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Women? I think I've banged the lottery.

But honestly, falling in love with two? Never thought I actually would haha.

#lesbian #lgbt #gay #haha

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“If it doesn’t help to move you forward, leave it behind.”

— Unknown

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“A healthy relationship is where two independent people just make a deal that they will help the other person be the best version of themselves.”

— Unknown

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““Loving someone who doesn’t love you back is like hugging a cactus. The tighter you hold on the more it hurts.” - Unknown”

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“Be with someone that requires you to grow, makes you forget your problems, holds your hand, likes to kiss, appreciates art, and adores you.”

— Unknown

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“Never allow loneliness to drive you into the arms of someone you know you don’t belong with.”

— Unknown

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“I will not be another flower picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find, and impossible to forget.”

— Erin Van Vuren

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„Warum liebst du mich, aber willst mich nicht?“

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“One day she realized that she was the only one who could live her life. So she decided to stop worrying about what other people thought and start following her own path. She never looked back.”

— Samantha Gilbert

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“I believe in the kind of love that doesn’t demand me to prove my worth and sit in anxiety … Something that allows me to me without question.”

— Joey Palermo

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Family, friends, lovers, what's the difference? All screw you over so you have the shattered pieces to piece back together, the trauma to work through, the flaws and the shame to carry on like a burden, with the pain and hurt piercing your heart, leading you to push away others by default, because you don't know how it feels to feel better.

I'm not the way that I am because I want to, I am the way I am because I'm been fucking screwed over, traumatized and emotionally neglected, far to many times.

#procrastination #thinking #depression #pain #sadness #sad #sad feelings #im hurtin #life #procrastinating #lesbian #lgbt #hate #resentment #trauma #life story #deep quotes #sad quotes #sad girl #deep thinking #thoughts #love #sad thoughts #Monday #blues #feelings #thinker #the past #im so annoyed #just so annoyed

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I don't need an apology. I want respect for the decision I have made to move on. It's unfair for you to suddenly show up in my life when I have almost moved on.

It's unfair for you to ask to hear you out when we have already parted ways. Unfair to try and put me back to square one.

So don't try reaching out to me anymore. My love and patience for you has passed like a storm.

#procrastination #thinking #breakup #thoughts #deep thinking #love #sad feelings #sad thoughts #lesbian #lgbt #sadgirl #sad quotes #depression #depressed #depressing shit #depressing #ex friends #dear diary #Sunday #unfair #anime quotes #anime #blues #blue #sad #mad #life #living #life journey #short story

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“If you knew how hard it was, and how long it took, to rebuild my little universe of peace and happiness then you would understand why I’m so picky about who I allow in my life.”

— Weird People

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“Of this be sure: You do not find the happy life… you make it.”

— Thomas S. Monson

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Ich habe so viel Gefühle in mir, die ich nicht in tausend Worte erklären könnte.

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“That’s how you can tell that you’re filling yourself with the wrong things. You use a lot of energy, and in the end, you feel emptier and less comfortable than ever.”

— Glennon Doyle Melton

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