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#when im in my room and they sit in the living room their digusting voices and laughter and yells make me so fkn angry
silenthillbunni · 4 months
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#how and where i live is slowly driving me insane#at home i can never rest or relax. the situation w my sisters is rlly affecting me and im too sensitive for it#plus... i cant concemtrate bc my sistyers sound like deranged monkeys. they are SO loud#when im in my room and they sit in the living room their digusting voices and laughter and yells make me so fkn angry#even when i have headphones on i can hear them. and it's for long stretches of time and also in the evenings/nights#i just wanna be able to concentrate on things but i cant when i have to fkn listen to them all the time. so noisy#also i hate this city. it's gotten wayyyyyy worse in the past few years. there are sm things wrong w it so i dont need to rant abt all of it#but mainly it's so noisy. construction work everywhere 24/7!!!! theyre building a subway which takes so long bc they actually cant afford it#theres nowhere to go where i get some peace nd quiet. the forest is full of drill sounds and explosions and just awful noise#basically i just HATE how i live. i hate this city#i hate my apartment bc of my family and neighbors and how ugly it is#i've lived in the same place for 25 years im just sick of it#i've put myself on a couple of apartment waiting lists but that can take years :((#also i cant move while im on benefits/wellfare (yes im a burden on the state stfu KYS)#i could get a job but how where???? the most realistic for ME nd the useless stupid incapable person i am is to move ad a student#but in order for that i need to finish upper secondary school and get my 'diploma' so i can apply for some programs and move to another city#getting student housing is not easy but it's easier and more straightforward then finding a job and move (in the position im in)#and for some reason..... actually doing my schoolwork is so so hard and i dont wanna! :((#even if i know i HAVE to bc i dont have any otherq options :/#i cant stand living in this town and i cant stand living w my family i need a new place by myself#genuinely i hate myself bc why can i not just DO things??? other ppl get shit done. why cant i? i just dont know how and its frustrating#also other ppl dont understand. they just think im lazy and incompetent and think like omg just do it#i've asked therapists for help but it's like they dont know anything bc i have never gotten help#fuckkkkk i wanna move away i wanna be an adult i wanna get an education and pay rent and be normal
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words-for-holland · 4 years
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Happier (10) | T.H.
Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader
Summary: After the events of last night, Tom and Y/N are completely heartbroken. More threats are thrown out. Tom leaves???
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10
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A/N: WOW 10 CHAPTERS ALREADY?! If you made it this far..Thanks for sticking around! What has been your favorite part in the series so far??
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Anger
There was no way to describe it. The unsettling feeling erupted between Y/N and Tom after last night. At that point, they weren’t sure of where to go from here, but I guess that’s what happens when one lets their guard down. Once thinking they had a second chance to rebuild what was lost, has now drifted further and further apart.
Y/N knew she should be angry at Unknown, for being the reason why she had to experience heartbreak a second time. Yet, she also couldn’t help but feel anger towards Tom. There had to be a reason behind the kiss, but something inside her didn’t want to let go of the fact that he did kiss Natalie in the end. It wasn’t staged, it wasn’t questionable pictures, it was real and Y/N had the displeasure of seeing it up close.
The images wouldn’t leave her mind, and no one was there to look out for her. Kate was gone, and Harrison and Harry took a weekend for themselves. For the first time ever...it was just her against the world.
Y/N hadn’t moved from her position since she yelled at Tom. Crouched on the floor, her back leaning against the door, her arms wrapped tightly around her knees. Her mind and her heart had left her body, while she was very much alive, her current state might as well deem her dead. She was waiting for someone, something to give her a sign that everything was going to be okay.
Thats when she heard the soft knocks. Three knocks at a time. Once. Twice. Then a third time. Y/N refused to open the door, thinking it was still Tom, but the more she waited the more the enfuriating knocking would not stop. After a couple more, she was ready to open door just to stop it. Another part was also curious to know what Tom had to say about last night. Maybe just maybe they’d get through it again like they did before. Y/N wiped her tears dry, and turned the doorknob.
It wasn’t Tom.
Natalie with her neatly waved, dirty blonde hair appeared at the door, her hand in mid knock. She gently placed it down and gave Y/N a tight-lipped smiled. “May I come in?” She asked in her robust english accent.
“Let me think about it. You’re in a PR relationship with my ex-boyfriend, you stole my ex-boyfriend’s clothes without permission and posted it all over social media when you said you wouldn’t...and let me see I know there was one more thing I was forgetting...” Y/N sarcastically ponders the thought, tapping her finger on her chin. “Oh yeah..you managed to kiss him right in front of me when there was no need for the PR. So if you asking to come into my room as if you’ve been my best friend all my life..You’re out of your fucking mind.” She speaks out bitterly.
Natalie looks at Y/N surprised at the attitude thrown at her. She knew Y/N was one for being a forgiving and generous girl, but today she saw a whole side of her. Natalie smirks at the comment and the result of her stunt. “Okay, then I won’t play the nice gal anymore. Now this is your last warning. Stay. Away. From. Tom.” Natalie threatens, jabbing her finger into Y/N’s chest as she emphasizes the last four words.
It clicked for Y/N as if a lightbulb when off in her head. She always had her assumptions, but Natalie’s threat was enough to prove her theory. “It is you...You’re Unknown. This whole time...From the moment I started to drift away from Tom..It was because of you!” Y/N yells out in frustration.
Natalie laughs manically. “Oh babes. You’re funny if you think I’m Unknown. Im only a part of your nightmare. And it’s going to keep on going and going. I’ll make sure you never wake from it.”
Y/N glares at Natalie, shaking her head in disbelief. “I don’t understand why you’re doing this..if you’re not Unknown, who is?”
“Like I’d ever tell you who Unknown is. I wasn’t lying about that part though. Unknown is on to me as well if I don’t play my role in this game.” Natalie scoffs as she looks at her fresh pressed manicure.
“If Unknown is threatening you, then why don’t you stop them? Why help make my life miserable when you know all of us are being pulled by the strings?” Y/N interrogates Natalie, furrowing her eyesbrows in confusion. No human being would be that cruel to ruin somone else’s life for no apparent reason. She assumed that Natalie was lying for the sake of keeping herself safe from Unknown, but from what?
“Because you took the one thing I ever truly cared about. Tom and I were doing fine, until you came into the picture.” Natalie glares at Y/N. She wanted to make sure her message was loud and clear. “I want to make you feel the pain and loss I felt when Tom left me.”
Y/N looks at her with digust, almost sick to her stomache the way Natalie talked down to her. “You cant change the way he feels Natalie.”
“No, but it seems like you’re doing that just on your own. Honestly Y/N, how much longer do you think he’ll take the more you push him away? Unknown and I are just the boost, you’re insecurities is what’s doing the magic. God, I cant wait to see how far it goes.” Natalie smirks as she turns toward the door.
“Then why keep going Natalie? You have Tom, the publicity, the looks. What more do you want?” Y/N challenges her.
“Acceptance.” She simply states. “And I wouldn’t bother bringing this up or trying to make ammends with Tom. You know Unknown will continue to pull more strings. In fact, I heard he got so sick of everything, he’s leaving on the next flight for Germany.” Natalie emphasizes, hoping to hit a trigger point for Y/N.
Y/N remained frozen, feeling so defeated as she looked at Natalie one last time before she made her way out shutting the door. Tom left. He left because of her and now she was truly alone.
Natalie skips her way downstairs to see Tom on the phone with his agent. He’s clearly distressed about last night and sitting down with his phone in hand. “Germany?! Now?!” He asks. “I..I cant. I have something going on right now. I have to fix this. I cant leave.” He speaks out as the voice talks over him. Tom was in no mood for games and he certaintly wasn’t ready to pack his bags and leave for an emergency shoot while Y/N locked herself in her room thinking he cheated on her with Natalie.
“Please...I need to set this right. I can’t think about work right now—.” Tom pleads.
“Tom, I get it. You’re heartbroken. Y/N’s heartbroken, but this is important. Not coming through with this could damage your career and cost you millions under contract.” His agent regretfully shares. “Trust me I tried to find a way out for you, but there’s no loophole. Natalie’s agents have it in their control and breaking it could mean all your money goes to them.”
Tom placed the phone on his forehead as he tries to channel and calm his anger. Natalie was getting on his nerves by the second. If it weren’t for this stupid contract, he would have never agreed to the PR stunt, let alone..let her live in their house for as long as they had. “Don’t tell me this all because of the fucking stunt.” He grumbled, trying his best to contain the frustration.
“Yes and no. It’s for the movie. They want to start filming and start setting up interviews for behind the scenes. Natalie will be there too, but I can make sure you are allowed to go alone...if it makes it any better.”
While Tom’s agent tried to make his job less difficult...it really didn’t make it any better. He’d avoid another stunt, but it also meant being far away from Y/N, right when she needed him the most. She had to hear the truth of what really happened that night.
Speaking of the woman herself, Natalie padded her way innocently towards Tom. Her arms crossed, her hair slightly fluffed, almost as if she were trying to show the world how soft she was. “You should go.” She says sweetly in her accent.
Tom looks at her in disgust as he tries to back away. “Not like I had a choice.” He leaves Natalie alone, making his way to pack his things. He knocked on Y/N’s door one last time to see if she would answer, but nothing. However, that didnt meant it would stop him from saying what had to be said. “Y/N, look...I know youre extremely pissed at me right now and you have every right to be. But you have to believe me when I tell you that it meant nothing to me at all. I..I..I have to go right now, and leave for Germany, but when Im done with this stupid contract Im coming back for you. I promise.” He laments, sliding a folded note under her doorway.
Unfortunately for Y/N she did not hear a single word that came from Tom. Her body and mental state had made her so overly exhausted, it put her in a state of deep sleep. If she couldn’t face the problems in the real world ar the moment, at least she could escape it in her dreams. So there it laid on the hardwood floor just hidden under the purple tapestry rug, Tom’s heartfelt note waiting to be read.
Tom made it to Germany in two hours time. The whole plane ride, he couldn’t help but wonder if Y/N had listened to anything he said, if she even bothered to read his note to her. He couldn’t worry much about his projects when the woman he loved was hurting again, right after he swore he’d do anything to protect her. The first two days passed ever so slowly. Tom’s anticipation to go back home moved quicker than the seconds on the clock. But here he was, sitting down in a green room waiting to be interviewed, feeling completely useless.
Light footsteps click clacked in the hallway, and the noise started getting closer, it became louder and clearer. Out of the shadows of the hallway was Natalie, dressed in a gold floral dress, with looks that could kill and make any woman envious. “Umm...we still got 30 minutes before we go on.” She smiles, talking ever so gently. Natalie takes the seat beside him on the couch, trying her best to hold on to his hands.
Tom rolls his eyes, yanking them out of her reach. “Stop it Natalie. Im tried of this shit already.” He reacts, distress straining his voice.
Natalie’s smile drops the moment she hears him say those words. “Tom...I was just..”
“No! You are taking this stunt way too seriously. What you did back in London is really shit of you. Taking my clothes, and kissing me without my consent?! What the fuck Natalie?!” Tom raises his voice, the lines on his forehead creasing.
“I thought it was a rather cute thing to do. Besides the people loved it, and don’t act like you didn’t love the kiss. I felt the passion in there.” Natalie justifies, flipping her golden locks as if her action had no consequences.
Tom laughs in disbelief. “Natalie. You ruined my chances with Y/N. I pushed you away the moment you pressed your lips on mine.”
“Why her? Why are you so caught up on Y/N? I told you so many times that she’s not good for you. She’s not even British. I meant what I said about the both of us being great together. Look at the pictures, the reactions. People love us. Thats why we got this lousy interview in the first place.”
“But Natalie...I don’t know how many times I have to tell you this. I love Y/N. I dont care what the whole world thinks. It will always be her.”
Natalie looks at him with teary eyes. This wasn’t how it was supposed to work. After everything she’s been through, after all the things she did for Unknown, Tom was supposed to be with her. “I don’t understand. You were supposed to love me!” She screams, her eyes burning with fury. “I was supposed to win in the end!”
“You can’t force someone to love you Natalie!” He screams back, his face turning redder by the minute. “Im not some prize to be won.” There’s silence in the room. Breaths heaving and panting as they try to recollect themselves. Tom takes another breath before he continues, “Look, we may have been childhood friends and gotten close, but this doesn’t mean we were endgame. Y/N came into my life and my whole life changed for the better with her. It’s like I can breathe, laugh, see the world in a whole new light because of her.”
Natalie sniffles, looking away as she hears the truth that she can no longer deny. Tom was truly in love with Y/N and no amount of backstabbing, threats, PR stunts, or fights could break them apart. They were meant for each other. “I just wish it was with me.” She whispered.
Tom shakes his head, now talking more gently. “I know, but believe when I tell you, I’m not that guy. Somewhere out there you’ll find someone who makes you feel the way I feel about Y/N every second of the day.” He places his hand on her shoulder as she gently touches it and pushes it away. She could no longer be angry, all the anger had left and was replaced with sadness. Natalie couldn’t help but wonder if this is how Y/N felt after everything she’s been put through. Maybe worse more or less, but was this what a broken heart felt like?
It was time for the interview, and as Tom made his way out, Natalie stayed behind. A change of heart was taking place inside her, and with everything that’s happened, she wanted to set things right. “What are you still doing here? Get your arse into that interview.” Her mother grumbles as she yanks her daughter’s wrist to the door.
“Mother...he doesn’t love me.” Natalie, whispers, her voice almost disappearing.
“I told you, he’ll learn. If you weren’t doing such a lousy job, maybe he would learn to love you.” Her mother rolls her eyes, still trying to drag her out to the room.
Natalie shakes her head holding back. “He won’t ever love me. Tom..he’s truly in love with Y/N, and that’s not something we can ever break. Every obstacle makes them stronger, and even now Tom is still willing to win her back. We can’t win mum.”
“Don’t tell me you’re growing a soft heart now. You’re more to blame than me. Naughty girl, always trying to break them up for your own good. If you weren’t so keen on —“
“No mum! That’s what you wanted! You wanted me to get the fame and fortune. I wanted love..but not like this. Not if we’re forcing Tom to love me when he doesn’t.” She wipes the tears from her eyes before continuing, “Im done with this. With everything. I’m going through this interview and that’s it. I want to set things write.”
“Then I’ll just ruin you and your friends with all the secrets and blackmail we’ve collected. You really want to be a part of that game?” Her mother threatens.
“You cant hurt us anymore, mum. No secret and blackmail will ever be big enough to break them. Every stone has been unturned.” With that Natalie makes her way into the interview where she sits next to Tom, in a very platonic way.
“So Tom and Natalie, tell us about your relationship. How is it going so far?”
Tom and Natalie looked at each other, smiling. Almost as if they were telepathically telling the other it was time to tell the truth. No more secrets. No more blackmail. This was it. The end was near.
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nctloveclub · 5 years
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do me a solid
pairing: mark lee x reader
prompt: in which you ask mark to be your fake boyfriend to get your mom off your back, not knowing that mark is utterly in love with you | slight slice of life au & fake dating au
genre: fluff
words: 1.78k yeet
a/n: i decided to write this as bulletpoints rather than paragraphs lmao. also this may be an overused cliche but i love me some fake dating aus owo also not proofread so ignore mistakes ;-;
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so,,,,, you and mark are best friends obviously but its funny because you guys met only a couple years ago???
the two of you just clicked and it was like you guys were soulmates
so you and mark had long graduated and decided to move in together !!
your dynamic is so domestic and pure, the two of you are so chill but also so caring towards each other
you have a bad day? you bet your ass mark is there with cuddles and food, asking you if you wanna talk about it
mark feeling stressed? you take him out to get his mind off things, whether it be eating food until you both pass out or just taking a walk and talking about life
regardless of the situation, the two of you always have each other backs and your relationship is so supportive
so when you get a call from your mom asking about your life specifically love life you panic
your mom mentions that she wants to visit and see you !!! her favorite child !!! so when she asks if you have a s/o
you just blurt out that you're dating mark with mark sitting like two feet away from you
you see mark's confused face before walking to your room to finish the conversation with your mom
you dont see but mark's face starts to heat up and hes smiling
hearing you say that you were dating him made his heart go nyooom
but it wasn't under the best circumstances
mark is a blushing mess and is hopelessly in love with his oblivious best friend
mark is interrupted from his thoughts when he sees you coming back into the living room pouting
he rushes up and engulfs you into a hug, "you alright?"
you shake your head no and just mumble "nosy mom problems"
"so is that why you said you were dating me?" mark asks, his heart breaking a bit
you quickly pull away from mark
"yeah, sorry about that." but mark shakes his head saying "it's fine."
"mom is coming to visit and she keeps nagging me about getting a s/o and im just trying to adult !"
mark laughs at your whining and you just playfully punch his shoulder
"mark do me a solid and play along,,,, please,,, im begging you,,, my bestest friend,,,,, the light of my life"
mark laughs at you and nods his head "of course i'll help you,,, what are best friends for?"
you just squeal and then quick peck his cheeks and you laugh at a blushing mark
"but you do owe me a solid." he says and you scoff
"fine i guess."
starting that day the two of you had started talking about how to play off the relationship
you started holding hands more and showing even more affection than you usually do
the two of you have like one brain cell combined so you came up with the story that you just realized that you liked mark in a more than friends way
as you and mark act like a couple mark can't help but just fall for you more
he's happy that he can finally shower you with the love you deserve but he knows that it isn't real
that its only to convince your mom that youre not gonna die alone
mark tries not to dwell on that fact and just tries to make the best of a fake relationship
so when your mom comes to visit for the weekend, you and mark are prepared
the both of you decided that your mom would stay in your room and you would sleep on the couch,,, unbeknownst to your mom
she comes in all excited and she goes to hug you and mark !
when mark takes her bag to your room, your mom brings you aside
"i always knew you and mark would eventually get together, the two of you are so perfect together."
youre kinda shocked at her words but you try not to show it
"how long have you been dating?" she asks and you answer "a couple months"
mark comes back and he sees you blushing like crazy
"your bag is in y/n's room, second door on the left" mark speaks
your mom smiles at him and makes her way to your room
"what happened while i gone?" he asks smirking
you just shake your head ,, "nothing much, just my mom being happy that im in a relationship"
mark just nods at your answer
you, mark, and your mom spend the rest of day together. taking her out to eat and such
night falls and your mom is asleep in your room
you and mark are sitting in the living room watching a movie
your mind was racing, thinking about what your mom said earlier that day
it was weird ,,, what does she mean that she knew the two of you would eventually get together ???
did you and mark act like an actual couple ??? yes
did you really have feelings for mark?
it was weird ,,, the thought of dating mark didn't appall you ,,, it actually made your heart race
the two of you didn't notice but you were holding hands under the blanket, your head leaning on his shoulder
the movie ended and when mark gets up to go to bed you notice the lack of warmth
he moves to kiss your forehead before telling you "goodnight" and going to his room
the both of you feel your heart race and you blush at mark's actions
mark is leaning against his closed door , his hand on his racing heart thinking "oh my gOD i JUST DID THAT"
you cant sleep
the couch was albeit comfy but your thoughts are keeping you awake
the thought of you and mark dating didn't digust you and that scared you
maybe you did have feelings for mark
you get up from the couch, wrapped up in a blanket and you make your way to mark's room
you knock and hear a muffled "come in" before walking in and closing the door behind you
"can't sleep?" he asks first and you nod
mark opens his arms and you plop on the bed next to him
his arms immediately wrap around you and you lay your head against his chest
you feel warm immediately and you can feel yourself start to drift off
"good night y/n." he mumbles
"night mark." you mumble sleepily
you wake up the next morning with your limbs entangled with mark's
you look up and see mark still asleep and you cant help but notice how cute he looks
you press soft kisses on his cheeks
you see mark scrunch his nose before waking up slowly
"what a nice way to wake up." he says, his voice deeper than usual
"shut up, let's make some breakfast." you say, pecking his lips before making your way to the kitchen
you start making breakfast, and mark joins you briefly
you make fun of mark when he makes eggs and he just pouts at you whining to leave him alone
you place the three plates on the dinner table and you soon see your mom enter the living room
"ooh breakfast looks good." she says sitting down at the table
the three of you eat and joke around, your mom telling you that she's gonna leave in the afternoon
when the three of you finish eating mark takes the plates and goes to the sink to do dishes
you go to the bathroom and get ready for the day while your mom goes to talk to mark
mark is washing the plates and silverware while your mom rinses the plates and places them on the drying rack
"you know mark i like you, you make my daughter really happy, but if you do break her heart i will get you." she says, scaring mark a bit
but mark shakes his head,, "i love your daughter too much to break her heart." he says honestly
your mom smiles at his words
when you come back, your mom leaves to get ready and you go hug mark from behind
"what did she do? did she threaten you? oh my god im sorry mark" you whine
mark laughs before turning around and wrapping his arms around your waist
"it's fine y/n,, it was kinda scary but it's fine." he says, kissing your forehead
you smile at his words, letting out a breath of relief
a small silence falls between you, your eyes glancing from his eyes to his lips and his the same
the two of you slowly start to move, mark's lips hovering over yours
a loud sound interrupts the moment, the two of you separating instantly
mark quickly breaks the silence, "im gonna go brush my teeth" he says, his voice cracking at the end
you laugh at his flustered state and go to help your mom get ready to leave
your mom leaves in an hour or two, cutting her visit short
"youre leaving so early" you say, before bringing your mom into a hug
"ah it's fine, i have to get home anyway. ill leave you two alone." she says, making your's and mark's cheeks blushing furiously
"mom" you whine, covering your face with your hands
she shakes her head before bringing mark into a hug
"please take care of her" she says , quiet enough only for mark to hear
"of course"
she pulls away and gives the two of you a smile before making her way out
when the door closes the two of you let out a breath you didn't know you were holding
"im sorry about that mark, shes so blunt." you laugh
mark shakes his head , "nah it's fine,, she's fun to be around,,"
an awkward silence fills the room, the inevitable question in your mind , what happens now?
you break the silence first, "thank you mark , for doing this for me ,,,, i appreciate it so much,,, i dont know how ill make it up to you.."
mark takes your hands in his ,, "this was a pretty big solid y/n ,," he teases
you just groan ,,, "oh my god dont make me clean up after you for a week" you whine
mark just shakes his head,, "i have a different idea in mind,,,"
you just stand there like ,,,, what ,,, is it ,,,,
mark just gives you a cute ass smile "do me a solid and go on a date with me."
you say yes
i hope this wasnt bad feedback is appreciated hehe ^^
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blueberryshitake022 · 4 years
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[REMINDER]
[This story is a work of fiction. Everything that happened in the story is NOT connected to the Artists real life]
[This Story also came from my Wattpad account so Yeah.]
"I CANT LET YOU GO"
By: Blueberry
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Jimin's Pov
Me and Yoongi are in a relationship.
We're already 3 years now and in the next month is our anniversarry.
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All of us are in the practice room except someone is missing.
'Yoongi Hyung is not here yet,Where could he be?'
Jimin thought to himself. He hasnt seen any sign of his Favorite Hyung since early in the morning.
"Hey Tae!"
He called out.
The other boy turned around and walked towards him With Jungkook following.
"Yah! Kim Taehyung Does Jungkook really
have to follow you around?"
He said putting both of his hands on his hips.
Taehyung turned around and whispered something to Jungkook that made him leave.
"Are you ok now?"
Mockingly said.
"Ugh..Well..You see.."
He stuttered looking down on the floor like it was the amazing thing He has ever seen.
"It's about Yoongi Hyung is it?"
Taehyung spoked focusing his eyes on the-now-looking-down Jimin.
"Well..yeah Have you seen him?"
He replied avoiding his Bestfriends gaze.
Before the other one was about to talk the door shot open and there Revealed a Tired Yoongi.
They all looked at him as if He had just ruined someone's party.
"You're late you dumbass.."
J-hope said in a dark and sharp tone.
Jimin ran towards his Hyung and helped him out cause He seemed to be pretty tired.
'But what made him tired?'
The question repeated inside Jimin's head.
It keep on going and going for a few minutes more.
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A few hours had passed but Jimin isnt answering Jin who was aggressively shaking him.
He seemed weird well actually,weirder than before.
It looked like his soul isnt inside his body.
As Jin was about to punch him His eyes changed and He and Jin made eye contact after that Jin stumbled down.
All of the other members were moving away from him I didnt know why cause Im Just here sitting to where I was left alone earlier.
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"Answer me!! Yoongi Answer Me?!!"
Jimin shouted in anger.His pupils shaking,His palms clenching into a fist.
"What do you want me to answer?"
Yoongi said looking into his eyes but then looked away when He felt Jimin's gaze was piercing through him.
"Dont pretend you dont know about Her!"
He replied then He started walking forwards and backwards mumbling about something.
The other Male slightly felt taken aback because He didnt know what The Younger one meant by 'HER'.
"What do you mean by HER You Idiot?"
Yoongi suddenly felt a little anger rising.
"Her!" Jimin showed a photo of Yoongi and what it seems to be a girl.They were holding each others hand and were smiling.
"Wait,Where did you get that?" Yoongi was shocked about the photo He couldnt even believe it was Him.
"Oh so now you're saying you have a girl?!" the Young boy yelled
"Jimin,That is not me I swear."
"Whatever cheater.Were done now" Jimin walked towards the door and twisted the handle.
"Oh and by the way,I dont want to see your Digusting face ever again." He said and then walked out of the room.
Yoongi who was left inside the room didnt even move.
He was just frozen there.
He couldnt believe that Jimin would say that,Say that they're done,that they're over.
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"You ok Yoongs?"
Jin said as he saw the boy walking forwards and backwards.
Yoongi stopped from his tracks and turned to face his elder.He just nodded and went back to walking.
Jin knew something was off so He went to the others and told them about what he just witnessed.
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"What are you talking about that Its weird? He's always weird Idiot"
RM said smacking Jin's arms.
The Elder 'Owed' in pain.
"Did you know that Yoongi-Hyung and Jimin-Hyung had a fight last night?"
Jungkook Blurted out.
All of there eyes then turned to Jungkook.
"They did?"
J-Hope exclaimed
"Oh yeah they did"
The Youngest said Reassuring his Hyung's.
*After explaining everything
(Im lazy to write those :>>)
"And that's what happened"
The Youngest proudly said.
"Wow..I cant believe Jimin-Hyung just shouted at Yoongi-Hyung."
Taehyung said.
"We agree"
The other 4 said in Unison.
They looked at each other then laughed.
Suddenly a wild Park Jimin appeared.
"Yo! Whatcha' Guys laughin' about?"
He said looking at each of the boy's face.
Nobody answered Jimin They were just looking down at the floor.
"Yah! Are you all listening to me?"
Jimin said.
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"Jimin Hyung!"
Someone yelled at the door.
Jimin turned around and saw Yeonjun and Soobin panting.
"Oh,Why are you guys here and why are you guys Panting? You looked like you were chased by a dog"
He said Walking towards the two young ones and gave them water.
-After a few seconds-
"Hyung.."
Yeonjun finally spoke.
"Yes?"
Jimin replied
"Its about Yoongi Hyung"
Soobin answered.
"Eh? What about that Bastard?"
Jimin said remembering their fight last night.
"He...he..he"
Yeonjun stuttered.
"He what?"
Jimin replied.He was already feeling the Blood boiling in his veins.
"He's gone.."
Soobin said looking down to the floor and followed by Yeonjun.
Jimin couldnt believe of what He had just heard.
"G-gone? You're kidding right?Please tell me your kidding"
Jimin said as tears were threatining to fall down.
"No! It cant be! Its a prank right?" J-hope shouted.His voice shaking.
"If this is a joke its not funny"
Jin exclaimed.
"You're lying that is not true right?"
Taehyung said as tears were rolling down on his cheeks.
"Were sorry Hyungs"
The two young males replied in sad tones.
"Where is He?! I need to see that bastard!"
Jimin then suddenly ranted.
"I need to see that fricking bastard! Where is he now! Tell Me!"
He said as He was shaking Soobin Aggressively.
The others were trying to hold him back but they failed to.
Jimin ran around the building searching for His Hyung and then He saw him.
Right there,Hanging.
Jimin couldnt believe He was seeing this.
Jimin couldnt believe that His hyung would take his own life.
Jimin broked down on the ground.
He bursted crying and shouting at the
now Dead Yoongi.
After a few minutes the others found him and Were also shocked seeing The lifeless Yoongi Hanging right there.
"Y-Yoong-gi" Jimin cried out loudly.
The others patted him in the back and comforted him.
"It's all my f-fault" Jimin blurted.
"No,It isnt yours and It isnt anyone's fault Jimin"Namjoon answered.
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-4 years later-
Jimin's Pov
Im now visiting Yoongi Hyungs grave.Man...I have missed him so much.
"Hi Hyung,I hope your happy there.Im sorry for saying those things to you.Of all stupid things you did this is the stupidest thing.How could you even take your own life? Is it worth it?Did you feel good? Did you think I would be happy if you're gone?" Jimin blurted and tears were starting to fall.
"I wish you're still here cause I cant still Let You Go Hyung."
Jimin stood up and sighed.
He then left and went home.
-At Home-
"I cant live like this anymore Hyung.
I want to live with you up there.
I want to be by your side.
I want us to be together forever.
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Happier (6) | T.H.
Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader
Summary: A deep conversation between Tom & Y/N takes place. Tom offers a solution to Y/N’s problem, but does she take it?! Can Harrison convince her?
A/N: It’s a rather short chapter but a lot of Tom & Y/N action!! I absolutely love reading all your therories and comments! Thank you guys so much for reading & sticking around!
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8
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Betrayal
Its a vile word for the people you trusted your life with. Still in a state of shock, Y/N couldnt understand why Katie would have betrayed her like this. To think she was her best friend through thick and thin, always having each other’s back...it all seemed meaningless. Now here she was, packing up and trying to figure out where to go from here. London wasn’t an option and neither was the city with the rent being so high up.
As if her path was written by the stars, Tom had decided to call her the moment she started zipping up her bag. Y/N knew it wasn’t a good idea to answer, but it was almost instinctive in the moment. Truthfully, she needed someone. Someone to tell her it was going to be okay. “Hey, look. I know you probably hate me after the last time we talked on the phone like this, but I just wanted to say Im sorry.” Tom’s voice spoke softly through the phone as he let out a slight chuckle of nervousness.
Y/N smiled slightly as she listened to his voice. It was the most conforting thing she had heard, and could only imagine his voice wrapping around her to make her feel some sort of ease. “Yeah. No it’s um..it’s fine, really.” Y/N responds trying to calm her breathing after sobbing for the past hour.
“Yeah I guess, you were right. Maybe I was just jealous, because..I mean you already knownhow I feel. But you’re your own person so I can totally understand why you’d want to see new people. After all you broke up with me and—” Tom started getting more nervous as he continued to over explain his reasoning, but Y/N didnt seem to pay any attention as she lets out what was bothering her.
“Kate’s been crossing us.” She interrupts.
“Wait what? What do you mean?” Tom asks now more concerned, pushing the phone closer to his ear.
“She leaked information about Natalie staying thats where the rumors came from and she sent those pictures of Matt and I to Natalie’s publicist.” Y/N says as she closes her eyes.
Tom was more confused and in complete shock. Not understanding why Y/N’s most trusted best friend who do this to her. “Y/N...I dont know what to say..I’m sorry.” He replies, feeling defeated that there was nothing he could do, especially since she was so far away from him. Even if Y/N would have rejected his advances, he knew she needed him...now more than ever.
“Don’t be. It’s fine.” Y/N lies as she sits down on the bed, silently crying.
“No, it’s not Y/N. I know you’re hurting and I wish I could be there to do something about it.” Y/N smiles at his words. For every sad and painful moment, there would always be some sort of comfort. Tom was hers. For a moment...just one moment, she forgot about all the terrible things that happened. The betrayal, the rumors, Natalie. The moment felt like it was meant just for Tom and Y/N.
But not all moments last forever. Y/N’s phone went off, alerting her of a notification. In fear, she thought the unknown number was ready to leave another threat for talking to Tom, but it wasn’t. Though it was just a simple Twitter notification that came up, it showed that Tom and Natalie were out again on display for the Public. Casually flirting back and forth, with pictures of their social media interaction with each other. Her heart sank even more..if it was even possible.
He was still with her, even if it was pretend. Y/N thought back to when Natalie first arrived to stay with them, and how she slowly tried to flirt her way and spend time with Tom. She thought about how well they worked and looked good together, and how she left Tom saying “You’d be happier with her.” While it was all under the unknown’s plan to say those exact words, Y/N couldn’t help but feel some sort of truth to it. Certainly, she wasn’t happier with everything thats happened, but for Tom...at least he still had a chance to be happier with Natalie.
“Y/N? You still there?” Tom asked through the phone, when he didn’t hear Y/N say anything for a good while.
She shook her head to stop her thoughts as she replied, “Yeah...still here.”
“Oh okay. Good. I thought you hung up on me.” Tom laughs nervously. “Look, uhh maybe we should focus on what you’re gonna do. So do you have a place to stay?”
Y/N looks around as she sighs in defeat. “No. I’d find an apartment but the rent is so high here in the city especially for those that live alone, and I really dont feel like moving back in with my parents right now.”
Tom listened to her dilemma closely, when he offered without hesitation, “Come back here.”
“Tom, you know thats not an option nor a good idea for us. I told you we needed space, and I certainly don’t want to live under the same roof with a girl your fake dating at the moment.” She says in digust, voiced laced with anger.
“Calm down, Y/N. Im just offering you a solution and I could make sure you don’t see her. It’s a big house after all.”
“It’s not happening.” Y/N says quickly to end the dispute. Y/N stops to think about her other option, one Tom make not very well like. “Maybe I could ask Matt. I know he doesnt live too far from here.”
“Okay, now you’re being delusional. That’s definitely not happening.” Tom scoffs, as he thinks about the sickening idea. “I don’t want you near him.”
“You cant tell me what to do.”Y/N snaps at him. “Just like I’m not telling to stop being near Natalie, let alone enter a PR relationship.”
“Well at least Im being honest and open about it and not hiding it like an immature child.” Tom fires back. Y/N was at a loss with the way he responded to her. While she did keep it secret, deep down she knew it was for his own good..but he would never know. “Im sorry. I didnt mean it. It’s just...I wish you were more honest with me..with everything. It hurts you know.”
“Yeah..” Y/N whispers on the phone, feeling guilty and upset by where they’ve ended up. “I know. I’m sorry too. I want to be honest with you about everything but I cant for good reason.”
“No reason is good enough, if you have to keep secrets from people you love.” Tom says bluntly. “Look Im not gonna make you choose where you want to go from here. It’s your decision and life. Im just saying my door is always open for you...no matter how many times you hurt me.”
“It’s not your obligation Tom. I’ll be fine with whatever happens to me. I have to be, but thank you.” Y/N says as she bids him farewell.
As Y/N grabs her stuff and heads toward the door so do Harrison and Harry. “We booked a hotel for a night, if you want to stay with us.” Harry says as he tried his best to smile for her.
Y/N does in return and nods. “Yeah. Okay let’s go.”
Harry, Harrison, and Y/N made it to Aviary Hotel in silence. No one was sure what they should say to the other, when everything had gone to shit in the past month. Once everyone settled down, Harry decided to go down and grab food the group, while Harrison stayed to watch over Y/N in case she needed anything. “So, you told Tom, Im guessing?” Harrison asked, sitting across the other bed as he watched her intently.
Y/N nodded not saying anything as she brushed her hair avoiding eye contact. She thought for a moment deciding if she should tell him about what really happened in the phone conversation. “He and I fought..kinda I guess. I told him I didnt have a place to stay and he wanted me to stay with you guys, but I said it’s not a good idea and then I mentioned Matt, and everything went downhill from there.”
“Wait why not? Why can’t you stay with us?” Harrison asked.
Y/N gave him a look as if he didn’t know the reason already. His blue eyes shifting from surprise to realization. “Right, I forgot.” They sat in silence for a few seconds before Harrison interjects again. “You know, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. I know Natalie and the unknown number still poses a threat, not to mention risky, but it’d be unexpected for them.” He offered.
Y/N thinks hard about it, her brows furrowing. “Yeah okay...but how does this that make it any better knowing that Im living with my ex-boyfriend who is also living under the same roof with a girl that he’s fake dating not to mention your childhood friend, and may very well be the other person terrorizing me.”
Harrison looks at her as he rubs his face in embarassment. “Well..when you put it that way.”
“Harrison, you can put it in any other way you want, it’s still going to be a bad idea.” She says.
“Look just think about it, okay. Its a big house, and you can use the attic room upstairs if you dont want to see anyone and have schedules until we can sort all of this out. And if it bothers you that much I even have a friend that lives close by who also needs a roommate herself.”
Y/N looks at Harrison skeptically, as he weighs out her options. “You really out here trying to find a way to make me stay with you guys and leave home huh?”
Harrison smiles as he combs back his dirty blonde hair. “No, Y/N. This here?” He points out arms wide, gesturing to the room to represent New York. “It was your home. Your real home, whether you want to believe it or not, it’s with us back in London. I know everything has been rough between you and Tom, but we’re going to find a way. I promise.”
Y/N sheds a tear, as she hears Harrison speak. He was right. Home just didn’t feel like home anymore. Not without them, but as much as she wanted to say yes, the odds of it being okay were against her...that couldn’t be ignored.
“So what do you say?”
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