#which i hate btw

[ardennesroan]

been thinking a lot about little jack marston lately

#jack marston #red dead redemption #red dead redemption fanart #art #rdr fanart #got a voiceline in rdr2 where arthur said 'dont end up like me jack' and ive NOT known peace since #also for the record this is NOT how i think jack ends up. in my head he gets away and lives a life but not like the popular reddit theories #which i HATE btw #anyway. here's jackie :') #also new blog hi lol my main is @dostoevsky

[fluentisonus]

waking up from.a frightening dream at 4am in which a scary book was central which in the dream (could sort of tell I was dreaming on one level) I thoroughly believed was a real book that had been brought up the other day irl & that my dreaming mind was riffing off of bc I had not read yet. but having woken up. I'm not entirely convinced this is the case. and now I'm kind of scared to look it up tbh bc what's worse that it doesn't exist but I've dreamed about it several different nights & it's broken down my dream/reality conscious barrier (& I might dream it again??? this does happen to me) or that it does & I have to live in a world where it exists & I could read it.

#seriously considering just not sleeping any more & just getting up now at 4am now lol. i don't want to go back to sleep #thoughts #tbc in the dream the book was just a horror type deal it wasn't actually like. powerful. beyond the way it warped my 'levels' of reality #which ngl has shaken me bc i can usually tell well enough if I'm dreaming even if I can't act on it #so some sort of scary narrative/reality breakdown here #<- sorry for the distracted rambling I'm still half asleep & twitching at weird sounds. i will feel better shortly though i usually do #the last time this happened i was in high school & having a dream i could tell i was dreaming in & then 'woke up' & rolled over to find a #perfect representation of my room except the lady from my dream was standing in the middle of it facing away from me oddly still. & then #when i woke up for real I couldn't make myself turn over for like an hour i was so distressed abt what I'd see but also more importantly #that i didn't know/couldn't reliably trll if i was dreaming or not. terrifying prospect tbh #also like i DO have dreams with sequrls/repeats/returns sometimes even years later & 'remember' the last one. nightmares included. #which i hate btw

[quaranmine]

one of the things that always made me smile a little while reading project hail mary was whenever ryland would say something about mixing units between metric and customary due to being an american scientist. because quite frankly in my experience of also being american trained in science. i'm far more comfortable working in feet and inches and miles and pounds (which i resent) than their metric equivalents but theres also so much knowledge where i Only know the metric equivalents and can't imagine it otherwise LOL. what a strange little space it occupies in your brain. what if i had to deal with blood lead levels by....idk, ounce per fluid ounce instead of μg/dL? nightmare country

#meanwhile then we have stuff that is calculated like... μg/ft^2 where we MIX the units lmao #i did break my brain a little trying to figure out how you'd even calculate micrograms per deciliter in customary units #because the units are just So Bad for it #and yet. and yet. and yet i am chained to this stupid stystem becuase i learned it from birth and metric just isnt second nature to me #i'd like it to be second nature to me #i can get by on estimating kilometers but sadly i probably won't REALLY fully comprehend the distance unless it's given in miles #which i hate btw

[soundofseclusion]

11. Pokemon Black Version 2

Release: 2012, DS Beaten: April 10th, DS Playtime: 30h 11m

Pretty good. Not as good as the first one (purely considering story), but it still touches on some really interesting themes in the Pokemon universe. I took a long break from this one and am now reinvigorated to play Pokemon. Might clear up some of the postgame content, which this game has a lot of.

#pokemon series retrospective #MT24 April #media thread #media thread 2024 #usually i use the official 2D artwork for the pokecharms #but the website didnt have the art for F Jellicent #so for consistency #they're all the pkmn home models #which i hate btw #edit: i forgot to put my jellicent's name #its there now

[bi-panic-at-the-disco]

it would really be nice if I could go to sleep for once in my life

#disco speaks! #i keep getting anxious about how the future will turn out and whether or not I’ll be prepared for it #also I am a bit hungry which isn’t fun #my dog is dead asleep and will probably wake me up at like 8 #or 7 am or something and then I’ll pass out km the couch until noon #which I hate btw #i hate sleeping in. it makes me feel guilty for wasting time even though I clearly need the sleep #i want Mac n cheese #i wish that I would loosen up when tired. I’m never relaxed and it sucks #I’m always too aware of everything I’m doing or could do or have done and it’s exhausting #but not exhausting enough for me to sleep for once which is a major bummer/pain in my ass

[severedegg]

theyre like the cop and jake from subway surfing

#i promise hes not crushing his head #hes perfectly fine and its actually enrichment for him #proshitters fuck off btw #2 versions because im. very iffy about how the colours look because computer shitty #fnaf #fnaf security breach #security breach fanart #fnaf fanart #fnaf sb #fnaf monty #montgomery gator #glamrock monty #fnaf gregory #gregory fnaf #gregory security breach #i imagine that monty is near-sighted and needs his glasses to see properly #or that his eyes are just light sensitive #ignore that hes a robot n those things could probably be fixed with a good technician/replacement parts #UNLESS he hates technicians or adults getting too close to him which would be interesting #anyway #theyre so brother coded to me its so goofy #its like a non toxic version of michael and evan (c.c) #idk why ive been drawing these two lately theyre not even close to my favs i just like their brotherly bond ig lol #my art #security breach #fnaf sb fanart #five nights at freddys #five nights at freddy's #fivenightsatfreddysfanart

[autoneurotic]

#ALL U DO IS SUBTRACT 12 FROM THE CURRENT HOUR BABES BTW #14:55-12:00=02:55 #because we use 12 hour so that’s why u subtract 12 u see #i feel like almost everywhere other than american is hip with 24 hr time which is why i specified it like this #i’m american and i understand and use (and prefer) 24 hr #most people i know get it but hate it #wait did you know also they make twenty four hour ANALOGUE clocks #need one

[stuckinapril]

megan thee stallion is the perfect example of unbothered energy. nicki has repeatedly vagueposted about her, gone on unhinged rants about her, gone so far as to mention her dead mother (such a classless low blow), threatened her on live, and has now released the tackiest diss track in history. and what has megan done? literally nothing. she straight up ignored her, aside from that one ig story where she posted herself laughing (which was perfect btw). she is the epitome of “i will not dignify that w a response.” i love it.

#btw i was rly into megan before it became trendy now in light of her dropping hiss / the nicki debacle #nicki’s latest music has been ass anyway but it’s sad to see her behaving like this to newer rap girls #the parasocial hate is literally so intense / insane like i can’t imagine hating someone enough to be persistently harassing them like this #nicki’s a celeb so you’d think she’d know a thing or two about how dangerous it is to pit her fans on somebody else like this #unless this is all just a bid to stay relevant which i would not be surprised ab but nicki seems PRESSED. #i guess if i released something like pink friday 2 id also be feeling threatened by a new rap girl w the bars megan has #i just want her to leave my homegirl megan alone. good on megan for ignoring and living her best life. the energy i wanna emulate #i’m not usually one to play into the whole pit women against other women thing but nicki’s recent actions are so inappropriate. wild #btw megan majored in health administration in uni?? which is a major factor as to why i’m obsessed w her. anyway #text

[bu99erfly]

JOY, ph. by Choi Moonhyuk for Harper's BAZAAR Korea, November 2023

#red velvet #joy #redvelvetinc #femaleidolsedit #femaleidol #femadolsedit #kgoddesses #dailywoc #kpopedit #rv #99 #09 #edits #*e #rvedit #* #1/4 recent editorials i want to post c: <3 #btw hate harper bazaar “digital covers” which are just ig posts #please be an actual magazine and post them on your website with hq

[ruestheday]

being a dc fan is crazy because half these fuckers have black hair and blue eyes

#like seeing them out of costume #which one are you supposed to be #if clark kent didn’t wear glasses i wouldn’t know if it was him for bruce #don’t even get me started on the robins #bruce wayne where are you finding these identical children #batman #dc #dcu #robin #superman #jason todd #tim drake #dick grayson #clark kent #jon kent #kon kent #identification is all in the hair #until comic artists decide they hate us and change the haircut #bowl cut tim drake supremacy btw #his bangs #anyways #dc comics

[knifebaby3000]

day/night

#artists on tumblr #art #oc #digital art #my art #tz #tian #zhu #more warm ups... outfits they would hate... feat their corny tattoos i haven't gotten to show til now for fairly obv reasons #btw zhu writes his name w the char for red/vermilion vs the tru char for pearl (珠 which includes the jade radical) but they're homophones #so it's a play on ''pearl in the palm'' which is like ''apple of your eye''. gay married and in love and i love them etc etc etc #''so what's the significance of 天 on z's ass'' nothing! he's just obsessed w his man! gay married in love i love them #i would've posted these as a set w will but i perfectly small-brained his 🤙 and then proceeded 2 overthink these 🤙so tz together as usual

[xamaxenta]

lovewings

#marcoace #my art #marco the phoenix #portgas d ace #ace one piece #marco one piece #one piece #one piece fanart #the concept was Ace stealing him across the grandline hence the shitty map bg lmao #which my gf was laughing at like 😔 ok i thought it was a neat idea but now im just ah.. #the light source is really shit btw im sorry #theres stuff i know i shouldve done differently #but i just autopiloted into a safe zone #the safe zone im fighting to get out of bc i hate the end result #anyway enjoy enough pity party from me #this was supposed to be for valentines day but i was late #how to stop feeling disappointed when u finish something id love to know

[wantbytaemin]

spot the difference game [LEVEL IMPOSSIBLE]

#i think why i love it so much. aside from the throwing it in a circle bit. is the SMUG happy face he makes #usually i hate when grown people act cute but sometimes. man. sometimes they just do it right like he’s actually cute which is the WORST #and also he did it again not even just once but like 3 more times btw once w the catallena bow on his head #am i tempted to upload that one too? yes i am. #stray kids #medvjedić lino

[coern-art-very-cool-and-nice]

✌octofrin

#my art #in stars and time #isat siffrin #isat #my aus #art #I almost painted this #the blue tentacles r supposed to be the kings but idk #I was also going to have them hold dualies. but I hate drawing dualies #no matter which brand or design #oh also sorry I haven't been posting full stuff like this and mostly backgrounds and quick 1-layer paintings btw #I have been drawing other full stuff...but I probably wont post it because I'm mildly embarrassed #(guess who got into the pokemon anime) #anyway #the outfit is just an altered version of my own in-game one that I made #enchanted hat. hero suit replica. ripped leggings. and punk nights #if you wanna copy it to wear in the game

[sneez]

palace storage rooms

[id: a digital drawing in a painterly style of an interior scene showing a wall hung with paintings. on the far left is a fraction of a portrait in a gold frame showing a man in a red doublet posing with a sword. the next painting is a smaller portrait in a lopsided wooden frame of a thin-faced man with long dark hair and a serious expression. the next painting shows the same man, now older and with a beard and moustache, dressed in black and standing with his hands behind his back; there is a spiderweb festooning the corner of the frame. the final painting is obscured by same man, older again and with grey in his hair, walking in front of it so he is framed within the picture. the scene is lit by a single shaft of sunlight which stops short of the figure. end id.]

#discworld #havelock vetinari #artwork #idk what im trying to say here but the image appeared in my head in perfect clarity so i had to materialise it. excise it if you will #i am happy with how it turned out too which is nice :D i normally hate my art by the time im finished but i still like this one #2024 achievements #i hope you are all having a wonderful start to the year my friends!!! i love you kiss you #^ this guy lives in my brain btw. walking around in there. cane tap tap tapping

[drawbauchery]

thought we'd check in on the Lost in the Hallway(tm) crew

SO it's still the same with the og survivor group joining, but more of the class is hopping aboard too (taka, chihiro, and sakura jumped at the chance). i think the only reason ff relented and allowed the remnants to use their hospital was because all of the thh class pulled sad puppy eyes & promised to take care of them. it's not all roses, but i think whatever wariness/resentment 78 feels towards 77 won't make them turn their backs. they are makoto's class after all.

no no the lil remnants have a more punch-on-sight adversary to watch out for. if not just to make their lives a little more difficult than they need to be ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

#strixop #art #danganronpa #bus au #makoto naegi #gundham tanaka #kaito momota #ultimate imposter #teruteru hanamura #hiyoko saionji #kyoko kirigiri #juzo sakakura #had to double check his fuckin name. i hate him #but by golly if i can make this hospital stay even worse than it already is then i WILL #which means i gotta go with the obvious option #btw probably also obvious but future arc from dr3 didn't happen #not that i didn't enjoy it but it just don't fit in this here bus au... #so yeah all these future foundation guys are alive yay #some not yay