ilovefoodwithallmylife

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Aww- This was so Fluffy💕

Bayverse Optimus prime who is soulmates with a female human reader who is like Mitsuri Kanroji from Demon slayer/Kimetsu no Yaiba (KNY) (Headcanons💕🚛)

GIF is made by rochellenorlund1990

A/N: This takes place in movies 2-3 'cause I'm still recovering from sadness, and I had this idea in my head for a while, since it's just the reader having Mitsuri's personality, meaning no demons exist and the reader is no Hashira (Demon slayer) and, this is a crossover

Warnings: Slight OOC, light jealousy, reader has a pet, Crossover, Fluff, light injuries, insecurities, emotional bullying towards the reader, mention of reader's (Mitsuri) backstory, Demon slayer/Kimetsu no Yaiba Manga Spoilers, angst, slightly suggestive on 1 headcanon, and Spoilers for Transformers movies 2-3.

•Oh my Primus, you're so pure??? He cannot handle how loving, gentle, and, kindhearted you are! He's been a fan of humans for a while, you then come along as well and made him adore the species than he already has. Not only that, when you accepted him as your one true love not even having a glimpse of fear or disgust on the Prime? He couldn't be more than happy.

•Optimus finds it cute when, you rant about things you're passionate about, especially about love and many more. But he doesn't mind, seeing you being joyful and spending time with him, makes Optimus feel contented.

•The Autobot leader gets flushed by your affections towards him, sure he's a Prime, strong, and not showing weaknesses both physical and emotional, but with you, he's like pudding. You can see Energon-blush on his faceplates, if you show any intimacy, like when you call him nicknames or just you giving a short peck on him. When Optimus got his holoform made by NEST (Or maybe Ratchet) you were very happy that you pulled him into a hug, which caused his face to be in your chest, you immediately pulled away and apologized for being so careless of not seeing him being uncomfortable, he said that it's alright, but Optimus' face had red-like blush.

•This bot is a little surprised, that when he compliments you, your face starts to bright red, and thank him for it. You always love to praise and admire him, but when you get complimented you start to become bashful for it. Once you told him that you're not used to kind words and attention from him. Optimus understands and would give you often flattering remarks since you always flatter him.

•He's slightly taken back yet, impressed by your extreme strength for a human, he found out how strong you are, when you arm wrestled Epps, and you were able to beat him off in minutes, and, when you effortlessly carried some boxes, with a heavyweight. So as long you don't hurt yourself he won't have to worry. If you do get injured, he's going to tell you to be more careful when carrying dangerous objects.

•His fellow Autobots love to tease him, about your relationship on how you both are such a cute couple. Prime's are usually serious and have a stoic expression or look, lastly having their emotions in check, but you managed to break that. It's very amusing for them when they see him being flustered by you, (Mostly for Mirage and Sideswipe, sometimes Ironhide and Ratchet) 'cause they have never seen their leader being so shy.

•Now, he isn't someone with full acknowledgment when it comes to human marriage. But, he would love to have one with you, and you feel the same way. You talk about how much you love him and wish to be together. Which some reasons why Prime is flustered with you.

•When you tell him about how were mistreated, by people when you were younger, calling you "unladylike" or how much of a "freak" you are with bizarre strength, and how your fianće just left you saying harsh words, that made you have the feeling of needing to change yourself, forcing yourself to eat less, acting weak and mellow, and not be so energetic, just for the sake of other's view on you. And Optimus was displeased learning about how were other humans mean to you. He feels his spark ache, when you ask him, while tears form in the corners of your eyes, that if he genuinely loves you, if he accepts you for who you are, and has no need to change yourself just for him? Optimus assures you that he does love you for the person you are and how he accepts you honestly, and he says that there is no need for your change, you're his amazing significant other who he swears to always love and protect with all his life.

•Of course, when Optimus feels down, you are there for him. He at first, will just try to hide the fact that he's not feeling alright, but you somehow gently convince him, to not hide his emotions and he can tell you anytime, when he feels upset, for the fact that he was there to comfort you, and you will gladly do the same for your soulmate. With that, he told you about his problems, struggles, and, worries. You reassure Optimus, that everything will be ok, you know he's strong he'll overcome this you understand he does his best to lead his comrades and be a good leader for his Autobots. He deeply appreciates that your always are there for him when he needs to get things out of his mind.

•When you and Optimus get to spend time together, the two of you would just cuddle down together and talk about your days, or when Optimus got his holoform, you were more than excited to go outside dates with him, and Optimus agrees. You guys would just have a peaceful picnic together in a lovely garden, with blooming flowers and fresh plants. Or you teach Optimus how to make food, I can see you and the Prime, baking snacks or cooking food together as a date, you help him with instructions in doing so that, in the end, you have delicious sweets and food. There are even photos of you and him cooking and baking together.

•There's this one time that Optimus tried to make sakura mochi for you since he heard it's one of your favorites. You were cheery when he made some for you and, when you took a bite, it wasn't quite bad! You compliment him by saying how considerate he is, and how you know he did his best, he made the sakura mochi with love, since it was for you after all. Which caused him to be all lovey-dovey from it. He finds your appetite interesting, though he's slightly concerned that you might each too much food, to the point you'll hurt yourself, but you reassure him that you can manage and take the food you eat.

•You would make flower crowns for him, and place them on his head when he's using his holoform. You also talk about how you were able to make the flower crowns, and Optimus gladly listens to you. You guys have a photo of you two wearing flower crowns together.

•Optimus gets lightly jealous when you compliment and praise other Autobots or people. He'd sulk in the corner while waiting for you, to be done talking to them. But, if you start the get uneasy he'll intervene telling them, that they should leave you alone and, how you're not interested.

•After knowing he was jealous, you get a bit surprised, you assure him saying that you love him truly, and promise to never abandon him for somebody else while indulging with PDA, which once again got him flushed.

•The reason Prime gets flustered by your actions, is that he's not used to so much love and attention in his life ever since the war came, he gets too serious and strict at times. But when he's with you remembers and learns how to be young again.

•He finds out you're an animal lover when you introduced your bunny to him. Optimus is mostly someone who I'd think to prefer dogs, but no worries, he is kind and gentle with your pet and, your bunny likes him, due to him being so caring towards her. Your bunny would sometimes cling onto Optimus when she gets the chance.

•When Optimus uses his holoform, you treat him with your savoring and sweet snacks, that he finds sweet of you. After every meal or snack you give him, he always tells you how delicious and amazing your food and treats are, you smile and happily thank him, with a pink-like blush on your cheeks.

•He's not one to know a lot about human fashion, however, he thinks that the clothes you wear when it comes to occasions, like dates, parties, and, many more. Optimus can't help but smile when he sees you in gorgeous clothes, dressed up with your beautiful smile on your face.

•You're not someone who does art, however, one day you wondered if you ask or offer Optimus that you'll paint him temporary designs. He allows you to do so.

•Prime is interested on seeing on what you could do on making blue and red flames look good. He sits down still so that you can work comfortably and can not mess his paint up and won't have to worry about removing any paint

•Once you're finished with you're output, Optimus appriciates the result, and wait until the paint wears off.

•I imagine that one day, it was raining and out of boredom you wanted to play in the rain. You also wanted to ask your boyfriend to join you.

•Optimus was in his holoform, you run up to him and ask if he wants to play with you in the rain. He's someone to begin to worry that the rain might get you sick.

•But you reassure him, that you have raincoats for you and him. He's not someone to like rain after hearing that it can make humans sick. But he can't say no to you, can he?

•So when you both go outside you happily talk to him about how you feel happy that he agreed to go on with you. He would silently complain about it mentally, but he shuts himself up when he sees how happy you are <3

•Overall a relationship with Optimus having a Mitsuri-like girlfriend, would be a balancing, loving, and, peaceful relationship together.

•You both would encourage and help each other, spend time together when you both can, and how Optimus commits to cherish and guard you with every moment he has with you.

GIF is made by wisteriasweets

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Just a small reminder everyone, my exams are coming in a few days, so I need to focus on studying before I'll work on requests.😭

#i hate schoooool #school is kicking my ass #hope it's okay #hope u understand #yeah <3

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Alternative AU to "Love doesn't always end with a happily ever after..."

A/N: Ya'll I just had this idea while scrolling through Tik-Tok, and this is a reference to my Angst Bay OP x Human Reader Oneshot if you wanna read here;

These contain spoilers for the one-shot, but not really lol. This kinda a small angst story if the Reader meets Quintessa, and Optimus doesn't get mind-controlled by her. And just to say that Quintessa is being an evil glitch here😒🙄...

Warnings: Spoilers for Transformers TLK, Angsty stuff, Potential Character Death, Violence, Cursing, Talk/Hints of Manipulation and Torture, Injuries, and, Quintessa (She needs a warning of her own).

She laughs like a witch.

"Of course, you and Optimus could've been together!" Quintessa taunts you. Your eyes widen, feeling angry and perplexed at the wicked god who captured your beloved leader. "W-What the hell do you mean by that!?" You rage out to her.

"Tsk, Don't you get it human?" Quintessa says gratingly. "Optimus loved you from the start, he was only simply scared of his feelings." She cooed, and you grasp shock taking over the state of her words. He was scared?

"For all his earnestness, he didn't know how to act around you, and you know Prime always carries burdens on his own." The scheming Deity cackles, while you process what she said. All this time he loves you, but he hid them out of fear, not knowing how to act around you?

You clench your fists in wrath, "H-How are you aware of this!?" Quintessa snickers "I'm his Creator, I will feel his emotions and see what he goes through."

She continues, "I've also observed how his spark feels warm when he's near you, and it's loathsome to discover..." Her optics cringes in dissatisfaction at him for his affections towards you. "I suppose that now you and his minions intruded on my chambers, you're looking for Prime, aren't you?" She mockingly addresses, you glare at her in disgust.

"Now now, don't look at me like that fleshy, I had just given Optimus a little lesson for refusing to work with me." An evil grin appears on her faceplates, before you could say anything, huge doors open, it was a foggy sight, though you then see two guards carelessly dragging an enormous bot that seemed like...Optimus?

Once the view was clear it is Optimus that was dragged by them, he was then roughly thrown to the ground. He appears to be; bruised, hurt, and injured, and he's unconscious as well. You feel horrified at what you learn.

You run and cling to him, "O-Optimus! Please get up! It's me (Name)! Can't you hear me!?" You cry out helplessly while Quintessa giggles sadistically. "Your screams to attempt to wake him are useless and pitiful to hear." She teases you.

Becoming more pissed off than before you screech at her; "YOU WRETCHED MONSTER! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM!?" as you felt tears swell your eyelids. Annoyed, she rolls her optics and responds "Like what I said, just a little lesson."

Quintessa maniacally chuckles, "It's too late worm, his wounds are severe to heal and his mind isn't in a good state. Give up already."

Witnessing how she harms Optimus and many others irritates you to the bone. You want to do something, no- anything! But in reality, you can't. You're a tiny weak human, who can do nothing else but, wish for your Prime to be back...

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Btw, gurl...

DID U JUST F#@K#*G CURSE IN ONE OF UR COMMENTS??!?!?!!?

Uhhhhh...Kinda😅

#oops

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Requests are Closed!

#requests #closed #requests closed

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

OH FRAG-

DAYM BAY OP IS GOING APE SH!T WITH NO HESITATION AT ALL-

BUT THIS IS AMAZING!💖

Part 2 here!

This was so fun to make, and I was so excited to share this with you guys!

#transformers #transformers x reader #tfp #tfp x reader #optimus prime #bayverse optimus prime #tfp optimus prime #tfp megatron #reblog #not mine #not my art #not my work

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

hi it's the anon who can't ask things properly 😭😭 yes! a female human please :) I'm sorry for all the trouble :(

Lol- It's fine really! I'm not mad or annoyed at you :)

But, thank you for clarifying your request! ^^

#answered #tfp #optimus prime #tf #tfp optimus prime x reader

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

I am so sorry 😂 I DROPPED MY PHONE AND MY ASK SENT BEFORE I WAS DONE SKDBSKSNSK I forgot to add that (I requested the OP with a reader that lives to embarrass him) I would like x human reader! I'm so sorry for all the trouble 😭😭

Ah it's alright, no worries :)

But, since the original request you sent was a human female reader right? And I appreciate that you clarified that S/O is human, however, is S/O (Human) still female or gender-neutral? Please state if s/o is still going to be a girl or not-

Thank you!

#Question #transformers #tfp optimus prime #tfp

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Can we get tfp arcee cuddle hc's with human fem s/o? The bike lady needs affection ^-^

A/N: Of course! Here you go.😊 GIF is not mine, credits go to the original creator.

Warnings: A bit of Angst? (Mention of Past Argument), Kinda short, and, Fluff.

•Arcee is not used to PDA or Physical Affection due to the war, so it would take a while for her to accept cuddles and such.

•When she becomes comfortable with you showing physical affection, She lightly teases you for bringing up the idea to cuddle her.

•Though, Arcee knows how affectionate you can be.

•If she's in Bot Form, she gently cradles you in her servos and brings you close to her chassis. <3

•And you'll both talk about how things are recently going on, how both are you feeling, and all of that.

•If she's in her holoform, Arcee will be a bit taken back by your action, when you first hug her, though slowly she lets herself relax gently in your embrace with a soft smile. <3

•It's rare to see her be so sweet. Because there are only a few who can get Arcee to smile like that.

•While in holoform, she'll gently caress your hair while you both snuggle or give you a cheek or forehead kiss. <3

•She'll even let you cuddle her if you two are watching movies or shows out of boredom together.

•It's also a good opportunity to spend time and relax with each other. <3

•Sometimes, when she feels down or after making up because of an argument, you and her cuddle as a sign of "I'm always here for you" or "I'm sorry for earlier, I love you". <3

•And if she's feeling romantic- she'll say "Thank you, for being here with me (Name), I love you..." you blush at her sudden statement but, you then smile happily and return an "I love you too, Arcee." <3

•If she feels bold, Arcee will lean her face in yours and kiss you so passionately, she thinks it's cute when you blush or when you're flustered. <3

•Overall, it'll surely get time for Arcee to receive physical affection from you, but as time flies, she'll allow herself to be close to you as she puts more trust in love in the relationship. <3

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

hihi! just here to say I love your writing :) ❤️

Aww, Thank you very much!💕 I'm not very confident with my writing at times, so thank you! :)

#thank you #thanks #<333 #answered

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

I don't know if you are taking requests or not,but if possible could you do a HC or anything with both Bayverse and TFP Prime with S/O. They are in a relationship that is hidden, but s/o does something that S/o didn't know offended the Autobots and makes Prime angry. Can you have it end with some warm fluffy fluff?

I accept your request but, can you please specify if S/O is Human or Cybertronian? Because in my "Rules + Who I write for!" post, (You'll see it on my Pinned Post) is that I claim I both do Human and Alien Readers. Thank you!

#answered #transformers #optimus prime #questions

[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

i love your transformers works so much💕. May i request for ratchet, optimus, knockout, and soundwave for the prompt where their s/o easily gets carsickness so they usually pass out when their mech is traveling in their alt mode.

A/N: Thank you! ^^ and here it is! GIFs aren't mine, credits go to the original creators. I assume that this is TFP because Knockout is mentioned in this request. And S/O is human since it says about having sickness. I hope you won't find this bad-

Because I just feel like they might seem OOC😔

Warnings: Car/Motion Sickness, Violence/Fighting, Passing out, Angst, Some parts may look short, Badmouthing/Bullying, A bit of Crack, Cursing, Comfort, and Fluff.

Ratchet:

•He's a medic so he'll research your sickness and will find ways for your condition to do little things to not get worse every time whenever you ride in his alt-mode.

•He almost had a spark attack when your first passed out in his alt-mode. Did he do something wrong? Are you hurt? Is it because of him?

•The bot would ask June for advice on how for you to deal with your motion sickness and will be able to put up with it.

•Ratchet won't admit it, but he feels frustrated and a bit useless that he doesn't have much knowledge about your condition.

•He makes sure that you do the effective ways for you to slow down your motion sickness, even if it's big or small, Ratchet at least wants you to feel better.

•If you ever just feel like a burden to him because he has to take care of you so greatly he'll shush you gently.

•Ratchet tells you that you are not a burden, you are his significant other who he loves and cherishes and will take care of properly.

•And he makes sure that his temper won't get the best of him no matter how hamstring it is, he makes sure he's gentle and caring with you whenever you don't feel well. <3

Optimus Prime:

•Just like Ratchet, Optimus will search on the web about your condition and will find ways to lessen it or other ways to make you feel better.

•He'll also ask for help from June about your sickness and seek guidance to ensure that you will not get hurt.

•Optimus feels very glum that he may not be able to do much for you when it comes to your condition. But he knows that he can gently comfort you when you feel down.

•Prime is a very patient mech. So whenever you feel anxious or uneasy he understands and will send you back to base to rest by a ground bridge of course-

•If you ever feel like an inconvenience to him, Optimus will lovingly reassure you that you are not a thing that just makes it hard for him to help you.

•He says that he loves you so much, that he'll never think of you as such things. You're one of the people who he vows to love and protect with his life.

•The metal giant admits that he also feels devastated about your sickness, but he'll never give up on seeing you being happy and healthy.

•So every step of the way on making you feel better, Optimus is kind, loving, and, gentle. He may feel sorrowful that he cannot do much to make your sickness go away, but he promises that he'll always love you and won't ever leave you . <3

Knockout:

•He's also researching the best that he can so he could have ideas about your condition and suggest ways to make it not so unfortunate for you every time you ride his alt-mode.

•Just like Ratchet, he was panicked as hell when you first passed out when he was driving-

•He thought, that he did something to make you black out, but it was just your car sickness.

•If anyone in the Nemesis badmouths about you and your sickness, well they should be ready to be harshly yelled at with rude insults.

•Overall, he's pissed seeing how they treat you, and Knockout will forever hold a grudge against that certain bot.

•If you feel horrible about yourself and how he always has to be careful when he drives Knockout isn't the best in comfort. But he'll reassure you that you're not something that makes things difficult for him.

•You're his lovely partner who he loves and cares about. And if you want to watch movies with him if that'll cheer you up, Knockout allows you to do so.

•Or the Red mech will get you Ice-cream if you want it and won't be sad later on, he'll get it for you. Don't ask questions about how Knockout got the Ice-Cream, as long it makes you happy is all that matters to him. <3

Soundwave:

•Well, his alt-mode is for flight and I don't see Soundwave gliding through the sky for fun.

•But, he may be a silent mech and not show many emotions to you, he deeply cares for you. Like the others, when he first heard about your carsickness, he did research on it to gain more information about your condition.

•Once he sees the effects it does to you, Soundwave now activates a ground bridge portal for you, it's almost now and then.

•Though, clearly he can't do that all the time because he's aware that other humans can see you just walking out of a random portal, which will cause suspicion.

•Soundwave would feel worried, about your condition. Regardless of how he doesn't freely express his emotions, it can be seen through his actions. Sometimes he'll ask you if it's alright if you'll be with Lazerbeak for a while when he's busy with work on the ship.

•If anybody bullies you because of your sickness, Soundwave will put a stop to it by swiftly getting in between you and whoever is hurting you in any way.

•Whether or not they're stupid enough to continue, without hesitation he'll ruthlessly and silently beat the scrap out of them. And then just bring you with him.

•If you feel upset about your state, just like Knockout, not very the best in comfort, even so, he offers silent comfort. Soundwave would even activate his Mass-Displacement form, and give you cuddles if that's what you want. <3

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Hello! I noticed requests were open and I was wondering if you could make headcanons (or a short story if you prefer) for platonic guardian Ratchet where the reader accidentally calls him dad. You don't have to do this if you don't want to, either way have a nice day and remember to drink water. :)

A/N: Yeah sure! Thank you for the kind reminders ^^ I also kinda made this angsty on the first part, oops- I assume that Reader is human because "Dad" is human terms. GIF is not mine, credits go to the original owner. Here you go, and I hope you won't find this bad :)

Warnings: Angst, Kinda short?, and, Fluff at the end but it turns Angsty again-

•As much grumpy Ratchet is, he has a soft spot for children. Before the war started he always wanted to become a Sire and, have a sparkling of his own.

•But now, it's unfortunate that the war came by, making him so bitter of himself.

•I also feel like Ratchet wanted the kids to leave the base because they just remind him of the young sparklings back on Cybertron that he wasn't able to save :(

•So when you call him "Dad" by accident he freezes. Do you see him as a father figure? Someone, to look up to? Am I really a parent to them?

•He just doesn't know how to react at first, Ratchet would mutter his words and look so surprised that you called him "Dad".

•Which would lead both of you into a very awkward and silent situation. But later once he's not feeling so shocked from earlier. Ratchet will confront you about it.

•The medic will apologize for his actions from earlier, for acting weird and all that-

•And if you will apologize as well, he'll stop you from doing it. Saying that it's alright he's just taken back.

•After the situation the aftermath is that Ratchet seems more protective over you than he usually is. Yes, (Name) Ratchet is now your Robot-Dad for life-

•Be prepared to be smothered or experience seeing him being a mother hen- especially when you get injured big or small. Still, He's going to scold you for being reckless and not being careful.

•Ratchet swears on his spark that he'll never let anything horrible happen to you. He's no fighter but, he'll do the best he can to protect you, even if it means sacrificing himself...<\3

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

Rules + Who I write for!

Rules;

•Character limit for requests is only allowed up to 4.

•Must be x reader and I will not accept oc requests.

•The themes I write will be; Angst, Fluff, Comfort, Crack/Funny, Gore themes. I'm not bothered writing themes or depression like Death/Sucide or Abuse. So, if you want to request those type of themes, that's alright. However, I'm don't do Yandere, Cheating, and, NSFW themes. But I'll allow slightly suggestive themes.

•I only do Female or Gender Neutral readers. I'm not the best in Male readers.

•I won't write any themes of Pedophilia, Homophobia, Rape, Transphobia, Maps, Racism, and such. Those type of things make me feel iffy, requests like that will be deleted. Please don't bring up those kind of stuff here.

•I'll only do headcanons and for now- I'm not the best in oneshots and scenarios.

•Please be patient with me when I do requests, I can be busy with schoolwork or projects for school. Writing takes time and cannot be rushed.

•I will do crossovers! But if it's a character I'm not very familiar with, I might have to turn your request down.

•I don't mind if you sumbit or share fics to me as long if it is not 18+/NSFW or Yandere content.

•Mostly I'll write here Nonhuman x Human stuff here, if you're uncomfortable with it, feel free to not read. But I'll also do Alien reader like, "Optimus Prime x Cybertronian Reader".

•I'll allow AU's! Like, Hanahaki AU, Soulmates AU, and, etc. But, I won't do shattered glass- I might butcher thier character if I will allow it.

•For Transformers Please Specify what continuity you want, I might do what you're not requesting.

•I do both Platonic and Romantic!

•I allow Polyamorous Relationships!

•I'll close Requests when I reach 10 of it.

•For now, the Fandoms that are open to be requested are Demon Slayer and Transformers. Don't worry though, I'll expand more when I feel ready to write for them.

Who I write for;

TRANSFORMERS;

TFP:

-Autobots: Optimus Prime, Ratchet, Ultra Magnus, Bulkhead, Wheeljack, Arcee, Smokescreen, and, Bumblebee.

-Decepticons: Megatron, Starscream, Soundwave, Shockwave, Breakdown, Knockout, and, Predaking.

BAYVERSE:

-Autobots: Optimus Prime, Drift, Bumblebee, Ironhide, Ratchet, Crosshairs, Sideswipe, Hound, and, Hot-Rod.

-Decepticons: Megatron, Starscream, and, Barricade.

DEMON SLAYER/KIMETSU NO YAIBA (KNY);

-Demon slayers: Tanjiro Kamado, Zenitsu Agatsuma, Kanao Kocho, Genya Shinazugawa, Inosuke Hashibira, and, Nezuko Kamado (PLATONIC).

-Hashiras: Giyuu Tomioka, Shinobu Kocho, Sanemi Shinazugawa, Obanai Iguro, Mitsuri Kanroji, and, Kyojuro Rengoku.

-Uppermoons: Muzan Kibutsuji, Daki, Kokushibou, and, Akaza.

-Extras: Kanae Kocho, Lady Tamayo, Yushiro, and, Aoi Kanzaki.

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

TFP Wheeljack x Human Reader (Headcanons)

A/N: Help- I feel like some these are cringy-😭 But anyways GIF ain't mine, credits go to the original owner.

Warnings: Short, Very Fluffy-, Flirting, Mention of getting hurt, Light Angst?, and, Crack.

•Heh, despite how smug and teasful he is and acts like he's the coolest wrecker out there in the world, he has a HUGE soft spot just for you. <3

•He has so many nicknames for you- there's pumpkin, princess/prince, babe, love, darling, shortie, and, the list goes on...

•But mainly he'll use sunshine and of course sweetspark.

•This bot loves it when you give him nicknames as well. Especially if you use "Jackie".

•He even loves it more when you use it when you tell Wheeljack that you love him. <3

•"I love you Jackie." you'd say and Wheeljack chuckles and would teasingly reply with "And, I love you more sweetspark." <3

•He loves going out on adventures a lot. So expect to spend with him is by having rides in the Jackhammer together. <3

•Wheeljack thinks you're cute when you look happy or when you're having fun together with him. <3

•He loves cuddles. <3 The wrecker makes sure that he's careful when he snuggles with you.

•Because, he's aware of how huge he is and how he can easily hurt you. That's why Wheeljack becomes gentle when you cuddle together.

•Though, when he hugged you in his holoform, he refused to let go. How can he even let you go? You are so adorable and soft!

•Not to mention he gets to see how lovely you are, up close. Wheeljack always says that you are gorgeous but when he sees more of you, he clings to you-

•So, even if you have work to do, he'll still be so close to you-

•Work all you want (Name), that won't stop him from being all touchy when he wants cuddles and smooches from you-

•This mech can be so random at times-

•Like- Out of nowhere he picks you up on his servo and gives you cheek or forehead kisses-

•Even when he flirts with you, he also does it so bluntly and so teasing- "Hey sweetspark, just checkin' out how, beautiful you are today ;)"

•Make sure to be on your guard when you are with Jackie 'cause again at times he can be so random- But, you still love him either way. <3

•Miko and Bulkhead ships both of you to the max- Bulkhead is glad that his old buddy found someone that he loves and Miko thinks you both make a cute couple. <3

•Overall, even though how cocky and bold, he may be, Wheeljack loves you so much with all his spark. <3

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

A/N: Since you didn't specify if the Reader is in a relationship with Optimus, These two ain't together- GIF isn't mine, credits go to the original owner. I feel like this can be seen as Romantic or Platonic. I hope you saw my post where I won't include Bay Optimus, 'cause Predaking isn't in Bayverse. And I hope this doesn't look bad-😔

Warnings: TFP season 3 Spoilers, Light Angst, Jealousy, Kinda short, Mentions of Violence/Fighting and being injured, and Ig a bit of fluff at the end-

•Optimus is very concerned and worried when he first sees you fangirling over Predaking.

•Predaking is the Autobots' Enemy, need I remind you he badly injured his fellow Autobots?

•So he warns and scolds you about the Predacon, which makes you feel all pouty.

•But that does not stop you from fangirling over him. Which then will start Optimus' jealousy.

•When Optimus is jealous he mostly is the type to hide his feelings about it and respond to the situation properly and maturely.

•And it's not that surprising that he can hide his jealousy pretty well.

•The reason why he warns you so much is that he just wants you to not get hurt or injured.

•It makes him feel guilty himself when he sees someone he cares about in pain, even knowing that he can defend you as well.

•Though, Predaking is one of Prime's enemies, so for the part expect some warnings from him-

•However, he makes sure that he doesn't constantly remind you how dangerous and violent the Predacon can be.

•It's because he's aware that he might annoy you if he does it. Optimus is considered much when it comes to things like emotions.

•So he makes sure that he won't cross the line.

•You also appreciate how Optimus doesn't always bug you about Predaking, so you then thank him and praise him for not being so rude and narcissistic about you fangirling over him.

•Optimus then has a small rare smile on his faceplates and tells you that there is no need to thank him, as long you're happy and safe is all that makes him feel glad. <3

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[ilovefoodwithallmylife]

*uGlY sObBiNg*😭

This fic really hurt man-💔

Hello

I just saw your post with the fragile SO and honestly I loved it sooo much ❤️

Now I wanted to request kinda of a follow up. Like what if before you died you wrote them a letter, saying how much you love them and how they made your last days on earth so memorable and stuff like that. And they found it, like maybe a month or so after your death. How would they all react? (I'm specially curious of Capitano because you said you thought he would think that he killed you 😭)

I really love your writing and I plan to make more request in the future 👋

-🦎

♡𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐅𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐥𝐞/𝐖𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐢𝐞𝐝 ♡

synopsis: The Harbingers are made of steel, unflinching in any possible situation. But it seems that even such strong beings falter in the face of their lover's death, especially after they find a letter you left behind. Can be read as a part 2 to this.

includes: all harbingers (platonic pulcinella) w/ gn! reader

notes: Hop on the angst train, everyone. This is the first completely angsty thing I've written, and probably one of my favorites + longest pieces. I hope you enjoy this sadness, anon...!

Pierro:

Pierro carried on. He went about his day, filing paperwork, assigning duties to new recruits. What could he do? There was no time to mourn. The entire Fatui depended on his guidance and orders. He couldn’t just drop everything to fully devote himself to grieving you. But everyone knew - in any spare moment he had, he was thinking about you. Thinking about how he used to be able to go home to you waiting for him. Thinking about the walks he took with you that were heartwarming despite the body-chilling temperature. Thinking about when you were alive.

It was another day when one of your maids came to him with a piece of paper. Of course, she was terrified at being in the presence of the Harbinger, but she presented a folded piece of paper to him, stating that she had found it while cleaning your room. Pierro hadn’t been in there for a while. He was consciously trying his best to avoid it, choosing to pick up work instead. He nodded and the maid quickly scurried out of the room. It was most likely a final memento from you. He should honor that, he thought as he took off his mask.

Dear Pierro,

Hello there, my love. I hope your day wasn’t too tiring. I know how you’re always swamped with your Fatui business and such. You’re the head Harbinger, you know! You should definitely abuse your power to get some more days off. You didn’t hear that from me though, not like I wanna keep you to myself or anything. Totally not because I’m dying to spend some more time with you before I quite literally die. 

You know, sometimes I wish I was a Fatui soldier just so that I could admire you from afar some more. Those recruits are damn lucky, getting to see you more than I do. I don’t mean to complain though. I’m still tremendously grateful for everything you’ve done for me. I’ve had the pleasure of enjoying the best moments of my life with you. Yeah, even when I made jokes you still had that stoic look on your face but it was still hilarious. I loved when you would wrap me in your coat and tell me stories about Khaenri’ah. Even when you weren’t here, I loved when these random recruits would be scurrying to my room every so often to deliver your handwritten notes. 

Truly, there’s no life I’d rather live than this one… minus the illness part though. I am sorry to make you shoulder another death, my dear, but I love you greatly. I will always be with you.

Quietly, Pierro put the paper down and rubbed his eyes, pinching the bridge of his nose. Ever since the fall of his nation, his heart had long gone numb. He had tried to ignore the prickling of his heart after your death, but your letter was really rubbing it on. When was the last time mere words could stir up such emotion in him? He didn’t know. But he promised you, this would not be your final resting place. Pierro knew, after fulfilling the Tsaritsa’s promise, he would see you again.

Capitano:

Capitano wasn’t very photogenic. After all, all you saw was a helmet shrouding his face in darkness along with his pitch-black armor and clothes. But you had insisted on taking a variety of pictures with him, claiming that it kept you happy. It wasn’t until later on when he stumbled across a scrapbook, with pages covered in photos of the two of you together, that he understood why. Since then, he let you do as you please. The doctors said it was good for you to keep occupied by doing things you liked. And well, it was rather cute, with all the decorations and fancy tape you added. Capitano often found himself looking at it to see what you added when you weren’t around.

But ever since your death, he hadn’t looked at it since. If he did, he didn’t think he’d be able to control the emotions boiling up inside of him. If he looked at your smiling face again, the pain and regret would be too much to bear. But as the days passed by and he continued to think about you, he couldn’t help but flip open the scrapbook, revisiting the memories he made with you so long ago. He flipped until he found a envelope in the middle, causing him to perk up. It had been sealed perfectly, even stamped with one of his seals. Now, Capitano didn’t want to invade your privacy, but what was inside called to him too much, and he very carefully unsealed it with a knife. Inside was a piece of parchment, similar to the ones he used to send you letters.

My knight,

I’m writing this after you just left for an expedition. You’ve just fed me breakfast (a/d fa//ed, but it’s f/ne b/ca/se it w/s c/te.) (The ending part of the sentence has been erased, but it’s still a bit readable.) We took an early bath together, and you helped me choose a nice outfit for today. You dutifully assisted me with my medicine and tucked me back into bed for some rest. Lastly, you’ve just tenderly kissed me with all the love in the world, my favorite part of course.

It’s too bad that I won’t be able to receive any more of your kisses soon. I think the sickness is really catching up to me, haha. (There are some doodles of the two of you randomly drawn in the middle of the paper, with lots of hearts and stars and rainbows. Maybe you stopped because you didn’t know how to continue.) To be honest, I’ve asked the doctors not to tell you, and somehow, they’ve listened to me. I just don’t want you to worry about me. Somehow, for someone as menacingly looking as you, you worry a lot more than I thought (no offense, though.)

I don’t want you to blame yourself for anything, my love. You genuinely made my life so, so much better. Even towards the end, I can only feel happiness that I was able to share some of my life with someone so incredible. You aren’t a monster. You’re the man I love dearly, the one who many people look up to all the time. You did everything and more, which really warms my heart.

I’m saying this because I know how you are and I need to knock some sense into you before you start getting any crazy ideas. Please don’t beat yourself up. If I could choose my destiny, I’d rather choose to be sick and be with you rather than being healthy. I’d choose you again and again, over and over, my dear. I love you, truly.

Carefully folding the letter, he tucked it into the envelope again and resealed it. He snugly placed it back into the scrapbook and closed it, placing it back into the drawer where he usually kept it. Capitano was used to the grief and destruction that war brought. But he wasn’t used to it when love brought these feelings upon him. His heart still hurt - terribly so - but… your letter seems to have brought him some peace. You would forever be in his heart.

Columbina:

It had been a while since your death. By now, everyone had become accustomed to hearing her songs every day. It was a constant reminder of your passing. Oftentimes,  Columbina had begun to stay in your room longer than her own. You were gone, but something about your space soothed her soul a bit from all the grief she was going through. And she also liked to go through your stuff and remember different things about you.

There was a box that contained a compilation of the many songs and poems she gifted you, along with some that you created yourself with her help. Sometimes, she liked to go through the box and think about you, but she never had the time to inspect every piece. Until now, when she noticed that there was an unfamiliar piece of paper that she didn’t recognize. Columbina picked it up and began to read.

My lovely melody,

Lately, I’ve begun to sing more. I think you’ve inspired me. I hope you don’t mind me stealing that one song you like to hum the most. The only problem is that I don’t have enough stamina to sing for that long, and I think my voice is kind of off-key. But I promise I’m working on it! I’m not going to tell you yet because I want to surprise you with something nice, as a thank you for taking care of me for so long.

Actually, there’s another problem, and it’s that… (it seems that you wrote a lot of words here and then scratched them out; perhaps you were unsure how to word it) Well, I guess I don’t really know if I’ll live long enough to perform for you. It’s been kind of tough lately. But I’m going to persevere for you. Your poems have been helping a lot. We should make a book of them one day. And um, in the case that I don’t make it, I would like you to know how happy you made me.

I always got so giddy when I heard you humming down the hallway. Nothing felt better than when you would croon to me and massage my scalp and play with my hair. You are so comforting and sweet, and just - lots of things that would be too much to write. I always feel eternally fortunate that I was able to have a lover as amazing as you. You really did change my life. I love you very much, Columbina. Please don’t forget me.

Columbina’s usual smile had turned into a downward curve. Oh, how she wished she could hear you sing. Your usual voice and laugh had already been angelic to her, she knew your songs would be beautiful too. But you were no longer here. She would have really loved to hear your song. You would have been the best duet partner. But perhaps, you could hear her songs from the other world as she laid on your coffin once again.

Dottore:

Dottore hadn’t entered your room since your death. He was far too busy with his research and experimentation with resurrection. Mourn you? No, no, you weren’t going to be dead for long, after he finds the answer. You would be back in his arms soon enough. Both of you would be fine. That was, until no matter how hard he researched, he always seemed to hit a dead end. It was frustrating. He couldn’t believe it, but he was at the point where he willingly needed a couple of minutes to rest. Dottore headed to his room, but as he placed his hand on the doorknob, something stopped him and he looked over to the room next to his, yours. He silently walked over and opened your room, having not been in it for a while. The only reason you didn’t share a room was that his was very… bland, boring, not very comfortable, and not spacious enough for the medical equipment.

It was the same as he had left it, not bothering to change anything. You liked to decorate it, and he let you. Framed photos of the two of you were on the dresser, lights hung up around the room. It seemed to make you happy. But there was something he had not noticed before - a slip of paper sticking out from under the pillow. Dottore walked over and took off his mask - something he unconsciously tended to do when it was just the two of you - and opened the folded paper.

To Zandik,

I remember when you first took interest in me, looking at me up and down with your mask on, a wide smirk on your face. I knew my parents said they hired someone intelligent to cure me, but I sure didn’t expect it to be the second Harbinger. I think you already know this, but when I saw you, I was kinda scared for my life. And I was for a while, especially when you made me drink the most hellish concoctions and injected strange things into me. But long story short, I still fell in love with you somehow. Even though you were probably trying so hard just because you wanted to solve the mystery of my illness, I couldn’t help but think you were quite handsome when you focused on something so intensely. Your pointy teeth were the cutest. (The previous sentence has been erased but Dottore could still make it out. You were an idiot, he thinks.)

I don’t mean to insult your intelligence or skill… but I don’t think I’m going to make it, Dottore. I know you’ve been trying really, really hard (I was there the whole time, after all) to help cure me, but I think you know better than me about my condition. So yeah. I guess this is my goodbye… my parting letter.

I know you don’t care about anyone or anything really, but I hope you accept it when I say I genuinely enjoyed our time together. Yea, you were hella terrifying and a lot of scary stories drifted about you, but there was a lot of maniacal laughter and you rambling on about things I had no clue about, but I would always happily listen to you, Zandik. I would write more, but I don’t think you’re one for sappy words and stuff like that. So I’ll leave end it here. I love you very much.

His mouth was a straight thin line at the end of your letter. Dottore put his mask back on and tucked your letter into his coat. For once, he couldn’t blame someone for insulting his intelligence. He did fail, after all. But Dottore was no stranger to failure. Experimentation was a series of trials and errors, failures and successes. He swore to himself that you would not be a failure. Perhaps his journey to Sumeru, the land of wisdom, would grant him some more insight for your resurrection.

Pulcinella:

It was just after your funeral. Surprisingly, all the Harbingers had gathered too. It seemed like they had grown somewhat fond of you after Pulcinella introduced you to them, at least enough to attend your funeral. Pulcinella was grateful. He had spoken a few words in memory of you. He couldn’t keep everyone for long. They had other matters to attend to. But in his heart, he had a lot of dear words for you. 

Pulcinella sat down at his desk, deciding to do some paperwork to distract his mind. He pulled out the drawer to retrieve some items but he noticed a piece of paper stuffed to the back of it. He certainly had not put that there. He reached for it and opened it to read the contents.

Hey Papanella,

Do you like that nickname I came up with? I haven’t said it to you yet because I’m not sure how you’ll react. But I think it’s pretty cute. I haven’t said this out loud yet either but… um, I guess you’re like my dad to me. My own parents never cared much for me after my illness proved to be too much work, but you always treated me so kindly. So yeah. Thanks for being a father figure to me. Archons, this is kind of embarrassing.

I’m admitting this because I don’t know how much longer I have. I know you’re always encouraging me to keep living on, and I really do appreciate it. I’m sincerely trying my best, but I think my sickness has been getting worse. Ah, and thanks for introducing me to the Harbingers. They’re pretty scary but they’re kind of cool when you get to know them. Some of them are cute too. Please don’t tell them I said that. But really, for the longest time, I thought my life would amount to nothing, and that no one would remember me. But you proved me wrong. I truly enjoyed spending the last of my days doing old people stuff with you (just kidding of course!)

I’m going to ask you to tell me lots of more stories when I see you again. They really make my day. I like the ones about you in your youth the best. They’re the funniest. Anyway, I love you, gramps. Don’t miss me too much.

Pulcinella was old. He had seen things be built and broken down, people come and go. But he always hated it the most when he had to see youngsters go before he did. Especially innocent ones who had done nothing wrong. He just prayed, that whichever world you were in now, treated you better than this one did.

Scaramouche:

Ever since your death, the soldiers had been on the receiving end of Scaramouche’s insults even more. No longer were you here to hastily save them from his berating, much to their dismay.  They actually appreciated you for stopping Scaramouche from giving them another verbal (and sometimes even physical) beating. But now if he wasn’t yelling at someone, he was deathly silent, which was why even scarier than his words. Everyone knew they were forbidden from speaking about you in his presence.

When Scaramouche had to visit Inazuma for whatever reason, he always found himself walking towards your house. Once he had came across the Tenryou Commission moving your items out of your house, due to no one living there anymore and the want for someone else to buy it. Needless to say, he swiftly dealt with them and sent them on their way with rage. They had tried a few more times and he did not hold back, until later they stopped coming, apparently after the head shrine maiden gave an order on the behalf of the Shogun to leave the residence alone. Hmph.

He doesn’t know why he keeps coming here, the only thing that’s different is the new collection of dust on the dresser. But the want to see you again keeps calling him, only to leave Scaramouche sorely disappointed. He thinks he knows every nook and cranny of your house, that is until he walks on a floorboard that caves in and nearly makes him fall. He’s about to lose his temper until he sees a piece of paper hidden under the floor. The words die in his throat as he picks it up to inspect.

To my beloved Kunikuzushi,

As I write this, you’re probably yelling at some unfortunate Fatui soul and they’re all trembling in their boots. Haha, I wish I was there to see that. You should be nicer, you know. But it is kinda funny to see you mad. I hope you come back soon… it’s getting too quiet around here without your quips and remarks.

But I know as you read this, I’m no longer alive. Kuni, I… (There are wrinkled spots around this area, presumably from your tears.)

I love you, and I don’t want rage and hatred to consume you again. I’m sorry to make your heart bear such pain again. It may be fruitless to say this, but please don’t blame yourself… it was out of our control. Please know I enjoyed every moment with you, whether you were cursing at some guy who bumped into me, even when you teased me relentlessly, or silently crying in my arms about your fate. But my favorite part was your soft smiles which grew more frequent. You are loved very much by me too. I want to see you smile more, many more times before I- (The rest of the sentence was scribbled over with a pen, making it unreadable.)

I wish I didn’t have to depart so soon… I wish I was born someone else, someone more strong and healthier… if I was, would our story be different, Kuni? Perhaps we’ll meet again one day… hopefully, sooner rather than later, and maybe I won’t be the same as I am now, but…

Will you wait for me, Kunikuzushi?

Scaramouche hated when he cried. He felt weak, stupid, and disgusting, especially when you were there. And somehow, he couldn’t help but feel worse than that when he finished reading your letter. He was never favored by the Gods, having been betrayed by one already. It seemed as though he was always fated to be betrayed by people he cared about. But he knew deep down that you didn’t betray him, he did instead by not being able to protect and save you. In an effort to bury his despair, anger, and grief, he would wipe himself clean of foolish human emotions, ready to ascend to godhood with his creator’s Gnosis…

Arlecchino:

Arlecchino’s days had been exactly the same ever since your death. They were the same as before she had met you too. Bland. Boring. Dull. It was after your passing that she truly realized how much your presence had added some thrill and color into her life. Now they were empty. But she was used to that. She had felt that way for a long time.

Arlecchino didn’t do much in her room besides sleep. Her room wasn’t anything special, just the standard and rich master bedroom. That was, until you took it upon yourself to decorate it. She hadn’t bothered to change it despite the style being very much different from hers. Today she had come in briefly to retrieve some documents under her bed. But, there was a random piece of paper there, collected dust on top of it, most likely from being placed there a long time ago. Arlecchino opened the folded paper and was greeted with your handwriting.

To my sunshine,

I bet you’re wondering why the hell I chose “sunshine” of all names. Even I can admit that you are nothing like sunshine. But I wanted to spice things up a bit, and to be honest, you bring a lot of sunshine into my heart and dreary little life, despite your stone-cold face. So yeah! I don’t think I can call you that to your face though. It’d be too scary.

I didn’t tell you, but I’ve had some people ask me why I chose to stay with you despite my health being what it is. My answer is always very easy - I love you, Arlecchino. Plain and simple. They don’t know how you are with me (which I’m kinda glad for… I want to keep this side of you to myself; yes, I know I’m greedy.) The way your lips quirk up for a split second then always turn downwards because you don’t want anyone to see. The way your eyes soften for a bit when I tell a corny joke. Or when I do anything actually. Your facial expressions are pretty cute.

Ahem, moving on from that, I guess you can say that I’m not too scared to say these things because I might be leaving you soon. Not of my free will, of course. Rather, it seems like the time my illness is allowing me to live is limited. Hopefully, you don’t notice anything off about me. I don’t think I could explain all of this in person… 

But I am really thankful to you for sticking by my side for so long. Even though you don’t tell me, I know sometimes you lament about your lack of ability to be verbally and affectionately comforting. But I hope you know that I don’t really care about that. You are more than enough for me. You’ve done a lot more than you think. I’m forever appreciative, my dear.

Arlecchino was left speechless, the usual bite in her throat died down. As someone who had few kind words to say to others, having such sweetness directed at her was not something she was used to. But of course, a part of her wasn’t surprised, because the only person who’d utter such things was you. It pained her, and even the children who cried after your death, greatly. But whenever she needed a reminder of you, she would uncharacteristically gently trace her fingertips over the words of your letter.

La Signora:

Everyone knew to stay out of La Signora’s way after your death. She was cruel before, but your passing seemed to reignite all the flames of anguish and hatred she harbored deep inside her broken heart. Once again, her walls had been put up to be unbreakable.

Rosalyne had gifted you a lot of makeup and accessories. She liked to experiment on you and liked it when you tried it yourself too. You had kept everything in a nice big box so nothing would get lost. One day she felt drawn to it again. She knew she was missing you dearly again, and although opening it would just cause her heartache, she couldn’t help but pry it open to see how you kept it. But on top was a hastily folded letter, stained a bit by the surrounding makeup, tucked into a small compartment. She flipped it open and began to scan the contents.

My dearest Rosalyne,

Hello there, pretty lady. You know, that’s the first thing I thought when I saw you. Tall pretty lady. Did you know that? Now you do. Anyway, I was wondering - how many of your flame moths can you create at a time?? Can you make them form a heart or something? 

Haha, I’m sorry for beating around the bush. The truth is I don’t know how much longer I have left. No matter how much warmth your moths provide me, for some reason, I always feel the chill of death creeping up my spine…

I don’t mean to be your second heartbreak. I’m really sorry… you deserve so much better than that. But for what it’s worth, you made my life a lot better than it was before. I hadn’t had much confidence in myself because of my illness for a long time. But you, Rosalyne… you made me feel like an actual person, as strange as that sounds. I feel like, when I’m with you, you make me feel so loved and special. I’m far from it but I actually feel like royalty. And royalty is really a life worth living. I don’t even know how you did it, but thank you. My life is so, so much happier thanks to you.

Hopefully, I make it a lot longer after I’m writing this letter. Maybe the Gods could finally take pity on me and give me some kind of blessing so I can stay with you longer. But if anything happens, I really, truly love you, Rosalyne. (The end of the letter has an origami moth colored in and taped to it.)

Signora’s hand trembled as she finished your letter. Her heart had returned to being ice, but it felt like her whole body was being swallowed up in red-hot grief and anger. Signora would dedicate herself solely to the Tsaritsa’s noble dream. It was the only thing she could do now, with nothing else to do and no one left for her freezing heart to love. No one could ever hope to understand the grief and pain she’s been through. Perhaps, that was why when she stood in front of the Raiden Shogun’s sword, she did not feel much regret.

Pantalone:

Whenever Pantalone went out, he often found himself looking through the windows of many stores to view their products. It was almost an instinct to pull out a large sum of Mora to buy anything he thought you’d like. And he still did this, only that he stopped halfway every time when he remembered that you were no longer with him. And his heart felt painfully heavy once again, like how heavy his smile felt with the pressure to keep it up.

The silence of his office had become a norm once again, your joyful presence no longer around to brighten it up. Pantalone opted to drown himself in paperwork to ignore it. Actually, he never realized how much the tick of the grandfather clock bothered him until now. Usually, your voice was loud enough to hide it. He sighed and reached for the bottom drawer to get some new pens to sign the documents. But his eyes widened as he saw a paper clearly laid out there, addressed to him at the top. His heart beat quickened as he carefully picked it up and realized it was from you. It seemed like you had experimented with some fancy calligraphy pens he had gotten you a while ago. And you had also stolen every stamp you had from him and stamped all over the paper.

Darling,

Hello, my love. Sorry for all the random stamps. I wanted to see what they looked like. Why does the Fatui need so many different-shaped stamps? You should make one of us, actually. And do you see I’ve been practicing my cursive script? (Indeed, on the back on the paper, your name has been signed in different styles.) I’ve been trying to do my signature all fancy like you. Hopefully, I’m improving.

I am thinking to make you read me a bedtime story tonight. I found a new one that seemed pretty cute. It’s a commoner falling in love with a nobleman… a tale of forbidden romance. It seems to go fine, until the commoner s/cc/mbs to (It seems that you scratched off the rest of the sentence.) Actually, I won’t spoil the ending for you. But by the time you read this letter, we may have finished it already. I’m just going to abuse that pretty voice of yours as much as I can (kidding of course… but no joke. Have you tried some kind of service where you just read things to people? I think you’d make a lot of money from that. I sure would give all my life savings to you.)

I guess since I’m writing this, I should say another thing I’m thinking about. I’m not sure how much longer I can hang on. I’m trying my best because I don’t want to let you down. I know you’ve been trying your best, with all these fancy doctors and equipment, but um… yeah. But I should also say that I’m not regretful having spent my time with you. You made the last days of my life so relaxing, so stress-free, so… nice. I’m glad I don’t need to worry about anything with you. Let’s move on from this, actually.

I’m thinking of a lot of things, actually. I wonder what you made the chef prepare for us tonight. Mhm… I’m getting hungry. Will you feed me dessert again too? Hah, I’m going to miss thinking about such mundane things. Hmm, I think I can hear your voice down the hall, so I’ll wrap this up. I love you.

Pantalone gazed at your words forlornly, his mouth formed into a downwards line. He had never thought the loss of something besides Mora could squeeze his heart so painfully, but here you were, making his eyes sting once again. Blinking back any tears, he made sure to store your letter in a safe place. He made a note to visit your grave today. He’d bring your favorite snack too, and read you a story perhaps.

Sandrone:

It was almost ironic - the puppet master had become a puppet herself. She didn’t speak much to others anymore, choosing to lock herself up in her lab. A part of her debated making some kind of robot or doll replica of you. But it would never be the same. She wouldn’t feel your warmth, or your natural, free laugh. Nothing would be similar.

Sandrone had begun inspections on all of her created robots. It was a grueling process she had gotten used to, but she missed the chirping of your voice as she did so. She worked in silence, opening the compartment of one of them when she was caught off guard by a formerly white paper, caked in dust, inside. The only person who had access to her Automatons was you. So could it possibly be…?

My forever,

I’m actually writing this in the same room as you. You're too preoccupied with your robot building and engineering and all that stuff, so you don’t notice me rushing to write all of this. I’ll make this quick. Actually, it’s hard to concentrate when you look so pretty and intelligent. Ahh, I’m so lucky to have you with me.

I think you’re repairing one of your robots so it can lift us up and take us on a walk. I’m excited. Those are always so much fun. I know you aren’t a sappy person. But I want to make my feelings clear, since I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to watch you unscrew some bolts and hammer down the nails. I don’t need to say it outright, do I? We both know I’ve been getting worse. Neither of us wants to say it out loud, but it’s reality.

Before I go, let me make it clear, since I know you like being blunt. You are my everything. Seeing your cute little robots send me these cute little messages really made my day. I think you told me a long time ago that you didn’t care much about human emotions. I think that’s changed now. I love waking up to see that calm and content expression on your face and watching it become a bit more softer when you see me. You’re more human than you think, you know. Some people think that being cooped up in a lab with a Harbinger is not an ideal way to live. But I beg to differ. I would choose no other way to live as long as I’m with you, Sandrone.

I think you’re finished with your tinkering. I’m going to have one of the robots hide this paper in them. I think some of them like me better than you >:) I wonder how long it’ll be until you find it. Hopefully, you don’t find it too quickly because it’ll be awkward to explain this to you. Either way… I love you dearly, Sandrone.

Sandrone gently brushed off the dust on your letter. She wished she found it sooner. She didn’t know whether it was good or bad her heart was finally feeling some emotion again, but she was grateful to have some final parting words from you. Sandrone had a bubble of inspiration float up in her. She had a good idea of what she was going to build next.

Childe:

Childe had found it after he was cleaning out your apartment in Liyue. He wanted to bring all of your stuff to his home in Snezhnaya. No matter how much he tried, he couldn’t throw any of your items away, even the random useless trinkets. Childe’s chest felt hollow as he opened the door to your residence. He expected to see your face brighten and eagerly pull yourself out of bed to hug him. He’d easily lift you off the floor and spin you around, drinking in your gleeful giggles as he pressed his lips to yours. But now it was just the creak of the floorboards as he walked in.

Childe had a memory connected to every piece of clothing that you had. That one he gifted to you for your birthday. Another he remembered twirling you around in on a picnic. One of his sweaters that he doesn't remember you stealing from him, mingled with your scent and his. Archons, his chest hurt so badly, but there was nothing he could do as he neatly placed your items in boxes, emptiness consuming him. He was finishing up the packing when a piece of paper folded in half fell out of one of your pants’ pockets. Childe picked it up and his eyes widened when he recognized your handwriting and his real name. Sitting down on your bed, he began to read.

To my one and only Ajax,

My greatest wish is that you’ll never find and read this letter because it means that we’re living our best lives. We’re happy, content, still deeply in love with each other… living in bliss. 

But if you’re reading this, then we probably didn’t go and do all of the cool and exciting things you wanted us to. I didn’t move to Sneznhnaya and I didn’t meet the rest of your family. We didn’t go travel to all the nations like you wanted to…

Heh, that’s too bad. I was really looking forward to seeing the same sights you saw on your travels. The pretty bloom of Inazuma’s sakura trees, the beautiful snow-covered streets of Snezhnaya. Remember that time you asked me if I wanted to conquer the world with you? Of course, since I can’t ever say no to you, I accepted your proposition. But in my head, I couldn’t help but think that you should probably choose someone who can match your ability and someone who is act/a/ly g/i/g to b/ ali/e. (The previous words have been haphazardly erased, making it hard to make out.)

You know I… (The ink here has bled through the paper, most likely due to you stopping there for a good while.) I don’t even know what to say, I’m just sorry. I don’t wanna leave you, I wanna be by your side forever, wanna be attacked by your cuddles every day. But the only thing I can do now is to make sure you understand that I’m truly grateful for you. No one else has ever cared about me as much as you did. You never stopped believing in me and always smiled when I needed you. You made my feeble life worth living.

Please don’t be sad. Teucer and the rest of your siblings need you. I love you so very much…

He didn’t realize how hard he was digging his fingernails into his skin until he started bleeding through the paper. Childe had been through endless battles, and fought countless enemies, but no wound had ever burned as badly as his heart did right now. Even in the Abyss, he did not feel as bottomless of despair as he felt right now. He wanted to hold you again too, Childe thought. He wanted to kiss you all over and show you how much he loved you. But you were gone, and the letter just solidified it more. He laid down on your bed, hand covering his forehead as he stared blankly at your ceiling. Biting down on his lip hard, he tried to prevent tears from flowing again. He would just go back to being the Tsarista’s weapon again, drowning himself in battle and blood just to feel something after your death.

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