Even though I went somewhere very deep inside myself, so now I barely understand what is real, I will never give up on myself. That was my promise. Well, now I must keep it. Trying my best.
Finding my favorite aspects of beauty and producing art trough them 🏹
Today is also a little anniversary, it’s been a month since I started listening to j-rock and especially Buck-Tick. My love to them only grows stronger 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🌹
I’ve got a piano now🥹 I am so happy! I can write music!!! And that’s exactly what I do. Soon the world will discover me. And I will discover the world.
Even through the hardest pain of my entire life I write music that gives feelings.
Even when I feel like I will never be able to sit to the instrument again, I do it, I forgive myself and I write music.
I will only be stronger. One day I will be happier.
It doesn’t matter what I did and what I will do. The only thing that matters is what am I doing just right now and for what reason, to achieve what goal.
I am never late. Everything is always on time. Because there is no time.
If I am a person who is powerful enough to handle my dream, I achieve this dream.
I can become a new person, who can live my dream life overnight. In one day. Hour. Minute. Second. There is no time.
There is no fear. Everything is possible. I can do everything.
I possess enough power to do anything anytime.
I choose calm mind and accept challenge. I am fearless.