#tw: self injury

[witchofthemidlands]

it is RARE that a piece of fictional media brings me to tears. RARE & out of everything i watch i did not think that it would be ginny & georgia that would have me openly crying into my plush but oh my god.

look, i watch this show because it's a bit of fun, it's a mindless drama i can watch causally & put on in the background for myself. it’s not something i would talk about watching really or express opinions on it but the ending of a very merry ginny & georgia is something that i have to talk about because even though i am a year clean, self injury is a topic i still struggle with. it's always there in the back of my head & one of the reasons why it took me ages to watch this show all the way through but oh my god am i glad that i did & i have to say, in that final scene of episode six, brianne howey & antonia gentry's acting was incredible & my god did it feel real.

✨spoilers & trigger warning for talks about hurting oneself below✨

as soon as georgia started calling zion it was like i was sixteen again, sitting in my mother's car after she’d driven me home from school & she found out what i was doing to myself because i was dumb enough to forget to put my jumper on after PE.

much like georgia, my mother called my father when she found out & i can still remember exactly what she said & how she yelled at him down the phone about what i'd done. she yelled a lot at me too, like georgia did to ginny & i was exactly like her, telling my mother like ginny told georgia that i didn’t want her to cry, i didn’t want her making a big deal out of it & sixteen year old me really thought that my mother was being unfair to me by screaming at me like she did but i know now that she was just scared & i think how they portrayed georgia's reaction was absolutely a version of how it can be when parents find out about this stuff because even now, it's something that terrifies my mother even now that i'm twenty-three & i am grateful that there’s a scene in a show that shows a reaction to self injury that very much matched my experience. whilst devastating to watch, it was also cathartic & helped me put a lot of what happened when my mother found out into prospective.

#tw: self injury #tw: mental health #kat’s thoughts 🍄 #georgia miller #ginny miller #ginny & georgia #personal

[shinelocker]

😁😁😁

#tw: suidice #tw: self injury

[jessielefey]

I should have my unsupervised fanfic privileges revoked.

I'm hurting myself now, and I know it.

People underestimate how self-aware I am, I know what I'm doing. If nothing else I have basic pattern recognition.

That doesn't help me stop. It's this or physically hurting myself instead, and I've always been a coward enough to only hurt my insides where I can't get in trouble for damaging my parents precious property.

It's sorta weird, what do you do when you're the abusive partner *and* the victim? I can't run, there's nowhere to go. A thousand stories and I'm all the characters at once. I've shattered into so many pieces I'm every role. I used to dance over the ragged pile and that at least was beautiful, but I'm just shredding my fingers absently brushing over it now.

I'm my own tragic soulmate, fucking myself with a hand around my throat while the house burns down, and calling it romantic.

Like, there's nobody here doing this to me but me anymore. Except the whole entire world, obviously, and the goddamned shock collar that immediately tells me when I do something socially unacceptable with zero guidance on how to fucking *not* going off every second breath.

135lbs, and a switch flipped and I'm not scared anymore. I'm so tired, as much of my own bullshit. I'm too old to still be acting sixteen. The new scale at the pharmacy says I'm still overweight, somehow? I was so pissed when it came up, but now it's just hilarious. I dropped something and it fell through my thigh gap. I don't remember having a thigh gap. I hate it, I loved my thick thighs, there's been a huge running joke my whole life about how tiny I am but how I can pop someone's head off with my thighs that I really enjoyed.

I don't know. I don't even know why I'm bothering to write it down, it's so boring and it's just gonna make people upset.

Why does everyone get die but me? I'm surrounded by a pile of destruction I called "half-finished projects" in an attempt to keep me alive, but I don't think I care anymore, and that should be scaring me but isn't anymore either. Being afraid is just white noise, it's in everything I do but I can't hear it anymore.

Everything is going to break and there's nothing I can do. I can't stop it, I can't mitigate it when it happens. I have no power and no spoons. I know exactly what's gonna happen, I've got somewhere between six months and two years before it all falls down, and all I want is to not be here when it does. But I can't control that either. I can't do *anything*. Everything I tried just makes everything worse anyway.

I miss when I had friends who were drug dealers. I miss when I had friends.

I want to shake the girls and be like, "promise me when you're old enough you'll run and never look back". I want to slap the nib sometimes and be like "don't let them break you, you do have a choice, it's not too late, but you have to run while you still can, this is textbook cult indocrination tactics, call your real friends and cut your parents off" but what right have I? Mine broke me, their mom learnt from mine, I'm a good little piece of furniture so I can't talk.

Too much of a coward to even die, no worries. Too much a coward to even protect a child, while dreaming of heroes. Can't even do my duty anymore.

I tell myself it's because it's August, it'll be better soon. September is always a good productive month, where I can think. I don't want to be better anymore. I just want to be done. I just want the hurricane in my head to finally swallow me.

#tw: weight #tw: self injury #tw: mental health bullshit #don't fucking call the cops or report me neither you santimonious assholes; I'm fine and it won't accomplish anything anyway #this is so stupid

[cauliflower-mac-and-cheese]

anyone else sometimes wonder if they're a legitimate harm to themselves or is it just me

#tw: self injury #cause this morning I got really frustrated and started pulling on my hair #and when I get mad at myself or at anything I will punch my arms over and over again #or I'll scratch my skin when I absolutely hate myself #shit should I not have posted this-

[jell-o101]

TW: Implied Self Harm / Suicidal Ideation

ACT 1 - 1

ACT 2 - 1 <<< 21 / 22 / 23

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#luigi #the super mario bros movie #super mario bros #fanart #smb #art #tsmbm #tw eyestrain #TW self harm #tw implied injury #tw implied self harm #king penguin #penguin king #luma #Lumalee #self h@rm

[marskiiii]

tw blood

we love some dazai angst :)

#my art #art #digital art #concept art #fanart #illustration #marski art #bsd dazai #bsd fanart #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungou sd #bungo stray dogs dazai #dazai osamu #bungou stray dogs dazai #tw injury #tw blood #tw self harm

[shkika]

These two slug cats have a lot of parallels to me so I really enjoy them. I love how they are the two starting downpour slug cats yet they are complete opposites.

You have Gourmand enjoying life, crafting and making use of the wonderful little things in life. Going back home and sharing those wonders with others. And (in my headcanons at least) Gourmand starts a family even. (The two little slug pups at the end of the campaign).

Artificer's campaign starts with losing family and subsequently losing yourself. Dedicating yourself to spreading the hurt and pain that was dealt to you. Finding your way into the deepest of parts of where the enemy resides until it's not even about the pups anymore.

#rainworld #rain world #my art #the gourmand #the artificer #rw gourmand #rw artificer #this is also why i thought a starved looking artificer sounds fun #she does no self care and uses all its energy to kill maul bite bite #little murder machine i love artificer being the embodiment of rage #while gourmand is about smarts and family mwuah mwuah #love them #also had fun having some variety with some slug cats! #tw injury #tw mild gore

[im-just-a-simple-tailor]

Here are some photos of the Amok Time Spirk cosplay I made for me and my friend for a convention!

obligatory spirk pic (we took a lot of very cute photos I have a whole folder in my phone)

It was quite a process honestly. We bought shirts from a thrift store and I altered them to be tight fitting. Then we added the black collar, which was very much eyeballing it but I think it turned out pretty good. We had to put some stealth safety pins in it to wear it though, so that the collar would fit snug to the neck (we couldn’t make them smaller because yk your head has to fit through). The rank stripes are giftwrap and glue lol but honestly they look really accurate (makes me wonder if they didn’t just do the same thing back in the 60s tbh). The insignias we also made ourselves. We cut them out on white fabric and sprayed it with gold spray and then I printed and cut out a stencil and did the black lines with marker.

Also, the most stressful moment in my entire sewing experience had to be cutting the slit into the Kirk uniform. All that work and i just have to cut into it. You better believe I measured and tried it over twenty times before cutting. Also I took a lot of photos before so I’d have something if I ruined it lol

Btw I stuck two pieces of bandaid on the inside at the ends of the slit to prevent it from ripping further.

#self made #sewing #handmade #finished product #cosplay #spirk #star trek #star trek tos #star trek the original series #Kirk #Spock #james t kirk #jim kirk #mr spock #s'chn t'gai spock #captain kirk #the premise #tw blood #Fake blood but still #tw injury #i guess? just to be safe

[stripetkattelalala54-gf]

Welcome to the madness!

I couldn't resist drawing King Booario too. My design was very much inspired by @akiiame-blog design and @pianokantzart design. Check them out if you haven't yet, they are both amazing.

#still going a bit insane about the King Booario concept #the angst material is just too good #smb #super mario bros #mario #king boo #luigi #super mario #tw blood #tw injury #tw self harm #kind of but also not really #still putting the tag here just to be safe #braincellart

[isaacwwc2]

Saw these and found them really helpful, take care of yourself💜

#tw sh related #self h@rm #s3lfharmm #tw self destructive behavior #s3lfh4rm #tw s3lf harm #cvutting #tw injury

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

Readerbot’s Alternate Ending: crushed beneath rubble as the PizzaPlex is burned, they have a sort of dying dream before going offline for the last time

(Dialogue is from BMO’s ‘death’ scene, it’s rlly sad for absolutely no reason and I think abt it a lot)

#fnaf #fnaf au #readerbot au #repairbot reader au #readerbot #tw death #tw injury #tw existential crisis #existentialism #dying dream #self aware ai #doodles #sketches #bmo’s death #au of an au #bones of a rabbit fnaf #bones of a rabbit #sad post #hurt no comfort #tap dances into the void once more

[animetrashmuffin]

Seasons greasons! I participated in the @akatsuki-gift-exchange this year and had the pleasure of doing something based on the excellent prompts from @likorys-shimenawa. I hope you like it, I had a ton of fun doing it!

#kakuhida #kakuzu #hidan #akatsuki #naruto #tw: organs #tw: injury #tw: violence #tw: gore #tw: blood #tw: self harm

[selfshippingquotes]

F/O, fatally wounded: S/I, could you kiss my booboo better? Pretty please?

#f/o #self ship #selfship #selfshipping #selfship quotes #f/o x s/i #fictional other #tw injury #injury tw #cw injury #injury cw #kiss cw #tw kiss #kiss tw #cw kiss

[aceofwhump]

The Silencing starring Nikolaj Coster-Waldau

For @whumpers-monthly Shot with an arrow

#the silencing #nikolaj coster waldau #whumpedit #whump #whumpers-monthly #issue no 24 #shot with an arrow #gore tw #shot #pain #on the ground #self care #field medicine #bullet removal #look it counts as that cause he has to remove the arrowhead okay #blood #stitches #shoulder injury #alcohol tw #my gifs #mod post

[vampirade]

🎃 @bylerween2023 day one: Trapped in The Upside Down! 🕸️🦇⏱️

#my art #bylerween2023 #Day 1 #Trapped in the UD #Trapped in The Upside Down #tw injury #tw blood #tw self harm #(could be interpreted that way so i am tagging) #byler #byler fanart #stranger things fanart #stranger things

[hasello]

TW: BLOOD, INJURIES, SELF-HARM

first/previous/next

…that?

The self-harm is more accidental I’d say, but it’s still what it is. By this I mean that: Leo wouldn’t hurt himself on purpose, although he also doesn’t mind when the world does it for him. His only sin is that he doesn’t stop it.

Also I’m sorry if it seems unnecessarily bloody but at this point I’m just using this comic as a punching bag - to get rid of some tension. My head is a mess lately.

#tmnt #cousins au #hamato family #leonardo hamato #hamato splinter #tw: blood #tw: injuries #TW: self-harm #comic #tmnt 2003 #hurt/comfort #but hurt for now #my apologies #also splinter is going through it #can u tell I’m biased and he’s my fav rat dad