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alien8tdd · 1 month
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In the background of Carmen’s backstory Mime Bomb looks like he’s wearing the striped sweater underneath his uniform :3
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autoexsanguine · 6 months
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we love giving characters lengthy lists of titles. its just too fun to pull out a paragraph of descriptive epithets
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We finally have enough villains to make a robot master lineup I’m so winning rn.
If they have balls they’d do Amazo but cram all 8 of them into something like this.
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lonelymoongirl · 3 months
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#damn kids are so fucking noisy and annoying#and no i dont hate them or want them to die i just think theyre fkn annoying and i dont wanna listen to them#i dont get why there are crawling with kids in a student housing area#why there's**#like keep it in your pants and stop breeding like cockroaches BEFORE having kids jesus fkn christ#everyone else who have chosen NOT to have them shouldnt be forced to listen to then#them*#also parents are fkn worthless. they never raise their kids at all. they just let them run around and scream like rabies infested mongrels#like teach ur kids that it isnt ok to scream nd scream nd scream like theres smth wrong w them#it's also so unfair bc children are allowed to run around and act like terrorizing little shits but everyone HATES animals#my dog NEVER barks yet ppl hate on him just for existinf#these lil parasites run around and hit stuff scream piss on the walls (boys r insane fr) terrorize cats nd birds nd yell like they're insane#and everyones fine w it. but animals arent even allowed to exist without ppl getting upset#damn i fkn hate humans so much#and i just find natalism fucking vile. having children is disgusting#i dont wanna live anywhere near kids#but that isnt ok bc everyone has to be and live 'the right way'#there should be childfree apartment buildings so sane nd calm ppl dont have to deal w that insane bullshit#fuck em kids bro theyre so annoying. nd no i dont want them to be treated badly i just dont wanna be around them or listen to them lmaooo
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all-of-your-mercy · 5 months
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i know I can't ever be a family person because I genuinely gagged when I was reading some stuff about pregnancy (not the generic stuff) and just hJfjsnvjanahxcjj gnarly
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masadd · 11 months
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yo! call me the soul, or call me my name. oh, la
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Regarding your most recent poll, i'm a cis woman, and i wouldn't care. I wouldn't id as trans but i would probably cut my dick off for non-trans related reasons. If I had a dick it would probably be smaller than average because bad luck trails me, and my person is generally an ache upon the eyes and this should surely be no different, but that isn't why i would cut it off. I just find sex repulsive generally, and libido feels like an evil life-force draining parasite directed towards nobody because everybody is vile, and sexual fantasy makes me feel like a creep. I remember being like nine and watching Chris from Family Guy ask women if he could think about them in the bath, and that's just my sexual instinct. I was not meant to reproduce. I would like reassurance i am normal for my first ever weird anon about lopping my dick off. Today an irl acquaintance asked me and several others out of the blue if we watched porn, and quizzed me about the terms 'seme' and 'uke' when she saw recognition in my eyes when she mentioned yaoi and was inspired by her unabashed fujoshi joie de vivre and the fact she'd somehow landed a real live human boy earlier this very same week, and i'm a loser, so the response is clearly to imitate her for social success. What's been driving the recent thought experiment polls?
what
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strniohoeee · 7 months
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Masterlist
Masterlist Pt. 2
‼️- My Favorite
💋-smut
💋💋- really really smutty
💅🏽-friendship
🗣️-angst/sad
🫀-fluff
🦋-cute
🦇-fantasy/supernatural
Matt Sturniolo
Revenant pt. 1-🫀🗣️🦇
Revenant pt. 2-🫀🗣️🦋🦇
Hearth- 💋🦋
Disdain-💋💋
Poignant-🗣️🦋💅🏽 (‼️)
Poignant Pt. 2-🗣️🦋
Polar-💋🦋
Voracious-💋💋
Undefiled-🦋
Puppy Love-🦋 (‼️)
Vigilance-🫀🦋
Panic-🫀🦋💅🏽
Salacious-💋🦋
Stainless-💋🦋
Requisite-💋🦋
Confidential-💋
Confidential Pt. 2-💋🦋
Safe Haven-🗣️🦋🫀
Torrent-💋🦋🫀
Reserve-💋💋🦋
Gravid-💋🦋
Stuffy-🦋🫀
Drive-💋🦋🫀
Frantic-🗣️🦋
Hurt-🗣️🫀
Creepin-💋🦋
Stay Right There-💋
Mortified-💅🏽(💋not really smut)
Sharp-💋🦋
Parasite-💋🦇(‼️)
Parasite Pt. 2-💋🦇(‼️)
Besotted-💅🏽🦋
Healer-🦋🫀
Abscond-🦋(‼️)
Abscond Pt. 2-🦋(‼️)
How Good?-💋
Remedy-💋💋🦋(‼️)
Broken-🗣️🦋
Disregard(Matt’s Version)-🗣️🦋
Sunshine-🦋💋
Tightening-🗣️🦋🫀
Scribbling-🦋🫀
Can’t You See?-🗣️🫀🦋
Save A Horse-💋🦋
Dally-🦋
Foe-💋🦋
Fall-🗣️🦋
Inamorata-💋🦋
Moonlight-🦋
Tell Him-💋🦋
Not Mine-🗣️
Wait Line-🦋
Oblivion-🦋💅🏽
Chris Sturniolo
Belong To The City-💋💋(‼️)
Cutting Dead-🫀🦋
Ache-💋💋💅🏽
Amorous-💋🦋
Ardor-🫀🦋
Vain-🫀💅🏽🗣️
Disregard-🫀🗣️🦋
Guide-🫀🦋
Vile-💋💋
Racketeer-🦋(‼️)
Racketeer Pt. 2-🦋(‼️)
Racketeer Pt. 3-🦋(‼️)
Racketeer Pt. 4-🦋(‼️)
Corrival-💋🦋
Unplanned-🗣️💅🏽🦋
Adoration-🦋🫀💅🏽
Mishandle-🦋🗣️
Feigned-🦋
Brutal-💋💋
Taciturn-💋💋
Cinnamon-💋💅🏽 (‼️)
Luster-💅🏽(more of a triplet imagine, but I’ll put it under Chris) (‼️)
Dolor-🗣️ (‼️)
Dolor Pt. 2-🗣️🦋(‼️)
Timeout-💅🏽
Leech-💋🦇(‼️)
Crass-💋 (‼️)
Detained-💋
Envious-🦋🗣️
Her-🦋
Thought I’d found a real man…💋💋(‼️)
Admirer-💋
Vie-💋🦋
Rough-🦋
Rouge-💋🦋
Paramour-💋🦋🗣️
Paramour Pt. 2-🦋🗣️
Paramour Pt. 3-🦋🗣️💋
Bicker-🗣️🦋
Butterflies-🦋
Messy-🦋
Vanished-🗣️
Nick Sturniolo
Desolation-💅🏽🗣️🫀🦋(‼️)
Minder-💅🏽🫀🦋(‼️)
Nate Doe
You Lookin?-💋🦋
Justin Carey
Clouded-🦋
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communistkenobi · 7 months
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something particularly sickening about the current fascist transphobic demonstrations in canada is that they’re co-opting the slogan Every Child Matters, which was originally created by indigenous groups to talk about the history of residential schools and the legacy of indigenous genocide that is still ongoing in Canada to this day. and fash are using it to legitimate their disgusting views about trans people, hiding under the cover of a progressive veneer. in this respect they take after the fascists that came before them, whose actual views are so openly vile they have to cloak them in left wing language. they are and have always been parasitic to left wing causes, so intellectually bereft that they cannot make anything of their own, only steal, only plunder, only destroy
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akutasoda · 24 days
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For the 1k event can I request angst hcs with the demon bros with a fem mc whos a fallen angel but with mauled wings? Like we’re talking loose feathers and flesh sticking out bonus if they randomly met her in the forest
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bloody damnation
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synopsis - when they meet a fallen angel in unfortunate circumstance
includes - lucifer, mammon, leviathan, satan, asmodeus, beelzebub, belphegor
warnings - fem!reader (no pronouns), heavy angst, very little comfort, body horror???, lots of blood, wc - 1.8k
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lucifer ★↷
↪as part of his brotherly duties, he had to go search the forest out back of the house of lamentation when one of his brothers ran inside claiming there was some 'horrid monster' lurking. creatures in the devildom normally didn't stray as close to the house so he immediately knew something was up.
↪although maybe he would've preferred you to have been 'a horrid monster' purely for the reason of the awkward situation you have placed him in. it's one thing to find some demon or creature with mangled parts, it was another to find an angel - or the reamins of one.
↪your once beautiful, silken wings lay crumpled and tangled in a mess behind you. he could practically smell the blood, see it too as it stained the grass beneath you and soon covered by the white feathers that turned darker as they hit the ground.
↪for obvious reasons, lucifer reluctantly brought (snuck) you into the house and hid you in his room until he managed to get hold of diavolo to sort out your situation. however he knew he couldn't just leave your wings in such a state, it looked like it hurt and he couldn't imagine they'd heal prettily if left like that.
↪he once had beautiful wings, some say he still does. so he knew how important keeping wings in a good condition was and so he managed to convince you to let him provide a basic, temporary solution to your wings. he hardly wanted to know what happened for you to fall let alone fall and end up with your wings in such a condition so he remained silent.
↪bu the time diavolo arrived, lucifer had performed basic healing magic and bandaged your wings to allow the membranes to heal inside your wing. he could think more clearly about the situation of having a fallen angel in the devildom knowing your pain had been limited for now.
mammon ★↷
↪mammon had decided to sneak out again and somehow lucifer found out and was actively searching for him. so he decided that sneaking through the dense forrests on the outskirts would be a good way to avoid lucifer and sneak back in - hopefully convincing lucifer he'd never left.
↪the smell of iron hit his nose and made him stop in his tracks. it dawned on him that he had no idea where he really was and so his mind decided that the blood was because some vile creature was feasting nearby - maybe he'd become the next victim? but when nothing showed signs of appearing, he kept moving forward until he halted at the sight of the blood.
↪he never knew there could be so much blood in one place. the grass was practically a sea of crimson and i the middle was a brutal mess of white that covered what appeared to be a body. mammon felt sick to his stomach at the sight, especially the bits of flesh that clung to your feathers like parasites.
↪now mamon was greedy, he could save himself from your sorry sight and leave or he could do something for you. fortunately mammon could be more kind that greedy at times so when he finally realised just what you were or used to be, he knew he couldn't just leave you to bleed out on the forest floor of unfamiliar territory.
↪he didn't mind recieving a scolding from lucifer when he emerged from his hiding, mainly because lucifer was too stunned to see you in his brother's arms as mammon asked for him to help you. mammon knew how scary it was to fall, he helped his brother and now he wants to help you.
leviathan ★↷
↪it was a well known fact that levi spent most of his days locked inside his room. he barely went outside unless it was for RAD or absolutely necessary for him to leave the sanctity his room provided. however sometimes he'd have to leave his room but he never dwindled around.
↪levi was desperate to get home, it had been a long day at RAD and he finally managed to snag a limited edition item from a store on the outskirts of the devildom. all he had to do now was get back with his purchase in perfect condition. he practically jumped out his skin when he heard a scream from further beyond in one of devildom's forest beside him.
↪he knew he shouldn't walk into a dodgy forest after hearing a scream - it was like every horror troupe! but surely a peak couldn't hurt after all what if someone was hurt? not that he'd normally care all that much but something felt different, more serious.
↪and he was right, the sight wasn't pleasant by all means. the remains of what could only be an angel thrasing around desperately trying to subdue the bleeding that was a constant stream of crimson. levi felt sick, by no means was it your fault but he just couldn't stand the sight of your flesh and feathers mixing together.
↪he fumbled desperately trying to reach his d.d.d to contact lucifer for help but he felt absolutely helpless in the scenario. he had fallen once, sure it wasn't aa brutal as you but he could only imagine the fear you must be feeling - especially whe you're wings are practically falling off. but what could a lowly otaku like him do?
satan ★↷
↪on his way back from RAD, he had seen a rather adorable cat run past into a nearby forest and naturally satan followed. a part of him was convinced that maybe he would get lucky and find some sort of secret cat hideout in the devildom.
↪he found it rather alarming that the cat suddenly turned heel and ran back past him not to far fron a clearing. although when he looked into the clearing, he hadn't expected to see the fallen remains of an angel crumpled into the floor.
↪ originally he thought you looked absolutely ethereal, ironically the devildom's light seemed to highlight your features perfectly. however he quickly doubled back on his thoughts when he could see the mess that were you're wings. the crimson coated over what used to be a pure white, feathers had fallen and in their place was evidence of flesh that certainly shouldn't of been there.
↪he had always been curious and so showed no hesitation in stepping towards your poor form. the exhaustion from blood loss and the actual act of 'falling' was evident on your frame and so you barely paid attention to the approaching demon - perhaps he'd be kind enough to put you out of your misery.
↪satan knew you were still alive but he was stumped. did he just leave you here for something crueler to come along and finish you or did he help you?
asmodeus ★↷
↪it had been another late night for asmo, he had snuck out once again against lucifer's demand and asmo had spent some time at the fall. although for some reason he wasn't actually in the mood to be there no matter how hard he tried to convince himself to stay, so he had left way earlier than normal.
↪it was a rather quiet night all over devildom, way quieter than what asmo was used to seeing and so he figured he might as well just head back. or that was his plan until the sight of a rather deep crimson caught his attention. small drops lead into puddles and eventually the source lay at the edge of the outskirts of a forest.
↪asmo started panicking and immediately fumbled out his d.d.d to call atleast one of his brothers who may be able to help. he wasn't dumb and could recognise those wight feathers, he knew you used to be an angel because the greying feathers told him that you were no longer welcome back in the celestial realm.
↪he took great pity on you. he was sure you would've beeen a stunning angel but know you were reduced to nothing but a former shell - just like him all those years ago. he took cautious steps toward you but it became clear that exhaustion had taken over you, oh how he wishes he could help you return to your former beauty.
beelzebub ★↷
↪it had been another late fangol game. the other team had put up more of a fight than beel's team anticipated and the matches dragged on and on. once the game had finished he informed his brother's that stayed to watch that they could go home without him as he'd still be a while.
↪he didn't mind walking home on his own at all or atleast until he closed nearer to the house of lamentation and saw a very concerning amount of blood trailing off into the closest forest. beel was a kind soul at heart and if somebody was hurt, he'd want to help.
↪although he wasn't exactly prepared to find a bleeding angel at the end of the trail. the sight of you and your mangled mess of feathers, flesh and blood was by no means pretty. he approached you carefully but he could tell that even if you did notice him, you didn't care. you were too exhausted to do anything but accept your fate.
↪beel felt pity when he watched your slumped form crumple to the ground, he did rush over and checked if you were alive. one minute you had been laying face down in youe own blood, the next some stranger was carrying you away and before you're mind slipped into darkness you heard multiple voices as somebody laid you down on a rather comdy surface.
belphegor ★↷
↪the avatar of sloth wouldn't be the avatar of sloth if he didn't spend most of his time lazing around or sleeping. he rarely went out without nearly falling asleep many times. but sometimes the house of lamentation gets too loud. way too loud. normally he just goes into the attic but between mammon being ounished by lucifer and satan going through a rage, he'd rather not.
↪the forest behind the house was normally quiet and no unwanted creatures normally came near as they also seemed to fear lucifer. sure it wasn't the attic but he was tired and needed one minute of peace without fearing that satan would wreck through the entire house or lucifer would do the same trying to catch mammon. he didn't plan to be long but the unpleasant smell of blood quickly hit his senses.
↪out of weird curiosity, he followed the smell and he wished he didn't. he stared at you as a flurry of emotions swirled inside of him. was this what pain lillith had to endure when she was forced out of the celestial realm? no, no she was sent to the human world, surely it was painless physically? all belphie could do was stare awkwardly at the bloody mess that was you.
↪he could hear your laboured breathing and could see the amount of pain you probably were in, yet he froze. the right thing to do would be to go alert his brother's of your presence but he doubted they wouldn't be much help right now but he could barely help you himself.
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akutasoda's 1k event
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fourraccoonsinacoat · 1 month
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Astarion: You can trust me! Let's not forget who saved you from being stabbed to death by goblins.
Durge: Let's not forget who got us into that fight by calling those goblins "a bunch of vile parasites."
Astarion: Details, darling.
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BG3 Incorrect Quotes Masterlist
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dontlookforme00 · 9 months
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Daily affirmations:
You are enough
You are loved
You are forgiven
Your logic is the absolute
His pity parties simply harm these chances at an apt repute
You are beautiful
You're a simple, cycnical machine
Although, alternatively, if that's not your style;
You can do this!!
I believe in you
You are just a boy, you see
You're weak. And also vile
You're needed if we're to stay alive
You're half of a hollow mans lies
I have more!!
You are thankful
You are worthy
You answer to me
You're not nearly kind enough to leave these parasites inside you
You are YOU
You're enough!!
YOU MUST BE SO ARROGANT TO THINK THAT EITHER OF YOU CAN CONTROL THE SOUL SO WHOLLY--
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chachamaruchives · 1 year
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—I’d rather die in your arms than be taken away by the aliens . . .
alien stage various x reader
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▸ IVAN with his half-lidded eyes as you falter on the cold, concrete of the ground. Breathing heavily, things were going too fast for him.
IVAN didn't want it to come to an end like this. You can't leave him like this as one of his most cherished friends, can you? He appears towards you, embracing you in his arms, gripping your skin tirelessly as it pours and smelt of red and a sharp steel scent.
Making a specific connection between you two wasn't the most beneficial idea; it had been planned only for the worst of implications, IVAN examines as your lifeless pupils flutter as sweat dribbles down your forehead. You didn't need to fight each other, yet now .. he’s left with nothing and anxiety as he lets go of you. As soon as IVAN left your cold corpse on the floor, the connection between you two slowly snapped.
all you knew was that you and IVAN could’ve had a better life, if all of this never happened.
▸ TILL bellows inside as you slowly recognize your fate. The blood you shed stained on his white clothing. As he let go of his instrument, he fell to his knees on the the surface; the stage was soiled with the blood of you, the surrounding monsters laughed as he screamed in agony.
TILL refused to acknowledge it, but he couldn't do anything concerning it. He'd almost lost Mizi, yet here you hold a position, reclining your head on his palms. Gripping your locks rigidly, your eyes concluded as you gently release your grasp on the microphone.
TILL did nothing except comfort the frigid stream of blood that was still leaking and sobbed in silence. Eyes unclear, tongue dried. and a distraught face. This was the way things were, and he had no alternative yet endure it. TILL scrunched his eyes shut, yearning for a response; nothing, no one attended to his pleas.
“Till..” you reached out with your ostensible voice, quiescent has only replied to you as TILL continued grieving. Now, being pulled by guards, he shouted your name as the aliens fed onto the pain.
▸ LUKA was uninfluenced, unbothered. No one else could elicit sympathy from him, but ancor in his eyes... with the exception of you. It was irritating with the Aliens having you each go against each other. And you, as his ‘significant other’, couldn’t even beg on your feet. He squints his eyes as he approaches near you.
LUKA sat down, cradling your unperturbed body, the tip of his fingers traveling downward towards your abdomen as crimson touched him. He cracked a grin delicately like a psychopath; he envisioned your body had been produced by the gods above (if there ever was..), yet so fragile.
LUKA grimaced, knowing that your ephemeral and pallid body had been discarded for the sheer pleasure of a world full of horrors. As he gazed down towards you, his hair smoothed your cheeks due to the fact he was too close. LUKA kisses your forehead; He will seek vindication on behalf of you. He will show what those vile, recalcitrant parasites have done to his..
lover .
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@mittenss 2023 ; Alien Stage VIVINOS
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Literally no one asked for this, but I started thinking about the hilarious dichotomy of Sanji being with an entomologist and I decided to share my thoughts.
Sanji x Entomologist/Insect Lover Reader Headcanons
The first time you run up to him excitedly asking him to look at what you found, he eagerly turns around only to come face to face with a beetle and screams at the top of his lungs. That is the day you realize that Sanji is afraid of insects, and Sanji realizes you love them.
He cannot comprehend how you can hold so much affection for what he considers to be such vile creatures and can't help but cringe every time you pick one up, regardless of whether you're holding it up to him or not. He tries to be nice about it, he tries so hard, but you can see the pain in his eyes when you bring one too close to him.
If literally anyone else thrust a spider in his face, he would roundhouse kick them, but when you do it he will just jerk back dramatically while redirecting you by saying that Luffy or Usopp would probably like to see your find.
Your offer to deal with any insects that make their way into his kitchen leaves him conflicted. On one hand, it's great! He doesn't have to confront it now! On the other, he does feel a touch embarrassed over the idea of you having to "save him" from something like this. His trepidation goes out the window when he goes to make breakfast one morning onto to be greeted by a massive spider setting up a web in the corner of the kitchen. His relief from you catching it is cut short by you exclaiming that it's a very elusive species and proceeding to go on a long tangent while holding the spider up and pointing out interesting parts of it's anatomy and how you identified it... He wishes he would have just thrown a frying pan at it.
You two eventually find a happy medium. When you want to talk insects with him, you use books and diagrams instead of live specimens. As much as he loathes insects, he loves you, and he knows it makes you happy to share this particular interest with him. Even he has to admit that your in-depth knowledge on the subject is admirable, and he does find some of the fun facts you share to actually be fun and not nightmare inducing.
Over time, he does develop something akin to respect for certain insects. He doesn't like them by any means, but he learns to appreciate what they do for ecosystems and agriculture.
Will not budge on eating them, however. It's one thing in a desperate survival situation, but eating them just because you can is a hard no for him. It's not even that much about eating insects themselves, so much as concern for potential parasites due to insects being breeding grounds for them.
One thing he'll never relax on is you handling insects with medically significant venom. He doesn't care that you know how to grab them to stay safe, he feels like he's about to have a heart attack pleaSE PUT IT DOWN!
God help him if you keep any as pets. Being able to sleep in a bed with you is heaven, but having to hear your nocturnal insects skittering around their enclosures at night is hell. The man lives in fear of them escaping in the night and coming after him.
If your room is decorated with pinned/wet specimens, he hates it at first, but learns to live with it. Especially if you keep any as pets, because he can at least appreciate that these ones won't chase him. Over time, he'll be able to recognize that some insects can be quite interesting to look at when they're pinned. He'll even start keeping an eye out for ones that you don't have yet if he sees anyone selling them. You know he's down bad if he's doing this for you.
There is absolutely no toleration for anyone shaming you for your interest/hobby. If anyone tries to make you feel bad/weird/gross about it, they won't be for long. Even if he doesn't get it, he'll be damned before he lets anyone speak poorly of you for your passions.
You're a unique person, he won't deny that, but you're his unique person.
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whalesforhands · 8 months
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heave your nausea pt.9
previous masterlist next
warnings: injury mentions, blood, stabbing, angst, i feel so dramatic for this chapter
The seconds tick by, each one weighing down heavily in the tense atmosphere, the dread that fills your lungs begging you to speak, to cull this tension before it gets worse.
Lightning flashes behind you as thunder crackles down.
Geto Suguru has grown older now is what you can notice in those few seconds. Longer hair that reached and cascaded down the length of his back, a small little bun holding his bangs together to allow that familiar strand to hang over his face. He’s taller, broader—
“Panda, get back-!” Yaga’s angered shout of worry is reverberating through the room of his office, the small bear leaping off before the older man’s strong arms could wrap around and catch him.
In the blink of an eye, the small animal had made its way to the incoming attackers, growling and acting out of pure instinct to combat the fear that shivered up his body, pacifier spit out before it pounces up and just about to land a hit before a sharp punch of one of the curses threw him back.
You bubble the small bear before one of Suguru’s curses could smack it away, head turning back just in time to catch the curse that was going for Yaga before—
“You should keep your eyes on me.”
You barely have time to brace yourself before you’re thrown through the window, shards of glass and bits of rubble bouncing off of the thin shield you’ve formed around yourself that was just enough to swallow the brunt of the impact.
(You’re hardly used to the effects of being ‘dead’ for so long.)
You hurriedly bubble yourself, flying away to create distance from him and Yaga. It’s you that he wants, right? Then he’ll follow.
“Hah.” His laugh is void of humor, the look on his face scrunched into one of despaired anger and sorrow that you swore you could see seeped deep into his very soul, shoulders squared and eyebrows furrowed in despondent misery.
“You think you can run? Taking that appearance, at the very least act a little like her.”
He’s already hot on your trail, even as you do your best to fly as fast as you possibly can, cursed energy flickering as you attempt to stabilize yourself. Sweat and anxiety bleeds into your very core.
You know he won’t listen to you right now, with the way his pretty amethyst gaze had clouded over, the way the corner of his eye threatened to spill the singular tear that was building up.
His body is acting against him to not hurt you. Yet, his mind was on a pursuit of revenge, compressed emotions of guilt and regret making him go berserk, hyper focused on only getting whatever was controlling you dead.
Because he knows, he’s accepted it by now, 6 whole years after that incident. Despite Gojo’s denial and almost manic obsession that only further twisted Suguru’s own possessiveness of your corpse.
You can never be alive.
(Yet, why are you standing before him, breathing once more? Why does whatever parasite within you act so similar? Down to your breathing pattern, way of movement, hell, to even the way you tuck your hair behind your ear— This hurts, thishurtsthishurtsthishurts—)
You’re sending out barrages of small, knife like hardened formations of your shields towards him, acting as a deterrent to slow him down.
“Her powers are not for you to use.” His voice is deadpan, cold and absolutely heartbreaking to hear as he flies through with ease.
Your hands clasp around the one that was squeezing your throat, his grip so strong that even you could tell he was barely holding back from crushing your windpipe.
He’s caught up to you, broke through your lackluster power through sheer willpower that was fueled by rage.
You can’t stop him.
“S-Su—!”
“Don’t you dare try that, you vile thing.” He clenches down harder on your neck, eyes softening just the slightest when he sees you struggle from the pain, before you see his focus, his anguish come back into light, the tears in his eyes beginning to gather the more he looks at you. “You’re lucky you look like that.”
The last sentence came out as a whisper, a silent act of mercy before his hold relents just a little, enough for you to speak. “Now tell me what you did.”
What did ‘you’ do to disturb the eternal rest of his beloved? What did ‘you’ or some sick higher up pull to try to gain an upper hand on both him and his family?
He’s blind to reason, acting on pure emotion as he looks at you again and again. As if drinking in the sight of you alive, the sight of seeing you being able to live up till this point.
Your life that he would’ve gotten to see bloom if he had been stronger that day.
(Then you would’ve never been in this situation. It hurts, tears at his heart as he looks at you.)
You’re going lax, black dotting your vision as you struggle to talk, to explain yourself.
“I don’t know…!” You’re struggling to breathe as you barely pant that sentence out. It’s the truth, you really don’t know. Your legs kick as you struggle for him to loosen his grip, your heart squeezing and clenching at the feel of your beloved Geto Suguru harming you.
You never wanted this.
“Not talking?” He suddenly drops you, letting you free fall from his grip in the sky as you blearily see him pull out a spear from his worm. “Then die.”
You can block this. You can, can’t you? No. Don’t try to risk it. Teleport instead. You look back only to catch sight of a blonde on the battlefield.
“Nanako, don’t—!” It’s too late, the picture had already been taken as the blonde girl starts focusing all her cursed energy into it, shifting the photographed items around in her panic.
A foolishly brave attempt to save you.
The background begins to shift, the trajectory of the already whirling spear rocketing towards the blonde girl now.
No—!
You’re pierced through your midsection, the weapon stopping short of your front as you feel the metal plunge deep into your guts, cold steel making contact with warm flesh as it embedded itself into your very core, your clothing seeped in your own blood as you choke from the pain.
Ah. It’s almost laughable how your teleport only ever works in situations like this.
“Geto and Gojo?” Yaga sighs, leaning back into his chair as he let a look of mock annoyance grow on his face.
You vigorously nod your head.
“Those troublesome brats married and adopted a bunch of kids together. The twins, a little boy and his sister.”
You can’t let her see her own parent in his manic state. You hold her closer, hiding her face away into your chest and pulling yourself together into her, practically smothering her face as you feel her start to cry, to tremble in your arms.
“I-I’m sor-Ry! I wanted t-to help!”
“Shh… Shh. I’m sorry, Nanako. Be good for now and trust—“ You’ve heard her call you that. “Mama… Okay?” You ignore the stabbing pain, ignore the agony of your physical body as you fight back the tears, the sheer suffering of the wound as you feel prickling burn of having a weapon shoved into you.
(Because Suguru must’ve gone through hell to be reacting like this.)
She physically relaxes, body going limp and slumping her head forward, the tension leaving her as you tighten your arms around her protectively.
“You damned fiend.” You can hear the soaring of the manta ray that closed in on the both of you, your back hiding Nanako away from plain sight.
“What?” He almost sounds like he’s in disbelief. “You think clinging onto whatever you’re holding now is going to—“
He feels it, that weak, faint, but familiar pulse of cursed energy. Nanako, one of his beloved children.
And it starts to hit him, the plunge of an arrow of realization sinking deep into his bones as he starts to gain back a sense, the smallest shred of reason that stemmed from his uncontrollable, unrelenting belief that you could still possibly be alive.
Not a single time did ‘you’ try to land a harmful hit on him.
Not a single time did ‘you’ care more about ‘your’ well-being first.
Not a single time did he allow himself to let go of his rage.
(All this time, he had still been grieving after all.)
No. Nonononononono—! It can’t be, he saw it, he saw the day that that incident happened, there is no plausible way. There is absolutely—
“You… Let Nanako go now.”
You relent, letting the little girl go as her teary gaze meets her own father’s. “Papa…” She’s crying hard, not understanding just what was happening right now. Why are you so beaten up? Why does he look so angry? There weren’t any scary curses for him to beat up… So why?
Explanations can be saved for later, Geto decides. A smaller, cuter curse is summoned. Friendlier and one of his least threatening in nature.
“Papa will— Explain later. Leave us for now, okay, sweetie?”
Nanako nods, quickly glancing at you and waving goodbye as you try your best to return, doing your utmost best to hide the fact you’ve been stabbed through your torso as she gets on the doglike curse that swiftly carried her away.
You’re both alone now. Rain pelting down onto the both of you as you’re slumped over on the ground, knelt down and defeated, the dress that you had awakened and found yourself wearing dirtied and stained in mud and debris, ripped and torn at the skirt from the battle. Bruises marked your neck and exposed skin as your blood flowed from the many cuts you had sustained.
It’s over. You lost.
“S-Suguru…” You manage to croak out as your fingers dig into the dirt below you. “I’m sorry.”
You close your eyes as tears spill down. “I-I don’t know.”
Don’t know how you’re here. Don’t know why you’re alive once more. Don’t know what’s happening anymore.
You’re ready to be executed by him if that was what he intends to do. You’re just happy you get to see most of them again after so long.
“Thank— You. For letting me see you all- again.” You’re trembling as you try to smile through it. To let him see at least that you won’t, don’t fault him for his actions.
You will forgive him no matter what. Simply because that was who you were.
In that moment, Geto Suguru realized he had made yet another mistake. The way your voice tenderly, softly enunciated each syllable of his name. Your manner of speech, your words. It’s irreplaceable, impossible for anyone else to imitate.
It is you. There is no mistake this time.
(Even if this was a lie, he’ll happily live in its beauty.)
He’s down on his knees before you now. Hand shaking reaching out and gingerly pressing your head into his chest. Right onto his heartbeat.
(Trusting. Unguarded. He’ll let himself be deceived just this time around.)
His forehead pressed against your own as you feel a tear hit your cheek, his now grown black hair cascading down around the both of you, acting as a curtain that barely shielded you both from the pouring rain.
“I missed you.” It’s your voice that echos in his ears first, like a broken melody that was overplayed a time or two, it shrouded him in his long awaited relieve. The night that ran low, leaving him alone all these years had him running, chasing after the long shadow the lone lamp extended to him. He held on and on and on, and yet— It dissolves away to hear you talking to him once more.
The guilt that riddled him for years dissipates with your flickering life.
“Shoko— I’ll bring you to Shoko, okay?! Don’t close your eyes!” He’s picking you up bridal style as he carefully, skillfully avoids pressing against your wound to keep your blood within you.
You’re barely responsive, starting to lose your consciousness again as you nod.
“If I get another chance…” Your hand trails up to his cold, rain ridden cheek. “I’d love to— Spend it with you all again.”
“Stop talking!” He’s crying now, shouting and ignoring you in favour of speeding towards the school with you in his arms, pushing his curse to fly faster and faster as he cradles you close.
He will make it this time around. He will save you and fix what he couldn’t. For if he doesn’t, he won’t be able to endure the pain anymore.
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Suguru gave up because he heard you call his name. That was enough for him.
Suguru has seen Panda before. He went easy on it and was careful not to hurt it too much even in his rage.
Much like Panda, he went gentle with you too. He still wants to preserve the body, after all.
Suguru has reversed cursed technique in this au. Much like Gojo, he can only use it on himself and not others.
Healing bubbles take a LOT and I mean a LOT of cursed energy. You don’t have RCT but you do have that aha.
Gojo’s still picking up Megumi and Tsumiki. Legends say that Ijichi’s just pulled the car up to the school.
You couldn’t really talk during your midair chase with him, it would slow your cursed technique because of how little cursed energy you could muster up. You were basically breaking into your reserves with how much you had left.
nvy’s aftertalk:
i have an obsession with u getting in deadly situations hahah
get it? cause pt.6 was called endure ur pain so that last sentence narrows back to it cause geto never fully stopped enduring it hahaha
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I love the idea of Reader being in Tav's group but not Tav. Maybe it's your own personal Tav. Who recognizes you by feeling. Leading them to be very protective of you.
None of the group really understand why Tav their friend and leader is so protective of you at first. You're a weird little person driven mad by something speaking of worlds and things too impossible to exist. Lots of distrust at first.
Then you grow on them slowly. It starts with Gale and Wyll.
Gale adores hearing about your world, the marvels you describe. Even if you are crazy the ideas were amazing to hear like a story! He tells you stories of this world too, teaching you, guiding you to help fit in more. You're a bit odd but you are a good sort.
Wyll tries to ignore the crazy things you say though he catches himself at times using your odd slang from time to time. You're someone who needs protecting and despite being crazy you do your best to help the group, you also respect boundaries and have empathy in spades and he respects that. Crazy or not you were a pure soul, and he couldn't leave you to the wolves like some wanted.
Shadowheart, Halsin, and Karlach are the second group to get attached.
Shadowheart pities you more than anything. That didn't stop her from at first trying to insist they leave you with the druids. They didn't have time to handle you and get rid of the parasites. Tav shot that down firmly. Once she is attached she has to admit you were rather charming in your own way.
You end up needing healing more often then the others due to your lack of skills. But you never willingly let it slow the group down.
Halsin much like Tav from the start is insistent on teaching you how to survive. You maybe crazy but that doesn't erase the fact you are kind and a living being. Much like lessons with Gale you soak up what he teaches you. Usually it's what's safe to eat in the wild and not, what to do if you encounter certain animals. Things that would serve you well if you got separated from the group.
Once attached he's a bit more of a mother hen. Making sure you are warm at night and that you know he will keep you safe, himself and your other friends.
Karlach was always friendly with you, though there was a distance at first. You could never tell if it was she was scared of hurting you or you snapping in insanity. She didn't fear you she feared your judgment. You were nice and funny and being judge by the party's crazy one would hurt.
But once she adjust to you she is the best company. She wants to make you smile and after a while she believes you completely. She had no doubt of your origins. Which just makes her want to spend more time with you. She wanted memories cemented for both of you of your time together so no matter what happens both of you could look back fondly on the time together you shared.
Lae'zel and Astarion trust you last. And while it's Lae'zel who grows fond last Astarion gives her a good run for her money.
Astarion believes at first your whole thing is an act. Something you are using to get protection and such. He can't judge you for it, he's doing the same after all...but he can't resent how *well* you keep the act up. Not a single Crack or slip of your mask. It's impressive really.
When he finally let's you in he realizes it isn't and act and is horrified. His proof it wasn't an act was the time he finally tried to feed on you. You tasted vile, like things he'd never tasted before. You said preservatives and microplastics and he just had to believe you. He did laugh when you admitted at being a bit insulted you tasted bad but you didn't judge him. Hell out of everyone in camp you made him feel the most...himself. You respected his opinion even more the Tav did and you showed care with out smothering him or demanding things. It meant a lot to him but he'd never say it.
Lae'zel is insistent for a very very long time at just leaving you behind. There was no room for such weakness in the group. You were touched in the head and couldn't fight, you had no value to her and by extension the group. As more and more of the party start getting attached she gets disgusted.
You go to her to ask questions about her culture even after she insults you and threatens you. And eventually that makes her soften a little bit. You were weak but courageous she'd give you that. She will never outright be kind but she may answer questions with less bite. If she saves you on the battlefield... no she didn't.
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