#this post is about my girlfriend lol

[sub-4-sub]

Women who are so so soft, and just want to drink milkshakes and have their tummys rubbed and kissed

#s4s.txt #tee hee #sorry again for tummy posting rn #anywayys #feedisn #(?) #(too much)? #soft girl sunday #this post is about my girlfriend lol

[syrupyyyart]

I've been working exclusively on Motley and no other personal project for like 2 years now, and I think I've finally hit a wall. Which I don't love, because I sure am ready to see it as a pilot!!! But I've had so many ideas for it at this point that I've ended up with a bunch of crossed wires that I can't seem to untangle.

I'm gonna let it rest for a little bit and try to work on a smaller project. Maybe that's the sort of palette cleanser I need to get the gears turning again.

I hope you guys like aliens.

#galactic girlfriend #galactica #shes a party loving alien whos bad at driving her ufo #motley ......i will return to you ........... when im stronger #i mean im probably still gonna post about it. i have an arsenal of doodles that i just ... dont post #i just need a minute away from it. id much rather it take longer to come out than end up hating working on it lol #my art #oc #original character

[naturecalls111]

on liking girls

#comic #vent art #other fandoms #the fandom is my personal life LMAO #I had posted this on twitter and deleted it because it was vent art from back in like. Ohhh I forget. Must have been january #Like I had just had my birthday and I don't know what it was but something made me realise like #oh. I haven't come out to my parents #like it's Been a minute I probably should right #and my parents are like. the best in the world I say that with my whole chest #my sexuality is not something they would ever care about let alone judge me for #like they have so many gay friends OBJECTIVELY I KNOW THIS IS A NON ISSUE LOL #but I don't know. something about it DOES feel dangerous and I can barely come to terms with it #I hate the idea of making it a "thing'. does that make sense #i don't want it to be a “thing” #I don't want them to tell me they'll love me no matter what and that this doesn't change anything #I don't want to have to subject them to feel like I'm “opening up” and then Have to respond like that #I wish it felt like as natural of an integration as someone is being straight you know #i wish it was: i come home with the prettiest girl in the world (she is the prettiest because she is my girlfriend) and they're just like #“hi! so nice to meet you! lets sit for tea!” #and thats it no questions asked. my mom or dad wouldn't ask “why didnt you tell us?” does that make sense #This is why none of my highschool friends know either #i'll tell them if they ask but I don't want to make a performance of Telling Them #I don't. Owe them that #I don't owe anyone a heads up. I don't want to. I don't want to make it A Thing #It's a Me thing. I don't get why it has to be turned into a You thing. #also hi if you havent seen my face i look like That LOL

[e40536]

vamp au shenanigans

#here’s the silly I promised yesterday #sorry for the angst posting lol #fyi fugo is an anemic vamp #that’s just facts #sometimes Giorno leaves out berries for him me thinks #also about the ‘my goth gf’ thing #these two both have weird relationships with gender I think #fugio is like #he’s my girlfriend #she’s my boyfriend #you know… #anyway ya I love these two #second thing is from a meme a friend sent me lol #art #creations #fugio #pannacotta fugo #golden wind #vento aureo #jjba #jjba fanart #giorno giovanna #vampire au

[mswyrr]

Things like prolonged abuse can give people very uneven social and emotional development. They can be very responsible and "mature for your age" in some areas and also very stunted and immature in others.

This can also happen for, say, LGBT people who were closeted during pivotal periods of development too, where dating and discovering themselves happens later and there can be a development gap for a time. And grief around never getting to be a kid when they were a kid can be a thing for people once they try to connect with the things they had to cut off because they weren't safe to feel them. I went through some of that myself, from various sources, so I have a lot of empathy for that and how absurd/frustrating it can be.

(And a lot of hope - it doesn't, as far as I've seen and experienced, take someone very long to "catch up" after a while of fumbling around like an idiot)

Anyway - sometimes I see people reading Carmy's "accidental fuckboi" behavior in terms of how a grown man who's been dating since he was a teen would be thinking/feeling, if he behaved like that. But, for me, I interpret that differently because of the “first” situation and the developmental stuff. IMO, he's basically being a feckless/inexperienced teenager dating for the first time here, because in this area of his life he is still developmentally a dumb feckless teenager (and one who is trying and failing "not to be shitty" without much of a clue what that looks like).

Doesn't make the harm less real, but the intent I think is shaped deeply by the fact that, for the first time in his life, he feels safe enough (because of how much responsibility Sydney and Nat are taking on and that is absolutely not fair to them!!) to try to enjoy things. And he thinks maybe he can even make that work with being responsible somehow, but... utterly clueless about how.

There's the caveat that he didn't go out and choose to start dating at this pivotal moment for the business - dating found him and there's complexities around how much he wanted it to find him right here and now and how much he feels obligated to be what his family/friends/Claire wants him to be. I think he'd have been able to turn down anyone who wasn't as deeply tied to his family as Claire, and I'm not ignoring his agency in the situation, but they chose to bring someone in who he'd find it incredibly difficult to balance pleasing/doing what he's expected to do by while balancing everything else for a reason.

The "executive function" stuff where he's staring at the calls coming in and unable to answer either of them is key for me, in terms of this being someone who just isn't functioning well rn at all and is coming to a real crisis point and trying to ignore that/salve that any way he can think of. Masking really hard and deep in denial and trying to keep a lot of plates spinning without being very intentional about any of it.

It leads to sucky behavior and he's responsible for that--and the other characters can and should hold him responsible for that, but especially for actually addressing the core gravity warping untreated mental illness that's motivating a lot of this frantic rushing around and being a prick-- but I don't personally see much of it as a crime of intent. Intent requires a level of insight and experience that he doesn't have in the area of dating specifically lol

That balance of someone being responsible for their actions but also, for various reasons, in a place that mitigates and shapes what they're able to do--based on the tools they have--is an interesting part of the story that gets touched on again and again through various characters. It's interesting and it can coexist with the people around someone having the right to protect their own peace and boundaries.

#carmen berzatto #sydcarmy #the bear meta #the bear #my meta #who among us was a model of perfect #insight and understanding #with the very first person they ever dated? #long post #i couldn't possibly hate or vilify claire - i am thankful to her #for being his first girlfriend #so sydney doesn't have to be and deal with that fumbling around bs! #lol #the writers chose to make claire his first ever girlfriend #for a reason #they chose to talk about #being emotionally/socially stunted due to abuse #and chose to have it be claire #in a normal life #claire would have been his high school girlfriend #but -- this is not a normal life #'you can never go back / and the answer is no' #'and wishing for it only makes it bleed' as tom waits put it

[katsucii]

my female versions of Holmes and Watson! their names are Shirley and Jane :)

I created these designs earlier this year for my final degree project, but I hope I get to do something with them! perhaps some comics? 👀  we’ll see!

#sherlock holmes #ocs #female holmes #female watson #shirley holmes #jane watson #art #artists on tumblr #original characters #I honestly don't know how to tag this so it reaches more people lol #anyway I love them so much #and yeah before you ask: they are girlfriends #might make a post talking more about them soon ^^ #my art

[prisiidon]

deadass might do Yiga cosplay next so the men who make me uncomfortable at cons don’t recognize me lol. that way i can enjoy a con without worrying dDFGDFG

#it's gone up to 4 now #and they know im sapphic but still rizz #i wear a lesbian badge too lol #i loved being a skull grunt and yiga give the same dumbass vibE #particularly @ that one that would not stfu about 'if u were my girlfriend' and talking inappropriately #pri rambles #pri posts

[hestiashand]

kon.

[ ID: a digital bust of hayakawa aki looking at the viewer with a cigarette in his mouth and his hand over his eye in the symbol to summon the fox devil, the fox devils glowing eye is in place of his own. the fox devils head is behind him. the background reflects the fox devils eye. END ID. ]

#i’m never gonna get around to finishing this so just take it as is lol #just gonna post this before i think too much about it #this is like several months old agajgsjsgsjs #brown eyed aki beloved to all #i miss him……….. #i will never get over my girlfriend aki #csm #chainsaw man #hayakawa aki #jitters art #jitters csm art

[chibishortdeath]

Some attempts at a design for Selena :3. The second image is inspired by the wedding in Haunted Castle, but I changed Simon’s outfit cause idk I just can’t picture him being comfortable in a suit.

The last two of these are way more headcanon-y lol. They’re under a cut mostly in case my headcanons and story ideas change d(^^ ). One of them was inspired by a Kikuo song I was listening to while drawing lol, the song “Let’s Go to Heaven”.

#castlevania #castlevania games #selena belmont #castlevania selena #castlevania ii #castlevania 2 #castlevania simon’s quest #simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #haunted castle #simon belmont #akumajou dracula #akumajo dracula #art post #my art #I remember seeing someone make a post somewhere about how it was weird that #a lot of the cut items from the first Castlevania were things like high heels and a love letter and stuff #I wonder if Simon’s wife/girlfriend was supposed to be a character at one point in it and she got cut for some reason #idk it’s interesting to me that she’s only ever appeared in like deliberately noncanon content ya know? #like Haunted Castle was even called not a Castlevania game by its own lead director #the two novels with Simon girlfriends in them were never intended to be canon just fun side stuff #especially the ones that were choose your own adventure books lol I love the art style in one of those #anyway I’ve been trying to think of ways to write her lately but its so easy to end up accidentally falling into annoying tropes alas 💀💀💀 #especially ones the series has already used before oof #currently my idea so far is since Simon himself is kinda the chosen one hero guy trope in CV1 #and ends up subverting that trope by genuinely failing a ton getting hated by the public and possibly dying at the end #maybe Selena might work as initially the damsel in distress and call to action trope and subverts that later???? #I also have always thought she ends up the Mysterious Woman somehow hmmmm #it’s a hard headcanon to incorporate without just pulling a Dracula X chronicles and oh no she’s a vampire aaaaa but that’s been done 💀 #I am also aware that not everything you write has to be 100% completely new and original and perfect but aaaaaaa

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

Summary:

Three little scenes on the theme of singing.

:) I was in the mood for something short and sweet. Hope you enjoy!

#gotta go back to work for a bit but i couldn't resist posting this as soon as i had a few free minutes #i originally meant to post these on here only but the middle vignette got away from me a bit. lol #i think the moment miles complained about rose humming is the moment that cemented my severe dislike of him. like. dude. #your girlfriend is snow-white mary poppins the most adorable princess ever #and you complain? that she hums??? im going to break your kneecaps???? #idk what else i can say about dorothy singing 'what'll i do'. that scene is everything it changed my life ngl #i guess i wanted a happier memory related to it than 'oh she sings it and then leaves forever four episodes later' #i hope rose's pov works well! i'm never quite sure about it. i should give a try to a whole fic in her pov soon #please tell me im not the only one who found blanche's beer jingle to be the sweetest thing ever. she sang it in such a soft voice #like it's funny ofc but i just melted #might be because im in love with her though #i always ramble in the tags when i post this stuff lmao. i hope you all have fun #hugs and kisses for you! #the golden girls #golden wives #writing

[alectricblue]

tfw you successfully get a lesbian couple and a gay couple (all around or past their 50s) addicted to good omens on episode 1

I hope they don't kill me after they watch the end of s2 agdhsjgdjks

#good omens #og post #yep the lesbian couple is my aunt (who is michael's age) and her girlfriend #I really hope they start suspecting something about me after they finish the show lol #also my aunt's girlfriend is a big dr who fan apparently and dt is her fave doctor. so they Will finish it #I can't wait to hear their reactions #the gay couple are their friends. I've dogsitted and cattsited their pets (petsitted?). funfact

[beans-beneath-moonlight]

I pretty much never have dreams about fictional characters, which makes it that much weirder that I've had dreams about soukoku no less than 6 times now

#might be 7?? I've lost count #I'm not even hyperfixating on bsd at the moment. I have ace attorney on the brain #the weirdest part is that they're all extremely in-character too?? #the first one was about Dazai wanting a divorce bc he got mad at Chuuya for always interrupting his suicide attempts #and decided to try and push him away to make him stop #but Chuuya was just like ''you can push me away all you want but it won't matter cuz I'll still care about you you piece of shit'' #the second dream was some high school AU where Chuuya was asking Yuan where Dazai was bc he stole his textbook and wanted to kick his ass #and Yuan told him Dazai was with his new girlfriend and Chuuya was like #''lol who would want to date Dazai?? I hope they break up soon... FOR HER SAKE OF COURSE!!'' #and then spent the rest of the day moping (while refusing to admit he was moping) #meanwhile I've had exactly one (1) sskk dream #and it was about them getting in a fistfight in the middle of a Petco bc Akutagwa had internalized homophobia #and decided everything was Atsushi's fault #which I really want to add to one of my fics bc that's funny as hell #soukoku #original post

[azurish]

anyways! here’s me sitting in bed kicking my feet up and underlining this bit with a sparkly pen (black glitter ink obvs) 100 times.  because it’s obviously heartbreaking, BUT ALSO it’s reassuring, as proof that, unlike her dad, gideon is already figuring out that sometimes revenge doesn’t actually bring you closure!  

which is a fundamental thesis of Nona, imo: jod’s fatal flaw is his self-righteous laser focus on vengeance on the trillionaires over saving the world, which leads him to escalate the stakes until he damns the world.  to quote cassiopeia, “your problem is that you care less about being a saviour than you do about meting out punishment.”  (which is paralleled in hot sauce’s arc as well, actually - she realizes that “revenge” on the zombies wasn’t worth it when it meant killing nona!)

and here’s gideon, getting some taste of the vengeance she’s always dreamed of (telling crux her dad’s literally God AND killing him) and finding it lacking.  she just (rightfully!) took crux and the whole ninth to task for always being focused on dying for harrow instead of living for her - but gideon needs to live for herself and not just kill for harrow and her past, too, i think.*  i mean, i don’t think it’s a coincidence that the closest kiriona comes to seeming like Our Gideon is in the final scene, once harrow shows up - once gideon isn’t focused on the past and revenge but on building a future.

anyways! this scene is why i’m stubbornly going to cling to the hope that gideon is going to get at least a slightly happy ending in Alecto after all, because she’s going to break the generational cycle of vengeance!!

*i don’t think the parallel is perfect, because obviously killing crux is not just revenge but also necessary for opening the tomb and bringing back harrow, but i still think it’s very interesting and suggestive

image description under cut, because the alt text box ran out of room:

Photograph of two paragraphs from the book Nona the Ninth. Text reads:

And Kiriona kept saying— “It didn’t feel good … Fuck … It didn’t feel good. Why didn’t it feel good?”

A rising, hysterical note. “Why didn’t it feel good? You fucking old … You hideous, cruel … you bastard … Why didn’t … Why can’t I…”

#gideon nav #kiriona gaia #nona the ninth #john gaius #marshal crux #hot sauce #the locked tomb #locked tomb #tlt meta #locked tomb meta #how do ppl tag this sort of thing anyways #alecto the ninth #theorizing anyways #nona the ninth spoilers #ntn spoilers #meta #turns out that ntn is the tlt book that's actually going to make me start posting meta lol #on deck: meta about pyrrha dve and about the harrowing of hell (I HAVE AN IDEA!!!) #i would like to note that my girlfriend ACTUALLY owns sparkly black ink soooo this is a real possibility the next time i see her #oops added more img desc under cut bc it turns out tumblr cut off my alt text! :(

[niuxita21]

One day I’m gonna write a book. Can you imagine? A novel about everything that you and I have gone through? [Mariana laughs] It would be called “Ana and Mariana.” We’re going to be free soon, and we’ll be able to reinvent ourselves. So I’m sure you’re gonna write that book, and it’s gonna be awesome. We’ll see what happens. We have to let things flow, right? I think your novel is gonna be one of those that are pretty dark. Maybe one of those that are so romantic that you can’t put them down?

#madre solo hay dos #ana servín #mariana herrera #shitty screencap posts (TM) #I.... I don't even know what to say man #this is... A LOT truly can't wrap my head around it yet idk if I ever will #but I'm gonna try to be coherent because I don't want this post to have very few tags lol #um... so let's start with the adorable drunk faces #I love how somehow ana's is just *hearteyes intensify* and mariana is just *adorable sleepy drunk* hee #once again highlighting the different places they are at feelings-wise #I mean you don't just DECIDE to kiss your bff out of the blue one night just bc you're drunk like that shit has to have been festering #(exhibit A: Tender Brushing of Hair Behind the Ear: Fake Dating Edition) #I also love ana's rudimentary flirting omg girlfriend has it BAD and she doesn't even realize it #'I'm gonna write a novel about our story and it's gonna be suuuuper romantic' WHO SAYS THAT LMAOOOOO ily ana #also I adore how even at the beginning of the scene when ana's drunk brain hasn't crossed over into thinking about romance yet #and she's talking about the novel and looking at mariana her eyes keep darting to her lips #as effortlessly as when she was high on choco-shrooms right before she told mariana she loved her and kissed her for the first time #(GAWD that seems like forever ago and yet look... the consistency is ASTOUNDING) #most importantly though... I was truly surprised about how enthusiastic mariana was about the whole thing #she was like 'ferrán? who dat?' lmao thanks for that show #I'm fascinated by what this says about her like it's canon that she's in love with ferrán and she will say as much I think in the next ep? #but given the opportunity (and setting aside for a moment the fact that she was utterly hammered) #she was 100% down for banging ana enthusiastically and without being at all conflicted #I hope it speaks to the fact that the feelings she once had for ana are maybe not completely gone? #I can already see the next few episodes are gonna be rough so maybe that's why they gave us this episode lol #I only just finished watching and I've already lost count of how many times I've rewatched those last few minutes god truly god-tier tv #unrelated but please wallpaper my tombstone with the last two caps lord they are just so pretty

[s0livagant]

For a lesbian I sure do blog a lot about men

#is this my official coming out ????? have I ever explicitly said it ???? #it’s been heavily implied I know that much lol #i also talk about my girlfriend a decent amount #hi I like women (probably exclusively) #not the point of the post #men just make great blorbos #mine #greta van fleet #specifically

[leieryx]

Hey! I’m really sorry things aren’t going to well for you right now. I wanted to tell you that you’re really cool, I love being mutuals with you!

Here’s a motivational Senshi! It’s gonna be okay, I promise!

thank you so much i know i didnt answer when you posted this i havent answered much but it mean t a lot :] thumbs up!

#asks #woo yippe hi mututal :] #i love the senshi victory it's pretty iconic #lei talks?!? #you can tell when im on the computer cause it forces my tags to be sensible #but yeah idk its just been wack i hope having my days off will get me out of it but i just feel funky as shit (not good style) i think it's #just the season. i didnt wanna go on in the tags so im deleting em but #my friend i havent seen in months also texted me about her girlfriend and idk how to interpret that like id love to have yo #you back in my life but. why are we opening with this. and i dont know how to respond without sounding like a jerk lol #i think that's what was bothering me when i posted that im not totally sure. it's like the little things this week really. #ill be chill and fine i just have to complain first haha