#wishi turns... 19!

[wishi-selfships]

YEAGHHHH WOOOOOOOOOOO LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYY

#YAHOOOOOO!!! #vut also. happy bday silver :) twin #silver the hedgehog #wishi rambles #wishi turns... 19!

[thethief1996]

Israel has cut water, electricity and food to Palestinians in Gaza. They are buying 10.000 M16 rifles and plan to distribute to civilian settlers in the West Bank to hunt down Palestinians. They're bombing the only way out of Gaza through Egypt, after telling refugees to flee through it, and have threatened the Egyptian government in case they let aid trucks pass through. Entire families, generations, are being wiped out and left to wander the streets hoping they don't get bombed.

Palestinians are using their last minutes of battery to let the world know about their genocide and are being met with a wall of "What about Hamas? What about the beheaded babies? Killing children on either side is bad!" even though the propaganda claims have been debunked over and over again. How cruel is it to ask somebody to condemn themselves before their last words? Or before grieving the loss of their entire families? When there's no such disclaimer to Israelis even though their government has shown over and over genocidal intent? Like who are you even trying to appease? What will your wishy washy statement do against decades of zionist thought infiltrating evangelical and Jewish stablishmemts?

Take action. Israel will fall back if public opinion turns its tide. The UK fell back on its bloody decision to cut aid to Palestine under public scrutiny. The USAmerican empire spends $3.8 billion dollars annually solely on this proxy war while its people suffer under a progressively military regime as well. News outlets are canceling last minute on Palestinian speakers while letting Israelis tell lies unchecked. Palestinian refugees are being targeted in ICE establishments and mosques are already being hounded by the FBI. France and Germany have banned pro-Palestine protests, while Netherlands and the UK have placed restrictions . You have the chance to stop this from turning into repeat of the Iraq war.

I want to do something but there's hardly anything for me to do from Brasil besides spreading the word and not letting these testimonies fall on deaf ears. I'm asking you to do this same ant work from wherever you are.

Follow:

Eye On Palestine (instagram / twitter)

Mohammed El-Kurd (instagram / twitter)

Decolonize Palestine (website with a chronological explanation of the occupation and debunking myths)

Muhammad Shehada (twitter)

Plestia Alaqad (directly from Gaza. Many of her videos are interrupted by bombs)

If there's a protest in your city, please attend. Here's an international calendar of events:

Friday, October 13

ALBUQUERQUE, NM (US) – Fri Oct. 13, 3 pm, UNM Bookstore, University of New Mexico. Organized by Southwest Coalition for Palestine.

BERKELEY, CALIFORNIA (US) – Fri Oct 13, 6 pm, Sproul Hall (Vigil), University of California Berkeley. Organized by Bears for Palestine.

DOUAIS, FRANCE – Fri Oct 13, 6:30 pm, Place de’Armes.

GOTHENBURG, SWEDEN – Fri Oct 13, 5:30 pm, Brunnsparken. Organized by Palestinska samordningsgruppen Gothenburg.

GREENSBORO, NC (US) – Fri Oct. 13, 4 pm, Wendover Village, 4203 W Wendover Ave, Greensboro, NC. Organized by Muslims for a Better NC.

LONDON, ENGLAND – Fri Oct 13, 5 pm, Keir Starmer’s Office, Crowndale Center, 218 Eversholt St, London. Organized by IJAN UK.

MEANJIN/BRISBANE, AUSTRALIA – Fri Oct 13, 6 pm, King George Square.

MIAMI, FL (US) – Fri Oct 13, 4:30 pm, Bayfront Park. Organized by Troika Kollectiv.

NAPOLI, ITALY – Fri Oct 13, 4:30 pm, Piazza Garibaldi, Napoli. Organized by GPI and Centro Culturale Handala Ali.

NGUNNAWAL/CANBERRA, AUSTRALIA – Fri Oct 13, 5:30 pm, Carema Place.

PERTH/BOORLOO, AUSTRALIA – Fri Oct. 13, 5:30 pm, Murray Street Hall, Boorloo/Perth. Organized by Friends of Palestine WA.

PORTLAND, OREGON (US) – Fri Oct 13, 3 pm, 1200-1220 SW 5th Ave, Portland.

PORT RICHEY, FL (US) – Fri Oct 13, 7:30 am, Route 19 and Ridge Road, Port Richey. Sponsored by: Florida Peace Action Network; Partners for Palestine; CADSI

PRETORIA, SOUTH AFRICA – Friday, Oct. 13, 7 pm, UP Main Campus, DSA Building opposite Thuto. Organized by PSC UP.

WITSWATERSRAND UNIVERSITY (SOUTH AFRICA) – Fri Oct 13, 1 pm, Great Hall Piazza, Flag demonstration. Organized by Wits PSC.

Saturday, October 14

ABERDEEN, SCOTLAND – Sat, Oct. 14, 2 pm, St. Nichlas Square. Organized by Scottish PSC.

AUCKLAND, NEW ZEALAND – Sat Oct 14, 2 pm, Aotea Square, Queens St, 291-2997 Queen St. Organized by PSN Aotearoa.

DETROIT/DEARBORN, MICHIGAN (US) – Sat Oct 14, 2 pm, Ford Woods Park, 5700 Greenfield Road. Organized by SAFE, PYM, SJP, Handala Coalition, more.

DUNDEE, SCOTLAND – Sat, Oct. 14, 2 pm, Place TBA. Organized by Scottish PSC.

EDINBURGH, SCOTLAND – Sat, Oct 14, 2 pm, Princes Street at Foot of the Mound. Organized by Scottish PSC.

FRANKFURT, GERMANY – Sat Oct 14, 3 pm Hauptwache, Frankfurt am Main. Sponsored by Palestina eV, Migrantifa Rhein-Main and more.

GLASGOW, SCOTLAND – Sat. Oct 14, 2 pm, Buchanan Steps. Organized by Scottish PSC.

HOUSTON, TEXAS (US) – Sat Oct 14, 2 pm, City Hall, 901 Bagby St. Organizd by PYM, PAC, USPCN, SJP and more.

LIVERPOOL, ENGLAND – Sat Oc 14, 12 pm, Church St. Organized by FRFI.

LONDON, ENGLAND – Sat Oct 14, 12 pm, BBC Portland Place, London. Organized by a broad coalition.

MILANO, ITALY – Sat. Oct 14, 3:30 pm, Piazza San Babila. Organized by Young Palestinians of Italy, UDAP, Palestinian Community, Association of Palestinians.

ORLANDO, FLORIDA – Sat Oct 14, 3 pm, Lake Eola at Robinson and Eola, Orland. Organized by Florida Palestine Network.

TORINO, ITALY – Sat. Oct. 14, 3 pm, Piazza Crispi. Organized by Progetto Palestina.

VALPARAISO, CHILE – Sat Oct 14, 6 pm, Plaza Victoria, Valparaiso. Organized by Comite Chileno de Solidaridad con Palestina.

WASHINGTON, DC (US) – Sat Oct 14, 1 pm, Lafayette Square. Organized by AMP.

Sunday, October 15

AMSTERDAM, NETHERLANDS – Sun Oct 15, 2 pm, March from Dam Square to Jonas Daniel Meijer plein.

NAARM/MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIA – Sun Oct 15, State Library Victoria.

TARDANYA/ADELAIDE, AUSTRALIA – Sun Oct 15, 2 pm, Parliament House.

AUSTIN, TEXAS (US) – Sun Oct 15, 3 pm, Texas Capitol. Organized by PSC ATX.

GADIGAL/SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA – Sun Oct 15, 1 pm, Sydney Town Hall.

SANTIAGO, CHILE -Sun Oct 15, 11 am, Plaza Dignidad, Santiago. Organized by Comite Chileno de Solidaridad con Palestina.

#save palestine #free palestine #save gaza #save sheikh jarrah #save silwan #ask to tag

[cryptocism]

can we get like, an age check for the many many thads? cause ik five is both like 2 years old and 45, and thad as in two thad was described as looking older, do the years in the speed force count towards his age? what abt three?

yea sure thing

in the main story (so disregarding moments of time travel where certain characters might be older/younger) im running off these physical ages:

Bart, Thad, Three: 19 ish (current canon is wishy washy with Barts age, but ive decided frequency takes place about 5 years after the events of Mercury Falling, and at that time Bart is described as physically 14)

Five: early 30s

Six: early 20s in his first appearances, then ages 3 years by spending them in the past. we'll say he goes from 22 to 25ish

Eight/Jude, Nine/Nathaniel: like a month away from turning 14

if we're factoring in chronological ages things get a lil more complicated:

Bart: physically 19, chronologically i believe hes around 8? but again timeline is weird on him so i could be wrong. Aged rapidly for the first 2-3 years of his life and then went on as normal for the next 6ish. discounting his brief foray into being 21 and then returning as a teen again.

Thad, Three: physically 19, chronologically "eons", but they've only been out of their requisite tanks for 5-6 years

Five: physically in his early 30s, chronologically about 3 years

Six: early to mid 20s, and chronologically many many centuries due to time travel

Eight/Jude and Nine/Nathaniel are easy because they had no time travel fuckery or rapid aging or decelerated aging. theyre just 13-14 thank christ

and if anybody wants to know about Four he'd be the same physical/chronological ages as Thad and Three. if i have my timeline right he'd be physically about 16-17 during the events of F:FMA, and then of course was a statue for a year so also 16-17 at the time of his death

#asks #anonymous #i dont think current canon has a confirmed age for bart atm #but until they do im running off him and his buds being in the general 18-20 ballpark #mostly because them all still being like 14-16 continues to baffle me #especially when other characters are shown to be aging around them

[plaguery]

5, 10, 11, 16, and 19 for Pomene!

5. How far is your OC willing to go to get what they want?

weeeeell she already crosses multiple lines--against others and against herself-- just to operate as she's expected to; shes been molded basically since she was hatched to be downright invasive and betraying specifically toward her own ruthless caste. so its not much of a stretch for her to go to those same bloody and cruel lengths for her own aims.

what is complicated with her character though is that the idea of "getting what she wants" has been foreign to her for the bulk of her life, so "getting what she wants" has mostly meant changing the idea of what she wants into something that can be achieved through her sanctioned cruelty. what she really wants deep down has had to be suppressed and obscured and that has manifested in a "desire" to hurt herself and others. and ultimately, she finds herself ready to break the world itself to do this.

there are certain lines that she won't cross, even at her worst, but they're situational and few and far between. (the closer you get to her, the more likely there are to be lines that she wont cross but some still very much will be. being evil and rotten is her love language)

10. What's an AU that would be interesting to explore with your OC?

i cannot think of anything serious so im going to say grocery store au where its the most psychologically unnerving grocery store in the world. so naturally this would be a gentrification organic whole foods chain type store. i dont think she'd work there. but she is just drawn to the miserable aura and feels the call to haunt the fluorescent and unfeeling aisles

11. What is your OC's weapon of choice? Have they ever actually used it?

any bludgeoning weapon. her preference is more for makeshift, 'grab this random item and make it so' type weapons over something like a bat/club/baton that is meant to be used as a weapon. typically, this has been a huge and hefty pillar-like candle holder that she lifts to bash in a head but she can swing it as well.

she Has used it. its kind of her job

16. What is your OC's pain tolerance like?

(this is just her life and she is fine with it. i promise)

pomene's pain threshold is on the lower end but her tolerance is significantly higher through training. basically, you can hurt her but she typically wont react unless you're like. at torture level. it is possible to surprise her with lesser pain though (even if shes not reacting directly to the pain itself), since she's used to having the upper hand. the same applies emotionally.

19. How does your OC behave when enraged?

she has a flattened affect, so rage doesnt really translate to physical expression in expected ways. her rage also tends to mutate into wishy washier feelings. in these cases, she externally appears composed but internally is planning retribution. real, visceral rage is a difficult emotion for her to access and only really occurs once she is pushed to the very last of her limits.

her rage and her pain and her blood are one and the same, intertwined, and she literally lets it consume her and turn her into a monstrous abomination--she is the "revelation", the "whore" and the "beast" in one and the seven trumpets are her droning vengeful cries. i hope this helps <3

heres a pompomcore image to close this out

#using she/her here just for consistency's sake. this is really mostly about her she/her phase anyway #pomene

[womenfrommars]

There is female anatomy discourse happening on my dash again and I'm sooo tired of it. If you don't like having to lie to trans people in order to validate their identities, why do we need to be blatantly dishonest about female biology so a bunch of self loathing radblr users don't get offended? This is the kind of thing that makes my autist brain explode. I've always gotten shit for being too brutally honest and now feminists of all people are expecting us to be wishy washy like this.

It's crazy because radfems are quick to point out that women are oppressed for our biology (as opposed to a more faux progressive argument based on gender identity), but they tend to forget the other half of that theory. The theory goes that women are oppressed for their biology so that men can exploit us for our reproductive labour. You can't state this and then turn around and skirt around the fact the uterus is a reproductive organ. Yes, it also plays a role in hormonal regulation and it is a structural organ, but that doesn't negate its reproductive function. Everyone has a reproductive system. The fact there are two types of systems does not mean half of the population is inferior

I've seen a lot of ''Oh no men are stronger and bigger than us so they are superior :(''. Do you also feel inferior to elephants and tigers? Sort out your internalised misogyny. And I hate this logic because it also implies they feel superior to certain disabled people. And men don't apply this logic to themselves. White men don't feel inferior to black men despite black men being faster, generally speaking. Most of the top Olympic runners are black men

The female body has different strengths and that's okay. Covid-19 disproportionally affects men to the point certain countries like India had different curfew times for men and women to protect men. Women are also less prone to X-chromosome based diseases and women tend to live longer as well. When women on here claim to feel inferior to men, they use metrics that conveniently all benefit men. Perspective, my friends

[cielsosinfel]

cataloguing some twitter + bluesky threads about fc4/pajay thoughts (currently taking a break from revisiting it because of BG3 worming into my brain) (laugh track)

2:50 PM · Sep 18, 2023

something I've been stuck thinking about as I read all this FC4 fic from my time in the fandom a decade ago, and newer stuff written in the years since… very few people actually have Ajay go to Pagan's side over the Golden Path because of his mother

Like, outside of the secret ending. Stories mostly have him going over to Pagan because horny or because "damn the Golden Path is full of lunatics" (which bugs me for another reason lol the like. flanderization? of Amita and Sabal to the point it just reads like character-bashing

But anyway it's just like. I keep thinking about it. Ajay only goes to Kyra because his mother wanted her ashes laid to rest there. He has no idea what her relationship to the country's politics was. He has no idea who his father is at all. He just wants to be a dutiful son

And grieve, and do this for himself as much as for her. When he gets with the Golden Path, he keeps hearing Mohan Ghale, Mohan Ghale, Son of Mohan- why should this name meaning anything to him? His father was in his life for what, less than a year, he has 0 memory of him

So few people acknowledge Ishwari as a person. She's "Mohan's wife," "Mohan's child bride," I can't remember exactly but I'm pretty sure she's also mentioned disdainfully for "betraying" the GP because of everything with Pagan… no acknowledgment of her role in founding the GP

Everyone placing all of these expectations on Ajay's shoulders because he shares a name and blood with a man who may as well not exist in his life, and no one sparing a single kind word for the mother who he loved for 20+ years and lost just a few months ago

EXCEPT Pagan

When he has, on one side, Sabal who projects his ghost of a father all over Ajay while pushing him to go murder people for him, and Amita on the other who starts out hating him because of that same ghost of his father while pushing him to go… murder more people!

does it not make sense he'd get tired and upset and start considering reaching back out to the one single person in what feels like the whole country who knew Ishwari's name without Ajay even speaking it, and knew exactly where Ajay needed to go to lay her to rest

this is my tl;dr thoughts i've had all weekend

idk where i'm going with this and no one on here has even played this game good bye

if he even cared about the ethics at all, because this is a Far Cry game, ethics are kind of wishy-washy across the board

honestly i'm definitely putting more thought into ajay's emotional interiority and reactions than the game writers did

~~~~

Sep 19, 2023 at 6:39 AM

& yknow, I think there's something to be said of the fact Pagan is the only person who never asks Ajay to kill someone for him. Unless you count the moment at the end where he suggests Ajay kill him even though it'd be Boring (and I do think he was full aware Ajay might actually go through with it.)

also think it says something he spent 20+ ys avoiding assassination attempts, only to sit there literally defenseless, waiting for the last remainder of a weird broken family he almost had to shoot him. After 20+ yrs of grief warping him. I'm turning this over in my head now

Sep 21, 2023 at 6:29 PM

another FC4 thing: I thought Pagan was the only non-Kyrati-native character that pronounced Ajay's name as "AH-jay" but apparently… Paul does too………? The choice to have Paul of all characters pronounce it AH-jay, but then Noore pronounces it A-J.. I wanna know how they decided these things

Sep 21, 2023 at 6:07 PM

Will I get suspended here for talking about how horny I am for Dadson, pseudo or not, and how insane FC4 in specific is making me right now

Pagan is SOOOO ATTACHED to ajay's simultaneous benefit (never at risk of Pagan's Actual wrath) and detriment (pagan being an overbearing creep forever)

#fc4 #paganajay #mine poste #i feel like i had more posts. maybe on priv. i'll check later i'm tired #i have a lot more thoughts about these two than i have ever typed #over a decades worth of thoughts #many lost to the sands of time. aka tumblr blog wipe almost a decade ago. rip

[astrobydalia]

🌸OBSERVATIONS!! (finally lmao)🌱

Credit: Tumblr blog @astrobydalia

It's been a long time coming! So happy for spring being finally here! Here's the long ass observation post you guys asked for. Since it's quite a big amount of observations, I've decided it'd be a good idea to number them so that it's easier to reference them. As always, enjoy them!

🌸 1. Lilith in the 2nd house can indicate something fishy going on with the relationship between the native’s parents.

🌱 2. Malefic placements such as pluto, chiron, Saturn or Lilith in the 12th indicates a lot of skeletons in the closet when it comes to family and family history

🌸 3. Chiron in Aries/1st house or Leo/5th house is kind of bitch placement. The person basically feels like they can’t be themselves and there’s a lot of self-denial and/or not accepting themselves, how they really are, what they really want, etc. Lots of self-esteem issues

🌱 4. People with sexual placements in the 2nd house (Mars, Venus, Lilith, Eros, ruler of the 8th house) base their self-worth on how sexually attractive they are. If they don't feel sexually desirable to everyone, they feel like they're shit

🌸 5. Lilith is what people think Pluto/Scorpio is!!!! All that stuff about magnetic, sexual and intoxicating but dangerous? Lilith.

🌱 6. Scorpio/Pluto in 4th could mean that the person had to work hard to survive something growing up. It could be poverty, their parents’ expectations, an early trauma, etc. Whatever the situation is, the native felt like they grew up in a high-stress environment where they had to endure and survive

🌸 7. When it comes to degrees, the higher the degree, the bigger or stronger the effect. For example Leo degrees (5º, 17º, 29º) are fame degrees. 5th degree would give small fame, 17th degree would be normal and significant fame or recognition inside the person’s field and 29th degree is moreso widespread or permanent fame

🌱 8. Saturn in the 5th house is a huge indicator of turning your hobby into your job. Also these people can be very awkward in their personality

🌸 9. I’ve noticed people with Neptune in the 6th (maybe 2nd) house may have been hospitalized and if Uranus or Pluto are placed here also indicates getting surgery or operations for health reasons

🌱 10. People with Uranus or Pluto in the 1st, 2nd or conjunct the ASC could get surgery due to aesthetic reason

🌸 11. Mercury dominant people (or strong Gemini energy in the chart) like to have or get things quick and easy. For example they prefer a straight forward summary over an in-depth and elaborated explanation with too many details

🌱 12. Your moon sign shows how you see your past. Your 4th house represent how you see your childhood. But your moon represents under which light you always view your past and everything that has happened in your life in general. It also shows the type of stuff from your past you tend to focus on. Since Cancer and Pisces represent past and remenaicence, that's why Cancer and Pisces moons have trouble getting over the past.

🌸 13. Your 10th house on the other hand is how you see your future. Whenever someone asks you “where you see yourself in 5 years?” your 10th house is the one that’ll be answering that question

🌱 14. Gemini moon/mars are the LEAST likely to hold grudges (unless chart says otherwise)

🌸 15. The house where you have your Neptune indicates the themes you tend to lie about, don’t give much info, say stuff about it that are misleading etc. and in consequence people might not have a clear/correct idea of this part of your life

🌱 16. Virgo risings rarely or basically never pose for pictures. They just look straight forward to the camera, sometimes smile and maybe make a small gesture like putting one hand in their pocket or tilt their head but that’s it. (Virgo = minimalism)

🌸 17. Scorpios really don’t give a single fuck they just DON’T 😭💀 Remember this sign is all or nothing, they either care too or don't care AT ALL

🌱 18. I said it once and I’ll say to a hundred times more: Geminis are not two-faced, it’s LIBRA!! Seriously Libras are the FAKEST people I’ve ever met. Why? Because it's ruled by the planet of love (Venus), which means Libra has a knack for being liked by everyone and making everyone feel liked. HOWEVER Libra is an AIR sign and air represents mind, NOT feelings. In conclusion, Libra can make you feel "loved" (venus) and still not give a damn about you bc its air nature makes them prone to emotional detachment. That's why they are able to roast you and make it look like they're complimenting you, specially when they have Scorpio mercury.

🌸 19. Just like you look at where’s the ruler of your rising sign to get more info on your rising, check the ruler of your Sun sign for more info on your personal identity (check sign and house). For ex. I have Virgo Sun in the 9th. Ruler of Virgo=Mercury. I have mercury in Libra in the 10th house which makes me more serious (10th house) and diplomatic/people pleaser (Libra)

🌱 20. If you found that you “couldn’t” do what’s previously described because you’re a Leo sun, check the degree and decan of your Sun

🌸 21. I’ve noticed mercury retrograde people are the type of individuals who always know exactly the right things to say. You’ll always see them take a couple of seconds before answering but they tend to give very good responses

🌱 22. I’ve noticed many women with Virgo Venus/Sun/MC/Lilith have been slut-shamed at some point of their life or they’ve been seen as promiscuous/sexual/etc.

🌸 23. Capricorn moons are not emotionless machines. The thing with these natives is that their mothers treated them like an adult the second they came out of the womb, so basically they skipped the “love and affection” stage and went straight to the “grow up” stage, but they can love really hard and real deep (Capricorn is deep down a very sentimental sign). They are very ride or die people tbh, they are very patient, accepting and understanding

🌱 24. I've noticed that people at first deny their rising sign in Vedic astrology, but eventually they end up accepting it and they actually end up relating to it a lot. I feel like this is because our rising sign in Vedic astrology is usually the sign of our 12th house in Western astrology, which leads me to believe that our 12th house sign is not our shadow side but more like our deep subcontious personality and that's why we have a hard time accepting it when we see it as our rising sign in Vedic astrology. It's like your rising sign (in western) is the director of the play but your 12th house is the energy that previously wrote the script

🌸 25. So many celebrities have moon in the 11th house. Also this placement indicates that you had a mother that put you out there constantly like posting everything about you on social media, bringing you to big events or your mom was “famous” in some capacity

🌱26. Gemini risings tend to believe everything they are told. More specifically, once they find someone that knows a little bit more than them they’ll believe everything they teach them and will most likely rely on them intellectually, for advice, guidance, etc. This is bc they have DSC in Sagittarius which makes them see the people they associate with as masters and mentors while, as a Gemini rising, they identify as an apprentice.

🌸27. Both 8th house and 12th house have been associated with secrets. The different is that the 8th house represents what you CONTIOUSLY and deliberately hide from others and most likely deny to yourself (or not, depends on the person). 12th house on the other hand represents subconscious, things that are hidden even from you and you didn’t even know were hidden. 4th house is not necessarily secrets, it represents privacy, like when people have a sanctuary to just relax, unwind and feel secure, that’s the 4th house.

🌱28. Sun or Moon in the 4th house will make you a sociable but private person.

🌸29. Sun or moon in the 8th house will make you an intriguing and mysterious person.

🌱30. Sun or moon the 12th house makes you a very elusive or wishy-washy person

🌸31. I’ve seen many Scorpio sun/moon/mars/rising individuals obsessed with the idea of being prepared for a catastrophe. They could be the type to, for example, have some saved cash just in case something bad happens with their bank money, have a backup account just in case their main one gets deleted, could have a “leave before you get left” philosophy, etc.

🌱32. Is it just me or the astro community talks a lot about Aries moons???

🌸33. I’ve noticed people with 4th house in Virgo could have been raised in a very judgemental household where there was lots of taboos and prejudice as to what’s right and what’s not and the family was too preoccupied with a perfect and immaculate reputation. For example could have been raised with values such as “only criminals wear tattoos” or “you should stay celibate till marriage or else you’re a whore”, etc. and if the native broke those rules they could have been very criticized and almost loathed by the family. They native could have been highly criticized in general by their family

🌱34. I’ve noticed women that have their moon harshly aspecting Pluto, Uranus and Mars or overall have a very afflicted moon tend to have very painful period cramps

🌸35. Something I have noticed with Venus or Moon conjunct Saturn people is that the concept of unconditional love sounds like alien language to them. That of course doesn’t mean they can’t love but they have this deep belief that they have to achieve something in order to deserve love and stuff like that

🌱36. Also, I just noticed that people with Saturn conjunct sun/moon/Venus/ASC, Capricorn big 3 or Capricorn degrees in personal placements have gone through IT man, specially on an internal level. I've noticed going through depression is a common theme for people with this Capricorn/Saturn influence

🌸37. Virgo Suns could often struggle to find balance between having healthy ego and being humble.

🌱38. Also people with Virgo+Leo energy are the MOOOOST judgmental people out there. Imagine ego mixed with a sense of knowing what’s correct. They tend to believe they’re morally superior and easily liable people as inferior

🌸39. The underdeveloped energy of a sign asimilates negative traits of its sister sign. For example underdeveloped Virgo is overly perfectionist and judgmental to the point where they have unrealistic expectations (Pisces)

🌱40. On the other hand the developed version of a sign is balanced out by understanding its sister sign. For example Leo knows they are unique and special and deserves recognition but understands everyone is also unique in their own way (Aquarius)

🌸41. I’ve noticed a person can very easily manifest the stereotypical characteristics of the sign that naturally rules the house where their chart ruler is. For example if someone’s chart ruler (ruler of the ASC) is in the 7th house the person can easily manifest stereotypical characteristics of Libra like being a people pleaser

🌱42. Sagittarius ASC/Mars people are all fun, amicable and outgoing.... until they don’t get their way. They will get away from people and situations that won’t give them what they want and they can genuinely dislike people solely because those people don’t let them have their way. They tend to go around life like they have a free pass to get away with everything they want.

🌸43. People with ASC-Neptune aspects don’t have a very reliable vision of reality or themselves to be honest. I don’t know how people with this aspect haven’t lost their mind already. They are prone to subconsciously manipulating or easily getting manipulated. With hard aspects this is a lot more obvious but I’ve noticed with easy aspects this energy tends to go almost unnoticed and they easily get away with stuff

🌱44. Have seen many famous people with North node in the 2nd, 5th, 11th and 12th houses specially

🌸45. Air risings or air dominance with Sagittarius placements/degrees are people who love cartoons/animations/videogames regardless of their age.

🌱46. When I got into astrology I didn’t understand why Sun is in detriment in Libra, but oh man... All Libras I’ve met had HUGE issues with trusting themselves. They doubt themselves 24/7 and that’s not even an exaggeration and I’ve noticed they actually may have grown up doubting themselves for some reason or they had a family (their dad) that caused this feeling in them. Also I’ve seen that those Libras with Scorpio placements feel like they have to hide something about themselves otherwise they’ll be rejected. Yes they are endlessly charming, but that's because they have essentially created their personality around the desire of being liked/accepted. They always need to feel they have SOMEONE. Their sense of self, INDIVIDUALITY, independence and assertiveness is lost in the process. Unless they have fire and specially Aries placements to balance this out they can feel like they have no personality and that’s why they are often perceived as fake or shallow.

🌸47. Literally ALL Virgo placements one way or another will always suggest a way to solve your problems when giving emotional support

🌱48. I have a theory that, since 4th house is how you were raised, your home and your parents, your 10th house is how you’d be as a parent yourself and the type of home you’ll create yourself

🌸49. Contrary to my expectations, I’ve seen priests having a much more prominent 4th house (many times combined with 8th house/Scorpio energy) than 12th house. People with 12th house placements or stellium seem to prefer artistic fields rather than classic spirituality

🌱50. The house where you have your Pluto is a house you just can NOT take lightly EVER. This area of your life feels like a heavy topic to you in some way (you are either obsessed with it, find It traumatic, get extremely defensive over it, find it spiteful, you feel everything goes wrong, etc, etc.) Can also apply to the house where you have the sign of scorpio

🌸51. In synastry, Venus falling in the 12th house creates a healing dynamic in the relationship, the connection can feel cathartic specially for the house person. The house person might tend to always be comforted by the venus person’s support, always feel better (or even energetically “cleansed”) after being with them. The venus person never judges the house person and accepts them and is always willing to be there.

🌱52. I’ve noticed this pattern in people with mutable moons where they have absent mothers in some shape or form. Their mother is very inconsistent, she always comes and goes. Very often the native may have felt like their mother always “left them be” (virgo moon moms put restrictions but eventually are rather flexible)

🌸53. People with cardinal moons have bossy mothers. In many cases they can have the type of mother that is constantly making decisions for them, like their mother decides what/where they’re going to study for example (the house tells what type of things the mother tends to make decisions on).

🌱54. People with fixed moons have possesive and protective moms. While mutable moons have absent mothers, natives with fixed moons have mothers that are ALWAYS there in some shape or form. At the very least the influence of the mother is always there and they always have this sense of “loyalty” towards their mom.

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That's it for now, next observation post is just as long but much better, stay tuned and safe loves 💕

#astrology #astro #astro notes #astro observations #zodiac

[shihalyfie]

🤔 What would've happened if someone else was the villain with a persona and not Ken? Like, i had this same talk with two different people in different years that the Kaiser was something only Ken made and no one else would've created it, that each character would have their own "original character". So I wonder what would've happened if either of the other five were the villains in the first cour while Ken were one of the new allies for Taichi.

(sorry, more If-scenario/AU questions haha 💦)

Like I said, I love these kinds of questions a lot because it's really fun to be able to do more speculative stuff, so please keep sending them!

I think the thing is that the entire existence of the Kaiser depends heavily on the context of Ichijouji Ken and his background -- the whole thing about having a "persona" in the first place ties heavily into his own hatred of his "true self" (note that he wasn't all that fazed about his identity being revealed as much as he legitimately wanted to replace the idea of "Ken-chan" with the "Digimon Kaiser"), his desire to do a world takeover ties into his lashing out and wanting control due to a perceived lack of it in his life, his ability to override his own empathy being based on his perception that nothing in the Digital World was “real”, and so on and so forth. Beyond the fact that their own respective "personas" wouldn't resemble the Kaiser much, it's difficult to even say whether potential villainous versions of the other Chosen would even pose threats in the same way even if you did similar Dark Seed-esque stuff in there. You might have to brainwash them entirely, but at that point that's just cheating.

Daisuke: It probably just wouldn't even happen! Even putting aside his pure-heartedness making it hard to imagine him getting to this point -- see Armor Evolution to the Unknown making it clear he can't really hide much about himself even if he wanted to, and Kiuchi herself saying that someone who lives like Daisuke probably could never become the Kaiser -- early-series Daisuke is just too wishy-washy and deferential to ever really succeed in trying to dominate anything. He'd probably shrink as soon as his opposition got threatening-looking enough, and any plans would end on the spot. You'd arguably do a better job trying to trick him into becoming someone else's minion than a head villain.

Miyako: Miyako's the kind of person whose excessive selflessness and empathy comes from the idea of how useful she is to others or how much of a burden she puts on them, so it's hard to imagine her turning villainous just because she tends to put all of that hatred on herself instead of lashing out. Much like Daisuke, you'd probably have to convince her to join a villainous side by convincing her that she's doing something to help.

Iori: Maybe if you wait a few years. Iori believes so much in societal propriety that he'll follow what others do as long as they seem respectable and older (note that while he believes in proper principles, he never forces nor expects his elders to completely adhere to them). You'd basically have to dull his sense of humility and curiosity about the world, then convince him to start imposing his will on others...and even if he did adopt a "persona", it'd purely be for the purpose of pragmatically hiding his identity than anything.

Takeru: Maybe the one you should be really scared of because of the fact it might actually be the easiest to make happen -- he's prone to lack of emotional control and is suffering his own form of trauma (I like to point this out a lot, but that infamous scene in 02 episode 19 embodies Takeru and Ken really doing the same thing: venting their trauma in unproductive, violent ways). Thing is, said trauma comes from his experiences in Adventure and his journey in the Digital World three years prior, so the desire to protect everything put him on the opposite side as the Kaiser. Maybe if you wiped his memories but somehow left the trauma? If he did adopt a "persona", it'd probably be somewhere between pragmatically trying to hide his identity and having something akin to a work-life balance; he's not the kind who has personal identity issues the way Ken did.

Hikari: The easiest way I could imagine is if you convinced her that everything is "for the greater good", and she'd basically be like one of those JRPG misguided evil clerics who think they're "saving" everyone. Of course, you'd have to flatten out her empathy for everything around her, which is hard to do, and like Takeru, she was on the adventure three years prior, so you'd have to wipe out her memories of that too. If she really believes in it, she'll stick to her stance, but while she's charismatic, she may not be the best at tactical planning or anything of the sort -- and especially when, in this theoretical situation, her own older brother, who is very good at tactical planning, would be on the other side -- so it's hard to say.

#shiha's ask box #tomorrows2top #shihaheadcanon

[dojae-huh]

My jaedo head canon 1. Doyoung is a potty mouth, he also gets angry very quickly so members know what reaction they'll get when hes angry. I have an example for him being a angry butch and that is his brother and his argument as kids and him hitting a kid just coz he laughed at him for cry and not being able to enter his own home. Also notice how members close to him keep reminding him hes on camera or vlive when he calls them.

2. Doyoung has a very dirty brain, I've suspected that for a long time but yesterdays but it's hot big enough with that smile made me think my theory was right. Jaehyun wanted someone to eat the pepper coz he cut it from the garden but the answer he got was a dick joke from doyoung. The only ppl who got it in the next second were taeil and jaehyun and their reactions prove me right /NCheoDol/status/1438174858857238538?s=19 And I thought i was the one who thought so but it seems like a few kfans also noticed the dick joke 3. While being very assertive and loud, doyoung also gets hurt quickly and reacts to it by making the person who hurt him pay back by ignoring them or being passive aggressive with them . He even does this alot with ppl hes not close to and even with the ppl who hes close with. 4. This is something that I cant prove but doyoung is as much a mamas boy as johnny is... doyoung loves his mother and is more like his mother even though from the pics it seems he looks more like hos dad. 5. He might seem social but doyoung is very introverted as well, he tries to make things easy for ppl around him (a directish equate from jaehyun btw). He visually plans things out in his brain and this is why he keeps the vlive very professional and not wishy washy like taeyong (who is a extrovert and likes/loves attention on his own terms.) This is why when jaehyun breaks these pre planned moments we have a mess that is blushing doyoung. At those moments doyoung doesnt know how to react, the tea and car joke (doyoung didnt realise jaehyun would joke lole that. It was a running joke in 2018 and 2019 that doyoung keeps asking wht he wants for his b.day gift) Or when jaehyun came on instalive and started commenting, doyoung didnt have any warning abt jaehyun crashing his live so he he crashed. With haechan hes comfortable and with taeyong hes the only who asks him to come in. Now jaehyun 1. Jaehyun is cute and  clumsy. Doyoung loves cute jaehyun alot too  https://twitter.com/JXD214201/status/1438175355995447298?s=19 We have moments when doyoung loving stares at jaehyun being cute or doing soft things https://twitter.com/justjaedo/status/1438416766200258561?s=19 2. Jaehyun also loves pretty things and loves being a spoiled princess or a prince. The boy grew up in a household where the focus was only him. There is a pic of his from childhood and if u notice he had his tiny pillow between his parents pillows. He likes being the most important person in the ppl he loves world. This works good with doyoung, coz doyoung dotes on ppl he cares for. He likes pink stuff, loves all the Disney shit and also loves pretty smells, He even buys musical boxes... 3. He is very stubborn, very stubborn and gets what he wants not by being loud or by fighting but by consistently talking abt it and ultimately making everyone agree with him The whole jenga saga just proves it. Or the way he was insistent abt making doyoung wear the rabbit headgear in the kick it offical vlive.

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Doyoung called his mom all the time during trainee days. I think members talked about him going out of the room to make/receive a call all the time. Kim mother also talked to Jaehyun back then.

For his profile pic for IG Jae chose a photo from Poetic beauty photoset. This one turned black and white. And this is the make up.

At the least, we can say he didn't hate the look and the transformation.

He just gets everuthing with a pout, lol.

[holdmyhopeinyourhands]

The Norris Perez incident was early in the race when Norris went outside the track limits while overtaking Perez.

The Bahrain fiasco more refers to the FIA deciding to change the decision to monitor the track limits at that corner. Had they been consistent and not panicked as soon as RB told Max to do the same as Merc than there wouldn’t been an issue. And if they recognize that that turn gave a lasting advantage then all who did it earlier should be penalized or everyone should be allowed to do it. Max’s overtake is obviously not part of that issue since, like you said, it was an overtake. ( but then Norris overtake today shouldn’t be allowed either which is one thing that Marko has an issue with)

No one is saying that RB aren’t messing up with the track limits, everybody gets the same information unless.... *puts on tinfoil hat 😉

I read up on that incident and from the report, Lando did not overtake Checo over the track limit. He barely made it but according to the report and the clip he was inside the track when he overtook him so there is nothing wrong with it.

The only issue I see with the overtake is that Lando exceeded track limit on turn 4 moments before he went to overtake Checo. But even though I personally think that should not be allowed, (the rules say) as long as he didn't overtake Checo over the track limit (which he didn't) the move is perfectly legal.

For Bahrain, yup, they shouldn't have gone back on their word. If you allowed it, you should have continued to allow it or you're just being wishy-washy with your decision making and it ruins the race for everyone. But I can also see why they did it (even though I don't agree with it). There are certain things that are just unwritten rules. Things you can get away with (that might not be perfectly legal) but since no one is talking about it it's goes under the radar. It's like football. Time wasting at the end of a match so the other team doesn't get the ball isn't legal but as long as no one specifically points out it's time wasting and make a fuzz about it, generally teams get away with it without getting carded. By pointing out the track limit out loud rbr just messed it up for themselves and for everybody by acknowledging an unwritten rule. Everyone is abusing the unmonitored track limit. Everyone knows this. Get with the program rbr. I honestly don't know why that seems to be so difficult for them. 19 teams get it. What's wrong with redbull. It's sport. Take advantage of every little thing that you can, as long as you can without drawing attention to yourself. It's sport 101.

#f1 #rbr #lando norris #checo perez #f1 ask #ask #anon #portuguese gp 2020

[diversetolkien]

Is 19 and 24 really a notable age gap in general? I agree in Anakin's case he was emotionally immature and unstable and the relationship was a bad idea, and the fact Padme first met him when he was a young child definitely makes the situation creepy and uncomfortable. But 19 and 24 year olds dating in itself isn't that unusual, and I don't think it's always inherently abusive? Two of my friends were 20 and 28 when they started dating, it's been three years, they have a great relationship.

Hello anon! As always, I think it really depends on the people. In some ways a 19 year old is still very much a child, but in other circumstances they’re already college students. 

I don’t think it’s inherently bad, if said 19 year old and 24 year old hadn’t known each when they were like children, or formed a relationship at an uncomfortable age or place, then I don’t think its inherently abusive. 

When I was in college, I knew a lot of 19 year olds dating people in their 20′s, because you’re in college and you’re an adult surrounded by adults. 

It would be different if they were in high school. 

That said, it doesn’t mean that it can’t turn abusive, or for their to be a power imbalance considering where a 24 year old is in life vs. a 19 year old. 

Tbh this is always a wishy washy subject and there will always be controversy in this, so I wouldn’t like anymore questions about it because I know it has the potential to turn into a debate. 

And like, in general it’s a really thin line, because lived experienced of 19 year olds vs. 24 year olds are really, REALLY different no matter where they are, and I don’t think that it would be a relationship with the appropriate amount of agency for the 19 year old. 

Like this can change depending on the people, but i’m learning more towards the, “the age gap is a bit too big”. 

#Anonymous

[heavyarethecrowns]

Kate Middleton: Prince William’s Decade-Long Mistake - Oct 2010

Who is Kate Middleton? After nearly 10 years of seeing Kate’s recorded behavior, this is my impression: Kate Middleton doesn’t care about any causes, charities or anything outside of living for pleasure. I doubt her ability to handle royal responsibilities – beyond dealing with privileges and paparazzi – because in the ten years the world has watched her, she hasn’t demonstrated she can take on anything but a royal c*ck and a jolly good time. While true, she isn’t married to William and isn’t in fact a royal (and may never be, for all we know), her perseverance implies she’s in it for the long haul and plans to become the Princess of Wales. As such, she should have taken these years to demonstrate to the world that, although she’s a common-bred, middle-class girl, she’s an exceptional lady who rises above the rest. But Kate has failed profoundly in that respect. The last thing the women of the public should be thinking when they see William’s marital choice is, “What on earth makes her so special? I could have done that/been in her place – and done it better! -Maybe I should have gone to St. Andrews!” But that’s what women, including myself, are lead to think of her. Coming from her background, as a common, everyday girl, it shows her complete lack of humility, and is borderline arrogant, for her to assume she can live like a spoiled brat who doesn’t need to prove herself. She enjoys a privileged life that she wasn’t born into – and for the life of many, we can’t understand why. Why was she chosen? Why not someone else? Why not a woman the vast majority can respect and admire? Let’s be honest here: William can have nearly anyone he wants – and he’s settling for this average circus monkey?

At first glance, Kate seemed like a well kept, nicely mannered woman – and well-suited for a royal position. In the first few years of her royal relationship, she shone as an attractive, educated, beautifully fashioned, friendly, and conservatively-behaved young lady. But that was then. Now, upon looking back at Kate’s near-decade as an unofficial princess-in-waiting, her behavior reveals her as a underwhelming choice for the monarchy. She’s demonstrated that she’s far from exceptional, and that aside from her pursuit of a crown, she’s a disappointing, arrogant underachiever of little substance.

Ambitious In All The Wrong Ways:

Those who know Kate often describe her as ambitious; and in the beginning, that’s the side of her the public got to see. Kate worked hard on her academics so she could attend the prestigious St. Andrews University, where William was also set to attend. While there, she met William and completed the same degree as him, in Art History.  Following their graduations, William began the demanding military career he still pursues today. However, surprisingly, the once ambitious-seeming Kate did nothing: She remained jobless for nearly two years, living off of her parents (and William, I’m sure). Kate finally got a part-time job as an accessories buyer at the fashion chain, Jigsaw, but quit after only 11 months. Notably, rumors suggest Kate only got the job to passify Her Majesty, The Queen, who took notice that her grandson’s significant-other was a lazy freeloader. After that, she worked for her parent’s internet business, Party Pieces (which to many read like an unemployment cover-up). Apparently, Kate made updates to their website and took photos for it. That sounds pathetic and hardly full-time. Not to mention, Kate’s monthly getaways to exotic locations with William attest that her parents gave her an overwhelming amount of time off whenever she wanted it. That’s hardly a real job. And if that’s not disappointing enough, Kate quit the job all together in October of 2009 and has officially been doing nothing but shacking up with William while he pursues his career ever since. I’m sorry Katie dear, but for any 28 year old – especially a potential Queen of England – that’s absolutely not good enough.

There are several obvious problems with the reality of Kate’s ambitions (or lack thereof). She was ambitious about her education, but clearly didn’t want or need it for a career – So, what was she even at St. Andrews for, and why was she ambitious about getting there? She graduated from a top notch university, only to settle for unemployment and a job her parents provided? Logically, it’s mismatching for someone to aggressively pursue a top-tier education only to fall flat as a lazy, career-underachiever immediately and permanently thereafter. The fact that Kate did just that leads me, and countless others to believe she was only academically driven so she could put herself in William’s way and try to form a relationship with him. Also telling are the numerous reports by those close to Kate’s mother that Mrs. Middleton pushed her daughter’s attendance to St. Andrews in hopes of her becoming royalty.

Kate: The Attention-Loving Wild Child

When Kate’s not working – and that’s most of the time – she goes shopping, attends leisurely sporting and social events, and parties ’till her heart’s content in Britain’s most luxurious night spots (Paris Hilton style – ick). The photos of her nightlife are less than flattering – actually, they’re flat out embarrassing – especially for the potential next Princess and Queen of Wales. She often looks extremely intoxicated, and her attire and car-exiting-techniques have granted the paparazzi dozens of “crotch shots”.

[picapp align=”none” wrap=”false” link=”term=kate+middleton&iid=756945″ src=”http://view3.picapp.com/pictures.photo/image/756945/kate-middleton-birthday/kate-middleton-birthday.jpg?size=500&imageId=756945&#8243; width=”234″ height=”151″ /] Kate characteristically grinning as she’s hounded by the paparazzi

Any other 28 year old woman would be focused on a career or starting a family – or both; But Kate just parties like she’s some rich 19 year old without any responsibilities. In fact, she’s only too happy to show that side of herself to the paparazzi – and the world. Her parents and William (taxpayer dollars) have financially supported her throughout her twenties – extravagant vacations included – and Kate’s habitual ear-to-ear smile indicates she’s loved every minute of it. As long as she’s attached to William, she doesn’t have a care in the world that other (common) women like her have – aside from her image, and she’s let that fall to the wayside. From the bright red coat she wore to William’s military graduation to the never-failing smile she wears for the paparazzi, Kate’s self-presentation says she loves being a celebrity and all eyes being on her. Unfortunately, Britain needs a princess who naturally exudes a respectable image when she provokes the world to look.

William’s Mistake – William’s Responsibility

I understand William’s need to pick a lady who’ll roll with the punches, deal well with the crazy, public lifestyle (privacy invasion, etc.), and conform to suit the monarchy’s needs. Nevertheless, it’s his mistake in assuming those are the only criteria a future princess must meet. If there was a checklist for the “Qualities of the Most Ideal Future Princess of Wales”, Kate would scantily fulfill 20% of them:

Intelligence and Wit

Humility

Career ambition/self sufficiency

Physical beauty – (C’mon, princesses are supposed to be pretty! -Especially when the prince is popular enough to take his pick. Kate’s…just…okay…)

Noble/Aristocratic blood (if not this, then a woman who stands far above the crowd of other commoners)

Grace and Conservative femininity (that goes out the window when you’ve been banging the prince for a decade without a commitment – Oh, and the rumored accidental pregnancies (abortion fanatic if they’re true! *cough* TMI *cough*))

Charity and service for those in need (I volunteered like crazy in college, and I’m not anywhere near royal… Why didn’t Kate?! – And why hasn’t she since??)

Respectable and responsible image (yeah, umm, no)

Takes on royal responsibilities to earn royal privileges (Kate’s only got the acceptance of privileges part down…)

Aaaand the list goes on…

Of course, there’s the possibility that Kate’s the girl who’s a match for William’s heart. But I doubt it. Kate’s the girl with everything to lose if the relationship fails, and everything to gain if it succeeds – her greatest skill is that she’s willing/desperate enough to jump through all and any hoops, including waiting 10+ years for a proposal – and William knows it.

It may have been 10 years, but it’s not too late for William to turn around and make a better decision. Kate hasn’t been cheated – contrary to some’s beliefs. She’s lived a decade of fantasy and wonder beyond her wildest dreams, and has continually been treated to luxuries she doesn’t deserve. William owes it to himself, and his country to make a responsible choice about the future Princess of Wales. Yes, he needs to choose a woman he loves, but his privileges require sacrifices on his part, and that means choosing a bride that will be an honorable partner for the people’s sake too. If William was going to wait ’till his late 20s/early 30s to wed, he could have waited to meet a woman who’s getting a PhD, or who runs a charitable non-profit organization, for example. But no : Instead, he’s burdening his country with wishy-washy, Waity Katie.

It’s not about choosing a girl who loves being photographed or relishes living her fantasy of being a fashion icon – or even a real, live princess. It’s about choosing a self-sufficient woman who has something amazing to offer the country and the world: A role model, a charitable, caring person who views joining the monarchy as a responsibility, and an opportunity to serve the people – not just an entitlement to luxurious privileges. Right now, the latter is Kate Middleton; And I don’t foresee her entire irresponsible, pleasure-loving personality changing just because wedding vows are exchanged. What we’ve seen is what we’re going to get as Lady Di’s shoe-filler – if William decides to go through with it. One can only hope that won’t be the case.

#duke of cambridge #duchess of cambridge #prince william #kate middleton #proof #article

[skippyv20]

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MM Anon

MM ANON ……… RBG…………… sad MET. …………… Rishi Wishy. …………… uni- virus-city. …………… 10 pm death nell. ………… all safe at Sandringham. …………… baby B …………… pub curfew …………… no employment 😱😱…………… a Little prick. …………… vacuous-ciine. ………… Florida surge…………… lake Carrie

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Friday September 25/20

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September 25/2020 THREE MONTHS UNTIL CHRISTMAS 🎄 

RIDDLE # 94

RBG…………… 

Ruth Bader Ginsburg lived a long and fruitful life of service to her country. If you disagree with her political views, that’s fine,many do,but one cannot but admire the work and the legacy she has left by her service to her country, the United States of America 🇺🇸.Her body is now lying in State in the rotunda  at Capitol Hill,  in Washington D.C. Her body had laid in state are Wednesday and Thursday at the U.S. Supreme Court.Ginsburg will lie in state in the Capitol’s National Statuary Hall and there will be a formal ceremony for invited guests.A private interment service will be held next week at Arlington National Cemetery. I remember when justice Scalia passed away and he was lying in state. All his former law clerks took their turns standing in our guarding his casket day and night there were four of them one for each corner of the casket and then they must’ve been dozens and dozens of law clerks because to change every hour for different ones that’s amazing so I’m not sure of that for her they’re doing the same thing I would maybe kind of think so. RIP RBG, WE SHALL NOT SEE YOUR LIKE AGAIN.😞🇺🇸

sad MET. …………… 

The ongoing crisis Of COVID-19 across the globe has affected everything there is not one thing on the planet has remained untainted. And here’s another sad example for those of us who love culture and music. The New York Mets repolish an opera not the New York Mets the New York metropolitan opera there with your kids I’m using the audio software is being a little temperamental so I’m going to be be gentle with it and kind. New York’s opera fans got some sad if not unexpected news this week.  The Metropolitan Opera will remain closed for the entire current season.The Met’s General Manager, Peter Gelb, told NY1’s Bobby Cuza on “Inside City Hall” that, it was a tough decision, forced on them by COVID-19.“We’re not proud about being a trendsetter in this particular instance,” he said. “But The Met is such a large and complex organization that we had no choice but to make the decision now.  Quite frankly, without a cure and without a vaccine being effective and being widely used, which will take five or six months, there’s no way that a company like the Met with performers working in such close quarters can possibly return to action.”

Rishi Wishy. …………… 

Wishy-washy, Wimpy,ambiguous, incongruence,obfuscation they’re all different sides of the same coin really. Economic secretaries around the world are trying to figure out what to do and how to handle the economy so that the whole global economy does not implode. It’s going to be a very very very difficult winter in the UK almost of Dickensonian( I don’t know if that is a word but I just made it up)proportions. ”I can’t save every job’: Rishi Sunak warns of long, hard winter ahead.Rishi Sunak yesterday unveiled his “winter economy plan” - but admitted that the multibillion-pound package will not be enough to save many jobs and businesses as the coronavirus pandemic drags on.Addressing MPs in the Commons yesterday, the chancellor - or “Radical Rishi”, as Metro calls him - outlined details of a new support programme that will replace the furlough scheme, which ends on 31 October. So what’s the new plan? Furlough aka lay-offs, will be replaced by the Job Support Scheme, which will run for half a year from 1 November and is expected to cost £300m a month. The plans also include help for the self-employed, along with business loans and VAT cuts. Here is the link if you want to read the entire article. https://www.theweek.co.uk/economy/108195/rishi-sunak-warns-of-a-long-hard-winter

uni- virus-city. …………… 

Anywhere that people will gather the virus is there. Just a matter of peoples immunity or whether they are healthy enough to fight it off. So with kids back in school and in post secondary studies and further on it’s obviously going to be an issue. And you have kids at that age that are often away from home for the first time and they like to get wild and crazy. Hundreds of thousands of students in Scotland banned from socialising.Student union says move disregards mental health and ‘applies different rules from the rest of the adult population’.NHS staff hand out test kits to Glasgow University students at a test centre at the Murano Street student village. Hundreds of thousands of students in Scotland have been banned from socialising and going to bars as coronavirus cases spread to more than 20 universities across the UK.In a set of rules agreed by Scottish university leaders, students across the country were told they will not be allowed to socialise outside their households. They were also told to avoid bars, pubs and other venues completely this weekend.

The new rules include the adoption of a “yellow card/red card” disciplinary system which could lead to students losing their places, while police will help tackle rule-breaking.

“All universities will make absolutely clear to students that there must be no parties, and no socialising outside their households… Breaches will not be tolerated,” Universities Scotland said after a meeting with the higher education minister, Richard Lochhead. Across Scotland, up to six people from two households are allowed to gather in bars, restaurants or outdoors.

It comes after thousands of students UK-wide were forced to go into isolation within days of campuses reopening, as ministers refused to rule out keeping them away from home over Christmas to stop the spread of Covid-19. 

10 pm death nell. ………… 

I think the term death knell is a little bit melodramatic. However when limits are being set of people who want to drink and have fun, it becomes the most important thing in their life. We have all been young once, we know what that’s like to have to follow the rules you hate or disagree with! Some of us are still young and  like to go out and have fun. London’s Oxford Circus flooded with people as 10 pm curfew on bars and restaurants comes into effect. This line is from the telegraph.co.uk.  10pm curfew: Inspectors deployed in London to clamp down on rule-breakers. Photos have surfaced of council-employed ‘city inspectors’ dressed in bright blue bibs peering through letterboxes. This is all from the same website but this is more my cup of tea. So to speak.  I’m secretly delighted by the 10pm curfew. Dame Helen Mirren may have reminded us of the old Having Fun, but there’s nothing like being home in time for Book at Bedtime. Leave it to her to remind us of our age of the important things. Did you see the photo of her at the ball in Monaco yesterday? Oh she was gorgeous as always he was in the green gown with a matching mask oh she looked beautiful from what I could see of her anyways 😷 ha ha Ha Ha Ha!

all safe at Sandringham. …………… 

🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿is over, bye Balmoral Anon🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈. We had a grand total of 22 Vignettes. Thank you Balmoral Anon, l enjoyed them immensely!I thoroughly enjoyed it and I will miss it but thank you so much! And it’s marvellous to know that her Majesty the Queen and himself Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh, have arrived safely at Sandringham. Marvellous it makes me feel very very happy. However, the Monarch will still spend some time with husband Prince Philip, the Duke of Edinburgh, at Sandringham before heading to Windsor to continue her royal engagements. She and Himself were seen being driven away from the Balmoral estate en route to the airport, according to the Daily Mail. Imagine the work it must take to pack everything and get it unpacked and shipped,  then get them there safely. I express my sincere gratitude to all who are of service to the Crown!

baby B …………… 

🥂 A BABY BROOKSHANK!!! This is the most marvellous news oh I wish them all the best! A happy healthy baby 🍼 👶 with such such wonderful parents oh this is such a happy happy happy happy happy news! Congratulations to out to the happy couple the new parents to be,  the grandparents and the families oh this is so marvelous! There has been speculation since long before the wedding so now people can quit Yakety yakking about is she or isn’t she and just enjoy oh it’s so nice I’m so happy!

pub curfew …………… 

Covid-19 curfew spells trouble for UK’s struggling pubs and restaurants.Hospitality trade in Bristol feels punished by fresh measures to contain coronavirus. A 10 PM closing time has been put into affect. If you socialise between 8 and 10 instead of 10 and 12 what difference is it going to make to transmission?” said Lacey Trebilcook, a first-year law student at Bristol University. “This is going to make people more rebellious,” said her companion, politics student Carlos Follmar, of the curfew. https://www.ft.com/content/b5511320-6a91-4780-bc91-b94671f9f8db

no employment 😱😱…………… 

This is the dire news from theguardian.com. 

Rishi Sunak warns Covid jobs plan will not stem UK’s rising unemployment. Rishi Sunak has warned that Britain faces a winter of rising unemployment as he said a new multibillion-pound spending package to boost an economy battered by Covid-19 would not be enough to prevent business failures and job losses over the coming months.The chancellor said his winter jobs plan – a combination of wage top-ups, cash flow support for companies and an extended VAT cut for the hardest-hit sectors – was needed after tougher curbs to tackle the pandemic were announced earlier this week.

Sunak said the protracted battle against the virus meant the economy was undergoing a permanent adjustment but that it was “fundamentally wrong” to keep people in jobs that only existed due to the furlough introduced six months ago.“We need to create new opportunities and allow the economy to move forward and that means supporting people to be in viable jobs which provide genuine security. As I’ve said throughout this crisis, I cannot save every business. I cannot save every job. No chancellor could.” The health effects, The mental health effects, the economic effects, the educational effects, the employment effects, there’s just nothing that isn’t affected by COVID-19 and it’s all been in a bad negative way.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

a Little prick. …………… 

 Race for a Vaccine: Cincinnati leading vaccine trials in minority participants. Could the solution be so simple as just a little prick in the arm? Most vaccines are that simple most of them are! Let me let me clarify that simple in administration not simple in formulation or the length of the time it took to create. CINCINNATI (WKRC) - Top White House officials are calling Cincinnati a leading city in the race for a COVID-19 vaccination.President Donald Trump’s Operation Warp Speed toured the vaccine trial site at UC Health Thursday.

Jarelle Marshall was the first person to receive a dose at the end of August. “I got a little prick in the shoulder,“ said Marshall.

More than 130 others have been vaccinated since.” Our community is interested. They want to be part of the solution,” said Dr. Carl Fichtenbaum, an infectious disease specialist at UC Health. Let us all hope and pray a good solid vaccine or treatment at least is in the offing sooner rather than later!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

vacuous-ciine. ………… 

First of all let’s review what the word the vacuous means. It means having or showing a lack of thought or intelligence; mindless. I think every major drug or pharmaceutical company in the world is working on a vaccine for coronavirus strain COVID-19. Many are saying it is at least till the end of 2021 before they can even think of dispensing it to the general population. President Trump said that his administration is confident the United States will have a vaccine for the novel coronavirus by the end of the year.” We think we are going to have a vaccine by the end of this year,” Trump said.Trump’s remarks followed news that his administration was pushing agencies to speed up the vaccine development process with a new project called “Operation Warp Speed.” The project’s reported goal is to speed up vaccine development by several months and have 300 million doses of a vaccine available by January.

“The doctors would say, ‘Well, you shouldn’t say that.’ I’ll say what I think,” Trump said later, noting that he had met with executives of companies working on vaccine development.

“I think we’re going to have a vaccine much sooner than later,” he added

Anthony Fauci, a top U.S. infectious disease expert and member of the White House coronavirus task force, last week said it was possible the U.S. would have a viable vaccine by January when asked about the new push.

“We want to go quickly, but we want to make sure it’s safe and it’s effective,” Fauci said, “I think that is doable if things fall in the right place.“Fauci and other medical experts said when the coronavirus broke out in the U.S. earlier this year that it would take between 12 and 18 months to develop a vaccine. That was from thehill.com.

Florida surge……………

Something’s in the water’: Florida Republicans see surge in voter registration.

Democrats say they feel pressure from Joe Biden’s campaign to refrain from door-to-door canvassing, which is hindering their efforts.I have hardly seen any coverage in the main stream media of all the rioting that’s going on in relation to the Breonna Taylor case charges. I did not know and maybe some of you all knew this, but I did not know this. The media were in presenting the story of this wonderful woman asleep in bed and the police had a no knock warrant and went in and just killed her for no reason. Well I learned yesterday she wasn’t alone, she was sleeping and she probably was a good person with lousy choice in boyfriends/friend. However her boyfriend was there with her,  who has a quite a history of involvement with the men in blue, who thought it was drug dealers after him, so he started shooting through the door first. Now you tell me what is a law enforcement officer supposed to do when they have a no knock warrant, signed by a judge, they’re there with the team and they’re going to enter and they get fired upon first? The rules of engagement say return fire,protect yourself it’s funny how the main stream media only shows part of the information.

The other lack of information is in the case of George Floyd. While he was in custody in the back of the police car he was already saying I can’t breathe I can’t breathe I can’t breathe. No one was sitting on him now I want to say or  putting any pressure on him. I’m not saying at all with that officer did was right, don’t get me wrong,that was terrible. However if you read the autopsy results he had so much ‘medication’ in his system I’ll say drugs he had a lethal dose of fentanyl in his system he would’ve died anyway! Fentanyl is one of those lovely opioids whose  side effect is it slows or stops your respirations which is breathing. He was dying while he was sitting in the back of that police car all alone. He would’ve died anyway. There was no coming back for him with the amount of opioids in his system it was fatal. I’d be curious, I am , of how many people out there reading this knew those two facts about those two cases. I’m not defending police brutality I’m not defending any of that behaviour but the main stream media chooses and pick facts to further their agenda. I personally I like it all the facts before I rush to judgment.

lake Carrie

I thought it was so interesting in the paper the other day one  of the top articles was how about BoJo and his partner Carrie, cannot afford a nanny, on their salaries. I did have some sympathy although some doubts. The next day in the paper they were pictures of her with the what’s a called a baby carrier around her with little Wilfred hanging off of her and she was strolling around Lake Como. She apparently is there with three friends on vacation in Italy! Well where is this world smallest violin when I need it? Is it a play the sympathy song the smallest of sympathies and not affording you’re having a nanny yet you are vacationing in Italy while the coronavirus is off the charts at home in the UK. What’s wrong with this picture kids? This is absolutely ludicrous behavior! I am saying no more on this because I could say more but it wouldn’t be nice so I shall stop now!😁🧐🤨😁

GSTQAOBC 🇨🇦🇬🇧🇦🇺🇳🇿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

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Thank you dear MM Anon😊❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Friday September 25/20

Thank you dear PG!  So informative…..in the area before Lake Carrie….you said you preferred all the facts before rushing to judgement….I agree….it makes me wonder about BJ going broke article and Carrie vacationing……I need more info…..😊💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

#Ask Skippy #submission

[queertheology]

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Happy Bisexuality Day!!!

So to celebrate that, let’s start today’s episode by answering a listener question from a bi woman. While she is in a great relationship with a straight man, she sometimes likes to look at pictures of naked women — which her partner finds healthy, by the way. Her concern stems from a Bible passage that says, “if you look at a woman in lust you’ve already committed adultery in your heart.”  She adds: “Because when I look at pictures of a woman’s boobs I don’t actually have any true desire to have sex with her, it’s just a moment of fantasy, and I don’t know if indulging in that fantasy is wrong.”

Then, we queer a very interesting text from Jonah in which you’ll see a petulant Jonah who God matched at being petty, too. We then call out those who have been against the LGTBQ community and have turned an abrupt 360 only after someone in their family comes out. We unpack so much in this episode so make sure you don’t miss it.

Key takeaways:

Brian’s update, still from New York City [0:37]

Fr. Shay: Fall educational programming (weird) kick-off [3:52]

Listener question from a bi woman [7:32]

Tune in to the intentions of your divine insight [9:12]

Consent — is key [12:56]

The transfigured course is now open and why Brian is excited about this course [13:08]

Queering the Bible: Jonah 3:10-4:11 [17:39]

Why is this text a quirky story? [19:24]

Jonah and God being petty [22:05]

How people are “wishy-washy” about LGBTQ folks [23:19]

What have you done to repair the harm you caused while you were on your journey? [25:40]

Asking the question: ”Is your anger a good thing?” allows room for clarification [26:08]

Link(s) mentioned in this episode:

Transfigured: A Course in Trans Theology: queertheology.com/enroll

QueerTheology.com/community

If you want to support the Patreon and help keep the podcast up and running, you can learn more and pledge your support at patreon.com/queertheology

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Full transcript here

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[marameowmeow]

2, 5, 15, 19, 20?

2. When did you discover the omorashi community? 

OOOH THIS WAS HARD! XD I had 2 REALLY think about it and remember! XD Ufufufu but… I used to watch Naruto… there were quite a few infamous pissing scenes both in the anime filler and the manga… it was on Youtube. But then… turns out it wasn’t just Naruto! Youtube had some blessed videos called ‘Anime Pee’, not all of them were very good but… caught my interest… then I found more omo content on a site full of galleries of pictures, Deviantart also showed me some good omo community as well

I felt like it was wrong at first cuz I was like maybe 14-15 but it just made me feel funny… I just assumed it was a fixation… but the older I got, the more I realized it was something that I found… hot XD From there on out, I kept it a secret, until I just couldn’t hold back anymore (pun intended) XD And started to write my own fanfiction but never submitted until now… I just fell in love with the BNHA boys and girls and I NEEDED 2 write for them because… no one else was XD

So I think it was 10 years agos! The omo community has really grown since then… in both good and bad ways <3 <3 I’m sticking with the cool people <3 <3

 5. What’s your favorite aspect of the community? (i.e holding, fictomo, etc)

<3 Another hard question… XD The holding DEFINITELY caught my interest, but the fictomo also hooked me in because sometimes reading about it kinda… makes you really feel it. So I think both? XD That sounds so wishy-washy… but I think I’m super into the fictomo the most. I love seeing fanart and fanfiction, but if someone could make animated videos that would be a dream XD

 15. Are there any omo tropes you dislike? 

I think I will stand by my original answer! I think I dislike… forced wetting? XD I guess so… I previously mentioned that I tend to enjoy seeing wetting or the actual pissing when someone just can’t hold on anymore as the little bit of control completely slips away and/or they have no choice but to piss someplace else~ rather than have someone do it for them you know? it’s a lot more fun to see them actually lose control instead of being forced unless a circumstantial thing is what forces them to wet such as getting hit in the lower stomach or if they are unable to find a bathroom. XD I dunno if that made sense…

19. Have you ever enjoyed relief centric omo (when a  person makes it) or do you need an accident to happen? 

I LUV the relief-centric omo… I think a majority of my fics are relief-centric, or ‘just made it’ as well as ‘barely made it’ because I live 4 the desperation up to having to just find someplace, anyplace or something or anything to piss at/in because that emphasizes the desperation. Although I tend to enjoy both too~ I do luv 2 see an accident happen because that usually leads to the comforting aspect, which I adore… <3 but I also like the relief-centric PLUS an accident happening, where a character definitely wets themselves but still finds relief as well, does that make sense? <3 <3  So I like both! But I really really like relief centric omo since I write a lot about that XD As LONG as theres humiliation that’s what I REALLY like, I LIVE 4 the humiliation AND the comfort after… <3 <3

 20. What matters more for you? Wetting or desperation?

DESPERATION! <3 DEFINITELY <3 <3 XD I know it’s pervy but the whimpering, the straining, the desperate attempts to hold on and stay in control, I live 4 it <3 <3 I just do, it’s the best~ But I DO luv wetting too, gah I like both but I feel so wishy-washy saying that XD I luv the wetting aspects of omo, but I think desperation is my favorite since we get to see them struggle to hold on until losing control, or they’re so so desperate that they need to find relief someplace even if it isn’t a toilet…

UWAH I’m so embarrassed but at the same time I luv talking about this! It feels so good to share and open up about this! <3 I’ve never talked or shared this to anyone really… <3 <3

[kileyrose-2003]

Dan Torrance x Fem! Reader Part 3

A/N: Hi lovelies! Here comes another one of my extremely angsty psychological dive into Rose and Crow’s relationship. Lol. Very, very emotional write for me. Some of you might be wondering after you read this on just how exactly and I will simply say one thing: The relationship between Rose and Crow is very explicitly written and there while as in the film it is implied. In this AU I wanted there to be a reason why Rose and Crow seem more distant, hence why I am taking my own spin to them like this.

Anyways, I love you guys! I know there are a lot of people on Tumblr right now as well as myself dealing with the affects of COVID-19 in our every day lives. If you ever need anyone to talk to, my DM’s are always open. I might not be a therapist but I am willing to help :) I hope you all have a wonderful day and stay safe, lovelies!

Link to intro is here , pt. 1, and Pt. 2

Enjoy!

Warnings: Trigger warning for mentioned/implied child abuse, child death, baseball boy scene, blood, gore

“..Don’t talk to me. Don’t look at me and especially don’t fucking touch me.”

“Crow-”

“No, Rosie! This is your fault. Not her fault, it’s yours. You hurt her! You hurt our baby!” In a rare display of emotion, hot tears were streaming down Crow’s face.

Rose chose her words very carefully before speaking. “..She is not our baby. We did not birth her into this world. She never belonged to us in the first place. And, no. I don’t hate her. I am not jealous of her either and I am not entirely to blame for all this. While maybe your way of thinking on this not being her fault may be correct, you are part of the reason to blame.” Her tone was calm and diligent like a mother trying to keep a tantrum prone toddler calm. “I told you from the start, that I didn’t think it was a good idea for her to be here. In general, our way of life is not fit for any child.”

“I-”

“Don’t talk! Just listen. You however insisted at keeping her here when I told you it wasn’t fair to her to live like this. Once she seen what we did, I did not want her to live like this. Had we of just-”

“Rose, I wasn’t just going to send her back to where she came from! Because-”

“Because you grew attached to her! When I told you not to get to fond of her too quick because it was supposed to be a trial thing. We don’t give affection to rubes, Crow. It’s a rule of thumb. That’s what we gave to her though. Not just you, but me too and I will admit with that I was wrong but yet you fail to recognize the reason I brought her into this in the first place was to make you happy and whether you think it’s right or wrong to do what I did to make you happy: I don’t care. To knock some sense into her was the only option. That was the only way she was going along with the whole thing though. So I did what I had to do, even if I didn’t like it. None of that would of happened though had you just let her go.”

Crow sat there on the ground, staring at the falling leaves around him while he processed every word that Rose said to him. “Comments?”

He had none. Yet. His head felt like a over boiling tea pot waiting to just spill over and burn the person closest to him. In that case, Rose. It wouldn’t be the first time he killed one of his lovers. His rage was infrequent but when it came out, it was a force to be reckon with like a blazing fire. It was what he related to most. It was the only thing that had passion that burned and grew as quick as he did until he met Rose. Rose burned as bright, if not brighter than he did. Crow wanted to kill Rose right then and there and she felt it. They all felt it.

Rose was quick to step away despite of her certainty he wouldn’t kill her. Yet something gave her the maybe, just maybe, he would one day. She’d make sure to keep that under control though and keep her dragon tamed.

Just like it wouldn’t be the first he killed a love, it wasn’t the first time he was a father either. Though that time was as far from him as the setting sun was near his finger tips, the memories though old and a little wishy washy, were engraved into his mind. The smell of smallpoxs immediately entering his nostrils at the thought of it. Just like he hadn’t forgotten the name and face of his own child, he was sure he wasn’t going to forget yours either. Or the way it made him the feel the last time he got to speak to you.

You felt stuck and he was stuck too. Except unlike the first child he lost, you didn’t feel scared to leave him. You felt almost relieved. Like you could breath now while the other felt like they were drowning in fear and pain. It was in that moment he realized you were scared of him. You were afraid he’d hurt you at one point

‘No, I wouldn’t hurt her,’ He told himself over and over. He would of never intentionally tried to make you scared of him or put you in a position where you felt uncomfortable. You adored him and he loved you just as much, if not more, than you loved him. You were his baby, even if it meant he had to kill to have you.

Finally he had his comment and the words came out full of fury and rage. “..Bullshit. You all fucking lie!”

…

He wouldn’t touch Rose for months let alone look at her until she forced him too and even then, that was a battle. He wasn’t the same after that. He became more cynical, more distant. Almost an empty shell of the person he was.

Any out spoken nature he had and was replaced by soft spoken snarkiness. There was no more The Irish Rose and her Crow. Only the remnants of a broken past and flings that occurred in the event of their primal feedings. Nothing more and nothing less.

While the stars shined down on you and Danny brightly as you were yet again acting out your passions in the privacy of your own home, Crow Daddy stood in the darkness of the abandoned ethanol plant in Bankerton, Iowa as he sharpened the blade of his knife. The only lights shining on him were the glares of The True Knot’s RV’S nearly blinding him.

He felt soft hands rub up and down the bare skin of his upper arm and a head press against his shoulder. Rose. “I’m excited. It’s been months since we’ve done our thing, you know?” She nipped the cartilage on his ear and fought the urge to push her away. “Sure,” He grunted.

Rose furrowed her brows. “Aren’t we testy tonight?” Crow fought the urge to laugh in her face. “When am I not lately?” She bit her lips. “You’re really going to do this. Right now?”

“It’s not like what’s been between us is exactly a secret to anyone in the family, Rosie.” She pulled away from him slightly repulsed and stretched her arms. “I’m ready.” The reply was snappy and quick and Barry was quick to obey.

'The boy is going to be the one to suffer for that reply but who am I care?’ Crow thought to himself as he looked at the bite mark the Baseball Boy left on his hand. 'The little bastard deserves it.’

“No! No! Please don’t! No..” The first couple of times he had to bare witness and participate in the unholy act after you left, he could hardly take. There was a slight lapse of faith and for a while he thought maybe he just didn’t deserve to have children. Now was different though. He felt numb.

After being in constant agony for over 20 years his sympathy began to decrease and soon he felt nothing for anyone. As Rose knelt down to Bradley Trevor’s level he took his position behind her, standing tall. To child on the ground, he was terrifying but the rest thought nothing of him.

Rose gestured for the knife and he handed it over immediately. “A-are you going to hurt me?” The reply was husky and menacing. “Yes.”

There were screams of protest but Crow took no mind to them. “Pain purifies steam. Fear too. So now you understand.” The Baseball Boy let out a scream of protest before Rose stabbed deeply into him.

…

Meanwhile as you laid in bed next to Danny who was in a dead coma, you felt someone poking at your mind. “Danny, stop it.” You elbowed him. He grunted and slapped your ass cheek. “W-wha?”

“You’re poking in my head again. Stop it.” He rolled over onto his side and shoved his face into the pillow. “I’m trying to sleep.” You rolled your eyes and as you went to wrap your arms around him, you felt the poke again. Accept this time it hurt. Like an electric shock.

(Hello?! Hello! Please tell me you can hear me.)

You paused before responding.

(I can hear you.)

(Good! They’re hurting him and they won’t stop.)

(Who is they?)

The response terrified you.

(The woman in the hat.)

All the sudden you felt nauseous and you gripped at bed sheets. You knew what was going to happen and you were terrified. The room began to slant on an angle and you gripped onto the head board tightly.

“Babe! What are you doing?” Dan sat up in bed and his face went flat at seeing the expression on your face. “Honey?”

You tried to respond to him physically but couldn’t so instead you turned to the person in your head.

(You’re mine and my husband’s pen pal, aren’t you?)

(Yeah.)

(Are you comfortable with telling me your name?)

(Yeah, it’s Abra.)

(Well Abra, can I ask you to do me a favor?)

The room began to tilt on an angle and you felt your grip on the head board becoming lose.

(Anything.)

(If I get stuck in here, tell Dan I love him.)

Your fingers lost their hold on the frame and you began to spiral down into a dark hole. 'This can’t be happening. This can’t be happening.’ You prayed, silently hoping Abra was wrong but something told you she wasn’t. The dark hole began to reach it’s end and you had enough time to see trees and a sign that read 'NO TRESPASSING: BANKERTON ETHANOL PLANT’ When you felt the spiraling of your body stop.

Your astral body hit the ground hard and you had to spit the dirt out of your mouth. “Ugh, gross.” You attempted to reach forward to try and find something to grip onto that way you could stand up but your hand connected with human skin.

“Oh shit!” You scrambled back at the sight of Barry and you felt your body beginning to levitate upwards. “No! No! Please, please! I don’t want to see it. I don’t want to see it!” Your body wouldn’t move though. You had to look. Unless you were going to get stuck here and hesitantly you opened your eyes. “Oh my god! Stop! Stop! Please stop!”

Your body began to lower and suddenly you felt eyes on you. One of them heard you. “No! No! No! No!” A hand ran itself through your long locks and you trembled.

“What is it?” You knew that voice and you didn’t have to open your eyes to know who was infront of you.

(Look at me.)

You shook your head but felt fingers lifting your head up to force you to look at them and slowly you opened them to see Rose. Her hands covered in blood and her eyes full of steamy lust.

(Well, hi there sweetie!)

Panic began to rise inside you and you reached out to Abra.

(Ru-)

Before you could even finish your thought, Rose plunged the knife back into the Baseball Boy and you let out a scream. “Holy shit! Holy shit!” You screeched feeling his pain.

(Funny how things come around isn’t it, Y/n?)

“Stop! Stop! Rose, please stop! Just stop!” Just as Danny was about to lay back down he jumped up in bed and gently shook your shoulders. “Y/n?! Baby? What’s wrong.”

(You got a friend there, Y/n? I want to see him.)

As Dan leaned over to caress your cheek, you pushed him back. “Y/n!” You could feel the rise Rose was getting out of your pain and it made you mad. You wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of getting kicks off your pain. “Get away from me, Danny! Get away!”

Instead of now just seeing Rose in your eyeshot all of them were in eyeshot with those haunting blue eyes staring at you and you slammed your head against the back of the bed. “Make it stop, Danny! Make it stop!”

This time when you tried to push him away, he held your arms down against your chest that way he could try to wake you up. “She’s going to see you Danny!”

(Yes, Danny. I am going to see you. That your little friend you made down in Florida?)

“Shut up!” You screamed. “Who’s going to see me?!”

“No!”

“God damn it, Y/n! Who do you see?”

BAM!

The room shook and Danny landed backwards onto the hardwood floor. Now he was pissed, not at you but whoever it was he couldn’t see. He grabbed your wrist to stop you from pushing him away. “Leave her alone!”

As Dan continued to shake your body and beg for you to wake up, the astral world around you began to slide. This time you were hanging upside down as you fell and as you did, yours and Crow Daddy’s eyes unintentionally interlocked though he would be aware enough to know it.

As you slammed back into your physical body, you rolled off the bed and hit your head on the dresser. “Oww!” You screeched and started sobbing. Dan tried to pull you into a hug but you kicked at him. “No! No!”

“Y/n-” You let out a scream. “Just leave me alone!” Danny backed away and you let out a sob. “What happened?” He asked gently as he scooped you up into his arms like you were a child. Normally you would protest said act but for right now, you didn’t care. You needed the comfort and that’s how he was giving it.

“They killed him..” You sobbed and you felt Danny let out a sigh as he ran his fingers through your hair. “They killed who?”

“That poor little boy!” You let out a screaming cry and buried your head in his shoulder. “Okay..okay.” You choked on your own sobs and nuzzled closely to him. “It’s alright.”

…

Meanwhile thousands of miles away, the lights of RV’s shined brightly in the darkness of the Iowa night on Crow and Rose as they buried the baseball boy.

As Rose finished throwing her scoop of dirt over Bradley Trevor’s glove she paused for a moment and looked at the ground. “We had a looker.” Crow stopped what he was doing and for the first time in years she actually seen a glint of what she would like to think was excitement in his dark eyes. “Tonight?”

“Yeah.” Rose dropped the shovel on the ground and Crow did the same. “East Coast, I think.” He furrowed his brows. “You’re saying someone looked in from I’ve 10,000 miles away?”

“Could of been farther. Could of been up in Canada, but it gets better. She wasn’t alone either.” Rose smirked slightly. “Y/n was with her.”

They say a picture is worth 1000 words but in that moment Crow Daddy’s face had an expression of infinite emotions. He tried tracking you down a few times after you ran but he honestly wondered what good it would do. He didn’t have to be in your mind to you were petrified of Rose and he figured you probably would want nothing to do with him. His mouth went dry and he felt like he wanted to throw up. “What?”

“Oh yeah and she wasn’t happy to see me either. The second she seen me stab into the kid she was out of there so fast and back to her man friend.”

“Man friend?” He looked boggled. “Oh yeah. Danny is his name. She wouldn’t let me get a look at him though..or the looker but I swear Crow Daddy, I haven’t felt power. Raw power like that off the looker than I’ve felt in so long..”

“Then do you think we should look into it? The sooner the better. Before her parents send her to a psychiatrist. Put her on pills. Muffle the steam and make her harder to find.”

“No, giving paxil to this kid is like putting a piece of saran wrap over a search light. And when either of them come back and trust me, I’ll know they’ll be back, I’ll be ready. Oh I’ll be ready..”

Crow dreaded the prospect though. He didn’t want to see you older. A little bit younger than him. It served as a reminder that time went comes and goes fast and there was no buying more of it. For the rubes at least.

“Besides,” Rose straightened her posture as if she was reflecting back on another thought. “What is tied can never be untied.” As Crow raised an eyebrow Rose met the look with a smirk.

…

Your hands shook as Danny handed you a cup of tea. “There we go.” He wrapped you up with a blanket from behind and hummed appreciatively “Thank you.” He nodded and there was an awkward moment of silence as he stared at the REDRUM on the wall in the next room. “So you going to tell me now or never?”

 "Danny,“ You begged and he shushed you. "Just listen to me. I think it would help if you told me about it though.”

“There’s a reason why I don’t talk about my childhood, Dan.” He squeezed your hand. “I know.” You kissed the tops of his knuckles. “It’s painful.” Your voice started to crack.

“If you’re afraid of me thinking differently of you, I would never. I love you for you. Whatever they did, it’s not on you. Please baby, I know it’s hurting you. Just let me in.”

You sighed and looked down at your kitchen counter. “You remember when you met me all those years ago in Florida?” He nodded and rubbed the tops of your hands. “I was only there for a brief amount of time. I moved around alot as a kid. For a while I never really understood why.”

“You mentioned your family was pretty nomadic but what does this have to do with anything?” Dan asked softly and continued to caress your skin. “The people who raised me, they were special like us. They shined maybe as much, if not more than we did. There are things out there, dark things, that hurt people like us.” Tears started to well up in your eyes. “Y/n-”

“They make people like us never be seen again and they warned me about the dark things and told me to stay away from them but I didn’t know I really didn’t have to worry about them at the time.”

Dan wiped one of your tears away, trying to ignore the hairs sticking straight up on his arms. “Why?” Your teary eyes interlocked with his. “Because I was living with the dark things that hurt people like us.” His posture stiffened and he slowly let go of your face. “What?” You ignored his question, continuing to ramble on.

“They always looked the same. It was the strangest thing. My grandpa went from having a limp in his leg to walking without a cane over night and sometimes when they were near me, my one uncle always looked at me like he was hungry. I was nine and we were staying long term in Georgia for the winter because I was sick. It made my mom a nervous wreck, so she’d stay with me every night while I slept and the one night I woke up over night and she wasn’t there so I panicked and I just remember hearing these screams. They were awful. Like these husky barks and even though I was supposed to be in bed I got up to look for my mom and when I got up she was on top of this little boy and she was-” You choked up a little bit. “She was gutting into him like he was a fish and they were eating him.”

“Like Hannibal Lecter eating him or-” You shook your head. “His shine. They were drinking his screams and pain too.” Dan looked so upset. “Honey.” Your body wracked itself with sobs. “And I’ll never forget the look on his face! Like he was being violated.”

“W-what did they do when they seen you were there?” You tried to wipe some tears away but they just kept pouring rapidly. “Most of them didn’t care or notice at first. My dad on the other hand looked so mortified. I can’t remember if it was him or my mom that picked me up and kept telling me over and over again it was out of survival and that I wasn’t supposed to see it. That it was all for the better. That way they could live longer and be healthier and that they wouldn’t hurt me. They could never hurt me like that.”

“Please don’t tell me you believed them.” His tone almost sounded judgemental and you became defensive. “Dan! What was I supposed to do? They were my family and it’s not like I had any where to go to. Despite what they did, I still loved him even though part of me was scared of them.”

“Sorry! Sorry! I’m just trying to wrap my head around all this.” He kissed the top of your head and you had to supress the urge to just shove him away. “Could you live like that? Live a lie?”

“I kept my mouth shut, Danny and if you were in my shoes you would of done the same. For about 7 years we went on like that until my dad left for business for about a week and I finally couldn’t take it anymore and then truth came out about everything.”

You let out a screaming sob as Rose threw plates around you. “..They would of never of been able to provide for you the way your father and I did! Those rubes pigs were selfish and given the chance, they would of used you and abused you even more than they already did.”

You shook your head feverishly, trying to block out Rose’s word. “You were so desperate to have someone love you, that I barely even had to wipe your mind. You were so touch starved that we practically did nothing but hold you the first couple of weeks you were here. We loved you when no one else did! Not even your fucking mother.”

You choked on your own sobs and slumped down to the ground, not caring if the broken glass on the ground cut into your fragile skin. Rose knelt down to your level and began to pull some of the shards. “But don’t worry though, honey. Daddy fixed that issue.”

You felt your blood run cold and you tensed. “W-what do you mean?” Part of you knew the answer to that question though and you dreaded hearing it come out of her mouth. Rose reached up into a nearby drawer and pulled out an old Polaroid photograph. “Does that answer your question?”

“OH GOD!” You screamed and broke back into hysterics. “He never did it to hurt you. You wanted her dead. Trust me. It was all out of love, my sweet. Every single piece of it was out of love.”

"T-that’s not love!” You stuttered. “No?” Rose’s tone was cynical. “No!..”

“Y/n-”

“14 years, Danny. 14 fucking years, I let them scare me into thinking all people were bad besides them and I thought they were my family the whole time yet it was all just a lie!” Dan wrapped his arms around your waist and planted a kiss on your cheek, trying to process it all. Your water works started up all over again and Danny sighed. “Y/n..Y/n, it’s not your fault.”

“It is Danny! It fucking is! And then she started hitting because she knew I despised her for the truth and it hurt so bad because we went from being so close to so far apart.”

“Baby-”

“My trust with the rest of them too was so torn because they all knew what she was doing and they hid. Over two years I had to lie my dad because I didn’t want to make him upset because he was the only one of them that I trusted and then I let him kill my mother..”

“You were a child, honey. You couldn’t of known. It’s not your fault and that’s all over now. I’m here.” He rocked you back and forth as you cried into him. “And the worse part is that even after everything they’ve done to me, part of me still loves and misses them sometimes.”

Dan’s mind drifted back to his own father and he tensed, understand what it was like to still love the abuser even though they caused more damage than could be repaired. “I know, baby..I know. It’s a fucked up cycle.” You nuzzled close to him.

“Don’t leave me, Danny!” You begged. “I won’t..it’s okay.” As you wept into him, Danny looked off to the side room that had the ominous REDRUM scrawled on the walls and hugged you tight.

“We need to keep that little girl away from them Dan. They’ll hurt her.” He pulled away from you. “We? No! No there is no we in this. If anything, we should stay out of this.”

“Dan! You’re being selfish. We can’t just abandon this little girl.” He shook his head. “It’s not abandoning her if I tell her to keep her head down.”

“That’s the exact opposite of what we should do!” Dan huffed and you placed a kiss against his cheek, cradling his face in your hands. “Look, just listen with an open mind. Okay?”

He nodded and your eyes interlocked with his baby blue ones. “I know they work, Danny. That’s why they took me. To use my shine to find people. They’ll prey on people who put their heads down because it’s easier for them to seem like the good guys. It’ll make her more of a sitting duck. To make her hide this, all of this, it’ll just kill her self esteem and her herself. You have to encourage her.”

“Why me?”

“Because besides me, you’re probably the only person that hears her Dan. Who understands her. She knows you more than me because she turned to you first. You’re the only one who probably interacts with her the way people like us can.” You held his hands in yours. “Do you remember how lonely you felt being younger? We can’t let that happen to her.”

“And I can’t let you get hurt either. If these people, whatever the hell they’re called can find that little girl-”

“Abra. Her name is Abra,” You corrected but Dan only rolled his eyes. “-They probably can find you and I just-”

Dan visibly shivered. “I don’t want to even picture in my mind what things they’d do to you or what would happen you if they found you.” He cupped your face and took in all your features. “I-i’d never be able to live with myself, knowing I could of prevented it. I can’t- I won’t let them hurt you. They’ve done enough damage.”

“So that’s it? We’re just abandoning her?” Dan rubbed his face. “I wouldn’t call it that just..cutting ties for a while.” You pushed away from him and rolled your eyes. “Y/n, I’m sorry but I don’t want you getting killed!”

“Just don’t talk to me right now, Danny. I want to be alone.” You went back to yours and Danny’s bedroom and locked the door before he could get it. “Y/n..come on baby.”

“I told you I want to be alone.” You sat down with your back against the door and Danny did the same from the other side. “Okay..Honey?”

“Yes, Dan?” He laid his hand against the woods barrier between the both of you. “I love you.” Despite how mad you were, you smiled slightly and did the same. “I love you too..now go. Please.”

Dan did as you asked and as he made his walk to the guest room in the second floor of your house, he stopped at the spare room. Staring at the REDRUM on the wall before picking up a piece of chalk and scrawling a quick message. 'Abra: I hope you’re okay and you have a better day tomorrow. Your friends, Dan and Y/n.’

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