#will eventually show up. we just wanna space things out a bit to make sure we dont get overwhelmed n shit

[ask-faeddsworld]

Are Pau and Pat in this au anywhere or not?

idk man you tell me

mod tuna

#ooc #mod tuna #in all seriousness #all characters shown in the silly little lineup we have linked in our about #will eventually show up. we just wanna space things out a bit to make sure we dont get overwhelmed n shit #so before you ask ahhh wheres my (insert scrungly) #check the lineup. if theyre there theyll be here eventually #if not uhhhhh be quiet about it. smile? #we got plans n shit #also if you notice that the designs in the lineup are a little outdated mind your business okay?

[badchoicesworld]

Can I request headcanons of Hobie Brown reacting to his gn s/o being startled when he kisses them whether it's on the lips or even on the cheek or forehead? Not only do they never kiss anyone because they never dated anyone before him, the slightly cold feeling of his lip piercing surprises them! Does this makes sense XD *Cough* totally not me about his lip piercing * Cough*

hobie notices how startled you get when he kisses you (gn!)

hobie brown x gn! reader

established relationship

hello i’m here to be ur bad influence, get a lip piercing if u want one, become the hobie brown in this scenario

warnings: none

pairing: hobie brown x gn! reader

requests: open, i wont be caught lacking

it was a moment of weakness

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ok so i think that we all agree on hobie being very into physical contact and touchy feely

it’s nice to have a reminder that someone’s there for you physically, things like leaning on each other of just linking a finger while walking are super significant to him cause it shows you’re not afraid of being close together, y’know ? i image that’s pretty crucial to him if he’s ever in a relationship

at the same time, if it’s not present from the start, i think he’d be more than willing to teach someone what it’s liked to be physically loved and appreciated

he doesn’t know what’s gone off in your life, if your lack of experience is due to some sort of trauma or it’s as simple as you’ve never had the chance to be close to someone in that way, he won’t hold it against you

maybe tease and taunt you a bit

he’s definitely respectful and drops topics like a pin if prompted, and will easily respect personal space if anyone ever seems a uncomfortable by his closeness

no questions asked, he’s unbothered and keeps his hands to himself

if you seem a lil peeved more than anything he’s probably a bit more persistent cause he’s a cocky bastard at times

but if you express that you wanna be close to him but just aren’t used to it, man’s all over it

not all over you though, he won’t rush you

this shit boutta be GRADUAL and LOVING

ANYWAY to the actual scenario

there’s no way you’ve managed to avoid the magnet of affection that is hobie brown, but if things like arms around your shoulder and waist, hugs and cuddles don’t bother you then he’s unsuspecting for now

but if one day you’re just chilling, doing your own thing

maybe in spider society if you hang there, perhaps at either of ur cribs

and hobie just passively walks by or maybe you two have been hanging out all day

he sees you busy, wants to remind you he’s there

gives you the quickest little muah ever on ur temple or smthn

it’s casual to him, but he sees how ur expression immediately changes to a slightly started one, mixed with whatever else you’re feeling in that moment

it crosses his mind that you two have literally never kissed which is wild, now he’s amused by this revelation and is like “what?” (whot) while scheming and plotting in his head

you have your own reaction (or lack of) and hobie’s mildly entertained depending on it

just mad flustered ? he will weaponise this

if you seem genuinely uncomfortable by it then hobie’s gonna apologise and just wait for you to bring it up again before tryna kiss you again, he’s unbothered

if you explain that it’s just the piercing that caught you off guard and how cold it was, he’s laughing

like yeah, valid

likely knows he’s your first s/o or whatever you call yourselves, but you’ll tell him again that he’s your first

grins at all the innuendos he could make but voices none of them

you’re fine with it ? the coldness just caught you off guard ?

cue him wrapping both of his lanky ass arms tightly around your shoulders and just smothering the side of your face in kisses, really making sure that his cool lip piercing is making contact each time

he loves to be a fucking nuisance

irrelevant but i think hobie has a tongue piercing, anyway

even if you eventually get used to kisses, he still loves to see your reaction to the sudden freezing cold piercing

especially in the mornings, cackles when he watches you try to withdraw from him in the morning because of how cold his piercings are

imagine what it’s like when he fuckin nuzzles his face into you

two eyebrow piercings, one nose ring, lip ring- personally i would cease to a exist if i’m in that groggy state and that cold ass metal even grazes me, i’m gone and never coming back

he’ll sometimes kiss you just for your reactions, you aren’t safe

easily his favourite spot is the neck, imagine putting on a freezing cold necklace

yeah, it feels like that when he kisses you a certain way

in conclusion, your reactions enable him, please stop

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#across the spiderverse #headcanon #spider man: across the spider verse #hobie brown #hobie spiderverse #atsv hobie #imagine #oneshot #ask #hobie brown x gn!reader #hobie brown x reader #spider punk #hobie x reader

[midnightkolrath]

Dante and his deeper layers I've noticed in the 2007 anime

I originally meant for this to be a WAY bigger dig/analysis, as I want to go episode by episode...but I decided to minimize it for now because this anime gives me brainworms so often, lmao.

So, lets get into this light dig of added bits for Dante's character from the anime and just how neat the anime is on what it covers.

Early on in the anime, there's parts of the anime where Patty unknowingly berates Dante about having a picture of his "girlfriend" on his desk, not knowing its actually his mother. Same episode, she talks to Dante about her own mother, and how much she wishes to meet her, after being orphaned for unknown reasons (We learn why later but you know).

And BOTH times, Dante doesn't respond, save for a quiet distant stares off into space or seemingly ignoring her. For the first case, he very much likely excuses it with the fact that she's just not aware of the truth of the picture but not outright scolding her over it.

Like...he doesn't snap or correct her or anything. He just remains quiet. And we know how much Dante loved his mom (his color palette even matches hers for gods' sake) and how he got when facing Trish in DMC1 (which this takes place after). Shows just how those events really changed him afterwards. Especially since this is also after he thought he killed Vergil with his own hands...which the anime VERY MUCH shows the depression he has. He's in it deep for alot of it.

Back to the second part of the Patty thing though, as much as he pretends he isn't listening or doesn't care, he very much WAS listening to her, as later in that episode, he easily figures out where she went (into a trap where a demon disguised itself as her mother to lure her) due to the poster she was gazing at which reminded her of her mother, and the discussion they had right before she ran off.

Like, this man may be the way he is and PRETEND he isn't paying attention to people sometimes, but like...no, when its important, he VERY MUCH is. Speaking of which...episode 3.

This is one of the fun parallel episodes where the situation reflects a part of Dante's life...such as when a demon falls in love with a human, who was originally supposed to serve his master. Obviously, a parallel to Sparda and Eva's relationship, Dante's parents.

Even when its found out that the guy is the target dante's supposed to be after, Dante literally takes time to hear him out and question him over his love for a human woman. Dante's the result of such a relationship, so it makes sense he'd stop to listen.

In the end, he decides to go against killing this demon, despite what his client wanted. He sees firsthand and knows that this is actually a couple in love. Like...he gets it. For obvious reasons, but he also MADE SURE it was a true love relationship. Pretty wholesome actually.

An obvious one if you've seen the instruments and jukebox in his office, but episode 6 adds on that Dante 'gets' music and how it can touch/relate to people. I think its a cute additional touch. :' )

I wanna dig into this episode more eventually, but its obviously music themed. And Dante hangs out as a bodyguard for some fellow music enjoyers. Just one of those nice further looks on the general work Dante does, which this anime does a great job in doing.

Episode 7 onward is where shit gets deep into more parallels and just the kind of guy Dante is, while going through it this whole series. Helping a spirit get laid to rest by pulling a prison break and rescuing her brother (Episode 7)...

Having his status as the son of sparda ending up getting someone originally close to him (Supposedly anyway, its implied that Dante grew up with this guy and was raised by the same mother figure...which Dante denies, but we know how he can be, and he was likely trying to protect him in a way) hurt and said person thrusting hate on him for it as that was why a whole village got burned down...and the guy originally believed and had genuine faith that it wasn't Dante's fault (Episode 8)...

Meeting students (who are brothers, one older and one younger) of his father, arguably bonding with one of them and having to put both down in the end (Episode 10), which can be seen as a cruel parallel to himself and Vergil...(And even going through the effort of respectfully setting a grave site together for them)

And the final episodes, 11 and 12, are the conclusion of the whole arc that was built up in the background...but its also a show of Dante and Patty's relationship becoming so close as she goes to personally save him after he was impaled by the big bad. Its a pay off for the growing bits of them spending time together from episode 1, and later a neat easter egg nod in DMC5 where Patty calls to invite him to her birthday party, showing they still very much keep in touch. (And the novel Before the Nightmare goes more into why, exactly, he actually didn't want to go, but we'll dive more into that later one day).

I'll likely more deeply elaborate about the anime one day, but like...there's a reason why its such a gem in the series. Short, but did great with the episodes it had. A treat for those who want to see more layers for Dante. Its so SO good.

Like you may or may not like the 'slice of life' parts, but its necessary for what they were going for, I think. I know I skipped a few things, but I hope I got the big highlights atleast. Go check out the first anime, its a pretty damn solid ride.

#devil may cry #dmc #This was abit chunky so this gets a read more #but man I love the 2007 anime SO MUCH #One of the best things this series has tbh #I'm glad it exists #leo's DMC analysis

[grippingbeskar]

💃, 5, Din djarin please and thank you <3 (did I do this right?)

— ah!! i love this one. it’s a very popular request so i’m gonna have to eventually get a bit creative but hopefully this one does it justice! thank you so much :)

— prompt:

💃 5. mm. you’re warm.

— warnings: swearing, reader is a bit drunk, mention of vomiting

[grippingbeskar’s night out 2k celebration!]

“Mandooooooo.” You all but wail into the empty space of the Razor Crest. You don’t see him straight away, but you hear his boots clanking down the ladder soon enough, and then his giant frame appears, staring down at you. Stars— he was really, really big. Huge. “You are huge.”

“You are drunk.” He counters, and you swear the ink black of his visor squints at you, accusing.

“We don’t all have the stomach of a Mandalorian.” He shakes his head, taking a step towards you.

“You didn’t tell me where you were going.” The modulator accuses, and your drunken brain goes all fuzzy and loopy when he gets a little closer, the metallic smell of him having you grinning wide.

“As if you couldn’t find me if you wanted to.” You roll your eyes, and one of your hands lands on his chest, half steadying yourself and half indulging your darkest desires with the ally of the burning spirits you devoured on this backwater off world planet. “I was almost waiting for you to show up.”

You had been travelling with the Mandalorian for months, and had done little else but fix up his ship where possible, and take care of the kid where you could. Spending so much time around someone like him— you couldn’t help but notice a few things about him. The first, that he was an incredible tracker.

There wasn’t a place in the world that someone could hide from him, so you knew when he didn’t show up to the cantina you were busying yourself at, it was a choice.

“You wanted me to find you?” His helmet tilts slightly, arms still straight at his sides.

“Course I did. You make everything more fun-citing.” You hiccup, confusing yourself with whatever word you just formed.

“Fun…citing?” You laugh, the mash of words sound even more ridiculous coming from his measured tone.

“See?! Everything’s better when you’re around. Even being drunk.” You still have your hand on his chest, and your greatful for it when you trip on your own feet and slam into him, two gloved hands coming to your waist, helping you upright. You hadn’t even realised you’d backed him up onto a wall until you’d lifted your head. And that he’d let you. “Sorry. Losing my balance.”

“It’s okay.” You know he’d easily push you away if he wanted. He doesn’t, gloved hands still holding your hips, almost encouraging you to stay this close.

“Can you get drunk?” His helmet tilts again, and your still grinning, staring at your reflection in his visor. “Like, are you a life-form that can drink? Get drunk? Or is that just a humanoid thing?”

“I can. Maybe it’s a humanoid thing.” So, he is like you. “Human enough to know that your head is going to be pounding tomorrow.”

“Boo. No fun.” You slur, leaning your face into the crook of his neck. You feel him stiffen, only for a second, but then his arm wraps around your back, and he lifts you into the air. Your legs wrap around him on instinct, and your arms thread around his neck.

“Let’s get you to bed.” He says softly, carrying you up the ladder. Your heart was slamming in your chest, nothing to do with the alcohol and everything to do with how close he was, and how easily he was carrying you. Did you weigh nothing to this man?

“I don’t wanna sleep.” You complain, afraid he was going to dump you in bed and leave. The only thing your inebriated brain can focus on is him. He makes everything clearer. At least a little. “Wanna stay with you.”

“No, you don’t.”

“Yes, I do. Don’t tell me what to do, Mando.” You pull yourself away from his neck and lean backwards. A little too much, because he has to lean forward to catch you, making sure you don’t throw yourself to the ground.

“You’re drunk.” He says, walking through the small room on the side of the Crest that holds your bed.

“So you told me. Still. Wanna be with you all the time, even when I’m not.” He sits you down on the bed, and stands, watching you carefully.

“Are you gonna be sick?” He asks, bringing over a bucket to the side of your bed. You scoff, kicking it back at him.

“No. Do I have to be sick to get you to stay with me? Cause I can be, if you go and get me a couple more shots of that blue stuff they were serving…”

“Okay. I’ll stay. Lay down.” You do as he says, and he just stands there, looking over you, clearly having no idea what to do. You almost feel a little bad, but your mouth has no filter right now, and you can’t stick on one thought too long even if you tried.

“Do you not want to?” You shuffle over, making room for him if he does. He stands in silence for a while, contemplating answering your question.

“I want to.” It’s almost painful, the way he says it, like he’s been holding onto the three little words for so long they’ve become apart of him. Fused, in some way, and only you could pull it out of him. “I want to when your sober.”

“Just… just lay down.” His confession throws you off. He…wants to? Of course, you were completely into him form the moment you were locked away on the Crest together, circumstances throwing you two together for the past few months. But the very idea that he might feel the same? You hardly entertained it, it was so far off.

“Okay.” He moves then, fully armoured, laying beside you. He isn’t as stiff once he’s next to you, his arm thrown around your shoulder allowing you to wrap yourself around his side. The bed was too small for the two of you, so it should be uncomfortable, but having him like this is the most comfortable thing in the galaxy. “Is…is this okay?”

“You tell me.” You say louder than necessary, and then you laugh at how loud you are. You feel him move under you, and the soft sounds coming from his helmet let you know he’s laughing too.

“Yes. This is…good.” There aren’t any blankets on the bed you can get to with Mando laying across them, but it just gives you an excuse to use him. You’d think the beskar armour would be freezing cold, but he just radiates a warmth you can’t justify. “Are you cold?”

“Mm. You’re warm, though.” He wraps you closer, and you link onto him like a bear, your leg over his lower stomach with his arms hugging you tight. “Thank-you.”

“Mayen gar copaanir, mesh’la.” He says in what you think must be Mando’a. The words flow so beautifully, even though you don’t know what they mean, and it relaxes you so much that your eyes close, and you slowly drift to sleep, but not before you exchange one more set of words, your drunk brain not quite finished with him.

“Will you stay like this again?” You mumble into his chest, and he takes a deep breath. Then, one of his hands brush your cheek. Warmth— human warmth, his bare hand on your skin. If you weren’t about to pass out, you would of reacted, but you can’t fight the sleep any longer. “When I’m not drunk?”

“Ask me again tomorrow.”

[mando’a translation: anything for you, beautiful]

#grippingbeskarsnightout #din djarin x y/n #din djaren x you #din djarin x reader #din djaren #din djaren x reader #the mandalorian x y/n #the mandalorian fanfiction #the mandalorian x you #the mandolorian x reader

[mimastuff]

Hello! I'm having a bit of a rough time so I thought I'd send this ask. What would the turtles be like with a S/O that has anxiety, depression and PTSD? How would they help them if their depression is bad enough that on some days they can't get out of bed, forget to eat, etc? Bonus if S/O is plus-sized/kinda chubby and insecure about it.

I love this request !! I totally relate to this one so there was a lot of writing <3

TW: mentions of ptsd , swearing, pet names, depression, eating disorder , anxiety, physical touch

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Raph

- he would i understand completely abut how you feel

- Especially after the krang

- He would wake up after horrible nightmares

- To this day he still has them

- But , that being said if he were to like touch you on your waist and your flinching due to PTSD

- Or he does something that triggers it

- If you guys are in the lair , he would pull you aside and talk about it.

- If your bad at communicating how you feel he will most likely comfort you till you eventually have the right head space to talk

- He will sit you in his lap and hold you until the feeling passes over

- But if you’re not to good with physical affection he will sit you down on his bed while he makes you breath properly

- His main goal is to make sure that you know that your safe

- He is always here for you

- And he will make that known.

- If you guys are in your living space then he will guide you to the kitchen where he will most likely make you your favourite hot beverage.

- He knows that I can be hard to speak so he will send you to your room to calm down

- Once you have calmed he will ask what’s wrong but if you don’t want to talk about it he is totally cool with that

- If you do however he is all ears on you

- He will say whatever you need.

- When he starts noticing your depression and not getting out of bed he will come to you and lay with you till you’re ready to get up.

- He stars motivating you

- If all else fails he would much rather you did this at his place

- It’s easier in his eyes to take care of you

- His brothers also help with the depression

- You and doctor feelings have designated days where you can have a talking session

- It doesn’t even need to be about the problem, he will always listen to a friend.

- Raph does not care for your size

- Like at all.

- He loves and I mean LOVES your thighs and tummy

- He goes feral

- Also cuddles are heavenly to him

- Like he loves you so much

- Your just so squishy

- He thinks you look hot in anything so don’t be alarmed if he stares at you randomly

- He just loves you and your body

- He said this to you, and I quote “you’re a little bit chubby. So fuckin’ what.”

- Oh. And he meant it as well

- And he sure as heck will make it known that he thinks your cute

- Compliments you allll dayyyy longggg

- With the food situation, he ain’t gonna shove it down ya throat

- That’s not who he is

- He loves you and wants to take things slow

- He asks mikey to make you food which be will gladly do

- Seeing your drooling mouth over his dishes is always a win for both him and raph.

Donnie

- ok , let’s get this straight , he could not care less about your size

- The fact is that you love him . A TURTLE

- So why couldn’t he love someone as soft as you!!!

- That man goes more feral than raph

- Like all Donnie wants is too lay his head on your lap while talking about his inventions and science

- He really loves your cheeks

- NOT YOUR BUTT

- Welll…

- Any ways , he loves grazing his fingers on your face and his cheeks on yours

- He just thinks that they are tooo cuteee

- He knew about your depression and anxiety before you even did

- He saw the signs before anyone did

- And that’s why you love him

- He would stop by yours to make sure you ok

- Blaming it on ‘I just wanted to show you my invention and ooo is that a tv I see In your room ?? You wanna watch something’

- Let him win.

- Please.

- He thinks he is being smooth

- We all know he is not

- Let him be , pleaseeee

- With the PTSD he completely understands your situation

- He however might be a little ummm

- Let’s say , controlling when it comes to being around people

- Like he would want only you to come to him for advice

- But he would do it like raph

- Pull you aside you so two can deal with it together

- He has good intentions, he just wants to help you

- But he can’t help it if he wants to also spend time with you

- In his eyes it’s a win win

- When he sees you anxious

- I head cannon him to have a build in anxiety detector in his goggles just for you Lmaooo

- But it’s cute , all he wants to do is look out for you

- But he will pull you aside and not let you do anything you don’t want to

- He is trying so hard

- He loves you so so much

- He just has a hard time expressing it

- With the eating , he may result into threatening to feed you

- He isn’t serious

- Take no notice of him , he’s just a silly guy

- He would make you meals tho

- That guys can follow instructions like there is no tomorrow

Mikey

- soo he is like so good at comforting due to him being the youngest child

- The thing is that when you have anxiety he will pick up on it before it happens like Donnie

- He is more than likely gonna calm you down before he escorts you out

- He feels it’s best as it means you two can talk through how you feel after it happens

- He is so good when you over think things

- If your anything like me , you tend to make things bigger than they acctually are

- Doctor delicate touch will handle that one easy

- “baby , with all do respect . STOP MAKING THINGS BIGGER THAN THEY NEED TO BE. Okay my love ?🥺🥺”

- He will be the one to plan all the fun dates that you would actually enjoy just to kick your depression in the ass so you can get up

- He would remind you to eat throughout the day and would take care of you when needed

- He would also make sure that you would brush your teeth , do your laundry etc

- If you find it cringey , or tell him to stop worrying

- GOOD it’s working

- His little devilish plan is taking over

- See in his eyes , if he was to check up on you so much , you would do it before he said it so that you would get praise from him

- Simple!

- And it actually works for a while

- With your Weight

- He actually is in love

- Like I see him going for a bigger person

- Like he is smooth as all heck so how could you not resist his impeccable charm !!

- He loves da booty and the tummy

- Favourite cuddling position is spooning

- This is so he feels every squishy part of you

- It’s his fav to also bury is face in your neck

- He finds it comfortable

- He also loves lying on your chest

- He is in love with the feeling

- With the PTSD he would swoop you up from the situation

- And take you two a more sensory comfortable space

- You would not force you to do anything you didn’t want

- He would also care for you like no tomorrow

- Want food ? Here is a three coarse meal !

- Want a drink ? He is your favourite that I have stacks of in the refrigerator that I don’t even like all too well

- He is just a sweetheart when it comes to his lover <33

Leo

- He is going to use his one-liners to the fullest

- If you are not crying , you are now

- Only with laughter of course !!

- He would be the partner that would hold you while you cry your eyes out

- I can imagine him rocking back and fourth

- If you are not comfortable with that then he is totally going to respect your boundaries

- But he will tuck you in his bed while you rest up from the anxiety

- He knows what it can do to and he always wakes you up with your favourite meal and drink <3

- He really loves movie nights so if the depression gets bad to the point where getting up is a struggle

- BAM ! Your favourite movie is on in HD , surround sound and in a volume of your choice !

- He always knows what’s best for you

- But he always knows your habits so that nail Biting habit and hair pulling is out of the door while he is in the room

- He is constantly trying to change your attention to something else

- Please just stop

- Just for him 🥺

- He needs to know trying works

- It will help you and him.

- He loves to help you through the PTSD because you two can relate to so much stuff

- (In my opinion) he had one of the worst experiences during the krang

- So you two will trauma bond

- Mark my words.

- That man is a very good sweet talker

- Trust me he will have you up in the mornings , teeth brushed , full with food in no time.

- With the weight situation

- He literally could not believe his ears when you told him that you were insecure

- Bro was flabbergasted 😮

- He just sat there

- Comprehending it all.

- How can someone like you not love well , you !

- Your too perfect in his eyes

- He definitely loves to lay on your stomach and just stare at you

- With sparkles in his eyes

- As you vent out to him.

- He really loves you for who you are

- And nothin will change that.

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Omg I love this one ! It took me a while to do it but that because there was sooo much to add !! I hope you all have a good day or night !! :D ❤️❤️

#bayverse raph #raph tmnt #donnie x reader #tmnt leo x reader angst #rise tmnt x reader #rottmnt x you #rottmnt x y/n #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt leo x reader #rottmnt mikey x reader #rottmnt raph x reader

[lowkeyrobin]

FREDDIE BADLINU ; hair dye

summary; you have a stripe of hair that correlates with your soulmate's hair color

warnings; language

genre; fluff

word count ; 647

masterlist

You were born with a light streak of brown in your hair. Right in your fringe area above your left eyebrow.

By the time you were 14 or so, that streak started turning many different colors. From pink and orange to purple and blue. Seems like your soulmate liked dyeing their hair. Although, they wouldn't be able to paint over the matching piece in their hair that correlated with your hair color.

By 17, you think your soulmate ran through the whole rainbow. You still had your hopes up about meeting them, especially with such an uncommon shade of purple. Although, the bigger chance is that you never would.

Soulmates could be connected from across the whole world, and never meet or be able to live out their lives. The hair is just a little clue that most people never solve the riddle for. Eventually, everyone gives up and lives their own lives.

You sit down with your friend, Tommy, at a salad bar, having a little lunch date to talk about your content and whatnot, and sharing ideas. He was more into video games while you were more into commentary.

"So, yknow my friend Freddie? I'm pretty sure I've talked about him...?"

You nod, taking a bite of your food.

"So, he might actually be your soulmate... if you wanna meet him?"

"What?"

The blonde clears his throat, and awkwardly rubs the nape of his neck. "Uh, so, your hair stripe, like, changes with his, and I only kinda recently put it together. I'm pretty sure you guys are soulmates"

"You totally sure?"

He nods as he pulls out his phone to show you a picture of this Freddie character. His hair was dyed the same purple your little streak was colored. Other than the only thing that currently connected you two other than your hair and Tommy, he was rather cute.

He looked kind of like a dork, which you could definitely get behind. He had an adorable smile and peak sense of fashion, you wanted to jump through Tommy's phone and just kiss him already.

"Why... why tell me like this?" You giggle, respectfully teasing the blonde boy across from you.

Tom shrugs, "You're right, bad time. Uh, but! If you do wanna meet him..."

"Of course I do, Tommy! The universe has connected us for the past twenty years, why wouldn't I want to meet him!"

"You're a very indecisive person, Y/n."

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"Hi, my name's Freddie" The purple haired boy smiles, lightly waving, "Tommy tells me we're soulmates" He points up to the un-dyeable strand of y/h/c hair in his fringe, matching your hair.

"Hello" You shyly smile, sending him a little smile, "I think so, I mean, hopefully, maybe" You awkwardly chuckle, glancing up at the spot where the purple in your fringe lay.

Tommy stands between you two with a smile, holding up his phone to record this for you guys. He knew his boundaries and personal space though, making sure to make this moment still special while capturing the moment.

"So, I hear you're into exploring, what kind of adventures have you gone on?" He asks, striking up a conversation.

"Mostly hikes and walks through parks and stuff, seeing a bit of the beauty the world has to offer" You respond with a light shrug, "I love being out in nature and feeling the fresh air on my face"

"Oh my God, me too!" Freddie giggles.

God, that laugh, it could fuel you for a week straight with no sleep. That would be keeping you up tonight.

"I'm glad we can agree on that, nature is just so intriguing and perfectly boring"

"That's the perfect description, truly"

Seems like you were definitely going to enjoy your time with purple haired boy who enjoys the outdoors as much as you did. A match perfectly made for each other.

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[hymn-of-muse]

a fiery show

A Kai Smith x Fire Dancer!Reader Requested by Anon!

It was late evening when the ninja's had all set up camp, Cole gathering the wood for the fire and kai lighting it. Sensei Wu had asked you and the ninja to head out on a mission, a stake out, and so far things were going well.

by going well, i mean things were calm, no movement, no news, nothing. So you were all setting up camp and waiting things out until there was something from the enemy.

While the others were working on a schedule of who'd take watch, who'd be checking the perimeter, and when they'd switch, Kai was tending to the fire, making sure it was well lit.

"man things are boring right now. not a single thing has happened since we got here, this is the lamest stakeout ever" kai grumbled to himself as he poked the fire with a stick before adding a log in the space he created.

"well, the point of a stakeout is kinda just to wait for something to happen. sitting around and doing next to nothing but watching is boring but expected." you shrugged, pointing out the obvious.

"well..yeah youre right..i just wish something would happen while we waited so this wouldnt be so boring, you know?" he huffed, sitting down near the fire and placing his chin on his hand as his elbow rested on his knee.

staring at the flames of the fire a bit, thinking with a short hum, you remembered an old sort of "hobby" you used to do and got an idea, looking back up at kai. "maybe i can do something, to make things a little less boring?" you offered a shy smile with the suggestion

"please, be my guest (name), anything besides waiting around" he sighed, gesturing for you to continue.

you stood up, grabbing a few sticks in each hand and briefly dipping each of their ends in the fire. you held them between your fingers with like thin small torches, raising them out away from you as you backed up away from the fire to give yourself some space.

Kai watched with a curious expression. "hey, be careful, i might make it look easy but fire isnt some fun thing to play around with, you might burn yourself." he warned, unsure what you were doing.

"no worries, i got this" you nodded, taking a breath before you went on with your idea and started waving the sticks about. you moved them with your arms as you went about, twirling and stepping lightly and making a little light show with the small makeshift torches in your hands.

the sticks burned a bit quicker than you were used to and you were careful not to move too quickly as to not put the flames out while you were dancing but eventually they did burn out and your little show had to end.

once you finished, your breath was a tad bit heavier as you looked back at kai for his reaction. he had a face of wonder and surprise as he stared back at you, mouth open just a bit. the only noise that came out of him at first was "whoa..."

"...(name) that was so cool! how did you-? what was-? THAT WAS AWESOME" he was quickly hushed from another ninja nearby for raising his voice.

smiling you sat back down, giving yourself a chance to catch your breath before explaining "thanks! that was a style of fire dancing. i used to do that a lot more before i met you guys, im surprised i still remember how to do it honestly. im glad you liked it."

"and here i thought i made fire look cool, you gotta teach me sometime (name)!" kai chuckled.

"maybe another time, you know, when we arent on a mission" you pointed out, giving a shy, soft and short-lived giggle in response.

"right. would you at least tell me more about it? i wanna hear everything" he asked, an enthusiastic smile on his face.

and with that, you spent the rest of the night before sleep explaining your hobby to him. you told him how you got into it, the different styles and more, and he loved all of it. no longer a boring stakeout.

reblogs appreciated! /np

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[eddieshellfxre]

Change your ways

Part 2

Eddie Munson x fem!reader

Word Count: 3.8k

Summary: You and Eddie have been best friends for a long time, so long you eventually caught feelings for him after having a one night stand with him. Everything changes when Eddie gets a girlfriend but you still try your luck

Content: 18+ minor dni, oral sex f and m, swearing, smoking, slut calling, cheating

a/n: this has a lot of dialogue because i have time to think a lot at work and i just create dialogues in my head all day to write later. also just because i wrote this it doesnt mean i agree with cheating, just thought it was a fun idea to write about

reblog and like if you enjoy it ♡

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“no because it truly was the worst sex of my life” pretty pissed off about how your date went, you stormed off to Eddie’s trailer to tell him all about it

“was it really that bad?” he jokes placing the blunt between his lips and inhaling the substance

“guy came in like 2 seconds” you roll your eyes and take the blunt in yours

“did he make you come after?” he asks in all seriousness

“yeah sure he did! after rubbing my left side for 10 minutes… what do you think? god he has big hands like you, i thought he be good at fingering at least”

Eddie looks at you with a smile on his face, letting out a laugh hearing you talk like this before quickly looking down “i do have great fingers” he says admiring his hands…. you look at Eddie’s hands and smile

“yeahhhh…. about that…” you say crawiling your way to him on the bed

“no”

“but you didnt even let me finish”

“its a no” you sit back on your legs and stare at him with big puppy eyes

“oh cmon youre really gonna say we werent the best sex we ever had in our lives?” Eddie remains quiet and smiles inhaling the blunt laying down on his bed with his arm resting behind his head, making his shirt slightly rise, you look at the tiny bit of skin showing and bite your lip “ill take your silence as an answer…. but seriously dont you wanna—“ you continue before he cuts you off

“listen, what we did was a one time thing and besides i have a girlfriend ”

“so?” you ask, you didnt wanna show how jealous it made you feel so you showed some kind of coldness when he touched the subject

“so? i have a girlfriend, im not supposed to cheat”

“SUPPOSED!! oh cmon munson, dont play hard to get” you rest your hand on his chest but he quickly moves it away

“im dating Chrissy now. i wont cheat on her” he looks at you with a serious tone on his voice. it kills you you’re not the one with him, he’s been your best friend for years, your safe space but you couldnt help but think of him in that way, and he knew about it, you’ve never hidden that part of your relation but for some reason he seemed scared of crossing that more serious line even though you did have a one time off, which he keeps on blaming the booze and drugs for.

“you forget i know you like the back of my hand! ive fucked you once ill fuck you again Edward” you scold before standing up grabbing your things. he lays still on his bed eyeing you as you walk closer to the door “c’mon, lets go help your uncle with dinner”

****

Under the bleachers at the championship game

“fuck y/n youre killing me” he groans as you take all of him in your mouth

“shhhh you gotta be quiet” you lick a stripe along the side of his dick, brushing your thumb over the slit, knowing it will drive him insane “look at dear ol’chrissy over there, head chearleader while her boyfriend is getting head from his best friend” you laugh taking the tip in your mouth, sucking on it slighty as you continue to pump his cock with your hand

“stop talking for fuck sake! shit— im gonna come”

“c’mon Eddie, dont tell me you dont think about my mouth around your cock everyday” you take him in your mouth and suddenly feel a warm fluid coat the inside of your mouth “hmmmm” you moan agaisnt him “so good baby”

“shit” he breaths out as he lets go of the grip he has on your hair, you smile up at him winking as you have one final lick at his tip making him buck at the sensitivity “just—just shut up” he says when he sees you standing up laughing

The game ends and you take the opportunity to leave underneath the bleachers when everyone is getting up. You spot Chrissy in the distance with her cheer friends jumping around with their stupid little pom poms. You dont get it, you dont get what does she have that you dont. Maybe it was the fact that she was a goody two shoes, miss perfect grades or maybe it was the fact that she wasnt as crazy as him…. As you were, maybe that what he wants, normal… You wake up from your trance as you hear a soft pitched voice talking

“babyyyyy did you see me? was i good?” she greets throwing her arms around Eddie’s neck leaning in to kiss him. You cant help but roll your eyes at them and stare at Eddie with a smirk slapped across your face

“you were so good” he says looking at her and at you over Chrissy’s shoulder right after, never breaking your eye contact you clean of the corners of your mouth with your finger and send him a wink

“i couldnt figure out where you were in the crowd” she says with big dull puppy eyes

“i was somewhere around the middle, dont worry i saw you” You cant help but find all of this amusing and decide to wage in the conversation

“he saw you just fine chrissy dear, you should have seen how happy he was, i could swear is bursted out into joy” you throw your arms around in the air in a extremly dramatic way. Chrissy didnt trust you, at all but you didnt seem to really care because deep down you knew you couldnt be trusted anyway

“ohh good” she says with a fake tone towards you, quickly turning back to Eddie’s hugging him tight “im really happy you came”

“of course i would come its important to you” he says cupping her face with his hands

“and for you too Eddie, right?” you pop in again “so important for you to come?” you smile wide remembering what happened just moments ago. Eddie regains his posture and grabs Chrissy’s arm

“lets go chrissy” he says pulling her by the arm. He knew exactly what you were talking about, and he knew if you stayed there any longer you would open up your big ass mouth and let out everything one way or another.

“Munson” you call after him “ill see you later at dinner yeah?”

“dinner?” chrissy asked confused as to why are you having dinner with him later

“yeah, y/n eats dinner everynight at mines. Her parents arent in the country and shes been having dinner there” he explains showing a soft smile as he looks at you, you smile back sort of thanking him for taking such good care of you, “you can come too if you want” he continues, your smile breaks and turns into a total resting bitch face, you can see a little sparkle appear on her eyes as she hears him

“oh my god yes, id love to”

Arriving at Eddie’s trailer later you park your car next to Eddie’s van, walking up the trailer stairs you open the door greeting Wayne

“honey im home” you say cheerful walking inside and seeing him

“hello dear how are you?” he takes you in a tight hug “where’s eddie?”

“he should be just— there he is” you sounded quite annoyed but try not to show much of it

“sup, hey wayne this is chrissy…. my girlfriend” Eddie says wrapping his arm around her “shes gonna have dinner with us alright?”

Wayne looks at you with a confused look before turning his attention back to his nephew “girlfriend you say? Im Wayne, ermmm well welcome, make your self comfortable” he gestures to the couch. As Chrissy sits down you sit down next to her before you could even get a word in Eddie sits between of both of you.

You stand up annoyed and walk over to the kitchen to find Wayne over the stove

“need any help with anything?”

“no no you sit down dear”

“no way, let me put the table at least. Eddie boy come help me” you say grabbing the plates from the sink and placing them on the counter, you try to reach out for the cups in the cupboard but cant reach it, Eddie hovers over you to grab them, you feel his crotch against your ass, your head drops as you feel him and let out a small moan

“if you gonna tease me might as well do something about it baby” you whisper as you ever so slighty push your ass back onto his front

“shut up, i didnt do it on purpose” he pushes himself away from you as makes his way to the table setting the cups down.

You all sit at the table in dead silence, so you decide to heat things up a little, Eddie is in front of you and your foot makes its way over to him, going up his leg until it reaches his cock. He shifts in his seat and starts coughing, you smile down at your plate as his cheeks turn red

“you alright son?” wayne asks placing his hand of his shoulder

“yeah yeah just, just got choked up on some spaghetti” he stares at you while you laugh quietly.

Everyone finishes up what their eating and you notice the time, notice its almost time for wayne to leave for work

“right” you stand up “ill do the dishes too, last night it was eddie and you the night before so ill take care of them, and no buts! you need to go to work soon”

Wayne winks at you with a soft smile, laying down for a while on the couch. You grab the plates and start to do the dishes, you open the tap and water hits the plates making it go everywhere, you almost fall back from getting startled

“shit that scared the crap of me” you look down at your now soaking wet white top. Eddie cant help but stare at you, clearly fixating on how tight that top is now to your tits untilchrissy wakes him up from his trance

“eddie will you drive me home?”

“sure babe. y/n do you need a ride too?” he asks trying to look away

“no i got my own car eddie…. ohhhh shit shit shit” you panic “i forgot my house keys at school and now its closed”

“oh thats a shame. you can stay over if you want” wayne says with a croaky voice

“thanks wayne, youre more than a dad to me”

Eddie grabs his keys calling at you “hey, you can take my bed, ill sleep on the floor, prepare everthing while i take her home”

“thanks eddie” you smile, continuing to wash the dishes

“shes sleeping here with you?” chrissy whispers in hopes you wouldnt hear her but you did

Eddie leans in on her whispering back “shes done it multiple times dont worry about ok?”

Once Eddie came back and Wayne left for work you both walk up to his room getting ready for bed

“Eddie im taking a shirt” you say selecting from his collection of band tees

“borrowing” he talks back pointing a finger at you

“ugh fine!” you say as you take your shirt off without warning

“oh my god y/n please” eddie covers eyes

“what the f-? its nothing you havent seen before already jeez” you roll your eyes and pass the shirt over your head throwing your previous worn top at him. Eddie stares at you for a while before walking out of the room. You hear the bathroom door close and immediately understand whats going on

“babe if its a boner you got by looking at me i can take care of it” you tease him a little more

“no its fine, ill do it” you hear him say back,

you laugh and sit on the bed waiting for bim to come back to the room. Once he comes back to smirk up at him “please shut up”

You talk for a while and smoke a nightly blunt for a better night sleep, during that you try to convice him not to sleep on the floor because its uncomfortable

“i promise i wont do anything alright? just dont sleep on the fucking floor”

“fine” he says getting up from the floor “but no funny business, i know you”

“i promise i wont do anything to you! on our friendship” you hold up three fingers and crossing your heart. He lays down on the bed and scooches his way to the wall, you remove your jeans and lay down next to eddie

“what the fuck are you doing?” he asks surprised turning his body your way

“going to sleep? what the fuck Munson?”

“like that? no pants no nothing?” he motions to your legs

“its hot out!!” you whine “why? cant you handle being next to me without jeans on?” you tease. He remains quiet shuffling in his spot turning your back to you

“goodnight eddie” you sing at him in a playfull tone.

minutes go by and eddie cant keep still

“hmmm stay still Eddie, i wanna sleep” you whine as you try to sleep

“fuck this” he says turning you over and is suddenly on top of you “you drive me absolutely insane” he tries to kiss you but you stop him

“dude what is going on right now? i didnt do shit! i promised” you throw your hand up, genuinely suprised

“you promised but i didnt” he leans in and kisses you passionately, even though his action caught you by surprise it didnt take long for you go give in to him and kiss him back. He slowly moves down to your neck covering it with kisses, being careful enough not to leave any marks

“Eddieeee” you moan. You feel his breathing break up when he hears you say his name, he shakes his head and makes a trail of kisses going down your body to where you want him the most, its ridiculous how wet he can get you in seconds

“just thanking you for earlier” he says against your skin as he keeps going down your body. His hands meet the waistband of your underwear and pulls them off, throwing it to the other side of the room, he gently sucks on the inner part of your thigh, knowing well he could leave as many marks there because it wouldnt be visible “youre so fucking wet” Eddie whines as his fingers slip up and down your wet slit, drawing your juices over your clit and rubbing circles on it. “youre such a slut for me arent you” you moan in pleasure as he gently rubs your bud “words” he says with a much more serious tone, eyes darkened with desire and a primal need to feel hear you under his touch.

“fu—yes Eddie! im—im such a slut for you baby” you mewl seductively,

making him growl in response. You can feel the warmth of his mouth close to you as you feel him licking you from your entrance to your clit, playing with it in circles once he meets it

“god i love it here” he says against your cunt, the vibrations of him talking making you moan, you feel his fingers tease you for a moment before he lines one up and pushes it into your tight heat, making you arch your back in pleasure.

“fuuuu— Eddie fuckfuck fuck” you whine as he pumps his fingers in and out of you keeping his tongue focused on your clit “youre gonna make me cum so hard” he picks up his pace with his fingers, curling them inside you, just hitting that right spot in you, your hand grabs onto his curls pulling at them while at the same time fixing him in place

“c’mon baby, i wanna feel your pretty pussy cum all over my fingers” he says against your cunt

“Eddie i—“ you’re unable to finish your sentence as you clench around his fingers and feel your orgasm slowly leak out of you, he takes his tongue to your entrance cleaning you up, making you jump everytime he hits your thobbing bud

“you taste so fucking good” he says still between your thighs leaving a trail wet kisses as he makes his way back to your face, kissing your lips. You brush the hair sticking to his forehead cupping his face in your hands, he smiles down at you, stupid smile that makes you melt like butter “we can go to sleep now” he says kissing your forehead. You laugh, covering your face with your hands

“you’re unbelievable Munson” you say shaking your head.

~~~~

Arriving at achool with eddie was something else, the morning after was…. quiet. Eddie didnt want to admit he couldnt resist you and felt terribly guilty for cheating on Chrissy…. again.

“Eddieeee” chrissy runs into arms and kisses him, watching how Eddie is kissing her back you cant help but let out a laugh

“whats wrong?” he asks breaking up for the kiss

“oh nothing i just thought of something i saw last night….on tv” you reply looking over at Eddie. She smiles at you and walks in front of you and him

“you kiss her with my taste in your mouth?” you whisper

“please shut up! im not proud of myself” he whispers back

“oh but you should be” you say coming close to him “it was amazing” you continue.

Eddie shakes his head and walks past you walking in front with Chrissy

~~~

At the end of the day, arriving at eddie’s trailer each in your own car, you park yours next to his van your, when you step out and eddie turns off his van the van does a weird sound and you look at each other confused. Eddie tries to turn the van back on but it wont start

“you have got to be kidding me” he says hitting the steering wheel “c’mon baby dont do this to me!” eddie keeps turning the key but the van is completely dead “im gonna need to take her to the mechanic, but i can only do it Friday”

“thats alright Eds, drive me back to my house later and bring my car back to yours. pick me up tomorrow morning for school” Eddie stares at you in shock, trying hard not to freak out

“you serious? i can keep your car?” hes practically jumping

“sure, it no big deal, its just a car”

“just a ca—?! ITS A DODGE CHALLENGER hOLY shit!!!!” he screams. hes truly adorable when hes fanboying “sweet, thanks ba-“ he stops himself “y/n, thanks youre the best” he continues slowly walking away in direction of his trailer

“if you were gonna call me some type of petname, go for it dont go shy” you say playfully

“im not shy, i just dont think its correct” he says turning on his heel, his tone shifted and its not so happy

“what?! calling me baby or babe?”

“no… yes… everything. this isnt cool on Chrissy and i hate myself for it.” hes cheeks look flushed and he looks more stressed than ever but you’re really starting to get tired of some of his atitudes

“then break up with her” you say loud throwing your hands up letting them hit your thighs on the way down

“i cant i really like her”

“sweetie if you really liked her we wouldnt do all the things we’ve been doing” you walk up to him “just remember you were always the one who didnt want to make anything official” he shakes his head in denial, he feels like its impossible to even start an argument with you, you always have to have the last word

“you gotta change your crazy ways, you hear me?” he says trying to break the tension by mentioning your favorite Aerosmith song, he tried to say it with a straight face but he knew its was a hard line to cross

“dont you dareeeeee quote Aerosmith to me Munson!” you point a finger at him, poking his chest “lets just go alright? before wayne comes out here and asks what the hell is going on” you follow him inside and greet wayne like you do everyday

“everything alright with you kids?” he asks looking at both of you

“fine” you both say at the same time

~~~

Next day eddie picks you up, its hot and youre wearing fishnets and black skirt, layerd with one of his band tees that you’ve cropped, you open the door and sit down

“morning Munson” you greet

“thats mine, whats the fuck did you do to it?” he asks grabbing onto the hem of the shirt. You smack his hand away from you furrowing your brows at him

“was!! and i made it fit me better. Even tho i do like using your baggy tees i think this fits my body better dont you?” you say looking over the door mirror to apply your lipstick while Eddie just stares at you in dead silence. You throw your feet on the dashboard and put your sunglasses on as you look back in the mirror and blow yourself a kiss

“youre so self centered” he lets out

“no, i just know i look hot today, dont you”

eddie looks at your legs and back at the road smiling

“fuck—- yeah you look ermmm yeah” he mumbles as he tightens his grip on the steering wheel

“what was that? you think i look hot?” you touch his thigh

“please dont do that! “

“got you nervous there munson?”

“why do you tease me like this? im gonna go mental one of these days” he looks at you. you look over your sunglasses licking your lower lip

“you really wanna do this before we pick your girlfriend up?!” you ask, you love to see what you do to him

Eddie continues to drive to chrissy’s house, moments later pulling up to her drive way. As she comes out she walks over to your side and stands at the door waiting for you to open it.

“dont tell me your girl wants me to go in the back” you say ironically rolling down the window “yes?” you ask sarcastically

“im going in the back?” he asks pointing at the back of the car

“babe its my car, you dont really think i would be riding in the back did you?”

she rolls her eyes at you walks in the back and leaning forward to give eddie a kiss. You side eye everything and cant help but feel jealous at these little exchanges.

“how did you sleep sweetheart?” you cringe at the word, you have never heard eddie say it before, exept when hes talking to his guitar.

“i slept just fine…. how come we’re taking y/n car?” she asks

“eddie’s van broke down. so i offered he could use my car until needed which he was very very happy to take me up on that offer” you joke lightly tapping his shoulder

“bet your sweet ass i was! this car is a fucking monster are you kidding me? hottest ride in hawkins”

“sometimes i think he likes my car more than he likes me” you smile

“that could never happen” he eyes you, taking his bottom lip between his teeth. catching what he was doing he quickly continues “youre a pain but youre my besy friend”

“nice save” you whisper as you pull up to school.

Eddie gets out of the car and admires it breathing in a whistle “damn baby, youre hot” you knew he was talking to your car bur you just had to say something

“thanks babe, but you should really leave that kind of conversation for when we’re alone” you laugh walking away leaving him quiet.

During your break, you stood alone at your locker when suddenly you feel someone approaching you, thinking it would be Eddie ditching the company of his new love affair you slam your locker door only to find Billt Hargrove standing next to you leaning over the lockers with his arm

“Hey y/n” he says eyeing you, you knew this kind of look and you didnt really have anything to lose so you just went with it

“Hey Billy” you reply. He leans in closer to your ear, his warm breath on near your neck teasing the shit out of you “what do you want” you notice Eddie at the end of the corridor watching you and Billy talk

“i was wondering if maybe you’d be up dinner sometime or a movie or anything else that you have in mind” he smiles gently caressing your cheek, you clearly know how its gonna go but you’re both single, and god knows you need a Eddie and Chrissy getaway

“sure, anytime” you reply with a smile. Soon enough Eddie approaches both of you and stands behind Billy, he notices him and scoofs

“ill see you around darlin’”

“yeah, see you around Billy” you wink smiling while bitting your lip, Billy replies with a grin before looking over at Eddie and clearly seeing his bothered

“Munson” he greets

“Hargrove” Eddie greets back, the tension could be cut with a knife. As Billy walks away Eddie turns his attention to you “Hargrove? really y/n” Eddie whispers in disgust. you furrow your brow at him

“Cunnigham? really Eddie?” you ask in the same tone

“What did he want? Why were you all giggly and smiley for?”

“excuse me, but since when do i owe you any explanation?” you say in a hush tone ”but if you must know, he asked me out…. and i said yes! youre not the only one who can date around” you feel a not tying up in your throat, he remains silent as he sees tears forming in your eyes

“y/n im—

“im gonna go alright? just—“

“y/n…. Y/N” Eddie calls but you dont look back.

You make your way to the woods behind Hawkinds High, a place where you and Eddie normally hangout to smoke or chill because no one ever goes there. You find a table at sit on top of it, feet resting on the bench. You cover your face with your hands, trying your best not to cry.

“y/n?” you get stardled as you hear a familiar voice coming from the trees “hey its just me… Robin” you sigh of relief knowing it wasnt Eddie who followed you

“hey Robin” a faint smile on your lips that quickly disappears “what are you doing here?”

“i dont really know” she jokes shrugging her shoulders “what about you? you dont look so good” she takes a seat next to you wrapping her arm around you “you can talk to me if you want” you look at her and see some type of comfort, and you take it, because sooner or later you feel like you were gonna burst.

Moments go by and you tell Robin all thats been going on, and what happened between you and Eddie before Chrissy

“y/n you need to stop before you, Eddie and Chrissy get hurt”

“Robin please i—”

“dont please me, what you guys are doing is wrong! He has a girlfriend”

“He doesnt love her”

“He doesnt love you either” her words feel like knifes stabbing you everywhere possible

“how do you know? youre not there when we’re alone” you try to fool yourself into thinking that youre right and shes wrong

“y/n listen to me, he has to choose one of you and it really doesnt look like youre gonna be the choice” she comforts you with a hug before standing up “i gotta go, Steve is waiting for me already but… think about what youre doing! youre only gonna get hurt. Call me if you need anything” she gives you a reasuring hug that you return with a smile.

You decide that you need some time alone, maybe watch a movie but first you need to find Eddie to tell him you need your car for the night.

You make your way into school again, searching the halls for him but no luck.

“Dustin” you call out to the curly headed kid “have you seen Eddie?” you ask before he could ever say hi

“erm…. i think hes in the parking lot not su—byee” poor kid didnt even get to finish and you were already messing his hair up thanking him. You walk over to the parking lot and Eddie is standing next to your car.

Youre nervous, you havent talked about anything yet since that fiasco in the hall, but you gain the courage to walk up to him and treat him like nothing has happened

“Hey Eds, erm… you got hellfire tonight right?” you ask looking at his hellfire shirt, it should be incriminating how good a baseball tee looks on him

“yeah i do why? are you gonna come?” the tiniest bit of excitement in his voice makes an appearance, you smile and shake your head

“im gonna need my car for tonight, need some alone time, so ill drop you off at hellfire and then ill come pick you up” you explain grabbing the car keys from his hand. he looks down at you laughing “whats so funny?”

“normally i pick up the babes not the other way around” he steps closer and you feel like your heart skipped a thousand beats, you remain calm on the outside and try to stay your normal self

“oh why thank you eds” you smile

“for?”

“thinking im a babe” Eddie comes closer to you still holding onto your car keys and your hand still grabbing onto them

“shut up, you know what i mean” he says in a low tone

“baby i always know what you mean” and right there and then you forget everything Robin has told you. They way he grabs onto your waist with his free hand pulling you closer to him, his eyes moving from yours to your lips

“why do you drive me crazy?” he laughs trying to break the tension but there too much of it, there was no way he didnt feel what you felt too. His hold onto your waist keeps getting tighter, his rings biting onto your skin

“i—i dont know Eds, just dont get me all hot and bothered and then dont do anything about it” you laugh.

You could practically feel each other’s breaths as he pulled you closer and closer until you break away when you ear noise from the background. You both look at each other, You've never seen this look in Eddies eyes before, pure hunger and lust, it was fucking hot! You grab your keys from him and open the door to sit down on the driver’s seat, you roll down the window so you could speak to him “ill pick you up later ok?” you say smiling

Eddie leans in, holding your chin with his index and thumb, pulling your face into a soft kiss, something so soft yet so hot. Eddie smiles against your lips when he feels how your breathing shifted

“ill be waiting” he says leaving you absolutely speechless

~~~

Back at home, you decided it was best just to stay in until it was time to pick Eddie up. You made yourself some popcorn and got cozy in bed with a oversized tee that Eddie gave you and your underwear, watching a horror movie that was playing on tv. You werent paying much attention because all you could think about is Eddie’s kiss, it felt different, so genuine. You shake your head at the thought of it everytime

“this is supposed to be a Eddie free night y/n! get a grip!!” you turn your attention to the tv again and suddently the phone rings, startling you “jesus fucking chr— yes?”

“hey its Eddie, look dont come pick me up alright?”

“why is everything ok?” you start to get worried, he never calls you from the school phone

“yeah yeah its all good, i-i just need to walk Chrissy home from cheer practice”

you remove the headseat away from your face and start flipping it off “y/n? you there?”

“yes i am here!!! cant she walk herself?” he notices the tone in your voice changing and laughs

“no she cant but ill see you late ok baby? bye”

“Eddie? Eddie? motherfuck— baby?” you reply now at the sound of end of the call. “i didnt—im hearing things” you place the phone back and get back to watching your movie.

Hours go by and youre getting sleepy, its time for bed, youre tired and you kinda want this day to be over. Just as soon as youre falling asleep you hear noise outside, you dont know if its the horror movie getting in your head or not but you quietly grab onto the baseball bat that you have under your bed, a knock at your window makes you jump off the bed, ready to swing your bat you turn around to see a tall figure waving at you from the outside

“Munson?” you ask squinting “what the fuck are you doing here?” you ask dropping the bat on the floor, you open the window and Eddie climbs in your room “you do realise im home alone. you could have just rang the door bell”

Eddie smiles looking at you in your sleep wear

“yeah but if i did i probably wouldnt find you like this” winking he grabs onto your waist pulling you close to him. You push your arm away from you placing it on his chest

“woahhhh what we doing? youre kinda giving me mixed signals here Eddie” you try to get away from him but he keeps holding onto you tight “didnt you just drop your girlfriend home? didnt you just have a nice walk with her?” you mock. He finds it absolutely adorable how jealous you can get and also very attractive, bitting his lip in a half smile he moves your arm from his chest so its holding onto his neck

“no, i walked chrissy home its different”

you side eye him confused out of your mind, he must have been smoking something really strong this time “and before you ask, no its not the same thing. shes not my girlfriend anymore, i broke up with her” the confused look on your face turns into shock, with a little bit of happiness that you try to hide but he catches onto you “you can smile i know you want to”

You give in and smile up at swing your free arm around his neck too, holding him closer you stretch a bit to meet your lips with his, this kiss felt like the one before “I couldnt stand the thought of you going out with that dickhead Hargrove, made me crazy! It was like something clicked in me telling me it was you all along” he says against your lips “youre a crazy bitch but you’re only mine”

#eddie munson #joseph quinn #eddie munson fanfic #eddiemunson #eddiestrangerthings #stranger things #stranger things eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #st4 #reader x eddie munson #eddie munson smut #eddie munson best friend #eddie munson best friend fanfic #eddie stranger things #eddie munson x y/n

[collectivecloseness]

Can you write about cuddling with Kurt for the first time?

You and Kurt had both been woeing about being single, together. You both liked each other, although no one had made the first move yet.

You weren’t sure if Kurt really felt the same way yet, and Kurt was way too nervous to tell you, or show you, his love for you, without you freaking out and never talking to him again. He still swore he was gonna make a plan, to let you know how he feels. Because he really does like you, and you did him, just neither of you were sure about the others feelings, romantically. But you still really did enjoy hanging out with each other as friends.

You’d even started upping your physical touch with Kurt! He’d mentioned it was his number one love language, and you loved it too. What was wrong with platonic friends being touchy! Especially when you knew it was something Kurt seriously craved. Every time you hugged him hello or goodbye, you could tell he really enjoyed those moments, although without knowing it was one of his current favourite things in the world.

And you loved it just as much. Kurt was actually a sweet hugger. He always tried to swallow you whole in his happy hugs back, and you ate it up every time. Being held by Kurt, watching him smile as you held him, it really made everything feel right. Like one day soon, you two could do that without worrying the other didn’t think of your too short touches, the way they did. At least those touches were lasting longer, and happening more.

You’d even held Kurt’s hand two days ago! Granted it was to point something out Kurt still couldn’t see from your own aimed finger, so you’d grasped his in yours to point that way. He’d apparently seen it then, he had stammered. But feeling a little riskier, you smiled, and as you dropped your hands, you didn’t let go. You instead shifted to actually hold his hand, smiling at him once more as you continued to swing it in yours for the rest of the five minute walk to the store you were both heading for.

Kurt’s hand had gotten seriously clammy in that time, but you didn’t really mind. You liked when he held your hand back. Granted, about thirty seconds in. And it took him a minute to fully commit to it, holding your hand solidly, but gently, in his Kurt fashion, eventually as he walked you down the mall strip.

But today was a first. You and Kurt kept complaining that you just missed the simple things! Kurt thoroughly agreed and added to the conversation, even though both of you knew he couldn’t ‘miss’ some of these things that he’d never even experienced before.

“Man I just miss cuddling.” You complained, pouting a little at your best friend who, hyped as ever, agreed loudly.

“Yeah! I wanna cuddle someone!”

This sparked an idea in your mind. It had been something you’d thought about much before, but with an opening right in front of you, your mind exploded with the opportunity to take it. “We could cuddle!” You suggested, sounding much more natural than your banging heart made you feel.

You smiled good naturedly at Kurt, and while his smile dipped a bit, it came back, lightheartedly. He laughed a little. But then you confidently took a step closer, in his tidy room, nudging his hand with the back of yours. “No I mean it. We could cuddle right now. If you want?”

Kurt froze up. Staring in the space he was looking before, until his eyes darted closer to your body, but not directly in your eyes, blinking madly.

“I-I mean if you want. You don’t have to or anything.” You quickly followed up with, beginning to feel your heart sinking. But you were quickly interrupted by him.

“No! No, I-I-“ Kurt was really unsure about the thought at first. Not because he didn’t want to, God... did he want to lay down and cuddle with you so badly. But because he thought he was going to be awkward, or bad at it, or fuck it up somehow, like he always does. He took in an open mouthed breath, his gaze darting down to your feet, before looking into your eyes again. His own brown ones uncertain, eyebrows furrowed, in what you still thought was cute. “I mean, are you sure you wanna?”

“Yeah, course! That’s why I offered, right?” You felt yourself bouncing on your toes a little now, giddy that this was actually happening. “Besides, friends can cuddle!”

“Y-Yeah. Friends can... do that.” Kurt still seemed a bit unsure, but he offered you a small smile, under his slightly hooded head. Looking down at where Kurt was smiling into the carpet, you saw his own feet shuffling alongside yours.

Kurt extended one arm, unsure how this was going to go. But then you sat down on his mattress on the floor, and Kurt quickly followed suit. Oh you reallly meant cuddling. Kurt felt his breath starting to get a little hotter as he clumsily made his way onto the bed, beside you.

You began to lay down, turning on your side to face Kurt, and he moved just like you. Tucking his sheets to the side so you didn’t get tangled up in them. Maybe later you’d want the blanket, or something though. To share. Kurt didn’t know!

Taking a steadying breath he wasn’t even consciously aware of, Kurt lifted his arm to wrap it above your head. Shuffling down on the mattress, when you did something that made his heart stop. You leant on his chest.

You moved so your body was tucked into Kurt. Your head resting on his chest, endearingly gazing up at him. Your hand also placed on his torso, your knee nudged under his, as you began to quietly sigh. Getting comfier and comfier.

God Kurt was warm. And actually pretty soft. You knew his skin was, and you knew Kurt moisturised, but he had a really nice body to lay on. Not that you were thinking about that in other ways! Right now, you just felt good, home, somehow, as you rested yourself on top of Kurt. Who you really did love.

Apparently, Kurt was not finding it as restful.

Kurt started panicking. You could feel his chest moving under your head, literally moving your own head, and when you looked back up at him, the fact he was a little shook was clear on his face.

You immediately lifted your head. Slowly stroking over his chest soothingly, getting him to look into your calm eyes to hopefully help his concerned ones. “Hey. It’s okay. We’re just cuddling.” You repeated, voice gentle and grounding, as well as your repeated strokes. You gave a small smile, and Kurt relaxed a little. His chest deflating again. Although Kurt couldn’t quite pick up the courage to hold your hand as he got better. He wished, though.

“Hey, you wanna try this instead?” You asked, piquing Kurt’s attention, with his curious eyes.

You got off of him, still remaining on the bed though, shimmying to lie flat on your back by his side. You’d decided to ask first, then move, in case Kurt thought he was doing it wrong or something, and you kept your eased state the entire time.

Kurt watched you eagerly, wondering what your new plan was. He really did wanna keep cuddling with you! He swore he would do it right. He really liked having you lie on top of him a little like that, he hoped you could do it again soon, and he could stroke his hand through your hair, or something. Hold you, and keep you safe, in his arms. Just like a boyfriend would. Like Kurt would do, as a boyfriend, your boyfriend. If given the chance. And Kurt’s brain nearly exploded, when you finally lay down, and patted your own middle.

Kurt was a bit more cautious about this one.

He started moving his body, sitting up a little to reach you. But then he realised where his head was heading, and as he looked to your stomach, then your chest, quickly averting up to your eyes, then straight at a random spot on his bed, he asked what he needed to know, to get this right. “Uhh... Where should I lay- put my head?” You tapped your middle, just under your... your chest. Surely that meant what Kurt thought it did.

You didn’t even shrug, you just answered perfectly normally. “On my chest.”

But you could tell these steps needed some extra assurance from you for Kurt, and you knew he was worried about overstepping boundaries or scaring you away. You lay down your hand, gently resting your pinky on top of his, splayed on his mattress. “It’s okay Kurt, I promise. It’s just cuddling.”

Kurt nodded at your encouraging words, and you made yourself comfortable as he shimmied down, and finally, rested his head on top of your chest.

Very lightly at first. You laughed in a short breath through your nose, wrapping your arm around Kurt’s chest, and feeling your skin tingling happily there as Kurt held your arm in his still clammy, but grippy, hands. “It’s okay Kurt. You’re not gonna crush me. I want you to cuddle me properly, and be comfortable and stuff.” You smiled down at him.

Immediately as you were giving your okay, Kurt started to lay on you properly. His head fell into your chest, and his body sank with what looked like him finally relaxing. For once in his life. Between his influencer career, and spreeing, Kurt was usually up and roaring, even without any passionate energy behind him sometimes.

Once you started stroking through his hair, you felt Kurt really relaxing. He sighed, almost dreamily, and didn’t bother to hide it, closing his eyes as you caressed his head. Kurt shuffled his body around a bit, getting extra comfy with you. He leant his cheek against the skin of your chest, his feet lightly knocking against yours, that you returned playfully, as his lower body was in between your legs. You kept up the repetitive petting of his hair, and Kurt really leaned into your touch. His head going up to meet your movements sometimes.

Kurt just couldn’t believe he was being touched by you. Not like this. But also he could, because you were a good friend, and a loving person, and Kurt hoped beyond hope, that maybe you liked him too, in the way that he liked you.

Your hand was so comforting to him. Playing, and scritching, and ruffling, and massaging, and stroking allllll the right spots. Kurt decided he loved being pet by you. Although he also knew that was gonna be the case anyway.

And being able to hold you back? Getting to wrap his arms around your stomach, as you wrapped one back around him? Kurt loved having you in his arms so much, he never wanted to let go, he never wanted you to be out of them.

And he could smell you. Not in a creepy way, he even knew that himself, but it just felt... comforting. Like a home, Kurt hadn’t really had before. Even in his own house.

Next time, or maybe even later, if this continued, like Kurt prayed for, he could smush his head in the crook of your neck. Although Kurt realistically thought he’d probably fall asleep right then if he did that. There, Kurt only had to be surrounded by you. It’d be dark where he could hide his face, it would smell like you, he’d have your touch, your warmth, he’d even be able to hear you better. Although the sound of your heartbeat was also very soothing to him.

Kurt shifted his head again against your bare chest, stroking you with his own soft cheek, as he managed you take in more of you. Your scent sticking with him, just like your show of affection. Especially now under the blanket you’d thanked Kurt for throwing over the two of you, and for making sure your side was covered first. Kurt adored your praise. And the fact you told Kurt he was so good, like a weighted blanket, you thought you’d need him to help you sleep every night... Oh my god Kurt couldn’t believe his ears. He wanted that. He would be there for you, if you just asked him. Like you’d asked him to cuddle.

‘Thank you God’, Kurt thought, for letting you be brave enough, where Kurt wasn’t, to ask such things first. He shimmied into your soft touch even more.

You guys continued chatting a little, after you both got comfy. Nothing important was said. You both just got each other, and easily fell back and forth in your lulled conversation. All while your hand was raking through Kurt’s hair, and he was picking pieces of fluff off your shirt dotingly, over your ribs. But then you both fell quiet. Your movements still keeping up, but no one saying a word. And Kurt liked the silence. Which he had rarely liked before, especially between the two of you.

But then, a good ten minutes into you both first laying on that frameless mattress, your heads both peeked up at a muffled voice on the other side of the door.

“Kurt have you seen the-?” The doorknob turned, and Kurt’s mother paused in the open doorway, her eyes surprised.

“MOM! Seriously!” Kurt sat straight up, the blanket falling from his chest, as you mildly hid behind his torso, out of embarrassment.

“Sorry! Sorry!” She quickly left, closing the door audibly behind her. But Kurt got up with a grunt and walked to the other side of the room, turning the lock on his door handle for added measure. Then Kurt turned back to you, with embarrassment clear on his own face.

You only giggled, behind your hand, Kurt walking back over to you and rather unceremoniously, plopping himself back down into the mattress. Maybe his ass had just got used to him throwing himself down there by now, you thought.

“Sorry - about that.” Kurt apologised, but was able to keep looking at you because you were only chuckling. And not at him.

You just giggled more audibly at his little apology. Instead of speaking, leaning over, and giving Kurt a quick kiss on his cheek. Telling Kurt he was definitely more than okay. And touching him even more.

Oh boy, Kurt thought, as you pulled back from his newly tingling cheek, with your bright smile. Was Kurt in for it now.

#I’ve been busy with my family this holiday weekend so sorry if drabbles take a little longer! #asks or anything shouldn’t be affected tho! #Kurt Kunkle/reader #Kurt Kunkle fluff #kurt kunkle #spree 2020 #2.4K #Kurt Kunkle drabble #Kurt Kunkle x reader #anon #ask

[timaeusterrored]

Kerry watched the man in the living room like a hawk. Vik was coming over for his weekly check ups and Kerry normally stood in the kitchen to watch over but to give the two space. Last month is when he managed to get V down from the space station, and the two had been attached at the hip ever since. Rarely leaving each other’s eye sight or even leaving each others touch.

V had rarely spoken, and Kerry thought he knew why. The messages he had sent when V had gone MIA. They were awful and Kerry knew he shouldn’t have said those things, but he didn’t know V would ever see them. Neither of them talked about it, or really talked at all these days. V just stayed tucked into his chest, as if trying to hide himself from the city.

“Kerry? You in there?” Vik asked, leaning on the counter and Kerry wondered how long he had been standing there. He nodded, showing Vik he had his attention now.

“Well good news, he’s gonna be okay. Whatever they did to him up there saved his life.. has he talked at all?”

“No..” Kerry said softly, looking over at his partner with a frown. “Not a damn word.”

Vik frowned, looking at his son. “Well, a depression was bound to happen, no one goes through that only to come out fine.. we just gotta keep him on bedrest, hydrated, fed. See if you can maybe get him to go outside on the balcony? Talk to him a bit. Being in here with the windows shut can’t be good for either of you.” Vik said, despite him being way younger than Kerry he sounded like the father Kerry never had.

“I will, thanks Vik.” He said, watching the man leave.

“Same time next week.” He said as the door slid shut behind him, Kerry let his head drop.

He grabbed V a drink on his way over and placed it on the coffee table before the man moved, giving Kerry space to lay down and V to lay on top him of him. He helped him get settled, tucking him under his chin as always and leg thrown over his hip. Kerry rubbed his back, kissing his forehead.

They laid in the dark and silence for a while, still trying to get used to one another. But eventually, he felt V look up at him, pressing a small kiss to his chin to get his attention, like he needed to do that. He was hyperaware of what V was doing at all times, and vise versa.

“How’d Little Big Corporats turn out?” The question was soft, V’s voice honestly wouldn’t have been heard if the two were right on top of each other. But Kerry couldn’t help but smile, kissing his forehead.

“You wanna watch?” Kerry asked, feeling V already shifting to turn towards the Tv, pressing his back against Kerry’s chest. “Yeah. You left me in suspense.” V said, making sure that he was fulling touching Kerry before activating the TV.

Kerry kissed the back of his head and hoped. He hoped this means V was coming back. He hoped this meant the shadows were moving so Kerry could finally get through to V again. He lost him twice now, he couldn’t lose him a third time.

He pressed a kiss to V’s temple, holding him closer as the show started. Kerry was falling in love, and for once he knew, he knew V would never hurt him.

#I need some softness of them #I can totally imagine Kerry on a phone call with his label with V in his lap #like he ain’t going away you may as well just talk. #cyberpunk 2077 #kerry eurodyne #cyberpunk kerry #kerry x v #cyberpunk v #male v #kerry eurodyne x v #kerry #ker x v #male v cyberpunk #vax eurodyne #kerry eurodyne x male v #kerry x male v #v x kerry #male v x kerry #v x kerry eurodyne #cyberpunk v x kerry #kerry cyberpunk

[egg-emperor]

The scene where Sage had the flashback montage and cried is actually genius to me now as much as it's still super funny to me for it being hard for me and many others to take the kinda awkward singing seriously and the contents of the montage - but specifically because of the fact. Because it works as a recap that very clearly shows and proves that Eggman didn't genuinely contribute to the dynamic and her character development like we saw Sonic and friends actually do.

It just shows a moment where he gave her the tiniest bit of praise by casually mumbling that her work is "commendable" but then angrily asserts urgency to get out of Cyber Space so it's not good enough, the part where he says she's going to be useful to him as a better replacement to Orbot and Cubot so he's integrating her into his system to take control of the Eggnet because she can be more trusted and efficient with it as he specifically praises. And it also shows HER doing something for HIM by saving him and him specifically praising her for that because he literally created her to do so and she's once again performing efficiently in that, which isn't as common for his creations than he'd like so he finally praises that more highly but still only on the level of how he's praised creations like Gamma before.

It's harder for me to tell unless I pull up two screen to compare for the smaller shots where Sage alone is on screen (because I remember all of Eggman's on screen moments perfectly but don't do the same for any other characters LOL) so I hope I'm not missing anything else notable but I think there's also tiny shots of her asking if Orb and Cube are like her brothers to which he's just like "sure Ig if that's how you wanna look at it". Also his mention of calling his place home which it just factually is and she's like "oh so I could call it home too?" I suppose she's remembering that as stuff she can associate her feeling of love and family to, along with the circumstances of her being his creation making him like her father because it's literally all she actually can apply it to, not based on things Eggman has actually done or even said for the most part.

So I like the montage because it literally shows that Eggman doesn't actually do anything to earn her loyalty and protection because she was already created with intentions and hopes of loyalty and efficiency, shown in the prequel comic and how they're the two ways he decides to describe and praise her in the memos, and they remain the two things he actually takes pride in and values her for understandably. He didn't do anything aside from praise her for what she was created to do and she just applied love that she learned from watching Sonic and friends to those initiatives of loyalty and protection she was already programmed with and also any likeness to family like him as her creator and Orbot and Cubot as his too, the idea of having a home, etc.

Meanwhile on Eggman's side of things it's just like go girl give us nothing!!!! because he doesn't show any type of genuine selfless praise let alone genuinely fatherly affection lol. Because it shows his ass is just sat there, getting mad, and praising her only where he feels credit is due when she does something for him and serves him well, as we also see that anything below his expectations or beyond his specific desires and instructions makes him furious like his reaction to the suggestion to team up with Sonic.

Eggman's side really is shown to be as shallow, self-centered, and with his own interests and benefits in mind all along as both the way Eggman himself talks about it in the memos and as Flynn describes it to be in his Bumblekast, while Sage's is more professional at first but eventually becomes much more sincere and deep and meaningful over time lol I love it

#my post #dr. eggman #dr eggman #eggman #dr robotnik #sonic frontiers #eggdad #sage the ai #analysis

[naturalbornlosers]

actually. i dont normally get this personal so i might delete this later but geez i need somewhere to put this or i'll go insane.

we lost my grandfather a year ago and Christmas has sucked ass this year. i'm overstimulated and exhausted. my family doesn't even try to connect with me. it's like i dont fucking exist anymore to them except as a problem-solver ("can you help me find xyz?") or a piece of furniture or someone to dictate later plans to or a fucking memory pad ("don't let me forget,") or a problem. we try to eat dinner together and i dont open my mouth a moment in the conversation bc there's no opening for me, there's no topic i can contribute to, no one even tries to include me, and the only time i'm spoken to is to tell me plans we're doing later. i wanna make something with my family and it gets brushed off. i wanna do something, it gets brushed off. i bought us a game to play and we're taking it down when we take my grandmother back home bc no one could be assed to remember to play it even though i made sure it appealed to all of our interests.

my mom made a joke about "oh we're just giving you money because we have no idea what you want haha!" and while yeah, i am grateful for the money, it fucking SUCKS that every time ive talked to her about my interests - about our shared interests and hobbies, too - it sounds like it's gone in one ear and right out the other!! i've shown her in person things i would like to eventually get in the future, all year. and it's like… none of it matters. no one tries. no one tries when it's me, but everyone else gets thoughtful things and i'm even still planning to get more things for my mom and my grandmother. no one tries to engage with my interests. my interests actually get made fun of here and there or outright dismissed ("i'm sure [person] doesn't wanna hear about xyz" is said often when im infodumping) and everything i like is trivial. everything i like is fodder to be mocked by my moms husband and just goes in one ear out the other with my mom and my grandmother has no idea what to do with my interests.

and, fuck, now my family doesnt believe i have endometriosis or pcos bc my ultrasound came back fine even though i explained to them repeatedly that it may not show up on an ultrasound. they dont want me to get a second opinion. they dont think its worth it, trying to find out why im in so much pain i miss class/life events and why im so sick and fatigued every month i cant leave the house sometimes. i just sit around like a decoration. i get teased for being on my phone. i get teased for not eating the same things everyone else does. and to top it all off, my moms husband vaguely threatened me tonight in front of everyone and no one did a fucking thing. no one even acknowledged that he just flat out went "dont do xyz, if you do xyz, there's gonna be a problem" in a very clear manner of 'you are going to be in deep shit'. which is fucking tiresome bc he tried to kick me out three separate times in 2020. once bc my bathroom wasn't tidy enough (just a bit cluttered, but i dont have much counter space, so naturally it was cluttered), once bc he wanted to turn my bedroom into storage and have me move into the attic spare room, and once bc "this is my castle and i am the king and if you don't like it you can leave". this was during a time i had no friends irl, no bank account, couldn't drive, no job, nobody around i could go to… he knew full well he could just toss me out and no one would say a fucking word.

i'm learning how to drive. and then i'll get a job. and then i'll move out. and then i'll put this shit behind me. but i fucking hate being in a room full of my family and feeling like none of them know me. that i'm entirely alone. that i don't fucking exist and everything i am is trivial and doesn't matter. if i make plans, there's a high chance they wont happen or will get changed last minute and then i get mocked for being upset about it like i'm a child who doesn't get how the world works. i'm twenty four. i'm young for sure, but fucking hell, i'm not six.

i just don't wanna be here. i'm gonna keep on keepin' on. but i want things to change for the better and i know they wont until i move out. i just don't believe i will actually, ever, leave this house. ughh. i'll survive but holy shit i'm gonna be screaming the entire time.

#Statement.txt #delete later #i'm relatively fine i'm just being overdramatic #i need to be overdramatic and then i'll get over it

[problemchildzu]

Anything, really. up until that post, i thought they were all babies. Lol

Isla has my eye the most, though.

I could give a run down of them all! They're fun. Now imma preface this with my head canon that, Viera, miqote, hrothgars probably have litters. It's more normal for them and their bodies are capable of handling larger pregnancies cuz...well cuz I wanna head canon that. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Isla is Fenn's oldest (Kyaris has 3 others from a certain Forum member). She's headstrong and would always challenge them growing up. Isla idolized her dad and the warder lifestyle, and she wanted to be that, but no one was sure that was cool because of how isolationist Viera can be. She wasn't born in the woods, so they were sure she would get chased out if she tried. As soon as she could, she traveled to where Fenn was born and met up with her grandpa, who begrudgingly took her on. She ended up thriving in that lifestyle, just really fit her very well. She's a tough nut, and she felt like she had something to prove. She ends up getting pregnant with her first son Erran, then when he's 12, she has her next litter of six. She ends up being exclusive with another warder, but that took over a decade for him to come around to the idea. She didn't push whatever happened. it was cool by her. She has big feelings for him and is happy he stuck around.

Rhaz is the next oldest. He's a bit of a hot head and got into fights with Isla a lot. It was fun for her infuriating for him. He has less confidence but is good at playing off like things dont bother him. He never took to fighting or anything like that but boy he loved to craft. Their family owns a weapons shop where they make a lot of the things there and he started working there young. It was all he wanted to do tbh. That's where he met Pavi and developed a huge major crush in the cute Viera paladin. They end up together and had their first little girl. No one, not even rhaz knew he was pregnant that little girl just showed up and Rhaz freaked out when he gave birth. His husband later brings home a little girl Viera caught in a bad situation and they adopt her. His life is pretty low key. He ends up taking over the shop when the parents retire.

Fey is the child they trust with anything! She was always fiercely independent and reliable. Kept to herself but has a sass streak that can sneak up on you when you're least expecting it. She helped babysit when the youngest was born, she was also the one in charge of her older siblings, which she might lord over them if she was feeling petty that day. She felt in love with a family friends garden and often asked to help out there. From there she started working at the botanists guild and part time in the family shop. She has a partner she discovered by accident in the woods. Merrins story is really fucking sad and it made him really timid and scared so she took him home to help. She wasn't about to leave this poor bun who faited at the slightest thing. Eventually they got super close and had their own babies, I wanna say four? Honestly we lose track sometimes. Fey is not the one who got pregnant, she wanted kids but she never wanted to go through that while Merrin did, so it worked out! They'll probably have more bit we haven't gotten that far.

Myrrh is the sweet baby who can do no wrong ever in pretty much the eyes of the whole family. Right off the bat this kid was a struggle, he was premature and for awhile they were scared he'd just die. He is blind like his dad though his is from a defect while Fenn is blind because of an injury. Him being blind wasn't a big deal really but he had a weaker constitution over all. He was sheltered and coddled for way way too long but when he was 18 he convinced his family he wanted to be independent and they only allowed it cuz he went to live with Fey. She gave him space to be independent butbhave someone in case he needed it. He ends up meeting Rhune (part of the miqo troupe was probably gonna post them tomorrow) and kind fell head over heels for him. Rhune was an adventurer so kind of hand a whirlwind romance before he left. Myrrh ended up pregnant and had a litter, though Rhune came back and they're pretty happy. He had (I think) 3 in his first, then a singleton then another of 5 which nearly kills him so they stop there.

Omg that was more than I expected to write, but I guess if you have other questions, I'm down to answer. They're good kids, and we're always talking about different stuff with them.

#zu talks #zu oc

[fluorescentbrains]

Wait I’m screaming I’m looking through the comments on that post and someone said: “it’s not Jewish because angels don’t have free will in Judaism” as if it’s not a pretty big point in the show that angels don’t have free will and the one angel who does develop it is viewed as a weirdo by the other angels. Also a lot of people who are speaking on Islam despite clearly knowing nothing about it?

The fact that people are getting mad at you is insane to me I’m not sure if they ever called Chuck the Abrahamic god and I don’t think Islam is ever mentioned but he is canonically the god of both the Jewish and Christian faiths in the show it’s not your fault it’s that way you didn’t write the show

“Based on some second hand impressions from tumblr and maybe a cursory google search I can say definitively that this fantasy show is 100% Protestant you upset me, a Catholic, by implicating my faith under the term abrahamic so I’m going to get all up on your post about it and most importantly what I personally dislike about the show’s writing that you could have no affect on instead of making my own post even though I’m severely derailing your post with my religious discourse. Christmas is a more important holiday to me than Easter and I’ve never so much as read the Bible. I’m just going off of my own interpretation of my faith which [though very valid in reality] is SO MUCH more valid than anyone else’s interpretation or experience, especially the Catholics on the spn writing team, who I doubt are real Catholics”

everyone on your post sounds Quite A Bit Like That; it’s absolutely absurd. (Going so far as to minimize real people’s faith bc you didn’t like their fantasy show is particularly cruel imo and people are doing that to the Jewish creator of the show)

Making any flavor of post about religion when it wasn’t initially about that is wrong; supernatural’s incooperation of highly fictionalized and (yes, anyone can admit, often bastardized) religious elements doesn’t make supernatural posts inherently religious debates like if you want to accuse Eric kripke of being a secret Christian because he made up some nonsense about demons for a plot point in his monster hunting show where no monster adheres to its traditional qualities very well at least don’t do it on a joak post about homophobia against destiel

the religious lore in spn is definitely something worth having Discussions and Conversations about but I always wanna push back when people are like “this is a CHRISTIAN show” like i get that to you spn is something you don’t want to be associated with because it has So Many Problems but it’s actually kind of a huge pop culture phenomenon so… maybe I don’t want to cede it entirely to a christian lens? especially when many of the creators are in fact not christian?? lmao people actually did used to post and meta about jewishnatural so this thing where we take it for granted that it has nothing whatsoever to do with anything non-christian is recent…

my interpretation of spn is that it started out as mostly a pure Cool Monster Show and then eventually the writers started playing in the space of “vaguely modern Christian mythology” (modern being a very key word here—many of the most quintessentially christian lore elements we are used to were developed rather late in the history of the religion and have scant or ambiguous support in the original texts). but what does the show actually SAY with that mythology?? well, a lot of conflicting and frequently offensive things… but occasionally very interesting things as well.

also funny you mention catholic vs protestant discourse because I feel like I remember there being Drama at one point bc people were saying “spn is catholic” and some people were like “no it’s actually protestant” 🙈

I wish I could find any word from eric kripke where he talks about how his jewish identity did or didn’t inform his writing. I think it could be really interesting, even if the answer is “no, I wasn’t thinking about judaism whatsoever.” like that in and of itself would be interesting. it doesn’t seem like it’s something he talks about much—all I could find was an interview about the boys where he talked about how he uses superheroes as a way to write about eugenics and fascism, because times have changed since they were created (by jewish comic book writers).

anyways I find it interesting that tumblr media analysts consider the cultural identity (or gender identity or sexual identity) of creators to be Very Important in basically all cases except when they’re jewish. I’m not necessarily saying it’s good that we rely so much on identity politics in this space (we could stand to move away from that!!) but the absence of consideration for jewishness is quite striking to me. people will go off writing meta about how xyz media is “promoting christian ideology” or whatever and thinking they’re really saying something and not even be aware that the creator/writer was, in fact, jewish, and considering how THAT might affect their analysis (I’m talking about the Star Wars sequels lmao). I think it really speaks to the uncertainty people have about how to even conceptualize jewish people as part of their social justice framework

#anonymous #asks #this answer is so stream of consciousness lol… #anyways gut voch yall

[house-of-slayterr]

Ok so when we moved last October, my mom took most of the stuff. (Mostly just to be petty) but legally she had to give my bad a bed to sleep on. So of course she gave him the worst, most broken bed she could find. But I wasn’t having it, so I gave him my more expensive, nicer bed to sleep on. I mean man’s in his 60s and he works 14 hours a day, he needs a good bed.

But because of this, I’m sleeping on the shitty queen size she gave us. I don’t like big beds. It takes up too much space in my room and I hate it. Im one person, and I sleep curled up in a tiny ball. I enjoy sleeping at my besties house cause he lets me sleep on his bean bag which is super comfy!

But my goal is by the end of this year, to save enough money to get myself a new bed! I want like a full or a XL twin. Something that can fit me and my stuffies and that’s it. Because my therapist thinks part of the reason I don’t sleep is because my bed isn’t just a “bedtime” place. There’s nowhere else for me to sit when I’m in my room, because the bed takes up the whole room. So he says if I make a space for sleeping it might help.

But I want my bed to be really really cool. I want a tent bed! They’re extra money but I could decorate it all cozy. It can be my sensory nook to decompress and nap in after a hard day. And at night I can feel protected and safe. Now of course these pictures are kinda boring but I wanted to show you guys what they look like. Odd for sure decorate both the inside and the outside, no bland shit for me.

Like I could get some horror movie tapestries to stitch together like patches and drape it on the outside. Get some fairy lights like in some of the photos. I wouldn’t have to worry about making my bed cause I can just zip it away. I could have a bit more floor space, maybe get my own bean bag to sit in while I watch tv!

I just want to upgrade some of my stuff this year y’a know? Cause I think I deserve nice things. My mom never let me have nice stuff so it’s been hard to retrain my brain. But I plan to paint and touch up some of my old furniture. Maybe upgrade my tv and get an actual desk top computer eventually. I wanna work hard for the stuff I have!

So if y’all have any cool diy or décor ideas to spice up my room let me know. I’d love to collaborate with y’all and make like a super cool hang out spot!

#fang rambles #upgrades #upgrading my room #new bed #bed tent #sensory room #sensory bed room #bedroom decor #moving on up #saving up #treating myself #the plan #end of the year goal

[noelleai]

"So, uh..."

Susie looked at her friend with a nervous expression on her face as she spoke up after they had been silent for some time in the car ride back home from school that day. "Um... So I was wondering if you wanted to go shopping later today?"

Noelle stared blankly into space before looking over at Susie again with an awkward smile on her face. "Shopping? Yeah! That sounds like fun!" Susie smiled brightly as she leaned forward against the door of the vehicle and put her hands behind her head while she continued speaking excitedly. "I know it's kind of early but there are so many sales going on right now since Christmas is coming soon and-"

Before she could finish talking, however, Noelle interrupted her by interrupting her excited speech with an even more excited one of her own: "Wait, what?! You mean we can shop together?!" She couldn't help herself; she just got really excited when it came to things involving clothes and fashion, and especially when it involved spending time with friends. She didn't mind that it made others uncomfortable around her, either, because, well, they were already weirded out enough about how much Noelle loved Christmas anyway, so why not get a little bit extra weird?

"Yeah! I figured that would be a lot easier than trying to go shopping alone," Susie said, smiling back at her friend happily. Her expression then turned serious as she spoke up again. "But... uh... I'm sorry if this makes me sound rude or anything but... I've been meaning to ask you for a while now..."

Noelle tilted her head curiously as she looked back at Susie who seemed nervous again. "What's wrong?"

Susie's face grew redder yet before she finally managed to speak. "...well, um... I was wondering if maybe we could hang out sometime."

"...huh?" Noelle blinked in surprise after hearing those words from the other girl's mouth, but quickly regained herself and smiled brightly instead of being surprised anymore. She had thought something like this might happen eventually between them sooner rather than later since they were getting along so well lately, so she wasn't entirely shocked by it, though it did make her happy nonetheless that they were becoming friends better than ever recently, even if it meant that they were starting to become friends outside of school too. She couldn't wait until they went shopping together; it sounded so fun! And hanging out with Susie would be great, too. It'd be nice just to spend more time around each other without having to worry about anyone else bothering either one of them. But what made her smile widen even wider was how Susie continued talking: "I mean... I know we don't really see much of each other during the weekdays because you're always busy at school and stuff..."

Noelle nodded silently as she listened quietly, smiling happily at Susie as the other girl spoke on and explained herself further. "So I was wondering... If you wanted... maybe... we could hangout sometime? Like... go do things or whatever...?"

Noelle's eyes widened in surprise as she stared back at Susie for a few moments before she finally found the courage to speak up again herself and say something in return. "...sure!"

Susie grinned widely in response and leaned forward against the car's window while she turned towards Noelle, speaking excitedly once more. "Great! So let me know when you wanna hang out then."

"Sure thing," Noelle said with another smile after thinking it over briefly, nodding slowly to show that she understood what her friend had been trying to ask her earlier now. She couldn't wait to spend more time with her new best friend! She'd already thought of some ideas of what they should do together soon enough, anyway: like going shopping, or seeing movies, or even just hanging out at home playing video games with each other if it got too boring outside... Or maybe even getting ice cream or milkshakes somewhere later on tonight? That sounded good right there. { TYPE: Short-form story * M2 }

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