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Why is finding a plug in Australia so hard 😭 I just want shrooms and weed bro 😭

#drug blog #drugs #drug abuse #molly pills #weed #stoner #perth #australia #western #western australia

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I hate my brain so much. Why does it get worse at night. I find comfort in the dark but my brain doesn’t want to let me find that comfort

#lonleyboy #deppressed #lonley #sadnees #why does this keep happening #idk why #mentally unstable #i'm sad #lonlyness #self mutalition #sad thoughts #sadcore #sad poem #sadgirl

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I’m slipping back into a bad place. Someone help please. Idk if I can take this anymore. Ever since he left it’s just been getting so bad. He was my home, my safe place

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Happy new years. Who knows how much longer I have lmao

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Idk what it is about this app, but I love y’all. Y’all are depressed freaks. I love it here

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I fucking hate having panic attacks from a MAN that never even cared it loved me. He replaced me

#panic attack #panicking #i hate men #he never cared #he replaced me #replaced

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I watched a 4 hour video about metal gear for him. He explained so much about that game and the guns and shit. I Know so much about that stupid game FOR HIM. He knows nothing about me other then the fact that I read and have a suicidal background. He knows NOTHING about me, while I know so much about him. I’m so stupid. He even admitted that my beard put him off. He admitted to over sexualising me.

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No one cares

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We broke up. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t do this w/o him

#lonleyboy #deppressed #lonley #sadnees #why does this keep happening #idk why #mentally unstable #i'm sad #lonlyness #self mutalition #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd tag #tw self destructive behaviour #bpd problems #bpd #tw self destructive behavior #actually borderline #sad thoughts #suicidal #depressing shit #dead inside

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I wanna die so bad. I hate me brain, but I know he just hates me

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I don’t want to be here anymore. I can’t take it. I’m seriously considering it

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I fucking hate my brain

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Hurt myself after 22 days of it doing it. Tonight’s shower is going to hurt 🫤

#scares #sh mention #tw sh related #selfharn #tw self destructive behaviour #self h@rm #tw self destructive behavior #self destruction #self harm cigarette #self h@te

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I hate missing the people who have probably forgotten about me. I hate it because they’ve moved on or forgotten but I haven’t. I dream about the day we coincidentally meet but I can only dream so much. there needs to be a day where I come to my senses and realize no one’s coming for me, no one cares, and no one will miss me like I miss them.

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Idk how much longer I have

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It’s past 6:00pm so that means my brain is starting to act up again lol. But it’s worse tonight so idk what to do

#lonleyboy #deppressed #lonley #sadnees #why does this keep happening #idk why #mentally unstable #i'm sad #lonlyness #self mutalition #im not mentally stable #actually mentally ill #mentally ill