#whoever reads this im sorry

[ravensmadreads]

Blockmenowimmabeannoyinginthetags

Eyeroll what else is new

#block me now im gonna rant #i just??? im feeling so full right now??? #im having a shit time #like a seriously shit time which is making me reconsider my entire career the dream i had since i was 5 #my health is shitty af but its all my own fault and im still taking no steps to making it better cause im an asshole lile that #and then i come here to escape in my silly little blog with my silly feral little tags #and strangers on the Internet who ive never seen and probably will never see are nicer than irl ppl i know??? #you're calling me cutie and bestie and love and ??? telling me you love me?? and my stupid tags?? and my silly asks??? #asking about my day and supporting when im down and im just??? im just so full rn im near tears #is this what it feels like to be loved??? am i worth loving?? can i finally try to believe it?? just... im feeling too much #whoever reads this im sorry #im an apology wrapped within an apology #and it will probably take a lifetime and a ton of therapy i cant have or even afford for me to stop apologising for who i am #but you.. you guys might just make me hate myself a little less.. and every single day im grateful for all of you #all the fanfic writers who let me scream in their tags #to fay and t and my bestie elle who write the most beautiful things and havent yet blocked me for some unfathomable reason #and to the latest angel in my life #apocalypticseagull #im sorry for ranting guys im honestly so full of love for humans and so grateful and so overwhelmed rn i just had to write it down #virtual hugs and gentle forehead kisses to all of you #raven being a dramatic idiot #raven has a crisis #raven rambles #shut up raven

[iooiu]

genuinely wish i could be normal reblogging art and i do try to be like okay step 1: scream ab a post step 2: like it and press reblog step 3: write smth normal down like “cool artstyle!”. except the catch is that i fail at step 3 cause i just end up clogging the tags with gibberish like KFJSKANSK YEAAAHAH ONGGGGGD S THIS SNTKSNSKSND I CHANR EVENS SNKA EOWOWNDJWOOW IM IN LOVE OMG U HAVE IDNWINSIDNSBDKSJ NO RIGHTOSBSODBSINDIDOWK” and then i go and lose my mind

#i am so sorry to whoever ends up reading their reblogs and just see the mass of nonsense #i simply cannot control it #especially at night and el oh el im only ever on here at night

[code-dy]

Holy shit i have the capability to draw things for my favourite fanfic authors!!!

Here’s a quick sketch for that lovely author who wrote that absolutely lovely vampire thorin fanfic inspired by wwdits

#the hobbit #thorin oakenshield #bilbo baggins #bagginshield #thilbo #gandalf #i may have realized that i can draw and gift stuff to my favourite fanfic authors #but i do not have the courage to tag them here #i may cry if the see this but i saw they were having a low mood earlier p #still out of country but i got my room now and i snuck in a bit of quick sketch for them #asdfghdkkdncjksknd im sorry i get very nervous interacting directly with people #i hope they see this the same way people used to put messages in bottles and throw them at sea #in the hopes that maybe someone woould read their message at the right time and know that despite the distance someone exists and cares #whoever you are reading these tags i hope you’re having s better day than you did a few hours from now #*virtual hug* #yknow maybe gandalf gave bilbo to thorin coz he thought they both needed a big hug or smthn #my art

[harvestmoth]

more rejuv things but its. its just this guy again, im sorry shes all i can draw

#everyday im like i wanna draw :] and then i just end up with this thing on the page #i refuse to draw hands holding. because i cannot and im too lazy to figure it out #oh yea a couple of these i havent posted before because theyre lame to me but ill put them here for now #anyways!! #i was gonna say something about a couple of these but i forgot #oh well #pokemon rejuvenation #does she. lose her ribbon in blacksteeple. i forgot #she still has it to me.. #to me her c15 hair tie is a torn part of the ribbon #anyways again. yesterday i finally figured out what the rejuvrp is. very cool stuff im so incredibly intrigued by it #i have no idea whats going on! but it looks so cool ill try to read it more later. #oh right again about the rejuvrp thing. the character designs ive seen are so so so cool i want to draw them so bad #i think i have to ask about that first though and there is! no way i am going to do that!!! i do not want to bother them #and i think my heart would explode from the fear of it all before i even typed the message. #that and im very lazy! theres a very good chance i wouldnt even draw it in the first place #anyways unrelated but i think if i get another comment from someone on something i Will Actually Explode. #i see someone said something and it kills me on the daily. what is happening... thank you.. i appreciate it very much... #sorry to whoever read all of that. um. hi youre really cool and i hope you have a good day/night #i think being on twitter has done something to me i have to leave it immediately. anyways back to twitter #wait actually i should go back to playing rejuv. im still in the grove from when i first posted the gym leader melia au. im afraid to leave #also play pokemon rejuvenation no i will not stop saying that everytime i post one of these

[peachywontyell]

ive had this bouncing around in my head for a while, so here we are.

i am a sucker for pretty boys with kind brown eyes and jaime fits that description perfectly...so i decided to give him a lot of pining (that is definitely reciprocated), he has to be a big brave boy and confess 🫶🏾 also, this is placed before the events in the movie !

inspired by

hanging out with jaime has always been very warm, cozy, comfortable. ever since you were children when you'd spend weekends riding your bikes around the neighborhood, only to crash at one of your houses after having way too much food. it happened so frequently that it got to the point where it just was the new normal for both of your families (impromptu get togethers were very common).

the friendship you guys had only grown stronger with each year that passed and well- there were definitely feelings there that weren't strictly platonic now. you were trying your hardest to push them away though, and jaime was having the same issues...however neither of you dared to even threathen the sanctity of the bond shared by confessing. that is until one summer came along, you guys had gone to different universities, and even though you called and texted daily, summer was when you guys could actually hang out like the old days. and here you were, having gone to pick up jaime from the airport with the rest of the reyes. as he walked through the gate you let his family say their hellos first- it's safe to say he almost drowned in hugs and kisses, and when you finally got to say hello you didn't hold back with the bear hug either.

you missed him dearly, and the weird feeling of anxiety, excitement and happiness settled in your stomach as he squeezed you back and actually just fully picking you up. it made the feeling in your stomach even stronger.

"JAIME DIOS MÍO BÁJAME"

"Que no, don't wanna"

"okay so if that's how this is gonna go, cárgame bien, señor"

suddenly you guys were in your own world, talking and laughing and everyone could clearly see what was happening here. milagro was gonna have a field day with the teasing as soon as she had a chance. he ended up putting you down- but only after he carried you all the way to the car. it was embarrassing yes, but now as embarrassing as the older couple that chuckled as you walked past and talked to themselves in hushed voices about 'how sweet young love is' and how they wished they could go back in time and experience it all over again.

that got you both blushing...and made the drive back home for lunch a bit...strange. nothing really changed, you still sat together and chatted, but jaime couldn't stop thinking about what they had said. did you guys actually look like a couple? should he had said something to them? the fact that he didn't mind if they thought so made him feel warm and fuzzy.

two weeks pass, and while you've somehow managed to push away those fuzzy feelings, things have definitely flipped for jaime- and milagro did not help one bit. she woke up much earlier than he did, you did too, and it usually meant that as soon as he walked out into the kitchen he'd see you just having breakfast.

"buenas morning" you say, trying not to laugh cause his hair looked bonkers, but even if you found it hilarious, it was still endearing, and the fuzzy feelings you had to fight every single day before meeting him were back and they were looking for vengeance. and when he almost put his full body weight on top of you for a hug not caring that you were in the middle of eating? well, you felt like you were going to die. "mornin...." he didn't move off. "jaime." "Hmmm?" "get off of me and go shower, tenemos que encontrarnos con el grupo in like an hour". with one last, extremely dramatic sigh, he moves off and does as told. it's not like he didn't want to spend the day with you and some of your other friends, they were his friends too, but he would much rather stay in and chill.

not even two hours later and you guys are at the little picnic area everyone agreed to meet up at, playing silly games, chatting and just catching up! and jaime just wasn't feeling it, he couldn't really pinpoint the reason why until he sees how talkative and close you are with one of the guys there. okay. that's fine. it's just a hangout, nothing is happening, you definitely aren't flirting with him. thank god someone called the guy over cause he didn't know how much he could take.

"so how'd the flirting go?" he thought he sounded casual, calm, normal. he did not sound casual, calm or normal. he sounded upset and looked like a sad dog. "what flirting- what the hell happened to you? why do you look so sad? ¿qué pasó?" "hm? nothing." he shook his head, making you squint. okay, if he didn't want to tell you, then you'd just come up with absurd reasons as to why he would be upset. "¿tas celoso?" funny how you got it right first try. you don't know that, though. "what? no- ¿qué?" he prays to god the blush creeping up his neck isn't noticeable, prays it doesn't betray him. "Ayyyyy si es eso you don't have to be, tu sabes que you're irreplaceable" you laugh and god is definitely on his side cause you're called over a few second later by someone of the order people and he can feel his heart beating so fast he fears its gonna burst through his chest.

the hangout went by smoothly, he genuinely couldn't be happier, even if at first he didn't want to be there. he has to admit, he did miss his friends, so he's glad he could spend some time with them. now you guys are laying on his bed, chismeando and just debriefing when the topic of him being "jelous" came up again. maybe he could just do it. he knew it was risky, but....he was willing to take the chance. "....you know what? maybe i was. maybe i was very jelous, maybe i still kind-of am." he felt you sitting up and all he could do was pull a pillow over his face and keep this shit rolling "you've always made me feel so comfortable and...warm, and ive always loved you, but at some point i think it turned into love...? does that make sense- no- it's fine- okay- look i just- de verdad que me gustas mucho y pues no sé- i don't wanna fuck this up aunque creo que ya lo jodí-" he huffs and sits up to face you, looking embarrassed and flustered "you're so special to me and i really don't want to mess up the friendship we have, okay? but i'd just...i'd really like to be yours."

you aren't sure if you should just kiss him or shake him by the shoulders. so you settle for taking his hand in yours, feeling your face grow warmer- if that's even possible after that confession. "jaime, look at me." that boy is holding onto the pillow for dear life, using it to still obscure his face while he shakes his head. he's trembling. you use your other hand to grab his face and look at you "please, just kiss me" "really?" "si-" and he does, like he's been starving. he almost doesn't let you pull back even though you both need to breathe. "jaime mi amor, you will always be my favorite pretty boy and im so happy i can finally tell you."

#peachy thinks thoughts! #peachy talks into the void! #yeah im upset with this but i said id post it :// #still kinda cute though :') i fuck heavy with the yearning and cute crushes #and jaime is just fun to imagine in cute situations like that #jaime reyes #jaime reyes x reader #blue beetle (2023) #plus size reader #latina reader #again reitero ese tag y el de plus size #anyway #hope whoever reads this enjoys it #sorry its a lil slow and ends abruptly i would have kept it going but i wanted to keep it wholesome #ALSO #Spanglish #!!!!! YEAHHHHHH LETS GOOOO

[skrrtscree]

Canvas drawing dump! Happy bday p3! (can u tell I'm hopelessly obessed with ryomina still)

#persona 3 #persona #p3 #minato arisato #ryoji mochizuki #ryomina #hamuko arisato #aigis p3 #hamuaigis #ngl i havent drawn anything for p3s bday💀 i dont even have any ideas rn #but i feel like i need to post more to stay on top of being active and stuff😭😭 #ive mainly been more active on twitter rn and ive been finishing comms as well #BUT NOW ITS THE SUMMER HOLIDAY IM NOW HALFWAY DONE WITH COLLEGE #its kinddd of scary to think abt that ngl #also also I GOT A MINATO NENDO LES GOOO he arrived a week ago and i LOVE HIMM #uuh i hope whoever has read all these tags has a great week #sorry ill try to post more😭🩵

[faunandfloraas]

Aren't you supposed to bias seungmin? so why do you make gifs of other members

me if it was illegal to make gifs of other members ^^

#how many times do i have to say I dont have a bias #ive always said i have a soft spot for chan seubgmin lee know #but at this point itd be more accurate to say i have a soft spot for everyone in skz but im specifically Weird about chan and seubgmin #like the silliness jumps out the weirdness jumps out the No Commentness jumps out #but i like them all and this is my blog so i will make gifs of whoever i like 😇 #also if you followed my last acc youd have seen me excessively lee know posting and chan posting idk i go in waves #but chan and lee know have a lot of gifmakers on this site and i know their cute or funny moments will be done #so i can reblog and teehee about em. sebngmin uhhhhhhhhh Not As Guaranteed #but that doesnt mean i wont gif moments i just enjoy tho #re-read these tags to make sure i made sense. typo'd seungmins name near every time Lmaooo #sorry bro i didnt mean to #anyway. idk if this ask was meant to be bitchy but it felt bitchy so

[prapais]

noeul: lying men who lie say what?

#asiandramanet #asianlgbtqdramas #asianlgbtqdrama #love in the air #fortpeat #lita #lita cast #mygifs #SHUT UP I LOVE THEM SO SO MUCH #boss and noeul looked so done with them when fort said he'll use rock boss was just like 'theyre back at it again' #and then noeul said he can't trust any of them fdshfbshdjf #i know i said peat and noeul are the comedy duo but when fortpeat work together they're the funniest men alive #also whoever dressed peat in that jacket i just want to talk. he looks gorgeous but the headache i got trying to put text on it.... #im sorry to everyone who has to try and read it it made my eyes hurt </3

[stripesysheaven]

ben linus childbearing hips

#if you see this post in the tag i recommend looking at the notes because its even funnier with pictures ok #im so sorry to whoever reads this #i must speak my truth #nvm im not sorry he’s actually quite pround of his childbearing hips #and i support him <3 #benjamin linus #ben linus #my posts #lostposting #benposting

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

thinking about how i am forever in alongside the boys in jumpers on bikes from schools and cars, with autumn leaves fallen sparse across the mid afternoon. she blazed about how cultural language is an operating system, a simple interface rendered feeble and listless when tested with divinity or a true understanding of the human condition. i never did understand the duality of art and reality, living life and treating it as such but with a certain disconnect to touch that cajoles at the artist with comfort and abandon, and between the spires and rolling roofs of the white city, that orange english light cast only one, singular shadow, for you are not beside but within me

#oh this SOOOONGGGG #blah blah! #the 1975 #loving someone #the 1975 loving someone #i like it when you sleep #i like it when you sleep for you are so beautiful yet so unaware of it #iliwys #iliwysfyasbysuoi #fun fact i can recite this from memory because it is the only song ever sorry #matty healy #george daniel #adam hann #ross macdonald #iliwys the 1975 #me after adding a copious amount of tags to every single post i make im sorry to whoever actually reads them

[chalkeater]

Istg every time POC try to bring up a concern on racism. People will call US racist for connecting the dots. Like. Im sorry youre oblivious?

“youre racist for thinking this is racist / for connecting this to racism” hello??

#‘people headcanon frisk as black too. also a lot of ppl hc frisk as white’ #bro a lot of ppl headcanon frisk as asian to what is ur point #also im not saying people shouldnt fucking hc frisk/kris as asian ok! #if you HC frisk/kris as asian then you especially need to watch your ass #you are on thin ice with me #if i headcanond frisk as asian (which i do) i would not draw them yellow #also did i not say PREVIOUSLY that the humans being yellow in game normalizes people (especially young people) not caring?? #so people will HC frisk as asian and then no one tells them its fucked up if theyre yellow AGH. #‘UM EXCUSE ME why are you fucking hc’ing frisk and kris as asian’ bc im fucking asian???? #someone called me fucking racist?? #im asian and what to reclaim this weird fucking design and i also changed their skin tones?? #at least im not white who calls them asian and draws them yellow?? #fine. fine dont listen to me. dont listen to other asian people and other POC who bring this up #live in your oblivious world where you get mad that POC tell you shit abt this #literally every time Asian people and ESP Asian Americans bring up this issue you all get so pissed #im sorry for swearing at you?? whoever is reading this??? #weve been talking about this for literal years. #dont you fuckijng thing theres a reason it keeps getting brought up for the past almost 10 YEARS. #talking #sorry for bringing my im a poc card?? #god reminds me of what Chara was talking about last night #we grew up with debate classes and the reason for a good Discussion is bc you have to avoid fallacies right #so that means KNOWING your opponent #but in the internet were all anonymous. which is fine! you SHOULD NOT be obligated to bring up your identity at all #but do you know why in any other discussion thats why ppl online say ‘i have a doctorate and-‘ ‘ive studied thsi for 4 years and’? #and so i just keep thinking. ok so my perspective is i am asian right. #my perspective is i have heard from my brothers and sisters who LIVE in the west and their histories of racism and discrimination and propag #so im just wondering. who are the -eople mad at me?? what is your story? youre an artist who cant take criticism?? #ok logging off again to eat my fucking burger #(actually not having a hurger rn but i wish)

[dailyedgeworth]

today, a message from edgeworth 💞💗💖💕

[ID Start: A drawing of Miles Edgeworth from the Ace Attorney series from just below the shoulders up. He is facing directly forward with a stern expression, pointing a gun at the viewer. Over the image, black, all caps text, outlined in white reads "Tag your unreality, I am no longer asking" end ID] thank you @bee--lzebub for the id :)

#weapon cw #gun tw #this is the edgeworth with weapons tag #this is about goncharov and about that new thing some people are saying about mixing soda and popcorn #im honestly appaled that ppl with a big following that SHOULD know better just dont ?????? #anyway im angry so heres edgeworth bc apparently this is how i express myself #(says apparently as if they hadnt been using edgworth to express themselves for more than three years) #weird #like i understand not knowing and making a mistake - i try to tag everything and ive made mistakes as well - but at this point it's just. #miles edgeworth #mitsurugi reiji #ace attorney #gyakuten saiban #rip edgeworth tags youre relegated to the bottom of the post #sorry to whoever's reading this adbjhkbdakjsfjoa

[marcsnuffy]

The one person I need a reaction from is a japanese fan I followed a while ago who is the biggest fan of nski, who recently posted something like "I'm glad I didn't give up on nski, they're truly meant to be"

#they wont read the chapter until #like #later this week #they were so excited bc of the signatures & stickers the other day.... im so sorry whoever you are.... #txt #and a lot more id have to go back and check what they said

[insert-neologism]

bad astrology by flower face

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED #what do I do now. with my life (ranking) #also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em #literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me #<- guys look im living so healthy #anyways this was a blast #hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists #mitos incredible life #mine art tag #also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there #ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always) #and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead' #(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor)) #which was. restricting. very much #also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th #ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.) #anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water #bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat #probably #omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen #recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt #that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose #gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay #no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing #ive wanted to do smth similiar alr #but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poem‚ a painting or a play) #but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water

[a-cakehound-or-critter-a-day]

01/07/2024 Got a Pitaya plushie delivered, and was very happy so doodled a hound about it dfghjkhkjdfgshg

#{❤️Critters.exe💗} #<- block this tag if you dont want to see these! #{❤️Critters.png💗} #{❤️2024 Art💗} #{❤️Cakes💗} #cake hounds #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #managed to buy a second hand one and im gonna give them a loving home :D!!!!!! #theyre so cute nd soft!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #:D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #im exited sorry! 'xD whoevers reading this I hope you have a lovely day and many good future plushies if you want them

[lucyvaleheart]

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh. #anyway. #im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week