thedarknessinmyveins

[thedarknessinmyveins]

Salty fucking tears.

#sadsoul #depressed #heartache #sadness #lonely #alone #frustrated #love #sad #darkness #depression #lost #confused #dark #heartbreak #black and white #depressing #darkplace #hurt #disappointed

[thedarknessinmyveins]

Actually, I haven’t been doing very well lately.

#sadsoul #depressed #sadness #lonely #alone #frustrated #love #sad #darkness #depression #lost #confused #heartache #dark #depressing #darkplace #hurt #anxiety

[thedarknessinmyveins]

#sadsoul #depressed #heartache #sadness #lonely #alone #frustrated #love #sad #darkness #depression #lost #confused #heartbreak #black and white #dark #heart break #depressing #darkplace #hurt #anxiety #circlingthoughts #myownenemy #ptsd #actually traumatized

[thedarknessinmyveins]

#fml #sadsoul #heartache #frustrated #overwhelmed #ptsd #nightmares #darkness #depressed #covid lockdown

[thedarknessinmyveins]

This mood when I feel my dried tears on my cheeks and I neither want to live nor die.

#sadsoul #heartache #frustrated #overwhelmed #ptsd #nightmares #darkness #fuck covid #covidiots #covid vaccine #depressed

[thedarknessinmyveins]

Every time everything gets better, it gets worse.

#sadsoul #heartache #broken #depressed #anxiety #frustrated #alone #lonely #overwhelmed #nightmares #trauma #actually traumatized #traumatic memories #ptsd #lethargic #bad day

[thedarknessinmyveins]

That moment when you lie in bed and realize that you have no one to talk to.

#sadsoul #dark #darkplace #sadnees #depressed #frustrated #lonely #alone #crying #bedtime thoughts #depression #ptsd #trauma #living hell

[thedarknessinmyveins]

My heart is pounding and my thoughts are circling. Life gives me anxiety.

#sadsoul #frustrated #darkness #confused #ptsd #actually ptsd #living with ptsd #love #depressed #searching #anxiety #circling #thoughts

[thedarknessinmyveins]

Sometimes silence is worse.

#sadsoul #heartache #frustrated #darkness #confused #love #silence #being ignored #alone #lonely #depressed

[thedarknessinmyveins]

I thought I was doing better.

But then there was that one comment.

By a stranger.

And now I’m reliving all the traumatic feelings. The rape. The kidnapping. Everything.

Drowning. Just drowning by myself.

#sadsoul #heartache #broken #rape #rape survivor #kidnapping #actually ptsd #ptsd #living with ptsd #cat calling #throwback #darkness #sadness #drowning #depressed #frustrated #confused

[thedarknessinmyveins]

So scared of dying.

#sadsoul #heartache #love #frustrated #lost #black and white #confused #dark #happybutnothappy #health

[thedarknessinmyveins]

All I wanted was you to be mine. Now you’re mine and all I feel is anxiety.

#sadsoul #heartache #love #frustrated #lost #black and white #confused #dark #depressed #anxiety #but why #sadness #no logic

[thedarknessinmyveins]

Just kill me right now.

#sadsoul #darkplace #heart break #heartbreak #black and white #lostsoul #heartache #depressed #isolated #lost #alone #lonely #sadness #sad

[thedarknessinmyveins]

#hate #life #heartbreak #self destruction #heart break #lost #sad quotes #love #quotes #frustrated #depressed #isolated #quarantine

[thedarknessinmyveins]

It’s all messy: the hair, the bed, the words, the heart. Life.

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

#confused #black and white #darkplace #lostsoul #dark #heartbreak #frustrated #b&w #love #depressed #alone #lonely #lost #sadness #sadsoul #hurt #disappointed

[thedarknessinmyveins]

Feeling so broken.

#heartbreak #heart break #dark #lost #sadsoul #darkplace #thoughts #lostsoul #darkness #heartache #cheating #broken #rape #rape survivor #ptsd #frustrated #depressed #lonely #alone #crying #headache

[thedarknessinmyveins]

Please stop breaking my heart over and over again.

#confused #distance #love #lost #dark #frustrated #sadsoul #thoughts #depressed #anxiety #sadness #paranoid #heart break #heartache