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Im sorry but the fucking brainrot of chuuya nakahara will not stop so I need to share my fucking vision.
Chuuya Nakahara, who's joints lock up and who has severe chronic pain, who wears gold rimmed reading glasses with little gold chains to help hold them when he's outside the mafia (and thus not wearing contacts to hide his blue-brown eyes), Chuuya who has summer freckles that come out from the sun, who has a wheelchair, cane and service dog respectively just in case that he can never use while on duty, who has heart problems thanks to stress and a god in his body, who has a small clinic outside of Yokohama that knows him by name.
Chuuya Nakahara who, when he figured out that this was happening to him, had a full mental breakdown over being unable to fight properly, and thus not being useful, who then pulled away from Dazai, who never managed to push the right buttons to get him to spill what was happening, leading Dazai to leave the Mafia thinking Chuuya hated him.
Chuuya who then, thanks to this "confirmation" that he wasn't usefull anymore, even if Dazai didn't know, leading him to not open up about this to any other mafia member, with only Mori knowing, and keeping the details even from him.
Dazai who, when in the middle of a case for the ADA, suddenly sees Chuuya rolling down the sidewalk with his wheelchair, freckles and mismatched eyes on full display with his service dog beside him, having his world completely turned on its heal as he falls in love with the same man a second time while simultaneously putting down the pieces that led to his complete misunderstanding of what'd happened between the two years before.
Please tell me there are others who see my vision because this shit is fucking haunting me rn.
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angelsrcute · 2 months
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I suck his dick, it's big, it's very-very big! ᝰ.ᐟ✮⋆˙
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◟♡ ˒ ʾʾ — who'd make you cockwarm him while he works, the door unlocked, his dick so close to your g-spot but he wouldn't let you move! hands keeping your waist in place as his dick keeps you all stuffed n warm.
“I'll be done soon, sweetheart, you can wait a little more right? So, be a good girl n stop movin’ so much.”
◟♡ ˒ ʾʾ — who'd praise you for sucking him off so good, tears forming at the corner of your eyes as you try not to gag on his huge dick. Guiding your tongue on his dick, gently holding your hair, shooting thick ropes of cum in your mouth.
“God, your mouth feels so good, my sweets. Keep goin’ alright? looking so pretty f’ me.”
◟♡ ˒ ʾʾ — who'd taunt n insult you while you gag on his dick, roughly grabbing your hair and making you take him fully. Your mascara n lipstick all ruined, eyes rollin’ back when he cums in your mouth. :(
“You look like some cheap whore like this, y'know. I bet you're getting wet from me degrading you, hm? As expected.”
◟♡ ˒ ʾʾ — who'd fuck you in a mating press, his big cock stretching your insides, hitting your womb. Pressin’ his hand on your tummy to feel his dick in you, making you whine. Your tummy already full from how much he cums, you definitely can't go for another round.. + he's gonna fuck you till you need a wheelchair.
“It won't fit? Don't worry, darlin’. Gonna make your cunt remember my dick, don't worry! Even if it does forgets, I'll just fuck ya again.”
◟♡ ˒ ʾʾ — who'd fuck you till your dumb n can only think of him and his dick if you do decide to act all bratty or he'd just tie you up n put a vibrator on your clit and watch as you squirm around trying to get a release, but he turns off the vibrator just when you're gonna cum. :(
"Should've thought before being like that, what did you expect, princess? acting all flirty with that random guy, trying to make me jealous."
◟♡ ˒ ʾʾ — who’re either super experienced from sleeping around or just fucking virgin losers, walkin’ around with that big ass dick in his pants.
— FYODOR, Leona, Dazai, NIKOLAI, Beel, Chuuya, Diavolo, SEBEK, Lucifer, Malleus, MAMMON, Jack, Blade, Neuvillette, Sampo, IDIA, Zhongli, Scara, CHILDE, TOJI, Jing yuan, Gojo, Sukuna, NANAMI, Dr. ratio, Wriothesley, ALHAITHAM, CATER + your favs.
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ech0schamber · 1 year
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i hope your injury gets better asap!! but as for requests,, how about dazai/ranpo reacting to you waking up after being in a coma for a year(s)?
awhh, thank you :] and sorry this took so long, i totally forgot to check my computer lmao
and damn, jumping straight into the angst lets go
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☆i just had to use this gif i couldn't find the one from oda's scene
☆ANYWAYS
☆you had been on a mission with dazai when you got severely injured, he had tried to get you out of the area and to a hospital as fast as he could, but you still went into a coma due to your injuries
☆he had tried his hardest to stay stronger for you, but as soon as he was told that you were in a coma and that the doctors had no idea when you were going to wake up, he immediately wanted to sob his eyes out
☆he got incredibly drunk that night
☆for the first couple of months, he visited you every day. even if it meant that he left work early to see you. for once, kunikida never scolded him about it
☆eventually, he stopped visiting as frequently. it went from everyday, to every couple of days, to maybe once a week. it got to the point that he would only visit you a handful of times every mouth. the longer you were there, the more and more hope he lost
☆during this time, his alcoholic tendencies got worse, he ended up hurting himself more, even his suicide attempts got worse and more frequent. everyone at the agency started to look after him, hell, even chuuya started to look after him
☆you had finally woke up from your coma, and you immediately asked where dazai was. once the doctors checked your vitals and made sure you weren't at risk for falling into another coma, they had called dazai to tell him
☆he was at the agency when they called, now normally, he wouldn't answer his phone, but he had saved the number of the hospital just in case
☆he almost broke down as soon as he heard that you were awake. he basically ran out of the agency, much to kunikida's dislike. (he understands once he finds out your awake though)
☆it took him like 10 minutes to get to the hospital bc his lanky ass ran the whole way there
☆the second that he walked into the hospital room and saw that you truly had woken up, the tears immediately started falling. he hugged you and sobbed into your shoulder for almost an hour before he could calm himself down
☆thankfully, the doctors had informed you that you were in a coma for over a year, so you didn't freak out when this happened
☆you had held him tightly the whole time, whispering reassuring and comforting comments to him the whole time
☆once he had finally fully calmed down, he gave you a big ol' smooch
☆he took a second to text kunikida to give him the news, and to ask for the next few days off, dazai was not going to leave your side. if the hospital staff wasn't willing to let him stay, they would probably have to drag his ass out of the hospital
☆but, for the sake of my sanity, the doctors were nice and let him stay :]
☆now, after being in a coma for that long, your muscle start to weaken and basically give out on themselves. i mean, you were stuck in one position for over a year, that to be expected. you are going to be stuck in a wheelchair for a while, your legs can't carry your weight anymore
☆dazai was very willing to help you with your physical therapy, he basically moved himself into your apartment to help you. he'd even leave in the middle of work if you called him stating you needed help with something
☆jumping forward a bit, you're on crutches now, and can walk around your apartment without much help now
☆now that dazai's head had finally fully processed that you were awake, he'd become clingy as fuck. he wanted to cling to you earlier, but he was terrified of accidentally hurting you
☆you got yourself a human koala now, congrats ;]
☆he is going to get possessive of you, he lost you for a year, he is not going to let you out of his sight for a long time. don't even think about trying to go onto a dangerous mission, he will trap you, and threaten his co-workers if they try to assign you a mission they know is dangerous. you are probably going to have to reel it in a bit, he can get very possessive at times, but it is because he is absolutely terrified that you are going to get injured and he won't be able to save you
☆please comfort him, he needs a lot of love after that
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☆ohhh this poor baby
☆he knew that you were going to get hurt by taking this mission, and he told you that. you still went, ignoring his warning. he did not know that you were going to be sent into a coma due to your injuries
☆he, of course, stayed back at the agency, his job doesn't intel mission work like yours does, but he knew something was very wrong when you didn't come back when you supposed to
☆he was contacted by the hospital, as he was your emergency contact. he was absolutely devastated by the news. for once, he just quietly left. he didn't even tell fukuzawa what was happening, he only found out later when yosano had reported back to everyone.
☆he didn't go to the hospital immediately. instead, he went home and bawled his eyes out. he didn't know what to do, and it honestly made him fill like a lost child again
☆he visited you everyday. he didn't care if you didn't wake up from the coma, he would still visit you every single day
☆he cried. a lot. it ended up taking a toll on his mental health, everyone at the agency had noticed and started caring for him in your absence, he even ended up staying at fukuzawa's place several times bc he couldn't bear the thought of going home alone
☆anytime his phone went off, he'd immediately checked it to see if it was the hospital calling
☆when the hospital did finally call though? he shot out of the agency at lightning speed, his beloved was finally awake and he was not going to let them be alone for very long
☆he quite literally threw himself onto you when he finally saw you. the doctors were not to pleased by this, but neither of you cared
☆he cried into your shoulder for the longest time, clinging onto you as he was afraid that you would disappear into thin air if he let go of you, so there is no way he didn't stay with basically the whole time you were in the hospital
☆he'd also be very willing to help you with physical therapy! and he'd make sure you'd eat properly, you probably lost a lot of weight
☆literally made a rule that if he tells you not to go on a mission, you don't go on that mission. like, no one at the agency would let you leave for said mission, even fukuzawa wouldn't assign you cases if ranpo said that you were going to get hurt on them
☆get ready for possessive ranpo, he is going to make sure that will never happen again
☆will literally ask yosano to go kill a bitch if they lay their hands on you
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while you can request angst headcanons as much as you want, please be aware that they are not going to be first priority! while i absolutely love writing angsty stuff, it's not always gonna be easy for me to do so
please don't let that stop you from requesting! i love to see all your ideas!
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hetn-3 · 7 days
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dick size of demon dazai and demon chuuya
demon dazai I would say he is around 35 cm
demon chuuya I would say 40 or even 45 cm because chuuya is very small
every time chuuya tries to fuck you the next day you have a wheelchair and you leak cum
demon dazai will make fun of you because you're whining because it's too big and it doesn't fit
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lnkedmyheart · 1 year
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I keeps seeing takes about Chuuya killing Dazai in 108 or so and like I can't tell if people are serious or being sad beans because like clearly Chuuya of all people isn't gonna kill Dazai. If Chuuya had it his way he'd be chasing Dazai around a retirement home on wheelchairs yelling in his shaky old man voice about how he is going to gut him someday for sure because old man Dazai stole his dentures or something.
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disabledstraydogs · 2 months
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Chuuya Nakahara is a cane user and an ambulatory wheelchair user
"I'm just projecting here but I think that he has chronic pain (specifically in his legs) due to corruption and the effects of experiments done on him; because of this he uses a cane and occasionally a wheelchair. Although he struggles with shame in regards to using mobility aids, Kouyou is helping him accept that he needs them."
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Image ID: A manga version of Chuuya in front of the cane user flag by rjalker. The second image is of the same manga panel of Chuuya infront of the ambulatory wheelchair user flag by xenogender-klown-goblin.
The divider is of the disabled flag but turned into a graident.
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modern au but is it really?
chuuya has recently moved to the countryside from the busy city, for the change of scenery but also because it's closer to the hospital that is looking after his twin brother. verlaine and rimbaud think it's a good idea, for a change of pace.
anyways chuuya goes through the notions of being the new kid from the city now in the quiet countryside with their dirt roads, hokura(small shrines found on the country roadsides), and rice fields, as well as neighbors a good walk away from his new home. he adjusts well, surprisingly. his friends at school who claim themselves to be called the flags, his neighbor who frequently visits who he found calling her ane-san. and since moving, he was able to visit his brother in the hospital more often, whose health has been progressing slowly but positively. baki's now able to walk with a cane, an upgrade from his wheelchair!
but he could tell that something was... different about this side of the country. he couldn't figure out what the feeling was. and when asking ane-san and the flags, they all deduce that he was simply getting used to the airy atmosphere the spirits brought, as if welcoming them. that same night, he could hair faint whistling amongst the gentle breeze and rustling treetops.
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it was any other day where chuuya found himself laying amongst the grass, enjoying the sun on his skin. then just a moment later, he hears a skitter. but when he looked over, there was nothing. thinking nothing of it, he resumed minding his own business. this happens for the next few minutes before chuuya just got tired and snapped his head over. only to see a white fox from the nose to tailtip.
with his phone in their jaws.
needless to say, chuuya gave chase after the animal who raced off, letting out loud squeals that sound as if it were laughing. but in this current scenario, chuuya felt-- no, knew-- it was mocking him. they ran all over the place; his open front yard, down through the streets (it didn't help that he people were out and about harvesting their fields, they have a front row seat to the spectacle happening before them. the flags, definitely), and through the forest brush.
after chasing the white speck of squealing fur for what felt like a lifetime, chuuya finally first through the forest and... into a small clearing. it physically made him stop to take in the sudden change of scenery, as one second ago it was purely forest. and now... there's a path that he could tell has been overun by the grass. he could barely see the stone slates that help make the path. at the edges of the clearing, small but prominent stones with shimenawa encircled the clearing. and just ahead of him, a rundown and unattended hokura, a small stone statue in the form of a fox with five tails. five? suddenly, he hears a mischievous snicker behind him, and he whips around, remembering what brought him on this wild goosechase.
only to be met twin white fox ears poking out the top of curly brown hair, a glint in heather brown eyes accompanied by a mischievous smirk, and five white tails behind them and their blue kimono.
oh, and his phone in their mouth.
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starlightshadowsworld · 3 months
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Agency informant Izaya
During the Decay of Angels arc, Izaya becomes a vampire.
While Ranpo's bailing out the Agency, Izaya is doing damage control to their reputation.
Using facts and logic to dispell the allegations against them in the public eye.
He's been reunited with Atsushi and Kyouka and is helping them, Lucy and Ango with things on the Sky Casino.
And gets captured by Teruko and Tachihara after stalling for time to let the others escape.
Izaya figures out that Tachihara has changed alligances and hands him a drive thst doubles as a recording device. (It's a suprise tool that will help him later.)
Given Izaya is not technically not a member of the Agency, he's bought to Fukuchi for questioning.
Izaya has his own device like Tachihara's and uses it to record everything Fukuchi says during the meeting.
Fukuchi is intrigued by him, because he knows Izaya isn't just your run of the mill informant.
"It's werid, unlike the rest of the Agency we couldn't find anything on you. It's like you don't even exist."
"Funny, I could find everything on you."
Fukuchi chuckles and tells him while I couldn't find anything online, I've heard rumours out in the wild. About a man who uses humanity like puppets.
Izaya, caught off guard but counters that "werid, because the only puppeteer I see is the man before me."
Fukuchi does the classic we're not so different you and I.
"I'm trying to make humanity better than it ever could be, erase all war with just a price. You understand that, you will join me."
Izaya, laughs his arse off because no we ain't. *That's the dumbest thing I've ever heard you can't sacrifice lives for peace. There's not a toll to pay."
Fukuchi takes this... Not so well.
And they end up fighting.
Now Izaya can hold his own in a fight. But as the fight goes on, Fukuchi outmatches and overpowers him.
There's only so much you can dodge a sword that can't bend space and time. And Fukuchi is a soilder with countless surgeries to turn him into the peak of human condition.
Izaya is strong but he's not that strong. He got the information he required and that's what counts.
But he does still have an exist strategy... That's thwarted. And in a last ditch effort, Izaya uses his ability on Fukuchi.
Hoping to use the sudden flashback of memories to catch him off guard and give him an opening to escape.
It doesn't work. Instead Izaya's overwhelmed by the things he sees, the people Fukuchi's tortured, the sheer destruction and suffering.
Fukuchi doesn't bat an eye and stabs him, in multiple futures in multiple areas to keep Izaya from being able to look away or deactivite his ability.
"Funnily enough, I wasn't asking when I said you'd join me."
Izaya, even with all of this manages to press the send button to deliver it all to the Agency just before Bram bites him.
The outfit change is basically Izaya losing his current short coat and ending up with a trench coat (like he does in the Durarara Manga).
His skins grey, his eyes are black and red like the rest of the vampire. Theres also the fact Izaya can walk now, given the reason he couldn't was psychosomatic.
And he's currently mind controlled. With any atrophy from not walking for a very long time being fixed by vampire healing.
With Bram, Fukuchi found out Izaya's ability and decides to use him to gain information.
As he has complete control over Izaya's ability, Fukuchi is able to view the memories he sees.
Fyodor totally gloats over Izaya being turned to Dazai. And he's lucky Dazai and Chuuya are so good at being composed.
Because that's their friend and big brother... You'll pay for that.
The Agency take the news horribly too, Fukuchi is livid. Atsushi takes it the worst because Izaya got captured saving him and the others.
None of them want to fight him but they do end up having too.
When the ability wears off, Izaya collapses but Atsushi is there to catch him. He carries him and helps him back into his wheelchair.
And Izaya hugs him, comforts him that it's not Atsushi's fault but his own. He took a risk but it paid off.
"Were you scared?"
"Nope, you know why? Because I knew you were all gonna save me. And you did."
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AU where albatross managed to save Doc but he was severely traumatised driving him to madness which wasn't helped by the fact that Verlaine joined the mafia and was promoted to executive while chuuya forgave him , Doc could never do that and he was in need of a wheelchair leading to chuuya leaving the mafia to care for him because in a moment of clarity doc asked him to leave with him because he couldn't stay in the place who hold so much memory with his late friends.
Chuuya fell that he owed him that , so he left without telling anyone not even dazai or kouyou know about that because he knew that they would try to stop him.
Doc founded an underground clinic in suribashi city , while chuuya own a coffee bar called flags who became a prime source of information dealing but peoples also go here for mercenary mission or others reasons that they don't want the law to know.
As chuuya have the trust of the locals in suribashi city helped by his reputation, he have eyes everywhere not only in suribashi but also in all of Yokohama which led him to meet his second pain in the ass after Dazai Osamu edogawa ranpo.
Who got lost in a mission while chuuya was nearby to meet one of his contact , he gave him food while he was waiting for someone to pick up ranpo who liked it too much for his liking because he couldn't get ride of him afterward.
Which wasn't helped by the fact that Doc took a liking to ranpo's friend yosano, the two of them are a terrifying duo he shudder just thinking about it.
Everytime that the agency need informations on case that they couldn't get with their usual informants they would go here .
Which led to dazai meeting chuuya again which was hard for them both, dazai will take all the mission who take them to flags even fighting with ranpo or yosano for that.
But they're still drama between them especially because Doc still don't like him and resent him for what happened and dazai haven't forgiven the fact that he left the mafia without telling him.
As for the mafia's mori know what he does but choose to leave him alone, the mafia are part of his client when they couldn't get informations from their own network and Elise love his cakes, and chuuya who still have a fondness for her would pack free sweets and others gifts.
But he would still fight Lovecraft because the government promised to erase his and Doc past and present criminal records and turn a blind eyes for any future transgression if he does that and he love this city and want to protect her .
The team up made that dazai spent even more time at flags using others agency members as an excuses which led to events like dazai being awestruck by chuuya singing in his bar.
The agency and doc who had enough of their pinning end up setting them up together, they talk and finally kiss.
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literarylittlefox · 5 months
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Does this mean that Chuuya fricking pulled out the bullet from Dazai's head? The frick? And they have done it many times in the past?!
DID HE BANDAGE HIM UP?! DID HE GO AHEAD AND STITCH DAZAI'S WOUNDS?????
I need to go and read some angst in which we get wheelchair Dazai along with caring Agency and Chuuya after this rollercoaster, it was simply too much.
He doesn't even have a scar from it?! There is no evidence to everything that happened- his feet was bent oddly in the manga, there were blood stains on the floor.
Was all of that fake?!
I was really hoping that we could get a glimpse of the agency taking care of Dazai T-T
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kaeyx · 3 months
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my brain is on a blender trying to get the most juiciest idea about the poly!yan!beast skk DON'T DIE ON ME NOW LEO ARE YOU SAYING DAZAI WOULD CONVINCE CHUUYA TO CUT OFF YOUR LE- [gets shot]
Btw i'm trynna mix this with your idea of reader with amnesia, so reader would be more willing to it i guess (because if chuuya and dazai kidnapped me I'll be more than happy, LET'S BE REAL HERE)
Man I have half a fic/drabble/snippet/thought/whatever about you working for Beastzai then one day you hit your head and he immediately swoops in and starts lying to you telling you during the weeks you don't remember you warmed up to him. Because it's exactly the kind of unethical desperate loser move he'd pull and I LOVE it.
Anyway ahem yes to me y!Beastzai is exactly the kind of guy to use straight up amputation to make sure you don't leave him. Because there's no threat of you running if it's physically impossible! Problem solved! But I'm not sure Chuuya would be entirely on board at first. Until Dazai convinces him or you try to run away, and then he agrees to go through with it. They'd take the best care of you though! Especially now that you can't do it yourself. Brushing your teeth and hair, washing and feeding you, dressing you up (but only sometimes, you're mostly naked bc they think it's cute how you can't cover yourself up). Massaging away phantom pains and carrying you everywhere, you can have anything you like! As long as it's not a wheelchair, or mobility aids of any kind. Even if you could find a workaround for many tasks, they keep an eye on you always to make sure you don't. No getting up from bed, they'll carry you. No trying to feed yourself, they'll spoon feed you. Etc.
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darkreunioniscoming · 2 years
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Dazai writing on a peice of paper and sticking it on a pole: There we go!
A few hours later
Chuuya stumbling upon the poster that has no signed name: 'To the person who stole my bike previously here: If you have a shred of decency you will return it with a new lock and re-evaluate your life choices.'
Chuuya grabbing his own piece of paper and writing: 'Hey Bozo, It's illegal to lock your bike to a handicap pole. Check with the city for your bike. They probably removed it so it would not block a wheelchair accessible van, dumbass.'
Chuuya sticking it beneath the poster that's unsigned made by Dazai: Who could be that much of a dumbass.
Dazai seeing Chuuya with his poster and walking up to him: Oh! Have you seen my bike?
Chuuya: Of course it's this dumbass!
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pridepup · 3 months
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disability hc for any bsd character of your choice? :)
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Hi hi anon I am verrrry normal about this request (current special interest combined with disability stuff = me being very happy and normal)
So uh. I'm going to do as many headcanons as possible but we probably won't be able to do all the ones listed here. Also for simplicity reasons I'm going to stick with physical disabilities on this list (although expect some PD-NOS icons for Dazai, system Fyodor, and PTSD for Kyouka in the future) I also will be shuffling a few of them in the q because I dunno about posting all the disability headcanons at once.
Anyway the whole list of headcanons are under the cut, and we mayyyy add to this? Idk we haven't finished watching BSD so yeah
ADA:
Akiko Yosano: Hard of hearing, uses hearing aids
Atsushi Nakajima: Asthma, amputee (missing one leg), uses artificial limbs
Dazai Osamu: Unspecified disability that causes pains (probably psychological/phantom pain as the result of attempts he's made in the past) and he's an ambulatory crutch user (also possibly has CFS/ME)
Kenji Miyazawa: Something with his spine (I am not knowledgeable in this area of disabilities to say for certain what I headcanon him as having)
Ranpo: CFS/ME haver and an ambulatory wheelchair user
The guild:
Lucy: Allergies and narcolepsy
Poe: Uses a wrist brace (probably has some form of artheritis and/or carpal tunnel sydrome)
Port Mafia:
Akutagawa: Rheumatoid arthritis, Compromised immune system (I assume this is somewhat canon? Tbh I can't remember why he coughs so often)
Chuuya Nakahara: Has fibromyalgia and is a cane user, probably also uses a wheelchair but very rarely (shame related reasons)
Elise: Wheelchair user (unspecified disbaility)
Kouyou Ozaki: Amputee (has lost both legs due to PM stuff) and wheelchair user
'Q': Type 1 diabetes, possibly uses a wheelchair
Decay of angels:
Bram: Amputee, Wheelchair user
Fyodor: Anemia (I know it's not classes as a disability but in my mind would still impact his life a lot), MS, amputee, wheelchair user.
Nikolai Gogolo: Ehlers-Danlos syndrome
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ech0schamber · 1 year
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Hey hey hey could you write the s/o in coma scenario but with akutagawa?
sure thing!
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☆you had been working on a mission that mori has sent you on. little did you know, mori knew you were going to get hurt, he doesn't exactly care if an underling get hurts
☆you were sent alone, of course, and it ended with you getting too close to an explosion (as that seems to be a reoccurring theme in bsd)
☆you got lucky as the area you were in wasn't too far from emergency services and they immediately jumped into action, so you got to the hospital before you could bleed to death
☆i would like to think that this mf never answers his phone if he doesn't recognize the number, so it was either gin, chuuya, or the bastard of a boss that told him the news
☆he managed to keep his composure in front of them?? expect if it was gin that told him, then his panic attack would be very obvious
☆he wanted to rush to the hospital, but oh look at that. he's a public criminal... he can't go anywhere near the hospital
☆so he asked gin to go in his place, of course he would only trust his little sister with that. she gets the information she needs from the doctors, but she doesn't visit you for too long. surprise surprise, she cared about you too. like a lot, so it hurt to not only see her brother in such a state of panic, but it hurt to see just how injured you got
☆that's how it went every single day. akutagawa would ask gin to go pay you a visit, hoping that you would be awake
☆during this time, he started taking care of himself less. typically that wouldn't mean much, but you had actually convinced him to start taking care of himself more. now that you weren't around to make sure he was doing that, he fell back into his old habits of just not taking care of himself
☆gin and chuuya tried their hardest to make sure that he was at least eating 2 meals a day. gin would quite literally drag her brother and basically throw him in the shower once a week
☆this poor baby had finally found a reason to take care of himself, to start seeing the good in some people, to stop putting himself in as dangerous situations as before, and now it's been ripped away from him
☆hell, dazai probably even noticed that akutagawa wasn't fighting atsushi for his approval as much
☆and queue a lot of peoples confusion when he suddenly started attacking atsushi again dont let atsushi find out why, he may accidentally use it against him during an agrument
☆it was gin who got the call that you had finally woken up after being in a coma for a year. of course, aku still couldn't visit you, so she went in the check on you... basically see if you can handle if aku decides to break into the fucking hospital to see you
☆thankfully he doesn't. but he really wants to, but he knows that you wouldn't be too pleased with him if he did that, so he exploded something to get that urge away.
☆he is probably going to get more violent in this time, he has no way of contacting you (cause they don't allow phones in the hospital) and has to depend on someone else to know if you stay awake
☆and finally, after (insert set amount time here, i have no idea how long hospitals keep you after you wake up from a coma) you were finally released. while you were mainly stuck to a wheelchair because your muscles are too weak to carry your weight, you made sure that you could at least stand with only one crutch so you would hug your boy
☆you and gin decided to make it a surprise for aku. and man, did it work. if it wasn't for the fact that you were leaning on one crutch, and the wheelchair behind you, he would have thrown himself at you
☆instead, he 'calmly' walks over to you, lays his head on your shoulder, and just starts crying. gin was nice enough to give you two some privacy, please hold this boy to the best of your abilities. he has missed you so much
☆now, if he's under the impression that you went willingly, expect him to lecture you. he listens to you though, so simply tell him that mori made you go and gave you no warnings
☆it's not like you have to worry about the people that attacked you though, they died in an... accident about two days after you were sent to the hospital :]
☆surprisingly, he is willing to help you with physical therapy! but you are going to have to explain why you are having to do each exercise. it's not that he doesn't trust the doctors, instead he is curious about how these will help you. it's a learning process for the both of you, how cute!
☆possessive. anyone even looks at you wrong now and he threatens to kill them. he will go against moris orders if it means that you are no longer going on any mission he deems dangerous.
☆i feel like he'd also freak out anytime you got hurt. if it was a small papercut, he wouldn't freak out, but you fell because you're leg gave out on you??? roshomon is now carrying you for the rest of the day.
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i can't think of anything else :] maybe i need to rewatch the show to get a better grasp of some of the characters... oh well
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Choices We Make 1/6
A post-Meursault AU: Dazai w/ lower body paralysis
The Decay of Angels are defeated, and the vampirism has been reverted. The world is slowly going back to normal. The Armed Detective Agency is rebuilding their reputation in Yokohama busier than ever as they are dealing with the aftermath of the Decay of Angels, while also catching up with other work that has piled up during the situation. Dazai, Sigma and Chuuya have made it out of Meursault alive, but after falling down in the elevator, Dazai has sustained spinal injuries that have left his legs paralyzed. The injuries were more severe than he had planned for and have unexpectedly left him on bed rest for the time being with no promise of him ever walking again. With the agency busy, it means Dazai is spending most of his days in solitude, but that’s okay. He has a lot to go through after the events in Meursault.
Notes:
I can finally start posting these! For reference, I started working on these in late September, so before the last episode of season 5 was released.
The inspiration for this AU came from me seeing @luneariann’s drawing of Dazai in a wheelchair and from me rewatching Donten ni Warau at the time. At first, this was just supposed to be three redraws of Donten ni Warau anime/manga panels, but it kinda spiralled from there.
The whole thing is going to be six pictures (plus maybe some bonuses), with short story bits for each picture. The story parts are there mostly for context, so the plot isn’t going to be anything super in-depth and the ending is kinda open. Basically, don’t expect too much lmao, I just wanted to draw pretty pictures.
Also, if you haven’t watched Donten ni Warau, you need to, because how can you exist without knowing who Tenka is.
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BSD college!AU headcanons pt. 1
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Tws:Dazai typical mentions of depression/sh, very slight mentions of (social-) anxiety, slight mention of OCD and panic disorders, mentions of past abuse, mention of car crash
Pairings: Soukoku, Shin Soukoku, Shibufyo siglai, Ranpoe, Suegiku and Odango get mentioned in this post. In my other posts there will also be Montcott, Steincraft, Higugin and maybe some developing Mystery trio/ Perfect crime trio.
College!AU without thier abilitys. Also Oda is alive. Obviously thier mental health isn't as fucked up as in canon here.
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Shibusawa studies fashion design and spends the most of his time designing and sewing new clothes for his boyfriends, for himself and for his major
Fyodor and Dazai frequently help Shibusawa out and model for him. Nobody knows how he convinced them to do it but apparently it worked
Chuuya secretly plays pocket love where he made himself and Dazai and choosed a dog as pet
Nikolai, Dazai and Ranpo are chaotic besties
Nikolai and Dazai both listen to "The Smiths " and always talk about the songs or do dramatic playback to them
Fyodor and Dazai have a weird hate friendship where they piss each other off the whole time or always try to get the higher scores than the other but as soon as one of them is obviously stuck in a depression hole again or as soon Fyodor passed out due to his anemia again, they seem really worried about the other one
Bram is a wheelchair user who can walk really short lengths since he got hit by a car while he crossed the street years ago
Sigma and Bram are best friends and always get super excited when they see each other in lectures
Dazai's and Chuuya's dorm is right next to the dorm of Nikolai, Fyodor, Sigma and Shibusawa and the walls aren't that thick so Dazai, Nikolai, Shibusawa and Fyodor casually annyoy each other by doing normal activities super loud, blast music or knock against the wall which separates thier dorms
Oda and Ango are both teachers but they know Dazai since he was 14 years old and they basically adopted him
Nikolai is a drama major and his boyfriends never missed a show or a theater rehearsal of him
Chuuya works part time at the local pet shop
A lot students and professors are scared of Fyodor and Nikolai for very obvious reasons
One time Nikolai fell and hurt his leg a lot on stage during a rehearsal and Fyodor shot up from his seat and run onto the stage so quickly that the others were worried that he would pass out any moment from the sudden quick movement
Fyodor's and Nikolai's dorm is usually a mess where the floor aswell as Fyodor's desk is completly covered with books, papers, clothes, kitchenware/dishes, playing cards, watter bottles and god knows what
Bram is, just like Lovecraft, always sleeping and in any location so one can find them sleeping in the most random places of the college. This happens very often
Sigma has no idea how he ended up with Fyodor, Nikolai and Shibusawa but he isn't complaining about it
Fyodor and Nikolai have both russian/ukrainian accents but Fyodor's is much thicker than Nikolai's. Sometimes one has to listen very closely to understand him
Bram has an irish accent
Sometimes Fyo forgets some words in japanese and awkwardly asks Nikolai what it means. Dazai makes fun of him bc of this.
Chuuya is the front singer of the college band which he founded with Akutagawa, Gin,Higuchi and Tachihara
Dazai falls even more in love with Chuuya (if this is even possible) everytime he sees him perform.
Dazai was the old tutor of Aku but he simply dropped him off. Now he is a much better tutor to Atushi, causing Aku to full on hate Atushi after they met
Everyone thought they would be having a mass hallucination after Atushi and Akutagawa made thier relationship public
Ranpo being the adopted son of Fukusawa the headmaster
Sigma is good friends with Atushi and they both try to calm each other's anxiety before exams but they end up panicking together
Poe is a rich exchange student from america who secretly keeps his racoon Karl in his and Ranpo's dorm
He even secretly carries Karl with him in his backpack
Jouno and Tecchou are both in the military but take side classes in the university
Nobody wants to mess with them
Yosano studies medicine and she is always scolding Dazai for his still pretty unhealthy way of living (He tries to get himself together for Chuuya and for Oda and Ango tho and they help him)
She also would scold Fyodor who has even unhealthier habits but even she is kinda scared of him
Fyodor takes afternoon classes, sleeps until late in the morning, stays up until ungodly hours, forgets to eat and drink enough frequently and basically lives in his chair on his desk, working his ass off and chewing his fingers bloody
Nikolai changes his part time jobs often. He already worked at a café, at a McDonald's, etc.
Fyodor doesn't go to work. He scams people on the internet and earns way more money than a normal student would have.
Sometimes he has to go to work tho so people won't get suspicious of him.
At the moment he is working at the local instrument-/music store and hates it bc of the costumers
Fitzgerald is an american professor who doesn't really teach anything and can't memorize the names of the japanese students for shit
After managing to get out of a really deep and horrible depression hole, Dazai decided to go to work in order to make the next step into getting his life together again. Now he works at the local coffee shop where Lucy works too and he rather enjoys it
Mushitaro is Ranpo's and Poe's constantly stressed roommate
Dazai, Chuuya, Yosano, Akutagawa, Gin, Higuchi, Koyo and Tachihara all went to the same high school which was lead by Mr. Mori Ougai before finally getting to this university
Dazai and Yosano both got horribly abused by Mori during thier time there. Chuuya was the one who called the police one day after finding out about the abuse, crashing the door to his office to stop him from abusing Dazai any further
Sigma and Mushitaro both bond over the fact that they both have a panic/anxiety disorder and OCD
Nikolai, Fyodor, Shibusawa and Sigma secretly keep three pet rats in thier dorm even though it's forbidden to keep pets in the dorms.
Elise, Yumeno, Kyouka, Aya and Karma go to the elementary school close to the university.
Elise and Yumeno frequently visit Dazai and Chuuya, Karma frequently visits Fyodor and his boyfriends and Aya frequently visits Bram. The older students have basically adopted the kids.
Sigma dreams of becoming a casino manager in his own casino one day and works really hard to archive this dream
He secretly works part time at a casino in the city. He gets along well with the manager so he is allowed to help out a little bit
Shibusawa once asked how "our casino manager" is doing after Sigma came home after his shift and Sigma nearly cried because of how happy this made him feel
Sigma hates Dazai after he danced with him against his will purely to annyoy him and kinda embarrassed him in front of others after he came newly to the college
Sigma now always threatens Dazai to hit him with whatever is laying or standing close to him if he says stupid stuff to tease him and ignores him most of the time
Fyodor and Dazai both suffer from frequent nightmares and night terrors so when they don't want to wake thier partners up for whatever reason, they often unintentionally meet each other in the 24h Café at night where they either sit quietly together and drink thier coffee, tea or hot chocolate or they just tiredly talk about how's it going, talk about chess and philosophy and gush a bit about thier boyfriends
Ivan hates Nikolai, Shibusawa and Sigma out of pure jealousy because they are together with Fyodor and Nikolai and Shibusawa hate him too
Sigma who came to the university a year after Shibusawa, Nikolai, Fyodor and Ivan didn't experience the whole drama with Ivan because of Fyodor so he was a bit confused at first about why this man hated him so much
Now he just makes him a bit uncomfy
Fyodor is just rather annyoyed but at least he has someone who he can send to buy groceries if they all can't go
Kunikida says that he hates Dazai but in truth he cares deeply about his somewhat friend and he is the only one besides Chuuya, Ango and Oda who had seen Dazai breaking down and being at his lowest
He is also the only one besides the redhead and Oda who is allowed to change his bandages if Dazai geniuly can't drag himself out of bed to do it himself
Kunikida is one of the best students (Dazai, Ranpo and Fyodor are the only ones who always have better scores and it drives him mad since they seem to do nothing to get these scores) and he is allowed to help out Fukusawa and other teachers
Students can often witness how Oda has to wrestle Ango out of his office in the late evening so he has a change of convincing Ango to get a at least a few hours of sleep
Poe works part time in the library of the university and knows the most students due to it. He doesn't really talks with them a lot because of his social anxiety but he observes them often or has to give them recommendations so he knows a bit about what they like and how they spend thier time.
Ranpo, Louisa, Lucy and Yosano visit him in the library often
He actually met Mushitaro and Ranpo through this job at the library
Dazai and Chuuya never appear in a lecture and still have (almost always in Chuuya's case) perfect grades
Fyodor does appear in the lectures but he always reads and isn't paying any attention
Ranpo just eats a whole bunch of snacks during lectures and corrects the professors every single time
Chuuya gets a dozen calls from his overprotective brother Verlaine who wants to know how he's doing and if everything is alright weekly
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BSD college!AU headcanons pt.2
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