#who she loves so fiercely

[unfolded73]

“The Star Beast” was camp and corny as hell and emotionally devastating, just as Doctor Who should be.

#the rtd era means so much to me #and the little kid who was in preschool then is now my daughter #so Donna having a trans daughter too #who she loves so fiercely #who named herself rose #i can’t stop crying #doctor who #doctor who spoilers

[princeparadiso]

Adios Bolas, I won't leave without her.

#qsmp #qsmp fanart #baghera jones #pomme #pomme qsmp #qsmp baghera #baghera fanart #forgot to post it on tumblr bc i was crying #oh my god baghera why must all of your characters have such fierce love and protectedness for their loved ones #why must they always protect who they love with everything they have #why must they give everything they have with the fiercest of passion #this counts for qbaghera lucie and antoine croute for my fellow french viewers #i love qbaghera so much this scene ended me #she didn't think ONCE about going to this boat. she only wanted to protect her daughter. #she would have stayed and died in front of this glass staring at her daughter no matter what #im so depressed #q!baghera is my everything. it's always about love in the end #qsmp purgatory

[xenocorner]

Small sketch page of some of my marvel blorbos ;; Couldn't fit all of them in it nor had the time but hey I got the itch scratched kinda

#I AM a Howard Stark simp in spite of his horrible parenting #Just look at that man MH Tony had to get his looks from somewhere godamn #Also I just now realised that the way I laid them out makes Stephen seemed annoyed at the two hot af men staring at him #or Loki n Stark having a stare down to see who keeps the wizard #that was actually unintentional #My hand probably knows what I want better than I do myself #also Wanda my fierce momma plz I love her so much I wanna hug and cuddle her she deserved so much better my bby #so did Nat UGH my heart broke when drawing her I miss her ;; #WHY ARE MOST OF MY FAVES DEAD NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT LIKE??? FUCK OFF ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; #anyway #tony stark #iron man #stephen strange #doctor strange #loki laufeyson #loki #howard stark #wanda maximoff #scarlet witch #natasha romanoff #black widow #mcu #marvel #marvel fanart

[merilles]

tauriel 🏹💚

#tolkien #lord of the rings #lotr #the hobbit #middle earth #legendarium ladies #tauriel #art #fanart #lotr fanart #my art #merilles #prying her out of peter jackson's dead cold fingers fr #she deserved so much better...fandom please reconsider tauriel. i love her #she's a fierce elven huntress! who kills orcs and spiders! and looks good doing it!!!

[sciderman]

amazing spider-man (1963) #69

#gwen stacy #captain stacy #sci talks comics #GWEN #i adore her so much she is a ruthless TIGRESS when she's defending peter and i love her so much #gwen was done so dirty by dying. it's so unfair. she was so fierce. i would've been so interested to see what she'd have grown into. #stopped in her tracks... imagine. imagine what she could've DONE. she could take down armies. #i love my angry girl. heated messy girl. #mj being the girl who's easy-going and treats life like a party #and gwen the melodramatic babe who takes everything so serious. #WHYY did they have to KILL HER...

[fisheito]

will i ever stop thinking about little red riding yakumo and the big bad fox.?hm. no... no, i don't think i will

#not like i have a choice anyway . (lets the images float thru my mind like clouds on a windy day) #the day that prompt combined in my mind was an eternal mark on my life #for the love of dog i need yakumo in that slutty Santa outfit or an adorable riding hood costume #he's my little princess and i need him in little outfits #if kuya genuinely ate yakumo's grandma #this fairytale would get OG Grimm and gruesome real fast #two endings. one where it seems like granmma's life is genuinely in danger (leads to carnage and two beasts destroying each other) #one where it's tiny kuya in fox form who has somehow been tamed by nana (either.. sweetly or fiercely depending on nana mood) #and he's just sitting in bed boredly swishing his tail while granmama knits him a tiny sweater #yakumo arrives at the cabin and goes... mr. kuya....??? #granny starts talking about how this adorable stray cat kept hangin around and she thinks he's lonely so now she keeps him company #(someone please fetch her glasses)

[journey-to-the-attic]

bold of you to assume we (or atleast i) dont want to read paragraphs about ik's and belphie's dynamic 😈😈

if you feel like writing that, i'd absolutely love to read about it!!! ^^

RIGHT YES this took me a hot minute but let's go!!!!

so the main points that this is all built around:

belphie is someone who is absolutely shit at understanding himself

ik is someone who has a knack for understanding anyone she talks to for long enough

belphie's first resort is usually to leave things to someone else, but easily asserts the things he wants

ik will actively pursue you if she thinks she can help, despite usually feeling guilty about requesting anything

they both have very simple views of very complicated things

building from point 1: this is not entirely belphie's fault - i've talked about this before, so i'll just paste the pertinent bits here:

belphie, as the youngest brother, has been detrimentally coddled in regards to these things, and has NO fucking idea how to properly deal with loss the others haven't tried to talk to him about his grief for lilith, nor about their experiences during the celestial war; when they all had to support each other after the fall, they comforted him, but never ever discussed the pain of it all it's like the doctor refusing to talk about your actual symptoms because they're afraid of making you uncomfortable, and instead just soothingly going "it's okay, just take some ibuprofen and see me in the morning"

belphie underestimates himself and, at the start of the year, is convinced that there's no way forward - 1. he feels he's left it too late, 2. he feels he's the only one still hung up on lilith's death, which only makes him more bitter, and 3. he thinks that the hatred and grief is just who he is now

now take ik, who finds him in the attic and takes worryingly little convincing to help him - even more concerningly, she decides to go through with it even upon finding out he was lying about his identity. this is a direct contradiction to his conviction that humanity is selfish and cruel - more than that, the more ik visits and chats with him, the more he remembers why he'd been so fascinated by humans as an angel

except it also reminds him of how much lilith loved humanity. belphie doesn't think he's capable of letting go - he doesn't think he's allowed to, and to him befriending a human and moving on is the same as betraying his sister's memory. so he represses any feelings of good-will and continues to nurse his hatred

i think it's important to note that belphie's hang-ups have always been self-destructive before this, but the more he lets his own grief fester, the more it threatens to burst. his threat to lucifer about destroying humanity is an early indicator of this, and it culminates in a moment of extreme emotional distress where it finally all implodes

so ik - in the wrong place and the wrong time (in the literal sense) - finds him in the middle of a nightmare, wakes him up, and gets murdered for her troubles

belphie shuts down immediately after, because to him this is a point of no return. he's already convinced himself that nothing can be done for him, and this is the proof. except then everyone else forgets what's happened, and, panicking, he goes along with it - out of fear of losing his family if he comes clean.

so: point 2 - consider that a big thing with ik is that she just doesn't get why belphie acts the way he does after killing her. she's been able to get into the heads of his brothers before him, and even now can somewhat rationalise them forgetting, but she has no idea why belphie - who first killed her and then acted like he'd forgotten about it - would suddenly seem so wracked with guilt upon finding him in the dreamscape

belphie does not think he is strong enough to move on. ik, somehow, intrinsically, already knows this is not true. this is why she's so bewildered by belphie telling her lilith's story. he's convinced this is some kind of damning evidence, but ik doesn't get how this explains anything. and because she doesn't understand, she seeks answers.

now take point 3 and 4. belphie does not attempt to seek forgiveness - he just sits in the cell solomon locks him in. he doesn't try to get out, he doesn't attempt to repent, and he doesn't want to, because as far as he's concerned there's nothing to be done

ik, on the other hand, is going to put her home back together by force if necessary, so she goes to find him. multiple times, she climbs up the tower stairs to rescue him from a waking nightmare - the same thing that killed her - because her family is still his family, and she knows too well what it's like when you go without.

belphie has been sitting stagnant for millennia on end, and now ik has decided that she is going to KICK him along until he figures out that he can stand on his own two feet and keep going. and it works, because for some reason digging demons out of emotional pits of their own creation is ik's specialty

and now point 5: ik and belphie fall quite easily into a typical sibling dynamic of the "i'll make fun of you constantly, but if anyone messes with you they're dead" kind. they never really sit down to talk out all the residual Baggage of everything, because neither of them are the type to overthink these things

but EVEN THEN. they may be simple-minded but the complication of the everything that led up to this means there's little hidden meanings even in the normalcy of their behaviour, and neither of them ever register it

for belphie it's "i'll never understand you. thank you for understanding me. i don't know what to say, so i'll tease you for tripping on your laces instead. i'd throw someone down a gorge if they made you cry. let's go shopping. i think i'll spend the rest of my life wondering if i can ever close the wound i tore in your soul."

for ik it's "i'll never forget what you did to me. i see you in my nightmares sometimes. thanks for waiting for me after school. quit making a show out of helping me reach the top shelf. sometimes i'm glad you regret things so much. can you help me with this homework? i think we're alright."

and for both of them it's "i like hanging out with you. sleep well. i'm glad we're home."

in conclusion,

i am crazy about things i made up entirely. perhaps i am cringe but i am free

#answering asks #valenrien #and also #anon asks #i meant to write this out like two days ago but i got Super Invested out of nowhere #in drawing this one thing of solomon and mephisto #idk if i'll get around to fully finishing it so like 75/25 whether i'll ever post it #but it's been very fun. i finish my work and then get to go 'hehehe time to go draw gay people' #for brief moments my youth was returned to me and i was fifteen years old #and drawing godzilla going on dates with various dinosaur and dragon ocs again #i haven't drawn godzilla in years. i used to be so good at it. i should draw him hanging out with ik #but anyway. in conclusion #belphie is a wounded animal in a beartrap and ik is the farmer's boy who loses a finger trying to prise it open #ik's unrelenting and fierce campaign for everyone she loves to just be NICE to themselves is almost frightening to belphie #who doesn't quite comprehend how she does it and doesn't feel he's quite earned forgiveness #except what ik's forgiveness forces him to confront is exactly what he deserves

[dramarants]

i only want love triangles if it's whatever fucked up polygon junmo kicheol and euijeong have going on

#the worst of evil #ranting #idk how to articulate how juicy it is #junmo's fierce protectiveness of his wife - he trusts her but can't help his jealousy fear or frustration while trapped in the situation #euijeong hurting but putting her own life on the line worried for her husband while unpacking the memories of her first love #she can't help but sympathize with kicheol and what he's endured; haven't seen much of how she feels rn but it must be c o n f l i c t e d #(not necessarily even in a romantic way but wanting to root for a person chasing their goals who was once so important to you) #(all while grieving her mother without the support of her literal goddamn spouse by her side) #and kicheol. also grieving and trying to establish a place for himself and his crew yet drawn to junmo despite the red flags #his panic and desperation when jungmo bled out on him which must have triggered his own memories of losing taeho #junmo who has every reason to despise kicheol barely concealing his general rage but protects him like it's second nature at every turn #all while conflicted as a bystander to atrocities (and now willfully leaving another cop to die to protect himself his wife and the mission #getting mentally and physically pummeled left and right just bc his superiors demand it from him #all to please euijeong's family by using the promotions to prove himself and get rid of the stigma weighing him down #like !!! #and haven't even touched on kicheol wooing euijeong against his buddy's wishes and in such a pure heart fluttering way #accepting the risk for a second chance to bathe in the bright light she used to shine on his life #OMG AND BIBI'S ENTRANCE!! junmo realizing her interest gives him leverage and agency but struggling to use it to his advantage #it's soooo messy and i'm obsessed #that funeral arc is gonna haunt me for years #as is the tension during the pat down which def was supposed to be like a gang pride/dignity/lack of power against the jp folks thing #also testing their relationship and responsibilites as leader subordinate #but felt charged around whether kicheol would protest or junmo would accept the manhandling in totally different 👀 ways #goddamn i wrote an essay and this doesn't even scratch the surface of the meat of the show #tldr; i have many many feelings and for once the 'love triangle' isn't making me gauge out my own eyeballs #it's about power it's about raising the stakes and revealing things about the characters w/o dominating the plot

[jasmancer]

sometimes I'll think abt rem from death note too hard and make myself sad

#she literally was just in love and it finally gave her eternal existence some meaning after millenia of despair and nothingness #she watched her one friend give his life to change fate and save this sweet bubbly human girl from a horrible violent death #and she decides to honor her friend by bringing his death note to the girl he loved so much #and she sticks around with her because she's curious and she ends up falling in love with misa too #developing this fierce protectiveness and loyalty to this girl that her one friend destroyed himself to save #but because of their interference with her life misa becomes this impossibly powerful and selfish force of mass death and destruction #she's immature and unwell and completely fanatic over someone who is the complete antithesis of what rem loves about humans #about her #and through it all in spite of how deadly and downright cruel misa becomes rem is utterly devoted to protecting her #keep the girl alive. gelus did not die in vain. he did not love her in vain. i do not love her in vain #it speaks #death note

[fanghuas]

gu xiang saving that singing girl and kicking ass, then being surprised that she doesn't get in trouble just because "she was in the right" will forever be one of my favorite scenes in the show tbh

#soph rewatches woh #just. how clear it is she expects the yueyang sect disciples to protect these assholes #bc she grew up in a place where being strong matters more than being right #and because all she knows of the 'righteous' sects is their corruption #especially given her connection to luo fumeng #so of COURSE she assumes the 'righteous' offenders will be exonerated #who cares about some unimportant singing girl eh? #who'd believe her over them? #and the thing is that 90% of the time she'd be right #and despite having no hope that anyone would take her side she STILL does this #potentially jeopardizing her plans to get into yueyang sect as well #she's just so GOOD #she grew up in a boiling pot of fear and second-hand trauma #and people who adored her but that meant keeping her alive first #teaching her to keep herself alive at any cost #and she is still so fiercely determined to protect others #maybe because the people who love her protected her. maybe because she knows they couldn't always protect themselves

[devotedlystrangewizard]

anyway hell when the dark urge breaks in for the third fucking time except this time the one person who can keep them from going on a rampage isnt with them

#bg3 spoilers #it is the 3rd time isnt it #bc theres a note thats like. them leaving the devils fee with gortash & he says 'if she can get us into the house she can get us further' #so i imagine they actually did go in. no fucking clue what they would do there though #and if they didnt. that sucks i guess. helsik when the dark urge walks in to go to hell but without their emotional support tyrant #elaris breaking into hell just to kill raphael #helsik watching them go in with gortash the first 2 times like 'wow this bhaalist is shockingly well behaved' #what was that one post characters that are guard dogs #bc thats el. a really fierce guard dog who would do anything for those he loves but becomes practically feral when not handled right #THINKING ABOUT THE DYNAMIC AGAIN SHIT

[sxilor-1010]

It's late, I should be asleep, but instead have a crappy meme I made with one of my recent self ships.

#sxilor edits #tfa #transformers animated #tfa starscream #selfship #oc x canon #self insert x canon #self insert x fictional other #Stupid Seeker Scientist; Starscream F/O #🤖✏️ Laws of Robotics; Starscream x Emilyn Moone #Yes their ship is named Laws of Robotics cause ones a writer the other- you get the joke #I swear Emilyn is just over here with Star teasing her as she's tired #One's a complete tsundere with the other is teasing / taking advantage of their feelings only to start crushing later on themselves #who knew such a fierce and powerful decepticon such as Starscream would fall for a tired af human journalist #I would love to ramble about these two for hours but its late so maybe next time #I was also trying to debate if I should make this post mature or not but everyone's seen the meme before so yeah–

[broh3m3]

How are you feeling with all the Alice lore dropping

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

her tenacity and resilience to carry on despite everything she's been through!! I love her!!! ;; v ;; Also it's nice that we finally got a glimpse where she was during the attack at the manor- I'm wondering how she was missed by Bonbon and Burke afterwards, but Pom brought up the possibility of Orpheus having helped her escape before they were found by an orphanage.

#ask #her persona as memory has had a very innocent and spotless charm to her (courtesy to her being a figment of orphys memory ofc) #so seeing her bare her teeth and have such a fierce expression during her period at the orphanage #i rlly love the contrast between the two! the alice who orpheus remembers and the alice who was fighting to survive #and she's still kicking it!! she's still looking forward! i can't wait for when the lore update drops qwq

[daiziesssart]

1 thing me and james potter hve in common is that we just be sitting here and thinking abt lily evans all reverently n shit

#she is literally the coolest #she loved so intensely and fiercely that it rattled voldemort’s noggin like a pair of maracas #eviscerated his dumb little body with nothing but love n vibes #who is doing it like her #I LOVE HER!!!! #me @ snape: GET A JOB!!!! STAY AWAY FROM HER

[piosplayhouse]

I don't want to be too mean about this because I know it's probably unconscious behavior but I would like cql fans who claim that cql does more justice to the female characters than mxtx because it ostensibly has more screen time for them to really reflect on why they trust a giant media monopoly that paired one of the most important independent female characters with a man she had no chemistry with in the original text more than an independent young female author whose entire first book was made up of critique against popular media that relegates female characters to collectible love interests

#looking at the notes on that qingxian post that say i wish they made her live but took away the het romance : ( #like i get what youre saying. dont get me wrong i would give my left nut for wen qings life because i love her. but do you think that #perhaps her death was symbolic not of mxtx just not knowing what to do with her and more about how the structure of mdzs sexist society #could not allow her to live as a woman in a position of power. she chose to die too. she purposefully drugged wwx to sacrifice herself #her sacrifice was both as weighted and meaningless as wwxs. thats a theme of the book! #the weight of despair and sacrifice and how that interplays with making a better place for your descendents #anyway again not criticizing if you think wen qing shouldve lived !! i wouldve liked that too!! i think it would be awesome if she was #the fierce corpse. actually i heard rumors that in mxtxs first drafts she was revived and wen ning perma died? but idk how substantial thts #but just criticizing people who put so much stock in tencent for bringing them uwu pure gay romance unlike what that nasty independent #author whose ORIGINAL WORKS WERE ALL TAKEN DOWN FROM THE SITE SHE POSTED THEM ON BC OF CENSORSHIP #SO SHE CANT EVEN MAKE MONEY OFF OF THEM THAT WAY #lmfao #cql #cql discourse #the untamed

[spotsupstuff]

You said something along the lines of sparrow reincarnated many times before becoming tink, dropping on the ladder of intelligent species, since scavs are slightly above scugs would sparrows have been a scavenger at some point? Would she find more of a place among scav society than ancients?

yeah, she'd pop out a scav at some point!

find more of a place though... see you need to understand that a reincarnation does not mean this person we know in this moment at time (32 year old Sparrows, the one i usually go to when answerin more misc. questions) is simply put in a different body but still living on as we know them. it's why... i'm honestly not too fond of these reincarnation questions

the connection Is there, yes, her spirit is kind and curious and crafty and that will always find a way to show, but that isn't Sparrows anymore. that scavenger, that Ancient boy from the Wellspring or the cold North maybe the hot South, the Tinkerer- those aren't Sparrows. Sparrows died in her childhood home under the watchful gaze of a faked god. she doesn't matter to them, she doesn't shape them as people besides the absolute easily swayed minimum, just like her pre-Sparrows incarnations didn't shape Euros' wife besides shoving her into a farmer's home, giving her golden fingers with technology and kindness that still needed to be nurtured by her caretakers to truly take as such strong a root as it ended up taking

she will do better as any fauna on account of "these creatures do not possess a perception of religion." they are lawless, undefined, there is no societal expectation to fulfill. it's freedom achieved through inability of understanding

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #see even if Euros strongly suspected that Tinktink is her reincarnation there is nothing to be done. that is a different person #its an animal. Tinkerer isnt shy like her. she wont tell him bad jokes and tease him for being stupid. she wont fix his physical aches #the thing in front of him is a mere slugcat. if he knew hed be kind to it. on account of it carrying someone who he loved so fiercely #but its still important to understand that this isnt her. hes been without her for over two thousand years #so basically you are asking me if scavenger would have easier time getting along with other scavengers than with ancients. yeah it would #of course it would