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Someome said that bitch look like one ugly ass tranvestite why she wearing red lipstick but shes dressed like a dyke. She confused about her gender lmaooooo. She had a fling with a 40 yr old because he said he thought she is 45 yrs old. Now she looks 50 and she is lying like everyone wants to be with her. He said she Never met his mom or family. Shes lying. She was just in the car with him when he went to get something from his familys house. She never talk to his family or met them. He didnt bring her over to see his family he said hes embarassed. They had a Fail two week fling the bitch too fat and heavy and stank like shit. Shes so pathetic shes making up fairty tales inside her head because no one wants her ugly ass in philly. She having fail flings then try to get back with the fling and he didnt even answer. The fstupid white bol shes with in kansas is also dumb he can keep believing her lies. She work a dead end job and she didnt have a home when she was in philly. The only person that sees thru her is her fuck buddy the guy i stole him from her. He realize im smart prettier and more stable minded. I also call him names too so its even . I called him a ptsd disabled faggot and i said he likes manly looking bitches. The homeless looking white dude shes with seriously thinks she has a house in philly and her room mate cheated on her and abuse her. The guy im with now told me he thinks she was cheating on him because he never went to her place with room mates and never wanted to go there. She didnt invite him either so while she was having a std party at her Rented house she was looking for a back up outside which is him. He just said that stupid white boy in kansas can marry her and get old and fat just like her. She prob lying for pity and also buying him food and gifts because he said that bitch ugly as shit and has no future why would want anyone want to marry her. Unless she buying him stuff . He said that lying bitch try to contact him while she with tht dude in kansas and she lying like hes the one that call her. I seen her tags and old messages on his fb. He aint lying. He said now she is stuck there and she gonna pretend she happy and buy that white dude stuff for the rest of her life . They said that bitch looks scary as hell red lipstick fucked up curly hair and looks like a transvestite on drugs. They wont even buy the bitch flowers the bitch can buy them flowers and pay for their food. Ugly fat bitch gotta work hard and buy men food and shit while guys buy me expensive shit for free. I never have to Lie like that . Crazy

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I told him the other day he should have died in the car accident with his brown transvestite in Kansas. That's funny as shit. The story he said he went to see her in Kansas for 2 weeks and he told her to slowdown she didn't listen and she crash her car with him inside and I see he ain't lying. The manly looking clown lied about it. He said she has a mental disorder she keeps lying he stop talking to her in real life .

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Bruh I'm not done with My rant yet. This girl said a long long time ago when that brown diarrhea bitch in Kansas try to contact the 40 yr old and he never answer. That was her hint it's done. She would have tried to contact him again in 2020 when she deleted all pics with her druggie bf in Kansas. They said she would have snooped on the other guys page and saw he's with someone smarter younger and more successful which is me. They all said she knows her place that's why they never talk again . She's in clear denial one of her flings found someone with a fit body, hot young and successful while she stuck in Kansas living with in a piece of shit apartment with a younger white dirty White dude who does not buy her expensive gifts. She has to lie and front and make corny posts about him to keep him because she knows No One else will want to be with her. The 40 yr old said this chick looks like a man, smokes weed, staying at a dead end job and she is fat and hiding her body, she has no real hobbies except eat food and she lies. She doesn't have pics of her working out or showing her body but he said she keep saying she work out. Her fling which is the guy I'm with. He said she was keeping him as a back up because if she was happy with the current boy she wouldn't try to contact him years ago in 2018 or 2019. He said she been doing that trick since 2016 before she ran away to Kansas. They met at work. They didn't talk for months. He said outta nowhere she would message him on Facebook chat saying hey. He said years ago when he got the random text from an unknown number its 100% her. He said thats already weird she with the white boy in kansas but she try to reach out to him. He never ever answer. He didn't even save her number but she saved his . That's sad as shit . She in Denial making up fairy tales saying if she comes back the 40 yr old will wife her lmaoo. He knew she was moving to Kansas back In 2016. He didn't stop her once time lmao. If he wanted to wife her, he would have stopped her from moving to Kansas back in 2016. She hinted to him she needed a room mate. He didn't help her. Bitch is crazyyy. If he wanted to marry her he would have gotten a place in Philly and message her to come back. Nobody wants her ugly ass in philly she failed and ran away to Kansas. Now she making endless lies like guys want her and she's the one that left. He even said her cousin got her the job and she was in her cousins apartment in kansas first. He said she can't do anything on her own .

I told him I'm moving to another apartment back in 2021. He stop me and said he's getting a house come move in with him . That 50 yr old looking Italian transvestite is crazyyyyyy. He stopped me from moving but he didn't stop her.

She fucked up she lost a good guy now she stuck in a apartment in Kansas with a younger dude who doesn't buy her expensive gifts like the 40 yr old. If she thinks paying $100 insurance is expensive and OLD computer parts is expensive. Wait till the fat bitch sees what he buy me .

He pay half my rent. He didn't do that with her to get her to stay. $1500 laptop, half $450 rent. $500 necklace. $1600 hotel. $1000 car parts. $400 tires. $150 sketches shows. $65 nike shoes. $half 1300 lasik, I paid half $1500. The list goes on. He got me a recent $200 pink gaming keyboard it goes on and on.

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The ugly ass tranny looking fat hoe in Kansas finally put she's married. I don't believe none of that. He or she (bitch look like a mix between a fat brown manly clown and a old 50 yr old woman) lied for 5 years. She know she ugly as fuck no one wanted her in philly so she ran away to Kansas . He didn't believe it either he said that's her druggie fuck buddy. There is NO pics of them getting married or for 5 years no pics of the Italian old Clown and that dude going on dates or couple pics on her end. She is hiding something. She don't know she stupid and ugly as shit her skin the color of diarrhea shit lmaoooo. Aint nobody care or want her philly so why make herself look single for 5 years. He admitted she was keeping him as a back up because he saw her post a pic with that same guy early 2019 then she deleted it 3 times then all pics with disappeared. He said while she was with that guy in the beginning she Try to contact him. He said after she supposedly broke up with him and claim she found someone else. And both of them lying and telling diff stories. He got a random weird text at night from an unknown number saying "Hi". It didn't say who it was or what it want. Then it called him on another day. He never answer . He said 100% its got to be her because at the time no one else has his number. If it's his family or coworkers they will say who they are. He said the ugly fat bitch always call him at night when he came back from kansas..it's her. So they both playing dumb ass games and refuse to delete each other off social media until I came in the picture and made him delete her. She was still in denial saying he deleted her because he wanted closure. After I said 3 times he deleted her because I told him too. That 50 yr old looking transvestite is crazy . I'm not scared of that fat fuck her glasses about to break from her fat triple chin face. She hide her body and she hide her fat triple chin face lmao. She smile like a clown in all her pics because she's hiding her triple chin. I think she got a disease. She looks 50 yr old. Wear big glasses that cover half her face and she got 3 bags under both eyes. All a sudden I reached out to them and she suddenly engaged asap and now married. She knows she's about to lose that homeless looking white dude she preyed on. The 40 yr old told me she found a younger guy but now he look fat and dirty just like her. He said anybody that dates that bitch will slowly become fat dirty and stupid . She is staying at a min wage job that someone got her the job . She can't find a job on her own or go to college or do anything. She is using Cougar tactics like asskissing, buying dudes gifts and posting corny posts to keep a man . The 40 yr old suspected deep down shes not happy with that white dude because he doesnt buy her gifts. He suspect the bitch regret breaking up with him . No female wants that stupid fat brown woman either so she went back to dudes.

like her. She put that lying married shit because she got caught and she knows she that guy might dump her. She use ass kissing tactics and buy guys food and gifts first . That's what the 40 yr old said. He said this fat Italian bitch bought him gifts and food and paid $100 sushi that's why he made her a computer buts it's from old Outdated parts .

Ugly curly hair bitch think she special playing games until I reach out. He bought me a $500 necklace, $1500 laptop , $350 purses and more shit and he stop me from moving. He didn't stop that curly hair pig from moving at all. She in Denial.

Her brown skin looks like diarrhea shit I bet she eat her own shit. Fat bitch with 3 chins. She tint her pics to make s elf look white. That's sad as hell and she hide her body for 5 years. This is a Mental disorder where u believe your own lies.

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I'm so excited !! I will be going to look at a house next year. It's not available on the market yet until the 16th. I am set on this house because of the area so I will wait to see what it looks like inside. I am set on it so I'm really hoping it's not a fucked up house. Whether I'm in a relationship or not I will have my OWN house. Unlike them homeless hoes that seek a relationship to have a place to stay. Or that stupid fat Italian bitch the crazy 40 yr old was with . If he wanted to be with her, he would have stopped her from moving when she was In philly. And also when she moved and he came to visit for 2 weeks . He would have rented an apartment already to prove he serious. I looked up rent in kansas its cheaper than philly. She know she ugly as fuck and she in denial and making herself sound like she's wanted. And also he tried to string me along saying stay with him in the current house for 5 years so when he sells it he makes more money to buy a bigger house. I'm already seeing alot red flags with him and his stupid ass homeless hoe family. Hes not speaking up for me .The sister and husband is unstable welcoming more runaway homeless bitches and then lying and making corny post to make them look good . That's the only bitch her fat son can get. A homeless hoe that is submissive because the min she argue with them she will be kicked out. They all liars and hoes looking to breed and get married so they have a place to stay .they said her family is rich, own properties, own a nail salon etc. but why is the bitch inside a fat dudes parents house to this day. If they are so rich why don't they get her an apartment or give her a house. Why does she have to park and stay in someone else's house for 2 years . They fronting and lying . I don't like people who ask about me behind my back, spying on me out of jealousy, making snide comments about my business but their shit stinks. and then hyping an actual loser bitch up. Her actions speak for herself and his neice is still homeless in her moms basement. I see why they both best friends. Two corny homeless bitches go hand in hand . Trust me , if her family is rich. They will never ever let her stay in some fat dudes parents house in the hood. They will make sure she goes to college and she has a place to stay. I don't lie like that and I don't need to hide my business . I'm praying if my realtor can check for an earlier date. The faster I get out the faster i feel like im free with my own space. I know the ugly ass fat bitch in kansas is jealous because i look better and is smarter she waiting for the relationship to end. He still has pics of me and him on fb. He can either apologize to me or be alone in his small piece of shit house. U can be in a relationship with other people and visit them from your own house. I'm done living with another piece of shit. It's all types of issues when one isn't working and doesn't have a life and their family is jealous of u and he's not speaking up. I didn't ask him for money back in early August 2020. This was before I even pass my exam and got thus job. We both decided he goes back to his mom's house to play his stupid league of legend game. The man downstairs didn't make any noise at that time because I wasn't really working. The man downstairs is another one of them welfare disability people that doesn't work they stalk u all day and watch your routine. I stopped talking to him at night for only one week. He hurried up and came back right away to open another internet in my apartment . Thats on him . He's crazy . If he didn't open internet in my house, I already have Comcast. We wouldn't see each other or argue. If I don't get that house I'm going to see then I will be really sad. But I don't know yet. Gotta wait till it hits the market .

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Tips For Success

It's been awhile since I have posted. I know there are some that actually found my blog because I see likes and reblogs. I don't have time to mess around with youtube editing. I been wanting to start a mental health youtube channel but I never got around to do it. I am super busy and I am not even married with NO kids haha.

I just want to say for those who are feeling alone, or they are with toxic people, whoever those toxic people are. Try your best to get all the help you need, and get the FUCK OUT of the situation and away from the toxic people in your life. I learned things the hard way and when I finally got away from all the toxic people in my life, I was already pushing my mid twenties . I am 31 yrs old and I still look super young and I sound young lol. This makes me a target everywhere I go. I developed a thick wall and I don't trust anybody really.

Remember, It is better to be Alone than to be with the wrong, jealous people who only want you close so they can destroy you. Pay attention to how people around you respond when you start to do well for yourself . When you start to do well , are the people around you happy, congratulating you and asking you to go out to eat or do anything because they see you winning? If they see you winning and they continue to make snide, sneaky jealous comments, they question you even further about your life and how you do things, and they don't seem happy for you... They give off weird bipolar vibes and they continue to pry into your business. Its time for you to block, delete, cut off contact, whatever you do, its time to burn bridges. The reason why I used the term "people around you" because there is alot in your social circle right. Friends, family, partner etc.

Let me tell you something. Writing my past and current situation would be like writing a script for a 3 hour movie. I am not going to bother but I have alot of experience dealing with fake, jealous, toxic, stalkerish people. I use to be scared of living alone and being alone. But meeting all this weird trash made me realize, ITS BETTER TO live alone, be alone, the right people will gravitate towards you over time. When you are alone and live alone. No one is jealous of you, no one is poking in your business, making sneaky jealous comments about you and what you are doing with your life. You work, you leave your job, you go find another job, you go back to school, whatever. You come home to peace and quiet and all of your things is there. If you dont have alot of things, trust me , over time you will buy things for your place. It takes time, dont worry about being broke or not having anything yet. The luxury is that no one is plotting against you when you live alone. I dont like living with room mates either because I like to have my own space and walk around naked, eat whenever I want. Like seriously, when you live alone, You run your life, you plan your meals, you learn how to be independent , you do whatever you want and you find yourself. Only then when you see what life is like without toxic people, you will find true happiness. Just be careful and watch your back when you live alone.

From what I have seen, jealous people who are failures are miserable and sneaky stalkers. They can't do anything by themselves and they are fake. It could be alot of reasons on how they are fake. They got a job because they knew someone and they never worked hard for what they want and they never worked hard to go look for a job by themselves. Maybe they dont have their own place they gotta Hoe around and be in fake relationships to move into someone else's house. Maybe they never worked hard a day in their life to get what they want, they always use other people to buy them shit or they was raised to be a loser and wait for family to provide them . They cant fend for themselves. They see you are something they are not so they will focus all their energy on you. I had this happen to me more than once I know what I am talking about.

They play like they are on your side at the beginning. They act super nice to you and understanding. Slowly over time, you will see that They can't mind they business . slowly over time, TRUST ME, you will sit there one day and ask yourself, "what is wrong with me, why is this person saying this and that about me, am I wrong or are they wrong. Am I crazy or its them thats crazy. why did I let them make all this comments about me and I didnt say anything back".

When you reach that stage where you are asking yourself this, you are dealing with a lowlife psychopath lmao. They are reversing their failures onto you. They are Projecting their personality onto you and they will try to disrespect you, then copy your personality and stalk every move you make. The outcome is that they want to start shit with you and fight you to slow you down on your success. Thats why its better to cut off contact and its not worth it.

There is actually a lot of discussion I found on Quora.com that was talking about jealous crazy people. Some girl responded to this person, she said why would you want to fight with someone who can't mind their own business. They have been waiting for the day to drag you down and by arguing and fighting them, you are giving them what they want.

Its almost like a ghost, a leech or a parasite all in one. They want you tied to them so they repeat the cycle of drama, jealous comments, drama and plotting, scheming, more drama. When you cut off all contact, you win the game and break the cycle. when you respond and choose to fight them , you are rebonding trash to yourself like a ghost following you around haunting you repeating the cycle. I had enough of this type of lowlife trash. They will fuck their own selves over anyways, dont bother and learn to be independent.

That's why I only hang with 2-3 people at a time to see who they are . I never involve myself in a large circle of friends and I dont give a fuck about how many friends and family I have left. I mind my business and focus on money, working, and real estate.

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T.D.F.F. - Kyo highlights

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If someone tries their best to get under your skin and bring you down, you are already winning and beating them in life. Low life haters fail to look beyond their horizons. They focus on the Present moment and focus on someones else's flaws and then try to shame the other person and expose their negativities. They do all this while hiding their own pathetic secrets and failures. These types of people have a jealous mental issue. Its best to recognize red flags and avoid them. They feel the need to get into other peoples business and start shit with someone else instead of worrying about their own life. Its not worth it and you will slowly become just like them if you respond, argue, waste time fighting with them. I learned this the hard way and it got to the point where I taught myself if I meet pieces of shit like that, it means Im doing the right thing with my life and achieving greater successs. I'm doing things my haters fail to do so they trying to bring me down. Too bad for them it's never going to work. I got my own mind. They don't have their own mind that's why they stalk other peoples success. -Melancholybliss992

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Psychology rant part II: Throughout the years while I was working and going to college at the same time ; I eventually switched to taking online classes so I can work full time. I have encountered jealous, psychotic pieces of shit such as the ones I described in the post below. They would try to psych me out by asking me do I got friends, what family members I got left. Does anyone worry about me since i live alone. Lmao bum sorry ass rats. I got my own car, found a job on my own, got certified on my own, paid for my own state exam fees, got my own apartment. Does it look like I worry about having friends and what family I got left??? They are just miserable and pathetic. They cant do anything on their own and can't live by themselves. They cant get their own place and move out so they focus on me. I enjoy having a bum bitch fan club. It keeps me motivated and entertained. At the end of the day, I know myself and I can fend on my own. My haters just gossip about me in their fan club worrying about me having friends and family while they go nowhere in life. I appreciate my bum bitch fan clubs. I have elevated so high because of these fan clubs. It's like If you have so many friends and family that love you, why are you still broke with no house of your own, no life, no credit ,no morals. What happened to your bum rat circles? I'm alone but I'm already SET. I don't go out my way to seek a rat circle to fit in. My bum bitch fanclubs is the best. This is why I stay true to myself and mind my own business . -Melancholybliss92

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Cafe de l’Epoque

One of the most beautiful facades in Paris. A few steps from the Palais Royal, the Musée du Louvre and very close to the Galerie Vivienne you can find this wonderful place.

ph. Carolina Idno

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Gackt Videos

A list of my favorite videos of Gackt: He did the theme song Redemption for Final Fantasy 7

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I haven't gotten back to my Jrock fandom for awhile now since I grew up LOL. It was mostly during my teen years I got into japanese rock music because it had a different sound to it. I also listen to american rock bands as well. I recently started listening to all of Gackt's old songs and albums. Upon browsing through news and gossip of him. It appears he fled to Malaysia and has a house over there, while often visiting Japan. He was caught up in booty scandals, tax evasion, rape accusations and he went on hiatus in September 2021 due to his health problems. Frankly, I dont think its his health issues. Hes a fitness trainer on the side and does taekwondo. I think its his booty call scandals LOL. Click to see the photos I've gathered hehe. My favorite songs from him is Sakura Chiro, Redemption, Ghost, Mizerable, Longing, Setsugekka, Returner, Claymore

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Speak of her over my grave

And watch how she brings me to life.

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Psychology rant part II: Throughout the years while I was working and going to college at the same time ; I eventually switched to taking online classes so I can work full time. I have encountered jealous, psychotic pieces of shit such as the ones I described in the post below. They would try to psych me out by asking me do I got friends, what family members I got left. Does anyone worry about me since i live alone. Lmao bum sorry ass rats. I got my own car, found a job on my own, got certified on my own, paid for my own state exam fees, got my own apartment. Does it look like I worry about having friends and what family I got left??? They are just miserable and pathetic. They cant do anything on their own and can't live by themselves. They cant get their own place and move out so they focus on me. I enjoy having a bum bitch fan club. It keeps me motivated and entertained. At the end of the day, I know myself and I can fend on my own. My haters just gossip about me in their fan club worrying about me having friends and family while they go nowhere in life. I appreciate my bum bitch fan clubs. I have elevated so high because of these fan clubs. It's like If you have so many friends and family that love you, why are you still broke with no house of your own, no life, no credit ,no morals. What happened to your bum rat circles? I'm alone but I'm already SET. I don't go out my way to seek a rat circle to fit in. My bum bitch fanclubs is the best. This is why I stay true to myself and mind my own business . -Melancholybliss92

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If someone tries their best to get under your skin and bring you down, you are already winning and beating them in life. Low life haters fail to look beyond their horizons. They focus on the Present moment and focus on someones else's flaws and then try to shame the other person and expose their negativities. They do all this while hiding their own pathetic secrets and failures. These types of people have a jealous mental issue. Its best to recognize red flags and avoid them. They feel the need to get into other peoples business and start shit with someone else instead of worrying about their own life. Its not worth it and you will slowly become just like them if you respond, argue, waste time fighting with them. I learned this the hard way and it got to the point where I taught myself if I meet pieces of shit like that, it means Im doing the right thing with my life and achieving greater successs. I'm doing things my haters fail to do so they trying to bring me down. Too bad for them it's never going to work. I got my own mind. They don't have their own mind that's why they stalk other peoples success. -Melancholybliss992

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