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purplesurveys · 4 years

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what is a food that you’d hate to be allergic to?: Omg SEAFOOD. Can’t live without it. If I was allergic to it I’d be that person who brings tons of antihistamines everywhere I go so I can power through when eating crabs and mussels and shrimp. I just can’t live a life of being forced to watch others eat seafood while I can’t lol.

what color was the last towel you used?: Light blue.

would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you? Same height or a tad bit taller is fine; I’m not super particular when it comes to height.

when was the last time your nose bled? My nose has never bled before and I dread the day it happens for the first time, because I’m totally unprepared and blood freaks me out and I will highkey probably pass out for a bit hahaha.

how old are you turning this year?: I already turned 22 last April. Considering the circumstances, my birthday had surprisingly gone really well too.

what is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie?: French fries from Potato Corner. My go-to bucket size is Mega and I will typically request my order to be 1/2 barbecue and 1/2 cheese fries. I’ll feel super uneasy if I don’t have that exact order when watching a movie at the cinema.

swimming pool or hot tub?: So I had to look up hot tub because I wanted to know how it’s different from a jacuzzi, and holyyyyy crap I’ve learned something new - Jacuzzi is a brand of hot tubs, wtfreak my life has been a lie I thought it was a word!!! Hahaha in any case, I do prefer hot tubs more. I’ve always felt dirty hanging around in swimming pools.

can you swim well? I’m not able to perform any of the strokes like an Olympic athlete, but I can tread well and for a good amount of time.

what body part do you wash first in the shower?: Not really a part of the body per se but I’ve always washed my hair first.

who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day? No thanks, I find that too invasive.

what kind of first impression do you think you make? Cold and a little aloof, which isn’t too far off from the truth especially if I’m not approached first. If someone does talk to me for the first time, it’ll depend on their body language whether I’ll choose to continue to be reserved, or if I’d want to be bubbly and vibrant around them.

name your last reason for using a camera? My dad honked his horn as he parked in the carport to let us know he was home, and my dog ran up the screen door and sat patiently to wait for him to come inside, his tail wagging the whole time.

where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed? Sometimes I’ll line up our dining chairs together so it can turn to some sort of bed, and I’ve been falling asleep on that often lately.

what are you excited about? To drink the rest of this milk tea my dad bought me :) He went out to run some errands and I guess he’s been hearing me talk about how I miss having milk tea, so he went out of his way to go to a Chatime and get drinks for me and my sister.

seven days from now, will you be in a relationship? Yes.

are you a happy person? My emotions are always all over the place. I’m never consistently in a certain mood.

when was the last time you laughed really hard & why? I was bored and missing normal life last night so I went through my uploaded photos on Twitter so I can see what I used to do before everything went downhill...and by doing that, I realized that I’m quite good at tweeting HAHAHA most of my captions made me laugh and my content/photos weren’t all that bland or bad either. Idk, this is one instance where I can confidently say that I’m funny hahaha.

what are you wearing? A UP shirt and a pair of shorts.

what do you want? For my college to post the official list of graduating students for this school year so that I can finally partake in the tradition of changing my Facebook DP to my senior photo. I REALLY love how my portrait turned out and I can’t wait for my loved ones to see it.

did you enjoy your weekend? It was okay I guess. My mom was annoyingly cranky throughout Saturday for no reason, but it mellowed out by the next day and that’s good enough for me. Other than that, it was just as uneventful as the last three months have been.

do you regret anything you’ve done recently? Just little stuff that I get over quickly like, “oh I regret making this coffee at 11 PM because it’s now 3 AM and I’m jumpy as fuck.” But no big regrets recently.

is there anybody you wish you could see? For fucking sure. I don’t even have to tell y’all who it is.

have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with j or m? Nope. I almost went out with an M, though.

how many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 2 3/4 lol. I trust Andrew 110%...and I mooooostly trust my dad. Not with every single topic under the sun, but I still trust him a whole lot nonetheless.

do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? I hope I will be by then.

what makes you mad most about girls? Definitely wanna avoid generalizing in this question but the way some girls will fawn over men is super hypocritical and that bugs me to no end. Girls shaming other girls for a range of things is also annoying, whether it’s over wearing too much makeup, not wearing makeup, choosing to abort, physical appearances, their diet, etc. Some really need to mind their own fucking business.

have you ever been given roses? Yes.

do you even like getting flowers? I love receiving stems or bouquets but I’m not obsessed with them in that I wanna get them regularly. Giving me flowers for Valentine’s Day or on our anniversary is more than enough for me.

what’s your favorite flowers? Peonies.

could you go out in public looking like you do now? No. I’d change my shorts.

who’s the first person you texted today? I haven’t texted anyone today.

would you move to another state to be with the person you loved? That’s a toughie...it would depend on the opportunities I have wherever I live in the present, and whether there are better ones where my partner is. I’m young and still building up my career, so realistically I’d wanna look out for myself first instead of clumsily jumping in headfirst for love lol.

how’s the weather today? It’s strangely warm and humid and uncomfortable, which is annoyinggggg. News has said that the wet/rainy season already begun, so I don’t know why the sun is still hanging around and being, again, annoying.

what color are your eyes? Really dark brown, almost black.

do you like poptarts? In my country we only get the same five flavors but my favorite out of all of them is chocolate fudge. I really wish we had a wider selection though :(

where will you be 12 hours frm now? Getting ready for bed most likely.

is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated? No. I’m usually the one who involuntarily makes others feel intimidated, oops.

do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? Not exactly but it’s definitely gonna be one of the several tops and shorts I’ve just been repeatedly wearing at home since March.

are you on a desktop or laptop? Laptop. I haven’t used a desktop in ages.

does anyone hate you for no reason? I’m sure one or two people do, but I genuinely can’t care less.

what are you planning to do today? Finish my milk tea, maybe take another survey or two, eat the salted egg chips that my dad bought, and, if it cools down later in the day, take a quick nap.

play an instrument? I can play the recorder. I also memorize several songs on the piano, but the key word there is memorize lmao. I just know which keys to press due to watching covers over and over; but I can’t read notes, I don’t know which letters match which keys, have no idea what major and minor is, and I basically know absolutely nothing about using a piano.

would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Just to get closure from certain people or events. If I can go back in time I’d spend more time with my late grandpa, for one.

where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? I’ve already forgotten.

have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an r? No. I’m an R though, heh.

have you ever passed out? Yeah numerous times. I’m a big fainter, which just sounds so uncool lmfao.

are you easily confused? Yes I feel lost quite easily. I’m often the butt of my friends’ jokes because of this, but I don’t mind hahaha.

do you think you would make a good wife/husband? I like to think that I would be, but I dunno. I’m still insanely young and I know I’ll be a completely different person with different priorities, mindset, attitude, etc., by the time I get married. It’s too early to tell.

what’s your favorite kind of ice cream? Cookies and cream. Queso real is also a really good flavor and it was my favorite for some time before my taste shifted to cookies and cream.

do you like coffee? Love coffee.

do you like summer? I like it when I get to go to the beach or when my family books trips out of town or the country, but I reeeeeally could do without the hot and sticky weather. It’s definitely not my favorite period of the year.

where were you at 8am this morning? I was asleep for half of it, then by 8:30 I was up and scrolling through Facebook.

do you fall for people easily? No. That is one thing I can’t do as a demisexual haha.

everything happens for a reason? This is usually my mindset, yes. It helps me process and accept circumstances better and much more quickly.

have you ever dated someone more than once? Yup, Gab and I have broken up before.

who have you texted in the last 24 hours? No one. Not really big on texting these days as I’ve been using Messenger to contact people throughout the quarantine.

what color nail polish is on your toes? My toes are never painted.

do you find members of the preferred sex confusing? People of any gender have the potential to be confusing. < This.

what are you listening to right now? Right now all I can hear is the work being done for the new house that’s being constructed in front of ours, so I’ll hear the occasional shoveling of stones and trucks coming in and out of the construction zone. The last music I listened to was the Presto from Summer of Vivaldi’s Four Seasons because Portrait of a Lady on Fire always makes me feel things.

how has the week been? It hasn’t been horrible, I’ll give it that. I’ve been revisiting my old fandoms out of boredom but it’s turned out to be a lot of fun; my mom brought home cupcakes at the start of the week; I had milk tea today; and we just had Kimi groomed this afternoon so his fur is all gone and now he looks like a giant rat.

is there something you wish you could tell someone but can’t? I wish I could have respectful debates with my Duterte- and/or Trump-supporting relatives, but I know that’s impossible.

what are your biggest turn offs? People who: can only hold shallow conversations, are disrespectful to those in the service industry; are casually homophobic, racist, sexist, transphobic, and/or fatphobic; take their religion way too seriously; and neglect their pets.

favorite shirt to wear? My CM Punk Best in the World shirt, without a doubt. I’ve been wearing it semi-regularly for nine years and have absolutely no intention of throwing it out.

favorite drink? Depends on my mood and the occasion. If I’m studying I’d wanna have coffee with me, if I’m casually dining at a restaurant I’d be happy with iced water, etc.

last person to say ‘i love you’ to you? Gab.

would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yeah, but when that’s gonna happen again I still have no idea...

what’s your favorite color gummy bear? I always find myself reaching for the red ones.

what is the nicest part of the opposite sex’s body? I don’t consistently stare at a certain part of a guy’s body.

have you ever run into a dishwasher? No, those aren’t common here.

ever had a song sung about/for you? Nope.

is there a baby in the room with you right now? No, not technically. But I do consider my pets to be my babies. < Same. Kimi, now a giant rodent, is walking around the living room at the moment but he never strays too far from me.

where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other? CAAAAAAAAAR. This is a big reason why I miss driving, I haven’t been able to belt out in a while.

what is your favorite thing that is green? I don’t own a lot of green stuff since it’s my least favorite color...buuuuut I do have a printed flowy dress that I just love to wear, and it’s mostly olive green.

what did your last text message say? It’s an automated text from a vet clinic I went to last December telling me that I should bring Kimi back for a checkup. I appreciate the gesture but I’m not going back there after how condescending the vet was acting towards me.

what is the way to your heart? Acts of service has been my love language for the longest time.

what do you smell like? I smell nothing off of me now but I do know that I don’t smell unpleasant, because if I did I would’ve noticed it immediately and would feel more conscious.

what’s in your pocket? I don’t have any.

anything in your mouth? Not right now but I’ve been sipping milk tea with pearls all afternoon.

ever hurt yourself playing wii? Only after my first day of playing Wii Sports. It was like a workout for my tiny 10 year old body and I woke up all sore the next morning.

do you have freckles? No, not a common feature here.

what’s the last movie you saw in the theater? Knives Out.

ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on? Noooooooooo. I feel like that’s super uncomfortable; I’ve always entered pools with a swimsuit or bikini. My glare is usually enough for people to understand that I wouldn’t appreciate being thrown into a pool while I still had clothes on.

are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday? Technically. I took a shower in the evening and changed into the clothes I’m wearing now, but that was in the evening so it’s not like I wore them all day yesterday.

name a song that you know all the words to: Every single Paramore song. Guaranteed.

what’s the last thing you watched on tv? If we’re really going with a physical TV, the last thing I watched was Descendants of the Sun when I used the Netflix app on our TV. The last series I watched in general was Friends.

what can you hear right now? Two fans whirring in the living room.

did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday? I’m slightly better today. I’m glad Kimi has finally been groomed since his fur had knotted up in the last couple of weeks. Plus I also have milk tea today, and that’s always a winner :)))

are you close to your siblings? With my sister, but we treat each other like buddies and are more of the tough-love type. We banter more than anything and we don’t hold heart to heart talks.

do you bite your nails? No we have a nail cutter at home that I use. If I’m going through a period of heightened anxiety I will bite my nails though.

do you like your feet? Uh, I guess. I’m not complaining about them? but I’m also not attracted to feet. Mine are just there and I’m fine with them.

do you sleep well at night? For the most part.

#survey #surveys

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sarareynolds · 5 years

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1. What’s one animal you wish you could have as a pet but can’t?

Ocelot.

Lol no… but it probably would be a big cat of some sort. Snow leopard maybe. I've always loved those

2. Favorite thing to wear to sleep?

A tank top and underwear. Pretty much the standard for me.

3. What song really gets you going?

I Wanna Dance With Somebody - Whitney Houston

4. Where do you usually eat your meals?

I'd say at home but lately my boyfriend's place is winning for that currently.

5. Favorite meal: breakfast, lunch, or dinner?

Breakfast. I'm hardcore into brunch options and brinner.... I also tend to have cereal as a snack and a weakness for donuts, so yeah, breakfast wins

6. Most embarrassing habit?

Oh, I don't know… I'm not embarrassed by a lot. Self conscious, yes, but not embarrassed.

7. Chocolate or fruity candy?

I choose chocolate covered gummy bears. Take that. :p

8. Soft or hard tacos?

Soft, and corn on top of that. Unless it's Taco Bell, then always crunchy.

9. Worst way to break up a fight?

Try to get in the thick of it? I really don't know, this is a talent I've never really had.

10. Best thing to say in an elevator of strangers?

I don't really talk to people in elevators. :/

11. What color/design are your bedsheets?

Currently they're a baby blue color and I have a quilt that's mostly white with a splash of rainbow triangle starbursts that I made when I was like fifteen to see if I could.

12. Any hidden talents?

I can clover my tongue. I don't think I have any other

13. Favorite thing to drink out of (mug, glass, etc.)?

A glass.

14. Socks or bare feet around the house?

Bare feet.

15. Favorite board game?

Stop Thief. It's awesome and retro and I bet you've never even heard of it.

16. Do you sleep with the fan on or off?

Off which can be problematic in summer. I can sleep with it on if it's unbearable I just prefer not to.

17. Heat on or keep it cold with lots of layers?

Heat on. I'm really not a fan of the cold but I don't like endless layering either.

18. Do you sing in the shower?

Um, yes. #unashamed

19. Favorite song to belt out at the top of your lungs when you’re alone?

I honestly don't need to be alone to belt out a song like that. I also don't have a go to. Usually it's whatever record I put on. Lately it's been jams off of Alanis Morrisette's Jagged Little Pill. In a 90’s mood.

20. Last thing you cried about?

See this is unfair because I feel like it keeps coming up and it's not even a thing anymore, but the last thing I cried over was my boyfriend ghosting me for a week. We talked. We're good.

21. At what age did you first have alcohol?

13? I think. I don't know, somewhere around there.

22. Relationship status?

In a relationship.

23. What’s the most amount of money you’ve spent on a single item of clothing?

400-ish. I've spent more on clothing than I usually would as of late. Kind of a requirement for my job.

24. What do you typically wear to formal events?

Cocktail dress.

25. Favorite memory?

It’s not really a specific memory but Sundays growing up. My dad would play his old records and make cinnamon rolls.Well, put cinnamon rolls in a tray and bake them but still... It was our thing and it was nice while it lasted.

26. Gum or breath mints?

Breath mints

27. Favorite shoes?

I have a pair of black Adidas I wear all the damn time.

28. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

I care what people think. I wish I didn't but I constantly worry about how people interpret me. It annoys me that I can be sure of myself and yet care that people may judge me for the choices I make in spite being sure. Ugh, Contradictions.

29. What is the natural state of your hair?

Merida lol

30. Have you ever had braces?

Nope

31. Most dangerous thing you’ve ever done?

I used to sneak out. At the time it didn’t seem dangerous but looking back yeah, that was fucking dumb.

32. Most embarrassing thing your parents have caught you doing?

I can't remember them catching me doing anything….I’ve always sort of flown under the radar with them.

33. Last time you had an orgasm?

I know you want the overshare....

34. Celebrity crush(es)?

Nikolas Black. ;)

35. Windows or Mac?

Windows. At least if it breaks you can cobble it back together, I can't say the same for a Mac.

36. How old were you when you learned to ride a bike?

37. Makeup or natural?

Makeup. I don't really feel comfortable with a bare face.

38. What color do you wear the most?

Yellow. I like colors but yeah, I think that wins.

39. Favorite season?

Summer. Hands down I live for summer.

40. Umbrella or rain coat?

No. No to both. All you need is a decent hoodie and maybe a leather jacket. A treated leather jacket. Don’t be an animal.

41. Have you ever fallen out of a tree?

Yes. Again, if you say you haven't it's probably false. Or you had a hellofa helicopter parent at your side.

42. First car you ever owned?

None. I have never owned a car. No reason to.

43. What time do you usually go to bed?

Depends on the night. I don't think I have a usual bedtime. I go to sleep when I'm tired. Some nights that's 11 others it's like 2 am and rarely it's like 8.

44. Are you a competitive person?

Yes. Very. I like winning.

(yes, I realize the gif is inaccurate to reality but I’m about that competitive when I get going)

45. Least favorite color?

Brown.

46. First pet you’ve ever owned?

I have never had a pet of my own.

47. Sweet or salty?

Sweet but again I see not why I can't have both. Chocolate covered potato chips are good.

48. Favorite pasta dish?

Shrimp scampi in linguini. Yum.

49. Favorite kind of chips?

Sour cream and onion

50. What are some of your hobbies?

I paint. I'm a bit of an audiophile... I think that’s about it actually.

51. Caffeine? If so, what kind?

Yes. Coffee and teas. I'm not big on the whole energy drink thing.

52. Favorite kind of pizza?

Pineapple with bacon. Yeah, I'm sorry to those of you I have offended. Pineapple is great on pizza.

53. Fast food or sit-down restaurant?

Sit down but fast food has its place. I'm not going to knock it.

54. Lots of acquaintances or a handful of close friends?

Handful of close friends. Hands down one good friend is better than a handful of fake ones.

55. Something that ruins your appetite?

Um… not much. Honestly being sick is about it.

56. Favorite labels about you?

I try really hard not to pay attention to labels. I know blah so cliche but seriously, I tend to focus on the negative ones so it’s better for me to just not go down this road at all.

57. Are you a religious person?

I can't say that I am, no. I believe things happen for a reason but as for a higher power being in control of that…. Not so much no.

58. Night out with a bunch of friends in public or night in with one friend having deep conversations?

Lately it's been the latter but I enjoy a night out with a group of people as well. I have zero alliances with this one, both are enjoyable for their separate reasons.

59. What size shoe do you wear?

8. I'm average af.

60. Favorite thing about yourself?

I don't really take shit from most people. I think that's mostly a good thing. Mostly.

61. Have you ever told someone you loved them first?

I have not.

62. Have you ever had sex on the first date?

Ha… try sex without a date, but, yes, I have done that too.

63. Heroes or villains?

I’m borderline neutral on this but maybe tend to teeter more toward villain overall

64. Favorite fruit?

Pomegranates

65. Least favorite fruit?

Oranges, actually, not a fan. I know, weird.

66. Favorite vegetable?

Carrots

67. Least favorite vegetable?

Peas

68. How many plates can you eat at a buffet?

I probably average three. One round, second round for seconds or missed maybe items, if I have room that and then dessert.

69. Favorite dessert?

I like mushy desserts. Mousse, ice cream, cheesecake, pie… I have a sweet tooth but favorite is probably tiramisu.

70. Do you play any sports?

I don't know if it's a sport but I like flying. For no-maj things I’d probably go track and field.

71. Age you learned how to swim?

3? Does anyone actually know the number for these sorts of things. I was very young.

72. Tell a funny story.

My littlest sister was going up the stairs and I heard a thud. I yelled, “You ok?” and she responded, “Yeah, uhh, I just a little clumsy, uhh... I fell on da stairs.”

73. What’s one interesting thing about your culture?

Um... I’ll get back to you on this one.

74. What’s one annoying thing about your culture?

Everyone’s got their head up their ass.

75. What job would you be terrible at?

Waitressing... lol

76. Would you rather watch a TV show or a movie?

TV Show. There are very few movies I get super jazzed for. I think 90% of them are Marvel.

77. What’s your favorite compliment to give?

I’m really awkward about compliments actually.

78. What’s your favorite compliment to receive?

Yup, still awkward.

79. Has your opinion changed on something recently?

Not recently no, but I am open to other people’s opinions and hearing the other side of something. I may not always show this truth, but you can’t grow if you don’t try and hear someone else’s perspectives on things.

80. Do you always order the same thing at a restaurant or order something different each time?

Depends on the restaurant. I try to order new things but there are places I definitely have a regular order, especially if I don't go to that place often.

81. What’s something you’ve always wanted to try but haven’t yet?

So many things. I have a nearly endless bucket list in my head of things I want to do. Shark diving is the most recent one to make the list.

82. If you could learn to do anything right now, what would it be?

Pottery. Specifically on a potters wheel. It seems like it’d be a fun challenge.

83. Favorite physical feature about yourself?

My hair.

84. Least favorite physical feature about yourself?

My hands

85. What’s one amazing thing you did that nobody was around to see?

I caught a thrown pen perfectly upright once in class. Snagged it out of the air like nothing and nobody saw it happen. The only time I had mad skills like that.

86. If you could change your height, would you?

No. I'm good with 5'6"

87. What’s something you would rate 10/10?

Ooh, um... pfft. I dunno.

88. Heels or flats?

Flats. I love fashion but I also enjoy comfort. Though, heels definitely have a place.

89. What’s something you wish you had more knowledge about?

Art. I have a very basic knowledge. I’ve mostly figured shit out on my own when it comes to painting but I do appreciate what others create and would love to know more.

90. Would you want to know when you'll die?

No, I don’t think I would. I feel like that would taint things knowing when it would all stop.

91. Would you want to be famous?

I'm thinking by proxy is enough for me, honestly.

92. What’s something you would get arrested for?

Protecting someone I care about.

93. What’s your spirit animal?

That’s basically a patronus right? So: hippogriff

94. What’s the luckiest thing that’s ever happened to you?

Nik, he'd disagree but he's wrong.

95. Are you the type to have an organized mess, or no mess at all?

Organized mess. My whole life is compiled of organized messes.

96. Do you tend to make decisions based on the past, present, or future?

Present. I don't often think very far into the future because it's impossible to predict and dwelling on the past can lead to forgetting to live at all. Now is the most important moment you have.

97. Are you a planner or a more spontaneous person?

Spontaneous, if my previous answer shows anything it's that.

98. Thoughts on the oxford comma?

Valid option. I am a cautionary user of the Oxford comma. No accidentally eating grandmother's here. Lol

99. What do you hope never changes?

I don't think I would ever hope for something not to change. I want to keep the people I care about but I wouldn't wish for my relationships to grow stagnant by refusing change.

100. How would you celebrate your 100th birthday?

Fucking party!!! Giant cake, loud music. All my people with me. A rager like I'm young and vibrant because dammit celebrating life is important, especially if you're getting that close to death.

#Sara Reynolds #random questions #asks #100 #only been working on this for two weeks #nbd

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jonesingforben · 5 years

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Raindrops on Roses | B²

Who: Bentley Jones and Beau Adams ( @thatbeauadams )

What: NHIE Task #56 - “Never have I ever danced naked in the rain”

When: Monday July 22, 2019

They were just getting into their second game of NBA 2k19 when the rain started to come in through the open window. Still, Ben needed to finish the game in hopes that the rain would continue to pour. As soon as Beau tied up their score of each having won a game each, he set the controller down and looked over at the patio where the rain was freely falling. "We could walk all the way down to the courtyard, or we could just dance on the patio," he said with a chuckle.

Beau was enjoying the time to just kick back with Ben, never having spent much with him before. He followed suit though, setting down his controller and glancing out to the rain. “I mean, patio’s closer. And the sooner I can see you naked, the better, Sir,” he teased as he stood up.

Ben wondered why he'd never spent time with Beau before. He was chill, respectful, and interesting. Not to mention, he had a way of making Ben fell good about himself, not that it was ever an issue for him. Still, the comment from Beau earned him a smile from Ben as he stood up from the couch and started to strip from his Polo shirt and jeans. He stopped unbuttoning halfway down his shirt and offered the boy a smirk. "How would you like to undress me?"

Beau grinned widely when Ben stood, working his own shirt off before the Dom spoke. His eyes lit up. “Oh hell yes,” he said, stepping over and reaching for Ben’s buttons, an appreciative noise slipping out as he slid the shirt from his shoulders. “God you’re sexy, Sir,” he murmured, hands stroking over his stomach lightly as he reached for his pants.

Ben was expecting Beau to agree and comply but the enthusiasm was an added bonus. He relaxed his arms by his side as Beau finished unbuttoning his shirt and push it off of his body. It fell behind him forgotten, but his focus was fully on the submissive in front of him. "I appreciate that, Beau." As the boy worked at his belt buckle and jeans, he slid his shoes off, so that it would be easier once his pants fell too. "Take your time with it, the rain isn't going anywhere."

He grinned crookedly at the Dom. “I’m the kind of guy who likes to unwrap his presents fast to enjoy what’s hidden, Sir,” Beau said as he slid to his knees, having loosened the belt and fly. Careful hands tugged jeans and underwear down all at once, moving them over trim hips and muscled thighs, fingertips stroking lightly over his skin.

Seeing Beau on his knees like that was quite the sight, especially with doing something as intimate as undressing him. Ben didn't realize how intimate an act like that could be until he was caught in the middle of it. He let Beau move at his own pace, slowly stepping out of the jeans and underwear when they reached his ankles. He then pulled Beau up without a word and returned the favor by removing the rest of his clothes, one garment at a time.

He licked his lips at the sight of naked Ben, the Dom’s body as powerful and sexy as he anticipated it might be. Beau got to his feet so he could be undressed as well, his slimmer body revealed to the other man. “Like what you see, Sir?” He asked, his voice low and playful.

"Thank you," Ben said with a small smile. He didn't need the praise, but that didn't stop him from enjoying it. Once he got Beau undressed, he wasn't shy about looking over the boy's body and he nodded his approval. "You're very beautiful both inside and out as far as I can tell." He took Beau's hand in his and started towards the back door. "Ready for a dance?"

The comment took him by surprise, a slow smile touching over his lips. Beau squeezed Ben’s hand and nodded, following him outside. He couldn’t help but laugh as they stood out there. “What kind of dance are you looking for, Sir?” He asked, swaying where he stood to a silent rhythm.

The rain was coming down a little harder than he anticipated, but it felt good against his bare skin. A speaker was already hooked up from when grilled on the patio and the door was left cracked so that the smooth jazz music could be heard through the screen door. "I'm partial to slow dancing. You know a little one-two step. Unless you aren't comfortable with that."

"Slow dancing works for me," he said with a shrug, stepping closer to the Dom. Beau slid his hands up Ben's chest, draping his arms around broad shoulders so he could press against him teasingly.

On one hand they could have whipped, nae-nae'd, and did the cha cha slide to their heart's content, but Ben preferred the more intimate choice. As Beau wrapped his arms around his neck, Ben gripped at his slim waist then started moving their bodies from side to side in a sway. "It's a shame we haven't gotten to know each other before now, but I think that's just because we're both so busy. Besides your podcast, what are some other things you enjoy doing?"

He certainly didn't mind getting closer to the other man. Beau had been hungry to be in this position with Ben for a while, and though this wasn't exactly what he envisioned - he still enjoyed it. He swayed along with the Dom, resting his head against his chest since he couldn't really look up without getting rain in his eyes. "Probably, Sir. Uh... I mean, sex? Scenes? That's what takes up most of my time along with the pod. I don't really have a lot of other hobbies."

This seemed like the easiest approach, to sway back and forth in the rain. Beau was easy company and he found himself enjoying himself immensely. He chuckled at the responses to his question, nodding to acknowledge his answers. "Sex and scenes are something that occupy most of my time as well. I know we've talked about it before, but we really should finally do a scene together. Sometime in the future when we aren't all so busy." As the song merged into the next piano piece, Ben spun them around a couple of times, his hands guiding Beau by his waist.

He laughed as Ben spun them around, moving easily with the Dom. “We should. What kind of scenes do you like, Sir? Pretty sure I’ve asked you this before but refresh my memory,” Beau suggested.

Ben simply nodded. "It's very likely that we've talked about this before, but I'm happy to refresh our memories. I enjoy breathplay/choking, rough sex, orgasm control/denial, and age play - though I'm aware not a lot of people enjoy that last one." The next song picked up the pace and he reacted accordingly, pulling back and taking one of Beau's hands in his so it was easier to lead him in a version of the quickstep. "Do any of those align with some of your kinks?"

Beau smiled and moved along with him, picking up the faster beat. They probably looked silly to anyone watching, but he couldn't be bothered. "Everything but choking and age play, Sir. I definitely am into the rest of the things you listed off. For me, the more pain, the better," he said easily.

It was moments like these that Ben appreciated being on the third floor of the Dominant building. The rain was falling on them directly from the sky and they were out of most people's sights. He didn't mind being on display, but he also liked keeping some things intimate, like this moment with Beau. "So rough sex, a little bit of control and denial and a lot of pain. I think this is something that will work out beautifully."

He quite liked having the moment to dance with the Dom, just the two of them. “I sure hope so, because I have a feeling these big arms of yours can deliver a hell of a spank,” Beau teased, squeezing Ben’s shoulder.

Ben chuckled at Beau's comment and he nodded. When he felt the squeeze on his shoulder, he moved his hand down to grab the boy's ass. "I've been told that I have a heavy hand." He pulled back and turned Beau around so he could get a look at the submissive's backside. "I bet your caramel skin looks beautiful covered in red.

Beau hummed happily when he felt Ben's hand over his ass. "I'm perfectly okay with that, Sir," he said. Turning in the Dom's arms, he leaned over a bit to stick his backside out for better perusal. "I've been told it does. Just a fair warning though, a bit of pain turns me into even more of a slut than normal," Beau said, turning back to face Ben, his eyes sparkling playfully.

Beau's natural charisma and playfulness kept Ben captivated during their time together. It was very tempting and there was a part of him that wanted to dive into all of these plans right now, the timing wasn't right. Not to mention, Ben was a very patient man and enjoyed prolonging things to make the end result a better one. "Trust me, I think I'll rather enjoy seeing how much of a slut you can be. But in the meantime, I think I'm just going to enjoy this dance."

His smile faltered for a bit, but he shrugged lightly, leaning back into Ben's arms. "I think that can be arranged, Sir." This whole... spending time with Doms or Dom-types without sex or pain involved was throwing him off. But in the moment, it felt nice, so stressing about it was definitely later-Beau's problem.

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winmance · 5 years

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Trust in me

Chapter 22 - Hold me, Thrill me, ...

Jensen woke up to the sound of his phone vibrating next to him, a look of annoyance crossing his face as he tried to shut it off for the second time.

"What?" Jensen grunts not even bothering to open his eyes.

“Am I waking you up, sleeping beauty?”

“Jeff?” Jensen whispers, finally opening his eyes “No, I was just-“

His eyes caught sight of Jared next to him, laying half on him, half on the bed. They’ve been here for two and half weeks already, and he stopped counting how many time he woke with Jared next to him.

The first time, Jared blamed it on the coldness of the room, and Jensen could only agree with him.

The second time, he blamed it on a nightmare, and Jensen wasn’t totally sure it wasn’t the truth.

The third time, it was too much light coming from the windows, and after that, he simply stopped finding excuses. Just slipping into Jensen’s bed whenever he felt like it.

Jensen usually wakes up when Jared comes in, but right now, he has no idea why Jared is in his bed, or when he joined him, but he looks too peaceful for him to kick him out.

“I was already up” He lies “Any news?”

“We’ve got him under surveillance. I can’t tell you much, because we still don’t have any hard evidence, but if everything goes as planned, we should get our search warrant in less than a week”

“Fuck” Jensen whispers with a sigh “That’s fucking great, Jeff”

“Yeah. But nothing is a done deal so keep it locked down for now. How’s the kid doing?”

“He’s good. Really good” Jensen says, staring at Jared as he turns over throwing his legs over Jensen “But he’ll be better once the asshole is behind bars”

“I bet”

“How’s the team?”

“They’re wondering why you left. Trevor has been asking a lot of questions”

“He has?”

“Yeah. They think you had some kind of meltdown I think” Jeff says “Hope that’s not the case”

“No, I’m good. This whole vacation's actually been pretty good”

“Glad to hear that, boy. You’re sure the place is safe?”

“Yeah. But we’ll be moving in a few days. Don’t want to stay in the same place for more than a few weeks”

“Good idea. Listen, I need to get back to work, but I’ll call you as soon as I’ve got something. Take care of your boy, alright?”

“Thanks Jeff, take care of yourself”

He hangs up, dropping the phone back on the nightstand behind him trying not to wake Jared up.

It’s still quiet in the house, the kids still recovering from their night out, while their parents are trying to get what sleep they can.

He’s almost sure his mom and Danneel are already up, since both insisted on staying home after Jensen told them that Jared and him wouldn’t be joining the rest of the family, choosing instead to go to see a movie together. When they got home at eleven, both women had already gone to bed.

“I want to stay in bed forever” Jared mumbles against his chest “This is the best bed ever”

“Yeah, so that's why you started drooling in your sleep huh?”

“I do not!” Jared defends himself with a laugh

He rolls away from Jensen, stretching his long body as much as the single bed allows him too. Jensen tries not to stare too much, but it’s hard when he can see the soft skin of Jared’s stomach, appear every time he moves.

“If we’re going to sleep in the same bed, we may as well do it in the big one” He says, closing his eyes again. “You sweat too much at night”

“Says the man who snores”

“Doesn’t look like it’s bothering you too much” Jensen laughs, throwing his arms around Jared and pulling him close until he can hide his face in his hair “Swear I never saw someone sleep for ten hours before”

“Probably because they never stayed with you that long.”

“You son of a-“ Jensen says, sliding his fingers under Jared’s shirt as he starts to tickle him

“No, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I promise!” Jared pleads, a smile already spreading over face.

Jensen doesn’t acknowledge his pleas, and soon enough, Jared is a laughing mess, moving every way possible as he tries to get away from Jensen's nimble fingers.

It’s childish. There isn’t any other word for it. He’s a 35 year old man sleeping until nine waking up and tickling the teenager lying next to him. He should feel ashamed. A part of him does, his mind screaming at him that he’s exactly like his dad. But another part of him is having the time of his life, and he’s not ready to stop.

It’s like waking up from a dream that's lasted years. He can’t remember a time when he was this happy, this free, and maybe he’s allowing himself to do things that aren’t age appropriate, but he doesn’t give two fucks about it.

“Uncle! Uncle!” Jared yells breathless from laughing, his legs moving to encircle Jensen’s waist

Jensen doesn’t have any choice but to stop. He's laughing too hard to keep going. He’s on top of Jared, his body pinning him down and they’re laughing and smiling so much, that when he meets Jared’s shinning eyes, he’s overcome with happiness and joy. He doesn’t think twice before gently kissing him on the lips, realizing too late what he's just done.

He doesn’t know who’s more shocked Jared or him, but neither of them seems able to move after that.

“Fuck, I’m-“

“Jensen, you, Oh!” Danneel says as she opens the door without knocking.

“Hey, we were just…messing around” Jensen says, getting up from the bed. Danneel’s face is burning with. What? Anger? Jealousy maybe? Jensen isn’t sure and he doesn’t really care. All he wants is for her to leave so he can apologize to Jared. “You wanted something?”

“I was wondering if you wanted to come for a walk with me, but I guess you’re busy.”

“I… “ He should go with her. Beg her not to say anything of what she's seen to his mom, but he knows what he says next will directly impact Jared. “Yeah, I’m busy. Maybe another time?”

“Sure” She says, a little taken aback by his answer. “I'll see you at breakfast, whenever you’re done… doing whatever it is you’re doing”

“We’ll be there” He says with a smile, even through she doesn’t return it.

She closes the door, and for the first time ever, Jensen wishes she would have stayed. Dealing with her would have been easier than dealing with his own mess.

“I’m sorry. For what I did. It’s-“

“It was a kiss, Jen. You didn’t ask me to marry you or anything” Jared laughs, sliding out of bed “It’s fine, I promise”

“I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable”

“You’re gonna need to do more than that to make me feel uncomfortable” He winks, walking to the bathroom “But I’m calling first for the shower”

“Yeah, sure, go ahead” Jensen says, stepping out of the way.

He waits until he can hear the sounds of the water before letting himself fall back on the bed. His head is spinning with everything that just happened, with the lack of reaction from Jared and his own unclear feelings.

He'd spent his whole life hating his father. Wishing, begging, that one day, he would wake up and someone would tell him that there had been a mistake, that his dad wasn’t his real dad.

How easy would that have been? He wouldn’t be tied to him anymore. He wouldn’t have had to look at his own reflection in the mirror with so much hate, because even the slightest resemblance made him sick.

He wouldn’t have had to separate himself from everyone. To destroy any relationship before it even began, for fear of hurting someone.

He wouldn’t have had chose to disappear and live in his car after what happened with Justin. He would have stayed with his family, a different family, who would have loved him and supported him through the traumatic event.

Maybe, just maybe, he would have enjoyed the feeling of happiness he had when his lips met Jared’s. He would have closed his eyes and kissed him more, because Jared’s lips were as soft and delicious, as he’d been dreaming they would be for too long now.

Maybe he would have been able not to hate himself for loving Jared. To say fuck it, that an almost twenty year age difference isn’t that much. That they both deserve to be happy, and they get each other, better than anyone else.

But no one ever came.

“Do my shorts say ‘I’m a whore’ or just ‘I’m a twink’?” Jared asks, standing in front of Jensen with nothing but his shorts on

“They say ‘It’s fucking winter but I want to get pneumonia and die’”

Jared rolled his eyes, giving him the middle finger in the process, before walking towards the dresser.

“Where did this come from?” Jared asked, holding a cherry red zipper hoodie in his hands.

Crap, Jensen forgot about that.

“I bought it, last time we went shopping. It’s, uh, I don’t know, I thought you might like it” He scratches his head, too uncomfortable to even look at Jared.

It was a great idea, and he’s sure Jared loves that hoodie, but given the fact that he kissed him twenty minutes ago, now isn’t exactly the perfect time to give it to him.

“I fucking love it!” Jared says enthusiastically “It’s the best hoodie ever!”

He doesn’t wait before pulling it on, and fuck, it does look good on him, not that Jensen even doubted it would. The white “BABY DOLL” lettering contrasts perfectly with the red of the hoodie, and with his shorts on, it only makes Jared look hotter.

“I can’t believe you bought it for me” Jared says, a little too soft “Thank you”

“I bought you underwear too but I think you’re getting a little too sentimental over a hoodie, don't you think? Jensen asks with laugh, even through he’s a little embarrassed by the whole thing.

“Yeah, but I was with you when we bought the underwear. You picked this out just for me, because you knew I'd like it” Jared says, so softly that Jensen is afraid is heart is gonna pop. Overloaded with too much affection for the boy.

“Glad you like it” He replies, trying to put a stop to the conversation.

Jared, however, doesn’t seem ready to move on. He keeps his focus on the hoodie, tracing the fabric with his fingers and looking at himself in the mirror.

“You know” He says “I’m not mad. About the kiss, I mean”

“I shouldn’t have done it” He hurries to say “I . . . I’m here to protect you. Not to… do that. I just… got caught up in the moment, I guess”

“So you didn’t like it?”

“I-“ Jensen stops when he hears the sound of his mom coming upstairs, and lets go a sigh of relief. For once, he was happy for his mom to be here. “Can we talk about this later?”

“Yeah, sure” Jared says, a little disappointed

Jensen wishes he could just say fuck it and lock himself in the room with Jared until they can figure things out. He needs to apologize, big time. But he also needs to know how Jared feels after the kiss. He wants to be sure that Jared doesn’t feel used, in any way.

But right now isn’t the time.

“Come on, they’ve been waiting for us for long enough”

“Danneel probably told your mom that we were fucking” Jared laughs

“This isn’t funny!” He frowns, opening the door of the room

“Yeah, it is!”

Jared laughs harder, walking past Jensen to get ahead of him, and Jensen takes the opportunity to poke him in the ribs.

His mom sends him a hard stare, but Jensen decides to ignore it, too happy with the knowledge that he didn’t completely fuck up his relationship with Jared.

“Hey mom” He says, a little too cheerfully “We were coming down. You wanted something?”

“Yes, we’re going to the Chrismas Market. Are you guys coming with us?”

“Yeah, I promised Jared we'd go”

“Great” She says, her stare switching from Jensen to Jared “Darling, maybe you should put on something more appropriate. . .for the season I mean. It’s really cold outside”

“No, it’s fine, don’t worry”

“Are you sure? We wouldn’t want you to get sick”

“I have a jacket on” He points out

“I’m not sure that will be enough”

“Well, Jensen will give me his”

“Oh sweetie, I don’t think that will happen”

“Why not?” Jared asks, frowning

“That was Justin’s jacket. He doesn’t let me touch it”

Jensen closes his eyes, his jaw clenching. If thoughts could kill, his mom would be dead right now. Like everything wasn’t complicated enough, now she adds Justin on top of everything.

“He let me wear it” Jared points out, a little offended

“He did?”

“Can we go?” Jensen asks impatiently “I need to warm up the car before we go”

“Sure” His mom says “We will talk about it later”

“Don’t have anything more to talk about” Jensen says, putting his hand on Jared’s hip to make him move “Come on, Jay, let’s go”

Jared follows him without any protest, but he can feel how edgy his body is. Great. Like they needed that.

They put their shoes on, but in a silent mutual agreement, neither of them takes a jacket. The satisfaction of making his mom angry being too strong.

The car is frozen, the windshield completely frosted over. Jensen opens the car door and lets Jared in.

“Aren’t we supposed to scrape the windshield?” Jared asks

“I don’t want to spend an hour on it” Jensen admits “Plus, we’re not in any hurry. I saw the kids throwing cereal at each other”

“Can’t you at least start the car?"

“Come on, it’s not that cold”

“Yeah, it is!” Jared says, pointing toward the windows “We can’t even see what’s outside”

“Are you saying that we should have taken our jackets and that you should have put some real pants on?”

Jared thinks about it for a moment before sliding deeper into the seat. Jensen laughs before doing the same, letting his head fall back.

It’s so quiet, so peaceful, that he could fall asleep right away. The holidays have actually been good for him. He’s been able to sleep, to eat, and to simply rest, much more than he had for years now. He looks and feels better, all that thanks to Jared.

“Was Justin your ex boyfriend?” Jared asks unexpectedly

“Told you I’m not gay nor bi”

“Yeah, but you kissed me so I figured you weren’t that sure about it”

“It, It’s different with you” Jensen says uncomfortably

“Do you… do you think I’m not a boy? Because I wear shorts and panties or some shit like that?”

“What? No!” Jensen defends himself “Stop thinking I’m that much of an asshole. I’m just a regular one”

Jared can’t stop himself from laughing, and instantly, the air in the car warms up. Like a wave of sunshine just hit it.

“So? How am I different?”

“You… I don’t know. You make me feel different. It’s not about you being a boy or a girl, it’s about you being you. It’s… shit, I don’t know Jay, it’s the way you act and how you talk. Hove how you think, too. It’s-like, I feel as if we’re connected. You make me feel more alive than I’ve been for years now. You make me see the world differently”

Jared looks at him without blinking, like he stopped breathing right on the spot. Jensen, on the other hand, can feel a ball in his stomach getting bigger and bigger by second as he realizes what he's said.

“And here I was just expecting you to say I had a cute ass or something like that” Jared says

“You . . . I . . .“ Jensen is so caught off of guard by the joke that he can’t even comprehend it at first. “I- Well, yeah, I don’t think someone needs to be gay or bi to find you attractive” He laughs, still feeling too awkward. “You know, I don’t . . .it’s not sexual. It’s just I've never bonded, with someone like that before. Maybe I shouldn’t have told you that. But I don’t want to lie to you. I want you to know that you can trust me"

“When you say that it’s not sexual, you mean that you don’t find me attractive?” Jared asks, moving a little closer to Jensen

“It means that I won’t do anything like I did this morning ever again”

“Because you don’t want to?”

“Because I don’t want to force it on you”

“But what if . . . what if I want it?” He says, his eyes moving from Jensen’s eyes to his lips “What if I want you to kiss me again? But for real this time?”

“I don’t think it’s a good idea” Jensen admits, his throat so tight that it’s hard to swallow.

Jared is only a few inches away from him now, so close that he can almost feel his breath against his skin. He’s not sure if Jared’s testing his limits, trying to see what Jensen will or will not do, or if he really wants this.

“But you want it. And I want it” Jared says “I never . . . I never wanted someone else like that. The things you feel, I feel them, too. You make me happy, Jensen, and that hasn't happened in so long”

“I don’t want to abuse you, or to. . .“

“You’re not. Whatever it is you think you’re doing, you’re not. But if you don’t . . . If we don’t do this, I think we'll be missing out on something. I . . . I don’t know what will happen between us. If it’s gonna last forever or for one hour, but I know that I want to happen”

“I’m old” Jensen says, almost as a plea for Jared to understand

“I’m almost sixteen. It's legal in a lot of states”

“Yeah, but you’re still a kid”

“Come on Jensen, we both know that it isn’t true” Jared says, a sad smile on his face “Did I read it wrong? Do you really not want this?”

He wants this. He needs this. More than anything, more than everything. Maybe he’ll regret it later, maybe they will both end up suffering for it, but he knows that if he doesn’t do this, he’ll regret it for the rest of his life.

“Whenever you want this to stop, I’ll stop. And I'll still be there to protect you, alright?”

“Yes” Jared throws himself on Jensen’s lap before Jensen can do anything.

He kisses him right away, his lips finding their way to Jensen’s his legs on either side of him. The first touch of their mouths is electric. The whole world around them stops.

Jensen knows how to kiss. He knows what it’s like, how it makes you feel. But he's never had it feel like this. It was never this intense, with any of his previous girlfriends.

Jared’s lips are soft, a perfect contrast with the way he kisses Jensen. With a devotion and hungriness that he never thought possible.

Jensen drags him closer, until their bodies molded together. His hands are moving everywhere from Jared’s hair to his legs, to his ass until he feels Jared grinding against him.

In one swift movement, Jensen rolls them over until he’s on top of Jared. Jared's legs tighten around his waist as he tries to get more friction.

“Shit” Jensen says, moving from Jared’s lips to his neck “You’re perfect”

He doesn’t know if it’s what he says or the way their dicks are moving against each other, or maybe it's the little spot he starts biting on, but either way, a loud moan escapes Jared’s lips, the sound going straight to Jensen's dick making it harden even more

“Mooom, Uncle Jensen and Jared are jumping in the car! You said we couldn’t do that!” Riley yells from outside the car

Jensen jumps away from Jared right away, trying to arrange himself correctly before his sister in law shows up.

“Fucking kids” He complains, pushing down on his dick to try to calm it.

“Yeah” Jared laughs, still short of breath

Jensen own breath is taken away when he looks at Jared.

If depravity had a name, it would be his.

His hair is messy, his cheeks red and his eyes shining with lust and excitement. His lips. His lips are fucking destroyed, swollen and red from all the kisses they shared. His shirt drooping off his shoulder from all the activity.

He was beautiful. Simply beautiful.

“Do I look ok?” Jared asks,

“You’re beautiful,” Jensen admits “Fucking glorious”

Jared blushes furiously, biting his lip to hold back his smile.

“So I should stay in the car?” He asks

“Oh yeah, definitely. They can’t see you like that” Jensen laughs “I'll tell them we’re ready to go. Wait here, ok?”

“Yeah, sure”

Jensen opens the door of the car, ready to step out, but before doing so, he takes Jared by the hand and pulls him towards him so they can kiss again, softer this time.

“I . . . Uh, I'll be right back” He says, clearing his throat

His brothers and sisters in law are already putting the kids in the car, but he can see Shawn looking at him laughing, while Danneel refuses to even meet his eyes.

He should feel embarrassed, and he does, but happiness overwhelms it easily.

Tags : @emmalh2001 @captainsteelandsunshine @servilesammy @mysterioushunters @jaredbootyylecki

#Jensen/Jared #J2 fic #J2 #Mine #Trust in me

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swanqueeneverafter · 5 years

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After The Sunset, Pt.22

Wonderland. Past. A Long Time Ago. (King Arthur, accompanied by a masked knight, travels by torchlight through the darkness on his latest quest. Climbing the steps of a very tall tower, Arthur reaches the top to find no one in sight.) Arthur: (Frustrated, turns to the knight:) "There's no one here. We've been tracking this creature for days and-" Voice: "Why are you here?" (Arthur turns in a circle, searching the darkness for the source of the voice.) Arthur: "I understand you have great power. (The voice giggles:) There's something I need to find." Voice: "Listen to all your silly words. You're jabbering." Arthur: "I've brought more than words today." Voice: "Jabber, jabber, jabber. You're already so afraid, and I haven't even opened the door yet." Arthur: "What door?" Voice: "The one inside your head. Everyone has a door like this, where you keep all your most terrifying thoughts, your greatest fears." Arthur: (Defiant:) "I've encountered dark magic before. You'll have no luck getting inside my head." Voice: (Laughs:) "I'm not worried about getting inside your head. Don't you see? I'm already in there. (Suddenly stood before him:) What are you afraid of, Arthur?" Arthur: "I'm not afraid of anything." Woman: "Not even the feeling of water filling your lungs? (Begins to circle Arthur:) Your father's hands holding you down. The feeling that there's nothing you can do to save yourself. That you are powerless. (Arthur gasps as his memories flood his mind’s eye, immobilising him:) And you don't know what burns more; your father's betrayal or the lack of oxygen in your lungs.” (Just as Arthur begins to pass out, there is an almighty roar from behind him and the masked knight hurls his sword at the woman. The blade embedding itself through the woman’s stomach and into the wall beyond.) Arthur: (Gasping for breath as the masked knight kneels beside him:) “You were right, Lancelot. We should never have come here.” Lancelot: (Removing his helmet:) “If my mother’s blade proves true, it should hold that creature for all eternity.” Arthur: (Glancing back at the impaled woman, nods:) “Good. Let’s get the hell out of here.” (Arthur and Lancelot make their way hastily back down the steps as the creature yells after them.) Wonderland. Past. After The First Curse. (High upon a mountain top, Gothel's coven of witches, including Drizella, convene.) Drizella: (Lowering her hood:) “I have waited so many years for this. (To Gothel:) Thank you for everything.” Rapunzel: (Her hands tied in front of her:) “You finally found a mother figure. You do realize that she's just using you.” Drizella: “You can't control me anymore. Now I'm going to destroy you.” Rapunzel: “How the hell are you going to do that?” Drizella: “By using Anastasia, of course. You never deserved her, you never deserved either of us. I know you killed our father, and now I’m going to make sure you never get what you most desire. I'm going to rip her from your arms forever. Now, stop asking silly questions, and go to sleep.” (Drizella clicks her fingers, magically knocking her mother unconscious.)

The Dark Palace. Night. Present. (Stirring from her slumber, Emma stretches out on the Queen's bed to find herself alone. Lifting her head from the pillows, she looks around until she spots her wife standing by the large bedroom window. Slipping from the bed, wearing only her top and underwear, Emma grabs her jacket before making her way over to Regina.) Emma: (Softly:) "Hey." Regina: (Turning to look at her:) "Hey." Emma: "Can't sleep?" Regina: (Sighs:) "No, I'm just thinking." Emma: "Penny for your thoughts?" Regina: (Smiles:) "Save your money. (Looks back out at the view:) It's so strange being back here." Emma: "We've stayed here before..." Regina: "No, I know, it's just... It's hard to reconcile this place with anything but misery and pain. After all the evil I brought to this land, it's still hard to believe I was able to find my happy ending. (Watches Emma pull on her jacket, scoffs:) Some great prize I turned out to be huh?" (Emma walks over and silently takes Regina's hand, leading her away from the window, towards her full length mirror.) Emma: "I bet when you were alone here plotting your evil schemes, you never took the time to really look at yourself in this thing, did you?" Regina: (Shakes her head:) "I tried not to. There were times I couldn't bear to see the person staring back at me." Emma: (Nods:) "I get that, but that was then and this is now. (Moves Regina to stand in front of the mirror while standing behind her:) Do you know what I see when I look at you?" Regina: (Softly:) "What?" Emma: (While looking at each other through the mirror:) "I see a woman who's soul has been bathed in darkness for a long time. Someone who knows what it's like to have everything ripped away from them and still survive. (Begins to loosen Regina's tie holding her robe closed around her waist. Whispers:) Not only survive, but thrive. (Holding her wife's gaze, Emma's fingertips begins to travel upwards along the silky seams of Regina's robe toward the valley of her breasts. Bringing her hands up to cover Emma's, Regina stares at her wife curiously. Emma smiles, then whispers:) Show me. (Taking Emma's hands in her own, Regina lowers her robe, allowing it to pool at her hips, exposing her breasts to their shared view. As Regina gasps:) Do you see what I see? (Regina shakes her head almost imperceptibly. Emma breathes into her ear:) Lift up the back of your robe. (Emma steps back, giving Regina room as she does as instructed. Lifting the robe above her hips to reveal her black underwear. Emma's eyes drop to admire the view before catching her wife's eyes in the mirror again, her pupils darkened with desire:) Take off your underwear. (Lowering her gaze momentarily, Regina reaches down and slips her underwear down over her hips, inching them to her knees before standing straight and stepping out of them. Raising her eyes to look at Emma:) Drop your robe. (Regina lowers the robe, then reaches for the tie at her waist and releasing it. In the very instant the robe falls to the floor, Regina shivers:) Can you see yourself?" Regina: (Pressing her forehead against the glass, shakily:) "Yes." Emma: "Are you amazed by what you see? (Regina cannot answer, simply too aroused to speak:) What you're feeling in this moment, is how I feel every time our eyes meet, our fingers touch. And when we kiss? (Smiles:) It's all I can do to simply not melt into a puddle of water at your feet. (Trembling with desire, Regina slowly lowers herself to the floor, finally turning from the mirror to face her lover:) You're beautiful, Regina, inside and out. (Kneeling beside her:) And I'm gonna spend the rest of my life making sure you know that and that you believe it. Is that clear?" Regina: (Grabbing Emma by the jacket with shaking hands:) "Yesss. (They share a searing, passionate kiss:) Now, take me." Emma: "Your wish is my command, your majesty."

Storybrooke. Present. Granny's Diner. (Robin storms into the diner and takes a seat at the counter.) Granny: "What'll it be?" Robin: "Milk." Granny: (Snickers:) "Milk?!" Robin: "I said milk! What, am I over-age?" (While Granny goes to fetch the milk, Will enters, taking a seat beside Robin at the counter.) Will: “Look, I know you think I betrayed you, but Alice can look out for herself, she knows how to survive on her own.” Robin: “That doesn’t mean she has to be alone now.” (Will sighs before realising where he and Robin are sitting.) Will: "You know, I did betray someone once. (Robin looks to him:) It was your father." Robin: "My father?" Will: (Nods:) "I used him and his men to steal a looking glass that I'd hoped to give to Alice." Robin: "To free her from the tower? (Will nods again:) But my father caught you?" Will: "Yeah, he did. But he let me go anyway. Your dad told me I'd meet the fate I deserved." Robin: "Was he right?" Will: (Shrugs:) "I never managed to free Alice from the tower, did I?" Robin: "So was that the last time you saw my father?" Will: "No, actually, before the White Rabbit came and took me back to Wonderland, your dad and I sort of buried the hatchet." Storybrooke. Granny's Diner. Past. (Robin Hood plays darts. He misses the target, then drinks as Will enters the restaurant. He sees Robin and tries to leave but Robin stops him with a dart.) Will: (Turns to face him:) “I can explain.” Robin Hood: “No need. (To the waitress:) Another for me. And one for Mr. Will Scarlett.” At The Counter. Will: “I really do want to make amends, you know, for what I did to you and the Merry Men at Sherwood Forest.” Robin Hood: “You nearly got us all killed.” Will: “Nearly. Surely that's worth something?” Robin Hood: “Because of a woman. And where is she now? (Will looks away:) Sorry.” Will: “I chose my path. Sometimes even when you win, you lose.” Robin Hood: “I ever tell you about how I met Marian?” Will: “Only about three dozen times.” Robin Hood: “I stole her father's horse.” Will: “Three dozen and one.” Robin Hood: “I was just a two-bit thief in those days. I didn't even need it. Already had two horses back at the camp.” Will: “And that night, you woke to an arrow pointed at your head.” Robin Hood: “Her family, she said, were poor farmers. The little that they had was held together by that prized steed. I didn't say a word as she rode off that night. And the next day, I returned to her cottage...” Will: “With two of your own horses as a gift to her family. And from that day forward, you never stole for yourself again. From that day forward, you only stole from the rich and gave to the poor.” Robin Hood: “She made me the man I am today, Will. I need to remember that.” Will: “It wasn't easy for her, you know. Living like an outlaw. I asked her once how she gave up everything to be with you. Do you know what she told me?” Robin Hood: “What?” Will: “She said, ‘There's good in him, Will. And when you see the good in someone, you don't give up on them... Especially if they don't see it themselves. And if you're ever lucky enough to find true love, you fight for it, every day.’” Robin Hood: “Do you still believe that? After everything you did for love? Was it worth it?” Will: “Mate, if you find someone you love enough to ruin your entire life for, it's always worth it.”

The Enchanted Forest. Past. Dark Castle. Before The Curse. (Belle is crying in her cell when Rumplestiltskin enters.) Rumplestiltskin: “When you so eagerly agreed to come and work for me, I assumed you wouldn't miss your family quite so much.” Belle: (Gets to her feet, wiping her eyes:) “I made my sacrifice for them. Of course I miss them, you beast!” Rumplestiltskin: “Yes, yes, of course. But the crying must stop. Night after night! It's making it very difficult for me to spin. You know, I do my best thinking then. (Conjures a pillow:) Perhaps this'll help?” Belle: “For me?” Rumplestiltskin: “Not quite so beastly now, am I?” Belle: “Thank you. Maybe now I can actually get some sleep.” Rumplestiltskin: “No, no, no. It's not to help you sleep, dearie. It's to muffle the cries so I can get back to work!” (They hear the sound of glass shattering. Entering the main room, Rumplestiltskin and Belle find a man who wants to steal a magic wand.) Rumplestiltskin: “Are you sure you wanna do this, dearie?” Thief: (Takes hood off:) “Pretty sure.” Rumplestiltskin: “If you don't know how to use that wand, it can do nasty things to you.” Thief: “Well, then... I'll stick to what I know works. Do you know what this arrow can do to you?” Rumplestiltskin: “Has to hit me first.” (Teleports.) Thief: “Shouldn't be a problem. An arrow fired from this bow always finds its target. Don't you just love magic? (Fires the arrow. Rumplestiltskin teleports, but the arrow hits him:) I know I do.” Rumplestiltskin: “As do I! (Pulls the arrow out of his chest, giggling:) But don't you know? All magic comes with a price! And in your case, that's me.”

Wonderland. Recent Past. After The Black Fairy's Curse. (A tower stands isolated in the mountains. The only way to reach it is via a rope bridge which is guarded by the Gatekeeper.) Drizella: (Approaches the Gatekeeper:) "I'm told this is the location that holds the Jabberwocky.” Gatekeeper: “Turn back. No good comes from entering this godforsaken place.” Drizella: “Well I’m fresh out of options. Step aside if you want to live.” Gatekeeper: “You must turn back.” (Drizella uses her magic to send the man flying backwards.) Drizella: “Are you really willing to die to protect this beast?” Gatekeeper: “I'm not here to save it. I'm here to save you.” Drizella: “I appreciate your concern, (Knocks the man backwards onto the bridge:) but as you can see, I can take care of myself.” Gatekeeper: (From the floor as Drizella walks past:) “You're a fool. The only thing waiting in that prison is death.” Drizella: “Death and I have already met. Send him my regards.” (Drizella flicks her wrist, snapping the Gatekeeper’s neck, before continuing towards the tower.)

The Land Without Magic. Present. (Regina and Emma are headed to the airport.) Emma: (Cautiously:) "You know, I'd have been happy to drive." Regina: (Scoffs:) "In that metal coffin on wheels? If I'm going to be at the mercy of some idiot flying us three thousand miles in a contraption that quite frankly doesn't make sense to me, the least I can do is get us there safely." Emma: (Sighs:) "Regina, people have been flying in airplanes for years. Long before either of us were born and yes, I'm including the time you spent frozen during the curse." Regina: "I wasn't frozen, I just didn't age." Emma: "Oh like there's a difference. Besides, statistically you're far safer in a plane than a car anyway." Regina: (Mutters:) "Maybe the way you drive." Emma: "Regina, why didn't you tell me you were afraid of flying?" Regina: "Oh right and have Zelena find out and hold it over my head forever? And I never said I was afraid, just that I hadn't ever done it before." Emma: "Well if you're that worried about it, we could always take a cruise there?" Regina: (Scoffs:) "Don't get me started on cruise ships. Didn't you see Titanic? Let's just get there and I'll figure something out. I'll down some shots and hopefully sleep right through it." Emma: "Woah there, Roni. You're not leaving me on my own for seven hours." Regina: (Sighs:) "Fine. No, you're right, I'm sorry." Emma: "It'll be okay, I promise you. Henry enjoyed his first flight." Regina: "Henry also enjoys roller coasters." Emma: (Thinks:) "You know, Rumplestiltskin was a nervous flyer, but he toughed it out. Are you trying to tell me you can't handle what he could?" Regina: (Shaking her head:) "I know what you're doing, Emma." Emma: (Smiles:) "And... is it working?" Regina: (Pursing her lips:) "Yes." Emma: "Atta girl."

Storybrooke. Chop Shop. (David enters the butcher's shop to find Bo Peep behind the counter.) Bo Peep: “Sorry, lambkins. We're closed.” David: “I need your help.” Bo Peep: “You and me... We ain't friends. I'm not interested. Get out.” David: “You don't have your helpers here with you anymore, Peep.” Bo Peep: “Right. I just have one. (Holds up her cleaver:) Say hello.” Hook: (Entering through the back of the shop, restrains her arm with his hook:) “Don't do it.” David: (David pushes her against one of her refrigerators:) “Now, my grandson's in trouble, and I need to find where he is.” Bo Peep: “How touching. I’m still not interested.” David: “Then you know what I need. Hook, back room. She won't keep it far from her. You're looking for a Shepherd's crook.” Bo Peep: “Hey. Hey! (As Hook exits with the crook:) That's my personal property. Give it up!” David: (Releases her:) “Sorry.” Bo Peep: “Ah, so, in this world, you're a hero?” David: “In this world, I don't have to answer to you. (To Hook:) Let's go find Henry.”

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butchdaydreams · 5 years

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1. How many people have you had sex with?- Exactly one

2. Can you remember the names of everyone you’ve slept with?-Because I have slept with exactly one person, I can very easily remember all of their names :)

3. With whom did you first do the sexytimes? Was it good?- My first time was with my girlfriend at the time and it was just… okay I guess

4. What’s the best sex you’ve ever had?- Probably my last time which was an hour and a half long edging session

5. What’s the worst sex you’ve ever had?- Definitely my first time

6. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve had sex?- I think I’ve only ever had sex in a bed which is real wild of me I know

7. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve masturbated?- Probably in the forest while lying in a hammock

8. Have you ever been caught doing the sexytimes?- Yeah, two or three times actually. We were really bad at remembering to lock the door and her roommate would just walk in. By the end of it, she was just completely unfazed

9. If you masturbate, when did you start, and how?- I think I started kinda young, like 8th grade or so but I don’t really remember how, just that it was about the age I remember it

10. Have you ever been caught masturbating?- Yeah, once or twice but I always had my laptop open and covers over me so I just pretended like I was doing homework and no questions were ever asked

11. How would you describe your sexuality using only adjectives (describing words–busy, fluffy, squishy, etc.)?- Tacky

12. Have you ever been in a queer relationship?- Just one

13. Have you ever been in a straight relationship?- Oh no

14. How and when did you realize you weren’t straight?- I think it dawned on me in 7th grade when I realized that straight girls aren’t supposed to look at other girls butts, but I didn’t know that being gay was a thing until 10th grade

15. Are you out to everyone you know?- Most everyone at school can tell because I’m a butch and thats pretty obvious, but somehow my parents still dont know

16. Where do you meet queer folks to date? Do you find it difficult?- I live in a small conservative town so it can be pretty hard to find a date. My one girlfriend was a friend of a friend that I met over the summer and she just happened to be one of the few gays in town

17. If your parents know about your sexuality, how did they react?- They don’t and I think they are in denial

18. Does your best friend know about your sexuality? How did they react?- She reacted by ceasing all contact and refusing to look at me to this day despite seeing me around campus sometimes

19. Describe your first queer kiss.- It was after the night of my first date and I was too nervous to kiss her so she had to kiss me, except I was so happy that I couldn’t stop smiling and she ended up kissing my teeth and I completely forgot to kiss her back

20. What’s the queerest shit you’ve ever done?- I’m pretty sure having literal gay sex is probably the gayest thing I’ve done

21. Are you happy with your body?- Now that I can present the way I want I’m very happy with my body

22. What’s the raddest part of your bod, and why?- I love my legs because they are kinda muscular, and my rib area is also really attractive

23. What do you do with your body hair (pubes, underarms, legs, etc.)?- Pretty much nothing, I’m boring and lazy

24. Do you have stretch marks? Where?- I have a lot of stretch marks because of my Elhers-Danlos syndrome, and they are basically everywhere. Tummy, hips, legs, arms, chest, back

25. Describe your nipples in too much detail.- One is an innie and one is an outie which is kinda cool

26. (Vagina-owners) Do you have an “innie” (small, tucked-in inner labia), or an “outie” (more visible/larger inner labia)?- Its asymmetrical so both

27. (Vagina-owners) Is it very obvious when you’re turned on (swelling, wetness etc.)?- Oh yes, I am a literal river when I am turned on

30. (Breast-owners) How does the size of your breasts compare? Is one bigger than the other?- I’m a 34D so I’m not sure what that means in comparison to other people

31. Describe your most unusual/taboo fantasy.- I want to edge and then deny a girl for like 3 days in a row before finally giving her what she wants

32. Do you fantasize more about real situations, or imaginary/impossible ones?- Real ones because I like to believe that its actually a thing that could happen to me while I do it. It makes it seem more like something that could actually be happening in the moment which is what I’m after when I fantasize

33. Who’s the oddest person you’ve fantasized about? Mostly its just faceless, generic people

34. Do you ever find yourself fantasizing absent-mindedly, or is it something you do on purpose?- I do both, sometimes I want to set it up in my mind and other times it just happens

35. Do you always fantasize while you masturbate?- Not always but more often then not I do. I’ve never been a fan of visual porn because it all seems so unrealistic, especially the lesbian stuff, so I just make up what I want in my mind

36. When you fantasize, does it usually lead to masturbation?- No, I like to wind myself up and turn myself on and then deny myself the release. Its a fun game I play with myself

37. Have you ever had sex with someone while fantasizing about someone else?- I have not, when having sex I definitely stay in the moment and don’t fantasize

38. Do you have any celebrity crushes that you fantasize about?- I’ve never been one for celebrities

39. Have you ever fantasized about something by accident, and felt weird about it after?- I don’t think so, I’ve never really felt bad about a fantasy

40. Describe your most sexy fantasy.- I’ll just go with my most common one because thats what I can think of at the moment. It usually starts with us getting back to my room, and as soon as the door closes I flip her around and push her up against it to kiss her, my hands sliding under her shirt to grab at her hips and waist. When my thigh slides between her legs she lets out the smallest sigh and whimper, but she needs more and her hands find their way up my shirt, drawing her nails across my back. At this, one of my hands find my way into her hair and pull her head back so that my mouth can reach her neck. I attack her neck until she gets a little louder with her sighs and whimpers, knowing that she is having a hard time holding them back.

I don’t want her to hold them back, I want to hear every ounce of pleasure I am giving her, so this is when I remove my knee and replace it with my hand. I don’t move it, and she sits for a second motionless before grinding down on my hand, desperate to get some sort of feeling through the fabric of both her underwear and her jeans. She can’t though, and it’s not enough, so she pushes me away for a second and fumbles with the button on her jeans, eventually kicking them to the floor before grabbing by hand and forcing it back between her legs.

I want her to want me. I want her to want me and beg for me so I tease her. I keep my movements soft and light over the fabric of her underwear. I relish in the feeling of how wet she is for me and only me. I relish in the sound of her light whining because she wants more, so much more, but I just want to remember the moment and make it last and draw out every feeling of desire and pleasure she is having so that she can feel good for as long as possible. But I am nice too, and I can tell she needs more and she can’t take take this much longer so I move the fabric of her underwear to the side…

And thats all I will give you of that fantasy unless you ask for more :)

41. How do you feel about BDSM?- I’m okay with some things but I’m also very mild mannered to begin with so some like violent things are a pass for me

42. What’s your most unusual kink?- I really……. really like edging and denial

43. In an SM context, do you prefer giving pain, or receiving it?- Probably receiving because again, I am a mild person

44. Do you consider yourself to be dominant, submissive, both, or neither?- Even though I am mild and both dominant and submissive, I tend to lean to the dominant side

45. Describe your most recent bondage experience.- I’ve never actually had one

46. In a BDSM context, have you ever referred to anyone as “daddy,” “mommy,” or any similar term?- I also haven’t done this

47. Do you have a kink for any bodily fluids (pee, saliva, blood, tears, cum, etc.)?- I don’t mind most bodily fluids except saliva makes me queasy, and I wouldn’t ask for any of these things but I’m okay with them if thats what my partner wants

48. Have you ever revealed a kink to someone and had them react negatively?- Most of what I want stays locked in my head :)

49. Do you have any kinks that you’re ashamed of?- I’m not ashamed, I just had no need to tell anyone

50. How much money have you spent on equipment for your kinks (toys, whips, chains, etc.)?- I’ve yet to spend any money on anything, I’m more of a use what I have or use my hands kind of person

51. (Vagina-owners) Do you ever squirt when you come?- I have not

52. Have you ever come solely from penetration (anal or vaginal)?- I haven’t, but if I get really close by other means and then switch to penetration I can do it

53. Can you have an orgasm without your genitals being touched?- I’ve never tried so I don’t really know

54. Describe how you like your genitals to be touched.- I prefer to touch other people but when I am touched I like to be touched with hands rather than toys because it feels more personal to me and its easier to hit my spots with fingers than with toys

55. How sensitive are your nipples? Does nipple play turn you on?- They are actually kinda not sensitive at all so nothing in that area particularly turns me on

56. Do you find it easier to orgasm with another person, or through masturbation?- Masturbation is easier but another person feels sooo much better when I get there

57. Have you ever had an orgasm that you weren’t expecting?- There were a couple where she was trying to edge me and then didn’t stop when I said stop

58. Do you get off easier from rough contact, or gentle?- I do best when it starts out rough and then move to gentle, slow, very light contact

59. What’s the best orgasm you’ve ever had?- The one after an hour and a half of edging, that was a good experience

60. Did it take you a while to have your first orgasm, or were you an early starter?- The first one I had was the first time I tried which is probably why I got hooked

61. Do you enjoy giving oral sex? Why?- I never have but it seems like something I want to do, just the idea of giving a girl pleasure in any way turns me on

62-67. N/A

68. How sensitive is your mouth? Is it an erogenous zone, for you?- My mouth is pretty sensitive but only my lips and nothing inside my mouth

69. Do you like 69ing?- I never have

70. Can you deep-throat?- I cant even brush my back molars without gagging

71-90. N/A

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noonetosmilefor · 5 years

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And another one, thanks to @uneven-odds <3

1. What was the name of the first person you ever had a crush on? Why did you like them? - Uhm Mark Hamill haha. Because he was just so cute in Star Wars haha.

2. What is one thing you regret having done or not done in your life? - Not done: Telling someone how much they really mean to me.

3. Which parent do you identify with the most? - My dad.

4. What do you think you cook or bake the best? - There’s something called the “Nutellastar” and I’m pretty good at baking it haha.

5. If you could change your first name what would it be? - I wouldn’t wanna but if I have to it’d be Marry.

6. Can you hula hoop? - Yes.

7. What embarrasses you the most in front of other people? - Talking about my financial situation.

8. Have you considered running for president? - No.

9. If you had to choose one thing you were most passionate about, what would it be and why? - I AM most passionate about reading duh.

10. Who are you most envious of—real or fictional—and why? - People who have enough money to travel the world at a very young age.

11. Where is the most beautiful place on earth and why? - My garden because it holds so many good memories.

12. Are ghosts real? - Yes.

13. Are aliens real? - Of course.

14. How old is the most expired item in your fridge? - The milk expired today haha.

15. What are your favorite style of underwear? - Don’t have a special one.

16. What’s the saddest song you’ve ever heard? - i don’t know what to say by BMTH is pretty sad to me.

17. How about the sweetest song? - Don’t Mind Me by Walking On Cars.

18. Do you know how to play dominoes? - Yes.

19. What’s under your bed? - Nothing but dust.

20. Have you ever prank called someone? - Yes.

21. 100 kittens or 3 baby sloths? - 100 kittens.

22. Are you proud of what you’re doing with your heart and time right now? - Not really.

23. Why or why not? - With my time I’m okay, but my heart isn’t really okay rn idk why.

24. How many bones have you broken? - I’ve broken each of my arms 4 times.

25. Have you ever won anything? Big or small? - Yes a ski race. It wasn’t that big.

26. If you could buy one material thing, and money was not an issue, what would it be? - A new car.

27. What’s your favorite movie from your childhood? - Edward Scissorhands.

28. What food will you absolutely not, under any circumstances, eat? - Broccoli because I get sick out of it.

29. What’s the best way to comfort you when you’re having a really terrible day? - Make me laugh.

30. Has anything/anyone every saved your life before? - Yes, the doctor have many times when I was little. I had a lot of asthma attacks.

31. Would you ever adopt a child? - No, I don’t think so.

32. What is one thing you’re embarrassed to admit you want to try? - Idk, I’m not embarrassed about it haha.

33. If you were a cake which cake would you be? - Sachertorte man haha.

34. What is the most important material possession you have and why? - My books because I can escape into any world I want.

35. What is the most important memory you have and why? - The one where my father and I did a race to the living room everyday after lunch.

36. When was the last time you cried? - A few minutes ago.

37. How old was your mother when she had you? - 31.

38. Which famous person would you like to be BFFs with? - Tom Holland.

39. Is there something you wish you had said sorry for but never did? - Yes..

40. Have you been on your first date? If so, how did it go? - Yes. It was funny because we later realized it was a date haha.

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vivitalks · 6 years

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thank u @shetootthefloot for tagging me in this like a thousand years ago and i am only just now getting to it lmao

rules: answer the questions + tag blogs you would like to know better.

A: age - sixteen going on seventeen OH MY GOD i have to learn that song and sing it on my birthday i JUST REALIZED THAT

B: birthplace - jerusalem, israel

C: current time - 4:46pm

D: drink you had last - i mean...i think it was water. no, wait, actually? hot chocolate! this morning

E: easiest person to talk to - probably grace @gracecadet but sam and the Lonely Hearts Club are all up there

F: favorite song - well idk about that but i have been playing Death of a Bachelor and House of Memories on my guitar a lot recently so maybe those. it varies

G: grossest memory - lydia’s answer made me remember mine, which was i did a mud obstacle course, and it was as digusting as it sounds

H: hogwarts house - ravenclaw! can i say ravenclaw with a hint of hufflepuff?

I: in love - i am not

J: jealous of people - i try not to be but i feel like that’s an unavoidable emotion. definitely sometimes.

K: killed someone - no? but even if i had why would i say yes to this question? this is kind of a catch-22 i’m using that phrase wrong for lack of a better one

L: love at first sight - not real, that would imply that love is purely physical, while in reality it is almost anything but

M: middle name - bella

N: number of siblings - three! older sister, younger sister, younger brother.

O: one wish - mm, i’m gonna say i wish i wasn’t asexual, but nobody @ me for being full of self-hate

R: reasons to smile - my dog, nice people, ice cream, funny tv shows that make me smile, i’m getting my license next month!

S: song you sang last - death of a bachelor! or it might have been victorious, actually. i’m on a panic! kick

T: time you woke up - it was exactly 7:17 I think or maybe :16, my alarm is set for 7:30 but my clock is fast

U: underwear color - grey but there’s a silver butterfly

V: vacation destination - i have to say new york city here, sorry to be a cliche

W: worst habit - pushing people away when i think they don’t like me, which is usually

X: x-rays - i assume this is asking if i’ve ever gotten one, and i think the answer is no

Y: your favorite food - mac & cheese!

Z: zodiac sign - leo

yall know i don’t usually tag people but i will tag @the-second-to-last-jedi and @pumakittycat

#tag games #things about me #i always forget my goddamn tag #stuff

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robintheghost · 6 years

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Ask me stuff, I have zero interaction with my followers.- Answer all of them lol

MYou’re a blessing dear :D!

1. What is something you always wear, even in the shower? Well, nothing lol2. What is your favorite thing to wear to sleep?Either a boxer or nothing3. What is/was your favorite stuffed animal growing up!My teddy bear, Teddy!4. Have you read any book more than 5 times?Nope, not much of a reader5. How did you feel after your first kiss?Happy I guess, can’t exactly remember the feels :P6. What Tempe of underwear do you prefer?None, don’t wear that brand7. What was the first movie you’ve seen in a movie theater? I’m not sure, the one that first comes to mind is the Dutch film Floris. Going with that as my answer

8. What is your state or country’s minimum wage? ~€1.578,- per month9. What moment in time did you truly feel ‘awe-inspired?’ During my trips to Brazil & Chicago10. What is your least favorite food?MOTHERFUCKING GREEN BEANS. BURN IN HELL, GREEN BEANS.11. What is your favorite constellation and why?Despite liking space, I don’t have a favourite constellation. I’m not paying attention to those lol12. If you could have any hair style you wanted, what would it look like?Curly, but a bit more balanced (my hair grows slightly harder at the middle of my head, sides trail a little bit :P)13. Gold, silver, or bronze accessories? Gold appears more, tho silver looks very classy as well14. Do you have any allergies? To vegetables, however moms doesn’t take that seriously, wonder why xP15. Do you like the smell of cedar wood?Wood does smell nice in general I think16. Shower curtain, or door?Shower glass for us. We used to have curtains. I do prefer those to doors17. Do you wear slippers? Only when going into the garden18. What is your favorite pattern? Minimalistic patterns19. Do you watch any big sports games?Oh yes I do, and the emotional suffering is part of this experience haha 20. Can you play any instruments? No, unfortunately not. I had piano lessons during high school, but I forgot everything21. If you could learn any language that you don’t already know semi-fluently, what would it be?Portuguese, only know the basics of that language22. What is your favorite topic in history class?World War II

23. Do you believe in love at first sight?Wouldn’t say love, but a stepping stone to that level, yes!24. Name one dream that ruined your day when you woke up.Can’t name a specific dream, but probably one which was a fun dream with epic events taking place, and waking up realizing it wasn’t reality25. Have you ever burned yourself?Yes, I have26. Do you own a hair dryer?No, I do have towels xP27. What age did you learn to make toast?At an early age, as croque-monsieur has been a common breakfast/lunch during my younger years28. What color is the mat in your bathroom?Black with grey29. Name something in your bathroom you constantly run out of besides toilet paper.The battery of the electrical toothbrush :P30. What kind of watch do you wear?I don’t wear a watch31. How much did the shirt you’re wearing right now cost?Like €8,- (praise you, AliExpress)32. Are you still friends with anyone from middle school?Yes, I am!33. Do you hope to advance at your current job?Yes, but let’s get the basics under control first (as a junior, there’s still a lot to learn)34. Would you like to marry whoever you’re seeing right now?Not seeing someone currently (insert sad face here), so that’s a no35. Have you ever thought to yourself that you’re the luckiest person in the world? Not really. I have thought I had lucky moments, but never had such luck I felt I could take on the whole world :P36. What is your favorite color to paint your nails?None, I don’t paint my nails :P37. What time of day do you most enjoy looking at the sky?Constantly, the sky is pretty!38. What is your dream vehicle? Ford Mustang39. What was the best thing you ever did for your parents or legal guardians or parent figures? Being born, I’m such a blessing X)40. Have you ever worn a suit?A few times, not my style41. Would you rather make 2d or 3d art?2d, as making art is difficult enough for me I would only cause myself more troubles if I were to add more dimensions lol42. Have you ever made a list of questions for Tumblr?No, but I do run a blog gathering lists of questions. Does that count too :P?43. Do you prefer candles or incense?Candles44. If you marry, would you do a tradition wedding, or get hitched? I’m not sure what is meant with a hitched wedding. Google’s not helping me. But simple answer, I wanna get married one day :P45. What is the weirdest thing you’ve done with binder clips?Closing a bag of chips? I really have no clue lol. Don’t think I’ve done something weird with those things46. Do you still go trick-or-treating? Halloween’s never been big here. Must’ve been in my youth, when there were some activities in the neighbourhood. Not a lot has happened in my part of the town in the last decade47. Have you ever won a costume contest?Nope, sorry to disappoint :P48. What is something you’ve done every summer for as long as you can remember?Wake up incredibly late X)49. So you touch things for no reason?Yes, I’m a curious little fellow with the spirit of a little kiddo X)50. Do you eat candy corn?No, I don’tThank you very much Legolas!

#Answered #MaddyHyper #😎#Thank you for blessing my inbox!#Such a blessing in general :D

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namguksbabyy-blog · 6 years

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Sugar Rush - Jimin oneshot

Writers note: the inspiration for this fic grew after seeing Jimin’s mv for Serendipity where he was basically a ball of playfull fluff and intrigued my feelings for him ;; And after writing this fic he became my BIAS WRECKER and now I cannot stop cooing at Jimin whenever I see him or cannot stop screaming whenever he dances seductively. So basically I have become a huge mess. I am sorry for the mess that is this fic. However, please enjoy it if you are into Jimin being needy and clingy and playing with you in more ways than one.

Description: A rated, kinky, filthy, smutty oneshot with hybrid!Jimin, 9073 words

It was that time of the year again: birthday time. The day where you grow a year older, think about your achievements from past year and realize that you still don't feel your age at all and wonder when the hell you will grow up and be seen as an adulting adult. Unfortunately, in a few hours’ time, it would be your 25th birthday. You lived alone and had a few good friends from work, your previous friends from university all having different plans and ideas with their own lives and realizing you don't fit with them and their ideologies at all, so you had to start all over again after finishing university last year.

You really liked being alone, it gave you the opportunity to plan ahead and make your own schedules according to your preferences, so you weren’t bored one bit and were able to relax as well. Your new friends from work knew your personality as well and respected that luckily. They also knew that you are a bit too structured with everything and rarely do something weird out of the blue. So they always send you outlandish presents for your birthday; you have had several unique musical instruments, tickets to strip clubs (which you hid away to never look at it again; however secretly wondering what the experience would be like) and even a freaking purple vibrator which scared the heck out of you.

So you were actually afraid of what they would send you this year. Around midnight you were talking to your mom on the phone, she was wishing you happy birthday beforehand because she knew you would sleep early anyways. She always sang you songs in her beautiful screeching voice which would make you laugh every single time. After that was finished you put on your pajama's and made yourself ready to go to sleep.

Suddenly your doorbell rang and you quickly checked the time on your phone. It was 00:00, exactly midnight. ‘’Who on earth could this be?’’ you muttered to yourself. No one ever came at your door unannounced, not even your mom. And certainly not at this time. Everyone who knew you understood that you never opened the door to unknown people. You stood frozen in your bedroom, the front door being right next to it.

A couple of minutes later the doorbell rang again and this time the person started knocking as well, and you could hear slight weeping noises and scratches against the door. That made you think about the option of a dog or cat being outside. You suddenly got very confused and as the knocking kept going on and on and the weeping became louder. You hurried yourself to the peeping hole, but you couldn't see anything, unfortunately. ‘’Please, let me inside? I'm so cold...’’ you heard someone softly whimper. With a shaky sigh, you opened the door just a bit and were surprised at what you saw.

A boy- or a man, you weren’t completely sure, in denim shorts to his knees, red converse shoes and a huge yellow sweater stood in front of you, him being just a head and a half taller than yourself. His hair was dirty blonde and frizzy, and he had a gorgeous cute face with thick lips and beautiful eyes. He smiled brightly at you and you could see a slightly crooked front tooth which just added to his overall adorableness. He looked like a normal kid to you, until you saw something wiggling between the strands of fluffy hair on his head. You could see a pair of ears wiggling back and forth on top of his head and he extended his hand, which looked more like a cute sweater paw with a couple of fingers attached to it. You carefully grabbed his fingers which were cold yet soft.

‘’Hello, my name is Jimin and I'm your birthday present’’ he said in a shy, soft voice. You gasped a little and shook his hand. ‘’Hello, I'm y/n, uhm, please come in? You're a bit cold I think’’ you said hesitantly, not sure if all of this was a prank. He smiled gently at you and stepped inside. He took his shoes off and started shivering slightly. You closed the door and mentally thought about how on earth you should prepare a place for him to sleep and stay for an unknown period of time. You led him into the living room and he quickly sat down on the couch with his legs pulled up, hugging them tightly. You sat next to him and he immediately came closer to you, his body seeking your body warmth. You stiffened at that and held your breath, his own scent of sweet candies and strawberries wafting upon you immensely.

‘’Here is a letter from your friends which I was instructed to give to you,’’ he explained, fishing a letter out of his sweater and handed it to you. You took it from him and opened it, while he literally cuddled up to you. ‘’Uhm, shall I give you a blanket or something? It seems you are very cold,’’ you proposed, getting a bit worried at his shivering. ‘’Just read the letter, then you will understand a bit better,’’ he said sleepily, putting his head on your shoulder. You could feel one of his ears softly wiggle against your hair. You mentally freaked out because this never happened to you. It was the first time a guy came so close to you. And his scent was too addictive. For a moment you thought you were dreaming, but feeling him breathe softly next to you made you realize that all of this was very real.

Dear y/n,

First of all; HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! You have yet become a year older and we know you're the half of 50 already, gosh you're getting old girl! The one who gave this to you is Jimin, he is a hybrid between human and a puppy. His human counterpart is 22 years old and his puppy counterpart is in its teen years. The reason why we gave him as a present to you is that you are always alone and you need some loving too sweetie.

Hybrids are very in the upcoming right now and they all need warm and loving homes instead of cold shelters. So we looked into it and found Jimin for you! :)

He needs loads of cuddles, hugs, and kisses since he was abused when he was very little. He doesn't remember much of it but unconsciously he needs a lot of affection. The shelter he grew up in didn't give him enough love and now he constantly needs it. So he is probably cuddled up to you now. Oh, he can be a bit naughty as well when he warms up to you after a while. Well, we all wish you a very happy birthday and enjoy!!!

With a slight sigh you looked at your side and saw Jimin napping quietly on your shoulder, the shivering a bit less than before. ‘’Jimin, are you hungry? Would you like to take a shower or something?’’ you asked softly. His ears twitched at the sound of your voice and almost on command his stomach grumbled. With a blush on his cheeks, he lifted his head and held his stomach, looking a bit shy. ‘’Could I have something to eat, please? I eat human food too so don't worry about that,’’ he explained with a twinkle in his eyes. You smiled at him before quickly getting up to heat up some food in the kitchen, but once you got up you heard a loud whimper coming from Jimin.

He pouted and stretched out his arm because your warmth was leaving him. Your heart fluttered a bit at that, this kid was really too cute. ‘’How about you take a nice hot shower while I prepare your food?’’ you said, gesturing him to come with you. He nodded and quickly rose up to get some towels with you. ‘’Do you have any pajama's or clothes with you?’’ you asked him, seeing he only had a plastic bag with some clothes. He shook his head and smirked a bit. ‘’I don't wear any clothes when I sleep,’’ he said, scratching his head cutely. Your eyes widened at that and you quickly cleared your throat, pretending you didn't quite catch that. You gave him some towels and explained how the shower worked.

As you were heating up some soup and leftovers from today, you heard him softly sing a song with a beautiful melody. It was in a language you didn't recognize, but you understood the 'let me love and touch you' parts in English. You set up the table and saw it was already nearing 1 am. The water stopped running and you heard the door open. All of a sudden a very wet Jimin stood in the living room with nothing but a towel around his hips, his lean body very much visible with a soft cute tummy. ‘’Ah, the food is done?? Yes, I'm so hungry!’’ Jimin exclaimed, running towards the table. He then sat down and quickly inhaled whatever food which was available on the table.

‘’Be careful Jimin, don't eat too quickly, your stomach might hurt’’ you said laughing while blushing immensely because he was literally half-naked in front of you. He looked up from his plate and nodded excitedly. You tried very hard not to ogle at his arm muscles or lean back muscles while he was hunched over and eating. 'He must have been very hungry if he has such an appetite at this hour' you thought, feeling sorry for Jimin. He quickly finished his food and went to your bedroom, you had already prepared a sleeping place for him on another mattress. Suddenly he took off his towel while his back was to you and started stretching, you gasped and turned around in shock.

‘’Ehm, Jimin, you might want to put on some underwear or something? I'm not used to this much freedom!’’ you said with a nervous chuckle. You heard slow footsteps coming towards you and you felt a chin resting on your shoulder while his front was glued to your back. His arms were relaxed around your waist but you weren’t relaxed at all. You could feel literally everything and freaked out when you felt something slowly hardening against your lower back.

‘’Don't wanna’’ he mumbled softly in your ear, his warm breaths hitting the side of your neck repeatedly. ‘’L-let’s get you to bed, o-okay? You must be really tired,’’ you suggested, trying to grab his arms gently. He moaned a little and let loose of you unwillingly while yawning a little. You willed yourself not to look down and quickly led him to his bed which was a mattress on the floor across your bed. You had remembered to turn on the floor heating for him. He had put on a pair of boxers and nothing more than that in the meantime.

He pouted a little again and tapped his own cheek softly. ‘’Can I get a goodnight's kiss, please?’’ he asked while tilting his head with his ears waggling around, his fluffy hair almost dry now. He looked at you with such cute puppy eyes that you couldn't resist his simple request. You held on to his shoulder and stood on your toes to reach his face. You quickly pecked his cheek and you could see him smile brightly, obviously happy because he got a kiss from you.

‘’Thank you, y/n, you're very sweet and kind-hearted. I am very happy to be here with you’’ he said softly before kissing your cheek as well. You smiled and ruffled his hair, making him blush as well. You climbed into your own bed and turned off the lights, hearing Jimin making himself comfortable between the thick blankets. After a while, you had almost fallen asleep until you felt some soft nudging against your arm and someone whining cutely next to your face.

You quickly woke up and with the moonlight shining through the window you could see Jimin next to your bed on his knees, his eyes watery as if he had cried moments before. He sniffled a little and quickly wiped his face. ‘’What happened Jimin, did you have a bad dream? Are you hurting somewhere?’’ you asked worriedly. He quickly shook his head. ‘’I-I feel cold and lonely in that bed, could I sleep with you please?’’ he asked with big eyes, his hands grabbing your blanket tightly. You quickly thought about the consequences if you would say yes.

He would probably cuddle up to you, only wearing boxers and probably not understanding that this could be considered as something intimate. At the same time, you realized that he really needed a lot of warmth and affection, especially after what he has been through. With a sigh, you nodded and he happily climbed into your bed, quickly sliding into your blankets as well, his front to your back as you laid on your side. He nuzzled his face into your hair and you could feel a pair of arms around your waist loosely, his legs intertwining into yours.

He had now completely stuck himself to you and you swallowed nervously, feeling a bit self-conscious. ‘’You're so soft and warm, y/n, it's wonderful to hug you and sleep with you,’’ he mumbled sleepily. He took a long inhale and exhaled through his mouth, sending up tingles up your neck on feeling his warm breath and his cold limbs instantly feeling warmer. Because you felt tired too, you fell asleep quicker than you ever had in your life, with Jimin hugging you tightly from behind.

In the morning you woke up to soft breaths hitting your face. Feeling a bit disoriented and in that state of being half-awake and half-asleep, you wondered where the breaths came from. you slowly opened your eyes and saw Jimin laying next to you with a slight blush on his cheeks, still deeply asleep. His arms were still around you just like his legs. And he was definitely warmed up as you saw droplets of sweat on his forehead.

You tried to get out of bed by turning around slowly, however, once you turned around, Jimin was quick to notice that you were trying to leave. To your horror, you saw his boxers on the floor, next to the bed. ‘He must have taken it off in his sleep, the little rascal’ you thought, slightly panicking because this meant he was currently laying naked in your bed. Stark naked. No man had ever slept in your bed or been in your bedroom for crying out loud and now there was a cute yet seductive hybrid boy/man sleeping in your bed. You felt a pair of arms tightening around your waist and pulling you backward. ‘’Please don’t go, I need you’’ Jimin murmured softly in a husky voice as he pressed his body against your back.

With a gulp, you tried to loosen his arms. ‘’Jimin, I need to go to the bathroom really badly, could you please let go? I promise I will come back’’ you asked, feeling something hard prodding against your back. That was definitely his morning wood right there. ‘’Promise?’’ he asked, and you could only imagine the cute pout he was having on his face right now. You hummed your answer and, fortunately, he let you go. You quickly jumped out of bed and tried not to look back, unsure if he was fully covered with the blankets. After a mini freak out session in the bathroom, you returned to the bedroom, however when you wanted to enter, you heard soft noises coming from the room.

Small whimpers and whines came from the room, along with a skin-on-skin sound which eerily sounded like- ‘’Fuck, oh please, it feels so good, please, I really need this,’’ Jimin moaned to no one in particular as the stroking sound sped up. You quietly turned your head around the corner and peeked into your room, gasping at the sight you were currently seeing.

Jimin had thrown off the blankets and you could see his entire uncovered body, including the small hand which was stroking his cock furiously. His fingers barely encompassed his cock, yet he was rock-hard already and you could see he was blessed in length as well. He was gasping and moaning loudly as you saw his slightly toned abs tensing up while he increased the speed with his hand on his cock. A few clear droplets of precum were visible on his reddened head and threatened to spill over on his hand. He had already begun to sweat a bit, his face and chest glistening with a couple of drops.

You felt a pang of sudden arousal hitting you in the lower belly as you observed the incredibly erotic scene in front of you. You had to resist the urge to touch yourself as well, not wanting to let him know you were there and therefore revealing yourself. However, his little gasps and moans also increased in volume and urgency, and the way his back arched off the mattress beautifully made you bite your lip and swallowing down a moan in your throat.

He was breathing out a name softly while his hand encircled the red, swollen head of his cock, spreading the precum all over it. You had to focus on his voice in order to hear the name, and to your shock, he was whispering your name. ‘’Y/n, please touch me, I said I needed you, right?’’ he mumbled, being so aroused at that moment, he probably wasn’t aware of what he was saying.

‘’Fuck,’’ you muttered under your breath, a hand slowly gliding down your pajama pants. You just had to at least rub yourself through your underwear because you couldn’t hold it anymore. He was being too unfair with his double-sided personality, being ridiculously cute and clingy one moment and rubbing his cock against you the next. You started rubbing yourself through your underwear on your clit in the same rhythm his hand was stroking his cock, starting to gasp needily yourself.

Your other hand clasped around your mouth, trying not to be too loud in order not to startle him. However he was too indulged into his own pleasure, low husky groans escaping his throat through this thick, red lips. His eyes were staring at nothing and you could see he was far gone already. On hearing a particular needy groan, you doubled over as the pleasure suddenly increased, your fingers furiously stroking your wettened panties. You had let a moan escape your mouth, not being able to stay quiet anymore, ‘’Y/n, please, let me fuck you, I promise it’ll be good, please please please,’’ he started begging in a husky voice, his watering eyes suddenly meeting yours as he noticed your presence at the door opening.

‘’I-I, fuck, Jimin, why-,’’ you started saying, but he started smirking and biting his lower lip after licking it slowly with his pink tongue. That is what made you come hard in your panties, falling on to your knees as your fingers went haywire on your clit. On seeing you come, he also came hard, his hips thrusting harder into his hand and with a small shout, he shot his white cum all over his lean stomach, soiling your sheets a little bit as well.

‘’Whoops, sorry y/n, I think I dirtied your bed a little,’’ he said softly out of breath with a slight chuckle, covering his face with his other hand. ‘’You little-,’’ you started, but quickly swallowed your words because you couldn’t bring yourself to become mad at him. He had already curled up to his side, pulling his legs up and making the cum on his stomach drip onto the sheets. ‘’Did it feel nice? I feel really good now, really needed that,’’ he mumbled sleepily, the strenuous exercise tiring him out again.

‘’Jimin, please take a shower so I can clean the bed, please,’’ you asked, slowly retrieving the hand from your pants with a blush adorning your cheeks. ‘’Can I taste you, please? I bet you taste lovely,’’ he asked cutely, his unsoiled hand sleepily reaching out towards you. His ears started wiggling a bit, getting excited about the prospect of being able to taste your cum.

You gasped a little at his question, your mouth opening and closing like a fish out of the water, trying to think of an appropriate answer. ‘’Please? I am so curious,’’ he started whining a little, his cute hand opening and closing. You had to collect yourself and try not to pass away from a heart attack because this boy was seriously killing you with his cuteness, still wondering how on earth he could switch so easily from being seductive to a hurt puppy asking cutely to taste your freaking cum.

You didn’t know what you were doing when you stoop up and walked over to your bed, his eyes looking expectantly at yours. He then scooted forward and pulled your pants and underwear down, acting too quickly in order for you to react to it. Before you could say anything, he had already pulled you towards him and his warm tongue started licking your lower lips, quickly collecting the drops of warm cum already dripping down your legs. The way his warm lips encompassed your labia made you gasp out loud and as a reflex your hands entangled in his hair, unconsciously rubbing his ears as well.

That made him groan out loud, the vibrations going through your pussy, enhancing the pleasure even more. He started licking softly at your labia and clit, softly humming and stroking your hips and the upper part of your thighs. He even slightly pinched your butt cheeks whenever you moaned. ‘’You taste so good, like really good, you taste like cherries,’’ he murmured against your labia, his eyes looking up towards you as his tongue slowly darted out to lick you again.

You moaned loudly and accidentally grabbed his ear too hard, making him growl lowly, adding up to your increasing arousal. You had just cum but were quickly hurled towards a second climax again when his lips started sucking on your clit as if it was a sweet candy. You couldn’t say anything anymore, his name the only thing coming out of your mouth that actually made sense. His eyes were urging you to keep looking at him, seeing how he ravished you with his mouth, tongue, and lips which felt like heaven and hell at the same time.

‘’Jimin, Jimin I- I think I’m gonna-,’’ you tried to bring out, nearing towards the imminent edge of your second climax quicker than ever before. ‘’Then come baby girl, come on my face, I’ve got you,’’ he said huskily with a smirk, attacking your clit with a growl after saying those filthy words while looking up at you with half-lidded eyes. You screamed as he licked you into your second climax, your hips rolling into his face as he helped you through it, his tongue licking up your cum again.

After a while he had licked you dry and gently released you from his addictive mouth, his hands softly stroking your thighs. ‘’Jimin, fuck, why did you do that,’’ you managed to bring out while collecting what was left of your sanity, softly stroking his head in the meanwhile. He leaned into your hand and whined a little, seeming a bit shy to explain himself.

‘’I just really wondered what you taste like, you are so kind and nice to me the entire time, so I wanted to thank you’’ he explained, looking at you with soft eyes. Dear gosh, if this was his usual way of thanking you, you would probably die of too many orgasms within a week or two, if you were lucky. ‘’That is really sweet of you, I really enjoyed it Jimin, but I also accept a genuine ‘’thank you’’ as words, I don’t think I can survive this on a daily basis, to be honest’’ you said while blushing and pulling up your pants and underwear. Jimin helped you a little too with a cute smile, but you could see he was slowly drifting away into a nap again.

‘’Jimin, please go take a quick shower while I clean the bed’’ you asked, blushing on seeing his cock soften slowly. He hummed and made himself get up to stumble towards the bathroom, his sweet scent reaching your nostrils, making you feel a bit dizzy. You shook your head and changed your sheets, quickly putting them into the washing machine before the cum dried completely. When you had put on fresh sheets on the bed, Jimin had already finished washing.

‘’It’s your turn now y/n, I left the water running for you’’ he whispered into your ear as he hugged you from behind, only wearing a towel around his waist again, his arms winding around your waist quickly while his nose nuzzled your neck. ‘’You smell like roses, I really love roses’’, he murmured, inhaling your scent deeply. ‘’T-thank you Jimin, I’ll quickly go shower now’’ you said, trying to prevent a way to a possible third orgasm by escaping his arms and running towards the bathroom. You heard Jimin chuckle cutely and quickly closed the door.

After finishing your bathroom routine, you found Jimin already dressed up in your room, sitting on your bed while scrolling through his phone. ‘’There is this cute café down the street where we could breakfast and coffee, can we go there y/n?’’ Jimin asked with a twinkle in his eyes. You nodded with a smile, quickly changing into a cute flowery dress while he ogled you sneakily but hungrily as you changed clothes. You realized he had already seen you almost naked and probably wouldn’t turn around anyway, trying to peek through his fingers.

‘’You look really pretty in that dress y/n, it’s perfect for you’’ he said shyly, standing up to admire your beauty from up close. ‘’Please let your hair loose, it suits you very well’’ he commented, releasing your hair from the ponytail you had diligently made. His fingers stroked the strands of your hair, making it fall on your shoulders softly. He smiled upon seeing your blushing face and stroked your cheek. ‘’There you are, my beautiful princess, I think it’s time to go’’ he said while grabbing your hand, the two of you leaving your apartment with intertwined hands.

You were walking outside and enjoyed the rays of sunshine on your skin, the scent of sweet candies slowly reaching your nose as Jimin walked closely beside you. You looked up at him and were amazed at his side profile which was handsome as well. He turned his head to you and smiled gently, his cute crooked tooth slightly coming through his smile.

‘’What is wrong y/n? Did you want to say something?’’ Jimin asked, squeezing your hand a little tighter. You shook your head as you continued walking. This wouldn’t be the right time to ask what happened to him before he came to you. ‘’We’re nearing the café! It’s right over there’’ you said after a while, pointing at it with your finger. The two of you entered the café, which was luckily not too busy. Jimin nearly ran to the counter, ogling at all the sweet cakes, muffins and cupcakes which were presented in a delicious way. That made you giggle a bit, he was definitely still a kid at heart.

‘’Hello! Welcome to our Flower Café, would you already like to order?’’ the barista asked as she stared at him with a blush and then at you. She was obviously struck by his handsomeness as well. ‘’Oh I am still looking, it’s too difficult to make a choice right away, I want everything to be honest! Maybe y/n already knows what she wants?’’ he exclaimed, making you giggle again. ‘’Oh are you two together?’’ the barista asked with a slightly disappointed timbre in her voice, looking at you in a made-up sweet way.

You nodded slightly, but Jimin immediately hugged you closer to him from the side and sweetly kissed your temple. ‘’Yes we are together, it’s her birthday today too! So she gets to pick first’’ Jimin explained cutely. ‘’Uhm, I would like to have a white chocolate latte and a strawberry cheesecake please!’’ you said, looking at Jimin in order for him to voice out his order. ‘’I want a cappuccino and the following sweets-‘’ he started and listed off at least five different pancakes, tarts, and cupcakes, wondering if he would be able to finish it all. ‘’Jimin, wouldn’t your stomach hurt if you ate that all?’’ you whispered to him, looking at him worriedly. He cutely shook his head. ‘’It’s for you too silly, and we can just bring it home if we can’t finish it all’’ he said, slightly squeezing your shoulder reassuringly.

The two of you then sat down and started eating the pancakes which were deliciously warm and sweet. ‘’’Why is this so good!’’ Jimin exclaimed in an exasperated voice with his mouth full, making you laugh out loud. ‘’I don’t know, it must be the pounds of sugar and butter which goes into these pancakes’’ you said, placing a pancake with strawberries on his plate. ‘’These are really sweet and nice, but your cum this morning was even better, to be honest’’ he whispered with a wink while leaning forward, making sure no one but you would hear him.

‘’Jimin!’’ you said, not expecting these words from him in a public place. ‘’What’s wrong y/n? Am I making you shy? You definitely were not shy when I was licking you dry’’ he continued, causing the blush on your face to grow. You slightly slapped his shoulder, trying to make him stop uttering all these filthy words. ‘’Please stop, this is not the right place-‘’ you tried to say but swallowed your words at his next action.

He swiftly leaned towards his plate while keeping eye contact with you and darted out his tongue, quickly licking up the syrup with his thick tongue and then grabbing a pancake with his teeth and lips, grabbing the other side with his fingers. He then took a big bite and started chewing as if nothing happened, making you look shocked and your panties wet a little bit again. ‘’Is something wrong y/n? Why aren’t you eating?’’ he asked demurely as if he didn’t try to seduce you yet again.

‘’T-too much sugar I think, maybe I need something salty’’ you stuttered, trying to calm your heartbeat. He then smirked and leaned forward yet again, making it seem like an intimate moment between a couple. ‘’Well, if you were a bit more curious this morning, you could have tasted my cum as well, which is a bit salty too. Trust me, I have tasted it before and I would love to share’’ Jimin whispered while placing a strand of hair behind your ear and stroking your cheek lovingly. That caused your pussy to throb needily a couple of times and you needed to look away from him while collecting whatever was left of your sanity.

‘’Maybe we should go home Jimin, I don’t think we can finish all of this food right here’’ you said nervously, trying to change the subject. He only smirked and asked for someone to pack it all up. As the two of you walked out of the café, Jimin with a big smile and you with a red face, he brought you to a nearby park in order to finish your drinks, sit down a little and enjoy the weather outside. ‘’It’s beautiful here’’ you said with a smile, looking at a couple of cute little birds hopping around a tree, trying to look for food.

‘’I love parks too, as a kid, I couldn’t be outside very often, so that’s why I enjoy it even more now’’ Jimin said, showing a bit of his past. You nodded understandingly and grabbed his hand tightly. ‘’Whenever you want to go outside, just let me know and I can try to look for new places in order to enjoy the sun and nature’’ you said with a smile, enjoying the excited twinkle in his eyes as you talked. He nodded excitedly and reached for a bag he had brought along with him when you left your apartment together.

‘’This is a gift for you, sorry that I couldn’t prepare more, but I was a bit short on time and I didn’t know you well enough’’ he said shyly as he handed the small bag over to you. You took the bag, amazed at the fact he even prepared something for you, while he barely even knew you 24 hours. ‘’T-thank you so much Jimin, I really didn’t expect this! Like really, you keep surprising me’’ you said, carefully grabbing the package which was inside the bag. It was wrapped in a velvet colored wrapping paper which you undid with your fingers. A rectangle shaped, black box came out of that and you opened it carefully.

You gasped as you saw what was inside. It was a beautiful yet simple necklace, with an elegant golden colored heart as a charm. ‘’I hope you like it y/n, let me put it on for you’’ he said shyly, grabbing the necklace and sitting behind you, putting your hair on one side while softly stroking your neck. He put the necklace around your neck and clicked it shut, re-arranging your hair neatly. With tears brimming your eyes you hugged him tightly. ‘’Thank you so much again, it looks beautiful and it’s very sweet you brought this for me, I appreciate it a lot’’ you murmured into his neck, inhaling his scent deeply. He hugged you tightly as well, his strong arms encompassing your body warmly.

After a couple of moments, you separated yourself from him and took a deep sigh. You still couldn’t believe where this hybrid between an angel and devil came from, but you would make sure to appreciate each and every moment of it. ‘’The best gift is having you here with me though, you made me experience and feel things I did not know of yet, and make sure I enjoy it too, so thank you for that’’ you confessed quietly, unable to meet his eyes.

He slowly lifted your head by holding your chin in between his finger and thumb, smiling gently at you. ‘’Part of that is my natural instinct, and part of that is because I really like you y/n, you should know that you deserve to feel pleasure and be pleasured, there is no shame in enjoying it. And you look really cute when I make you blush with my words’’ he said with a smirk, enjoying the way you became a bit shy again. ‘’Now, shall we go home? I have a lot more presents for you!!’’ he said excitedly, grabbing the bags and your hand as well, pulling you with him.

It had already become a bit dark when you arrived at your apartment, you had bought him some necessities and clothes since he didn’t have any and he looked so happy as if it was his birthday instead. ‘’You are’’ he said between kisses ‘’the best y/n’’. He suddenly pulled you into the living room and sat you down on a comfy chair, letting your arms rest on your legs. ‘’Are you ready for your next surprise?’’ he asked with a smirk. You gulped, happy that your clothes at least were still on but a bit apprehensive for his next move. He grabbed his phone and seemed to look for something.

After a while, he let a song play, one that had a seductive R&B sound with a soothing voice crooning out lyrics that made you blush. He started moving his body slowly, incorporating a lot of body rolls with swift moves in between, leaving you in awe of the way he moved his body so effortlessly. He then slowly started to roll his hips, making you gulp nervously, and he had the audacity to look you straight in the eyes and bite his lower lip while touching his inner leg, slowly creeping up to his bulge which was starting to tent from his pants.

You had to look away because suddenly the air became thick and you didn’t know if you could handle this any longer. Just when you thought you couldn’t get any more aroused, he advanced towards you, gently stroking your face while mouthing the filthy lyrics to you. His hands left your body, making you unconsciously lean towards him, only realizing afterward what you were doing.

He chuckled a little but quickly pushed you back into the chair gently. He then straddled your lap while putting his arms around your neck, his nose softly touching yours. Your breath left your lungs when he started rolling his hips into yours slowly, his bulge touching your core directly with only a few layers of clothes separating the two of you. You put your hands on his back, not knowing if you could push him closer or grab his shirt in the heat of the moment. When his own breathing sped up, you grabbed his back and pushed him closer to you. Your legs spread a bit as well in order to give him more space.

‘’Good girl, you’re adjusting so well to me, I bet you are soaking right now, hm?’’ Jimin whispered into your ear after giving it a playful bite. You could only whimper as you didn’t trust your own voice. You just hope you wouldn’t soak the chair because it would be impossible to clean. However, the way Jimin rolled his hips into you quickly made you forget about all of your worries and you wouldn’t mind if the world would end like this.

He leaned backwards a bit to take off his shirt, and once again you were mesmerized by the way his body looked like. He faced you again, his lips reaching out to yours seductively, however whenever you would try to connect your lips together, he would pull back with a smirk, making you chase him playfully. He even would disconnect your hips for a while, making you yearn for more. ‘’Jimin, please, I need you’’ you moaned when he leaned back for the umpteenth time. He only chuckled as he finally, finally, kissed you passionately while holding your face gently. The feeling of his lips on yours made you feel warm inside, the tingly feeling spreading quickly towards the place where your hips connected.

He then separates himself from you, making a sound as if he was hurting somewhere. You quickly tried to look at his face, trying to think if you suddenly moved your knee or something. ‘’Jimin, are you okay? Can you tell me what happened?’’ you asked worriedly, stroking his hair gently. He started breathing heavily and he suddenly felt very hot and feverish while his skin became red and sweaty.

‘’Jimin, you are burning up sweetie, come lay down in bed while I find you some painkillers’’ you said, trying to push him off of you so could take care of him. Maybe it was a bit too chilly outside in the evening, you didn’t know how the immune system of hybrids worked but you could imagine the could be more sensitive to sudden weather changes. He whimpered as the two of you stood up, his head leaning on your shoulder as you guided him to your room. You made him lay down in your bed with the covers tightly around him as you looked for your thermometer.

‘’39,5 degrees Celsius, oh my god I think I need to get you to a hospital!’’ you said in a panicked voice after measuring his body temperature. ‘’No, that’s not necessary, I don’t feel sick, just very hot and warm’’ he said in a soft voice, the sweat already breaking out on his skin. ‘’Are you sure? Does your breathing hurt, or does it hurt when you go to the bathroom?’’ you ask, trying to find out if he had an infection going on somewhere. He shook his head and whimpered whenever you tried to leave him.

‘’I’m just going to get you some water and painkillers, I’ll be right back’’ you said, trying to calm him. When you came back he had stripped down to his boxers and had thrown the blanket on the floor, you could clearly see his bulge protruding from his boxers, the tip peeking out the elastic band on his hips. The clothes on the floor were drowned in his sweat and you were seriously panicking right now. You made him take the medicine and quickly called one of your friends who also lived together with a hybrid.

‘’Oh hello y/n! Happy birthday to you!! Are you enjoying your present yet?’’ she said in a happy voice once she picked up the phone. ‘’Can you tell me quickly what I should do when a hybrid is literally burning up and sweating like he has a huge fever going on? It literally came out of nowhere!’’ you exclaimed as you talked through the phone in your living room, hearing whimpers and moans coming from your bedroom.

‘’Ah, could it be that he is experiencing his first heat? The first ones are always the most intense, when Jungkook had his first one he was untameable. I couldn’t leave the house for a week’’ she explained making you feel confused. ‘’Heat? Is that the puppy part of him going into heat? Gosh, what should I do? How can I help him?’’ you asked in a confused way, the sounds from your bed becoming louder by the minute. ‘’Well, it seems like he really needs you y/n, so if I were you I would go to him and you will found out quickly enough what he needs. Happy birthday again!!’’ she said laughing and hung up on you just like that.

When you tried to rearrange your thoughts, you heard your name being called in the sexiest way you could ever imagine, the arousal from before rushing through your body again and hitting you like a train. You hesitantly walked to your bedroom and saw Jimin in your bed on his stomach, riding his hips into your mattress harshly and in a quick rhythm, causing his boxers to ride down his butt cheeks with every thrust. He, of course, had already gotten rid of his pants.

‘’Y/n, please help me, I need you so much right now’’ he whimpered while looking at you needily, one of his hands stretching out towards you. You were going to be royally fucked, in both a figurative and literal way. His face was smushed against your pillow and you could see a trail of drool dripping out of his mouth while the rhythm of his hips increased in an almost painful way.

‘’Jimin, l-let me help you out, tell me what I should do?’’ you asked while trying to keep yourself together. ‘’Take off your clothes please and touch me? Could you do that for me? Please y/n?’’ Jimin asked while his eyes almost seemed to roll away backwards as he found a particularly good position to roll his hips in. You hesitantly took off your clothes and kneeled in front of him.

You knew you were supposed to take care of him since he couldn’t control his own body at all like this. In order to get his attention you softly cupped his face. He immediately sought your hand and rubbed his face against your hand while whining cutely. ‘’Come sit down, let me help you out’’ you said in a gentle way. With tears in his eyes, he reluctantly stopped the thrusting of his hips and sat on the bed with his legs on either side of you. You softly touched his muscular thighs, seeing them twitch at your touch which also made other parts of you twitch.

He hiccuped a bit as you stroked and massaged his thighs, slowly creeping up towards the place he needed it the most. ‘’Y/n, please don’t tease, I’m already so close’’ he almost cried while whimpering and softly grabbing your hair from the back. You carefully touched his already erect cock which was red, hard and weeping.

He groaned out loud once you stroked the head of his cock in order to spread his precum. With that extra wetness, you grabbed his cock firmly and stroked it up and down, trying to do it like he did earlier this morning. He slowly started to roll his hips into your touch and you could feel his cock twitch needily in your hand. He gasped out loud when you squeezed the head a little bit tighter. His head fell backwards and from your position, you could enjoy the length of his neck which was wet by the way he was sweating profusely.

You slowly leaned forward and thought back of what he said to you in the café, about tasting his cum. Your tongue darted out a bit and with kitten licks you licked the head of his cock, being able to taste his precum a little bit. With a moan, he looked back at you and bit his lip seductively. ‘’Couldn’t hold yourself back, right? You were curious as in how I taste, right? I’m all yours baby girl, play with me as you want’’ Jimin said with a smirk, grabbing your hair a bit tighter than before. With a curse muttered under your breath you engulfed his head and started sucking on it harshly, making him release one beautiful moan after the other.

‘’Oh, that feels so good, y/n, please don’t stop, fuck please don’t’’ he mumbled and begged as you started lowering yourself on his cock. When you went down, you kept sucking him and felt his cock getting harder and harder. He had almost hit the back of your throat when he pulled you off, quickly grabbing the base of his cock and breathed heavily. ‘’You almost made me cum baby girl, you’re so naughty’’ he said out of breath with a chuckle.

‘’But I really want to come inside of you, can I please come inside your pretty cunt, please?’’ he asked while cupping your face and stroking your cheek, the action feeling weird in contrast to what his other hand was doing, furiously stroking his hard cock again. You nodded dumbly, already feeling wet between your legs and being led by your unmistakeable desire and longing for him. You stood up from your kneeling position and he laid himself down on his back, pulling you along with him with a giggle.

You were now straddling his hips as his cock lay against his own tummy. ‘’Shall we play together, y/n? I have never played like this before so we can both have fun, right?’’ he asked in an almost adorable way, however, there was nothing adorable about the way his cock was pulsing against your core when he pulled you close to him.

You put your head on his chest, feeling overwhelmed by everything at the moment. He slowly started moving his hips against yours, causing his cock to slide in between your lower lips and hitting your clit every time he rolled his hips up. That caused you to gasp and grasp his hair, lifting your head up to look at him.

You felt another pang of arousal hitting you as you saw his gorgeous face up close. His hair had spread out around him like a halo and his face was sweaty and red. His eyes were looking at each and every reaction on your face he could coax from you and his red lips were swollen and red from the continuous biting. His breathing had sped up and his scent, his sweet, sweet scent, was all around you as he continued to ravish you. And he wasn’t even really inside you yet.

After a particularly hard thrust against your clit, you screamed out, thinking you must have hit your edge already. He immediately ceased all actions. ‘’Are you close? You must be so close to cumming, right? But remember what I told you, I want to cum inside you. I want to make you feel warm from the inside out and mark you as mine’’ he said with a smirk, softly stroking your hair as his other hand crept to where your hips met.

Before you knew it, two of his fingers were inside you, him being able to slide inside easily due to the wetness which was already there. He softly stroked the inside of your walls, being able to feel them clench needily around his fingers. ‘’Fuck, you must be so needy for my cock, right? Look at how desperate your cute cunt is for my fingers, I bet my cock would feel amazing in there’’ he moaned out before biting his lip, the thought of being inside of you already making him feel overwhelmed.

‘’Please, touch me more, I really need you’’ you managed to bring out between your harsh breaths, this boy was really no good for your health and mental well being. He merely smirked and increased the speed of his fingers while hitting a sweet spot inside of you. That made you grab his hair even tighter and roll your hips into his hand.

Just when you thought you could finally come, he harshly pulled out his fingers from your entrance and grabbed his cock firmly. He then carefully made you lift your hips and hover over his rock-hard cock, softly coating it with your juices. As he let you go down, you felt your walls slowly welcome his cock into you, making you groan and whimper slightly. He stretched you out really nicely, but not in a painful way, making it enjoyable for you as well.

As you had taken all of him in, you tried to move your hips a bit, but two firm hands kept you still. ‘’Don’t move yet, fuck I am so close, what are you doing to me?’’ Jimin whimpered as he felt you clenching around his cock. You were amazed by how he was holding out so long, so you gently rubbed his stomach as you sat up straight, making him relax a bit.

He pinched your hips, giving you the sign to move as you liked. You started a slow, rolling rhythm which drove him crazy, he was mustering all of his strength not to buck up into you as you could feel from his tensed up thighs. ‘’Does that feel good Jiminnie?’’ you asked out of breath with a smile as he panted harshly and looked up into nothing.

‘’Want me to show you how it feels?’’ he retorted in a low, husky voice, his eyes flashing something of danger as he firmly grabbed your hips and rolled the two of you over, causing his cock to slip out of you. He then grabbed your thighs and pushed them towards you as he nestled himself between your legs. The quickness of his actions had you gasping and even more aroused than before. With a smirk, he slowly slid himself back inside you again, making your back arch and head fall backwards. ‘’Oh my god, fuck, please fuck me, please, please’’ you started begging as he kept still for several minutes. You could feel him throbbing inside of you but he kept himself still on purpose.

‘’Want me to fuck you? Is that what you want? Let me play with you really good’’ he said in his husky voice which was raspy due to the fact of his harsh panting. He started slamming himself into you as one of his hands grabbed your chin, making you look up at him. ‘’Keep looking at me, look at who is making you feel good’’ he said with a smile while rubbing your lips. His hips felt delicious against yours, his cock hitting you in all the right places as he kept up his fast and hard rhythm.

You felt yourself getting closer to the edge as your walls started clenching a bit quicker. He also was close to his edge as his thrusts became sloppier and more uneven, his cock throbbing like crazy. He snaked his other hand to your clit and started rubbing it harshly, his smirk only adding onto your desire as a moan of your name and a particularly hard thrust of his hips made you fall over the edge, crashing into your orgasm deliciously.

Your walls throbbed and pulsed around him like crazy, causing him to come shortly after you, burying his head against your chest as his hands grabbed your hips. With a few cute moans and groans, he rode out his orgasm, your name leaving his lips like a mantra. After a while he carefully slid out, quickly pulling the covers over both of your bodies, not wanting to clean up immediately. He, of course, cuddled up to you almost instantly, chasing your body warmth. ‘’Thank you so much y/n, you were amazing and you are so beautiful, I really enjoyed doing this with you’’ Jimin said in a soft voice, almost in a shy way. You softly stroked his hair, being too tired to say anything more. His fever seemed to have dropped a bit, you noticed.

You almost drifted away into a deep sleep, until you felt something stirring against your leg. With a blush on his face, he chuckled a bit, making you roll onto your back again. ‘’I guess I’m ready to go again, would you help me out please?’’ he asked with a pout and cute puppy eyes. You internally winced at what your friend said before, first heats were always the worst and most intense. But you were determined to help him through it. It wasn’t as if you didn’t enjoy it anyways. And you really enjoyed being with Jimin, so this was the least you could do for him.

He then pulled you on top of him again, ready for the second round of many tonight.

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Looks and Personality

What do you look like? I tick all the marks of a Filipina - kinda tiny, black eyes, morena, flat nose. I’m on the slender side, have thick, wavy hair that gets frizzy when it’s hot, and huge thighs when I sit down.

How often do you bathe? I don’t really have a constant schedule. I take a bath everyday when I have school; I could take a bath everyday especially during summer; but I can also opt to do it every other day when I feel lazy/when it’s colder.

How do you wear your hair? Down, low ponytail, high ponytail, or in a bun depending on what I’m wearing.

What colours do you tend to wear? Black, white, and any muted shade. I have very little color in my wardrobe.

Do you have any tattoos? What, where and why? Nope. I had always wanted to have a ton until I realized I was scared of needles.

What kind of clothes do you wear? My style is a mix of classy and trendy, so I’ll wear little black dresses with flats but I can also sometimes wear a simple top with culottes or long dresses paired with sneakers. Idk, depends on my mood for the day really.

What kind of jewelery do you wear? I’ve stopped wearing jewelry. The two necklaces Gab got me already broke and I haven’t had them replaced with any new ones. Not a fan of rings and I don’t really have bracelets.

Is there anything else you often wear? I’m not too picky with what I put on. My must-have is just a black hairtie on my wrist.

Would you say you had a “look”? Yeah I think so. I’ve molded my style to make it akin to Audrey Hepburn’s, who’s like my biggest idol eveeeeerrrrrrrrr.

When going out, do you dress up or down? Depends on what period of the sem I’m in. I’ll definitely dress up at the start because I want to look good in front of new profs and classmates lmao. But by the end of the sem when all the deadlines are piling up, I’ll go to class in the same shorts I wear at home, a hoodie with nothing inside, and NOT CARE.

What do you wear to bed at home? The thinnest clothes I could find, because it gets really hot. Tank top and shorts will do, but sometimes I’d opt for a tank top and just underwear.

What do you wear to bed when you’re somewhere else? I cover up of course. I’d switch up the tank for a t-shirt, but still keep the shorts.

Is there a place you keep any prized/secret things whilst you’re away? No. That place is my room already.

What’s your favourite food? Either pizza, curry, or sushi. I’m a sucker for all variations of the three.

What’s your favourite drink? Iced caramel macchiato is always so refreshing. OH and I FINALLY recently found out how I like my coffee! Hshssksh Kate poured me a cup of coffee last week and her mix was SO good omg it was 2 packets of cream, 1 packet of sugar, and it can take or leave milk. I’m so excited about this because I never learned how to make coffee that wasn’t just the instant one that does all the work for me. Now I finally feel like a grown-up hahahahaha

What’s your favourite dessert? Chewy chocolate chip cookies, macarons, cheesecake, and souffles.

What’s your favourite type of food (e.g Mexican)? Indian and Korean. Japanese is a runner-up.

Do you have any mental problems? Yes. I don’t have the time, the money, and the courage to get myself checked and so I just try to get by and get better everyday.

Do you have any phobias? What? Why do you think you have this/them? Cockroaches, needles, and roller coasters. Cockroaches are fucking ugly and we had a lot of them (flying ones!) in our old house; needles are sharp and they hurt; and as for the last one, I generally get bad motion sickness but the whole phobia thing got worse when I had a particularly bad experience on a roller coaster in Singapore.

Why might somebody dislike you? I’m super nice but I’m not denying that I can snap whether it’s warranted or not. I come off a little strongly and it might rub people off the wrong way.

What skill do you possess that you are most proud of? Seeing things through. Like if I want something to work, I do it and I make it work. I hate failure and I like looking like I get a lot of work done.

What is your greatest strength (e.g. honest, loyal, brave)? Loyalty.

What’s your greatest shortcoming or flaw (e.g. cowardly, alcoholic)? My competitiveness can make me a coward. Like I will back out of things as soon as I can detect that I can possibly lose or fail.

Who do you most admire? I don’t really admire anyone.

Who do you most love? Animals.

What three things do you look for most in a partner? I don’t like boxing people into just three standards...I do take a liking to people who kind of stand out from the rest, are intelligent, and have the same stances as I do.

Do you like crowds? Depends on the type. I only like crowds I’m comfortable with, like a concert crowd.

What are your hobbies? Trying out new food.

If you can’t get to sleep in the middle of the night, what do you do? I’ll watch YouTube videos or scroll through Reddit. Knocks me out instantly.

What is your favourite animal? Dogs, cows, elephants, or pigs. Can’t really choose.

What is your favourite colour? Pink.

If you could ask God (to athiests - IF there was one) one question, what? Why’d they make the universe? What’s all of this for? Cheated for using two questions, but whatever.

Background

Where were you born and raised? I was born in Manila and raised in a city a little east of Manila.

Briefly describe your family. We’re five in the immediate family - my mom and dad have been married for 22 years and I have a younger sister and brother. I don’t talk to my brother anymore after an incident a few months ago; my sister and I are generally close. I have three grandparents that are still alive, but I’m generally closer to my grandma on my mom’s side since she lives nearer. I have 11 cousins but the number just gets so much bigger if you count second- and third-degree ones.

You must choose one - your childhood was calm/peaceful or tragic/turbulent? It was both, honestly. Since I lived with extended family growing up, I had relatives with drinking and violence problems on one side, but also relatives who strove to protect us from them and tried to give us a normal childhood. I can’t really pick one for you, because I experienced both.

Did you have any role models? I looked up to wrestlers from a very early age. Shawn Michaels and Lita were my childhood favorites.

What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you? [Trigger warning: suicide] Attempting suicide multiple times, summer 2017.

How did it affect you? [Trigger warning: suicide] Profoundly. I wouldn’t have met my orgmates if I succeeded, because I only joined my college org after the attempts. At the time I did it, I had no friends in college so looking back on it can feel surreal. I also realized that I am scared of myself knowing that I’m capable of physically getting to that point.

Have you ever had any recurring nightmares or themes in nightmares? When my depression was a lot worse two years ago, I would always get dreams of either me or Gab dying. It was always either of us getting shot.

What were they? ^

Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend? I do.

Do you have any close friends? Yes <3

Briefly describe your best friend: She studies architecture, has a mole on the left side of her face, has a classy sense of style, loves The Maine, has two shihtzus named Hailey and Kennedy (the latter after Kennedy Brock from The Maine), and is one of the most genuine, caring, and smartest people I know.

Any enemies? I don’t think so, unless people have a problem with me that they aren’t telling me.

Who? What are they like?

Would you risk your life for your best friend? (not lover or family member!) For Angela? Easily.

With who was your most important romantic relationship? Gabie.

Of what are you most proud? Going to school in UP.

Of what are you most ashamed? My home life. I’m an open book except for this aspect.

Alignment, Ethics and Religion

What is your religion? None. Atheist.

Where do you stand on abortion? Pro-choice. Ez.

Where do you stand on the death penalty? I’m against it mostly for the fact that execution is literally the easiest way out. For shitty people who have done shitty things, let them rot in prison until they die. For people who have done shitty things but want to be better, let them be better and give them a second chance.

Where do you stand on wearing fur? HATE IT. Wear faux fucking fur if you’re so adamant on wanting fur on your outfit.

Do you have a moral code that you follow? What? Don’t we all have our own compasses?

Could you kill somebody? If my loved ones are involved, absolutely.

For what reason would you kill somebody? If my loved ones are seriously harmed. For self-defense too.

Would you SERIOUSLY CONSIDER killing anybody right now? No, not right now.

Do you trust easily, or not? I trust in the first place; but I can easily take the trust away if it’s abused.

What are your political beliefs (anarchy, communism, democracy etc.)? I’m a social democrat. < God, I don’t really pay attention to labels lmao but this seems pretty accurate.

What, if anything, WOULD you sacrifice your life for? Gabie and/or her family. Way too important to me.

Would you ever, for any reason, abandon your friends in an hour of need? I don’t think I can.

Motivation

What are your dreams/ambitions/goals? Complete college, find a job that pays well, pay for a house, travel abroad, start a family.

How do you plan to reach them? Work my ass off I guess?

How would your ideal partner look? I already have one.

Do you ever want to have a family someday? With children? Yes. I’ll be crushed if I don’t get one.

Who would you want to start this family with, or do you not yet know? My girlfriend, ideally.

What would stop you from reaching your goals (e.g. death, retirement fund)? I’m very money-oriented, like I would rather earn a lot in an okay job than be in a job I’m super super super passionate about but has a lower pay, so I think anything with inadequate pay will definitely demotivate me.

What do you see yourself doing next year? This time next year I’m already polishing up my thesis. I’ll be graduating in a few weeks, and I would have already come out to my parents.

What do you see yourself doing in twenty years? Having a family and being at that point in life where I’m just accomplished. I’d want to be feeling that way by the time I’m 41.

Would you ever have an affair? NO.

Would you ever have a one night stand? Idk, not really for me.

What are your greatest fears? Being a failure.

More information

If you had a month of nothing (no work, no obligations) what would you do? Provided that money wasn’t an issue, I’d eat out. Always. I’d try out new restaurants and the quirkiest food out there.

How do you relax? Sleep, talk to my friends, watch YouTube videos, and, if I have time, take surveys.

What one thing would you change in this world (free Tibet, abolish Sweden)? Do something about pollution or climate change.

Would you ever choose a career or job where your life was at risk? You mean, a journalist? Hahahahaha hell no. But again, unless the job pays well, then no.

Why? In the case of being a journalist, it’s just not worth it to me...which is sad, because I used to be very passionate about becoming one. But when I realized the horrible reality of taking up such a career, it was very easy to turn away. I’ll always be sorry to my 13 year old self.

How would you like to be remembered after your death? Someone who went out of her way to look out for people, no matter the situation. As simple as that.

Random questions

Where you present at any major historical events (e.g. 9/11)? Nope.

How did they affect you?

Do you have any famous relatives? I have relatives in the local government, plus my maternal grandfather’s clan pretty much owns all of Mindoro Oriental so there’s that. I don’t have celebrity relatives though.

Do you have to try and live up to your family’s expectations? Of course.

Are you a loyal member of any organizations? Just the one I applied for in my university haha.

General Information

Name: Robyn.

Age: 21.

Date Of Birth: April 21st.

Race: Brown.

Height: 5′2″

Weight: Uh like 90 something lbs. Idk, it always fluctuates around the 90s.

Are you happy with this? I could gain more weight honestly. I’m a little underweight, and clothes I wanna wear sometimes don’t fit or suit me for being too thin.

Desired weight: A little over 100 would be healthier for me I think.

Sexual orientation: I don’t fucking know anymore lmao. I can be bisexual one day, pansexual the next, and demisexual the next. I don’t really answer when I’m asked this.

First language: Filipino. Second/Third/Fourth etc. languages (if any): English.

Why did you take this survey? I haven’t taken a survey in such a long time because I was swamped with work. Tonight is the first time in two weeks I had enough time to squeeze in a survey.

#survey #surveys

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