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ponyosfrogg · 9 months
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girlies we're in trouble.
I HAVE A WEREWOLF FEVER RIGHT NOW!
I keep reminding myself I'm writing Inbetween fic right now but I'm 🤏🏻 this close to write about Werewolf!Jason todd x reader x Officer!Dick Grayson GOD HELP ME TO CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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ponyosfrogg · 9 months
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I'm just amazed by the amount of talent..😭😭
Back again
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And look who came crawling back, I know! I’ve not used Tumblr in a hot minuet. Hi everyone
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ponyosfrogg · 9 months
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OMG 😳😳😳😳😳 JACK LOOKS AMAZING!! i just wanna start writing about him and keep writing until i die. PLS GIVE THE FELIX APPRECIATION THEY/HER/HIM DESERVE/S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😭😭😭💗💗💗💗
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guy i’ve had 4 like 5 years
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ponyosfrogg · 9 months
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INBETWEEN (PT 3)
Summary: You wake up, completely under the effect of your dream about comic characters, just to find out a new character has been added to DCU? Or has she always been there?
Pairing: Tim Drake x Reader
Author's Note: Gosh, sorry for taking some time. This chapter was a pain in the ass, all i wanted was to write about sweet moments but god 😶‍🌫️ sorry about the typos, I'll fix them as soon as i can i promise, hope you like it my loves! thank you so much for the support! 💗
Warning: Some of the themes and contents written in this fic might be upsetting for some of the readers, read at your own risk. Some parts have strong language.
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As you woke up with a throbbing pain in your head, you couldn't help but wonder if this would be a issue every time you tried to wake up normally. Frustrated, you cautiously opened your eyes, preparing for the brightness. The light made everything appear blurry, so you tried shading your eyes with your hands, but it didn't help much. Suddenly, a silhouette rushed towards you.
"You got me so worried! I can't believe you didn't took your medicine's today! I'm so angry at you" A slap out of worry hit your arm and made you more awake and more aware of your surroundings. You were in your house, with your best friend beside your bed. She must've taken you to your bed since the last thing you can recall was washing some dishes. The slippery and weird feeling in your hand was just proof. "And so glad that you're okay." Amber hugged your laying body with compassionate behavior.
You reposition yourself on the bed and lay your back on the bedstand now facing your best friend who was sitting next to you on your bed. You were in your room. Your real room.
"Are you okay? You're very quiet." With her voice you tried to collect your thoughts in one place. So you had a dream about comic characters? God, you must've been going through some shit because you rarely even dream. Maybe you were in need to feel some family support? Or you just read a lot of them last night.
"Yeah, I'm okay no worries. I just had the weirdest dream ever. I'm sorry about worrying you I'll be more careful about my medicine." but you were so sure that you took all of them today. Why would your heart react in such a way. You found yourself questioning yourself once again, falling into a familiar pattern of self-doubt and second-guessing.
"Oh I can't wait to hear about it but first i have to tell you something." She must've done something she thought was necessary but not necessarily the best idea. "I called Nate." Yes, just as you guessed. Amber must've seen the shift in your reaction and started to get panicky. "Don't blame me! I got so worried and waited for one hour but you didn't wake up so i had to call him, i didn't know what to do. he said he's on his way to come here now. Could be here any moment now." She got up from the bed and started to walk around the room in a panicking way.
But you weren't focusing on her anymore, just hearing Nate's name made your heart flutter a little bit. He was your ex. You had been inseparable from your childhood and at some point it turned into a beautiful relationship. Nate was an ambitious student who wanted to have nothing more than a wife and a job. You on the other hand, you like the possibilities life could offer you. You never had something on your mind you were just going around wherever life takes you. Spontaneous trips to places you'd like to visit, working freelance and getting paid whenever you're in need of some money, reading books and comics whenever you're free. You were a kind of woman who would post something dumb on an afternoon during weekdays which would make all of your working friends question your sanity. So it's safe to say that you guys were completely opposites.
And whoever said opposites attract, they were wrong as fuck. You needed someone to think like you. It was hard to maintain the relationship when both of your needs were completely opposite, beside your characters. You guys broke up two months ago or something like that. you weren't keeping the count.
Although it was hard to not to think about him, you always thought you made the right decision about him. You wouldn't want to keep him from living his life, and you wouldn't want him to keep you from living your life either. It was the right decision. But why were you feeling nauseous right now?
"It's okay, we were going to see each other at some point anyway." You tried to smile in a relaxing way and you must have been successful since she gave you another big hug. She was one of the kindest soul you had a chance to meet on this earth. She had beautiful ginger curly hair with a lot of freckles on her face. She had this beautiful smile that made your day better whenever you saw her. She was just the most adorable person you could ever hope for and you were glad she was your friend, your best friend to be exact.
"Okay, I'll leave you alone and give you some privacy for you to change your clothes." You rolled your eyes at her words. Yeah, you took back whatever you said about her, she was devious. "I'm not going to all doll-up for Nate, Amber." She giggled at the annoyance at your voice while she was leaving the room.
You looked around your room. How could something feel so familiar yet so strange. You felt an unexplainable feeling on your chest. It wasn't about your heart, something was different. Maybe the dream affected you more than you could admit.
As you gazed around, your attention was suddenly drawn to the batfamily poster hanging on the wall behind your desk. It was an old favorite, something you had put up about three years ago. It included all of the batfamily members. Yet, this time, there was something different about it, or rather, someone.
You rushed to get a closer look, your eyes widening in surprise. Among the familiar faces of Bruce, Jason, Dick, and Damian, there was a new addition—a girl standing beside Damian. Who was she? And why the fuck she looked like you.
"Amber?" You yelled from your room, hoping her to hear. Her voice echoed back a response, and you called out again, "What did you do to my poster?"
You heard her quick footsteps and then Amber entered your room, her expression showing annoyance at being summoned. She glanced at the poster you were holding in your hand. "It looks perfectly normal to me. I didn't touch it."
You rolled your eyes, feeling annoyed more and a bit frustrated. "I mean, who's the new character next to Damian?"
Amber looked at you as if you had said the most absurd thing you could ever say. "Are you serious right now? Is this supposed to be some kind of joke? Listen, i need to go out. I know that you're kind of excited and anxious to meet Nate and you don't want to be alone but i have to go." You turned around and saw she already dressed up. You were speechless.
"Wait, what? Are you going out? Are you going to leave me alone with Nate and excuse me but what the fuck is happening right now! Who is this girl."
She didn't say anything and left the room, leaving you without any further explanation.
You reached over your laptop and opened it. Yes, something weird was going on and you were determined to find it and what would be a better way than google. You pull your soft, white chair and sit on it while you are waiting for your laptop to be open. When it got open, you typed the batfamily and searched for it.
After like three minutes, you saw the name Viperia, even though you read a lot of comics and familiar with almost every character at that point you've never heard of her so you typed 'Viperia' on a different tab. To your surprise, there were numerous posts and messages about this character. She appeared at the same time as Damian in comics. She was snarky, cocky and definitely a pain in the ass but somehow she literally had her own fan-base. You saw a lot of websites made in the honor of her, a lot of fanarts and literally thousands of fan fiction. But how come you've never heard about her and why did she literally look like you.
"Yeah, this must be a fucking dream."
When you heard a knock from the door, you remembered you were expecting Nate. Fuck, you already have forgotten about him coming. You pulled yourself together and promised to check this after you're done with Nate. Right now you have to focus on him.
You must have been so lost on your research, you didn't realize Amber already left the house. You opened the door and you saw Nate's bright face.
Seeing him make a lot of emotions rushing to you. There was longing in your heart, you were longing for his presence. There was some kind of disappointment. You were disappointed in him, he could've made this thing go further but he didn't. He chose to give up on you and you chose to give up on your relationship.
When you break up with someone, seeing them changing does have an effect on you. You expect them to be the same but you don't realize people tend to change every now and then, especially after going through a painful break-up. You felt sad but you felt you didn't have any right to be sad, after you were the who cut the cords of that relationship. You chose your path to leave him. It was painful for you but you knew that if you didn't, it would be more painful in the future. But somehow right that moment you were looking at a completely different guy. He had a bright smile on his face just like he always does but somehow it was different, it was full of confidence. His eyes were shining like two little stars. He was radiating some kind of sunshine energy that you became addicted once. And seeing him make all of these things rush through your mind.
He had a white shirt on him, which made him look very... professional? But in a pretty way. His partly long hair was slicked back nicely. You can see his newly grow beard that he probably is going to shave tomorrow morning. Even though he looked almost the same as two months ago you realized he changed, he's much better now. He's better off without you or maybe you were just that lonely who was considering going back to her ex just because you hated being alone or a narcissist who thinks everyone is in love with her.
"Hello." His stern voice made you startled since you were, once again, wandering on your mind. "Hello, how rude I am. Come in." you stepped backwards for him to enter the house. He was looking around when you closed the wooden door and turned at him.
"You guys made some changes on this apartment huh? It looks prettier." You smile at the compliment. Always too nice.
"Yes, it was time to get rid of some old stuff." Then you realized this was not an appropriate sentence to say since it's only been two months after the break up.
You cleaned your throat and talked again: "Take a seat I'll prepare us some coffee." When you were rushing to the kitchen, you heard his footsteps right behind you. "You never really learn do you? I'm literally here for your heart and you are offering me coffee? Way to go." You laughed at his point.
It was nice to be around him. He had such a charm that could make you feel comfortable all the time. There wasn't any awkward silence around him. It was always joyful, happy and full of smiles. He was like a home for you once. Now he was just a stranger you perfectly know.
"Well, old habits die hard." At that point you literally wanted to punch yourself on your face. There were millions of words in English and somehow you always chose the one that made you sound like a heartless person.
When you were preparing the coffee he sat on a chair beside the window. It was raining again. There was no lightning or storm but just plain rain. It was the fourth day today and the weird thing is, it was middle of the fucking summer, July to be exact.
"So, your heart?" When you put on his mug, (which was adorable by the way. It was dark red with little white hearts on it.) on the little coffee table in front of him. You sat right in front of him. "Yes, I think Amber is overreacting. I'm perfectly fine." He looked at you with his brown eyes, completely scanning your body. It's like, he was trying to find evidence of you being okay. But in reality he was actually thinking about how much he missed you. He missed being around you, your presence, your voice, your scent and everything about you. He missed hearing your stupid theories about comics, he missed talking about ordinary stuff under the stars on a hill that he would take you every saturday, he missed you making him laugh so hard that he would cry, he missed you. Simply you, being you.
"Still, i think you should come to the hospital and let me examine you over there since I didn't bring a lot of stuff." You nod, perfectly aware of the fact that you simply wouldn't do something like that. You knew something was different. You experienced a lot of seizures like that and it was different and since you already took your medicine, you wouldn't bother to go again. If there's something, that would mean more medicine. But you were sure that was not the case.
Your mind went to Damian's sister again. How could this be possible. She looked exactly like you and you were wondering how she can appear on your poster. It was there for three years now and you would've noticed at some point right? Viperia... Even the name sounds so made up, you still were trying to convince yourself that you actually imagined that person. But then again, Amber said she's been there for some time. Maybe she also hallucinated.
You tried to pull your attention back on the guy sitting in front of you. Viperia was the future you problem, right now you had Nate in front of you.
"You look tired." When he stated the obvious fact you simply smiled. "Yes, it's been a long day." More like two days in one. "And I'm kind of anxious maybe that's why."
He directly looked into your eyes with such a compassionate look. If he could make your pain go away, he would in a heartbeat. It was so weird to part your ways even though you love that person. But growing up meant realizing it's important have someone who has the same mindset as you and about that, you guys were not the best. 'Love can start something but it wouldn't make something keep going.' Your mother used to say this sentence a lot whenever she and your dad argued.
He reached over your hand that was on uour your lap. When he touched you, you could feel the vibrations going around your body. It was dumb to think that you were over him but when it's you, you can never be sure and you knew that all to well.
"You know that I'm here right? It doesn't matter what time is it, if you call, I'll come." He said almost whispering. His hand traces its way through your face. Cupping one of your cheeks. No, that wasn't good. You could feel that every cell of yours longing for him but that wasn't a good idea.
"I think you should go."
He looked at you for five seconds with a disappointed look on his face. He could tell that you were uncomfortable and he didn't want to keep doing whatever he was doing. Then he take his hand off your face and stood up. "Yes, I think I should go. Thank you for the coffee. I think tomorrow morning you should visit the hospital just in case." You nodded and said 'thank you' while he was taking his stuff and going to door.
"Goodnight." He was the one who smiled as an answer this time.
As soon as you closed the door, you released the breath you didn't even you were holding until that point.
You went into your room after sitting back of the door for some time, collecting your thoughts about Nate. You needed something to take your mind off from Nate and you decided to keep researching about Viperia.
Two hours later, your mind was almost going to explode from all the information you found about her.
She was the sixth child of Batman, not a sister but twin of Damian. Raised by Bruce but also Talia too. Her name was the same as yours but she was using Viperia as an alias, which was a venomous snake. She was skilled at martial arts and she was a great assassin, maybe even better than Damian. She was quite popular with her rage and snarky comments just like Damian. She was getting along with almost every family member except Tim and you didn't find anything relating to that topic. On some fandom base sites, there were a lot of theories about them dating secretly 'why else they wouldn't even once mention about her relationship with Tim' they wrote. 'Tim never even refers to her as his sister.' You searched so deep that you even had came across a smut writing between her and Alfred which made you a little bit of uncomfortable and also scared.
You started to think how could you miss this character or did she literally appear out to nowhere in three hours?
The creator was releasing new chapters on that comic series in every two weeks. 'Batman's Daughter' was the title. It was covering the whole background starting from the birth which was crazy but useful also, since you learned that Talia literally put her in Lazarus Pit whenever she had some kind of blade cuts on the age of fucking three. No wonder that girl was total nuts but of course fun to read.
When you were doing your research your laptop's notification sound made you startled. Maybe you didn't have any resemblance with her since she could literally murder without even flinching and you were, well, getting startled from a notification sound.
It was an e-mail.
You took your laptop and stood up from the chair you've been sitting for some time now. Since you also started to get sleepy it was a good idea to going to your bed and read your mail over there.
You sat on your soft green colored sheets and opened your mail, you didn't know the person who sent you the mail. There was literally no name or anything. Just an attachment and a word on the subject part which was 'read :)'
You clicked on the attachment, even though you knew you shouldn't since it was a mail from someone unknown and you might even download a fucking virus on your laptop but however something inside of you was couraging you to open it.
It was a comic on a pdf format but it was more like a work in progress. Some parts were still empty.
The Doom of Batfamily?
That was enough for your curiosity to take over, so you started reading.
It was starting with Bruce talking with his family about some unusual murders on the city. He was suspecting someone from the League of Assassins since the murder weapon was a sword. But turns out it was Viperia who is getting more and more insane everyday because of the Lazarus pit. But it didn't even stop there, she was getting involved with some villains to trap her family one by one and killing them all, she was thinking they were on her way.
You were horrified. It was very graphical and the sketches literally showed everything explicitly. In the end, she was literally standing on all of their dead bodies, laughing histerically.
You close the laptop immediately and closed your eyes, trying once again to collect your thoughts. Everything seemed so messy right now and you didn't know what to do. Why Viperia appeared out of nowhere, Who was the sender of the mail, why is she killing all of her family, what the fuck is going on.
"Fuck, no."
Without resisting more, you give yourself in the sweet arms of sleep. You could try to solve that problem tomorrow, you needed some sleep now.
After like two minutes of sleeping you opened your eyes involuntarily since, well, you only closed them for two minutes.
"It took you long enough."
With this voice, you got scared again.
"I didn't know you like sleeping this much it's literally noon time now, wake up so we can go to my favorite cafe to have some breakfast and then feed the ducks."
You watched him in horror.
"Hey, haven't you missed your beloved brother?"
"Damian?"
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ponyosfrogg · 9 months
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you literally made my day 🥹 i already started to write another chapter haha thank you for reading my story you are very nice 🤍😭
INBETWEEN (PT 2)
Summary: You felt like the best way to deal with your confusion is seeking comfort from the people who claimed that they were your family. You just didn't know it would be Tim.
Pairing: Tim Drake x Reader
Author's Note: I really hope this chapter clears some of the confusion you guys might have. Have a good reading my love's!
Warning: Some of the themes and contents written in this fic might be upsetting for some of the readers, read at your own risk. Some parts have strong language.
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The clock hanging on the wall showed almost three in the morning. You pushed aside the thin silk cover with your feet due to the heat and turned in bed for maybe the eighth time within the last sixty second. Night time seemed like it would last forever, and you couldn't fall asleep because your mind was filled with a lot of thoughts.
It had been three hours since you learned that you had lost your memory, and within those three hours, you had generated over three thousand scenarios like a fucking  AI or something. Was it possible to completely lose your memory? Could you forget your identity, yourself, and even your childhood? Shouldn't you at least remember something, like the memories from your childhood with Damian?  Yet the only thing you remembered was a vast void. It felt as if you had suddenly appeared and forced yourself into the minds of the others.
You were missing something obviously, and you weren't able to see it. Maybe going around in the mansion would help your thoughts considering you didn't even leave your room. And also, where the fuck was everyone. When Dick mentioned about you having a crowded family you were expecting some kind of chaos everywhere but since Dick left the room and when he came back he just said he had some 'urgent' things to take care of, will be right next to you before you know it and all that stuff but you haven't seen any of them. Did Damian threaten everyone to stay away or did something happened while you were having your sweet time with pictures. Maybe they just wanted to give you some free space to be with yourself but you were literally getting tortured by being alone with your thoughts.
You got up from the bed anxiously, you also hated the fact that everything felt very complicating and overwhelming. You put your shoes on and get ready to leave your room. Maybe going around the house would help you to collect your thoughts but you were secretly hoping for some kind of human interaction.
As you left your room, you realized how wrong you were by calling this masterpiece 'house' it was a big mansion and it even overwhelmed you more now. You were wondering throughout the hall checking every painting on the wall and admiring the little decorations here and there. stopping every now and then to touch some stuff, you know: being your authentic casual self.
You weren't specifically looking for something but you were hoping to come across a computer to search some stuff. There was something sketchy about this whole memory loss and you wanted to make sure that everything was good. But of course when you realize you weren't going to find anything from going through the hall, you decided to check rooms one by one. Most of them were either empty rooms or rooms that seem like they haven't been getting used for quite some time now.  Even though you were trying to be loud to wake someone up, you felt like you were being very quite. Even when you were walking it was like a feather falling on the ground. No noise, no anything and it was something weird.
As you were checking the rooms you got startled with a voice that came from behind: "Having hard time to sleep princess?" You turned your head over the voice and you saw Tim standing right behind you, holding a cup in his hand. He looked like he hadn't been sleeping properly for months now: dark circles under his eyes, easly seeable red veins on his eyes and probably the messiest hair you could ever seen. He was wearing some kind of sweatpants that wasn't completely loose but not very tight either. He had an oversize shirt on him-
"Cat got your tongue princess?" You startled again, coming back from your thoughts. You realized you've been staring for sometime now. And what is up with that nickname. You could sense that he wasn't saying this out of his kind nature, you could sense it was some kind of insult. His way of insulting you? maybe.
"I was looking for Damian but I'm assuming he's not in the manor now." You said calmly, being proud of your lying skills. You felt like it would be weird to tell him that you didn't like being alone with your thoughts. Plus, it was middle of the morning nobody has to deal with your mental issues right now. He shift in his place and stayed quite for a little bit. "I don't know where he is if he's not in your room, good night." He didn't mean to sound like a total bitch but he had his own worries, especially about you.
Tim and you had a different kind of relationship than the others. You guys were always competing. Both of you were the geniuses of the family so it wasn't a suprise that you always had to take care of the whole family. Since it's a big sacrifice someone else would thought it would bring you guys together but no, at some point it was a whole competition.
In every way, you and Tim would compete with one another. Always fighting and proving everyone that no one could top that. Of course that was something most of the siblings do but Tim never actually considered you as a sibling of his. In the end it was adopting and even though Tim had a whole detective thing going on, it was harder for him to put his finger on how he feels towards you. He sure felt the attraction and he was admiring you everyday but he would never say that out loud. Hell, he was even having a hard time whenever you cross his mind and believe me it was more often than he would like to admit. He hate you for that, for making him actually feel something, making him wanting to sleep in order to dream about you, making him leave this family just to be with you. He had a lot of reasons to hate you.
"Tim?" Your voice sounded so scared that he had to stop before taking another step. "Can i come to your room, i don't want to be alone right now." Of course he knew you didn't like being alone, everyone in this family was aware of it. He had no idea how others agreed to leave you alone to go on a patrol. He couldn't bring himself to do this but, he also had to finish his investigation about this whole thing.
He realized he was taking too long to respond so he just mumbled something quite close to yes and that was enough for you to follow him like a tail.
When he arrived to his room, he opened the door and stood behind for you to get inside first. Even though this room was bigger than yours and Damian's, there was more stuff in it. There were papers on the ground, a lot of cups on the wooden table, too many laptops and computers all working at once, pile of clothes on the corner and bed. Untouched, perfectly made bed.
"I know it's a little messy, I've been busy. Just go and sit on the bed." When you were walking you couldn't help but feel the familiar air. Tim had an affect on you that you can't explain that was making you very calm and safe. This room smelled like coffee grounds which also made you understand why Tim smelled like coffee.
When he went over the window and open the curtain you had a chance to look over him. He had dark, vibrant blue eyes which reminded you some kind of sapphire. Shining under the moonlight that was coming through the window. His hair resembling the sky's color during night: pitch black falling onto his ears but nothing more. It was shorter than Dick's hair yet somehow prettier. You could sense that Dick was trying hard to keep his form, his handsome face and his hair but Tim on the other hand, he was effortlessly beautiful. You couldn't even take your eyes off him, feeling like a creep.
Tim already could sense your stare yet decided to stay silent. He didn't want you to feel embarrassed and it was too early for him to joke around but the stare was becoming intense so he decided to speak even though he's not much of a speaker. "How are you feeling. Started to get some memories back?" oh that part. you already forgotten about it.
"Not really, but i feel more comfortable now." When you felt like your answer is not enough you kept talking. "But i didn't want to be alone in the room and I've never realized it was such a hard job to sleep." You said awkwardly. It was unusual for him to actually speak with you without roasting you. He was waiting for you to say something that could boil his blood maybe some kind of stupid name, maybe about the boy you were recently talking about to Dick what was his name, Ethan? Jacob? Oh yeah, fucking Ashton.
You two already had a fight about that. You guys were on a patrol and on one of the rooftops you were casually chatting with Grayson, telling him about the Ashton. He was on the other line and he heard everything and there was a fight about how you were not paying attention to a basic task that has been given to you. It was always like this, he didn't even have the courage to admit his feelings to himself so it was always coming out as jealousy or anger. It was easier for him to accept it like this. Hate was stronger than any other feeling, it was a fair deal to suppress everything by using the name of: 'hate' "Yeah, I'm familiar with the feeling. Although i have to go back to my work, you are free to stay." He turned back without saying anything further or waiting for your reply. God, this family had a serious issue with waiting, you thought.
He sat on a chair that was in front of his computer pile and started to continue his research but too bad for him, you were in a chatty mode.
"This whole thing feels a little bit weird. How could i forget everything even my childhood memories. I feel like an empty shell." You let your thoughts to get out of your mouth without paying any attention. That was something Tim was not used to. You guys never exchanged any feeling nor thoughts with each other. It was always a strict relationship with him. Or, something close to that.
"That's what concerns me" he said under his breath, not letting you hear anything. He was searching in every source he could find, calling some friends who owed something to him. Of course accessing Batman's files was helping him but nothing like this ever happened before. And there was something in his memories that made him sick. They all looked so synchronized, like a perfect story. His instincts was saying something was off but he wasn't able to put his finger on anything.
Since you didn't get any answer (at least not one that you could hear) you made yourself at home, grabbing his book beside his nightstand and start reading it. Maybe you didn't need someone to talk to but just someone to be around with. And Tim was doing a good job about that, reading something on his computer quitely. You kept reading your book until you couldn't anymore.
When the clock almost hit five, Tim suddenly realized you were still in his room. He had been so caught up in his research that he completely forgot about your presence on his bed. Startled, he turned around and saw you peacefully sleeping, holding his favorite book on your stomach.
He couldn't help but be amazed by your ability to retain your assassin skills despite losing your memory. If he hadn't seen you in the hallway earlier, he would never have known you were wandering around because you were so quiet. And had he not found you peacefully asleep on his bed, he might not have believed you were there at all. You had mastered the art of silence, a skill gained during your time in Nanda Parbat before coming to Bruce.
Although he would never openly admit it, Tim knew that you and Damian excelled at being silent. Not just in the vigilante sense, but in the assassin sense. He couldn't even imagine the stuff you both must have endured. From time to time, he would hear you and Damian speaking about your time there, telling some stories and they were undeniably brutal. Nevertheless, he found it admirable. He didn't know the full details of how you and Damian ended up here, only that Talia had brought both of you to Bruce due to some issues in Nanda Parbat and said: 'These are your kids, take care of them; bye!' Since then, you have been staying with Bruce, seeing your mother from time to time.
Tim recalled a conversation where you mentioned how you communicated with your mother when Grayson questioned how you managed to stay in touch without any apparent means of communication.
'We don't find her," you explained. "she knows when we want to meet and finds us."
Tim only saw her once when she came to manor unannounced to visit both of you a while ago and that was enough for him to not to ask any questions about her. She had dark green eyes which could easily poison someone just by staring. He saw how you and Damian's behaviors completely changed. You were acting like one of her soldiers, listening everything she said and nodding with respect. When she was talking, he could sense the dominant power on the air, demanding energy. But he knew how much you loved your mother.
He knew how much fight you were having with Bruce because you resemebled your mother a lot. Damian on the other hand, he was just like Bruce in some ways. But you, you were the opposite of Bruce doing everything that he wouldn't approve. Sometimes he would hear some of you and Damian's fights regarding this topic maybe that was why you were seeing your mother a lot more than Damian. Sometimes you would be gone for weeks separated from Damian. He knew Damian wanted to be a vigilante, he really wanted to keep doing what he's doing but you on the other hand, you wanted to go back to Nanda Parbat and take over the League of Assassin. He heard you were calling that place 'home' many times.
He couldn't help but wonder how much time would it take for your mother to appear out of nowhere about your situation and threaten Bruce for being a bad father. He couldn't help himself but smiled at the thought that Bruce getting a lecture from Talia. He can basically see two of them ending up together.
Tim had only seen your mother once when she unexpectedly visited the manor to see both you and Damian. That single encounter had been enough for him to keep himself from asking any further questions about her. Her dark green eyes held a mesmerizing aura, capable of poisoning someone with just a stare. He observed how both you and Damian's demeanor changed completely in her presence. It was as if you became one of her soldiers, obediently listening to her every word and nodding with respect. The air itself seemed to carry of her dominant power, demanding energy. But he understood the depth of your love for your mother.
Tim was well aware of the fact that you were always fighting with Bruce because of your striking resemblance to your mother. Damian, on the other hand, shared more similarities with Bruce. But you were pushing Bruce's limits, doing things he would never approve of. Tim also occasionally overheard intense arguments between you and Damian regarding this matter, perhaps explaining why you were having your mother's company more frequently than Damian did. There were times when you would be gone for weeks, separated from Damian. Tim knew Damian aspired to be a vigilante, wanting to continue what he was doing, but your plans were leading you back to Nanda Parbat, yearning to reclaim the League of Assassins. He had heard you refer to that place as 'home' on numerous occasions.
He couldn't help but wonder when would your mother suddenly reappear to confront Bruce about his bad parenting and your circumstances. He found himself smiling at the thought of Bruce receiving a stern lecture from Talia. He could almost envision the two of them eventually coming together.
He stood up and grabbed his coffee from the table. Took some steps to come towards you and took the book from your hands very quietly. He didn't want to wake you up or disturb you. He grabbed his blanket and put it on you for you to not get cold since the manor was kind of chilly due to reason that it was made out of stone. Then he left his room to grab more coffee.
When he was going downstairs, he saw Damian and Dick coming from the way that batcave was with their patrol suits, full vigilante mode.
"She literally just lost her memory and you guys decided to come and go around the house with your suits? Such a genius idea you dickheads." He said insulting two of them harshly. He knew he was the smartest person in this family but he recently found out that that title wasn't coming from his being genius but them being dumb.
"Shut the fuck up Tim. Is she sleeping?" Damian asked while he was taking off his domino mask. "Yes, in my room." Damian stopped moving for a second and stare at Tim with a death glare. "What do you mean by your room?" Dick looked both of you then sighed loudly. "Yeah, I'm not taking any of this shit right now especially at this ungodly hour. I'll sleep don't make a lot of noise." and left two of you alone.
"Are you deaf or something Birdie? In my room means in my room. It's not a fucking literature class there's no higher meaning on that phrase." He teased with Damian. There was a lot of things that Tim loved doing. Drinking coffee, reading, being the best and also (undoubtfully) being a bitch towards Damian. Not that he despised him or anything, he would put his life to protect Damian but you know siblings. Same old same old i guess.
Damian tried to contain his anger once again. Breathed out loudly and tried to answer calmly. Since he was such a person who could kill someone out of anger, Jon and you somehow managed to convince him to go to a therapist. And believe me when i say he really needed an achievement to tell Ms. Lousia this weekend. So far; he got angry at Jason and throwed him a fucking fork right beside his face, fought with Tim multiple times and let's not forget he beat someone's ass so bad last night he almost died. But he knew when to stop so it was okay he guessed.
"Why is she in your room Timbo, that's what I'm asking." He felt victorious inside, he managed to keep his cool.
"She didn't wanted to be alone so she's in my room right now. We talked a little bit then she fall asleep. How was the patrol anyways?" He didn't realize they were walking into the kitchen until they entered. Tim went to the coffee machine and adjusted the settings while Damian continued talking. "It was eventful. News spread quickly that Batman was absent, so we discovered that Penguin was attempting to take advantage of the situation. We didn't intervene much; I assume it will lead us to a new lead which might be something bigger than him." Damian began removing his suit, starting with his cape.
"So, Jason and Dick will be sticking around until Bruce returns?" He already knew the answer. Bruce had strict orders about unsupervised patrols. He didn't want to believe that Damian was a whole grown man at that point. Maybe it was because of his angry and impatient nature, maybe it was because he was still a Robin. When he went away, Dick came back from Blüdhaven and they started to go on patrolling as a team. "Yeah, I don't think they will considering-" he stopped himself trying to find the right words. "considering her situation."
Even though he had gone to the patrol, you were on Damian's mind all day. He didn't like the feeling of desperateness and he felt like punching some people would help that. Too bad it was just an 'investigate' night not an 'interfere' night. "Thank you for taking care of her, I'll take her from your room." Damian said quietly. He was grateful that Tim actually decided to stay behind to keep an eye on you. "I thought being alone would be good for her since it must be hard to take in all these things." Tim was still waiting for his coffee when he turned around to face Damian, who was already halfway out of his suit. Alfred would kill him if he saw how he casually throws his clothes on the chairs. "Yeah, like you don't know her." He raised one of his eyebrows and out his arms crossed on his chest while leaning his back on the counter.
Damian took his clothes and walked away while he was going, he yelled: "Don't push your luck on me Timbo!"
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INBETWEEN (PT 2)
Summary: You felt like the best way to deal with your confusion is seeking comfort from the people who claimed that they were your family. You just didn't know it would be Tim.
Pairing: Tim Drake x Reader
Author's Note: I really hope this chapter clears some of the confusion you guys might have. Have a good reading my love's!
Warning: Some of the themes and contents written in this fic might be upsetting for some of the readers, read at your own risk. Some parts have strong language.
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The clock hanging on the wall showed almost three in the morning. You pushed aside the thin silk cover with your feet due to the heat and turned in bed for maybe the eighth time within the last sixty second. Night time seemed like it would last forever, and you couldn't fall asleep because your mind was filled with a lot of thoughts.
It had been three hours since you learned that you had lost your memory, and within those three hours, you had generated over three thousand scenarios like a fucking  AI or something. Was it possible to completely lose your memory? Could you forget your identity, yourself, and even your childhood? Shouldn't you at least remember something, like the memories from your childhood with Damian?  Yet the only thing you remembered was a vast void. It felt as if you had suddenly appeared and forced yourself into the minds of the others.
You were missing something obviously, and you weren't able to see it. Maybe going around in the mansion would help your thoughts considering you didn't even leave your room. And also, where the fuck was everyone. When Dick mentioned about you having a crowded family you were expecting some kind of chaos everywhere but since Dick left the room and when he came back he just said he had some 'urgent' things to take care of, will be right next to you before you know it and all that stuff but you haven't seen any of them. Did Damian threaten everyone to stay away or did something happened while you were having your sweet time with pictures. Maybe they just wanted to give you some free space to be with yourself but you were literally getting tortured by being alone with your thoughts.
You got up from the bed anxiously, you also hated the fact that everything felt very complicating and overwhelming. You put your shoes on and get ready to leave your room. Maybe going around the house would help you to collect your thoughts but you were secretly hoping for some kind of human interaction.
As you left your room, you realized how wrong you were by calling this masterpiece 'house' it was a big mansion and it even overwhelmed you more now. You were wondering throughout the hall checking every painting on the wall and admiring the little decorations here and there. stopping every now and then to touch some stuff, you know: being your authentic casual self.
You weren't specifically looking for something but you were hoping to come across a computer to search some stuff. There was something sketchy about this whole memory loss and you wanted to make sure that everything was good. But of course when you realize you weren't going to find anything from going through the hall, you decided to check rooms one by one. Most of them were either empty rooms or rooms that seem like they haven't been getting used for quite some time now.  Even though you were trying to be loud to wake someone up, you felt like you were being very quite. Even when you were walking it was like a feather falling on the ground. No noise, no anything and it was something weird.
As you were checking the rooms you got startled with a voice that came from behind: "Having hard time to sleep princess?" You turned your head over the voice and you saw Tim standing right behind you, holding a cup in his hand. He looked like he hadn't been sleeping properly for months now: dark circles under his eyes, easly seeable red veins on his eyes and probably the messiest hair you could ever seen. He was wearing some kind of sweatpants that wasn't completely loose but not very tight either. He had an oversize shirt on him-
"Cat got your tongue princess?" You startled again, coming back from your thoughts. You realized you've been staring for sometime now. And what is up with that nickname. You could sense that he wasn't saying this out of his kind nature, you could sense it was some kind of insult. His way of insulting you? maybe.
"I was looking for Damian but I'm assuming he's not in the manor now." You said calmly, being proud of your lying skills. You felt like it would be weird to tell him that you didn't like being alone with your thoughts. Plus, it was middle of the morning nobody has to deal with your mental issues right now. He shift in his place and stayed quite for a little bit. "I don't know where he is if he's not in your room, good night." He didn't mean to sound like a total bitch but he had his own worries, especially about you.
Tim and you had a different kind of relationship than the others. You guys were always competing. Both of you were the geniuses of the family so it wasn't a suprise that you always had to take care of the whole family. Since it's a big sacrifice someone else would thought it would bring you guys together but no, at some point it was a whole competition.
In every way, you and Tim would compete with one another. Always fighting and proving everyone that no one could top that. Of course that was something most of the siblings do but Tim never actually considered you as a sibling of his. In the end it was adopting and even though Tim had a whole detective thing going on, it was harder for him to put his finger on how he feels towards you. He sure felt the attraction and he was admiring you everyday but he would never say that out loud. Hell, he was even having a hard time whenever you cross his mind and believe me it was more often than he would like to admit. He hate you for that, for making him actually feel something, making him wanting to sleep in order to dream about you, making him leave this family just to be with you. He had a lot of reasons to hate you.
"Tim?" Your voice sounded so scared that he had to stop before taking another step. "Can i come to your room, i don't want to be alone right now." Of course he knew you didn't like being alone, everyone in this family was aware of it. He had no idea how others agreed to leave you alone to go on a patrol. He couldn't bring himself to do this but, he also had to finish his investigation about this whole thing.
He realized he was taking too long to respond so he just mumbled something quite close to yes and that was enough for you to follow him like a tail.
When he arrived to his room, he opened the door and stood behind for you to get inside first. Even though this room was bigger than yours and Damian's, there was more stuff in it. There were papers on the ground, a lot of cups on the wooden table, too many laptops and computers all working at once, pile of clothes on the corner and bed. Untouched, perfectly made bed.
"I know it's a little messy, I've been busy. Just go and sit on the bed." When you were walking you couldn't help but feel the familiar air. Tim had an affect on you that you can't explain that was making you very calm and safe. This room smelled like coffee grounds which also made you understand why Tim smelled like coffee.
When he went over the window and open the curtain you had a chance to look over him. He had dark, vibrant blue eyes which reminded you some kind of sapphire. Shining under the moonlight that was coming through the window. His hair resembling the sky's color during night: pitch black falling onto his ears but nothing more. It was shorter than Dick's hair yet somehow prettier. You could sense that Dick was trying hard to keep his form, his handsome face and his hair but Tim on the other hand, he was effortlessly beautiful. You couldn't even take your eyes off him, feeling like a creep.
Tim already could sense your stare yet decided to stay silent. He didn't want you to feel embarrassed and it was too early for him to joke around but the stare was becoming intense so he decided to speak even though he's not much of a speaker. "How are you feeling. Started to get some memories back?" oh that part. you already forgotten about it.
"Not really, but i feel more comfortable now." When you felt like your answer is not enough you kept talking. "But i didn't want to be alone in the room and I've never realized it was such a hard job to sleep." You said awkwardly. It was unusual for him to actually speak with you without roasting you. He was waiting for you to say something that could boil his blood maybe some kind of stupid name, maybe about the boy you were recently talking about to Dick what was his name, Ethan? Jacob? Oh yeah, fucking Ashton.
You two already had a fight about that. You guys were on a patrol and on one of the rooftops you were casually chatting with Grayson, telling him about the Ashton. He was on the other line and he heard everything and there was a fight about how you were not paying attention to a basic task that has been given to you. It was always like this, he didn't even have the courage to admit his feelings to himself so it was always coming out as jealousy or anger. It was easier for him to accept it like this. Hate was stronger than any other feeling, it was a fair deal to suppress everything by using the name of: 'hate' "Yeah, I'm familiar with the feeling. Although i have to go back to my work, you are free to stay." He turned back without saying anything further or waiting for your reply. God, this family had a serious issue with waiting, you thought.
He sat on a chair that was in front of his computer pile and started to continue his research but too bad for him, you were in a chatty mode.
"This whole thing feels a little bit weird. How could i forget everything even my childhood memories. I feel like an empty shell." You let your thoughts to get out of your mouth without paying any attention. That was something Tim was not used to. You guys never exchanged any feeling nor thoughts with each other. It was always a strict relationship with him. Or, something close to that.
"That's what concerns me" he said under his breath, not letting you hear anything. He was searching in every source he could find, calling some friends who owed something to him. Of course accessing Batman's files was helping him but nothing like this ever happened before. And there was something in his memories that made him sick. They all looked so synchronized, like a perfect story. His instincts was saying something was off but he wasn't able to put his finger on anything.
Since you didn't get any answer (at least not one that you could hear) you made yourself at home, grabbing his book beside his nightstand and start reading it. Maybe you didn't need someone to talk to but just someone to be around with. And Tim was doing a good job about that, reading something on his computer quitely. You kept reading your book until you couldn't anymore.
When the clock almost hit five, Tim suddenly realized you were still in his room. He had been so caught up in his research that he completely forgot about your presence on his bed. Startled, he turned around and saw you peacefully sleeping, holding his favorite book on your stomach.
He couldn't help but be amazed by your ability to retain your assassin skills despite losing your memory. If he hadn't seen you in the hallway earlier, he would never have known you were wandering around because you were so quiet. And had he not found you peacefully asleep on his bed, he might not have believed you were there at all. You had mastered the art of silence, a skill gained during your time in Nanda Parbat before coming to Bruce.
Although he would never openly admit it, Tim knew that you and Damian excelled at being silent. Not just in the vigilante sense, but in the assassin sense. He couldn't even imagine the stuff you both must have endured. From time to time, he would hear you and Damian speaking about your time there, telling some stories and they were undeniably brutal. Nevertheless, he found it admirable. He didn't know the full details of how you and Damian ended up here, only that Talia had brought both of you to Bruce due to some issues in Nanda Parbat and said: 'These are your kids, take care of them; bye!' Since then, you have been staying with Bruce, seeing your mother from time to time.
Tim recalled a conversation where you mentioned how you communicated with your mother when Grayson questioned how you managed to stay in touch without any apparent means of communication.
'We don't find her," you explained. "she knows when we want to meet and finds us."
He knew how much fight you were having with Bruce because you resemebled your mother a lot. Damian on the other hand, he was just like Bruce in some ways. But you, you were the opposite of Bruce doing everything that he wouldn't approve. Sometimes he would hear some of you and Damian's fights regarding this topic maybe that was why you were seeing your mother a lot more than Damian. Sometimes you would be gone for weeks separated from Damian. He knew Damian wanted to be a vigilante, he really wanted to keep doing what he's doing but you on the other hand, you wanted to go back to Nanda Parbat and take over the League of Assassin. He heard you were calling that place 'home' many times.
Tim only saw her once when she came to manor unannounced to visit both of you a while ago and that was enough for him to not to ask any questions about her. She had dark green eyes which could easily poison someone just by staring. He saw how you and Damian's behaviors completely changed. You were acting like one of her soldiers, listening everything she said and nodding with respect. When she was talking, he could sense the dominant power on the air, demanding energy. But he knew how much you loved your mother.
He stood up and grabbed his coffee from the table. Took some steps to come towards you and took the book from your hands very quietly. He didn't want to wake you up or disturb you. He grabbed his blanket and put it on you for you to not get cold since the manor was kind of chilly due to reason that it was made out of stone. Then he left his room to grab more coffee.
He couldn't help but wonder how much time would it take for your mother to appear out of nowhere about your situation and threaten Bruce for being a bad father. He couldn't help himself but smiled at the thought that Bruce getting a lecture from Talia. He can basically see two of them ending up together.
When he was going downstairs, he saw Damian and Dick coming from the way that batcave was with their patrol suits, full vigilante mode.
"She literally just lost her memory and you guys decided to come and go around the house with your suits? Such a genius idea you dickheads." He said insulting two of them harshly. He knew he was the smartest person in this family but he recently found out that that title wasn't coming from his being genius but them being dumb.
"Shut the fuck up Tim. Is she sleeping?" Damian asked while he was taking off his domino mask. "Yes, in my room." Damian stopped moving for a second and stare at Tim with a death glare. "What do you mean by your room?" Dick looked both of you then sighed loudly. "Yeah, I'm not taking any of this shit right now especially at this ungodly hour. I'll sleep don't make a lot of noise." and left two of you alone.
"Are you deaf or something Birdie? In my room means in my room. It's not a fucking literature class there's no higher meaning on that phrase." He teased with Damian. There was a lot of things that Tim loved doing. Drinking coffee, reading, being the best and also (undoubtfully) being a bitch towards Damian. Not that he despised him or anything, he would put his life to protect Damian but you know siblings. Same old same old i guess.
Damian tried to contain his anger once again. Breathed out loudly and tried to answer calmly. Since he was such a person who could kill someone out of anger, Jon and you somehow managed to convince him to go to a therapist. And believe me when i say he really needed an achievement to tell Ms. Lousia this weekend. So far; he got angry at Jason and throwed him a fucking fork right beside his face, fought with Tim multiple times and let's not forget he beat someone's ass so bad last night he almost died. But he knew when to stop so it was okay he guessed.
"Why is she in your room Timbo, that's what I'm asking." He felt victorious inside, he managed to keep his cool.
"She didn't wanted to be alone so she's in my room right now. We talked a little bit then she fall asleep. How was the patrol anyways?" He didn't realize they were walking into the kitchen until they entered. Tim went to the coffee machine and adjusted the settings while Damian continued talking. "It was eventful. News spread quickly that Batman was absent, so we discovered that Penguin was attempting to take advantage of the situation. We didn't intervene much; I assume it will lead us to a new lead which might be something bigger than him." Damian began removing his suit, starting with his cape.
"So, Jason and Dick will be sticking around until Bruce returns?" He already knew the answer. Bruce had strict orders about unsupervised patrols. He didn't want to believe that Damian was a whole grown man at that point. Maybe it was because of his angry and impatient nature, maybe it was because he was still a Robin. When he went away, Dick came back from Blüdhaven and they started to go on patrolling as a team. "Yeah, I don't think they will considering-" he stopped himself trying to find the right words. "considering her situation."
Even though he had gone to the patrol, you were on Damian's mind all day. He didn't like the feeling of desperateness and he felt like punching some people would help that. Too bad it was just an 'investigate' night not an 'interfere' night. "Thank you for taking care of her, I'll take her from your room." Damian said quietly. He was grateful that Tim actually decided to stay behind to keep an eye on you. "I thought being alone would be good for her since it must be hard to take in all these things." Tim was still waiting for his coffee when he turned around to face Damian, who was already halfway out of his suit. Alfred would kill him if he saw how he casually throws his clothes on the chairs. "Yeah, like you don't know her." He raised one of his eyebrows and out his arms crossed on his chest while leaning his back on the counter.
Damian took his clothes and walked away while he was going, he yelled: "Don't push your luck on me Timbo!"
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me fighting with sexualize, fetishize and romanticize while i try to do my belly dance in peace. 🫠 i literally give a thought about this situation today. it's the dumbest thing ever. jeez, let me be myself and enjoy my hobbies without sexualizing me.
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i love giving hugs 🫂
reblog this to absolutely hug the person you reblog from
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me to my three followers 🥹🧿 love you guys ahhaa
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He's so cocky and believe me when i say I'm here for it. 😭😭😭😭🐦🐦🐦
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Can you IMAGINE getting your ass beat by this annoying child? I would simply give up the supervillain game rather than let baby Dick Grayson be this annoying about defeating me, I would rather die than have to admit this obnoxious chaos gremlin could win against me.
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appreciation reblog for these beautiful rain sceneries 🧿🥹 Nature is amazing.
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in dedication to summer rain and the smell of petrichor
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I love how the red theme of Justice from Rider-Waite's deck turned into a blue theme in this one. When i think about justice the only color i can think of is blue and green. Blue symbolizes intuition and freedom while yellow represents idealism but also dishonesty and i love how they harmonize with each other. I love how the woman from the one hand that is touching the blade which imo represents Justice is always sharp. It doesn't try to be good for you or the other person. Justice's concern is not to be good or bad, but to the truth.
Good Job with the Tarot Card, as a reader myself i would love to have a deck with these cards. 🥹🧿 I appreciate you a lot.
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Finally got off my butt and drew up another tarot card design. We're at Justice, a lady with a big mean sword.
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its ketchup 🥹
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Sorry here’s another jason
This time its a gif that i never finished </3
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im really obsessed with dc right now and @sreppub's selkie drawings tingled my brain because seals r just so :3
i also ran with the idea of damian being a polar bear bc i just think its neat. once hes an adult he gonn be a UNIT but hes just a lil baby man rn
inspirations below the cut thank u pinterest
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teamwork
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INBETWEEN
Summary: You wake up with no memory of who you are. Determined to find the truth and unveiling mysteries, you also test familial bonds.
Pairings (?): This is the first part of Tim Drake x Reader fanfic. Thinking about enemies to lovers dynamic. There will be a lot of mystery, angst, fluff and eventual smut.
Author Note: In this fic they don't have a lot of age gap but since i don't like the specific age mentioned in fics, i won't be saying anything about it. It's the first chapter of a long series. It's a Female wayne! fic. And English is not my first language, my work might have a lot of mistakes, sorry about them in advance. I hope you guys enjoy it, this fic holds a special part in my heart!
Warning: Some of the themes and contents written in this fic might be upsetting for some of the readers, read at your own risk. Some parts have strong language.
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Damian paced anxiously in the green room, his mind filled with worry. Although he tried to hide it, his hands were sweaty with fear. His sister was laying unconscious on the white bed, and he felt a pang of guilt knowing that he had failed to protect her once again. He loved his sister more than anything, perhaps even more than himself.
Dick couldn't bear to see Damian's distressed state any longer. He continued to stroke your hair without removing his hand and called out to Damian, "Don't worry, I'm sure she'll be fine." At that point, even his optimistic personality was struggling. The worried child became even more angry at the calm reassurance. "Don't tell me not to worry! She's been unconscious for nearly four hours now, and the fucking person who did this is watching from the corner of the room!" Clenching his teeth, Damian attempted to approach Tim, but Jason blocked his path. "Calm down, kid. He said he didn't do it on purpose. You know better than anyone what happens when we are sparring. "
"It doesn't matter if he didn't do it on purpose! If she doesn't wake up, I'll kill him.." Tim replied nonchalantly. "Feel free to try, devil." Rolling his eyes without an attempt to hide it. These words and this attitude triggered Damian. If there's one thing you need to know about Damian, it's that he is an impatient person. Just as he was preparing to jump on Tim, Dick's firm voice stopped everyone. "She's waking up!"
You opened your eyes with a sharp pain in your head. It felt like a heavy train had passed over your body over and over again. The pain in your head enveloped your neck and entire body. As you attempted to sit up slowly, a few hands pushed you back onto the bed. "It's too early for you to get up." A voice you didn't recognize spoke in a reassuring tone. You struggled to part your lips and asked the question. "Where am I?" You had a thirst which made you feel like you've never drunk any water for your whole life now.
"You're with me." A younger voice spoke and you felt someone holding your hand. The voice felt very familiar yet distant. You fully opened your eyes and saw the faces standing before you. There was a boy (?) or just a young looking man holding your hand and the other guy sitting next to you watched you with smile. When you tried to pull your hand away and move back, your head throbbed with pain and you let a painful whimper leave your lips. "Who are you both?" You sat up more in bed and tried to distance yourself from them as much as possible. The young boy who had held your hand lost his smile because of your reaction.
"I'm Damian, don't you remember me?." As the child approached the bed, you retreated further as if you could merge into the wall. Seeing this, the older looking guy who stood next to you, slightly taller than the others, stopped Damian. "Can you tell us the last thing you remember, sweetheart?" His voice, his gentle manners and probably good-looking face helped calm you down a bit. You tried to think about the last thing you remembered, but your mind felt completely blank. And every time you tried to think, an incredible pain pierced your head. It was as if something didn't want you to remember, as if someone had come and stolen all of your memories.
"I don't remember anything.." You struggled to utter those few words. "Nothing.." The last thing you said seemed more like an attempt to convince yourself. Nothing? You were undeniably completely confused, and there was an immense pain in your head. If there wasn't an open wound, how could it hurt so much? Yet, you still put your hand on your head just to make sure.
Damian's eyebrows furrowed, almost covering his green eyes. He spoke with anger almost spitting out every word, "Did you cause her a fucking memory loss?!" He yelled loudly and lunged at the boy who was slightly taller than him standing at the corner of the room. Suddenly they were literally fighting with each other which caught you off guard. With fear you widened your eyes. The boy, whom you had just noticed, tried to intervene. He had black hair with a white part on the front that rested just above his forehead. He was wearing a black leather jacket and black jeans, giving him a biker-like appearance. The ugly sound of punches hitting the flesh from Damian's strikes made you even more frightened, and the guy standing next to you yelled, "You are scaring her!"
Damian struggled to control his anger and stood up. His knuckles were in great pain, but it was the least of his concerns. As he was about to approach the bed where his dear sister lay, Dick once again stopped him this time with his hand. "Leave the room." His authoritative voice commanded Damian once more, causing his cheeks to flush with anger. "You can't tell me what to do, she is my sister."
Dick took a deep breath and tried to calm down. He had become the fucking babysitter of these kids even though they were almost a grown ass man "She is not just your sister Damian. What you're doing right now is nothing but scaring her."
As Damian's attention came over you again, he easily could see the fear growing in your eyes. It wasn't something he was used to. He had witnessed this look of yours only three times in his life: the night both of your grandfather died when you found his body repeatedly stabbed, a loud thunderstorm when you were six or so, and now. He hated that look because it usually meant something uncontrollable was happening and he didn't like to lose control. He hated that he wasn't able to be there and protect you. He hated every second of it.  Under normal circumstances, all he could do was hold you and reassure you that everything would be alright, that he would protect you forever, even though getting physically involved or showing affection to people openly wasn't his style. That was usually enough to calm you down, although it wouldn't stop you from crying. Damian, on the other hand, would just hold you for hours and let you cry in his arms until you felt better. Maybe even for hours, you would allow yourself to cry in his arms. Some of your family members were saying this connection was because you were twins and some of them were saying it was because how you guys only had each other at a certain point but no, that wasn't it. Both if you shared something more than that, a connection. He could feel whenever you were sad, and when you were in pain, it was also his pain. Calling it a twin-bond was nothing enough to explain how he felt about you. You were his family, you were his sister: his beloved sister. He would come to you when he had a problem, he would come to you when he was happy, he would come to you when he was overwhelmed by everything. You were his safe space, just like him being your safe space too. Now was the time you needed him the most, and why couldn't Dick see that? Why didn't he understand that all you needed was for him to hold you and give you hope that everything would heal?
Interrupting his thoughts, Jason's hand found his shoulder. "It's confusing for all of us to have this situation. For now, we should let Dick stay with her and let him understand her condition." Damian didn't want to leave your side, but he understood the underlying truth behind Jason's words. It might be something small, or maybe something big, but whatever it was, Dick needed to talk to you to understand what was going on. Although he wanted this position himself, he knew he was too angry for it at the moment. He was doing this for your sake and your well-being. While still facing Dick, he moved closer to you. "I'll be back soon.." When he was about to kiss your forehead, the lack of love and the frightened expression on your face appeared which prevented him to show any affection. He wouldn't want to do something that could hurt you. He said nothing more and decided to leave the room just for now.
I'm Dick," he said, as his blue eyes narrowed with compassion. You looked at him with empty eyes and asked, "Is it always like this?" He contented himself with a smile in response to what you said. "Yes, don't you remember who you are? Anything at all?" From the question he asked you, you could understand that he was one of the people who struggled the most with the situation you were in you can't help yourself but feel a little bit of guilt again. "No, I'm sorry..." You felt like you were in the middle of nothingness. Nothing meant anything to you, and nothing seemed important. The faces you saw, the arguments you watched, all passed before your eyes like you were watching some kind of movie. But every time you searched your mind, what you found inside your head was a void much greater than the emptiness you felt on your chest.
He smiled at you again and reached out his hand to hold yours. "We should meet again then, I'm Richard Grayson, but you can call me Dick. I'm your big brother," he said. You nodded your head in response to what he said and extended your hand. When your hands disappeared in his large hands, he smiled at you again. His white teeth shimmered like pearls.
You looked at him for a moment. He had a slightly tanned skin. He had navy blue eyes and black hair. His haircut was somewhat long, falling towards his ears and upper parts of his neck. He was wearing a partially tight light blue t-shirt that accentuated the color of his eyes and hinted at his regular exercise routine. "I don't want to confuse your mind too much; family ties can be a bit complicated." As he ran his hand through his nape and shyly took his eyes to check the wall, you couldn't help but smile. "Do you feel better?" You understood that he was referring to your recent panic attack. "Yes."
There was still some hesitancy within you. One part of you was urging you to run away, while the other insisted on staying. You didn't know where you were, who these people were, and staying here didn't seem like an appealing option. Nothing made sense to you, and you felt like a newborn baby, everything feeling foreign and distant, far from a comfortable environment. When he noticed you are drowning in your mind, he approached to comfort you, but you instinctively backed off towards the wall. "I'm sorry... There's no need to be afraid of us. We mean no harm." He distanced himself a bit to help you relax, and the front of his bed was completely open. Slowly, you let your feet dangle off the bed and stand up. Even that simple movement caused your whole body to tremble. The idea of a train passing over you was becoming more appealing every minute; this pain and hurting seemed inexplicable otherwise. Your eyes began to wander around the room.
You were staying in a room where green was dominant. The walls were dark green. The room was illuminated by a dim yellow light coming from a large crystal chandelier. Years ago, you and Damian had changed the room's lighting to yellow, as you had discovered that yellow light was much easier on the eyes compared to white light. However, this information was not in your mind at the moment beside your whole life's memory.
Right next to your bed, there was a large wooden wardrobe. You wrapped your fingers around the handle and opened it. It was filled with clothes, leaving no empty space. Colorful fabric pieces patiently waited to be worn inside the dark brown wooden wardrobe. There were pictures hanging on the wardrobe door. In one of them, you were with the white-haired boy from earlier. It looked like you were playing PlayStation together. You had raised your right fist in a victorious pose, while the boy next to you furrowed his brows. The photo was taken from a distance.
Just below that picture was a selfie with an older looking man. He looked like he was quite nice and kind. You had raised two fingers to make a piece sign this time and smiled broadly. He, on the other hand, displayed a content smile and looked at the camera. "This is Alfred." You hadn't noticed that he had come up behind you while you were looking at the photos. Dick placed his finger on the picture of the boy above. "And this is Jason."
Although you felt the knowing feeling about names, you weren't be able to quite put your finger on it.
The next picture was taken from far. Someone was carrying you on a bridal style and looking at the camera. it seemed like you were trying your best to not to fall from his arms so you were kind of blurry. His green eyes seemed very warm unlike Damian's. You could almost sense it through the picture. He also had lots of freckles which gave him a lot warmer look. There was a note under the photo: 'Toronto'
"This is Bart Allen, he is a close friend of yours." You just nod. You could feel the awkwardness since he was telling about all these stuff, even though they were hanging on the wall in your room. You felt like all these pictures actually should brought something back.
Another picture was also taken from far. You were standing right between two beautiful woman. Although both of them had red hair, one of them had a darker color. the other one just had a red-ish color just like ginger. They were smiling widely while you were laughing, both of them hugging you. Dick put his finger just on a woman with darker hair. "This is Kate" and slide it over the other one. "This is Barbara."
Under that, there was another picture of you this time with Damian. You guys were sitting on a couch and had a cat between two of you. Even though it was a selfie, you could see both of your bodies thanks to camera's angle. Damian was smiling and had a black shirt on him with capital letters 'Uncle Damian' written on it. You were wearing the same shirt that says mother and even the cat also had one. It was so hard to believe that this Damian was the same person you saw earlier. In this picture he seemed so relaxed, happy?
Dick might have read your mind since he started talking: "Yeah, it must be hard for you to believe but just so you know, he loves you a lot that is why he was angry earlier." then he stopped for a minute before starting to talk again: "to be honest he is always angry." there was an awkward laugh after that. There was another picture next to yours and Damian's, it was with Dick.
He was wearing some kind of apron that says 'World's Greatest Grandma' on it. He was holding a  pot and you had eggs in your hand, showing them off to your camera.
The inside of the wardrobe was filled with many pictures. Most of them included of Jason, Damian, and Dick, but you didn't continue looking because these pictures were reminders of the large part of your life that you had forgotten. You felt like shit, and still, a small part of you insisted that these things couldn't be true. You felt like a reader who was reading other people's stories. You couldn't tell if you were really in the present moment or if you were just having a simple dream, though, a nightmare would be more true. Everything felt so terrifying. Perhaps it was because of the guilt you placed on the memories you couldn't recall, or maybe it was due to the uneasiness from the fight you had witnessed some moments ago. When you found yourself taking a deep breath and pinching the bridge of your nose, as if trying to calm yourself down, you continued shaking your head and looking at the pictures. Dick opened his mouth, seemingly wanting to distract you, again:
" Almost everyone in these pictures are your siblings" he said, and your eyes widened in disbelief. You couldn't contain your astonishment. "Our parents must have worked really hard," slipped out of your mouth involuntarily, and Dick burst into a loud laughter, finding it the funniest thing in the world. After laughing for a few seconds, he composed himself and responded to you. "No, we're all adopted." he said. Then he paused for a moment and continued, "Well, except for Damian and you. You guys are biological siblings, twins to be exact." You nodded your head. Maybe that's why he was so tense. Although you couldn't fully grasp the topic of the fight, you found yourself involuntarily understanding his displayed behavior. Then he pointed his index finger at another picture on the other door of the wardrobe. "This is your mother," he said as he directed your attention to the picture. You saw one of the most beautiful women you've ever seen (you wouldn't remember even if you saw something prettier tho). Her green eyes were as sharp as Damian's. Her brown hair reached her waist, and the leather jacket she wore gave her a completely different aura. Despite her captivating gaze, the underlying danger could be easily sensed. This woman exuded an image of 'I love you, but i have no hesitation about killing you.' As you looked at her, a strange feeling arose within you. Longing? Guilt? No, it was neither of those. It was fear.
You closed the wardrobe door and continued to exploring the room. Similar pictures to the ones in the wardrobe were all over the walls. Then you noticed the bed standing on the right side. Unlike your bed, it was pitch black. Several katanas were hanging on the wall by on his bedside. His wardrobe was at the foot of the bed and, compared to yours, it was smaller and longer. When Dick noticed where you were looking, he felt the need to explain once again. "Damian is a little bit particular about this situation, he didn't want your rooms to be separated." You walked over to his area and looked at a few pictures hanging there. "You really love taking pictures," he said, and you felt a bit odd when he mentioned your characteristic to you, noticing his own awkwardness too as he moved behind you. "You have pictures with almost everyone." As you quickly scanned the walls of the room, you saw more pictures. While you were observing them, Dick's phone rang, and he asked for your permission to leave the room and without waiting for an answer he left.
While you were watching the pictures on the wall, there was a great chaos in the room below. Jason had informed Bruce about the incident and Bruce said he was going to come as soon as he could but since he was on a mission at the space station with Justice League, Jason wasn't seeing this happening anytime close. Meanwhile, Damian had tried to attack Tim seven more times, engaging in powerful fights that turned the entire room into a battlefield. While Jason tried to keep them apart, he was complaining about the situation and wishing he could use his weapons on them. He was too old for this fucking family drama.
"What is your problem!" Jason couldn't hold his anger anymore, tired of this bullshit. He knew how you were important to Damian but you were also important for them. Blood doesn't mean a shit. And fighting with each other? No it wasn't going to solve anything.
"My problem is Tim! He punched her so hard that she lost her fucking memory! Do you know how much power does he need to fucking achieve that Jason!" At this point he was breathing out fire. Yes, being angry was part of his character now but he never felt more angry all of his life. He didn't know if he was angry at Tim or himself or maybe even her sister for forgetting her. Even though he knew it wasn't in her hands to decide whether she was going to forget about him or not, how could she? They were together since they were born, they did everything together and now she wasn't even remembering her. He was angry at Tim for punching so hard, even though he was aware of the fact that you were way stronger than he could see, and even though this kind of mistakes could happen when they were sparring, it still was over using his power. Most importantly: he was angry at himself for letting you getting hurt.
"We were sparring for god's sake! I still have the fucking bruise from sparring with you last time. It's completely normal, stop blaming me!" Tim yelled this time. Jason sat on the couch and sighed.
"It is going to be a fucking long night."
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