just thinkin #1
why is reading smut so easy but writing it so hard๐ซlike HOW
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Im Open for requests
in my last post I went over what/who I write for but if u didn't se it here it is
here are my rules/things to keep in mind
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โโใป โIf ur requesting nsfw no weird/illigal kinks i.e. shit/piss play,CNC or r@p3โ
โโใป โI have a life so I won't always post as quickly as possibleโ
โโใป โI'm allowed to say no to what u requestโ
โโใป โsometimes I may be gone for long periods. of time b/c of mental issuesโ
โโใป โif I don't know a character that well I'll need some time to remember
Other than that pls request
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all crews go to @10sokii
my beautiful princess with a disorder
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Sometimes I hate being black (dark-skinned)
POV: your a POC woman in a world where Eurocentric beauty standards are the peak of femininity so u a darkskined woman is CONSTANTLY MASULINIZED to the point where ur not even sure if ur agender or just masculinized. god FORBID u have crushes cus they only go of lightskins so they not only make fun of u for your skin color but for u being African. Now u feel like the most unloveable ugliest person IN THE WORLD to the point where u feel EMBARASSED FOR LIKING SOMEONE ESPECIALLY IF U LIKE THEM FOR TREATING U LIKE A HUMAN BEING. Also all ur friends either have past expriences or are in reletionships/talking stages and make fun of u for being underdeveloped then add on the fact that u have few friends and ur school hates u on top of being fed a constant stream of Eurocentric beauty standards then u basically have me. God ik its bad but I still want to be a part of the beauty circle and get a s/o ๐ซ
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MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY THO I HAVENT BEEN SHIFTING AS LONG AS U IT'S LIKE MAYBE I WAS JUST MENT TO KNOW BUT NOT ACHEIVE BE SO CLOSE YET SO FAR TRY AFTER TRY AFTER TRY LIKE I DO SM YET IT IS NEVER ENOUGH. ITS.NOT.FAIR.
I often feel like maybe shifting isnโt meant for me, but why isnโt it meant for me? Why do I struggle so much? I donโt understand, why did I find shifting, only for it to hurt me so much? Did I believe in it because I genuinely believe, or because Iโm desperate to leave a cursed plane of existence. Iโm not sad and jealous anymore, Iโm just angry. Angry at the universe for giving this to me but never actually letting me have it, angry at myself at failing constantly, for being so gullible, for not trying hard enough, for not spending days or weeks working to get what I want. But Iโm just so tired. Iโve worked so hard for so long, to gain nothing, gaining sleepless nights due to trying to shift, gaining derealization from constantly thinking about shifting and how nothing really matters if I can just leave it in an instant.
Iโm not quitting because I donโt have the strength to live in this reality, but I donโt think I can keep trying. I just want to be free, to be happy, to be loved.
I donโt know why shifting was given to me, but whoever gave it to me is a sick sociopath who loves to see me in pain
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Here are the fandoms I write for (So far)
AOT characters I write for
Eren
Mikasa
Arimin
Sasha
Connie
Annie
Hange
Erwin
Levi
Bertholdt
Reiner
JJK characters I write for
Yuji
Megumi
Nobara
Panda (hcs only)
Inumaki
Maki
Yuta
Mai
Todo
Choso
Mahito (hcs only)
Geto/Kenjaku
Gojo
Shoko
Utahime
Nanami
Yuki
Tokyo Revengers characters I write for
Mikey
Draken
Baji
The twins
Hakkai
Mitsuya
Emma
Hinata
mostly people in the Tokyo Manji Gang
Saiki K characters I write for
Saiki Kusuo
Saiki Kusuke
Seiko Metori
Aiura Mikoto
Kokomi Teruhashi
Akechi Touma
Reita Toritsuka
Shun Kaido
Kuboyasu Aren
Mera Chisato
Yumehara Chiyo
What each emoji mean
๐ธ-Fluff
๐ฅ๐ง-Angst
๐ฆ-Happy turned sad
๐ซ๐-Crackfic
๐ฉ-Headcannons
โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐-Smut
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#JUSTICE FOR CHOSO
I hate the way that you walk, the way that you talk, I hate the way that you dress
I hate the way that you sneak diss, if I catch flight, it's gon' be direct
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hi ij want to a bit of intro Im from America and I mostly write about aot, saki k, and Tokyo revengers so if u have any requests for me pls dm me while I may not get to u quick I make sure that u don't go unanswered also if u have any anime or manga recommendations pls tell me ๐ค
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