#zevy <3

[irulaan]

WIDE EYED AND HOPEFULLY WILD

⤷ summary: Just Zevlor having sad boi hours.. warnings. Angst. Hurt/comfort. Self deprecating thought. Self doubt yk all of that. Mentions of childbearing, childbirth and children. I’m obsessed with him, sowry. Probably grammas mistakes all mistakes I didn’t edit this. word count. 2.1k pairing. Zevlor x afab!reader

It all unfolded after you were crowned, figuratively, as the hero of Baldur’s Gate, a title you rightfully earned. As for him, he found solace in the calm that settled over the land once more. Despite his attempts to redeem himself by joining you in the final battle, the weight of unease still lingered in his aging heart. But then there was you, with your gentle touch and reassuring words, lifting his spirits ever so slightly. It was in the beginning of this new life that you confessed your feelings for him, and he would forever cherish the memory of your angelic face illuminated with excitement when he reciprocated. The kiss that followed may not have been your first, but it felt like a new beginning.

It was then that you proposed a life of tranquility, far from the clamor of the city and its perils. Understanding the toll the events had taken on him, you knew he deserved respite. He deserved to lay down his burdens, to cease the ceaseless worrying for others.

Zevlor's remorse and guilt remained a constant presence, lurking beneath the surface of his newfound peace. Though his mind ceased dwelling on past mistakes, he knew they still lingered within him, like shadows in the recesses of his soul.

The memory of the first time he completely forgot his burdens weighed heavily upon him. It was when he heard the cry of his firstborn, a sound that pierced through the darkness of his regrets and filled him with a newfound sense of purpose. Covered in blood, with you exhausted by the baby’s side, he beheld the miracle of life unfolding before him. In that moment, he made a silent vow to be everything his own parents were not, to shield his children from the perils of their world. He vowed to dispel the notion of gods and saviors, knowing that true protection lay within their own hands.

He had never envisioned himself as a father, and you had graciously refrained from pressing the matter. Yet, when the news came, neither of you could feign surprise. In the quiet of the night, during those long, tender moments, it became evident that Zevlor harbored a desire for family. It was in the soft whimpers he released as you whispered words of longing, urging him to plant the seeds of new life within you, to mark your womb with his legacy. You clearly wanted to have his children.

Zevlor had never been one to express his desires openly, but when you mentioned running out of contraceptive potions, he silenced any doubts with a fervent kiss. His intentions were unmistakable.

As time passed and the months turned into a procession of tender moments, Zevlor found himself increasingly drawn to the role of nurturer and protector. The urge to fight and defend waned, replaced by a deep yearning to safeguard and cherish his growing family. He had never believed himself worthy of such love and devotion, yet you and your children showered him with it unconditionally. Despite his efforts to bury those feelings of inadequacy, they often resurfaced, gnawing at the edges of his consciousness.

Decades had passed since his days as an elite Hellrider, and the emptiness that lingered in the wake of Elturel's fall weighed heavily upon him. Each passing day seemed to accentuate his sense of age and irrelevance. In your presence, surrounded by the laughter of your children, he felt the weight of his years more acutely than ever.

At times, he sought solace in quiet moments of contemplation, retreating to a secluded spot behind a bush of your favorite flowers. There, hidden from view, he would gaze out at the flowing water or the rustling leaves, seeking respite from the turmoil within. He didn’t want anyone to see him like this because you’ll care — you’ll terribly care, and you’ll pout and even cry at the sight of him; he can’t do that to you. For in truth, it was not you who fell short, but he who sometimes felt unworthy of the abundant blessings you bestowed upon him.

And then, as the playful giggles faded into the distance, Zevlor found himself alone with his tormenting thoughts once more. Try as he might, he could not grasp why they plagued him so relentlessly, even in moments of tranquility. Yet, amidst his stubborn resistance, it was your unwavering presence and gentle reassurances that offered him solace in his darkest moments. Whether nestled together in the warmth of your embrace or entwined in each other's limbs on cold mornings, your whispered endearments never failed to soothe his troubled mind.

While you busied yourself playing with the children outside, Zevlor often retreated into the recesses of his mind, grappling with the persistent weight of his inner turmoil. Even amidst the joyous laughter of your youngest learning to walk, his mind remained preoccupied, unable to fully immerse himself in the moment. Though he would grin at the sight of his child's playful tumbles, the shadows of his own doubts loomed large, casting a pall over his spirit. He thought it would go away after the birth of his first child. But no.

As the hours passed and exhaustion began to take its toll on the children, you set about preparing a meal for them, your heart heavy with concern for Zevlor's prolonged absence. Though you knew his struggles all too well, the fear of something new and unknown gnawed at your insides. What if this life, which you had built together with such care, no longer held the same allure for him? What if he longed to return to his former life as a guard, risking his life to save a city he’ll swear to protect? The thought of him leaving, or worse, perishing in the line of duty without you by his side, filled you with a profound sense of dread.

Yet, even as these doubts plagued your mind, a nagging question lingered in the depths of your soul: Would anything ever truly be enough to assuage the demons that haunted him?

As the children drifted off to sleep and the house fell into a quiet lull, you made your way to the familiar spot where you knew Zevlor would be. The fading sunlight cast a warm glow over the landscape, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink as evening approached. Despite the weight of your apprehension, you couldn't help but notice how Zevlor seemed to come alive under the setting sun, his features softened by the gentle light. He was a handsome man.

Sitting beside him, you kept a respectful distance, your thighs barely brushing against each other. It wasn't anger that kept you from reaching out to him, but rather a deep-seated nervousness, a fear of what his answer might reveal. And though you could sense his own unease, there was a flicker of bravery within you that compelled you to speak up.

In a hushed whisper, barely audible over the rustle of the leaves, you posed the question that had been weighing heavily on your mind: "What's wrong...?"

Zevlor's ear twitched at the sound of your voice, but he remained silent, his gaze fixed on some distant point beyond the horizon. Meanwhile, you couldn't tear your eyes away from his weathered face, finding solace in the familiar lines and contours that defined him.

A heavy sigh escaped Zevlor's lips, and you felt a knot form in the pit of your stomach as you waited for his response. When he finally spoke, his words hung heavy in the air, laden with a weight you could hardly bear. "I—It's just, I never wanted a life like this—It wasn't—"

His voice trailed off, and his heart clenched as he heard the quiet sniffles that escaped your lips. You tried desperately to suppress the rising tide of anguish, but the tears came anyway, streaming down your cheeks in silent rivulets of pain. The thought that you might not be enough for him, that you might have failed to give him the happiness he deserved, was almost too much to bear.

But then, his calloused hands found your shoulders, his touch gentle yet firm as he lifted your head to meet his gaze. "No, no, no—"

The desperation in his voice cut through the haze of your tears, and you couldn't help but feel a surge of panic at the sight of his own anguish mirrored in his eyes. You wanted to ask what you had done wrong, how you could make things right again, but the words caught in your throat as you sobbed uncontrollably. His expression changed again, he was such an idiot, he thought.

He caressed your cheeks with his thumb, his touch tender and reassuring, as if trying to erase the tears that stained your cheeks. You were his entire word. Your hands rested above his wrists, seeking solace in the warmth of his touch, silently pleading for forgiveness for something you hadn't done.

"Nothing, nothing, my life," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "I—I didn't mean it like that… I want you—I" He trailed off, his words lost in the weight of his own turmoil.

"I just think, I think… What did I do to deserve this?" he continued, his voice heavy with sadness. You opened your mouth to speak, but he cut you off with a gentle shake of his head. "To deserve this peaceful life? After everything I did? After—I left them behind—“

You shook your head in denial, murmuring quiet reassurances, your words a desperate plea, mantra, prayer to banish the doubts that plagued him. "You deserve this after everything you did, after shielding your people when Elturel fell into Avernus, when you guided them to safety. You helped everyone that called for your help," you choked out, your tears staining your cheeks.

"Please stay, stay, Zevlor," you cried, moving his hands away from your face to bury your head against his neck. "I need you—I love you," you mumbled into his skin, your words muffled but full of heartfelt sincerity.

He held you close, his arms wrapping around your trembling form, his touch a silent promise of his unwavering devotion. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he whispered into your ear, his voice heavy with regret. "That's not what I meant—I won't leave you. How could I leave you? When every time you're out of sight I feel like drowning, when your tears destroy my heart, when every time you kiss me I feel my heartbeat go faster… Please don't ever think that—I'm sorry I made you think that."

"You're not alone, my love," You whisper, your words a tender reassurance. As you spoke, his fingers gently traced soothing circles on your back. "You won't ever be alone. Please don't doubt the life you've crafted." With a gentle tilt of your chin, he lifted your gaze to meet his, to find your eyes filled with unwavering devotion. "You're so much more than your past. Stay with me in the present… I need you, every single day."

"I try, I try—I swear I try, but I can't just eliminate these feelings or these memories. They've shaped the man I am now," he confessed, his voice tinged with resignation. "I don't know… how, I don't know if I'm going to be able to."

“Then talk to me, don’t hide away from me. I’m here for you, always,” you urged gently, planting a tender kiss on his nose. “But I need you to cooperate too, to tell me when you feel like this. We'll find a way out together.”

His gaze softened as he listened to your words, finding solace in the warmth of your touch. “When I told you I never wanted a life like this, it's because I never thought it was possible,” he confessed, his voice tinged with vulnerability. “And I was getting old, I just made peace with the fact I’d be lonely all my life. And now, I don’t dream about another life… even when I think I don’t deserve this—you.” He paused to meet your gaze, his eyes reflecting love and gratitude. “You make me feel like… I have another chance at bliss… at peace.”

Tears welled up in your eyes because you couldn’t understand how he felt like that. You wished you could take his pain, and made it your own to share his burden, but you couldn’t. And it made you terribly upset. “I love you, promise me you believe me,” you whispered, your voice trembling with sincerity. He murmured a promise before capturing your lips in a passionate kiss.

“You’re all I want,” he declared between kisses, his words filled with unwavering devotion. “I love you,” he continued, eliciting laughter from you as joy bubbled up within your heart.

a/n: I’m just having Zevlor brain rot and I thought of this. I’m sorry about mistakes I literally couldn’t edit this because if did this would be burry deep in my docs forever.

Hope you enjoyed this <3

See you !! kisses :3

#zevlor #zevlor bg3 #zevlor x reader #zevlor x tav #baldurs gate 3 fanfiction #zevy <3

[dark-and-kawaii]

Doodle Halsin & Zevlor ♡

#I told you all I would draw Zevy nekkid next time #never want to look at that armor again #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate #halsin #halsin bg3 #zevlor #zevlor bg3 #doodle art

[ponury-grajek]

Hi! I just need to tell you that your eru/zevi give me life and I love you. (//o//) *runs away*

AAAA, I'M SO SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT >v< THANK YOU!

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #levi ackerman #zeke jaeger #erwin smith #zevi #eruri #eruzevi #I just love them so much! #I'm happy to see that there are other people who might like this cursed trio <3 #unjustified cursed ship

[weetlebeetle]

what do you have against z*v*

Absolutely nothing

#scrolling through my page trying to figure out what prompted this? #nothing but love for all the zevi shippers out there love you to pieces #not art #ask #also thank you for using the asterisks <3 I think it was you who sent this ask before without them

[vtatters]

Do you have any cats? 👀

I have three

1) Zevy, ginger male maine coon -middle

2) Kai, grey female maine coon -right

3) Smudge, tabby female half persian - left

#ireland #cork #cute pets #cats #cats of tumblr #maine coon #my cats

[levmada]

happy Levi month & happy thank-you-for-3-fcking-thousand-followers... uh month! THANK YOU!

if you're a Levi lover you'll definitely like this one :)

⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ 𝚠𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝙹𝚊𝚗𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟷𝟶, 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟺 ‧͙̩̩͙❆ ͙͛ ˚₊⋆

✧ a moodboard tailored specially for you and (insert your favorite character here:)) OR for a character ship of your choice

✧ ˖⁺‧₊˚ In celebration of the little badass ˖⁺‧₊˚ if Levi is your choice, I'll create the above and a personalized letter.

*if you want a letter but not a moodboard or vice-versa, just add that in your ask :3

✧ examples of moodboards under the cut↓ + examples of letters here

✧ who you want (see character list below↓) & how (married? dating? besties? platonic partners? etc)

✧ specify if you want a regular moodboard or a moodboard that is more complex?

regular: 9 panels, separate pictures, faster results, see pictures below↓

complex: wallpaper-esque, several pictures/linearts

✧ choosing ♡Levi♡? ➳❥ answer this (google) survey₊˚⊹♡

✧ choosing someone else? ➳❥ answer this (google) survey⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊

✧ choosing a ship (see list below↓) ? ➳❥ just specify which one in your ask :3

✧ there is some (infinitesimally small) possibility that I'll turn down a request👍

✧ 🔴not for anons🔴: I'm up for boards and-or letters with suggestive details!

✧ I don't give myself deadlines, so be patient please :)

✧ the tag for this event is: '3k.xmas'. block this tag if you don't want to be spammed :)

✷ Attack on Titan ✷

→ Levi Ackerman (duh of course forever) → Everyone else.

Ships:

» ERURI (Erwin/Levi)

» Erurihan (Hange/Levi/Erwin)

» Levihan (Hange/Levi)

» Zevi (Levi/Zeke)

» Levifar (Levi/Farlan)

» Eremika (Eren/Mikasa)

» Eremin (Eren/Armin)

» Erejean (Eren/Jean)

» Jeankasa (Jean/Mikasa)

※ Chainsaw Man ※

→ Aki Hayakawa → Makima

✴︎ The Last of Us ✴︎

→ Ellie Williams → Joel Miller → Abby Anderson

✿The Promised Neverland✿

→ Norman

❍Omori❍

→ Hero → Sunny → Kel

Ship:

» Sunkel (sunny/kel)

❂Detroit: Become Human❂

→ Connor → Markus

❁Ghost of Tsushima❁

→ Jin Sakai

#aot #snk #aot edit #aotedit #snkedit #shingeki no kyojin #csm #d:bh #detroit become human #chainsaw man #csm edit #f/o #f/o community #f/o edit #romantic f/o #ltou #the last of us #the last of us game #the promised neverland #tpn #aki csm #ellie tlou #3k.xmas

[simciety-ccfinds]

Euphoria CC Finds (Mostly Maddy)

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I will not re-upload, convert,  recolor or retexture meshes or any other content per the creators TOU (which I do read). I do not get paid by commission, website traffic, or reviews.   You will be redirected to the creator's page for download instructions

Thank you & Happy Simming!

#1 - [EnriqueS4] Maddy Hairstyle | EnriqueS4 on Patreon

#2 - EUPHORIA SET - Cassie Party | Daylife Sims on Patreon

#3 - Zevie Hairstyle | LeahLillith on Patreon

#4 - Euphoria Collection (33 items) | Serenity on Patreon

#5 - Cassie by simstrouble | simstrouble on Patreon

#6 - maddy dress. | cheesehair on Patreon

#7 - The Sims Resource - Maddy pants

#8 - The Sims Resource - Face Diamonds V2 / Christopher067

#9 - The Sims Resource - Nara 3D Eye Crystal Glitter

#10 - The Sims Resource - Glossy Modern Eyeshadow | N90

#11 - The Sims Resource - Matte Classic Eyeliner | N87

#12 - babyhair collection | sheabuttyr on Patreon

#13 - The Sims Resource - Geometric Eyeliner | N97

#my sims #ts4ccfinds #ts4cc #ts4customcontent #ts4 #thesims4 #tsr #thesims4customcontent #the sims 4 #sims 4 #partywear #euphoria #maddy perez #sims 4 cc euphoria vibes #sims #makeup #clothing #ccfinds #ts4 maxis cc

[ryuichirou]

Replies

Today’s replies! We’re covering a lot of topics today: some are related to our posts from this week so far, then there is one about Scott Pilgrim Takes off, and one about the Shingeki no Kyojin fanart. Let’s start with the latter one.

amydesailes asked:

Hi!

I remember a few years ago you were drawing a lot of snk related stuff. Do you think that you are making a comeback sometime? I feel like the fandom is much more calmer now.

Ohh that was such a long time ago and it was such fun time… well, a lot of it was stressful as hell because of the fandom and the shipwars and the non-shipping crowd who are quick to shit on artists who draw niche things; but to be honest, this isn’t the only reason why we stopped posting snk fanart. The main reason was that we were getting burnt out and wanted to consume some new media, and it’s nothing unusual or bad: it happens all the time. We dive deep into the title, have a lot of ideas, create AUs, draw and post stuff, and then after some time we move on. There are some titles that we revisit every other year or so, without diving too deep into them, and sometimes we just randomly remember about the characters and get the urge to draw something with them (we’ve done a couple of Zevi sketches even after technically stopping posting snk, as you might’ve seen).

With SnK, even though it’s been quite a few years already, I think it’s still kind of fresh in our minds, so we don’t have anything new to say with our posts or my art…yet. So I can’t really predict when we’ll come back, but you know what they say; a criminal always returns to the scene of the crime lol We love Shingeki very much, so even if it takes a long time, it’s inevitable.

Also, we are very grateful to have people who remember our stuff from back then and even wait for us, I am honestly surprised by it... So thank you so much for asking <3

Anonymous asked:

Which one of the Scott Pilgrim girls do you like? And other than Todd and Wallace, which other male character do you like?

My absolute favourite is probably Julie, and it’s partially because I have the Aubrey Plaza Bias, but I also really liked what they did with her character in the anime. She has the best faces, she’s so animated and so evil. I would love the second season (that we won’t get) simply to look at her more lol

I am also super weak for Kim, she and Julie both are my “best girls”. Kim’s personality just perfectly fits the type of character that I usually like, and I really like the bitter-sweetness that comes with it.

Speaking of the anime specifically, I also really like what they did with Ramona and Roxie. Their relationship didn’t get much depth in the movie (for obvious reasons, they didn’t have time to dive deeply into any relationship), and it was very delightful to see them work through what happened between them… in a way, I guess. Plus, Roxie is an idiot and that’s awesome lol

Ep3 was too much for me in general, all the girls’ interactions were very good + oh my god Hollie’s hot.

Now for the guys… Oh, Gideon, absolutely, he is great. He is such a highlight of the movie, we adore him a lot. So it was interesting to see his trajectory in the anime, and I am very happy that he is just… naturally evil and controlling fuck lol

Matthew was very enjoyable in the anime and I’m glad he got more attention, Lucas was animated very nicely and had a couple of very funny lines. I also think I developed a soft spot for Stephen at some point lol

hipsterteller asked:

I saw Vil and Neige they look so cute together…

characharing asked:

neige and vil look so smallll it's cute!

Thank you so much!! <3 I’m happy you like them hehe.

Anonymous asked:

Aw...that's cute. What life be like if those two were friends or more?

Rook wants a picture of Neige and Vil as kids

Vil would have a much calmer life, that’s for sure… I honestly can’t think of any downside of that scenario, other than it would’ve robbed us of Vil’s meltdowns over Mira’s search results lol

Oh Rook will get that picture; I am 100% that he would somehow manage to get it. This is his treasure, his most important possession; he’ll be buried with that photo…

blackbutlerfandomnerddomain asked:

AWWWWWEEEE BABY VIL AND BABY NEIGH!!!!

I for sure feel like it should be canon that Neige fell for Vil around a certain part of their youths, like maybe it was for a show scene and Neige sees Vil by a tree for the scene and BOOM! CUPID STRUCK OUR BOY HARD

HEHEHE IT’S THEMMM!!!!

Yeah I’m 100% sure that Neige fell for Vil back then. Not only Vil was so cool and professional and mature, but he was also so so so pretty. Even if their characters weren’t supposed to fall in love and Neige’s character was supposed to be bullied by Vil’s character, Neige just couldn’t stop thinking about how pretty Vil is. And not a single person noticed… That’s why he’s a great actor lol

Anonymous asked:

Honestly who in the cast do you think could actually settle down with one another in some type of lasting relationship? I think Trey/Riddle for example or Azul/Idia (I feel like they count because even it is business, it's a binding thing yk)

~ 🐩 anon 

Oh good question! Other than Trey/Riddle and Azul/Idia, the first couple that comes to mind is Rook/Vil, who pretty much already feel like a couple that’s been together for quite some time. Their household situation would probably be complicated, but in general they’re each other’s partners for life I think.

I would also say ADeuce but they’re the type of couple who is always together but just can’t settle down because of some stupid reasons. Jack might steal Deuce from Ace and settle down with him lol Who else… Kalim and Jamil are stuck together, they don’t count lol

Anonymous asked:

Imagine Jamil spending eternity being in Azul's captivity.

(this is related to our latest AzuJami art… I think)

Not only this sounds hot, this sounds like Azul’s absolute dream… And he sees that dream every night, and this is why he sleeps with a smile on his face, that creep.

Anonymous asked:

Even if you don't see him as a top

Vil would be amazing at aftercare and you know it!

(this one is related to our aftercare hc post)

I agree, Anon! I actually wanted to mention him in the post because of that. He knows everything there is to know about aftercare and which products work the best. He is so well-prepared for that it’s almost ridiculous.

Jamil is also good at it, but he basically had no choice but to get good lol

#replies

[hazel2468]

...I got carried away. Its 3 am now.

But hey! At least I drew Zevi after a late night swim, right?

#art #digital art #my art #homemade blorbo #Zevi #Ze'ev #HELP im obsessed with him I adore him so much #FUCK he's cute #best little Kindred in NYC #vtm #vtm art

[zeroducks-2]

For the ask game

Levi from AoT, or if you prefer a DC character- Damian Wayne!

Oh Levi! I would have never expected him tbh, and I'm going to go for it since someone already asked about Damian

(Ask game here)

1: sexuality headcanon - I was writing gay but I'm not sure if Levi being homosexual is even a headcanon at this point. I used to be in an extremely Dudebro reddit server and even the fucking. Alt-righters. The staunch homophobes. Everyone agreed that there is not one single straight atom in that little man.

2: otp - I really like Zevi but if I have to pick just one, I go with Eruri. Levi is pretty shippable though tbh. I don't think I've ever seen anything I dislike when it comes to his ships. Levi/Miche? Sure why not. Levi/Kenny? ...I mean is that a thing? Cause if it isn't it definitely should be lmao.

3: brotp - Levihan! Despite lots of anime are about friendship and whatnot, not many duos I've seen can top Levihan in terms of people who just really fucking love and respect each other (and the chemistry is through the roof).

4: notp - I know there's going to be people from the backstage who want me to say Ereri but nah, I don't hate it. Surely it's not my favorite ship but you know what, 20 yo Eren who stopped giving a fuck harassing his smol Captain works in my book. I think I'm not into anything in which Levi is a top, though. It just doesn't work with my brain.

5: first headcanon that pops into my head - He's been drinking tea for as far as he remembers because there's no way any Underground dweller can just drink water down there, they need to boil the shit out of it and use whatever they have to give it even the bare minimum of flavor.

6: favorite line from this character - It's got to be "Don't die - survive! ...who am I kidding, they're all going to die like flies..." from Return to Shiganshina, it floors me every time.

7: one way in which I relate to this character - I'm uhhhhh short? I'm still taller than him tho I'm pretty sure lmao

8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character - The hardcore character assassination Isayama subjected him to when he made him choose Armin over Erwin for the Titan serum. There's only one man, huh. Fuck off Hajime, I hope kids pee in your Onsen.

9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? - Whoever calls Levi problematic is either under 16 or has read an entirely different manga.

#my asks #9 questions ask game #thanks for asking anon!

[dark-and-kawaii]

୨♡୧ Betrayal ୨♡୧

Zevlor x F!Tav/Reader

₊˚⊹♡ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇꜰᴜꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛɪᴇꜰʟɪɴɢꜱ, ʀᴇꜰᴜꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴢᴇᴠʟᴏʀ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴜʀɴ ʜɪꜱ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ… ʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅᴏ ꜱᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ?

₊˚⊹♡ Notes: ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ!! ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ꜰᴏʀ ᴢᴇᴠʟᴏʀ ꜱᴏ ꜰᴀʀ!!! ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ɪᴛ ᴀꜱ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴀꜱ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ. ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴅᴇᴀʀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ @eurydia ꜰᴏʀ ᴘᴜꜱʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴꜱᴘɪʀɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ <3

₊˚⊹♡ Major Angst | Angst | Injuries | Blood | Zevlor Harms You | Hurt/ Comfort | There's A Major Twist | Happy Ending? Maybe? Sad Ending? Possibly? | ♡

Prt 2.

His grasp around your throat was tight and unforgiving, your body held aloft like a ragdoll, and you could feel his nails digging into your skin, his claws drawing pinpricks of blood. You always knew Zevlor was strong, but this strength was...unimaginable.

He wasn't letting up on the pressure at all.

"Z-Zev-lor... pl-please..." You choked out, “Y-ou… You kn-know m-me- Ah!”

His nails sunk further into your flesh, his eyes glaring, and for a split second, you feared that he might snap your neck right there and then… You didn’t want to believe the other tieflings, didn’t want to believe that Zevlor turned his back on his people let alone you… He’d never do such a thing.

Would he?

Your hands grasped his forearm and you could feel your strength dwindling, your eyes closing, your body growing weak, your heart beating a million miles a minute…

“Y-you- you don’t-“ you gasped, struggling for air, “you don’t wan-t t’do- th-this…!”

The tiefling paladin growled at you, the sound guttural and low, eyes narrowing with anger and hate. His tail flicked out from behind him, the pointed end lashing against the air… None of this felt real… Did the absolute truly have such a hold on him? Your precious Zevy?

Suddenly, a loud cry filled the air, followed by the sound of your back hitting the ground… hard. The wind was knocked right out of you, your hands still grasping his arms… You coughed, hacking up a bit of blood, the taste bitter on your tongue, your lungs burning. You were so delirious that you hadn’t notice how Zevlor reached for his blade until it was already too late.

With a single fluid motion, the tiefling paladin drove his sword into your shoulder, pinning you down to the ground like a bug in a glass case. Your pained screams echoed throughout the chamber, his sword sinking deep into the earth beneath you, and tears sprang from your eyes, blurring your vision.

“Zevlor!!” You cried, your hand grasping his.

You looked up at him with tears in your eyes and begged him to stop, pleaded for him to see reason. You didn't want to hurt him, and you knew deep down he didn’t want this either. That the absolute was poisoning his mind, corrupting his soul. You knew him… And this wasn’t him… He loved you, dammit! 

“I know- I know you’re st-still in there, Zev-vlor, I kn-now it-. I know it’s been hard… -! But, Zevy, ple- please-!! I lov-ove y-you! I-I won’t ever lea-leave you be-hind- I won’t-,” tears spilled freely from your eyes, the pain you felt didn’t come from your wounds but rather the heartache of knowing why he fell victim to the absolute… With little strength you had left, your shaky arm reached up to caress his cheek, “my- my swe-sweet handsome… Z-Zevlor…”

Tears welled up in his very own eyes and his brows furrowed as if confused, like he was coming to, as though the absolute lost its grip on him...

His gaze met yours, and he whispered your name, “T-Tav?”

Your face softened, the corners of your lips tugging up into a small weak smile, “Th-there he is…..”

He quickly released your neck from his grasp and let go of his sword… 

Gasping and sputtering, you tried to regain the oxygen in your lungs. Your fingers grazing over your bloody neck… The tips of your fingers tracing over the marks his nails had left behind… 

Stumbling back, Zevlor fell to his knees, his hand covering his mouth. He stared at you in horror, his eyes wide as his shoulders trembled, “By the gods what have I done..?” He saw how his blade was sheathed within your shoulder, how it pinned you to the ground, and the way your blood trickled down the edge of the blade… The tiefling’s eyes trailed to your neck… Your lovely beautiful neck now covered in smeared blood and puncture wounds… He did that…

The tiefling had been a fool. Blinded by the absolute, the power it promised, the protection it offered, and the hatred it gave…

Zevlor quickly reached for his blade and yanked it from your shoulder, causing you to cry out once more.

“Hsss!!” You grit your teeth, hissing in pain.

Zevlor cast the blade aside, the sword landing with a clank. He then was immediately on his knees beside you, his hand resting atop of yours as you pressed into your wound. 

He whispered apologies, each word tinged with despair, "I'm so sorry, I... I didn't know. I couldn't see. Forgive me, please."

Your breaths were shallow, each inhale a struggle against the pain, but you managed a nod. "Zevlor, it's... it's not your fault. The Absolute... it- it twisted your mind."

He shook his head, tears streaming down his face, mingling with the dirt and blood that stained his skin. "I was weak," he choked out. "I allowed it to take hold, to use me against those I care most about. Against you."

You reached out, your hand trembling as it brushed away his tears. "No, Zevy. You are still so strong.” The pain in his eyes were so evident, you wish you could take it away, “Everyone has moments of weakness, especially when faced with powers that promise us something good.”

Zevlor's gaze lingered on your face, his eyes searching for forgiveness and strength. He helped you sit up, carefully avoiding your injured shoulder. "We need to get you to a healer. There isn’t much I can do..."

“Zevlor, please don’t fret-“ you could feel yourself start to fade in and out of consciousness… “I-we’ll be… o-ok-“

Everything felt heavy, and it became increasingly hard to keep your eyes open. You tried, you tried so damn hard to fight it, but the pain and loss of blood had gotten to you… Fuck, you didn’t want to leave him on his own with his thoughts… But- but… Your eyes finally shut and everything went dark… You could faintly hear Zevlor call out your name, begging you to stay awake.

He carefully lifted you into his arms, his movements gentle, as if you were made of the most fragile glass. Every step he took was cautious, ensuring not to jar your wound further. The Last Light Inn was not far, but with every step, the urgency of your situation weighed heavily on him.

As he approached the inn, he could see the faces of the other tieflings who had once trusted him. Their expressions turned from surprise to shock, and then to anger as they saw the state you were in and the remorse etched deeply onto his features.

“Zevlor! What have you done!?" Lakrissa cried out, stepping forward with pure fury in her eyes.

He shook his head, tears threatening to spill down his cheeks. His voice broke, his gaze dropping to your limp form, “I- i was misled, corrupted by the Absolute. But no more. Please, she needs a healer. There's no time-“

“You are the reason some of us are dead and now you’re almost the reason for her-“ she points at you, “the one person who had faith that you didn’t turn your backs on us! The girl who saved us from those Druids and goblins!!”

Zevlor's face crumpled under the weight of Lakrissa's fury, his guilt and regret manifesting as a visible shudder that ran through his body. He knew she was right; his actions, influenced by the Absolute, had nearly cost the life of the one person who always believed in him. He dared not look at the other tieflings, their eyes burning with a mixture of disappointment, anger, and betrayal.

Lakrissa's expression faltered, her eyes drifting between the two of you, her anger turning to sorrow, but not for herself, for you.

She gestured towards the door of the inn, leading him inside, “Place her on the bed, Halsin is here I just need to fetch him…” Lakrissa stopped just before the doorway, glancing back at the paladin, "This will not undo the wrongs you've committed, and I’m only doing this for her sake."

Zevlor's expression was solemn, "I am aware, Lakrissa…”

Without another word, the tiefling slipped through the doorway and vanished, leaving Zevlor alone with you.

He carefully laid you down on the bed, taking a moment to gently push the hair from your face, his hand finding yours. Gripping it tightly as if holding onto it was his only anchor left in the world.

It didn’t take long for Halsin to arrive. The Druid an old acquaintance, a fine healer…

The large elf took one look at you and got to work immediately, his hands hovering over your wound. A soft light emanated from his palms, “How did such a fate come to pass?”

Zevlor bowed his head in shame, his words caught in his throat. He swallowed thickly, trying to find his voice, "I... I was corrupted by the Absolute and she, she paid the price for it."

“I see.”

You remained unconscious, your breathing shallow but steady, a testament to the healer's skill and the resilience that had always defined you.

Halsin was quiet for a few moments, the druid focused on his task, until his hands fell back to his side, the light fading, his healing almost complete.

“I cannot apologize enough. For everything. I have failed her, my people, and myself- and I will never forgive myself- nor do I expect it from anyone else.”

Zevlor’s hand tightened around yours, his gaze lingering on you for a few moments longer. He had been so close to losing the only person he ever cared for. The thought alone was enough to break him, his thoughts running wild about how he could possibly do it again and find his blade in your back… 

He didn’t want to release your hand, but it was inevitable, and with a final squeeze, he stood up and turned heading towards the exit, "I believe I’ve overstayed my welcome. She’ll be better off without me, nor do I deserve a place among my people. Thank you Halsin, truly, for all you have done.”

Your weak call, "please..." had halted him, a simple plea laden with so much need. When he turned, expecting perhaps to see you awake, he saw how you were still unconscious- your arm hanging off the bed as if reaching out for him…

“They’ll both recover, old friend. She just needs time to rest.”

The elf's eyes landed on the paladin, a simple warm smile gracing his face, "Go to her, they need you."

“They?” Zevlor whispered, his brows furrowing.

"Yes, her… and the child she carries?"

Zevlor was stunned, his mind processing the information. The druid's words replayed in his head, “A child... She is with child?” The walls of the room seemed to close in around him, “Oh gods...” the shadows lengthened as the burden of his knowledge grew. He nearly killed you and his unborn child. The realization was a cruel knife twisting within him. 

The room spun around him, each turn a montage of his failures, his betrayals, the lives lost, the lives almost lost because of his decisions. How could he consider himself worthy of being a father, of standing by you, when his hands were so stained?

“I- I didn’t know. I wasn't aware. If I had known- if I had been stronger... This would not have happened... I would have- I should have protected her. Gods above, what have I done?”

He wanted to run. To escape the truth of his actions and the reality of his newfound parenthood-

A gentle hand on his shoulder pulled him from his thoughts, the druid's kind eyes meeting his, "You are not the man you were yesterday, nor the one from a week ago. We change each day, this is just as life is. You can become the person they both need, the one I know you can be. Do not let the past define your future, do not allow it to define their future. The absolute may have swayed your mind, but not your soul.”

The tieflings eyes flickered towards you, his gaze lingering on you, watching every subtle rise and fall of your chest as you lay there, the steady rhythm of your breathing a quiet symphony in the otherwise silent room. Zevlor felt the weight of his past actions, but also the potential for rebirth, for growth. He realized that while he could not change the past, the future was still his to shape, that’s only if you allow it so. 

He approached your bedside, his movements hesitant, as if afraid to shatter the moment, afraid to find this all an illusion, a cruel dream his subconscious would torment him with and that you’d be lying in a casket instead of a bed… 

He reached out and took your hand in his, the warmth of your skin against his was an assurance that you were real, that he was here, that you would both be okay.

Taking a seat beside you, he watched over you with a mix of awe and fear. Fear of the unknown, of the new life he would now be responsible for, and awe of the strength and resilience you embodied, even in unconsciousness. He always found himself unromancable, yet you loved him. Despite the many faults he possessed, you loved him.

His thumb traced small circles on the back of your hand, a silent prayer of forgiveness, a plea for second chances, a promise to never be blinded by the absolute again.

Hours passed before your finally stirred, the world around you a haze of confusion and pain. Your shoulder felt like it was on fire, and your neck throbbed, every small movement an exercise in pain management.

The sight of you waking was like the dawn after the darkest night, and Zevlor held his breath, waiting, hoping.

When your eyes finally opened, they met his inferno one. A faint smile curved your lips. "Zevlor." your voice was weak, but to him, it was the most beautiful sound.

"I'm here," he replied, his voice thick with emotion. "I'm not going anywhere. I'm so sorry. For everything."

You reached out, your hand finding his cheek. "No more apologies," you whispered, stroking his skin. "No more blame.You are so kind, my Zevlor. A shield for those that are in need of protection. Please, none of this was your fault, my love.”

He pressed his hand over yours, leaning into your touch, he could see there was not arguing with you, your stubborn nature, and strongheaded ways were something he loved.

His gaze then shifted, resting on your still flat stomach, "I was told that you were with child, and that I would have the privilege of being their father."

He looked back up at you, a nervous smile tugging at his lips.

With a simple nod, you confirmed it.

“Truly?” He asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

"Truly," you replied.

In a split second, the paladin wrapped his arms around you, his face buried in the crook of your neck.

And in that moment, the world fell away. There was no absolute, no judgement, only the two of you and the promise of a brighter future.

#bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #zevlor #zevlor bg3 #bg3 Zevlor #zevlor x tav #zevlor x reader #bg3 angst #halsin

[marleysfinest]

why but of course my musty-dusty Zeke pls <3

oooooooooooooh mae straight in with the dustiest man ohoho - I'm gonna put this under a cut bc it ended up LONG

drop me a character and I'll tell u my thots

Why I like them I would be foolish to refuse to see his handsomeness!!!! and also I feel like he has a dry sense of humour which I can appreciate

Why I don’t he's kind of an asshole. canonically bc of the genocide, in every other au bc he's just a rude man

Favorite episode (scene if movie) I mean it has to be midnight train. serving the most cunt in this ep

Favorite season/movie s4 zeke u r the winner

Favorite line "don't glare at me like that, levi. what if I piss my pants?"

Favorite outfit

OTP cake ZEVI ZEVI ZEVI

Brotp I mean in my head it's zeke x pieck 4 lyf I know they're besties

Head Canon pretentious as fuck but has never read a single shakespeare play

Unpopular opinion idk if it's unpopular I haven't really delved into it much but I'd liked to have seen him survive. like I KNOW why he couldn't etc etc but. idk him having a shot at the world would've been nice!!!!

A wish that he'd leave me alone I never wanted this

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen don't make a move on me monkey man!!!!!! I will reject you!!! I have the willpower!!!!! (I don't)

5 words to best describe them stinky sexy annoying asshole man

My nickname for them ezekiel!!

#asks #zeke

[suotea]

zevie !!! i am throwing little law’s at you !!! >3<

STOP IT THE OVERSIZED PANTS I WANNA KEEP HIM

#googles this figurine #BRUHHH #y’all know my gym bag has that print on his hat #my god #little laws 😭😭😭 i’m crying he’s cute #♡﹒𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐃𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐘! #𓂃 🤍 — answered! #( ´ ˘ `) — luv note ꒱

[levmada]

My fav Levi blog posting Zevi is like a treat I never expected - @ch-4-s-3

ohhhhh i have a whole masterlist for them😏getting a zevi ask is also a treat i never expected lololol

#i’ve written one zevi fic #but i make up for that by owning zevi doujinshi #kane has mail

[thegraveyardshiftdnd]

The Plot so far (pt. 3)

Continuing the plot summary of the Graveyard Shift now on the new blog for it! If you want to read what happened previously, here are parts 1 and 2, along with a link to the masterpost!

Picking up from Yikes and Azule waking up from the nightmare, there's a collective panic as those who were in the nightmare ensure that their friends and coworkers are who they say they are. Frizzle (one of the NPCs from the first arc and was in the dream) confronts Todd, and Yikes and Azule confront Husk. Thankfully, no one's actually been replaced, and they hurry to finish traveling to Dradow.

While Yikes was recovering from the 4 levels of exhaustion from the werewolf bite and the dream, there was a bit of downtime. During this, Yikes and Husk talked to Anzor and confronted him about various suspicious things that he had noticed him doing. It culminated in them both asking if Anzor was undead, which Anzor unhappily confirmed, showing what was under the bandages covering his body: mostly dead flesh with ever-open wounds slowly oozing blackened blood, and an open, exposed torso devoid of all organs except for a glowing red stone replacing his heart.

BACKSTORY TIME: He was used as an experiment for a necromancer looking to unlock the secrets of lichdom by tying a soul back to a dead body to live in undeath. While the necromancer succeeded with Anzor, he wasn't able to figure it out for himself before paladins of Kelemvor burst in and arrested him. Anzor was almost killed, but one paladin stuck up for him, saying he was clearly sentient, a person with a soul, and deserved a chance at life. Being taken in by the temple (although unable to enter it due to Hallow), he studied and prayed for hours and days to Kelemvor, hoping for an answer to help him. Kelemvor responded in a vision, bestowing powers, an oath, and an enchanted pendant that would ease his suffering and cover the fact he was undead. He entered the temple for the first time and was officially a paladin to Kelemvor.

With downtime mostly over, Yikes had the party meet up with a contact of his named Bramble, a hyena shifter and bardic professor at the local college. Dradow is a city known for its two colleges of magic, one for wizards called Clockworth’s Academy of Abjuration, and one for bards called Autumnrun’s College for Debators, Orators, and all things Eloquent, which Bramble works at. He's been working on a book for the last 10 years about shapechanging, the races associated with it, and the myths about them. Yikes was interviewed for the book years ago, and now he's taking Husk to meet him to get more information on changelings. During this cheerful reunion, a student comes in and asks if Bramble has seen a friend of hers, Falthrax, an older dwarf who's also a student. After searching where he'd been previously, the party found a seemingly sentient book called The Price of Beauty (yes it's the module from Candlekeep Mysteries). Telling it their problems caused it to open a portal to a dirt path lined by stone lilies in the middle of a jungle. The trees are recognized by Husk as this is part of the same jungle they lived on the other continent in the country of Llaethpotel. The party venture in, assuming this is where the missing dwarf went, and Bramble promises them he will help on the other side. And with that, the portal closes, and they are on a different continent.

Following the path, they find the Temple of the Restful Lily, one dedicated to the god Sune. They are greeted by Saeth, a human man who IMMEDIATELY drew the suspicion of the party. This suspicion increased after Yikes attempted to charm him, and he attempted to charm Yikes right back. They rested in the sauna for a little, where they met Zevi, a veteran from the bordering empire of Ascopia and sent here to recover from a leg wound. Yikes was able to determine the sauna was filled with fey magic and noticed very slight movement in the water. After pushing Zevi out of the room, Yikes and Husk were able to coax the naiad that lived in the pool out of hiding by showing they were fey as well. She introduced herself as Cyrena, and she told the party the temple had been taken over by a coven of hags, and her friend and founder of the temple, Sylvarie, had been missing for a decade, presumed dead.

With a day of investigating, they discovered Falthrax and another victim of the hags in what used to be Sylvarie's tower which the hags use as their home now. They also uncovered cursed paintings that seemingly tied a hag curse to these victims. With the break in noticed by a gargoyle, the party was on a time limit to get these victims out. Zevi stepped up, additionally distracting the hags, and after ordering Bramble to open up the portal using sending, they got the victims through and a fight began. The party killed the hags, but when faced by Saeth, revealing himself to be a cambian all along, Todd was able to persuade a negotiation instead, for a trade of information: the hags' recipe for the cursed paintings for Saeth, and information about the fey and changelings for the party. Saeth reveals there used to be a changeling settlement deep within the forest, which was destroyed 3 decades ago, making Husk question why their archfey, Nonna, who lives in the forest, didn't tell them about that. Saeth leaves with the hags' recipe content, and the party returns to the temple to discover a massacre. The hags and Saeth had killed the other visitors of the temple before chasing the party to leave no witnesses.

It's a somber moment to mourn the dead, but their work isn't over. They find Slyvarie in the basement of the abandoned shrine of Sune, who has been transformed into a medusa and petrified Yikes and Todd. However, Cyrena was brought along per her request, and she quickly convinced Slyvarie everything was ok, and she would finally be safe. A few professors from the bardic college were sent for to un-petrify the characters, and they finally headed back to Dradow.

They received an award from the headmaster of the college for their excellent work saving their missing student and were allowed to keep the Price of Beauty. The party now has a fairly easy way to travel to a base of operations outside of the continent if they ever find themselves in trouble.

And with that, unfortunately, Azule and Todd leave the game here. Azule was almost outed as a necromancer and left the circus, and Todd, with a deadline to fulfill a deal to their warlock patron looming, decided to leave as well.

The party does add one new member to their ranks: the NPC Frizzle! She had been given the ability to not sleep by her patron after the nightmare as a show of good will, and she decided to stop being so scared and stand up for herself and her friends. With that, Yikes and Husk invited her to join them to try to take down Margylia, and while she is still terrified, she agreed.

#the graveyard shift #azule gys #husk gys #todd gys #yikes gys #dnd campaign #dnd 5e #dnd #long post

[astridthevalkyrie]

c and u on the fanfic ask list for superior pls!! <3

thank you so much!!

C: What character do you identify with most?

i'd be.....lying? if i didn't say the reader character, because, obviously, she's the character i've put the most into. i understand her. i feel for her. i live in her shoes. but at the same time, aside from quirks here and there, we're not similar at all. her in summer rain was pettier than me, and her now is far more selfless than i am. i think i have a good middle ground between the two! so I'm probably more like millie, but let's just say i would want to identify with reader more.

U: A pairing you might like to write for, but haven’t tried yet.

in superior specifically? the only relationship i would maybe delve into a little is ricky and lily's—i want to write a oneshot about ricky once the series is done, and while his romantic life wouldn't be the focus, it would still naturally be an important part of his story.

that's as far as romantic pairings go—i'd also like to delve into levi and mikasa's familial relationship since it's my favorite in aot <3 as for general aot ships i'd like to write for, probably erejean and mikannie. or maybe zevi 😍

#can you tell i like antagonistic ships LMAO #superior #fanfic ask meme