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“Well fuck here i am in love with the devil. The devil who holds my hand always. Will always make sure i’m in her sight, and will always always make sure i am close enough to be protected. She’s my devil and i’m her angle.”

-Jayjaysavestheday

#lgbt #lesbian #borderline personality disorder #love #bpd #writers #writing #in love #wlw

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My heart can't take another heart break..so dear God let it be you.

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#wlw #lgbt #lesbian #love #heartbreak #in love

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dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat dont eat

its not worth the weight

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👏🏾Education 👏🏾is 👏🏾a 👏🏾right,👏🏾 not👏🏾 a👏🏾 service 👏🏾

Pass along and use the shit out of them

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Late at night I stay awake. I can't sleep. My demons keep me awake and no matter how i try to drown them out with that 100 proof. They will always know how to swim So i sit and stare at my wall. waiting to fall asleep, before my brain tears itself apart.

Jayjaysavestheday

#depression #depressing #bpd #borderline personality disorder #sad #writing #writers

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so i’ve seen this around a lot and i always felt like the version i listened to just. didn’t have everything? sO! i edited together my three favourite versions of the tik tok sea shanty! enjoy!!

(listen with headphones if possible!)

(yes i know the ending is bad oKaY-)

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You keep breaking my heart and I keep letting you, because I know I deserve it.

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#heartbroken #missing you #lgbt #wlw #poem #poetry #poet #sad #depressed

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I try to starve this pain

This sorrow

This misery

But the writer in me feeds from it,

Indulging on my heartache.

-JF-

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where did i go wrong? you lost a friend somewhere along the bitterness, If you had stayed up all night maybe you would have saved my life

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#depressed #depression #borderline personality disorder #bpd #anxiety #anxious #ed #eating disorder #trigger warning #tw #sad #sadness #sad boy #sad girl

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suddenly remembered this poem as i was making breakfast this morning & frantically googled “poem remembered to buy eggs?????????” & somehow managed to find it & it utterly knocked the wind out of me just as much as when i first read it