would indicate a person's level of power once turned, so jake had... pretty much no way to see this coming. but, anyway, sunghoon was... really, really powerful. like, insanely powerful. all the abilities vampires were said to have in legends, the likes of which were previously reserved for just legends, he had them; flawless teleportation, mind control, shape-shifting, the whole bit. and on top of that, he was controlled—insanely good at monitoring himself and keeping tabs on his own instincts. one of the most self-sufficient, well-mannered vampires jake had ever seen. it was... frankly insane.
the problem? the queen. this is where she comes in, because she's played a part in all the boys' transformations, albeit indirectly—when jake and jungwon first turned, it was she who turned them. she could sense sunghoon's power, and she wanted it for herself. jake and jungwon had done well at avoiding her, even forgetting about her for a while; but what she wanted, she took, and take she did. it was sunghoon she took: luring him to her in small increments and then all at once, taking control of him, turning him into a mindless puppet. sunghoon had always prided himself in control, and without it, havoc wreaked: bodies dropping left and right, people being killed seemingly at random, their only purpose being to instill fear and paranoia.
now, niki had heard tales, before, from his hyungs but also from regular townspeople to whom the legend had gotten passed down, of heeseung, and how great and terrible he was. heeseung, the townspeoples' folktales said, had been insane, unstoppable: a mad genius far too gone for redemption. niki also knew from his hyungs' fond stories that heeseung, more than evil, was kind and caring; he was loyal, and powerful in his loyalty, and niki thought that if anyone could save his sunghoon-hyung, it was heeseung.
so niki went on a journey. without telling jaywon or anyone else (and thus causing quite the panic), he spent years searching for heeseung, everywhere jaywon had thought to look and everywhere they hadn't, and twice more for good measure. and, by some stroke of luck, either due to his own sheer force of will of something else entirely, niki found him: locked away in an old castle that never quite seemed to stay put, constantly phasing in between realities. it made sense why no one had found him before then—he didn't want to be found. desperately, in fact.
but niki, too, was desperate. he enacted a ritual that was said (by jake, so of course it was to be trusted) to wake any vampire that had gone into hibernation, and, miracles continuing to work for the bitter young boy, it worked. heeseung awoke—startled to find himself staring into the face of a very teary, very angry (visibly) sixteen-year-old.
confusion passed, things and motives were explained, and heeseung (although bitter at having been woken up, and still riddled with enough guilt to last 1500 lifetimes) attempted to patiently tell niki that he had no fucking idea how to help sunghoon whatsoever. niki pretty much said "well you better fucking find a way because you're not going back to sleep now, the world's about to fucking end. also jay and jungwon-hyung have been looking for you for literal centuries, do you know how pissed theyd be if i went out looking for you, found you, then came back empty-handed? really fucking pissed is how much. also sad. did i mention sad?" and heeseung, notoriously weak and also kind of (read: very) in love, is just like "...jungwon? jay?"
so niki brings heeseung back to the others, the return journey taking a long enough time that the two become significantly close to each other, heeseung's long-forgotten big brother instincts (tm) kicking in around the younger vampire. niki has to basically drag heeseung out of the castle by his teeth, because as much as he misses his brother and jungwon, he's still so incredibly guilty, and completely convinced that he isnt worth love or life whatsoever and that jay still hates his guts. and, jungwon... he doesn't even want to think about jungwon. how he failed him. how he let him down. but, niki slowly works through the insecurities, bit by bit: assuring heeseung that, no, even though jay will definitely rip him a new one once he sees him again, he'll also cry and hug him for at least 24 hours because he misses him like hell and heeseungie hyung you have no idea.
they weather a lot together. storms, mental breakdowns, bouts of blood-starvation so severe heeseung thinks he'll lose it again: but they're there for each other. they hunt, talk, keep each other warm, and in it, form an unbreakable bond. niki had heard tales of the legendary lee heeseung, who wiped out entire armies in two seconds flat and comforted his friends when they were sad and annoyed jay to the very ends of the earth: but what he's faced with is a man with more insecurities than niki has hairs on his head—and he has a lot of hairs on his head.
by the time they make it back to the coven's home, heeseung has grown sufficiently attached to the enigma that is niki, and has almost completely but it out of his mind that he's here for his old friends, too. he's only doing this for niki: it's a fact he's comfortable with. so when they reach the front steps he just... freezes.
i have a very clear image of it in my head—jungwon, jay, and jake sense niki's presence, in some weird vampire-y way. it's been around 10, 15 years since he left at this point, so of course they rush out to greet him, ready with scoldings and lashings about how stupid he had been (after, of course, making sure he's unharmed and alright)—but it all dies on their tongues as soon as they see who's with him.
frozen. everything is frozen.
i imagine it's a lot like lulu and artzyy's post. jungwon is the first to move, stepping forward and whimpering out a broken "hyung", and all heeseung's guilt and avoidance is forgotten in favor of cradling jungwon to his chest, holding him close and whispering reassurances into the crown of his head, wonnie, im so sorry, hyung's so sorry; i didn't mean to leave you for so long, i'm here now, its okay. and of course then jay comes in, crying and screaming about how the fuck is it okay, how can it ever be okay, how could you just not mean to leave us alone for 1500 years?! how the fuck do you just expect to waltz back into our lives like nothing ever happened and pretend its all okay?!? and then he hits him, and hurts him, tries to make him feel even an inkling of the hurt he was made to feel for the past fifteen hundred years—but then punching him turns into fisting hands into the back of his shirt and sobbing into his neck and holding him so tight he wouldn't be able to breath if he had the need to and please, please don't leave, why would you leave, you asshole, why did you leave?
so yeah. things happen. reunions are had, tears are shed. some indirect heewon love confessions probably happen later on in the form of very intense devotions of life and self and all that. "walking on the single-log bridge in the dark really isnt so bad" you know the whole shbang. meanwhile jay salty in the background just like "cant you just say you love each other like normal human beings jesus fucking christ"
jayseung's relationship (or the reigniting of it) is, well, rocky. they're both conflicted—jay even more than heeseung. because, the thing is, heeseung killed sunoo. as regretful as he is, that doesn't make it any easier to forget. but he's back, and alive, and in one piece, and he isn't leaving, and jay knows it wasn't really his fault, he wasn't in control—but he killed him. he killed their brother. and it WAS his own stupid fault for losing control in the first place, for not listening to jungwon, so what the hell is jay supposed to think? he flip-flops between being intensely grateful that heeseung is back and okay and finally with them again, and then remembering what he's done, giving him the cold shoulder and not speaking to him for hours on end. and all the while, heeseung is riddled with guilt, and shame, and grief he'd suppressed for far too long; niki's stubbornness combined with jungwon's unwavering support being the only things keeping him from bolting into oblivion all over again. all in all, it's a difficult time—but they get there. eventually.
naturally, they save sunghoon. what else is there to do? they defeat the queen, break her control over their friend—and then jakehoon have their own teary reunion, not unlike heewon's, and sungki have theirs, not unlike jayseung's (although with a... considerable decrease in cursing and conflicted emotions, and a lot more immediate sobbing). they're a mess—sunghoon is traumatized, heeseung is traumatized, jay and niki are traumatized, they're all just fucking traumatized. jayseung will probably take a long time to get back to the way they once were, if it's even possible—there'll always be an empty space there, something gone, something missing, and it's one that can't be filled. jungwon barely lets heeseung out of sight or touch alike, and heeseung isn't much better off. jay's always been the more touchy one out of the three of them; but after years of missing, of longing, there's plenty of time to be made up, and heeseung is just... so, so soft, and warm, and being held by him is the loveliest thing jungwon's ever known.
AND NOW A SUNOO THING, BECAUSE THE IDEA OF ENHA LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER AS OT6 WITH SUNOO JUST FUCKING DEAD DOES. NOT WORK FOR ME
so like. sunoo isn't dead, or he doesn't stay dead, or not the soulless-unmoving kind of dead anyway. you know how necromancy and fierce corpses exist in donghua and shit? well they exist here too because fuck you and also i said so. i made myself sad and now im making it happy again goddamnit.
anyway. after he dies, sunoo gets found by the queen, too, and because she's all-powerful and whatnot she fucking necromances him—figures he'll be useful later. as he is, though, he's basically nothing more than a puppet; like wen ning and song lan were when they were being controlled. his soul isn't... gone exactly, just imprisoned, prevented from being able to come forward and command his body.
so. sunoo is still partially alive, and the boys (jay, jake, jungwon, sunghoon, niki, and whatnot)... don't know that. i imagine that for pretty much the entirety of the centuries that heeseung is gone, sunoo's status as a necromanced fierce corpse goes entirely unknown to them, and it's only after heeseung is brought back by niki that he starts to resurface. i imagine they realize it in a sort of tense, action-filled scenario: the boys have gone to investigate another attack, thinking it's sunghoon, but as it turns out the queen has had TWO undead corpses running around doing her dirty work instead of one. and one of them is sunoo.
heeseung and jay, of course, are stunned. they cant believe it's real; it isn't real, it can't be—and yet.
a lot of angsty plot stuff happens—i dont have the energy or enough shits to give to figure out what. the thing is, the queen only kept sunoo this long and brought him out as a tactic to lure heeseung, make him weaker; and it probably worked. in the midst of both fighting against sunghoon and fighting to SAVE sunghoon, heeseung is bent on saving sunoo as well, and there's probably a lot of very angsty talk wherein there are disagreements about who's life, really, is more important in this situation, and if heeseung is just trying to make up for what he did to sunoo. regardless, heeseung ends up saving sunoo and bringing his soul back to the surface. what he doesn't expect is for sunoo to forgive him—fully and wholeheartedly. and it feels wrong, because no, you should be angry with me, you should hate me and want to hurt me like i hurt you; but sunoo is just... happy. happy that he's back, happy that heeseung is back, happy that they're all together again. and its conflicting, to say the least. even moreso because sunoo isnt stupid—he didnt just act like heeseung was an innocent who did no wrong; he knew he had been wreckless, knew he was at fault, and he forgave him still. loved him still. that was something heeseung... hadn't been prepared for.
like i said in the last part, they save sunghoon; how, im not sure, but they save him, probably with a fair bit of sunoo's help, and they're together again. only the tiny difference here is that sunoo is with them too. sunoo is back, and the gang has yet another undead bestie to teach the ropes of being a vampire to. things are awkward, obviously, especially between the original brother's trio of heeseung, sunoo, and jay; because sunoo is his usual sweet and kind self while jay believes that he should be more angry at heeseung for killing him, heeseung agrees, and jay has some very conflicted feelings about how self-depricating his hyung is being (because like... yeah you killed sunoo and im supposed to hate you but you're not supposed to hate yourself, you idiot, what the fuck?)
(also like. if we're gonna take some more crumbs from cql canon here im gonna go ahead and say sunoo's death was at least somewhat self-sacrificial, even if it was heeseung that ended up causing it in the end)
(i kind of love how jiang cheng-y i made enhaverse jay here to be honest)
(okay this has been in my drafts WAY too long because ive been waiting for some miraculous Other Detail i need to add to pop up in my mind, but honestly i can just add anything else i think of in a reblog afterwards, this bitch just needs to see the light of day)
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yeagerprincess · 3 years
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soooo this is my first time posting something that isn't just headcanons so please be gentle (//ω//) eren and zeke want to share you and this is how i imagined them doing it ❤ fluff
-they both try so hard to get your attention and make you see how much they like you, but you started with zeke first. you had been dating for almost six months when you noticed how often eren would tag along on all your dates.
-things started to get a little more interesting around the fifth date when eren started to place himself in between you and zeke. if you were sharing the sofa, eren would be sitting in the middle. if you shared the sidewalk, eren would take the center, splitting you away from your beloved zeke.
-zeke of course does not mind at all and finds it endearing, even insisting that you try to be a little more open to eren's affection. once you realized that zeke was actually looking forward to this, you became a bit more tolerant of eren's advances, allowing him to wrap an arm around your shoulder, guide you around by pressing his hand to your lower back, even wiping the crumbs off the corners of your lips when you ate with him. to your surprise (and joy), zeke was very happy to see how you've come to accept his brother and one night, he left the two of you alone together.
-the three of you were stargazing when zeke went back inside for more snacks. eren laid silently beside you in the grass, staring up at the sky as he inched his hand closer to yours. you felt his pinky finger wrapping itself around yours, the feeling of his skin on yours making your heart flutter inside your chest. "Eren?" your voice trembled as you breathed his name so sweet and quiet. he didn't answer, but squeezed your hand just a little tighter, silently assuring you that he was there.
-"is this really okay? yknow, for us to be so close like this?" even though zeke seemed to be okay with how close you two were, you couldn't help but feel like you were breaking a boundary somehow. what if zeke just didn't realize how close you two had really become?
-eren's response was one you had been only been dreaming of; his arms encapsulated you as he pressed his lips to yours. the smell of his earthy cologne enchanted you, and you soon found your fingers threading through those gorgeous locs that you adored for so long. eren pulled away just to stare into your eyes, making you feel safe and loved as you gazed back into his emerald ones. as you caressed his reddened face, you wished you could stay there with him forever. but then you thought of zeke and how perfect of a lover he was and god, you wanted him too.
-as if on queue, zeke's footsteps pulled you back to your senses and you quickly released your hold on eren, much to both their disappointment. "hm? i thought you were finally starting to warm up to each other! dont tell me you want even more alone time with eren. i'll start to get jealous!"
-was zeke... making light of this? he didn't seem upset at all to find you kissing another man. in fact, he seemed a little to excited about it. "you're not upset with me? w-with us? but we were just-"
-"we were just kissing," eren interrupted, pulling you into his lap to plant more kisses on the top of your head. you looked up at zeke's smiling face as he lowered himself to the grass, winking playfully at you while eren wrapped his thick, protective arms around your waist. "you're a little more dense than i thought you'd be. what do you say, pretty girl? be ours?"
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eeveecrmchl · 4 years
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DISCORD THREAD | EEVEE X SAM:
feat: @samuelburton​
summary: getting left again sad boy hours
mentioned: @ellisvulcan​ @ellicfm​ @shea-morgan​
Sam: aaaaand another one bites the dust
Eevee: did they say why?
Sam: other than the standard it's not you it's me type bs? nah. is it us? do we suck? i think we're pretty fucking cool but. how many is it now?
Eevee: I don't know why it's so easy to leave us I mean I thought we had a good thing going?
Sam: i thought so too
Eevee: You think this is a sign?
Sam: ... a sign of what exactly, e?
Eevee: idek i love us , you know i do but fuck it seems like everytime we're going good, something bad happens you know i don't want to lose this family but shit, how many more times til we finally get someone that sticks?
Sam: i think we might be cursed
Eevee: you think chance was right when he said we're just wasting our time?
Sam: fuck him eevee that guy was an asshole.
Eevee: to be fair he was the one who started us and now look
Sam: look, we've got some time to figure shit out while shea's in rehab. we're going to be fine. i believe in us okay? you and me always and forever. as long as there's us, we'll figure something out.
Eevee: okay yeah you're right . you and me always and forever . do we hold auditions ?
Sam: unless you know someone. or we want to change up our sounds a bit. if we really need keys on a track, i can play piano. really, we don't need to find anyone else until we're ready to play gigs again you think shea's doing okay? have you taled to him at all? talked*
Eevee: i was thinking amping up rhythm guitar tbh and no not yet , i kinda don't know what to say? or im waiting till im like hundo percent sober
Sam: that's fair enough, i guess. i haven't talked to him either. everything feels a little overwhelming right now. i'm not sure what to say either.
Eevee: you think we should go visit?
Sam: probably right? i’d want someone to visit me. maybe give it some time. the anniversary is coming up and i’m not much good to anyone.
Eevee: oh fuck , you right you right . want a day in ?
Sam: not sure. might visit my aunt. i don’t know yet. this year’s been rough. it’s stupid maybe but i’m kind of worried.
Eevee: worried about what b?
Sam: it’s nothing i’m being stupid never mind you talk to vulcan lately?
Eevee: you ever need to talk about it , i got the alcohol yeah he said he's done with your car ? he's supposed to give it back by now
Sam: everything okay...? i know you guys are kind of in a weird place right now. was he able to save it?! thank fuck.
Eevee: you're gonna think i'm stupid if i talk about it i'm telling you that guy is magic when it comes to cars
Sam: eevee come on. am not.
Eevee: okay fine what do you call two people who broke up for a year and are now acting like nothing happened ?
Sam: mm. probably not healthy. you haven’t talked about it at all?
Eevee: we uh . kinda did ? he says he's not sleeping with anyone and he wants to 'gain my trust first' but idunno . our anniversary's coming up and he's taking me somewhere . lmao i just get confused when i think about it too much .
Sam: well that sounds like something. on your anniversary? if he wanted to get back together what would you say? what do you want?
Eevee: yeah we should’ve made 3 years on the 16th id say yes. right away. like a dummy. bec I don’t learn from the first time.
Sam: do you think he’s changed at all?
Eevee: I mean other than the fact that he left, we were good, yknow? And I don’t blame him for sleeping around after. I would too if I got the chance at freedom from this mess lmao
Sam: the last thing i want is for you to get hurt. you know that. but we were talking when i dropped my car off and the way he talks about you i don’t know. maybe this tile it would be different. but if he fucks it again i miiiiiiiiight have to kill him.
Eevee: yeah? Idunno man, he’s like. he’s been super fucking sweet lately and I just —. I’m just waiting for him to ask and I’m not sure why he hasn’t yet. I told him about uh the baby
Sam: maybe that’s what the anniversary trip is for did that go okay? are you okay? how’d he take it?
Eevee: maybe. or what if this is how we are? and then one day he goes and finds someone else and I can’t get mad bec technically we’re not together oh that was a trip. he was talking about houses and marriage and kids and I had to tell him, yknow? and he blamed himself. lmao even tho we all know I fucked up.
Sam: if there’s one thing i’ve learned after pining after the same girl for y e a r s it’s that you have to tell people how you feel. granted now she’s the mother of someone else’s kid so what do i know. you were in a tough situation and i’m sure he felt responsible for causing you that much pain.
Eevee: he knows I love him. I think. the uncertainty of what we are freaks me out sometimes. also still her huh? you think maybe it’s time to find someone else? yeah but doesn’t excuse what I did. thanks tho. for getting me through that. I don’t think I ever did thank you.
Sam: i’ll always love her, obviously. and i’m still processing things but really i think i just want her to be happy you know? and she wouldn’t be happy with me, so it’s fine. i’m getting past it. it’s just she has a baby you know? and we used to talk about that shit, kids, house that kind of thing and now she’s got all that and more with some other guy. it’s just a lot. you don’t have to. i’m always gonna be there for you. i know we don’t say this all that often, but i do love you a whole fuck ton.
Eevee: this just shows you’re meant to be with someone else you know? and yeah it was her once but now you’re just gonna have it with someone better. and you’ll be happier and it won’t hurt as much anymore. I love you a fuck ton too Sam. don’t leave yeah?
Sam: hey, you’re stuck with me forever. you’re not getting rid of me xx
Eevee: ditto babe. I’ll remind you this when I’ve annoyed you for the nth time.
Sam: you? annoy me? neeeeeveeeeer
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mundanesocialite · 6 years
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Drops my url if you're still doing this meme
||I will always take ur asks, bb, ily.
Roleplaying/Writing
My favorite muse(s) of theirs and why: hnn man, idk. your blog is like a goldmine of great muses. Maiya is just,,, quality A+ content yknow? and then we got Raph over here,,,,, an actual,,, ??? great ??? and you have Odie too?? holy fuck fam.
My favorite interaction/thread of theirs: ok but i mean, i see the Mai/Raph stuff you got going excuse me while I insert our thread w/ Valon & Raph, bc that’s great content to me.
My thoughts on their unique characterization/interpretation of their muse(s): wow, im gonna not write a book here, or at least try not to. I love how your Odion is at peace with his past & everything he’s done. I like how you’ve let your characters move on from all the bad shit. There isn’t a lot of closure for most others. I mean, my Kaiba still has his own baggage, but you’re letting them,,, be okay with their past?? thats amazing. and Maiya,,, is,,, amazing???? holy fuck,,, she is super real, I know I’ve said this like 100x over one way or another, but i do love Maiya, and i wanna see M O R E. I mean, I’d say throw her at me, but I doubt I got any muses who would appreciate her enough. Just @ everyone, give her love thanks. and raph is,,, a lot more. canon didnt give him much, same w/ odie, so you must have put in a fuckton of work for them. Added point: I love their cats.
My thoughts on their writing style as a whole: I like how each character has their own individual voice. Raph sounds entirely sassy to me, like, its fitting w/ all the weird anons he gets, and the shit he receives from others too. Odion just sounds,,, done. just done. and i relate to that. whereas Maiya,,, she,,, switches depending on whats being said to her. She’s basically the living representation to Do no harm, but take no shit. I mean, she can be entirely kind & sweet sounding when someone is being kind to her, but,,, ive seen her get sarcastic and that is good thank you.
Situation(s)/Plot(s) I’d love to see their muse(s) in: I mean, I’d just,,, love to see Maiya,,, get herself,,, any love. Get her some girlfriends, get her all the girlfriends. 
Someone else I love seeing them interact with: I mean, Harpypunk is a good one. 10/10. Thanks.
Anything else I want to say about their roleplaying: how do u do it??
If We Know Each Other
why do we not talk more??? i,,,,, adore your muses. and,,, you are a pretty cool person too??? why am i,,,, such,,,,a weakling. anyway, feel free to HMU anytime to kill me, thnx.
If We Have/Plan To Interact Together
A plot I’d like to write with them: I mean, I could go for literally anything by this point, hey. I’d like to get to know Maiya more, definitely, and Odie is,,, great too.A muse I want to introduce to them: well u know valon so,,, maybe Sieggy would b interesting at some point, or Honda? they are good.A ship/broship I’d like to propose to them: I mean, I think possibly Sieggy & Maiya would get along great. He loves it when people like him even 5%A thread with them I’m excited about: Raph / Valon, I mean,,,,,, obvs.Anything else I want to say: dont be afraid to murder me once or twice for any given reason whatsoever i probably deserve it thank you.
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spentgladiator · 6 years
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Year in review???
So 2017 was a big year!!! Last year i got my license and this year i got a sweet ride (thank you so much to @the-avenginator for all the help!!!!) that can get me places and places it did get me!!! I moved into a place just me and Mark!! Ugh commitment is weird. This is the first time since HS ive been consistently with someone from the beginning of the year to the end. How bizarre.
A lot of things i had always taken for granted got changed in my life this year, cat moved away and (CAT DO NOT READ) i definitely cried about it a whole bunch secretly because well. Sometimes its ok if people making the right choices for themselves makes others very sad, its very rare that other peoples decisions are meant to make you sad, even if thats a result. Its an unfortunate side effect of difference.
I saw los camp, live in Vancouver when they dropped Sick Scenes and in doing so took my very first real adult vacation, and reconnected with someone i had thought i lost forever. What a sweet and simple treasure, what a dream come true, all of it. Gareth autographed a cd for me and.... spelled my name so phenomenally wrong. Honestly? It fits so much into the god damn narrative thread of my life that i cant even be mad, only damned amused.
Coming off of birth control was very difficult. Being on it did what it always does, and made me really really sick both mentally and physically (think big angry cold sores and chronic yeast infections, something about bc DESTROYS my immune system tho i believe that the mental stress brought on by the imbalanced hormones is what really causes it yknow? Like when youre living every day in what is essentially a perpetual anxiety attack? Not healthy. Not fun. Fuck all that noise.)
My birthday party this year was possibly the best night ive ever had. It was just a few folks at my house, a big roarin fire in the pit and some inebriants. I made alfredo at like 2am and as we were all layin around on my bdrm floor all i could think is "god it feels like it used to" while cradling andrews head and trying not to cry bahaha
I got really close with scoot who turned out to be one of the coolest dudes i ever met. @co0t ily, imy, hope to see you sooooooon!!! Because he also moved away and it also made me very sad :(
I did smth im really proud of this year, i stood up to my boss who was not paying us up to labour code. It was very scary, i am not the kind of person who is very good at standing up to authority but i called her t.f. out in our work facebook group in front of everyone so that she couldnt dismiss my concerns (as she had done to other employees in the past who brought things like this up privately. However unlike the past girls i did my research and had receipts from the labour code ready) that was a day i spent 3hrs on the phone bahahahaha but now we all get paid a lot more than we used to (to the tune of, at minimum for me, $15/wk usually a lot more)
I made countless trips back home to see my mom and went to the other city to see my sibling @carlos-isnt-all-that-perfect and they stayed at my house and we played jackbox and went swimming this summer.
Speaking of this summer? Can you say BEACH DAYS??? OH MY GOD I CANT COUNT HOW MANY DAYS I SPENT AT THE BEACH THIS YEAR. truthfully? @all my beach babes...@lanternkicker and johann i dont have ur tumlr and scoot and @therealstifler all of y'all made my summer worthwhile!!!
Also lilly and i laid to waste every decent yard sale in the tri county area bahahahaha!!! Got some gr8 scores, like a bunch of good board games for like ten dollars!!
Mark and i went to edmonton to see Blind Pilot!!!!!! We were there in the city less than 12hrs, damn being working stiffs!!! It was a great trip but i get very emotional at 4am as andrew and ty would learn like two weeks later LOL!!! Mark and I also went to Callaway park and it was a BLAST!!! His friend is a higher up there and even let us use some line jumper passes on the log ride!!!!! Oh my god he was so scared!!!! Bahahahahahahaha ❤❤❤
I took my shitty little neon to the coast and back. Twice. It was a dreamy drive, all four times. Even the time i was sleeping, it was all perfect and i love the two of you so frikken much ❤❤❤❤❤❤ got thrown in a pool, left my phone at the bar, everything was so amazingly perfect.
When i got back i had a wild night out of the time stream with the softest, sweetest boy and it was an amazing night and he bought me cigarettes and i chain smoked as we wandered around the city at 4am and just talked and i love him i love him i will always always always love him ❤❤
This fall everything went completely off the fkn rails and there was some really terrible shit to trudge through. Work pretty much consumed my soul, i sprained my ankle so bad i had to be home for six days but i made the most of it and took up painting again!!! I did some cool shit im really proud of :) someone i love very much got caught up in some very terrible stuff but it all worked out in the end and everyone was safe, and very very very loved ❤❤❤
"I just love that paul giamatti lookin motherfucker" -me at countless points this year
Finally started hanging out with @mollycolliex again!!! Missed u boo!!! I know things suck, but im glad ur still around!!
Christmas was nice :) this year has been the first year in a while ive worked the same job all the way thru the year and so its nice having a guaranteed income so christmas was much easier than last year. I got super drunk at my work party but managed to not make a huge ass of myself and thats all we can really ask for bahahahahaha
Anyway i love every single person i saw this year and i love every single person reading this!!! Its been weird, but its been fun. Hope to see you all next year!!!!
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                     1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY. ya’ll know me, i hate making things serious and sappy but i really did want to get around to writing something more for my one year on this babe because she means so much to me ( and so much more now that i’ve been writing her for a year ). ontari is such a wonderful and complex character, and it’s a shame given the show she was given she was only in there for one season it’s always an honor for me that ya’ll are willing to accomidate me into your lives, rp timelines, and plots ! i’ve honestly adored spending this last year with yall. with so much that’s happened irl in this past year it’s been such a blessing to have a steady place where i felt comfortable and identified to be able to hang out and write creativly, plus the bonus of enjoying my bbies ( that’s you lot ).  and i know i’ve done some pretty shitty shit in this past year. and this is deffiently also a thank you letter to everyone that’s stuck by my side despite everything i’ve done not to deserve it. so this is my personal way of saying THANK YOU for being here, for wanting to write with ontari, for wanting to write with me, thank you for those 2AM movie nights, for the 4AM rush replies because a thread was just addicting, thank you for bringing a smile to my face for introducing me to friends new and old and freinds i wouldnt have been able to make if not for this blog. thank you so much. ya’ll don’t understand how much this means to me. and i dont think you will. so here’s a small little thank you notice for those of you that care:
if you were to LIKE & REBLOG this post ( * yes both ) you’ll be entered to win the following provided to you by YOURS TRUELY examples including ( all my rp blogs legit just look at any of the rp blogs ): a THEME BG + CODE * only if u want a custom code by me ofc it’s up to you, a PROMO SET, a DASH ICON, a MOBILE HEADER and !! an AZGEDA EDIT of your character because how tf would you not want more azgeda around !! 
now that we’ve gotten that out of the way and i’ve given ya’ll a small thanks, i want to give you an even bigger thanks ! and wanted to give a big shout out to my fave babes whom have stuck by my side through a whole lot of shit that is hella undeserved ! but yet you’re still here ! despite it all and i owe you all the world so thank you. so much. 
@murhys - MOON !! love of my life. cas to my dean. actual other half. salt king husband to our salt kingdom. moon you’ve been there for me since day 1 and are probably the only person on this website i’ve never had a disagreement with. you wormed ur skaidad into my baby icekids heart which i thought would be impossible and it’s magic how much i enjoy ur presence really. you’re deff like my other half babe. ultimate husband. ily
@azgona / @braverstars - HANNAH !! b to my v. actual partner in crime when it comes to like anything ! legit we write anything and theres so much perfect chemsitry between the characters that i think we were meant to b babe. like legit anything we do its magic and you really need to have more faith in this community because we need u man. we need you. 
@kiingbuilt - LENEE ( STARS ) !! actual babe. positivity queen lenee. honestly ur so sweet and so perf and idk what you want me to say bc ur awesome in every way ? you put up with me who’s like the dark hole to ur sunshine but like i’m always so greatful i don’t think there could be a better person i’d want to play tari against than you, roan and her have such depth and it’s so wonderful to be able to talk at lengeth about our ice siblings and what could have been like ! ily so much thanks for legt taking care of us all better than what we deserve
@leyosgona / @saviorbuilt - SOCHIE !! my babe sochie waht to i say about you. well lets start with the fact i don’t think i’ve ever become trash for a ship quite as quickly as i became trash for catari like wtf man. i’m going to second that with sayig ur clarke is presh and i love her to death ? and top it all off with the fact hat you legit always put up with me spamming u wit random af things without ur permission and are a okay with it all the time which makes u way too cool. 
@humansympathies - CHARLES !! legit one of these days im sealing u away form ur wife just u wait ( * hamilton an american musical plays in the bg  )  honestly i still need to thank you for making me so goddamned comfortable with being okay to write something i had been so nervous to write before because of the context of th show. you are the reason i was able to come out of my bubble and im so fucking thankful for that sitll am going to add #actualjohnmurphy bc nothing u do can change that
@ginatcnic - LAUREN !! gg lauren ur always around to help me when i need it and i really think i dont deserve you as a friend you’re amazing and always there for me and put up with me ranting @ you about the randomest bullshit and being vauge af about it and whatnot. ilysm babe dont forget ever that you are one of the most important parts of this fandom and we’d be lost without you. 
@foxofthe100 / allofthe100 - BRITT !! things i never expected i would do: ship with britt. things i’m super thankful happened: shipping with britt. not that we needed it to be friends bc w were friends beforei. but i deff think that foxtari has brought us closer and i’m so glad that it did !! you’re such a fun and acomplished person, and your view on things are always so well balanced and lovely to hear ! being who i am i love understanding things and you always put things in prespective. just in time to drop an angst ball on me but yknow. 
@si02built / @rainkiing - CHUCK !! yo you. yes you. i love ya man. like i do love you so much i don’t think you understand how much you’re amazing. you’ve been there for me since day 1 and i know that it dosn’t matter if i havent spoken to you in a day or in a month we’ll jump back into things just as they’ve always been meant to be and i think there’s a sort of treasure in that tat can’t be sahken. i love you man. kisses. take care
@damnleader - NIKKI !! i dont know where to start with you man. i started off as ur biggest fan and now look at us. we’re trash and i love it and you legit need to get ur ass back onto this account so i can yell at you about how presh u are and how much i miss talking to you and ranting and bless. 
@youngcst​ - MOO !! moo. legit i never knew whether to call you that or lois but you know what it don’t matter much now does it. waht i will say however is how thankful i am that we were bros for such a long time, and how much it means to me what nova and tari built toether and their relationship like i sob over our babies so often you don’t even know ! please always keep bringing us babe characters. 
bonus shoutout - @ CONSQUAD because yall put up with my ass for 4 days and if anyone can do that i think they deserve like a gold medal or smth like pls yall are honestly some of the best people keep being you !! @banishhim ( black hole ) / @algaenotwar ( milky way ) / @stellarstolen
bonus bonus shoutout - @ icesquad because AZKRU BEST KRU - some of ya’ll are inactive and need to get ur asses back here just sayin’ @icymenace / @azhaihefa / @aznofi / @azkeyva / @azgedaechoes / @azgada / @aznontu / @komashdaun /  @azenblida / @dubiousloyalty / @challengedloyalty / @shudameika / @aiopgona / @zosimekomazgeda / @wintamnontu / @deathwants / @icebuilt / @icebitxh / @leyosgona / @kiingbuilt / @haihefaroun / @firraun / @rcyalscars / @acrownofice / @youngcst 
i also wanted to make a sort of like FOLLOW FOREVER ? like ? idk how you make a solid one of these but just like all the blogs ? i’m in awe of whenever they come on the dash seemed like a good idea ? like these are all so quality all the time eve if some are inactive i refuse to unfollow just because of the chance they’ll come back, they should be a shoutout bc they are my inspiration to write they make me a better writer every day ! and love the hell out of them: @wolfsouled / @rattledbybullets /  @ragnarsscn / @princeubbe / @belomi / @soldiiermade / @imqetuous / @everyturnanycost / @noximperator / @lionoffrance / @praycd / @redempticnarc / @bloodshedbound / @allvanquisher / @murdocksredemption / @damnmechanic / @leaderbuilt / @casuistic / @headstrongblake / @crimiinalchemiist / @noukru / @starxbcrn / @arroworn / @survivorbuiilt
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