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chxckandmxte · 1 year

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@mcmcntomorii || Thread Move || Continued from here ☣

💘 - Mukuro

「I have been meaning to tell you the truth, honestly I have, I just don’t know how to bring that up in conversation and I didn’t want to just blindside you with that sort of sudden information。」 But it looks like someone beat her to it, now she could really understand why he was so upset with her。 He was upset with her and that was the reason this conversation was happening。

Mukuro wrapped her arms around herself, her mind working at the speed of light convincing herself that this was the end of a perfect relationship all because of herself. Leon had divulged secrets and other information to her, unbeknownst that he was talking to someone who sold those types of secrets。 She’d retain eye contact with him despite feeling so ashamed of herself。

「I mainly work with Yakuza, so information like you’ve told me wouldn’t really garner any interest and if they did, I’d never sell that information。 I love you too much to ruin this,」 but I fear I already have, was what Mukuro wanted to add on。 If Mukuro was anything, she is and will always be fiercely loyal, someone could pry all her nails off and she still wouldn’t divulge anything that’s been said to her by Leon。

「I'm unsure of what all Hunnigan told you, but I’ll also add that while it’s not my main job, I do have experience as an assassin,」 Mukuro spoke in a soft tone, she might as well rip that band-aid off while she was at it, 「it’s mainly within Yakuza and crime syndicates like that。 I’ve never had a major political head as a target before or anything like that, and those types of jobs are very, very few and far between。」

「You’re right, you shouldn’t have to had find out like that, and I’m sorry I hadn’t told you sooner, I do trust you, I really do, I promise with my whole heart that was the only thing I’ve lied to you about and I understand if you don’t believe that but it’s true。 And I understand that you’re very upset with me and that if you--」 she tightened her arms around herself for a moment as tears slowly began to trickle down her cheeks, she couldn’t get herself to finish her sentence but it was rather clear to what she assume the end result of this conversation was going to be。

「I’m really sorry,」 she’d whisper again, Mukuro didn’t know if this was something he’d find forgivable or not, and so again, she’d brace herself for hearing either the words ‘ we’re over ‘ or tell her to start packing and leave tonight。

[{ ☣ }] - "Blindside me? You had five years. If it took my contact and her initiative just to get you to finally tell me, it sure doesn't seem like you had plans of telling me. If it hadn't been for Hunnigan, I'm pretty damn sure I still would have no clue."

Leon sat back a bit as he listened to her plead her case, as mad as he was, he was going to be fair and give her as much time as she needed to explain her reason for keeping that secret for so long, there had to be a good reason for it right? He just hoped his thoughts on the matter were wrong, and that she did trust him. It was hard not to be a bit hurt for Mukuro keeping her real occupation to herself for so long, maybe even longer if it hadn't been for Hunnigan looking into Mukuro out of her own volition.

Crossing his arms, the agent listened to her continue to explain more about her job now that it was finally up in the air, and what exactly the kinds of people were that she worked with, and when she mentioned Yakuza, the expression on Leon's face became more understandably disappointed, further proven by the quick shake of his head when she revealed the organization she was usually involved with, he wasn't too happy with what he heard, but despite this, he let her continue.

A scoff at her statement that the organization she collaborated with often having no interest, she might be right for the most part, but at the same time, she was also very wrong. Information to most, didn't seem like much besides the general exchange of details, but information was much more powerful than people thought.

While some organizations like the Yakuza might not be interested in his line of work, but it didn't mean it was the same for every single clan inside the Yakuza, there were several different branches of families connected to the criminal underground, all it took was one member to decide on using that piece of knowledge with sinister intent. Or even someone connected to the Yakuza through business potentially getting ahold of that intelligence, that and many more, there were far too many risks.

[{ ☣ }] - "It doesn't matter. Information like that in the hands of any kind of criminal organization could do a lot of damage, especially if they have a special hatred for old Uncle Sam. I work in the Division of Security Operations, an agency that responds to calls worldwide. So someone would find a use for it one way or the other, and the result wouldn't be a good one."

Because of how important that piece of information was given his own occupation, he just couldn't understand why it had been so hard for her to tell him, especially after half a decade of nothing but one-hundred percent honesty on Leon's side of the relationship, he only hoped there were no more secrets buried within her that she also hadn't told him about, one lie over five years, was already bad enough, though at this rate, he wouldn't be surprised if there was anything else, he only hoped they involved her career and nothing else.

The moment when she mentioned her time as an assassin, he gave a nod, a small sense of relief as she told him. Hunnigan had mentioned that too, but he didn't want to say anything to her about it, as a little test to see if she would bring it up herself, and thankfully, she passed.

[{ ☣ }] - "I know, Hunnigan said that too, glad I didn't need to be the one to bring that up."

Slowly registering everything Mukuro had said to him, eventually he was able to garner up some sort of understanding as to why she couldn't bring herself to tell him. Maybe he could chalk it off as anxiety since things had become more serious over the years, perhaps there was some sort of fear of ruining it by telling him, he could see that much from her expression of body language. Maybe, he was being a little too hard on her, at last she explained it to the best of her abilities. With how she trailed off her sentence, and came back with a sorrowful apology.

Letting out a sigh as he saw tears begin to trickle down Mukuro's face, Leon's expression softened up, instead of saying anything, he shook his head and just pulled the woman into his arms for a warm embrace, one hand wrapped around her frame while the other hand on her head, index fingers gently brushing her hair as he held her, Leon speaks, his tone now more gentle and calm.

[{ ☣ }] - "Don't worry, we're just fine Mu. I just wish you told me something so important so many years sooner. Then we could have avoided this whole thing."

#mcmcntomorii #♥ ⁻ ᴼⁿˡʸ ᵂᶦᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ᵀʰᵉ ᴿᵉᵈ ᴳʰᵒˢᵗ ᶜᵃⁿ ᶠᵃᵈᵉ ⁻ ᴾˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ᴰᵃʳˡᶦⁿᵍ ᵀᵃᵏᵉ ᴹʸ ᴸᵒⁿᵉˡʸ ᴴᵉᵃʳᵗ ᴬʷᵃʸ ⁻ ᴸᵉᵒⁿ/ᴹᵘᵏᵘʳᵒ ♥#V; Wᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ Bᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ Wᴀʀ (Pᴏsᴛ-RE6 2013 ᴛᴏ 2014)#Wʜᴀᴛ's ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ!? (IC)#//I totally get it #//It's like you can feel the emotions from the thread hitting you irl #//That's exactly how I felt #//I got sad making Leon give her crap at the start #//Sitting here like : 'aww poor mukuro shes so worried' lol #//But now there is cute #//There is happy #//Happy cute vibes now :3 #long post #//Well some has that filtered as a tag now lol

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wataksampingan · 3 months

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In mine and many other east Asian cultures, the dragon traditionally symbolises things like power, wealth and strength (imperial symbol and all)

I think we often forget that in the story of the Great Race, the dragon came in fifth because it'd stopped to give people rain. Then it'd stopped again to push a rabbit adrift on a log across the wide river so it reached the shore safely (that's why the Rabbit year comes before the Dragon).

Dragons aren't meant to just be powerful - they are meant to do good with such power, and to help those in need.

So in this lunar new year, I hope you gain more power, so that you might be able to help others. I pray you have abundant resources so you may give to yourself and those around you. I wish you courage, endurance, kindness and generosity, for yourself and your people.

I hope you, and I, will be rain givers, life preservers, joy bringers.

I hope we will be dragons.

Extremely belated postscript that should have been here far earlier:

Free Palestine, Free Sudan, Free Congo 🇵🇸🇸🇩🇨🇩

#lunar new year #happy year of the wood dragon

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aquilaofarkham · 21 days

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